killedmyself - I walked her home, for the last time
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killedmyself - I walked her home, for the last time
anime: orange
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When your face shows no emotion or tear but your heart is breaking down inside
When ur face shows every emotion but inside ire always sad and quiet no matter what happened
When you find the message of this video stupid because of how often it's said by people on the internet who either pretend to give a shit about the situation or pretend to give a shit about the people they're talking to.
Pain X for real dude... shittiest feeling ever..
I hate it bro
Same
As I get older, I seem to think about all my regrets and things I wish I did or didn't do, I started feeling less and thinking more hypothetically.. this anime; Orange revived these feelings and settled these regrets and made me honestly feel better, made me cry a mixture of deep emotions.. It's so difficult to understand myself and others sometimes, but I often don't think much of it. Take your time and live in the present, observe your surroundings and enjoy your life. Make decisions and persuade yourself to do things out of your comfort zone, you may regret it at the time, but you may also look back on this moment and thank yourself and learn a little about yourself.
thank you for reading this,
someone loves you deeply.
Love yourself.
I rewatched orange 9 times for that exact reason. By far the most moving anime I've ever experienced
This is exactly how I felt watching it. I cried every single episode of Orange. That anime is truly a masterpiece.
Love you to :)
thanks for advice I'll try to do that :P
That's a bumpy and wild feels trip
*We're just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn't the answer.*
are you sure we are telling others it isnt the answer?
Exactly
Thats a song dumb boi. Trying to get clout off other peoples lyrics. Fuck boi
@@poison2285 no chill
That sums it up just about
I walked her home, for the first time and I'm proud
It's sad when the first time is also the Last time
Hey that's awesome
good job buddy (y)
natsu hanabi nigga how does that even happen 😂
Vince they stop talking to you? things could happen maybe they moved away yk? maybe they thought they would be more interesting but they weren’t.... you never know...
Do you know that thing where senior year comes to an end or someone moves away and you all promise to keep in touch? Yeah, I think sometimes it's better to stop pretending and say goodbye for real. If y'all are gonna keep in touch, you will do so. But if you won't, at least give each other a proper goodbye and tell the person how much they bring to your life (you should do this for your loved ones regardless). Because people don't know how much they impact others and how much they're loved.
It's okay to say goodbye.
Yeah. I remember when I graduated high school. All my close friends and myself made a pact, we swore to stick together and never disappear.
We called our group "The Plague". I was 17 when this happened. I was also the one that brought everyone together and came up with the idea, because I hated the idea of being alone. The years went by, we all tried our best.. But life just keeps on and there's nothing anyone can really do. I'm 25 now, and I no longer have any connections or ties to any of the people that were in the plague. Hell, I dont even have their numbers. One day, I called the last friend I had from the group, and I kinda felt like it would be the last time we would speak. I just told him how I felt and to do well in life. I said my goodbyes to everyone and put everything i had into that final conversation.
I wont ever forget what he said, "Mikey, it's gonna be okay. We're all okay, but we tried our best and we did it together. I love you man, take care.."
I realized that we all follow a path and it's okay to swerve and cross another's, but ultimately we need to be true to our own. Although I'm glad I met all of them and will forever cherish these memories, I'd be lying if I said it didn't hurt.
@@michaelselcis6905 If i was you, right then and there after that I would've shotgunned a beer to the end of an era. That's some fucking shit there. I love you, man.
This comment didn't age well.. I'm so sorry for y'alls senior year :(
hey man I just saw your comment and could relate so fucking hard. I'm practically at my finish line and so fucking scared of the times after school, I dont wanna fucking lose all my friends because of career or shit like that but I know it's inevitable...
gotta enjoy the last ride I guess
Ha jokes on you, i had no friends at highschool!
"Now I just abuse substances to drown out your accomplishments however few" fucking jeeze ;_;
Dream "fucking jeeze" lol
Dream Navy Blue by The Story So Far
yo this is a remix of a The Story So Far song lmao
Exotiic Python eat something it is the main way to fix a empty stomach
Dream *now I just abuse substances to drown out your accomplishments, I'll have a few.*
The first thing is
to allow yourself to say goodbye,
and too often we get afraid of endings,
and so w-we don't allow ourselves a goodbye.
[Interlude 2]
Goodbyes are temporary because no one ever really leaves
and nothing lasts forever,
and if you can remember those two things
that people are always with us because they're in out hearts and in our memory,
and the only thing we can depend on is change.
[Outro]
I bet it hurts to read "permanence"
I used to think on all of this
And how you don't
Damn its hard to find
Sustenance when all I had
Was love for this
And now you don't
Now I just abuse
Substances to drown out your accomplishments
However few
The girl speaking is in a Movie? If she is what Movie it is?
thanks
thanks
the vocals are from a song called navy blue by the story so far
this is dope :')
"have you ever thought you wanted to die?"
"I have. Every single day."
Yeah me.too
i have
....i have
i feel dat,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, bruther
Or read the manga
we often ask ourselves ''who would cry when were gone''
I ask myself that everyday I think just my family , I doubt anyone else would I feel worthless as a human sometimes and it breaks me apart thinking that .
I ask that all the time honestly only my family would care ik that I don’t have friends or anything so what’s worth living for:)
For me its,"who's gonna smile and say i dont even care im glad that hes gone"
I lost a friend a couple years back. We were in love and we both knew that we loved each other. We just never made a move. The last text I ever got from her was "I love you." She was killed by a drunk driver, this was her favorite song. Thank you for this. ❤
Damn that drunk punk R.i.p for your friend
im sorry to hear that
i know what u feel bro
Wholly fuck, I'm so sorry for your loss stay strong
I'm hope you've found closure 🖤❤️
I love sad shit like this.
Maryam Rodgers lol I thought I was the only one who like feeling sad emotions
LinkedBIGBOSS haha, and the actual anime is really fucking sad.
Nagi no Asukara
Maryam Rodgers me too. Also, I saw your top comment on XXX's Teeth!! Lol
Maryam Rodgers your a mighty grim guy/gal
i walked her home for the last time 9 months ago, she took my jacket and i never saw her again. she made my life hell for twos years, but i kissed her at her door step like i always did, said goodbye and went home. and i havent seen her since. she consumed my existence completely for years. for years. and years she was all i knew, she was all i thought id ever know. after kissing her that last time, i left. i left and i had to re teach myself how to live. how to live without her, i had to force myself to have a life outside of her for the first time in years. its 9 months later, and im in love, completely and utterly in love with a girl who takes off my shoes for me when i come home drunk, and puts me to bed with her arms around me. its 9 months later and im in the best and most healthy relationship ive ever been in. time heals a lot. just keeping going.
i honestly needed to hear this thanks bud
Ty Wolch best comment ever. It gave me hope. Thanks man.
Happy to know that you're doing good after your past relationship. I hope to do the same, at least.
God, I can only hope. Thank you so much for this, man. And congratulations.
About 4 - 5 years since iv left mine, still waiting for another.
this is like pouring salt into an open wound
lil schoolboi oh my lord.
And yet it feels so good.
"I feel pain."
Because Pain is the only feeling left that hasn't gone numb.
I'm graduating high school this year and I find it funny how I've made it back to this video so many years from when I first lisitened/watched it. It seriously makes me sad with all the decisions I have and have not made. I miss my grandma, my experiences, my friends, high school has been all I've had for the past 3 years that stayed consistent. Now I'm off to college next fall and idk where afterwards. Why has everything got to go by so fast
Life passed by quick, just try to enjoy it bud
@@dannyboy643ify yeah bro , just enjoyed . I left my ex 4 years a go . I know that a right choice until i got marry another girl for the next month (sorry i have bad grammar)
I just watched orange yesterday, it was the best decision I've ever made in my life, it helped me feeling not that alone and made me realize suicide is never the right choice, thank you orange i will forever remember you
Damn is it good? Cuz lots of ppl said it's just too sad. And also, are this couple in the video end up together or did the guy kill himself?
Damn is it good? Cuz lots of ppl said it's just too sad. And also, are this couple in the video end up together or did the guy kill himself?
its amazing honestly. its become one of my favorite anime, yeah its really sad, but the way you connect with the characters and wish them the best,,, you're really missing out if you dont watch it
Great anime just finished it yesterday
i didnt even kill myself, and i already want my life back.
Tyler The Creator - Nightmare
Same.
TYLER THE CREATOR
Damn I feel this shit too hard.
I said this to my husband years ago when I was going through extreme loss. Loss of friends, family, loss of my own body... it wasn't mine anymore. I didn't know it had been said before. Thanks guys. I'm excited to check it out.
everyone in the comment section needs a hug like who hurt you guys :/
You too
My dad..
yin the world chief not even going to lie
Myself?
life?
the drop at 1:40 made me fall in love with this song
The story so far - Navy Blue
check out the actual band and song.
this aint a song its a ted talk
😂😂😂i didn't even hear the song,i was watching the story unfold😂😂😂
"Nobody ever leaves"
My dad: *hold my beer*
Cigarettes: hold my nicotine
☠
Fuck I'm sorry but I laughed at this
hold my milk*
Ya still holdin m8?
man i have been looking for this song for a looooong time kinda wanna give my younger self a hug she was going through so much shit
"The first thing is to allow yourself to say goodbye and too often we get afraid of endings.. and.. so we, we don't allow ourselves a good bye...
Goodbyes are temporary because no one ever really leaves and nothing lasts forever... And if you can remember those two things that.. people are always with us because they are in our hearts and in our memory, and.. the only thing we can depend on is change... " - Amy Poehler
Every time I go to school I say good bye life in about to be dead for the next 8 hours and even when I just go out after I say good bye is a sad and
Jalen Perez deep😔
I cant imagine how it is to lose a person you really love so much... and I dont even want to know. Because, even just thinking about it makes me so damn weak... To all of you who lost someone you love, youre stronger than you think.
thanks :)
reading this makes you feel better about it somehow.
During the spring of her second year of high school, Naho receives a letter. Its sender is herself from ten years in the future. Naho thinks it's a prank at first, but when the things written in the letter start to come true one by one, she realizes that the letter is telling her events that will happen in her future. It tells her that she'll fall in love with Kakeru, a new student who transfers to her school, and that he'll die in the winter of his 17th year. After learning the regrets and wishes of the 26-year-old Naho following Kakeru's death, what can the 16-year-old Naho do differently?
Fenn what's this from
its the desc of the anime
Fenn this is sad as fuck that almost made me cry
What anime is that
Fenn MUH HEART
After me and my ex broke up, she was able to live the life that she deserved. But for almost 3 years, I have been haunted by the fact that the break-up even happened. I became so obsessed on the idea of making myself better, just for her, wishing that maybe I could win her back. My mind were always filled with these thoughts and I really thought that I needed to do that or else, I couldn't move forward on my own. But not until recently, where I was given an opportunity to meet this girl. She even made me rethink of the way I live and after some time, she became a person that, I think, could potentially break me, and my heart. She even made me think that I could do much better now. I do know that it's still early to say anything about it but if wishes do come true, I really wish that I could just be with her until the end. We're still in the process of knowing each other but it's because of her that I was able to walk my feelings towards my ex, home. For the first, and the last time.
I know you’ve heard this shit before but it’s important to be happy with yourself. I’m glad if you can be happy with your partner now but if you rely on them for happiness then things are likely to end at some point.
Update?
You need to find happiness within yourself.. I know it’s hard. It’s what I’m trying to do right now since me and my ex broke up a week ago.
Going through the same thing, prayers we make it through this. 3 years is a good amount of time. But its a super scary thought to feel this again meeting someone new. Your plauged with dought that you will re live this nightmare. But all you can do is move foward. Just try your best to be yourself and stay positive. If you catch yourself going into a negative mindset practice on thinking positive and take some deep breaths. Much love!! ❤
Beautifully said, I wish both of you the best,
Hey guys, it's been awhile, 6 years now, are you guys still hanging around? If so then how are you doing? I'm proud of you for sticking with us forso long and I hope that you keep doing it, Feels free to reply back to my comment.
i’m still here bro. things got really worse then better now. but still here and fighting daily for better. don’t give up man. even if it’s seems like the only way out. taking more time with yourself can get you out too 🙏🏽
@@n8steez832 I'm proud of you bro, for making it better, really glad to hear! Keep going brother.
teacher didn't tell me i was going on this feels trip
learn to live without your teacher
Top kek
PJ wut
with the frizz? no way!
999th like! Good vibes only!!!
I was living in Denver in 2016 and I went home to visit for the holidays and i met a girl. When it was time to say goodbye it was the hardest thing. I went back to colorado and was in a complete depressed state for a month. I just could help be feel terrible that I was so far from her. She was in my heart, and i had to be with her. I remember hearing this song and playing it over and over again. Along with someone by 6dogs rip
The last place I expected 6dogs to be name dropped, salute to you lmao
@@juliuscaes3r448 🖤
this anime is dope but Suwa got fucked over sobad lmao feelsbadman
ze泽 trueee
ze泽 lmao keep up the good work (didn't expect to find you in another videos comment section)
Lemons Juice thanks man ;)
was gonna start watching it after this video, not anymore. Thanks for spoiling it!
Wxlfy no please watch it it's a really good anime didn't really spoil anything big
It's been 2 years since I left her for what she did. It's been a year since ibe started listening to this late at night for therapy. It's been 6 months since I've last heard this and I can finally say I'm doing so much better. Life is wild. All it takes is time.
@k e g r just take care of you and your daughter.
I know this is late but , I hope your life is going well ^^
listen to the band that made the instrumental and vocals, its about the main singer getting angry at girls and shit. It's better therapy
@k e g r i cant believe you have a daughter, as you play CoD and have a kaneki ken pfp or some shit, like you would be the most non dad person ever. Be a dad man
This song reminds me of my high school friends. Graduated 2 years ago and we don't really talk anymore. It's just crazy that we're all going on different paths and growing up, when it seems like just yesterday we were having the time of our lives. High School may be a pain for some of you but cherish every moment with your friends. You never know if you'll ever see them again 😞
yo man I know that 2 years have passed since you wrote this comment but I just wanna ask you how it's going. Like I'm at the exact point where high school basically ended and the final summer holiday's almost over. I had the most amazing friend group throughout my school life we've all known each other for like 8-13 years. Now that "real" life starts though, we all kinda know that we're inevitably gonna drift apart and won't ever get times where we're all together back. I just feel so fucking anxious about the future because outside of that group I'm very fucking shy and I don't want it to end. I always was and will be terrible at making new friends, in fact I don't really even want to, I love my current friend group to the utmost.
Can you perhaps tell me how you feel now that 2 years have passed/talk about your experience going through that, it would mean the world to me as I've fallen into a depression because my pathetic ass just can't seem to handle all of it.
I apologize for bothering and trauma dumping on you, I'm unable to talk about stuff like this to close ones even though I know I should. Even if you don't reply I wanna thank you for giving me a chance to vent all this anxiety out somehow.
Much Love
PSA: DONT WATCH IT IF YOU IN YOUR FEELS
I fucked up then :(
Now i miss her even worse.
Anthony L i did too
im in my feels 247 everyday of the year
Styx Mercer I am
Orange is so beautiful! I was introduced into the series through the manga and fell in love ever since.
Morgan Lemons does it have a happy ending???
Or does the manga show it??
@@Panchoo721 its ending is bittersweet
I binged watched all of it last night and I fucking LOVED it
listening to this brings me back many years.
this video reminds me of that 2019 highschool year. So many memories. This anime in general Too.
The original song is called Navy Blue by The Story So Far in case anyone was wondering.
That's "Navy Blue" by The Story So Far Instrumental... :o
thank you :'3, I thought it would be the only one who would recognize
+1
so glad i wasnt the only one who recognized tssf
Thank you so much, I didnt know what the song was 😀😁😀
Lil Peep used this TSSF too.
Guitar is from the band The Story So Far - Navy Blue
and lyrics
same
And damn i love this band since years and im happy to see that people know them
I’ve had Orange in my list since it came out , and I’ve listened to this song and watched this video since it was out too , but I would never watch either , idk why but I just couldn’t bring myself to watch it , but I finally did yesterday and I finished it . Felt like crying in the end , now I’m just looking at my regrets and wished I was better
Orange broke my heart. Besides the amazing story, it had deep connections with my ex of two years and me. Feels man
Here we are a year later after my last post. I have a new love. We have a place together and a new job. The past seems like a distant memory. Im no longer sad listening to this, but just reminiscent of the times I was. Life has gotten better and I couldn't be happier
Nice guys that’s good to hear hope it’s still going well 🙂
@The_Kansas_Kid
God bless man. Good to hear.
I loved her for 2 years and finally made the first move.she told me she also loved me these 2 years and we had a strong relationship!she was the one who was keeping me safe from Depression.one day she walked up to me and broke my heart without telling me why.the last thing i told her while she was walking away is i will always love you...later i saw her with someone else.💔
Relateable
Someone like you deserve someone as loving as you. Please dont give up. My words may sound senseless right now. But God removes people from your life because He heard conversations you did not. At least thats what they say. I truly hope you are better, and youll find the one. I just know! Take care dear human!
My pop punk ass knew the song as soon as it played
annie ♥♡★☆
i sat through it thinking it sounded SO familiar, until he sang 😂
annie I got so excited
annie your ass is named pop punk? Never even knew people named their asses lol.
Acroztic Temperrz you be suprised, mines named cheeky
The Story So Far - Navy Blue for sample
Mitchell Warnick oh that's why it sounds so familiar
Mitchell Warnick aye OWSLA 👀💯
Dude.............. 😍
Legit heard this and was like, wat is this stealing from the story so far.
Mitchell Warnick holy sh*t.. I knew it sounded familiar so hard it threw me off guard. 😂😭😭
My heart still aches when I hear this and see this anime again.
What anime is this
R6_Slam orange
I also walked him home for the last time, I miss him so much. It was a Monday that we went to go eat downtown. Accidentally ordered a medium rare steak instead of medium, and that was the last time I saw him. That same Friday he then left us for a more peaceful place.
I haven't even seen Orange yet, but I was planning to. And I didn't even know that this was Orange until I saw the description box lol oh well I ran into spoilers but I'll still watch it. But the song was beautiful along with the video. I'm super deep into my feels now, and that quote by Amy Poehler just hit the soft spots man..
where can you find this anime?
My guy... you have to see it. I cried through the whole thing. Its the best show ive ever seen
www.crunchyroll.com/orange
Ashlee Brunell you can also just watch on UA-cam
orange is my favorite kind of fruit
desolvte _ k
mine too
desolvte _ yum
Then there's citrus
"We cried so much. We promised that we would all smile that day but..it's so sad without him.
We are empty.
"Regret". This is the weakness and pitifulness of you in the past. What you did and what you didn't do, you will regret this."
This video is great 💕💕
What anime is this?
@@N0sh4dows I believe it's called Orange. I read the manga a while ago and it's a very emotional manga.
Damn... two years later and this still hits and i can feel the pain I felt then
This anime would always have a special place in my heart
What anime is this
@@r6_slam378 orange
Low key killedmyself
P. Wilson i see what you did there
Primrose highkey killedmyself
I secretly want to killmyself
Today I was thinking about my sister that I lost to cancer in February, this song was in her playlist. Thank you for keeping her company when I couldn’t. She would probably laugh at me rn if she saw me crying over her but she was my best friend and now I’m alone.
I'm sorry for you. Just here to let you know that your comment isn't a scream into an empty void to somehow cope. I feel that way too often nowadays.
I'm sorry for you, sending so much love and great vibes for you, friend, idk how much it hurts, just think that life have so much love and great things to give u. be safe brotha.
Damn it’s *hard* to find sustenance
When all I had was *love* for this
And now you *don’t*
i wonder if everyone who were here were still here.....
dont give up guys
life is both beautiful and pain :>
it's all about holding on and enjoying the little things because someday, those little things might be big things....
It’s been a year since I last hear this song and it still remains true to my heart, why can’t I ever find the one for me, it makes me so sad, I feel like I’m losing hope each day that passes by, am I just the bad of person that a girl can’t like me. I’m such a fool
Lyrics : 💞
(0:13 - 0:24)
The first thing is to allow yourself to say goodbye. Too often we get afraid of endings, and so we dont allow ourselfs a goodbye...
(1:18 - 1:38)
Goodbyes are temporary because no one ever really leaves, and nothing lasts forever. And If you can remember those two things that, people are always with us because in our hearts and in our memory, and the only thing we can depend is change.
- Amy poehler (goodbyes)
i used to listen to the story so far in 2015 and i came across this song and it brings back so much memories ):
gnarlyzombie هو
Literally saw this video, binge watched the series in like 6 hours and I'm back. Hi.
Levi Ackerman I did the exact same thing lol
Levi Ackerman is it on netflix? or where can i find itttt!!!!!!!?
Levi Ackerman same 😂
I FINALLY FOUND IT AGAIN AFTER 2 YEARS OF TRYING TO FIND IT. I HAD TO SLOWLY SEARCH THROUGH EVERY SINGLE LIKED. SAVED. DOWNLOADS AND EVERYTHING. AND I FINALLY FOUND IT AGAIN HAHA YESSSS
I should have packed a lunch. I didn't know we would be going on a feels trip.
Omg this comment is so underrated
this video is why i watched orange like 3 years and im forever grateful for this
“Goodbyes are temporary because no one ever really leaves.”
Fuck this is true
anime = orange.
just look it up Orange episode 1
Is it good?
@@CoDMW2killa98 I read the manga, and takes not even one day to read. The story changed my life; so touching. It's about suicide, and friendship. It's simply beautiful.
"Is it good?" Absolutely.
@@CoDMW2killa98 i dont even like anime much and orange is a fuckin good anime. Watch it, but be prepared to cry
@@jacksofalltrades8646 "orange might not be the best anime you'll watch but it might just be the most important one" - some weeb
@@Googelo02 Could be. I've never seen the anime though, I read the manga and it was just amazing.
Simple clips like this make a huge impact
I think this speech and this anime are so underrated. This anime is amazing for anyone who watches it because not only does it talk about something looked down upon (suicide) its the unusual norm with a guy, because we are supposed to be “macho, steel” and this speech, is so amazing no matter how short it is. 😭😭
There needs to be more to this song
It’s too good
Oh how time moves so quickly remember this as if it was 2016 and was barely getting into sad music just crazy how it's been 2 years. Still love to listen to this song every once in a while to remember of everything I had and how I fucked it all up
hey. we don't know each other, but I feel like reminding you that you are necessary and you're loved. we're here for the same reason, a broken heart. things hurt, people leave, it happens. but I'm here for you. might not look like, but I am. and not only me. I love you, I need you alive. take a rest, you deserve it. take care of yourself
I needed that. You too! Stay! Even it rains all day, someday the sun appears! Love you too. Never give up. ❤️
I would like to say I’m doing better, but I’m not. Thanks for caring for people you haven’t met, just like what I do. I hope you’re doing okay.
thank you.
**sobs quietly**
The title alone is enough to crush my heart then mixed with the anime and the song , it's just too much amazing than I can handle
Just lost my girl a few weeks ago, and it wan't anyones fault, she just grew apart from me. Crazy how hearing the advice in this song directly applies to me, and to see two thousand comments that feel the same, is somehow comforting.
Because of this I started watching orange and I’m obsessed with the story so far
I walked her home 8 years ago and now she’s my wife. I hope everyone here finds what they’re looking for in life. It’s a grind but it’s worth
I can’t think of a better song then this to be played over this show
almost three years later and everytime i come back here im starting to cry again. hearing this song hurts so much but it also helps so much.
I watched this video about 6 hours ago. I just binged the anime and finished it. oh my god it's amazing, I encourage everyone to watch it. as for the uploader, thank you for introducing me to a wonderful story. I cried my eyes dry.
I don't even know this anime and I'm literally crushed emotionally right now
9 months ago I walked her to the bus and got left behind. I told her I’d be better, and I achieved that. Though, sometimes it wasn’t meant to be. I think about it when I’m lonely. I’m past it all now, but the feeling of knowing you weren’t good enough still cuts deep.
I don’t miss her. I miss the feeling of having someone who genuinely wants me though. However when I look back, I never experienced that feeling to begin with. It’s unfortunate.
I hope youre doing better, i truly wish for you to meet the one without struggling a lot. Have a beautiful life🙏🏻💛
I tried to open my suicidal feeling to my closest friend, I regretted
*can you tell me why you regretted?*
did he/she run the other way? Why even talk about how we feel honestly...
Had many friends run away, when I opened up my thoughts and feelings
the opposite with my friend, we have both tried to kill ourselves multiple times, hell we even fucking cry in discord calls. It's why I dont want to have anything to do with anybody from school or even "real life". I find it impossible to see someone like him. He has saved a shit ton of money for an apartment of our own when we grow up more to, I hope, live together. We've planned out a lot of things and we still scope out to see if there are any changes. Only time would show though.
@@Holisticxoxo I talked to my friends about it ( my two friends ) and they felt the same as me where all lost in life , we want to change and be the best we can be for ourselves and to be happy I hope I stay friends with them forever man they’re amazing people
the first time in my life that this song make sence .. after 6 years
Orange was a SICK anime. The feels were too strong 😢😢😢
This manga helped keep me here. Takano will forever be my favorite. Fuck I'm full of tears just typing this.
sounds like story so far💙
oh shit just listened to whole song it is tssf!!
Calvin Pring it is just they remixed is hella good
I gave her the letter 2 years ago, a letter that cut the red string tying our hearts together. Her end was beginning to burn, and i couldnt let her hurt anymore. I let her go. I let my heart go. I sunk into my own despair. Never was there a moment where i didnt yearn to see her there. I gave her everything. And it all left with her. 2 years ago.
I met somebody new a year ago. The blinding darkness became a dull light that gradually got brighter and brighter as he smiled. I fell in love and his bedhead became the aloe on my burn wounds. His hands became my new craving. I love him. I love you has never been a truer sentence in my heart. Suddenly the world was colorful again. It all happened to change. 1 year ago
Im very happy to hear this. Your world must be full of rainbows. But remember even with someone it can turn into greyish at times. Thats when you need to grab the controller And switch the colours again. But you can't do it alone. You have to do it together. So it wont only be full of rainbows in your eyes but in his eyes too. 💝
@@Pinky-dg7wq yeah we broke up a few months ago lmao shit sucksssss
@@endertune9516 I see. Everything must come to an end then hm?
@@Pinky-dg7wq I suppose.
@@endertune9516 hm, who knows?:) its really up to what you think. I personally dont think that. But we cant force something on others. If that was your decision and you feel like there was no other way then who am i to say anything. Especially a stranger on the internet. Hope the best for you sis!
Even after all these years i come back to this video. Wow , thank you Orange for the entertainment and the life saving message you send! Also thank you up loader @Retrojapan, I never would have found Orange without this video!
I really wanna see more anime like this it was so good and sad it’s nice to walk away from action anime from time to time and watch something like this I’ve honestly learned more from anime than from school.
i’m brought here by youtube about once or twice a year. it’s kinda nice to hear this again, brings back memories
The past is history, the future is a mystery but today is a gift that's why they call it the present.
This song made me cry no cap ✝️✝️✝️💯
THIS ANIME RIGHT HERE IS THE SHIT 😭😭 I BALLED MY EYES OUT EVERY EPISODE. SONG GOES PERFECT WITH IT.
This has got me feeling navy blue
tssf always make you feel every shade of blue
i’ll never forget when i discovered this back in april of 2017 during a awful heartbreak and it actually helped significantly with the pain
I dropped hella friends and turned to drugs. That was two years ago... now I can’t quit
I did it with someone and 3 years later I better myself in hopes and she leaves
Don't give up there still hope ived been there done that dude keep the hope alive but you just gotta want it
Same here man
Haha funny
Stay strong
damn my grandparents really forgot it was my birthday today and I've lived with them for 10 years now that.... that hurts
Damn man. Happy belated birthday much love
Happy delated birthday my man
happy late bday bro!
Wow, that sucks, I have kind of the same problem. My grandparents show me love with money and they hate my mom, it’s dumb, the only time I talk to them is when somebody else makes plans for that stuff
This hit me hard because i relate to it so much. i miss my best friend/boyfriend who committed suicide few month ago. i still cry till this day
AkiPhonic.MP3 ill offer you a few words to you. Live for the pair of you, live and smile. Its all you can do for those who go before you. Live,smile, and maybe make another smile as well.
In one year I tried to kill myself 5 times and that's what pisses me off about people who aren't truly depressed. If they are, you won't know till it's too late. I pray for your strength, live life and love life.
Stay strong. I hope you will get better and smile. God bless you
Finally someone gives orange some publicity. My fav anime, and probs best slice of life anime
The first thing is
to allow yourself to say goodbye,
and too often we get afraid of endings,
and so we don't allow ourselves a goodbye.
Goodbyes are temporary because no one ever really leaves
and nothing lasts forever,
and if you can remember those two things
that people are always with us because they're in out hearts and in our memory,
and the only thing we can depend on is change.
I almost had a heart attack when this played! Because I knew that I knew that guitar rhythm. 🙂
I knew that i knew that too
Hey, guys, just wanted to say that , I LOVE YOU 💖🌹 no matter who you are, i love you and i grant you a beautiful happy life and all your dreams come true. You can have or be anything and nothing is impossible, ever. Keep going and stay strong, always go back to yourtrueself and don’t listen to all the noise outside your own consciousness. Follow your heart. 🥰✨💫 MUAH!
1,000,000 VIEWS!!! I've replayed this so many times hehe
This saved my life. I’m happy you are all still here.
Right in the feels