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I wish I was like you. I didn’t realize how happy I used to be before I went to middle school. I used to think I had depression back then, but then I realized that I was just being emo. I rarely cry but since middle school I cried a lot. Yesterday was the most recent time I cried and it was just because I was scared getting a grade lower than 80-70. Sometimes I just want to disappear even if it’s just for a moment.
Take deep breaths. There are people who need u and life is so precious❤️ everything always gets better, and this is my experience but without God I would have never changed. Praying for u
Same I feel you it won’t be fast never has but you’ll get there with or without someone I’m still stuck but hey if you can get better then maybe I can too
Like, this is so sad and heartfelt and I’ve been going through a hard time and when you said god hasn’t left you alone that made me 😭 that was beautiful…
@@mxrlxvesuhey, it’s been like, five months lol.. thank you. God didn’t give up on me, he truly heals everything. I’m feeling much better! Life has found meaning again. And I’ve made a bunch of new friends, and im pursuing my dream, to be an animator/artist, and I don’t cry at night much anymore!!! And I don’t have suicidal thoughts either!!! I’m so happy!!! Even though I might not understand everything, I’m willing to learn and make mistakes without giving up!! Tysm for giving me your words of encouragement! I hope you’re doing just as amazing as I am!! Have a great day/night ❤️🩹🫂✨✨
@@Aj_The_Potato_Cat heyy!! Oh my gosh I forgot I had a yt channel, I need to post something again. Anyways I'm SO happy for u, I'm so happy that my words encouraged you and now God has changed your life just like he changed mine😭❤️ yesterday I turned 17. It's been almost 3 years since all that bad stuff started to happen to me and I need time to elaborate it because I thought that I could never make it, but God!!😭 Tysm for coming back and sharing that with me, I'm so glad you found peace❤️
@@mxrlxvesu tysm and np!!! I’ve been going to Youth ( basically church on Wednesdays for middle school/high school kids) and getting closer to god, it’s been amazing!!! And as I said before, I made new friends! Oh and happy late birthday lolz, and im glad your having just as good and happy a life as I am!!! God really does fix everything! God 4 life >:D❤️🩹✨
@@Aj_The_Potato_Cat all the churches near in my city are full of false teachers, I gotta wait until I turn 18 so I'll be able to drive etc.🥲 but yt is full of good sermons so I'm okay :) God bless u always, again I'm glad everything's okay now ❤️
This reminded me of how my life went. I remember having a best friend saying she was moving in that moment something in me broke. And when she left I’ve been crying myself to sleep. But now my friends helped me and i know god haven’t left us and her never will.
I had a scaar of a dog chain in my head when i was younger,i stayed strong but i cried.remember people one thing,life is like a trap and a field to fight for life.beauty is pain but happiness is life.God is not a wishing bottle but a savior,beauty standards doesnt matter but what matters is how you are,black people are also human,so is the blind, paralysed,dumb,deaf.life is hard but its treasure given by the God himself
I'm 16 rn, and I can tell u that growing up can be really tough. I thought I had some slight mental disorders at 14/15 but now I realized that it wasn't anything since I feel ok. U shouldn't keep it for urself tho, if u think u might need help it's always good to tell someone
@@Stormymoon18 there are ups and downs for me actually, and I think that's a completely normal thing for everyone, life isn't perfect and we'll always have to go through some challenges. But it'll be okay I promise, don't give up! stay safe💕
this actually makes me feel like 10x better about my old/younger self. i used to be similar (2020-2022 even until spring of 2023) but it did get better. i think this will help people who are going through stuff, who do cry themselves to sleep every night to realize it gets better
I already watched this video but I am really happy you escaped your depression ❤ I was depressed in 2022 but I escaped it too, by being more active and believing in god!
(+ = little me - = current me) + Isn't everything better? - there is not one good dick + hey, you can't be me, I don't swear - Then enjoy it because in the future you will never stop swearing like me. + okay, forget about it, my family isn't violent towards me anymore, right? - Yes, they do. even worse + what about my friends? -Look... the people in primary school did not stop doing anything they did to me, I was subjected to all kinds of bullying, but now we have a new school and we are only happy there... + my brothers? - fuck it... they're worse than our parents they ruined everything and they're proud of it + really? At least there must be something that makes us happy... - *smiles* you have a talent for painting +this is great! Another? - You don't have as much talent as another dick. + oh... So, do you keep the promises you made to yourself? - what words? + For example, you didn't hurt yourself, right? - My arms and legs are full of wounds. I did it all myself... + stupid... well, we're still not LGBT individuals, right? - Actually, I think we are somewhere between aromantic and bisexual, and we are definitely genderfluid, but it's not that bad! + so... what happened to cartoons? - I still watch them, my favorite right now is Looney Tunes + What happened to the scholarship exam? - I couldn't win her... Also, my father started raising leeches at home, they're disgusting. + oh you didn't do anything... - I know :) + I would like to say I hate you, but then I would hate myself and I never hate myself! - now you do :) enjoy this moment
God is alway here form the day you entered this world to the day you'll leave no matter what god loves you so much he let his son die so that we could be free he loves us and he loves you!
i’ve never seen your channel before, but i think it’s great that things got better for you later on. most people are the other way around and it’s sad to see ☹️
Im glad that you're feeling better. No one deserves to be like this unfortunately many people suffer with depression/anxiety or any mental health problems. Just know that you'll always have someone to talk to. And remember You're. Not. Alone.
Finding God in my life broguth me soooooo much peace. My life changed completely because I could feel that presence of God in my life and it made me so happy. I'm so happy that you were able to push through those dark times and see that you can find peace in this cruel world. Stay Blessed!
My gosh your younger self is me my whole life like dang I’m crying now anyways I’m glad your better it’s not easy I know it can’t be honestly I hope anybody who is struggling can rise again from family victimization for me it’s rough my father always brings up his past into every conversation like he’s reliving trauma and it’s my fault for not calling him or not being fast enough or not looking good my mother only cares about her girlfriends my sisters used to bully me I get along with them a tiny bit I guess I had betrayals and facades I had to put up for the expectation of others anyone who is going through this I just want to say I may not be you but I know it hurts the wound that opens the black hole that swallows you whole stay strong never give up and fight I’m trying some are closer to winning that trophy of the pain leaving others not
I hope you are fine now! This just feels like something i'd love to tell myself from 2022 July, I read my old diary entries yesterday. Turns out tragic backstories werent the only depressing things I wrote last year... I doubt it was depression or anything serious, and it wasn't like anyone died or cheated on me. I basically was lonely and friendless. But now? Now Im juggling the time between one friend group and another and I love it. Stay strong my girl!
I’m proud of you, you’ve improved a lot from your younger self! I’m currently similar to your younger self, but I’m happy to think that I improved better than how I was 2 years ago! Thank you for making me realizing this❤❤
I’m not personally a believer- but I support everyone who does believe, also.. We may not know each other, but I’m very proud of you, you’re doing very good and I’m proud, don’t let anyone break your confidence!
The words, God hasn't left you alone hit hard❤
im literally crying
I wish I was like you. I didn’t realize how happy I used to be before I went to middle school. I used to think I had depression back then, but then I realized that I was just being emo. I rarely cry but since middle school I cried a lot. Yesterday was the most recent time I cried and it was just because I was scared getting a grade lower than 80-70. Sometimes I just want to disappear even if it’s just for a moment.
Take deep breaths. There are people who need u and life is so precious❤️ everything always gets better, and this is my experience but without God I would have never changed. Praying for u
Same I feel you it won’t be fast never has but you’ll get there with or without someone I’m still stuck but hey if you can get better then maybe I can too
This video deserves a new sub! This is so sweet!
❤❤
it mustve taken sm courage to make this video. i’m sorry you went through this in the past and am very hally for you that you’re better now❤
Ty for your support, it means a lot
@@mxrlxvesusorry i wasnt getting yt notifis, and no problem. i’m happy youre doing better now😊
Damn she's so pretty
Wow I’m proud and glad that you are doing better now ❤️❤️❤️
Thank u so much!
@@mxrlxvesu you welcome ❤❤❤
I'm the one watching, I'm also the one crying
Good to know you're getting better
Tysm!❤️
i just want to be better, im looking foward to see a bright future, but i need to stand off the darkness first
That's exactly what I had to do to see the light❤️ keep going, everything will get better
❤❤ AW I WANNA GIVE U A HUG 🤗 ITS LITERALLY ME THO THE PERSONALLY (the white one) DW EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT WE ARE HEREE
Why did I cry of happiness while watching this I seriously felt like this will happen to me
@@laurenanaseng111 aww yes, I'm sure it will get better!! Don't give up, everything will work out in the end
Im so happy for u! It's true, God will never leave u. Im proud of u, cg on going through the hard times. Im so sry 4 what u went through!
Aww tysm❤
Like, this is so sad and heartfelt and I’ve been going through a hard time and when you said god hasn’t left you alone that made me 😭 that was beautiful…
Keep going, I'm proud of u!! God heals everything
@@mxrlxvesuhey, it’s been like, five months lol.. thank you. God didn’t give up on me, he truly heals everything. I’m feeling much better! Life has found meaning again. And I’ve made a bunch of new friends, and im pursuing my dream, to be an animator/artist, and I don’t cry at night much anymore!!! And I don’t have suicidal thoughts either!!! I’m so happy!!! Even though I might not understand everything, I’m willing to learn and make mistakes without giving up!! Tysm for giving me your words of encouragement! I hope you’re doing just as amazing as I am!! Have a great day/night ❤️🩹🫂✨✨
@@Aj_The_Potato_Cat heyy!! Oh my gosh I forgot I had a yt channel, I need to post something again. Anyways I'm SO happy for u, I'm so happy that my words encouraged you and now God has changed your life just like he changed mine😭❤️ yesterday I turned 17. It's been almost 3 years since all that bad stuff started to happen to me and I need time to elaborate it because I thought that I could never make it, but God!!😭 Tysm for coming back and sharing that with me, I'm so glad you found peace❤️
@@mxrlxvesu tysm and np!!! I’ve been going to Youth ( basically church on Wednesdays for middle school/high school kids) and getting closer to god, it’s been amazing!!! And as I said before, I made new friends! Oh and happy late birthday lolz, and im glad your having just as good and happy a life as I am!!! God really does fix everything! God 4 life >:D❤️🩹✨
@@Aj_The_Potato_Cat all the churches near in my city are full of false teachers, I gotta wait until I turn 18 so I'll be able to drive etc.🥲 but yt is full of good sermons so I'm okay :) God bless u always, again I'm glad everything's okay now ❤️
This reminded me of how my life went. I remember having a best friend saying she was moving in that moment something in me broke. And when she left I’ve been crying myself to sleep. But now my friends helped me and i know god haven’t left us and her never will.
I'm sorry for what u went through. God never leaves!❤️
No matter what direction you go in god always has a new path
Amen❤
❤️
I’m so happy for you🫂💗
🫂
Right now I'm a mix of your younger self and now
Don't give up! I'm proud of u❤️
@@mxrlxvesu thank you😌
This is honestly my new favorite video. Thank you for sharing this, and I'm proud of you for living in God's word
Thank u, sending hugs!!
Thank you! But may I ask, can you possibly make a video on how you got closer to God?@@mxrlxvesu
@@Karkar2027 we can talk in private if u want! Do you have any socials?
"God hasn't left you alone" Don't mind me crying over here
He never leaves
@@mxrlxvesu He really never does.. If he did- MAN 😭😭 I’d never survive
I haven't seen of you videos before this, so I don't know any of the context about this video, but you are so brave for the change. I love you.
God helped me
@@mxrlxvesu 💕💕
Heh, I hope someday I can do this trend the way you did it, where the current self is happier.. I guess only time will tell
Praying for u
awh ❤️ we love you so so much marty 🫶🏽
Ilysm too 💗
I had a scaar of a dog chain in my head when i was younger,i stayed strong but i cried.remember people one thing,life is like a trap and a field to fight for life.beauty is pain but happiness is life.God is not a wishing bottle but a savior,beauty standards doesnt matter but what matters is how you are,black people are also human,so is the blind, paralysed,dumb,deaf.life is hard but its treasure given by the God himself
This.❤️
@@mxrlxvesu I hope you're okay
@@Ginmxan yess dw
@@mxrlxvesu I'm happy that you are
honestly i can’t tell if im being dramatic, just a teenager, or if im actually depressed
I'm 16 rn, and I can tell u that growing up can be really tough. I thought I had some slight mental disorders at 14/15 but now I realized that it wasn't anything since I feel ok. U shouldn't keep it for urself tho, if u think u might need help it's always good to tell someone
I’m so proud of you
Thanks
"God hasn't left you alone" ♥
He never leaves❤️
I'm starting to become you now bc I've met so many new people who make me forget abt my problems
And make me feel worthy
That's amazing!! Keep going
i’ve been ur younger self for a while :)
I'm sorry. Keep going, it's not gonna last forever I promise
im still waiting to be happier
Always seek the light, keep going, I believe in u and I'm already proud of u❤️
@@mxrlxvesu thank you ❤️
Still waiting to be able to do this
I'm sure you will be.❤️
..... new sub.... ily.
Ilyt
I let go now ig im a new person too ig?…
Plot twist: That was all a lie.
I’m joking btw- That’s just what came to mind when I saw this.
lol, I wish it was but nope it's all real🥲
@@mxrlxvesu Oh-
HI
AWE
❤️
II HOPE UR OKAY MAR
Now I'm finally ok😭💗
Personally I don't believe in God but at least you are doing okay and you know you can rely on your faith to keep you going!
I wish i was you i still have a bad life
Hang in there girl, it’ll be ok soon x 💕
@@r.0ckzstar ok I will thx
I'm so sorry to hear that. Keep going, if I had given up I wouldn't have changed. I'm here if u need anything❤️
Why do we look so alike wtf
I wish I was back in 2023… I wasn’t that happy but I was much more happy then now… now it’s different in a bad way. Im glad you’re better!
@@Stormymoon18 there are ups and downs for me actually, and I think that's a completely normal thing for everyone, life isn't perfect and we'll always have to go through some challenges. But it'll be okay I promise, don't give up! stay safe💕
I hope your okay 💗and this happend to me to as well I’m so glad your better now and the courage you have
That's such a nice message, we should never give up on ourselves bcz God would never give up on us
Amen to that❤️
I GOT SO SCARED, THX FOR TELLING ME
pain..dark forever.. i wont let go..ever.
God will never let his children go ❤ dont think hes not with u in the times that r hard because hes fixing it dont feel unloved or not special amen:3
Amen, ily 💕
Wow I feel so happy for you my life is still karma
Why did this make me cry so hard, in a way I can't comprehend?
this actually makes me feel like 10x better about my old/younger self. i used to be similar (2020-2022 even until spring of 2023) but it did get better. i think this will help people who are going through stuff, who do cry themselves to sleep every night to realize it gets better
So happy for u!!❤️ I didn't think at first that this video could give hope to people who are struggling, all these sweet comments make me so happy
I hope my anxiety and depression go away! Proud of you for everything:)
You're gonna make it❤️
That's great 😊
this video has made me realize that maybe its time for me to put in effort to get better, instead of just hoping it will. thank you.
I'm sure you'll do amazing! Never give up❤️
You ok 😢😢😢😢😢😢
I already watched this video but I am really happy you escaped your depression ❤
I was depressed in 2022 but I escaped it too, by being more active and believing in god!
We went through the same thing! I'm so glad ur ok now❤️
this made me cry. I’m so happy for you that you got through what happened. you’re amazing
(+ = little me
- = current me)
+ Isn't everything better?
- there is not one good dick
+ hey, you can't be me, I don't swear
- Then enjoy it because in the future you will never stop swearing like me.
+ okay, forget about it, my family isn't violent towards me anymore, right?
- Yes, they do. even worse
+ what about my friends?
-Look... the people in primary school did not stop doing anything they did to me, I was subjected to all kinds of bullying, but now we have a new school and we are only happy there...
+ my brothers?
- fuck it... they're worse than our parents they ruined everything and they're proud of it
+ really? At least there must be something that makes us happy...
- *smiles* you have a talent for painting
+this is great! Another?
- You don't have as much talent as another dick.
+ oh... So, do you keep the promises you made to yourself?
- what words?
+ For example, you didn't hurt yourself, right?
- My arms and legs are full of wounds. I did it all myself...
+ stupid... well, we're still not LGBT individuals, right?
- Actually, I think we are somewhere between aromantic and bisexual, and we are definitely genderfluid, but it's not that bad!
+ so... what happened to cartoons?
- I still watch them, my favorite right now is Looney Tunes
+ What happened to the scholarship exam?
- I couldn't win her... Also, my father started raising leeches at home, they're disgusting.
+ oh you didn't do anything...
- I know :)
+ I would like to say I hate you, but then I would hate myself and I never hate myself!
- now you do :) enjoy this moment
im still young so i cant do this trend yet lol
I'm young too, but a lot happened in just 2 years haha😭
old u looks exactly like me in 4th grade but diff hair-
im not christian but this is so wholesome-
God is alway here form the day you entered this world to the day you'll leave no matter what god loves you so much he let his son die so that we could be free he loves us and he loves you!
i’ve never seen your channel before, but i think it’s great that things got better for you later on. most people are the other way around and it’s sad to see ☹️
Im glad that you're feeling better. No one deserves to be like this unfortunately many people suffer with depression/anxiety or any mental health problems. Just know that you'll always have someone to talk to. And remember You're. Not. Alone.
Finding God in my life broguth me soooooo much peace. My life changed completely because I could feel that presence of God in my life and it made me so happy. I'm so happy that you were able to push through those dark times and see that you can find peace in this cruel world. Stay Blessed!
That's amazing!! God bless u❤️
My gosh your younger self is me my whole life like dang I’m crying now anyways I’m glad your better it’s not easy I know it can’t be honestly I hope anybody who is struggling can rise again from family victimization for me it’s rough my father always brings up his past into every conversation like he’s reliving trauma and it’s my fault for not calling him or not being fast enough or not looking good my mother only cares about her girlfriends my sisters used to bully me I get along with them a tiny bit I guess I had betrayals and facades I had to put up for the expectation of others anyone who is going through this I just want to say I may not be you but I know it hurts the wound that opens the black hole that swallows you whole stay strong never give up and fight I’m trying some are closer to winning that trophy of the pain leaving others not
I hope everything gets better. You're not alone❤️
Awww I’m glad things have improved for you, may Gos continue to bless you 🤍🤍🤍
I look and act like your younger self lol
I don't know what happened, but Im glad you got through it ❤❤❤
I hope you are fine now! This just feels like something i'd love to tell myself from 2022 July, I read my old diary entries yesterday. Turns out tragic backstories werent the only depressing things I wrote last year...
I doubt it was depression or anything serious, and it wasn't like anyone died or cheated on me. I basically was lonely and friendless. But now? Now Im juggling the time between one friend group and another and I love it. Stay strong my girl!
I'm so glad ur ok
@@mxrlxvesuYou too! Ur OCs are so good!!
Which one is the older and which one is the younger one?
The younger one is the one with the black hoodie
I’m proud of you, you’ve improved a lot from your younger self! I’m currently similar to your younger self, but I’m happy to think that I improved better than how I was 2 years ago! Thank you for making me realizing this❤❤
Oh i love you so much for this, it's amazing seeing this positivity. I hope you continue doing well ! 💞
💀why is everyone going through depression? i've never been depressed or cried, it's too cliché.
Innit broo
baddie alert!!
@@aliaguilbert depressed emo poopa alert 🥺
This got me so motivated, this video wasn’t meant for me but I appreciate this❤
So glad it helped
IT DOES GET BETTER 🗣️🗣️🗣️‼️
Aww 😭❤️
I’m not crying it’s just raining inside
Im youre younger self.... :/
This is giving me goosebumps and shivers because this is sad :(
I would slap my younger self
Awww
im glad you recovered, so i know that there’s actually a possibility for me to recover from that too.. your younger self really represents me rn.
Life's not easy sometimes but it's 100% possible to get better
It'll get better, and we all are here with you!
For me would be opposite-
God never lets us go, he’s our best friend and he’ll always meet us where we’re at
im like your younger self but im a boy..
you made me cry... im happy today you are ok!
I'm glad things are better now ❤
i would just fight with myself because i would find is persona annoying and would tell him to quit it already and find another one
TBH my best friend who i thought that was going to be the best friend ever but left me for the popular girl but i found better people then her😊
I'm so glad
I’m not personally a believer- but I support everyone who does believe, also..
We may not know each other, but I’m very proud of you, you’re doing very good and I’m proud, don’t let anyone break your confidence!
Thank u!!
Same! @InsertCoolArtName
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