It really is with the change in British curriculum since it was changed last year. 16 year olds are doing A-level math and 12 year olds are practesing GCSE already. The pressure is real I would know
True, to be honest this song is basically just me. I got so mad at myself when I got an 88% for English 2 AP, I know I'm not good in that class, but still. I beat myself over about little stuff like that. Plus I don't even have any time to study for any classes now since I have practice for golf, meetings for archery, homework, and just yeah.
Melody Chen I agree with this so much. I honestly couldn't wait until high school graduation and I was very happy to be out of there. Didn't last long until I started stressing about college and a job and tuition yet I haven't signed up for classes yet. Like, almost every waking moment it's all in the back of my mind and it sucks. :/
Melody Chen "There is no need for you to clearly force some person out of his comfort zone" No there actually is,if you'll live all of your life in your comfort zone you'll be weak. When reality will hit you,it will do in the hardest way and it might be traumatic. Being able to go through critical situation with a calm behaviour is what will help you in the future besides knowledge and competences.
People think when you’re smart everything is easy. It’s not, you always have this pressure on you to be the best and people sometimes despise you because you have good grades. They don’t see how much effort you put into it.
this song shows such a real stuggle for people like us who go to school and it's ironic that i'm very good at english but at math and sience i suck even though i try si hard
I also have a lot of pressure... I don’t tell my dad my grades anymore because he wants me to be the best in my classes(in overall grade and even on something as simple as a quiz) and wants me to always ALWAYS be above a 95....*sighs*
My eyesight:I stare at my ipad for 8 hours and have incredible eyesight i saw the projecter straight up and didnt go blind am i an alien Me:HELLO I AM UNDER THE WATER
The song really describes how I was feeling overwhelmed with my last semester of grade 11. I can't really explain it, it was like a weight was suddenly put on my shoulders and it wasn't like my classes were hard or anything, its like I lost all motivation. It got to a point where I wouldn't show up for classes and just stay home without telling anyone, in the end I barely passed my classes. I listened to other covers of this song but this one really is the best in my opinion, it makes me think of how pointless I thought everything was and how stupid I was being. But now I feel wayyy better 😊😊💯💯
On the bright side, it's pretty easy to float through 12th in a lot of school districts. If I had just worked hard for two weeks, I would've had to do very little the rest of the year. XP
Honestly, same. I've never been good at Chemistry. I studied all week for a huge test and I thought I would do awesome. I knew all the formulas, all the calculations to do, I thought I did everything perfectly and... 66%. Tried to study for next week's test and... 63%. I thought I understood everything and I don't even know what questions to ask. It's devastating since I've always wanted a career in a STEM field. I've always wanted to be an engineer, but now I'm not so sure that I'm smart enough to actually do it. I don't think I'm smart at all, so why even bother? Since then, I've just lost all my motivation. I show up, I try to do everything right, but it's not working, so I guess it's best to give up, right? The loss of my motivation in that class is translating over to my other classes as well. I've always been good at English, but I just don't know how to care about it anymore. I don't see the point in trying.
Keep going and don't you dare stop until you've reached the end! It doesn't matter if you make mistakes or fail, you make a decision and stick with it! Don't doubt your choices! That's exactly what I did and it sucked!
First time I heard this song I cried because of how it can be relatable in some situations, and I've kind of grown numb to it until I saw this and listened. I may need a tissue.
This song was my coping mechanism when I was going through depression. It still brings me to tears no matter how many times I listen to it, cause it reminds me of what I had to overcome. I was bullied from middle school to my first year of high school, and everyday was a living hell. I'd go to school scared & leave in tears. I fell into a deep dark depression & had thoughts. This song in a way was my cry for help & for the pain to stop & each part of the lyrics reminisced with certain events in my journey. I've gotten better over the years, but recent events have caused my depression to spike again, but at least I know I'm not alone. ❤❤❤
Same I hate it! The pressure is much more on the"gifted one" cuz everyone expects them to keep up the name. People are just always nosey when it comes to scores. Scores can't determine intelligence of an individual. It only tests your memorizing abilities. So people can't call the kid who has the worst scores "stupid/unintelligent/foolish etc"
LIZZ PLAYING ONE OF MY FAVORITE SONGS?! OH DEAR, I HAVE BEEN BLESSED BY THE ANGELS ABOVE! *Turns on song to the highest volume I can* Great timing since school is in session nowadays! Now, excuse me as I continue to drown in my homework...
"The cutting into me the doubtful painful knife" That line hit me so hard for reasons that should be obvious based on what I just said. If anyone is currently in the cycle of self harm then please do all you can to get out of it. (Also my auto correct made the self in self harm be the word hell...accurate
*Whispers* Psst. *Takes a deep breath* YOU CAN DO IT LIZZ! You are almost at 400,000! You can do it! All of your loyal fans are behind you every step of the way! We can't wait to see you continue to grow! You can do it!
Taura Fall WHICH UA-cam CHANNEL DO I KNOW YOU FROM!? Wow. Quite of few of the people you are subscribed to, I watch. XD By the way, hello fellow Picky Penguin!
This school year, I was so under pressure because I kept being told that 'i'm not smart' and such. This song really discribes how I felt during 5th grade(I'm now going into 6th, hooray!). Fifth grade along with the previous year, Fourth grade, were very troublesome and I barely passed fourth grade. Even though I did pass, I feel like I could've done way better. thank you for reading this!
I've kept being told as the "smart" kid, and honestly, let me tell you, being the smart kid is just as worse. People expect so much of you. Oh, you average an A/B? IS THAT A C?? Proceeds to dump like ten million extra practices and die.
@@blobofink i feel this on a level way too personal. not only do people expect so much of you, but when you get a really good grade on something that you're honestly proud of, people just brush it off by saying "Oh, you're the smart kid, you ALWAYS get good grades." like, no i don't. can you let me be proud of myself without stereotyping me just because i've always had higher averages than other kids in my classes? like, just because you always get good grades, doesn't mean you shouldn't be proud of yourself, yet when you get constantly told that you're the 'smart kid', everyone expects absolutely ridiculous things from you that they don't expect from others in the same range as you. not to mention, every mistake you make is basically tripled in severity. i've always been a straight A student, so when i have a B overall, my mom takes away basically anything and everything that keeps me preoccupied and makes me only do schoolwork. in fact, i got my first ever B overall that didn't go up to an A last quarter, and I literally cried myself to sleep. Honors history is a hard class, and I should have been proud of that B, but I was angry that I hadn't done better because it's 'the grade i'm supposed to get.' i'm so fed up with it. and then my mom proceeds to wonder why i've have so many problems with my mental health...
Feel it cutting into me, the doubting painful knife Feel it deepening the rift, finally hit just right Couldn’t take the love I had, so weak and burning low But it grew into a weapon only hurting me, this I know …is nonfiction So good with numbers, science, math I like But I’m terrible at English so I despise This part of me that wants a simple “right or wrong” And I feel that everything I choose will always be false And today This homework About me A blank sheet Accomplished Content with This life I will now live ‘Til I think why are we just sometimes no always Saying how we’re sad and Saying how we’re lonely? Can you even read the blackboard written clear as can be? Can you even read his mind? See that kid’s lost fantasy? Can you even find the one who dyed his red heart to black? Hey, who could it be? Hey, someone tell me! Can you even solve the question with your abacus yet? Can you even stop the rope from hanging him by his neck? Did we really choose it right saying we’re okay this way? Hey, just tell me how It’s not like I care now Counting days like numbers, they all pass their prime And again hypnotically swimming through time Behind the power and guards I put up I hide Knowing they had long died From problems My resolve Just can’t solve That homework Accomplished Content with This life I will now live ‘Til I think and he speaks That demon inside us Saying “let me just leave” Saying “someone kill me!” Can you even read the blackboard written clear as can be? Can you even read his mind? See that kid’s lost fantasy? Can you even find the one who dyed his red heart to black? Hey, who could it be? Hey, someone tell me! Can you even solve the question with your abacus yet? Can you even stop the rope from hanging him by his neck? Did we really choose it right saying we’re okay this way? Hey just tell me how Hey just tell me how! Can you even say the formula of area now? Can you even scream the dreams you swore would never go out? Who was the one who let my hopes just curl up die? Hey, who could it be? No, it’s gotta be… Just open up your eyes, why don’t you grow up and see? But what the hell is “growing up” and tell me when will I be? Can a single person out there just explain it to me? Hey, just tell me how It's not like I care now
This hits home. Too close to home. Grade 11-12 was a shitshow I will never forget, and I never wish to go back to those times. You get saddled with pressure amounting to your entire life ahead, all your previous doings, and everything in your life amounts to what you accomplish in those 2 years. I can't say the number of nights I spent with tissues up my nose trying to stop my endless nosebleeds, eating literal food bricks to save on time, and crying in a corner as I contemplated just tying the rope so I wouldn't need to deal with it. The constant bullying didn't help much either, and I have scars nowadays that I am not proud of. I'm not going to say I've recovered, since I honestly haven't. I can't stare at the school I went to without getting depressed, and I can't even do school work without crying sometimes. I'm better, but I'm definitely fine yet. I'm studying at Uni now, and I'm taking Engineering. It's difficult to stay happy, even at 2 courses per semester, but I'm managing with the new people I met, and what I can only describe as survivors from my last school. I don't know if I went to a black school or something, but having finished the hell that was those years, I'm happy to say I survived. I survived 5 projects a week, and endless expectations layered by toxic family members, and the school. I can say, you'll feel like you've been freed from the biggest burden when you graduate. School is already terrible, and the competitive nature that universities and society forces makes it worse. It will not end when you graduate, but it will alleviate at least a little. School is no longer a competition or a learning place. Its a fight for survival against expectations, and society stacked everything against you.
Honestly, this is an absolutely beautiful cover using Juby's lyrics. I've never really liked her singing because there was a nasal sound to it. But whenever you sang it, you gave it an emotional and impactful tone that almost brought me to tears. Thank you for making this cover. It is beautiful.
Annie Scarlet I thought it was good, but I noticed that she went down the octave on the chorus, I don't know her vocal range, but I am assuming either a Mezzo-soprano or an Alto
Both actually went an octave down on the chorus on the piano version since it's in a different key. A higher key actually. Now you can in the mix hear Lizz singing an octave higher but the volume is decreased and well blended which makes it perfect.
I really like Lizz's version more. I know Juby also made a cover with piano, but I sense more sadness from Lizz's. That's the vibe I feel like should come from this song more.
As a musician and deals with suicidality the expression of how it’s sung is absolutely amazing of how you can feel it other like other covers I’ve seen this shows actual contrast unlike Juby’s this has contrast and emotion not just singing. This is one of my first impressions of your voice and vocal abilities and I must say I’m impressed and I’ll be here to try to support you
I love this so much and I'm so happy you used Jubys lyrics because that means I can already sing along Your voice is so beautiful and this sounds amazing
First of all, amazing, gorgeous cover omg. And second of all, when did school become all about grades and testibg rather than actually learning? It makes me so irritated when people capable of so many wonderful things in life are depressed over school and beating themselves up because they made a bad grade on a quiz, like I have in the past. School is so much more than that. It's for learning, not stressing and testing.
Why do I deel like its sad that u were singing this... Is what normal people would say. Dont worry, I sing it too. I even sing YanSim Resentment out loud even thou my parents r here. They think im weird...
You covering one of the well knowns vocaloid songs that i thought nobody gonna cover it anymore since its really old.. But this really gives me a surprise
I remember when there were only about 100 of us. I've missed you while at basic. Your voice is still beautiful as I remembered. You'll make it liz, well stand behind you no matter what.
I remember listening to this song on repeat when I was at a real low in my life. It helped convey my emotions and when I was contemplating staying alive.
Best cover I've heard and it sort of bring more sadness to the song. The original shows the struggles with the instrumentals showing that it's full of noise , where this one just somehow shows giving up and gives a sense of a calming acceptance of failure
This may sound major edgy, but I actually really relate to this song. I could say I'm pretty good at math and science, but writing in English is hella hard mainly since I have little to no imagination. I constantly have this sense of apathy towards things, and I can somewhat relate to this character Wow I probably just destroyed my rep lol
Wow ..... normally it sounds like a violent song about broken kid which is so angry about his lost dreams and life ..... but this version .......... it's like after this kid's heart got broken. Like, he doesn't feel more like fighting for his future but he still want to hear an answer for his question but he doesn't have any strength ......... wow, I've got a tear in my eye. That was so emotional. Beautiful
Well... i might sound a bit weird but, i think the pressure goes a lot on the really good students too. An example is like: i always had the pressure that as i always got the highest score i needed to be always to do it best. Even if i got an B+ i would fell like i was a trash at society, useless, like everyone would make fun of me. Only because i did not got the same score as always
@@kikotosaturi for some reason youtube never gave me a notification for this sorry xhshdhsj but yeah my wording was very poor in this comment. I meant it as in I just really liked juby's version so I was super hyped when this came out.
I’m not sure if this is strange or not but this version of the song made me feel relaxed and calm. I really love this and I’m happy I’ve found it. To all those people who are struggling at school, don’t lose hope! If you’re depressed talk to somebody, it doesn’t matter who. Talk to your family, friends and really anybody you’re comfortable speaking to. I really advise you to speak to people about the way you are feeling wether it be about school and education or anything you’re feeling down, insecure or whatever about. I really hope you all have a wonderful, wonderful day!! 🌑🌗⭐️
The meaning behind this song and hearing your innocent sounding voice with the phenomenal piano just caused me to cry. I don't cry easily, very well done.
This cover is probably my favorite cover of this song. I think that it does a good job capturing the pain and sadness that many students have to go through as they struggle in school.
Chills.. absolutely covered in chills. Like Juby does wonderful covers, but she's best at lyrics. You, well you're unique for your pure voice and lovely personality! I can't wait to see even more from you ;w; and ofc more FFXIV because hAH
As someone who has a general comprehension disability, a number related learning disability, ADHD and other medically confirmed emotional disturbances… I relate to this. I first found this song when I was in the 6th grade and I still relate to it even as a (just graduated) senior in high school.
I can relate somewhat to the pressure but when I screamed at my parents for putting it on me, they lowered it and didn’t speak much of it but it didn’t completely go away The line I relate to the lines that says “Can you even read his mind? See that kids lost fantasy” “Who was the one who let my hopes just curl up and die” All my hopes died a long time ago, it’s like I’m floating in my own life which someone else is leading It’s my parents.
this song made me snap into tears, not because of how sad it is, but because it was able to pierce through the thickest of my walls and force me to face the struggles that I thought were only a me thing. This is the part of the story when you meet someone with the EXACT same backstory as you and immediately bond off of it. The worst part is I'll never be able to meet you because this happened through a computer screen.
A week before this was posted I pondered to myself, as I was listening to irony, I though, "I wonder if Lizz would do Lost One's Weeping." BAM! Look it there it is. Thanks
@@yamihatarou7850 math about 4 quizzes, english 4 quizzes MAPEH,MAPEH again,and Computer module that i didnt bother reading until the deadline which is tomorrow and I havent started so im just gonna take a picture of it cuz i have deadlines today So much planning but no action, ayyyy
The worst about this song is just that... It's so true... The pressure on people the success at school is becoming bigger and bigger...
It really is with the change in British curriculum since it was changed last year. 16 year olds are doing A-level math and 12 year olds are practesing GCSE already. The pressure is real I would know
True, to be honest this song is basically just me. I got so mad at myself when I got an 88% for English 2 AP, I know I'm not good in that class, but still. I beat myself over about little stuff like that. Plus I don't even have any time to study for any classes now since I have practice for golf, meetings for archery, homework, and just yeah.
Sometimes we all need a good rant. Furthermore I agree with what you say. :)
Melody Chen I agree with this so much. I honestly couldn't wait until high school graduation and I was very happy to be out of there. Didn't last long until I started stressing about college and a job and tuition yet I haven't signed up for classes yet. Like, almost every waking moment it's all in the back of my mind and it sucks. :/
Melody Chen "There is no need for you to clearly force some person out of his comfort zone"
No there actually is,if you'll live all of your life in your comfort zone you'll be weak.
When reality will hit you,it will do in the hardest way and it might be traumatic.
Being able to go through critical situation with a calm behaviour is what will help you in the future besides knowledge and competences.
People think when you’re smart everything is easy. It’s not, you always have this pressure on you to be the best and people sometimes despise you because you have good grades. They don’t see how much effort you put into it.
So true
That's true
Hence the reasoning i just don't truly try
Yeah after a certain point your accomplishments stop being accomplishments and instead become expectations
@@cameronsheppard7574 Sadly, this is truthful
this song shows such a real stuggle for people like us who go to school and it's ironic that i'm very good at english but at math and sience i suck even though i try si hard
Same here,
Me too.
kyra Yup same. I hate math.
heh this song hits way to deep for me.
I also have a lot of pressure... I don’t tell my dad my grades anymore because he wants me to be the best in my classes(in overall grade and even on something as simple as a quiz) and wants me to always ALWAYS be above a 95....*sighs*
*saw title*
SHUT UP AND TAKE MY BATTERY
Master Of Chaos :)
・Laine Chan・ *Me:* SHUT UP AND TAKE MY LIKE EXCEPT DON'T SHUT UP, LET ME HEAR THOSE BEAUTIFUL PIPES OF YOURS, YOU BEAUTIFUL WOMAN!
little miss evil don't know what that is and don't WANNA know anytime soon
me with skyrim lmfao
1000th like
Your voice is downright angelic
The like count is the opposite
“ Can you even read the blackboard written clear as can be ? “
My eyesight: *No.*
same
But mine is a whiteboard, but still
no
Smae
SAME-
Lmao we need more glasses
My eyesight:I stare at my ipad for 8 hours and have incredible eyesight i saw the projecter straight up and didnt go blind am i an alien
Me:HELLO I AM UNDER THE WATER
The song really describes how I was feeling overwhelmed with my last semester of grade 11. I can't really explain it, it was like a weight was suddenly put on my shoulders and it wasn't like my classes were hard or anything, its like I lost all motivation. It got to a point where I wouldn't show up for classes and just stay home without telling anyone, in the end I barely passed my classes. I listened to other covers of this song but this one really is the best in my opinion, it makes me think of how pointless I thought everything was and how stupid I was being. But now I feel wayyy better 😊😊💯💯
Nadia Pitter Are you in STEM?
On the bright side, it's pretty easy to float through 12th in a lot of school districts. If I had just worked hard for two weeks, I would've had to do very little the rest of the year. XP
Honestly, same. I've never been good at Chemistry. I studied all week for a huge test and I thought I would do awesome. I knew all the formulas, all the calculations to do, I thought I did everything perfectly and... 66%. Tried to study for next week's test and... 63%. I thought I understood everything and I don't even know what questions to ask. It's devastating since I've always wanted a career in a STEM field. I've always wanted to be an engineer, but now I'm not so sure that I'm smart enough to actually do it. I don't think I'm smart at all, so why even bother?
Since then, I've just lost all my motivation. I show up, I try to do everything right, but it's not working, so I guess it's best to give up, right? The loss of my motivation in that class is translating over to my other classes as well. I've always been good at English, but I just don't know how to care about it anymore. I don't see the point in trying.
No, don't give up! Do not do what I did!
Keep going and don't you dare stop until you've reached the end! It doesn't matter if you make mistakes or fail, you make a decision and stick with it! Don't doubt your choices! That's exactly what I did and it sucked!
Real exam question: Tell us your thoughts about school.
Me: Oh. Well if I'm gonna be honest here....
I had a question saying, “ what did you miss about school over the break?”. I still haven’t answered it to this day
First time I heard this song I cried because of how it can be relatable in some situations, and I've kind of grown numb to it until I saw this and listened.
I may need a tissue.
*hands half a box of tissues* Here. I don't need it anymore. Q~Q
Everytime I hear this it reminds me of the people who I had to see struggle because of grades and school... It means the world to me
This song was my coping mechanism when I was going through depression. It still brings me to tears no matter how many times I listen to it, cause it reminds me of what I had to overcome.
I was bullied from middle school to my first year of high school, and everyday was a living hell. I'd go to school scared & leave in tears. I fell into a deep dark depression & had thoughts.
This song in a way was my cry for help & for the pain to stop & each part of the lyrics reminisced with certain events in my journey.
I've gotten better over the years, but recent events have caused my depression to spike again, but at least I know I'm not alone. ❤❤❤
*cries in overworked "gifted kid"*
Same I hate it!
The pressure is much more on the"gifted one" cuz everyone expects them to keep up the name.
People are just always nosey when it comes to scores. Scores can't determine intelligence of an individual. It only tests your memorizing abilities. So people can't call the kid who has the worst scores "stupid/unintelligent/foolish etc"
LIZZ PLAYING ONE OF MY FAVORITE SONGS?!
OH DEAR, I HAVE BEEN BLESSED BY THE ANGELS ABOVE!
*Turns on song to the highest volume I can*
Great timing since school is in session nowadays! Now, excuse me as I continue to drown in my homework...
KeeperofSecrets - I'm The Same !
Hello
THIS COVER HELPS ME EASE THE PAIN OF DROWNING IN HOMEWORK! :)
No, u have been blessed by God 707
Same
"The cutting into me the doubtful painful knife"
That line hit me so hard for reasons that should be obvious based on what I just said. If anyone is currently in the cycle of self harm then please do all you can to get out of it. (Also my auto correct made the self in self harm be the word hell...accurate
Thank you. 😭
*Whispers*
Psst.
*Takes a deep breath*
YOU CAN DO IT LIZZ! You are almost at 400,000! You can do it! All of your loyal fans are behind you every step of the way! We can't wait to see you continue to grow! You can do it!
KeeperofSecrets *gasps* IT'S YOU! YOU'RE HERE?! DANG GIRL, YOU HAVE GOOD TASTE IN UA-camRS!
Taura Fall WHICH UA-cam CHANNEL DO I KNOW YOU FROM!? Wow. Quite of few of the people you are subscribed to, I watch. XD
By the way, hello fellow Picky Penguin!
KeeperofSecrets What youtubers do u watch?
You guys are the greatest fans a girl could have!! Thank you so much for your love and support!! Let's get to 400k! ❤️
awww.Also thats lovely ..
This school year, I was so under pressure because I kept being told that 'i'm not smart' and such. This song really discribes how I felt during 5th grade(I'm now going into 6th, hooray!). Fifth grade along with the previous year, Fourth grade, were very troublesome and I barely passed fourth grade. Even though I did pass, I feel like I could've done way better. thank you for reading this!
Hey!!! This was commented a while ago, so I just wanted to ask if things are going any better now? Hope you’re good! :)
@@phoebehayes7221 My grades are *so* much better, now. Things are going great!
I’m also late, but I’m glad to hear things are going well! 🙃
I've kept being told as the "smart" kid, and honestly, let me tell you, being the smart kid is just as worse. People expect so much of you. Oh, you average an A/B? IS THAT A C?? Proceeds to dump like ten million extra practices and die.
@@blobofink i feel this on a level way too personal. not only do people expect so much of you, but when you get a really good grade on something that you're honestly proud of, people just brush it off by saying "Oh, you're the smart kid, you ALWAYS get good grades." like, no i don't. can you let me be proud of myself without stereotyping me just because i've always had higher averages than other kids in my classes? like, just because you always get good grades, doesn't mean you shouldn't be proud of yourself, yet when you get constantly told that you're the 'smart kid', everyone expects absolutely ridiculous things from you that they don't expect from others in the same range as you. not to mention, every mistake you make is basically tripled in severity. i've always been a straight A student, so when i have a B overall, my mom takes away basically anything and everything that keeps me preoccupied and makes me only do schoolwork. in fact, i got my first ever B overall that didn't go up to an A last quarter, and I literally cried myself to sleep. Honors history is a hard class, and I should have been proud of that B, but I was angry that I hadn't done better because it's 'the grade i'm supposed to get.' i'm so fed up with it. and then my mom proceeds to wonder why i've have so many problems with my mental health...
Don't even need to hear the epicness. That's how epic it is, especially with your vocals and Juby's lyrics...! AND THIS ARRANGE! Beautiful~!
Feel it cutting into me, the doubting painful knife
Feel it deepening the rift, finally hit just right
Couldn’t take the love I had, so weak and burning low
But it grew into a weapon only hurting me, this I know
…is nonfiction
So good with numbers, science, math I like
But I’m terrible at English so I despise
This part of me that wants a simple “right or wrong”
And I feel that everything I choose will always be false
And today
This homework
About me
A blank sheet
Accomplished
Content with
This life I will now live
‘Til I think why are we
just sometimes no always
Saying how we’re sad and
Saying how we’re lonely?
Can you even read the blackboard written clear as can be?
Can you even read his mind? See that kid’s lost fantasy?
Can you even find the one who dyed his red heart to black?
Hey, who could it be?
Hey, someone tell me!
Can you even solve the question with your abacus yet?
Can you even stop the rope from hanging him by his neck?
Did we really choose it right saying we’re okay this way?
Hey, just tell me how
It’s not like I care now
Counting days like numbers, they all pass their prime
And again hypnotically swimming through time
Behind the power and guards I put up
I hide
Knowing they had long died
From problems
My resolve
Just can’t solve
That homework
Accomplished
Content with
This life I will now live
‘Til I think and he speaks
That demon inside us
Saying “let me just leave”
Saying “someone kill me!”
Can you even read the blackboard written clear as can be?
Can you even read his mind? See that kid’s lost fantasy?
Can you even find the one who dyed his red heart to black?
Hey, who could it be?
Hey, someone tell me!
Can you even solve the question with your abacus yet?
Can you even stop the rope from hanging him by his neck?
Did we really choose it right saying we’re okay this way?
Hey just tell me how
Hey just tell me how!
Can you even say the formula of area now?
Can you even scream the dreams you swore would never go out?
Who was the one who let my hopes just curl up die?
Hey, who could it be?
No, it’s gotta be…
Just open up your eyes, why don’t you grow up and see?
But what the hell is “growing up” and tell me when will I be?
Can a single person out there just explain it to me?
Hey, just tell me how
It's not like I care now
This hits home. Too close to home. Grade 11-12 was a shitshow I will never forget, and I never wish to go back to those times. You get saddled with pressure amounting to your entire life ahead, all your previous doings, and everything in your life amounts to what you accomplish in those 2 years. I can't say the number of nights I spent with tissues up my nose trying to stop my endless nosebleeds, eating literal food bricks to save on time, and crying in a corner as I contemplated just tying the rope so I wouldn't need to deal with it. The constant bullying didn't help much either, and I have scars nowadays that I am not proud of.
I'm not going to say I've recovered, since I honestly haven't. I can't stare at the school I went to without getting depressed, and I can't even do school work without crying sometimes. I'm better, but I'm definitely fine yet.
I'm studying at Uni now, and I'm taking Engineering. It's difficult to stay happy, even at 2 courses per semester, but I'm managing with the new people I met, and what I can only describe as survivors from my last school.
I don't know if I went to a black school or something, but having finished the hell that was those years, I'm happy to say I survived. I survived 5 projects a week, and endless expectations layered by toxic family members, and the school.
I can say, you'll feel like you've been freed from the biggest burden when you graduate. School is already terrible, and the competitive nature that universities and society forces makes it worse. It will not end when you graduate, but it will alleviate at least a little.
School is no longer a competition or a learning place. Its a fight for survival against expectations, and society stacked everything against you.
Another gorgeous singing...
Honestly, this is an absolutely beautiful cover using Juby's lyrics. I've never really liked her singing because there was a nasal sound to it. But whenever you sang it, you gave it an emotional and impactful tone that almost brought me to tears. Thank you for making this cover. It is beautiful.
Annie Scarlet I thought it was good, but I noticed that she went down the octave on the chorus, I don't know her vocal range, but I am assuming either a Mezzo-soprano or an Alto
Both actually went an octave down on the chorus on the piano version since it's in a different key. A higher key actually. Now you can in the mix hear Lizz singing an octave higher but the volume is decreased and well blended which makes it perfect.
I actually Juby's had more emotion. 😂 But this version is really good, too.
I really like Lizz's version more. I know Juby also made a cover with piano, but I sense more sadness from Lizz's. That's the vibe I feel like should come from this song more.
please dont insult other youtubers keep it to yourself
As a musician and deals with suicidality the expression of how it’s sung is absolutely amazing of how you can feel it other like other covers I’ve seen this shows actual contrast unlike Juby’s this has contrast and emotion not just singing. This is one of my first impressions of your voice and vocal abilities and I must say I’m impressed and I’ll be here to try to support you
shut up you're not depressed just pretending for attention
@@ilikeghibli What if they are :( it’s very hurtful for people to say that is they are
Who doesn't love Lizz? Everyone does love her! Her voice is heaven!!
I know this song is sad,but let's take a minute to look at the guys in this...they're cute...alright back to the sadness of the song.
ZimzalaCircus I I didn't even notice I see them as blurry lol
you do be speakin fax doe
valerie flores was it because you were crying too
I think the guy is really cute
I also think both of them are the same person
I love this so much and I'm so happy you used Jubys lyrics because that means I can already sing along
Your voice is so beautiful and this sounds amazing
*Starts crying* *ありがとうございます！* ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Beatriz Garcia don't cry...
*craft*
Samantha Baugh oml yasss XD
arigato gozaimasu
UsedPaperCup I'm so happy there's a phandom member😂
Samantha Baugh YASSSS PHAN FOR LIFEEE XD
First of all, amazing, gorgeous cover omg.
And second of all, when did school become all about grades and testibg rather than actually learning? It makes me so irritated when people capable of so many wonderful things in life are depressed over school and beating themselves up because they made a bad grade on a quiz, like I have in the past. School is so much more than that. It's for learning, not stressing and testing.
OH MY GOD I WAS JUST SINGING THIS SONG AND I CHECKED MY SUBSCRIPTIONS AND I SEE THIS!
Me too! (This is the 5th version of this song added to my playlist now 😂😂)
Oh its like the 8th or 9th for me
I was just listening to juby's version since I was bored, then I see this.
OH YES
SAMEEEE
Why do I deel like its sad that u were singing this...
Is what normal people would say. Dont worry, I sing it too. I even sing YanSim Resentment out loud even thou my parents r here. They think im weird...
I've been waiting for this cover for so long! Worth the wait!
You covering one of the well knowns vocaloid songs that i thought nobody gonna cover it anymore since its really old.. But this really gives me a surprise
Oh yeah this song, *STARTS CRYING*
I remember when there were only about 100 of us. I've missed you while at basic. Your voice is still beautiful as I remembered. You'll make it liz, well stand behind you no matter what.
I remember listening to this song on repeat when I was at a real low in my life. It helped convey my emotions and when I was contemplating staying alive.
Sounds amazing, and it feels amazing.
I'm in love ❤️
Best cover I've heard and it sort of bring more sadness to the song. The original shows the struggles with the instrumentals showing that it's full of noise , where this one just somehow shows giving up and gives a sense of a calming acceptance of failure
this song hits me everytime. i listened to it a billon times yet it's still so powerful. Your voice sounds very good on it
AND YOU STILL DIDNT FINISH YOUR HOMEWORK.
I just finished .ah homework
XD
So true
What I tell myself at 12:00 a.m. when I bring my homework home to do it. But...... Never do it!
I'm guilty 😅😅😅
You want to make me cry, don't you? :')
i can relate with both your name and comment fjgkdjfdkjd yes at least there is yaoi to comfort us in this world 😭
This is easily one of your best covers, your voice is beautiful xxx
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The scars on my wrist still hurt from time to time.
I'm glad that there are people that can understand.
One of my favorite vocaloid songs of all time! Your voice suits the piano version so well!
This may sound major edgy, but I actually really relate to this song. I could say I'm pretty good at math and science, but writing in English is hella hard mainly since I have little to no imagination. I constantly have this sense of apathy towards things, and I can somewhat relate to this character
Wow I probably just destroyed my rep lol
I hope you're feeling okay
I don't have that much imagination either but I just like english because I'm better at it than other subjects
That's my fav song of all time, you sang it perfectly and made me cry a bit ! You're amazing !
Wow ..... normally it sounds like a violent song about broken kid which is so angry about his lost dreams and life ..... but this version .......... it's like after this kid's heart got broken. Like, he doesn't feel more like fighting for his future but he still want to hear an answer for his question but he doesn't have any strength ......... wow, I've got a tear in my eye. That was so emotional. Beautiful
Amazing as always :D
I never knew that this song could be so calm and relaxing
With its powerful lyrics
You amaze me so much!
OMG THIS IS BEAUTIFUL!!!!!
CATBUG
This gives me the chills it's so goooooodddd I've played it on repeat over and over!
One of my favourite Vocaloid songs from one of my favourite singers here on UA-cam! It's just awesome!💖
I don't know what brought me back here, but this song accompanied me through highschool, and it still is.
Oh wow, your voice makes this sound so angelic.
Beautiful. You have literally the most angelic voice I’ve ever heard.
I'm so happy!!! This is one of my favorite songs ever and you did such a wonderful job! Keep up the great work. 😊
I used to love this song but I haven’t listened to it in so long that I’m actually crying a bit and now I come back with my own sh scars
Well... i might sound a bit weird but, i think the pressure goes a lot on the really good students too. An example is like: i always had the pressure that as i always got the highest score i needed to be always to do it best. Even if i got an B+ i would fell like i was a trash at society, useless, like everyone would make fun of me. Only because i did not got the same score as always
Your voice is just so unbelievably beautiful I'll never get over it
Ah! I've been listening to Juby's cover so much lately so I was really happy when I saw this!!
are you being rude to jubyphionic when i read this it sounds rude
@@kikotosaturi for some reason youtube never gave me a notification for this sorry xhshdhsj but yeah my wording was very poor in this comment. I meant it as in I just really liked juby's version so I was super hyped when this came out.
I’m not sure if this is strange or not but this version of the song made me feel relaxed and calm. I really love this and I’m happy I’ve found it.
To all those people who are struggling at school, don’t lose hope! If you’re depressed talk to somebody, it doesn’t matter who. Talk to your family, friends and really anybody you’re comfortable speaking to. I really advise you to speak to people about the way you are feeling wether it be about school and education or anything you’re feeling down, insecure or whatever about. I really hope you all have a wonderful, wonderful day!! 🌑🌗⭐️
Psst...
Can you do Feathers Across The Seasons
please do, it's one of favorites.
Agreed. Lizz's voice is perfect for it.
Star Shine Yay people agrees :D
OMG YES
Hael yes!!!
I've been waiting so long for her to do this song. YAAAAAS GIRL!!! I love it
I love your voice so much! Please do a cover of corrupted flower!
The meaning behind this song and hearing your innocent sounding voice with the phenomenal piano just caused me to cry. I don't cry easily, very well done.
I was waiting you to play this song for so long! You are awesome!
This cover is probably my favorite cover of this song. I think that it does a good job capturing the pain and sadness that many students have to go through as they struggle in school.
thank u now im crying
Alex Mertens IM SORRY
Ho! One of my favorite song in Project Diva.
What a nice surprise to hear this version.
Another pearl of sweetness and intensity.
Thank you.
Chills.. absolutely covered in chills. Like Juby does wonderful covers, but she's best at lyrics. You, well you're unique for your pure voice and lovely personality! I can't wait to see even more from you ;w; and ofc more FFXIV because hAH
Your voice give me chills
And it's so beautiful ♥️♥️
As someone who has a general comprehension disability, a number related learning disability, ADHD and other medically confirmed emotional disturbances… I relate to this. I first found this song when I was in the 6th grade and I still relate to it even as a (just graduated) senior in high school.
Homework completed in half the time and it didn't even feel boring.
Thanks lizz for singing this..😉😉
Love this song! Thank you so much for singing it! : D
Lizz your rendition of this song was absolutely beautiful.
Thanks fror bringing this song back for me. Just thanks.
LIZZ I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS COVER FOR SO LONG THANK YOUUUUUUU
Omg your voice is just so beautiful !
Lizz.. 💗
...another great song, you're the best!
🤗
I can relate somewhat to the pressure but when I screamed at my parents for putting it on me, they lowered it and didn’t speak much of it but it didn’t completely go away
The line I relate to the lines that says
“Can you even read his mind? See that kids lost fantasy”
“Who was the one who let my hopes just curl up and die”
All my hopes died a long time ago, it’s like I’m floating in my own life which someone else is leading
It’s my parents.
this song made me snap into tears, not because of how sad it is, but because it was able to pierce through the thickest of my walls and force me to face the struggles that I thought were only a me thing. This is the part of the story when you meet someone with the EXACT same backstory as you and immediately bond off of it. The worst part is I'll never be able to meet you because this happened through a computer screen.
Another great cover, keep up the good work!
this is so good. i love the softer sad tone you toke with this song
OMG, it's my favorite song
You are amazing ^0^
Sorry but, in all the covers of this version of the song, you’ve done the best of then all. This is just amazing
This is awesome! And even more sad than the original version
Good job!
This is the most beautiful thing I've ever heard
one of my favorite song sang by one of my favorite youtuber , what can i do exept liking this vid?
you playing all of my favorite vocaloid songs😭😭 thank you dear💕😭😭
She's done it again! I'm indecisive on who's I like most... Jubby's cover or Lizz's ;0;
think of it this way pay attention to the words cause juby made these first lizz just covered it with her lyrics
Just throwing in Raon Lee too as her cover is amazing! --- all of them are great and hit in different ways :)
YES I've been waiting forever for Lizz to do a cover on this song!
ALMOST 400K GIRL LET'S GO
This is So perfect Its the best piano version of This song😍it really makes You feel the song💗
I like how this song is about an elementary school student showing that young people struggle too
OH MY GOD I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR YEARS!!! HOW THIS TAKES ME BACK
Ohhh i want soo bad that you sing that song^.^ i love it, awesome job Lizz^^
A week before this was posted I pondered to myself, as I was listening to irony, I though, "I wonder if Lizz would do Lost One's Weeping." BAM! Look it there it is. Thanks
Amazing!, keep up the good work ^^
You took this song and put it to another level which is awesome I love it so much it's relaxing and english lyrics are deep and emotional.
I hate to say it but i relate to this song in so many ways and i feel so strong about it
just... this is too perfect. I can't even find the proper words to use. Better than perfect. WAY more than beautiful.
Fun fact:
I am actually listening to this to avoid finishing my schoolwork.
😆 lol you are an inspiration
Procrastinating we are
What's everyone procrastinating on? Math for me
@@yamihatarou7850 all my classes-
@@yamihatarou7850 math about 4 quizzes, english 4 quizzes MAPEH,MAPEH again,and Computer module that i didnt bother reading until the deadline which is tomorrow and I havent started so im just gonna take a picture of it cuz i have deadlines today
So much planning but no action, ayyyy
this song just made me cry...well done
Hail Lizz I love this so much