i agree here, i one only have a friend irl that actually is phenomenal and is my idol since i begun to draw, having someone like adam to speak to me about topics like these is exactly what i need to make my growth fasten up and possibly get a profesional job into art
This reminded me of a girl in my machinist class, many (more than I care to admit) years ago. She hated, it, but "needed a job". She would draw professional quality cartoons and artwork during our downtime. When we praised her work, she'd say things like "thanks, but they're just doodles. I'm not very good, but I love to draw". It took a while, but we finally convinced her to go talk to the director of the art department, who immediately snatched her up and enrolled her in the art program. Last I heard, she was well on her way to a career she loved. :)
@@lindam4259 Very true, feminism has taught generations of girls that they have to be "just like the guys" but they aren't. 99.99% of women don't want shit to do with machining. Yet many will make it a moral issue as though they have to defend their "right" to do something they don't want to do.
@@MALICEM12 Women don’t want to be “just like the guys”, but when they show traditional female traits, they often have gotten demeaned. When we have a culture that respects the feminine as much as the masculine, that will benefit all. No need to compete if we’re all given our due respect.
@@lindam4259 yes and no. Instinctually women of course want to be women. But when you spend your whole life from childhood onward, being told that women need to do X and Y just like the boys, that its wrong for them to be the only ones to do it. That they need to be "liberated" from traditional structures or roles, then yes they do want be "just like the guys". Because they were socialized to want to.
16:20 THIS RIGHT HERE is what made the difference for me. A couple of years ago I've decided to e-mail one of the artists I respect the most to ask them about a quick portfolio review (in hopes of becoming ready for Hearthstone-style illustrations). Of course I didn't expect an answer as he'd be probably too busy for that... Couple of days later I receive an extensive written portfolio review from him talking about how It was apparent that I use reference in some works but completely disregarded using references in some other works. Talked also about things regarding material rendering, desaturating the background a bit so the foreground colorful character pops more etc... Not only that but he said one thing that would stick with me forever which is "I'd hire you" and THAT opened my eyes about how I was almost ready for the job I was looking for but was just lacking in few areas I needed to address. You can't imagine how words of encouragement from artists you admire can shake up your whole art career in a minute! Fast-forward to 2 years later I'm finally given a chance to illustrate some Hearthstone cards. Hasn't it been for him, I would've probably kept wasting years focusing on the wrong things and self pitying about how my art sucks and how I'll never be ready. Thank you Trent K. Don't hesitate to contact successful artists about quick portfolio reviews. A lot of them will probably not respond which is completely normal (they're too busy) but some will. It all depends on timing.
Absolutely Ramzy. Worst case scenario, they don’t answer - that’s far from a tragedy right! I’m so happy to hear that you just went ahead and did it - you have an excellent story to share as a result of it.
It is also one of my dreams, but I'm so far to reach there, I don't know if you have discord or anywhere to talk, but it would be amazing to see your insights about my work. I'm glad that you achieved this!
I totally heartened, or should I say “hearthened’, to hear your story. Thanks! Since I am familiar with Trent and Adam here from UA-cam I can totally imagine the interaction. It makes that kind of success seem that bit more attainable. Adam, sorry for not saying in a dedicated message but, you’re a sound sounding dude. I get a lot of encouragement from watching your videos, even if I still need some more time to put myself out there. Trent sounds like another really cool guy, different vibe though. I’d take either any day as an older brother/art mentor.
Trent actually made a video that happened to be based off of a comment I made under his video basically venting about being on the verge of giving up on the indie game dev grind. I'm far from the only person who had a video Trent made that answers a question or addresses some of the common issues artists have.
To all the artists out there: Keep creating and never give up on your passion! Your unique perspective and vision is what makes your art special, and there is always a place for authenticity in the art world. Don't be discouraged by setbacks or rejections - they are just opportunities for growth and learning. Keep pushing yourself and your art, and remember that every piece you create is a step forward in your journey. Keep going, and never lose sight of your artistic goals!
16:20 Haha the exact OPPOSITE happened for me. Following 8+ years of schooling and self-teaching, I made a risky move to Los Angeles to get my first job in animation. After spending a summer applying to countless openings and even taking several studio tests, I met with a professional artist at Nickelodeon who agreed to meet with me and review my portfolio. After barely glancing at my body of work, he looked me in the eye and said "you're NOT ready". These words crushed me. I was about ready to give up, pack my bags, and leave LA as a broke failed artist. But in a huge twist of irony, just a few days after that portfolio review, one of the studio jobs I had previously applied and tested for called me to offer a full-time background design position. Now nearly six years later I've successfully worked multiple jobs in the animation industry. Wherever you are in your journey, you never know what's around the corner- keep going!
Maybe that reviewer felt threatened by your work, you said he barely looked at it. You didn't mention any other comments he had made. The industry is more than a little cutthroat. The fact you received a job offer with almost no period of elapse proves that the assessment of your skill level was a gross mistake. I'll leave it at that.
tbf Nickelodeon does not allow the breathing room for creativity or artistic integrity with the way they treat their projects so I think you dodged a bullet
I'm in the same position as you years ago. Just moved in LA from another country, I had a background in animation education, but without professional drawing skills. Last two years I spent on a useless boring position in mobile farming game dev project. Now is a new chapter of my life, coming back to drawing, attending courses at Gnomon school and looking forward to get a job in games or animation industry. Hope it's not late, I'm 27)
Portfolio reviewers are so subjective, and oftentimes have less art training than you do. This is something young artist need to told. It can be a brutal surprise, as what happened to you. A reviewer can make a snap judgment about disliking you - for whatever reason - and then you get a bad portfolio review. It happens. It happened to me 20 years ago. Artists just have to mature really fast and learn to be confident on their work, realizing that you’ll encounter people who don’t like you or your work.
Thank you, Adam. After a 12 year artist block and hiatus, I finally snapped out of my depression and ready to take criticism and to enjoy the process and journey as an artist.
It's been one month since your comment, I hope all is well and that the motivation to create is still present, and that life is headed in the direction you want it to. If things are going south just remain patient, headstrong, and reslilient, all things happen for a reason, wether that reason is in or against our favors. To begin recovering and coping with depression is one hell of a start, as someone who knows individuals that face such a challenge in their lives I'm proud of you and rooting for you.
Are you me?? Get out of my head!! It's been roughly the same length of time as you (though I do more animation/cg based art), I thought I was going crazy (and perhaps I had 😁) The truth usually means getting out of your own way. We got this!!! 💖
Sometimes I feel like having patience is so hard, specially when you see other younger artists do much better than you, progress in the art field, and I feel stuck. I won't give up, but it's so tyring. Thank you for the video, you inspire me to keep going.
I think it’s hard to have patience because we believe we can’t get enjoyment and fulfillment out of creating unless we get the approval and accolades that we THINK will make it worth it. And that makes the time that we don’t have all those things agonizing and painful when the journey should be fun and rewarding in itself.
@@vivvy_0 there’s no reason you can’t, I create art for my own pleasure and for enjoying exploring my own potential when I practice mindfully. You already love art enough that you have the thought to do it, you have the passion and enjoyment within you.
Self doubt is the serial killer of so many dreams. If you're reading this I pray you discover your creative gifts and have the courage to share them. You were born to create.❤️🙏🏼
I am 53 and discovered a facility for drawing at 47. I was offered commissions early on, but needed to improve my skills first. It is challenging when you’re older to ‘catch up’, but I intend to be taking commissions soon. I’ll be doing this into my 70s and 80s if I can. It just means that I have to work very hard given the more limited time frame at my age. It can be daunting but you have to do what you love, even if it doesn’t fully support you financially
Thanks for this. I'm 49 and when I take time to create and draw and paint, I'm getting good. But that gnawing feeling of "I'm getting older, it's too late" comes in and I stop. Think I'm going to go back in the studio this weekend and get the pencils back out.
Thank you, you both made my day with these comments. I'm 31 and when I see talented people at their 15's 20's I feel that feeling of being too old to learn how to draw. Thank you.
40 here. I can't even get a comment on my art, let alone a like, share, or critique. The days of thinking of getting a commission are the stuff of fantasy to me.
@@NoirArt. Hmm. I don’t know about that. I’m 53, and I’m about to pack it in with drawing. It’s just too discouraging to be this terrible sketch after sketch at this age.
I'm 42 and have spent my life being discouraged by most people I know from doing art, specifically music. My parents let me learn a couple of instruments when I was a kid, but once I got to my late teens they were adamant I should focus on finding a career and put everything else to the side. Meanwhile, I had a dream of starting a band where I wrote the songs, though not necessarily for me to sing. I saved up some money and bought some equipment, and from the moment I first set it up I was told that it was a waste and that retirement is the time to do art and music. I pressed on, wrote the songs, formed the band and found that my parents still didn't support us (or even ask how it was going). Other adults referred to it as a 'hobby' and the idea that songwriting was something meaningful to me was something they found confusing (at best) and amusing (at worst). Years later, the band broke up, but I continued to write songs. My parents gave away my piano without telling me (they lied and said they were just loaning it to a neighbour). When I was in my mid-30s I realised that my life felt empty without music, and I'd kept writing songs, so I decided to book some time in a recording studio. That Christmas I was staying with my parents, and when I told them what I was planning to do my mother looked down at the table, made a face, and said "you're not still doing *that* are you?" with as much disdain as she could express. A few years afterwards, I was diagnosed with ASD. The diagnosis has done nothing for me, and in many ways has made things harder, but it's given me a way to shut the disdain down. It's not a happy thing, because it has involved medicalising 'me' and the things that I find meaningful and important, but it's helped a little bit. However, I still have that voice - that collective voice of a hundred adults - telling me to stop wasting my time with frivolous things and get on with my 'career'. It's baffling to me that I never received any encouragement from the people who were in positions to give it, including music teachers (one of whom once told me "music's not really for you"). It never ceases to anger me when I hear people saying things like 'just do it' and 'just follow your dreams', and I wonder if they are aware of the psychological barriers that this world can set up. I used to be frightened of spiders and the dark, but now the only thing that scares me is that I will grow old and become that guy who hates everything because he never felt like he was able to do it himself; who desperately wanted to do something different than what was expected of him but never managed to, and has become overwhelmed with anger and bitterness. I can't bear the thought of being bitter, because it would be a feedback loop; my bitterness, produced in large part by the discouragement I received, would then produce discouragement by me towards others who are in exactly the same position I was in.
You still have air in your lungs and time Sir, keep on doing what you love no matter what people say. We have our own challenges in our artistic journey and the negative voices is one of them; though keep in mind that the goal is to make something for yourself and not to please the expectations of others. You don't have to seek validation because the only person who knows your own happiness is you and no one else's. Once we are gone in this world the only mark we left behind is our creation. You only have one life and perhaps you can still make beautiful music that could inspire not many but a few people; good luck and more power to you ^^.
I’m really proud of you for continuing to follow your inner voice, despite all of the discouragement and disdain from people you love and looked up to. I’m really proud of you for standing up for your passion, and not allowing those who are trapped in their own bitterness feedback loop to fully dissuade you from doing what you want. The psychological barriers are absolutely inside, but the fact that you feel that fear of living in quiet desperation means that your passion is still very much alive and waiting to be set alight. I’m just…I’m really proud of you ❤
Hey man, you tried really hard to make your dream up, but also enjoy doing something else while you try to achieve that music passion, do anything else to figure out your talent or what yo could be really good at I assure you you will have a happier life
Bless your heart... I think you should be proud of yourself. I hope you find more support and people who appreciate you. You don't deserve for people to be disgusted because you have a thorough passion for something that actually has employable merit. That's horrible. I feel for you, and you shouldn't feel bad about yourself at all. Us artists... whether it be music or the visual arts, it's like we have to ask for permission to feel validated and it stings. The last paragraph you've written especially resonated with me because I kind of feel like that about my own art and bitter resentment is a horrible loop indeed. It's amazing when people call this a talent, yet, it's not being able to be put to use. Discouragement and failure shouldn't be a weapon for people to hit others with, that's just wrong - and such a low blow to boot. Either way, I just want to say this - you're totally not alone... and you're in my thoughts. I really hope you manage to find an opportunity that'll make you feel happy and fulfilled. You have value. You're here and alive at the end of the day, you have a purpose, so never lose sight of that. I wish you all the best, my friend. Cheers.
the world does not treat artists poorly, stop this bs. anyone who treats artists poorly is just a person who in general treats people bad. if anything, artists get put on a pedestal, at least if they're any good or make stuff people like, because art is one of the pillars of society....
You can still be an illustrator, just not a professional one. Just create for the joy of it! Art is a hobby, after all. It’s no longer a business or profession. So, stop placing pressure on yourself and get a proper job to support your illustration hobby! ❤
@@mikenoneofyourbusiness7122 @Mike Noneofyourbusiness Excuse me but what makes you say that you cannot be a professional artist at that age? Very famous illustrators started their art career later on such as Vincent Van Gogh, he has done amazing paintings and started at the age of 27, i do also highly believe that there are even artists who has started at that age and are professional artists later on in the animation or in the video game industry, being as a character designer and such, sure people can do as a hobby but there are others that want to make it as their career being as a professional, that being said, never quit your dreams, no matter the age
They might’ve been referring to the state of the industry, rather than OP’s age. Personally I lost faith in the industry even continuing to need artists after moving to LA, let alone any age barriers
I am 34 years old and started painting recently. I am still a beginner and whenever I feel that I'll never get better, I watch videos like this to encourage me. Painting makes me go to another world. I have massive respect for all artists 💛💙
I am 21, i spent through my adolescent years thinking i wasn't "good" enough and discouraged by many teachers until last year, i found myself drawing again because of an old friend. I am found at ease while drawing. Recently i had a bad encounter with a art teacher due to my learning disability and honestly no matter how much people try to discourage you KEEP GOING. I am not giving up in art no matter if my art work isnt good enough for people, its good enough for ME.
I am an artist with Tourette Syndrome. I have been struggling with my art since I first started. I keep beating myself up seeing these artists my age who are lightyears ahead of me. I have wanted to quit so many times. Your videos help out me so much. They offer great advice as well as great encouragement. Thank you for taking the time to make these and for helping me keep going.
Hey! I checked out ur speed paint and it's pretty good! Although there is one point u can improve to make ur art look cleaner :') instead of sketching multiple times for the line, try to aim for one clean line. But if clean isn't ur style then ignore what I said didndn. I rlly like ur style tho!
Fellow artist with Tourette Syndrome, too. I feel you in every aspect. But we have to keep pushing. Sometimes it’s best to detox from the internet/social media for a week a month and focus on our own artwork and not compare ourselves to others. Everyone’s journey is different. ❤
As a teenager, I loved making art. LOVED it. Spent every moment I had doodling and trying new mediums, even made some connections in the art world and my future seemed bright. Then, depression joined the table. It completely crippled me in all areas of my life. I haven't touched a pencil in ten years. I'm slowly getting back into it, but I have to learn everything from ground zero and don't have the energy I used to before, so it's tiny little steps spread over long periods of time. I get very discouraged sometimes, thinking of all the time wasted, opportunities gone, connections lost within and without. What scares me the most is that because I have so very little energy, some days I can only do one or two things - for instance go to the store and then draw for an hour. I haven't been able to hold a job in years because of my health, but I can't keep relying on my family to support me forever. I want to make art more than anything, but I worry that if I don't get good enough at it soon to get an income from it, I will have to work another job and then I won't have the energy left to draw anymore...that scares me to death. I keep telling myself to just use the time I do have to do the things I'm passionate about, to not worry about the future. But the fear sets in sometimes anyway. I wish so badly I had more energy, more time, a healthier body and brain. But we can only work with what we have. I am grateful that at least I know what my calling in life is, even if I can never quite answer it - a lot of people never find that. I consider myself lucky, and thanks to this video also inspired to keep working - not for the income, but because it's what my soul needs.
Stop eating junk and spend time on screens. Get healthy, get active, get your head cleared up! No excuses. You got one short life, don’t waste it. When you feel better physically and mentally, you could get back to your artistic hobby again! Also, make sure to have a proper job to fund your art hobby!
I used to want to have a job in art. I was always miserable, never good enough. Now I do it for myself. My style is no style. Im happier. And sometimes, a contract comes in, I do it. If not, that's fine. I love art again.
I always had that fear. That's why I've always kept it a hobby. But for a while now I reached the point where if I don't put a billion hours into an illustration I am not satisfied so I barely draw anymore due to fear of commitment. Maybe I need the commitment of being my job now, I am not sure.
I feel you, before graduating from uni I found a job as a graphic designer and been working there since then. Sometimes I wonder how it would be to make illustration my job, but I think it's better for me for it to stay as a hobby: that way I have no deadline pressures, can draw the subjects of my choosing and it doesn't matter if I'm not "good enough".
I know this is mainly targeted at artist as in people that draw, but i feel this video applies to every artist. (musicians, actors, ect.) every artist has some form of portfolio equivalent and all your advice taken away from the art context just applies to every field. personally wish we had a person like this in Voice over but i loved hearing the advice.
Art is obviously a hobby, not a profession. Nobody buys original fine art pieces! Once a person stops hoping to earn, it’s way easier to create! No need to give up creating! Just get a proper job to fund your hobby. Easy!
I never gave up. To be honest, after 30 years I would like to be making money from my art. I have been sick for a long time and I feel that time is slipping through my fingers. I don't know how long I'll be here and if my dreams will come true, but I'll keep going because creating is my purpose. You are a huge inspiration to us - our mentor, our father. Thank you Adam for what you do for us! Wish you all best you deserve in life with all my heart. :)
I’m discovering my songwriting ability and building confidence and creativity every day... I don’t think of any business aspects. I don’t think of using my art and passion to pay bills... I think about people that I can share my art with. People that will hear me and resonate with my creations. 🙏🏼
I Burned out so badly over the course of the pandemic, leading to the beginning of this year that I started hating art, and I've started my pivot towards an entirely new career. If I'm going to eventually hate what I do anyways, why not do something that makes much better money? I'd love to live my dream, but people in this world are so focused on squeezing every bit of life and value out of creatives while leaving us with scraps... it's unsustainable. It's too hard breaking into any kind of creative industry without connections, for how much you get paid for it. Now, my new dream is to be able to retire, and I no longer see that as being possible while chasing an art career. That was such a tragic realization for me to make. Maybe I'll love art again when I do it just for fun and not as a profession. and maybe at that point much later in my life, I can make it a side profession, because by then I might be good enough.
Not every artist is an artist by profession. You can paint and create daily without making a career out of it Maybe you prefer sustaining yourself through a different career but you use art as a way to ground yourself I have many students who have zero desire to be professional artists, they’re programmers, engineers, consultants etc.. Totally common.
This is how I feel about editing tv and film. Film used to be my life, now I'm burned out and have grown to actively hate it. But drawing and art is my relaxation. I never want it to be a source of income or a job because I know I'd grow to hate it as well.
Artist are exploited their time talent money & resources. When it turns ugly time to just make it a hobby. Luv yourself value yourself over art - never be a slave to any passion.
@@AdamDuffArt I'm 20 and i love making art it's the only thing I'm really really good at but trying making it a career made me stressed me so much and emotionally unstable I thought maybe I'm not meant to work as an artist and have it as just a hobby But the thought of working something else aches my heart I want to survive in terms of making money to live But I can't really think of any other career I don't want to be a failure on somethings I'm not good at What should i do?
After 12 years of not knowing what I actually want and staying in a career that helps me make more money but doesn’t spark a light in me, I am finally deciding to switch careers and pursue my artistic career! I don’t know how this will turn out but videos like these inspire me to keep going and not give up on my dreams. I finally know what I want. Thank you for this! I hope we all make it!
Nobody buys original fine art pieces. You may be stuck being a pathetic art teacher, which is unskilled job that pays peanuts. Art is just a hobby, after all. Not a profession.
I feel you. I once wanted to pursue art as a career but decided against it due to financial reasons (and thinking I would become a "starving artist"). After many years of working unrelated jobs, it starts to get to you and it can be soul-draining. Starting an artistic career for me will be a slow process, but I think it's worth it. Best of luck to you!
I once had a professor persuade me to change my concept with early sketches and after I made the complete change, the following week they contradicted themselves by saying I should have used my sketch as it told a better story. I tried to defend myself and I got shut down with the whole "don't make excuses" crap. I have never let that down and now I have a huge issue listening to professional advice.
This happened to me once with a client. I offer branding and marketing services to independent musicians after having had over a decade of experience in the industry myself. Long story short, after the feedback, the guy wrote an even crappier song to the point I was like "just stick to what you wrote before". That's when I realized that despite your best feedback, you can't force someone to grow too soon unless they're ready for it. He was NOT ready. He didn't even properly assess the feedback. I stopped working with him soon after. This may have been your case or not. Holding on to that incident however, is not healthy for your progress.
I commissioned a copper splashback for my kitchen and the first effort wasn't what I wanted at all so I explained it again and showed him photos..every effort got worse so I ended up saying go back to the first one you did. It was frustrating
Making art is the manifestation of a sensory experience that the artist experienced and wants to share. Meaning, an artist subjugates his craft (the medium) to express the subtleties of his experiences. An artist’s art is a mirror of his own experience. The reason behind making the art is for him to understand the profundity and subtlety of his experience (to evolve), and share it with the world as an act of service (for the world to understand and connect with their own experiences. It creates a sense of connection). AI does not experience things sensorily (as in emotionally or spiritually-through senses). Art to AI is not a mirror to its own development towards realization/revelation (it just contributes to more accuracy-more optimization). AI art is just an amalgamation of all previous artistic feats achieved by humans. Without human art there wouldn’t be AI art. Each person has his own subjective experience. A completely novel way of perceiving the world. Therefore, each artist is original even if they tried to express the same idea or even the same exact script. It will be completely different. This subjectivity is not present with AI because its perception is the collective perception of all previous artists (as data points not as an experiencing being). AI is not experiencing anything (sensorily). An artist is an experiencing being. --- Apologies for the long message. This following statement sums it all up: Chocolate tastes sweet for a human being (as a revelation, an experience-in the moment). And chocolate tastes sweet for AI only because its tasted sweet for the human being. Make your art for your own sake. We all need your revelations.
Although I've been working in this industry for a while, these things are always good to listen to. Thank you so much, Adam. Rarely in my life have I found such human people.
This is SO true! As a 31 year old professional violinist I can definitely say from experience that life is not just a clear line upwards, it's often at the most unexpected moments when some amazing bend in the road appears. I've definitely been through some low points (especially during the pandemic when I couldn't do what I loved most, performing!) Now, luckily, I'm performing a lot with my string quartet all over the world, we are lucky (and have worked hard!) Wishing you all luck and don't give up!
I used to want to be a digital artist, constantly painting and drawing on my iPad. I had put so much time and effort into learning everything, but unfortunately something happened with my eyes to the point where it hurts to draw on a device now. I had to stop and completely switch my path of what I wanted to do due to the condition. I’m now in the pursuit of becoming a tattoo artist. And I am so grateful to have had your advice and videos through all this. Chances are I’ll be watching you far into my tattoo career:)
@@eiwhaz-tina6528 not sure yet:/ I’ve been going to different doctors too try and figure it out, we think it’s something more tho…. not just my eyes, but still I wish while I was doing digital art I took more care of my eyes…
@@bribri1219 I see. I'm sorry to hear that. I also do digital, but I've been using the best blue light filter glasses, i hydrate my eyes regularly and I even use blue filter on the screen. Also my phone. I hope it's good enough honestly
@@eiwhaz-tina6528 wow I wish I had done that, and I’m sure it will be:) take care of yourself. I’m pretty sure my eyes aren’t really due to the screen, but even so I should have been better with keeping them healthy
I actually had one of those "gasp" moments a few months ago. I'm in my early 30s, and spent the past 15+ years trying to improve as an artist, and got basically nowhere. Then I finally had the opportunity to go to art school. By the beginning of my senior year, I had grown and learned a lot, but still was missing something. Most notably, I was awful at value. I had a really hard time shading. I primarily work as a digital artist, so this was a problem. I took 3 different digital art classes trying to figure out what was missing, and while I learned a lot, I never got that key piece I was looking for. I knew I was missing something and kept asking what I was doing wrong, but no one could give me a real answer. I kept just getting stuff like, "You're doing fine," and "You're improving, and that's what matters," and the one that drove me the craziest, "Be patient." After working for more than a decade and getting nowhere, then spending tens of thousands of dollars on an art degree and still not getting what I was looking for was driving me insane. Then I just took it on myself to try and figure out what I was doing wrong, since my teachers and other students weren't helping. I watched videos, read multiple books, and watched streams. I did this for 6 months and got nothing. Everything I saw seemed to assume you either knew nothing about digital art and would do things like go over the basic tool bar, or would assume you already know the basics and start talking about composition and color choice. Until I saw a video by Sinix design about what brush to use as a beginner. It was so obvious what I was doing wrong. I wasn't using opacity brushes. That's what I was missing. That's why I had such a difficult time. When I found this out, I absolutely did an audible gasp. I was also kind of mad that I was in my final year of art school and no one told me something so simple. I saw this video about 5 months ago, and my art has improved more in those 5 months than in over a decade of working alone. I still need to work on my portfolio quite a bit, but I'm finally making full pieces that warrant creating a portfolio. I'm still not a particularly good artist, and have a lot to work on, but I'm finally getting there. Sometimes there really is just that missing piece.
@@spiritlevelstudios Yup. It really opened up a whole new world. I guess it's something so basic that most people just assume people know already. I was aware of it, I had heard and seen the word, but had no idea what it did. Most books and videos that mentioned it just mentioned it as a setting. Never really specifying what it was or how it was used. Even when I took classes they didn't talk about it, because when I got to a digital art class it was considered an advanced class. So there was no instruction or lectures. We were just given prompts and meant to work on our own. On the bright side, since I spent so long struggling, experimenting, and doing things the hard way, once I found out what I was missing my skill jumped significantly in a short time. Now people always tell me how clean and professional my work looks.
I think it's a human nature to resist to change I've been stuck for the last three years, always in and out of artblock and hating my art but actually what i needed weren't studies or motivation - it was my readiness to change You were right for pointing out that our artworks are tightly tied to our ego And while some things are easy to bend, others aren't and it's exactly when those unbendable in our mind spots are touched we become defensive
I’ve never had a teacher (or anyone, for that matter) accept, yet alone ENCOURAGE me to record the talk so I can get back to it later. I have working memory issues and I struggle so much with learning because either I need to type it all on the spot so I can come back to it later, or I listen more actively but I can’t remember it. You’re a great and pedagogic teacher, and thanks for putting this information out there. I hope it will plant a seed in many minds. ❤️
Yeah, I don’t get that either. I mean think about it - if you’re frantically trying to keep up with writing notes then you need to disconnect from what the teacher’s saying to write it. You can always just listen to and enjoy the lesson now and take notes on it at your own pace afterwards A teacher can take for granted that the information they’re sharing took many years to “absorb” fully - assuming someone can just be force fed that information in a few hours is kind of foolish honestly.
Even for artists at the moment who don't feel like giving up, this is extremely important information for them to hear! thank you Adam for being an important insight to all of us. I have been fluctuating in art style at the moment after a 3 months period of being in a horrible jaded art state due to thinking that if i changed style i would have wasted all that time i invested into the other one, and that everyone would look down on me for it and stop trusting me to have this difficult career in my own hands, (( currently dealing with the fear of failure even when knowing failure is important for growth) but due to that period i lost a lot of love for art because i was trying to keep myself forcefully into that cocoon of that style of who i use to be, even thinking of drawing would cause me heart palpitations but I kept going on. Now knowing why all this was happening , but then trying to learn from different types of artists, gave me the answer to that and refueled my soul. Your reminder that it's part of the process to go from different types of artists style of work is normal, and is part of an artists growth really reassured me, thank you!
Having worked in the animation industry for 6 years now, I can say that your not gonna be ready for the industry until you’ve already been in it for several years. Its always gonna be hard to get in and catch up with the skill level of professional artists, but nobody reaches a professional level without professional experience. Apply to lots of places and stay persistent in your practice and pursuit and you will succeed, it’s a marathon, not a sprint.
Oh my gosh. Im not even searching for an art career, I’m an economics major for goodness sake, but this hit me so hard. Everything you just talked about can be applied to so many areas professionally and i think more people need to hear everything you just said. The part about having patience and not looking at the clock on your growth is so important. As someone who is striving for huge goals it’s hard to take the little baby steps in order to grow and actually go through the process. But I know that it’ll be worth it in the end. Saving this video for future me lol.
I’ll tell you what you need to know. It’s a privilege to be an artist. Most of the “ successful” artist circumstances, yes financial, allowed them to work on their skill and art every single day, all day. If you are unfortunate like many, to have a regular or part time job just to get by, yes to pay your bills, you can (and I mean it with most kind intentions) forget about being any type of artist. Music, painting, writing. If you have to work 40 -60 hour weeks to survive that is. Now, if you don’t agree. Sincerely, more power to you. For the rest of you who do agree, I truly wish one day you can win the lottery, to support your artistic dreams. As for the video creator, this video is intended to the art students and people who can afford to be mentored, educated and can afford the Time for their creations. But it’s a good eye opener into how everything actually works.
At the "ego" part of your talk, I bowed my head in guilt, and I'm glad you were so kind about it - that it really boils down to wanting to protect what you cherish. I'm a 100% guilty of defending myself up to everyone's exasparation around me. And then came the next part, the insecurity part, and I'm sitting on the couch bawling my eyes out right now. I really want to be an artist, to create work and put myself out there, and it's only at 35 that I'm gaining confidence that it might be feasible somewhere down the line. I'm so scared of getting hurt over my art and not being good enough. I also want to give Martina a big hug, because her work has blown me away multiple times, yet her struggle that she confided in you feels all too familiar. It's such a brave thing to put yourself out there and go for it. Thank you for this video. It's a lot to process, and I will need to watch it again, but every sentence hit nails on their heads.
I feel you. I'm simultaneously very egoistic about what I make, but also massively lacking in confidence to ever put it out there because it's not "perfect." What a strange internal contradiction we struggle with 😅
The section at 16:05 about *believing* people when they say you're ready has been knocking around in my head since I first watched this. What a kindness to put this out in the world. Thank you!
So much optimism. Yet with little or no REAL WORLD RESULTS. Time to look for a Alternate Plan in LIFE. Every year goes by.. you're being passed by someone who's younger and far more talented especially in this field.
The right video at right time. I've been 7 years of self-taught art, and still today i'm struggling in perspective and other big stuffs that always scares me and brings me to give up. But i repeat to myself that art should be one of the most pleasant things to do and don't overthink or loosing myself over it
I’m 30 now. I’ve spent my life screwing around and making horrible decisions. I’ve always loved art but I’ve never dove head in. I’m now diving into it and making it my life. Hopefully it’s not too late
Go on buddy, I'm in the same boat, I'm 18 here regretting my decisions as well, letting myself away for addictions and instant gratifications all the time, with no room for self improvement and for craving my dreams. I also want to restore my life and by that I want to join art. An improvement focus journey can help me build discipline and dedication, as well as maturity. I compare myself a lot to others, specially with those who started learning before my age. I tell you. Age is not a requirement, nor a label. Pewdiepie himself started learning art at 34 and spent a whole year in it. He learned so much that he surpassed the progress of those that take years to learn it. I recommend watching his videos about it and joining drawabox. Peaces! I hope that you can walk enough to be able to run a marathon on this journey! Go on and always seek positivity in this field.
All your observations are correct. What I can say out of my experience as an Art Student is that very often the problem that occurs is that teachers seemingly always try to break the student to submit to their way. That's understandable as they know what industries are looking for and they are tasked to teach you that but it often results in them completely losing sight of what the person trying to master or to achieve. Sometimes the straight line to the finish is not the best approach and it needs a detour to get to the same destination.
I’m not an artist I’m more of a writer actually but this hit home for me and helped a lot. I’ve lost my passion just to make a short story for so long. And tbh writing is just making an art piece but with words essentially, so I think this definitely helps anyone.
Of course this talk hits home for you! IMO - artists are artists are artists - this talk applies equally to writers, musicians, vocalists, comedians, painters, dancers, actors etc.. We’re all forged from the same core - we just have our own means of expression.
I'm also a writer. I tried to be actually. In my opinion, it's even harder to get in the community. People are reading less and it's harder to make a story appealing. You can immediately see the skill and understand the idea behind a drawing or a painting. Reading became a big investment of time for people. Why should people read your story instead of going for a well-established author? It's even worse to compete with instant pieces of entertainment like tiktoks, reels and stuff like that. Not saying it's easy for artists or writers should just give up. I'm actually learning digital painting to make my stories more appealing. Building a community and influence seems to be the better way to get in the market. It's not all bad either self-publishing made it easier
Writers are 'Artists'. Artists exercise creativity from within. So if you write, do music, arrange flowers or anything else that uses your spirit to produce something where there wasn't something before, then that qualifies you to be called an artist. If someone thinks that to be considered an artist is only for those that paint or draw, then to me, they are are incorrect.
Getting non biased critique from a seasoned professional would be amazing. One of the cons of self-taught artist is it's hard to get especially low prize or free. Good video!
Don’t give up!! The more I’m going through my art classes the more relived I feel because a lot of my professors are focusing less on talent and skill and just on progress and it’s so uplifting!
A lot of people who don't listen to advice, in my experience as a non-artist, are people who don't see why your advice would help. While you have all the answers, those answers don't make sense to everyone. Even if they do make sense, the artist may have different goals. If you tell someone where to shade, that doesn't teach them why they should shade there. Even if you do teach them how to shade, they could be too focused trying to improve other techniques. All of these are good reasons to not want to work with someone like this, afterall you have a job that needs to get done, but understanding why a person acts that way *could* make dealing with them easier and could lead to them becoming much more helpful in the future.
Im 27. Ive been drawing since 14. I legitimately gave up everything else in my life to draw, and i just dont improve. Yes i draw cubes and simple forms. At this point i feel regret for wasting my life chasing a dream i simply dont have the talent to actually manifest it. Ive been training so long i feel like i have forgotten what i even wanted to draw. No friends no job no gf. Just a broken pencil left
@@just_thammi I want to be a famous writer who can live off the money made from my books. I've written a lot and published a lot but haven't really sold anything
we're the same bro, i literally quit my engineering course cause i just didn't like it and wanting to pursue arts and make a living out of it, i even plan on not going to university and rather spend those years improving my art, i just started drawing a year ago and all I've been drawing is 3 boxes and forms too that's why i can relate to you, and I'm a loser autistic guy so i probably couldn't get a girlfriend or even friends, right now i enrolled to finearts course cause my father forced me to graduate college so i can have a degree and don't struggle finding a job cause college degree is a requirements for a job, so i chose finearts so i can get a college degree and keep drawing at the same time since my course is all about drawing, and i have no talent at it at all I'm just an idiot trying to an artist 😂 well hopefully i find success and hopefully you could too
I’m a burgeoning music producer/DJ and this helped me so much. Art is art. We always need that unbiased feedback. Otherwise you’re in a funhouse going,”I think this is great! Wait, maybe it isn’t. Help!” I like what you said about hard work. The arts are misleading - it’s easy to think it’s all about natural ability. Some professional musicians I know have said it often boils down to how many hours you practice and patience to not quit.
Recently I've gotten the "you're ready" from a teacher. I get the hesitation, as we artists often question our own work and abilities, especially newer inexperienced artists. But there's a point where we'll have to move forward, as scary as it may be.
“Ready” Is a subjective placement. One person can scoff and say keep practicing for a couple of years, whereas you may be another persons golden ticket. Have faith in yourself, and keep working.
I wasn't thinking of quitting, but this video was still immensely useful, thank you. Sometimes reassurance is what you need, it puts the thoughts in the right place and gives you confidence
Art is a hobby. It’s unrealistic to earn from it. Nobody buys original fine art pieces, just look at people’s homes. Art isn’t a profession, but a very wide spread hobby.
This advice parallels getting a software so much. It's why I consider making software an art. It's why unlike some people I respect artists. Creating a piece of artwork is like creating a piece of software. The tools used are just different. I am the person who thought to little of my work. I thought I was never ready. Years passed after college wondering what I was doing wrong in the interviews. Hell, even securing an interview. All of what is in this video is what I did to get on the road to getting interviews. My biggest mistake was not creating a portfolio. Well, I should say, I kept seeing flaws in my work and kept wiping my GitHub. I realized that I was trying to a perfectionist. The thing that got me out of that was when I started doing art during the pandemic. I started to learn all about the concepts and the tools. I bought myself a drawing pad. I took 15 hours finishing my first "painting" I felt happy. I went to sleep and woke back up and it looked horrible like a cartoon. I went on to UA-cam and found channels like this, and some traditional artists. I leaned on oil painters techniques to learn how to digital paint. They usually gave tips on the fundamentals of art. The mental "tools" to create art. That's when I started seeing parallels in software. I started to make a process where I could see myself fail horribly trying a concept. Then pick up the pieces and see what I did wrong and what I did right then start a new painting with that information. Within a year I became very good at digitally painting from life and references. I would continue to watch these videos seeing more parallels in software and art. It's when it hit me. The tools I learned from college and used in the portfolio were outdated. Unlike math, and natural sciences which rarely changes over time software evolves quickly. I needed to learn the new tools of the trade. Then create a portfolio with those tools. I found the tools were easy for me to understand. I avoided it for some time because I thought it would be daunting also that I knew what I needed to know after leaving college (lol). When I actually sat down and opened up these new tools, I realized it still flowed the same way as the old tools, just with some new concepts added here and there. The reason why I was OPENED now than later was because I spent 2 years learning how to digital paint. I also listened to the same struggles artists had getting a job that I had. For me, doing art helped me remove my perfectionist was and see that I was a flawed being and could never be perfect. One can grow even through failure if there is a process to understand the failure that occurred. In college, one can't explore until failure to its maximum because you'll have to retake an expensive class. There is also a set time limit on learning the materials. One has to stay on the rails of the course to get an A. Although many had a hard time during the pandemic, having the pandemic happen was a blessing for me. It altered my trajectory. It gave me a better way to learning. I will continue my art journey. I always wanted to be an artist since I was a child. I should rather say, I always wanted to express myself in many ways. It's probably why I see everything as an art. At 50 I want to make a book, movie or game. I have a pretty good story to tell. It's sci-fi. At 65 I want to have an efficient way on teaching anything to someone. (Could be A.I. lol) Like I said eariler, the thought process in making software and art is very similar.
It's my dream to be an artist, I have a passion for art, and honestly it's something I don't think I can live without. But, I don't seem to have a lot of energy, or motivation, I don't really know how to explain it, I just tell myself I need to draw and I should draw today, but I never end up doing it and I end up beating myself up over it. My art isn't that great, and I know that practice is the key, but I just constantly beat myself up over my art not being good enough, or not drawing that day. Thank you for making your videos, they help alot!
I haven't been drawing anything for a year because last time I focused on learning so much, I burnt myself out. Trying to slowly pick up the pace and be my best artist self
So I make my art using traditional mediums and materials. But I was also a self coached artist, drawing since the age of 11 now 24 y.o. . I have seen many artist on their ipad drawing digitally and I envy those people/students/friends a lot. In many cases, I thought my art wouldn't stand out like other artist would do. I am still however, keep promoting and posting my art through social media even if they are mostly cringe. I still appreciate your time sharing this video to all the artist who's eggs aren't still hatched yet.
So I have taken notes of this video and I hope this helps. 1) Have a professional portfolio 2) Get a good consistency of your own art 3) Hear more feedback from other people 4) Be open-minded and get started with it 5) Be patient and enjoy the process
And again, like every videos, Thank you ! I actually started a new mentorship at Sergio Paez Storyboarding Schools and had this one on one chat with one of the teacher, Steve Lee and he told me: "You already on the road, you just need to practice." Your words just confort me in what he was saying. So now, I'm gone grabe my pencils and go practice. Cheers mate !
Well it sounds to me like you’re in truly amazing hands Julien (talking about Sergio Paez), I can only imagine what you’ll take away from that amazing experience.
Thank you. I am an artist who has stayed away from working because I was very insecure about my skills. This was mostly due to some very harsh criticism from people I trusted. You words just brought me back to the excitement I used to feel about art.
Art is a hobby. It’s unrealistic to earn from it. Nobody buys original fine art pieces, just look at people’s homes. Art isn’t a profession, but a very wide spread hobby.
I’m always surprised when people say I have talent and should sell my art. For me, my art brings me joy in the process. I worked as a loyout designer for an independent magazine. When the publisher requested an “artistic/fantasy” theme “for the upcoming issue I drew representative characterizations of the publisher and editor (as a joke). I submitted the art and didn’t hear back for a day or so. To my surprise I learned that the publisher showed my art to an artist he hired. That artist gave up and said, you’ve already got a fab artist, why do you need me? Needless to say, my work was published. A great surprise to me. That brought future work for me. You just never know until you put yourself out there. ❤❤❤
Exactly! Art is mainly a hobby, you should do it with joy! But expecting to sell in simply unrealistic. Nobody buys original art work, obviously 😂 Maybe a random ikea print on sale once per two decades per family 🤦🏻♀️
I want to be a Freelance Artist.. I've been doubted by multiple friends and family on being successful. You made me form tears of joy from listening to you. Thank you for talking to us on a human-to-human level. ♡
Hi Adam, I still want to think of myself as an artist even though I haven’t done much in the last five years. I was at an exclusive Art Academy in my city before I had a stroke. They found a brain tumor that is non operable, but it is stable now. My art took a back seat as I was learning how to walk, talk and feed myself. I was trying to get back into my art again, but the skill I had was not there anymore. I became frustrated, so I sat art aside. I found your video, and it has given me courage to try again. Thank you for having the courage to speak your truth. Sincerely Christine
@Mike none of your business, your trolling right? Good thing I am confident in myself enough to know that your statement is complete malarkey, if you had taken the time to read the personal autobiographies of Dali, Rembrandt, Rodin, Picasso, just to name a few, you would know that due to personal health problems and family issues, they all had to take time off from art. At the time and still even today, they are considered artist, and they are dead. 🤔
Your videos mean so much for me. The loving caring eye openers (‘kick under my butt/shaking my shoulders while I hear shouting in my mind “wake up”). Albeit another field of expertise. Thank you so much ❤
Well I thought about quitting art so many times, from my personal experience growing and getting recognition in this day and age of social media is next to impossible, you put so much time into your art and learning new skills but in the end I can't justify the effort.
That’s a very important thing to consider. If it “just doesn’t feel worth the time and effort”, that might suggest that it might not be the exact career path you’re looking for - your heart might not be in it. I’d recommend to keep exploring different career paths at that point. If you can’t be passionate about what you do then you’ll burn yourself out and get discouraged before you get the chance to achieve anything you’re happy with.
@@AdamDuffArt Thank you for the reply adam, The thing is that I'm very passionate about art and I love to create stuff, I'm a civil engineer and I started my art journey as a side project, but now I want to get serious with it.
man u reminded me the lecture who was the reason for me to quit college i deeply appreciate and grateful that u exist like there is someone who’s never rude and encouraging people who at at their lowest much love and pls advice and lead us more i would love to listen to you♥️
This is some golden advice! Thank you. I’ve been a tattoo artist for 26 years, and got lazy. I’ve recently been trying to rekindle my passion and elevate my skill.
The reason why i feel its too late because theres "too many" artists on the internet that are freelancing and selling at cheap prices like under $60 because of competition or country's currency value. And it brought up the question, is there enough demands in art for artists to survive as a full timer? (Like technicians or electrician demands)
Honestly Chan - there have ALWAYS been too many artists. What’s changed over the centuries (kind of) are the responsibilities that artists have had. Photography and 3D changed that dynamic dramatically, but the need and birth of new artists is constant. Never feel like there are too many - in my opinion there aren’t nearly enough :)
@@AdamDuffArt Stop giving people hope- there is too much competition especially with AI advancing more and more. The truth is the art career is evolving and getting smaller to the point where if you aren't one of the tippy top dogs you have no chance, even 3D is being more and more automated. Where do we go after 3d? what is the point anymore? art may be about expression ,but it won't feed you or pay your bills. Corporations and all the competition out there don't care about you and what you have to say. I wanted t obe a comic boo kartist- that is my dream and I realized that at 33,but then I discovered AI and where art is going with the fact i'm the noobie in an endless ocean of better artist- this is what real depression is like and giving false hope to people will only make it hurt worse in the future.
@@BattleBrotherCasten I feel a similar way sometimes. If all you want to do is paint pretty pictures then yeah competition is tough. Come up with a unique style, characters or a really interesting presentation or a memorable world for your art to live in. But AI is a tool and it will benefit any artists who use it properly.
Hey Adam, I want to thank you for creating content like this. I'm artist that has struggled strongly with my self-worth and finding work. I spent 5 out of the last 10 years homeless, but now I'm a full-time salaried artist working on one of the biggest games in the world. When I see videos by professional artists that basically amount to "Suck-it up buttercup" I get frustrated, angry and disheartened. There are so many problems in our world right now that I don't understand spending energy tearing people down because they're experiencing adversity. Thank you for being the kind of creator that spends energy trying to boost others. You're one of the few I've seen that share that it's okay to struggle, that it's okay to have doubts.
Im 27, I started drawing when I was 19 because I kindoff thought video game concept art was cool and I didnt have anything else going for me, I ended up going to university for graphic design, I was too afraid to major illustration because I was really afraid and not confident in my art, i would draw on and off and not take it seriously... fast forward till I was 25 I was so inconsistent but I kept improving slightly, I graduated with a degree in graphic design and had a few internships but I hated the marketing industry so I felt like I made a huge mistake and I should of majored illustration. Graduating in the pandemic I didnt get any jobs, so I decided im going to go all into my art, and Ive improved more from 26-27 than any other peroid in my life, but I still feel very lost in this journey, I am very lonely and I dont really have any art friends I wish I had atleast 1 art friend to get some sort of feedback ...
hi bro its really bad . we love and live with art spend entire life for art . but in my experience we all failed in marketing and business . because we all are just focus on art only . that's why we failed . and mediator's earn more then 100% im also still struggling to improve my skill and getting correct client and lot of issues going on... but i don't have any other idea or skill so im stick with art only . (sorry for my bad English)
I'm 26 and have been quitting art on and off for like 7 years ): I too feel lost and I also feel like it's too late for me. I would also like an art friend. do you have a discord ?
Theres an art discord server for hobbyist and people who wanna improve art (sometimes we debate about our different art opinion though). I can share the name of the server if you wanted. Actually.. im in few others too , depending wat u looking for.
What wonderful insight. I'm a "hobby" artist starting out and I view everything I do as a learning experience. I'm not from the art industry at all and from Engineering. I will say my career view has always been, I don't know all the answers and this is not about me, this about getting the "product" right. If I screwed up somewhere I want to know because that's the only way of correcting it. I need to know that there's a screw up as part of the feedback process. This is VERY important. Be open to genuine critiques (also know when someone is just BS'ing and want's to come across as knowledgeable).
99.999% of artists are hobby artists, so it’s ok. Art is a hobby. It’s unrealistic to earn from it. Nobody buys original fine art pieces, just look at people’s homes. Art isn’t a profession, but a very wide spread hobby.
Lifelong student (and art tech junky) I just found your review while researching how to use my iPad Pro. Thanks for expressing your open encouragement of people at all levels.
This help put a lot of things into perspective. Especially the consistency and style. It never occured to me that maybe my style isnt what resonates with others. Thank you Adam
I am 23, I studied another major and realised I can't continue working in a field I don't like. Currently I am preparing a portfolio to apply art schools around the world (my country does not provide good art education lol). Thank you for such an inspiring video, every tip was helpful!
I Turned 23 recently and felt that i was wasting my time but i can't stop even of i'm going to fail or never make it almost nobody ever supported me for my art my parents told me i would be homeless but after working lots of different job i realised that i would be better of in the street drawing that in a office licking my bosses boots
I am grateful for the technology invention ,internet invention, Mobile phone invention, and each one of the person who contributed in this world so that I watch the video 🙏🙏 you are an angel disguised as a human ❤️
Oy. Impatience was the bit I needed to/always need to hear most! I pushed myself pretty hard in the past year (pretty much daily art making while working in health care) because I so desperately wanted a career change. Got to the point where I was teetering on the edge of a massive burn out cliff, and hated to look at nearly all my work. There was almost no joy in it anymore and that made me really sad! It took getting sick (and taking much needed time off) for me to realize I was putting tons of pressure on myself to work as an artist NOW. I’m trying to take it easy on myself and am happy to say I’m making things for fun again! Thanks for this, it is vastly, vastly appreciated ❤
Art is a hobby. It’s unrealistic to earn from it. Nobody buys original fine art pieces, just look at people’s homes. Art isn’t a profession, but a very wide spread hobby.
I'm more into... Desperation and Perfection. I havent seen so much improvement on my art, looking for tutorials and get results immediately or get stuck. I know that I'm being too hard to myself, I have a lot of time to learn and take it slowly so I can understand, but the reason I cant improve myself is.. well.. i dont believe myself to improve at all. I dont like me, I self-destruct me, every drawing I make, hell, every action I make, I end up looking all the negatives and never the good ones. I better show a healthy mentality, instead of just jumping into bad faith.
The Complete calm voice of a seasoned captain allaying the screaming nerves, doubts, and fears of his cadets as they weather the individual storms of their lives. Immeasurable thanks to you. Mr. Duff.
I haven't been thinking of quitting because doing art brings me much joy, and watching this video; watching and listening to you speak on the factors of it as a career re-ignited what I need to remember as I continue to create. Much love to you, Adam!
I just wanted to take a moment to express my appreciation for what you said about not giving up your dreams. Your words really resonated with me as an artist who has struggled with impatience and self-doubt in my own journey. I often feel like I'm stagnating and that my growth is "too late" especially as I get older and can't seem to break into new territory with my art. I compare myself to other artists who are about my age, and have found a lot of success in their work, and have a lot more variety. But hearing your words and your reminder that growth in the arts can be slow but rewarding, it helped me to see things in a different perspective. I understand that everyone's journey is different, and that my time to shine will come. Your message about not waiting for the perfect moment and the reminder that growth in the arts can be slow but rewarding really hit home for me. It was both comforting and motivating to hear your perspective. Thank you for sharing your wisdom and insights.
This is the first time I've ever commented on UA-cam. Thank you so much for this video! I've been 'doing art' since I was 5 years old. (Now 67years old...) That "gasp" moment got me.... Just experienced the same recently, and am finally getting back to where I left off in 1992-getting to enjoy practicing a different way of expressing art from what I've been doing over the years. Yet incorporating older art experience into new art experience. What you have said about being 'willing to listen, and apply, has helped me over the years with commissions. I often said that my clients are my best teachers, especially the "fussy" ones-they often "fine-tuned" their art piece, till they were happy with it. Then I got the final payment-for "seeing" their vision in my creativity. But it did take getting over a lot of personal fear and frustration. It also became a "university" for me to keep learning a trade I just couldn't give up. The tools you taught today, are priceless! My older son is a digital artist, I'm a fine artist. We have learnt from each other. We respect each other's craft, we have learnt from each other. He has inspired me to get over the fear and frustration of going in a new direction, past "old - fashioned." We collaborate on projects. Over 100 years of artwork between the two of us. You are an enlightening teacher.... Love the tough love. Resistance to change is fear of succeeding. Because success is not based on apathy. It's based on determination to get through the artist's struggle. Listen and apply and practice. Thank you again for giving us a valuable lesson. Much appreciated! 😊
Thank you for this video, Adam. After 7 years of self-training I finally gathered the courage a couple of weeks ago to start applying at game companies. I haven't received any responses, but every day I find positions that I might be good enough for and I apply anyways. It's so freeing to no longer be thinking "Oh, one day I'll apply. I'm just not ready yet". Now that I've taken that step I feel calmer. However, I really wish I could have a conversation with a professional to gauge my skill level. It's so true what you said about Martina's work. It's truly amazing. When you're so isolated art-wise from others who create, with no mentor, you never know if you're good enough.
thank you adam, yet again with another video that gave me more advice to help me advance towards my uncertain future, i have many fears of the unknown about this but i belive that sooner or later ill be ready, my art has been steadily growing with eatch completed piece and practice work ive done, your words have helped me to realize what i must do from here to continue my journey into a profesional art career that i have been looking for since i was a kid, art now has became a part of me and i just cannot imagine myself loosing this spark its just unimaginable to me and i dont want to lose it so i will be working hard whenever i can to improove myself. thank you adam, love you for your wise words, these are exactly what i will need.
So, I deeply want to be a musical performer. I never felt like I could do it but last year I thought, if I‘m not going to apply now, it‘s never going to happen. And so I took all the courage that I had and went to an entrance examination. They did not take me. However applying made me realize, that it‘s possible. Now I‘m taking singing and dancing lessons and take part in a really cool musical group. This year I‘m trying again to get into a musical school. I‘m worrying about lots of things. That I‘m too old, not good enough, not resilient enough for this industry… but nevertheless I feel like, if I work hard, I can actually make it.
This reminded me of a girl in my machinist class, many (more than I care to admit) years ago. She hated, it, but "needed a job". She would draw professional quality cartoons and artwork during our downtime
This video has helped me a lot! I recently just turned 16, and I realized how lost I am about the future. I've always loved art, drawing, but the growth plateau I was in and the constant discouragement I faced about entering the art industry; how I wouldn't make a dime into it if I worked into art really pushed me away from those dreams for a time. I thought about all these other paths I could go on. But I realized nothing made me as happy as art, as being able to draw and having it mean something to myself, or someone else. I want my art to improve, to matter, to have an impact on how I see life itself. I'm still a little bit flaky about what particular industry I'm keen on going into, but for now I know what I need to do to improve myself and grow as an artist, to secure a professional occupation and how it's okay to be patient. Because, like the things you said. I've definitely had those epiphanies before! When it all just clicked, and the EXPLOSIVE growth and improvement I'd see in my art! It felt so good seeing it all pay off! So thank you for this video. I have newfound faith in myself. And my art, to be honest! I'm going to get better! And this time, I'm not giving up!
find your niche in the marketplace and serve THEM for everything you got to offer. your got a life time to acquire 1000 clients and customers who will substrain and support your living lifestyle. Reply
I've never seen a comment before that related to what I'm going thru right now more than yours. I'm currently 18 and for a long time I thought I wanted to be a lawyer because that's what everyone told me that's what I wanted to do because they make money and I would have more success in that field and now I feel like I'm going into a downward spiral because of it. Suddenly, I realized that that is not my passion and my dream. I want to be an artist, and my dream is to design a game and run a shop to sell my artwork
@@rhhanson4054 I hope you get there. My dedication to my art as of late hasn't been as amazing as I'd have hoped. I want to become an artist, but I don't draw everyday. Sometimes I'm scared to pick up the pen. I don't know how to fight this, because as much as I love art, it's eating away at me that I'm not as good as everyone else. I've felt like this for a long time in my life though. I will get better over time! I hope you end up securing stable professional work in art as well!
Make sure you understand that art is a hobby, you can’t earn from it. Make sure to study proper profession that will fund your hobby. Don’t just study this hobby at school and be left unemployed and broke.
People that get paid to illustrate in the film industry are unemployed doing a hobby, got it 😂 I certainly understand this viewpoint - I certainly didn’t want to pursue that industry either. But what a strange and fallacious viewpoint to have?
I got abused for years by another artist until I just feel so dead inside, I don't enjoy art anymore because she would make it a competition everytime. I was just sobbing about feeling like a failure until I saw this, thank you so much.
Always looking forward to your videos, Adam. I work in a small animation studio in the Philippines, not a lot to live off of, salary-wise, but also taking freelance illustration and animation jobs here and there. Thing is, I've been a freelance animator/illustration before, but I more often than not get clients who pay very little for the skill I have, or are extremely delayed with their payments...I'm talking below $500...on average, $200-250 occassionally. It's made me feel so dejected because I have been a professional artist since I was 23, I am 33 now. My skills are objectively a 7-7.5/10 (if 10 would be say Western animation industry level). I handle interns and guide beginner artists...deeply love what I do, it's just soooo frustrating that I feel so stuck and like "why can't I get better clients or paid what I'm worth?" This video came at a good time for me to reflect on my direction.
I’ve dealt with crap clients as well in the past. Very late or absent payments. Payments that were a fraction of what they promised etc.. You learn (kind of) to recognize the dishonest or troublesome clients after time - however, I have learned to rely more on full time work, or full-time freelance work (such as fantasy art for companies). They tend to be the most public and the most trustworthy. Client to client work can be a very hit and miss experience.
I remember at college at age 19 I was learning writing and illustrating comics. I learned this and learned that but never actually tried making a comic until the very last assignment the teacher told me "make a comic." My heart dropped. I thought it would be years before I actually start making comics. I was terrified. I haven't mastered the fundamentals yet or learned to draw everything yet. But I did it. And it wasn't as awful as I thought it would be. Not professional industry level but not hideous either. I was quite proud that I made a comic at all and it felt like a step in the right direction. I've also heard from a many comic artists that the best way to learn drawing comics is to draw comics. Even to assign specific subjects to practice in each comic like "in this comic I'll practice drawing perspective, faces, shading etc". So currently at 20 I'm recovering from a bad burnout and slowly easing myself back into making short comics and slowly making each one longer. Thanks for the video it just reminded me of that time in college.
I’m a lot lot younger but I also have the dreams of illustrating my own comics. I have a bad habit of comparing myself to other artist which is why I haven’t even started a book but, because of this comment and video, I’m a lot more hopeful for my future
Update I've decided to put comics down for a bit and take both art and life at a slower pace. Drawing less but appreciating it more. If I learn slower? Oh well. It's better for me to not overdo it. I could work for an hour before but after my major burnout I can work for 10 mins most (I can do 10 minutes, break, and another 10 minutes but only when I feel like it). I recently went to a museum and drew what i saw in the museum (for longer than 10 mins and no breaks) and for the first time in years art felt like a therapeutic experience. Like how Bob Ross loves painting I felt like in that one calm, tranquil moment of focus. Where everything else in the world faded away and it was just me and the subject I was drawing. Where I enjoyed studying which I never thought was possible. Most studying I do (drawing a face 100 times and writing a few notes around them) felt so boring and monotonous but this felt different. It felt fun and my drawings looked fairly good. That one drawing of a crab in the museum looked and felt better to draw than the 100 heads I did. I should probably practice this way more often.
@@kwasib-r2434 I totally agree, the process of making art is sometimes better than the piece itself. Just have fun with your art. It’s your art after all.
Great information, I had lost my art drive, the lord put your video on my yt feed and now I know I can't give up my passion. Creativity is a gift from God. Thanks.
Adam, I must say, I've been very much in love with this kind of videos that you make. It's like having someone to vent and calm you from all those issues that drawing can put you through, it's very inspiring, truly. I've watched some repeatedly because I very often pressure myself and everytime it is a blessing to hear.
I had a good long cry at the end of the video. I think this is exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you. Really. I feel like a bolder has been lifted from my soul.
If you grew up without any artistic people in the family, Adam really starts to feel like a dad-like guidance but for the arts.
Yeah, it's tough when you have no artistic family members around and no mentor
i agree here, i one only have a friend irl that actually is phenomenal and is my idol since i begun to draw, having someone like adam to speak to me about topics like these is exactly what i need to make my growth fasten up and possibly get a profesional job into art
My grandfather was a painter, but he too discouraged me from painting. It was awful and I stopped doing art for years.
Yes
I have the opposite problem, everyone in my family is artistic and I feel like I suck compared to all of them
This reminded me of a girl in my machinist class, many (more than I care to admit) years ago. She hated, it, but "needed a job". She would draw professional quality cartoons and artwork during our downtime. When we praised her work, she'd say things like "thanks, but they're just doodles. I'm not very good, but I love to draw". It took a while, but we finally convinced her to go talk to the director of the art department, who immediately snatched her up and enrolled her in the art program. Last I heard, she was well on her way to a career she loved. :)
So common, especially among women.
Dude! This is amazing news! I am SO happy for her pursuing her career that she loves!!!❤❤❤
@@lindam4259
Very true, feminism has taught generations of girls that they have to be "just like the guys" but they aren't. 99.99% of women don't want shit to do with machining. Yet many will make it a moral issue as though they have to defend their "right" to do something they don't want to do.
@@MALICEM12 Women don’t want to be “just like the guys”, but when they show traditional female traits, they often have gotten demeaned. When we have a culture that respects the feminine as much as the masculine, that will benefit all. No need to compete if we’re all given our due respect.
@@lindam4259 yes and no. Instinctually women of course want to be women. But when you spend your whole life from childhood onward, being told that women need to do X and Y just like the boys, that its wrong for them to be the only ones to do it. That they need to be "liberated" from traditional structures or roles, then yes they do want be "just like the guys". Because they were socialized to want to.
16:20 THIS RIGHT HERE is what made the difference for me. A couple of years ago I've decided to e-mail one of the artists I respect the most to ask them about a quick portfolio review (in hopes of becoming ready for Hearthstone-style illustrations). Of course I didn't expect an answer as he'd be probably too busy for that... Couple of days later I receive an extensive written portfolio review from him talking about how It was apparent that I use reference in some works but completely disregarded using references in some other works. Talked also about things regarding material rendering, desaturating the background a bit so the foreground colorful character pops more etc... Not only that but he said one thing that would stick with me forever which is "I'd hire you" and THAT opened my eyes about how I was almost ready for the job I was looking for but was just lacking in few areas I needed to address. You can't imagine how words of encouragement from artists you admire can shake up your whole art career in a minute! Fast-forward to 2 years later I'm finally given a chance to illustrate some Hearthstone cards. Hasn't it been for him, I would've probably kept wasting years focusing on the wrong things and self pitying about how my art sucks and how I'll never be ready. Thank you Trent K.
Don't hesitate to contact successful artists about quick portfolio reviews. A lot of them will probably not respond which is completely normal (they're too busy) but some will. It all depends on timing.
Trent is awesome! Your story makes me joyful.
Absolutely Ramzy. Worst case scenario, they don’t answer - that’s far from a tragedy right! I’m so happy to hear that you just went ahead and did it - you have an excellent story to share as a result of it.
It is also one of my dreams, but I'm so far to reach there, I don't know if you have discord or anywhere to talk, but it would be amazing to see your insights about my work. I'm glad that you achieved this!
I totally heartened, or should I say “hearthened’, to hear your story. Thanks!
Since I am familiar with Trent and Adam here from UA-cam I can totally imagine the interaction.
It makes that kind of success seem that bit more attainable.
Adam, sorry for not saying in a dedicated message but, you’re a sound sounding dude. I get a lot of encouragement from watching your videos, even if I still need some more time to put myself out there. Trent sounds like another really cool guy, different vibe though.
I’d take either any day as an older brother/art mentor.
Trent actually made a video that happened to be based off of a comment I made under his video basically venting about being on the verge of giving up on the indie game dev grind. I'm far from the only person who had a video Trent made that answers a question or addresses some of the common issues artists have.
To all the artists out there: Keep creating and never give up on your passion! Your unique perspective and vision is what makes your art special, and there is always a place for authenticity in the art world. Don't be discouraged by setbacks or rejections - they are just opportunities for growth and learning. Keep pushing yourself and your art, and remember that every piece you create is a step forward in your journey. Keep going, and never lose sight of your artistic goals!
Ty @artpromo ❤
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Thank you. I will remember that!!
We won't give up on a dream ❤
There's not one single damn thing that makes my art special. My perspective isn't even a little bit unique and my vision is practically nonexistent.
16:20 Haha the exact OPPOSITE happened for me. Following 8+ years of schooling and self-teaching, I made a risky move to Los Angeles to get my first job in animation. After spending a summer applying to countless openings and even taking several studio tests, I met with a professional artist at Nickelodeon who agreed to meet with me and review my portfolio. After barely glancing at my body of work, he looked me in the eye and said "you're NOT ready". These words crushed me. I was about ready to give up, pack my bags, and leave LA as a broke failed artist. But in a huge twist of irony, just a few days after that portfolio review, one of the studio jobs I had previously applied and tested for called me to offer a full-time background design position. Now nearly six years later I've successfully worked multiple jobs in the animation industry.
Wherever you are in your journey, you never know what's around the corner- keep going!
Maybe that reviewer felt threatened by your work, you said he barely looked at it. You didn't mention any other comments he had made. The industry is more than a little cutthroat. The fact you received a job offer with almost no period of elapse proves that the assessment of your skill level was a gross mistake. I'll leave it at that.
This is so inspiring!!!!!! Thank you for sharing your story!!!!!!
tbf Nickelodeon does not allow the breathing room for creativity or artistic integrity with the way they treat their projects so I think you dodged a bullet
I'm in the same position as you years ago. Just moved in LA from another country, I had a background in animation education, but without professional drawing skills. Last two years I spent on a useless boring position in mobile farming game dev project. Now is a new chapter of my life, coming back to drawing, attending courses at Gnomon school and looking forward to get a job in games or animation industry. Hope it's not late, I'm 27)
Portfolio reviewers are so subjective, and oftentimes have less art training than you do. This is something young artist need to told. It can be a brutal surprise, as what happened to you.
A reviewer can make a snap judgment about disliking you - for whatever reason - and then you get a bad portfolio review. It happens. It happened to me 20 years ago.
Artists just have to mature really fast and learn to be confident on their work, realizing that you’ll encounter people who don’t like you or your work.
Thank you, Adam. After a 12 year artist block and hiatus, I finally snapped out of my depression and ready to take criticism and to enjoy the process and journey as an artist.
It's been one month since your comment, I hope all is well and that the motivation to create is still present, and that life is headed in the direction you want it to.
If things are going south just remain patient, headstrong, and reslilient, all things happen for a reason, wether that reason is in or against our favors.
To begin recovering and coping with depression is one hell of a start, as someone who knows individuals that face such a challenge in their lives I'm proud of you and rooting for you.
And here I thought my art blocks were bad....I wish the upmost best for you and I believe you'll go on to make great things! ❤️
Are you me?? Get out of my head!! It's been roughly the same length of time as you (though I do more animation/cg based art), I thought I was going crazy (and perhaps I had 😁) The truth usually means getting out of your own way. We got this!!! 💖
Same here 🥹 I’m right there with you @loveleygwendy we got this..!!!
3 months ago you said this, why not post on youtube?
Sometimes I feel like having patience is so hard, specially when you see other younger artists do much better than you, progress in the art field, and I feel stuck. I won't give up, but it's so tyring. Thank you for the video, you inspire me to keep going.
I feel you.. Same here, same here.. X)
I think it’s hard to have patience because we believe we can’t get enjoyment and fulfillment out of creating unless we get the approval and accolades that we THINK will make it worth it. And that makes the time that we don’t have all those things agonizing and painful when the journey should be fun and rewarding in itself.
@@b.p.5129 Agreed
@@b.p.5129 yeah wish i could do that again like as a child..
@@vivvy_0 there’s no reason you can’t, I create art for my own pleasure and for enjoying exploring my own potential when I practice mindfully. You already love art enough that you have the thought to do it, you have the passion and enjoyment within you.
Self doubt is the serial killer of so many dreams.
If you're reading this I pray you discover your creative gifts and have the courage to share them. You were born to create.❤️🙏🏼
omg thank you :( i need that
And self-delusion coupled with toxic positivity is the serial killer of your wasted time in something you're not talented to make.
I am 53 and discovered a facility for drawing at 47. I was offered commissions early on, but needed to improve my skills first. It is challenging when you’re older to ‘catch up’, but I intend to be taking commissions soon. I’ll be doing this into my 70s and 80s if I can. It just means that I have to work very hard given the more limited time frame at my age. It can be daunting but you have to do what you love, even if it doesn’t fully support you financially
Thanks for this. I'm 49 and when I take time to create and draw and paint, I'm getting good. But that gnawing feeling of "I'm getting older, it's too late" comes in and I stop. Think I'm going to go back in the studio this weekend and get the pencils back out.
Thank you, you both made my day with these comments. I'm 31 and when I see talented people at their 15's 20's I feel that feeling of being too old to learn how to draw. Thank you.
40 here. I can't even get a comment on my art, let alone a like, share, or critique. The days of thinking of getting a commission are the stuff of fantasy to me.
It's actually easiert for older people to learn new skills, especially art, cause they tend to have more focus and an eye for details
@@NoirArt. Hmm. I don’t know about that. I’m 53, and I’m about to pack it in with drawing. It’s just too discouraging to be this terrible sketch after sketch at this age.
I'm 42 and have spent my life being discouraged by most people I know from doing art, specifically music. My parents let me learn a couple of instruments when I was a kid, but once I got to my late teens they were adamant I should focus on finding a career and put everything else to the side. Meanwhile, I had a dream of starting a band where I wrote the songs, though not necessarily for me to sing. I saved up some money and bought some equipment, and from the moment I first set it up I was told that it was a waste and that retirement is the time to do art and music. I pressed on, wrote the songs, formed the band and found that my parents still didn't support us (or even ask how it was going). Other adults referred to it as a 'hobby' and the idea that songwriting was something meaningful to me was something they found confusing (at best) and amusing (at worst). Years later, the band broke up, but I continued to write songs. My parents gave away my piano without telling me (they lied and said they were just loaning it to a neighbour). When I was in my mid-30s I realised that my life felt empty without music, and I'd kept writing songs, so I decided to book some time in a recording studio. That Christmas I was staying with my parents, and when I told them what I was planning to do my mother looked down at the table, made a face, and said "you're not still doing *that* are you?" with as much disdain as she could express.
A few years afterwards, I was diagnosed with ASD. The diagnosis has done nothing for me, and in many ways has made things harder, but it's given me a way to shut the disdain down. It's not a happy thing, because it has involved medicalising 'me' and the things that I find meaningful and important, but it's helped a little bit. However, I still have that voice - that collective voice of a hundred adults - telling me to stop wasting my time with frivolous things and get on with my 'career'. It's baffling to me that I never received any encouragement from the people who were in positions to give it, including music teachers (one of whom once told me "music's not really for you").
It never ceases to anger me when I hear people saying things like 'just do it' and 'just follow your dreams', and I wonder if they are aware of the psychological barriers that this world can set up. I used to be frightened of spiders and the dark, but now the only thing that scares me is that I will grow old and become that guy who hates everything because he never felt like he was able to do it himself; who desperately wanted to do something different than what was expected of him but never managed to, and has become overwhelmed with anger and bitterness. I can't bear the thought of being bitter, because it would be a feedback loop; my bitterness, produced in large part by the discouragement I received, would then produce discouragement by me towards others who are in exactly the same position I was in.
You still have air in your lungs and time Sir, keep on doing what you love no matter what people say. We have our own challenges in our artistic journey and the negative voices is one of them; though keep in mind that the goal is to make something for yourself and not to please the expectations of others. You don't have to seek validation because the only person who knows your own happiness is you and no one else's. Once we are gone in this world the only mark we left behind is our creation. You only have one life and perhaps you can still make beautiful music that could inspire not many but a few people; good luck and more power to you ^^.
What is ASD and why you couldn’t be bothered to write out the 3 words in order to be understood? Maybe you just suck at explaining yourself.
I’m really proud of you for continuing to follow your inner voice, despite all of the discouragement and disdain from people you love and looked up to. I’m really proud of you for standing up for your passion, and not allowing those who are trapped in their own bitterness feedback loop to fully dissuade you from doing what you want. The psychological barriers are absolutely inside, but the fact that you feel that fear of living in quiet desperation means that your passion is still very much alive and waiting to be set alight. I’m just…I’m really proud of you ❤
Hey man, you tried really hard to make your dream up, but also enjoy doing something else while you try to achieve that music passion, do anything else to figure out your talent or what yo could be really good at I assure you you will have a happier life
Bless your heart... I think you should be proud of yourself. I hope you find more support and people who appreciate you. You don't deserve for people to be disgusted because you have a thorough passion for something that actually has employable merit. That's horrible. I feel for you, and you shouldn't feel bad about yourself at all.
Us artists... whether it be music or the visual arts, it's like we have to ask for permission to feel validated and it stings. The last paragraph you've written especially resonated with me because I kind of feel like that about my own art and bitter resentment is a horrible loop indeed. It's amazing when people call this a talent, yet, it's not being able to be put to use. Discouragement and failure shouldn't be a weapon for people to hit others with, that's just wrong - and such a low blow to boot.
Either way, I just want to say this - you're totally not alone... and you're in my thoughts. I really hope you manage to find an opportunity that'll make you feel happy and fulfilled. You have value. You're here and alive at the end of the day, you have a purpose, so never lose sight of that.
I wish you all the best, my friend. Cheers.
It’s honestly really sad that 624k+ have considered giving up on there dream because of how the world treats artist makes me want to cry.
the world does not treat artists poorly, stop this bs. anyone who treats artists poorly is just a person who in general treats people bad. if anything, artists get put on a pedestal, at least if they're any good or make stuff people like, because art is one of the pillars of society....
You are right
@@SamuraiShampoo77 you are only accepted if you comply with the modern fads
I'm 25 and currently ready to give up my dreams on being an illustrator. Now i'm motivated to continue pursuing art career. Thank you for the advice.
Same 25 y/o too. But I'm pursuing music. 夢は頑張ってくださいね！
You can still be an illustrator, just not a professional one. Just create for the joy of it! Art is a hobby, after all. It’s no longer a business or profession. So, stop placing pressure on yourself and get a proper job to support your illustration hobby! ❤
@@mikenoneofyourbusiness7122 Why can't someone still be a professional at a later age? There's no age limit to being an illustrator.
@@mikenoneofyourbusiness7122 @Mike Noneofyourbusiness Excuse me but what makes you say that you cannot be a professional artist at that age? Very famous illustrators started their art career later on such as Vincent Van Gogh, he has done amazing paintings and started at the age of 27, i do also highly believe that there are even artists who has started at that age and are professional artists later on in the animation or in the video game industry, being as a character designer and such, sure people can do as a hobby but there are others that want to make it as their career being as a professional, that being said, never quit your dreams, no matter the age
They might’ve been referring to the state of the industry, rather than OP’s age. Personally I lost faith in the industry even continuing to need artists after moving to LA, let alone any age barriers
I am 34 years old and started painting recently. I am still a beginner and whenever I feel that I'll never get better, I watch videos like this to encourage me. Painting makes me go to another world. I have massive respect for all artists 💛💙
It’s crazy to me because I know you will get better
Yo it's been a year how's your progress
I am 21, i spent through my adolescent years thinking i wasn't "good" enough and discouraged by many teachers until last year, i found myself drawing again because of an old friend. I am found at ease while drawing. Recently i had a bad encounter with a art teacher due to my learning disability and honestly no matter how much people try to discourage you KEEP GOING. I am not giving up in art no matter if my art work isnt good enough for people, its good enough for ME.
I am an artist with Tourette Syndrome. I have been struggling with my art since I first started. I keep beating myself up seeing these artists my age who are lightyears ahead of me. I have wanted to quit so many times. Your videos help out me so much. They offer great advice as well as great encouragement. Thank you for taking the time to make these and for helping me keep going.
Hey! I checked out ur speed paint and it's pretty good! Although there is one point u can improve to make ur art look cleaner :') instead of sketching multiple times for the line, try to aim for one clean line. But if clean isn't ur style then ignore what I said didndn. I rlly like ur style tho!
how does having tourettes effect ur artwork?
@@FrozenPrimordial I swing my arms out to the side. It’s hard for me to hold my tics back when I try to draw.
Comparison is the thief of joy. Find inspiration in others and remember it's a journey not a destination.
Fellow artist with Tourette Syndrome, too. I feel you in every aspect. But we have to keep pushing. Sometimes it’s best to detox from the internet/social media for a week a month and focus on our own artwork and not compare ourselves to others. Everyone’s journey is different. ❤
As a teenager, I loved making art. LOVED it. Spent every moment I had doodling and trying new mediums, even made some connections in the art world and my future seemed bright.
Then, depression joined the table. It completely crippled me in all areas of my life.
I haven't touched a pencil in ten years. I'm slowly getting back into it, but I have to learn everything from ground zero and don't have the energy I used to before, so it's tiny little steps spread over long periods of time. I get very discouraged sometimes, thinking of all the time wasted, opportunities gone, connections lost within and without. What scares me the most is that because I have so very little energy, some days I can only do one or two things - for instance go to the store and then draw for an hour. I haven't been able to hold a job in years because of my health, but I can't keep relying on my family to support me forever. I want to make art more than anything, but I worry that if I don't get good enough at it soon to get an income from it, I will have to work another job and then I won't have the energy left to draw anymore...that scares me to death. I keep telling myself to just use the time I do have to do the things I'm passionate about, to not worry about the future. But the fear sets in sometimes anyway. I wish so badly I had more energy, more time, a healthier body and brain. But we can only work with what we have. I am grateful that at least I know what my calling in life is, even if I can never quite answer it - a lot of people never find that. I consider myself lucky, and thanks to this video also inspired to keep working - not for the income, but because it's what my soul needs.
Getting an easy part time job is they key. Anything but just limit it to three days a week maximum.
Stop eating junk and spend time on screens. Get healthy, get active, get your head cleared up! No excuses. You got one short life, don’t waste it. When you feel better physically and mentally, you could get back to your artistic hobby again! Also, make sure to have a proper job to fund your art hobby!
It’ll come back when you heal.
I used to want to have a job in art. I was always miserable, never good enough. Now I do it for myself. My style is no style. Im happier. And sometimes, a contract comes in, I do it. If not, that's fine. I love art again.
Art as a job is just a job in the end, I consider it more craft than art.
I always had that fear. That's why I've always kept it a hobby. But for a while now I reached the point where if I don't put a billion hours into an illustration I am not satisfied so I barely draw anymore due to fear of commitment. Maybe I need the commitment of being my job now, I am not sure.
I feel you, before graduating from uni I found a job as a graphic designer and been working there since then. Sometimes I wonder how it would be to make illustration my job, but I think it's better for me for it to stay as a hobby: that way I have no deadline pressures, can draw the subjects of my choosing and it doesn't matter if I'm not "good enough".
I know this is mainly targeted at artist as in people that draw, but i feel this video applies to every artist. (musicians, actors, ect.) every artist has some form of portfolio equivalent and all your advice taken away from the art context just applies to every field. personally wish we had a person like this in Voice over but i loved hearing the advice.
Art is obviously a hobby, not a profession. Nobody buys original fine art pieces! Once a person stops hoping to earn, it’s way easier to create! No need to give up creating! Just get a proper job to fund your hobby. Easy!
@@mikenoneofyourbusiness7122 It can be both.
I never gave up. To be honest, after 30 years I would like to be making money from my art.
I have been sick for a long time and I feel that time is slipping through my fingers.
I don't know how long I'll be here and if my dreams will come true, but I'll keep going because creating is my purpose.
You are a huge inspiration to us - our mentor, our father. Thank you Adam for what you do for us!
Wish you all best you deserve in life with all my heart. :)
I'm in my late 20s and I fear my health will always be in the way plus with mental health as well this feels like an impenetrable wall.
I’m discovering my songwriting ability and building confidence and creativity every day... I don’t think of any business aspects. I don’t think of using my art and passion to pay bills... I think about people that I can share my art with. People that will hear me and resonate with my creations. 🙏🏼
I Burned out so badly over the course of the pandemic, leading to the beginning of this year that I started hating art, and I've started my pivot towards an entirely new career. If I'm going to eventually hate what I do anyways, why not do something that makes much better money?
I'd love to live my dream, but people in this world are so focused on squeezing every bit of life and value out of creatives while leaving us with scraps... it's unsustainable. It's too hard breaking into any kind of creative industry without connections, for how much you get paid for it. Now, my new dream is to be able to retire, and I no longer see that as being possible while chasing an art career.
That was such a tragic realization for me to make.
Maybe I'll love art again when I do it just for fun and not as a profession. and maybe at that point much later in my life, I can make it a side profession, because by then I might be good enough.
Not every artist is an artist by profession. You can paint and create daily without making a career out of it
Maybe you prefer sustaining yourself through a different career but you use art as a way to ground yourself
I have many students who have zero desire to be professional artists, they’re programmers, engineers, consultants etc..
Totally common.
give yourself time. you'll go back to it when you feel like it, it's not always constant :)
This is how I feel about editing tv and film. Film used to be my life, now I'm burned out and have grown to actively hate it. But drawing and art is my relaxation. I never want it to be a source of income or a job because I know I'd grow to hate it as well.
Artist are exploited their time talent money & resources. When it turns ugly time to just make it a hobby. Luv yourself value yourself over art - never be a slave to any passion.
@@AdamDuffArt
I'm 20 and i love making art
it's the only thing I'm really really good at but trying making it a career made me stressed me so much and emotionally unstable
I thought maybe I'm not meant to work as an artist and have it as just a hobby
But the thought of working something else aches my heart
I want to survive in terms of making money to live
But I can't really think of any other career
I don't want to be a failure on somethings I'm not good at
What should i do?
After 12 years of not knowing what I actually want and staying in a career that helps me make more money but doesn’t spark a light in me, I am finally deciding to switch careers and pursue my artistic career! I don’t know how this will turn out but videos like these inspire me to keep going and not give up on my dreams. I finally know what I want. Thank you for this! I hope we all make it!
Nobody buys original fine art pieces. You may be stuck being a pathetic art teacher, which is unskilled job that pays peanuts. Art is just a hobby, after all. Not a profession.
I feel you. I once wanted to pursue art as a career but decided against it due to financial reasons (and thinking I would become a "starving artist"). After many years of working unrelated jobs, it starts to get to you and it can be soul-draining. Starting an artistic career for me will be a slow process, but I think it's worth it. Best of luck to you!
You'll be fine.
At this point Adam I think you have some mind-reading capabilities and I'm extremely thankful for it
tots agree
Fully agree
Maybe he's tuned in with the creative side of the universe.
I’d love to claim to be psychic, but it’s a lot simpler than that - I’m just a fellow artist, we all pretty much struggle with the same stuff
I once had a professor persuade me to change my concept with early sketches and after I made the complete change, the following week they contradicted themselves by saying I should have used my sketch as it told a better story. I tried to defend myself and I got shut down with the whole "don't make excuses" crap. I have never let that down and now I have a huge issue listening to professional advice.
Someone told me NOT to use techno music with my Raps. Haaaa It is the Jam people love it!!
Most professors are overrated. That guy sounds like a guy with a self deceptive ego.
This happened to me once with a client. I offer branding and marketing services to independent musicians after having had over a decade of experience in the industry myself. Long story short, after the feedback, the guy wrote an even crappier song to the point I was like "just stick to what you wrote before". That's when I realized that despite your best feedback, you can't force someone to grow too soon unless they're ready for it. He was NOT ready. He didn't even properly assess the feedback. I stopped working with him soon after. This may have been your case or not. Holding on to that incident however, is not healthy for your progress.
I commissioned a copper splashback for my kitchen and the first effort wasn't what I wanted at all so I explained it again and showed him photos..every effort got worse so I ended up saying go back to the first one you did. It was frustrating
Making art is the manifestation of a sensory experience that the artist experienced and wants to share.
Meaning, an artist subjugates his craft (the medium) to express the subtleties of his experiences.
An artist’s art is a mirror of his own experience.
The reason behind making the art is for him to understand the profundity and subtlety of his experience (to evolve), and share it with the world as an act of service (for the world to understand and connect with their own experiences. It creates a sense of connection).
AI does not experience things sensorily (as in emotionally or spiritually-through senses).
Art to AI is not a mirror to its own development towards realization/revelation (it just contributes to more accuracy-more optimization).
AI art is just an amalgamation of all previous artistic feats achieved by humans.
Without human art there wouldn’t be AI art.
Each person has his own subjective experience. A completely novel way of perceiving the world.
Therefore, each artist is original even if they tried to express the same idea or even the same exact script. It will be completely different.
This subjectivity is not present with AI because its perception is the collective perception of all previous artists (as data points not as an experiencing being).
AI is not experiencing anything (sensorily).
An artist is an experiencing being.
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Apologies for the long message. This following statement sums it all up:
Chocolate tastes sweet for a human being (as a revelation, an experience-in the moment). And chocolate tastes sweet for AI only because its tasted sweet for the human being.
Make your art for your own sake. We all need your revelations.
This Message is not Just for painters or visual artists ..
It's for everybody who is trying to be anybody ..
You nailed it Speaker..
👍
Although I've been working in this industry for a while, these things are always good to listen to.
Thank you so much, Adam. Rarely in my life have I found such human people.
Aww well right back at your Anthony. You just made my day too :)
This is SO true! As a 31 year old professional violinist I can definitely say from experience that life is not just a clear line upwards, it's often at the most unexpected moments when some amazing bend in the road appears. I've definitely been through some low points (especially during the pandemic when I couldn't do what I loved most, performing!) Now, luckily, I'm performing a lot with my string quartet all over the world, we are lucky (and have worked hard!) Wishing you all luck and don't give up!
I used to want to be a digital artist, constantly painting and drawing on my iPad. I had put so much time and effort into learning everything, but unfortunately something happened with my eyes to the point where it hurts to draw on a device now. I had to stop and completely switch my path of what I wanted to do due to the condition. I’m now in the pursuit of becoming a tattoo artist. And I am so grateful to have had your advice and videos through all this. Chances are I’ll be watching you far into my tattoo career:)
Holy shit damaged your eyes because of the screens?
subpar genetics lol
@@eiwhaz-tina6528 not sure yet:/ I’ve been going to different doctors too try and figure it out, we think it’s something more tho…. not just my eyes, but still I wish while I was doing digital art I took more care of my eyes…
@@bribri1219 I see. I'm sorry to hear that.
I also do digital, but I've been using the best blue light filter glasses, i hydrate my eyes regularly and I even use blue filter on the screen. Also my phone.
I hope it's good enough honestly
@@eiwhaz-tina6528 wow I wish I had done that, and I’m sure it will be:) take care of yourself. I’m pretty sure my eyes aren’t really due to the screen, but even so I should have been better with keeping them healthy
I actually had one of those "gasp" moments a few months ago. I'm in my early 30s, and spent the past 15+ years trying to improve as an artist, and got basically nowhere. Then I finally had the opportunity to go to art school. By the beginning of my senior year, I had grown and learned a lot, but still was missing something. Most notably, I was awful at value. I had a really hard time shading.
I primarily work as a digital artist, so this was a problem. I took 3 different digital art classes trying to figure out what was missing, and while I learned a lot, I never got that key piece I was looking for. I knew I was missing something and kept asking what I was doing wrong, but no one could give me a real answer. I kept just getting stuff like, "You're doing fine," and "You're improving, and that's what matters," and the one that drove me the craziest, "Be patient." After working for more than a decade and getting nowhere, then spending tens of thousands of dollars on an art degree and still not getting what I was looking for was driving me insane.
Then I just took it on myself to try and figure out what I was doing wrong, since my teachers and other students weren't helping. I watched videos, read multiple books, and watched streams. I did this for 6 months and got nothing. Everything I saw seemed to assume you either knew nothing about digital art and would do things like go over the basic tool bar, or would assume you already know the basics and start talking about composition and color choice. Until I saw a video by Sinix design about what brush to use as a beginner. It was so obvious what I was doing wrong. I wasn't using opacity brushes. That's what I was missing. That's why I had such a difficult time. When I found this out, I absolutely did an audible gasp. I was also kind of mad that I was in my final year of art school and no one told me something so simple.
I saw this video about 5 months ago, and my art has improved more in those 5 months than in over a decade of working alone. I still need to work on my portfolio quite a bit, but I'm finally making full pieces that warrant creating a portfolio. I'm still not a particularly good artist, and have a lot to work on, but I'm finally getting there. Sometimes there really is just that missing piece.
Opacity? Really? You weren't adjusting opacity?
That's unbelievable.
@@spiritlevelstudios Yup. It really opened up a whole new world. I guess it's something so basic that most people just assume people know already. I was aware of it, I had heard and seen the word, but had no idea what it did. Most books and videos that mentioned it just mentioned it as a setting. Never really specifying what it was or how it was used. Even when I took classes they didn't talk about it, because when I got to a digital art class it was considered an advanced class. So there was no instruction or lectures. We were just given prompts and meant to work on our own.
On the bright side, since I spent so long struggling, experimenting, and doing things the hard way, once I found out what I was missing my skill jumped significantly in a short time. Now people always tell me how clean and professional my work looks.
I think it's a human nature to resist to change
I've been stuck for the last three years, always in and out of artblock and hating my art but actually what i needed weren't studies or motivation - it was my readiness to change
You were right for pointing out that our artworks are tightly tied to our ego
And while some things are easy to bend, others aren't and it's exactly when those unbendable in our mind spots are touched we become defensive
I’ve never had a teacher (or anyone, for that matter) accept, yet alone ENCOURAGE me to record the talk so I can get back to it later. I have working memory issues and I struggle so much with learning because either I need to type it all on the spot so I can come back to it later, or I listen more actively but I can’t remember it. You’re a great and pedagogic teacher, and thanks for putting this information out there. I hope it will plant a seed in many minds. ❤️
Yeah, I don’t get that either.
I mean think about it - if you’re frantically trying to keep up with writing notes then you need to disconnect from what the teacher’s saying to write it.
You can always just listen to and enjoy the lesson now and take notes on it at your own pace afterwards
A teacher can take for granted that the information they’re sharing took many years to “absorb” fully - assuming someone can just be force fed that information in a few hours is kind of foolish honestly.
Even for artists at the moment who don't feel like giving up, this is extremely important information for them to hear! thank you Adam for being an important insight to all of us. I have been fluctuating in art style at the moment after a 3 months period of being in a horrible jaded art state due to thinking that if i changed style i would have wasted all that time i invested into the other one, and that everyone would look down on me for it and stop trusting me to have this difficult career in my own hands, (( currently dealing with the fear of failure even when knowing failure is important for growth) but due to that period i lost a lot of love for art because i was trying to keep myself forcefully into that cocoon of that style of who i use to be, even thinking of drawing would cause me heart palpitations but I kept going on. Now knowing why all this was happening , but then trying to learn from different types of artists, gave me the answer to that and refueled my soul. Your reminder that it's part of the process to go from different types of artists style of work is normal, and is part of an artists growth really reassured me, thank you!
Having worked in the animation industry for 6 years now, I can say that your not gonna be ready for the industry until you’ve already been in it for several years. Its always gonna be hard to get in and catch up with the skill level of professional artists, but nobody reaches a professional level without professional experience. Apply to lots of places and stay persistent in your practice and pursuit and you will succeed, it’s a marathon, not a sprint.
I was told how much experience matters by more senior artists too, until they were cut/automated out. Beware; it’s certainly not a meritocracy.
Oh my gosh. Im not even searching for an art career, I’m an economics major for goodness sake, but this hit me so hard. Everything you just talked about can be applied to so many areas professionally and i think more people need to hear everything you just said. The part about having patience and not looking at the clock on your growth is so important. As someone who is striving for huge goals it’s hard to take the little baby steps in order to grow and actually go through the process. But I know that it’ll be worth it in the end. Saving this video for future me lol.
I’ll tell you what you need to know. It’s a privilege to be an artist. Most of the “ successful” artist circumstances, yes financial, allowed them to work on their skill and art every single day, all day. If you are unfortunate like many, to have a regular or part time job just to get by, yes to pay your bills, you can (and I mean it with most kind intentions) forget about being any type of artist. Music, painting, writing. If you have to work 40 -60 hour weeks to survive that is. Now, if you don’t agree. Sincerely, more power to you. For the rest of you who do agree, I truly wish one day you can win the lottery, to support your artistic dreams. As for the video creator, this video is intended to the art students and people who can afford to be mentored, educated and can afford the Time for their creations. But it’s a good eye opener into how everything actually works.
At the "ego" part of your talk, I bowed my head in guilt, and I'm glad you were so kind about it - that it really boils down to wanting to protect what you cherish. I'm a 100% guilty of defending myself up to everyone's exasparation around me.
And then came the next part, the insecurity part, and I'm sitting on the couch bawling my eyes out right now. I really want to be an artist, to create work and put myself out there, and it's only at 35 that I'm gaining confidence that it might be feasible somewhere down the line. I'm so scared of getting hurt over my art and not being good enough. I also want to give Martina a big hug, because her work has blown me away multiple times, yet her struggle that she confided in you feels all too familiar. It's such a brave thing to put yourself out there and go for it.
Thank you for this video. It's a lot to process, and I will need to watch it again, but every sentence hit nails on their heads.
I feel you. I'm simultaneously very egoistic about what I make, but also massively lacking in confidence to ever put it out there because it's not "perfect." What a strange internal contradiction we struggle with 😅
The section at 16:05 about *believing* people when they say you're ready has been knocking around in my head since I first watched this. What a kindness to put this out in the world. Thank you!
Exactly
Talk about timing. I'm having some serious doubts relating to art, and I really needed this
So much optimism. Yet with little or no REAL WORLD RESULTS. Time to look for a Alternate Plan in LIFE. Every year goes by.. you're being passed by someone who's younger and far more talented especially in this field.
The right video at right time. I've been 7 years of self-taught art, and still today i'm struggling in perspective and other big stuffs that always scares me and brings me to give up. But i repeat to myself that art should be one of the most pleasant things to do and don't overthink or loosing myself over it
Art is an awesome hobby! Keep doing it, keep growing! Just don’t put any pressure on yourself, it’s just a hobby! Let go of unrealistic expectations.
I’m 30 now. I’ve spent my life screwing around and making horrible decisions. I’ve always loved art but I’ve never dove head in. I’m now diving into it and making it my life. Hopefully it’s not too late
Go on buddy, I'm in the same boat, I'm 18 here regretting my decisions as well, letting myself away for addictions and instant gratifications all the time, with no room for self improvement and for craving my dreams. I also want to restore my life and by that I want to join art. An improvement focus journey can help me build discipline and dedication, as well as maturity. I compare myself a lot to others, specially with those who started learning before my age. I tell you. Age is not a requirement, nor a label. Pewdiepie himself started learning art at 34 and spent a whole year in it. He learned so much that he surpassed the progress of those that take years to learn it. I recommend watching his videos about it and joining drawabox. Peaces! I hope that you can walk enough to be able to run a marathon on this journey! Go on and always seek positivity in this field.
All your observations are correct.
What I can say out of my experience as an Art Student is that very often the problem that occurs is that teachers seemingly always try to break the student to submit to their way. That's understandable as they know what industries are looking for and they are tasked to teach you that but it often results in them completely losing sight of what the person trying to master or to achieve. Sometimes the straight line to the finish is not the best approach and it needs a detour to get to the same destination.
Im starting off at 67 years old,, couldn't care less about other people's comments i have many years ahead to achieve my goals
Damn right.
I’m not an artist I’m more of a writer actually but this hit home for me and helped a lot. I’ve lost my passion just to make a short story for so long. And tbh writing is just making an art piece but with words essentially, so I think this definitely helps anyone.
Of course this talk hits home for you!
IMO - artists are artists are artists - this talk applies equally to writers, musicians, vocalists, comedians, painters, dancers, actors etc..
We’re all forged from the same core - we just have our own means of expression.
I'm also a writer. I tried to be actually. In my opinion, it's even harder to get in the community. People are reading less and it's harder to make a story appealing. You can immediately see the skill and understand the idea behind a drawing or a painting. Reading became a big investment of time for people. Why should people read your story instead of going for a well-established author? It's even worse to compete with instant pieces of entertainment like tiktoks, reels and stuff like that. Not saying it's easy for artists or writers should just give up. I'm actually learning digital painting to make my stories more appealing. Building a community and influence seems to be the better way to get in the market. It's not all bad either self-publishing made it easier
Writers are 'Artists'. Artists exercise creativity from within. So if you write, do music, arrange flowers or anything else that uses your spirit to produce something where there wasn't something before, then that qualifies you to be called an artist. If someone thinks that to be considered an artist is only for those that paint or draw, then to me, they are are incorrect.
@@tshobe7833 Straight facts!
I got the same feeling from reading the original comment.
Bro fellow artists with ego issues here. I am on my 7 day of writing every day after burnout and harsh but true critique about my writing.
Getting non biased critique from a seasoned professional would be amazing. One of the cons of self-taught artist is it's hard to get especially low prize or free.
Good video!
Don’t give up!! The more I’m going through my art classes the more relived I feel because a lot of my professors are focusing less on talent and skill and just on progress and it’s so uplifting!
A lot of people who don't listen to advice, in my experience as a non-artist, are people who don't see why your advice would help. While you have all the answers, those answers don't make sense to everyone. Even if they do make sense, the artist may have different goals. If you tell someone where to shade, that doesn't teach them why they should shade there. Even if you do teach them how to shade, they could be too focused trying to improve other techniques. All of these are good reasons to not want to work with someone like this, afterall you have a job that needs to get done, but understanding why a person acts that way *could* make dealing with them easier and could lead to them becoming much more helpful in the future.
Im 27. Ive been drawing since 14. I legitimately gave up everything else in my life to draw, and i just dont improve. Yes i draw cubes and simple forms. At this point i feel regret for wasting my life chasing a dream i simply dont have the talent to actually manifest it. Ive been training so long i feel like i have forgotten what i even wanted to draw. No friends no job no gf. Just a broken pencil left
I even dropped out of university to pursue my dream. I can't even move out of my parents' house if I wanted to right now
@@snowpanther7076 Same here at least on the university part; what kind of dreams do you have?
@@just_thammi I want to be a famous writer who can live off the money made from my books. I've written a lot and published a lot but haven't really sold anything
we're the same bro, i literally quit my engineering course cause i just didn't like it and wanting to pursue arts and make a living out of it, i even plan on not going to university and rather spend those years improving my art, i just started drawing a year ago and all I've been drawing is 3 boxes and forms too that's why i can relate to you, and I'm a loser autistic guy so i probably couldn't get a girlfriend or even friends, right now i enrolled to finearts course cause my father forced me to graduate college so i can have a degree and don't struggle finding a job cause college degree is a requirements for a job, so i chose finearts so i can get a college degree and keep drawing at the same time since my course is all about drawing, and i have no talent at it at all I'm just an idiot trying to an artist 😂 well hopefully i find success and hopefully you could too
@@noob_artistrrrr I hope it works out for you bro
I’m a burgeoning music producer/DJ and this helped me so much. Art is art. We always need that unbiased feedback. Otherwise you’re in a funhouse going,”I think this is great! Wait, maybe it isn’t. Help!” I like what you said about hard work. The arts are misleading - it’s easy to think it’s all about natural ability. Some professional musicians I know have said it often boils down to how many hours you practice and patience to not quit.
Recently I've gotten the "you're ready" from a teacher. I get the hesitation, as we artists often question our own work and abilities, especially newer inexperienced artists. But there's a point where we'll have to move forward, as scary as it may be.
“Ready”
Is a subjective placement. One person can scoff and say keep practicing for a couple of years, whereas you may be another persons golden ticket. Have faith in yourself, and keep working.
I wasn't thinking of quitting, but this video was still immensely useful, thank you. Sometimes reassurance is what you need, it puts the thoughts in the right place and gives you confidence
Art is a hobby. It’s unrealistic to earn from it. Nobody buys original fine art pieces, just look at people’s homes. Art isn’t a profession, but a very wide spread hobby.
I’m a writer not a painter but wow, how this advice still applies is pretty amazing. Thank you.
This advice parallels getting a software so much. It's why I consider making software an art. It's why unlike some people I respect artists. Creating a piece of artwork is like creating a piece of software. The tools used are just different. I am the person who thought to little of my work. I thought I was never ready. Years passed after college wondering what I was doing wrong in the interviews. Hell, even securing an interview.
All of what is in this video is what I did to get on the road to getting interviews. My biggest mistake was not creating a portfolio. Well, I should say, I kept seeing flaws in my work and kept wiping my GitHub. I realized that I was trying to a perfectionist. The thing that got me out of that was when I started doing art during the pandemic. I started to learn all about the concepts and the tools. I bought myself a drawing pad. I took 15 hours finishing my first "painting" I felt happy. I went to sleep and woke back up and it looked horrible like a cartoon. I went on to UA-cam and found channels like this, and some traditional artists. I leaned on oil painters techniques to learn how to digital paint. They usually gave tips on the fundamentals of art. The mental "tools" to create art. That's when I started seeing parallels in software.
I started to make a process where I could see myself fail horribly trying a concept. Then pick up the pieces and see what I did wrong and what I did right then start a new painting with that information. Within a year I became very good at digitally painting from life and references. I would continue to watch these videos seeing more parallels in software and art.
It's when it hit me. The tools I learned from college and used in the portfolio were outdated. Unlike math, and natural sciences which rarely changes over time software evolves quickly. I needed to learn the new tools of the trade. Then create a portfolio with those tools. I found the tools were easy for me to understand. I avoided it for some time because I thought it would be daunting also that I knew what I needed to know after leaving college (lol). When I actually sat down and opened up these new tools, I realized it still flowed the same way as the old tools, just with some new concepts added here and there.
The reason why I was OPENED now than later was because I spent 2 years learning how to digital paint. I also listened to the same struggles artists had getting a job that I had. For me, doing art helped me remove my perfectionist was and see that I was a flawed being and could never be perfect. One can grow even through failure if there is a process to understand the failure that occurred. In college, one can't explore until failure to its maximum because you'll have to retake an expensive class. There is also a set time limit on learning the materials. One has to stay on the rails of the course to get an A. Although many had a hard time during the pandemic, having the pandemic happen was a blessing for me. It altered my trajectory. It gave me a better way to learning.
I will continue my art journey. I always wanted to be an artist since I was a child. I should rather say, I always wanted to express myself in many ways. It's probably why I see everything as an art. At 50 I want to make a book, movie or game. I have a pretty good story to tell. It's sci-fi. At 65 I want to have an efficient way on teaching anything to someone. (Could be A.I. lol)
Like I said eariler, the thought process in making software and art is very similar.
It's my dream to be an artist, I have a passion for art, and honestly it's something I don't think I can live without. But, I don't seem to have a lot of energy, or motivation, I don't really know how to explain it, I just tell myself I need to draw and I should draw today, but I never end up doing it and I end up beating myself up over it. My art isn't that great, and I know that practice is the key, but I just constantly beat myself up over my art not being good enough, or not drawing that day. Thank you for making your videos, they help alot!
I haven't been drawing anything for a year because last time I focused on learning so much, I burnt myself out. Trying to slowly pick up the pace and be my best artist self
So I make my art using traditional mediums and materials. But I was also a self coached artist, drawing since the age of 11 now 24 y.o. . I have seen many artist on their ipad drawing digitally and I envy those people/students/friends a lot. In many cases, I thought my art wouldn't stand out like other artist would do. I am still however, keep promoting and posting my art through social media even if they are mostly cringe.
I still appreciate your time sharing this video to all the artist who's eggs aren't still hatched yet.
So I have taken notes of this video and I hope this helps.
1) Have a professional portfolio
2) Get a good consistency of your own art
3) Hear more feedback from other people
4) Be open-minded and get started with it
5) Be patient and enjoy the process
And again, like every videos, Thank you !
I actually started a new mentorship at Sergio Paez Storyboarding Schools and had this one on one chat with one of the teacher, Steve Lee
and he told me: "You already on the road, you just need to practice."
Your words just confort me in what he was saying. So now, I'm gone grabe my pencils and go practice.
Cheers mate !
Well it sounds to me like you’re in truly amazing hands Julien (talking about Sergio Paez), I can only imagine what you’ll take away from that amazing experience.
Thank you. I am an artist who has stayed away from working because I was very insecure about my skills. This was mostly due to some very harsh criticism from people I trusted. You words just brought me back to the excitement I used to feel about art.
Art is a hobby. It’s unrealistic to earn from it. Nobody buys original fine art pieces, just look at people’s homes. Art isn’t a profession, but a very wide spread hobby.
I’m always surprised when people say I have talent and should sell my art. For me, my art brings me joy in the process. I worked as a loyout designer for an independent magazine. When the publisher requested an “artistic/fantasy” theme “for the upcoming issue I drew representative characterizations of the publisher and editor (as a joke). I submitted the art and didn’t hear back for a day or so. To my surprise I learned that the publisher showed my art to an artist he hired. That artist gave up and said, you’ve already got a fab artist, why do you need me? Needless to say, my work was published. A great surprise to me. That brought future work for me. You just never know until you put yourself out there. ❤❤❤
Exactly! Art is mainly a hobby, you should do it with joy! But expecting to sell in simply unrealistic. Nobody buys original art work, obviously 😂 Maybe a random ikea print on sale once per two decades per family 🤦🏻♀️
I want to be a Freelance Artist.. I've been doubted by multiple friends and family on being successful. You made me form tears of joy from listening to you. Thank you for talking to us on a human-to-human level. ♡
Hi Adam, I still want to think of myself as an artist even though I haven’t done much in the last five years. I was at an exclusive Art Academy in my city before I had a stroke. They found a brain tumor that is non operable, but it is stable now. My art took a back seat as I was learning how to walk, talk and feed myself. I was trying to get back into my art again, but the skill I had was not there anymore. I became frustrated, so I sat art aside. I found your video, and it has given me courage to try again. Thank you for having the courage to speak your truth. Sincerely Christine
If you don’t do art weekly, you’re NOT an artist.
@Mike none of your business, your trolling right? Good thing I am confident in myself enough to know that your statement is complete malarkey, if you had taken the time to read the personal autobiographies of Dali, Rembrandt, Rodin, Picasso, just to name a few, you would know that due to personal health problems and family issues, they all had to take time off from art. At the time and still even today, they are considered artist, and they are dead. 🤔
Your videos mean so much for me. The loving caring eye openers (‘kick under my butt/shaking my shoulders while I hear shouting in my mind “wake up”). Albeit another field of expertise. Thank you so much ❤
Well I thought about quitting art so many times, from my personal experience growing and getting recognition in this day and age of social media is next to impossible, you put so much time into your art and learning new skills but in the end I can't justify the effort.
That’s a very important thing to consider. If it “just doesn’t feel worth the time and effort”, that might suggest that it might not be the exact career path you’re looking for - your heart might not be in it.
I’d recommend to keep exploring different career paths at that point. If you can’t be passionate about what you do then you’ll burn yourself out and get discouraged before you get the chance to achieve anything you’re happy with.
@@AdamDuffArt Thank you for the reply adam, The thing is that I'm very passionate about art and I love to create stuff, I'm a civil engineer and I started my art journey as a side project, but now I want to get serious with it.
There are more colours to one situation, there is not only black or white.
To be a leader means to imagine how you could inspire from the inside. Taken my whole life to believe this. I believe all artists are leaders.
man u reminded me the lecture who was the reason for me to quit college i deeply appreciate and grateful that u exist like there is someone who’s never rude and encouraging people who at at their lowest much love and pls advice and lead us more i would love to listen to you♥️
This is some golden advice! Thank you.
I’ve been a tattoo artist for 26 years, and got lazy. I’ve recently been trying to rekindle my passion and elevate my skill.
The reason why i feel its too late because theres "too many" artists on the internet that are freelancing and selling at cheap prices like under $60 because of competition or country's currency value. And it brought up the question, is there enough demands in art for artists to survive as a full timer? (Like technicians or electrician demands)
Honestly Chan - there have ALWAYS been too many artists. What’s changed over the centuries (kind of) are the responsibilities that artists have had. Photography and 3D changed that dynamic dramatically, but the need and birth of new artists is constant. Never feel like there are too many - in my opinion there aren’t nearly enough :)
@@AdamDuffArt thankyou for everything you've shared
In Asia where I'm from, 60$ ain't cheap. I only recently up my prices cause of that.
@@AdamDuffArt Stop giving people hope- there is too much competition especially with AI advancing more and more. The truth is the art career is evolving and getting smaller to the point where if you aren't one of the tippy top dogs you have no chance, even 3D is being more and more automated. Where do we go after 3d? what is the point anymore? art may be about expression ,but it won't feed you or pay your bills. Corporations and all the competition out there don't care about you and what you have to say. I wanted t obe a comic boo kartist- that is my dream and I realized that at 33,but then I discovered AI and where art is going with the fact i'm the noobie in an endless ocean of better artist- this is what real depression is like and giving false hope to people will only make it hurt worse in the future.
@@BattleBrotherCasten I feel a similar way sometimes. If all you want to do is paint pretty pictures then yeah competition is tough.
Come up with a unique style, characters or a really interesting presentation or a memorable world for your art to live in.
But AI is a tool and it will benefit any artists who use it properly.
Hey Adam, I want to thank you for creating content like this. I'm artist that has struggled strongly with my self-worth and finding work. I spent 5 out of the last 10 years homeless, but now I'm a full-time salaried artist working on one of the biggest games in the world. When I see videos by professional artists that basically amount to "Suck-it up buttercup" I get frustrated, angry and disheartened. There are so many problems in our world right now that I don't understand spending energy tearing people down because they're experiencing adversity.
Thank you for being the kind of creator that spends energy trying to boost others. You're one of the few I've seen that share that it's okay to struggle, that it's okay to have doubts.
Im 27, I started drawing when I was 19 because I kindoff thought video game concept art was cool and I didnt have anything else going for me, I ended up going to university for graphic design, I was too afraid to major illustration because I was really afraid and not confident in my art, i would draw on and off and not take it seriously... fast forward till I was 25 I was so inconsistent but I kept improving slightly, I graduated with a degree in graphic design and had a few internships but I hated the marketing industry so I felt like I made a huge mistake and I should of majored illustration.
Graduating in the pandemic I didnt get any jobs, so I decided im going to go all into my art, and Ive improved more from 26-27 than any other peroid in my life, but I still feel very lost in this journey, I am very lonely and I dont really have any art friends I wish I had atleast 1 art friend to get some sort of feedback ...
hi bro its really bad . we love and live with art spend entire life for art . but in my experience we all failed in marketing and business . because we all are just focus on art only . that's why we failed . and mediator's earn more then 100% im also still struggling to improve my skill and getting correct client and lot of issues going on... but i don't have any other idea or skill so im stick with art only . (sorry for my bad English)
Oh man, I feel that about not having any art friends. :( If you'd like, I'd love to chat with you as a fellow artist and friendly human :)
I'm 26 and have been quitting art on and off for like 7 years ): I too feel lost and I also feel like it's too late for me. I would also like an art friend. do you have a discord ?
Theres an art discord server for hobbyist and people who wanna improve art (sometimes we debate about our different art opinion though). I can share the name of the server if you wanted. Actually.. im in few others too , depending wat u looking for.
@@Kimmieziven hell yeah! im actually looking for art communities to join and learn from
This dude is who I aspire to be in a couple of years. Just seems so humble, smart and charismatic
What wonderful insight. I'm a "hobby" artist starting out and I view everything I do as a learning experience. I'm not from the art industry at all and from Engineering. I will say my career view has always been, I don't know all the answers and this is not about me, this about getting the "product" right. If I screwed up somewhere I want to know because that's the only way of correcting it. I need to know that there's a screw up as part of the feedback process. This is VERY important. Be open to genuine critiques (also know when someone is just BS'ing and want's to come across as knowledgeable).
99.999% of artists are hobby artists, so it’s ok. Art is a hobby. It’s unrealistic to earn from it. Nobody buys original fine art pieces, just look at people’s homes. Art isn’t a profession, but a very wide spread hobby.
Lifelong student (and art tech junky) I just found your review while researching how to use my iPad Pro.
Thanks for expressing your open encouragement of people at all levels.
This help put a lot of things into perspective. Especially the consistency and style. It never occured to me that maybe my style isnt what resonates with others. Thank you Adam
SEVEN YEARS DAILY POLITICAL CARTOONS and still no job, lol. This is what I needed to hear, wish I can afford you for help!!
I am 23, I studied another major and realised I can't continue working in a field I don't like. Currently I am preparing a portfolio to apply art schools around the world (my country does not provide good art education lol). Thank you for such an inspiring video, every tip was helpful!
So, you’re about to study a hobby that will leave you unemployed and broke? Weird…
@@mikenoneofyourbusiness7122 what’s your point coming specifically to a video for artist and commenting something negative like this
I Turned 23 recently and felt that i was wasting my time but i can't stop even of i'm going to fail or never make it almost nobody ever supported me for my art my parents told me i would be homeless but after working lots of different job i realised that i would be better of in the street drawing that in a office licking my bosses boots
@@yochior what did you major in?
I am grateful for the technology invention ,internet invention, Mobile phone invention, and each one of the person who contributed in this world so that I watch the video 🙏🙏 you are an angel disguised as a human ❤️
Oy. Impatience was the bit I needed to/always need to hear most! I pushed myself pretty hard in the past year (pretty much daily art making while working in health care) because I so desperately wanted a career change. Got to the point where I was teetering on the edge of a massive burn out cliff, and hated to look at nearly all my work. There was almost no joy in it anymore and that made me really sad! It took getting sick (and taking much needed time off) for me to realize I was putting tons of pressure on myself to work as an artist NOW. I’m trying to take it easy on myself and am happy to say I’m making things for fun again!
Thanks for this, it is vastly, vastly appreciated ❤
Art is a hobby. It’s unrealistic to earn from it. Nobody buys original fine art pieces, just look at people’s homes. Art isn’t a profession, but a very wide spread hobby.
I can appreciate the message in the beginning about the assholes in life well said
I'm more into... Desperation and Perfection. I havent seen so much improvement on my art, looking for tutorials and get results immediately or get stuck.
I know that I'm being too hard to myself, I have a lot of time to learn and take it slowly so I can understand, but the reason I cant improve myself is.. well.. i dont believe myself to improve at all. I dont like me, I self-destruct me, every drawing I make, hell, every action I make, I end up looking all the negatives and never the good ones.
I better show a healthy mentality, instead of just jumping into bad faith.
The Complete calm voice of a seasoned captain allaying the screaming nerves, doubts, and fears of his cadets as they weather the individual storms of their lives.
Immeasurable thanks to you. Mr. Duff.
I haven't been thinking of quitting because doing art brings me much joy, and watching this video; watching and listening to you speak on the factors of it as a career re-ignited what I need to remember as I continue to create. Much love to you, Adam!
No such thing as mistakes
No such concept as failure
There is only learning
I just wanted to take a moment to express my appreciation for what you said about not giving up your dreams. Your words really resonated with me as an artist who has struggled with impatience and self-doubt in my own journey. I often feel like I'm stagnating and that my growth is "too late" especially as I get older and can't seem to break into new territory with my art. I compare myself to other artists who are about my age, and have found a lot of success in their work, and have a lot more variety.
But hearing your words and your reminder that growth in the arts can be slow but rewarding, it helped me to see things in a different perspective. I understand that everyone's journey is different, and that my time to shine will come. Your message about not waiting for the perfect moment and the reminder that growth in the arts can be slow but rewarding really hit home for me. It was both comforting and motivating to hear your perspective. Thank you for sharing your wisdom and insights.
This is the first time I've ever commented on UA-cam. Thank you so much for this video! I've been 'doing art' since I was 5 years old. (Now 67years old...) That "gasp" moment got me.... Just experienced the same recently, and am finally getting back to where I left off in 1992-getting to enjoy practicing a different way of expressing art from what I've been doing over the years. Yet incorporating older art experience into new art experience. What you have said about being 'willing to listen, and apply, has helped me over the years with commissions. I often said that my clients are my best teachers, especially the "fussy" ones-they often "fine-tuned" their art piece, till they were happy with it. Then I got the final payment-for "seeing" their vision in my creativity. But it did take getting over a lot of personal fear and frustration. It also became a "university" for me to keep learning a trade I just couldn't give up. The tools you taught today, are priceless! My older son is a digital artist, I'm a fine artist. We have learnt from each other. We respect each other's craft, we have learnt from each other. He has inspired me to get over the fear and frustration of going in a new direction, past "old - fashioned." We collaborate on projects. Over 100 years of artwork between the two of us. You are an enlightening teacher.... Love the tough love. Resistance to change is fear of succeeding. Because success is not based on apathy. It's based on determination to get through the artist's struggle. Listen and apply and practice. Thank you again for giving us a valuable lesson. Much appreciated! 😊
Everytime Adam does a video, is a masterpiece. Thank you so much!
Thank you for this video, Adam. After 7 years of self-training I finally gathered the courage a couple of weeks ago to start applying at game companies. I haven't received any responses, but every day I find positions that I might be good enough for and I apply anyways. It's so freeing to no longer be thinking "Oh, one day I'll apply. I'm just not ready yet". Now that I've taken that step I feel calmer.
However, I really wish I could have a conversation with a professional to gauge my skill level. It's so true what you said about Martina's work. It's truly amazing. When you're so isolated art-wise from others who create, with no mentor, you never know if you're good enough.
thank you adam, yet again with another video that gave me more advice to help me advance towards my uncertain future, i have many fears of the unknown about this but i belive that sooner or later ill be ready, my art has been steadily growing with eatch completed piece and practice work ive done, your words have helped me to realize what i must do from here to continue my journey into a profesional art career that i have been looking for since i was a kid, art now has became a part of me and i just cannot imagine myself loosing this spark its just unimaginable to me and i dont want to lose it so i will be working hard whenever i can to improove myself.
thank you adam, love you for your wise words, these are exactly what i will need.
Excellent advice. I can relate to everything you said. Thank you for sharing your knowledge and keeping it real.
So, I deeply want to be a musical performer. I never felt like I could do it but last year I thought, if I‘m not going to apply now, it‘s never going to happen. And so I took all the courage that I had and went to an entrance examination. They did not take me. However applying made me realize, that it‘s possible. Now I‘m taking singing and dancing lessons and take part in a really cool musical group. This year I‘m trying again to get into a musical school. I‘m worrying about lots of things. That I‘m too old, not good enough, not resilient enough for this industry… but nevertheless I feel like, if I work hard, I can actually make it.
Huge competition. Best luck!
This reminded me of a girl in my machinist class, many (more than I care to admit) years ago. She hated, it, but "needed a job". She would draw professional quality cartoons and artwork during our downtime
This video has helped me a lot!
I recently just turned 16, and I realized how lost I am about the future. I've always loved art, drawing, but the growth plateau I was in and the constant discouragement I faced about entering the art industry; how I wouldn't make a dime into it if I worked into art really pushed me away from those dreams for a time.
I thought about all these other paths I could go on. But I realized nothing made me as happy as art, as being able to draw and having it mean something to myself, or someone else. I want my art to improve, to matter, to have an impact on how I see life itself.
I'm still a little bit flaky about what particular industry I'm keen on going into, but for now I know what I need to do to improve myself and grow as an artist, to secure a professional occupation and how it's okay to be patient. Because, like the things you said. I've definitely had those epiphanies before! When it all just clicked, and the EXPLOSIVE growth and improvement I'd see in my art! It felt so good seeing it all pay off!
So thank you for this video. I have newfound faith in myself. And my art, to be honest! I'm going to get better! And this time, I'm not giving up!
find your niche in the marketplace and serve THEM for everything you got to offer. your got a life time to acquire 1000 clients and customers who will substrain and support your living lifestyle.
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I've never seen a comment before that related to what I'm going thru right now more than yours. I'm currently 18 and for a long time I thought I wanted to be a lawyer because that's what everyone told me that's what I wanted to do because they make money and I would have more success in that field and now I feel like I'm going into a downward spiral because of it. Suddenly, I realized that that is not my passion and my dream. I want to be an artist, and my dream is to design a game and run a shop to sell my artwork
@@rhhanson4054 I hope you get there. My dedication to my art as of late hasn't been as amazing as I'd have hoped. I want to become an artist, but I don't draw everyday. Sometimes I'm scared to pick up the pen. I don't know how to fight this, because as much as I love art, it's eating away at me that I'm not as good as everyone else. I've felt like this for a long time in my life though. I will get better over time! I hope you end up securing stable professional work in art as well!
Make sure you understand that art is a hobby, you can’t earn from it. Make sure to study proper profession that will fund your hobby. Don’t just study this hobby at school and be left unemployed and broke.
People that get paid to illustrate in the film industry are unemployed doing a hobby, got it 😂
I certainly understand this viewpoint - I certainly didn’t want to pursue that industry either. But what a strange and fallacious viewpoint to have?
I got abused for years by another artist until I just feel so dead inside, I don't enjoy art anymore because she would make it a competition everytime. I was just sobbing about feeling like a failure until I saw this, thank you so much.
Always looking forward to your videos, Adam. I work in a small animation studio in the Philippines, not a lot to live off of, salary-wise, but also taking freelance illustration and animation jobs here and there.
Thing is, I've been a freelance animator/illustration before, but I more often than not get clients who pay very little for the skill I have, or are extremely delayed with their payments...I'm talking below $500...on average, $200-250 occassionally. It's made me feel so dejected because I have been a professional artist since I was 23, I am 33 now. My skills are objectively a 7-7.5/10 (if 10 would be say Western animation industry level).
I handle interns and guide beginner artists...deeply love what I do, it's just soooo frustrating that I feel so stuck and like "why can't I get better clients or paid what I'm worth?"
This video came at a good time for me to reflect on my direction.
Is there a place we could see your work?
I’ve dealt with crap clients as well in the past. Very late or absent payments. Payments that were a fraction of what they promised etc..
You learn (kind of) to recognize the dishonest or troublesome clients after time - however, I have learned to rely more on full time work, or full-time freelance work (such as fantasy art for companies).
They tend to be the most public and the most trustworthy.
Client to client work can be a very hit and miss experience.
the dream should be to just create what you want.
once it's created you are succesful, it's that simple.
let acknowledgement from others go.
I remember at college at age 19 I was learning writing and illustrating comics. I learned this and learned that but never actually tried making a comic until the very last assignment the teacher told me "make a comic." My heart dropped. I thought it would be years before I actually start making comics. I was terrified. I haven't mastered the fundamentals yet or learned to draw everything yet. But I did it. And it wasn't as awful as I thought it would be. Not professional industry level but not hideous either. I was quite proud that I made a comic at all and it felt like a step in the right direction. I've also heard from a many comic artists that the best way to learn drawing comics is to draw comics. Even to assign specific subjects to practice in each comic like "in this comic I'll practice drawing perspective, faces, shading etc". So currently at 20 I'm recovering from a bad burnout and slowly easing myself back into making short comics and slowly making each one longer. Thanks for the video it just reminded me of that time in college.
Not too late at 26 I just actually learned the fundamentals of anatomy after so many failed attempts back in college.
I’m a lot lot younger but I also have the dreams of illustrating my own comics. I have a bad habit of comparing myself to other artist which is why I haven’t even started a book but, because of this comment and video, I’m a lot more hopeful for my future
yeh comics seems like an easy route to burnout-
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I've decided to put comics down for a bit and take both art and life at a slower pace. Drawing less but appreciating it more. If I learn slower? Oh well. It's better for me to not overdo it. I could work for an hour before but after my major burnout I can work for 10 mins most (I can do 10 minutes, break, and another 10 minutes but only when I feel like it). I recently went to a museum and drew what i saw in the museum (for longer than 10 mins and no breaks) and for the first time in years art felt like a therapeutic experience. Like how Bob Ross loves painting I felt like in that one calm, tranquil moment of focus. Where everything else in the world faded away and it was just me and the subject I was drawing. Where I enjoyed studying which I never thought was possible. Most studying I do (drawing a face 100 times and writing a few notes around them) felt so boring and monotonous but this felt different. It felt fun and my drawings looked fairly good. That one drawing of a crab in the museum looked and felt better to draw than the 100 heads I did. I should probably practice this way more often.
@@kwasib-r2434 I totally agree, the process of making art is sometimes better than the piece itself. Just have fun with your art. It’s your art after all.
Great information, I had lost my art drive, the lord put your video on my yt feed and now I know I can't give up my passion. Creativity is a gift from God. Thanks.
Adam, I must say, I've been very much in love with this kind of videos that you make. It's like having someone to vent and calm you from all those issues that drawing can put you through, it's very inspiring, truly. I've watched some repeatedly because I very often pressure myself and everytime it is a blessing to hear.
I had a good long cry at the end of the video. I think this is exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you. Really. I feel like a bolder has been lifted from my soul.