PART 11 - i had to put my pet to sleep - Im not thinking about the loss so much

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Part 11 - I am now remembering places and things that she did with me.. my recent volunteer position reminded me that my dog used to go to volunteer with me.I can still relive the times with me that she would go.
I used to pet and talk to her so much that even just thinning about this right now I can totally feel her under my hands as I pet her.
I am looking forward to sharing the stories of us... more video of us together... later in this video series. When I am stronger though.. Im getting there but its not today..
Today is Christmas and I am sorry that she was not able to be here for Christmas with us.

[@tannermulford2033]

I had to put my dog Raven to sleep yesterday, I've been up all night crying, I watched your videos because I felt like I had people that feel sorry for me but no one to really relate to about it, I've had him for 13 years and I'm just in shock and despair that I've lost my one true best friend for the rest of my life, and dealing with it has just left me crushed. I know he was hurting and I hope I took his hurt from him and am now carrying it in my heart and mind.... I just know you know how I feel tonight.. I just wanted to know someone was listening that cared and could send that extra pure love his way... I hope they're friends now waiting for us... I love you Kup and Raven, look after each other...

[@hopefulfuture1929]

I have the same feelings and guilt, just had my white boxer, Pepper, put down yesterday. I’m devastated, like you, my world turned around her....she was 12 on January 11,2018

[@EmilyJones-kf8ef]

ok now I am officially jealous!! JK lol I couldn't afford to have any of my Rockys ashes kept.. The vet place kept them, we just paid to have him cremated. IDK it made no real sense to me. I just miss my Rocky more than anything. I am so lost without him. He was constantly by my side every day and every night. I don't know how to live without him. My heart is truly broken. I just don't ever feel that I will be whole again.

[@diplomasaurus4232]

Going through this right now, my 12yr old collie is getting covered in mast cell tumours, ugly sore swellings that keep erupting through her skin (also causing infection), i can't cope with idea of letting them ruin her beautiful face and making her miserable. How we find the strength to do this can only be from the purest love!!😢 I'm sorry to all of us that have lost a beloved companion, may we smile despite the tears and keep them in our hearts forever