This album makes me feel like I am living in the static dark of a sleeping TV, waiting to be woken up so I can be what someone wants me to be, entertaining them and praying I keep their attention until they inevitably switch me off, and I am plunged back into the cold depths of static and drowning in its lonely embrace. I long to be useful again.
@@4myaegetting likes on a youtube comment means absolutely nothing. you gain absolutely nothing from getting a like on a comment. i simply commented on like 3 separate videos because i thought it would be fun in 20 years or so to see people still come back to these songs far past when i experienced them. i don’t know how you have found enough time in your life to be offended by that. enjoy the music, and have a good one.
Sad that my first listen of the album is coming to an end, grateful that I get to live on with it for an eternity. It happened to me. It’s happening to everyone.
Thank you mother I was truly looking for Ethel Cain - Amber Waves (Official Visualizer) today. Life has been rough but I know it can get better with Ethel Cain - Amber Waves (Official Visualizer) in my headphones.
I don’t think I’ve ever had such a guttural reaction to a song before. There’s something about the way it sounds that makes me want to start sobbing. Hayden is so talented
it's here and it's happening to me, you and everybody else. as it's always been happening and will continue to do so for this whole year or another. i love you hayden anhedonia, you.. you are something that's ineffable to describe in words. you're unreal. you're not real to me and when I listen to you, I don't feel real either. it feels like im floating, listening to your music. it's heavenly, psychedelic I just feel so so high. and i find myself being nostalgic and melancholic towards a place somewhere that I've never been, towards a feeling in my heart and soul that I've felt only once or twice but your music helps in its rebirth. thank you, hayden for all these tracks that I so will listen to every day. you're not even going to see this but thank you.
What a way to end an album! While listening to it, I'm doing my homework on migration, and this song, in particular, feels like returning to a place you once knew, but now feels so distant.
Love this song. As I was listening, I peered out my window and caught a little glimpse of life for two birds. They ducked together, flitted about, and perched side by side on this overhang of an apartment building. I think because of that I will associate this beautiful song with me and my mom ❤ thank you for touching me and so many other people with your music.
This song gave me the same feeling as Holy Is the Name at the end of All b-tches die by Lingua Ignota, it also gave me goosebumps, at 2 am on a school night with my headphones on, my room dark, some candles lit and benumbed by all the song prior to this one. I can’t even put it to words. It’s such a marvelous and cathartic song, especially considering my brother is basically giving himself away to smoke and weed. Some of my fav lyrics from you ever. Thank you.
This song makes me ask myself what was it in my life that hurt me the most? Out of everything I need to know. I was so happy to be alive before. Even when bad things would happen it didn’t hurt me at first. I was so much stronger. Something broke me.
This album takes you and drags you by the hair through the darkest places of your mind, and I loved every second of it. I was exploring an abandoned building site while listening to it and everything just felt so right, it was exhilarating. On my way out I noticed a street light flickering to the tempo of Housofpsychoticwomn, and then a neon sign to Onanist. Thank you so much Hayden, I feel like you truly understand me. I feel such a deep connection to the album already.
this entire album reminds me of the ambience of fnaf 1 for whatever reason. Not even in a funny way, in a very familiar but uncomfortable way. In the vein of machines , innocence being subjected to violence, and decay. very creepy. maybe I’m just too high
as someone who has suffered greatly due to my self-afflicted addiction, this song is fucking cathartic. thank you❤️ “is it not fun to feel many other ways what you do is nothing to me is it not fun in the catatonia maybe it’s true you were nothing to me” fuck.
wow, i can't choose which part is my favorite but you have such an angelic and sweet voice that easily captivates me in this enchanting song. it takes me to magical places because of its majestic soundtrack :( i love it.
I had a dream to the demo ver of this abt a group of older teens who were kidnapped as small children and raised in a cult in a house by a man who told them the outside world was evil and eventually he disappeared and they believed smth horrible happened to him and rearranged the hierarchy to replace him and all this abuse happened until they finally found out he just realized what deep shit he was going to be in with the law and abandoned them in cowardice and now they didnt know how to be people and went insane
i have chills all over my body, listening to this album in the dark with only a candle is the best idea i’ve ever had. hayden i’m, again, in awe and amazed by you. it is indeed happening to everybody.
just unbelievable. the full version builds on the demo in the most perfect way. everything she does is magic, and speaks to me like no other. florida forever 🤍
[Intro] Um, I don't know I- I'll take it Um, how much? I would recommend that you take just as much as you need to feel good [Verse 1] Before she leaves Amber waves at me Days go by, time on without me I'll be alright, I'll be alright I take the long way home Shaking the bottle and letting them roll 'Cause the devil I know Is the devil I want Chorus] Is it not fun, oh To feel many other ways? What you do Is nothing to me, to me [Verse 2] I still kick rocks when the walking is good And pretend at the chain link that I am the wood As I'm leaning my head back Saying "Take me, I ain't gonna scream" Yеt here I am empty Watching lovе of mine leave But I'll be alright Me and my amber waves I'll be alright, I'll be alright, I'll be alright [Chorus] Is it not fun, oh To feel many other ways? What you do Is nothing to me Is it not fun, oh In the catatonia Maybe it's true You were nothing to me Outro] I can’t feel anything
thank you for such an incredible experience, ethel. we love you and your art. please keep realising more and more we never will be tired of listening you
So beautiful, and also all the other emotions too! I'm pretty sure the world's largest teapot even got me through a spot there oddly enough. Thank you for the album and all of the other things you do!
Sí está canción hubiera salido en 2019 hubiera Sido una locura, nunca me había sentido tan identificada con las letras de Ethel, escucharla fue una experiencia tan cruda y tan humana wow...
dare i say this is possibly one of the best songs of hayden’s entire discography
dare I say you're correct
+1, this one is really special.
well yes
WHY does this feel like I’m remembering a memory that isn’t even mine? This is a soul experience wtf HAYDEN
GENUINELYYYYY
This album makes me feel like I am living in the static dark of a sleeping TV, waiting to be woken up so I can be what someone wants me to be, entertaining them and praying I keep their attention until they inevitably switch me off, and I am plunged back into the cold depths of static and drowning in its lonely embrace. I long to be useful again.
It’s so David lynch coded
The sky is so much bigger when this song plays
this song is an experience that you just have to let take control
@@ry666n couldn’t be truer
commenting just to flex on the future generations to come, that i was here when ethel cained on us all
okay bot and likes seeker, we see you under every visualizer with the same comment
I'd rather she etheled, but to each his own
@ not a bot but what’s wrong with me commenting this under a couple visualizers? not every. it truly isn’t that serious
@@lisztomaniiac likes seeking aint fun thats all
@@4myaegetting likes on a youtube comment means absolutely nothing. you gain absolutely nothing from getting a like on a comment. i simply commented on like 3 separate videos because i thought it would be fun in 20 years or so to see people still come back to these songs far past when i experienced them. i don’t know how you have found enough time in your life to be offended by that. enjoy the music, and have a good one.
Sad that my first listen of the album is coming to an end, grateful that I get to live on with it for an eternity. It happened to me. It’s happening to everyone.
Thank you mother I was truly looking for Ethel Cain - Amber Waves (Official Visualizer) today. Life has been rough but I know it can get better with Ethel Cain - Amber Waves (Official Visualizer) in my headphones.
Best comment.
The way she sings "Amber Waves at me" is so hauntingly beautiful!!! She sounded like she had lived on earth for a millions of years.
bawled my eyes out from start to finish, you're meant to do this
I don’t think I’ve ever had such a guttural reaction to a song before. There’s something about the way it sounds that makes me want to start sobbing. Hayden is so talented
it's here and it's happening to me, you and everybody else. as it's always been happening and will continue to do so for this whole year or another. i love you hayden anhedonia, you.. you are something that's ineffable to describe in words. you're unreal. you're not real to me and when I listen to you, I don't feel real either. it feels like im floating, listening to your music. it's heavenly, psychedelic I just feel so so high. and i find myself being nostalgic and melancholic towards a place somewhere that I've never been, towards a feeling in my heart and soul that I've felt only once or twice but your music helps in its rebirth. thank you, hayden for all these tracks that I so will listen to every day. you're not even going to see this but thank you.
played block blast while processing this whole album ily hayden
Literally what I’m doing right now omg
this and scrolling through pinterest 😭😭
i played subway surfers and stardew valley during my first listen 😭
I am so seated
laying butterball naked in my bedroom floor in the middle of a snowstorm takes this to a whole new level
Real
This album made me do a journal entry about this great dark, divine theater concept... holy shit the chokehold this woman has on me
Cooool
"Is it not fun to feel many other ways?"
Absolutely beautiful work.
This walking in the fog is so good
the way i can hear the waves crushing, this is high level poetry!
What a way to end an album! While listening to it, I'm doing my homework on migration, and this song, in particular, feels like returning to a place you once knew, but now feels so distant.
I read a letter my mom wrote me to this and I cried. A lot. I don’t know if I would’ve cried as hard without this song.
that ad at the five minute mark hit me like a 40 ton truck
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I was hoping this would come out officially, defo my favourite on the album.
pulldrone is insanely good too, give it a few listens
this and a joint is heaven
i remember hearing this live at summer stage in nyc, so beautiful and hypnotic. so happy for its release
Love this song. As I was listening, I peered out my window and caught a little glimpse of life for two birds. They ducked together, flitted about, and perched side by side on this overhang of an apartment building. I think because of that I will associate this beautiful song with me and my mom ❤ thank you for touching me and so many other people with your music.
I feel like this song makes me want more life. I didnt want this album to end.
this one is so special. feels like finally getting closure from difficult times. thank you 🖤
This song gave me the same feeling as Holy Is the Name at the end of All b-tches die by Lingua Ignota, it also gave me goosebumps, at 2 am on a school night with my headphones on, my room dark, some candles lit and benumbed by all the song prior to this one. I can’t even put it to words. It’s such a marvelous and cathartic song, especially considering my brother is basically giving himself away to smoke and weed. Some of my fav lyrics from you ever. Thank you.
Also, I completely misheard a lyrics the first time, I though it went:”Cause the devil I Know is the devil I owe”
This song makes me ask myself what was it in my life that hurt me the most? Out of everything I need to know. I was so happy to be alive before. Even when bad things would happen it didn’t hurt me at first. I was so much stronger. Something broke me.
This album takes you and drags you by the hair through the darkest places of your mind, and I loved every second of it. I was exploring an abandoned building site while listening to it and everything just felt so right, it was exhilarating. On my way out I noticed a street light flickering to the tempo of Housofpsychoticwomn, and then a neon sign to Onanist. Thank you so much Hayden, I feel like you truly understand me. I feel such a deep connection to the album already.
this entire album reminds me of the ambience of fnaf 1 for whatever reason. Not even in a funny way, in a very familiar but uncomfortable way. In the vein of machines , innocence being subjected to violence, and decay. very creepy. maybe I’m just too high
no youre right though diegetic industrial dark ambience is what will save the world
as someone who has suffered greatly due to my self-afflicted addiction, this song is fucking cathartic. thank you❤️
“is it not fun to feel many other ways
what you do is nothing to me
is it not fun in the catatonia
maybe it’s true
you were nothing to me”
fuck.
“watching love of mine leave but i’ll be alright” I understand, mother...
wow, i can't choose which part is my favorite but you have such an angelic and sweet voice that easily captivates me in this enchanting song. it takes me to magical places because of its majestic soundtrack :( i love it.
Best song on the album, I actually can't, this is so good 😭
At this point, I don’t think I will ever be capable of forgetting Ethel Cain. This experience is beautiful ❤
I had a dream to the demo ver of this abt a group of older teens who were kidnapped as small children and raised in a cult in a house by a man who told them the outside world was evil and eventually he disappeared and they believed smth horrible happened to him and rearranged the hierarchy to replace him and all this abuse happened until they finally found out he just realized what deep shit he was going to be in with the law and abandoned them in cowardice and now they didnt know how to be people and went insane
Please write this, I need a book like this to drown in while Perverts plays on repeat in the background ❤
@Vasaloloa Id like to but i bet you theres already a book like it out there somewhere
@@hc7220 Doesn't mean that other books would have your unique spin on it ♡ It's a really great idea, I really love it ♡
sounds like the movie "the village"
reminded me of i who have never known men, lord of the flies and true detective S3!!
I need some black lace and an oil lamp
i have chills all over my body, listening to this album in the dark with only a candle is the best idea i’ve ever had. hayden i’m, again, in awe and amazed by you. it is indeed happening to everybody.
This song is so genuinely beautiful.
this guitar reminds me of living room by grouper, love love love
Omg yes
i feel like pre made lasagna being heated in the microwave right now
This is the best song in the album. Thank you Hayden
Hayden's talent and way of creating a mood and telling a story through her music is extraordinary and unmatched and this album proves it once more 🖤
i absolutly love this, tomorrow is my 15 birthday and im not even glad, this song just made me look at the wall in silence
Happy birthday! It’s all going to be ok. Ur not alone :)
@@josephd7720 ahw, thank u sm
Happy birthday man! It’s all uphill from here trust me 🫶
She can definitely draw me in! Such great music. Can you keep making me feel what you feel?
I cried 4:43.
I wanna keep this song in my heart till I die.
One of my all time favorite songs by you and Im so so incredibly grateful that youve decided to release it
This feels like an Ambient Black Metal type of release. You're amazing Hayden.
Loved this album, this kind of music lends itself well for offering a borderline movie experience. Really like this.
5:47 holy Jesus I’m acending
This whole album was an experience and i dont know if I'll ever be the same...
I think this may be one of your most impeccable songs to date. Holy shit, well done Miss Cain 🖤
Her voice is so angelic! ✨🪽🪽
the 7:02 - 9:02 stretch hits so hard at the end of this album..
At least that’s a good thing happening to me right now thanks hayden such a masterpiece of an album
just unbelievable. the full version builds on the demo in the most perfect way. everything she does is magic, and speaks to me like no other. florida forever 🤍
what a unique sonic experience. so thankful for these visualizers, too. they help immerse the listener in the music so deeply.
listening to this album and god this has to be my favorite so far. how fucking gorgeous
falling asleep to this just hits different
This album comes at a time I probably needed to hear it most. Pretty sure this will be one I come back to over and over.
it’s happening to all of us, at the same time, all of the time
Girl I'm delirious !
this album made me feel like an alzheimers patient i love it
Please don't speak so lightly of it, it's not anything to make a joke out of.
If you actually knew what it felt like you wouldn't have said that.
god, i love ethel and her fanbase but i forgot she has fans that says bullshit like this sometimes, like did you read what you typed, my god...
@@tourniquet381 exactly, they need to learn when to think twice about the things they say.
No hay mejor forma de describirlo
[Intro]
Um, I don't know
I- I'll take it
Um, how much?
I would recommend that you take just as much as you need to feel good
[Verse 1]
Before she leaves
Amber waves at me
Days go by, time on without me
I'll be alright, I'll be alright
I take the long way home
Shaking the bottle and letting them roll
'Cause the devil I know
Is the devil I want
Chorus]
Is it not fun, oh
To feel many other ways?
What you do
Is nothing to me, to me
[Verse 2]
I still kick rocks when the walking is good
And pretend at the chain link that I am the wood
As I'm leaning my head back
Saying "Take me, I ain't gonna scream"
Yеt here I am empty
Watching lovе of mine leave
But I'll be alright
Me and my amber waves
I'll be alright, I'll be alright, I'll be alright
[Chorus]
Is it not fun, oh
To feel many other ways?
What you do
Is nothing to me
Is it not fun, oh
In the catatonia
Maybe it's true
You were nothing to me
Outro]
I can’t feel anything
WAITING FOR THIS SONG FOR SOOO LONG
commenting to look back when i’m healed from this 😍
3:30 made me ascend when the layered vocals hit
this was beautiful hayden, thank you for the reawakening.
it’s happening to me and to everybody :)
i love amber waves so much
thank you for such an incredible experience, ethel. we love you and your art. please keep realising more and more we never will be tired of listening you
"she was our teacher", said have a nice life, as they pointed their index fingers to hayden
the only spirit I trust for guidance and protection is ethel cain
Im seated with lights off, i really need the whole vibe
genuinely beautiful
thank u mother for releasing an official version of this song
The “crunching” sound in the beginning is so haunting. I’m not sure what it is exactly, but given PD’s story… 😩
So beautiful, and also all the other emotions too! I'm pretty sure the world's largest teapot even got me through a spot there oddly enough. Thank you for the album and all of the other things you do!
This oddly reminds me off lullabies i used to listen to on cds as a little kid
Sí está canción hubiera salido en 2019 hubiera Sido una locura, nunca me había sentido tan identificada con las letras de Ethel, escucharla fue una experiencia tan cruda y tan humana wow...
waves running down my face
I had a religious experience listening to this album late last night making sculptures out of branches and linen thread
Ethel Cain…. The woman you are ❤️
i absolutely loved hearing this live, i can’t wait to listen to the entire album
This song makes me consider starting a journal because the thoughts it invoked are too private to share with even you, dear viewer
This is amazing baby xxx love you and hope you’re safe today and for your future in these increasingly tough times xx
will be playing this one REPEATEDLY during school
i may be sobbing but thank you for this
I Wonder how many tears have been and will be shed to this song
I am so in love with your album Hayden, I'm really proud of your art
Watched the reflecting skin because of this and I liked it, this song is so good
This album was an experienceeee
she is here and its everything i have ever dreamt of
god how i love this song
Oh god this is it. I feel like I'm ascending.
We have been blessed 🙌 ✨️✨️
I'm feeling like I'm being suspended in the air with this song
welcome back softer version on august underground
it has happened to everyone