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Hi my name is Vivian and Jesus saved my life in June of 2020. I’ve been making faith based content and lifestyle content for about a year now.
Watch my testimony here : Raves, drugs, vanity , new age to Jesus Christ | My Testimony
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Hi Vivian! My testimony is similar to yours. Prior to coming to Jesus, I was empty. My life was meaningless. I tried to fill the void with everything the world had to offer. I turned to sex, alcohol, and drugs. I almost got an abortion when I found out I was pregnant at 22, but praise God, He spoke to me and said NO. YOU ARE NOT GETTING AN ABORTION. 7 years later, I'm sober and walking in purity. I'm saved and raising my daughter in the ways of the Lord 🥲 I didn't KNOW, but God did. He foreknew, foreseen, and foreordained. God is so good and faithful! God bless you my sister. 🙏🏼💗
God bless you and your family
i grew up in a christian home. but in my teens I left the church. I listened to a lot of rock music and watched a lot of horror movies and it made me very negative and suicidal. Last year I started to seek God more and ask for my deliverance and by watching an online deliverance service, I felt my mental freedom. And it's been about 8 months since I've listened to world music. I try my best to feed my mind only with good things and God. and a total transformation is already taking place in my way of thinking. music and movies have a big influence on us and we don't even know it.
People realllllly overlook the influence of music and movies on their lives
Whoever walks in the spirit will not fulfill the lusts of the flesh
I am not perfect, still working on so many thorns , God help us 🙏
Yeah music completely programs your mind. Just the same as affirming scripture makes you feel more positive. Or affirming anything in life. You program yourself to be depressed by listening to sad low vibrational music
@@707josh yes, exactly!!
Praise God, Praise Jesus!!!
Wow Praise God❤
I've never done drugs and ive only drank alcohol once and decided that wasn't for me. However, my struggle was sexual sin, fornication, masturbation, and porn. Also, horror movies and not so good secular music. I'm thankful to have been delivered from that. It will be a year since I've been saved when May comes.
Almost 2 months sober from weed and 3 years sober from harder drugs like MDMA, coke, adderall, etc! The weed was hardest to give up but I finally did!!
HE CAN SET YOU FREE!
P.S can't wait to see your story!!!
Praise God! 🙌🏼
I’ve been free from weed for over 1 year now. You CAN do it!!!!❤ next time you Get tempted ask yourself: “Do I choose weed or God now?”. That helped me. Always chose God’s way, that will always be the better way. Temptation is hard, but I believe in you!
I started smoking pot at 13 everyday for 2 years straight. I heard God’s audible voice an that’s what saved me. God is Good 🙌🏽
I used to hear a voice in my head telling me not to smoke many times and I chose to ignore it, I literally would hum over it or sing over it, and when I did it my spouse would come home drunk and he was struggling with alcoholism- two months ago I decided to give up smoking and we got sober together. It was interesting how we both admit when we struggled with our addiction the other would have big issues, too.
He pulled us out together. We have to be willing to listen to that voice and if we blatantly ignore it- well things will be a lot harder!
Congratulations on getting sober! God is good! ❤
I was craving nicotine SO bad this past week after quitting for 8 months. I even tried drinking after years of quitting yesterday to curb the cravings (I've never been dependent on alcohol luckily so it has always been easy to put down).
I ended up breaking out in hives after 2 sips and this has never happened to me in the past. I've always been a "heavier" drinker.
And my husband has to take the car for work every morning and comes back late and there's no way I'm purchasing a pack while he's with me. I could never let him down like that.
I couldn't sleep at all because of the cravings but this video popped up.
The Holy Spirit is working with you Vivian. It reminded me that I had to stop looking at the world, humble myself and really PRAY this time. This really helped to me turn back to God again!
He is a JEALOUS and LOVING God ❤
Dark brown hair looks the best on you! 😍❤️
I grew up with Christian roots. I had seasons where I would be doing different things, some seasons it would be weed and cocaine and alcohol or just opiates and weed, then I went to molly and E and weed every single day like all day long for a couple months I was on that but God SET ME FREE! I started to turn into a hypochondriac and my peace was gone and when I had no more peace I knew where to go I went straight back to the Lord and here I am, transformed and restored! My marriage restored and with a beautiful baby boy 👦💙💙💙💙 congrats to you girl ❤
I struggled with a cocaine addiction for a short period of time. My dad used to use as well and sell and I got caught right into it. Eventually it got to an accidental use of snorting meth and I went through a crazy come down and got fed up with where that party life was taking me.
Hey yessss I have been following you for a year. I remember when you would post videos about the Bible and just your videos in general. I would feel the spirit through the videos. [Before]
You will get back to that place. Glory to God. Yess we must remain close to God. Happy you're figuring things out. Amen.
It's Definitely a journey. At times we wonder off and or stray away from God. But no one is perfect. You will get back to that place! Amen
I struggled heavily with weed and right before I got set free I was beginning to become obsessed with cigarettes and ketamine. But I was taking MD (molly), psychedelics and coke sometimes. My husband was a dealer. We both got radically set free but backslid into weed last year after a year and a half sober. Drugs are so serious and if you have a family history of addiction, it becomes a huge stronghold. I personally am still dealing with insecurity with the way I look from some traumatic experiences I had on mushrooms.
Don’t let the enemy win
Stay strong❤
@@honey-gs9lh needed that thankyou🥺🥺🥺🧡
Take care I smoked weed once And I had psichosis and I was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia is horrible to live with meds 😢take careeeeee stop smoking weed or taking drugs in general
I was just thinking… I miss my friend Vivian 😂
I love you viv. God has helped me a lot through your testimonies. I am a christian too. But when I sometimes slide back I watch your videos and it helps me a lot.
I'm your brother from the other side of the world Ethiopia. God has also delivered me from cigarette, khat a local drug which is chewed to get hyped, clubs, and porn.
Thank you for sharing your story. I always recommend your channel for people who need to hear your story.
I love you, and thank you for your testimonies.
Hi sis , just as an observation please do not take Birth control it’s so bad for you ! You’re gaining weight from that not from thinking you’re lazy ! Please trust what I’m saying , I’m about to be 30 and was on all birth controls for many years , i gained 50 pounds , hair loss , psychosis , acne , bone loss, vitamin deficiency, huge cyst the size of cantaloupe needed to be removed because of birth control ! I finally got off of it in March 2022 , had an early miscarriage January 2023 now trying again but i wish I would have never got on birth control to begin with. It’s not worth it !
Im 7 years clean from cocaine and molly now! And it was my NA sponsor that helped me find God.
Thank you Vivian. Your cat Cocoa is so cute hiding under the table. 🙏
Good bless you vivían ❤
Great vlog!!! Enjoyed it. Good testimony. Cute coffee ☕️ kitten. God bless you and your family 👪.... beautiful 😍 as always ❤️ 🙏 ♥️
You are a great encouragement to my faith! Thank you!
I love you so much. I found your first video about your struggle with laziness a long while back, and it's only God that I came across it again. I have really struggled with laziness along with adhd, depression, anxiety, and ptsd so pointing out how much of it is actually laziness has been hard to discern. However, I know that I've been lazy in one area too many and your videos have helped me get my toosh moving! I feel like your videos are a course study, lol, maybe it should be! God bless you girl! Keep serving the Lord in all He's called you to do!!
I have the same litter box for my cat!! Best "decor" ever haha I also noticed it helps with centralizing the odours too
Thank you for the encouragement Vivian, I appreciate about the heart check because recently I have been feeling off like I need to take it up with God regarding my heart and this spoke to me thanks, God is good
You’ve inspired me so much
Thank you! Keep on pressing into God and what He’s called you to do!
I love this!
watching this from the Netherlands at 01.57 am
Get some sleep😂 gotta take care of that God given body I know I have to start doing that too 🫶
@@injiml6576 ahah true
Hey V keep on keeping the faith God bless you
I give God all the glory for your life 🥹
God is soo faithful ❤
God bless everybody ♥️
Wow
I love your videos ❤️❤️❤️
I was addict to cocaine, beer, Jesus Christ set me free
Praying 4 u Vivian yr husband n daughters , God bless u n families , keep spreading The gospel of Jesus Christ , Luke 4:18 ,
Amen♥️
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Hey vivian god bless you. I love your videos , what air filter do you recommend? I have 2 cats myself
I love your litter box! I always wanted that one but my dogs get in there to eat it so we have to get a high one where the dogs can’t get in it but not all pretty 😭😭 lol
You are the sunshine lovely girl
I love your Videos
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I wanna make a channel, I went through the same thing pray for me
Hey Vivian! How do you keep your teeth white ???
I love your lipstick what is it called ??
What’s the name of the podcast?
I recommend watching Mark DeJesus for performance based christianity!!! A lot of christians are unhappy because they are doing the faith wrong :(
funny enough a part of my journey to finding Christ was me taking mushrooms… i meditated, listened to music, journaled. It was peaceful.
I’m not saying shrooms was the reason I was saved but it definitely led me to where I am now.
And maybe this is me justifying my drug use… but marijuana and mushrooms can be beneficial. Especially microdosing.
I think the problem is when people abuse these drugs. That’s why people have bad trips or traumatic experiences. You should only roll or trip a few times a year at most.
That being said, I’ve prayed about this. I am a believer but I also love EDM and have continued to go to music festivals and raves. I am not doing drugs or getting drunk or rolling or tripping every weekend though.
As I said, I do it few times a year. I can go on and on about psychedelics… they must be used properly and 99% of people do not use it properly. That is all.
I have recently been convicted to stop smoking marijuana because I have no self control. I have become the stereotype of being lazy and too comfortable with life. Will I smoke weed again? Probably. I don’t plan to any time soon and I would hope I can reach the point of self control otherwise, I won’t be smoking anymore. But I don’t necessarily see anything morally bad with smoking weed or taking psychedelics, especially for spiritual/religion purposes.
Also, werent some Catholic Churches back in the day - all the priests and members - they would get high off psychedelics lol.
I s tried drugs I’m not addicted
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Really wish you would be more consistent with posting :/
Hope you’re doing well!