Part 8 - Pet Loss - my heart has not caught up with my mind.

BE SURE TO SEE PART ONE OF THIS VIDEO SERIES. IT IS ONE HOUR LONG AND GIVES THE MOST INFORMATION AS TO THIS PROCESS I AM DOING
Part 8 I had to put my pet to sleep. Tonight I really realized that I had a lot of anxiety about making sure that i had to get home to take care of my pet.
Recently I went to my niece and nephews house and usually when Im there I start to think about... "Well I gotta get home to take care of Kup" "I better not stay to long" but tonight I noticed that I did not have to go home.. because she was not laying there waiting for me... and she would not be there when I got there. I realized tonight it didn't matter if I ever went home, there was none waiting for me in any way.