heyy i want to kms so bad rn my dad js yelled at me then my mom has been saying i’m not worth anything then my aunts and uncle said they don’t love me tbh idk how much longer i can do this for
@AmeliaBurgess-nd3qg Sorry i answered late, i had some hw. Why can’t you leave him? Please don’t force your feelings. It isn’t healthy. Get out of the relationship. I dont want you to feel trapped. You worth more than anything. You’re worth more than the WORLD. you aren’t lazy. you’re tired. But please don’t do self harm again!
I was very upset last Friday, I was gonna end it all. My boy best friend (M) convinced me not to. But 2 days later I got even more upset, I told him how I felt and I said I wanted to end it all and he said "as long as your happy". Hes currently helping me plan when to overdose, Wednesday...his birthday, he said he wanted a few more days with me until I'm gone.
Before you decide to and it think about all the things you want to do in the future like your future kids, animals just things you like. That might help
please stay. please. i know this might not have a very big effect, because if even your best friend couldn’t convince you, i probably might not leave a big enough impact. but think about how far you’ve come. how many things you’ve accomplished, no matter how easy or hard. i thought about it, too. and you don’t know how happy i am, now that i’ve stayed. you deserve a long and happy life, especially if you’re going through something tough right now. i know it’s not easy. in fact, this might be the most difficult part of your life. but please. you deserve so much more, and if this random stranger on the internet cares about you a lot, i can’t imagine how much your best friend must care about you. you are a wonderful, beautiful, amazing human who deserves a full life. i really don’t wanna guilt trip you into staying, but i’d think he’d be really sad if you were gone, especially if it’s on his birthday. i love you so much. i’m proud of you. you deserve a happy and long life. please stay, you don’t know how much i’d cry (happy tears) if you stayed. i know i’m a stranger, and you have no proof of my experiences or how much i’m proud of you. but you deserve so much more, no matter how you think of it. you are amazing. please, at the very least, think of how far you’ve come. -random person on the internet who loves you so much and is so proud of how far you’ve come 🫶
I'm so sorry. Feel free to talk to me if you need to. Take care alright? Never forget that God made you fearfully and wonderfully made. Don't give in to temptation, that is anything that is a sin. Do not worry about things. Jesus loves you
The word you're looking for is defeated. You feel defeated. You don't know what's going on with your life, you're exhausted and you have no clue what to do to make it all go away because you've tried. Everything seems pointless now. You feel defeated.
@@lewis_576 hi and thank you. i think i’m messed up in the head yk? like mentally i’m almost one hundred percent sure i have at least one disorder. and that would be bipolar. idrk what to do bc i don’t wanna tell my mom anything so idk.
@@foreverforgottenmmhsltlsod im really sorry you have to go through all that :( it can really help to talk to somebody about that, so I highly suggest you try talking with a friend or someone else you're close with (maybe someone older) if you can't tell your mom. I don't really know too much about bipolar but I know it can be really hard to deal with and im sorry you have to live with that. just please don't give up no matter how hard it gets because I promise it will get better and there are people who care about you and would miss you if you were gone. as for talking to people, I would also suggest maybe going on one of those mental health crisis hotlines and chatting with someone there because they are professionals and can probably give better advice than I can lol. sorry if this was really cliché im not the best at giving advice to people T-T anyways I hope you feel better you're amazing so don't forget that
see, the thing is i can’t vent. if i do, i always feel guilty about it because i know my problems will never go as far as some people on here. plus, a lot of people i know have it way worse than me. so why vent if other people are struggling worse than me? that’s why i’m the therapist friend. because even though i’m struggling, their struggles are worse. so i just bottle up my thoughts and go my way.
Ik this is a stupid thing to vent about but my brother helps take care of cats at pets mart and i used to be terrified of cats but i kinda was slowly overcoming it and i found one kitty who was really sweet and i felt like he was for me and stuff and i started crying bc my dad HATES cats but everyone else was up for getting him and i know he’ll be gone next time we come because he’s a kitten (7 months)and i can’t stop crying i would litteraly take only that cat and not get anything else for christmas:(
I hate myself so much I hate my face I hate my eyes my nose my lips my hair I hate my body I hate how skinny I am i hate how my legs are I hate my scarred thighs I hate my brother I hate my mom I hate that people ignore me when I talk I hate that I have no friends I hate my new school I hate my best friend i hate my crush I hate everything I hate living
vent:: TW- bro im so done with this. I went from being able to go a year too not being able to go two weeks without relapsing. Like why can't I just find more than two people in my life that are actually decent. I hate my life, the only thing keeping me here is my horse I swear the min he's gone so am I, at least he's young so I might have a bit if all goes well. but honestly I don't want to be here, I just cant leave him. and no one seems to care about how I feel I'm just the person they can pick fun at all the time. "Jay's always fine, nothing hurts her" like why do you think I'm that way. but they never think that."thats just normal for her" it shouldn't be normal for someone to be bale to talk about there family who has passed away and people not care.i shouldn't have to deal with people saying they don't like my family to my face, like they are my family, I would rather people talk behind my back. I cant deal with this. Im just about done with this stupid world. My parents get mad at me about my room or make back handed comments about me and all I can do is stand there because if I say anything I'm "talking back". Man people suck I just wanna live a life were people actually like me.
@@jay_equine9858 I'm so sorry you have to go through that I really hope you'll be able to find more people who care about you cause you deserve to feel loved and cared about
Imagine have having 2 friends and asking them to hang out but they both say they’re not able too. So you go with some one else the ru. In to them at the mall and see all the posts on TikTok lol imagine…
The worst part of depression is not understanding how and why you got to this point of life and not understanding how you feel.
Depression is hard but gambling goes much harder 💯🗣
thats the stage I'm in
No one should have to go through that. It's really sad how these people have NO ONE to talk to, not even their parents, about topics like this.
feel free to vent, i’m here for you all
heyy i want to kms so bad rn my dad js yelled at me then my mom has been saying i’m not worth anything then my aunts and uncle said they don’t love me tbh idk how much longer i can do this for
MOW 😔
@AmeliaBurgess-nd3qg yes ofc! u don’t have to ask ml
@AmeliaBurgess-nd3qg Sorry i answered late, i had some hw.
Why can’t you leave him? Please don’t force your feelings. It isn’t healthy. Get out of the relationship. I dont want you to feel trapped. You worth more than anything. You’re worth more than the WORLD. you aren’t lazy. you’re tired. But please don’t do self harm again!
@@CigarettesOutTheWindow502 Hey, you’re everywhere. Hru?
My friends just unadded me from the gc because I was trying to vent without really venting. I said “whatever idc anymore” and they unadded me.
I was very upset last Friday, I was gonna end it all. My boy best friend (M) convinced me not to. But 2 days later I got even more upset, I told him how I felt and I said I wanted to end it all and he said "as long as your happy". Hes currently helping me plan when to overdose, Wednesday...his birthday, he said he wanted a few more days with me until I'm gone.
Before you decide to and it think about all the things you want to do in the future like your future kids, animals just things you like.
That might help
please stay. please. i know this might not have a very big effect, because if even your best friend couldn’t convince you, i probably might not leave a big enough impact. but think about how far you’ve come. how many things you’ve accomplished, no matter how easy or hard. i thought about it, too. and you don’t know how happy i am, now that i’ve stayed. you deserve a long and happy life, especially if you’re going through something tough right now. i know it’s not easy. in fact, this might be the most difficult part of your life. but please. you deserve so much more, and if this random stranger on the internet cares about you a lot, i can’t imagine how much your best friend must care about you. you are a wonderful, beautiful, amazing human who deserves a full life. i really don’t wanna guilt trip you into staying, but i’d think he’d be really sad if you were gone, especially if it’s on his birthday.
i love you so much.
i’m proud of you.
you deserve a happy and long life.
please stay, you don’t know how much i’d cry (happy tears) if you stayed.
i know i’m a stranger, and you have no proof of my experiences or how much i’m proud of you.
but you deserve so much more, no matter how you think of it.
you are amazing.
please, at the very least, think of how far you’ve come.
-random person on the internet who loves you so much and is so proud of how far you’ve come 🫶
I hope they didn’t end it.
you okay ml?
Does anyone needs to vent ? Im here for yall
We ain’t doing good that’s for sure 🗣🔥
@@CigarettesOutTheWindow502 yea It was just an offer if anyone wants to vent 💕
I don’t know if I can do this anymore it’s so hard I literally can’t do this. Life is so hard I try so hard but everything I do I fail
I'm so sorry. Feel free to talk to me if you need to. Take care alright? Never forget that God made you fearfully and wonderfully made. Don't give in to temptation, that is anything that is a sin. Do not worry about things. Jesus loves you
The word you're looking for is defeated. You feel defeated. You don't know what's going on with your life, you're exhausted and you have no clue what to do to make it all go away because you've tried. Everything seems pointless now. You feel defeated.
Anyone can vent here.
im so sorry you can talk to me if u want
@@lewis_576 hi and thank you. i think i’m messed up in the head yk? like mentally i’m almost one hundred percent sure i have at least one disorder. and that would be bipolar. idrk what to do bc i don’t wanna tell my mom anything so idk.
@@foreverforgottenmmhsltlsod im really sorry you have to go through all that :( it can really help to talk to somebody about that, so I highly suggest you try talking with a friend or someone else you're close with (maybe someone older) if you can't tell your mom. I don't really know too much about bipolar but I know it can be really hard to deal with and im sorry you have to live with that. just please don't give up no matter how hard it gets because I promise it will get better and there are people who care about you and would miss you if you were gone. as for talking to people, I would also suggest maybe going on one of those mental health crisis hotlines and chatting with someone there because they are professionals and can probably give better advice than I can lol.
sorry if this was really cliché im not the best at giving advice to people T-T anyways I hope you feel better you're amazing so don't forget that
@@lewis_576 awww no your advice was great! i think i’ll tell one of my friends about it and i’ll see how it goes. thank you thank you thank you.
@@foreverforgottenmmhsltlsod np at all! im so glad I could help and I hope it goes well with your friend :)
see, the thing is i can’t vent. if i do, i always feel guilty about it because i know my problems will never go as far as some people on here. plus, a lot of people i know have it way worse than me. so why vent if other people are struggling worse than me? that’s why i’m the therapist friend. because even though i’m struggling, their struggles are worse. so i just bottle up my thoughts and go my way.
Don’t be that person who makes fun of people now matter how stupid it is trust me it can hurt them do bad they do things don’t be that person please.
Ik this is a stupid thing to vent about but my brother helps take care of cats at pets mart and i used to be terrified of cats but i kinda was slowly overcoming it and i found one kitty who was really sweet and i felt like he was for me and stuff and i started crying bc my dad HATES cats but everyone else was up for getting him and i know he’ll be gone next time we come because he’s a kitten (7 months)and i can’t stop crying i would litteraly take only that cat and not get anything else for christmas:(
Taking care of cats are hard ngl but if you insist super nicely, they might agree.
I hate myself so much I hate my face I hate my eyes my nose my lips my hair I hate my body I hate how skinny I am i hate how my legs are I hate my scarred thighs I hate my brother I hate my mom I hate that people ignore me when I talk I hate that I have no friends I hate my new school I hate my best friend i hate my crush I hate everything I hate living
Everyone can vent here
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bro im so done with this. I went from being able to go a year too not being able to go two weeks without relapsing. Like why can't I just find more than two people in my life that are actually decent. I hate my life, the only thing keeping me here is my horse I swear the min he's gone so am I, at least he's young so I might have a bit if all goes well. but honestly I don't want to be here, I just cant leave him. and no one seems to care about how I feel I'm just the person they can pick fun at all the time. "Jay's always fine, nothing hurts her" like why do you think I'm that way. but they never think that."thats just normal for her" it shouldn't be normal for someone to be bale to talk about there family who has passed away and people not care.i shouldn't have to deal with people saying they don't like my family to my face, like they are my family, I would rather people talk behind my back. I cant deal with this. Im just about done with this stupid world. My parents get mad at me about my room or make back handed comments about me and all I can do is stand there because if I say anything I'm "talking back". Man people suck I just wanna live a life were people actually like me.
@@jay_equine9858 I'm so sorry you have to go through that I really hope you'll be able to find more people who care about you cause you deserve to feel loved and cared about
Imagine have having 2 friends and asking them to hang out but they both say they’re not able too. So you go with some one else the ru. In to them at the mall and see all the posts on TikTok lol imagine…
3rd wheel, get new friends
@@xAv3rag3 I did :)
What if she starts picking up my habits???
who?
Hi there you can vent if needed I won’t judge I will read every single sentence