Pursuing Art at 35
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- Опубліковано 2 чер 2024
- I'm pursuing art with the goal of becoming a professional artist at the ripe age of 35 - and this is my story. I'm very close to the finish line and I want to share my journey in the hopes that I can save you from the challenges and mistakes I've made. Anyone who wants to pursue a creative path like drawing or painting can relate to the rollercoaster of thoughts and emotions we experience.
As artists, one of the most toxic things we do is tie our skill and the quality of our work to our own value. This, along with many other forms of resistance, is why many artists struggle to move forward with their work. This video explores those struggles and how I worked through them to develop a healthy & happy relationship with my art. I hope I can provide a way forward for you to do the same.
00:00 Intro
01:19 A Magical Moment
02:47 Aspiring Artist
04:10 Resistance
05:32 Improvement
08:17 Revival
10:10 Internal Battle
05:22 Focused Consistency
13:44 Happy & Healthy
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I'm 45 and I have a 5 year plan to pursue my passion to be a fine artist. This has been a dream of mine for almost 20 years. I am unsure if it will work but I'm going to do it anyway. Let's do this! I'll see you in 5 years! Goodluck!
I am 40 and just enrolled in community college to pursue art education and be a better artist. Here's to us all pursuing what we love.
get the book THE WAR OF ART by Steven Pressfield you wont regret it. GOOD LUCK
Stay healthy and happy!
Me also. After leaving a no end job in I.T. Due to carpel tunnel. I started perusing this 18 years ago in 2003 with out support. Even now only my husband supports me.
@@designedwarrior very good book.
I didn't start writing again until I internalized three important concepts:
1. You need to systemize in order to normalize. Do something small each day at a set time for a predetermined amount of time, until it's routine.
2. Failure is a problem for editing.
3. It's okay to let yourself sit there, and allow yourself to do nothing. No distractions, just stillness. Eventually doing your art becomes more interesting than simply being.
Twitter ''artists'' would rather write a book about their pains and constant whining around art, rather than actually draw and improve.
I love that, those concepts are great 😁 That last one especially is overlooked but also because people don't like sitting in silence. Rather than feeling forced to do something interesting you start to allow yourself to think before you act - which you usually try to drown in distractions. Which likely leads to your conclusion as well, eventually you do the art because you want to - it's interesting and fun!
@@xPhantomxify I can empathize with people stuck in this loop. If I were an ancient Greek I'd probably withhold my offerings to the muses in favor of quietly muttering vows to strike them down with my idle hands
These are some golden tips!
@ZephyerArt is practic8ng 5or 6 hours a day enough to make significant progress? And if I may ask wasn't the support pf family.snd friends besidesyour wife enough before you met her? If not why not if I may ask?
I'm 33 and did so much art when I was in high school but stopped once I got to college. I felt like it was a "waste of time" because I couldn't make money from it. After working in corporate for 12 years I yearned for a change and I have slowly been improving my art in hopes of becoming fully employed on my art. It is never too late! Thanks for your video, definitely makes me feel less alone (and all these comments too!)
/fistbump My 12 year career was still art related (graphic design), but recently I've made the leap to full time ceramicist because I enjoy it more. Just wildly more fulfilling. Wish you the best of success with yours ^^
It is never to late! We can still make our art dream come true❤
You will never improve as an artist if you keep complaining, whining or crying about art instead of focussing entirely on drawing and learning the fundamentals. Stop caring what the world has to say and focus on drawing. Twitter would be a much better place if all of those so called artists did this. We would see the quality of art improve by tenfold.
Fistbump to all you wonderful humans! 34 here! Had a career as a Doctor (brown over achieving family) with med school and 10 years of working. Hated every minute of it. My entire family blew a fuse everytime i even discussed art. But here I am after 10 years of medicine changing my career. My husband and my in laws have been the most supportive and driving force. Its a very slow start. But I am back at it running home everyday to get a few hours of drawing in. And it is SO TRUE. Having a little project to work on goes a long way. The drawing will come naturally. Iv been drawing the same character over the past few qeeks. Different poses and expressions, I believe i see improvement everytime! I wosh you guys all the best too!!
I'm heading towards 34 and I struggled with committing to art because I felt like I would never succeed at it. I would mainly draw anime style stuff and still do sometimes, but after I lost my cat last year (hardest thing I've lived through) I want to paint a portrait of her, to honor her and everything she taught me. I don't have much skill when it comes fine art or painting but I'm working on it! Hope to offer pet portrait services down the line after achieving my goal of painting my cat, would love it if what I do could help lessen the pain of someone who is grieving a furry friend even if just by a little.
the title itself hits home, i am currently 27 and the dread of getting to 30 without that much progress to drawing the things i want is an everyday battle i struggle with. i wish i could just do it without compromising myself or the others around me. great video and i hope i your journey reaches a lot more people like this video did. thanks!
I started at 31 and made crazy progress in 1 year. Don't give in to the doom thoughts
I'm 30 and completely regret not sticking with it back when I started drawing more seriously when I was 25.
Hard to get back on the horse to be honest but with practice I think it can get done!
You can make INCREDIBLE progress in short amounts of time. If you’re here and watching this, your already conscious of your desire to improve and making the steps to do it! There’s no need to rush, just take it one step at a time and enjoy the journey. ☺️
30 here, don't fall for the FOMO it does no exist, we are all pushing.
@@10XSeigaHow’d you do it? I know that motivating yourself to improve is one of them which I’m struggling with right now, but what resources did you use?
After changing my diet, exercise, and a whole host of other habits, I realised that not being able to draw was just the bit of the iceberg sticking out of the water. I really relate to your revival in your life and your art. I think happy artists make good work. I'm turning 40 in a month, going all in on art, and it feels right.
Hehe I love that. If it feels right, you're on an exciting path for yourself! Taking care of your body and mind is really going to benefit you on this journey. You're a step ahead already
I am lucky enough to have a flexible job that I can work part time, plus I'll be alright for a while. I hope to be supplementing my regular income with my art, which includes a bunch of different mediums and formats. I'm aware of the typical difficult journey of art. It's what I've wanted my whole life. I'm gonna be 40. I see a real opportunity to learn and grow for myself.
I'm 36 and quit my 9-5 to pursue becoming a children's picture book author-illustrator. I'm starting from scratch whilst looking after my two year old and have been sharing my art progress on youtube weekly since taking it seriously. It’s my 6th month & I’m determined more than ever!
It’s so wonderful to discover you and see there’s so many of us feeling very similar. I struggled with time, feeling not good enough and scared of judgement too, but we got this! Also if anyone else is sharing their art journey on youtube too, please reply with your channel name, I'd love to see your progress and cheer for you too!
@SpottedJournal it would be cool to check out your UA-cam channel if you feel comfortable posting it. 😊
Im just posting reels for now. Its tough to post everyday or stay consistent. Im just going around and looking at how people actually shoot their videos.
@marissatims6980 i thought i had already replied, but I can't see. Sorry if I've duplicated it's spotted journal 🤗
@artardtreasures keep digging for sure! I found it's important to find your own way, you'll def get there if you keep trying, redlecting and be specific about what you like and dislike & what to do next time 💛
Just subscribed to your channel! I'm on a similar path, and I struggle with feeling isolated from my previous 9-5 work and insecurity in every aspect in this pursuit. Even though our pace may be different, I already feel encouraged with a sense of comradery from your documented journey. I'll be sure to follow your "breadcrumbs" and root for you from afar. I wish your 2024 is off to a hopeful and fruitful start!
I am a 53 year old woman that just graduated with a BFA in Graphic Design but self teaching in illustration and painting. Regardless of what this world throws at me, I plan on making the 2nd part of my life a good one, God willing! Thank you for sharing your video! I refuse to let this ageist world label me and hold me down.
I'm just speechless. It's so weird to actually hear someone else to articulate all the thoughts and insecurities I'm battling right now. Thank you a million for this video.
I just turned 33 and never was thinking about being an artist until few years ago. I wasn't the kind of kid who always had to draw, but was creative in other ways (knitting, crocheting, paper creations, ...). But lately I had this inner urge to express what I perceive as beautiful, all the little daily stuff we pass almost blindly. I want to surround myself and others with these casual beauties. So I started learning how to draw. And as one does, I turned to youtube, which probably messed my head a little. Seeing all the successful artists, creating all the amazing art is intimidating. I ended up just watching tutorials, but being super scared to try them out. I guess my biggest fear is to create something original and not just copy someone style. And as you said, the fear is basically crippling to the point where I stopped drawing, just admiring others and wishing I had their lives, but not working towards it for myself. There is some comfort in hearing that others struggle with this too. So thank you for this, and please keep going on your journey ❤
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Hey, I feel for you! I also experienced (and still experience) the same struggles from discouragement and fear of failure. I kept procrastinating and pushing off creating art because if I stay here, I can remain in the purgatory of "having potential." It's still super scary to apply myself and actually face my current skill set. I'm not particularly a "New Year, New Me" person, but as this year began, I'm trying harder to come out of my shell. I wish your 2024 is off to a hopeful start where you exert forward regardless of self-doubt and any insecurities. We got this. You got this.
i am 28 started following my dream to become a game character artist its been 4 months now i have been practicing 8 hours a day to learn as fast as i can i hope whoever is reading this comment may success
How is it going?
@@justsimo8884 stopped for 1-2 month due to loosing someone started again but the pace is slow but i have decided to go full berserk mod from tomorrow and bring the dicipline i had 6 months ago
I'm currently 32. I want to publish my comic books within a year. I'm learning to draw again after 10 years. It has been 4 months since my journey, I'm glad I managed to improve faster than I thought I could. Thanks to all UA-cam gurus and everyone who post art on the Pinterest.
I think everyone forgets how young 35 is. You got this. 🎉
As someone who lives in Brazil, i can tell that pursuing art as a carrear is know as "craziness". I know that all over the world is already hard enough, but here it seems even more impossible. Normally, just like my family, parents don't approve this kind of path and will say that classic "Art don't make money" and "You'll be poor" blablabla.
I'm trying hard to self study since i have no money to invest in courses or classes, the all A.I garbage around the internet sicks me, not support from family members or friends are really depressing... but i keep going. Wish me luck, hope you all achieve your dreams.
Finally a relatable voice in all this. Though I am fortunate to live in north America, I also live with no support, no money for school, and the burden of being alive in this hell while loving art.
Unfortunately for you and I, and many like us, we are invisible to the many who live with comfortable privileges. They attend expensive school after expensive school, buy piles of drawing books and have anything money can buy at their fingertips. They are painfully unaware how successful they already are with stable home lives, reliable careers, or loving families.
Your sentiment is kind, but wasted on them. They are already pursuing their dreams everyday, but are unfortunately brain-washed to see a lacking where there is abundance. Capitalism is very powerful in this way.
Still; I offer you my support and well wishes. We may not have much but to pursue art in your circumstances is very noble and deserves recognition. Good luck my friend.
Oi. Eu também sou do Brasil, sei o que está sentindo. Espero que dê tudo certo!
You only have one life and should do what you want to do. As long as you have food and a place to life it’s more than enough to start a career in Art.
This message came at the perfect time. I'm turning 30 in a few days time, have been trying to improve my art skills over the years and I was struggling with feelings of self-doubt and despair because I'm not where I thought I "should" be at my age. But watching your video gave me a solid reminder to not beat myself up and always remember that with every drawing I make, I'm growing. Thank you so much ❤
Hell yea, I love that. Happy early birthday! 🥳 You don't need to rush this journey at all, keep making progress and be kind to yourself along the way.
I used to work at the zoo with a sketchy art company and dated one of the caricature artists who showed me his progress. No joke, his original sketch book was similar to that of a 7 year old and he was very enthusiastic about how ANYONE can do art with enough time and effort. His approach was to literally fill a sketchbook with ANYTHING and to fill it up completely in a week. He did this over and over until he was the fastest artist at the zoo. He worked doing designs at a company who made shirts for target and wal Mart, creating a fully digital art piece in less than a minute where the other artists were talking 20-30 per design. It was wild.
Where you ''should'' be around your age is entirely dependent on how much you are dedicated to drawing and learning the fundamentals. Are you drawing every day for hours or would you rather write a book about your self-diagnosed anxieties as an artist on Twitter for some followers and likes?
@@xPhantomxify ...why are you all over this video? Your comments read like someone that would get angry over an artist taking money for a commission. No one believes you're good. You're just peeing into the wind, bro.
HEY, SAME HERE! Happy birthday. :) I just turned 30 on October 4th! Lol.
I'd also been feeling so lost & depressed lately, mostly due to my lack of artistic output since last year. Those feelings of self-doubt and despair you mentioned resonate with me, especially when it comes to my own perception regarding society's superfluous expectations.
I've always had a starry-eyed idea of where I should be, relative to my age. For instance, I'd always told myself that, if I wasn't a professional composer or musician by the time I was 24, then I'd just give up on music entirely, or if I didn't have x amount of money by the time I was 30, then I'd just pull the plug. Now, I'm aware this all sounds so outlandish & harsh, because it is. Sadly, these are the types of expectations that are perpetuated & sold, particularly by mainstream media and by companies whose entire purpose is to capitalize on our despair and self-doubt. It's disgusting, but it's all the more reason to learn how to identify and accept your shortcomings, and only change the things that *can* be changed.
Unfortunately, the negative thoughts surrounding our self-perception never fully dissipate; however, they do eventually lose their ability to fully take the reigns of our lives, especially when we construct & maintain good habits.
I hope things go well for you, and always remember: sometimes, the biggest growth we experience is felt after long periods of inactivity.
I apologize if this comment comes off as preachy and cringeworthy in advance lol. Much love to you all
I'm 50 yrs old and I just started learning (about 4 years ago), so I can relate. But you have a lot years ahead of you to pursue your dreams. Nice message and advice. BTW, your wife is beautiful.
LOL thank you, she appreciates that ☺️ she’s amazing! Wow, that’s awesome you’re starting at 50. I keep telling my Dad to start because he loves coming up with comic ideas and he’s in his 60’s. Anyone can make this journey for sure ☺️
I turned 45 on the 12th of september this year and I taught I was the eldest. And I'm back at it again: exploring arts (writing, drawing and painting). I've just discovered Fresco and I don't care about my next job as long as I am free to create.
@@ZephyerArt tell your dad he will be in good company.
@@ZephyerArt Look up Helen Bradley. She went to art school young but mostly started painting in her 60s. She became v popular, I have some of her illustrated books. I think Grandma Moses also has a similar story of starting painting on her 60s. Her art has been a huge influence on many modern day artists and illustrators who love folk art.
I am commenting out of appreciation and in hopes this helps the algorithm keep promoting this amazing video. This isn’t just a man preaching from a soap box this is humility. I respect this!
29 here. For my whole adult life, I've always felt something is missing. Two days ago, I realized being a digital artist is my TRUE passion, and I will chase and improve myself regardless of countless of failures. I've seen them coming, but this won't stop my determination and dedication to ART.
That's why I purchased a Samsung tablet for the first time for this very reason. I bought it without a second thought, ZERO hesitation. And heck, I can not wait to get started. Good luck y'all future champions! 🏆🙏🏼
I just turned 34 and while I do work professionally (though... not really in the art field I'd like to YET...) this video really captured that universal feeling, I think... Anxiety, inability to truly focus, doubts about finances etc. It helped so much to realize that most if not all artists I really admire are actually older than me, often by a decade or two minimum, and that there's still time. Mid-thirties isn't too late to learn new things or develop more in-depth skills. No age is. :)
I'm excited to see what you'll do next and love your art!
I heard a statistic while in school that most designers get their start in their 30's so I guess it's pretty common lol. I hope you continue to pursue the art field. And happy belated birthday! 🥳
Same here!! Turning 35 at the end of this year, I feel like I need to deal with this now or it's going to keep haunting me.
I am 43 and still struggling to break in! I work in the film industry have all the awards and stuff but could never manage to move over a few cubicles to story or character design. This video helps a lot knowing others are struggling with the same thing. I am at the end of my rope lately and really feel like giving up.. Thank you for making this and I am very happy to discover you!
1980 best year !
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I'm sorry to hear about your struggle Alfie, but it's pretty incredible you've won awards and stuff! I hope you continue with the things your passionate about and know you're not alone
To become an amazing character designer, you have to have mastered art and require originality and good imagination. It seems you don't have either of these. Tough luck.
@@xPhantomxify It seems you don't have any qualities to be an amazing person.
This was a much needed video for me. I turned 36 this year and its the year I decided to jump into graphic design and now animation and its a constant struggle of learning and being excited along with feeling so behind watching all the younger kids who have already figured it out. Good luck to everyone starting something new later in life and finally having the courage to follow their passion! ❤
Oh my goodness! I feel the same way!! I am reaching 35 and have been exploring animation and design and I feel so discouraged when I find out multiple X person starting animation in high school OR middle school and already having mentorship with Nickelodeon by highschool. What I keep reminding myself is that with age, we have so much to offer in storytelling. I can learn the technical aspect of any younger person but they can't learn (yet) what comes with life that shapes animation. In the end, what makes animation good or any film good are the stories and stories have so much depth as we age.
@@cymph1157 so true. Just hope i can do my best and find an audience that loves my work
@@cymph1157you just spoke my mind. I think we seniors should have a tribe where we cheer each other on.
37 here. Attended college for graphic design after high school ..stopped at 21 n joined corporate America 9-5, in dec 15 I graduate with my BA in graphic design. It’s never too late! My professor said it right.. as a mature student I have more experience in being a manager and working with people. More experience in life and so have a step up from the younger students. Age was always my worry and kept me from pursuing my degree but in the end it was my strength. Hope everyone thinking about going back or pursuing your passion makes that leap!
“You have to be frustrated enough in your own life, that you’ll require change” speaks volumes
I think almost every artist, beginner or seasoned pro will always have this "chronic illness" in them. Its literally a curse that theyll deal with for who knows how long. But once they conquer it I believe theyll be unstoppable.
Hell yea! That’s how I feel too. The pros out there now have conquered it and we’ll be there to meet them soon 😁 Everyone can get past this with the right tools.
Not the UA-cam algorithm genuinely sending me a gem. This is such a lovely video and I'm so glad it popped up in my recommended. I'm a writer and it been the biggest dream of mine to be a career author since before I could really write lol. I went from 0 to 13k on my third draft rewrite in August and just...haven't written since. I'm a caregiver, but my caregivee is doing well and has limited appointments now and my mental health has been pretty good (for me) minus only a couple days so I've been wondering like 'why am I procrastinating so intensely?' So that resistance segment really, really spoke to me too. Thank you so much for making this!
Hehe I'm glad you found your way here 😁 I'm happy to hear your mental health is doing good! That resistance can show up anytime, even when we're successful so I think it's just a constant battle that's fought with a lot of self-love and compassion. Forgiving yourself for not writing when you wanted to or even allowing yourself the break and finding comfort in that helps you move forward to make that creative journey again and again. I hope you write again soon and love it even more
@@ZephyerArt Thank you so much! I really appreciate it. You are so, so kind!
I started architecture school at 30 and it's been such a game changer for my mental health and mindset. I'm still a wreck but at least I feel like I have a purpose now instead of working my mind numbing sales job. I took drafting and design classes in high school and I was so passionate about it it, but I never pursued it because I felt like I needed "more talent". Now here I am at 31 about to finish my associates soon! I love spending my day drawing things and using modeling software
I am 35 and decided to start painting in July on the back of a moment of inspiration. It was a multi canvas piece (7) depicting the spiritual journey I had been on for the past 5 years. It was finished after about 2 months and I cried finishing the last piece and cried even more when I put them on the wall up my stairs. It has awoken something in me that I must pursue.
35 here as well. I have not made any artwork in years. What you accomplished starting in July is my wish before year end. Thank you for posting this comment.
This is wonderful. Stay the course. You’ve got this!!! ❤❤❤
You are the nearest with me. I am 34 and just started draw on June 2023 😊
I left university about 6 years ago in the attempt to learn on my own since the university I was at did not have the knowledge I was looking for, I became independent, I told my parents and they supported me, I feel that time passes very quickly. fast and my path in art seems more and more distant, today at 27 unemployed I have had time to return, to learn things that I had no idea I could learn, in a few weeks I have improved more than in many years, it is something I don't want it to stop, sometimes I feel very pressured since people my age usually already have some kind of security in their life, sometimes I want to give up and just live a normal life, but I also feel that it is something that makes me It has been calling for a long time and I am not going to give up, I thank you very much for sharing your experience, this video came at the time when I needed it most, I know it is not going to be easy perhaps, but I decide to continue striving along that path, I thank you and I hope May you also achieve the goals you have set for yourself, sorry if it is written wrong, my native language is Spanish, but you have really encouraged me a lot to be sure on this path. I wish you good luck and always the best for you and your family. Greetings from Mexico.
This is written perfectly, thank you cinchofull I don't know if you saw but I married into a Mexican family and I love them so much! Viva Mexico! (my abuelita always loves when I sy this lol) You and your journey definitely strike a chord with my own experience. You have those feelings where it would be so easy to just give up and play video games every day but when you see some amazing artwork that dream comes roaring back and you want to see it through. You're still young and you can definitely make it. I hope to see you achieve the goals you set for yourself as well 😁
I love and appreciate that you are sharing your journey with us. Art is something that many people don't ever stop being insecure about (is my art good enough?). Making art and putting it out there for the world to see means to be vulnerable. The fact that you are additionally showcasing your journey on UA-cam for an even wider audience is really commendable. You're showing us who you are literally and through your art. This is something I hope to do as well, just as a way to share and have fun doing it. I feel like a large part of the youtube art community is actually more conducive to learning and growing compared to other social media sites. I appreciate your video shorts that include art tips and videos like these. I hope it helps inspire more people who want to learn to draw to actually do just that.
Thank you Kokoro! I realized that I was kind of holding back and hiding the struggles of this journey and I hope to be more transparent moving forward. I struggle a lot too and I think it's good for other artists to see that it really is a rollercoaster of thoughts and emotions - but you can make it through it! I hope I can help you learn and grow here. I definitely have to do a tutorial or something soon. Maybe figures in perspective or something. Let me know if you have any subjects you want help tackling 😁
I'm 36, and I quit my job at 35 to coast for a bit. The goal was to find myself and discover my passion in life. Which I've discovered over this last year is art.
This video resonates with me so much, especially the "aspiring artist" bit. It's true I am counting myself out before I have the chance to succeed.
When people are like "oh, that's really good" I have like 15 caveats I toss out to discredit myself.
"Oh the base model was a trace so I really didn't do anything special"
"This is something I made from an example in a book"
Or I'll just point out all the tiny flaws they didn't even notice. But I need to stop this.
I AM an artist. And thank you for helping me see that.
Growing up, I drew A Lot. I was constantly complimented. One day, I discovered that I was an adult with a job who could buy video games. My passion took the back seat for many years. Coming back to it, was hard. Knowing what I didn't know - knowledge that I didn't have all those years ago - kept me from reviving my passion. I couldn't enjoy myself anymore. After viewing this, it's time I get back to it. For me. I'll be 50 come March 17th. This video taught me that my passion can be reignited at any age so long as I'm willing to be uncomfortable and make the necessary changes. Not the whole point of the video, I know, but still. Thanks, Zephyer.
I relate to this video so heavy, I just started art at 30 and it took me 12 years to figure it out this is my passion. I started 4 months ago, this video meant a lot to me. Thank you for this
That's awesome! That first part of the journey can be the most exciting. Keep up the momentum, start it the right way, and you'll do great things
Wow, I almost teared up when you brought up almost the *exact* thoughts I've had. Trying desperately to find the "best" way to learn, that I've never just committing to doing it. I have dozens of courses downloaded, I have a stack of art books beside me, and yet I've watched and read so little. I draw each day, but don't push myself to really improve. There's a strange fear I have about really just getting into it and drawing... It's incredibly hard. I work in tech, yet I wish I could draw and work in the art industry.
@@ELENAOttawa I'm not sure I agree with that, but I do agree the industry is hard to break into. I have a good few friends that make pretty good money doing what they do. However, if you want to compare it to effort=money, then yes, I believe I can absolutely spend time elsewhere.
Saying that though, I work in tech and make decent money, but it's not what I'm passionate about anymore.
How big is your art collection? The one from your favorite artists saved on your PC? Oh you don't have one? An artist needs a huge visual library. Then study it. Practice to do it like them. Again and again.
I can relate 100%. I'm 33 and I'm just getting back to my art now after about 10 years. Life through me some curveballs and I didn't know how to handle it all. Fear is still a huge thing for me to get over. I have to remember things don't need to be perfect. Thank you for you message! It was definitely needed today!
I spent the working years of my life, working hard for other people. I’m 28, now working casual and I’ve been painting on my days off. I actually made something I’m really proud of. Wish me luck 🍀
I'm not an artist in the sense that I draw or paint, but I write. And pretty much everything you mentioned here applies to writing as well. Thank you, you managed to give me that kick in the ass that I need for today! And, btw, how fun that you studied some time in Sweden! I'm Swedish, though I live in Norway for the moment, and you're absolutely right; it gets *really* dark in the winter! :) Good luck with your journey! You are great, and this video was a masterclass in both editing and how to effectively present a subject!
Oh I love writing, it's another creative skill! You're very sweet, I hope your writing journey keeps getting better and better. Good luck as well
Omg wow! Sweden was a lot of fun lol it was just that tough winter. I was also poorly prepared and had a tiny jacket. Thank god for the warm public transportation. It kept me sane and very toasty.
Writing is art you are a artist
@@blackvirgo09 Correct, writing is indeed an art as well. I'm not so great at art (I used to be into art a bit before I got into writing but I was never that great, but I could sketch a little bit; but I love creative writing. I've written a feature film and a miniseries but obviously neither of them have been picked up for production and I doubt they ever will but at least I have a couple of finished works-I hope the rise of A.I doesn't kill off the human element of the creative arts because as humans we need a creative outlet amongst working jobs we don't like for so many years and to escape the humdrum aspects of life; A.I's impact on the creative arts needs to be heavily regulated, especially as time goes on. Wishing you all the best.
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I’m 28 and i related to so much of what you said. Especially when you spoke about how levelling yourself up outside of art boomerangs back and gives your art this sort of passive buff. Creeping up to 30 without anything substantial to show for myself is awful - but this video really helped show me that I’m not alone out here and that this is normal.
It really doesn't, I've actually gotten worse over the past few years lmfao. Every second I spend coding or working my dead end IT job is time I could have spent drawing and every second we don't spend drawing is time others are using to get ahead. The successful/pro artists are just widening the gap between themselves and those of us who have to do other things just to get by, and the longer it stays that way, the wider the gap gets.
You gotta come at yourself in a more positive way. You don't need to have anything to show for yourself. That perspective is what's making you feel awful. If you forgive yourself for that and simply create because you enjoy it, you'll lose that guilt that's hanging on you. It took me a long time to get over that but you have 7 years to get ahead of that before I have ever did. You can give yourself all sorts of passive buffs 😁
fair enough that pro/sucessful artists that have all the time just for art have an obvious advantage, but they've probably also went through a phase of working another job+pursuing their passion. Building up your resume, skills and experience is an inifinitely better option than just not doing anything to go after what want at all. It's either you let disavantages kill your dream completely or you keep going after it no matter what, in which case eventually people are able to make the transition from job they don't really want to do to a full time artist. This is most cases i believe.@@thiccada
Thank you for this!! I'm 34 and in almost the same exact boat as you. For my entire life art has been my passion, yet I've been too afraid to pursue it. Now, after two different full-time jobs that made me realize art is actually my real calling, I'm making the decision to putsue it seriously. I turn 35 in September. I want to give it my all, and you helped motivate me!! Thank you!! And good luck on your own journey!!
So I'm 41 and for the past 25+ years, I've been going back and forth on my art dreams. I am again, going back to art school this year with hopes to stay in this time and finish my bachelor's in 3 years. You can do it! Hang in there.
As someone who had and still has the problem of procrastinating drawing for years now, even though I know art is the one thing that makes me the happiest, this video was really comforting. Especially since getting older and closer to thirty the fear and feeling to have to make up for "lost time" sometimes becomes crippling. I wish you a lot of fulfillment in getting where you want to be. On a side note: How cute is your dog? Adorable!
omg he's too adorable, I need cuddles from him all the time ☺One thing I discovered about that making up for "lost time" feeling is forgiving yourself helps a lot. You can't do anything about the past and it only weighs you down. You have to let it go, forgive yourself, so you can move on and meaningful progress now! I wish you a lot of fulfillment as well, we can do this
I pursued art after changing my major. At first it was so much fun to draw, seeing myself improve. At average I was drawing like 7-8 hours a day. But after seeing not so much improvement self-doubt started to emerge. I felt like I was not drawing enough if I wanted to make drawing ma career. Imposter syndrome or burnout I dunno what to call it. I was going college regularly but I started taking break thinking that it could help me get back to drawing. But it didn't and the break continued to grow. Felt like I am breaking people's trust and expectation by not drawing so, I got scared going to college and I started to take break like a week once a month thinking that it would help me but it didn't. Watched so many podcast, improvement video and so on. It has been more than 8 months since i felt like this like I have forgotten how to have fun while drawing. Even though I am pushing myself to draw everyday, I can't even draw 20 min straight.
Nowadays I am afraid of drawing ig.
You know, you're not alone feeling like this. This is like an echo for how I felt and many other artist's struggle too. That improvement in the begining is so huge because you have nowhere to go but up. And when that rapid development starts to slow down it feelsl ike you're doing something wrong. And then like you said, you start getting imposter syndrome, burnout, you start feeling guilty for not meeting your expectations, and so much more. I may not be able to touch on all those feelings in one video (I feel like you would need a novel to represent it all lol) but everything I talk about here is what you've felt. Finding that healthy relationship with my art, so I wasn't afraid to draw, so I was consistent in my pursuit of it, that's what can bring you back to it. I really hope this video can help you find your way back to having fun while drawing. My first suggestion, if you don't mind me making one, would be to read that book Atomic Habits. I feel like it would be a good start with a fresh perspective.
You can do this. And if it's something you still want, you deserve it.
@@ZephyerArt Like you said I found this video most relatable to me. And thank you for you suggestion. I will try reading it.
@@user-lg3lp4iy1p I hope you find your way forward. If you enjoy reading, I also found “The Mountain is You” very encouraging as well ☺️
Being an art tuber is a great way to honour yourself
I feel like I was meant to stumble across this video today. I'm currently 33, and this video hits really close to home. I spent my 20s jumping around between creative pursuits. I would start one, pursue it for a while, get frustrated at my lack of progress, then quit and try another. At 31, I decided to reinvent myself as a graphic designer and illustrator. This morning, I had a meltdown about my lack of progress. This video is really inspiring and motivating. Thank you for sharing your experience!
P.S. Having a wonderful and supportive partner is definitely a major plus. Super thankful for mine. :)
At 35 I finally got through the mental obstacles and started drawing again... My only goal at the moment is to be consistent and full up the many sketchbooks I own. Thank you for this video. I'm also hoping to find a wife but that's another issue for another day lol
lol you can take your time doing both! It sounds like it would make you happy to draw and have a great partner. Don't think you have to give up one for the other. They'll feed each other for strength - your pursuit of art will make you more confident and draw someone towards you, and your pursuit of a partner will make you want to be more consistent as a valuable partner yourself. It all helps 😁
Wow, this is exactly the video for me. I'm 37 and I've pretty much done the same thing. 15 years ago graduated from a HND in Graphic Design and I was just DONE with it by that point. The passion I had for art and design had been driven out of me by the pressure to perform and be the best. Where was I going to find this skill everyone else just seemed to posses? Now I see old friends landing jobs in the field and they hadn't even studied back when I did & it makes the mesage of this video resonate even more. I still enjoy art and design, I understand the prinicicples I just need to find that passsion again, apply it and get out of my own head. Thanks for the boost dude.
I'm the same age as you and I'm going through the same thing. I got BFA in Graphic Design about 12 years ago. Trying to focus and start studying art and design again
Everything you said hit home. I turned 35 in December and have gone through all the feelings and resistance you have spoken about. Even after finishing a visual art and design degree when I was 27. I think this is what I needed to hear and hopefully I can take some of the things you talk about and put them into action.
This video hit home! I'm turning 37 on Oct. 21 and have been battling with self doubt for so long that I haven't created much. When I was younger, I took every art class I could up until I graduated from high school. I enjoyed video games and anime and pursued going to AIS (The Art Institute of Seattle). My peers had created amazing works of art and so many were more talented than me. I wanted to be like them. But felt, lazy in the process. I felt stuck and couldn't draw as well. But I did graduate with a animation degree. I envisioned myself being a animator and illustrator, but didn't really pursue the dream. I've felt like for many years that being an artist is my calling. I've only had 2 jobs that were art related but didn't continue my journey because I lacked self discipline, consistency, wasn't driven to really create much. I felt bad for not pursue my art years ago and now I really want to enjoy and fight for that calling. Thank you for video as I feel better about not being alone and I wish you and everyone else well on their art journey. :)
Start small and work your way up. It seems like an impossible wall to climb but you can get there, we both can. 😁
Wow, watching this video felt like listening to my own story. Just turned 35 a month ago and want to get back into art after about 15 years of pursuing another career. Still caught in this draining anxiety and procrastination stage. The daily battle where you want to but just cannot draw. Knowing that others are/were in the same boat is giving me hope to overcome that at some point. Thank you for your video :)
Happy belated birthday! 🥳 Definitely check out that book, Atomic Habits. It really helps with that daily battle so you can be consistent. Another great one is The Mountain is You (if you like reading).
@@ZephyerArt Thank you! Will check them out!
I just turned 30 and officially announced that I'm professionally an artist. It's the best decision I EVER made! Thank you so much for sharing your story. :)
Yes, I love that! Own that title of being an artist!!
I'm 31 and finally decided to quit nursing school and enroll myself in digital arts this coming semester. Glad to know im not alone in this journey.
I'm 33 and...it's been quite the struggle, having been considered the "guy who worked hard, but was never the best" in art school. I've floundered from one shitty job to the next for the past ten years. Something in me snapped recently , and I've been trying to improve for myself for once. To answer the big question, "What exactly do YOU want?"
I guess what I'm trying to say is: Thank you.
I'm 24 and always was drawing since i was a kid. The thing i struggle with is finding my own form and style of art. There has always been a thin line between being inspired and copying from what already is... I am now becoming a tattoo artist still in the pursuit of that one spark that makes my art ME! Being able to put my art permanently on someones body is a blessing and such an eyeopening experience to see that what i create is worthy of that. Thanks for this video. And everyone goodluck!
I too am trying to pursue an art career. I'm 34, I don't have a formal education like you do, but I have had a love for drawing since I was a kid. This past year, I have started to dedicate myself to my art studies and have seen a significant improvement in my skills. The problem is I'm still not at that point where I can make money off of my art to support myself, my wife, and my cats. So now I'm at this point where I double down on my art, or I go back to the trades and make money. I can't remember seeing your videos before, but this morning this video was in my feed. So thank you.
U know I just woke up & seen your video. It hits home so hard. I've been drawing since I was a kid. Enjoyed drawing the characters in my coloring book rather than coloring. The kids & family comes & i forgot all about drawing. Then when the babs were toddlers i started drawing agree, my kids portraits. When a friend told me if i can draw cartoon characters i can draw portraits. Then real life sets in & I'm in the health field. While trying to finish my nursing i had a major life altering car accident which left me disabled. Suffering crippling pain every second of my life & in this state of pain found my love for art again but I'm now 51. So thanks for letting me know its never too late & don't let my fear of too old not good enough stop me! Thanks & God Bless
I have perused jobs and focused on studies based in the Medical Career since I graduated High School. Now at 24, I find myself completely uninspired by the path I have chosen and am starting over completely! I’ve spent the past year trying to find my true passion. Recently I have been really toying with the idea of learning to draw again. There’s always that looming thought of “I’m way too old to start drawing now”… until I found your video! Such a confidence booster to others trying to pursue their passion later in life (and by that I mean not right out of high school). Thank you so much for making this video ♥️ Now to find the time and energy to get started haha
I’m 33 and a professional athlete but my health is failing. I need to pivot to a new career. When I was younger I got accepted to the academy of art in sf but it was just too expensive. Now I’m back to it. This was so nice to see. Thank you
Bende 33 yaşındayım ve bu sene resimle daha çok zaman geçirmeye başladım. Umarım sonunda hayallerimize ulaşabiliriz
I am in my 30s and I just came back to my art after many years of pursuing other hobbies. I’ve been looking for signs that art is the thing I should pursue fully now… Crazy that you mentioned Charlie Bowater, we attended the same class at university. I admired her drawing style back then but our class was not very well organised as the university had only just been built 😅. I left feeling very lost but it’s great to see other students there have done very well in their art careers!
I’ve been quite depressed the past few years as I haven’t really been motivated to do art. I’ve been doodling this past week and I’ve never felt happier? 😅 I am so excited to push through and see what I can do.
As a 29 year old artist who struggles to stay consistent (bc video games and escaping) This was the best advice I’ve heard
I think artists of all levels can benefit from hearing what you say in this video. I got into the art (animation) game really late (30+) and there was a lot of shame attached to the fact that I didn't apply myself sooner in life. But I learned that everyone's story is different, and that i was doing things undiagnosed with ADHD which impacted me greatly. I ended up getting professional help and after that, it was like a light switch that got flipped - suddenly i wanted to do animation every day (which i currently am).
There's also such a strong comparison game that happens from one artist to another and it sucks the life out of us. At the end of the day, we should find that one niche (art) thing that makes us really happy and lean heavily into and not look back. Just give yourself to it and don't succumb to FOMO. Because if we love what we're doing, we're so much more likely to want to improve and carry on with the habit that we've been working on building.
I’ve been chasing this dream as long as you have buddy I’m 38 now and totally relate to your journey
Omg I'm sure you have a incredible story of your art journey as well! And HOLY hell my friend, you've interviewed some incredible people. I'll have to pop on over and have a listen 😁 I hope you continue to chase your dream too!
@@ZephyerArt haha yeah I’ve defo had an incredible journey so far I’ve been lucky to have some epic conversation
Dear God I needed this today as I procrastinate making my graphic novel. It's crazy how similar our journey has been beat for beat.
I can relate to the horrible feeling of waiting to be perfect to start drawing. Even if I push myself to start, i immediately stop when I see how bad I am. In my head I've created a big artist of me, which is a big problem.
algorithm profiled me hard on this one.35 yr old wi 15 years of administration work chosen over pursuing becoming a professional artist. I have all the art supplies I ever wanted buy I keep failing to commit to taking the leap to dedicating my life to art. Hoping this video can inspire me and lead me on a journey. Good luck work hard stay focused. Love it.
I’ll be 28 in March, I’m going to be starting college for 3D modeling and animation next week. I’ve never taken a college course in my life, and I haven’t taken a formal art class in 14 years (high school drawing class) and I couldn’t be more excited. Just like you said, to get to where you want to be, you have to get frustrated enough to make the changes to take what you want from life. Thank you for creating this video, you’ve gotten me all the more inspired and excited for the future!
As a fellow 35 yr old, I really needed this. I can feel the passion wanting to come through and tell my stories, I just never knew how. This video has been most helpful~
Stop trying to write a book about your constant whining around art and actually start drawing non-stop. Learn the fundamentals, drop the stupid fanfics. You would improve significantly faster if you did...
Wandering around youtube art videos and coming across this video while being 35 is just, wow. "It's September 2023 and I'll be turning 35 soon." Oh, you're me! The biggest mental hurdle I personally have to get over is this idea of looking back on the last two decades and thinking of all the time I've lost by just.. not doing anything. Or at least not feeling like I've done anything worthy. Looking ahead, assuming I manage to even stay with making art, and thinking "It takes people decades to get to their level, I'm so far behind. What? Am I only going to get good by the time I'm 45+? What if something happens and I don't make it that far?" It's scary.
I’m 28 and starting all over again with my art & tattooing career, it’s been a lifelong passion of mine and I am so excited ☺️
I’m turning 29 on a few days and I’ve finally found the courage to try again at a tattoo apprenticeship.
I looked around for years.
some requirements were having tattoos (even if they were terrible ones), having a tattoo portfolio which that’s why I was there or paying to learn…
I was turned away multiple times.
Well I left one of my jobs and decided to look again and in that same day I found a shop that believed in me. It’s been 3 months now in my apprenticeship and just in my first month I learned a lot!!
It is strange hearing from some artists it’s all about money, I just want to leave my mark LITERALLY. On this world and others.
If you ever have that feeling in your heart, TRY TRY TRY AGAIN!!
I believe in you and you will succeed.
It may not be tomorrow, but I promise you if you put yourself out there trying different things or other mediums or a totally different media others will see you.
This may sound dark, but I told myself I don’t want to be old doing shit I don’t like. So I’m going to pursue at my dream one more time or I’m ending it all before it’s too late.
But don’t think like me, stay POSITIVE AND PUSH!!
i am quite literally a minor artist, (im so very funny) and in the first few months of me taking art seriously, I was struggling. I still do have periods were im like "why cant i do this or that", but only recently have I decided to get outta my comfort zone, draw more dynamic things, take my time with my art, practice and not get to sad if i dont like a piece. Like i made a piece a few weeks ago where i spent 10+ hours over many weeks creating it and in the end i hated it, I didnt like how i did it and started to feel bad about art, but then i decided to go in at a diffrent angle experimenting with how i did things and it helped alot!
one thing that helps me stay motivated is thinking about it as if im grinding for something in a video game, 0.001 xp per pencil stroke will eventually make you level up after a year or so lol
Art found me when a beautiful German shepherd i had rescued and loved dearly went missing. After 18 months of searching i came to the realization that he wasn't coming back. I had two small children, and while they slept after a long walk, i tore the corner off a box and drew him from memory. It ignited something in me. Ive been painting for 30 years now. Have pieces in other countries, two on permanent exhibition here in my home town. I think what im trying to say is find what moves you, even if no one gets it. Time slips away. Let creative energy flow through you.
Loved the video, I can relate
Seeing this really made my internal doubts in my progress disappear. I have been drawing for a while, around 4 years now, but at times, i felt like im not even improving one bit. After all those years, i still cant draw hair that looks natural and human heads are a mystery to me. But i am still young. I still have time to improve. I can still be who i want to be, in time. In time, we'll see
This speaks volumes to me. I’m 34 and just graduated a 3D Game Art Diploma last year🎉. All year I’ve been looking for work and what let’s me down is my portfolio. Making models for my portfolio feels like a chore even when it’s things from some of my favourite games and such. It’s also because there were graduates who were over 10 years younger then me producing work that was “into the stratosphere” quality and so I felt like my work would never be “good enough”. I’m getting to the point of desperation where I NEED to start making progress so I can get a job and start making something of myself instead of skating through life with nothing to show for it…
I'm not all the way through this video yet, but I had to stop and comment. It's crazy how you're articulating everything that I've been struggling with for the last 15 years. It's amazing how universal this issue of procrastination is for artists. For me, I fear actually putting everything that I have into an art career and still failing, so instead I put it off; that way, I at least still have the dream of success to hold onto. I know intellectually that refusing to go after said dream will in fact ensure that it never happens, but man is it hard to internalize that emotionally. It's really cool to see that you're setting out on your journey. I'm doing the same (just turned 37 lol). Best of luck to you and I can't wait to follow along!
I'm 19 and in my third year of studying computer science. Back in 8th grade, I used to have a great passion for drawing, starting from anime characters to attempting human sketches. However, in 9th grade, I had to stop drawing due to academic, and it's been five years since then.
Recently, I've rekindled my interest in art. I've realized that I find more joy and fulfillment in learning to draw than in pursuing my computer science major, which often leads to stress and burnout. I am contemplating a career switch to something I am more passionate about. However, I am concerned that it might be too late for such a transition. I have a lot to catch up on in the art field, and I am approaching the end of my college journey. Additionally, considering my age, there's societal pressure around me where people of my age are expected to enter the workforce soon after graduation and support their families.
I'm currently pursuing my passion... and guess what? It is sodding hard work. Cause our society is set up in such a way that most of us are doomed to be mindless drones for the corporate elite. You'll spend a lotta years not earning much and just jobbing around, trying to get where you need to be. You can do it. You just have to climb a heck of a hill to get there. So, thank you for this video. Not everyone gets there by 25 or 35 or even 60. Just keep going. It is worth it.
I love your work so much, and this video was absolutely awesome. From the production quality (which was INCREDIBLE) to your message was so heartwarming and insightful, i'm looking forward to improving my art, one step at a time. keep it up :)
Omg thank you robot This one was a ton of work, I want to keep improving my videos too (but I had fun with it!) Hell yea, you keep pursuing your art, you and I are gonna make it 😁 and thank you again!
@@ZephyerArt im looking forward to your next uploads and streams ^-^
Man, this really touched my heart. Thank you for sharing your story. I'm 25 years old and I've been feeling immense amounts of shame and guilty from giving up on my dreams of becoming and artist/filmmaker. The shame is soo consuming sometimes that it becomes a cycle of avoiding doing art. I'm going to start again. I've been reading the Artist's Way by Julia Cameron and it is changing my relationship with myself as an artist.
33 year old artist here, one of the first and hardest lessons I had to learn was that every artist has their own pace and rhythm when it comes to art, I've never been to an art school or even a life drawing class, and I often go through very dry patches of burnout, only to come back to art a month or, even a few months later, somehow better than I was when I left off, so if you feel like you're hitting a wall, don't be afraid of just, stepping away and taking a break for a while.
It might sometimes feel like you're taking too long to get back into it, but you can't force yourself to create art, in doing so you only end up coming to resent what you create even if it turns out to be an amazing piece... so take your time, let it flow when it feels right, you'll get there, and remember that all progress is good progress, keep your failures close because they're all lessons in their own way, because if you can look back at your "failed" pieces, and you can see the flaws and mistakes you've made, then you've already grown as an artist, and you already know where you need to improve and make changes.
As someone who is 27 I can totally relate to this,I do believe the hardest part to being the artist is to just start drawing and start creating things that you want to create. We really are our own worst enemy, and we have to be disciplined with ourselves to be the person and the artist that we want to be.
Don't worry, you're not the only one that is lazy, undisciplined and lacking motivation. There's millions of people like you. Luckily, I myself am dedicated to my craft which is art and I'm drawing every day learning the fundamentals. You can't call yourself an artist if you aren't dedicated to your craft. Spend less time writing a book about your qualms and self-diagnosed anxieties as an artist and start drawing more.
@@xPhantomxify Yes, because the universe placed little humble bragger you on this earth to dictate whos an artist and whos not lol. Maybe dont be a hypocrite and write a book back on your worthless 2 cents that nobody asked for. Why not practice what you preach and spend your ample time that you apparently have drawing instead of leaving similar comments on other peoples replies relating to the video.
OMG, watching this was like a life preserver thrown to me. I've struggled with these very things my whole life. I wish I was 35 again! I am 58 and still trying to figure it out. I am drawing every day now and I still have plans to make a living as an artist, however that looks. Thanks so much for being vulnerable and talking about your struggles. This is the first time I've heard an artist articulate this clearly and openly.
That's amazing, I'm glad I reached you at 58! You have so much more life to live as an artist and I hope every bit of it is a happy and healthy journey 😁
I’m 61 soon to be 62. And I am starting this journey now. It’s never too late 😊
I'm really glad youtube recommended me this. I've always had a great love for music and digital art, but until recently, did practically nothing to pursue learning them for myself. My first worry was that I had a late start at 23, and I see people my age (including the person who inspired me to start) that are so much more skilled, and it makes me feel like I'm stuck playing catch-up. I know that comparisons are to be avoided at all costs, but it's still hard because they're a natural behavior. Recently, something unfortunate happened related to my pursuing art, and it sapped my motivation to keep practicing. It's been about 3 weeks since I practiced, but I can feel the energy coming back to me now, which is good. Two things *really* stood out to me with your story. The first was the idea that, the *more* something matters to you, the more you'll act avoidant towards it, because it matters so much that it becomes a source of fear and anxiety. I'd been questioning if that were the case, so it helps a lot to see that it's not just me! The second thing, was when you mentioned having someone you really wanted to improve for being an important factor. I find that very reassuring, because I have 2 people as of right now who I very much want to improve my art for.
That's so lovely, I'm happy to hear you have people in your life that drive you to improve yourself 😁 That comparison stuff can really get you down - there's always someone younger and way better than you and it can suck feeling like you're behind. You have to bring that focus back to you and it sounds like you're doing just that. I look forward to hearing about your journey ☺
i started my youtube 2 months ago as a way to escape a job and degree i hated.
i soon became obsessed with the numbers and was constantly comparing myself to people that i looked up to. social media became a game that i just had to win.
it was horrible and i had to remove myself from the social media "mindset" (dopamine detoxing) so that i wouldn't burn out.
this video is so incredibly important. doing what you love is the only way to prevent burnout. go you!
I started making music, drawing and reading to detox myself from social media, sometimes I have a look at UA-cam but I have strict times for this. It is working and my patience and calmness slowly come to life again.
im 30 now and kinda relieved to have your videos and people in the comments pursuing art and writing together huah
Thank you for putting this into words and sharing it. The desire to make art will always stay with us, but as we get older that gap between where our skills are and where we think they should be gets more and more intimidating.
I'm in my thirties as well and slowly starting to draw again after years of being too scared - your video and these comments made me realize just how much I'm not alone in this :)
Heck yea, you're not alone! It helps to know even when you have to ultimately draw and improve alone. When you know countless others have made this journey successfully, you know you can do it too. Happy to hear you're drawing again and I hope you continue
I’m 31 and I’ve been jumping back in the artist train recently between painting and poetry. I’ve had dreams of being an artist for a long time but I felt like I had to put it aside for so long because it wasn’t “profitable”. It wasn’t until I recently started my gap year after my masters graduation that those dreams are still very much alive and I need to pursue them. Knowing that another agemate is going through this with me is reassuring because that means I’m not alone in my journey and my dreams are valid. Thank you so much for sharing your story and best of luck in your journey too! ❤
i like watching your video❤
i decided to live a life follow my passion at 28 when my i got heart breaking and my life feel so messed up. Now i turn 35 this year, i think my life was getting better till right now. Everytime i feels so grateful 😇
I’m turning 33 this year. I’ve been struggling my whole life to find out what I’m passionate about. I’ve given up on multiple occasions, after my dad died I almost drank myself to death, but, after months of hospitalization, I’m still here. I’m living fairly normally now and just this last year I have started using blender as a hobby. I can work on something for literally an entire day and not get bored. I finally found my passion, I can’t stop thinking about it, it’s all I do. But then I had a gross realization. I’m 32… who the hells gonna even care about my work.. who’s gonna choose me over a creative kid fresh out of campus.. but Im so passionate about it, I can’t help but try. Thanks for making this video, glad to know there are others out there
34 in a month and finally pushing myself to create (cinema/videography), this video is relatable enough to make you a version of me in the multiverse. I’ll be here watching your journey 😁
Really appreciate sharing this personal story with us. As someone who is picking up art at 30 it goes to show that if you put time and effort you can achieve things if you only put your mind to it and are consistent and persistent. Please keep us updated on how your journey goes on the professional level.
Absolutely will keep you updated! Good luck with the start of your journey. I'll try to come up with some video or shorts for beginners who are just getting started as well 😁
I'll be 25 in the next year, i can't sit and draw since april 2022 due to some personal issues unrelated to art, but that deeply affected me as an artist.
It took me a lifetime to notice how much i related the value of my skills with my value as a person. I had to distance myself from art so i could relax a bit and start to put my sh*t together. So i went back into college, where i do a major i don't like, which is leading me to a career i don't want. That made me understand how much i love to draw, but first i need to work on loving myself, so i can be a little more at peace with my art.
Thank you for your words, they really help.
I am 32 and always thougth I have to have talent for art, believed I dont have, but pursued art still. I struggled and wanted to give up, but somehow the thought of not being able to draw ws scarier than suffer. I sad to myself, I will be an artist even if it is the only thing I do in my life, and you just told me to my face, that I am! It is so reassuring! You sir, I think you just saved me! After your vid. I pretty sure I experienced the same feelings that you spoke of and finally can get it. It is good to know that I am not alone with this.
i stumbled to this vid , i resonated with all the anxiety and self doubt that you have. Im 45 now and i still have regrets of not following through with the art and lessons i learned in school. It is the commitment and struggle , most of all the motivation to pull yourself through just to make sketches and drawing ,not even for success but to prove to yourself that this is the path you have commited to and work through it. Thank you and hope most of the younger artists here get motivated by this vid.
Glad you are sharing your journey cause I am in the same boat, here I am 39 and pursuing art hoping to make my way into gaming industry learning both 3d and digital. I've been at it seriously starting this year. At this moment I am debating about going to art school, but something is telling me to not too and keep pushing to learn on my own cause the resources out there is unlimited. I had the same issue you had starting off and that was to make myself study and draw and just last month I finally was able to put myself on a schedule to practice and what made me do that was following all the artist I love on there social media and participate in #dtiys now I can study the artist I love while participating in community art challenges. I do hope you keep pushing yourself and keep drawing. Once again thanks for making this video i really needed to see it.
Ahh going to art school or not is a really tough decision now. If you can navigate the self-taught journey it's probably a better route but taking classes where you have people to interact with can help a lot. There's honestly no replacement for having a great teacher because feedback is critical to improving and you miss things when your self-taught that a teacher or student might show you. It's not an easy decision for sure.
I hope you keep pushing yourself as well! That community sounds like it's doing great things for your journey
I’m now 36 and started pursuing art at 25 sadly I got real sick 5 years after starting my journey and now after a long recovery I’m back on my path.
I had to almost start over but now that I’m olde and somewhat wiser. I realize my slow and steady approach isn’t a crutch it’s just another way or doing things I use to hate how slow I was at drawing simple sketches but I remember what my 85 y.o grandfather said to me.
“ your life’s meaning will take your whole life to complete the failure and frustration and fear are all their to guide you.”
35 isn’t old neither is 85 as long as you love it and want it do it. I don’t care if it takes me till the day I die I will continue to be an artist.
can i just tell you how much you inspired my inner lost artist .. hiding thousands of dollar worth art supplies under my bed , procrastination for weeks, fearing the reaction of not being my best.
Thank you for making this video! As a very, very young artist (who perceives themselves as decently skilled by now) I’m always scared of discouraging older artists. Art is the best thing that ever happened to me, and I want others to be able to experience that. No matter how old or how young. I just know people are going to see this and be inspired. As a very young artist, thank you. From the bottom of my heart.
You're not going to discourage anyone, get that idea out of your idea! Focus on your journey and the only thing you'll do is inspire them ☺
Absolutely. If anything, you’re inspiring to us for sticking with it and not giving up. ❤
Yeah, this certainly hits home man. I've had a very similar experience with some slight variations. I'm currently 43 years old and considering what I could do to make art a career for myself. While I've drawn most of my life as kind of a side thing, mostly with friends who took it more seriously, I was into sports, my "Talents" were in my physical abilities and that's how I saw myself. While I never ended up pursuing athletics after high school it still took me well over a decade to come to terms with the fact that I was not that person I thought I would be growing up. During my 20s art was something I did, mostly for some friends and a gaming project we were all working on. But I had stopped drawing for myself for a very long time and looking back I think it was because I just didn't know what I was, I'd never truly settled myself into this idea that I was and could be an artist. Anyway, when I was 35 I picked up a sketchbook and pencil for the first time in well over a decade (I was just doing digital art for all that time) and I fell in love with making art, and slowly I've found my way out of different ruts in life, and found a true passion in making art, I look at myself today and think of myself as an artist, not just some guy who has a knack for making art. NOW, I think about art as a career, is it possible? I went to college for 3D modeling and Animation way back in 1998-2001 but even then I don't think I really believed in myself enough and I let that resistance basically own my ass for far, FAR to long.
Anyway, this was a great video to watch as I sit here at work and contemplate how I could possibly do some kind of art for a living. I should say I do side work for my Brother In Law and I did do the original concept art for the Grabber Mask from the film THE BLACK PHONE with Ethan Hawke, which was cool. This is the work I get through my Brother in law as he makes masks and props for all kinds of stuff and uses me on the side for concept art. So, in a sense I am a professional working artist, just not full time, very part time. My wife and I also sell our art at Emerald City Comic Con which is an absolute blast. Oh yeah, my wife is also an artist and much like you has played a huge role in revitalizing me artistically. So congrats on finding someone you love who loves you, it's freaking great. I'm giving your channel a follow, this video really hit home and it's good to hear this kind of stuff.
No pressure to take a look, but my Instagram has pretty much been my last 7 years of making art and is kind of a story in and of itself which is kind of neat if you want to take a look at what I do. @levisimpson55
dude, I'm doing it now and I am older than you. I'm at the start line. I got a lot of work to do and I wish i could get some classes for the one-on-one interactions that would help me correct mistakes faster. Online classes are nice but not as personal. I need that to compliment working on my own in isolation. Good luck in your journey!
I can't tell you how much I appreciate you taking the leap and sharing this. I started my art journey in 2010 as well and I'll be turning 36 in February and have been struggling just as you had identified with yourself, watching others succeed in their dreams while I busied myself in just trying to keep a roof over my head and glance over at my art dream from time to time. Recently, I have been trying to push myself into do more of my art, trying to get myself into practiced habits...not so well either. I am currently pushing myself into things again and being more adamant about it as well, my husband and I will be doing a big move in about a year, and I don't want to let myself fall into "just another office job because it's what I could get to pay the bills." So, with m present efforts, coming across this video was a treasure I absolutely needed and when you got to the part about Resistance...I started to cry, you had put into words the internal struggle I had been fighting with for years, I showed that section to my husband. It means so much to have what I have been struggling with to be laid out in such a fashion, I knew I wasn't alone but had no idea how to identify any of it. Your growth and willingness to share it has helped put something solid behind this. Thank you so much!
It's comforting to see someone else having come to realise these things as well. When I was 16 I was obsessed with drawing and the film/ animation industry but due to something things happening at college (high school in US) I stopped drawing for 7 years until a serious stunt injury and Covid I started drawing again and came to realise I don't have to put so much pressure on myself and art all in all is an opinion, its created to make you feel something no matter what that is, it is a form of expressive interpretation, just like story telling and music. Few years on and I'm 27 now taken to leap to have left my life draining job to pursue working in animation and games wanting to be a Visdev artist and massively working on world and story building. Not a clue what I'm doing and I'm absolutely bloody terrified but every fibre says I made the right choice no matter what. It's been 3 months and my skill has grown but more that anything I've changed a lot mentally and having my Hubby and friends has made a big impact especially on that bad days. We all have stories inside us and Art is a beautiful thing that lets us tell those stories 🙂
At 33, I've discovered that art is something i need to pursue as a career. I'm still narrowing on the "what," but i know that it is the smart choice for me long-term. It's scary since i dont have the experience, but I can't see me doing any other career for another 30 years without my soul suffocating. My dad and his love for art taught me that an artist is always pursuing. ❤
I’m 35 as well. I had a passion for art in high school and college, like yourself I was told that it was a waste of time and to pursue something that would pay the bills. I picked up art again 33 and have been doing it nonstop ever since. It’s a struggle sometimes getting up at 4:30AM to paint before work! Lol I’m hoping something will come from it some day, just enjoying the journey right now.
That was such an inspiring video! Thank you for making this!! 🫶
@ELENAOttawa It's actually very possible to make money off of art. There's enough room at the table.