HEART BREAKING REALITY! | The Apothecary Diaries Ep 18 Reaction

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  • @Nour-db7ig
    @Nour-db7ig 9 місяців тому +75

    "At that moment, i knew exactly how she felt about that man and his very existence" - Jinshi in the manga

  • @bisongaming729
    @bisongaming729 9 місяців тому +26

    that face she made in the manga was just as impactful, despite the fact that by nature of a manga, it wasn't able to flicker for a split second. it was just such a haunting drawing, i stared at it for ike 3 minutes

  • @giannicolamatteo8155
    @giannicolamatteo8155 9 місяців тому +44

    That face for one split second , such Hyper concentrated piercing hatred mixed with a sence of high alert and a Lust for trageted violence, all in one facial expression that looked like a horror movie jumpscare. Dude got the message real quick

    • @lunatic-k5209
      @lunatic-k5209 8 місяців тому +3

      Just need a mess black hair and it a classic Japanese ghost women jump scare

  • @dearikj90
    @dearikj90 9 місяців тому +21

    "I've never seen her make a face like that. And I never want to see it again."
    The man was shook to his core with just that brief glimpse into how she really feels about her situation with Lakan.

  • @Alte.Kameraden
    @Alte.Kameraden 9 місяців тому +124

    Getting pregnant and losing a high Courtesans status, then having to serve lowly customers, only to catch syphilis and turn into a living corpse eating away at her body and brain. It's a fate worse than death to be honest. Maomao's mother had a right to be angry, but as you see in this episode, she isn't even there anymore.

    • @dumbassgoddess5251
      @dumbassgoddess5251 5 місяців тому

      The sad thing is Maomao’s mother wanted a big family. It’s what she sings about. Maomao was wanted.

  • @AnimeMe40
    @AnimeMe40 9 місяців тому +55

    Alicia: “Hopefully this episode will bring me JOY”
    Me: “… Um”

  • @_ubiquitous_9766
    @_ubiquitous_9766 9 місяців тому +15

    I knew she would love that scene like I do it’s like so visceral and it’s a really fantastic scene cinematic wise so I was super excited to see her reaction to this episode

  • @Le7emeChat
    @Le7emeChat 9 місяців тому +33

    "Honestly, her eyes remind me of that..."
    Damn, she's good...😯

  • @at8439
    @at8439 9 місяців тому +9

    I don't think she's taking about having no emotions, just not having the capacity to feel love specifically. Or even not being able to feel specifically romantic love.

  • @IZEASGT
    @IZEASGT 9 місяців тому +10

    8:30 Listening to the Japanese, you can hear “koi” for “love”, which specifically means romantic love. So my reading of this line isn’t that she doesn’t feel capable of bonding to people - it’s that she’s aroace, or close to it, in a world where so much of womanhood is about bonds of sex, love, marriage. Courtesans whose job is to appeal to men, concubines whose job is to appeal to one man. Pairin’s love of muscles, Fuyou’s feelings for that military officer, the courtesan with the wheat stalks who got sweet-talked by that merchant’s son, 70% of the rear palace going gaga over Jinshi. And her sisters have probably assured her she’d feel that way someday, but she’s 18 already (the new year having come in winter) and the only thing that sparks any kind of passion in her is drugs.

    • @kuivia
      @kuivia 5 днів тому

      Honestly been beyond frustrating watching Alicia ignore that complete obvious thing about maomao since the start :/

    • @IZEASGT
      @IZEASGT 5 днів тому

      @ I’m actually not sure how much I stand by this reading anymore. Maomao’s got enough baggage around romance and sex that it’s hard to tell.

  • @GGCannon
    @GGCannon 9 місяців тому +9

    The fact that the scene from MaoMao's mom in bed in this episode was made lighter in the anime compared to the manga and it still hits that hard is crazy.
    For those that don't know, in the manga, that strand of hair covering her nose... wasn't there...

  • @sixolddereks
    @sixolddereks 9 місяців тому +6

    This is the point the show starts to make the viewer start to see why maomao always says to not jump to conclusions without solid evidence, and do not speak on conjecture and guesses alone.

  • @Un_random_de_internet.
    @Un_random_de_internet. 9 місяців тому +32

    16:28 That scene was just incredible, still gives me chills 🥶

    • @HateIsJustice
      @HateIsJustice 9 місяців тому +1

      That scene was straight up a jumpscare.

    • @WolfFireheart
      @WolfFireheart 9 місяців тому +2

      I had the replay it in slow-mo to catch the look on Maomao's face.
      It was sooooo good I just had to study it. Also watched it several times because, wow.

    • @Un_random_de_internet.
      @Un_random_de_internet. 9 місяців тому

      @@WolfFireheart I did the same when I watched it for the 1st time 👌

  • @HummingWork
    @HummingWork 9 місяців тому +10

    This is the episode I was waiting for, and hiding from the screen and the wall of disgust are just the correct reactions to that mans

  • @hamkyo07
    @hamkyo07 9 місяців тому +15

    I'm gonna start sharing this now:
    She should react to Ascendance of a Bookworm or Bofuri: I Don't Want to Get Hurt, so I'll Max Out My Defense.
    Those anime are 100% for her, someone from Patreon please suggest those please

    • @ilvanezzo
      @ilvanezzo 9 місяців тому

      +1, Ascendance of a Bookworm is amazing, even the truncated anime version (the light novel is simply fantastic, I've read through the whole series at least twice and bought hard copies of the books)

  • @LIAuNXeNON
    @LIAuNXeNON 9 місяців тому +2

    18:30 no she's not holding a sythe she's holding a sickle

  • @saytaylor3603
    @saytaylor3603 9 місяців тому +3

    Season 2 is confirmed in production and is scheduled for sometime in 2025

    • @quantranminh4553
      @quantranminh4553 5 місяців тому

      Do you think we will get to the frog next year?

    • @saytaylor3603
      @saytaylor3603 5 місяців тому

      @@quantranminh4553 dunno, havnt read it

  • @tenshi88swiss
    @tenshi88swiss 9 місяців тому +1

    17:36 yeah with that face she was practicaly saying that she would burn the entire palace down, with everyone and herself in it, before even just considering to meet that man on his demand

  • @stevetom2506
    @stevetom2506 9 місяців тому +36

    Boy, can’t wait for episode 23

    • @kdup-hp6zm
      @kdup-hp6zm 9 місяців тому +2

      yep i avoid putting spoilers if at all possible but , i completely understand why some do I AM DYING OVER HERE

    • @daniela4738
      @daniela4738 9 місяців тому +1

      Sorry but she banned a bunch of people on patreon for spoiling episode 23.

    • @stevetom2506
      @stevetom2506 9 місяців тому

      @@daniela4738 never said what the episode pertain

    • @RevTower
      @RevTower 8 місяців тому

      Saaaaaaaaame!!!!!!!!

  • @JarlCorvusCorax
    @JarlCorvusCorax 9 місяців тому +8

    I just got jump scared by this video.
    Was doning stuff on my phone went to click somthing right as the video notification popped up.
    But hey seeing as i'm here now i guess let's sit back and enjoy right?

  • @Strlz_Remtachi
    @Strlz_Remtachi 7 місяців тому

    15:29 * yaps and doesn't pay attention to the subtitles *
    15:38 * reads subtitles *
    that long pause says it all AHAHAHA that build up of emotion all of a sudden from Alicia was peak

  • @nataliereeves3594
    @nataliereeves3594 9 місяців тому +5

    I think Alicia is quite good at working things out, as this episode proves. She accurately guessed who msmos birth parents are.

    • @ilvanezzo
      @ilvanezzo 9 місяців тому +1

      tbf it's not that hard, Maomao has her mother's hair and her father's eyes, so if you pay attention you can figure it out earlier than the show explicitly tells you

  • @frankzero139
    @frankzero139 9 місяців тому +8

    17:10 i still find it more impactful in the manga when you can take your time looking at the face she make...

    • @ArlanKels
      @ArlanKels 9 місяців тому +8

      Yea both mediums are doing a good job of sticking to their own style.
      The manga lets you fully grasp the sheer weight of that emotion.
      The anime lets you understand how quickly she throws her barriers up, she only lets you see a peek of her emotional state.
      Both have their own impact~

    • @relic5752
      @relic5752 5 місяців тому

      ​@@ArlanKelsThe anime really sells Jinshi's perspective especially. Those two always have difficulties expressing themselves to each other, so of course seeing such an obvious reaction that doesn't hide her animosity would have him flinch immediately. One could read its brief appearance as Jinshi avoiding looking at her after the suggestion

  • @BNuts
    @BNuts 9 місяців тому +1

    Watching Alicia make the connections is a wonder. Most of them, I either didn't make at all, or it took me a long time to do. This series is genius, everything has a reason if you can make the connections like Maomao or Luomen. It's a real shame people keep spoiling things for Alicia in the comments.
    What matters most to Maomao is she was raised by Luomen and her big sisters at Verdigris.

  • @ArlanKels
    @ArlanKels 9 місяців тому +6

    28 minutes ago?
    Well looks like I picked a good time to binge your reactions.
    Sorry to hear people keep trying to spoil you, Alicia. I can understand if you don't want to check out comments now on any series. 😢

  • @horo-horoxdive8046
    @horo-horoxdive8046 3 місяці тому

    I had to watch that scene 3 times (Maomao face when she heard Lakan's name) and every single time it made my blood freeze.

  • @Allen-R
    @Allen-R 9 місяців тому +1

    So she finally saw the face.

  • @CinJyxxe
    @CinJyxxe 8 місяців тому +1

    Knowing what I know now about later episodes, Suirei drops some wild foreshadowing here.

  • @timkai
    @timkai 2 дні тому

    6:17
    I was waiting for this explosion for 3 or 4 episodes. 😬

  • @thoughtfulfreespace
    @thoughtfulfreespace 9 місяців тому

    Finally I have caught up, at least to this episode. I saw that face and I was like "I gotta see the reaction to that face". When monocle is on the screen it's definitely a high level of creep. Hopefully Suirei? isn't getting manipulated.

  • @mistressabysstress
    @mistressabysstress 9 місяців тому +3

    Yay more Diaries :3

  • @Baltierrian22
    @Baltierrian22 9 місяців тому +2

    Season 2 confirmed :D

  • @RollingDodge
    @RollingDodge 9 місяців тому

    I think that this episode showed us some of the reasons why Maomao has to keep on paying money at Verdigris House and why the Madam wanted her to be a courtesan. Please anyone correct me if I'm wrong, about that or anything else. Even if I am wrong, I love how this series doesn't show or tell us everything at first. Like what's all the money Maomao makes is used for, besides supporting her adopted father, (she may be indebted for that solider spending a night with 1 of the 3 princesses). I had wondered but never considered that there may have been more reasons why she needed more money despite her being fired or relieved of debt despite Jinshi buying out her contract earlier, granting her freedom.

  • @danshive4017
    @danshive4017 9 місяців тому

    Something about “you’re a trauma bean” caught me off guard.

  • @normalpeoplelikeme
    @normalpeoplelikeme 9 місяців тому

    I'm gonna say it now, I think Laken is my favourite character, not because of his actual character, but because of how his story in particular messed with me while reading the manga.

  • @adamjenkins7653
    @adamjenkins7653 9 місяців тому

    Well we have the answer, and the reason it was asked... mostly...
    There's still some key details that prevent me from talking about that or Surei. So many aspects of this episode are key to future episodes. I can't even talk about the morning glories either.
    So for those curious: Syphilis.
    Syphilis is a sexually transmitted disease, as shown, but we should be glad that Maomao's mother didn't contract it whilst pregnant with Maomao as it can pass from mother to child. Which can be lethal to the unborn child, or without fast treatment, disfiguring, and lethal to the new-born.
    The disease comes in stages, but some symptoms may show in different orders. The disease is a difficult one for medical professionals, not for the difficulty of treatment; penicillin is highly effective, but for it's ability to resemble other medical issues.
    First stage is a non-painful sore that forms where the bacteria entered the body, this stage is often missed as the sore can form inside the vagina or rectum, and thus is hard to see.
    Second stage is where the rashes form, usually around the trunk (the chest, stomach area, pelvis and back. In time, it also could appear on the limbs, the palms of the hands and the soles of the feet). The rash is often not itchy, and reddish brown. It can also be quite faint. Other symptoms of this stage include: Wartlike sores in the mouth or genital area, Hair loss, Muscle aches, Fever, Sore throat, Tiredness/fatigue, Weight loss, and Swollen lymph nodes.
    All of the above can come and go and should be treated quickly. In the older periods, such as the period we can conclude the story takes place, mercury was used as a treatment; it was somewhat effective, but in later stages the required dose would also kill the patient.
    This is where the latent stage would be, but it's more that the symptoms come and go during this stage.
    Then we have the tertiary stage. This is where Syphilis' most infamous symptom can emerge, as it can alter bone structure, which includes the nasal bridge. To be clear the patients nose doesn't just fall off, instead it collapses as the bone the cartilage is connected to is consumed by the disease, causing the nose to collapse into the face. Other symptoms include damage to the Brain, Nerves, Eyes, Heart, Blood vessels, Liver, Bones and joints. Bear in mind that it's about 30-40% of infected individuals that reach this stage without treatment.
    From Wikipedia here is a somewhat concerning statistic that Syphilis is making a comeback as in 2015, about 45.4 million people had syphilis infections, of which six million were new cases. During 2015, it caused about 107,000 deaths, down from 202,000 in 1990. After decreasing dramatically with the availability of penicillin in the 1940s, rates of infection have increased since the turn of the millennium in many countries, often in combination with human immunodeficiency virus (HIV). This is believed to be partly due to increased sexual activity, increased prostitution, and decreased use of condoms.
    And the final fun piece of information? We still don't have a vaccine for the disease.

  • @anonyslime
    @anonyslime 9 місяців тому +1

    [non-spoilering Hideo Kojima quote]

  • @Butane9000
    @Butane9000 9 місяців тому +4

    I think the manga did the face Maomao made better. It was a face that was a combination of disgust, anger, and despair. I think because Maomao is pretty loyal and doesn't try to get around Jinshi or his orders. But that's an order she absolutely doesn't want to follow so it finally showed on her face.
    The Herb lady at the end has a few 4Koma style panels of her interactions with Maomao which I enjoyed. But I'll day it again that I personally really like this arc and how the characters stories sufficiently subverted my expectations. I'm actually really looking forward to your reaction to it considering how you reacted in this episode which didn't disappoint.

  • @exia0616
    @exia0616 9 місяців тому

    Gonna wait for the later episode reaction. I feel alicia already finished watching it but video not yet uploaded

  • @TubingKri
    @TubingKri 9 місяців тому

    I was so excited for Alicia to get to this point and her reaction to the old man does not disappoint. Even with the most recent episodes I still wanna beat the shit outta the old geezer.

  • @hamkyo07
    @hamkyo07 9 місяців тому +4

    This damn show is just 100% misleading US. It's make the show good but also make us think wrongly about so many stuff it can be frustrating, but AGAIN it's what make the show good bc of the writing

  • @marikuborlado
    @marikuborlado 9 місяців тому

    you are sharp dear.

  • @aku896
    @aku896 9 місяців тому +3

    Writing a comment

  • @S-manx
    @S-manx 9 місяців тому

    Interaction

  • @michael_aagaard
    @michael_aagaard 9 місяців тому

    Maomao's freckles are fake, sorry to spoil it for you Alicia.

  • @TheOne_WhoKnocks
    @TheOne_WhoKnocks 9 місяців тому +1

    Pls react to enmakun meeramera it's only 12 episode and it's a good comendy anime

  • @JohnCena-tp4gh
    @JohnCena-tp4gh 9 місяців тому +1

    Day 219 of asking Alicia to play Nier:Automata!!

  • @zhiarempola
    @zhiarempola 8 місяців тому

    don't hate Lakan too much lol you'll see

  • @rin_yen9390
    @rin_yen9390 9 місяців тому

    Spoiler
    I heard her say "function" and thought she managed to guess Maomao's mom's name

  • @norvelled
    @norvelled 9 місяців тому

    I wonder how Alicia will feel when she knows the truth and isn't caught up in all her assumptions.

    • @Syco07-pm3iz
      @Syco07-pm3iz 9 місяців тому +8

      Just stop

    • @norvelled
      @norvelled 8 місяців тому

      @@Syco07-pm3iz Calm down. I'm not spoiling anything. I just find it amusing how off base she can get. She even mentioned it herself earlier in the series how she jumps to really dark conclusions.

    • @mranonymous00
      @mranonymous00 8 місяців тому

      @@norvelled then amuse to yourself why are commenting it ?

    • @norvelled
      @norvelled 8 місяців тому

      @@mranonymous00 Maybe to elicit an interesting dialogue with other commenters. Obviously that fell through. I should know better than to expect anything from youtube comments.

    • @mranonymous00
      @mranonymous00 8 місяців тому

      @@norvelled with whom Alicia ? Because she can see your comment