Ethel Cain - Lead Poisoning

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  • Опубліковано 20 вер 2024

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    i fell in love again
    september tends to be so cruel
    he says my name and then
    blah blah, so embarrassing
    but then he came and leaned in
    and asks have i seen how it rains
    in the plains
    says he could take me there
    he’s handsome as the day is long
    all the while, inching his way in
    like summer stumbling to a fall
    we sink into the carpet
    already wet with november’s rain
    i only bleed for him
    mascara running like a champion
    he says my name and then
    i come so hard, i’d marry him
    but then nirvana leaned in
    and i lost myself again
    to the rain
    he asks not if but when
    blah blah, something meaningful
    i don’t weave the thread
    just run my hands along it
    but if i did, then hell
    i’d spar with death to skip your name
    i can see the end
    in the beginning of everything
    so i just play pretend
    like i don’t watch you leaving
    but you were never there
    doctors blame the lead poisoning

КОМЕНТАРІ • 78

  • @LunaM-zb4vo
    @LunaM-zb4vo 3 місяці тому +40

    “i can see the end in the beginning of everything,
    so i just play pretend like i don’t watch you leaving.”

  • @cjshutup
    @cjshutup Рік тому +91

    “But you were never there, doctors blame the lead poisoning” 😭😭😭 my heart

  • @isotonicc
    @isotonicc 19 днів тому +10

    yall. i feel the ep might come this month or at least before autumn ends!!!!

  • @shal6401
    @shal6401 Рік тому +130

    i’ve never heard a song that incorporates a storm in the production. it’s very fitting

    • @ramon8409
      @ramon8409 Рік тому +19

      marvelous persona by nicole dollanganger

    • @carolinacastro227
      @carolinacastro227 Рік тому +3

      The Who - Love, Reign O’er Me

    • @darling3259
      @darling3259 11 місяців тому +4

      tears of rain - greta van fleet (the last few seconds, at least)

    • @GucciStinkbug
      @GucciStinkbug 10 місяців тому +6

      Storm by Björk though I suppose how much it counts as a "song" is up to you 😭

    • @spooky-starbuck
      @spooky-starbuck 9 місяців тому +7

      There's also The Doors - Riders on the storm

  • @olliec5675
    @olliec5675 8 місяців тому +68

    Verse 1]
    I fell in love again
    September tends to be so cruel
    He says my name and then
    Blah-blah, so embarrassing
    But then he came and leaned in
    And asks have I seen how it rains in the plains
    [Verse 2]
    Says he could take me there
    He’s handsome as the day is long
    All the while, inching his way in
    Like summer stumbling to a fall
    We sink into the carpet
    Already wet with November’s rain, rain
    [Verse 3]
    I only bleed for him
    Mascara running like a champion
    He says my name and then
    I come so hard I’d marry him
    But then nirvana leaned in
    And I lost myself again to the rain
    [Verse 4]
    He asks not "if" but "when"
    Blah-blah, something meaningful
    I don’t weave the thread
    Just run my hands along it
    But if I did, then hell
    I’d spar with death to skip your name
    [Verse 5]
    I can see the end
    In the beginning of everything
    So I just play pretend
    Like I don’t watch you leaving
    But you were never there
    Doctors blame the lead poisoning

  • @samw.3222
    @samw.3222 Рік тому +151

    literally gutted that she took ithis down from SoundCloud so i’m here to get this soft & sad song 💖💖💖

    • @firewalkwifme
      @firewalkwifme 7 місяців тому +7

      Forreal I totally understand feeling insecure about your artwork and music at times but I wish to God I had written this, so haunting like watching a movie and realizing at the end it was all an illusion of the main character... just amazing

    • @emmathomson
      @emmathomson 19 днів тому +20

      it’s back now!

    • @endymion222
      @endymion222 17 днів тому +3

      She put it back just like 3 days ago

    • @laurapalmer7662
      @laurapalmer7662 5 днів тому

      ​@@endymion222omg blesss,,good news🩷

  • @sawaungkaungkyaw7503
    @sawaungkaungkyaw7503 20 днів тому +15

    it's on SoundCloud, again!

  • @ivansbhoobun
    @ivansbhoobun Рік тому +36

    Words are not enough to describe how beautiful her songs are

  • @HealerFromTheStars
    @HealerFromTheStars 14 днів тому +3

    This is one of her best demos. It has such a beautifully soothing and haunting vibe to it. Thank you Hayden 🩶

  • @julianpenguin5320
    @julianpenguin5320 2 місяці тому +7

    Gosh this song is devastating😭 I love it.

  • @Umbrey_Dunctum
    @Umbrey_Dunctum Рік тому +21

    It's got that slow torpid feeling in it like Waco, Texas

  • @anna-qg1mc
    @anna-qg1mc Рік тому +21

    I just cannot stop sobbing thank you so much for this

  • @bIoodstainedbIonde
    @bIoodstainedbIonde 20 днів тому +4

    september tends to be so cruel…

  • @AyushDwivedi-cq2lp
    @AyushDwivedi-cq2lp 20 днів тому +5

    Its back on SoundCloud

  • @stellaharvey6112
    @stellaharvey6112 16 днів тому +1

    Haydains always amazing love them 😅❤

  • @isotonicc
    @isotonicc Місяць тому +5

    damn ethel, leave some yearning for the rest of us

  • @jamesbrousseau2159
    @jamesbrousseau2159 2 роки тому +22

    Thank you Natalie 💜

  • @luvme4188
    @luvme4188 2 роки тому +14

    in love with this

  • @littlelamb9709
    @littlelamb9709 11 місяців тому +12

    fucking painful i love it so much

  • @etheltcain
    @etheltcain 11 місяців тому +11

    reminds me of the gate by caroline polachek

  • @bahariaazad2395
    @bahariaazad2395 Рік тому +35

    It’s kinda giving Willoughby ?

    • @loownay
      @loownay Рік тому +5

      considered to be on the upcoming ep 🤷🏼‍♀️

    • @yesitsmeyesitsmeyesitsme
      @yesitsmeyesitsmeyesitsme 4 місяці тому

      ​@@loownaynot anymore, she scrapped the original EP and redid it

    • @davidposso6963
      @davidposso6963 4 місяці тому

      @@yesitsmeyesitsmeyesitsme omg how do u know? :(

    • @yesitsmeyesitsmeyesitsme
      @yesitsmeyesitsmeyesitsme 4 місяці тому +1

      @@davidposso6963 She confirmed on recent livestreams, she felt unsatisfied and redid it all

  • @jordanferguson2254
    @jordanferguson2254 Рік тому +5

    Beautiful ❄️

  • @firewalkwifme
    @firewalkwifme 11 місяців тому +9

    Bro at the far left in the front row kneeling look like Emiminem's grandaddy lol

  • @avaantiika
    @avaantiika 13 днів тому

    September tends to be so cruel...

  • @junlucas69
    @junlucas69 14 днів тому +2

    I want to know if he’s actually real or if he’s a product of hallucinations due to lead positioning

  • @Nenad-xp9xq
    @Nenad-xp9xq Місяць тому +2

    ❤❤❤❤❤

  • @ReubenWalton
    @ReubenWalton 9 місяців тому +5

    Who are the team members/police officers in this picture?

  • @falkor4272
    @falkor4272 Рік тому +14

    DID SHE TAKE IT OFF SOUNDCLOUD😭😭😭😭

    • @majordelilah
      @majordelilah Рік тому +2

      YES💔💔💔💔

    • @artpopsfreakshow6907
      @artpopsfreakshow6907 Рік тому +11

      It's cause it's gettin released soon on the preacher's daughter b sides

    • @elunias
      @elunias Рік тому +1

      @@artpopsfreakshow6907 how do you know this? god i hope it's true

    • @artpopsfreakshow6907
      @artpopsfreakshow6907 Рік тому +18

      @@elunias while its not one of the 100% confirmed songs (Dust Bowl, Homecoming, Waco Texas) she did the same with the White Silas demos of "A House In Nebraska" & "Strangers" before releasing em so i feel like if she removed it there is a 90% chance we getting it on the B-Sides

    • @moondruid1453
      @moondruid1453 Рік тому +2

      @@artpopsfreakshow6907 she brought it back alongside Bambi after the mass delete

  • @nunita141
    @nunita141 18 днів тому

    Please someone make a slowed down version of this

  • @ldbaby222
    @ldbaby222 10 місяців тому +7

    what is the image context?

    • @maricarmensandovalcapa6057
      @maricarmensandovalcapa6057 9 місяців тому +5

      Lead makes you sink low but in alchemy it can turn to gold...

    • @Dida_hadou
      @Dida_hadou 9 місяців тому +3

      Exactly my question

    • @ldbaby222
      @ldbaby222 8 місяців тому +12

      @@maricarmensandovalcapa6057 yeah that’s a great intepretation but what’s the backstory behind this image? 😭

    • @cadestrom1633
      @cadestrom1633 8 місяців тому +10

      probably just a random vintage looking picture lol

    • @bounceintobed
      @bounceintobed 7 місяців тому +7

      Maybe it hints of the era the song takes place in, could show an example of how her dream guy might have looked if he were real.

  • @ppville
    @ppville 5 місяців тому +10

    I wonder how many guys in that picture are Gay, ,

    • @isotonicc
      @isotonicc Місяць тому

      😭😭😭 girl

  • @caingoth
    @caingoth 20 днів тому +1

    WHAT THE FUCK

  • @harrisiqbal9615
    @harrisiqbal9615 8 місяців тому +3

    Anyone has the lyrics?

  • @MishterKittyCat
    @MishterKittyCat 19 днів тому

    ruined my life

  • @emile5598
    @emile5598 Рік тому +8

    Stop it. Get some help.

  • @ruben4788
    @ruben4788 Рік тому +15

    I just keep coming back to this 🤍 thank you Hayden for this gift

    • @ruben4788
      @ruben4788 Рік тому +7

      Also thank u for uploading this you're doing the lord's work