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I have taken down the majority of my Trich videos across the last 15 years, but those that remain are here: / trichjournal
The video I referenced - The Shaving Cycle:
• My Lowest Point - The ...
I haven't seen anything from beck0 for like 6 years and then this pops up on recommended, youtube has a weird af algo
Quick comment:
YES - I did intend to upload this on both channels, so do not worry.
YES - I am open to questions.
The other channel being 'Trich Journal'? x
Rebecca Jane Brown silly question but could your bike rideing have any relevance to hair growth? I know when I get in a routine of exercise like that I feel a bit better stress and mental health wise, so maybe this helps trich ? Either way it’s great you have the hair right now and I think it’s good you’ve got the mind set of seeing where things go it’s a very realistic way of looking at things :) thank you for shareing xx
So happy and proud for you ♥ I think I follow you for about 10 years now(? ) so naturally I am super happy to see you happy ^-^
Of course you are not cured, of course it is not the end of the road. But really, give more credit to yourself! You are doing so much better and you deserve to feel proud for it, we do not feel proud only when we reach the end of our road!
Maybe your Faith helped you too..? I am a pagan, but I think personal faith and practices can help regardless of the religion!
Keep up the awesome work!
YES - i did watch the video on both channels.
Hundreds like!
Not only do you HAVE hair but you have genuinely BEAUTIFUL hair!!!!
I told you it was down to your hormones Rebecca, your hair looks beautiful & is the start of wonderful things for you.
When my kidneys failed years ago I thought it was the end of me until the Creator God spoke with me & proved it was real, it also told me when I would have my transplant & the time it stated I told to my nurses & consultant who believed I was mad as it's impossible to know when you get a transplant & the odds are impossible to calculate. They were amazed when I was called in for transplantation as it was absolutely accurate. That's shown in my medical records as I had to be mentally assessed to see if I was OK for transplant. Throughout the whole time on dialysis I was harassed by followers of Thelema & refused to attack others on their behalf or turn against God as I knew 100% it was real & existed because of the many things it told me that came true.
Your faith is well founded & is the most stable rock you could ever be on. Doubt is caused by that which is against God & should be told to leave or rebuked in the Creators name, it will try & try to make you renounce God as that is in it's nature. Stay strong & know that nothing is above the Creator God & those who have true belief in it. The Creator way well choose to guide your mom & it may set tests for her to show her faith but they will be tests such as me being told I did not need dialysis by it so I gave up for three months & survived which is impossible as a dialysis patient cannot live beyond a month without having dialysis...When I eventually had to return to having it I asked why & the Creator God replied "I did not say you wouldn't need it forever" & when I thought about that I realised it had not...A sense of humour in God. Let your mom see this please.
Much love Tim
I Have Suffered greatly at the hands of those who work against the Creator for my belief as have you. I am sorry for all you have had to go through & feel the pain you have had to endure. It is terrible as you & I know all to well & I am on your side because of this.
IHS means “Jesus Saviour of Mankind.”
I love the way you allow yourself to be happy and positive while still being grounded in some realism so you don't lose yourself in the euphoria and set yourself up for disapointment if you have a setback. Very healthy and mature perspective.
Haven’t watched you in YEARS but wow your hair looks amazing! So happy for you!❤️
When you said you've pulled. For some reason my brain immediately went to flirting and you've got a new boyfriend. Even in the full context of the video I was like good on her. Sorry this is the privilege of not having trig. I'm glad you have hair 😊
Hahaha!!
Your hair is such an achievement!
So happy for you and your progress!!
6:52 look at thaat, a genuine, uncontrollable, happy smile. you literally can't keep the happiness inside
and even your own accidental attemps at "playing it cool" cant stop that
"You can be a trich warrior and be bald for years!"
Darn right, I am...probably for life, and that's alright :) Just happy that you're so freakin' happy and doing well.
You didn't use shampoo and conditioner when completely your head was completely shaved? What did you do? I've used bar soap, and it makes me scratch like crazy for a variety of reasons
Hello💜 I am very proud of you!💜 you were one of the first youtube channels I ever subscribed to, its incredible to have watched your journey💜 Sending all my love and support!
I've been watching your ups and downs since 2011, and I'm so happy for you Rebecca ❤
Lovely start to a Monday and so typical of you to want to help others. Hope you're wrong about any setbacks but whatever happens, keep being you. And what a smile at 6:55 :)
People who say you don't have trich are totally not understanding this disorder. My daughter has not had eyebrows or eyelashes for years. She has had eyebrows for over a year and eyelashes for 4 months! We are so excited but we also know that tomorrow or next week ore even next year she can have no eyelashes or no eyebrows. You are amazing and so is my daughter as well as everyone who fights this battle. ❤❤❤❤
I haven't been keeping up with a lot of your more recent videos, but I saw the notification for this one and decided to watch, and I'm so glad I did. Thank you for creating a space that has been allowed me to feel like I'm not dealing with trich alone. When I started following 8 or 9 years ago, I didn't even know that it had a name, and your videos gave me the ability to learn about it and understand myself better. I'm so happy that you've been doing well, and I hope you continue to love being annoyed at your hair. :)
I have actually picked my current hair style based on what your hair looks like now. I like it so much! My hair type is a lot thinner tho, so my hair is still training to flip like yours.
Congrats!! I used to suffer terribly with Trich. I stopped pulling when I was 17 but i've pulled a few little bald patches over the years since(now 37) I have super thick & long hair now BUT I CANT WEAR IT DOWN! It needs to be back in a pony tail or I constantly touch, stroke and inspect it and cant get anything done 😂 like yourself I have other repetitive behaviours/ticks/ dermatillomania & Binge eating is a problem for me. I swapped hair pulling for eating 😏
I am happy for you. i get it me too have had the most hair in 10 years this lockdown but lost it in 2 days in March 2021
"This video may be all over the place..."
Celebrations often are. Grats! 😄
I know I'm late but I understand the confusion. I have horrible dermatillomania and used to bite my nails to the point where I struggled to pick things up. Then one day, it all stopped. And my nails were as strong as they'd ever been. I've had backslides, I've bitten by nails. I still pick at my skin like crazy but not nearly as much as when I was stressed about EVERYTHING in my life. Now it's mainly financial 😂😂
Love it congrats! I shaved my head afew times and pulled my hair everyday for 11 years. Right now my hair on the crown of my head is so wispy and thin but mostly bald. Was yours ever like this ? Cus I'm afraid it's nor growing xx
I feel so happy for you! I can still remember you saying something like: "It could be a couple more years before I have hair this length again" in your last shaving-video. And voilà, now you have it!
Congratulations on the thick hair. A huge achievement for someone with trich!!!! Maybe managing your social media in a way that protects you a bit more has meant you weren't as stressed pulling-wise? What you said about your progress having little to do with the effort you put in makes sense too. But considering being confined indoors and other recent changes, it is lovely to hear your hair hasn't been the thing that suffered (at least).
Hope my comments comes over okay :)
This made me sooooooooooooo happy. Please take care Beckie!!!!
I have a theory that if this illness was caused by anxiety - the pandemic made it finally real, maybe the fact that the danger was actually real this this time forced anxiety to let it all go to the level where you finally could grow your hair. I’ve read about this (without the hair part)
A bit late but I really recommend an Aquis hair towel - they are microfibre and dry your hair really quickly! maybe not as quick as a hair dryer but they keep your hair healthy without the heat :)
Wow, i have never been this early to a video! But this is such a good surprise! I feel soo happy for you! I hope this continues for you in the future!
So proud of you! I'm still fighting with trichotilomania for about 12 years now. And I dont have the courage to shave my hair yet.
Sooo much haaaair! You rock any hairstyle btw. I hope you're enjoying every stage of the growth :)
It must be scary at the same time, but I think you have a healthy approach to it
Weirdly enough, I also had a major improvement in my trich right around the first year or so of the pandemic. I have a lot of social anxiety and sometimes I wonder if not feeling the pressure to go out and interact with people helped in some way. And even though I can't say the trich is "gone," I've been able to stay wig-less since 2021.Cheers to us, right? Always ❤️
I have Trich, and it started when my Uncle passed away. My mom bought me extensions and I started pulling those, now I don’t have bald spots but I have the thickness issue. So many shorter pieces of hairZ, but naturally I have thin hair. But it’s getting better, it’s so hard and it takes a psychological toll on you. You catch yourself fondling a strand and almost pulling it, and it takes so much of you to not pull that piece.
Rebecca, how many subscribers do you have?
Your hair looks amazing Becky 😊🥰🥳😀💙🤗🤪😃
I've probably been following you for about seven years, and I can'tt tell you how happy I am for you
It makes me so happy seeing you so happy!! I think the pandemic has definitely thrown a major curveball at our trich efforts. I'm so happy to hear it was great for you! Unfortunately, it went the other way for me, but I'm learning so much and hopefully am back on track now :) I really appreciate you spreading awareness and normalizing this - people like you have made a huge positive difference in my journey. I wish you well!!
So happy for you Beckie :) I've been following your channel for too many years. I'm like not writing comments all the time but I'm watching every single video. Take great care, I'm sure things will go better and better.
A Moroccan subscriber 😁
Ahhhhhh I'm so so so so so happy to see your hair. I have followed your journey for nearly... 8/9 years I think and I will always support and admire you. I know this year has been SO SO SO hard for you with jobs and COVID and I absolutely feel your struggle and empathize and am sending you as many positive vibes and spoons as possible. Who cares how or why your hair is so wonderful again, it's amazing and we will all appreciate it and congratulate you if it's long or not xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
SO SO SO HAPPY FOR YOU, I just checked in tonight for the first time in maybe a year... First thought was "o my god, she looks so beautiful" wishing you luck and love you beautiful, mana wahine.
I’m in the same boat! When lockdown hit I just assumed I would go bald again. And here I am 6 months later with a full head of hair, AND eyebrows (which I haven’t had in over 6 years). I still pull from my “hot spots” and have some thinning areas but I can let my hair blow in the wind and not worry about bald spots accidentally showing. It’s a great feeling but it’s also confusing.
Watching this a year ago convinced me to stop shaving my head. The crown is still picked bald, and I feel so bad, and so weird, but the rest of my hair is the longest it’s ever been and I’m able to blend in a wig topper. I’m so grateful
OOOo! hey Rebecca, wonderful. Feel good, full bodied and slinky. You look great xxx ~ congrats!
Also, only listen to friends who celebrate your successes and keep going forwards. Be kind to yourself lov, youre doing great. One day at a time.
Aw, u are so beautiFULLL
ily ❤️❤️❤️
Really pleased for you Kiddo, hope it continues in this very positive fashion
beautiful hair!
I have done the bald thing for many years as a teen. I’m 21 now and I have a full head of hair. Your videos helped me immensely as a child. Thank you. I still suffer now but it is less noticeable
I haven’t watched your videos in about 2-3 years, but I’m so glad I came back. I have been on the same sort of journey as you. Bald so many times and now finally. Miraculously. I’ve grown it out to about a bob. I’ve got a massive bald patch starting and have to wear my hair in a ponytail. But I’m so happy to have that ponytail. The first time I realized I was able to do it I cried. My pulling has slowed down a lot so I’m hoping that I’ll be able to regrow my bald bits and then maybe cut it to your length so it’s more even looking. But I can braid it. OMG I CAN BRAID IT
I've been following you since 2015 and I simply cannot understand the anger towards you. I mean, you're only human, what did they expect??? Anyways, stay strong. On your good and bad days, you still have my support.
Wow, I also have trich - just pulled my eyebrows out and have patches and I thought of your videos. I first watched about 10 or 12 years ago a few years after I first realized I had trich. I couldn’t find your videos after that for some reason! You have crossed my mind over the years and I am so glad to see you doing well. Your hair is beautiful, wishing you all the best. Say a prayer that my brows grow back- I did some damage 🫠
Beautiful as you always were anyway(!) great to you happy with it. You still play with and obsess over it a little, I think lockdown has maybe just proved to be a handy distraction. Haven’t seen any of your vids for a few years, been a crazy year... 3rd change of job, lost both parents and grandmother but creating a new house and children have come into the equation so the only way is up! Great to see the same fresh face I saw so long ago!
During the lockdown I thought the same about my trichotilliomania. But ... the lockdown was good for my hair too. So weird ...
I started Trich when I was 15 years.
Now I still don't stop the action, 20 year period. Try see a doctor and take medicine, not getting better. I try to wear wig about 5-6 year when I work, and always worry about people know that. Wig so so so hot…, I don't like wear. Long time to take medicine, but Trich still not get better. Today I know you from News,
hope to get good ways to improve. I don't have courage to shaved-head.
I noticed my hair got longer and thicker during the lockdown/pandemic as well...I also still pull but maybe less? My hair is honestly the longest it's been since childhood before I had trich...I think it's because I've been a total bum & care less about keeping up appearances....I'm a lot less social and out in the world... less styling & pressure to be perfect.
I do worry for the transition back out into the world and social interactions as the pandemic is controlled though...but for now, I'm just enjoying it...and also wearing less makeup 💄
Your hair is thick and wild quite ok! But my english´s more than slow understanding an accent like yours! Super fast.
No vea prima que weno ía!
I've been following you for years now.
You don't know how much joy it brings me to see this video!!
Keep hanging there, your fanbase loves you.
Oh my gosh, I had the same epiphany with my hair! I thought I was going to cut it all off (I have trichotemnomania) around the time the pandemic started, but I've let my hair grow past my shoulders, something I haven't had since high school. It's good you said in your own way "even though I seem to be over my illness, doesn't mean the rollercoaster will continue". Also, I chipped my front tooth from biting my nails and cuticles. Chipped tooth buddies!
Hi Becky! I last watched a video from you around 10 years ago - you popped into my mind and I’m glad I had a look at your channel again. Sending lots of love!!!
I'm grateful to hear you are growing hair. Just let it keep growing dear. Treat your hair as if it were a plant- water it when it needs to be. This also means take care of it. Watch what product you use and that they are safe. Use products that are paraben and sulfate free. I bet you'd look fantastic with wavy/curly hair. Try a different color. Love ya. ❤️
U look cool in short hair 🥰 I hv cut my hair short like boys n Im still coping with trich. Beside im gonna keep my hair short in my entire life. ( My most effective method is holding comb if the triggers start I comb hard )
So so proud of you. Your such an inspiration to all of us with trich, with any type x
Yeees!!!!! 💕💕 I've missed this!! Just simply hearing you talk!!! Take care 🤞🤞and take your time
I love how you celebrate your success and accept yourself however and wherever you are.. that’s been the only tactic that’s helped me with my pulling- acceptance and love is the way and you bravely showing your path has helped me and so many others.
I love you and your enthusiasm and vulnerability.
Thank you for your courage and strength
Karen
Idk you but thank you for this. BEAUTIFUL!
Thank you so much for saying that growth does not define success, strength, positivity, etc. Thank you.
I'm happy for you. It makes me worry just seeing you touch your hair but I am glad it seems like you are being gentle with yourself :) all the best
Good job Beckie!! Do you girl. No pressure from me. Thanks for the update.
Does it ever get better? I haven’t pulled in 3 days NOT ONCE.. will it get easier?
The light creates such depth in your hair color, I'm kinda jelly!
For those who say "you're faking" or it was all a "lie", just shows how ignorant they are.
Trich is not only pulling the hair off your head. I have had Trich for 18 years and I have rarely pulled from my head. But that does not mean it's not real. I have excessive skin damage in many places on my body from hair pulling. As any Tricher knows, skin damage is just a much a part of Trich as missing hair is. BFRBs are complicated and people regularly have ups and downs in them.
Well done to you for getting as far as you have on this journey! I think you are wise to recognize that this is "right now" and celebrate that, as opposed to putting the pressure on to assume it's "only" up from here. It's a lifelong journey and battle.
Very happy for you, Beckie. Through the past 15 yrs you've been persistent, courageous, and transparent, and I'm glad you chose to take us along on your journey. Keep on keepin' on. (And resume a weekly post.) :-)
Here's hoping that you have conquered your trich Beckie and long may it last! :-)
I am having the worst start to the week but this has just made my day! Have a big grin and am so happy for you. Whilst I can't say I can understand the battle that you are going through, I do empathise and you do explain it well. It looks amazing and I hope you are suitably proud. I guess all you can do is enjoy the now and not get bogged down in the maybes and possibilities. I have everything crossed for you and thank you again for brightening my day.
Your hair looks absolutely stunning Rebecca!! Sending hugs from Canada!
❤️❤️ proud of you!
I have been watching you for seven or eight years, and I just wanna say how proud I am. And not because of the length of your hair. I am proud of you now and I was proud of you when you were bald. I have always been proud of you, and I always will be
I'm a guy who is struggling with my hair also. Trichotillomania is in my family genes my grandma had it, my aunt also has it, and I do as well. I just want a set of hair 😭
but bald becky is so gorgeous and stunning (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧
Such a beautiful blonde color! Such beautiful blue eyes! Your soooo pretty
You are inspiring and beautiful 🧚🏻♀️
Wonderful, I loved your video, thank you for sharing your joy! x
I've been watching probably ten years now. I'm so happy for you, it's so good to see your progress, stay safe 🖤
I am so incredibly incredibly proud of you, you've done amazingly and I hope that these victories help you through some of the bullshit you're forced to deal with online because people are cruel. You've done wonderfully 💚💚💚💚💚
Looking fab, keep positive and happy, nice to see you, take care 😊👌
Been following since 2011. Still rooting for you in all stages
I realise this video is 2 years old but it looks like you're still doing really well. Well done.
Happy that you're happy :D So good to see that at least one thing is going well for you at the moment in the midst of this, and that you can be happy and find joy in that.
I’m so happy for you!❤️ I hope you are doing well Rebecca😊
I do that shaving back thing with my beard!
I am pulling out my hair and twiddling it around . Dunno why ?
Happy for you Rebecca 😊 x
Sending hugs from Poland ❤️
worrying too much. just chill dood.
I'm soooo proud of you. :-) Keep going girl! :-)
Nice, Your hair is such an achievement.
Are you being supported by your government during the lockdown?
If so, that's why. That's why your mental health is good.
Once the support stops, it'll all come rushing back.
That's my guess.
I disagree.
I never said my mental health was okay, if anything, it's the lowest it's been for sometime. I'm just talking about one element of my life that is good.
The government have provided some self employment support, but I was also working in jobs that I was laid off from and not furloughed too.
So it's all a mess.
Yes, January is going to be difficult. There will be even less work, all support will stop and even more people will have died or be ill longterm from this.
Oh, well that was my guess based on stuff going on with me. I hope deeply that whatever it is, it continues for you. And here's hoping that other things can improve as well.
im so proud of you! 💜
Some psychiatric nurses have reported their patients doing better during the pandemic, possibly because a lot of social pressure has been lifted.
I can believe it. I know I went under during lockdown, but actually - life was strangely better. No social pressures, no pressures to perform, not having to leave the house daily, not having to deal with things purely because they couldn't be dealt with. E.g. the pressure of attaining good longterm work was entirely dead because there were no jobs - people were losing them left right and centre. There were many good sides to being in lockdown - which has made it harder to adapt going back, especially as things are. :(. x
У меня также проблема бьіла 10лет, но я стараюсь справится
You and your hair are fantastic. I'm a fan.
i'm so happy for you, beckie! lots of love 💕
PROUD OF YOU 💖 I don"t have trich (though i immensely enjoy tweezing hairs out, and can get entranced in it when not mindful), but i have been battling with its close cousin, dermatillomania for years. I've succeeded in stopping doing it for weeks or months at a time. It comes back at times of great stress, mostly concentrating on one corner near my mouth and i never go to the point of drawing blood/creating a scab anymore. I used to have a completely bloody face, neck, back, arms, legs..... it's so hard to explain to anyone. I'd keep it from even my boyfriends of many years, and the one time i tried to open up about it with an ex, it was very badly received (he is an ex for a reason). I did it a couple times in 2020, but i am getting married in a week hence incentive to keep a clear skin !!!! I also scour my scalp in search of "DEC plugs" (those little round fat balls that are naturally produced by your hair) and it still gives me a slight "high" whenever i find one. I think it is a BFRB or OCD related stress-coping mechanism. Be gentle with yourself 💖💖💖 ENJOY YOUR HAIR BECKIE 💖