Thank you for continuing to tell the truth and sharing your story about Scientology. I have endless respect for you Jenna. Your videos help a lot of people including myself.👍
On Wednesdays we wear pink! It's amazing how you and some friends have come out of this to be wonderful, caring parents and friends. I'm proud of you all!
Jenna has been so sweet and kind every time we've met, and she is so small and soft-spoken. Hard to imagine her as a hard-core dedicated Scientologist with mean-girl energy. I am so sorry you went through all of that Jenna, but I am glad you have found your authentic self!
I am so glad you escaped this madness. You have found your voice exposing this cult and there harmful practices will shut them down. Way to go on another great video!
Thanks for this video! I was always in trouble with CMO and often felt personally bullied by messengers. Sometimes even by kids I had literally helped raise.
Thats the worst thing that Scientology does. Taking you money and time is one thing but they took away alot of my kindness and compassion by invalidating me for it. I was made wrong for being kind and i was trained into being an ice queen too. I still am not myself because the self that i was invalidated and pushed down.
I am so glad you eventually escaped the cult. The cult of L Ron is dissolving into nothing because of all the SPs and good sane people shining a light on the evil darkness. Bless all the SPs and the good people. Good Bye Little Davy and your little navy.
I just love Jenna’s nature and ability to handle this with grace. You are a smart and brave woman who deserves waaaay more than what you have been dealing with. We are here to support you Jenna!
Thank you so much for sharing your experience. It is so so important to have this info publivally available.the ab use can begin to be stopped when we know exactly what they are doing.
You are the sweetest person, having gone through all that you did and now raising your children and having to learn how to not be a cult member, I think you are amazing.💕
@ You had a pretty tough childhood. The thing your parents didn’t understand is that when you decide to have kids, everything else comes second except God. L R Hubbard wasn’t God. It’s ok to devote your life to a cause, but only if you don’t have any other responsibilities. Sadly, Scientologists don’t see the reality-nothing on the planet is better since Scientologists started clearing the planet. Things are getting worse everyday. Bravo to you for understanding what it means to put your kids and family before Scientology. You truly have a mother’s instinct. Something your mom just didn’t have.
Another precious testimony! This is shocking how already-married people had to divorce due to rank, that's not even parallel to military.. It's like a caste system with arranged marriage (or divorce)..
You know your style of decorating your house is beautiful ,very unique , you could definetley design my interior , I loveeeee the hanging flowers in I'm guessing a bedroom / office And I know you probably did all that yourself and now look at your tree ,just gorgeous
Good gravy!!! How are not in the looney bin??? I admire you so much for being so kind and compassionate. You didn’t learn it in the cult, that’s for dang sure!!! Love, Janet
I have 2 questions: Why has Child Protective Services in the various locations in the US where Scientology children are located not intervened regarding: A. Quality of education, supervision of vulnerable children's’ needs for nurturing, & work requirements? B. Since Sea Org members can’t have children, where are new Sea Org recruits coming from? I gather that new memberships for Scientology are at a rock bottom, how is the cult surviving? This ties into the issue of whether there are enough zealots willing to pay for all the courses. NB: My former next door neighbors were Scientologists; the husband worked at the DC location. When moving, it looked like a huge # of CDs & books for courses were thrown away. They had divorced & she appeared to be moving on from it all, although I can’t be sure. I did see a huge pile of those items on her porch in disarray.
Watch Leah Remini's multi-part documentary on Scientology and it will make sense. Scientology deploys armies of people to relentlessly harass anyone who tries to regulate them in any way. It's how they eventually bullied, threatened, and intimidated the IRS into giving them tax exempt status. They are so relentless, they make people's lives living Hells. It's why the cops don't arrest any of them for any of the abuse they inflict on people. It's why they take David Miscavige's word for it without any investigation that Shelley is still alive, when not a soul has spoken a word to her in years. It is all VERY sinister.
Love the background! When I'm back home at my parent's house in the winter I'm always near the fireplace too. And and of course your content is amazing as always!
Jenna should make talk recordings for relaxation. One of the most calming voices I've ever heard. But can we get a Jenna being angry demo just to experience it? What a contrast that would be! Ha ha!
Thank God that you got out of that situation. It has to be harrowing to live within the confines of the cult on a day-to-day basis. As you were speaking, I was wondering, yet again, what it is that the people who are part of this believe they are contributing, and with any beneficial community service that actually is going on, WHY does the a-b-use and dictatorial leadership style have to be part of the plan?
This is absolutely fascinating to me gettiing such a unique direct first-hand account of the inner workings and org structure of Scientology sea org. From the way you speak and terminology you use what struck me as a programmer of code is that it's very much like you're managing a system and computer program rather than dealing with people! Debugging is a common practice when programs malfunction or throw errors. Error codes would be 'out points'. Writing 'programs' would be adding 'sub routines' to the main program to fix errors or malfunction in the program operation. Heh. This is also very much a corporate environment 'systems management' approach which you wouldn't expect to find in a church or religion but rather a large corporation (which is what I think Scientology really is, a business pretending to be a religion) focused on productivity performance and profitability. Anyone who has studied management (as I did at Uni) will find this systematic management approach very familiar.
Jenna could you please answer in the next videos 🙏🙏🙏 1) have you and your husband been able to get the education after leaving cult 2) how did you survive after leaving cult with little money and no education 3) what you and your husband do for a living after leaving the cult
Hi Jenna, I was in Narcanon and it was horrible. Watching your videos has helped me understand how the things we did there related to the organization. Like the obsession with knowing the exact definition of words or using made up words. I'm glad you got out and are sharing your experience. My dad has been attending some of their free classes and it really scares me. I don't know how to show him how awful it is under the facade.
I would really love to hear from the inside how it started. Especially from her dad’s, the brother’s pov. Like is this long schemed and planned or just a fever dream on a whim that caught on. How did he convince the parents etc etc
This is a great question and I will address it in a video. But a quick answer for me, is that I was born into it. But many weren't and still believe and I think this is a very interesting topic 💖
Good old and well-known brainwashing techniques that targets and exploits vulnerabilities within people. You must read Steven Hassan's books about cults, the BITE-model and the Influence Continuum.
I cannot decide what is stranger, the SciFi/Volcano/Thetan stuff or the overlay of Navy cosplay onto the entire show. Being born into it is different, but who hears this nonsense from the outside and thinks, "OK, this Makes sense..." At my first encounter with this stuff in the 80s I knew it was silly nonsense.
Another great video comma Jenna exclamation point I think it would be helpful to explain a little bit about what an event is. You’re talking about members working on and planning events. What is an example of an event?
Almost every activity sounds (sorry) stupid. It all sounds like: keep them busy busy busy and (for the love of zenu) make sure they have no time or energy to think. Pfff I’m glad you’re out ❤❤
Hi Jenna. Did you ever see anyone protesting Scientology outside the base or ever see any signs of the outside world disagreeing with it? Ps love your channel
Scientology is literally having people “investigate” and fill out paperwork for someone falling asleep on a fake watch on a fake ship. I can’t decide if it’s sad or hilarious.
If I may Jenna, as I recognize you in my being a lot, there is a book you might find useful if you haven't read it. Hunger Hope and Healing, a yoga approach to reclaiming your relationship to your body and food. It doesn't talk just of yoga, body and food, but a lot of internal programming from childhood and moving to love for you.
Jenna, I’ve been listening to your story and have never commented. My heart cries for that sweet little child within your heart. I want to give you a virtual hug and tell that child it will be okay. IMO your mother is a horrible human being. She should be ashamed of the treatment of you. Her name fits her the old bitty!
Did you film this on a Wednesday is that the real reason you're wearing pink😹 really appreciate your explanation of scientology inner workings. It's way more extreme then I even imagined. Idk how id feel about being called sir. But I guess when that's what you know that's your normal. Anyway thanks for sharing hope you have a great day
I used to work for a scientology “own” company in Spain. It was hilarious at times and scary at some other times. Thank god I could leave my job just early enough ( I was going nuts with all that cr*p) The thing was: you join us or you leave us. Creepy back then. Now sounds ridiculously funny 😂❤
Question, I am wondering if after you left CMO and Scientology you were ever able to talk to other ex messengers that worked for LRH when he was alive and active? I wonder were the expectations and the lifestyle expected of you the same as it was for the older messengers who worked directly under the living breathing LRH?
I know this has nothing do with current video which I thoroughly enjoyed. Have you ever experienced a celebrity in Scientology that showed interest in you or another Scientology member to date and how would they handle that given a celebrity gets to do things others cannot
So a question i have is now that you've been out for a long time, do you still slip into scientology speakand what is a conversation like between 2 scientologists who use the in-language of the group?
Did your Mom ever leave? And as for the ranks above CMO, what would you say they feared? I know fear is probably suppressed, so - what would anger them?
“You can’t sit with us!” - L Ron Hubbard, probably
“She doesn’t even go here!”
Thank you for continuing to tell the truth and sharing your story about Scientology. I have endless respect for you Jenna. Your videos help a lot of people including myself.👍
The way you tell it, i see it like a dystopian movie running on my screen. Great job Jenna.
Yup, I was in too and I feel like I have lived in multiple science fiction movies. 100% distopean.
On Wednesdays we wear pink! It's amazing how you and some friends have come out of this to be wonderful, caring parents and friends. I'm proud of you all!
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Jenna has been so sweet and kind every time we've met, and she is so small and soft-spoken. Hard to imagine her as a hard-core dedicated Scientologist with mean-girl energy. I am so sorry you went through all of that Jenna, but I am glad you have found your authentic self!
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Hey thanks for this videos, I really hope some governments will wake up about this and get rid of this crap
Only the ones that don't suck religions up as a system. Cults cannot be prosecuted in the US because it's such a ridiculously religious country.
Me too 💖
@@Qrtuopright how many faiths can be made up especially when there is only one true faith
I love your speaking voice. 💓 I've learned so much since I found this channel.
Thank you! That makes me so happy! Thanks for sticking around 💖
I am so glad you escaped this madness. You have found your voice exposing this cult and there harmful practices will shut them down. Way to go on another great video!
Love to see your confidence grow as your channel grows! 💗 👚
Thank you!!
Thanks for this video! I was always in trouble with CMO and often felt personally bullied by messengers. Sometimes even by kids I had literally helped raise.
Hi Bianca ❤ Yep, I can totally see how that is true. Thanks for being here ❤ Sending you hugs and Happy Holidays 🎄
@JennaMiscavige thank you, for being here and everything you contribute. Appreciate your videos. Happy holidays to you too!
Thats the worst thing that Scientology does. Taking you money and time is one thing but they took away alot of my kindness and compassion by invalidating me for it. I was made wrong for being kind and i was trained into being an ice queen too. I still am not myself because the self that i was invalidated and pushed down.
I am so glad you eventually escaped the cult. The cult of L Ron is dissolving into nothing because of all the SPs and good sane people shining a light on the evil darkness. Bless all the SPs and the good people. Good Bye Little Davy and your little navy.
Aw thank you so much! Thank you for being here and listening, thats what really makes a difference 💖
Love the setting with the fireplace. Poor Capt'n Davy, he is being taking down by a Mean Girl! In pink no less. Rad!
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I just love Jenna’s nature and ability to handle this with grace. You are a smart and brave woman who deserves waaaay more than what you have been dealing with. We are here to support you Jenna!
Pink is your color! You are so kind and sweet. Also, your voice is so calming.
Happy Holidays to you and your family!
Aw thank you so much 💖 Happy Holidays to you and your loved ones too!! 💖
Thank you so much for sharing your experience. It is so so important to have this info publivally available.the ab use can begin to be stopped when we know exactly what they are doing.
You are the sweetest person, having gone through all that you did and now raising your children and having to learn how to not be a cult member, I think you are amazing.💕
In all your amazing beauty, I can sense scars.... Love and light from Sweden💚💙🙏🙏
You are so sweet ❤ Love from San Diego 🌊🌞
You look beautiful in that shade of pink Jenna.
Aw thank you💖It is my fave color!😊
another great show jenna !
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L Ron was the greatest conman. Wrote science fiction and then turned it into a profitable religion
The man hated taxes
I just received your book today!!! Looking forward to reading it.
OMG this makes me so happy 💖 Thank you for taking the time out of your life to listen to me 💖
@ You had a pretty tough childhood. The thing your parents didn’t understand is that when you decide to have kids, everything else comes second except God. L R Hubbard wasn’t God. It’s ok to devote your life to a cause, but only if you don’t have any other responsibilities. Sadly, Scientologists don’t see the reality-nothing on the planet is better since Scientologists started clearing the planet. Things are getting worse everyday. Bravo to you for understanding what it means to put your kids and family before Scientology. You truly have a mother’s instinct. Something your mom just didn’t have.
Another precious testimony! This is shocking how already-married people had to divorce due to rank, that's not even parallel to military.. It's like a caste system with arranged marriage (or divorce)..
You know your style of decorating your house is beautiful ,very unique , you could definetley design my interior , I loveeeee the hanging flowers in I'm guessing a bedroom / office And I know you probably did all that yourself and now look at your tree ,just gorgeous
Hi Jenna. You tend to answer questions that I have not thought about asking yet. Very informative. Thank you 😊
Excellent content! I love hearing about the way Sea Org was run! Thank you!
Thank you so much!!!
Good gravy!!! How are not in the looney bin??? I admire you so much for being so kind and compassionate. You didn’t learn it in the cult, that’s for dang sure!!! Love, Janet
Aw Janet 🥰😘❤❤❤
Same reason why the Catholic Church is still running 😢
7:40 are you sure this isn’t the Playboy mansion? “Ranch” 8:15 😮
I have 2 questions:
Why has Child Protective Services in the various locations in the US where Scientology children are located not intervened regarding:
A. Quality of education, supervision of vulnerable children's’ needs for nurturing, & work requirements?
B. Since Sea Org members can’t have children, where are new Sea Org recruits coming from? I gather that new memberships for Scientology are at a rock bottom, how is the cult surviving? This ties into the issue of whether there are enough zealots willing to pay for all the courses.
NB: My former next door neighbors were Scientologists; the husband worked at the DC location. When moving, it looked like a huge # of CDs & books for courses were thrown away. They had divorced & she appeared to be moving on from it all, although I can’t be sure. I did see a huge pile of those items on her porch in disarray.
Watch Leah Remini's multi-part documentary on Scientology and it will make sense. Scientology deploys armies of people to relentlessly harass anyone who tries to regulate them in any way. It's how they eventually bullied, threatened, and intimidated the IRS into giving them tax exempt status. They are so relentless, they make people's lives living Hells. It's why the cops don't arrest any of them for any of the abuse they inflict on people. It's why they take David Miscavige's word for it without any investigation that Shelley is still alive, when not a soul has spoken a word to her in years. It is all VERY sinister.
These are great questions! Thank you!
Good questions indeed
Just found your channel! So incredible!!! Thank you for sharing this
Love the background! When I'm back home at my parent's house in the winter I'm always near the fireplace too. And and of course your content is amazing as always!
Keep making videos this is awesome! 😍
Jenna should make talk recordings for relaxation. One of the most calming voices I've ever heard. But can we get a Jenna being angry demo just to experience it? What a contrast that would be! Ha ha!
Ooooh very "on Wednesdays we wear pink" vibes! You look amazing! Such a great video🩷
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😂 oh my God, I just read the thumbnail! Jenna was a mean girl!
woot 🎉woot💃
I can’t wait for this one!
Thank God that you got out of that situation. It has to be harrowing to live within the confines of the cult on a day-to-day basis. As you were speaking, I was wondering, yet again, what it is that the people who are part of this believe they are contributing, and with any beneficial community service that actually is going on, WHY does the a-b-use and dictatorial leadership style have to be part of the plan?
I love you and I love that you're sharing your story!!
This is absolutely fascinating to me gettiing such a unique direct first-hand account of the inner workings and org structure of Scientology sea org.
From the way you speak and terminology you use what struck me as a programmer of code is that it's very much like you're managing a system and computer program rather than dealing with people! Debugging is a common practice when programs malfunction or throw errors. Error codes would be 'out points'. Writing 'programs' would be adding 'sub routines' to the main program to fix errors or malfunction in the program operation. Heh.
This is also very much a corporate environment 'systems management' approach which you wouldn't expect to find in a church or religion but rather a large corporation (which is what I think Scientology really is, a business pretending to be a religion) focused on productivity performance and profitability. Anyone who has studied management (as I did at Uni) will find this systematic management approach very familiar.
Jenna could you please answer in the next videos 🙏🙏🙏
1) have you and your husband been able to get the education after leaving cult
2) how did you survive after leaving cult with little money and no education 3) what you and your husband do for a living after leaving the cult
Love these questions! 💖
This was so interesting!!! Ty
woah can’t believe this doesn’t have more views!
very interesting, loved your audiobook. You are beautiful in and out
You are so kind 💖
Jenna, this lipstick looks so good on you😊
You are a real joy to watch!
Thank you for sharing, this topic has been so interesting to learn about for the past few years
Thank you so much for being here and listening
I read your book and it was heartbreaking. I am happy to see you here looking so healthy and free. Very proud of you Jenna!!
Hi Jenna, I was in Narcanon and it was horrible. Watching your videos has helped me understand how the things we did there related to the organization. Like the obsession with knowing the exact definition of words or using made up words. I'm glad you got out and are sharing your experience. My dad has been attending some of their free classes and it really scares me. I don't know how to show him how awful it is under the facade.
"You can't be in the ship with us" Hubbard in his mean girl era while evading the government 😂
what a messed up organisation
How did he get everyone to believe this stuff? I don't understand how he got everyone to believe and follow him...
I would really love to hear from the inside how it started. Especially from her dad’s, the brother’s pov.
Like is this long schemed and planned or just a fever dream on a whim that caught on. How did he convince the parents etc etc
This is a great question and I will address it in a video. But a quick answer for me, is that I was born into it. But many weren't and still believe and I think this is a very interesting topic 💖
@@JennaMiscavigeThat's a video I will look forward to.
Good old and well-known brainwashing techniques that targets and exploits vulnerabilities within people. You must read Steven Hassan's books about cults, the BITE-model and the Influence Continuum.
Certain people want someone to tell people how to think, live, act and so on
A scary cult.
Lol😂brilliant Jenna, your house is beautiful ❤❤❤
Aw thank you sweetie 💖
"I Was a Scientology Mean Girl" needs to be a pop-punk song. Someone tell the Donnas it's time to get the band back together!
Haha! Totally!
I cannot decide what is stranger, the SciFi/Volcano/Thetan stuff or the overlay of Navy cosplay onto the entire show.
Being born into it is different, but who hears this nonsense from the outside and thinks, "OK, this Makes sense..." At my first encounter with this stuff in the 80s I knew it was silly nonsense.
"On Wednesdays, we wear pink."
Mean girl-- From what I've seen & heard (from you, your book, etc) you had every right to be mean❤❤❤
Another great video comma Jenna exclamation point I think it would be helpful to explain a little bit about what an event is. You’re talking about members working on and planning events. What is an example of an event?
Almost every activity sounds (sorry) stupid. It all sounds like: keep them busy busy busy and (for the love of zenu) make sure they have no time or energy to think. Pfff I’m glad you’re out ❤❤
It’s almost funny how that applies to our normal life as well
Yep, totally true! 90% bureaucracy!
Always a pleasure! 😊
Hi Jenna 👋 you look beautiful in that shade of pink,🌺🌺🌺
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I been told alot i come off as very intimidating. I always wanted to see how it would come up against a group like this
Regina George 😂 LOL, that's so fetch!
Hi Jenna. Did you ever see anyone protesting Scientology outside the base or ever see any signs of the outside world disagreeing with it? Ps love your channel
Great content!
Did you ever do an Audio book version?
Nice to see Aaron's influence in getting video's out.
Interesting she hasn’t done anything with him for weeks. Hopefully she has developed some self respect and left
Sounds more like prison camp
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Badgirl badgirl, what you gonna do, what you gonna do when their afraid of you
Ok girl!! Queen!!! We love nepo baby ❤
Scientology is literally having people “investigate” and fill out paperwork for someone falling asleep on a fake watch on a fake ship. I can’t decide if it’s sad or hilarious.
If I may Jenna, as I recognize you in my being a lot, there is a book you might find useful if you haven't read it.
Hunger Hope and Healing, a yoga approach to reclaiming your relationship to your body and food.
It doesn't talk just of yoga, body and food, but a lot of internal programming from childhood and moving to love for you.
Jenna, I’ve been listening to your story and have never commented. My heart cries for that sweet little child within your heart. I want to give you a virtual hug and tell that child it will be okay. IMO your mother is a horrible human being. She should be ashamed of the treatment of you. Her name fits her the old bitty!
I know someone who got in during college. It was sad. He was in the Sea Org. I don’t think he got to be w his mother when she died.
Did you film this on a Wednesday is that the real reason you're wearing pink😹 really appreciate your explanation of scientology inner workings. It's way more extreme then I even imagined. Idk how id feel about being called sir. But I guess when that's what you know that's your normal. Anyway thanks for sharing hope you have a great day
Also could you please cover in next videos 🙏
1) if you were allowed to drink alcohol in there
2) do you drink alcohol after leaving the cult
Love these too!!
Espresso Martini anyone 😂
I used to work for a scientology “own” company in Spain. It was hilarious at times and scary at some other times. Thank god I could leave my job just early enough ( I was going nuts with all that cr*p) The thing was: you join us or you leave us. Creepy back then. Now sounds ridiculously funny 😂❤
Merry🎄Christmas:) Pretty in Pink💗
What the hell?
Scary , crazy, wild , nonsense
i like watermelon juice .i like salmon. i don't like cults. glad you got out
Congrats on escaping
u lvoe this already, and i love you
Question: Were you scared and in fear everyday? I was not raised in Scientology so I found the environment scary.
Sounds like an F’ing nightmare Jenna. So glad you’re out.
Question, I am wondering if after you left CMO and Scientology you were ever able to talk to other ex messengers that worked for LRH when he was alive and active? I wonder were the expectations and the lifestyle expected of you the same as it was for the older messengers who worked directly under the living breathing LRH?
So where’s Shelly?
Replay crew ❤
Great attention grabber title Jenna. Can’t picture you being a mean girl. Thanks for being vulnerable with us. ❤ glad you’re out now.
You sure know how to choose a thumbnail 😂😂
I know this has nothing do with current video which I thoroughly enjoyed. Have you ever experienced a celebrity in Scientology that showed interest in you or another Scientology member to date and how would they handle that given a celebrity gets to do things others cannot
This video is great, I would love one explaining how it is to be a kid in a board school and how growing up is?
Have a look at some of Jenna's earlier videos, lots of stories.
Read her book- she spills the tea on it all
So a question i have is now that you've been out for a long time, do you still slip into scientology speakand what is a conversation like between 2 scientologists who use the in-language of the group?
Did you ever find that the E Meter didn't work? How important are these scores in THE CMO or the cadet programs?
Hi Jenna, when you were in CMO, did you receive the same level of luxury as your mom?
Never even close! 🤣🤣🤣
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Hello sweet Jenna, i missed being first, dang!!!
Haha! I looked for you! You are always here and that always makes me feel special 💖💖💖
You look very pretty today. Your living room looks very cozy. Btw, you look rock!
I have a huge crush on Jenna Miscavige. She is precious.
Did your Mom ever leave? And as for the ranks above CMO, what would you say they feared? I know fear is probably suppressed, so - what would anger them?
What is dripping on the left of the screen? 21:00
OMG CMO sounds like the high life !
I think the “why” they called you mister is unfortunately just sexism 😢 I’m sorry you had to grow up like that