Back on 74/Message In a Bottle Retake (one video) should definitely be your palette cleanser after this!! I think it’s impossible not to smile watching that one! 😁🥰🫶
Holy shit! I've only just found your channel and as my last comment I made, I have another one for you😉 Bare with me! There was a little part of me on the last reaction where I said to myself, 'i wonder if she is in recovery' How bizarre I then listen to this reaction! I've never met you, am unlikely to ever meet you, but yet you are now my recovery sister, forever! Then the father passing comment, your parents lengthy marriage, just wow, we share so so many similar things it's quite spooky, near Halloween too😂 seriously though, I agree with your mum, you my friend are unbelievably strong. I know what it takes to escape your addictions and you're past, and I am so very happy I found your channel. It's like a bedtime story for this recovering addict to listen to you, trust me when I say, you are therepeutic to me more than you will ever know. Love sent and god bless❤
@@JusticeJunkies1 Yes, enough tears of sadness for now, go listen to Losing It by Ren and Little Girl Gone (Official Music Video version) by Chinchilla, as those two vids will make you smile, I promise.
You need to react to a happier Ren song next. I suggest: "Back on 74" or "Losing It" or "Power" ... those are a whole new aspect of Ren you haven't seen yet. stay strong ... much love ♥!
Jason, your words touched my soul and I deeply appreciate you taking the time out to be so loving and compassionate. Bless you. You're always welcome here my friend 🥹🩷🙏🩷
@@jenniferboedeker2511 you're a beautiful soul Jennifer. Thank you for taking the time out to write something so lovely. You don't know how much hearing something so kind means to me. You're always welcome here my friend 🥹🩷🙏🩷
When you go to a restaurant, first check the reviews. If the reviews are good you can safely go there. I have requested so many songs. To me it doesn't matter wich one you choose to do first. All the songs are great.
PAUL! I just tried to upload my Linkin Park reaction which I see there are others who have reacted to Linkin Park but they didn't just give me a copyright warning they tried to give me a channel strike if I didn't remove it. I'm gonna see if I can tweak it or something to make it ok but it makes zero sense and I'm working on it buddy. I gotta react to something else today but I promise you I'll be working on it to make it okay for UA-cam. Makes literally zero sense, others have reacted to it, but they tried to give my channel a strike so I'm gonna be working on it buddy 😥
Chinchilla's song "Fingers" is about an abusive relationship she was in. It's a powerful song. If you check it out watch the live version. It's labeled Chinchilla Live on HungerTV
omg |I just want u to know U| U U have saved me I have been a renagade for years u spoke to me like no other thank u will be rewarded on the other side xxxx.
@@AnthonyScott-n4c ANTHONY!!! OHHHH MY HEART 🩷🥹🙏🩷 You have just made my whole day my friend. Smiling from ear to ear. That means SO MUCH to me and you are definitely part of the SamFam now buddy 🥹
Another heartfelt, perceptive and moving Ren reaction, thanks for sharing, and thanks for being you. It's truly a joy watching you get better and better at this, more and more comfortable and confident expressing your feelings, story, thoughts, sharing your true, lovely, brave, powerful self. You really hit me deep talking about self forgiveness, the struggle of learning how to stop blaming and punishing oneself... It's something I have said to others who were/are suffering like that, including just the other day: The world needs good-hearted people like you, and it needs you to be ok. It's not your job to judge and punish yourself, the world/certain people/life will try to throw more of that BS at you than you deserve anyway, your job is to find ways to forgive yourself, look after and care for yourself, heal, grow, strive to be more and more your true, loving, compassionate, whole self. Then you'll have the best chance to be there for the people you love and care about with the love, support, strength, peace and joy they need and deserve, that you want for them... (etc, -I do drone on sometimes lol). BUT apparently I'm pretty crap at taking my own advice. Hearing you talk about it, I suddenly felt like you were talking to me, and I really heard you, really felt it, and suddenly realised I really don't feel worthy of happiness at all, haven't for a very long time. I've been doing what I tell other people not to do: punishing myself, carrying guilt, sorrow, hurt and shame from things I'd tell anyone else weren't their fault or burden to carry, and for so long I almost forgot it wasn't just part of me... Wow, you made me cry, AGAIN.. Can't say the burden is magically lifted, but I can kinda feel the shape of it, and I feel a little lighter, and that's a good start, a shimmering spark of hope... I feel so grateful and blessed right now, and so stupid and clumsy with words that I can't thank you properly. Sorry for such a long, self indulgent ramble, I really just wanted to say thank you so much, please be as kind as you possibly can to yourself, the world is a richer, brighter, more lovely place with your shiny sparkle in it. ❤❤🩹❤
You are phenomenal and thank you with all my heart for taking the time out to write such a well thought out and loving comment. The inspiration you guys give me to continue this journey is incredible and it means the world to me. You are amazing and you are ALWAYS ALWAYS part of this family my friend 🥹🙏🩷 Bless you!
@@JusticeJunkies1 Seriously, you've inspired me, your courage gave me courage, and I faced contemplating a couple of the sad things I'd locked away, had a little cry, actually did let go of some of it, then spent a couple of hours doing some VERY overdue housework while 'dancing' (bouncing? stampeding?) around the house to banging techno music and an amazing Russian folk/rock band called Otava Yo. With the right music, even scrubbing filth and grime can be almost FUN! My insides feel like something good might be hiding just around the corner, like that song from West Side Story... Hey, I do think you must be due for some fun Ren, maybe something a bit cheeky like 'Uninvited' maybe? It has zero 'bad' language but it IS kinda naughty, in an upbeat lighthearted way that had me singing along to it twice while taming scary pans and grisly plates... Thanks again! I'm sending much love and my heathen but heartfelt version of prayers for you and your loved ones. ❤
Trust me when i say this. You never need to apologize for giving parts of your story. That's the main reason i subbed to you. Again, i thank you for being so vulnerable.
Thank you so much that really means the world to not be judged for being vulnerable and open. It makes all of this so worth while and I always appreciate reading your comments. They're so loving and comforting. I really appreciate that my friend 🩷🙏🩷
Thank you for everything you said. Dealing with my ex still. Was arrested and released again. I think it’s supposed to be in court mid December. I am living in so much fear and anxiety. I have to remind myself every day many times a day. Thank you. You are a beautiful soul peace and love
It is so beautiful to see how you receive music. You are really feeling music. That and a lot of other things make me love watchin' your reactions. You are such a honest and beautiful person. You help a lot of people by being yourself in these reactions. About the song...those 2 sync up so well. How to be me live is also awesome. And speaking off beautiful voices..... Can i get a member request when you find time? Mine would be Paolo Nutini - Iron Sky (live version Abbey Road) My daughters name is Skylar and she always says; why is my name (Sky) in so many songs 😂😂😂 Because the Sky is beautiful and full of endless opportunities ❤
YES YOU CAN GET A MEMBER REQUEST BESTIE!! OF COURSE!! Your comments literally always make my day. It was unbelievably heartbreaking and heartwarming all at the same time. And yes that one will be done ASAP and you are a beautiful person my friend. I am so blessed to have met such a kind soul like you. 🩷🙏🩷🥹
Thanks for sharing your story with us. If you want to listen to Chinchilla fighting back against mistreatment, I'd suggest Fingers live, Little Girl Gone, Cut You Off, or 1:5
That sounds amazing and I can't wait to do those. Ren and Chinchilla are unbelievable and that is the rabbit hole I'm happy to jump down 😂 Thank you so much my friend I definitely will do that! 🩷🙏🩷
Bless you, you need to see more uplifting Ren songs, can I suggest with "Loosing it - Fisher Rap Retake", "What you want" , "Uninvited", "Bittersweet Symphony - Video (he does a great live version but this vid has a cracking beat) - which I think may of been mentioned. Just my suggestions..
I need to check those out! I'm so ready for UPLIFTING my friend. Thank you for your kindness and compassion. You don't know how much that means and you are always welcome here my friend. 🥹🙏🩷
@@JusticeJunkies1 Yeh lets go, lets get you some fun in your life.. Just a starter "What do you call a deer with no eyes? No idea!", but wait I have a follow up, "What do you call a deer with no eyes or legs? Still No idea!" 😂
This song reaches so many people who have been through this. So many who have found their voice through its words and melody. I thought you would find it to have a strong message, even without knowing your own history on this subject, because so many have walked this path. Even among those who have not walked the path themselves, there is nobody who has not had friends describe or seen them live this.
I agree with everyone suggesting some Fun Ren. Definitely check out The Big Push, their great, also get on the Ren rapping train, The Hunger Losing it are very easy subject matter. Great reaction, Sam. Sending hugs and prayers from the UK. 🇬🇧🏴🇬🇧😁👍❤️🇺🇲
Oh you have jumped in with two feet into the world of Ren Samantha, I think many of us who have become fans of Ren have resonated with the struggles he describes in Chalk Outlines. For myself I did my damedest to not go down the path of medication for treatment of psychological issues. I was too aware that I would end up feeling like a shell of myself in the end.... 'in a floating chalk outline' of myself. Existing but not really living. Ren also worked with Chinchilla on another amazing track 'How to Be Me'. Chinchilla is an amazing artist in her own right and worth exploring. I definitely agree that Back on 74/Message In a Bottle Retake should be one to check out perhaps next, shows a little bit of a different side to Ren and also highlights some other strings in his musical and artistic bow. His cover of An Englishman in New York by The Police that Ren did with his band at the time The Big Push is another hidden gem. Glad you are enjoying the Ren experience my friend.
I'm so freaking proud that you are here. So many don't have the fighter spirit you have and I'm blessed to know you friend. Those sound like incredible suggestions and I'm super excited to get to them. So happy you're here 🥹🩷🙏🩷
@@JusticeJunkies1 I have to say recounting your own story gives a lot more depth to your reaction. Confronting our own personal demons, which we all do have is hard. Having the courage to share them in a public place like this even in the noble endeavour to help encourage others.... that's harder. Oh an as for Daisy aka Chinchilla..... Little Girl Gone, Fingers and her busking with Ren performing Sexual Healing by Marvin Gaye are personal favourites.
Being your true, authentic, self is the most precious gift you can ever share with another person. So, thank you for your honesty and generosity. As a survivor of childhood SA I completely understand... It kept resurfacing, and I got to the point where I hadn't left the house in over 5 years. But little by little, bit by bit... y'know? You got this! And the Renegades have got you! So, big hugs babe, stay amazing! Much love to you from all the renegades. We're all one big messy beautiful family o/ o/ o/ o/ o/ +1 sub and ringing that bell like a maniac : )
You are a sweetheart Gary. Thank you so much for taking the time to write such a thoughtful and loving comment and I am SO SORRY you ever experienced that kind of abuse. I'm so glad you are beyond that now because you really are such a lovely person and your comment really touched my heart my friend 🥹 you are always welcome here. Always 🥹🙏🩷
Oh how I love your reactions. So deep and so pure. That's why I come here. To see your lovely face and hear your empowering messages. Absolutely beautiful. ❤
I love how you are able to bare your soul. Whether it's bravery, or simply that you have come to a place where you can accept that you a story to tell that is worth telling, I don't know. But I admire you so much. You are a survivor and you are a warrior ❤️
Geof thank you so much. You don't know how much that means and hearing from kind people such as yourself makes it all worth while. It means the world my friend 🥹🩷🙏🩷
P.S. : Chinchilla is absolute fire. I hope you do more from her! My top 3 picks from her do come with a trigger warning, given your past: 1) "Fingers (live for hunger tv)" 2) "1:5 (live)" and 3)"Little girl gone"
❤ thank you again for your story and for been open and true. I'm 13 years clean from the needle and the dreaded H. However I'm still struggling with alcohol and trying everday to fight these demons, watching people like you and Ren been open and honest makes that fight a little easier each and every day. Thank you from the bottom of my heart ❤
Can I start by saying thank you I watch many reactors and everyone listening to this song go's on and on about there voices your is the first I have seen that talks about the subject at the heart of the song I myself have been battling with suicide for many years and not talked to anybody about it.was at a event at the weekend and had a heated discussion with a drunk who wife had left him and he wants to die stop drinking you may get your wife back was basically my advise to him but I told him about myself with the battle my son lost his this year and I am now worried some people over heard what I was saying and am now scared that night I started walking and ended up more then 5 miles away. Sorry for the long post I ❤️ you reaction just had to say that
Peter that means so much to me and I too struggled with suicide for many years so I know what you're going through. It will ALWAYS get better love. And I am so sorry about your son. I have 2 and I can't even begin to imagine. Just know you're here for a purpose. If there wasn't a purpose you would not be here so you add so much value to the world by just being here my friend. If you ever need help or are struggling reach out and I'll always be here. You're awesome and you're always always always welcome here my friend 🩷🙏🩷🥹
@JusticeJunkies1 when my son passed all I did was listen to a song by rens band the big push the song is called precious one of the most beautiful songs ever written by ren you should have a listen to it sometime and you will see what I mean ❤️ 💙 💜 💖 💗 💘
Ren is a master of the lyrics, the feels, the instruments, the story-telling, the one-takes, the theatrics, and the humanity. He has so many more sides to his music but they're all good. I've never been addicted to drugs or alcohol so I can't know how you feel, BUT you know how you feel and those feelings have a purpose and are meaningful. God has big plans for you! He forgives everything we've ever done as long as we take it to him so we no longer need to beat ourselves up over our short-comings. We all have'em. Great song, great reaction, and great message. These videos seem to be somewhat cathartic for you and I'm happy for you if that's the case because it means you're taking step after step in the right direction in life. Bless you child!!
BLESS YOU! OHHHH you're such a sweetheart and yes they are definitely cathartic for me. Hearing from lovely people like yourself is also very cathartic. It means the world to me to hear your compassionate words and I thank you for them my friend. He is an amazing artist and he absolutely blows my mind 🩷🙏🩷
Tough to see these heavier songs weigh on you like this, but i admire how you handle and embrace it. All those times you feel scared and weak, just know you show so much strength here i. These reactions and hopefully find solice in communicating and sharing your story with this community you've built. Can be tough to put yourself out there like that but at least looks like it seems somewhat therapeutic for you. Even though its just online, i hope you feel like you have people willing to listen and help you heal as you take this journey. Wishing you the best! Thank you for sharing you!
Thank you for your reaction and heartfelt emotions. Without a doubt both Ren and Chinchilla are artists that are able to invoke those emotions and really connect with their songs
Sam...you are so captivating in the best ways. What an amazing song. What an amazing young lady. You really are something so real and so special Samantha. My favorite reactor on here by far. ❤
58 and I grew up in an extremely violent house 🏠. It does get easier to deal with. I too had a needle habit and what was in it. Jesus is the way 🙌 the truth and the light 🙏 ✨️. Thriving is right ✅️. You are doing something important. The native Americans do it after battle.. they have a pow wow. A problem shared is a problem halved ❤
Oh Jeff thank you. Thank you so much for your kind words. They mean so much to me. I am SO DAMN PROUD OF YOU and you are always welcome here my friend 🥹🙏🩷
Ren is unbelievably gifted, he’s such an intelligent writer and performer. His songs have so much meaning and his voice is outstanding. Keep your inspirational and creative work coming Ren you mean a lot to many people and our ongoing struggles…
You have seen the darkness now enjoy the light that you have been given! I truly hope your husband is the kind man that you deserve. My wife is my rock and I am thankful every day for her being a part of my life! As always be peace Sam!
Your wife sounds like an amazing woman and I'm so glad you have that my friend! That's my husband. He is my rock too so I totally relate and couldn't be happier to have you here! 🥹🩷🙏🩷
Thank you, dear, for your honest and beautiful words. You're such a hero that got through it all. Love to you! Rage and contempt to the world that let's people get caught in substances, legal or illegal. Warm thoughts to you and your loved ones!
I always relate the chalk outlines to how it feels when you are feeling completely empty, like derealisation and depersonalisation. I often feel like I don’t know who I am or what is real. Like I am just a chalk outline.
You are such a sweetheart. It means so much to get such beautiful comments from you. They make me smile and pick me up my fellow RENegade. All my love! 🥹🙏🩷🙏
the abuse you went trough is something i cant imagine you went trough physical and mental abuse at the same time atleast my abuse was only mental. mental abuse does hurt alot also especially if its your father.
Yeah, I agree with the others- time for a light hearted song - maybe Bongo Bong or Praise You by a band he was in called The Big Push. I do really like his heavy songs too though- very relatable.
@@globally123 oh man that is so sweet thank you so much 🥹 I'll be honest, I was really scared to put my experiences out there because the 1st time I posted anything about it I had SO MANY COMMENTS telling me that I deserved it, I must have done something to provoke it, I'm a liar, so on and so on but I made sure this time to post some of my evidence so people would understand it was something I really went through. The difference between then and now is incredible and I can't thank y'all enough for the love and support. It means the world my friend and you are always welcome here 🥹🩷🙏🩷
@@globally123 well I guess I posted more evidence on the "Tale of Jenny and Screech" but if you check that one out it has so much of what I went through and I appreciate the love and support 🥹🩷🙏
Sober 22 yrs and I’m 54 now. I was the king of relapsing. Took me 20 years to get it. God led me to AA …..AA led me to God. I didn’t even ask He just had enough of my BS. I guess. I’m a REN-egade going on 3 years now. RENs music has saved me a thousand times over. God gave me REN when I needed it the most. He’s an undercover agent for God in my opinion.
I wouldn't doubt that at all my friend. God uses people as tools for his messages and Ren is definitely bringing awareness to this extremely difficult topic. You're awesome. 🙏🩷
So beautiful my little girl. You are the strongest woman I know Samantha. Your mom loves you.
@@Iris-i9i I love you so much mama.
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@@Iris-i9i it warms my heart each time i see your comment 🫶🏻
Good to see you support Sam with her youtube quest! 👏🏻
You guys are so amazing. I'm so lucky to have such incredible viewers man. 🥹🙏🩷
You´re so brave. I´m sure your story/strength does wonders for others, thank you for that. Ren ´lifts´ people, you do too.
@@kv4320 it is so beautiful what he can do to a person's soul. 🥹🩷🙏 You're awesome
Power is a great song from Ren ❤
I definitely think you will like chinchilla music, shes very empowering for woman, listen to Fingers live. ❤
I'll have to check that out Mario, thank you 🥹🩷🙏
Back on 74/Message In a Bottle Retake (one video) should definitely be your palette cleanser after this!! I think it’s impossible not to smile watching that one! 😁🥰🫶
@@SonoraLovesMusic it is a BEAUTIFUL song and I'm so blessed to have heard it. Thank you my friend! You're always welcome here 🥹🩷🙏🩷
Holy shit! I've only just found your channel and as my last comment I made, I have another one for you😉 Bare with me! There was a little part of me on the last reaction where I said to myself, 'i wonder if she is in recovery' How bizarre I then listen to this reaction! I've never met you, am unlikely to ever meet you, but yet you are now my recovery sister, forever! Then the father passing comment, your parents lengthy marriage, just wow, we share so so many similar things it's quite spooky, near Halloween too😂 seriously though, I agree with your mum, you my friend are unbelievably strong. I know what it takes to escape your addictions and you're past, and I am so very happy I found your channel. It's like a bedtime story for this recovering addict to listen to you, trust me when I say, you are therepeutic to me more than you will ever know. Love sent and god bless❤
After 3 emotional videos, you need a fun one. Losin' It and What You Want are good choices.
THAT SOUNDS AWESOME! 😂 I'm sick of crying too 😂 this was absolutely beautiful but YES the next one will be happy my friend! 🩷🙏🩷
or the love music parts
Yup. This is the way.
@@JusticeJunkies1 Yes, enough tears of sadness for now, go listen to Losing It by Ren and Little Girl Gone (Official Music Video version) by Chinchilla, as those two vids will make you smile, I promise.
or Ren - Power
It's when we realize that we're not alone that we can begin to lift each other up.
AMEN my friend 🥹🩷🙏 Amen to that.
You need to react to a happier Ren song next. I suggest: "Back on 74" or "Losing It" or "Power" ... those are a whole new aspect of Ren you haven't seen yet. stay strong ... much love
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Thank you so much that sounds like a much better idea. Thank you Ken 🙂🩷🙏
Your a sweet soul 🙏🏻 You want to forget the pain, but it also can help you through painful times ❤❤❤❤❤❤👍🏻
Jason, your words touched my soul and I deeply appreciate you taking the time out to be so loving and compassionate. Bless you. You're always welcome here my friend 🥹🩷🙏🩷
You are an amazing human being. Thanks for being brave enough to share your story.
Thank you beyond words Michael. You're such a kind person and I'm so grateful for your kindness and compassionate nature. It means the world 🥹🙏🩷
Chinchilla is a powerhouse of women's empowerment. I hope you react to some of her music too!
@@jenniferboedeker2511 oh I will Jennifer she is INCREDIBLE! THAT VOICE 😇😇😇 truly angelic. 🩷🩷🩷
Oh, Chinchilla is FIERCE! You're going to absolutely adore her!
... she's my spirit animal ; ))))))))
The way you connect with Ren's music is beautiful. Thank you for sharing YOU with us. We're crying too!
@@jenniferboedeker2511 you're a beautiful soul Jennifer. Thank you for taking the time out to write something so lovely. You don't know how much hearing something so kind means to me. You're always welcome here my friend 🥹🩷🙏🩷
This song is what got me hooked to his music. It’s a gem.
He is a gem. I'm SO LUCKY you guys recommended him and her. They are absolutely amazing!
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If you want more Chinchilla I think you would love her 1:5 (the live version)
I'd love to check that out Stefan! She is incredible.
Stay strong. En keep your mind positive.
Thank you so much Richard that is so kind of you and you are always welcome here. 🥹🙏🩷
When you go to a restaurant, first check the reviews. If the reviews are good you can safely go there.
I have requested so many songs. To me it doesn't matter wich one you choose to do first. All the songs are great.
Sounds amazing Paul. I'm doing one for you tomorrow and one for another member Michael today. Y'all always give me awesome suggestions 🩷😊🩷
PAUL! I just tried to upload my Linkin Park reaction which I see there are others who have reacted to Linkin Park but they didn't just give me a copyright warning they tried to give me a channel strike if I didn't remove it. I'm gonna see if I can tweak it or something to make it ok but it makes zero sense and I'm working on it buddy. I gotta react to something else today but I promise you I'll be working on it to make it okay for UA-cam. Makes literally zero sense, others have reacted to it, but they tried to give my channel a strike so I'm gonna be working on it buddy 😥
Chinchilla's song "Fingers" is about an abusive relationship she was in. It's a powerful song. If you check it out watch the live version. It's labeled Chinchilla Live on HungerTV
That sounds amazing. You guys never steer me wrong and I'm so excited to explore more of the both of them. On the list it goes my friend 🩷🙏🩷
omg |I just want u to know U| U U have saved me I have been a renagade for years u spoke to me like no other thank u will be rewarded on the other side xxxx.
@@AnthonyScott-n4c ANTHONY!!! OHHHH MY HEART 🩷🥹🙏🩷 You have just made my whole day my friend. Smiling from ear to ear. That means SO MUCH to me and you are definitely part of the SamFam now buddy 🥹
One soul saved thank you xxxxxxxxx
@@AnthonyScott-n4c oh Anthony Bless you my friend! You are always welcome here 🥹🩷🙏
Another heartfelt, perceptive and moving Ren reaction, thanks for sharing, and thanks for being you. It's truly a joy watching you get better and better at this, more and more comfortable and confident expressing your feelings, story, thoughts, sharing your true, lovely, brave, powerful self.
You really hit me deep talking about self forgiveness, the struggle of learning how to stop blaming and punishing oneself... It's something I have said to others who were/are suffering like that, including just the other day: The world needs good-hearted people like you, and it needs you to be ok. It's not your job to judge and punish yourself, the world/certain people/life will try to throw more of that BS at you than you deserve anyway, your job is to find ways to forgive yourself, look after and care for yourself, heal, grow, strive to be more and more your true, loving, compassionate, whole self. Then you'll have the best chance to be there for the people you love and care about with the love, support, strength, peace and joy they need and deserve, that you want for them... (etc, -I do drone on sometimes lol).
BUT apparently I'm pretty crap at taking my own advice.
Hearing you talk about it, I suddenly felt like you were talking to me, and I really heard you, really felt it, and suddenly realised I really don't feel worthy of happiness at all, haven't for a very long time. I've been doing what I tell other people not to do: punishing myself, carrying guilt, sorrow, hurt and shame from things I'd tell anyone else weren't their fault or burden to carry, and for so long I almost forgot it wasn't just part of me...
Wow, you made me cry, AGAIN.. Can't say the burden is magically lifted, but I can kinda feel the shape of it, and I feel a little lighter, and that's a good start, a shimmering spark of hope...
I feel so grateful and blessed right now, and so stupid and clumsy with words that I can't thank you properly. Sorry for such a long, self indulgent ramble, I really just wanted to say thank you so much, please be as kind as you possibly can to yourself, the world is a richer, brighter, more lovely place with your shiny sparkle in it.
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You are phenomenal and thank you with all my heart for taking the time out to write such a well thought out and loving comment. The inspiration you guys give me to continue this journey is incredible and it means the world to me. You are amazing and you are ALWAYS ALWAYS part of this family my friend 🥹🙏🩷 Bless you!
@@JusticeJunkies1 Seriously, you've inspired me, your courage gave me courage, and I faced contemplating a couple of the sad things I'd locked away, had a little cry, actually did let go of some of it, then spent a couple of hours doing some VERY overdue housework while 'dancing' (bouncing? stampeding?) around the house to banging techno music and an amazing Russian folk/rock band called Otava Yo. With the right music, even scrubbing filth and grime can be almost FUN! My insides feel like something good might be hiding just around the corner, like that song from West Side Story...
Hey, I do think you must be due for some fun Ren, maybe something a bit cheeky like 'Uninvited' maybe? It has zero 'bad' language but it IS kinda naughty, in an upbeat lighthearted way that had me singing along to it twice while taming scary pans and grisly plates... Thanks again! I'm sending much love and my heathen but heartfelt version of prayers for you and your loved ones. ❤
Trust me when i say this. You never need to apologize for giving parts of your story. That's the main reason i subbed to you. Again, i thank you for being so vulnerable.
Thank you so much that really means the world to not be judged for being vulnerable and open. It makes all of this so worth while and I always appreciate reading your comments. They're so loving and comforting. I really appreciate that my friend 🩷🙏🩷
@@JusticeJunkies1 you are most welcome. God bless you and your family.
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Chinchilla - little girl gone and fingers will be a great pair to react to.
I would recommend baggage by Chris Webby and REN. Also best for me by Joyner Lucas and Jelly Roll
A big warm hug from Germany ❤
Big warm hug back from America 🥹🩷🙏 and I actually am German 😉
Thank you for everything you said. Dealing with my ex still. Was arrested and released again. I think it’s supposed to be in court mid December. I am living in so much fear and anxiety. I have to remind myself every day many times a day. Thank you. You are a beautiful soul peace and love
I would highly suggest back on 74 by Ren or Losing It by Ren for something fun and up beat
SOUNDS LIKE MUCH HAPPIER SONGS KYLE 😂 And I'd love to! 🩷🙏🩷
It is amazing that you have the strength and courage to share your story , Thank you !
It is so beautiful to see how you receive music. You are really feeling music. That and a lot of other things make me love watchin' your reactions. You are such a honest and beautiful person. You help a lot of people by being yourself in these reactions.
About the song...those 2 sync up so well. How to be me live is also awesome.
And speaking off beautiful voices.....
Can i get a member request when you find time?
Mine would be Paolo Nutini - Iron Sky (live version Abbey Road)
My daughters name is Skylar and she always says; why is my name (Sky) in so many songs 😂😂😂
Because the Sky is beautiful and full of endless opportunities ❤
YES YOU CAN GET A MEMBER REQUEST BESTIE!! OF COURSE!! Your comments literally always make my day. It was unbelievably heartbreaking and heartwarming all at the same time. And yes that one will be done ASAP and you are a beautiful person my friend. I am so blessed to have met such a kind soul like you. 🩷🙏🩷🥹
Thanks for sharing your story with us.
If you want to listen to Chinchilla fighting back against mistreatment, I'd suggest Fingers live, Little Girl Gone, Cut You Off, or 1:5
That sounds amazing and I can't wait to do those. Ren and Chinchilla are unbelievable and that is the rabbit hole I'm happy to jump down 😂
Thank you so much my friend I definitely will do that! 🩷🙏🩷
Bless you, you need to see more uplifting Ren songs, can I suggest with "Loosing it - Fisher Rap Retake", "What you want" , "Uninvited", "Bittersweet Symphony - Video (he does a great live version but this vid has a cracking beat) - which I think may of been mentioned. Just my suggestions..
I need to check those out! I'm so ready for UPLIFTING my friend. Thank you for your kindness and compassion. You don't know how much that means and you are always welcome here my friend. 🥹🙏🩷
@@JusticeJunkies1 Yeh lets go, lets get you some fun in your life.. Just a starter "What do you call a deer with no eyes? No idea!", but wait I have a follow up, "What do you call a deer with no eyes or legs? Still No idea!" 😂
This song reaches so many people who have been through this. So many who have found their voice through its words and melody. I thought you would find it to have a strong message, even without knowing your own history on this subject, because so many have walked this path. Even among those who have not walked the path themselves, there is nobody who has not had friends describe or seen them live this.
Could not have said it better myself Walker. Perfect summation. You're always welcome here my friend 🩷🙏🩷
I agree with everyone suggesting some Fun Ren.
Definitely check out The Big Push, their great, also get on the Ren rapping train, The Hunger Losing it are very easy subject matter.
Great reaction, Sam.
Sending hugs and prayers from the UK. 🇬🇧🏴🇬🇧😁👍❤️🇺🇲
Sending so much love back Ian and YES ON TO THE HAPPY REN SONGS MY FRIEND! 😂🥹🙏🩷
Oh you have jumped in with two feet into the world of Ren Samantha, I think many of us who have become fans of Ren have resonated with the struggles he describes in Chalk Outlines. For myself I did my damedest to not go down the path of medication for treatment of psychological issues. I was too aware that I would end up feeling like a shell of myself in the end.... 'in a floating chalk outline' of myself. Existing but not really living. Ren also worked with Chinchilla on another amazing track 'How to Be Me'. Chinchilla is an amazing artist in her own right and worth exploring.
I definitely agree that Back on 74/Message In a Bottle Retake should be one to check out perhaps next, shows a little bit of a different side to Ren and also highlights some other strings in his musical and artistic bow. His cover of An Englishman in New York by The Police that Ren did with his band at the time The Big Push is another hidden gem. Glad you are enjoying the Ren experience my friend.
I'm so freaking proud that you are here. So many don't have the fighter spirit you have and I'm blessed to know you friend. Those sound like incredible suggestions and I'm super excited to get to them. So happy you're here 🥹🩷🙏🩷
@@JusticeJunkies1 I have to say recounting your own story gives a lot more depth to your reaction. Confronting our own personal demons, which we all do have is hard. Having the courage to share them in a public place like this even in the noble endeavour to help encourage others.... that's harder. Oh an as for Daisy aka Chinchilla..... Little Girl Gone, Fingers and her busking with Ren performing Sexual Healing by Marvin Gaye are personal favourites.
Being your true, authentic, self is the most precious gift you can ever share with another person. So, thank you for your honesty and generosity. As a survivor of childhood SA I completely understand... It kept resurfacing, and I got to the point where I hadn't left the house in over 5 years. But little by little, bit by bit... y'know? You got this! And the Renegades have got you!
So, big hugs babe, stay amazing! Much love to you from all the renegades. We're all one big messy beautiful family o/ o/ o/ o/ o/
+1 sub and ringing that bell like a maniac : )
You are a sweetheart Gary. Thank you so much for taking the time to write such a thoughtful and loving comment and I am SO SORRY you ever experienced that kind of abuse. I'm so glad you are beyond that now because you really are such a lovely person and your comment really touched my heart my friend 🥹 you are always welcome here. Always 🥹🙏🩷
Oh how I love your reactions. So deep and so pure. That's why I come here. To see your lovely face and hear your empowering messages. Absolutely beautiful. ❤
I love how you are able to bare your soul. Whether it's bravery, or simply that you have come to a place where you can accept that you a story to tell that is worth telling, I don't know. But I admire you so much. You are a survivor and you are a warrior ❤️
Geof thank you so much. You don't know how much that means and hearing from kind people such as yourself makes it all worth while. It means the world my friend 🥹🩷🙏🩷
You are such a beautiful person Samantha ❤️ amazing song and reaction girl 👏👏👏
You are such a sweetheart. That means so much to me!
I pray Ren sees your reactions. He would be there for you for real. Our little Marine 💪😉🩵
P.S. : Chinchilla is absolute fire. I hope you do more from her! My top 3 picks from her do come with a trigger warning, given your past: 1) "Fingers (live for hunger tv)" 2) "1:5 (live)" and 3)"Little girl gone"
I can't wait to get to more of her Rodger! That's an amazing rabbit hole that I'm happy to jump down my friend!
@@JusticeJunkies1 It´ll blow you away!
❤ thank you again for your story and for been open and true. I'm 13 years clean from the needle and the dreaded H. However I'm still struggling with alcohol and trying everday to fight these demons, watching people like you and Ren been open and honest makes that fight a little easier each and every day. Thank you from the bottom of my heart ❤
Can I start by saying thank you I watch many reactors and everyone listening to this song go's on and on about there voices your is the first I have seen that talks about the subject at the heart of the song I myself have been battling with suicide for many years and not talked to anybody about it.was at a event at the weekend and had a heated discussion with a drunk who wife had left him and he wants to die stop drinking you may get your wife back was basically my advise to him but I told him about myself with the battle my son lost his this year and I am now worried some people over heard what I was saying and am now scared that night I started walking and ended up more then 5 miles away. Sorry for the long post I ❤️ you reaction just had to say that
Peter that means so much to me and I too struggled with suicide for many years so I know what you're going through. It will ALWAYS get better love. And I am so sorry about your son. I have 2 and I can't even begin to imagine. Just know you're here for a purpose. If there wasn't a purpose you would not be here so you add so much value to the world by just being here my friend. If you ever need help or are struggling reach out and I'll always be here. You're awesome and you're always always always welcome here my friend 🩷🙏🩷🥹
@JusticeJunkies1 when my son passed all I did was listen to a song by rens band the big push the song is called precious one of the most beautiful songs ever written by ren you should have a listen to it sometime and you will see what I mean ❤️ 💙 💜 💖 💗 💘
You are an amazing inspiration!
You are a sweetheart and you're always welcome here my friend 🥹🙏🩷
You are such an inspiration to so many just like Ren and Chinchilla ❤
Ren is a master of the lyrics, the feels, the instruments, the story-telling, the one-takes, the theatrics, and the humanity. He has so many more sides to his music but they're all good. I've never been addicted to drugs or alcohol so I can't know how you feel, BUT you know how you feel and those feelings have a purpose and are meaningful. God has big plans for you! He forgives everything we've ever done as long as we take it to him so we no longer need to beat ourselves up over our short-comings. We all have'em. Great song, great reaction, and great message. These videos seem to be somewhat cathartic for you and I'm happy for you if that's the case because it means you're taking step after step in the right direction in life. Bless you child!!
BLESS YOU! OHHHH you're such a sweetheart and yes they are definitely cathartic for me. Hearing from lovely people like yourself is also very cathartic. It means the world to me to hear your compassionate words and I thank you for them my friend. He is an amazing artist and he absolutely blows my mind 🩷🙏🩷
I've listened to this song at least 50 times and every time i get the same feelings. Thank you for your reaction (hugs)
Thank you for your kind comment 🥹🩷🙏 I so appreciate the love and support 🥹🩷🙏
You are such an angel. I know you have done some things that you regret but your soul is angelic and I'm here for it. ❤
Tough to see these heavier songs weigh on you like this, but i admire how you handle and embrace it. All those times you feel scared and weak, just know you show so much strength here i. These reactions and hopefully find solice in communicating and sharing your story with this community you've built. Can be tough to put yourself out there like that but at least looks like it seems somewhat therapeutic for you. Even though its just online, i hope you feel like you have people willing to listen and help you heal as you take this journey. Wishing you the best! Thank you for sharing you!
I am so glad I found you Sam. You're the realest of the real girl and I have nothing but respect for it. You are so special ❤
Stay positive x
Thank you Doug 🥹 that's so very sweet of you 🙏🩷
Subbing Ren is fantastic! Enjoy.
Troy, he is INCREDIBLE. ABSOLUTELY BLOWS MY MIND my friend!
I wish I was there... to give you a warm hug.
I'd hug you back Doug. You're so sweet and that means so much my friend. 🥹🩷🙏🩷
I'm rooting for you!
@@gable354 thank you so much Gable! You're awesome and you're always welcome here my friend 🥹🙏🩷
Another great reaction! Thanks for being so emotionally honest with your story.
And then I get to hear from sweethearts like yourself. It means the world to me and you are ALWAYS welcome here my friend 🥹🩷🙏🩷
To me your health🎉 is more important then reviews.
@@Paul.D1983 that's because you're an awesome guy Paul 🥹🩷🙏
Thank you for your reaction and heartfelt emotions. Without a doubt both Ren and Chinchilla are artists that are able to invoke those emotions and really connect with their songs
Thank you for your heartfelt comment my friend. That is so sweet of you and really touched my heart and you are forever welcome on this channel 🥹🙏🩷
nice song
Thank you for watching my friend and I agree. Beautiful song 🥹🩷🙏🩷
Your genuineness rocks my world girl ❤😢
Sam...you are so captivating in the best ways. What an amazing song. What an amazing young lady. You really are something so real and so special Samantha. My favorite reactor on here by far. ❤
@@GaryLeese-m6i thank you beyond words Gary. Your kindness means so very much to me.
Stunning Sam. Simply stunning as usual. 🩵👏👏👏🙏
A raw, sincere, brave reaction Samantha. Now let's balance it out and get you smiling by reacting to Electric Callboy and Babymetal - Ratatata
LET'S DO IT FRIEND 😂! SO HAPPY TO REACT TO SOME HAPPY!
Your eyes are everything 😍 so beautiful.
You are so beautiful inside and out! Such a lovely person Sam 🙏💪
Instead of calling it punishing myself I looked at it as I healed broken, just won't ever be the same!
@@Adamsthoughts-zz5kn Facts Adam. Nothing but facts in what you just said buddy 🥹🩷
Never the same… yes. Things change us. We get to decide if we choose ourselves or not.
Please dont make these intelligent beautiful strong brave christian lady cry no more... bring happy or busking ren to the scene...
58 and I grew up in an extremely violent house 🏠. It does get easier to deal with. I too had a needle habit and what was in it. Jesus is the way 🙌 the truth and the light 🙏 ✨️. Thriving is right ✅️. You are doing something important. The native Americans do it after battle.. they have a pow wow. A problem shared is a problem halved ❤
Oh Jeff thank you. Thank you so much for your kind words. They mean so much to me. I am SO DAMN PROUD OF YOU and you are always welcome here my friend 🥹🙏🩷
I love your channel so much and I hope Ren sees this someday ❤
Me too buddy! A girl can dream! 🥹🩷🙏
Virtual ❤sent ya way. You need it after this beautiful masterpiece
Well thank you Bob that means so much. Virtual hug back 😊 and you're always welcome here my friend 🩷🙏🩷
Let the healing overcome all the pain.
Amen my friend. Amen 🥹🙏🩷
Your reaction are so real! I love them! Subcribed :)
Thank you my friend and you are ALWAYS welcome on this channel buddy. Always always 🩷🙏🩷🥹
So amazing Samantha. ❤
Powerful reaction... Thank you.
Thank you for your lovely comment 🥹 means so much my friend 🩷🙏
You are so real. I love it so much. It's always amazing to find someone so genuine. ❤
Ren is unbelievably gifted, he’s such an intelligent writer and performer. His songs have so much meaning and his voice is outstanding. Keep your inspirational and creative work coming Ren you mean a lot to many people and our ongoing struggles…
Thank you. 🥹 Thank you so much for your kind words. They mean so much to me and you are always welcome here my friend 🥹🙏🩷
Just some 🌸🌸🌸🌸for Sam👍🌸🌸🩵
You have seen the darkness now enjoy the light that you have been given! I truly hope your husband is the kind man that you deserve. My wife is my rock and I am thankful every day for her being a part of my life! As always be peace Sam!
Your wife sounds like an amazing woman and I'm so glad you have that my friend! That's my husband. He is my rock too so I totally relate and couldn't be happier to have you here! 🥹🩷🙏🩷
Thank you, dear, for your honest and beautiful words. You're such a hero that got through it all. Love to you! Rage and contempt to the world that let's people get caught in substances, legal or illegal.
Warm thoughts to you and your loved ones!
Here as promised. Renegades assemble 🎉. Great song and great reaction ❤
I always relate the chalk outlines to how it feels when you are feeling completely empty, like derealisation and depersonalisation. I often feel like I don’t know who I am or what is real. Like I am just a chalk outline.
You are such a sweetheart. It means so much to get such beautiful comments from you. They make me smile and pick me up my fellow RENegade. All my love! 🥹🙏🩷🙏
❤ thank you
@@kierand600 thank you love. 🥹🩷🙏🩷
Sam, after the last 3, you need a fun Ren song. I recommend Power.
@@sharoncarlisle9453 I AGREE SHARON 🩷😂 On to something happier love!
YES! "Power" is in my top 3 of Ren's rapping song's, it always puts me in a good mood ❤
Gorgeous reaction just like you ❤
Respect for your honesty 💜✌️👊😘
Thank you so much my friend. You're always welcome here 🥹🙏🩷
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the abuse you went trough is something i cant imagine you went trough physical and mental abuse at the same time atleast my abuse was only mental. mental abuse does hurt alot also especially if its your father.
It does count as abuse and I am so sorry you experienced that. YOU'RE FAMILY HERE! You're ALWAYS welcome here my friend 🥹🙏🩷
Yeah, I agree with the others- time for a light hearted song - maybe Bongo Bong or Praise You by a band he was in called The Big Push. I do really like his heavy songs too though- very relatable.
DEFINITELY something lighthearted next go around Jimmy 😂😂😂 I COMPLETELY AGREE MY FRIEND! 😂 Thanks so much for being here 🩷🙏🩷
CRYING IS HEALTHY, LET IT OUT!😊❤
@@Adamsthoughts-zz5kn thanks Adam 🥹 even if I'm a total cry baby 😂 I love you being here 🩷🙏🩷
Ren knows when less is more ❤
Amen to that! Only needed that guitar and folding chair to make me freaking cry! 😂🥹 So beautiful 🙏🩷🙏
Thank you for sharing your reaction and troubles you have experienced.
We all love you x.
@@globally123 oh man that is so sweet thank you so much 🥹 I'll be honest, I was really scared to put my experiences out there because the 1st time I posted anything about it I had SO MANY COMMENTS telling me that I deserved it, I must have done something to provoke it, I'm a liar, so on and so on but I made sure this time to post some of my evidence so people would understand it was something I really went through. The difference between then and now is incredible and I can't thank y'all enough for the love and support. It means the world my friend and you are always welcome here 🥹🩷🙏🩷
@@globally123 well I guess I posted more evidence on the "Tale of Jenny and Screech" but if you check that one out it has so much of what I went through and I appreciate the love and support 🥹🩷🙏
I love Chinchilla Outlines!
So do I! So beautiful!
You are so strong, brave, and beautiful ❤️
You blow my mind Sam. You're such a gift 💞
Sober 22 yrs and I’m 54 now. I was the king of relapsing. Took me 20 years to get it. God led me to AA …..AA led me to God. I didn’t even ask He just had enough of my BS. I guess. I’m a REN-egade going on 3 years now. RENs music has saved me a thousand times over. God gave me REN when I needed it the most. He’s an undercover agent for God in my opinion.
I wouldn't doubt that at all my friend. God uses people as tools for his messages and Ren is definitely bringing awareness to this extremely difficult topic. You're awesome. 🙏🩷
Another great reaction. Hope you and hubby are feeling better!!
Big Love ❤️
God bless you - sending you peace, love and good vibes.
Real fact. Cherophobia is a fear of being OK. He's crafty.
Ooooooo I missed that ! Thank you for pointing that out. I love learning new things! 🩷🙏🩷
Awe love you millions baby girl xxxxxxxx
Thank you so much Scott. You're awesome and that means a lot 🥹🩷🙏🩷
Thank you for this real reaction, and for having the strength to tell your story.
Thank you for your loving words and your kindness Steve. That means so much to me my friend 🩷🙏🩷
Cheer yourself up with "What you want."
I am DEFINITELY getting to that one because I need happy 😂😂😂