peep x and juice were pretty much the only artists ive been following and listening to, after they passed i feel like theres a void inside knowing they arent here to make more songs, which is kind of selfish but at the same time shows how great they are, havent found anyone who speaks their soul like they did who feel the pain most of us experienced through heartbreak/trauma/whatever else
Was 17 when this came out. Was going through severe addiction, lost loved ones back to back, attempted and failed suicide, completely lost. This song, I always went to it. When I was cold and shaking, wrapping up in a jacket, played this. Sober, trying to fight withdrawal. Played this. Coming to grips with losing people, played this. And all these years have gone by, I won’t lie, I’m not in a good place, but I’m far from where I used to be, but I’m always here, playing this song.
after reading this , actually i felt better through the way you represented yourself as a genuine legend , life is too priceless buddy , i know it ain't fair and it may never been fair yet even if you feel your wasting time by staying alive , trust me you're not wasting time at all
I used to listen to this when I was all alone, when I was at the end of my rope, when nothing could fill the empty I felt inside. I'm still healing, and this is a good reminder of how far I've truly come since then.
@@dylanricketts6564 its not about it, have friends and stuff, just kinda want to go back to the time when I didnt have to care for everything. just feel like life was easier then
I found X's music when I was 15 in my sophomore year of highschool. I am now 20 years old and going to college. I never imagined how much of an impact he would of had on the music industry and on me. Like many others X saved me when I was in a dark place and he offered a sense of comfort in his music. I will never forget the life long impression you have made R.I.P Jah.
So nostalgic. Listening to x before he blew up felt different, still great after but his older stuff, 17 and back is amazing. I feel bad for anyone who didnt experience it, but im glad he’ll never be forgotten because of unique music like this and legendary fan edits like this one
Damn bro, I miss being 16 going on 17 in 11th grade. This song, hell even other SoundCloud rappers and some of their music, was a big staple of life. And I didn’t notice it, but those were a few good golden years, even with all the hardship I faced. And now, I can tell those days, even something to compare, will never come back. I’m 24 now. Those years will always mean something, these artists will always mean something. And so will their songs. Can’t tell you how many times this song really helped, and when he dropped 17 is was literally a few days before my 18th birthday, and possibly one of the most fucked up times of my life. R.I.P King
I realize a lot of the time when we’re going through are hardest times there’s still so much good happening and you won’t really realize it until it’s gone and you can look back on it appriciate and utilize the time you have now your young and so much of your life it ahead of you
This song was a secret message, let me fill you in. The title, "I spoke to the devil in Miami, and he said everything would be fine" is literal. Miami is where X sold his soul to Satan for fame and fortune, when he was 17 (hence his albums name). I will now go into my take on this songs lyrical breakdown. (one thing to note is that he is telling a chronological story of the "conversation" he has with Satan) Intro - "It will all be over soon" ---- X was aware that his death was going to be very soon Verse - "I'm always where the sun dont shine, the tears dont show, wont hurt me now 'cause hearts been broke, i hate myself, but it wont show, i constantly lose all my remorse" ---- he starts off by telling us that before he sold his soul, he was very depressed Verse - "And its ten for the wolf, and three for the shepherd" --- in this analogy Satan is the wolf while X is the shepherd. If you arent familiar with this story, a wolf once stayed by a flock of sheep led by a shepherd for a long time, but never did anything to the sheep. One day, the shepherd left his flock with the wolf, for he trusted the wolf. When the shepherd came back to his flock, they were all dead. Through the wolf's cunning, he deceived the shepherd. Satan deceived X into selling his soul for fame and fortune, but in the end, Satan won the trade. Verse - "and it's one for the sheep who Led by your leopard, often gave his perception as a Handle of weapon, took a bite of your apple, give me All you can offer" ---- In this analogy, X is the sheep, while Satan (or one of his demons) is the leopard. Satan used his PERCEPTION (satan is a master deceiver) to deceive X into TAKING A BITE OF HIS APPLE (or selling his soul), in exchange for all Satan could offer X (fame and fortune) Verse - "now I'm trapped in a changing maze Setting my soul ablaze, couldn't control the pace Where is this going?" ---- Since trading his soul to the devil, X is no longer himself, now all he can do is ask himself the question "Where do 'I' go from here?" Verse - "Heartless is recklessness" ---- Remember earlier in the song when X said his heart was broke? Well, because he was heartless, he did not care about anything and was reckless because of it, which led to him selling his soul to the devil. Verse - " it's War with the pacifist to word of a masochist, I'm Off of the map," ----- X doesn't know whether to side with God or Satan, so for the time being he chooses neither. Verse - " my Lord, I spoke to a Baphomet, he Said he would save me if I gave him one thing you needed "What is this thing?", I pleaded boy, it's the key to even, yeah" ---- Satan tells X what he wants from him, Jahsey Onfroy's Key To Heaven.... his soul. Verse - "And as I spoke, my fangs were shown Taken aback, he smiles and tells me "What you crave will soon be yours But what I crave is already mine" Anima vestra Anima Anima vestra Anima" ---- By this point in the song the deal has been made, X sold his soul to Satan. Satan tells X that soon enough he will receive the fame and fortune he craved, but what SATAN craved, he already has, Anima Vestra. (anima vestra means YOUR SOUL).
I’ll never forget when I first heard X back in 2016. I had this blasting in my room late at night and my mom came in and wondered what that weird music was coming from my mom. I told her Idk but I like it. That is the exact notion of all the axis music that unknown temptation of his music is so alluring. I found myself listening to all his songs in the matter of a few days and I was instantly hooked and I didn’t even know what he looks like. All I can remember is how unique you sound was and how good it made me feel to listen to somebody that actually was talking about something so real. Man if he was still around I would feel spoiled I couldn’t even describe the gratitude I would have. R.I.P never forgetten
March 2021 gang checking in. This is the first song I ever heard of and listened to from X back in 2016 at 6:30am in the morning when I couldn’t sleep.
Bro my friends put me on during math class in seventh grade. I started really listening to all his shi, then 6 months later he dies. Bro this shi eats at my soul
To anyone listening to this at any time not knowing or knowing who this guy was, he was a true legend and he helped so many people. To anyone seeing this just know that you are wanted and loved even if you are going through tough times
I remember listening to X when I was in middle school, I remember liking all his music. I graduated last month and I still come back to listen to his music
Crazy how influential this video was for my life. X was one of the first artists i listened to like on my own and really helped me form my taste and love for music and the visuals from the garden of words encouraged me to watch it, and it has since become my favorite movie ever. Thank you
2023 and still remembering the art this man made his music was just incredible and what was done to him speaks a thousand evils in this world if you are watching X continue to watch over us bless us with your wisdom that you let shine through these songs you've made for us the people.
I was 16 when I first listened to X's music. I became a fan of him a few weeks before he died. And by listening to X I also discovered Peep and both of them are really important to me because with their music they helped me through some really bad times. I'm turning 21 this year and their music still helps a lot. I wish they hadn't died...
Can’t say nothing else then same brother we can’t do more then just keep them in our hearts till we pass and we get kept und the hearts of those looking up to us 🙏🏼
Remember listening to this in my darkest darkest times and looking back on this song gives so much memories and makes me realize what all I went through
x's story telling was insane i always admired him because of that and if im honest these type of songs are trully the best ones from him i dont listen to him a lot anymore but when i do it always gets me in feels
Always will be, feels like yesterday. Still cry when I think of all the great things he had ahead of him. I Still go to see how big geckume is getting on insta and etc😢
All of us were young and we said that we wanted to grow up and have a good future. Here we are wishing we were in the past, still thinking about it. Everyone has to eventually move on from something in life and some day, we lose our loved ones. RIP x.
I just came back, 7 years later. The memories flooded back. I feel better. ❤️🩹 I’ve grown so much from when I first heard this song but it still hits me like I’m hearing it for the first time. “What you crave will soon be yours… what I crave is already mine.” Crazy how the times change. 💕 I hope you all are doing good
Justice was served 🖤 thank you thank you Jah. I love you. For everything, Your outlook Positivity heart and your art This is a masterpiece I hope I see this when I find it again in 10,20,30 years. Timeless beauty 🤓
I kinda drifted away from listening to x I remember back in 2017 a buddy of mine showed me his SoundCloud stuff and it was fire as fuck. Nothing but anger and arrogance Then he came out with 17 lowkey something I didn’t kno I needed, helped me through a rough stage in my life. Got out of the mental institution I was in and heard this for the first time. Hit me like a brick the soft and catchy melody, The words, the emotions mainly. Happy this exists hope more find this song
Found X when I was 15 and going through some tough shit and his music helped me. Idk how but it did and I’m 20 now. Sometimes I go back and listen to him when I’m down and it just helps. It’s like it kinda numbs me.
I found him a year after you, when I was 16 and I'm turning 21 this year. This man did legendary things and one of them was saving my life. I miss him, but like you said, I like revisiting his music every so often
The instrumentals to this song literally shakes my soul. I still shed a tear atleast once a day for Jah…his music was literal therapy to me. I could only imagine what epic sounds he would be sharing with us. He was too good for this evil ugly and sick world. Long Live Jahseh
My uncle showed my this song and edit late 2017 and it amazing me how someone could incorporate this topic in a song but also not make the song point it out like you have to listen to the lyrics and understand the meaning. And it still amazes me. When my uncle passed I put this song on a reminisce when he first showed me this master peace. Rip xxx and rip uncle
This song is one of the biggest reasons I kept moving, I would not be here without this song, shouting my thought out, helping the people notice the signs, that I wouldnt he here much longer, I got the help I needed Im still healing, I will till the day I lay my head to rest for the last time. Goodbye everyone, this may be the last time we ever communicate, big world out there, scary one, but lets make X's legacy stay here, never dead, because he lives within our souls.
Bro the open to this instrumental was like opening a crips bagg of memories the bitter sweet ones I reflect on of my joy and depression those rainy nights alone in my adolescents 😔
i was 10 years old when i heard this im 16 now life still goes on sad u couldn’t see the good and amazing things going on right now in the world wish u could make one more album for the things happening but most im sad i never got to meet u jahseh i know everything about ur upbringing all up to ur end much love from a xxxtentacles supporter
I come back to this a few times a year and just reflect on everything. Such a poetic song and such a shame he died. Really makes me thankful for life. To anyone who reads this, you are wanted and loved. #LLJ
So young yet so wise. he could have changed the world, even outside the music industry. Rest in Peace. Everytime I play one of his songs I get goosebumps and hope he (whereaver he is) sees there are still many loyal fans. Cant replace this versitility and talent ever. Juice was the better freestyler okay but these guys even including Lil peep literally helped me through my teenage years growing up without a dad and they just formulated what was on my mind. So sad to see 3 (potential) GOATS die so early. They deserved more time on this planet.
Discovered x when I was 21 , 27 . I always used his music to get me through my darkest times , during that time I lost my father and brother , countless friends to violence and drugs…. go to court next week I’m facing like 5 years might do 3 god willing , just left a 3 year relationship. I haven’t shed a tear in years and now looking back at everything and looking ahead listening to this song I broke down but the thing about his music is , it’s like he’s sitting there with you telling you “it’s ok I understand your pain you’re not alone” . I never confide in anyone during everything I’ve been through been on my own for a while now and his music is like life being breathed back into me during times like these
Brother you are the reason people in your life get up every day with a big smile on your their face, dont forget that there are many people who love you. You are strong
Hey person scrolling through the comments right now, you'll probably never see me ever again because I'm only 1 of the billions people out there, but all I wanted to say was, I hope you have a wonderful day. Don't let anyone or anything bring you down. You're special in your own way and don't let anyone or anything take the feeling of being special away from you. Love
Xxx is my inspiration. The true healer of all my problems. I’ve tired suicide multiple times & i always listen to his music to keep me going. You’re a legend, a God among men. You’re the greatest ever in my heart and in my life. Drop EP’s in heaven for me to listen to when i get there X🖤
I remember the day I listened to this! It was raining out. Just lost my girl. Sad af. Felt horrible but I’d gladly do it several time, just for x to make some more of this!
Found x when I was 18 he wasn’t as big as he was now like everyone only knew him from look at me bruh it’s like his music grows with you I’m 25 now and listen to this every so often he’s like a friend that you lost tragically and his music makes u feel like he’s still here with yoy
I will never forget X. I will never forget the only artist able to make me feel he understands me. I will never stop listening to you, Jahseh Onfroy. I will always remember you.
I feel so bad that kids never got to experience x when he was alive and i feel bad for everyone because his life was cut so short and was such a big influence to this generation
sadly yes its true ....but i have a feeling that's its only the beginning and it hurts deep RIP : Lil Peep RIP : Xxxtentacion RIP : Mac Miller you all will rest in peace just think you got Bob Ross and Tupac and so many other legions....T^T
I LOVE DEADJRRK! THANK YOU SO MUCH
Love bro
@@SN-cx8ks Thanks Man :)
Deadjrrk yo howd u get it back up?
Deadjrrk and tysm for reposting it
@@samefateawaits no problems man, i sved it years ago and just uploaded it
"The devil doesn't approach you with red horns and a tail, he comes to you disguised as everything you ever wanted"
I respect this so true
Ah that sh*t hit me hard
You can't see it actually
Did X say that?
The devil is perfection but in all of an evil form
To the person listening to this 25 years later. This guy was a legend.
He beat his pregnant girlfriend 😐
@@cathalbell8154 who asked though
@@silentninjagaming1073 Bro what is your username 😂😂
Goat
@@cathalbell8154 bad people can still make good music 🤷
Every real X fan comes here from time to time to relive those days. What a time it was then
This is so true , I can remember the times so vividly.
The times don’t change … only people do.
As time goes on, its important to remember what we've done and where we've gone ❤️
peep x and juice were pretty much the only artists ive been following and listening to, after they passed i feel like theres a void inside knowing they arent here to make more songs, which is kind of selfish but at the same time shows how great they are, havent found anyone who speaks their soul like they did who feel the pain most of us experienced through heartbreak/trauma/whatever else
Sure
Was 17 when this came out. Was going through severe addiction, lost loved ones back to back, attempted and failed suicide, completely lost. This song, I always went to it. When I was cold and shaking, wrapping up in a jacket, played this. Sober, trying to fight withdrawal. Played this. Coming to grips with losing people, played this. And all these years have gone by, I won’t lie, I’m not in a good place, but I’m far from where I used to be, but I’m always here, playing this song.
Glad you’re still here. Don’t ever give up.
Keep going x
I feel you bro
Get up bro you got this
after reading this , actually i felt better through the way you represented yourself as a genuine legend , life is too priceless buddy , i know it ain't fair and it may never been fair yet even if you feel your wasting time by staying alive , trust me you're not wasting time at all
I come back here every once in a while.
i do to.
same
I'll probably do the same
We have to
same :/
I used to listen to this when I was all alone, when I was at the end of my rope, when nothing could fill the empty I felt inside. I'm still healing, and this is a good reminder of how far I've truly come since then.
Keep your head up lil homie and keep pushing forward. Remember all you need to do is be yourself, the best version of yourself every day all day.
I’m proud of you. I’m happy you are still here friend. Please keep healing.
The devil wants us in that state , X was showing us that
I completely relate. I miss x a lot
JUNE 2024 ANYONE??
One of the deepest pains is watching everyone around you move on while you are stuck wishing you were in the past.
Sometimes people lie to themselves . Either them or you. You don't know where you are enjoy that
damn that's exactly me rn, just want to go back to 2k17, keep yall head up kings
@@szxpp6669 you need a mate
@@dylanricketts6564 its not about it, have friends and stuff, just kinda want to go back to the time when I didnt have to care for everything. just feel like life was easier then
@@szxpp6669 oh I love with someone who is better than me. But look past the bs x
"Being alone really makes you realize all you got is yourself" - XXXTENTACION
Factssss
True
That’s why it’s fuck everyone who ain’t done nun genuinely for me
But sometimes you just want someone anyone there for you
Lucas Podolski is a legend
I found X's music when I was 15 in my sophomore year of highschool. I am now 20 years old and going to college. I never imagined how much of an impact he would of had on the music industry and on me. Like many others X saved me when I was in a dark place and he offered a sense of comfort in his music. I will never forget the life long impression you have made R.I.P Jah.
Feel that bro fr
Same
same
Same I was 15 when I found x and I’m 20 turning 21 this august, it’s crazy how long it’s been since x died
I listened to this when I was your age.... 20, I'm about to be 28 in a month and it's so crazy to think how fast time goes by :/
So nostalgic. Listening to x before he blew up felt different, still great after but his older stuff, 17 and back is amazing. I feel bad for anyone who didnt experience it, but im glad he’ll never be forgotten because of unique music like this and legendary fan edits like this one
“We all die. The goal isn’t to live forever, but to create something that will.”
And he did
thats not even his quote but ok
cartier Fax
@@cakoafterdark He never said it was.
@@Demons972 he edited his comment lmao, it said -xxxtentacion
“don’t tell me the sky’s the limit when there are footprints on the moon” - Paul George/Paul Brandt
tripz what does that mean
@@Amxr555 That there are no limits to how far you can go
They say the skys the limit but what they tryna say is disguise the limit
The Moon Landing Was Fake But I Get The Point😂
@@xljhitt6517 🤦♂️
Damn bro, I miss being 16 going on 17 in 11th grade. This song, hell even other SoundCloud rappers and some of their music, was a big staple of life. And I didn’t notice it, but those were a few good golden years, even with all the hardship I faced. And now, I can tell those days, even something to compare, will never come back. I’m 24 now. Those years will always mean something, these artists will always mean something. And so will their songs. Can’t tell you how many times this song really helped, and when he dropped 17 is was literally a few days before my 18th birthday, and possibly one of the most fucked up times of my life. R.I.P King
bro went to yap university
@@markwagacha1675😂
I realize a lot of the time when we’re going through are hardest times there’s still so much good happening and you won’t really realize it until it’s gone and you can look back on it appriciate and utilize the time you have now your young and so much of your life it ahead of you
This song was a secret message, let me fill you in. The title, "I spoke to the devil in Miami, and he said everything would be fine" is literal. Miami is where X sold his soul to Satan for fame and fortune, when he was 17 (hence his albums name). I will now go into my take on this songs lyrical breakdown. (one thing to note is that he is telling a chronological story of the "conversation" he has with Satan)
Intro - "It will all be over soon" ---- X was aware that his death was going to be very soon
Verse - "I'm always where the sun dont shine, the tears dont show, wont hurt me now 'cause hearts been broke, i hate myself, but it wont show, i constantly lose all my remorse"
---- he starts off by telling us that before he sold his soul, he was very depressed
Verse - "And its ten for the wolf, and three for the shepherd"
--- in this analogy Satan is the wolf while X is the shepherd. If you arent familiar with this story, a wolf once stayed by a flock of sheep led by a shepherd for a long time, but never did anything to the sheep. One day, the shepherd left his flock with the wolf, for he trusted the wolf. When the shepherd came back to his flock, they were all dead. Through the wolf's cunning, he deceived the shepherd. Satan deceived X into selling his soul for fame and fortune, but in the end, Satan won the trade.
Verse - "and it's one for the sheep who Led by your leopard, often gave his perception as a Handle of weapon, took a bite of your apple, give me All you can offer"
---- In this analogy, X is the sheep, while Satan (or one of his demons) is the leopard. Satan used his PERCEPTION (satan is a master deceiver) to deceive X into TAKING A BITE OF HIS APPLE (or selling his soul), in exchange for all Satan could offer X (fame and fortune)
Verse - "now I'm trapped in a changing maze Setting my soul ablaze, couldn't control the pace Where is this going?"
---- Since trading his soul to the devil, X is no longer himself, now all he can do is ask himself the question "Where do 'I' go from here?"
Verse - "Heartless is recklessness"
---- Remember earlier in the song when X said his heart was broke? Well, because he was heartless, he did not care about anything and was reckless because of it, which led to him selling his soul to the devil.
Verse - " it's War with the pacifist to word of a masochist, I'm Off of the map,"
----- X doesn't know whether to side with God or Satan, so for the time being he chooses neither.
Verse - " my Lord, I spoke to a Baphomet, he Said he would save me if I gave him one thing you needed "What is this thing?", I pleaded boy, it's the key to even, yeah"
---- Satan tells X what he wants from him, Jahsey Onfroy's Key To Heaven.... his soul.
Verse - "And as I spoke, my fangs were shown Taken aback, he smiles and tells me "What you crave will soon be yours But what I crave is already mine" Anima vestra Anima Anima vestra Anima"
---- By this point in the song the deal has been made, X sold his soul to Satan. Satan tells X that soon enough he will receive the fame and fortune he craved, but what SATAN craved, he already has, Anima Vestra. (anima vestra means YOUR SOUL).
Thank you 🙌 most of this I was already thinking about jus didn’t do the research but you hit the nail on the head. #woke
Великолепно 👍
that’s lowkey creepy
Deep bro thanks for the explanation
shut the fuck up you dont know x and damn sure dont know what youre talking about
If anyone is curious this movie/show is called “The Garden of Words”
Thx I was looking for it
Thank you
Thank you
And it actually sucks but got a very good animation
za warudo I liked it, but I think I only liked it cuz the animation so maybe it does suck
I always lose myself in this song. Everything fades and it’s just Xs words and it’s deep, crazy what he was able to do with music 🖤
"I didnt realise we were making memories, I thought we were just having fun"
-Winnie the Pooh
Deep for a bear that might have diabetes
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@@notyouraveragesamurai8938 HAHAHAHAHAAA
It’s actually, “We didn’t realize we were making memories, we just knew we were having fun.”
Thazz deep... Kinda fits me tho
5 years later and I'm still listening to this masterpiece, miss you X🕊️
I’ll never forget when I first heard X back in 2016. I had this blasting in my room late at night and my mom came in and wondered what that weird music was coming from my mom. I told her Idk but I like it. That is the exact notion of all the axis music that unknown temptation of his music is so alluring. I found myself listening to all his songs in the matter of a few days and I was instantly hooked and I didn’t even know what he looks like. All I can remember is how unique you sound was and how good it made me feel to listen to somebody that actually was talking about something so real. Man if he was still around I would feel spoiled I couldn’t even describe the gratitude I would have.
R.I.P
never forgetten
March 2021 gang checking in. This is the first song I ever heard of and listened to from X back in 2016 at 6:30am in the morning when I couldn’t sleep.
Ily -lena bc bfs account but
Bro my friends put me on during math class in seventh grade. I started really listening to all his shi, then 6 months later he dies. Bro this shi eats at my soul
This song basically released in 2017 u capping
@@vinbones Could have been the beginning of 2017, I didn’t mark it on a calendar you weirdo
@@omgurheadsgone Your mom gay
Every time my life falls apart I come back to video and this song. It’s such a comfort to me. Miss you X
7 yrs later this still one of the best mv and one of the deepest song ever
To anyone listening to this at any time not knowing or knowing who this guy was, he was a true legend and he helped so many people. To anyone seeing this just know that you are wanted and loved even if you are going through tough times
I remember listening to X when I was in middle school, I remember liking all his music. I graduated last month and I still come back to listen to his music
Today he turn to 23,
You still alive in our heart.
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Who turn to 23 ?
@@allahuakber552 xxxtentacion
Can you imagine the bangers he would have out
Happy late bday x
Crazy how influential this video was for my life. X was one of the first artists i listened to like on my own and really helped me form my taste and love for music and the visuals from the garden of words encouraged me to watch it, and it has since become my favorite movie ever. Thank you
His softer music is so comforting. The energy just hits for some reason.
every now and then, i come back to this track when i‘m at my worst
2023 and still remembering the art this man made his music was just incredible and what was done to him speaks a thousand evils in this world if you are watching X continue to watch over us bless us with your wisdom that you let shine through these songs you've made for us the people.
This hit different when u really ain’t got no friends no one to turn to talk to or family for u
I feel you, bro....
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If u need someone to talk to feel free to reach out to me, pal. been where u are rn and I’m happy to listen to u
@@ARkausse add me into that to, Archie.frfr
Mikek#1337 you can talk to me bro stay strong
haven't come back to this in years. incredible song...
this dropped when I was still in school nothing has changed
to anybody listening to this 10 20 or 30 years later x was a legend rip x #LLJ
This is a master peice, we all come here from time to time to listen to this such a deep song
I was 16 when I first listened to X's music. I became a fan of him a few weeks before he died. And by listening to X I also discovered Peep and both of them are really important to me because with their music they helped me through some really bad times.
I'm turning 21 this year and their music still helps a lot.
I wish they hadn't died...
Can’t say nothing else then same brother we can’t do more then just keep them in our hearts till we pass and we get kept und the hearts of those looking up to us 🙏🏼
i listen to this everyday after work.. working back from the office it just gives me this feeling
Damn you good bro?
"I like being alone,but I hate being lonely"
hitted me diffrent
That's the difference between alone in your bed and alone in your head
Exactly
I felt that deeply
You are never alone. My spirit felt that. Less is more, it’s plenty of us.
Remember listening to this in my darkest darkest times and looking back on this song gives so much memories and makes me realize what all I went through
Glad you’re in a better place now (by the sounds of it) ✌️
It's honestly just amazing seeing how many lives X impacted wow.
x's story telling was insane i always admired him because of that and if im honest these type of songs are trully the best ones from him i dont listen to him a lot anymore but when i do it always gets me in feels
Breaks my heart every time i listen to this… LLJ 🕊️🙏🏽
Take me back to the day i first listened to this song, X was still alive, i was still playing bo2 the good old days. ugh i miss him and those days sm
3 years from his death, and he still live in everyone’s heart
Damn… 3yrs?
LLJ 🕊️💫
No way? 3 years already???? That's impossible felt like last year
Always will be, feels like yesterday. Still cry when I think of all the great things he had ahead of him. I Still go to see how big geckume is getting on insta and etc😢
till we die.
All of us were young and we said that we wanted to grow up and have a good future. Here we are wishing we were in the past, still thinking about it. Everyone has to eventually move on from something in life and some day, we lose our loved ones. RIP x.
I just came back, 7 years later. The memories flooded back. I feel better. ❤️🩹 I’ve grown so much from when I first heard this song but it still hits me like I’m hearing it for the first time. “What you crave will soon be yours… what I crave is already mine.” Crazy how the times change. 💕 I hope you all are doing good
Germany
Hope you are well. Much ❤
here 5 years later and its still at the top of my playlist
You will never be forgotten X, thank you for sharing your passion with us.
Rest in piece.
Yo tithi !!
❤
Passion lmao he beat his pregnant girl friend lol
@@Redacty she already admitted that it was a lie
@@Redacty u serious? do your research right
Justice was served 🖤 thank you thank you Jah. I love you. For everything,
Your outlook
Positivity heart and your art
This is a masterpiece
I hope I see this when I find it again in 10,20,30 years.
Timeless beauty 🤓
Bro let out a fat one in the studio at 0:11 😭😭😭
First time I heard this I was 17. Now I’m 22 and it STILL hits with a punch. Even got a tattoo to show how X helped me.
Damn it’s crazy to think how much time passed since he died, I was almost 16 when he died and next year I’m going to be 20
Deadset the exact same for me Sad Boi 🤣
Same im 22 rn, crazy i used to look up to him and now im 2 years older than he was
same im 20 now, got the wing ridden angel tat on my right arm
Same here. Life was better when this came out. I just feel so lost man.
2022 and still the most underrated X song.
I kinda drifted away from listening to x I remember back in 2017 a buddy of mine showed me his SoundCloud stuff and it was fire as fuck. Nothing but anger and arrogance Then he came out with 17 lowkey something I didn’t kno I needed, helped me through a rough stage in my life. Got out of the mental institution I was in and heard this for the first time. Hit me like a brick the soft and catchy melody, The words, the emotions mainly. Happy this exists hope more find this song
Still not a day passes by where I don't listen to you, X.
Respect
same
Same
the day you stop listening to him will never happen mate. LLJ😔🤟🏽
@@kingumbreon8062 right👍
Coming back every now nd then since I first heard this 4years ago.. still hits..
A lil more than 4 years since I discovered this masterpiece.
Will be Forever grateful to your craft , X.
Hey what anime is this?
Damn 5yrs ago I was 22 & on my first deployment. X still helping me thru tough times as a vet whose lost his way. Semper. RiP
Thank you for your service! ❤
Thank You For Your Service
U will never see bad atmosphere under Jah music . So beautifull to be a part of his Energy forever
Found X when I was 15 and going through some tough shit and his music helped me. Idk how but it did and I’m 20 now. Sometimes I go back and listen to him when I’m down and it just helps. It’s like it kinda numbs me.
I found him a year after you, when I was 16 and I'm turning 21 this year. This man did legendary things and one of them was saving my life. I miss him, but like you said, I like revisiting his music every so often
I'm 16 and I found him now . It's never too late .
@@gersoncelaya7574 Saving your life is classed as a thing of legend?
@@cyberbully1110 ya why wouldn't it be?
Gives you strength man. Keep using it.
The instrumentals to this song literally shakes my soul. I still shed a tear atleast once a day for Jah…his music was literal therapy to me. I could only imagine what epic sounds he would be sharing with us. He was too good for this evil ugly and sick world. Long Live Jahseh
anime name?
My uncle showed my this song and edit late 2017 and it amazing me how someone could incorporate this topic in a song but also not make the song point it out like you have to listen to the lyrics and understand the meaning. And it still amazes me. When my uncle passed I put this song on a reminisce when he first showed me this master peace. Rip xxx and rip uncle
jumping back to this in 2023, 6 years 44M views, songs finally releasing fr in 2 days..... how things have changed
For anyone wondering the anime in the background is called “The Garden Of Words” it’s a movie.
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MKMW C I’ve never seen the movie, but it’s made by the same person who made “Your Name” and that movie is pretty good.
MKMW C it’s worth a watch
MKMW C you can find the dub on UA-cam if you can’t find the sub anywhere else
@@kevindurant9953 I actually thought at first that it was Your name bc it looked so same (sorry, english isn't my first language)
this man was a living legend. i would give anything to have him back. he was truly
5 years today, half a decade. come back to this song all the time. a thunderstorm outside couldnt be more fitting. rest in fucking power jahseh.
cant believe we're now as close to the 2030s as we are x's passing. will always return to this AMV and song. rest in paradise jahseh
This song is one of the biggest reasons I kept moving, I would not be here without this song, shouting my thought out, helping the people notice the signs, that I wouldnt he here much longer, I got the help I needed Im still healing, I will till the day I lay my head to rest for the last time. Goodbye everyone, this may be the last time we ever communicate, big world out there, scary one, but lets make X's legacy stay here, never dead, because he lives within our souls.
G you gotta be here. If your still with us. Don't forget people love you. I don't know you and can tell your a buetiful soul
Don't give up.
This song always comes back it’s always going to be there for you when your at your lowest, you got this we all believe in you 🖤
Bro the open to this instrumental was like opening a crips bagg of memories the bitter sweet ones I reflect on of my joy and depression those rainy nights alone in my adolescents 😔
I miss you so much x. Some will never understand your legacy, but the rest will forever be changed by your music. Long live xxx
"People are being hated for being REAL and loved for being FAKE"
~Humanity
r/im14andthisisdeep
This is true and sad😫
“Nah bro I’m fine I’m just tired”
I felt that
pain.
Damn :(
Too real
i say that line to often nowadays..
I found X was I was 13 and he helped me thru a lot of everything I was going thru now I stop by to get peace long live the realest may u rest easy 💞🙏🏽
i was 10 years old when i heard this im 16 now life still goes on sad u couldn’t see the good and amazing things going on right now in the world wish u could make one more album for the things happening but most im sad i never got to meet u jahseh i know everything about ur upbringing all up to ur end much love from a xxxtentacles supporter
Get Money
Same.
Still listening ! 🙌 legendary
i remember watching this with my older brother at like 3 am years ago we were both just some sad fools listening to x but this song numbed the pain
I come back to this a few times a year and just reflect on everything. Such a poetic song and such a shame he died. Really makes me thankful for life. To anyone who reads this, you are wanted and loved. #LLJ
same bro
L O N E L Y
A X I E N TY
W O R T H L E S S
H A T E D
ua-cam.com/video/Cisd9-lyp3s/v-deo.html 😭💔
Thank you, glad to see someone enjoy his music the way I do
Likewise and thank you 🤝🏿
im not sure
So young yet so wise. he could have changed the world, even outside the music industry. Rest in Peace. Everytime I play one of his songs I get goosebumps and hope he (whereaver he is) sees there are still many loyal fans. Cant replace this versitility and talent ever. Juice was the better freestyler okay but these guys even including Lil peep literally helped me through my teenage years growing up without a dad and they just formulated what was on my mind. So sad to see 3 (potential) GOATS die so early. They deserved more time on this planet.
Discovered x when I was 21 , 27 . I always used his music to get me through my darkest times , during that time I lost my father and brother , countless friends to violence and drugs…. go to court next week I’m facing like 5 years might do 3 god willing , just left a 3 year relationship. I haven’t shed a tear in years and now looking back at everything and looking ahead listening to this song I broke down but the thing about his music is , it’s like he’s sitting there with you telling you “it’s ok I understand your pain you’re not alone” . I never confide in anyone during everything I’ve been through been on my own for a while now and his music is like life being breathed back into me during times like these
Brother you are the reason people in your life get up every day with a big smile on your their face, dont forget that there are many people who love you. You are strong
Hey person scrolling through the comments right now,
you'll probably never see me ever again because I'm only 1 of the billions people out there,
but all I wanted to say was, I hope you have a wonderful day.
Don't let anyone or anything bring you down.
You're special in your own way and don't let anyone or anything take the feeling of being special away from you.
Love
Hey, I hope you’re doing fine and thanks for this sweet message ❤️
just take the easy way out
hi person,
thank you for this,
i might stick around another day thanks to this i may not.
Either way thanks
Another 1 of the billion
thanks dude :)
😫🖤
God how many years has it been wish i could go back to 2016 when me and my brother found his songs
Thank you for making this song x 💯
Xxx is my inspiration. The true healer of all my problems. I’ve tired suicide multiple times & i always listen to his music to keep me going. You’re a legend, a God among men. You’re the greatest ever in my heart and in my life. Drop EP’s in heaven for me to listen to when i get there X🖤
for some reason his song brings me nostalgia from years ago, would like one day to repair all the mistakes I had and how bad I was at some point...
I first heard this when I was 16 I’m 20 now and it still hits the same X saved my life!!!
17 now 21
I remember the day I listened to this! It was raining out. Just lost my girl. Sad af. Felt horrible but I’d gladly do it several time, just for x to make some more of this!
Found x when I was 18 he wasn’t as big as he was now like everyone only knew him from look at me bruh it’s like his music grows with you I’m 25 now and listen to this every so often he’s like a friend that you lost tragically and his music makes u feel like he’s still here with yoy
I was 12 years old when i first ever heard this, I am now 18 years old and it still be hitting the same.
His music was a special kind of music, the kind that speaks to your soul ❤️ RIP X I saw a shooting star last night while I listened to this song
First heard x when I was 15 and since then he has remained my favorite artist of all time. His music helped me so much. I’m 21 now
One of my favorite song. It’s sad to tell it, but when you are alone and sad it feels good.
I will never forget X. I will never forget the only artist able to make me feel he understands me. I will never stop listening to you, Jahseh Onfroy. I will always remember you.
This! I keep coming back. Thnx🙌🏽 RIP xxT!
I feel so bad that kids never got to experience x when he was alive and i feel bad for everyone because his life was cut so short and was such a big influence to this generation
Still gives me goosebumps even now man. Damn I miss this dude :(
Crazy I first listened to bro when I was 12 now I’m 19 time flies fr
R.I.P Lil Peep
R.I.P Xxxtentacion
R.I.P Mac Miller
These past few months have been hard times in the music industry
Aretha Franklin you guys are missing her like she wasn't anything
year* (Chester Bennington)
Lil Peep shouldnt be placed with mac and X, Peep sucked ass
sadly yes its true ....but i have a feeling that's its only the beginning and it hurts deep
RIP : Lil Peep
RIP : Xxxtentacion
RIP : Mac Miller
you all will rest in peace just think you got Bob Ross and Tupac and so many other legions....T^T
*TIm "Avicii" Bergling
one of my favs amv
Heard and saw this edit video at about 15, 21 now. Song is still hitting like it used to, he was a genius amongst our time.
@@faviantorres8516 I don’t honestly, wish I did
2022 and this is still one of my favourite x song.
A bit strange to listen to this song in 2023 when it was 2017 I listen this song while I was sad for people who are no longer in my life since.