Multiple Personality Disorder (D.I.D.) Woman-Alisha
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- Опубліковано 11 вер 2024
- Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Alisha, a homeless woman with dissociative identity disorder, or multiple personality disorder.
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This is ALISHA PAINTER, who also goes by Alisha Young, she’s 42 years of age and has been missing since February 2023 from Pike County. She is not lying about her DID diagnosis and her family is searching for her.
I’m wondering if anyone has attempted to locate her family
@@jacquelinem3655I sincerely hope so, she went missing in Feb 2023 was located in March but it appears she never returned home. I just hope Mark is able to make contact with her family, I can only imagine how hard it must be to see your loved one like this.
@tee8501 I suggest emailing Mark!
Didn’t she go missing in March 2023?
I really hope she is at peace now. This is one of the most heartbreaking interviews I have ever seen.
Her suffering is so real.😞
What people often don't know about DID is that it is a physical response to trauma. The brain literally starts a new personality as a back up.
Sometimes… not always
So, a psychological response...
@@iloveyouhecriedno.. always. It’s developed due to ongoing, repeated trauma and abuse that occurs in very early childhood. Before the personality is coalesced.
Yup to protect itself
@@rumham7466That’s why she needs a psychiatrist.
If nothing else, this series of interviews proves that people are not "lazy", "too sensitive", "too weak"...all the things when people say "They should just pull themselves up by their bootstraps and get a job." These are real, severely traumatized, deeply scarred human beings that never received the mental and physical care they deserved to get through their issues. God bless these people. I cannot imagine the toll this noble work takes on Mark. Many hugs to Mark, as well.
It depends, SOME do have a wonderful childhood where the parents do everything for them and they still complain.
@@daisy4750 you can have a debilitating mental illness even if you had a wonderful childhood, sometimes it is purely biological. Also many perfectly normal people with normal childhoods have gotten addicted to opioids and ended up homeless or dead because of the time period some years back where doctors were prescribing it like candy
@justsomenobody889 Totally agree! I didn't have a perfect childhood but it is the one time in my life where things were carefree and somewhat perfect! Circumstances later in life can destroy a person's life! I had a normal life until someone molested me and triggered OCD which laid dormant and didn't know I had until that moment. Life for the most part has been hell since then!
@@daisy4750Those cases are extremely rare in comparison to those who HAVE experienced trauma/abuse/whatever. Why would you choose to focus on the outlying cases instead of the MAJORITY? Because it’s important to remember that the let’s ballpark it and say 15% of drug addicts/mentally ill people had everything given to them in childhood DONT have any trauma? Think about it. Like really think about it. So let’s say screw the 85% bc 15% have no excuse? Youre delusional, easily coerced into believing biased propaganda about addicts and ignorant about addiction and actual issues. Stfu please.
The empathy displayed in this comment is breaking my heart😢
This was mesmerizing. The seamless transition between a heavy southern accent, then proper English, and then a 19th century British accent is unreal.
Omg I thought I was crazy ! Thank you for noticing it too. So she did have foreign accents. Not just southern.
And the Aussie here and there
There was no accent differentiation..
Aussie accent
I'm not sure about the accent changes but I'm sure I noticed three different personality changes and she was flipping between them.
"I've got so many people behind my eyes right now, joined in the portal to death, and I can't even die...I'm just a game to everybody!" WOW!! That was an incredible way to explain what's going through her mind. And those little pops of lucidity, where she sounds "normal" and like she's not suffering from this extreme disorder. I just ache for those that are plagued with these types of mental health disorders.
It's not a plague, you don't have to ache for us. Get your words straight if you don't want to put a heavy stigma around DID. You're not doing your part with that pity.
The mental health disorders you mention are a result of extreme trauma. If she wasn't traumatized, she wouldn't have this mental disorder. She wasn't born this way. She was abused as a child by evil people.
@Vestianvon My older brother lives with me and suffers from DID because our childhood was less to be desired. I'm not coming from a place of ignorance or fuckin pity. I don't know what YOU'RE going through right now, but if it's anything like what my brother, myself, and my two other siblings went through then I imagine you're PLAGUED with trauma and anger (clearly the latter). You don't fuck, feed, OR finance me so your opinion of me or how I word things is shit. I'm almost 40, and don't take demands from strangers on the internet. I hope you find some peace.
I see NOTHING WRONG with this Comment…..They only REPEATED what she said….I also feel so SAD for this Woman…..In this Country
Mental Illness is at its WORST…..We have People living on the Streets that should Be in Mental Hospitals…..That keeps them SAFE and
People on the Streets SAFE….DRUGS have Made some of these People to lose their Minds they can no longer care for themselves
And NEED the HELP…We All know Something has GOT to be Done……
@Vestianvon You're CLEARLY very angry about something else, and decided you would take it out on me. I dunno if you're opposed to empathy. I dunno if you're opposed to me acknowledging that this woman is GOING THROUGH IT. I dunno if you've just got some shit going on and needed an outlet. Either way, I hope you find the peace in your life that you so desperately need, and I hope you're able to see someone that can help you manage your trauma and DID. My older brother suffers from DID, and I have been his caretaker for the last 2 years. He has rapidly been declining, and I physically ACHE for his turmoil and pain. I don't come from a place of privilege or pity. I don't think this is the internet's fuckin business...BUT...I thought it might lend you some context.
“Are you happy with the way humanity is handling things ?” Mark once again showing he listens with compassion and kindness to some of the most broken people there is. I’ve been watching this channel for years and might even have seen them all except a few and I really respect Mark and his work. One of the most humane and kind person there might be on UA-cam.
There's mysticism at work here. GOD really speaks through us and listens
well said
yeah no the other week he said "i'm glad im not your dad" bro doesnt care
Alisha: "I was born in 1692", Mark: "you look good for your age". LOL!
😂
😭😭😭😂
Lolol
Stop to her it's very real it's sad her mind is damaged 💔 😢 just listening to her it's not real but to her it's as real as your opinion 😢
It's good to laugh WITH folks who have mental illnesses, when they are laughing at their own conditions. ❤ Fictives are valid Parts just like any other, even if they look ridiculous to outsiders. They serve a purpose in the System.
I make fun of my own sometimes. Yeah I'm a spicy disaster. Yes, I make it funny sometimes. Being broken isn't great, but we can still have fun. I don't only have horrible days with the worst symptoms ever. I'm a really fun person who is also severely mentally ill.
“So I know I’m jumping around on you, but you can put the pieces together the way you want to” I like her.
Same, we love a bold gal
"I have so many people behind my eyes right now."
What a telling statement. She is hauntingly beautiful, a pure soul that needs saving.
wow
I've been in her shoes.... Wow. Didn't realize I wasn't the only one.
Very sad to think an adult carrying so much trauma at the hands of others was once an innocent child with her whole life ahead of her.
she literally has a mental health issue. D.I.D..she is not talking truth
So awful. It’s heartbreaking. 😢
Did she say she was abused? I didn't catch that.
Could just be schizophrenia, who knows if any of her story wasn’t made up? Pretty sad.
@bradmyers5998 I try my best to take all of the subjects of these videos at face value but you absolutely are right. There's never any way to validate anything that is said here, especially when the person talking is so obviously delusional
mark, your channel has made me a more kind person and has helped me grow. thank you for teaching me that people go through so much and i need to be grateful for the life i have. this channel helps people grow.
Okay what are you doing to help people then@@lvr8429
Thank you for this channel Mark. It's been a blessing
@@lvr8429 i have started treating people in my life better and i was someone that never cared about homeless people or people that were struggling (shame to admit but its the truth). i find myself now becoming more compassionate and do help when i can in my local community.
@@lvr8429bish. Whachoo Doon sides fuckin wit people? Where is your performance arts medallion? Medal of freedom recipient are we? Stfu.
@@lvr8429are you always such an asshole?
*DID is a disassociative disorder that forms from severe repeated trauma from the ages of about 5-10. Those 5 years are when the bulk of your personality is formed. The severe, repeated trauma, causes disruption in the formation of the child's singular personality. In order to survive what has happened to them, their brain will create 2+ personalities. They can develop personalities that were desgined, by the brain, to hold all of the trauma memories, so the original host does not have to remember it. They can develop personalities that are protectors, persecuters, children ect.*
With DID, an individual can disassociate for seconds to hours at a time, where they can be totally catatonic. This can happen when personalities are struggling to switch or fighting over a switch. Some people can have more than one personality at the front, or co-concious. I believe when Alisha's accent and mannerisms switch back and forth every few seconds, we're seeing at least 2 personalities that are currently co-concious.
Now the word salad that's going on, plus the delusions, points toward her having another potential diagnosis of schizophrenia. Could it be drug induced psychosis instead ? Yeah. But I would venture to guess Schizophrenia is also at play here.
I pray Alisha gets the help she needs. She doesn't deserve to be traumatized any further in life. She needs help and some peace.
It is not a personality disorder.
Came here to say this
Yes it is they changed the name from multiple personality disorder to D.I.D
@@Funtimez85 Even before the name was changed, MPD was classified as a dissociative disorder in the DSM.
@@shantra9870 in Missouri it's called d.i.d for multiple personality
America needs proper and ample mental health care.
Not all Americans.
@@ow3wells Dont get me started. Yes, all of America. Aside from its intentional lack of proper and ample mental health care, the pharmaceutical industry is controlling every aspect and is not only bandaiding our conditions but intentionally making it worse and profiting from it to boot.
@@WES_5150 I’m just saying not all people need mental health care.
America needs to start with cracking down on the mental health and faith community partnerships. Religion and faith should NEVER be mixed with education and health fertility’s.
That is not the problem. the people causing the mental illness are the problem.
I don’t think DID is her only diagnosis. Hoping she remains safe as possible
I agree.
Yeah there seems to be some sort of psychosis going on here too.
Definitely agree. Seems to be schizophrenia as well, or maybe drug induced psychosis.
@@powderandpaint14DID shares many similar symptoms of psychosis such as hallucinations, delusions, and memory disruptions
She is not lying about her diagnosis. Her name is Alisha Painter, she is 42 years old and has been missing from Pike County since February 2023. Her family is searching for her.
her message being "leave alisha alone" is so heartbreaking and touching
** DID is caused from not only ONE major trauma throughout life (Usually toddler age through tweens) It is so great you did an interview w/ this beautiful lady - including her DID. Alisha I appreciate you and your entire System..
false..
Systems often form by the age of 7, my heart breaks for her
DID can only be caused in early childhood. It cannot happen after ages 6-9 depending on your individual brain and how and when things decide to come together.
That is not accurate
@@kyla6538 I’m a psych nurse and this what I was tayght
everyone on tiktok faking this terrible disorder needs to see this video. i know their actions comes from misunderstanding and just being young/dumb, but this is what this condition actually looks like, not making tiktoks and dressing up. its a horrific disorder to struggle with and i hope this poor woman finds peace somehow.
It actually looks nothing like this.
@@4MixMasterMonkeybecause she probably has at least 1 other mental condition I would be pretty confident in saying she probably has several coexisting mental health conditions, having been around lots of people with schizophrenia and/or psychosis that's what it sounds like to me. Not to mention she's definitely abusing substances on top of it all.
Amen
"I have so many people behind my eyes" is so much of a powerful statement.
When she said that I got the chills.
Oh, this poor dear woman. I pray she gets the help she needs. Keep her in your prayers.
@@betsybaye4951 prayers do nothing. What about getting off your ass and actually doing something if you care so much?
How has praying worked for you so far? Get real. People like this need real help.
@@MDrums85 great comment
@@goonerbean4680 Take life for what it is. It’s beautiful enough. 🤷♂️
@@MDrums85 absolutely
this channel gives these people a voice we would never hear otherwise .
and in her case multiple people.....
It’s amazingly painful to see what the brain does in response to repeated childhood trauma. It’s protective, but to what extent? So very sad.
It's incredibly sad to watch your friend or family member go through this, they are just never the same again.
This interview has completely convinced me, that D.I.D. is a true condition. At least it's real in this lady.
God be with her!
You are actually serious with the “god be with her” crap? She’s obviously been indoctrinated with religious mumbo jumbo all her life. Coupled with the mental illness she suffers with , this is the result you will get. Stop believing in fairytales and hell, demons and spirits and GET REAL!!!
@@lvr8429 exactly. I suppose you believe in the one that your taught to believe in. Strange isn’t it 🤣
Watch some Britney Spears interviews you’ll see her personalities
@@lvr8429Father, Papa, Dad, Daddy, Pops, Abba, Apa etc. Does the meaning of the name change the love of the child?
What made you think it wasn’t real before?
"You should watch out for the people you work with let alone sleep with " So true!!!!!!!!!!
Feels like paranoid schizophrenia... my heart aches for peace for her... no way to deconstruct this
I agree with you. This is drug induced. This is not DID in my opinion.
I agree with you.
MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER doesn’t exist. Do your homework.
@krystallovern6752 you're right. It's called DID. Thank you for your cripplingly regarded comment
The two can resemble each other but require vastly different treatment.
My dad (who I have been estranged from for over 4 years) has DID. Growing up with this as a child was a real nightmare even though I have empathy for the condition. I never got to ‘know’ who my dad was as he was always different people all throughout my upbringing.
@Mike-gd4zd I was in a relationship for a few years with someone that has it, and I literally can not even begin to explain nor describe in just one little yt comment, just how horrific it was on my mental health. When I effen say that he drove me to the edges of near insanity more times than I care to count, it is not an exaggeration.
He didnt find out until a year into our relationship that he had D.I.D, and omG.. EVERYTHING made sense then, for me anyways.
I absolutely hated how deeply deeply DEEPLY in love with him I was, because I literally almost didnt make it.
And you would NEVERRRRRRR KNOW or ever guess AT ALL that that this particular person could have this.
Literally, so many different ppl, when first meeting him, would describe him as "solid". One of the most amazing and multi talented ppl I have ever known. Makes over a quarter a million a year as an Engineer on a huge oil bardge.
It almost took me out, the head phuk was thee worst thing i have ever gone thru as an adult. We broke up 5 yrs ago and I have been single ever since, and the trauma it caused, ontop of the CPTSD and Major Depression I already have since childhood.. it literally fundamentally CHANGED ME as a person.
Im almost 49 now. I wish I would have never met him.
As a mother of three adult children I often blame myself for allowing my children to grow up with my husband.
He is a vet with PTSD, major depressive disorder, and Bp disorder. All of these diagnosis came after the military. He was to desert storm, and when he came home he was never the same person. I hated it because they were born after he came home, so they too never got to meet the man that I fell in love with, and who was my best friend.
They never got to meet that guy! They have only known the guy that I’ve had to stop from committing suicide twice, the guy that is absolutely amazing, but only sees himself a looser.
All of my energy has been given to maintain a normal relationship between my children and their father. It has been exhausting.
Even with them being adults and seeing the issues for themselves, I still want to protect them from any behavior that would negatively affect them.
I thank you for sharing your experience.⭐️
@@gldnsunrising7761 what were some symptoms or examples of his DID ?
@@gldnsunrising7761 I am so sorry. Your story is fascinating though. You left me wanting to hear more…everything…. But I don’t wish for you to relive the trauma. Maybe one day you can use your story to help others…🙏🏼💕
@@gldnsunrising7761hugs♥️🙏
I noticed Mark, that you are developing your skills. Your voice is especially great...sincere, universally appealing. Your diction, tone and manner of speaking is so able to instill confidence in these interviews.
😂🤔
In the photo of this woman, the protrusion on her forehead looks so painful as does the place beside her mouth. Bless her and keep her safe.
What a beautiful and strong soul. Alisha strikes me as a woman who understands the world more than the average person, but sadly that understanding has come through suffering. Where can I donate so that she can have some peace in her life? She truely deserves it.
I really can't believe what I'm hearing. Thank you for giving her space, and time.
Mark you're an extremely strong and caring person to be able to sit and hear the things you do and always remain kind and respectful, they say things that most wouldn't be able to keep from laughing but u never do. Thank you for being so caring and respectful no matter their situation
It’s kind of hard to follow this sweet soul but I’ve listened to it twice and I get it. God bless her and anyone like her who needs help. This country needs to treat their people who suffer from mental illness. God bless you Mark.
It is so interesting how her accent changes from southern US to an Aussie or New Zealand one in a heartbeat.
It’s very common
“I am a beautiful woman” I miss my children deeply” God please heal her mind, body & soul!! She is truly tormented every moment of her life! You are worthy Alicia, you are beautiful & I pray you are delivered and live a healthy life! @Mark, thank you for giving these beautiful people a platform to speak the truth as how they truly see & feel it! Watching your platform has really helped me try daily to be a better person, to have empathy & compassion to those who are suffering!! I appreciate who you are & the world is a better place because of you!! Bless her soul!! 💙🙏
Appreciate yourself, Alisha knows that. "I am a beautiful woman." Society says it's all outside of us, the good and the bad, true is the reverse. Bless your soul ✨
@@MrsSmith31122 god condones slavery. And the beating of slaves. So do you?
DID, schizophrenia, drug induced psychosis… not sure what is plaguing this poor woman, but based on her physical appearance I don’t think she has been on the streets for very long. I hope her family sees this and she is able to get some help before it’s too late.
She IS a beautiful woman. I pray that she gets help and there is a miracle for her. Noone deserves to live and feel this way.
I send this woman so much love and healing from Melbourne ❤
Along with light and love from Mumbai India!!❤
This is hard to watch, my heart hurts for her. My childhood trauma left me talking about myself in third person, for years, as though it happened to someone else. Your childhood shapes who you become in later life. Thats how i feel, maybe others disagree. For what its worth, i will say a prayer for her. I wish her some peace and comfort in her life.
God, please bless this woman! She needs so much help!
She told you ,she is god.
She’s had that kind of crap forced into her fragile brain all her life. Praying and blessing DOES NOTHING!!! You’re not going to understand what I’m saying because you’re obviously deeply indoctrinated too 🙈. My advice is to put down the fiction books and pick up the non-fiction books 👍🏼
@@Darkbluedevil JESUS LOVES YOU
I once heard a psychiatrist say: “a person has never been truly mad until they believe they are Jesus.”
I feel for this lady and would love to see a future interview where she’s been treated and healed. Sadly though, I’m not sure that’ll ever happen.
I also have DID (more specifically OSDD) and have studied psychology for the past 10 years. This gal is beautiful and so incredibly strong. I'm pretty sure the first 2/3 of this video she is having multiple personalities (I think at least 4) speaking the story all at the same time. The different traumas that happened to her. I hope she gets the help she needs
Just like with any other disorder, there are many type of people that live with DID. As somebody that lives with the disorder, it’s kind of frustrating how the only people that are portrayed in the media or people whose life is in shambles. That is not the case with everyone. I have learned to use my strength and build a beautiful and very successful life.for anyone who is suffering with this disorder, please know that there is hope and you can be incredibly and wildly successful. Just like anyone else that walks planet earth.
Alisha certainly needs a lot of help, beginning with safety,
This is NOT a typical presentation of DID or DIDNOS, with all due respect, and, honor for all those who have survived life-altering trauma
As a Survivor/overcomer of SRA/MKUltra/Child Trafficking, who was programmed with DID, and then functioned with DIDNOS once free from The Family, The CIA and my father, (ages 18 - 20) until all the memories came flooding back when I was 33,
I went into therapy, and de-programmed/integrated, and, healed.
I will say, from reading between the lines, that I do believe she went through inescapable, overwhelming trauma that caused DID. However, the trauma that causes DID splits begins before the age of six, and most alters are children playing adult rolls.
What I am seeing and hearing (medically Ret.RN who did work in a psych unit), is more consistent with Bi-Polar manic delusions of grandeur, and, unfortunately, as her wounds and scattered thoughts demonstrate, drug abuse. I suspect meth, as Mark mentioned as well.
I perceive she is a victim of multi-generational satanic ritual abuse hidden within a "Pentecostal" Religious Family. The Bloodline Luciferian Family I was born into, were embedded in a mainline Lutheran Church. It was simply a front for Die Familie (The Family in German). The entire elder board was made up of The Family, and Pastors were either Bloodline willing participants, or controlled patsies that did not stay long in that church.
Real Christians that would stumble into that place, usually left within a year.
Satanic/Luciferian Rituals took place in the basements and sanctuary.
I suspect that her delusions of being Jesus God, and the Holy Spirit, and also "Underworld" deities, with voodoo weapons, etc... is due to the black and white duality of all things that the Luciferian religion is based upon.
The good news is, DID, in and of itself, is NOT a mental illness, but a highly intelligent, yet, dysfunctional coping mechanism developed through dissociation. Thus, it can be treated and wholly healed.
The usual presentation of DID is not flowing, rambling like we witnessed. Alters all have a job to do in order to survive, and the switches among alters are based on triggers/subjects, one alter can't handle, or doesn't know the answer to, and is visible in the physiology of each identity. I was very careful to watch her eyes and mannerisms. They just did not change in the way people with DID change. Even her accents were not consistent, like you find with DID. You can have alters that can fluently speak other languages unknow to the Host Identity/Personality (the one that usually interfaces with the public).
People with DID, but, esp DIDNOS, can interface with the public and function well.
As a survivor, my birth family were all DID. I was the only one that got free from The Family (42 years now), de-programmed, and integrated (25+ yrs). My siblings and mom were free for about two years, but, did not do the hard work of therapy. They were accessed and re-programmed. I live 2000 mi. away for a reason.
"They" took my father out on his 64th birthday because his programming had fallen apart so many times, they found it impossible to re-program him, plus he abused alcohol and prescription drugs. He was too much of a liability, and my sisters were pressing charges against him, which was allowed in the state they reside in.
Anyhow, enough of my experiences.
I hope and pray that Alisha can get into a SAFE ministry that can house her, get her clean and sober, address all the diagnoses she may have, and give her both spiritual healing and professional healing that she needs. California is NOT a safe place for SRA survivors. * I was born and raised in S. Calif until the age 0f 18yrs. The city was a viper's nest of the Luciferians and multiple, wealthy, Pedophile Rings.
God save Alisha!
Cheryl Beck.
I'm sorry but your understanding of dissociative disorders is incredibly outdated. DIDNOS as a diagnosis stopped being used in 2013 and is now called OSDD. The person who founded and pioneered integration as treatment is a European Dr who was permanently disbarred from practicing because he was found to have badly abused many of his patients with DID and OSDD. I have OSDD and function with it. I have not been the main host our entire life. I can't imagine ever wanting integration as I have no idea who we would be or what we would be like if one and to me that is terrifying. Most people I meet diagnosed with a dissociative disorder feel the same. If it works for you and makes your life better then good I am happy for you just please understand its not for everyone. Also integration as regarded by modern psychological standards is not viewed as being a permanent cure as exposure to traumatic events afterwards can cause you to fracture again and be less functional than before integration.
Reading your comment you sound just as disorganized and paranoid delusional as the woman being interviewed. Might be time for a check up. I don't think you're doing as well as you may think you are
She made perfect sense..and yet no sense at all. She is a beautiful soul and Im so sad for her. I pray that her family finds her and is able to get her back home and she gets the help she needs. Go back home Momma🙏💗
I’m not saying she’s not mentally ill but like she said, if you put the pieces together, you can understand and some people will not be able to understand and they will just think she’s crazy
As she speaks you hear different topics, personalities, accents, and ideologies in the same sentence. This has got to be a struggle to balance this disorder. I’m on your side. You are not a game!!
My heart hurts for this lady. Hope she can get help. She weeps saying "I'm just a game to everyone." That would have been camera off; so, so sad.
I used to believe DID must be an absolute nightmare diagnosis or state to be in. However, the more awareness we gain, I'm like, "Thank god this protective mechanism exists."
Scary to think of her out on the streets all alone. May God protect her.
She sounds like she’s just too connected to the other realms and doesn’t have any balance in it, in top of trauma she went through.
Bless you lady, you’re living a tough tough life, not many of us would be able to handle.
Her Australian accent that slips through during the interview is spot on
I’ve been wondering what was going on there.
@RLFinTX me too..couldn't figure out what I'm hearing
One of her personalities (aka Alters) is Australian. Is possible for 2 alters to be co-concious at the same time. This can cause the individual with DID to change mannerisms and accents back and forth. @RLFinTX
@@emilyjane9901thank you. This is incredibly interesting. I thought there were several at one time speaking. Her body physically changed while speaking sometimes. Her shoulders were stronger during some of the interview, then other times they dip down.
These videos don’t make me cry every time like they use to. But, this one for some reason was hard to stop my heart from hurting.
Mark, please show us her again in about a month after being down there.
She could be Aussie, WTF knows!
I feel like she knows something very important that we don’t know and she’s speaking in metaphors.
💯💯💯
Exactly
Interesting idea. What did you take away from this?
Sounds like she has listened to some powerful sermons.
I also feel the same way I would actually love to sit down and talk with her.
They way she’s talking reminds me of interviews with people suffering from schizophrenia. Is there overlap, or is it possible she was misdiagnosed? I haven’t seen very many examples of DID to know what characteristics to look for, but maybe they present similarly
Definitely seems like some schizophrenia is mixed in too. Although, she says she also take drugs, so that is also making what she has worse.
I agree with you. This is paranoid schizophrenia, in my opinion. Many of those cases are drug induced.
Check out the channels on the tube with people who have this disorder. It's not uncommon to build fantasies
They can have other diagnosis along with DID.
@@MC-po7ev Yes but she has been diagnosed "allegedly" so people on UA-cam speculating is a bit ridiculous and uncalled for
D.I.D is a magical defensive mechanism of the brain. It saves the child from being consciously aware of the extreme trauma they are experiencing. Each one has their own identity and "job". The host is completely unaware of what is happening when another is "up front" and in control. In some cases they have the ability to communicate with each other on the inside. D.I.D is fascinating. However, the circumstances are beyond saddening. Humanity needs to take action and end the war on children. Thank you, Mark and Alisha 🤍
How do we end the war on children when people continue to put them in harms way? Its very often the broken family and the BF the woman brings into her house. Pedos are attracted to single women with kids for that reason. Try to get people to acknowledge the broken family is the root of all these issues. People will be on you like a rash!
@@janetpersons7647Agreed! Almost every time I hear about some horrific crime being perpetrated against a little one, it's done by the mom's boyfriend. I've never understood how a mother could choose a man, over her babies.
I have a friend whose daughter has 3 little girls (2 different dads), and is with another man now. My friend has contacted child protective services to report bruises (facial, etc) and the daughter covers for him. Just why...
I don't believe she has DID but she seriously needs mental help. Her "entities" are not very different and do not seem to have different jobs. She has one narrative and I do not see different experiences now. I think she is in deep psychosis.
Before saying she has D.I.D you seriously have to look at her drug problem of either meth, tranq, fentanyl or a combination of all three. When I see scabs that bad, you couldn't begin to treat her without trying to separate what is a mental health issue and a drug induced mental health issue.
Absolutely! She has those sores from the dirty street drugs. My opinion
I would love to hear a psychologist's perspective on this. I'm curious if she actually suffers from DID in combination with another psychiatric disorder that would also account for some of the word salad intermixed in there. 21:12 was especially profound to me -- Listening to what appears to be 2 of her personalities interacting with one another. Difficult to watch, but fascinating.
She talks about Klaus michaelson.. from the spinoff the originals she needs serious mental help before she just parishes. She is not invincible....God bless her. She is right about the govt doing something.... we don't know what they are doing. Smh and don't ask. End up gone.
I do not believe she does suffer from DID but is rather psychotic and lives in an imagined story. With DID the personality changes would be strong and she shows no differing personalities with her different accents. Her voice remains the same too and she stays in one story all the time. She does need serious mental help. And she needs medication.
@@patriciasasso6325Didn't she say she was damon salvatore
@drsyl
You can see in her eyes how much she has been through and how much pain she is in. Poor soul, I wish I could help people like her, but I have my own demons to fight and my hands are tied.
You can always pray for her.
@@mddell58What people can do is reach out and help others like her.
@@mddell58People who are qualified need to help her.
@mddell58 yeah, or you could actually, I don't know...HELP.
@@UncleFlaynus then you go find her n show us how to help her.
By the way, this is satanic ritual abuse that she is talking about here. What they put the kids through is so extreme, their personalities spilt and the brain compartmentalises many memories that are unbearable to live with.
This 100%. True evil.
Excellent comment. I think this sums up indoctrination of any kind. Brainwash a child with religion and this is how it can manifest itself when coupled with mental health problems
Glad someone noticed that. SRA/MK Ultra
I cannot figure out what’s going on.
Yep, but I cant figure out who did it to her. Her family was christian. You notice how she references the gov. too which is the same thing that Rebecca does. They go hand in hand
This is one of the hardest interviews of yours to watch for me.
I cannot figure out who or when the real person was speaking. I was so confused. I hope she gets help.
This is sad to see. Self medicating with illicit drugs coupled with mental illness all the while messing around with demonic spirits leads to this kind of psychosis. Very sad, likely she needs more than medication but proper intensive treatment
Amen that
Prioritize....
-Our youth and their upbringing
-Defeat human trafficking and the exploitation of children
-Mental Illness (of Our citizens)
-Reduce illegal immigration/ increase deportation
The way she could look at mark without blinking and state she was born in the 1600... that was scary.
And then told him. You do the math! 😅
Yeah man! I'm tellin ya, she creeps me out!
the crazier thought is... what if it's true?
Mark lightening the mood with "you look good for your age"
LOL
Just saw that
Wow, this is fascinating. There are some random tidbits of very profound information here.
Like which parts?
. Listen to her speak. Lots of parts.
Ha. I thought the very same thing.. there is such wisdom in parts ..
She sees way more of what is real than what we do
I think so too
💯 percent agree
She’s not wrong about a lot of stuff spiritually, I always wonder if did is really multiple souls using the one body to reside in earth bound.
I know right? Especially the belief system stuff and mediumship
I’m heartbroken for this poor lady. She can’t stay on topic, her brain is so scrambled
21 splits, what horrors did she go through as a child? i want to hug her :(
She is very interesting and I'm sure a lot of people think what she is is saying is luni...but she sure is touching on a lot of truth... she sure knows shit.... Love and light to her
I can not understand why this badly hurt lady does not receive help and Therapie she needs. America is the riches Land of the world ! The powerful land of the World why is there no money left for social health care, children care and good education for all to give them future ? 😢
There are so many billionairs in this land who mostly do not pay any taxes😮...and ppl are hungry, ill and uneducated at all...the system sucht. Help ppl to help themselfs. WTF
People always say this but the reality is there is help out there. Help does not fall into your lap. People have to physically go and get the help. How do you propose that America can force her to go? Would like her locked up in an insane asylum where you don’t have to look at her? Out of sight out of mind?
Agreed
@TheWindDidntStandAChance Yeah the help is a three day stay in a psyche ward and then to be thrown back out on the street with very few tools to cope....the system is broken and we care more about helping other countries rather than our own people.....why do you think that is?
Nasty Nancy Pelosi and the rest of the bigwigs need to get paid.
The truth is that's how our government wants us. Sick, uneducated, impoverished and out of our minds. Easier to control that way.
This is extraordinarily difficult to follow and you can literally not believe a word of what she's saying because she's so many personalities. Absolutely mind blowing. I cannot imagine how impossible her life is nor can I express how terribly sorry I am that she suffers so inherently. Wishing her peace, if possible, one day. Sweet gentle lady, for what it's worth, you will be in my thoughts ❤️
My father was paranoid Schizophrenic and he always feared the government. He always said they were after him. He also fear his own children. Abused his own children. Horrible disease.
The government gave it to him
@@autumnnoelle5221you're an !diot lol
"My name is Legion for we are many." I think this lady's only hope is Jesus. May God help her and all of us really
@@lvr8429 lol
I agree. I was looking for a comment like this. She needs deliverance!
@@loriroy1705absolutely agree
By closing the mental institutions instead of fixing them, these are the people who were left to fend for themselves. Community mental health only works when the person has enough cognitive ability and faculties to show up for appointments, take their medication properly, etc. which many do not.
Many do not because they are incapable of taking care of themselves by themselves for many reasons besides their mental illness. ADHD, ASD, dyslexia, PTSD etc.
DID+drugs --> extremely sad situation. I wish her all the best!
Lord please help this girl she needs you and needs your healing love
it made me smile when she said “i’m a beautiful woman”. idk if she meant that in reference to her own physical appearance, but i hope so. she does have a beautiful face. she reminds me of mia goth.
This lady is beautiful. I feel so bad for her. I have enough trouble with my one personality. Can’t imagine having multiples all sweet lady. Stay safe.
This made me cry. This woman is protected by an unseen force. It may not look like it, but she is.
What does that mean?
She is not protected in any way. She is demonically possessed. They keep saying leave Alicia alone. They don't want to be discovered.
What do you mean and how do you know?
My heart aches for this lady. I wish her all the best. Please, someone, assist her to find some help for living the best life possible for her. She needs care and housing.
Everyone is calling her crazy, but honestly i believe and resonate with most of what shes saying. People use the word "delusional, crazy, schizophrenic" for the things they personally cant understand, but it doesnt make it false, js a perspective yu dint see
I agree 100% with you
I agree. Part of it is a fragmented soul....it fragments to escape/disassociate from the trauma.
She speaks beautifully, honestly.
Alysha is an example of how fine the line is between genius and crazy. There’s so much truth in what she says…I believe she could be helped on the proper medication. She just needs someone to work with her, give her some safe surroundings and help her to get back into society. Anyone out there who can offer her a chance?
She needs to be detoxed. And her flesh eating bacteria needs proper care
This is over my head
Mine too. I was completely lost from the get go.
that is because you are sane.
I’m 7 mins in and looking for some guidance in the comments as to what’s going on….. so confused.
It’s just utter nonsesnse
For anyone has no idea about what she’s on about the black eyes thing is due to vessels bursting because the child is in so much pain and screaming aka “panda eyes” 😢
What a Beautiful Soul!
I Send her all my Love & Healing
I Hope she Gets What she Deserves!
Love Shelter & Warmth From the Storms!
💔 Thank you for posting your videos. We forget about people's struggles when we're living in our (mostly) happy little bubbles. I hope she finds some help. I can't imagine the trauma she's lived through.
How did she get all these bruises and welts? This poor woman needs a safe place. ❤
Has anyone ever considered that there is validity in the ranting, yes she appears different to the ‘normal’ if you open your mind you might hear her story.
yes there is
She is describing m k ultra satanic ritual abuse.
I noticed her alters make threats at her perpetrators and always say to leave her alone, and theyre all very regilious and powerful figures... probably to make her look more threatening to people that have harmed her when she disassociates
Very common for a diagnosis to come to light at the age she had hers. Trauma and the mind are so beyond anything we will fully comprehend. How evil the way people have created such horrific ways of truly making another humans life nightmarish. So sorry for the child you were who needed protection so deeply your brain split up be the protection.
This one was hard to watch. Peace, safety, and blessings for Alisha.
Peace, safety, and blessings for all of us complicated, suffering humans
And through it all, she still manages to advocate for herself. I hope to God this woman receives the help and peace she deserves.
Matthew 12:43 - When the unclean spirit is gone out of a man, he walketh through dry places, seeking rest, and findeth none.
44 - Then he saith, I will return into mt house from whence I came out; and when he is come, he findeth it empty; swept, and garnished.
45 - Then goeth he, and taketh with himself seven other spirits more wicked: than himself, and they enter in and dwell there: and the last state of that man is worse than the first. Even so shall it be unto this wicked generation.
Psshhtttt. B I O Y A
@@carolannpacificadam1944
Speak proper English.
Amen
Hey Mark, just wanted to say thank you for having Alisha here. There are many like us with DID and it is not a fun or enjoyable condition to have. Most of us get diagnosis until our adulthood due to the system protecting us and protecting themselves. With love and care, -the Tree House
She has a beautiful heart. I like her. Alisha, stay strong beautiful
This interview was particularly sad and hard to listen to. No doubt she has DID but I'm not as familiar with it's manifestation. However, i am familiar with schizophrenia in that my uncle had it. He was higher functioning than Alicia but the religiosity, satanic, aliens, having a mission, movie stars - all were part of his modes also. Alicia is a tortured soul and the way she talks of the people behind her eyes, and* she's suffered enough* break my heart. My uncle was extremely intelligent but the mental break into schizophrenia happened while in Vietnam it shortly after. I hope for better days for Alicia.
Bless her heart ❤️. We have so many hurt people in this world, I pray she gets a smooth journey at some point in life 😢💖💕💖💕✨️✨️
You are not just a game to everybody even if it feels that way. I think you already know that though. You seem very intelligent and you are right, you're a beautiful woman. For many reasons please do another interview here.
this is intense. If you've ever been around someone diagnosed with D.I.D. you may notice a feeling that accompanies their presence (similar to barely hearing a TV turn on - noticing a subtle frequency disturbance)
I am suggesting it is possible to 'sense' the brain wave malfunction as a physical phenomenon which uniquely accompanies dissociative identity disorder
this adds to the intensity of the encounter if you pick up on it.
as respectfully as possible, I am saying: "you can almost hear the gears grinding when the transmission doesn't correctly adjust"
which gives you an indication: "there might be something wrong... here?"
combine that with the check engine light?
you "should be able to tell"
...there's something going on
I don't know how to approach this subject respectfully other than to simply ask Mark:
"have you noticed anything like what I describe here when interviewing people?"
Aside from the marks, her skin appears very clean and flawless.
It does
What happened to her mouth???
@@vwbeep impetigo. It's an infection that causes festering like this and can be hard to get rid of.
@@Twyztid_Angel oh my. It looks so painful. Thank you.