The TRUTH About My Childhood - Story Time
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- Опубліковано 28 вер 2024
- Lots of people have asked for this video over the past 10 years. I've wanted to make it, as well. But I've tried and tried and never was able to get it done. I finally sat down today determined to film it and here it is. I talk about my childhood and some of the awful things I went through. I talked about my mom and what it was like to live with her. I show you a few good examples of the abuse I was dealing with.
We love who you are Steven
Kenneth Curry taco
Wait is his real name Steven
Yes his name is Steven
I thought his real name was boogie 😂
thank you
The last minute of this video is one of the most touching things a man can possibly ever hear
feelsbadman
Yeah that's fucking brutal, Jesus man, brought me to tears
That was actually the most touching thing i have ever heard
I actually cried. Jesus
Brought me to tears.
This video will help thousands of kids going through the same thing. I don’t come from an abusive home and have never experienced the things you have but I know there are a lot who have. Appreciate your honestly.
MurfsYT13 I'm in my 20s and went through very similar things as a child and teenager and honestly this has made me feel so much better about myself now. I live 45 minutes away from Boogie, we go to the same card shop even and I've talked to him a few times but hearing this from him on here has made me for atleast right now feel like there's more hope for me.
Charlemagne Monroe thanks fantastic. I’m really glad to hear that. People like Boogie are fantastic role models. I’m glad it’s onwards and upwards for you.
you know what helps more? socialism.
MurfsYT13 b
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Any time Boogie says TRUTH - you know it's something other than actual truth.
Yea maybe alot of the shit he told us was just lies!
You lived such a dark childhood, but you emit such a bright light in this world today. You are a magnificent person Boogie and we like you too!
Well said dude
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*Nothing anyone says can possibly take the pain away from such a traumatic life but I (and thousands of others) love you very much, Boogie. Thank you for being open and honest and so full of life. You are an absolute inspiration.*
He most defiitely is.
He really is
Caleb Twombly proceeds to be the abuser lol
He really is I love him he’s my favorite UA-camr honestly
I watched the stream where you told the stories and had constant tears in my eyes. I know you don’t know me and probably won’t read this, but Steven, I’m proud of you! Hopefully sharing this video with the world will help you move even further in life. Most of all I’m happy that you like yourself! You have 10s of thousands of ppl that like & care and respect you! Your honesty someone that makes this crazy world a better place! You have made several of my shitty day’s tolerable and if you can do that for me, I know you have done it for many others. Thanks boogie!
-Your friend Jerry!
You said everything I was feeling!
Noscamaroz28 fuck off
Noscamaroz28 fuck off
Hear hear.
T Zub I don’t have the link... he said that he was going to delete it. It was around 3 maybe 4 weeks ago tho. You can search under videos on his twitch. Don’t be surprised if it’s gone. He didn’t want the haters and trolls to see it before he was ready to make his UA-cam video. Man, I appreciate this guy!
That last 60 seconds is like something out of a movie. You're strong beyond belief.
“I like who I am.” Such a simple and yet such a powerful sentence.
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
"I like who I am."
I don't know why these words, so simple, are so powerful.
Inspector Javert ?
@@inspectorjavert5563 edgy
Steve they say 'The toughest steel is forged in the hottest fire', and you my friend, has been through the fires of hell. Glad to see you slaying those demons. You are an inspiration! Keep on being you!!
The DJ Steve? Who the fuck is Steve
Ababmer Vid that's his real name
Wyatt A i thought it was Angus
they say the burntest cake was burnt in the hottest fire
This guy has extreme developmental problems and isn't even a functional adult
I think what's most triumphant and inspiring is how you have broken the cycle of what seemed to be a generational pattern of abuse. Mental disorders and all, the choices you have made post-childhood have set into motion a new age of understanding and empathy for your future family. And, of course, the friends you've made and will continue to make. You are a treasure to all, and an apt example of the true measure of a man. Peace to you, brother ♥ Keep liking you.
Eh, sorry, but what cycle did he break? Sounds like he lost to the cycle, and the cycle broke him. Pretty sure he doesn't have any generations he's raised in a non abusive household. If he had kids, maybe he would destroy and ruin them? I doubt it, but in his mind he feels that way. Sounds like he was defeated by the abuse.
Caleb Hyles you are spot on
That's so true, he could of easily turned out the same as his mother. Hating himself, hating and blaming everyone around him, but he chose love. He chose to never become what his mother was.
Caleb Hyles - Very well said man
+Giffica Not everyone needs to have kids to have a fulfilling life.
This guy is so nice gets abused yet still loved his mom so much
It's sort of like Stockholm Syndrome
@@sauceyvirg1n910 yes, it is, but not really, they were taught that this was right
If my mom was abusive I would spit on her ashes and dump them in a river. I don’t believe in unconditional nor does anybody, and I’m glad I have a wonderful mother.
@@MrGatsu you dont do that your mom brought you into the world and if she did abuse you god damn still dont do that because then would of turned into your mom your mom made you so respect that if your getting abused and she died you have to he their show her that your having a good life if your mom abused you doesnt mean she doesnt love you what you just said is god damn messed up
It's called being a victim. Defending these abusers despite the fact that they can do no right in a relationship.
Thank you for sharing your story with us. You are incredibly strong, forgiving and have such a big heart. We love you!
Ben Mason man i saw this comment coming from a mike away
You're unbelievably strong man, thank god you survived
Bordan Jelfort lmao un-unbelievably strong
Sandpaper Gaming yeah “un-un”
Double negative = Believeably strong
@@conorosterman7849 right😂 thats what i was thinking when i read that too
Bordan Jelfort the winky face makes it weird
Boogie, you made me appreciate my family a lot more. I love you 💜💙💚💛
John Smith boogie likes everybody else it's me that he hates so much and iam one of his biggest fans I just about watched all of his videos and sometimes he makes me laugh alot and I do like him alot I do want to support him I just trying to figure out what it is I done wrong just don't understand
shamara Calloway What are you talking about?
John Smith I just want to be friends with boogie that's all
This is absolutely one of the most heart-wrenching videos I've ever watched you are an amazing man.
Thanks for liking my comment that means a lot.
This must have been very hard to share. Boogie you are an inspiration, keep going strong and pursuing your dreams.
What an inspiration. If he could go through all that and survive, then there is no excuse for me letting my severe anxiety disorder control me.
Yeah I thought I had it bad....
Yeah, you can do it!
I'm not crying, you are... you should write a book... there's a lot of people going through the same, or similar, thing, and deserve some sort of inspiration, motivation, and help...
Hi I'm Romi not this despicable
He should write a book.
C9 Skadoodle reference caught? But I totally agree too
He said on stream it would take too much out of him emotionally to write a whole book about his abuse. You can tell that even this short video about his abuse was a challenge for him.
I would legit buy the shit out of that book.
Real men cry during the last minute of this video.
Isavirs real men only cry...
When they spill milk. Struggle is real 😩😩
Isavirs
real men only cry when they delete their game saves!!
DoN Mac i deleted my cave story save.
atomyksaturday that sucks
i totally agree.
Really powerful stuff boogie. Thanks for sharing. I've never had to endure the kind of things you have but it helps me understand and relate to hear your story. Peace ❤️
Oh hi dude, i watch your vids
@@cykablyat801 not a good time, mate.
@@real_Donald_Trump What's not a good time?
This video to this day still hits so hard. Especially the ending. I really appreciate you & your vids Boogie never stop being you
Wow, boogie. You did that woman a favor. You made her comfortable when she needed you most. That is the kind of person you are.
Tomis Muska 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓👏😖
Tomis Muska I don’t think I would have been so strong. I’ll never know.
Damn man. “I’m sorry” were my moms last words to me before she died last year as well. My mom didn’t physically abuse me, but she did a lot of reckless/unhealthy living, not listening to her doctors etc, that would make any child worry about their parents. She knew that out of me and my younger brother, I was the worry wart, I was the son that was there with her the countless times she was hospitalized. She end up dying at only 61 from congestive heart failure/COPD
That's rough, sorry to hear that
StephanLamar81 I’m sorry to hear that god bless you
That's acc heart touching
Rip to your mom and God bless
This is so sad 😞 stay strong man
Magical Gamer I didn't expect to see you here. I agree stay strong boogie! 💪
You’re an amazing, strong person, Steve, well done. No matter how harsh your mother was to you, she did the best thing ever; she brought you into the world. God loves you 😘
I tried to not cry through the video (as emotional as it was) but your comment got me. You and all the other top comments here are why i love this community so much. One of the best in my opinion
There ain't no god tho
TheZewMaut
the most original and necessary comment ever conceived.
i wonder if from time you time you enjoy a saliva flavored lollipop or an air scented candle as well?
For real bro. For real, his mom was an evil monster. END OF STORY! Giving birth to him makes up for nothing
@TheZewMaut
DAMN DIDNT TAKE LONG FOR THIS COMMENT TO APPEAR LMAO
religious or not, its a statement of comfort or to say "people are thinking about you" etc etc.
e-fedora
Omg. I was crying at the end of this video. This is so sad no one deserves that treatment. You are a strong person with a good heart and stay happy with your life even if things don’t go right. Remember you have a good and healthy life.
Boogie, as a victim, you will have family members call you a liar and accuse you of making this up. It happens to EVERYONE who dares to speak openly about their abuse. Thank you for sharing this - abusers need to know they will not be protected by their victims and families who care more about keeping secrets than they do about their own children. Tomorrow is a new day...
This man is the most kind hearted man on earth
Your appearance on the podcast was one of the best yet, I love you man
Wow, the ending of this post was very powerful... You see scenes like that in movies, but they can never capture the raw and real emotions of a man genuinely reflecting on a very emotional and pinnacle moment of his life. Thanks for sharing, Boogie.
Holy crap that was hard hitting. And I just finished responding to a comment from a person who claims people like Boogie should simply 'put down the fork and go to the gym' I don't know why I bother engaging them because clearly they would never give 5 minutes of their life to listen to someone else's story to change their perspective.
Howesenberg I mean, abuse or no abuse, putting down the fork and going to the gym isn’t going to hurt them.
Spookish r you that stupid?
Spookish You don’t get it do you ?? Overeating isn’t the root of the problem. Honestly I don’t even know why I’m responding to you, there’s a ton of comments like your already.
Why shouldn't he eat less and be active?
boogie himself dont get angry at those people. he doesnt want his fans defending him to trolls exactly for that reason. dont fight hate with hate
This just makes me so grateful for my upbringing. I always take my parents for granted, and I beat myself up for it. Because I know there are people like Steven, who would've killed to have an upbringing like mine. The fact that he became this successful is incredible and shows that no matter what, you can become successful.
I'm in tears. you blame yourself too much Boogie. Take care
kris korving nice pic
I had tears in my eyes through out this whole video. You must be the strongest and nicest person that I have ever known. This world doesn’t deserve such a great man that always try’s to give back despite the living hell he had to endure. We love you Boogie.
EvilCheeseMoon agreed
The most powerful thing you said was the way you ended the video. Inspirational.
I fucking love this man, i can’t explain how intensely i feel motivated by this mans life and his work. Boogie i hope you become so incredibly healthy and happy that it somehow makes the pain in the past hurt a little less if not altogether. I love you boogie you’re amazing and a hero.
JAL lmao why you hating? you ain’t got shit on him so go be lame somewhere else homie
JAL Yeah, he's ordinary. What you display is the actual toxic masculinity, and the SJW's will be nowhere to be found here; you can get away with that because you believe there will be no repercussions, as you have no actual audience. If nobody knows who you are, I would argue that you are the loser, masquerading with a pseudonym whilst pressuring others with crass insults to hide their emotions. This is a bad idea for anybody. Good luck.
I’ve never cried so hard from a VLOG before you have been through a lot and I’m sorry for what happened to you and what’s happening to millions of others like you, who get raised in abusive family.. it’s the worst kind of abuse because you feel trapped and helpless and that you have no one to protect you. I’m so sorry and I’m so proud of you for sharing your story and encouraging others to do the same and move over their PTSD’s
That was very hard to sit through Boogie, but damn if my heart doesn't go out to you man. I couldn't imagine living through what you did...
VikingFyre 💓💓💓💓💓💓😢
I’m glad you’re so open about this, you’re stronger for it even though it’s caused so much harm, and I idolize that strength.
People who ignore abuse are despicable.
Thank you!
also people who think you're joking and or lying for attention.
@Mariya
Thank you too!
is it bad i read that as despacito....
Abuse was very common back in the late 1900s, so it wasn't seen as much of a severe issue as it now is today.
You have got to be the toughest man I know, god dang.
Great video man. What you did for your mom in her last days just reflects who you are.
Im also from Arkansas and alot of my life mirrors yours in alot of ways. Im pretty much your red headed doppleganger right down to the glasses. Im trying to rebuild my life right now after my mon died recently. I was her care taker for 9 years but i let myself get real big. Now i have almost nothing left, even had to give my dog away. But seeing what have gone through lets me know that the light at the end exists.
This made me cry. I really admire your strength Steven.
Sycth Peninda his name is Francis...
Critical Charger joking right? Its bot Francis XD
no...THIS IS PATRICK
He says steve at the end of the video
The TRUTH About My Childhood - What really happened:
Basically, his mother twitted his tipples, there, there you go, that's all you need to know.
😂
Going through all that and being as great as you are now, I’m proud boogie!
You are strong to the very core definition of the word!! 💪🏽
I can wholeheartedly empathize. I am a product of a verbally, physically, and mentally abusive mother and I can relate to your story time on every level. I was born in the 70's, when parents were ALLOWED to do ANYTHING they could to harm a child. My mother was my abuser and she does not have alcoholism to explain away the abuse, as she did all these abuses from anger and frustration and do not think my mother knew any differently. Mental illness is my thought, as my mother has abandonment issues and other mental health issues, which she has never addressed. I still live with my abuser, with my family, and I have seen her trying to abuse my children, which I stopped before it began. The reason my husband and I came to live in my parents home was necessity of a symbiotic relationship. My father had a stroke after suffering a cerebral aneurysm and I stayed home to take care of my youngest brother, who was born late in my mother's life and I was at the time 14. After extensive rehab my father did recover to about 90% of his ability of cognition and abilities of walking and talking. I left home and then returned home at 20, which to care for both my brother and my father, who needed constant care. I will never regret how my life has been, as any changes would have made me a different person and I love who I am. I wish my mother had admitted that food was another form of abuse, as I too am an a obese person, who was an obese child. My mother has never admitted to the abuse of food or any other abuse she has done to me.. I know at the time you did not want to accept the apology, but I am glad you could and did. I wish I could receive one, as mother is still to this day never given me one and probably never will, not even on her death bed.. Thank you for sharing!
MarkXV You're like what, 11-12 years old? Cause only a tween would think what they have been commenting on these posts, is edgy. More like cringe, but when you hit puberty you may realize that.
Jason Akio No, there is no maybe, that is quite a vindictive mindset.
You're a strong woman, I hope you can find peace and heal on your own.
We like you too, man. Thank you for sharing. I know I’ll never understand what you’ve been through, but if us listening helps then I’m sure we’re all here for you. I am.
this !!
Dont you mean "We love you too, man. Thank you for sharing. I know I’ll never understand what you’ve been through, but if us listening helps then I’m sure we’re all here for you. I am.
Bleepis I’m not sure that it matters
I'm so sorry to hear about this man, I can completely understand where your coming from I grew up in a mentally, physically and emotionally abused house from the age of 6-20. And because of this I now have 2 types of serious eplipesy. But I'm so sorry and sorry I know I'm late on this video.
Is it just me, or is it terrifying that someone like this taught little kids on the daily at school.
Josh Poquette horrifying... Home school doesnt seem too bad right now
Its nothing new. People who like to hurt kids tend to gravitate towards jobs where you work with kids. I remember in kindergarten(actually before it but I dont know what to call it in English) the woman who looked after me and the other kids, she constantly pulled my hair and yelled at me. For shit I didnt do. It seems no teacher or such has ever liked me. I feel like I'm misunderstood. I'm a polite man and kind but my looks I guess give off a vibe that I'm a bad boy or something.
Many people with terrible mental issues and horrible anger will have 2 sides to them; the side that strangers see, when their in a good mood, they want to impress people, etc - and the other side is usually only seen behind closed doors, and taken out on whoever is nearby. My dad was a diagnosed narcissist, and he was known to be very friendly and funny, he got along well with almost everyone, he had friends in every corner of the state, and at home he'd throw things acoss the house and call me and mother worthless pigs. It's not uncommon for monsters to have a 'good' side that they can show everybody and lead a normal life.
Thank you for sharing this.
I'm not crying my eyes are sweating
Im not crying youre crying!
*sniff* I’m not crying I’m just sick. *fake cough*
I’m not crying. I’m just allergic to...uh...pollen
Ok ok im crying
Dokica I’m crying
Forgiveness sets the soul free. You are a strong man inside!
Jordan White so true.
I have had watched several of your videos. The message in this video highlights your personality and steadfast ability to forgive, Steve.
Your teachers lack of awareness and the thought of no one coming to your aid after that car story is infuriating. Reminds me of the adults in Stephen King's 'IT', which is interesting because you mentioned reading Stephen King's 'The Shining' around that time. You really are great dude boogie, love ya man!
Sadly this was the 70's, when it was more common to turn ones head and consider it a "domestic" problem. I'm more thankful now that more people are willing to step in to save kids.
You are an incredible person Boogie. Despite a hard upbringing, you still made something of yourself and you achieved success that most people dream of.
You are incredibly strong and we are all here to support you. Keep doing what you do because you say it makes you happy. Happiness is all that matters 😊😊
All the nice things everyone used to say about this guy aged like milk
All power to you Boogie, huge amounts of love and respect.
We like who you are too.
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I’m sorry boogie. I feel horrible that your mom twitted your tipples
I’m so sorry boogie we all are here for you and love you no matter what
You are such a beautiful human inside and out. It takes a real man to show his emotions and to forgive someone that has given them so much pain. I have so much respect for you, bless you buddy.
Man I am SO SORRY. I can’t fathom this. Words can’t even express how bad I feel that this happens to anyone. And you seem so strong even after such a traumatic life
Great video boogie love you man
I was almost killed at 9 years old. There are alot ot us. My school did what they could in those times. One reason people need to do something is our costs become everyone's cost. Our healthcare needs are much higher. We are less likely to become productive members of society. I'm so sorry. I covered up to, which is why I didn't get more help.
One thing the public is unaware of is many of us knew how CPS works. I knew a girl who reported attempted sexual abuse by her stepfather. He was forced to move out for 2 months then returned to begin his abuse again. We knew we couldn't trust the system. Most of us probably realized the truth, that getting pulled out of our homes might just mean getting abused by strangers rather than family. Sometimes the devil you know seems a safer bet.
I went no contact at 26. My father threatened murder suicide. Not an empty threat, his own father did this. Now my personal belief is he's dead now & will have to face his karma. I'm not as forgiving as you. I needed a clean break & then I started to heal. I do however believe in forgiveness. I rejected it for decades, now it's helping me move on.
Hang in there. I know you're getting attacked over politics. We have your back. Many SJWs, most in my experience, were abused in some way. I knew them well in college. Not that it justifies their actions. It does explain their irrational behavior, which has nothing to do with you. Nothing.
Mountain Mama forgiveness yes, second chance no. its weird how people that abused their kid are still allowed to have kids.
true slav So true. Many believe forgiveness means giving second chances. That's a very bad idea. You forgive in your heart for yourself but go no contact.
I’ve been physically & emotionally abused by my motherhood my whole childhood.
I’ve been: Stabbed, Choked, & Punched on numerous occasions throughout my childhood.
I’ve been emotionally abused by being called a “mistake & I should’ve never been born”, “I’m sexually have a relationship with my father”, “I’ve been molested by my mentors I adore”, “I hope you die in your sleep”, “your a failure & never be anything in life” & so much more.
I feel like an abused dog with ptsd & I hate her so much. I can relate with boogies story. I hope no one EVER goes thru what we do
I can’t understand how your school didn’t do anything
Franny Tapia Thenoux Welcome to public school.
Yeah bro me too it just doesn't make any sense
Those days were different, there was a real mind your own business mentality back in those days in society.
Most teachers will not do anything or just say "get over it."
"Loco Parentus"
I’m sorry you went through that... some people are just unspeakable, but you spoke about them all the same props for your courage. I have some stories myself, nothing like yours but it is always nice to see someone speaking up. It gives me hope that one day I will have that same courage and amend the record myself. I know from my own experience that what you did here was terribly hard, thank you for your courage.
Bro...Write. A. Book.
Your words are so touching and all and I would love to see a book in the stores that say
*author: Boogie2988*
Anyway, I love you man keep up the great work!👍🏻
Ethan Newman, thanks for stealing my name
From his dakr hour video, I heard that he is writing a book
WHY DOESNT THIS HAVE MORE LIKES?!
Would he sign it as Boogie2988 or Steven Williams?
@@tadstrange1465 Steven "Boogie2988" Williams
What? I’m not crying
That’s eye sweat
Totally eye sweat here too.
Ben Isaac he's just sharing his experience. Don't be a dick.
you human or troll??
I was good until he got to his mom's passing. Someone turn off the faucet please.
Ben Isaac You are an idiot.
A kid who gets beaten everyday by his mom became the man who held her hand on her death bed because no matter what that kid that became a man loved her so much. Love you Steve
They should turn your life into a documentary/movie on how parental abuse can crack a person.
The problem is that hollywood would change the story to make it a better movie.
the other problem is its all fake and he is just peddling for more donations.
Vanilla A is that a joke? Boogie definitely isn’t lying.
Vanilla A proof?
I have the opposite story, my mom left with my sister and moved out of state and I never saw them again. I chose to live with my dad because I was so shy I didnt want to make new freinds again. So it was just me and my dad through middle and high school and he was a very big alcoholic. I got beaten but i thought that was normal because that was a part of the "fathers love". I wish I went with my mom and sis but I know from experience how this can go and I can sympathize with you boogie. I still love my dad and he has changed but i think all that made me a little bit stronger as a person in the long run. Wish you well man, you make great videos.
If anything, I will use this video to stay more aware of the children and teens around me. And if I notice anything out of line I will do my best to help. Either thru reporting or personally stepping in.
Yes, thank you Estelle. Be a Hero.
Wow! What a story. Bless you. You are so sincere and honest. It so rare to find people that have the ability to open their soul and be completely naked and honest. Only once in my life did I achieve that.
Damn, my eyes started watering at the end. I can only relate. Forgiveness is something for us to let go off of that energy that sucks the life out of us so instead it can actually give us something. You've become a strong person as thousands of us gamers, misfits and whoever else, who went through similar stuff. And you know what? I pity those who couldn't have gone through bad stuff in life sometimes, it always teaches so many lessons and even though it is painful, I would never be who I am without it and would never learn to live in peace as I do now and actually be grateful for what life offers to me.
From few videos I judged you boogie2988 like a cover of a book, but now I see my mistake. What a beautiful person.
*Hey, we are like lotuses. The biggest, greatest and most colorful lotuses always grow on the dirtiest of swamps.*
If only we all were as forgiving
poop dolla Well, I sure am not as forgiving to my mother as Boogie is to his. Mine's still alive and going into her crazy NPD ways. Refuses therapy ("because she's not crazy, I am"). There isn't one rational bit about her and frankly now that I have a family of my own (and children) I'm just too tired to deal with her BS. The woman denies everything that she has done to me and my sister, never apologized (I'm in my 30s, mind you). I don't see a point in forgiving her, I simply let go off it. Removed her from my life like some nasty disease. No need to forgive when you can just totally ignore the person. The reddit's raised by a narcissist and justNoMiL have been very informative and helpful with it. So as much pious and praised forgiveness is, it definitely isn't the absolutely necessary bit you need to figure out. What needs to be figured out as a recovering victim of abuse is your own life and your own issues, not your abuser's.
Forgiveness is something you feel. It's not something you can just choose to do. Forgiveness comes after processing what happened to you and learning to understand what happened and why it happened. It's great when someone is able to come to that point of peace within themselves and the world, but it isn't something we should expect of or force from others. It's something that either will happen naturally or it won't and either way it is still a valid way of reacting to a situation. If you force someone to forgive someone when they don't actually feel that peace, then all you are doing is making the abuser feel better about what they did while the victim is still suffering and stuffing down their feelings pretending to be forgiving when they don't actually feel that way.
Im very sorry for what happened during ur life. U are a very lucky man to be alive. I could never feel how much pain u went though
I had seen your videos here an there but I had never in a million years could of image that you could have gone thru all of that. You have always seemed like a cool guy, fun, full of life even if you had some stuff to deal with here or there but you always held your head you. I am really wishing that I have your will power to forgive my abuser, my family. You my dear man you have a heart of gold and for that, I thank you even tho people have tried to take that from you they only got to dirty it up so you can clean it right up and make it shine all over again. Steve Thanks you for putting your life out there and just for been yourself. Love you
Steven is amazing he's been through hell and back and still has a smile we love you boogie
I like you too Boogie!
I had no idea that you went through all of that. I'm really sorry you had to go through all that stuff but the youtube vidoes you make always make my smile. Much love man.
I’m a new sudcriber but you were put through so much abuse and still love your mom
Lord only knows what went on in your mothers household when she was a child. Bad parenting is a cycle, children who experience abuse are likely to grow up to be abusive, unless someone breaks the cycle. That’s you Boogie, and you’re incredibly strong for it.
Damn boogie so relatable crazy how pain can make you a better person stay strong bro
Man your a cool dude just don’t let. People bring you down and try to forgive your mom
I’ve just come across your channel for the first time thanks to your features on Ethan and Hilas podcast! This is the first vid of yours I’ve watched and boy you brought me to tears! You have so much to be proud of. Sounds like you’ve worked through a lot in the last 10 years. Good on you man
I've had similar experiences, my mother, she used to get drunk, very bad on most nights, she would swing for me and I would defend myself and hit back, used to call me 'coward' for getting away from her hits, used to call me 'woman beater' for defending myself, called the police on me once, managed to get away before they came, I ran away to my aunts, I stayed there until I was 18 and I moved out, have a lovely family, 2 kids and a wife, gonna try to be the best father I can be
Dude awesome!!! You sound like a great father.
@@onsightiskanyesbestsong4150 Yeah, I'm just trying to raise my kids the way my father should've raised me, but considering he ran away when I was 2, I never got that opportunity to grow.
Ultimate Russianman my mom was horrible like this for a while. Until she found the power of god she became one of the most caring people in my life. Before she would threaten to turn on the stove and put my ear on it and burn it. Or she would threaten to leave me on the side of the road and not comeback. But i just found out a day or two ago, it was before i could remember she caused so much damage to my dads house brought random people over to destroy it. Finally they got a divorce but she made him get two jobs so he could afford the child support but one day he went over and knocked on the door and my little sister said she would get the door but my mom told her not too. And he got her to cancel the child support. I moved with him and now we have a great house and everything i could have asked for and my mom is living a better life, side note we didnt have much at my moms. Ever since she found god and got a better mental state she has been getting a better income and having more things for my sisters. And thats why i thank my mom, my father, and god.
@C B Familylife Nah dude, I just don't talk to her anymore.
OMG thats your mother im so sorry i dont know what to say
Thank you for making yourself this vulnerable to us. That takes strength. Keep pushing forward Boogie. Clearly, our past does not have to doom our future. You came out of all of that and are now a light for so many of us. Thanks again.
White Oni 💓💓💓
i wouldnt say vulnerable in that context, i would say opened up. but i agree
Aw that’s terrible😥 I would never be able to forgive my mom if she treated me like that! That’s a sign of a strong personality, it’s to be respected!!!
It doesnt matter, you should always forgive loved ones or family, even if you were abused physically or verbally by them, at the same time, you're only going to have a better life giving those who have hurt you a second chance
FNTM tylulFN No not Necessarily, You don’t abuse your children or any loved ones it’s common sense, and you’re a horrible person if you do, you can’t really argue that either. Some things just can’t be forgiven
FNTM tylulFN why should you forgive them if they’re only going to be manipulative and do it all over again. That doesn’t sound like a better life to me. Again, the abuse should’ve never happened in the first place. So if anyone who has ripped me to shreds mentally and physically and has ruined my life, wants my forgiveness, That’s they’re issue🤷♀️
@@aimeegelineau2451 Yes that may be there issue but at the same time they're your parents, and the only way your going to have a better life is forgiving people, and if you don't forgive them, then you'll never get over them or that abuse, so that's why boogie forgave his mom, to forget about the past and look towards the future's
Amy Marie If my mom treated me like that. I personally would’ve spit on her grave and vandalize it the day she died. I don’t know but this gentle giant either is the most patient man in the world, or he put it behind him.
Boogie's words are touching, his story is heartbreaking and his attitude on life is uplifting.
Bronzewarrior bet you didn't think I could masterbate to this huh ?
thank you waluigi
i agree with this comment fully but the profile picture is a little bit off putting
w m and your clearly seeking attention
I am starting to think that Boogie is a master-manipulator. He is sociopathic in my opinion, I have no idea how much of what he is saying is true.
You are the sweetest man alive
Katzun yes hi katzo
Hi I love your vids
Hey katzun didn’t know u watched boogie 😛 love ur vids too :))
You are goddamn right
Hi
The ending gets me crying every time
Bruh, you need to become an author
He'll be like Dave Pelzer if he also did memoirs about his life.
What kind of author ?
Dave Pelzer was the kind of author who writes memoirs about his life. His first one (the one that schools usually have kids read) was "A Child Called it" which was about his extremely abusive childhood.
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Dude, that last 2 mins, damn. I know she's your mom but I could never forgive someone for doing that to me. Props to you for having such a positive and forgiving heart
Me to man. I feel bad for him. No one could be mad at this guy for cheating on his wife and the cam girls he paid for sex. He's a fucking hero. Did you see the puss he's been slaying?
Forgiveness isn't for the other person, it's for you. If you don't forgive, you carry that with you. The other person isn't affected by your lack of forgiveness, other than they can't control you anymore. I had a lesser experience than Boogie did, but at 24 I finally forgave my parents and I have felt so much lighter since then. They don't know I forgave them because it was for me and myself only. I occasionally speak to them and I willingly spend time with them during the holidays when the rest of our extended family is there because they can't make me feel bad and my extended family is incredible. But yeah, rambling. Forgiveness is for your own mental health.
@@julknowl thanks for the common sense, really! Hopefully most ppl can truly understand what you said.
Too bad some of us can't forgive & mend ourselves 100% though... Because, in the end, I guess that's what you have to do to be able to forgive others.
Personally, I'm unhappy just because I am a human😑 not sure if there's any hope for me, even if I never went through something especially bad/extreme (I always try to learn through others' mistakes and experiences anyway, doesn't have to happen to me - though that would make matters more difficult, obviously). My own parents helped me see how much better I am than them, in that I'm not as petty or immature, but also how powerless in front of their ego. As much as I despise cynicism and nihilism, their (and almost everyone else's) selfishness, stubbornness, short-sightedness, etc. have made me slightly -well, I control it- cynical myself... I can hardly trust humans in general (but that's a lesson to be learned anyway, humans suck, generally speaking). It's funny in what ways your parents shape you and how they can make you feel guilty of certain things even when you know you aren't guilty and it's their fault. Perhaps that's why I can't forgive them completely. In conjunction with the fact that I still live with one of them, lol - how can you move on when situation stays more or less the same?
But, I'll have to be more thorough than this and see a therapist about it😅
Either way, I *love* this kind of videos, about psychology, depression, traumas, etc., and the comments you can find under them! I used to chat a lot about such matters, so it's kinda nostalgic as well to me, not just therapeutic.
@Eduardo Palma are you dumb?
Thanks for sharing. We love ya boogie. 👊
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ok i wanna seem deep: " power is to have every right, posision and reason to do something wrong, but don't"
Yes he is the best 😄
I have a good feeling that most of the abuse he describes in his life was made up for the purpose of gathering sympathy
Had my brother on in a recent video to confirm it.
@@boogie2988 just retire man It's over
@@boogie2988 complete piece of shit, your career is over. all this was fake too
@@boogie2988 u are a liar
@@boogie2988Hey man, whatever you were implying on the podcast, go through with it.
I was never abused, and I grew up with a fantastic mother and father. I didn’t know I needed a video like this. It’s helped me appreciate how I came to be and what they gave up to better my life. I may have no had your horrific life, but hearing about it has made me appreciate mine. Thanks boogs. You’re a hero.
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Thank you. It's so painful coming from an abusive home, then seeing people show no appreciation for how great their parents are because of a few imperfections. It's so painful seeing people act like what their parents do is the bare minimum and they want more. I have no doubt your parents have flaws, but they're doing their best. So make sure they remember that. Make sure they KNOW you appreciate all they've done for you.
Those last 20 seconds made me tear up for real
John Paul Oh same here.
Me too
Same here. Btw Go Jags
Same.
Ditto, that was so kind of Steven to tell his mom that before she died, dudes heart runs deep.
Wow, man. This is one of the most abusive stories I have ever heard. but strangely I would want to know more. I also want to know what are your best memories of your mother