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Love this music box interpretation. It gives off a dark yet innocent vibe with the sweet voice singing along to a beat that doesn't allow for any pauses or breaths to be taken. It's almost like the singer is enslaved by the bells ringing each note, forcing her to continue singing. She wants to sing out long drawn out notes with all her emotions, but can't because she remains imprisoned by her fear of breaking the rules. When the key change occurs, she sounds timid for stepping slightly out of line, yet also relieved for trying something new --it contributes immensely to the climax of the song. Great job making a mysteriously intriguing cover that encapsulates the original meaning of the song. This surely couldn't have been done using a dance/pop rendition.
"Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?" that's actually really deep, our idea of "good" revolves around these heroic paragons of justice or grizzled realists, but so often do we overlook the broken and truly damaged, those who've been through their own personal hell and didn't make it through in one piece, those who could so easily fall to darkness in their pursuit of feeling whole again. We associate being a good person with being cheerful and amiable, but forget that there are those who genuinely wish to do good, but to whom true joy is a distant memory, the lost souls who need a beacon of hope are overlooked.
Polemos -__- That's not true. Broken people smile the brightest, you see? They have been through a ton of shit in their lives and all they want to do is smile, to be happy. Happy people on the other hand, could be the opposite. Happy people act like everything is okay, they make other people happy, but they're broken inside.. Empty.. Hurting.. They want to be seen as heroes too, but they're broken inside. Truly ironic.
You know I don't get why people comment like this, you know, the "nobody not a single soul" I'm sick of it. It's sooo pointless. Sorry to be so serious, it just does not makes sense. Besides that I think your comment is funny 👍🤣
Ever on and on I continue circling With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing And suddenly I see that I can't break free--I'm Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony To tell me who I am, who I was Uncertainty enveloping my mind Till I can't break free, and Maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel So I'm tired of the pain, of the misery inside And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night You can tell me what to say; you can tell me where to go But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know If I make another move there'll be no more turning back Because everything will change, and it all will fade to black Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night? Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light? Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay, or should I go? I've forgotten how to tell. Did I ever even know? Can I take another step? I've done everything I can All the people that I see I will never understand If I find a way to change, if I step into the light Then I'll never be the same, and it all will fade to white Ever on and on I continue circling With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing And suddenly I see that I can't break free--I'm Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony To tell me who I am, who I was Uncertainty enveloping my mind Till I can't break free, and Maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel So I'm tired of the pain, of the misery inside And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night You can tell me what to say; you can tell me where to go But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know If I make another move there'll be no more turning back Because everything will change, and it all will fade to black If I make another move, if I take another step Then it all would fall apart. There'd be nothing of me left If I'm crying in the wind, if I'm crying in the night Will there ever be a way? Will my heart return to white? Can you tell me who you are? Can you tell me where I am?I've forgotten how to see; I've forgotten if I can If I opened up my eyes there'd be no more going back 'Cause I'd throw it all away, and it all would fade to black
I always thought/think that this song is about suicide. They're always in pain and he/she (whoever's singing) is always in agony. If they move/advance it'll fade to black. And when they continue to circle in knowing that it won't stop until it's ended. They're tired of the pain and everything. They're scared that this will be their last night, and she won't be able to understand how everyone around them is so happy when there's so much bad in the world. Her heart starts vanishing, in reference that it won't be there in the end, and she realizes she'll never be rid of the pain, forgetting all who care. She's slipping through the cracks of the eternity of death, the darkest. The depression is telling her who she is, bringing her down. She's uncertain whether or not to end it all. She believes it means nothing if she tells anyone, because according to her no one will care. No matter what anyone says it will never help in the end, and with them being dead, they'll never know how much she meant to people. She questions whether to stay here or go and succumb to the voices in her head. If she manages to escape the dark shrouding her, she'll be forever changed. She's asking to have her sins forgiven and "have her heart return to white" meaning to be pure again. She's asking who the voices are in her head trying to persuade her to end it, and asks where she'll go if she does succumb to them. She's forgotten how to see, either referencing to your vision blackening out near death, or the blinding white light of death. If she throws it all away, it means throwing away what she could/has done in her life. That's my interpretation of this demented song, as someone who previously suffered from depression and has it looming back into his life. Tell me what you think of this short fucking story.
The lyrics are pretty depressing and the sad sounding instrumental doesn't really make it happier. Besides, what's wrong wiyh sad, depressing songs? They serve a purpose and are beautiful most of the time
BrothaLynchHung04. This captures the feelings of losing faith in religion in my personal opinion I felt this way and I knew that if I were to stop believing that I would throw everything away in my entire life will change
I thought it was just reimu having an internal crisis from the Apple, since it’s bad but she doesn’t want to throw it away. Well, that’s at least what I saw from a comment before
Shinichi Sakura, you know what makes me sad? Your fucking profile picture. I was just fine until I saw your profile picture. Now I'm bawling like a baby.
Using an iPhone for an extended period of time feels exactly the same as this One minute you’re at 50% battery, then a couple minutes later, you’re at 4%
ATAA Curry The thing is, people who truly and I mean truly actually feel like this would never open up. So many suicides are from those who never show any pain at all.
Morgan Sager well let's just say my life is crumbling away piece by piece because my parents obviously don't like me and like my brothers better and nobody cares for me like as if I never existed
Honestly fucking baffled by the 1.2k dislikes. Your vocals are great and are true to the mood of the song. Honestly my only explanation is that they didn't like the music box instrumental, and think that you did that.
**Tried to sing as high as her** **Failed** **Realized I am a man** **Police knocking door for receiving noise nuisance report** **Somebody whispering "Loser"**
I've got it on loop too and am watching a bunch of speedpaint videos for Five Nights at Freddy's Sister Location and Undertale and a bunch of other games. And I found this song from a Five Nights at Freddy's Sister Location speedpaint video. So far I've been listening to it for about thirty minutes but I might keep listening to it for a few more hours cause I'm trying to stay awake all day to get my schedule flipped back around and this song is making me feel more awake. And wow, I always type a lot without even realizing it. Sorry for making you read this much. If you even read this.
SkyAnna Aha xD I do that too! I love fnaf and sister location is sooo good! Undertale is my life explained in a game xD I'll admit, this song is addicting, I even have the original as my ringtone now and alarm because I love it too much! Lizz is such a good singer, this has gotta be my favourite cover of this song, I love the music box as sometimes the original music can get a bit loud xD I love this!!
CherryColaChan Yeah, Sister Location is the best of the fnaf games. And I've watched Jacksepticeye play a couple parts of Undertale but stopped watching it because everyone was spoiling it and also I didn't have much free time when I was first watching it, but now I'm gonna actually try to watch his full series since I've got tons of free time. Well actually I won't have much free time today since I'm going to see my "friend" (crush/ex-boyfriend) later today and I'm gonna spend a few hours with him. But tomorrow or later tonight I will watch it. And I'll also be watching it until I have to go. And yeah, this song is definitely addicting, I've been listening to it nonstop for two hours but now I'm watching some other videos but I will continue listening to it again after I'm done watching these videos.
This song brings back a lot of memories. I always get nostalgic listening to this song. Back when I was younger I didn’t get the meaning, but now I do. The song to me means a variety of things. It’s like an anthem for a very amazing era of my life, one that I always find myself reminiscing again. Not all will know who she is but her name is Sulli, a kpop artist formerly in F(x), and she’s an actress, she suicided after years of bullying, you can research the whole story and backstory if you would like to but basically, she never deserved any of the hate that she had to suffer for years. She was a very unique, sweet, bright soul whom society murdered her.. the things they said about her for years was cruel. Sulli’s passing was yesterday, and I’m strangely affected by it today more than yesterday. Yesterday I was sad, mad and very shocked, I missed her a lot yesterday but now I do even more. I miss her on another level, Its like I wish I couldve helped her through the night; have a bond with her; be a friend, but she’s “famous”...yet she has a soul like you and me. We should never forget that someone has a heart.. no matter if you’re a celebrity, homeless, Rich, or happy person. Maybe the reason was more than the fact that I was a fan of hers but..words can’t describe it, it’s just something magical I feel from her. Fly high Sulli 🖤. Love, love is our gift. If you’re feeling down, try to remember that love will help. True love has always been hard to find but know that there are people that will love you. Thank you Lizz for this nostalgic anthem. :) 🖤🖤 love you great humans. We all need love to survive, it’s a very great blessing to be able to give love. Let’s spread out gift 😊
Ever on and on I continue firing, With nothing but my bullets in a carousel of danmaku, Till slowly I get hit and my lives start vanishing, And suddenly I see that I can't bomb free--I'm, Slipping through the cracks of a giant bullet wall, With nothing but my bombs and the slowly dwindling lives I have, To tell me when to bomb, when to dodge, Uncertainty enveloping my mind, Till I can't bomb free, and, Maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real, But it wouldn't mean a thing if I shot you in the feels, So I'm tired of the bullets, of the small hitbox inside, And I wish that I could dodge feeling nothing but the night, You can tell me when to bomb; you can tell me where to dodge, But I doubt that I would care, and the game would never know, If I lose another life there'll be no more turning back, Because everything will change, and it all will game over. Will the next stage ever come? Will I make it through the boss? Will there ever be a spot where the bullets will not fly? Am I dodging? Am I dead? Should I bomb, or should I dodge? I've forgotten how to tell. Did I ever even know? Can I use another bomb? I've done everything I can, All the patterns that I see I will never understand, If I find a way to win, if I beat the final boss, Then I'll never be the same, and it will be the ending. Ever on and on I continue firing, With nothing but my bullets in a carousel of danmaku, Till slowly I get hit and my lives start vanishing, And suddenly I see that I can't bomb free--I'm, Slipping through the cracks of a giant bullet wall, With nothing but my bombs and the slowly dwindling lives I have To tell me when to bomb, when to dodge, Uncertainty enveloping my mind, Till I can't bomb free, and, Maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real, But it wouldn't mean a thing if I shot you in the feels, So I'm tired of the bullets, of the small hitbox inside, And I wish that I could dodge feeling nothing but the night You can tell me when to bomb; you can tell me where to dodge, But I doubt that I would care, and the game would never know, If I lose another life there'll be no more turning back, Because everything will change, and it all will be game over. If I use another bomb, if I lose another life Then it all would fall apart. There'd be nothing to use left. If I'm shooting in the wind, if I'm bombing in the night, Will there ever be a way? Will I beat the final boss? Can you tell me where to dodge? Can you tell me when to bomb? I've forgotten how to dodge; I've forgotten if I can, If I continued to dodge there'd be no more going back, 'Cause I'd die eventually, and it all would game over.
Such a sad, beautiful melody. The sweetness of your voice makes the darkness of the song seems like it should be contradictory, but in the end just makes it that much lovelier and sorrowful.
This song got me through some dark times. I marriage of 15 years ended by his selfishness and illegal activities, making a single mother of me, forcing me to move back to my hometown, and right before our childrens' birthdays and xmas, when others were out happily shopping and living their lives and had no idea that someone closest to me had pulled the floor out from under me. I would wake for work and play this on my phone as I got dressed. Because it was just- where I was. I'm beyond that now. But music has shown my path to even this much healing and moving on that I've managed. And this was the first song to start that path.
It's funny how the lyrics describe so well how it is to live with BPD (Bordeline personnality disorder), especially the mentions of black and white, and that last line ''If I opened up my eyes, there'll be no more turning back, 'cause I'll throw it all away, and it'll all fade to black'', meaning that even if she manages to have something in her life , she'll end up throwing everything away. Because self-destructive behaviour is a symptom of BPD, as well as black and white thinking.
***** i always wonder why i randomly check comments to really old videos.... this is my new excuse i will tell myself. to learn new skills vital to survival on the internet
If you came here from a fanfic of a certain snoot related game, and got hit in the feels a little harder than you thought you would You're not the only one
(**Lyrics just because) "Ever on and on, I continue circling, With nothing but my hate, In a carousel of agony. Till slowly I forget, And my heart starts vanishing, And suddenly I see, That I can't break free. I'm slipping through the cracks, Of a dark eternity, With nothing but my pain, And the paralyzing agony. To tell me who I am, Who I was, Uncertainty enveloping my mind, Till I can't break free. And maybe it's a dream. Maybe nothing else is real. But it wouldn't mean a thing, If I told you how I feel. So I'm tired of all the pain, All the misery inside, And I wish that I could live, Feeling nothing but the night. You can tell me what to say. You can te me where to go. But I doubt that I would care, And my heart will never know. If I make another move, There'll be no turning back. Because everything will change, And it all will fade to black. Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night? Will there ever be a place, For the broken in the light? Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay? Or should I go? I've forgotten how to tell, Did I ever even know? Can I take another step? I've done everything I can. All the people that I see, I will never understand. If I find a way to change If I step into the light, Then I'll never be the same, And it all will fade to white. Ever on and on, I continue circling, With nothing but my hate, In a carousel of agony. Till slowly I forget, And my heart starts vanishing, And suddenly I see, That I can't break free. I'm slipping through the cracks, Of a dark eternity, With nothing but my pain, And the paralyzing agony. To tell me who I am, Who I was, Uncertainty enveloping my mind, Till I can't break free. And maybe it's a dream, Maybe nothing else is real, But it wouldn't mean a thing, If I told you how I feel. So I'm tired of all the pain, All the misery inside, And I wish that I could live, Feeling nothing but the night. You can tell me what to say. You can tell me where to go. But I doubt that I would care, And my heart will never know. If I make another move, There'll be no turning back, Because everything will change, And it all will fade black If I make another move, If I take another step, Then it all would fall apart, There'd be nothing of me left. If I'm crying in the wind, If I'm crying in the night, Will there ever be a way? Will my heart return to white? Can you tell me who you are? Can you tell me where I am? I've forgotten how to see, I've forgotten if I can. If I opened up my eyes, There'd be no more going back, 'Cause I'd throw it all away, And it all would fade to black."
I remember hearing this when it first came out and for some reason I completely forgot about it; coming back to this now with tears (???) in my eyes a decade later. Thanks, Lizz. This endures.
Why does everyone think Bad Apple is from Ib... It's a remix of Elly's theme from the Touhou Project. Probably is the reason Touhou is most known(as well as Flandre of course). The picture as shown here is Reimu.
I have…. a special attachment to this song…. So one day about a year ago while bored and scrolling through UA-cam I came across this song in a MV of something I watched and wanted to listen to the whole thing. When I listen to it… I felt something… a strong urge to cry while listening which I did trying to hold back tears… Now for some context on why I did: during my school year which I would consider the worse months of my life in comparison to my other years. In the year I was more or less split from my friends, had pretty bad teachers who would overlook me, honestly very bad classmates who would criticize me and be assholes to me (which would later become new school life of pain), my own struggles keeping me back, and my parents who were very strict, and a narcissistic friend who would try to keep me away from my very few friends that I still had would come together to ruin my mental health for months on end…. Not to add on the fact that I was SA twice during the year…. I was without any help during it because I didn’t want to ask for it so I decided to wing it…. In the last 2 weeks of the year I would find this… and listening to it gave me a true way to let the built up emotions go and in a way this was the thing that let me say goodbye to the worse part of my life…. Would you like to save? Yes No ^ Saving……….. Save complete! Exiting to main menu….. 9/22/24 I guess I’m going to add on to this comment every few months or so…… Many this have changed since I last commented on this, I’ve already done my first month or 8th grade and it’s probably been the smoothest start to a year since 5th grade which to me is pretty strange yet nice, I never spoke about my 7th grade year as I was pretty early on as I wrote the comment so I’ll talk about it. Overall I would say it was a gap year as it was sort of eventful but not really, for example for the first time in (at the time) 4 years I got to go to a NASCAR race in September the 2023 Cookout Southern 500 at Darlington, it was really fun despite the actual race being pretty uneventful, and then later I got to go to my 2nd race the Bank of America Roval 400 at the Charlotte Motor Speedway which was way more fun, after those fun days it was back to school life…… but before that I would like to talk about my 7th grade summer as it was easily the best time of my life, going to Merdal beach gave me the chance to bond with my family and repair trust and love, and along with that it was just a fun yet peaceful time and the rest of summer was build on recovering and having fun in a new home. But back to the topic of 7th grade it was ok I guess, I had better teachers than last time but overall it was boring, pretty strict but fun. Coding was my favorite class and then came science with was the easiest and also pretty fun for what it was, in that time from the beginning of the year and end I started to get to know some people mainly through coding, which made the year a lot more bearable. Towards the end of that year I was minding my own business when a girl from (at the time again) 8th grade came and said hello- or that was me I don’t remember, anyway for the next few days we saw each other and became friends, she was a outcast like me and was a art kid but at the same time was bipolar, Bipolar is basically having 2 personalities that you easily switch between, but still besides that we were still on good terms. During that time I would also learn about her personal life: her mom was a drug addict and her dad was unsupported as he believed that she would be the same as her mom which is honestly pretty sad and I do admire her strength to get through it, I’ve haven’t seen or heard from her after 7th grade but I hope she’s still doing well even after this time. Would you like to save? Yes No ^ Saving………… Saving complete! Exiting to main menu………..
@@MINTSHADOWUURURUHonestly not fully sure… I am in a better place mentally but at the same time those few months from a year ago still effects me even now… school life has also gotten better but still a pain as the students are still assholes…. So I’m honestly not sure…
Sorry, but I think it’s a bit rude to say that. The original singer did their best and actually sang it first so I think you shouldn’t say that Lizz is better than the original singer. Let’s look at it like this; you’re like saying that someone took the Mona Lisa and re-painted it and saying they’re better than the original artist. See my point? I just think it’s a bit impolite to the original maker of the song. She’s an outstanding singer, but I just think it’s a bit rude to say that she’s better than the ACTUAL original singer. Not trying to start an argument, I’ll be making my way out now, just had to get that off my chest.
Now there's a tear in my eye ;(. Listening to this makes my protective instincts go into overdrive. I just want to give her a gentle hug and tell her she's going to be alright...
Hi can I use this song in my speed paint please??? :) I just love this version of this song so much and it goes really well with the picture I'm making
+Kristen wakefiej Why? Why do you like Alvin and the Chipmunks' version of Bad Apple? (I get that you want a fast cover, but there's many of those as well. This is meant to be an especially slow cover.
The amount of depression I went through with this song in my headphones is, well, in comparison to some others not that much, but enough to remember it all (with addition of mild/stronger torso pain) just by seeing the thumbnail. Still it helped a lot. Thank you
I was feeling this song so much in 2016, but ive heard the german version by strawbellycake. I was walking around, playing Pokemon go the whole day and thank god for this ´game . it was my last straw back then. i felt like if i ever stop walking and sit down, id never be able to get up again and people wont recognize but i would just vanish into nothingness. I felt like turning more zombie by the minute. like walking through a dram or a movie, no one saw me and i couldnt talk to people. Im so glad, i got help and came out much stronger. This song still gives me goosbumps though but its also very beautiful.
I listened to this through blue tooth headphones while ballet dancing around my room. After a while, I realized that the whole time my expression was completely bank and I just looked super creepy. ._.
"maybe its a dream maybe nothing else is real but it wouldn't mean a thing if i told you how i feel so im tired of all the pain of the misery inside and i wish i could live feeling nothing but the night" faverorite part of the whole song
this song represents how i feel about my life right now. thanks for the amazing cover liz, no matter how many years it’s been since i first heard it i come back to it, you have an amazing voice.
Listening in July 2019, it's been 5 years since the first time I listened to this and it brings back so many memories. Thank you for making something that was so iconic and amazing that it remained in my memory after all this time and makes me feel so nostalgic.
omg i used to listen to this over and over in like 2014 when i was little.. i randomly thought of this cover again and it brought back so many memories :) thank you for your amazing voice and ability to bring back all these memories
This evokes such a strange feeling in me. I vaguely remember listening to it as a child sometime in 2013-2014 and being entranced by it. It’s a little painful reflecting back on younger me who didn’t understand it at all. better times, back then
Listened to this cover for years and it was beautifully done both then and now. The vocals are beautiful, and the music box instead of the usual upbeat music is haunting, innocent, and just so pleasant to listen to. Hope all is well with you, Lizz, thank you for releasing such a wonderful cover!
The song is sad but somewhat scary but the voice is clear and innocent, it feels a bit scary but because the voice makes the song less scary, 10 points for the voice and lyrics.
I have no emotions...I showed my friend this and she SPAZED OUT she was like OMFG I WISH I COULD HAVE HER VOICE , AND WHERE DID U FIND THIS SONG *me* (0-0) This is my fav song i love ur voice is beautiful❤️
It's been 4 years since I first heard this song..and every once in a while I kept coming back and continuously repeats this video... The music brings some pain but for me it's kinda comforting. 🖤
Lyrics Ever on and on, I continue circling With nothing but my hate and the carousel of agony Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing And suddenly I see that I can't break free, I'm Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony To tell me who I am! Who I was! Uncertainty enveloping my mind Till I can't break free and Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel So I'm tired of all the pain, all the misery inside And I wish I could live feeling nothing but the night You could tell me what to say, you could tell me where to go But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know If I make another move, there'll be no more turning back Because everything would change, and it all would fade to black Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night? Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light? Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay or should I go? I've forgotten how to tell, did I ever even know? Can I take another step? I've done everything I can All the people that I see, they will never understand If I find a way to change, if I step into the light Then I'll never be the same and it all will fade to white Ever on and on, I continue circling With nothing but my hate and the carousel of agony Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing And suddenly I see that I can't break free, I'm Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony To tell me who I am! Who I was! Uncertainty enveloping my mind Till I can't break free and Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel So I'm tired of all the pain, all the misery inside And I wish I could live feeling nothing but the night You could tell me what to say, you could tell me where to go But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know If I make another move, there'll be no more turning back Because everything would change, and it all would fade to black If I make another move, if I take another step Then it all would fall apart There'd be nothing of me left If I'm crying in the wind, if I'm crying in the night Will there ever be a way? Will my heart return to white? Can you tell me who you are? Can you tell me where I am? I've forgotten how to see I've forgotten if I can If I opened up my eyes, there'd be no more going back 'Cause I'd throw it all away, and it all would fade to black
HI FRIENDS while you’re here be sure to take a sec to check out some of the other cool covers I’ve done over the years in my The Everything Playlist!
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I like song 🎵🎵^^
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Lyrics?
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For some reason, this song both makes me sad and cheers me up when I'm sad
I think if your sad you are lifted to this songs sadness while if you are happy you are brought down to this songs lvl of sadness
I feel the same
this song no is nothing gor my heart or my soul no make me sad
You have just described the exact reason why many, myself included, listen to music such as this.
Ikr
I didn't know voices could be literally made of sugar until now.
Best and nicest comment I have ever seen on youtube, ever.
4oWhat I know right! That comment was so sweet.
Felix Fox Sweeter than that voice sugar? :D
Styx Porticate I doubt it, you really can't get sweeter
True~
Love this music box interpretation. It gives off a dark yet innocent vibe with the sweet voice singing along to a beat that doesn't allow for any pauses or breaths to be taken. It's almost like the singer is enslaved by the bells ringing each note, forcing her to continue singing. She wants to sing out long drawn out notes with all her emotions, but can't because she remains imprisoned by her fear of breaking the rules. When the key change occurs, she sounds timid for stepping slightly out of line, yet also relieved for trying something new --it contributes immensely to the climax of the song. Great job making a mysteriously intriguing cover that encapsulates the original meaning of the song. This surely couldn't have been done using a dance/pop rendition.
Wow
oh wow
I'm speechless but definitely not regretting the decision of reading this
Damn
wow
"Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?" that's actually really deep, our idea of "good" revolves around these heroic paragons of justice or grizzled realists, but so often do we overlook the broken and truly damaged, those who've been through their own personal hell and didn't make it through in one piece, those who could so easily fall to darkness in their pursuit of feeling whole again.
We associate being a good person with being cheerful and amiable, but forget that there are those who genuinely wish to do good, but to whom true joy is a distant memory, the lost souls who need a beacon of hope are overlooked.
Dang that's really deep
Hmph, Damn straight true.
r/im14andthisisdeep
not, cuz its true, and actually deep
that's sjw….nah hell no they just a bunch of "broken" crybaby who making my "broken" life even worse
Polemos -__- That's not true. Broken people smile the brightest, you see? They have been through a ton of shit in their lives and all they want to do is smile, to be happy. Happy people on the other hand, could be the opposite. Happy people act like everything is okay, they make other people happy, but they're broken inside.. Empty.. Hurting.. They want to be seen as heroes too, but they're broken inside. Truly ironic.
**tried to sing along**
**can't sing that high**
**your voice is too friggin amazing**
Sameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee xD
I know right? Smea x3
lel i tryed but i cried in the end
* tries to sing along *
* squeaks loudly *
*tries to sing like her*
*fails*
*has two years of singing lessons*
*manages to sing it*
Song: Cause' I'd throw it all away and it all would fade to black.
*Screen fades to black*
Me: Huh, they weren't kidding.
XD
Mine too😂😂😂
Kevin Ray lmao XD
Me too
XDDD same
"I am slipping through the cracks"
*I try to sing*
*Voice cracks*
you know how to slip through the voicecracks?
Omfg 😂
*ded*
*drink water*
Yay puns
i am dead. that was great! XD
I love Lizz 's voice
*when you think no one can make a higher voice but then you listen to this video and knows that you were wrong*
What a talented girl, indeed. Hope the voice won’t die soon.
As like me
Who doesn't though?
Same!
*attempts to sing along*
*attracts a female moose*
Someone understands the struggle.
Me too my guy
Atleast you attracted somethijg
😂😂
Sam Winchester is a male. Don't let his hair deceive you.
Nobody:
Not a single soul
The apple that I left in my backpack for the whole summer:
@Mana Wata
Yo
KomeijiEgo SketchEye finally an ally. This is an ally of my humor.
It's lòng time
You know I don't get why people comment like this, you know, the "nobody not a single soul" I'm sick of it. It's sooo pointless. Sorry to be so serious, it just does not makes sense.
Besides that I think your comment is funny 👍🤣
i left an apple in my backpack for like a year and when i found it i was disgusted
*starts crying*
*im outside and its winter*
*gets really cold, goes inside and cries while eating chicken soup*
But baby it's cold outside
I would like you play badminton with you.
Cozy
A-are you still okay?
Good soup
Ever on and on I continue circling
With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free--I'm
Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am, who I was
Uncertainty enveloping my mind
Till I can't break free, and
Maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of the pain, of the misery inside
And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night
You can tell me what to say; you can tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know
If I make another move there'll be no more turning back
Because everything will change, and it all will fade to black
Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night?
Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?
Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay, or should I go?
I've forgotten how to tell. Did I ever even know?
Can I take another step? I've done everything I can
All the people that I see I will never understand
If I find a way to change, if I step into the light
Then I'll never be the same, and it all will fade to white
Ever on and on I continue circling
With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free--I'm
Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am, who I was
Uncertainty enveloping my mind
Till I can't break free, and
Maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of the pain, of the misery inside
And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night
You can tell me what to say; you can tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know
If I make another move there'll be no more turning back
Because everything will change, and it all will fade to black
If I make another move, if I take another step
Then it all would fall apart. There'd be nothing of me left
If I'm crying in the wind, if I'm crying in the night
Will there ever be a way? Will my heart return to white?
Can you tell me who you are? Can you tell me where I am?I've forgotten how to see; I've forgotten if I can
If I opened up my eyes there'd be no more going back
'Cause I'd throw it all away, and it all would fade to black
Thanks!
thanks for this
TYYYY
Ohaa
We👏🏻know👏🏻the👏🏻flippin👏🏻lyrics!
i wanna be ursula just so i can steal your voice
XD fr
Same same
ditto
Lol XD
fr = francais :c ?
Non ?
Je suis seule dans les commentaires :c
I always thought/think that this song is about suicide. They're always in pain and he/she (whoever's singing) is always in agony. If they move/advance it'll fade to black. And when they continue to circle in knowing that it won't stop until it's ended. They're tired of the pain and everything. They're scared that this will be their last night, and she won't be able to understand how everyone around them is so happy when there's so much bad in the world. Her heart starts vanishing, in reference that it won't be there in the end, and she realizes she'll never be rid of the pain, forgetting all who care. She's slipping through the cracks of the eternity of death, the darkest. The depression is telling her who she is, bringing her down. She's uncertain whether or not to end it all. She believes it means nothing if she tells anyone, because according to her no one will care. No matter what anyone says it will never help in the end, and with them being dead, they'll never know how much she meant to people. She questions whether to stay here or go and succumb to the voices in her head. If she manages to escape the dark shrouding her, she'll be forever changed. She's asking to have her sins forgiven and "have her heart return to white" meaning to be pure again. She's asking who the voices are in her head trying to persuade her to end it, and asks where she'll go if she does succumb to them. She's forgotten how to see, either referencing to your vision blackening out near death, or the blinding white light of death. If she throws it all away, it means throwing away what she could/has done in her life.
That's my interpretation of this demented song, as someone who previously suffered from depression and has it looming back into his life. Tell me what you think of this short fucking story.
The lyrics are pretty depressing and the sad sounding instrumental doesn't really make it happier. Besides, what's wrong wiyh sad, depressing songs? They serve a purpose and are beautiful most of the time
BrothaLynchHung04. This captures the feelings of losing faith in religion in my personal opinion I felt this way and I knew that if I were to stop believing that I would throw everything away in my entire life will change
Vocaloid is love Vocaloid is life but... Elly has no description matching what you just said.
I thought it was just reimu having an internal crisis from the Apple, since it’s bad but she doesn’t want to throw it away. Well, that’s at least what I saw from a comment before
SomeRandomGuy hey, that's actually pretty cool!
I cant belive i just found this video, **replays for the 13th time**
I already replayed this 100 times. Yes, I have nothing to do in my life.
*13th?* coincidence?
i t h i n k n o t
I can't believe I forgot this video.
**Rewatches the original, the lyrics version, the English lyrics, the other English lyrics, and this video.**
Demon: you like jazz
I replayed this like 300 times
Yeah I have no life
I used to watch this when I was younger so much. I came back to this and memories come rushing back. Thank you ❤️
ToxicSushi me toooo!
ToxicSushi Same here! 🥺🥺
Huh, wait is Bad Apple a song from an anime or something?
Edgus7 ahhhhhh thanks for telling me! I was wondering what it was.
this made my day.. i felt very sad today, hearing this makes me feel more comfortable and calm..
I love this song I feel sleepy 💤💤💤
Shinichi Sakura I listen to this when in pain or rage
Rose The Cat Girl same
Shinichi Sakura, you know what makes me sad? Your fucking profile picture. I was just fine until I saw your profile picture. Now I'm bawling like a baby.
nice.. and.. calm.. right... nice.. and.. calm..
“Nothing but my hate in a carousel of *Battery Low* “
Yes. Bluetooth. Thank you, for your helpful contribution to my pain.
Using an iPhone for an extended period of time feels exactly the same as this
One minute you’re at 50% battery, then a couple minutes later, you’re at 4%
You are amazing ❤️
Bluetooth just want to express its feelings
I would laugh if that happened to me tbh-
I’m mad that I read the Battery Low in the voice of my Bluetooth
I really want to help someone that feels like this song :( It hurts me knowing that there are people feeling this bad
ATAA Curry The thing is, people who truly and I mean truly actually feel like this would never open up. So many suicides are from those who never show any pain at all.
Not true. You just put depressed peoples in a category. Some may want help.
ATAA Curry ... I'm in pain right now
Moonclaw 1357 Well what's going on?
Morgan Sager well let's just say my life is crumbling away piece by piece because my parents obviously don't like me and like my brothers better and nobody cares for me like as if I never existed
Honestly fucking baffled by the 1.2k dislikes. Your vocals are great and are true to the mood of the song. Honestly my only explanation is that they didn't like the music box instrumental, and think that you did that.
1.2k people probably listen to indian deathmetal
@@9ball179 soooo there is Indian death metal? sounds like hell just saying that. im a metal head. but i didn;t know there was an Indian death metal.
@@9ball179 What's indian death metal?
Personally, I think some people just dislike to be contrary.
I've heard that UA-cam auto dislikes videos when they reach certain points, but obviously I couldn't tell if that's real
**Tried to sing as high as her**
**Failed**
**Realized I am a man**
**Police knocking door for receiving noise nuisance report**
**Somebody whispering "Loser"**
OH GOD I JUST LAUGHED IN CLASS AND NOW PEOPLE ARE STARING AT ME XDD
This sounds like a 4chan story
Wilson Su, is that you? 4chan ftw
See, I can sing as high as her but I can't sing as good or loud...
I called da police XD
I've heard a lot of bad apple covers now. This is the best so far! :D
Exactly
well I guess that's ok since well... you ARE hatsune miku
Anime and gamer girl Bubble Rose Yea...That makes sense
Thanks for replying Hatsune Miku and yep it makes a lot of sense
IKR :D
This is such an amazing cover! I'm obsessed with this, seriously I had it on loop for about 2 hours xD
I've got it on loop too and am watching a bunch of speedpaint videos for Five Nights at Freddy's Sister Location and Undertale and a bunch of other games. And I found this song from a Five Nights at Freddy's Sister Location speedpaint video. So far I've been listening to it for about thirty minutes but I might keep listening to it for a few more hours cause I'm trying to stay awake all day to get my schedule flipped back around and this song is making me feel more awake. And wow, I always type a lot without even realizing it. Sorry for making you read this much. If you even read this.
SkyAnna Aha xD I do that too! I love fnaf and sister location is sooo good! Undertale is my life explained in a game xD I'll admit, this song is addicting, I even have the original as my ringtone now and alarm because I love it too much! Lizz is such a good singer, this has gotta be my favourite cover of this song, I love the music box as sometimes the original music can get a bit loud xD I love this!!
CherryColaChan Yeah, Sister Location is the best of the fnaf games. And I've watched Jacksepticeye play a couple parts of Undertale but stopped watching it because everyone was spoiling it and also I didn't have much free time when I was first watching it, but now I'm gonna actually try to watch his full series since I've got tons of free time. Well actually I won't have much free time today since I'm going to see my "friend" (crush/ex-boyfriend) later today and I'm gonna spend a few hours with him. But tomorrow or later tonight I will watch it. And I'll also be watching it until I have to go. And yeah, this song is definitely addicting, I've been listening to it nonstop for two hours but now I'm watching some other videos but I will continue listening to it again after I'm done watching these videos.
+CherryColaChan how do you set it as your ringtone?
same
This song brings back a lot of memories. I always get nostalgic listening to this song. Back when I was younger I didn’t get the meaning, but now I do. The song to me means a variety of things. It’s like an anthem for a very amazing era of my life, one that I always find myself reminiscing again. Not all will know who she is but her name is Sulli, a kpop artist formerly in F(x), and she’s an actress, she suicided after years of bullying, you can research the whole story and backstory if you would like to but basically, she never deserved any of the hate that she had to suffer for years. She was a very unique, sweet, bright soul whom society murdered her.. the things they said about her for years was cruel. Sulli’s passing was yesterday, and I’m strangely affected by it today more than yesterday. Yesterday I was sad, mad and very shocked, I missed her a lot yesterday but now I do even more. I miss her on another level, Its like I wish I couldve helped her through the night;
have a bond with her; be a friend, but she’s “famous”...yet she has a soul like you and me. We should never forget that someone has a heart.. no matter if you’re a celebrity, homeless, Rich, or happy person.
Maybe the reason was more than the fact that I was a fan of hers but..words can’t describe it, it’s just something magical I feel from her. Fly high Sulli 🖤.
Love, love is our gift. If you’re feeling down, try to remember that love will help. True love has always been hard to find but know that there are people that will love you. Thank you Lizz for this nostalgic anthem.
:) 🖤🖤 love you great humans. We all need love to survive, it’s a very great blessing to be able to give love. Let’s spread out gift 😊
Oh my god
I FOUND IT! I have been looking for a Bad Apple music box with lyrics for MONTHS!!! And your voice is amazing!
Hey Gamzee.
GAMZEE! I DIDN'T KNOW YOU WERE INTO HUMAN GAMES!
lolz sup gamzee hope you dont rage again.
Ever on and on I continue firing,
With nothing but my bullets in a carousel of danmaku,
Till slowly I get hit and my lives start vanishing,
And suddenly I see that I can't bomb free--I'm,
Slipping through the cracks of a giant bullet wall,
With nothing but my bombs and the slowly dwindling lives I have,
To tell me when to bomb, when to dodge,
Uncertainty enveloping my mind,
Till I can't bomb free, and,
Maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real,
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I shot you in the feels,
So I'm tired of the bullets, of the small hitbox inside,
And I wish that I could dodge feeling nothing but the night,
You can tell me when to bomb; you can tell me where to dodge,
But I doubt that I would care, and the game would never know,
If I lose another life there'll be no more turning back,
Because everything will change, and it all will game over.
Will the next stage ever come? Will I make it through the boss?
Will there ever be a spot where the bullets will not fly?
Am I dodging? Am I dead? Should I bomb, or should I dodge?
I've forgotten how to tell. Did I ever even know?
Can I use another bomb? I've done everything I can,
All the patterns that I see I will never understand,
If I find a way to win, if I beat the final boss,
Then I'll never be the same, and it will be the ending.
Ever on and on I continue firing,
With nothing but my bullets in a carousel of danmaku,
Till slowly I get hit and my lives start vanishing,
And suddenly I see that I can't bomb free--I'm,
Slipping through the cracks of a giant bullet wall,
With nothing but my bombs and the slowly dwindling lives I have
To tell me when to bomb, when to dodge,
Uncertainty enveloping my mind,
Till I can't bomb free, and,
Maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real,
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I shot you in the feels,
So I'm tired of the bullets, of the small hitbox inside,
And I wish that I could dodge feeling nothing but the night
You can tell me when to bomb; you can tell me where to dodge,
But I doubt that I would care, and the game would never know,
If I lose another life there'll be no more turning back,
Because everything will change, and it all will be game over.
If I use another bomb, if I lose another life
Then it all would fall apart. There'd be nothing to use left.
If I'm shooting in the wind, if I'm bombing in the night,
Will there ever be a way? Will I beat the final boss?
Can you tell me where to dodge? Can you tell me when to bomb?
I've forgotten how to dodge; I've forgotten if I can,
If I continued to dodge there'd be no more going back,
'Cause I'd die eventually, and it all would game over.
hahaha!!! I know that feel bro.
+johan nera 0_O OMG IM NOT SURE IF I SHOULD LAUGH OR RELATE
Now THIS is a real Touhou Bad Apple song
+TheWeirdOtaku Thanks!
-this should play against junko-
Clownpiece You're welcome :3
And yes it should
The nostalgia I get from this video is *insane*.
Same here
Bad apple? Story of my life ○~○
the hamster life same
But you're a hamster
I hate it when i get an bad apple when i was eating it ;_;
I may be 1 year too late but... do you need a hug? (/°u°)/
Well, it isn't a Little Apple.
This cover is so lovely, and so is the singer's voice! So gentle and soft.
Such a sad, beautiful melody. The sweetness of your voice makes the darkness of the song seems like it should be contradictory, but in the end just makes it that much lovelier and sorrowful.
your voice is soo perfect for this!! It's soo cute but with these scary lyrics. it sounds just a bit scary!! I LOVE IT!
This song got me through some dark times. I marriage of 15 years ended by his selfishness and illegal activities, making a single mother of me, forcing me to move back to my hometown, and right before our childrens' birthdays and xmas, when others were out happily shopping and living their lives and had no idea that someone closest to me had pulled the floor out from under me.
I would wake for work and play this on my phone as I got dressed. Because it was just- where I was.
I'm beyond that now. But music has shown my path to even this much healing and moving on that I've managed.
And this was the first song to start that path.
I'm literally in tears. Your voice is giving me chills. This is one of the most beautiful things I've ever heard
Im the only one who listen this song to sleep^^?
Lilith Stella nop, I'm actually trying lol
Me too
I love doing that.
Not anymore. It reminds me of a grown up version of a lulliby
me too
i’ve been practicing a lot and i can finally play this on my violin. these are great vocals by the way, you have real talent lizz
Tiedye Tidy115 are u sure
It's funny how the lyrics describe so well how it is to live with BPD (Bordeline personnality disorder), especially the mentions of black and white, and that last line ''If I opened up my eyes, there'll be no more turning back, 'cause I'll throw it all away, and it'll all fade to black'', meaning that even if she manages to have something in her life , she'll end up throwing everything away. Because self-destructive behaviour is a symptom of BPD, as well as black and white thinking.
Lol, I ate an apple while listened to this .w.
*sympathy pat*
_lol i have a bag of apples and some of them are bad ;-;_
xD
Too xD
lol XD
*Spams Replay Button* NO IT BROKE
*Hits refresh*
***** 0-0 Thank you!
***** i always wonder why i randomly check comments to really old videos.... this is my new excuse i will tell myself. to learn new skills vital to survival on the internet
+OtakuTalia (Furret) If you need a new replay button here: 0:00
Why,Thank You!
OtakuTalia (Furret)
np!
I seriously can't stop listening to this. I was gonna get up to do something but I just couldn't. This is just too good.
The Almighty Pido "but then i got high", song. XD
If you came here from a fanfic of a certain snoot related game, and got hit in the feels a little harder than you thought you would
You're not the only one
"Even if the stars point towards a grim fate, we'll face it together..."
I won't be able to eat apples normally anymore
hi im shana omg xD
hi im shana me neither...
without going into angst mode?
your joking right?
If you're not just ignore this.
444 likes :O
I love how you can hit high notes and still sound soft
I know, right? I sound like a shrieking mouse when I hit high notes.
Actually... She's not playing any notes. The arrangement is made by someone else. Lizz only sings and that's all.
She means her voice is high and soft not her instrument playing.
Alexis Lyle
I see. My bad then.
(**Lyrics just because)
"Ever on and on,
I continue circling,
With nothing but my hate,
In a carousel of agony.
Till slowly I forget,
And my heart starts vanishing,
And suddenly I see,
That I can't break free.
I'm slipping through the cracks,
Of a dark eternity,
With nothing but my pain,
And the paralyzing agony.
To tell me who I am,
Who I was,
Uncertainty enveloping my mind,
Till I can't break free.
And maybe it's a dream.
Maybe nothing else is real.
But it wouldn't mean a thing,
If I told you how I feel.
So I'm tired of all the pain,
All the misery inside,
And I wish that I could live,
Feeling nothing but the night.
You can tell me what to say.
You can te me where to go.
But I doubt that I would care,
And my heart will never know.
If I make another move,
There'll be no turning back.
Because everything will change,
And it all will fade to black.
Will tomorrow ever come?
Will I make it through the night?
Will there ever be a place,
For the broken in the light?
Am I hurting?
Am I sad?
Should I stay?
Or should I go?
I've forgotten how to tell,
Did I ever even know?
Can I take another step?
I've done everything I can.
All the people that I see,
I will never understand.
If I find a way to change
If I step into the light,
Then I'll never be the same,
And it all will fade to white.
Ever on and on,
I continue circling,
With nothing but my hate,
In a carousel of agony.
Till slowly I forget,
And my heart starts vanishing,
And suddenly I see,
That I can't break free.
I'm slipping through the cracks,
Of a dark eternity,
With nothing but my pain,
And the paralyzing agony.
To tell me who I am,
Who I was,
Uncertainty enveloping my mind,
Till I can't break free.
And maybe it's a dream,
Maybe nothing else is real,
But it wouldn't mean a thing,
If I told you how I feel.
So I'm tired of all the pain,
All the misery inside,
And I wish that I could live,
Feeling nothing but the night.
You can tell me what to say.
You can tell me where to go.
But I doubt that I would care,
And my heart will never know.
If I make another move,
There'll be no turning back,
Because everything will change,
And it all will fade black
If I make another move,
If I take another step,
Then it all would fall apart,
There'd be nothing of me left.
If I'm crying in the wind,
If I'm crying in the night,
Will there ever be a way?
Will my heart return to white?
Can you tell me who you are?
Can you tell me where I am?
I've forgotten how to see,
I've forgotten if I can.
If I opened up my eyes,
There'd be no more going back,
'Cause I'd throw it all away,
And it all would fade to black."
One word
Touhou
Shattered Gaming WTF
OH NO.... YOU'RE REACHING ALL MY STANDARDS!!!!!!!!!!!! Helpful😉
THANK YOU
Thank you
I remember hearing this when it first came out and for some reason I completely forgot about it; coming back to this now with tears (???) in my eyes a decade later. Thanks, Lizz. This endures.
Fr
Why does everyone think Bad Apple is from Ib...
It's a remix of Elly's theme from the Touhou Project. Probably is the reason Touhou is most known(as well as Flandre of course).
The picture as shown here is Reimu.
Mint Mochi It's because the arrangement used for this song sounds a lot like a arrangement called Memory from Ib so people assume it's the same.
Lol i dont know abot That chap but Bad Apple has been popular since the 90'
Rahziel Ojos verdes
What? No, Bad Apple wasn't even around then...
Mint Mochi not 90, but latter 90s. Its not a boss song now i think, was a secondary boss song. But its strnagely popular
+Samantha McClain
I just tried to find the arrangement, but I couldn't. So I listened to the original, sounds nothing like Bad Apple!!.
when the lyrics match exactly how you feel....
screw you universe
ikr
for some reason the song fits exactly with one of my ocs.
Fall Out Boi XD
edgy
Pretty much ._.
You have such an innocent voice. How old are you if you don't mind me asking?
You do realize that even adult women can sing and sound innocent.
***** no I do know that, it's just so interesting to hear it first hand. It's beautiful!
shadowdroid776 I'm 19!
Your voice is great!
***** May I ask were you are from are you from england or America or other xD
I have…. a special attachment to this song…. So one day about a year ago while bored and scrolling through UA-cam I came across this song in a MV of something I watched and wanted to listen to the whole thing. When I listen to it… I felt something… a strong urge to cry while listening which I did trying to hold back tears… Now for some context on why I did: during my school year which I would consider the worse months of my life in comparison to my other years. In the year I was more or less split from my friends, had pretty bad teachers who would overlook me, honestly very bad classmates who would criticize me and be assholes to me (which would later become new school life of pain), my own struggles keeping me back, and my parents who were very strict, and a narcissistic friend who would try to keep me away from my very few friends that I still had would come together to ruin my mental health for months on end…. Not to add on the fact that I was SA twice during the year…. I was without any help during it because I didn’t want to ask for it so I decided to wing it…. In the last 2 weeks of the year I would find this… and listening to it gave me a true way to let the built up emotions go and in a way this was the thing that let me say goodbye to the worse part of my life….
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9/22/24
I guess I’m going to add on to this comment every few months or so…… Many this have changed since I last commented on this, I’ve already done my first month or 8th grade and it’s probably been the smoothest start to a year since 5th grade which to me is pretty strange yet nice, I never spoke about my 7th grade year as I was pretty early on as I wrote the comment so I’ll talk about it. Overall I would say it was a gap year as it was sort of eventful but not really, for example for the first time in (at the time) 4 years I got to go to a NASCAR race in September the 2023 Cookout Southern 500 at Darlington, it was really fun despite the actual race being pretty uneventful, and then later I got to go to my 2nd race the Bank of America Roval 400 at the Charlotte Motor Speedway which was way more fun, after those fun days it was back to school life…… but before that I would like to talk about my 7th grade summer as it was easily the best time of my life, going to Merdal beach gave me the chance to bond with my family and repair trust and love, and along with that it was just a fun yet peaceful time and the rest of summer was build on recovering and having fun in a new home. But back to the topic of 7th grade it was ok I guess, I had better teachers than last time but overall it was boring, pretty strict but fun. Coding was my favorite class and then came science with was the easiest and also pretty fun for what it was, in that time from the beginning of the year and end I started to get to know some people mainly through coding, which made the year a lot more bearable. Towards the end of that year I was minding my own business when a girl from (at the time again) 8th grade came and said hello- or that was me I don’t remember, anyway for the next few days we saw each other and became friends, she was a outcast like me and was a art kid but at the same time was bipolar, Bipolar is basically having 2 personalities that you easily switch between, but still besides that we were still on good terms. During that time I would also learn about her personal life: her mom was a drug addict and her dad was unsupported as he believed that she would be the same as her mom which is honestly pretty sad and I do admire her strength to get through it, I’ve haven’t seen or heard from her after 7th grade but I hope she’s still doing well even after this time.
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@@MINTSHADOWUURURUHonestly not fully sure… I am in a better place mentally but at the same time those few months from a year ago still effects me even now… school life has also gotten better but still a pain as the students are still assholes…. So I’m honestly not sure…
*attempts to sing along*
*voice cracks*
*your voice was too beautiful to beat*
OMG YOUR VOICE IS AMAZING
I know right!?
I'm falling in love with your voice it just so good and such a cute High pitch voice
It's not a voice edit, she can actually make her voice sound innocent and high pitched
Ya but I think that might be the effect of such a sad slow version of the song on top of the music box
Nobody:
My gpa during COVID: *will tomorrow ever come, will i make it through the night?*
Dude I felt this so hard
Me too this is going to be a hard semester
No one
you have the most adorable singing voice ever heard in my ears
That moment you realize when you first watched a video you accidentally clicked the dislike button when you meant to click the like button 😫
That's how I feel when it happens
*whispers* just call it "dis i like" and it'll be fine...
So that's how she got 341 dislikes! Man people can be clumsy!
if that happened to me I would sit in a dark lonely corner and never forgive myself and stay there for 50 months
Peter ymson same!
When the covers are just as good or better than the original.... wow, that tells you something about the cover singer. XD
that she's an amazing singer.
actually, i take that back. the word amazing is a major understatement when lizz is concerned
+ShadowIceFire it really is
Sorry, but I think it’s a bit rude to say that. The original singer did their best and actually sang it first so I think you shouldn’t say that Lizz is better than the original singer. Let’s look at it like this; you’re like saying that someone took the Mona Lisa and re-painted it and saying they’re better than the original artist. See my point? I just think it’s a bit impolite to the original maker of the song. She’s an outstanding singer, but I just think it’s a bit rude to say that she’s better than the ACTUAL original singer. Not trying to start an argument, I’ll be making my way out now, just had to get that off my chest.
A 'Normal' Shipper So your entire argument hinges on "but it's rude"? That's pretty weak.
What names you happy?
Sad songs
...What makes you sad?
Happy Songs
*intense starring.*
XD
Same
What makes you happy.
*songs that sound like the singer is insane!*
Indeed
hahahaha..
hahahhahah.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!
this songs has soothing melody for such a dark lyics
Now there's a tear in my eye ;(. Listening to this makes my protective instincts go into overdrive. I just want to give her a gentle hug and tell her she's going to be alright...
BlueSpark4 same
Hi can I use this song in my speed paint please??? :) I just love this version of this song so much and it goes really well with the picture I'm making
Of course you can!
+Lizz Robinett awsome
Why do you have a yandere sim name, but an mlp profile picture?
+Banana Jello idk i just mishmash
info chan Fair enough
I sing my 9 y/o sister to sleep every night, I let her pick which song. she always chooses this song
1. Go to settings
2. Click speed
3. Click 1.25
4. Enjoy
+Kristen wakefiej lol
+Kristen wakefiej Why? Why do you like Alvin and the Chipmunks' version of Bad Apple?
(I get that you want a fast cover, but there's many of those as well. This is meant to be an especially slow cover.
You get her pretty voice + faster cover. It's a win-win in my book.
Kristen wakefiej Alright, I can sorta see that. Just isn't my *speed*
YAAAAAAAAOOOOOOOW
+Kristen wakefiej Omfg it sounds really pretty!
You have a really amazing voice I cant stop listening to all of your songs. You have a really strong vocie
Like u can't Nightcore this. Her voice is already so high and amazing.
She doesn't like nightcore anyway
@@yuriwolfvt good, nightcore is trash
Kain R Heinlein facts
@@heavenlylordNOS why would you want to nightcore something good?
Kain R Heinlein never said I would. I was agreeing that night core is trash
The amount of depression I went through with this song in my headphones is, well, in comparison to some others not that much, but enough to remember it all (with addition of mild/stronger torso pain) just by seeing the thumbnail. Still it helped a lot. Thank you
unexpressedly glad you made it through. you're a very strong person my friend, never forget that :") 💝💓💝💟💘💕💗💖💗
I was feeling this song so much in 2016, but ive heard the german version by strawbellycake. I was walking around, playing Pokemon go the whole day and thank god for this ´game . it was my last straw back then. i felt like if i ever stop walking and sit down, id never be able to get up again and people wont recognize but i would just vanish into nothingness. I felt like turning more zombie by the minute. like walking through a dram or a movie, no one saw me and i couldnt talk to people. Im so glad, i got help and came out much stronger. This song still gives me goosbumps though but its also very beautiful.
I listened to this through blue tooth headphones while ballet dancing around my room. After a while, I realized that the whole time my expression was completely bank and I just looked super creepy. ._.
Why Do I find so many things too relatable?
Same xD
me too 😂😂
+Reaper Gaming who said they need help...?
(Totally kidding... Maybe...)
Alyssa Herrera approved 😂
I love this cover so much. I sent this to my friend and she's hooked. Thank you so much for making this! We both love your voice so much :D
Pusheen
"maybe its a dream maybe nothing else is real but it wouldn't mean a thing if i told you how i feel so im tired of all the pain of the misery inside and i wish i could live feeling nothing but the night" faverorite part of the whole song
YOU VOICE IS SO CALMING, OMG I COULD USE THIS AS A LULLABY
I love this songs! your voice is so good and melodic that its enchanting
She has a really sweet and amazing voice!
omg...are you an angel..???
Yes
She is a living angel in disguise
+Ivy the epic yep
+Ivy the epic Im tellin' you she's god not angel
She's an apple
this song represents how i feel about my life right now. thanks for the amazing cover liz, no matter how many years it’s been since i first heard it i come back to it, you have an amazing voice.
LOVE your voice! It is so cute! No offense but how old are you?
I'm 19!
No offense taken at all! :>
***** ur voice is really vry cute...love u
I love this song my sister showed it to me and I fell in love with the song and the song game of life check it out
+Nessa Skye Well thats not offensive at all
+L i z z can we do a duet youd b the high part and id b the low part (my voice can go very low)
I love how no one here talk about Touhou
It's too difficult for them.
Ilyas Basuki
How so?
Dead
It may be that they are focusing on the cover because the original song has proper tohou comments. Anyway, don't forget they're normies...
+Ben Brown AYE, WHO YOU CALLING NORMIES?
This is wayyyyyy better than the original, in my opinion. Great job! :3
Agreed
Raging Bisexual From Touhou 4 - Land Lotus Story or Bad Apple!! Feat. Nomico ?
Listening in July 2019, it's been 5 years since the first time I listened to this and it brings back so many memories. Thank you for making something that was so iconic and amazing that it remained in my memory after all this time and makes me feel so nostalgic.
Your voice is adorable, I can't even //Dies
That's creepy and cool O3O
Your voice sounds like a sweet lullaby~
XD
I watched this while I ate Apple chips.… now I feel bad
Chara the Killer I was chara for Halloween!!!!!!😝😝
i am here
Good for you
Chara the Killer....wow you feel bad about something.wow just wow
Well I can imagine frisk singing this and telling me that they don't care what I say to them so………
thanks for the calmer version of the song, I needed it haha
How the hell is this still my favorite version after all these years lol
I used to jam out to this in middle school. God damn I forgot I had this in a play list. This shit is gas.
Omg, best voice in the world. BACK OFF JUSTIN BIEBER, THERE IS AN ACTUALLY GOOD SINGER NOWW
Lol #MoreTrueThanEver
omg i used to listen to this over and over in like 2014 when i was little.. i randomly thought of this cover again and it brought back so many memories :) thank you for your amazing voice and ability to bring back all these memories
盤面汚し失礼致します。気持ちの籠った丁寧な歌い方と、透き通った歌声とてもすてきでした^ - ^癒されましたありがとうございました。
This evokes such a strange feeling in me. I vaguely remember listening to it as a child sometime in 2013-2014 and being entranced by it. It’s a little painful reflecting back on younger me who didn’t understand it at all.
better times, back then
o......m.......g..... that voice sounds so cute!
how can something sound so cute but be so morbid
I've been looking for this for 3 years.
This is amayzing
Listened to this cover for years and it was beautifully done both then and now. The vocals are beautiful, and the music box instead of the usual upbeat music is haunting, innocent, and just so pleasant to listen to. Hope all is well with you, Lizz, thank you for releasing such a wonderful cover!
I love this song so much
Emma Helm yup, and the guild has been good
+Lucy Heartfilia (Emmy) LOVE RIVAL....
Juvia Yeh XD
i love the fact that if you speed it up, fizz's voice sounds so stable idk i just find that extremely satisfying ;w;
Najmah Chant the best part, is that she didn't speed it up! it's her natural voice 😍
The song is sad but somewhat scary but the voice is clear and innocent, it feels a bit scary but because the voice makes the song less scary, 10 points for the voice and lyrics.
this is a beautiful version of my favorite touhou song ever :3 i love the piano as well and your voice is just so beautiful
I have no emotions...I showed my friend this and she SPAZED OUT she was like OMFG I WISH I COULD HAVE HER VOICE , AND WHERE DID U FIND THIS SONG
*me* (0-0)
This is my fav song i love ur voice is beautiful❤️
It's been 4 years since I first heard this song..and every once in a while I kept coming back and continuously repeats this video... The music brings some pain but for me it's kinda comforting. 🖤
when I heard the first word, I just pressed liked button. this is sooooo fantastic.
one of the cutest voices
Lyrics
Ever on and on, I continue circling
With nothing but my hate and the carousel of agony
Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free, I'm
Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am! Who I was!
Uncertainty enveloping my mind
Till I can't break free and
Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of all the pain, all the misery inside
And I wish I could live feeling nothing but the night
You could tell me what to say, you could tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know
If I make another move, there'll be no more turning back
Because everything would change, and it all would fade to black
Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night?
Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?
Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay or should I go?
I've forgotten how to tell, did I ever even know?
Can I take another step? I've done everything I can
All the people that I see, they will never understand
If I find a way to change, if I step into the light
Then I'll never be the same and it all will fade to white
Ever on and on, I continue circling
With nothing but my hate and the carousel of agony
Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free, I'm
Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am! Who I was!
Uncertainty enveloping my mind
Till I can't break free and
Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of all the pain, all the misery inside
And I wish I could live feeling nothing but the night
You could tell me what to say, you could tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know
If I make another move, there'll be no more turning back
Because everything would change, and it all would fade to black
If I make another move, if I take another step
Then it all would fall apart
There'd be nothing of me left
If I'm crying in the wind, if I'm crying in the night
Will there ever be a way? Will my heart return to white?
Can you tell me who you are? Can you tell me where I am?
I've forgotten how to see
I've forgotten if I can
If I opened up my eyes, there'd be no more going back
'Cause I'd throw it all away, and it all would fade to black
그거 아님
Thanks
this song is so beautiful
like, my chest is physically aching listening to it/reading the lyrics