Ad Nauseam (Demo) - Ethel Cain

lyrics:
you've had dreams about me on the underneath of you
some holy opportunist wholly hidden beneath your view
imagining the day that i appear and make your every wish come true
lead me down to the water and hold me under there
and perpetuate the rumour that it's i who should be scared
but i won't hold it back forever, and in time you'll see just how i see you
took a look at you through stained glass
i'll love you then the moment's passed
i'm not your godiva
i'm not the one to pull you out
the vulture in the combine
masticated by my stainless teeth
the velvet of cold flesh and careless sensuality
the nods of a baby who never knew just what she needs
on more than one occasion, i would let you bleed all over me
all over me
…
background footage taken from abandoned church exploration videos by URBEX HILL

[@moth9181]

Holy shit. This. All her music is amazing, but her demos are insane

[@Preachers_daughter]

I know that especially due hunting demo

[@hannahg5216]

I read this as “demons”

[@char-ms2wh]

Gotta be one of my favorite unreleased songs she's incredible

[@ericharmon9025]

I wish "Famous Last Words" and "Crying During Sex" were this long

[@Preachers_daughter]

Crying during sex is long really on demo

[@humanclub2183]

theres a crying during sex extended version on youtube thats literally heavenly I highly recommend searching for it

[@beth8191]

famous last words is my baby, i love it so much

[@t3m077]

Her voice in this one reminds me of a siren... Like it's coming from underwater

[@moondruid1453]

[Verse]
You've had dreams about me on the underneath of you
Some holy opportunist wholly hidden beneath your view
Imagining the day that I appear and make your every wish come true
Lead me down to the water and hold me under there
And perpetuate the rumour that it's I who should be scared
But I won't hold it back forever, and in time you'll see just how I see you
[Chorus]
Took a look at you through stained glass
I'll love you then the moment's passed
I'm not your Godiva
I'm not the onе to pull you out
The vulture in the combinе
Masticated by my stainless teeth
The velvet of cold flesh and careless sensuality
The nods of a baby who never knew just what she needs
On more than one occasion, I would let you bleed all over me
All over me
[Instrumental interlude]
[Chorus]
Took a look at you through stained glass
I'll love you then the moment's passed
I'm not your Godiva
I'm not the one to pull you out
The vulture in the combine
Masticated by my stainless teeth
The velvet of cold flesh and careless sensuality
The nods of a baby who never knew just what she needs
On more than one occasion, I would let you bleed all over me
All over me
[Interlude]
It's not enough
It's not enough
It's not enough
[?]

[@hunny2401]

I think she says “ it’s not love”

[@theofficialclownhq]

I'll take a walk on water to you
I wanna go out the ad nauseam way
I think she said this ^

[@herpiss]

Her voice is so dynamic.

[@TheSnorkel93]

I listen to this every day and i get chills every single time

[@lcvlyss149]

this is insane. i love it.

[@themilkcartonangel]

the visuals are so on point too

[@ghofraneslama4953]

i'm levitating

[@_divinebeauty222_]

This video strangely matches the song🖤✨

[@bethgonzales1645]

She’s absolutely amazing 😌

[@hannahg5216]

Whatever cosmic anomaly created Ethel- thank you.

[@hannahg5216]

The aftermath of abuse and neglect. Neglect.

[@shelzblack488]

Amazingly haunting

[@Kirb171]

I can't tell how much i love this f*®{ng song and how many feelings it convey in me

[@pink_hanna]

my new queen mother 💗💓💗💓

[@gabiepereira.]

♡

[@themilkcartonangel]

omg! where did you find this? ♡

[@capulets]

she posted this demo on tumblr! I think u can also find it on SoundCloud :-)

[@WyseFool74]

This isn't black metal....

[@bellenesatan]

It can be, if you squint your ears and lie to your heart.