‼️‼️PLEASE BOOST: This is ALISHA PAINTER, who also goes by Alisha Young, she’s 42 years of age and has been missing since February 2023 from Pike County. She is not lying about her DID diagnosis and her family is searching for her.
@@jacquelinem3655I sincerely hope so, she went missing in Feb 2023 was located in March but it appears she never returned home. I just hope Mark is able to make contact with her family, I can only imagine how hard it must be to see your loved one like this.
If nothing else, this series of interviews proves that people are not "lazy", "too sensitive", "too weak"...all the things when people say "They should just pull themselves up by their bootstraps and get a job." These are real, severely traumatized, deeply scarred human beings that never received the mental and physical care they deserved to get through their issues. God bless these people. I cannot imagine the toll this noble work takes on Mark. Many hugs to Mark, as well.
@@daisy4750 you can have a debilitating mental illness even if you had a wonderful childhood, sometimes it is purely biological. Also many perfectly normal people with normal childhoods have gotten addicted to opioids and ended up homeless or dead because of the time period some years back where doctors were prescribing it like candy
@justsomenobody889 Totally agree! I didn't have a perfect childhood but it is the one time in my life where things were carefree and somewhat perfect! Circumstances later in life can destroy a person's life! I had a normal life until someone molested me and triggered OCD which laid dormant and didn't know I had until that moment. Life for the most part has been hell since then!
@@daisy4750Those cases are extremely rare in comparison to those who HAVE experienced trauma/abuse/whatever. Why would you choose to focus on the outlying cases instead of the MAJORITY? Because it’s important to remember that the let’s ballpark it and say 15% of drug addicts/mentally ill people had everything given to them in childhood DONT have any trauma? Think about it. Like really think about it. So let’s say screw the 85% bc 15% have no excuse? Youre delusional, easily coerced into believing biased propaganda about addicts and ignorant about addiction and actual issues. Stfu please.
“Are you happy with the way humanity is handling things ?” Mark once again showing he listens with compassion and kindness to some of the most broken people there is. I’ve been watching this channel for years and might even have seen them all except a few and I really respect Mark and his work. One of the most humane and kind person there might be on UA-cam.
mark, your channel has made me a more kind person and has helped me grow. thank you for teaching me that people go through so much and i need to be grateful for the life i have. this channel helps people grow.
@@lvr8429 i have started treating people in my life better and i was someone that never cared about homeless people or people that were struggling (shame to admit but its the truth). i find myself now becoming more compassionate and do help when i can in my local community.
@@iloveyouhecriedno.. always. It’s developed due to ongoing, repeated trauma and abuse that occurs in very early childhood. Before the personality is coalesced.
"I've got so many people behind my eyes right now, joined in the portal to death, and I can't even die...I'm just a game to everybody!" WOW!! That was an incredible way to explain what's going through her mind. And those little pops of lucidity, where she sounds "normal" and like she's not suffering from this extreme disorder. I just ache for those that are plagued with these types of mental health disorders.
It's not a plague, you don't have to ache for us. Get your words straight if you don't want to put a heavy stigma around DID. You're not doing your part with that pity.
The mental health disorders you mention are a result of extreme trauma. If she wasn't traumatized, she wouldn't have this mental disorder. She wasn't born this way. She was abused as a child by evil people.
@Vestianvon My older brother lives with me and suffers from DID because our childhood was less to be desired. I'm not coming from a place of ignorance or fuckin pity. I don't know what YOU'RE going through right now, but if it's anything like what my brother, myself, and my two other siblings went through then I imagine you're PLAGUED with trauma and anger (clearly the latter). You don't fuck, feed, OR finance me so your opinion of me or how I word things is shit. I'm almost 40, and don't take demands from strangers on the internet. I hope you find some peace.
I see NOTHING WRONG with this Comment…..They only REPEATED what she said….I also feel so SAD for this Woman…..In this Country Mental Illness is at its WORST…..We have People living on the Streets that should Be in Mental Hospitals…..That keeps them SAFE and People on the Streets SAFE….DRUGS have Made some of these People to lose their Minds they can no longer care for themselves And NEED the HELP…We All know Something has GOT to be Done……
@Vestianvon You're CLEARLY very angry about something else, and decided you would take it out on me. I dunno if you're opposed to empathy. I dunno if you're opposed to me acknowledging that this woman is GOING THROUGH IT. I dunno if you've just got some shit going on and needed an outlet. Either way, I hope you find the peace in your life that you so desperately need, and I hope you're able to see someone that can help you manage your trauma and DID. My older brother suffers from DID, and I have been his caretaker for the last 2 years. He has rapidly been declining, and I physically ACHE for his turmoil and pain. I don't come from a place of privilege or pity. I don't think this is the internet's fuckin business...BUT...I thought it might lend you some context.
** DID is caused from not only ONE major trauma throughout life (Usually toddler age through tweens) It is so great you did an interview w/ this beautiful lady - including her DID. Alisha I appreciate you and your entire System..
DID can only be caused in early childhood. It cannot happen after ages 6-9 depending on your individual brain and how and when things decide to come together.
@@ow3wells Dont get me started. Yes, all of America. Aside from its intentional lack of proper and ample mental health care, the pharmaceutical industry is controlling every aspect and is not only bandaiding our conditions but intentionally making it worse and profiting from it to boot.
America needs to start with cracking down on the mental health and faith community partnerships. Religion and faith should NEVER be mixed with education and health fertility’s.
*DID is a disassociative disorder that forms from severe repeated trauma from the ages of about 5-10. Those 5 years are when the bulk of your personality is formed. The severe, repeated trauma, causes disruption in the formation of the child's singular personality. In order to survive what has happened to them, their brain will create 2+ personalities. They can develop personalities that were desgined, by the brain, to hold all of the trauma memories, so the original host does not have to remember it. They can develop personalities that are protectors, persecuters, children ect.* With DID, an individual can disassociate for seconds to hours at a time, where they can be totally catatonic. This can happen when personalities are struggling to switch or fighting over a switch. Some people can have more than one personality at the front, or co-concious. I believe when Alisha's accent and mannerisms switch back and forth every few seconds, we're seeing at least 2 personalities that are currently co-concious. Now the word salad that's going on, plus the delusions, points toward her having another potential diagnosis of schizophrenia. Could it be drug induced psychosis instead ? Yeah. But I would venture to guess Schizophrenia is also at play here. I pray Alisha gets the help she needs. She doesn't deserve to be traumatized any further in life. She needs help and some peace.
I’ve never seen someone switch so fast & fluently. The alters were talking to each other at certain points, which blew my mind.. hope she gets the help she needs 😢
I noticed Mark, that you are developing your skills. Your voice is especially great...sincere, universally appealing. Your diction, tone and manner of speaking is so able to instill confidence in these interviews.
@bradmyers5998 I try my best to take all of the subjects of these videos at face value but you absolutely are right. There's never any way to validate anything that is said here, especially when the person talking is so obviously delusional
It’s kind of hard to follow this sweet soul but I’ve listened to it twice and I get it. God bless her and anyone like her who needs help. This country needs to treat their people who suffer from mental illness. God bless you Mark.
everyone on tiktok faking this terrible disorder needs to see this video. i know their actions comes from misunderstanding and just being young/dumb, but this is what this condition actually looks like, not making tiktoks and dressing up. its a horrific disorder to struggle with and i hope this poor woman finds peace somehow.
@@4MixMasterMonkeybecause she probably has at least 1 other mental condition I would be pretty confident in saying she probably has several coexisting mental health conditions, having been around lots of people with schizophrenia and/or psychosis that's what it sounds like to me. Not to mention she's definitely abusing substances on top of it all.
“I am a beautiful woman” I miss my children deeply” God please heal her mind, body & soul!! She is truly tormented every moment of her life! You are worthy Alicia, you are beautiful & I pray you are delivered and live a healthy life! @Mark, thank you for giving these beautiful people a platform to speak the truth as how they truly see & feel it! Watching your platform has really helped me try daily to be a better person, to have empathy & compassion to those who are suffering!! I appreciate who you are & the world is a better place because of you!! Bless her soul!! 💙🙏
Appreciate yourself, Alisha knows that. "I am a beautiful woman." Society says it's all outside of us, the good and the bad, true is the reverse. Bless your soul ✨
My dad (who I have been estranged from for over 4 years) has DID. Growing up with this as a child was a real nightmare even though I have empathy for the condition. I never got to ‘know’ who my dad was as he was always different people all throughout my upbringing.
@Mike-gd4zd I was in a relationship for a few years with someone that has it, and I literally can not even begin to explain nor describe in just one little yt comment, just how horrific it was on my mental health. When I effen say that he drove me to the edges of near insanity more times than I care to count, it is not an exaggeration. He didnt find out until a year into our relationship that he had D.I.D, and omG.. EVERYTHING made sense then, for me anyways. I absolutely hated how deeply deeply DEEPLY in love with him I was, because I literally almost didnt make it. And you would NEVERRRRRRR KNOW or ever guess AT ALL that that this particular person could have this. Literally, so many different ppl, when first meeting him, would describe him as "solid". One of the most amazing and multi talented ppl I have ever known. Makes over a quarter a million a year as an Engineer on a huge oil bardge. It almost took me out, the head phuk was thee worst thing i have ever gone thru as an adult. We broke up 5 yrs ago and I have been single ever since, and the trauma it caused, ontop of the CPTSD and Major Depression I already have since childhood.. it literally fundamentally CHANGED ME as a person. Im almost 49 now. I wish I would have never met him.
As a mother of three adult children I often blame myself for allowing my children to grow up with my husband. He is a vet with PTSD, major depressive disorder, and Bp disorder. All of these diagnosis came after the military. He was to desert storm, and when he came home he was never the same person. I hated it because they were born after he came home, so they too never got to meet the man that I fell in love with, and who was my best friend. They never got to meet that guy! They have only known the guy that I’ve had to stop from committing suicide twice, the guy that is absolutely amazing, but only sees himself a looser. All of my energy has been given to maintain a normal relationship between my children and their father. It has been exhausting. Even with them being adults and seeing the issues for themselves, I still want to protect them from any behavior that would negatively affect them. I thank you for sharing your experience.⭐️
@@gldnsunrising7761 I am so sorry. Your story is fascinating though. You left me wanting to hear more…everything…. But I don’t wish for you to relive the trauma. Maybe one day you can use your story to help others…🙏🏼💕
Mark you're an extremely strong and caring person to be able to sit and hear the things you do and always remain kind and respectful, they say things that most wouldn't be able to keep from laughing but u never do. Thank you for being so caring and respectful no matter their situation
You are actually serious with the “god be with her” crap? She’s obviously been indoctrinated with religious mumbo jumbo all her life. Coupled with the mental illness she suffers with , this is the result you will get. Stop believing in fairytales and hell, demons and spirits and GET REAL!!!
It's good to laugh WITH folks who have mental illnesses, when they are laughing at their own conditions. ❤ Fictives are valid Parts just like any other, even if they look ridiculous to outsiders. They serve a purpose in the System. I make fun of my own sometimes. Yeah I'm a spicy disaster. Yes, I make it funny sometimes. Being broken isn't great, but we can still have fun. I don't only have horrible days with the worst symptoms ever. I'm a really fun person who is also severely mentally ill.
This is hard to watch, my heart hurts for her. My childhood trauma left me talking about myself in third person, for years, as though it happened to someone else. Your childhood shapes who you become in later life. Thats how i feel, maybe others disagree. For what its worth, i will say a prayer for her. I wish her some peace and comfort in her life.
What a beautiful and strong soul. Alisha strikes me as a woman who understands the world more than the average person, but sadly that understanding has come through suffering. Where can I donate so that she can have some peace in her life? She truely deserves it.
This is extraordinarily difficult to follow and you can literally not believe a word of what she's saying because she's so many personalities. Absolutely mind blowing. I cannot imagine how impossible her life is nor can I express how terribly sorry I am that she suffers so inherently. Wishing her peace, if possible, one day. Sweet gentle lady, for what it's worth, you will be in my thoughts ❤️
She’s had that kind of crap forced into her fragile brain all her life. Praying and blessing DOES NOTHING!!! You’re not going to understand what I’m saying because you’re obviously deeply indoctrinated too 🙈. My advice is to put down the fiction books and pick up the non-fiction books 👍🏼
She is not lying about her diagnosis. Her name is Alisha Painter, she is 42 years old and has been missing from Pike County since February 2023. Her family is searching for her.
Just like with any other disorder, there are many type of people that live with DID. As somebody that lives with the disorder, it’s kind of frustrating how the only people that are portrayed in the media or people whose life is in shambles. That is not the case with everyone. I have learned to use my strength and build a beautiful and very successful life.for anyone who is suffering with this disorder, please know that there is hope and you can be incredibly and wildly successful. Just like anyone else that walks planet earth.
Alisha speaks a lot of truth. Metaphysically, she is spot on. We are all humanity and she is pure star dust. A beautiful soul stuck “between dimensions.” Tragedy and trauma effects us all differently. She is just living her truth.
She made perfect sense..and yet no sense at all. She is a beautiful soul and Im so sad for her. I pray that her family finds her and is able to get her back home and she gets the help she needs. Go back home Momma🙏💗
This lady is beautiful. I feel so bad for her. I have enough trouble with my one personality. Can’t imagine having multiples all sweet lady. Stay safe.
Hey Mark, just wanted to say thank you for having Alisha here. There are many like us with DID and it is not a fun or enjoyable condition to have. Most of us get diagnosis until our adulthood due to the system protecting us and protecting themselves. With love and care, -the Tree House
I also have DID (more specifically OSDD) and have studied psychology for the past 10 years. This gal is beautiful and so incredibly strong. I'm pretty sure the first 2/3 of this video she is having multiple personalities (I think at least 4) speaking the story all at the same time. The different traumas that happened to her. I hope she gets the help she needs
This is sad to see. Self medicating with illicit drugs coupled with mental illness all the while messing around with demonic spirits leads to this kind of psychosis. Very sad, likely she needs more than medication but proper intensive treatment
It's so interesting listening to her speak. She has a few accents that just mix together. I hear Louisiana quite a bit. I really wish she had help. Bless her.
This is one of the hardest interviews of yours to watch for me. I cannot figure out who or when the real person was speaking. I was so confused. I hope she gets help.
My heart aches for this lady. I wish her all the best. Please, someone, assist her to find some help for living the best life possible for her. She needs care and housing.
I would love to hear a psychologist's perspective on this. I'm curious if she actually suffers from DID in combination with another psychiatric disorder that would also account for some of the word salad intermixed in there. 21:12 was especially profound to me -- Listening to what appears to be 2 of her personalities interacting with one another. Difficult to watch, but fascinating.
She talks about Klaus michaelson.. from the spinoff the originals she needs serious mental help before she just parishes. She is not invincible....God bless her. She is right about the govt doing something.... we don't know what they are doing. Smh and don't ask. End up gone.
I do not believe she does suffer from DID but is rather psychotic and lives in an imagined story. With DID the personality changes would be strong and she shows no differing personalities with her different accents. Her voice remains the same too and she stays in one story all the time. She does need serious mental help. And she needs medication.
🛑 PLS READ BEFORE YOU JUDGE THIS BEAUTIFUL SOUL 💕 I have diagnosed DID, I’m a millennial. This woman is genuine. The “babble” is a form of dissociation/ rapid switching from being nervous or anxious or triggered. Can be many things. Anything. I’ve noticed many switches. I CAN follow her story. Bc I speak like this! It’s called word salad. DID is formed under the age of 6-9 when the personality sets. Locks in. Prior to that we are all just “multiple personalities” so to speak. With REPEATED childhood trauma, I know first hand, especially this level of trauma… comes one moment of something going wrong for your mind to just break. Alters become Amnesiac. Switchy. Not making sense if no one is “driving the body” so to speak. I could go on for hours! But living on the streets, regardless of there’s any drug use ect, it’s a HIGE STRESS factor for ANYONE let alone someone with DID. Then I’m guessing being homeless in USA there’s no Medicare. 🤦♀️ It becomes a horrid cycle impossible to get out of. Trauma attract trauma. 😢 I DEEPLY FEEL FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL, TORTURED SOUL. She needs help, love and support. I wish I was in the USA so I could come talk to her and give her the time of day, she deserves. To be seen ❤ Hun if you ever see this, please if you ever want to chat 💬 about this disorder. I’m here. Click my face on here. Sending so much love 💜 stay strong. 💪 you’re beyond incredible. Very few can survive what you have. And remember you ARE WORTHY ❤
As she speaks you hear different topics, personalities, accents, and ideologies in the same sentence. This has got to be a struggle to balance this disorder. I’m on your side. You are not a game!!
💔 Thank you for posting your videos. We forget about people's struggles when we're living in our (mostly) happy little bubbles. I hope she finds some help. I can't imagine the trauma she's lived through.
By closing the mental institutions instead of fixing them, these are the people who were left to fend for themselves. Community mental health only works when the person has enough cognitive ability and faculties to show up for appointments, take their medication properly, etc. which many do not.
Many do not because they are incapable of taking care of themselves by themselves for many reasons besides their mental illness. ADHD, ASD, dyslexia, PTSD etc.
You are not just a game to everybody even if it feels that way. I think you already know that though. You seem very intelligent and you are right, you're a beautiful woman. For many reasons please do another interview here.
You can see in her eyes how much she has been through and how much pain she is in. Poor soul, I wish I could help people like her, but I have my own demons to fight and my hands are tied.
I wonder what it is with "the fractals" that she (and multiple psychiatric patients at the state psych hospital I work at) speaks of...it's a fairly common term that many severely afflicted psychiatric sufferers utilize. I have 9 minutes left to watch with Alisha, but I wonder if she's been hospitalized and medicated? And more importantly--treated with therapies. She's so fragmented yet so composed, she seems peaceful in her essence, somehow. I wish her the best.
Armchair science but perhaps in the same way psychedelics that act on serotonin receptors in the brain cause fractal imagery as a hallucination, the increase of serotonin in a schizophrenic persons brain causes similar visual hallucinations? Not a fact but maybe
D.I.D is a magical defensive mechanism of the brain. It saves the child from being consciously aware of the extreme trauma they are experiencing. Each one has their own identity and "job". The host is completely unaware of what is happening when another is "up front" and in control. In some cases they have the ability to communicate with each other on the inside. D.I.D is fascinating. However, the circumstances are beyond saddening. Humanity needs to take action and end the war on children. Thank you, Mark and Alisha 🤍
How do we end the war on children when people continue to put them in harms way? Its very often the broken family and the BF the woman brings into her house. Pedos are attracted to single women with kids for that reason. Try to get people to acknowledge the broken family is the root of all these issues. People will be on you like a rash!
@@janetpersons7647Agreed! Almost every time I hear about some horrific crime being perpetrated against a little one, it's done by the mom's boyfriend. I've never understood how a mother could choose a man, over her babies. I have a friend whose daughter has 3 little girls (2 different dads), and is with another man now. My friend has contacted child protective services to report bruises (facial, etc) and the daughter covers for him. Just why...
I don't believe she has DID but she seriously needs mental help. Her "entities" are not very different and do not seem to have different jobs. She has one narrative and I do not see different experiences now. I think she is in deep psychosis.
No matter what you may take away from her story. One thing comes through loud and clear. She wants to be at peace. She is tired and just wants to feel at peace in her space, in her skin and to be Allowed to rest.
I noticed her alters make threats at her perpetrators and always say to leave her alone, and theyre all very regilious and powerful figures... probably to make her look more threatening to people that have harmed her when she disassociates
For anyone has no idea about what she’s on about the black eyes thing is due to vessels bursting because the child is in so much pain and screaming aka “panda eyes” 😢
For some reason that interview reminds me of my 1st fight with Tyler.... Amazing though the nuggets of pure lucid profound wisdom people with [severe] mental issues can muster at times. Baffling. Thanks for sharing your story Alisha, I wish you the very best. Thank you Mark for your work. Cheers
The brain is fascinating. What she says in the end just about describes what iv read about DID/ multiple personality disorder.. "Lets gets this fking right, cuz we're not going to dance in the sky with angels" - Queen Victoria
She reminds of the lady Mark has interviewed a few times before "Ruby" I believe her name was...the conversation being all over the place was just how Ruby did too.
Alisha certainly needs a lot of help, beginning with safety, This is NOT a typical presentation of DID or DIDNOS, with all due respect, and, honor for all those who have survived life-altering trauma As a Survivor/overcomer of SRA/MKUltra/Child Trafficking, who was programmed with DID, and then functioned with DIDNOS once free from The Family, The CIA and my father, (ages 18 - 20) until all the memories came flooding back when I was 33, I went into therapy, and de-programmed/integrated, and, healed. I will say, from reading between the lines, that I do believe she went through inescapable, overwhelming trauma that caused DID. However, the trauma that causes DID splits begins before the age of six, and most alters are children playing adult rolls. What I am seeing and hearing (medically Ret.RN who did work in a psych unit), is more consistent with Bi-Polar manic delusions of grandeur, and, unfortunately, as her wounds and scattered thoughts demonstrate, drug abuse. I suspect meth, as Mark mentioned as well. I perceive she is a victim of multi-generational satanic ritual abuse hidden within a "Pentecostal" Religious Family. The Bloodline Luciferian Family I was born into, were embedded in a mainline Lutheran Church. It was simply a front for Die Familie (The Family in German). The entire elder board was made up of The Family, and Pastors were either Bloodline willing participants, or controlled patsies that did not stay long in that church. Real Christians that would stumble into that place, usually left within a year. Satanic/Luciferian Rituals took place in the basements and sanctuary. I suspect that her delusions of being Jesus God, and the Holy Spirit, and also "Underworld" deities, with voodoo weapons, etc... is due to the black and white duality of all things that the Luciferian religion is based upon. The good news is, DID, in and of itself, is NOT a mental illness, but a highly intelligent, yet, dysfunctional coping mechanism developed through dissociation. Thus, it can be treated and wholly healed. The usual presentation of DID is not flowing, rambling like we witnessed. Alters all have a job to do in order to survive, and the switches among alters are based on triggers/subjects, one alter can't handle, or doesn't know the answer to, and is visible in the physiology of each identity. I was very careful to watch her eyes and mannerisms. They just did not change in the way people with DID change. Even her accents were not consistent, like you find with DID. You can have alters that can fluently speak other languages unknow to the Host Identity/Personality (the one that usually interfaces with the public). People with DID, but, esp DIDNOS, can interface with the public and function well. As a survivor, my birth family were all DID. I was the only one that got free from The Family (42 years now), de-programmed, and integrated (25+ yrs). My siblings and mom were free for about two years, but, did not do the hard work of therapy. They were accessed and re-programmed. I live 2000 mi. away for a reason. "They" took my father out on his 64th birthday because his programming had fallen apart so many times, they found it impossible to re-program him, plus he abused alcohol and prescription drugs. He was too much of a liability, and my sisters were pressing charges against him, which was allowed in the state they reside in. Anyhow, enough of my experiences. I hope and pray that Alisha can get into a SAFE ministry that can house her, get her clean and sober, address all the diagnoses she may have, and give her both spiritual healing and professional healing that she needs. California is NOT a safe place for SRA survivors. * I was born and raised in S. Calif until the age 0f 18yrs. The city was a viper's nest of the Luciferians and multiple, wealthy, Pedophile Rings. God save Alisha! Cheryl Beck.
I'm sorry but your understanding of dissociative disorders is incredibly outdated. DIDNOS as a diagnosis stopped being used in 2013 and is now called OSDD. The person who founded and pioneered integration as treatment is a European Dr who was permanently disbarred from practicing because he was found to have badly abused many of his patients with DID and OSDD. I have OSDD and function with it. I have not been the main host our entire life. I can't imagine ever wanting integration as I have no idea who we would be or what we would be like if one and to me that is terrifying. Most people I meet diagnosed with a dissociative disorder feel the same. If it works for you and makes your life better then good I am happy for you just please understand its not for everyone. Also integration as regarded by modern psychological standards is not viewed as being a permanent cure as exposure to traumatic events afterwards can cause you to fracture again and be less functional than before integration.
Reading your comment you sound just as disorganized and paranoid delusional as the woman being interviewed. Might be time for a check up. I don't think you're doing as well as you may think you are
Wow it’s wild to see the switch up and her brief dialogue with some of her alters. I’ve never seen this actually happening irl. She deserves so much love and care.
Everyone is calling her crazy, but honestly i believe and resonate with most of what shes saying. People use the word "delusional, crazy, schizophrenic" for the things they personally cant understand, but it doesnt make it false, js a perspective yu dint see
Please Mark, you know what places could be possible to get her some help like a room to stay. Something where she can sleep without being in fear. Even some nights. I am sure ppl will donate some for this sweet girl. Thank you for giving her the possibility to talk.
I once heard a psychiatrist say: “a person has never been truly mad until they believe they are Jesus.” I feel for this lady and would love to see a future interview where she’s been treated and healed. Sadly though, I’m not sure that’ll ever happen.
Alysha is an example of how fine the line is between genius and crazy. There’s so much truth in what she says…I believe she could be helped on the proper medication. She just needs someone to work with her, give her some safe surroundings and help her to get back into society. Anyone out there who can offer her a chance?
I feel so bad for Alisha. I can't imagine, the horrible traumas she's been through. I pray she gets the help she needs, cause this must be hell for her. God help her. 😔🙏
My father was paranoid Schizophrenic and he always feared the government. He always said they were after him. He also fear his own children. Abused his own children. Horrible disease.
One of the saddest stories as of yet. I pray she can get some help to quiet down her brain. Thank you Mark for showing the real DID not the tiktok version for views. That woman has been through it and again I will pray for her.
I used to believe DID must be an absolute nightmare diagnosis or state to be in. However, the more awareness we gain, I'm like, "Thank god this protective mechanism exists."
I found the conversation very difficult to follow, I’ve always been sceptical of certain DID cases in the limelight, but this conversation has completely convinced me that this is one of the most real representations of DID I’ve ever seen.
‼️‼️PLEASE BOOST:
This is ALISHA PAINTER, who also goes by Alisha Young, she’s 42 years of age and has been missing since February 2023 from Pike County. She is not lying about her DID diagnosis and her family is searching for her.
I’m wondering if anyone has attempted to locate her family
@@jacquelinem3655I sincerely hope so, she went missing in Feb 2023 was located in March but it appears she never returned home. I just hope Mark is able to make contact with her family, I can only imagine how hard it must be to see your loved one like this.
@tee8501 I suggest emailing Mark!
Didn’t she go missing in March 2023?
I really hope she is at peace now. This is one of the most heartbreaking interviews I have ever seen.
Her suffering is so real.😞
If nothing else, this series of interviews proves that people are not "lazy", "too sensitive", "too weak"...all the things when people say "They should just pull themselves up by their bootstraps and get a job." These are real, severely traumatized, deeply scarred human beings that never received the mental and physical care they deserved to get through their issues. God bless these people. I cannot imagine the toll this noble work takes on Mark. Many hugs to Mark, as well.
It depends, SOME do have a wonderful childhood where the parents do everything for them and they still complain.
@@daisy4750 you can have a debilitating mental illness even if you had a wonderful childhood, sometimes it is purely biological. Also many perfectly normal people with normal childhoods have gotten addicted to opioids and ended up homeless or dead because of the time period some years back where doctors were prescribing it like candy
@justsomenobody889 Totally agree! I didn't have a perfect childhood but it is the one time in my life where things were carefree and somewhat perfect! Circumstances later in life can destroy a person's life! I had a normal life until someone molested me and triggered OCD which laid dormant and didn't know I had until that moment. Life for the most part has been hell since then!
@@daisy4750Those cases are extremely rare in comparison to those who HAVE experienced trauma/abuse/whatever. Why would you choose to focus on the outlying cases instead of the MAJORITY? Because it’s important to remember that the let’s ballpark it and say 15% of drug addicts/mentally ill people had everything given to them in childhood DONT have any trauma? Think about it. Like really think about it. So let’s say screw the 85% bc 15% have no excuse? Youre delusional, easily coerced into believing biased propaganda about addicts and ignorant about addiction and actual issues. Stfu please.
The empathy displayed in this comment is breaking my heart😢
"I have so many people behind my eyes right now."
What a telling statement. She is hauntingly beautiful, a pure soul that needs saving.
wow
I've been in her shoes.... Wow. Didn't realize I wasn't the only one.
She's speaking truth
“Are you happy with the way humanity is handling things ?” Mark once again showing he listens with compassion and kindness to some of the most broken people there is. I’ve been watching this channel for years and might even have seen them all except a few and I really respect Mark and his work. One of the most humane and kind person there might be on UA-cam.
There's mysticism at work here. GOD really speaks through us and listens
well said
yeah no the other week he said "i'm glad im not your dad" bro doesnt care
This was mesmerizing. The seamless transition between a heavy southern accent, then proper English, and then a 19th century British accent is unreal.
Omg I thought I was crazy ! Thank you for noticing it too. So she did have foreign accents. Not just southern.
And the Aussie here and there
There was no accent differentiation..
Aussie accent
I'm not sure about the accent changes but I'm sure I noticed three different personality changes and she was flipping between them.
mark, your channel has made me a more kind person and has helped me grow. thank you for teaching me that people go through so much and i need to be grateful for the life i have. this channel helps people grow.
Okay what are you doing to help people then@@lvr8429
Thank you for this channel Mark. It's been a blessing
@@lvr8429 i have started treating people in my life better and i was someone that never cared about homeless people or people that were struggling (shame to admit but its the truth). i find myself now becoming more compassionate and do help when i can in my local community.
@@lvr8429bish. Whachoo Doon sides fuckin wit people? Where is your performance arts medallion? Medal of freedom recipient are we? Stfu.
@@lvr8429are you always such an asshole?
What people often don't know about DID is that it is a physical response to trauma. The brain literally starts a new personality as a back up.
Sometimes… not always
So, a psychological response...
@@iloveyouhecriedno.. always. It’s developed due to ongoing, repeated trauma and abuse that occurs in very early childhood. Before the personality is coalesced.
Yup to protect itself
@@rumham7466That’s why she needs a psychiatrist.
"I've got so many people behind my eyes right now, joined in the portal to death, and I can't even die...I'm just a game to everybody!" WOW!! That was an incredible way to explain what's going through her mind. And those little pops of lucidity, where she sounds "normal" and like she's not suffering from this extreme disorder. I just ache for those that are plagued with these types of mental health disorders.
It's not a plague, you don't have to ache for us. Get your words straight if you don't want to put a heavy stigma around DID. You're not doing your part with that pity.
The mental health disorders you mention are a result of extreme trauma. If she wasn't traumatized, she wouldn't have this mental disorder. She wasn't born this way. She was abused as a child by evil people.
@Vestianvon My older brother lives with me and suffers from DID because our childhood was less to be desired. I'm not coming from a place of ignorance or fuckin pity. I don't know what YOU'RE going through right now, but if it's anything like what my brother, myself, and my two other siblings went through then I imagine you're PLAGUED with trauma and anger (clearly the latter). You don't fuck, feed, OR finance me so your opinion of me or how I word things is shit. I'm almost 40, and don't take demands from strangers on the internet. I hope you find some peace.
I see NOTHING WRONG with this Comment…..They only REPEATED what she said….I also feel so SAD for this Woman…..In this Country
Mental Illness is at its WORST…..We have People living on the Streets that should Be in Mental Hospitals…..That keeps them SAFE and
People on the Streets SAFE….DRUGS have Made some of these People to lose their Minds they can no longer care for themselves
And NEED the HELP…We All know Something has GOT to be Done……
@Vestianvon You're CLEARLY very angry about something else, and decided you would take it out on me. I dunno if you're opposed to empathy. I dunno if you're opposed to me acknowledging that this woman is GOING THROUGH IT. I dunno if you've just got some shit going on and needed an outlet. Either way, I hope you find the peace in your life that you so desperately need, and I hope you're able to see someone that can help you manage your trauma and DID. My older brother suffers from DID, and I have been his caretaker for the last 2 years. He has rapidly been declining, and I physically ACHE for his turmoil and pain. I don't come from a place of privilege or pity. I don't think this is the internet's fuckin business...BUT...I thought it might lend you some context.
** DID is caused from not only ONE major trauma throughout life (Usually toddler age through tweens) It is so great you did an interview w/ this beautiful lady - including her DID. Alisha I appreciate you and your entire System..
false..
Systems often form by the age of 7, my heart breaks for her
DID can only be caused in early childhood. It cannot happen after ages 6-9 depending on your individual brain and how and when things decide to come together.
That is not accurate
@@kyla6538 I’m a psych nurse and this what I was tayght
“So I know I’m jumping around on you, but you can put the pieces together the way you want to” I like her.
Same, we love a bold gal
America needs proper and ample mental health care.
Not all Americans.
@@ow3wells Dont get me started. Yes, all of America. Aside from its intentional lack of proper and ample mental health care, the pharmaceutical industry is controlling every aspect and is not only bandaiding our conditions but intentionally making it worse and profiting from it to boot.
@@WES_5150 I’m just saying not all people need mental health care.
America needs to start with cracking down on the mental health and faith community partnerships. Religion and faith should NEVER be mixed with education and health fertility’s.
That is not the problem. the people causing the mental illness are the problem.
*DID is a disassociative disorder that forms from severe repeated trauma from the ages of about 5-10. Those 5 years are when the bulk of your personality is formed. The severe, repeated trauma, causes disruption in the formation of the child's singular personality. In order to survive what has happened to them, their brain will create 2+ personalities. They can develop personalities that were desgined, by the brain, to hold all of the trauma memories, so the original host does not have to remember it. They can develop personalities that are protectors, persecuters, children ect.*
With DID, an individual can disassociate for seconds to hours at a time, where they can be totally catatonic. This can happen when personalities are struggling to switch or fighting over a switch. Some people can have more than one personality at the front, or co-concious. I believe when Alisha's accent and mannerisms switch back and forth every few seconds, we're seeing at least 2 personalities that are currently co-concious.
Now the word salad that's going on, plus the delusions, points toward her having another potential diagnosis of schizophrenia. Could it be drug induced psychosis instead ? Yeah. But I would venture to guess Schizophrenia is also at play here.
I pray Alisha gets the help she needs. She doesn't deserve to be traumatized any further in life. She needs help and some peace.
It is not a personality disorder.
Came here to say this
Yes it is they changed the name from multiple personality disorder to D.I.D
@@Funtimez85 Even before the name was changed, MPD was classified as a dissociative disorder in the DSM.
@@shantra9870 in Missouri it's called d.i.d for multiple personality
this channel gives these people a voice we would never hear otherwise .
and in her case multiple people.....
I’ve never seen someone switch so fast & fluently. The alters were talking to each other at certain points, which blew my mind.. hope she gets the help she needs 😢
I noticed Mark, that you are developing your skills. Your voice is especially great...sincere, universally appealing. Your diction, tone and manner of speaking is so able to instill confidence in these interviews.
😂🤔
Very sad to think an adult carrying so much trauma at the hands of others was once an innocent child with her whole life ahead of her.
she literally has a mental health issue. D.I.D..she is not talking truth
So awful. It’s heartbreaking. 😢
Did she say she was abused? I didn't catch that.
Could just be schizophrenia, who knows if any of her story wasn’t made up? Pretty sad.
@bradmyers5998 I try my best to take all of the subjects of these videos at face value but you absolutely are right. There's never any way to validate anything that is said here, especially when the person talking is so obviously delusional
It’s kind of hard to follow this sweet soul but I’ve listened to it twice and I get it. God bless her and anyone like her who needs help. This country needs to treat their people who suffer from mental illness. God bless you Mark.
everyone on tiktok faking this terrible disorder needs to see this video. i know their actions comes from misunderstanding and just being young/dumb, but this is what this condition actually looks like, not making tiktoks and dressing up. its a horrific disorder to struggle with and i hope this poor woman finds peace somehow.
It actually looks nothing like this.
@@4MixMasterMonkeybecause she probably has at least 1 other mental condition I would be pretty confident in saying she probably has several coexisting mental health conditions, having been around lots of people with schizophrenia and/or psychosis that's what it sounds like to me. Not to mention she's definitely abusing substances on top of it all.
Amen
@@4MixMasterMonkey It can for SRA/MC but not for non SRA systems.
@@4MixMasterMonkey every DID system, and OSDD, is going to be unique.
It is so interesting how her accent changes from southern US to an Aussie or New Zealand one in a heartbeat.
It’s very common
her message being "leave alisha alone" is so heartbreaking and touching
It’s amazingly painful to see what the brain does in response to repeated childhood trauma. It’s protective, but to what extent? So very sad.
“I am a beautiful woman” I miss my children deeply” God please heal her mind, body & soul!! She is truly tormented every moment of her life! You are worthy Alicia, you are beautiful & I pray you are delivered and live a healthy life! @Mark, thank you for giving these beautiful people a platform to speak the truth as how they truly see & feel it! Watching your platform has really helped me try daily to be a better person, to have empathy & compassion to those who are suffering!! I appreciate who you are & the world is a better place because of you!! Bless her soul!! 💙🙏
Appreciate yourself, Alisha knows that. "I am a beautiful woman." Society says it's all outside of us, the good and the bad, true is the reverse. Bless your soul ✨
@@MrsSmith31122 god condones slavery. And the beating of slaves. So do you?
My dad (who I have been estranged from for over 4 years) has DID. Growing up with this as a child was a real nightmare even though I have empathy for the condition. I never got to ‘know’ who my dad was as he was always different people all throughout my upbringing.
@Mike-gd4zd I was in a relationship for a few years with someone that has it, and I literally can not even begin to explain nor describe in just one little yt comment, just how horrific it was on my mental health. When I effen say that he drove me to the edges of near insanity more times than I care to count, it is not an exaggeration.
He didnt find out until a year into our relationship that he had D.I.D, and omG.. EVERYTHING made sense then, for me anyways.
I absolutely hated how deeply deeply DEEPLY in love with him I was, because I literally almost didnt make it.
And you would NEVERRRRRRR KNOW or ever guess AT ALL that that this particular person could have this.
Literally, so many different ppl, when first meeting him, would describe him as "solid". One of the most amazing and multi talented ppl I have ever known. Makes over a quarter a million a year as an Engineer on a huge oil bardge.
It almost took me out, the head phuk was thee worst thing i have ever gone thru as an adult. We broke up 5 yrs ago and I have been single ever since, and the trauma it caused, ontop of the CPTSD and Major Depression I already have since childhood.. it literally fundamentally CHANGED ME as a person.
Im almost 49 now. I wish I would have never met him.
As a mother of three adult children I often blame myself for allowing my children to grow up with my husband.
He is a vet with PTSD, major depressive disorder, and Bp disorder. All of these diagnosis came after the military. He was to desert storm, and when he came home he was never the same person. I hated it because they were born after he came home, so they too never got to meet the man that I fell in love with, and who was my best friend.
They never got to meet that guy! They have only known the guy that I’ve had to stop from committing suicide twice, the guy that is absolutely amazing, but only sees himself a looser.
All of my energy has been given to maintain a normal relationship between my children and their father. It has been exhausting.
Even with them being adults and seeing the issues for themselves, I still want to protect them from any behavior that would negatively affect them.
I thank you for sharing your experience.⭐️
@@gldnsunrising7761 what were some symptoms or examples of his DID ?
@@gldnsunrising7761 I am so sorry. Your story is fascinating though. You left me wanting to hear more…everything…. But I don’t wish for you to relive the trauma. Maybe one day you can use your story to help others…🙏🏼💕
@@gldnsunrising7761hugs♥️🙏
I really can't believe what I'm hearing. Thank you for giving her space, and time.
Mark you're an extremely strong and caring person to be able to sit and hear the things you do and always remain kind and respectful, they say things that most wouldn't be able to keep from laughing but u never do. Thank you for being so caring and respectful no matter their situation
This interview has completely convinced me, that D.I.D. is a true condition. At least it's real in this lady.
God be with her!
You are actually serious with the “god be with her” crap? She’s obviously been indoctrinated with religious mumbo jumbo all her life. Coupled with the mental illness she suffers with , this is the result you will get. Stop believing in fairytales and hell, demons and spirits and GET REAL!!!
@@lvr8429 exactly. I suppose you believe in the one that your taught to believe in. Strange isn’t it 🤣
Watch some Britney Spears interviews you’ll see her personalities
@@lvr8429Father, Papa, Dad, Daddy, Pops, Abba, Apa etc. Does the meaning of the name change the love of the child?
What made you think it wasn’t real before?
Oh, this poor dear woman. I pray she gets the help she needs. Keep her in your prayers.
@@betsybaye4951 prayers do nothing. What about getting off your ass and actually doing something if you care so much?
How has praying worked for you so far? Get real. People like this need real help.
@@MDrums85 great comment
@@goonerbean4680 Take life for what it is. It’s beautiful enough. 🤷♂️
@@MDrums85 absolutely
Alisha: "I was born in 1692", Mark: "you look good for your age". LOL!
😂
😭😭😭😂
Lolol
Stop to her it's very real it's sad her mind is damaged 💔 😢 just listening to her it's not real but to her it's as real as your opinion 😢
It's good to laugh WITH folks who have mental illnesses, when they are laughing at their own conditions. ❤ Fictives are valid Parts just like any other, even if they look ridiculous to outsiders. They serve a purpose in the System.
I make fun of my own sometimes. Yeah I'm a spicy disaster. Yes, I make it funny sometimes. Being broken isn't great, but we can still have fun. I don't only have horrible days with the worst symptoms ever. I'm a really fun person who is also severely mentally ill.
It's incredibly sad to watch your friend or family member go through this, they are just never the same again.
This is hard to watch, my heart hurts for her. My childhood trauma left me talking about myself in third person, for years, as though it happened to someone else. Your childhood shapes who you become in later life. Thats how i feel, maybe others disagree. For what its worth, i will say a prayer for her. I wish her some peace and comfort in her life.
In the photo of this woman, the protrusion on her forehead looks so painful as does the place beside her mouth. Bless her and keep her safe.
What a beautiful soul ~I wish for her to be at peace one day.
What a beautiful and strong soul. Alisha strikes me as a woman who understands the world more than the average person, but sadly that understanding has come through suffering. Where can I donate so that she can have some peace in her life? She truely deserves it.
"I have so many people behind my eyes" is so much of a powerful statement.
When she said that I got the chills.
This is extraordinarily difficult to follow and you can literally not believe a word of what she's saying because she's so many personalities. Absolutely mind blowing. I cannot imagine how impossible her life is nor can I express how terribly sorry I am that she suffers so inherently. Wishing her peace, if possible, one day. Sweet gentle lady, for what it's worth, you will be in my thoughts ❤️
God, please bless this woman! She needs so much help!
She told you ,she is god.
She’s had that kind of crap forced into her fragile brain all her life. Praying and blessing DOES NOTHING!!! You’re not going to understand what I’m saying because you’re obviously deeply indoctrinated too 🙈. My advice is to put down the fiction books and pick up the non-fiction books 👍🏼
@@Darkbluedevil JESUS LOVES YOU
Everyone should be you...
Scary to think of her out on the streets all alone. May God protect her.
I don’t think DID is her only diagnosis. Hoping she remains safe as possible
I agree.
Yeah there seems to be some sort of psychosis going on here too.
Definitely agree. Seems to be schizophrenia as well, or maybe drug induced psychosis.
@@powderandpaint14DID shares many similar symptoms of psychosis such as hallucinations, delusions, and memory disruptions
She is not lying about her diagnosis. Her name is Alisha Painter, she is 42 years old and has been missing from Pike County since February 2023. Her family is searching for her.
Just like with any other disorder, there are many type of people that live with DID. As somebody that lives with the disorder, it’s kind of frustrating how the only people that are portrayed in the media or people whose life is in shambles. That is not the case with everyone. I have learned to use my strength and build a beautiful and very successful life.for anyone who is suffering with this disorder, please know that there is hope and you can be incredibly and wildly successful. Just like anyone else that walks planet earth.
She speaks beautifully, honestly.
My heart hurts for this lady. Hope she can get help. She weeps saying "I'm just a game to everyone." That would have been camera off; so, so sad.
I send this woman so much love and healing from Melbourne ❤
Along with light and love from Mumbai India!!❤
Alisha speaks a lot of truth. Metaphysically, she is spot on. We are all humanity and she is pure star dust. A beautiful soul stuck “between dimensions.”
Tragedy and trauma effects us all differently. She is just living her truth.
She made perfect sense..and yet no sense at all. She is a beautiful soul and Im so sad for her. I pray that her family finds her and is able to get her back home and she gets the help she needs. Go back home Momma🙏💗
This lady is beautiful. I feel so bad for her. I have enough trouble with my one personality. Can’t imagine having multiples all sweet lady. Stay safe.
Amen to that this poor woman
How did she get all these bruises and welts? This poor woman needs a safe place. ❤
Hey Mark, just wanted to say thank you for having Alisha here. There are many like us with DID and it is not a fun or enjoyable condition to have. Most of us get diagnosis until our adulthood due to the system protecting us and protecting themselves. With love and care, -the Tree House
I also have DID (more specifically OSDD) and have studied psychology for the past 10 years. This gal is beautiful and so incredibly strong. I'm pretty sure the first 2/3 of this video she is having multiple personalities (I think at least 4) speaking the story all at the same time. The different traumas that happened to her. I hope she gets the help she needs
This is sad to see. Self medicating with illicit drugs coupled with mental illness all the while messing around with demonic spirits leads to this kind of psychosis. Very sad, likely she needs more than medication but proper intensive treatment
Amen that
It's so interesting listening to her speak. She has a few accents that just mix together. I hear Louisiana quite a bit. I really wish she had help. Bless her.
Feels like paranoid schizophrenia... my heart aches for peace for her... no way to deconstruct this
I agree with you. This is drug induced. This is not DID in my opinion.
I agree with you.
MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER doesn’t exist. Do your homework.
@krystallovern6752 you're right. It's called DID. Thank you for your cripplingly regarded comment
The two can resemble each other but require vastly different treatment.
This is one of the hardest interviews of yours to watch for me.
I cannot figure out who or when the real person was speaking. I was so confused. I hope she gets help.
Alisha, thank you for your interview. You seem to know about many things. Be safe. ❤❤❤
My heart aches for this lady. I wish her all the best. Please, someone, assist her to find some help for living the best life possible for her. She needs care and housing.
This one was hard to watch. Peace, safety, and blessings for Alisha.
Peace, safety, and blessings for all of us complicated, suffering humans
She IS a beautiful woman. I pray that she gets help and there is a miracle for her. Noone deserves to live and feel this way.
I would love to hear a psychologist's perspective on this. I'm curious if she actually suffers from DID in combination with another psychiatric disorder that would also account for some of the word salad intermixed in there. 21:12 was especially profound to me -- Listening to what appears to be 2 of her personalities interacting with one another. Difficult to watch, but fascinating.
She talks about Klaus michaelson.. from the spinoff the originals she needs serious mental help before she just parishes. She is not invincible....God bless her. She is right about the govt doing something.... we don't know what they are doing. Smh and don't ask. End up gone.
I do not believe she does suffer from DID but is rather psychotic and lives in an imagined story. With DID the personality changes would be strong and she shows no differing personalities with her different accents. Her voice remains the same too and she stays in one story all the time. She does need serious mental help. And she needs medication.
@@patriciasasso6325Didn't she say she was damon salvatore
@drsyl
I'm a Psychologist and this is not DID. Very likely schizophrenia and/Schizotypal Disorder.
Poor girl 😢
Wow, this is fascinating. There are some random tidbits of very profound information here.
Like which parts?
. Listen to her speak. Lots of parts.
Ha. I thought the very same thing.. there is such wisdom in parts ..
@@maxsiehierthe Cindy Croffert part stuck out to me.
🛑 PLS READ BEFORE YOU JUDGE THIS BEAUTIFUL SOUL 💕
I have diagnosed DID, I’m a millennial. This woman is genuine. The “babble” is a form of dissociation/ rapid switching from being nervous or anxious or triggered. Can be many things. Anything. I’ve noticed many switches. I CAN follow her story. Bc I speak like this! It’s called word salad.
DID is formed under the age of 6-9 when the personality sets. Locks in. Prior to that we are all just “multiple personalities” so to speak.
With REPEATED childhood trauma, I know first hand, especially this level of trauma… comes one moment of something going wrong for your mind to just break.
Alters become Amnesiac. Switchy. Not making sense if no one is “driving the body” so to speak. I could go on for hours! But living on the streets, regardless of there’s any drug use ect, it’s a HIGE STRESS factor for ANYONE let alone someone with DID.
Then I’m guessing being homeless in USA there’s no Medicare. 🤦♀️
It becomes a horrid cycle impossible to get out of. Trauma attract trauma. 😢
I DEEPLY FEEL FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL, TORTURED SOUL.
She needs help, love and support.
I wish I was in the USA so I could come talk to her and give her the time of day, she deserves. To be seen ❤
Hun if you ever see this, please if you ever want to chat 💬 about this disorder. I’m here. Click my face on here.
Sending so much love 💜 stay strong. 💪 you’re beyond incredible. Very few can survive what you have. And remember you ARE WORTHY ❤
As she speaks you hear different topics, personalities, accents, and ideologies in the same sentence. This has got to be a struggle to balance this disorder. I’m on your side. You are not a game!!
💔 Thank you for posting your videos. We forget about people's struggles when we're living in our (mostly) happy little bubbles. I hope she finds some help. I can't imagine the trauma she's lived through.
Bless her heart ❤️. We have so many hurt people in this world, I pray she gets a smooth journey at some point in life 😢💖💕💖💕✨️✨️
By closing the mental institutions instead of fixing them, these are the people who were left to fend for themselves. Community mental health only works when the person has enough cognitive ability and faculties to show up for appointments, take their medication properly, etc. which many do not.
Many do not because they are incapable of taking care of themselves by themselves for many reasons besides their mental illness. ADHD, ASD, dyslexia, PTSD etc.
Truth
You are not just a game to everybody even if it feels that way. I think you already know that though. You seem very intelligent and you are right, you're a beautiful woman. For many reasons please do another interview here.
She reminds me so much of Aileen Wuornos . . . God bless you, Alisha.
She’s not wrong about a lot of stuff spiritually, I always wonder if did is really multiple souls using the one body to reside in earth bound.
I know right? Especially the belief system stuff and mediumship
"You should watch out for the people you work with let alone sleep with " So true!!!!!!!!!!
You can see in her eyes how much she has been through and how much pain she is in. Poor soul, I wish I could help people like her, but I have my own demons to fight and my hands are tied.
You can always pray for her.
@@mddell58What people can do is reach out and help others like her.
@@mddell58People who are qualified need to help her.
@mddell58 yeah, or you could actually, I don't know...HELP.
@@UncleFlaynus then you go find her n show us how to help her.
Ive seen alot of SWU videos... and this is one of the most interesting yet painful ones ive seen :(
Alisha is right about a lot of things. Great interview she is really interesting 😊
I wonder what it is with "the fractals" that she (and multiple psychiatric patients at the state psych hospital I work at) speaks of...it's a fairly common term that many severely afflicted psychiatric sufferers utilize. I have 9 minutes left to watch with Alisha, but I wonder if she's been hospitalized and medicated? And more importantly--treated with therapies. She's so fragmented yet so composed, she seems peaceful in her essence, somehow. I wish her the best.
Armchair science but perhaps in the same way psychedelics that act on serotonin receptors in the brain cause fractal imagery as a hallucination, the increase of serotonin in a schizophrenic persons brain causes similar visual hallucinations? Not a fact but maybe
💔🙏🏼❤🙏🏼 this is what severe trauma does. No one knows what someone is going through, So be kind. Blessings Love and Peace
This is what tarot, Santa Muerte, witchcraft bring. She is full of demons. This is a spiritual crisis, not a mental health one.
D.I.D is a magical defensive mechanism of the brain. It saves the child from being consciously aware of the extreme trauma they are experiencing. Each one has their own identity and "job". The host is completely unaware of what is happening when another is "up front" and in control. In some cases they have the ability to communicate with each other on the inside. D.I.D is fascinating. However, the circumstances are beyond saddening. Humanity needs to take action and end the war on children. Thank you, Mark and Alisha 🤍
How do we end the war on children when people continue to put them in harms way? Its very often the broken family and the BF the woman brings into her house. Pedos are attracted to single women with kids for that reason. Try to get people to acknowledge the broken family is the root of all these issues. People will be on you like a rash!
@@janetpersons7647Agreed! Almost every time I hear about some horrific crime being perpetrated against a little one, it's done by the mom's boyfriend. I've never understood how a mother could choose a man, over her babies.
I have a friend whose daughter has 3 little girls (2 different dads), and is with another man now. My friend has contacted child protective services to report bruises (facial, etc) and the daughter covers for him. Just why...
I don't believe she has DID but she seriously needs mental help. Her "entities" are not very different and do not seem to have different jobs. She has one narrative and I do not see different experiences now. I think she is in deep psychosis.
And through it all, she still manages to advocate for herself. I hope to God this woman receives the help and peace she deserves.
This is so sad, I hope she can get the help she needs….
Mark, I don't miss ANY of your work. Please let me thank u 4 doing more 4 America's mental health awareness than those paid 2 do it. Again, ty Mark! ❤
I can’t follow this conversation.
No matter what you may take away from her story. One thing comes through loud and clear. She wants to be at peace. She is tired and just wants to feel at peace in her space, in her skin and to be Allowed to rest.
She has a beautiful heart. I like her. Alisha, stay strong beautiful
I noticed her alters make threats at her perpetrators and always say to leave her alone, and theyre all very regilious and powerful figures... probably to make her look more threatening to people that have harmed her when she disassociates
So fascinating and also such a tragedy. I would love to hear her speak more.
Everyone speaks elements of truth. Interesting and inspiring interview.
I cannot imagine how much of a struggle that life has to be for her. I had a difficult time following her in the interview.
For anyone has no idea about what she’s on about the black eyes thing is due to vessels bursting because the child is in so much pain and screaming aka “panda eyes” 😢
For some reason that interview reminds me of my 1st fight with Tyler....
Amazing though the nuggets of pure lucid profound wisdom people with [severe] mental issues can muster at times. Baffling.
Thanks for sharing your story Alisha, I wish you the very best. Thank you Mark for your work. Cheers
What a Beautiful Soul!
I Send her all my Love & Healing
I Hope she Gets What she Deserves!
Love Shelter & Warmth From the Storms!
The brain is fascinating. What she says in the end just about describes what iv read about DID/ multiple personality disorder..
"Lets gets this fking right, cuz we're not going to dance in the sky with angels" - Queen Victoria
She reminds of the lady Mark has interviewed a few times before "Ruby" I believe her name was...the conversation being all over the place was just how Ruby did too.
Wow this is fascinating. Our brains are so fascinating.
I hope this lady can get help and healing. Shes so bright ❤
Alisha certainly needs a lot of help, beginning with safety,
This is NOT a typical presentation of DID or DIDNOS, with all due respect, and, honor for all those who have survived life-altering trauma
As a Survivor/overcomer of SRA/MKUltra/Child Trafficking, who was programmed with DID, and then functioned with DIDNOS once free from The Family, The CIA and my father, (ages 18 - 20) until all the memories came flooding back when I was 33,
I went into therapy, and de-programmed/integrated, and, healed.
I will say, from reading between the lines, that I do believe she went through inescapable, overwhelming trauma that caused DID. However, the trauma that causes DID splits begins before the age of six, and most alters are children playing adult rolls.
What I am seeing and hearing (medically Ret.RN who did work in a psych unit), is more consistent with Bi-Polar manic delusions of grandeur, and, unfortunately, as her wounds and scattered thoughts demonstrate, drug abuse. I suspect meth, as Mark mentioned as well.
I perceive she is a victim of multi-generational satanic ritual abuse hidden within a "Pentecostal" Religious Family. The Bloodline Luciferian Family I was born into, were embedded in a mainline Lutheran Church. It was simply a front for Die Familie (The Family in German). The entire elder board was made up of The Family, and Pastors were either Bloodline willing participants, or controlled patsies that did not stay long in that church.
Real Christians that would stumble into that place, usually left within a year.
Satanic/Luciferian Rituals took place in the basements and sanctuary.
I suspect that her delusions of being Jesus God, and the Holy Spirit, and also "Underworld" deities, with voodoo weapons, etc... is due to the black and white duality of all things that the Luciferian religion is based upon.
The good news is, DID, in and of itself, is NOT a mental illness, but a highly intelligent, yet, dysfunctional coping mechanism developed through dissociation. Thus, it can be treated and wholly healed.
The usual presentation of DID is not flowing, rambling like we witnessed. Alters all have a job to do in order to survive, and the switches among alters are based on triggers/subjects, one alter can't handle, or doesn't know the answer to, and is visible in the physiology of each identity. I was very careful to watch her eyes and mannerisms. They just did not change in the way people with DID change. Even her accents were not consistent, like you find with DID. You can have alters that can fluently speak other languages unknow to the Host Identity/Personality (the one that usually interfaces with the public).
People with DID, but, esp DIDNOS, can interface with the public and function well.
As a survivor, my birth family were all DID. I was the only one that got free from The Family (42 years now), de-programmed, and integrated (25+ yrs). My siblings and mom were free for about two years, but, did not do the hard work of therapy. They were accessed and re-programmed. I live 2000 mi. away for a reason.
"They" took my father out on his 64th birthday because his programming had fallen apart so many times, they found it impossible to re-program him, plus he abused alcohol and prescription drugs. He was too much of a liability, and my sisters were pressing charges against him, which was allowed in the state they reside in.
Anyhow, enough of my experiences.
I hope and pray that Alisha can get into a SAFE ministry that can house her, get her clean and sober, address all the diagnoses she may have, and give her both spiritual healing and professional healing that she needs. California is NOT a safe place for SRA survivors. * I was born and raised in S. Calif until the age 0f 18yrs. The city was a viper's nest of the Luciferians and multiple, wealthy, Pedophile Rings.
God save Alisha!
Cheryl Beck.
I'm sorry but your understanding of dissociative disorders is incredibly outdated. DIDNOS as a diagnosis stopped being used in 2013 and is now called OSDD. The person who founded and pioneered integration as treatment is a European Dr who was permanently disbarred from practicing because he was found to have badly abused many of his patients with DID and OSDD. I have OSDD and function with it. I have not been the main host our entire life. I can't imagine ever wanting integration as I have no idea who we would be or what we would be like if one and to me that is terrifying. Most people I meet diagnosed with a dissociative disorder feel the same. If it works for you and makes your life better then good I am happy for you just please understand its not for everyone. Also integration as regarded by modern psychological standards is not viewed as being a permanent cure as exposure to traumatic events afterwards can cause you to fracture again and be less functional than before integration.
Reading your comment you sound just as disorganized and paranoid delusional as the woman being interviewed. Might be time for a check up. I don't think you're doing as well as you may think you are
Id listen to an interview of you with mark. Any way to confirm any of this info?
It's not possible for an entire family to develop DID. it's a very rare diagnosis.
Wow it’s wild to see the switch up and her brief dialogue with some of her alters. I’ve never seen this actually happening irl. She deserves so much love and care.
Everyone is calling her crazy, but honestly i believe and resonate with most of what shes saying. People use the word "delusional, crazy, schizophrenic" for the things they personally cant understand, but it doesnt make it false, js a perspective yu dint see
I agree 100% with you
I agree. Part of it is a fragmented soul....it fragments to escape/disassociate from the trauma.
Please Mark, you know what places could be possible to get her some help like a room to stay.
Something where she can sleep without being in fear. Even some nights. I am sure ppl will donate some for this sweet girl.
Thank you for giving her the possibility to talk.
Let’s help her with a go fund me…
To get her home with her family
I once heard a psychiatrist say: “a person has never been truly mad until they believe they are Jesus.”
I feel for this lady and would love to see a future interview where she’s been treated and healed. Sadly though, I’m not sure that’ll ever happen.
Alysha is an example of how fine the line is between genius and crazy. There’s so much truth in what she says…I believe she could be helped on the proper medication. She just needs someone to work with her, give her some safe surroundings and help her to get back into society. Anyone out there who can offer her a chance?
She needs to be detoxed. And her flesh eating bacteria needs proper care
I feel so bad for Alisha. I can't imagine, the horrible traumas she's been through. I pray she gets the help she needs, cause this must be hell for her. God help her. 😔🙏
Poor lady. She’s definitely not safe on the streets. Double that with the fact she’s very attractive. Wishing all the best for you Alisha. 💚💜
My father was paranoid Schizophrenic and he always feared the government. He always said they were after him. He also fear his own children. Abused his own children. Horrible disease.
The government gave it to him
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One of the saddest stories as of yet. I pray she can get some help to quiet down her brain. Thank you Mark for showing the real DID not the tiktok version for views. That woman has been through it and again I will pray for her.
I used to believe DID must be an absolute nightmare diagnosis or state to be in. However, the more awareness we gain, I'm like, "Thank god this protective mechanism exists."
I found the conversation very difficult to follow, I’ve always been sceptical of certain DID cases in the limelight, but this conversation has completely convinced me that this is one of the most real representations of DID I’ve ever seen.