Opening up and letting go | Ep. 32
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- Опубліковано 27 жов 2019
- I never thought I was going to share these problems with all of you, since I thought it was over and that talking about it only would make it worse.
But in September it happened again, and this time it was worse than ever. We had some hard days when we had to leave our house for a sick/crazy man that have been stalking me/obsessing about me in short periods of time for the last 6 years.
When I felt the most hopeless I shared about this on my blog for the first time, telling about the nightmare we were in, and I got so incredible much support. In the end I realized that sharing this made it easier. Both because people that live close by and in towns nearby got to know about this and we could feel so much more safe knowing that people were keeping their eyes open.
And I also realized that things like these are important to share and talk about. There are so many people going through similar things. And as I was in the middle of this "nightmare" I thought about all the people that goes through this every day. People that has a stalker that takes away all their freedom. That makes them live in constant fear. I just can't even imagine how that would be.
I have just got a glimpse of it, as this man goes into "psychosis" once or twice every year and only stalks me during these times. But omg, that is enough. Enough for turning my life upside down.
Enough for forcing us to leave our house in fear of what he could do.
I just wish with all my heart that this man now gets the help he needs to keep the psychosis under control, and that we can continue living our lives just as normal. I never, ever want to spend one second feeling fear/anxiety because of this.
So...this is the reason it took me so long to make a new vlog. We couldn't work for about 2 weeks and after that we just had so incredible much to do to catch up again.
But, now I am back again, stronger than ever! :)
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Never delete any mails or messages, save everything to the police.
Resist Reality how can you know that! You should not assume..
@Resist Reality
"puhlea" gtfo.
Bruh the police suck ass in the first place. Those man children with guns would die in the nature itself of those lands. She needs to control her stalker directly.
Resist Reality and a real person doesn’t swear to others on UA-cam!
Resist Reality what if I am a feminist? No I’m not ‘entitled’, but I stick up for my feelings.
Jonna, I highly recommend you look at the story of artist Gillian Genser before embarking on your work with the shells. She got very sick from working with shells, as they contained concentrated levels of heavy metals. I am also an artist, and many years ago I got heavy metal poisoning from painting with my fingers. My body has never recovered, and I would hate for the same thing to happen to you. The shells your Dad brought are so beautiful, and fingers crossed they are safe 🙏💜
Anna Starseed Wow, the thought never crossed my mind! Your comment is very insightful. I know it was intended for her, but I appreciate it as well! Now I know to be careful with shells when I encounter them in the future. Thank you 😊💜
Front Runner would latex gloves work or a specialised like the ones used in factories?
D: wow!!! Good cautionary tale, my God. I hope she reads this!
Please listen to AnnaStarseed, you’re paint is heavly metal polutted which made you think you had a stalker. Also you husband house and dog are realy sick because of this... Run Baby run, now you still can! Hahaha (Thank you Anna Starseed for planting this seed)
bildahome - You’re making fun of her in a very strange way. You think joking about her stalker is funny? That’s is just wrong.
I am a hospice nurse who works with many, many patients suffering from a wide range of mental problems. It is heartbreaking to witness. In your comments, you make it clear that the problem is with the illness, not with the man. How kind and compassionate this is. You are a good woman with an incredibly kind heart.
Great point!
That is a kind and gentle way of seeing it. Kindness and compassion are a luxury we can only afford to give when their is saifty. If a mentally ill person is a serious threat to others to the point of coming to their home and breaking in and being violent compassion goes out the window as far as I'm concerned. That is no longer a mentally ill person it is simply a threat and I would treat them as such. Im all for being gentle and kind so long as this person doesn't pose a threat to the people I love who can not ever be replaced in the event this mentally ill person has an episode and takes what can never be replaced aka a life. It's always better to error on the side of caution when dealing with people like this man.
You are right💛
Exactly 🙏
You never take chances he knows what he's doing illness or not he's a stalker. I hope you got an injunction against him. You and your family do not need to be frightened like that ,so sorry for you all.
It's infuriating that it took the police such a long time to stop this man. Way too much suffering for everyone involved. I feel that humanity as a whole need to really step up our game in handling mental illness.
I second that motion!!
This psychosis has not been verified has it. The cops should have taken him right to the hospital here in the US if they are real. I think he's been doing this before and to other women and knows how to fame the system. Please get a protective guard dog. That has helped me when I had to deal with this type of issue. It's amazing how a dog sends people running. You are a positive gift on this platform and in the world, we don't want anything to happen to you. Mace is also another thought. Keep safe.
That's why police are useless, it's best to take matters into your own hands.
Sweden and their laws are often very different that other countries. It is unfortunate that the authorities couldn’t do something more effectively sooner. Jonna did the most difficult but right thing and let the system run its course and do the right thing. It takes a special kind of person to handle the situation the way you did. God bless!
My family is from Falkoping (Gudham Perish) dating back to the year 1000.
Having to wait in such situations is extremely difficult. However, there's a good reason that the police can't just take people away and lock them up or force them into a hospital. Just imagine if they could: someone could just call the police and make claims about someone. Or people with influence using their power. It's good that there are rules that the police need to follow such as having evidence before taking away the freedom of people. And having protocols and documentation so that it can be checked that they don't abuse their power. Jonna did the right thing by informing and providing the police with evidence and because of that the police could refer the man to a psychiatric hospital. (I understand that this can feel unfair, but ultimately it is good that there are rules) Really glad that it turned out okay for Jonna and Johan in the end (and that the man is probably getting help now)
She is truly an angel, even when the man scared her to death she still felt sorry for him.
The only way to fight evil is to pity those overtaken by it.
Yes thats what i thought as well🙏
Its 2020 now and im scared..what if that guy tries to stalk her again..
Scrablse Well the guy is a psychiatric hospital now, isn’t he? He won’t be let out unless he is deemed fit for society.
@@susannabonke8552 bullshit.
Jonna, I'm sorry to hear you've been dealing with this hardship. Your fans love and support you! Stay safe! Love from Canada ❤
Aww thank you SO much Alison ❤️ That means so much ❤️
💕🙏🏻⭐❤
@Jonna Jinton It saddens me you’s had to endure this nightmare. If you’d ever need rapid response from the police down the line however, just mention you spotted national socialists peacefully handing out flyers and you will have a bus load or two with cops arriving in a heartbeat. This world need your public presence, stay the path and Godspeed.
Love from Canary Islands, Spain.
And some more love from Cananda ❤🍁
I listened to you with bated breath, I can't even imagine the fear, especially if you live in the woods outside the village. The footage of you burning your paintings was so powerful that it made me sad and angry too. I'm glad you're safe, even though I'm watching the video two years late.
As someone who was also stalked by a man who has a kind of condition, their condition is never an excuse to making you feel unsafe or fearful. It does not negate the consequences to their actions. Nor does it mean any less that they can’t or won’t hurt you. I was terrified he would hurt me (and my roomate) but police said he was just “odd” and didn’t act on it. Me and my roomate had to move and drop everything to be safe and away from him. Stalking is terrifying I’m really sorry you went through that
Wow.. destroying someone's art... That's so incredibly personal and heartbreaking. That's like destroying a peice of your soul.
He can only destroy himself.
rip
Lo mas impotante es la seguridad de Jonna en estos momentos!!
That hurt me to see too.
I think the stalking is a "tiny" bit worse...
There is something so calming about the Swedish accent in the English language. I have a few friends from Sweden. I can listen to this melodic way of talking all day.
Ikr
It is sweet, isn't it?
Huh! And you are still surprised why ABBA became so popular and famous??? 😊
if you speak rally english (finnish version of english) it souns like you are drunk
Nico S is very good who is learning English as well...
I live very similarly to Jonna and I also briefly had a situation like this although fortunately it did not escalate like hers did. People who don't live this way often ask me if I'm frightened and I always say not of nature. The most dangerous predator is always the human variety.
Being a survivor of stalking, harassment and assault, I know how you feel. I made my life invisible because of it. I pray the man gets help. Love and blessings beautiful. Sandy
I see her as a princess of the nature
Yep, and I'm willing to protect her with that very reason in mind. Such a precious woman.
@Resist Reality good point by the way but that might be because of the local rules of accepting the stalker instead of showing aggression. The latter is what men get used to do so you might ask if Sweden is ruled by females...
Garraway Prox ohhh shit... a salty incel tryn be the White Knight...😂😂😂😂😂😂
Same
Please!
It's like he's stealing something from you.., your freedom.
@Resist Reality How is this "feminist bs"? Arent we talking about a stalker here? It wouldn't make it any different if a woman were to do it. Please, kindly take some time to chill out dear friend.
Resist Reality i understand you. But If you express your thoughts here you will be questioned. The least you can do is to have a civilized debate. “Dismissing” another persons voice is childish
Resist Reality - You know that many people are killed every year because of stalkers? It is for sure no «feminist bs»!
You have to look at it the other way: It's not the criminal who's stealing her freedom, it's the authorities and the law by allowing criminals to go about doing these things to her free of punishment. The guy ransacked her studio, burned her signature, sent her videos walking around her home in the darkness, sent her messages saying he was going to rape her, they even found him standing in her yard totally naked and arrested him for three hours before letting him go. The next step was for the police to come to her house to give her tips on how to murder proof it instead of actually dealing with the guy who wants to rape and murder her. What a disgrace.
Yup! She even kinda said that in the description, but it was broad and she was talking about people with stalker issues as a whole having their freedom taken away due to fear of someone
There is nothing more frightening than someone invading your personal space. Your sense of security is very hard to regain. Prayers for you and Johan that this is truly over and finished.
I got SO SCARED the whole video, my goodness, this is madness! I'd be crying the whole time in shock! I'm really sorry for you, I hope he never comes around again! May all the gods protect you 🙏🙏
Ju, there is only one Creator, only one Yahweh, and He loves you so much!!!
God bless you Ju!❤️😊✝️🙏🏼
@@ceecee9911 hey I know this is random but people people believe in what they want to believe in, I respect your beliefs however as a pagan myself I don't think it's necessary for people to say that❤️
Jonna - you are the greatest rrepresentation of Nordic culture. One of the greatest channel's ever.
Thank you ❤️
True viking gal. As Sweden should be.
So true Nate Marx.
@@jonnajinton I don't understand Jonna. You have a man, so why isn't he doing anything to put a stop to this? If someone was threatening and stalking my wife at our home in the middle of the evening I can guarantee you with 100 percent certainty that person would end up the hospital or the morgue. Do you own a firearm? You need to load it, keep it nearby and let your stalker know you will shoot him if he comes to your home again. People tend not to be so tough when they have the barrel of a .12 gauge shotgun pointed at them. Tell your man to handle this as any man should do
Thomas B I agree with you but also imagine the situation that her husband kills the man. I believe her father and husband helped. Sometimes is better to avoid ill person, but to be alert like you in case it gets worse. It’s not easy.
Watching your videos made me realize I didn't need all the money and all the "superficial" things I'd been chasing for more than a decade. It showed that a simple life can be much more rich and healthy, and that's what I'm aiming for right now. Thank you for that, and God bless you and your family.
*Quick update: I'm back chasing my BIG goals, and boy I'm feeling ALIVE. I believe having a direction to strive for in life is a GOOD thing. It makes life more meaningful, it makes me wanna get out of bed in the morning. I realized that my goal is not really to obtain this or that, but to become the man I want to be. That's priceless!
Beautifully put, bro
Amen! More stuff=more stuff to worry about. Seek first the Kingdom of God and all these other things will be added to you.
"My richness is Life for ever" - Bob Marley. Search that up on UA-cam and watch his interview.
Actually you need quite a bit of money to be able to live the "carefree" lifestyle this person claims to be living. The house and property doesnt pay for itself.
I write poetry, I can't imagine all of it destroyed. I'd literally vomit, it would be horrible. God bless you.
@ufoguyspaceman do you have a poetry website you post on?
@@sagavisus4777 noblepoetry.com
Yeah I would be so very upset if my writings were destroyed :( I'm a book author.
@@sagavisus4777 No I don't.
@Tenebris Lupus Too bad.
this pains me. so much. even a kind and strong woman like jonna has to go through such horrible things; truly no country for women. im glad she's ok now!
Jonna pls stop mentioning ur village name in your vlogs.
The World is full of crazy people .
Pls stay safe .
To You and Johan and ur Fam I wish all the best
I was just thinking the same bcoz she has mentioned about her place so many times and anyone can reach there . Also it is scary if he starts to follow her when she is alone or something
I immediately thought about that when she said where she lives and that the place has 10 households only in another video. This guy did not come from UA-cam, though. Who would think.
Yes.
Not all people are as good/pure as you.
Google tells exactly where she lives
@@Boudicaisback really?
Everything about her, where she lives, her home, just her attitude is very hygge, Makes me happy
lacey davis 100% agree, her videos make me feel protected
lacey davis lagom is the swedish word for it. Hygge is danish
@@saraveronikatoth3057 Lagom doesn't really mean the same thing as hygge though.
Narnendil oh your right!!! Just googled it!! Im sorry!! :)
lacey davis righttt
They... let him go? Seriously? I’m so sorry you had to go through this. No one deserves it, especially you. That man shouldn’t have been let go so easily.
Having a stalker is horrible. it totally ruins your sense of safety. thank you for showing me how to heal 💜
Jonna, just ask the psychiatric institution to get in touch with you immediately in case he runs away. God bless, stay safe
yes that is absolutely important
@@Sciayam Am i the only one who thinks that psychiatric wont help him? :( i am really worried :(
@@mariamishonia6481 Only medication will, taken all the time, I think ( we dont know if he is faking it) - but, if a person is mentally ill and will NOT recieve help, nobody can help - sorry to say :( I think you can help Jonna by sending good vibration, prayers to her
Or if he's released for whatever reason
@@snezananovakovic6358 In Denmark, next to Sweden, you have to sentensed to be hold up for mental illness, so release is only there. He can leave when he want to, at least as I know of
I dealt with a stalker on and off for 8 years. I moved twice, changed my number several times and ended up staying at an ex-boyfriend's house, just to be off the grid. I had a friend who was a police officer, and would drive by my father's house twice per day to make sure I was safe. I thought the stalker was going to kill my family, and the experience changed me forever. To this day I'm still too cautious to post anything personal on social media or UA-cam, even though it's my passion to share beauty with the world. I don't understand some people's mentality of when they find a butterfly, they want to hold it and crush its wings. I know some people might say get over it, but a restraining order doesn't protect you when your stalker shows up in the middle of the night at your bedroom window. Fear sucks your life away, knowing how to express your beauty in the world and keep yourself safe is a necessity. You're such a light Jonna, I pray for your safety and that no one will ever have the power to clip your wings. Thank you so much for the beautifully artistic videos and for the ice sounds you post I'm so happy that you exist! The ice percussion sounds sooth my soul! 🦋💛☮️
@Resist Reality: reading a forum labeled "stalker problems" and not expecting personal stories is illogical. Sharing stories is cathartic and helpful for others, especially those who are not yet empowered. To be clear, stalker's are self entitled. They don't respect boundaries and ignore a person's demand to be left alone. Expecting others to respect personal boundaries is a basic right, not a privilege. It certainly does not make a woman a princess to have her boundaries respected.
@@jessie1090 Don't worry Jessye, this guy is commenting on every persons comment with a rude comment, especially the women. I feel bad for him, he's clearly got issues with women. But beside the point, I want to say I totally understand what you're saying and I can't imagine what that would be like. I hope you are free from that fear one day :(
Get a firearm.
I wouldn’t have mentioned the actual town I lived in, because that would have made it easier for trouble to find me. I once had a stalker because I thought I could blah-blah my personal details all over social media and learned the hard way that that was a very serious mistake.
Sak’ s Account __ not everyone lives in a country that allows them. And even if they did not everyone can afford one.
Jonna, you're such an inspiring, strong and free soul, that it makes me really sad to hear that you've been violated in your intimicy. I know how hard it is to feel free and safe in nature again especially when you've lived such an experience. I dearly hope that you'll find the confidence again to be in this wonderful communion with nature that shines through your videos. Sending you lot's of love from France!
Thank you for sharing this story, dear Jonna! The love you spread is so powerful! Listening to you gives me courage and makes me greatful. I wish you and Johan a wonderful time to come! Bless you.
I feel the same💛
There’s always that one person who try’s to steel your joy. Sorry you had to go through this.
well when you that hot, it attracts many people
@@mariannewennerdahl9745 sry i dont speak viking
Nostalgic memories hot?
Sonya hart well people are trash. They always have to ruin stuff. That's why I don't talk to people and I tend to stay away. Well unless it's on UA-cam, I usually try to get in fights because I'm bored.
Nostalgic memories she’s not putting herself out there to attract sexual attention I just don’t understand why a pretty or beautiful person can’t just live their life like everyone else why do people especially men feel the need to push boundaries and try to force themselves on whoever they fall for. Beautiful people are like art to me I admire their beauty but I’m not going to bother them now if she where on here asking for that kind of attention then that’s her business but she’s not she’s just sharing a life and land that she loves.
Be careful when you grind up the shells- some shells release toxic dust when you drill them or grind them! Make sure you have a mask and ventilation. My friend makes jewelry with shells and found this out the hard way, but he's ok :)
Great info Sara! I have been using Oyster Shells and flakes for adding Calcium and Magnesium back into my soils. I will definitely look into this more. Great tip!
I read about an artist in Toronto who suffered heavy metal poisoning because she used mussel shells in her sculptures. It's good to bring awareness to these things we might not consider otherwise
Sara Del Norte this is the truth!!! I’ve heard of people get cancer and blood poisoning from this
I had a stalker too - my estranged husband. Very frightening. I had to get an order of protection - a very difficult thing to do. Prayers for your safety and for this stalking to cease. 🙏
Sage and crystals can do wonders in cleansing a place of any negative energy… Your love and creativity permeates everything you touch. Bless you, your studio, and your home 💕
I loved the cleansing part. No one can take away your energy.
Love from Germany❤
Exactly what I wanted to say;-)) also Lots of Love from Germany...
❤️
@@hufpflegeplus your generation ruined Germany
Nazi Germany 🔫
@@califtom oh shut up. you probably watch fox news
I was stalked by a man for several months in my early 20’s and felt so trapped and afraid. I feel for you. Take care of yourself - you are such a beautiful soul. ❤️
A woman needs a man like a fish needs a bicycle.
@@lindsaygraham5687 Stupid comment.
@@lindsaygraham5687 Idiot comment!
Why wait until property is destroyed... or someone seriously injured... mental issues should be taken seriously. Individuals like this man should be locked up in a mental hospital and treated until they are well enough to be part of the society again. BEFORE property is destroyed. BEFORE someone gets seriously injured. BEFORE they blow up the house. Happened here in Hungary, several years ago. A schizophrenic man was living in a 10-storey building with his mother. Neighbours were complaining to the police for a year before the tragedy that this man was storing explosive chemicals in their apartment. They could smell the foul smells of these chemicals through the vents. But the police did nothing. His psychyatrist thought he was not dangerous. Until one day those explosive chemicals did blow up. Five storeys of the building were destroyed, seven people killed (including this man and his mother), many more became homeless and also psychologically injured for the rest of their lives.
Had this man been taken to a mental hospital and treated adequately there this tragedy would have never happened. Police... Psychiatrists... Why let such tragedies happen? Why let someone be stalked for YEARS and wait until her PROPERTY is DESTROYED before raising your butts? Just... why...?
Money talks and too much paperwork for them dude. They’re shit. Most of them unfortunately.
Just found your channel recently and have only seen a handful of videos, but I have to say that at this point I'm fairly convinced that you're a Norse god(dess). The strength and serenity you showed in telling this story, and the compassion... it is not how I imagine myself reacting. Then ending with the cleansing ceremony. Powerful. I pray that his time in your life is over.
I was stalked as well .. and it’s the most horrible feeling .. you feel so violated. I’m sending you a hug and wishing for the very best for you ..
Same here. It's so disburbing and I was only 17 years old. He'd done so many weird things but one day my stalker was waiting for me to come home from work (I didn't tell him that I had started a new job or anything yet he knew what time I got home at!). He hid in a nearby bush then jumped out at me and threw water all over me shouting things and threatened to have people beat me up. I phoned the police that day and because he had no criminal record I decided not to press charges but he was warned by officer that if he ever bothered me again then he would probably end up in jail. I'm 30 years old now and whenever I see him (which is rare, but we live in same area) he holds his head down and he's never bothered me again.
I was Stalked by a woman, She carved my name into her Thigh. Scary shit
@@koffinkat666 yeah sure..
@@manonty2417 Kiss my ass you have no idea what I have been through. I had a fucking stalker and she was insane. Just because your life probably has all the excitement of a Christian kids cartoon doesn't mean others haven't been through shit.
Of course this is the internet so how does ANYONE prove ANYTHING to eachother unless they met in real life? So whatever who gives a shit I guess take it for what it is.
@@koffinkat666 that is pretty creepy! Eek! The guy that was stalking me used to send lots of weird stuff through my letterbox etc but the day he physically attacked me with water and threatened to have people harm me was the day I'd had enough and phoned the police. I'm so grateful I didn't live in an isolated area tbh. It's such a shame for Jonna, she wants to live in peace and harmony with nature and nutcases like him try to ruin it all.
Your dads outfit on the motorcycle killed me - definitely king of the road! Loved it! 🤗 😂
How sweet your dad brought you those beautiful shells. I cant wait to see how thr pigments turn out. It would be interesting to watch your process. Peace be with you ❤
#AGREED #TRUTH 😍
Mr. JINTON on the Bike l👀ked Absolutely Distinguished, Dashing, Debonair, Dandy & Delightfully Delicious❣❣❣🤩
@@sharondavis5260 #AGREED PLEASE Please please do more videos about the process you are going through learning how to create & use these paints🤞
Would it be HELPFUL to you to have stuff sent to you from other countries to use as paints?
Same here, I love it so much!
I'm unsubscribing! you're trying to make money from a madman and you gave him your number and email.
the story of what you've been through absolutely broke my heart and i'm so sorry that you went through that. i'm so happy that you have recovered and that you were able to feel safe again and that your sacred space has recovered and that your relationship with your sacred space has recovered as well. women are incredible and resilient and your story is one of those stories of overcoming incredibly harmful situations. again, i'm so sorry you and your loved ones went through that and i'm proud of you. thank you so much for being vulnerable and sharing your story with us.
Jonna: The police didn’t do much and let him go a few hours later.
Everyone: We will fight to the death to protect our Nordic princess
YES !!!
Simp
To the death!
Swedish police are not known to be the toughest .. they excuse too much from what I’ve heard
In Canada, they take stalkers very seriously. I’m sorry you had to deal with this.
I want to move to Canada so badly but I can't and it makes me so upset everyday. I love your country
exactly we dont play around here.
@Resist Reality Thankfully we have alot of like minded people here. Both male and female. Not sure why you sound so passive aggressive. This convo isnt even about you.
@@ryvr. Canada is HUGE and nearly every part of it is different, as are the people and values. It is not perfect, nor is any place humans are, in my opinion. Just be careful not to make assumptions that don't match with reality. I wouldn't move anywhere assuming it was perfect.
@Resist Reality Good job being a sexist weirdo dude
Oh goodness. Dad riding up on a motorcycle in a tux is awesome.
@Winston Smith I can‘t believe I would see such a rude person on this channel. People like you are disappointing
@Winston Smith Oh, that‘s actually really kind of you. It‘s rare to see people acknowledge if they do something mean and I‘m sorry if I overreacted there. Thank you for being so nice!
My dad would never
Thank you for being so real and sharing such painful experiences. .. and how beautifully you got through and have your "new" cleansed painting house.. such a light in the world, you are. All tge best for you.. thank you.
she’s such a kindhearted and beautiful person. it’s so sad that men think of women as easy victims, it’s just shameful. i love your dad btw😂💕he’s so funny
the guy was sick? easy victims?
What a shocking story, i can only imagine how horrifying that must had been, for both of you. So great to see you posting again. Peace.
this is so terrifying...just hearing about this gave me anxiety
Exactly, and I'm worried what will happen when they release him from hospital, which they surely will do, probably soon. Take care Jonna, as people already wrote - make you and your familly Safe, even if IT means having a gun. Don't underrate the danger.
You are such a great teacher. So open and honest and you show special ways of how to deal with the things like smudging etc.
You’re a joy. A gift. And I pray for your protection and healing for the sick man.
It broke my heart, In cried when I saw you ripping and burning the old canvases.
You are such a strong woman!!
I hope that this cleaning will bring you new energies...and that something like that ever happens again
Premal Delia Pff topic but you're really pretty :)
Dear Jonna:
Life and nature have their own odd way of keeping balance.
In order for trees to stand taller and stronger they need wind to blow against them.
Your roots have now grown deeper into the soil, and as a result you are now standing stronger and taller than ever. 💜
7saany I agree 100% and love your well said message❣️If it’s okay with you I am going to copy your message! 🦋
@@Joy-ij1dy sure! go ahead 😊 thanks for asking
Does your husband have a rifle, Jonna?... In case
things turn wild? (In minecraft, obviously (!!)
I am so glad you are safe now. I can only imagine how scary that must of felt. Thank you for sharing. Much love, peace and light
What you went through is heartbreaking, but look how strong you are through it all. And when you burned the paintings I literally yelled YES out loud because it was so symbolic of your healing and moving on. I feel so inspired by this even though I wish it had never happened to you.
The fact that he destroyed stuff that you can't replace like your paintings is really sad
I am so furious and scared right now for you, Jonna. What are the authorities doing?? No one deserves to be stalked in any way... love and peace to you from America.
It's really scary when someone takes an interest with you on an unhealthy level. Take care & stay safe, madam. God bless.
Es admirable la entereza que demuestras.
Te deseo que tengas para siempre esa paz que trasmites al final de este reportaje, que tu humanidad y naturalidad sigan en tu corazón.
Muchas gracias, nunca vi algo tan vital y sincero.
I was stalked for months by phone and then he started stalking me at my college. I told my school administrators and security as well as the phone company go try to get information. They were all useless and didn’t care. It didn’t stop until my friend pretended to be my boyfriend. However having no one take you serious in a stalking situation is so terrifying and lonely at the same time.
Leah Banks I’m so sad that happened to you, Leah
Meg Davis thank you 😊 I’m just glad nothing escalated
Yeah it sucks. The people being stalked should always be believed in the first hand, and know that they are seen and taken seriously.
That’s a good friend to risk his life for you.
The Invisible Church it was actually a female friend over the phone 😅 She just had a really deep voice
Alot of these comments sickens me.
An adult woman shares her love of life and yet some thinks it's her fault that some lowlife stalks her?
Really!? She should be able to do this naked and still not having to deal with idiots that clearly can't handle it.
Don't ever blame her but make sure these guys never ever get the chance to do it again.
You gave my brain cancer. I hope you're happy. >:(
She shouldn’t go out alone. There are some sick people out their. They could attack her. Even rape her. Always bring a friend with you if you are out in the woods
@@Anonymous07192 I'm glad I could help.
Zakaria Cheriet ugh shut up if she wants to go out alone she can. stop acting like women always have to have company if they wanna go out somewhere it’s fucking stupid
@sandman What ordoveritas meant is that even if she did what she did naked it wouldn't justify anyone attacking or stalking her....
You can never justify that shit, it's how you end up with women being forced to wear Burqa's for '' their own protection ''. It's justified by men telling them that they have to dress that way otherwise they deserve to get raped.
The same thing is done with women not having a man escort them in a lot of countries and backwards cultures.
People justify rape and men go free because people say that women who don't cover themselves and don't have male escorts deserve it. It's fucked up.
Edit: But I dunno maybe you think that saying that women never deserve to get raped is wrong? In which case you're just a fucked up psycho idiot.
You handled this better than anyone could have. I wish I could give you a hug, you're so sweet, kind and thoughtful- even when it comes to the people who mean harm. I believe your experience will help others dealing with something similar. Thank you. ♥️
Just so happy you are safe. Thanks for sharing...I love how you just did what you had to do so you can move on & put it all behind you especially in regards to cleaning up the studio . That must've been horrible in itself. So sorry your beautiful creations were ruined as well...heartbreaking. Much love & peace to you all in that beautiful place 🙏 ❤🌞
This makes me so angry that someone would even attempt to hurt someone so precious. Please get cameras, a security system, etc please!!
@Resist Reality I wish we could just "Man up". But thats like telling the Sovjet union to chill. Our politicians are very strict with "Being respectful to everyone" yes, psyko stalkers included...
Nicolette *NO!*
@Resist Reality yes, let an untrained person deal with a crazy stalker that can be potentially dangerous. Don't call the police, just tell your boyfriend to solve everything for you, no matter how dangerous or life threatening
@Resist Reality seriously? Toxic masculinity on a video about stalking ? I fell sorry for you and your lack of education but maybe you could start to grow up and think with your own mind rather than following old ideas about how a women or a men should behave...
@Resist Reality sure pressure an untrained man to deal with a stalker who may or may not have a gun/knife. Because we just don’t care what happens to him right?
I had a stalker for about six years. He was an ex-boyfriend. He followed me, he called my office often and wouldn’t talk. He spread rumors about me. Then he threatened me. He even had letters to the editor published in major magazines that referred to me. I changed my name, my appearance and the city where I lived. He found me again when I started at a new university and came to my house, watching me and leaving notes on my car. I did contact the police, but they couldn’t locate him, as he lived in another state. My landlord called him. My lawyer sent him a letter. But that didn’t stop him. I moved across country to live with friends. Again, he tracked me to my new state but I used a post office box so he did not have my street address. Finally, I moved back home, to the other end of the country, and my family wrote to him warning him not to come looking for me. I found out from friends he was still obsessed with me, but he did keep his distance for a while. When letters started to arrive again, I moved to another country. Last year, I found out he had died. These incidents came in cycles, like yours. It seemed to be three months of every year, and then I would hear nothing for many months. At first I was very scared, and I learned how to take care of myself. I gained confidence when I began to know he couldn’t hurt me unless I let him. I’m sorry you had this terrible experience, we all love you and Johann, and I am happy you are safe.
Omg
Thank you for sharing, hope the man gets the help he needs, wishing you peace of mind to move forward
I'm overwhelmed by this, Jonna you deserve the world, not this. I have so much to say, I can't imagine how frustrating this was for you and your loved ones. I'm sending you tons and tons of loving energy from Hungary. Bless you and Johan❤️
Jonna your cleansing ceremony was beautiful, I could really feel the healing and peace flowing into your studio and lives. You bring so much joy and peace to so many with your vlogs and your art....it really isn't possible for us all to show you just how much. May all the good you do come back to you ten fold and may you be wrapped in love and safety as the memory of this difficult time fades away for you and is replaced only by joy and comfort. Hugs to you all.
Being stalked is a terrifying ordeal, I know. I pray this is truly the end of it for you.
thank you for sharing so openly with us Jonna. may you continue to feel safe to be open. may god bless you and your family and home.
Thank you for sharing!! This is so important to hear how you dealt with this situation, and how you recover from it... thank you for the healing 🙏🏼
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So so sorry to hear all of this that has happened to you . Heartbroken to see what he has done to your beautiful artwork .
We are always here for you Jonna ❤
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Thank you for sharing Jonna. You are safe and protected. You are a powerful woman, warrior and Goddess 💜🙏🙌
You need two German shepherd dogs.
Better yet, an Akita!
haha, me and my wife have two GSDs. When I'm out of town and my wife is home with the kids, she says knowing the dogs are there helps her sleep.
Yes! GSD is the answer.
And I rifle
Agree totally no better guard dog and they make brilliant pets. Dogs would put off any intruder.
Jonna, you radiate kindness. You remind me of something my mother would say, "To the good, all things are good." I'm sending out prayers that you are safe. God bless you, from another Canadian fan.
Your Mom summed that up pretty perfectly.
Get some type of scanner to make sure he didn't leave a hidden camera or video.
Such a good idea!!!!
Yes that is a excellent idea And set up cameras for your own protection. It's good to have the dogs. Get a taser. Sorry you're going thru this horrible experience. Good to hear the police r taking this seriously finally and gave you good advice. Strong to take back your studio. Good for you. Wishing you all the best
Deb Roo tasers are illegal in Sweden
@@Ritaaw1 Didn't realize, thanx. Guess it's no brainer to assume you guys are denied guns as well. How do you defend yourselves?!
Deb Roo hi! I’m a Swede as well, but I’ve lived in the US so I see where you’re coming from with that question. The thing is, realistically, most people rarely have to defend themselves against harm. I know different places are more or less safe than others, but generally Sweden is a safe country.
Also, I do train in martial arts. Not so much for the self defense, rather for the competitive aspect. However, beginners always ask what the best moves are for defending yourself, and the answer is always: run away. The best way to defend yourself is always to get away, as opposed to challenging the person.
I have been through something similar. May a mighty encampment of angels always surround you, and a watchful safe eye upon you. I am lifting you guys up to God in prayer for protection. It is very scary but God is bigger and I pray everything is arranged and the right people so you are always safe. ❤️
The way you dealt with the situation is so inspiring. I think I'll get reminded of your fighting spirit when I'm in a bad and fearful situation. So, thanks for that and lots of love from India!❤️
Your compassion for that gentleman despite the fear and distress he has caused you and your family is beautiful, thank you for being aware that although his actions are in no way acceptable and could never be tolerated, that he is very sick and needs treatment. Your Dad is a delight too!
I agree...mental illness is so hard to be a part of & also be a victim of, when there's violence. Jonna, you are such a dear, beautiful, kind & compassionate woman with a spirit that must have touched his heart ( like for so many of us), but his illness got in the way of expressing himself appropriately.
I'm glad you, Johan, & your family are safe.
Even if Jonna was "flirting" as you say because this man appeared "normal" on initial contact, and this is what predators do, they deceive their prey. This is NO justification for stalking. When he asked her out and to the beach she declined his offer. NO means NO! The problem and blame does not lie with Jonna but with the man with mental problems. I am no psychologist or a doctor but this man may have a "B" Cluster Personality Disorder, namely Narcissistic Personality Disorder and even if he has some psychosis, he knows what he is doing. From what I have learnt over the passed five years on this mental disorder, this is typical Narcissistic Personality Disorder behaviour.
Yes predators do like a vulnerable dear, beautiful, kind & compassionate woman with a spirit that must have touched his heart. Perfect prey! I believe this man has a "B" Cluster, Narcissistic Personality Disorder and even if he has some psychosis HE KNOWS EXACTLY WHAT HE IS DOING! Please do not show any compassion as this will be taken as weakness and vulnerability and he will feed on it. The brain has been hard-wired and there is no treatment for this disorder. He will probably always remain as a predator looking for vulnerable victims. Save your compassion for someone who deserves it.
Yes predators do like a vulnerable dear, beautiful, kind & compassionate woman with a spirit that must have touched his heart. Perfect prey! I believe this man has a "B" Cluster, Narcissistic Personality Disorder and even if he has some psychosis HE KNOWS EXACTLY WHAT HE IS DOING! Please do not show any compassion as this will be taken as weakness and vulnerability and he will feed on it. The brain has been hard-wired and there is no treatment for this disorder. He will probably always remain as a predator looking for vulnerable victims. Save your compassion for someone who deserves it.
@@cazact7545 Did you ever go to therapie or a soul doctor? I was 12 when I was looking for the first time in a GUN. It was the gun of my drunken father. I deid not know if he shout or not but later I safed my mothers life he tried to kill her. So I was a victiom verrry early and I know all skinds of psychos also I know alot of murderers- with drug backround or psychobackround. With all of my experiences I can help others and so I do now for 30 years. I am an expert in stalker stuff. She was flirting with him for many years. And IF this guy had shown a personality like you say then it is also her own falt when she still was reading and talking to him.Only "victims" with disfunctional souls stay in the near and dialog with such kind of persons. She did all wrong what she coudl do., And now its payday and teching for her and her husband. Nowhere the police can protect one. No where. And if the "law and justize" is on the side of a danger or danger and sick person- then men women must take the responsebility and take care of such men. I had a "russian" drug dealer that was 20 years young and lived 500 meters from my flat. I live in an eara with thousends of flats...so this men attacs and hurt my nabours earley in the morning when he was "high" on crack or cocaine."He runs to the people and hit them from there back in the face or so. The nabours came to me and they said that they have fear to go out. The police did nothing. Even if one had a brocken nose. One day I saw the men- sitting on a parkbank. I was friendley put my arms around his neck and said to him "that the poeple around 800 meters are under my protection. And if I hear that he will attact one mor inocent person- victim- then I will putt him alive in a grave in my garden"...Guess what: HE got fear. He stopped to attact others. Later he went in Jail. Jonna is a public person. Today more then 5 years ago. There a selfprotecting rules if a attractive women goes viral. There is a point in life where a mental ill person can be stopped to attac others. But the "how and when" is only in the hand of Jonna.
I saw this quote in a top5s vid, and MAN it felt right to put it here too.
""Of all the animals, man is the only one that is cruel. He is the only one who inflicts pain for the pleasure of doing it."
-Mark Twain"
I am SO SO sorry this was done to you and your work :(
we're not the only animals... have you ever seen a cat play with a cockroach or bird or mouse?
@@jog1116 That is in their nature. WE, unlike animals, have the possibility to make a difference between pain and play. They sometimes do not....WE have a bran and WE have the ability to tell wrong from right. Shame we do not use that ability often
Twain never met a wolverine...
@@PinAda92 I feel like this is a pretty ignorant statement. You can't put forth the idea that only humans are cruel, then when told that plenty of animals also show extreme cruelty in nature say "Yes, but..." because that is totally backpedaling from your original statement.
Morality is nothing but a social concept. That is why in nature we see it selectively and also why we see it selectively in humans. It is not in human nature to be kind or cruel, it is only in our social nurturing do we become either of those things.
@@creature3628 Correct. yet some fail to understand that and act like animals. My point is that US, as Humans have the BRAINs to do what it right, aka NOT be cruel and savage. YET we choose to do it just because it is easier. Be better than an animal. Animals act on nature and instincts. We act upon laziness and what fits us right, instead of thinking about the other. So you have proven my point
I love how u bounced back! You cleansed your studio and replaced it with beautiful energy again! Thank you for sharing!!!
Thank you for sharing your heart and creativity with the world. I cried when you burned your tainted paintings. May joy and peace rain upon you and your family like the warmth of a new sun.
Thank God, you’re back!! 🌟 We’ve been worried about you. I can’t imagine what it must feel like to experience something like this. Stay strong and take as long as you need to get better, Jonna! You make this world a better place and you shine so brightly, don’t let anyone take your happiness away from you! We’re always here for you! 💛✨
This is so disturbing and my heart goes out to you for having to deal with feeling unsafe and scared in your own home. I'm so glad to see you could be with your family and have some safety and normalcy restored afterwards. Those clips of you cleaning your studio and burning the paintings gave me such a fiery sense of power and vindication, it felt like you expressing your anger and telling the situation that you were done with it. You are a powerful and compelling storyteller.
I just looked at your last vid where you were in the mountains alone for a few days and i thought how lucky you are to live in place where a woman can feel safe in such an isolated spot and this one pops up. Frightening what you went through. Those laws are truly crazy to subject you both to the of questioning. Stay safe and thank you for for sharing yr world ✌💚
The moment you burned those canvases felt sooo powerful, brought a grin to my face! Sending you much love Jonna
Just Josie I gave a little cheer! Way to take back control.
I love how you were able to turn around this harrowing experience into strength and resilience. I would never wish this type of thing on anyone, and I hope anyone who is going through this type of thing is using it as an opportunity to practice and cultivate self defense, boundaries, and self care. This man is where he is at, and I hope his days will be better and he gets the proper care he needs. Sometimes the best way to show love is through strong boundaries, tough love, and showing people the consequences of disrespectful behavior. Bullying is a big deal in my country, it happens often in schools, and taking the soft approach with them does them, their victims, and society at large a disservice. Take careof yourself, always
So sorry that you had to go through such a difficult time but really appreciate to hear what you managed to get through that difficult period. I really hope that man gets better for everyone's sanity
lots of light, peace and good energy .. you are a crystal .. thank you for sharing and making us part. Namaste
Its creepy when you showed the video of him walking in the darkness, hearing only his footsteps.. Shoot, Its like in a scary movie, getting me goosebumps. May God bless you and protect you from any harm. Take care always. I hope it won't happen again.
I felt the same way!! But then you realize it’s real life Hope she’s always safe!!
You too 🌹🌾🌼
My goodness, this was so hard and terrifying to watch, I can't even imagine what it must have been to go through! I am so sorry this happened to you! I hope this is the first and last stalker you ever encounter and I am SO glad you and your family are safe. Sending you a big warm hug 🤗 ❤️
This breaks my heart. I"m so sorry this happened to you and your family.Thank God you are all safe!
I was so surprised to see that this could also happen in such a quiet place like your village. I feel so sorry for both of you. I was really shocked. But this scary man is far away from you now.
We all are living in a crazy world . So be careful and take care of yourself.
We love you.
all your pets and your family too.
Tack, tack, tack
Jean Jacques from brittany
I love her smile, when she was so happy just because she was able to lock the door. 🤩
I agree
That white dress in forest with flowers scene was soooo beautiful.
I can't believe how strong you are. You are a such an inspiration for never giving up. I hope you are save now.
I’m so sorry to hear that, dear Jonna! Thank you so much for sharing this with us, so we can send even more love to you. ❤️
Her channel and Li Zi Qi channel are literally the best❤️
Haaay my two favs!!
Dianxi xaoge is also good if you like li ziqi 👍🏻
yeess my two fave channels!!
Oh such beautiful people you are. Li ziqi is my favorite as well!
I had a similar experience in my life at one time. It was a most violating and soul ripping experience! I could not do my music or my art for a very long time. Thank you for sharing your heart and your therapy so to speak for helping yourself heal from this and move forward! It was very timely for me to see, and I just love your spirit. Tomorrow I will pick up my paintbrush again, please send a sweet prayer upward for me that as I create my soul will be healed! Thank you! 🌼🌻🌸🌺🌷🌹💐❄️🌲❤️
May you be healed. And you will. ❤❤❤
Praying for your complete healing and well being. ❣️🙏❣️
You are healing already💗💗
It will 🙏💚
OMG what a horrible thing to go thru. Can't believe he did all that damage. So glad you or your husband wasn't hurt. Crazy times. Love how you cleaned and did a cleansing ceremony. That was beautiful!!
I’ve seen many of your videos but apparently I missed this and after two years here I am with my heart clenched listening to all you troubles dear Jonna. May all the spirits of the forest protect you and take the bad away from you. May the god, any sort of god, keep the goodness on you.
Bless you darling😊
My wife and I feels very sorry to see this kind of things happened to you. Your video are so inspiring and relaxing to us that we sincerely hope will get through this traumatism and continue your beautiful endeavors to seed peace and happiness through your the beauties of nature.
Good look and bye.
Infrared camera helps see in the dark without being seen.