COPING WITH BAD RESULTS | CT SCAN

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  • Опубліковано 15 жов 2017
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  • @patriciafoster3347
    @patriciafoster3347 2 роки тому +20

    I wish she had lived because I would have loved to watch her videos forever. Just her life …Aisha…Nando’s. Both such unique people. BOTH so inspiring for anything in life.

  • @kathleenmcelroy9221
    @kathleenmcelroy9221 5 років тому +29

    Peta seemed a wonderful support to Emily...one of those rare people. Rip Emily x

  • @somuchsauce6935
    @somuchsauce6935 6 років тому +10

    I've been following you on and off since the summer when I happened to stumble across one of your videos after having a brief melanoma scare myself. I was blown away by your ambition, motivation and positivity, thinking how amazing it was that even with stage 4 melanoma that had spread to so many different parts of your body, at such a young age, yet you beat it or held it in check every time, and on top of that still had the energy to go all out at the gym. So inspirational. And then out of nowhere, when you're just enjoying life as you said, it comes back and hits you like a ton of bricks. Even as a viewer, I was really just enjoying your gym and travel videos along with a glimpse into treatment and so on, not thinking that the videos could turn much more serious at any time. I'm so glad the scan results turned out positive and hope the lump was just a one off glitch and the treatment, should you choose to continue it, keeps doing its thing. I think this scare puts things into perspective a bit, I don't know what the symptoms of your hormonal system screwing up would be, but I'd figure keeping the cancer at bay would be your top priority. But perhaps you can come off it and have more frequent scans to get back on it early should it return, knowing that the treatment seems to work well for your cancer?
    PS. Loved the part at 9:52 - 'Just do it' - while wearing your Nike shirt ;) Thats the spirit, keep kicking ass Emily! And I'll have to write you an email for the link to the programme. All the best!

  • @BB-ny3eu
    @BB-ny3eu 6 років тому +23

    I need a mate like you even tho you are going through absolute shit you can stick crack a smile , what an amazing women xxxx

  • @IamwhoIam79
    @IamwhoIam79 5 років тому +7

    You truly cared and took so much wonderful care of each other! Em is sorely missed!

  • @beckyisden330
    @beckyisden330 6 років тому +7

    Sending positive vibes and love to you and Aisha, stay strong and good luck for results xxx

  • @brendaunzen3778
    @brendaunzen3778 6 років тому +7

    It's all gonna be good - you've done so good listen to your nurse she seems amazing just like you

  • @Helen-zx7js
    @Helen-zx7js 6 років тому +7

    I remember when you were in Turkey, with the ethos of living life to the max and enjoying everyone around you - taking each day as it comes. Cancer or no cancer, it’s the best way to live so keep doing what you’re doing, yours and Aisha’s attitudes are so positive and it reflects that you have a fantastic wider support network. Whatever happens next you will come out stronger just like Aisha says in this vlog. Hoping for good results for you all. All the best.

    • @emilyhayward4726
      @emilyhayward4726  6 років тому +11

      Yes as long as I feel like I am fulfilling my life I am a happy bunny. NO MATTER WHAT THE the health situation is. Thanks for reminding me of how important it is! loads of love xx

  • @lcarterrrr
    @lcarterrrr 6 років тому +12

    Your positive outlook never fails to amaze me - you’re so strong & you’ll will overcome this hurdle like all of those before. Sending lots of love to you & Aish ❤️

  • @catherinebryan1278
    @catherinebryan1278 4 роки тому +1

    Thank you for all your vlogs. So inspirational!

  • @karenvancleve5628
    @karenvancleve5628 6 років тому +4

    I was so excited you read my f-- cancer Honestly you and Aisha are inspiration to so many the love you share, the kindness you give each other and mostly how you are going through this as one you feel each others pain and fear
    I suffer everyday from so much pain and sometimes question if I can do it but I found this channel and I speak of you to my husband and my daughter and it makes me feel like I can do this if you and Aisha can go through what you do I can make it through
    Thank you and I know we don’t know each other but you opened your life to everyone and know you guys will never be alone !!!

  • @beelarehman5992
    @beelarehman5992 6 років тому +12

    You are doing amazing. Sending strength, love and prayers to both of you ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @josephbader1243
    @josephbader1243 5 років тому +24

    They should do a movie based on Emily hayward. Contact justin baldoni. He did a movie based on claire wineland. Five feet apart. The only thing who could play Emily. I guess Emily.

    • @jjnelsonnc
      @jjnelsonnc 3 роки тому

      Aish should play herself and could coach Kirea Sedwick, since she really lived it, knows Emily in and out, what she would say and how she would really say it--- Aisha should play herself and award winning Kiera since she has the skill and talent to pull it off!

  • @jjnelsonnc
    @jjnelsonnc 3 роки тому +5

    AISHSA, I hope you read this sometime, even if its weeks, months or years but I have to say YOU ARE A TRUE LEGEND, besides your outer stunning beauty ❤ inside you are the mostba,aging gem (oh, how I wish you fancied men instead of women bc I'd cross heaven and earth to have the chance to date you or really even be your friend, you are so amazing its truly like almost unbelievable how empathetic, how self sacrificing, how sweet you REALLY are, I swear if Hollywood's best screen writer were writing the part for the most perfect mate its like you had memorized the lines verbatim to create this fictional, unbelievable character that's so genuine, so compassionate SO STRONG and wise well beyond her years.like Oscar winning performance...so watching you, listening to what you say is so spot o. It's like we are left almost breathless because you are so stunning)...I'm not just blowing smoke bc I have the hugest crush on you and would probably die if I had your # and could be your friend, I really mean it and I know Emily had to have passed with the warmest feeling of love and luck to have had the chance to be with you as much as she did, and, to have been married to you..forever. Aisha, I swear I'd bet it all that if she had been given the chance to have had to go through with what she did, to have found True and undying love with you, to have MARRIED you vs. surviving cancer but to have never met you, to never shared you all love and moments frozen in time with you she would've chosen the ladder without hesitation. In the grand scheme of things people are only blessed a finite number of times to truly find 💘 love. To test the mettle and depth of anothers heart, their deepest love, their faith and unwavering loyalty and devotion---- Aisha, you gave Emily what NO ONE in this world could ever buy, could RARELY if ever find and many search fruitless ( like me,lol) their entire lives to only dream of someone like you, left thinking that a love like you all is fiction, only real in movies or novels. Aisha, im sending you could proof, virtual..biggest, most tender hugs and kisses and kudos 💖 😘 for all you've done, you are a true legend, really 💖! I leave everyone with a just a tiny bit that illustrates my points: (Emilys in the car with Aisha, a bit down with both of them reflecting and processing the week ahead of upcomming scan results and their implications. Setting- Aisha driving them to London to stay for a week: (not perfectly verbatim but close) EMILY: Aisha your a bit quiet. Aisha: Scanziety. This is not going to get us down. Yeah, regardless of whether we're told ..the tumors have shrank and are gone or if they tell us they have doubled up and gone deep...regardless, it doesn't really matter because even if we get bad news we'll be down for a bit but guaranteed we will shake it off, we will not let it get us down, we will keep on keeping on and live life to the fullest, we will grab you cancer by the scruff of its neck, choke the ship out of it and beat its ass. We rid Emily of this succubus and reborn her as if she was emerging from the birth canal of the Gods. We will take this cancer beat the living shit out of it, we will grab it by its scrawny, disease ridden neck and take the sharpest, most painful, syringe of poison and slam it will so much force and fury, with our most guttural, bromic pent up force multipliers and gouge its mother fucking nasty ass, grimy bits into the deepest, most acerbic, sulfurous corner of hell to be forever castigated into its realms, to forever be fated to suffer the most grotesque, medieval pains and agony --the knashing and grinding of teeth kind and be exiled there for eternity for the suffering it has caused our darling. Whooooooooo ---' Iol, I think I got a bit carried away. I think I personified Emilys cancer making it have a substance upon which I could have the satisfaction of being able to concretely hurt, even if verbally. Oh, how i wish I could have taken Emilys cancer and make it have a form and substance that could feel pain and give it a bit of the medicine it doled out to Em. Anyhow, it did, and does feel good, satisfying, to imagine it. Lol, whooo, I do digress. ANYHOW, Aisha you are so amazing and loved by us, and all, their conversation in the car ( up until my rant at the end) I present to illustrate how amazingly strong, optimistic and never say die Aisha is and was to evidence how much of a true legend she is. She kept Emily Alive and living instead of dying and waiting for death---------So, I finish this presentation in awe of someone I could only hope to be THANK YOU FROM ALL OF US AISHA, WHAT YOU DID MATTERS, MATTERS NOW, PEOPLE WILL EVEN GENERATIONS FROM NOW, WATCH THESE VIDEOS AND LEARN FROM YOUR STRENGTH AND WISDOM, IT MATTERS. SO, in the you tube powers vested In me, I hereby dub and knight you Queen of the Tube, LADY AISHA HUSSAN HAYWARD (im virtually tapping your shoulders with my sword). For herein out, you are. As witnessed by all of us millions in our cyber kingdom

  • @lauren-gracemoore2295
    @lauren-gracemoore2295 6 років тому +5

    I have everything crossed for you dolly! your one amazing woman!! lots of love to you both! your so strong! so inspirational

  • @robertmutti8949
    @robertmutti8949 6 років тому +3

    Luvya Emz and Aisha. Praying for a good outcome after the op. Unk xx

  • @HWolfe
    @HWolfe 6 років тому +15

    Aisha has the sweetest temperment, what a gentle person. "I'm just being dumb at the moment, I'm not doing it on purpose"
    Can I borrow that line? It won't sound as lovely, 'cause I'm a craggy old bitch, but I can try....lol

  • @denisegillit5625
    @denisegillit5625 6 років тому +5

    Totally praying for you.

  • @katehayward5149
    @katehayward5149 6 років тому +39

    Keep fighting auntie emini!!! Love u loads George xxxx

    • @emilyhayward4726
      @emilyhayward4726  6 років тому +26

      WAHEEYY you found the comments section then! haha

    • @melanieblake2689
      @melanieblake2689 5 років тому +4

      Kate Haywood how are Hun I was a subscriber to your sister Emily miss her so much still can't believe she's not here anymore bloody cancer it's not fair

    • @Maplelust
      @Maplelust 4 роки тому

      !

  • @margaretjordan2211
    @margaretjordan2211 4 роки тому +3

    Thanks PETA for looking after our beautiful Emily, we were hoping for a miracle all of us who loved her x peace

  • @dannas9058
    @dannas9058 5 років тому +10

    Aisha, I hope you are doing well. Can you give us an update on your well being.❤️ Sending you so much love❤️

    • @lauraatwood9089
      @lauraatwood9089 4 роки тому +2

      Check her Instagram account. She's always doing Instagram Stories.

    • @nikapak66
      @nikapak66 4 роки тому

      What's her IG name?

  • @jenmonk7154
    @jenmonk7154 6 років тому +5

    Hi Emily, I’ve just found your channel a few days ago, literally watched about all your videos. You are so brave, positive and well totally amazing. Love your girlfriend too, she’s a keeper! I’m sending you love, positive vibes!!!! Keep going girl, kick cancers ass!!!!! We are ALL behind you xxxxx

    • @emilyhayward4726
      @emilyhayward4726  6 років тому +3

      Hi Jen! Thanks thats amazing. Im so glad the content I make is watchable and I hope I can share some knowledge and positivity! Thanks for the positive vibes! loads of love xxxx

  • @DavesDomeTube
    @DavesDomeTube 4 роки тому +3

    F*ck cancer to the core. Hate it, hate it, hate it. Bravehearts are never forgotten, thanks for all the inspiration Emily. Nothing remembered is ever lost.

  • @Isabelly
    @Isabelly 6 років тому +7

    Stay Strong lady!

  • @julespowell4896
    @julespowell4896 Місяць тому

    Just popped back to emily's vlog. So heartbreaking. Life is so cruel and Emily Hayward was the nicest the sweetest, funniest little warrior. she fought and fought right to the end. Devastating her life was taken by such a f evil disease and so young. I hope your watching down Emily and know we all love you and miss you. You would have had millions of subscriber by now. You are simply the best and a true inspiration to all of us.

  • @marybeazley7741
    @marybeazley7741 6 років тому +3

    Good luck Emily I can't be there be there in person but I'll be there in spirit you are such a sweet girl you are in my thoughts and prayers chin up doll love to you both

  • @rhondawhatley1591
    @rhondawhatley1591 3 роки тому +2

    Emily had an amazing laugh

  • @joannoriol6444
    @joannoriol6444 5 років тому +15

    Did you ever notice how aware Emily is, I love Aisha, but she really is scatter brained and Emily always catches it and smiles, it cute, it's love.❤️ rip

  • @ritas1491
    @ritas1491 6 років тому +10

    Missing your videos xx

  • @Lottiloveslife
    @Lottiloveslife 6 років тому +3

    Had an emergency CT on Sunday, still makes me feel like I’ve wet myself 😂, I’ll start bugging Ruth (my skin cancer nurse) for the results next week! These nurses are fab, they almost become friends. Please let us know the results ASAP sweetie so that I can sleep properly, I’m having scanxiety for the 2 of us now lmao 😝😂. Anyway loves to you both and keep smiling chicken 😘😘😘😘😘

    • @emilyhayward4726
      @emilyhayward4726  6 років тому +4

      EEEEUUURGHHH that ct scan feeling is horrible. The unknown and the wait. SCANXIETY thats brilliant. and yes the nurses are super! x

  • @Kitetsu
    @Kitetsu 6 років тому +2

    I’m thinking of you lots Emily. Try and stay positive. I know it’s hard. But power of the mind is so important 🙂 the happier you are, the better your body will cope. And you have all your subscribers here to support you 🙂 you are the bravest person I think I’ve ever known xx

    • @emilyhayward4726
      @emilyhayward4726  6 років тому +1

      Thanks so much....I agree a strong mind can overcome anything!

  • @catherinebryan1278
    @catherinebryan1278 4 роки тому

    So wish I knew her! Blessing.

  • @SWatercolour
    @SWatercolour 6 років тому +1

    I hope the results are good, good luck!

  • @MC-kz9fx
    @MC-kz9fx 6 років тому +10

    Ha. Aisha your sister is hilarious. Love when she scoots in.

    • @lauramcfee5533
      @lauramcfee5533 4 роки тому +1

      Aisha is her girlfriend. Then a year later was her wife.

  • @rosalindalawson4669
    @rosalindalawson4669 6 років тому +3

    God bless you my friend.

  • @heatherhurwitz3359
    @heatherhurwitz3359 6 років тому +4

    Fuck cancer. Emily you are a true inspiration. I need your amazing positivity...you wear it well.

  • @Indigo_newness
    @Indigo_newness 6 років тому +3

    Live for today we don't know what brings tomorrow.....live with grace,strength and compassion and the rest will follow....that is you my love 😍 sending you all healing love and light from australia 💋 and yeah kick that cancers arse you've got a long life ahead of you go girl xx

  • @nancimedina
    @nancimedina 6 років тому +2

    💗💗You guys are amazing. F*ck cancer! Don’t let it get you down. You guys just keep on rockin’ your life and enjoy every day! You should take a picture of something that makes you happy every day. Sorry Ayesha if I spell your name wrong but you are such a rock and wise beyond your years.....we are all here for you for good or bad. Thank you for sharing for the rest of us that deal with so much. By the way Peta is such a doll. 💕💕

  • @leeann2226
    @leeann2226 5 років тому +2

    Blessings Emily …Thinking of you Aisha try and take one day at a time 🦋🦋

    • @iuliacordus
      @iuliacordus 5 років тому +1

      You haven't got the news... :(

    • @leeann2226
      @leeann2226 5 років тому

      Iulia Cordus what news ? Emily sadly passed away :(

    • @iuliacordus
      @iuliacordus 5 років тому +1

      I am sorry, I read your first message wrong. I am binge watching these videos, I am so sorry she is gone :( I hope Aisha can move forward. I miss her though I didn't know her when she was alive. Such great energy she had

  • @emilyb5617
    @emilyb5617 6 років тому +3

    Hi Emily I just started watching your channel today. Before yesterday I had no reason to research Malignant Melanoma but that changed when I got a call from my Dermatologist stating the Shaved Biopsy done last week came back positive so right now my Husband and myself are just trying to process this but are currently in limbo. I had to go with a different Surgical Oncologist than what was recommended due to our schedules so I won't be seeing him until Nov 6th. I have no idea what stage this is at or how long I've had it. I totally shut down yesterday and got lost in thoughts that totally freaked me out but I'm coping a bit better today. I just watched your last video and I swear about every emotion that you had written on your face is manifesting in mine. I haven't shared the information with my family yet, trying to wait until we have more information and go from there. Did you have to wait to speak with the oncologist before finding out what stage you were at originally or was your Dermatologist able to tell you from your results that came from your calf?

  • @jessicakelly28
    @jessicakelly28 10 місяців тому

    Would of been amazing vloger so real and honest and down 2 earth rest in peace

  • @ketketslays2627
    @ketketslays2627 6 років тому +3

    Good luck 😉

  • @patriciafoster3347
    @patriciafoster3347 2 роки тому +2

    Just read a comment saying Aisha was scatterbrained. Aisha is anything but scatterbrained.

  • @robynholliday4794
    @robynholliday4794 6 років тому +4

    Love from Australia ❤️❤️

  • @sarahgower937
    @sarahgower937 6 років тому +5

    Stay strong Emily! I've followed you Vlogs for a while and know Gem. I saw you in Asda car park on Saturday and told Gem I wanted to come and say hi but thought you might think I was odd! Gem says you'd be cool with it so next time!! Keep fighting, you really are bloody amazing 💪Oh and what a wonderful girlfriend you have, she's a keeper 👭

    • @emilyhayward4726
      @emilyhayward4726  6 років тому +5

      Thanks Sarah! You soooo should have come and said hi, we love meeting people. although Aisha probably would have had you talking for hours... haha Thanks for watching the blogs it means so much! xxxx PS she is pretty good isn't she!

  • @victoriaindigo
    @victoriaindigo 6 років тому +3

    I think you're going to feel so much better once you have the surgery to remove that lump! I was watching some BBC on Ophelia, hopefully it won't get as far as London

    • @emilyhayward4726
      @emilyhayward4726  6 років тому +3

      I think we got the verryyyy edge of ophelia which was making the sky a beautiful colour. I think I agree too the surgery being done will make me feel a lot better xxx

  • @soo9939
    @soo9939 6 років тому +2

    💛💛💛

  • @hayleyallen8157
    @hayleyallen8157 6 років тому +1

    Bless u not fun but glad u got good nurse help u threw it I've just had my first mri scan on my head as been getting dizzy spells for the last 5 months just waiting on results now but I really hope u get there I'd love to meet u to keep u strong always up for chat if u want it xxx

    • @emilyhayward4726
      @emilyhayward4726  6 років тому +3

      Sending you loads of positivity. and eve if it is bad, you will fight it whatever xx

  • @ellamarson3882
    @ellamarson3882 6 років тому +3

    I know this is 6 mths ago but peace be you always xxxxx

  • @catharineburke4494
    @catharineburke4494 4 роки тому +3

    What's going on Ya lot? I love that.

  • @catherinebryan1278
    @catherinebryan1278 4 роки тому

    You did you!

  • @Draeber
    @Draeber 3 роки тому +3

    she had less than a year to live at this point.

  • @Emptynestballerina1
    @Emptynestballerina1 4 місяці тому

    It’s funny because if I
    Sad I come back to your grace . Bill .

  • @meandhim3485
    @meandhim3485 Рік тому

    Still watching from time to time in 2022. Love to see Aisha on instagram with her little boy. Emily would be buzzing. I’m sure she knows.

  • @gilliansgoggleaccount7657
    @gilliansgoggleaccount7657 6 років тому +3

    Yea, it is a little fam 😉🤗 Listen..if it's not the news you want...dont freak out, there are lots of options. As I had breast cancer last Oct, I've been researching a lot since then and know a couple of people with stage 4. Yes, they have breast cancer but will you check out "maireadmcwellness" on fb. She's an Irish girl who the hospital here gave no hope to and she went to a clinic in Turkey and has since got the all clear. I know another young girl near where I live who flew out last week. It's very interesting reading and mairead will get back to you very quickly. Lots of options girl...stay strong.❤

    • @emilyhayward4726
      @emilyhayward4726  6 років тому +1

      Thanks for these words of wisdom. Thats very interesting ill look into her. Thanks for the inspiration xx

  • @lilysharratt
    @lilysharratt 6 років тому +3

    Haha call me Lil, not a fan of Liz 😂 !! X

  • @lisaparnell6582
    @lisaparnell6582 6 років тому +3

    I cracked up when Aisha rode the wheel chair lol

    • @nifepartie
      @nifepartie 5 років тому

      That wasn't Aisha. Aisha is supermodel thin..

  • @lambulance
    @lambulance 6 років тому +1

  • @patriciafoster3347
    @patriciafoster3347 2 роки тому

    It’s too bad Aisha hates French fries. 🤓 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

  • @dineliaferrer4801
    @dineliaferrer4801 6 років тому +5

    Is it possible for you to enumerate your videos?

    • @veehope2702
      @veehope2702 2 роки тому

      ua-cam.com/play/PLuQ3oX2whvkOse_dB_9AEfuABzLujxrSA.html

  • @Meemagolding
    @Meemagolding 6 років тому

    You are such a BADASS💪🏻‼️ Your amazing, through it all you still hit the gym!!! I was the one that said “FUCK CANCER “ 57 years young❤️‼️ Your girlfriends love for you is SOLID ‼️ I don’t know how she spells her name? Help a girl out here! Tell me how to spell it correctly ❤️. Prayers and positive thoughts going out to you.

    • @emilyhayward4726
      @emilyhayward4726  6 років тому

      yea I deffff still hit the gym it is my saviour! its Aisha, nice and easy way to spell it:-).Thanks Moly XXX

  • @Emptynestballerina1
    @Emptynestballerina1 7 місяців тому

    Omg her sister is so fun spirted .

  • @Emptynestballerina1
    @Emptynestballerina1 6 місяців тому

    Dear Emily in heaven please pray for Palestine