Pain is addictive The sensation of blood pumping The feeling off damage in your body Yet it hurts so much, but I love it Yet Pain from love that's what needs to be covered.
I'm just gonna throw this out there... I've built armor around my heart. Not to protect me from love or any of that. Just because, I don't want the mean things people tell me to hit me, so I protect myself and don't talk much with people I haven't known for a long time. At the same time though, I'm not an introvert? I dunno... it's confusing. Lately, I've noticed that my armor is getting stronger, at least it seems that way from the outside looking in. Words might touch me for a second, then reflect off of me like I'm a mirror. In a way I guess I am... except when things reflect, they don't hit the people back. The words just disappear. I get rid of them. I pull myself together really quick and try not to let anyone know how much the things they say hurt me. I keep it all in, but I never cry. I just pretend to be strong. I'm not strong. My armor is cracking from the inside out. I'm not that sad I guess, I just... Sorry this comment's so long... not expecting anyone to read the whole thing heh
I have a similar armor, but I don't know who built it. I don't want it to be there. Let's just say I was heartbroken once because I couldn't see my boyfriend anymore so we broke up, and I know I sound stupid right now, and I am lol, but I got really sad and now I'm apathetic in love. I just can't find anymore anymore, it feels like if it's not him my heart will always be cold, abd I don't want this. I am already a very "choosing" person.. so I am finding it very hard to find someone else to love. I got over him! But now my life feels almost empty, considering he had become my reason for *living* and *not just surviving* and ALSO was my first ever boyfriend, and lately I have been kinda 'wishing for love' (which I never did and never do) and I just feel more empty day by day. Sorry if this is also a VERY long comment 😅 and I know I sound stupid because there are much worse stories than mine, but I just wanted to let you know you're not alone (even if my story is different) ❤
If i tell you i do this every day would you believe me? You're not alone. The only one who isn't gonna hurt me in the physical world is me. And sometimes i fail to protect me like i should. I am a perfectionist. When things goes wrong and i can fix it i just wanna die like right now. I feel responsible for every single mistake damage violence assault lies robbery. Its all my fault and i cant fix it. Im useless. Every time when i let someone in my life they drink my joy and energy and my strength. I hide to cry.
Don't worry I've read longer. I feel a deep connection through this. I too am an extrovert but sometimes enjoy the same things as an introvert. I confuse myself. I don't understand myself fully, but over time I learned not to mind so much and just live life as myself. It gets better. This is the message I strive to spread, because I've been through so much and survived so much. It hurts so much right now, I know, but it gets better. I promise it gets better. Let me know if you need a hug.
I’m so confused. I’m so freaking confused. I just say my dad after 3 years of no communication. He emotionally abused me. He seemed so sorry but I don’t even know anymore. I can’t do this. I’m angry. I’m confused. I’m sad. I feel regret. I regret seeing him. I wish I never saw him in the first place. I wish I had a normal happy family. Everything would be so much easier. I wish I wasn’t born.
C maybe i’m the stupid one here, maybe i was being the foolish one thinking we would ever be something more then what we were, maybe i was being childish and imagining our future together when that ‘future’ will never become a reality, maybe i was the problem, but even if i was, why, why did you leave? why did you do them stupid actions? i miss you, so much. and yet you still don’t understand why i was upset, i’m sorry, i’m sorry i was not enough for you, i tried, i really did. do you remember that night when we talked for 10 hours straight, you had a special name for me, i had a special name for you, we laughed, we smiled, we cried, we enjoyed each other’s company even though we were in separate places, we stayed up together talking all night, do you remember? i do, i remember every moment, i miss it, i miss it so much and what i found, something that breaks me, you seem to not... remember, you act dumb and repeatedly question me asking if that ever happened, do you know how much that breaks me? of course you don’t, all you ever do is care about is yourself. i would do anything to go back in time to feel that happy, god, i was so fucking happy talking to you. Even though i say i’m over to people, i’m not, i will never be over you. i still wish every moment of the day, i will see a notification that has your name on it, even though that will never happen. sometimes i think i see your name pop up on my screen, but just as i expected it was just my mind trying to make me think i will be useful or needed in this world. i will still wish and wish maybe one day, we will be as we used to be.
Somehow I can relate.. how I mis him, mis talking, the feels.. I often believed it couldn't be true, cause I didn't felt enough.. so I protected myself of getting hurt.. your loved existed in my dreams, late at night.. prob never knew, how I loved just every part of who he was..
Wh!t3 Wh!tch i relate. you know when you have a dream and you see him? and it feels so great too see him, you feel so happy even though the dream may not be happy one , even just to see his face again makes me feel like the happiest girl ever.
I fucking cryed Soo hard. I want to help, but I don't know how? Btw this ain't important but I want to become a speech therapist. I'm only 14 but I love hearing peoples problems ( not In a weird way just like I want to help them and sometimes all they need is someone to listen to them) . But I get so frustrated when I don't know how to help them.
yeah i get you! i wanted to be a therapist when i was younger, as someone who’s struggled with a lot of mental problems, i’ve always loved to help people :)
Will this pain ever go away? I hope not, because I want so desperately to feel something and I feel it and I'm afraid that if I lose this pain then I will truely have nothing left. It's the only part of me that's still intact. You think you've killed me. No. I killed myself, and you just happened to be there when I broke. Will this pain ever go away? Please, tell me no. Because if I forget this pain then I forget you. And if I forget you then I truely have nothing left. I love you. Sorry.
I am a comment Waiting to be noticed I am bright as a star Yet no one recognizes me Because of this, I sit in the back At the bottom the bottom... the bottom... the bottom... of the comments section I still wait After many months many years Waiting I’ve never been noticed And therefore I delete myself *don’t let this happen to you just like it already happened to Comment...*
If you have depression, just know that you're not alone. It really does get better after a while and if things seem tough now, just know it'll be even better later.I'm not really good with advice but just know that people care about you, people love you for you and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Depression is a hard time in many people's lives and I myself am going through a hard time and this music helps me cope with it. Try finding your own way to help yourself become happy like, hanging out with friends or family,doing a hobby you enjoy,or maybe even playing with your pet, anything that makes you happy. As I said I'm not really that good at giving advice but I just want you to know that I care about you,I really do.Even though we don't know each other, helping out even a little feels good so make sure you keep on going and never give up ❤❤❤
Henri Laquerbe hey bro you're not alone. I feel the same. If you ever need someone there's people here for you. I see you like tokyo ghoul so we could even just watch some and talk about life. Idk you at all. But we can make the world a better place starting with something small
I'm only human. I can't always be up to your expectations, my parents say it's okay take it easy but how am I supposed to do that when their always yelling at me. My brain is messy though I'm trying my best. I'll manage on my own then. Sometimes when I think school is not hell is because I get to escape my house. Talk to my friends.
I feel lost, I make these goals for myself That I want to do this or that But really I just set myself up for failure and disappointment I feel like I have to do everything that's at all creative perfectly, I think any drawing looks ugly, anything and everything has to be perfect, but NO it doesn't, I don't get why I do this. I feel like I have to put a label on everything like my problems, no I don't know what they are called. I'm just "not okay" isn't that good enough. To be validated as a problem, maybe not, idk. Also my sexuality and identity, I don't know what I am , why do I have to have a specific name for everything, NO, I can't anymore, I am just queer, OkAy, I hope so... I have no friends, but I always feel like I need someone, just to like talk to about anything, at all. Online friendships never last for me, they seem uninterested, am I just some other guy, why does no one want to even like just be with me in life. My family is pretty great, they know that I'm queer, they are accepting, but there are a few things I haven't told them, I hide things that only I like in the family Dear, mom and dad I like running I like exercise/gym I like psychology I like writing I like mindless games Yesterday my brother was really annoying, he kept saying "give me your phone". Like way too much, he probably said it like 250 times, but the more he said it, the more his voice sounded angry and agitated, this make me freak out, I started crying and I curled up into a ball, like i was gonna die. Idk what this is called, it could be like PTSD from earlier in life or it could be my anxiety. Idk, if you do pls tell me. I am me I am different I am weird I am not perfect, I will never be, that's okay I am queer I am, not okay...
I had a friend who I use to spend a lot of time with. We would talk almost everyday, go to movies, out to eat. Then one day I realized I was falling in love with her. I asked her out and while I didn't get the exact answer I had hoped for, we still gave it a shot. She was a bit hesitant though. Her family didn't agree because of my ethnic background, so one day she called it off. I pretended like I was ok but I was really heartbroken. We still agreed to be friends, and I was happy about that because I liked having her around. She was fun to talk with, and talking to her made me happy. But she's changed. We don't talk like we use to. She doesn't text me anymore. She's busy a lot, but I can't help but think there is something more.
I always read these sad comments and relate with most of them , but really I’m in great pain , everything seems to be shattered, I’m not doing anything right i got no one besides me nobody cares and I’m sick of it actually, i wanna thank you for this actually, i love Ambition.
i’ve been hurting him this whole time without even knowing loving me was painful for him i tried my hardest to make it right and he just wouldn’t let me now i’m sitting on the floor crying wishing i could have been better for him he deserves better than a girl who can’t take social cues he deserves better than a girl who doesn’t know how to love herself he deserves better than the clingy and obnoxious girl who can turn distant in a snap i wish i had realized how awful i was i don’t want forgiveness i don’t deserve forgiveness i just want him to feel better after how much i put him through i don’t want to be his pain anymore
Today a friend who i blocked because he was too jealous and is too much in love with me jumped out of a roof of a hospital where he works. I am the worst person in this world. He lives but he broke both of his legs. What should I do when a person who i hate wants to end his life because i don't want to talk with him.. I can't forgive him for what he did to me many times, i was forgiving him too many times. He's obsessed about me. I.. I am glad he lives in the other side of the world. I want him to move on but he never wanted to. I can't suddenly forgive him because he wants to end his life, it's stupid. What should I do.. i don't want to see him ever in my life again because i hate him for what he has done to me
I still miss him. Even He has told me that he needed to marry a girl to satisfy his family, and breaking up with me is the thing he needs to do to save my life. I still hope that I can be with him again. Sometimes, we could not get what we really really need in our life, right?
Really feeling this tonight. Thank you so much ambition. I hope you'll continue to make mixes like this for years to come. If you ever need anything - a friendly word or a gentle push or a virtual hug - just drop me a line. I got you.
I’m beginning to accept that I’ll just always be alone and I have contemplated hurting myself and ending my life because I don’t seem to be able to get what I need.
I never thought I would be that sad and sappy kind of commenters but At school, there's always that annoying little girl who never goes away/even though she wants to. Who's the annoying little girl? A.THAT kid B.The brat C. Me...
Pain is something you can never run from no matter how hard you try but you can learn from it and maybe you will realize something 💔 -> ? Your choice to choose from what you want your heart to be....................... Happy or in pain forever
Shit....well, that would be the price for what she did... but I would like to know why the hell they said "WE WILL RETURN", like.. mother**** you are in a war since million years ago, you just get fucked and still want to rule the world, that doesn't makes sense to me... now I can just wait to see how this anime will continue, what will happen to those peoples on earth now.
Nunes Vieira yeah, same. the thing is this is the 21st episode, there are three more. i thought that whoever was about to die would die at 23 or 24. so i'm excited to see what's gonna happen.
hmm.. it seems as though im the only one who hasnt been through any trauma and is just here because the music sounds great :^) i hope you all feel better though, youve got a whole road ahead of you. dont let some small little potholes get in the way of ur destination.
There's this guy in my class, we know each other for about six months. The more our friendship grows, the more painful it gets. Today's my birthday and we are friends, so he came yesterday and slept here. The next day I thought f*ck it, so i cuddled with him in the morning… i am afraid of losing him and he's rather the quite type of guy if u know what I mean. So... I'm quite sure he knows it already (it's obvious) but I'm freaking afraid of what will come. I don't wanna lose him… because nothing can be the same right? I know it but I don't wanna hurt myself with it. He didn't refuse, so he likes me as well? It's complicated. He just left and I said stuff like "Please don't go, I'll be sad…" and I am. Just wanna let it out here. (sry if here are typos)
When you feel pain, everything seems slower, you keep checking the time for when it will end. No matter how much you hurt yourself the pain in your heart can never be covered up.
im randomly going through these playlists and when i get here im like "is that keshi?" i go to the description and IT IS KESHI!! i love you for adding my favorite artist
O Received a long distance call from france. Funny how a single call in the middle of the night makes me search everywhere for a message from you. I guess I can't help worrying about you. I care about you. A lot. I still do. I just hope you know that, wherever you are. Even if I shouldn't, even if I'm not allowed to anymore, even if you stopped being a part of my life more than a year ago. My heart still cries and remind me I'll always love you, wherever you may go.
What's more relaxing than this on a deep depression heart in a lonely quiet monday morning 1:35 am. How wish i had someone who could love me completely. Im living with an empty soul.
The worst thing is, I feel like I’m drowning and no one is there to help. My friends don’t understand, and my mom thinks nothing about it. I wish I could just leave this earth. I cause nothing but pain and disappointment.
I'm sad ri ghost t now cause I have a girlfriend....yea that right but it's about to make sense...now the reason why I'm sad bout it is cause I feel as though she is amazing and she may really care for me even though we just started going out a couple days ago,but ever have that feeling something is off?Like something is going on that you don't want to know, I'm hoping I'm just being a paranoid,but let see what happens
Hope this feeling goes away soon.All the could have beens, hurt the most. I get it it's time to let go. You'll always be that unforgettable summer memory.
"will pain go away" no it will never. sometimes it fell good but sometimes it doesn't and it feels like hell . it damage you. but like they say " one day you get better" you wont it would always come back to you one way or a other and haunt you till you die. :):((((
I don't know what the fucking wrong with me like I just keep doing which I scared the most and after I feel so super hatred and frustrated like it literally take me in depression... This is so not that I wanted to be!!
pain can end but you have to remember when an unexpected pain flashes through your emotions, you will feel pain again pain is always by your side it's always their even if your fine and not depressed it's there it's just invisible it's in your heart deep down trying to escape but you know your to strong for it.
im high as fuck n will prob regret this comment, this music makes me hopeful, because even in something so beautifully broken theres still a note of happiness.
Now everyday as I wake up and do my daily things I can feel this pain in my heart like if it’s urging for something and I can never know when this pain will go away
When you depressed af and music perfectly describes how you feel
p e a c h e z i know what you mean I the radio is my worst enemy right now....well besides myself
Same here
never thought id turn into one these commenters ,but yeah i needed this right now
welcome to the dark side
Optimal Bean pretty much 😌👌
Me too
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We're all "one of these" guys some time man
Pain is addictive
The sensation of blood pumping
The feeling off damage in your body
Yet it hurts so much, but I love it
Yet Pain from love
that's what needs to be covered.
edgyy
Now that's edgy as FUCK!!
dude if this is edgy then look at the title of the video ffs
i wonder if he uses the lyrics from the comment section .
OW OW OWWW THE EDGE
Pain feels so good,
Yet it hurts so bad.
I still think about her.
- Finny - I still think about him
I still think about her as well.
you are not the only bro ... :'')
I think about my dog too
I think about her and her girlfriend...
I'm just gonna throw this out there...
I've built armor around my heart. Not to protect me from love or any of that. Just because, I don't want the mean things people tell me to hit me, so I protect myself and don't talk much with people I haven't known for a long time. At the same time though, I'm not an introvert? I dunno... it's confusing. Lately, I've noticed that my armor is getting stronger, at least it seems that way from the outside looking in. Words might touch me for a second, then reflect off of me like I'm a mirror. In a way I guess I am... except when things reflect, they don't hit the people back. The words just disappear. I get rid of them. I pull myself together really quick and try not to let anyone know how much the things they say hurt me. I keep it all in, but I never cry. I just pretend to be strong. I'm not strong. My armor is cracking from the inside out. I'm not that sad I guess, I just...
Sorry this comment's so long... not expecting anyone to read the whole thing heh
Cutecake Sweets no, thank you. I honestly wasn’t expecting anyone to read the whole thing or even notice it. So thank you.
I have a similar armor, but I don't know who built it. I don't want it to be there.
Let's just say I was heartbroken once because I couldn't see my boyfriend anymore so we broke up, and I know I sound stupid right now, and I am lol, but I got really sad and now I'm apathetic in love. I just can't find anymore anymore, it feels like if it's not him my heart will always be cold, abd I don't want this. I am already a very "choosing" person.. so I am finding it very hard to find someone else to love. I got over him! But now my life feels almost empty, considering he had become my reason for *living* and *not just surviving* and ALSO was my first ever boyfriend, and lately I have been kinda 'wishing for love' (which I never did and never do) and I just feel more empty day by day. Sorry if this is also a VERY long comment 😅 and I know I sound stupid because there are much worse stories than mine, but I just wanted to let you know you're not alone (even if my story is different) ❤
If i tell you i do this every day would you believe me? You're not alone. The only one who isn't gonna hurt me in the physical world is me. And sometimes i fail to protect me like i should. I am a perfectionist. When things goes wrong and i can fix it i just wanna die like right now. I feel responsible for every single mistake damage violence assault lies robbery. Its all my fault and i cant fix it. Im useless. Every time when i let someone in my life they drink my joy and energy and my strength. I hide to cry.
You're absolutely right!!! I did not read it.
Don't worry I've read longer.
I feel a deep connection through this. I too am an extrovert but sometimes enjoy the same things as an introvert. I confuse myself. I don't understand myself fully, but over time I learned not to mind so much and just live life as myself.
It gets better. This is the message I strive to spread, because I've been through so much and survived so much. It hurts so much right now, I know, but it gets better. I promise it gets better.
Let me know if you need a hug.
I’m so confused. I’m so freaking confused. I just say my dad after 3 years of no communication. He emotionally abused me. He seemed so sorry but I don’t even know anymore. I can’t do this. I’m angry. I’m confused. I’m sad. I feel regret. I regret seeing him. I wish I never saw him in the first place. I wish I had a normal happy family. Everything would be so much easier. I wish I wasn’t born.
im sorry. your dad sounds really douchie and doesnt deserve a kid like you
I will never be sure, and im sure of that.
C
maybe i’m the stupid one here, maybe i was being the foolish one thinking we would ever be something more then what we were, maybe i was being childish and imagining our future together when that ‘future’ will never become a reality, maybe i was the problem, but even if i was, why, why did you leave? why did you do them stupid actions? i miss you, so much. and yet you still don’t understand why i was upset, i’m sorry, i’m sorry i was not enough for you, i tried, i really did.
do you remember that night when we talked for 10 hours straight, you had a special name for me, i had a special name for you, we laughed, we smiled, we cried, we enjoyed each other’s company even though we were in separate places, we stayed up together talking all night, do you remember? i do, i remember every moment, i miss it, i miss it so much and what i found, something that breaks me, you seem to not... remember, you act dumb and repeatedly question me asking if that ever happened, do you know how much that breaks me? of course you don’t, all you ever do is care about is yourself. i would do anything to go back in time to feel that happy, god, i was so fucking happy talking to you.
Even though i say i’m over to people, i’m not, i will never be over you. i still wish every moment of the day, i will see a notification that has your name on it, even though that will never happen. sometimes i think i see your name pop up on my screen, but just as i expected it was just my mind trying to make me think i will be useful or needed in this world. i will still wish and wish maybe one day, we will be as we used to be.
Somehow I can relate.. how I mis him, mis talking, the feels.. I often believed it couldn't be true, cause I didn't felt enough.. so I protected myself of getting hurt.. your loved existed in my dreams, late at night.. prob never knew, how I loved just every part
of who he was..
Wh!t3 Wh!tch i relate. you know when you have a dream and you see him? and it feels so great too see him, you feel so happy even though the dream may not be happy one , even just to see his face again makes me feel like the happiest girl ever.
Relatabe
I fucking cryed Soo hard. I want to help, but I don't know how? Btw this ain't important but I want to become a speech therapist. I'm only 14 but I love hearing peoples problems ( not In a weird way just like I want to help them and sometimes all they need is someone to listen to them) . But I get so frustrated when I don't know how to help them.
yeah i get you! i wanted to be a therapist when i was younger, as someone who’s struggled with a lot of mental problems, i’ve always loved to help people :)
I got chills within the first second and I somehow feel like crying but I also feel so peaceful..
I felt that with the last song :')
oof sad niba hrs
This comment made me cry. so raw, so emotional, so vulnerable. Thank you
heart 💔 been 💔 broke 💔 so 💔 many 💔 times 💔 i 💔 i💔 dont 💔 know 💔 what 💔 to 💔 believe 💔
Good,to have cofee on a sad afternoon.♥♥
Will this pain ever go away? I hope not, because I want so desperately to feel something and I feel it and I'm afraid that if I lose this pain then I will truely have nothing left. It's the only part of me that's still intact. You think you've killed me. No. I killed myself, and you just happened to be there when I broke. Will this pain ever go away? Please, tell me no. Because if I forget this pain then I forget you. And if I forget you then I truely have nothing left. I love you. Sorry.
How do you find this amazing images? ....They are beautiful, and i Love all the mix c:🍓💫 sorry for my English lol
He gets the commissioned
actually, this piece was already made before this video. It's by an artist called Pfeffersteak on tumblr/twitter. Check them out!
Wirt OH! THANK YOU SO MUCH🖤
You have no idea how much I needed this right now...
So you needed some generic chill music... Ok.
The real question is will the pain get worse and for me it will, thanks for upload sorry I'm late for comment but I loved upload 💖👍
The picture reminds me of like a modern day the outsiders.
I am a comment
Waiting to be noticed
I am bright as a star
Yet no one recognizes me
Because of this, I sit in the back
At the bottom
the bottom...
the bottom...
the bottom...
of the comments section
I still wait
After many months
many years
Waiting
I’ve never been noticed
And therefore
I delete myself
*don’t let this happen to you just like it already happened to Comment...*
I hadn't heard the second track on this in ages, despite me loving it, I just forgot the name, thanks for reminding me of it Ambition
If you have depression, just know that you're not alone. It really does get better after a while and if things seem tough now, just know it'll be even better later.I'm not really good with advice but just know that people care about you, people love you for you and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Depression is a hard time in many people's lives and I myself am going through a hard time and this music helps me cope with it. Try finding your own way to help yourself become happy like, hanging out with friends or family,doing a hobby you enjoy,or maybe even playing with your pet, anything that makes you happy. As I said I'm not really that good at giving advice but I just want you to know that I care about you,I really do.Even though we don't know each other, helping out even a little feels good so make sure you keep on going and never give up ❤❤❤
Markanine thank you so much
Lindsay Kenneyd no problem I'm glad that I could help ❤
No, not while I'm still doing my exams... the pain won't go away 😥😥😥💀
2019 ? Still here :)
💫💔
honestly the beautiful animations is what draws me in every time
It's not an animation though.
Really sad tonight thank you I needed this
Henri Laquerbe hey bro you're not alone. I feel the same. If you ever need someone there's people here for you. I see you like tokyo ghoul so we could even just watch some and talk about life. Idk you at all. But we can make the world a better place starting with something small
its all to cover up the pain i feel inside
I'm only human.
I can't always be up to your expectations, my parents say it's okay take it easy but how am I supposed to do that when their always yelling at me. My brain is messy though I'm trying my best. I'll manage on my own then.
Sometimes when I think school is not hell is because I get to escape my house. Talk to my friends.
think about her
her smile
her laugh
her everything
i love her so much
and yes....
i am a girl
and shes my girlfriend
A R T O F B E A U T Y
beautiful mix
This gives me sad yaoi feelings ♡
Hey u.
yea, u.
*I love u. Pls smile, u cutie.*
I feel lost,
I make these goals for myself
That I want to do this or that
But really I just set myself up for failure and disappointment
I feel like I have to do everything that's at all creative perfectly, I think any drawing looks ugly, anything and everything has to be perfect, but NO it doesn't, I don't get why I do this.
I feel like I have to put a label on everything like my problems, no I don't know what they are called. I'm just "not okay" isn't that good enough. To be validated as a problem, maybe not, idk. Also my sexuality and identity, I don't know what I am , why do I have to have a specific name for everything, NO, I can't anymore, I am just queer, OkAy, I hope so...
I have no friends, but I always feel like I need someone, just to like talk to about anything, at all. Online friendships never last for me, they seem uninterested, am I just some other guy, why does no one want to even like just be with me in life.
My family is pretty great, they know that I'm queer, they are accepting, but there are a few things I haven't told them, I hide things that only I like in the family
Dear, mom and dad
I like running
I like exercise/gym
I like psychology
I like writing
I like mindless games
Yesterday my brother was really annoying, he kept saying "give me your phone". Like way too much, he probably said it like 250 times, but the more he said it, the more his voice sounded angry and agitated, this make me freak out, I started crying and I curled up into a ball, like i was gonna die. Idk what this is called, it could be like PTSD from earlier in life or it could be my anxiety. Idk, if you do pls tell me.
I am me
I am different
I am weird
I am not perfect, I will never be, that's okay
I am queer
I am, not okay...
no it won't.
i'm sorry.
I had a friend who I use to spend a lot of time with. We would talk almost everyday, go to movies, out to eat. Then one day I realized I was falling in love with her. I asked her out and while I didn't get the exact answer I had hoped for, we still gave it a shot. She was a bit hesitant though. Her family didn't agree because of my ethnic background, so one day she called it off. I pretended like I was ok but I was really heartbroken. We still agreed to be friends, and I was happy about that because I liked having her around. She was fun to talk with, and talking to her made me happy. But she's changed.
We don't talk like we use to.
She doesn't text me anymore.
She's busy a lot, but I can't help but think there is something more.
I always read these sad comments and relate with most of them , but really I’m in great pain , everything seems to be shattered, I’m not doing anything right i got no one besides me nobody cares and I’m sick of it actually, i wanna thank you for this actually, i love Ambition.
I just got 2nd place in solo fortnite, why are You here?
TheDirtyGrandpa Existential dread and morbid depression but I feel a bit better knowing there are people who have it worse than me. 😂
TheDirtyGrandpa i saw cute bois
Macy Lynn Clayton F
TheDirtyGrandpa because life just plain sucks! 😔 😞
Sabina
I beg to differ, but ight'.
Love your posts😄 they really make me feel confortable with myself and my life, thank you😊
shiloh vibes ♥
Sometimes I wonder if it is unhealthy to expect things to go up in flames. I just don't know why I'm trying to rebuild things from ashes.
Okay, I have a quick question... Who are the boys in the picture...? They look familiar...
I like to think that they’re Osomatsu & Karamatsu-
But that’s just me
Being replaced really hurts.
Did you really care so little about me?
Where do you get your pics from😍
I'm not sure I'm edgy enough to be listening to this
Does anyone else come back regularly to check the comments?
Romans 8:18 18 For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
nice choukeimatsu pic
❤🔥🎃 Sleep music :3 i like it hehe :D
i’ve been hurting him this whole time without even knowing
loving me was painful for him
i tried my hardest to make it right and he just wouldn’t let me
now i’m sitting on the floor crying wishing i could have been better for him
he deserves better than a girl who can’t take social cues
he deserves better than a girl who doesn’t know how to love herself
he deserves better than the clingy and obnoxious girl who can turn distant in a snap
i wish i had realized how awful i was
i don’t want forgiveness
i don’t deserve forgiveness
i just want him to feel better after how much i put him through
i don’t want to be his pain anymore
Relatable..
I have recreated your playlist on Spotify, with the same title as the video. So I can have it always.
I don't know why but I like being sad.
Today a friend who i blocked because he was too jealous and is too much in love with me jumped out of a roof of a hospital where he works. I am the worst person in this world. He lives but he broke both of his legs. What should I do when a person who i hate wants to end his life because i don't want to talk with him.. I can't forgive him for what he did to me many times, i was forgiving him too many times. He's obsessed about me. I.. I am glad he lives in the other side of the world. I want him to move on but he never wanted to. I can't suddenly forgive him because he wants to end his life, it's stupid. What should I do.. i don't want to see him ever in my life again because i hate him for what he has done to me
사랑해Milka 💪💪💪
May i know now what happened? i mean after 10 months what happened now?
Maybe pain isn't that bad.
Love this. Thanks for another perfectly chill and heartful tune.
I still miss him. Even He has told me that he needed to marry a girl to satisfy his family, and breaking up with me is the thing he needs to do to save my life. I still hope that I can be with him again. Sometimes, we could not get what we really really need in our life, right?
I love this song, I still listen in 2020 fr thank uou
You*
W H E N W I L L I T E N D?
whats up with the twincest
Actually they're the oldest two of the sextuplets (6 identical brothers), Osomatsu (red) and Karamatsu (blue)
Jamber King wtf
Jamber King I know that reference
Thank you for understanding Cece B, thank you.
They are literally just sitting next to each other.
Really feeling this tonight. Thank you so much ambition. I hope you'll continue to make mixes like this for years to come. If you ever need anything - a friendly word or a gentle push or a virtual hug - just drop me a line. I got you.
ignoring the comments and all- THESE ARE REALLY GOOD SONGS
edit: songs*
I’m beginning to accept that I’ll just always be alone and I have contemplated hurting myself and ending my life because I don’t seem to be able to get what I need.
is that
oSoMaTsUsAn
-i dont even watch that show anymore smh-
#Reddie
I never thought I would be that sad and sappy kind of commenters but At school, there's always that annoying little girl who never goes away/even though she wants to. Who's the annoying little girl? A.THAT kid B.The brat C. Me...
,,,im sobbingn,,,
this track is fire,,,,,
anndmfg ogouhm,,,,u used osomatsu and karamatsu from osomatsu san,,,,,bitch im sobibn,g,,,,,
Pain is something you can never run from no matter how hard you try but you can learn from it and maybe you will realize something
💔 -> ?
Your choice to choose from what you want your heart to be.......................
Happy or in pain forever
episode 21 of DITF was oof..
POSSIBLE SPOILERS IN THE REPLIES, so be careful.
dude... is she dead now? :(
Nunes Vieira idfk.. probably.
Shit....well, that would be the price for what she did... but I would like to know why the hell they said "WE WILL RETURN", like.. mother**** you are in a war since million years ago, you just get fucked and still want to rule the world, that doesn't makes sense to me... now I can just wait to see how this anime will continue, what will happen to those peoples on earth now.
Nunes Vieira yeah, same. the thing is this is the 21st episode, there are three more. i thought that whoever was about to die would die at 23 or 24. so i'm excited to see what's gonna happen.
Nunes Vieira also wtf dude Ichigo and Goro fell what happened to them??1
happy will gone in "somedays" , but pain never gone , is been maybe " forever " in your heart
hmm.. it seems as though im the only one who hasnt been through any trauma and is just here because the music sounds great :^)
i hope you all feel better though, youve got a whole road ahead of you. dont let some small little potholes get in the way of ur destination.
This music really helped me from depression 😢 me and BF just broke up...😭💔
There's this guy in my class, we know each other for about six months. The more our friendship grows, the more painful it gets. Today's my birthday and we are friends, so he came yesterday and slept here. The next day I thought f*ck it, so i cuddled with him in the morning… i am afraid of losing him and he's rather the quite type of guy if u know what I mean. So... I'm quite sure he knows it already (it's obvious) but I'm freaking afraid of what will come. I don't wanna lose him… because nothing can be the same right? I know it but I don't wanna hurt myself with it. He didn't refuse, so he likes me as well? It's complicated. He just left and I said stuff like "Please don't go, I'll be sad…" and I am. Just wanna let it out here. (sry if here are typos)
When you feel pain, everything seems slower, you keep checking the time for when it will end.
No matter how much you hurt yourself the pain in your heart can never be covered up.
I don´t know why Im here... maybe because inside of me everything is painful right now, I feel like trash.
My heart is fuckin killing me. I’m doing my best and sacrificing for our relationship and she recently doesn’t give a fuck :)
im randomly going through these playlists and when i get here im like "is that keshi?" i go to the description and IT IS KESHI!! i love you for adding my favorite artist
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Received a long distance call from france. Funny how a single call in the middle of the night makes me search everywhere for a message from you. I guess I can't help worrying about you. I care about you. A lot. I still do. I just hope you know that, wherever you are. Even if I shouldn't, even if I'm not allowed to anymore, even if you stopped being a part of my life more than a year ago. My heart still cries and remind me I'll always love you, wherever you may go.
What's more relaxing than this on a deep depression heart in a lonely quiet monday morning 1:35 am. How wish i had someone who could love me completely. Im living with an empty soul.
The worst thing is, I feel like I’m drowning and no one is there to help. My friends don’t understand, and my mom thinks nothing about it. I wish I could just leave this earth. I cause nothing but pain and disappointment.
I'm sad ri ghost t now cause I have a girlfriend....yea that right but it's about to make sense...now the reason why I'm sad bout it is cause I feel as though she is amazing and she may really care for me even though we just started going out a couple days ago,but ever have that feeling something is off?Like something is going on that you don't want to know, I'm hoping I'm just being a paranoid,but let see what happens
I fucking love this dude!!! He knows his shit, about how to manipulate his audience into getting them clicks.
Can someone reach true love? This world is meant to be so painful?
Truly no one knows.
Love yourself and try your best each day.
I think I'm starting to love Keshi songs because of you, so thank you very much
whenever you're depressed
just think of this one Lacrosse rule;
No stick to stick contact
Hope this feeling goes away soon.All the could have beens, hurt the most. I get it it's time to let go. You'll always be that unforgettable summer memory.
"People can change your energy, stay away from chaotic needy people that steal your peace." ❤️
"will pain go away" no it will never. sometimes it fell good but sometimes it doesn't and it feels like hell . it damage you. but like they say " one day you get better" you wont it would always come back to you one way or a other and haunt you till you die. :):((((
I don't know what the fucking wrong with me like I just keep doing which I scared the most and after I feel so super hatred and frustrated like it literally take me in depression... This is so not that I wanted to be!!
pain can end but you have to remember when an unexpected pain flashes through your emotions, you will feel pain again
pain is always by your side
it's always their even if your fine and not depressed
it's there it's just invisible it's in your heart deep down trying to escape but you know your to strong for it.
I'm so sorry I wasn't enough for you, I'll starve and cry and cut, then maybe you'll love me.
im high as fuck n will prob regret this comment, this music makes me hopeful, because even in something so beautifully broken theres still a note of happiness.
Now everyday as I wake up and do my daily things I can feel this pain in my heart like if it’s urging for something and I can never know when this pain will go away
rip x for getting me past my depression bro when nobody knew my pain u got me through
Almost in tears I dont Know why , it is just so nice and distracting from all of this drama, thank you for posting this! ~
Wait... This was uploaded on the day that x died and I can relate
You stop feeling the pain words bring after you have heard them too much
just found out my roblox gf is actually my stepdad :(
This is calming on a different level of my life when everything is chaotic
You know I thought I was okay after like what 7 months since my breakup but now the same pain is coming back when she texts me ughhhhhhhhh
When I first clicked on this I thought the guys in the picture were Dan and Phil
I don't think it ever will. It's already built a home in me. Just there it stays and if I feel like it I could take it out and cry my eyes out.
Keshi-over u
First one = GREAT VID