Oh Camille, you're such a beautiful, strong, exceptional mother! This was touching and heartfelt. You are such a light, just like Sunni was. You're so brave!❤
Camille, I am so very sorry! I hate that you have had to experience this terrible loss. I lost my daughter 7 years ago on May 29th to suicide. The terrible guilt that I feel even now can be debilitating. I am not suffocating anymore. It does get less painful though. My best wishes for you and your family.❤️
Each episode is difficult and vulnerable. The ones about Sunni are extremely vulnerable for us. Thank you for taking the time to comment and show your support. Hope you have a wonderful day.
Just always tell yourself accident, means accident. Unitentional, unplanned and NO ONES FAULT. God, your family and Sunni would never want you to blame yourself. Hugs
Thank you! Yes, it was an accident and the reality is, it’s hard not to hold onto that blame or guilt. People in a similar situation seem to always struggle with that. We appreciate your comments and viewership. Hope you have a wonderful Monday!
I hung on to every word said during this discussion. Watching two women, two moms being so vulnerable and open about such personal experiences just touched my heart. I will never forget this video. You will both always have a place in my heart.
Oh, Camille, every mother’s heart is breaking for you & your darling Sunni. There are no good answers on this side of Heaven for you. My dear, this was a horrible accident & it could have happened to any one of us. Sending you & your family prayers of healing. You are one day closer to seeing Sunni again💖
Listening to your story about being at the hospital brought back memories for me. My son passed away in 1998, he was 4 years old and I remember after learning he had passed, my family and I had the privilege to spend as much time as we wanted with my deceased son. The hospital you were at with Sunni sounded so crass, please let the families spend time with their child! I'm so sorry for your loss!
Thank you for taking the time to share some of your story with us. We are so sorry for the loss of your son. Some of their protocol was due to the nature of the death. There was an investigation that needed to take place. They were doing their job to try and protect in the integrity of the the investigation for the sake and protection of Sunni. Looking back now, I can understand and respect that however, in the moment it was very difficult.
thanks for sharing. i lost my brother to depression in last December... I know such pains are not comparable... but seeing you coping and talking about your loss, help me accept my loss too. May God give you enough strength to heal
I love watching these, they are lovely, but I get anxiety and scared knowing that this could happen to anyone. I love my boys and I get anxiety thinking about these things.
Thank you for taking the time to watch and comment. I think anxiety is a natural thing to feel when pondering these topics. I’m sorry that It does cause you some level of anxiety. For those who haven’t lost a child our hope is that you can learn from our tragedy and shift your perspective just slightly. I look back on Sunni’s life, and sure there were some hard and frustrating times, but even in those times there was JOY. In the moment it didn’t seem like it, but now that all the future moments have been taken away I can really see how there is JOY in the hard moments. We appreciate your love and support and we hope in some way that this podcast can be helpful and valuable to you. Have a blessed day.
I just came across your podcast last night, we lost my nephew a year ago June 28th to an accident; I’ve been supporting my sister best while deeply grieving myself. I pray that the beautiful memories you have of your sweet daughter bring you comfort and joy. I pray that in time you can find the same forgiveness God graciously gives to us and find a way to extend it towards yourselves. While the rest of us may recognize you are not to blame, as parents it would be a tremendously traumatic experience to have witnessed and experienced and with that come the questions, the painful what ifs, and the why. May the Lord wrap his loving arms around you all as you continue down a path no parents or family should ever have to walk. Thank you for sharing your story, may Sunni continue to shine brightly in your lives, your home and in your hearts.
We are so sorry for the loss of your nephew. We are sorry for you and for your sister's family. Thank you for taking the time to comment. Yes, as parents we are in a tough spot to "forgive ourselves." Thank you for your concern and prayers. God bless!
It sucks. It really freaking sucks. This world sucks. I’m so sorry you’re walking this journey. I’ve walked through a very deep and dark valley of depression for the last 5 years. Just now seeing the light. Don’t allow it to swallow you. ☀️ Praying over you and your family. One day closer 🫶🏼 ^^ it’s what I always tell my best friend who lost her husband. I’ve been walking with her in that for the last 6 years. It’s really stuck with her and been an encouragement.
I don’t know why this video came up but it caught my attention. I lost twin daughters when I was 6 1/2 months pregnant & I was grateful that it happened then compared to a child who I was raising because I couldn’t imagine how much worse it would’ve been. I’m so sorry… I wish I could reach inside your pain and take every bit of it out for you. If I could offer any little bit that may help… if you need time off, take it. I needed something good to come out of losing my twins and ran myself into a dark hole trying to make sure it happened. I felt like I was on a mission but didn’t take any time for me.. this was 30 years ago. I promise you, you will breathe again. ❤
We are so deeply sorry for your loss. Thank you for taking the time to watch and comment on this video. We are grateful for your input. Yes, self-care is important, especially in an difficult situation like this. God Bless.
Oh Camille, I am so deeply sorry for all you’ve had to endure. I cannot imagine that kind of pain. And I’m so sorry that with that pain, you are also experiencing guilt. You are obviously a wonderful mother. Precious little Sunni was so blessed to have you and your husband as parents. It also amazes me how purely evil some people can be. Here you are putting yourself out there, sharing the most painful time in your life, trying to help others, and someone could be so heartless as to leave a cruel comment. You’re absolutely right, it is Satan working through them, but Satan won’t win. I’m praying for you and your family and I’m praying with all my heart that God will lift the pain, guilt, depression and anxiety off of you. I admire you so much for continuing your schooling. Again, putting yourself out there trying to help others. That speaks volumes about the kind of person you are. You are absolutely beautiful inside and out. Again, I’m so sorry for all you’ve been going through. Please know that you, your husband and family are being lifted up in prayer day and night. During the darkest part of my life, someone told me to take it one day at a time and if need be, take it one hour at a time. I had to crawl through one hour at a time just to make it to one day at a time. But with God’s help I made it and you will too. Sending all the love and hugs I can. We will all pray you and your family through, one day at a time 🙏🏻❣️🙏🏻🤗🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Thank you for taking the time to comment. I can tell that you “get it.” The whole reason we are putting this out there is to help others. Thank you for your prayers for our family. Good bless.
I'm soooo sorry for your loss Camille. I'm absolutely heartbroken for you. 😓💔 I wish I could fix it for you. 😔 You're a good human being and mom. It was an accident. You didn't mean for this to happen. Love sent from Canada. ❤
I want all THE LOVE IN THE WORLD to be wrapped around you, and EVERYONE this has affected. This has affected me. I hope some day you have the answer as to why she decided to leave the EARTH at this time. No matter the age we are ALL (no matter the age) here on FREE WILL. I am so glad you speak of her in present tense. I believe she is doing good things with God/Heaven/Angels/Holy Spirit/Other ascended souls. Thank you so lovingly for sharing of your deepest emotions-both of you. This Podcast will help so many.
Thank you so much for all your loving and kind words. We also wish love for all those affected as well. We have hopes this podcast will help others in their griefs and sorrows.
Camille - I lost a child to crib death. I was at home - my husband was working. I felt so responsible for her death. I have dealt with depression for 44 years. I have found when the depression gets to a level that I need drugs I will first try probiotics. They have been a Godsend for me!
Never blame yourself! There were many adults on the boat!!! It was a bad accident, you were a good mom ! Sunni loves you and would not want you to blame yourself
Thank you for your support. For both Camille and I, it’s easier said than done. It’s something we are both working through and will be working through for some time. Hope you have a wonderful day.
Oh Camille, I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you can have eternel peace in your heart knowing your beautiful daughter is in heaven where there is nothing pure love ❤
Thank you for sharing your sweet Sunny and your experience with losing a sweet child. I listen to your podcast bc I have friends who have lost children. It is so hard to know what to do. My BF lost her daughter 3 months before her 21st birthday. She had planned out our celebration together. Her daughter asked if I would go out with her, her mom, and Aunt to celebrate. She was killed by a drunk driver before her birthday. It was so traumatic. The man who killed her only did 11 months in jail bc he hit and ran.
Thank you for taking the time to comment and watch this podcast. You are the whole reason we are doing this podcast. To help those who know someone who has gone through this. We are sorry for your friends loss and for your loss as well. It is a loss of yours because you go through a grieving process also. God bless.
My heart breaks for your beautiful family and the families who share on this podcast. It is so hard to understand why God allows such things, yet we know He is sovereign. You are a beautiful mother and will know with true empathy what the families of your patients are going through. Sunni shined her beautiful light brightly. ❤
(I am a hospice nurse and my sister is a PEDS ICU / PEDS surgical NP) Although death comes to all, one never really gets used to it, even when working with it all of the time. I have had so many elderly people who lost their older adult children and many who did lose young children who say, "A parent should never outlive their children" It is so beautiful to think of the reunion that happens when we transition from this life to our "real" forever home. One man I knew had outlived his wife and two sons. On Father's Day he said, "I was a father once." I told him, "You are a father." He is now with his sons once again.
Dear Camille be strong. I feel your pain. I have lost my daughter ,due to illness suddenly she was 13years old. I miss her with all my soul. I also have two sons . I know they need me as much as I need the three of them and I live for them! ❤❤ She is in my heart ,she is in my mind ,whereever I go ,whatever I do I feel her. She lives through me. Your heart will never heal but it will get strong . Step by step dear mom!❤ Just breathe and devote your time to your sons. They need you . ❤ I am so sorry for your loss.💔💔
I feel eternally sorry for your immense loss! I'm sure Sunni is dancing and spreading all her bright light in heaven. I know that words will never take away your pain, but it was not your fault. As horrible as it is, accidents just happen, no matter how careful you are. I wish you and your family the very best and that you learn to live with this pain. Thank you for sharing your story to make other people feel less alone. You are strong as hell!
Camille, you are a wonderful woman and it is obvious how much you love your children. I admire your honesty and bravery in sharing your story and your sweet girl with us.
I’m so sorry for your loss !! Please never blame yourself it was an accident!!! When u said she needed to use the bathroom maybe she went towards the front of the boat to pee for privacy & nobody noticed.. Never blame yourself you are a beautiful loving mother !
This is 💔 …..The mom is courageous for sharing her pain with the world. I do not know why but every time the interviewer used the word ‘guilt’ or more specifically ‘your guilt’ it was like nails going down the chalkboard for me. I feel like it sent the message that the mom should be guilty or is guilty which I do not think is true. Guilt is for someone who intended to cause harm or were grossly negligent. This family was not. There was no intent ……this was an accident, a terrible nightmare. No one meant for this to happen. Sunni sounds like such a sweet girl. May she RIP. 💔💔💔 Food for thought: I wondered if the one brother doesn’t want to talk about the day of the accident because he knows how Sunni ended up in the water and is scared to share it. I suspect with the parents being occupied with trying a new board and driving the boat that they may have missed something that involved the children. Having so many people on board made it difficult to be aware of everything going on. I’d encourage continued counseling for all the children who were on the boat that day as someone knows what happened to Sunni/how she need up back in the water and that is a big burden for a child to carry.
Thanks for taking the time to comment on the video. The "guilt" is something Camille still feels, even though she shouldn't because it was an accident. We appreciate your input and thought provoking comments. Hope you have a wonderful night. God Bless.
So sorry praying 🙏🏼 for you and your kids. You both are awesome people and wonderful parents who love your children. I've been grieving now almost 3 years and I still cry every night😢❤ she was truly a beautiful child
A great blessing for being lds is faith that our loved ones will be with us again. I feel so sorry for anyone who loses a child. The Gospel brings comfort and obviously we just want our children back now
When a child dies, no matter what the circumstance, it's natural for the parent/care giver, to blame themselves. You just have to know that you loved that child and would never do anything to cause them pain or death. It was a tragic accident. God bless this family and give them healing.
no mom. YOU didn’t hit her. run her over. she was hit by the boat. NO YOU didn’t kill her !! you are wrong. please know that. YOU would never hurt a hair on her body !! you know that love. i’ll think of your loving happy daughter for a long time. she seemed so special and the world was lucky to have her ❤️❤️
I see you, Camille. I see the hurt and pain you’re carrying. You’ve got a great friend sitting here with you in this interview. I assume she’s from your church. Hold fast to her friendship and support.
I can understand if Camille doesn’t feel the podcast helpful for herself, currently. Completely understand. However, I believe these are seeds being sowed and will eventually bare so much fruit in the future, and one day she’ll see this big, beautiful, bountiful community that has been created and will be such a blessing for herself and others.
It broke my heart in both their interviews hearing they both were so adamant about her already being gone. That they didn’t even want to tell 911 where they were and didn’t want to even try for a miracle. It’s like their mind was made up. I wasn’t there and have so much compassion for them. It just broke my heart a little 😢
O my i cant imagine all i want to do is hug you it would be so hard. You were a great mom that why you feel so guilty of what happened but to me i can tell you loved her so much.
I love your podcast.....RIP to all kids who died ,and may God help their parents to continue their lives.. ❤😢a big kiss and many hugs to you 🙏☦️forgive my english ,its my third language..
OMG I am bawling. Momma I am so very sorry!!!!!!!! The pain must be so unimaginable. I hate this world. Jesus please come back and end the suffering!!!!!
I was treated by Deer Valley honor health on May 30 2024 I was in my semi when another semi hit me head on at 65 mph. I was transported to that hospital about 2 hrs after the crash. The crash was horrific. I had wounds on both of my lower legs. Bothe legs were bleeding from blunt force trauma. Especially my right leg. They discharged me 40 mins after I arrived. I had broken ribs, lower left lobe in lungs was collapsed. I had a concussion and whiplash. And a herniated disc in lower back. I received no treatment for any of those things. They were only worried about internal injuries (major) or broken bones. They cut my clothes off. I had no phone as it burned in crash. My husband and daughter were stuck in Vegas where I’m from because the US93 was closed from 7:43am to approximately 4:30pm in both directions. When they discharged me blood was still running down my right leg. They took me out to the waiting room where so many sick people were. I was wearing xxxlarge paper scrubs. I was traumatized, I was scared, I was hurting. I was alone. My $100,000 semi burned to the ground. I ended up getting a really bad infection in my right leg. They should have given me stitches! It was that deep! Honor health charged $53,000 for 40 MINUTES of subpar care!!!!!!
I am so sorry to hear about your terrible accident and experience at Honor Health. I hope that you were able to get those bills lessened. Blessings to you my friend.
We as mothers can hide our feelings very well…cry out everyday to our creator…LET IT OUT!! Yell scream get mad….we cannot keep all this bottled up inside…especially something so tragic!!! HELP YOURSELF!! I’m praying for you and your family!!
Camille, it's July 17th. I'm sure July is probably a month that you will brace for until you reach Heaven yourself. I say that because i lost my big brother in May (may 16th) of 98. And May is a month that when it gets close, i begin to hold my breath. Anyway, in the next 2 weeks, i am going to just set aside a moment for you and your family (especially Sonni's brothers since i lost a sibling). It doesn't get easier. It just gets different and you do get stronger....although that probably doesn't help. It just sucks. And God does know that. He has to. He knows everything. ❤❤
@@LostChildPodcast ❤️ y'all too. Remember....one day we will all be reunited with them again. We just have a few errands to run first before we can get back home to them.
“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” Psalms 34:18 NIV Camille please don’t be too hard on yourself. We have been blessed with 10 children and I can only imagine the pain of losing one of them. I don’t believe we have to do anything to get closer to God. This verse in Psalms say that he is near to the broken hearted and saves those who are crushed In spirit. He does it willingly. God gave his only Son Jesus that we may have eternal life. He knows what it is to suffer that indescribable pain. He also Forgives those who earnestly seek him. His forgiveness is a free gift also. We are absolved of all guilt through him. You could not have known what was going to happen that fateful day. Lean into him and you will know true comfort that the world cannot give. God Bless 💕
My take on why the media reported that it was Camille driving the boat is that it wasn't done to be malicious; quite the opposite - I think it would have left even the most cold hearted person feeling nothing but utter empathy. It just adds another layer of utmost compassion to Sunni's story 💜
@@LostChildPodcastIt might be helpful to have responses that are tailored to the commenter versus just thanking people for watching the podcast. It may be a piece of the puzzle as to why your channel is stagnant. Just a suggestion.
@@CharleysAquaticNook They are barely 6 months out from losing a precious child & you can’t do any better than this. This lovely couple does not have to reply to any of the comments if they do not wish to. They are in so much pain right now….to our eyes, they look okay, but on the inside they are a mess….a mass of up & down emotions that threaten to come out at any given moment, most of which make no sense, like while waiting in line at the grocery. Have some mercy on others…give people the same kindness you would like to have afforded to you. Blessings to you❤
@@CharleysAquaticNookhow about give them some grace? It was stated in this video that that particular topic is something she is reeling from and still trying to come to terms with. They don’t need to address it from someone’s comment
@@DeleteWoofDogBanWoofDog I know your question was for the podcast, but I’d like to offer my insight on that question. I watched both interviews with the mom and dad of Sunni and it was shockingly very different. It was different in the way they grieved, their feelings on the assessment of that day and the aftermath, and their outlook on how to cope. It could be the case where only 1 parent agrees to go on the podcast but talking separately seems to provide a different insight. Camille admitted that she didn’t care if she were to die possibly welcoming it. Can you imagine her saying that in front of her husband? She wouldn’t. These are the thoughts we get by her telling her truth alone.
I love Blake’s disclaimer at the opening of these. These are peoples rawest, most vulnerable stories. Be kind in how you comment in these video threads. That’s my nice way of saying it. 😊
I think the anxiety and depression is something that God is taking you thru atm. It is a very important part of the healing process, even though it is so painful. God is preparing to go deeper into the heart but to do this, the feelings and emotions have to be felt. Loss is the hardest emotion to endure. One of the hardest lessons I have had to learn but finally coming to a realization that God said that this was her time to be with him. It was a divinely appointed time but I know it doesn't help the pain ❤
After I lost my son in an auto accident.. I broke down one day in front of my nursing supervisor so she mandated that I go to talk therapy which my employer paid for & I had no choice if I wanted to keep my job. So the therapist would tell me what I needed to do to work through my grief 🙄 She told me I should paint so I just pretended I was painting. I know when I look back it was so crazy but I didn’t want to hurt her feelings & tell her how stupid it would be to paint when my world would never be right
I'm so sorry for the loss of your son. It is terrible to lose a child. It is true, after losing a child, nothing is right in the world anymore. Prayers for you.
Camille & Blake , a wonderful couple in my church lost their little girl , blonde hair blue eyes , like Sunni. The father ran her over on farm ACCIDENT , she died and 8 years later they are so close to the Lord !! They have had another girl an already had a son . The Lord has given them true joy and CHRIST WILL take that guilt !!! GOD is close to the broken hearted ❤ STAY CLOSE TO JESUS
Oh dear momma you don’t need to forgive yourself…. Forgiveness is needed when you do something wrong and you did NOTHING wrong.. you were with your family giving friends a special day of making memories. How kind you and your husband were taking that family out sharing your love of boating. That’s why it’s called an accident pure and simple. I know the agony of losing a child. I lost my firstborn son to cancer which was horrific in itself. To lose a child in an accident is a whole different level of loss I’m sure. I belong to a group for parents who have lost a son and it has helped me beyond measure. Perhaps a group for losing a child due to an accident would help? Only those who have walked in your shoes can truly understand. I will keep you in all my prayers for the Lord to give you grace to know there is nothing to forgive. Bless you all as you travel this new life together and draw strength from each other.🙏
Honestly (and I mean this as a true gift from God, the fact that she stayed conscious long enough for momma and daddy hold her and kiss her is a miracle in itself. Kids bleed out very quickly from a detached femoral artery. I hope sooner rather than later this brings you both peace, strength and love.
Neither parent states how many kids & adults were in the boat ? This could help explain how she was left in the water ? Not to be cruel but to teach others how this can happen with experienced boaters. Poor little girl I hope she passed quickly 😢❤
CAMILLE... SUNNI WOULD NOT WANT U TO EVER BLAME YOURSELF SHE WOULD COMFORT YOU AND ASK YOU NOT TO DO THAT AND SHE LOVES YOU . U SPOKE OF HOW SHE MAKES EVERYONE FEEL BETTER WHEN THEY WERE SAD WELL SUNNI WANTS YOU TO KNOW ITS NOT YOUR FAULT AND TO STOP SHE LOVES YOU BU THE WAY GOD PUT THIS ON MY HEART TO SAY THESE WORDS TO YOU I HOPE U SEE THIS ALL US MOMMAS LOVE U. GOD AND MOST OF ALL SUNNI LOVES YOU
I almost caused the death of my daughter, she is fine today but I struggle with anxiety and depression. I am anxious to be alone with her thinking I might not react fast enough if she slips, or not catch her when she falls off the couch or or or. Intellectually I know perfectly well that these thoughts and my depression harm her more than anything. She does not get the mum she deserves and needs. My situation is nowhere comparable to yours but perhaps it helps you to realize that it’s imperative for you to forgive yourself (if not for your own sake (that should be enough but I know first hand it might not be) for the sake of your sons)
We are sorry for the situation that happened with you and your daughter. We are sorry for the impact it has had on your life. We are glad that she is still here today. Thank you for taking the time to comment on multiple of our videos/podcasts. Hope you have a wonderful day.
I agree about being mindful of the situation. When our daughter gained her wings, I didn’t feel I could talk to people because I felt I had to be something that I couldn’t be. I couldn’t just talk like everything was ok. I couldn’t listen to them trying to be sincere. At the same time, I felt guilty that I couldn’t feel the same way that I had always felt being around people. I struggled with everything of the day to day milestones. Our daughter was only 15 days old when she passed, some of the comments that the people said was hard to stomach. Such as at least she was so little that you didn’t come so attached! You are better off since she would have so many medical issues. People are so inconsiderate. But eventually my prayers were answered, and I had the opportunity thru prayer, and a lot of love and really appreciating the Word of God. I know now they were trying to be comforting and they did have the best intentions. His Grace and Mercy are sufficient.
Personal boats need sensor warnings. Maybe a medium can help to join you together with her to help with the healing. We live in pain and with God she will live forever with Love and peace.
GIRL, God is working THROUGH you during this most difficult time. When you were talking about the mean comments from people, you said that you have to remember that it's daggers in satan's tool belt, that when people say things to cause contention and make people feel terrible, that it's satan, those things come from satan, the ugliness of the world is from satan, that is NOT from GOD, and those people are living miserable lives and want to put their hate and misery onto other people to make themselves feel better and that is just evil trying to find root anywhere it can. satan knows just where to sow the evilness.. to use your grief and anger at yourself to sow seeds of doubt and regret and shame and embarrassment and self loathing to try to sever your relationship with God. he knows that he only has a limited time to rule here and build his army for a battle that he he is conceited enough to think he can win, when it has already been foretold that JESUS has already won... Continue to be strong in your Faith in God and stay prayed up. Don't let satan get to you through your devastating loss. Remember that God knows the very number of hairs on your head, just as he knows the exact days and hours that we each have on this earth. He has all the answers you are seeking and when you stand before Him, you will surely understand His plan. He knows you are hurting and He knows you feel guilty and He understands. Because how must our Heavenly Father have felt, sending His only Son, to this hateful place, to die for undeserving people ... and He knew what Jesus would endure here, but still He sent Him to save us... God knows... and He has caught all your tears...and He has His arms around your family. He said He will never leave us or forsake us, especially in our toughest times, when we cant see Him, hear Him or feel Him... it's then that He carries us..
When people say anything, it isn't coming from God or satan, or whatever; it's coming from themselves! What anyone says it's solely their responsibility, not some demonic possession!
Accidents just happen, unfortunately. Why? If you don't believe in God, there's no reason for anything and things just randomly happen; if you believe in God, you believe that He has some kind of plan, or you just think that He doesn't interfere with people's lives much. The whys and what ifs are pointless, at this moment; what's important is that the whole family find some kind of piece and stick together!
This is not an LDS based channel. Though we are members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day-Saints. Also many of the guests belong to the same church. This channel is all based around child loss and grief. Many guests have referenced their faith as something that helped them through these trying times. Our hope is to have many different people on the podcast to share their stories to help others understand those who have lost a child, or to help those in similar circumstances. Thank you for your question.
Camille, Thank you for sharing this tender story. You are a courageous woman. I love and admire you. ❤❤❤
Thank you for taking the time to watch and comment on this podcast. We agree, Camille is a courageous woman. Have a wonderful day.
Oh Camille, you're such a beautiful, strong, exceptional mother! This was touching and heartfelt. You are such a light, just like Sunni was. You're so brave!❤
She is a beautiful and strong mother. Thank you for taking the time to watch and comment on this podcast. Have a wonderful day ✨ shine bright 😉.
Camille, I am so very sorry! I hate that you have had to experience this terrible loss. I lost my daughter 7 years ago on May 29th to suicide. The terrible guilt that I feel even now can be debilitating. I am not suffocating anymore. It does get less painful though. My best wishes for you and your family.❤️
You said it right the first time. The boat hit her, you did not run her over. It was an accident. Carry on mamma, she’s yours forever. ♥️
Thank you for taking the time to share. It was an accident.
Thank you sincerely for sharing Sunni’s memory and your grieving process, this seemed like an incredibly vulnerable episode to film🤍
Each episode is difficult and vulnerable. The ones about Sunni are extremely vulnerable for us. Thank you for taking the time to comment and show your support. Hope you have a wonderful day.
Just always tell yourself accident, means accident. Unitentional, unplanned and NO ONES FAULT. God, your family and Sunni would never want you to blame yourself. Hugs
Thank you! Yes, it was an accident and the reality is, it’s hard not to hold onto that blame or guilt. People in a similar situation seem to always struggle with that. We appreciate your comments and viewership. Hope you have a wonderful Monday!
I hung on to every word said during this discussion. Watching two women, two moms being so vulnerable and open about such personal experiences just touched my heart. I will never forget this video. You will both always have a place in my heart.
Oh, Camille, every mother’s heart is breaking for you & your darling Sunni. There are no good answers on this side of Heaven for you.
My dear, this was a horrible accident & it could have happened to any one of us. Sending you & your family prayers of healing.
You are one day closer to seeing Sunni again💖
Thank you for your kind and loving words. Hope you have a wonderful day.
Listening to your story about being at the hospital brought back memories for me. My son passed away in 1998, he was 4 years old and I remember after learning he had passed, my family and I had the privilege to spend as much time as we wanted with my deceased son. The hospital you were at with Sunni sounded so crass, please let the families spend time with their child! I'm so sorry for your loss!
Thank you for taking the time to share some of your story with us. We are so sorry for the loss of your son. Some of their protocol was due to the nature of the death. There was an investigation that needed to take place. They were doing their job to try and protect in the integrity of the the investigation for the sake and protection of Sunni. Looking back now, I can understand and respect that however, in the moment it was very difficult.
Camille and Blake , my heart goes out to you . 😢
I just got the most intense goosebumps when you said the man knew her name and blessed her, so unreal, so heartbreaking.
It still feels unreal... all of it. Hope you have a great night.
thanks for sharing. i lost my brother to depression in last December... I know such pains are not comparable... but seeing you coping and talking about your loss, help me accept my loss too. May God give you enough strength to heal
Im so sorry. This is a pain nobody should have to experience. Thank you for sharing. Wishing you peace.
Thank you for your love and support. God Bless.
I love watching these, they are lovely, but I get anxiety and scared knowing that this could happen to anyone. I love my boys and I get anxiety thinking about these things.
Thank you for taking the time to watch and comment. I think anxiety is a natural thing to feel when pondering these topics. I’m sorry that It does cause you some level of anxiety. For those who haven’t lost a child our hope is that you can learn from our tragedy and shift your perspective just slightly. I look back on Sunni’s life, and sure there were some hard and frustrating times, but even in those times there was JOY. In the moment it didn’t seem like it, but now that all the future moments have been taken away I can really see how there is JOY in the hard moments. We appreciate your love and support and we hope in some way that this podcast can be helpful and valuable to you. Have a blessed day.
@LostChildPodcast you both are amazing and I appreciate everything that you've both shared. Much love to your entire family
@kinziemiller thank you 🙏 . We truly do appreciate your viewership and support.
I just came across your podcast last night, we lost my nephew a year ago June 28th to an accident; I’ve been supporting my sister best while deeply grieving myself.
I pray that the beautiful memories you have of your sweet daughter bring you comfort and joy.
I pray that in time you can find the same forgiveness God graciously gives to us and find a way to extend it towards yourselves. While the rest of us may recognize you are not to blame, as parents it would be a tremendously traumatic experience to have witnessed and experienced and with that come the questions, the painful what ifs, and the why.
May the Lord wrap his loving arms around you all as you continue down a path no parents or family should ever have to walk.
Thank you for sharing your story, may Sunni continue to shine brightly in your lives, your home and in your hearts.
We are so sorry for the loss of your nephew. We are sorry for you and for your sister's family. Thank you for taking the time to comment. Yes, as parents we are in a tough spot to "forgive ourselves." Thank you for your concern and prayers. God bless!
My heart breaks for you. I'm so sorry. No words can bring Sunni back but I hope your faith helps Your family through this.
Thank you. That is true, no words can bring her back. Thank you for your viewership and support! Have a blessed day.
It sucks. It really freaking sucks. This world sucks. I’m so sorry you’re walking this journey. I’ve walked through a very deep and dark valley of depression for the last 5 years. Just now seeing the light. Don’t allow it to swallow you. ☀️
Praying over you and your family.
One day closer 🫶🏼
^^ it’s what I always tell my best friend who lost her husband. I’ve been walking with her in that for the last 6 years. It’s really stuck with her and been an encouragement.
I don’t know why this video came up but it caught my attention. I lost twin daughters when I was 6 1/2 months pregnant & I was grateful that it happened then compared to a child who I was raising because I couldn’t imagine how much worse it would’ve been. I’m so sorry… I wish I could reach inside your pain and take every bit of it out for you.
If I could offer any little bit that may help… if you need time off, take it. I needed something good to come out of losing my twins and ran myself into a dark hole trying to make sure it happened. I felt like I was on a mission but didn’t take any time for me.. this was 30 years ago. I promise you, you will breathe again. ❤
We are so deeply sorry for your loss. Thank you for taking the time to watch and comment on this video. We are grateful for your input. Yes, self-care is important, especially in an difficult situation like this. God Bless.
Oh Camille, I am so deeply sorry for all you’ve had to endure. I cannot imagine that kind of pain. And I’m so sorry that with that pain, you are also experiencing guilt. You are obviously a wonderful mother. Precious little Sunni was so blessed to have you and your husband as parents.
It also amazes me how purely evil some people can be. Here you are putting yourself out there, sharing the most painful time in your life, trying to help others, and someone could be so heartless as to leave a cruel comment. You’re absolutely right, it is Satan working through them, but Satan won’t win.
I’m praying for you and your family and I’m praying with all my heart that God will lift the pain, guilt, depression and anxiety off of you. I admire you so much for continuing your schooling. Again, putting yourself out there trying to help others. That speaks volumes about the kind of person you are. You are absolutely beautiful inside and out.
Again, I’m so sorry for all you’ve been going through. Please know that you, your husband and family are being lifted up in prayer day and night. During the darkest part of my life, someone told me to take it one day at a time and if need be, take it one hour at a time. I had to crawl through one hour at a time just to make it to one day at a time. But with God’s help I made it and you will too. Sending all the love and hugs I can. We will all pray you and your family through, one day at a time 🙏🏻❣️🙏🏻🤗🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Thank you for taking the time to comment. I can tell that you “get it.” The whole reason we are putting this out there is to help others. Thank you for your prayers for our family. Good bless.
I’m so so sorry!!! You both are excellent parents!!!
I’m so sorry for your loss. It wasn’t your fault. You are a beautiful mom.
Thank you for taking the time to comment on the podcast. She is a beautiful mom! Have a wonderful day.
I'm soooo sorry for your loss Camille. I'm absolutely heartbroken for you. 😓💔 I wish I could fix it for you. 😔 You're a good human being and mom. It was an accident. You didn't mean for this to happen. Love sent from Canada. ❤
Thank you for taking the time to comment. We appreciate your love and support. Hope you have a shine bright day!
I want all THE LOVE IN THE WORLD to be wrapped around you, and EVERYONE this has affected. This has affected me. I hope some day you have the answer as to why she decided to leave the EARTH at this time. No matter the age we are ALL (no matter the age) here on FREE WILL. I am so glad you speak of her in present tense. I believe she is doing good things with God/Heaven/Angels/Holy Spirit/Other ascended souls.
Thank you so lovingly for sharing of your deepest emotions-both of you.
This Podcast will help so many.
Thank you so much for all your loving and kind words. We also wish love for all those affected as well. We have hopes this podcast will help others in their griefs and sorrows.
Camille - I lost a child to crib death. I was at home - my husband was working. I felt so responsible for her death. I have dealt with depression for 44 years. I have found when the depression gets to a level that I need drugs I will first try probiotics. They have been a Godsend for me!
We are so sorry for your loss. Thank you got your viewership and for your feedback. Good bless!
Never blame yourself! There were many adults on the boat!!! It was a bad accident, you were a good mom ! Sunni loves you and would not want you to blame yourself
Thank you for your support. For both Camille and I, it’s easier said than done. It’s something we are both working through and will be working through for some time. Hope you have a wonderful day.
Oh Camille, I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you can have eternel peace in your heart knowing your beautiful daughter is in heaven where there is nothing pure love ❤
So much love to you from another grieving mother... 💗😭
Thank you for your love, sorry for your loss.
Thank you for sharing your sweet Sunny and your experience with losing a sweet child. I listen to your podcast bc I have friends who have lost children. It is so hard to know what to do. My BF lost her daughter 3 months before her 21st birthday. She had planned out our celebration together. Her daughter asked if I would go out with her, her mom, and Aunt to celebrate. She was killed by a drunk driver before her birthday. It was so traumatic. The man who killed her only did 11 months in jail bc he hit and ran.
Thank you for taking the time to comment and watch this podcast. You are the whole reason we are doing this podcast. To help those who know someone who has gone through this. We are sorry for your friends loss and for your loss as well. It is a loss of yours because you go through a grieving process also. God bless.
My thoughts and prayers are with the family on the loss of your beautiful daughter, its definitely no ones fault accidents happen to all of us.
Sunny was trully lucky to have you as parents. She was loved and she was happy, her life was short but full of meaning
My heart breaks for your beautiful family and the families who share on this podcast. It is so hard to understand why God allows such things, yet we know He is sovereign. You are a beautiful mother and will know with true empathy what the families of your patients are going through. Sunni shined her beautiful light brightly. ❤
(I am a hospice nurse and my sister is a PEDS ICU / PEDS surgical NP) Although death comes to all, one never really gets used to it, even when working with it all of the time. I have had so many elderly people who lost their older adult children and many who did lose young children who say, "A parent should never outlive their children" It is so beautiful to think of the reunion that happens when we transition from this life to our "real" forever home. One man I knew had outlived his wife and two sons. On Father's Day he said, "I was a father once." I told him, "You are a father." He is now with his sons once again.
Yes, it is a hard thing to understand. It is the main topic of some of our discussion lately. Sunni did shine ✨. Hope you have a wonderful day.
Sunni is so proud of you for moving forward with school❤
What happened SUCKS! I will pray as hard as I can and maybe you will feel it in time.
Thank you for your support. What happened does suck. Hope you have a wonderful week.
Dear Camille be strong. I feel your pain. I have lost my daughter ,due to illness suddenly she was 13years old. I miss her with all my soul. I also have two sons . I know they need me as much as I need the three of them and I live for them! ❤❤ She is in my heart ,she is in my mind ,whereever I go ,whatever I do I feel her. She lives through me.
Your heart will never heal but it will get strong . Step by step dear mom!❤ Just breathe and devote your time to your sons. They need you . ❤
I am so sorry for your loss.💔💔
I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet 13 year old daughter. Thank you for your kind words.
I feel eternally sorry for your immense loss! I'm sure Sunni is dancing and spreading all her bright light in heaven. I know that words will never take away your pain, but it was not your fault. As horrible as it is, accidents just happen, no matter how careful you are. I wish you and your family the very best and that you learn to live with this pain. Thank you for sharing your story to make other people feel less alone. You are strong as hell!
Thank you so much for your loving and encouraging words. It is very much appreciated. Blessings to you.
Camille, you are a wonderful woman and it is obvious how much you love your children. I admire your honesty and bravery in sharing your story and your sweet girl with us.
I’m so sorry for your loss !! Please never blame yourself it was an accident!!! When u said she needed to use the bathroom maybe she went towards the front of the boat to pee for privacy & nobody noticed.. Never blame yourself you are a beautiful loving mother !
I just watched the dads interview and it had me just sobbing! So I'm so interested to hear the side of the mother😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
Thank you for taking the time to watch the different podcasts. Hope it helps with something in your life.
This is 💔 …..The mom is courageous for sharing her pain with the world. I do not know why but every time the interviewer used the word ‘guilt’ or more specifically ‘your guilt’ it was like nails going down the chalkboard for me. I feel like it sent the message that the mom should be guilty or is guilty which I do not think is true. Guilt is for someone who intended to cause harm or were grossly negligent. This family was not. There was no intent ……this was an accident, a terrible nightmare. No one meant for this to happen. Sunni sounds like such a sweet girl. May she RIP. 💔💔💔
Food for thought: I wondered if the one brother doesn’t want to talk about the day of the accident because he knows how Sunni ended up in the water and is scared to share it. I suspect with the parents being occupied with trying a new board and driving the boat that they may have missed something that involved the children. Having so many people on board made it difficult to be aware of everything going on. I’d encourage continued counseling for all the children who were on the boat that day as someone knows what happened to Sunni/how she need up back in the water and that is a big burden for a child to carry.
Thanks for taking the time to comment on the video. The "guilt" is something Camille still feels, even though she shouldn't because it was an accident. We appreciate your input and thought provoking comments. Hope you have a wonderful night. God Bless.
So sorry praying 🙏🏼 for you and your kids. You both are awesome people and wonderful parents who love your children. I've been grieving now almost 3 years and I still cry every night😢❤ she was truly a beautiful child
A great blessing for being lds is faith that our loved ones will be with us again. I feel so sorry for anyone who loses a child. The Gospel brings comfort and obviously we just want our children back now
When a child dies, no matter what the circumstance, it's natural for the parent/care giver, to blame themselves. You just have to know that you loved that child and would never do anything to cause them pain or death. It was a tragic accident. God bless this family and give them healing.
Sunni, mermaid, princess! So precious! I know what it's like to lose a child! Sending you love & hugs! ❤❤😘
Bravo for this channel and your strength in sharing with others in the hope to help in any way possible!
5 1/2 months is way too soon. Things have to be so Raw still. I do hope this helps with the healing process for you .
So sorry for your loss... Hugs and prayers
no mom. YOU didn’t hit her. run her over. she was hit by the boat. NO YOU didn’t kill her !! you are wrong. please know that. YOU would never hurt a hair on her body !! you know that love. i’ll think of your loving happy daughter for a long time. she seemed so special and the world was lucky to have her ❤️❤️
Mom that’s why they call them accidents, you can’t blame yourself!
I’m so sorry for your loss
It was a tragic accident that was no one’s fault
Bless you and I believe God will be with you and have his hand on your family. You are delivering hope to so many. Sending you all my love and faith.
I see you, Camille. I see the hurt and pain you’re carrying.
You’ve got a great friend sitting here with you in this interview. I assume she’s from your church. Hold fast to her friendship and support.
I can understand if Camille doesn’t feel the podcast helpful for herself, currently. Completely understand.
However, I believe these are seeds being sowed and will eventually bare so much fruit in the future, and one day she’ll see this big, beautiful, bountiful community that has been created and will be such a blessing for herself and others.
They had to do everything possible to revive someone so young.
And be seen to be doing everything - you leave no 'what ifs' in the minds of family for later on. Just awful, whichever way
It broke my heart in both their interviews hearing they both were so adamant about her already being gone. That they didn’t even want to tell 911 where they were and didn’t want to even try for a miracle. It’s like their mind was made up. I wasn’t there and have so much compassion for them. It just broke my heart a little 😢
O my i cant imagine all i want to do is hug you it would be so hard. You were a great mom that why you feel so guilty of what happened but to me i can tell you loved her so much.
I love your podcast.....RIP to all kids who died ,and may God help their parents to continue their lives.. ❤😢a big kiss and many hugs to you 🙏☦️forgive my english ,its my third language..
Thank you for your support and love. We are glad that you enjoy the podcast., Hope you have a wonderful day.
Thank you for sharing your spiritual path
Thank you for your kind words.
I'm sad for your loss. Your heart is forever broken. We lost twins many years ago.
We are so sorry to hear about your loss, we will pray for you.
camille god gives us our cross to bear and its how we bare that cross..and your doing that daily in your own sweer ways, god bless you & your family
This one is a tough cross. Thank you for your blessing. God bless you too. Hope you have a wonderful week.
OMG I am bawling. Momma I am so very sorry!!!!!!!! The pain must be so unimaginable. I hate this world. Jesus please come back and end the suffering!!!!!
Thank you for taking the time to watch and comment. We appreciate your thoughts and support. We hope you have a wonderful day.
I was treated by Deer Valley honor health on May 30 2024 I was in my semi when another semi hit me head on at 65 mph. I was transported to that hospital about 2 hrs after the crash. The crash was horrific. I had wounds on both of my lower legs. Bothe legs were bleeding from blunt force trauma. Especially my right leg. They discharged me 40 mins after I arrived. I had broken ribs, lower left lobe in lungs was collapsed. I had a concussion and whiplash. And a herniated disc in lower back. I received no treatment for any of those things. They were only worried about internal injuries (major) or broken bones. They cut my clothes off. I had no phone as it burned in crash. My husband and daughter were stuck in Vegas where I’m from because the US93 was closed from 7:43am to approximately 4:30pm in both directions. When they discharged me blood was still running down my right leg. They took me out to the waiting room where so many sick people were. I was wearing xxxlarge paper scrubs. I was traumatized, I was scared, I was hurting. I was alone. My $100,000 semi burned to the ground. I ended up getting a really bad infection in my right leg. They should have given me stitches! It was that deep! Honor health charged $53,000 for 40 MINUTES of subpar care!!!!!!
I am so sorry to hear about your terrible accident and experience at Honor Health. I hope that you were able to get those bills lessened. Blessings to you my friend.
We as mothers can hide our feelings very well…cry out everyday to our creator…LET IT OUT!!
Yell scream get mad….we cannot keep all this bottled up inside…especially something so tragic!!!
HELP YOURSELF!!
I’m praying for you and your family!!
Thank you, I appreciate this. Life is tough!
Camille, it's July 17th. I'm sure July is probably a month that you will brace for until you reach Heaven yourself. I say that because i lost my big brother in May (may 16th) of 98. And May is a month that when it gets close, i begin to hold my breath. Anyway, in the next 2 weeks, i am going to just set aside a moment for you and your family (especially Sonni's brothers since i lost a sibling). It doesn't get easier. It just gets different and you do get stronger....although that probably doesn't help. It just sucks. And God does know that. He has to. He knows everything. ❤❤
It does just suck. Thanks for your words. I’m sorry for the loss of your brother. We love you!
@@LostChildPodcast ❤️ y'all too. Remember....one day we will all be reunited with them again. We just have a few errands to run first before we can get back home to them.
This reminds of the movie "Paradise". Please know that you both are in my prayers. 🙏🏼
Your family sounds amazing.
Thank you 🙏.
Camille I'm so sorry this tragedy happened to your family. Sunni 💔🙏🏼🕊❤🌄 😭
Thank you for taking the time to share you love and support with us. Hope you have a wonderful day.
“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”
Psalms 34:18 NIV
Camille please don’t be too hard on yourself. We have been blessed with 10 children and I can only imagine the pain of losing one of them. I don’t believe we have to do anything to get closer to God. This verse in Psalms say that he is near to the broken hearted and saves those who are crushed In spirit. He does it willingly. God gave his only Son Jesus that we may have eternal life. He knows what it is to suffer that indescribable pain. He also
Forgives those who earnestly seek him. His forgiveness is a free gift also. We are absolved of all guilt through him. You could not have known what was going to happen that fateful day. Lean into him and you will know true comfort that the world cannot give. God Bless 💕
Thank you. God bless
My take on why the media reported that it was Camille driving the boat is that it wasn't done to be malicious; quite the opposite - I think it would have left even the most cold hearted person feeling nothing but utter empathy. It just adds another layer of utmost compassion to Sunni's story 💜
Thank you for taking the time to watch the podcast and to share your input. Sunni's story is a precious story. Hope you have a wonderful day.
@@LostChildPodcastIt might be helpful to have responses that are tailored to the commenter versus just thanking people for watching the podcast. It may be a piece of the puzzle as to why your channel is stagnant. Just a suggestion.
@@CharleysAquaticNook
They are barely 6 months out from losing a precious child & you can’t do any better than this. This lovely couple does not have to reply to any of the comments if they do not wish to. They are in so much pain right now….to our eyes, they look okay, but on the inside they are a mess….a mass of up & down emotions that threaten to come out at any given moment, most of which make no sense, like while waiting in line at the grocery.
Have some mercy on others…give people the same kindness you would like to have afforded to you.
Blessings to you❤
@@CharleysAquaticNookhow about give them some grace? It was stated in this video that that particular topic is something she is reeling from and still trying to come to terms with. They don’t need to address it from someone’s comment
@@DeleteWoofDogBanWoofDog I know your question was for the podcast, but I’d like to offer my insight on that question. I watched both interviews with the mom and dad of Sunni and it was shockingly very different. It was different in the way they grieved, their feelings on the assessment of that day and the aftermath, and their outlook on how to cope. It could be the case where only 1 parent agrees to go on the podcast but talking separately seems to provide a different insight. Camille admitted that she didn’t care if she were to die possibly welcoming it. Can you imagine her saying that in front of her husband? She wouldn’t. These are the thoughts we get by her telling her truth alone.
Love you Wasden family! 💞
Sunni was a mermaid Princess! 🦄
#TeamSunni 🌞
#LostChildPodcast ❤️🩹
Thank you for your continued support. Hope you are doing well.
I love Blake’s disclaimer at the opening of these. These are peoples rawest, most vulnerable stories. Be kind in how you comment in these video threads. That’s my nice way of saying it. 😊
Blessings to you.
I think the anxiety and depression is something that God is taking you thru atm. It is a very important part of the healing process, even though it is so painful. God is preparing to go deeper into the heart but to do this, the feelings and emotions have to be felt. Loss is the hardest emotion to endure. One of the hardest lessons I have had to learn but finally coming to a realization that God said that this was her time to be with him. It was a divinely appointed time but I know it doesn't help the pain ❤
Thank you for taking the time to share your thoughts with us. Hope you have a wonderful week. God Bless.
After I lost my son in an auto accident.. I broke down one day in front of my nursing supervisor so she mandated that I go to talk therapy which my employer paid for & I had no choice if I wanted to keep my job. So the therapist would tell me what I needed to do to work through my grief 🙄 She told me I should paint so I just pretended I was painting. I know when I look back it was so crazy but I didn’t want to hurt her feelings & tell her how stupid it would be to paint when my world would never be right
I'm so sorry for the loss of your son. It is terrible to lose a child. It is true, after losing a child, nothing is right in the world anymore. Prayers for you.
We are terribly sorry for the loss of your son. Everyone has their own road to take and therapist do not work for everyone.
I hope you forgive yourself ❤ my heart hurts for you and your family.
I’m sorry you had to deal with the trolls and keyboard warriors. They will always be there no matter what.
True.
Camille & Blake , a wonderful couple in my church lost their little girl , blonde hair blue eyes , like Sunni. The father ran her over on farm ACCIDENT , she died and 8 years later they are so close to the Lord !! They have had another girl an already had a son . The Lord has given them true joy and CHRIST WILL take that guilt !!! GOD is close to the broken hearted ❤ STAY CLOSE TO JESUS
AMÉN !!🙏
Blessings be my friends 🙏❤️Gods speed in your healing
Oh dear momma you don’t need to forgive yourself…. Forgiveness is needed when you do something wrong and you did NOTHING wrong.. you were with your family giving friends a special day of making memories. How kind you and your husband were taking that family out sharing your love of boating. That’s why it’s called an accident pure and simple. I know the agony of losing a child. I lost my firstborn son to cancer which was horrific in itself. To lose a child in an accident is a whole different level of loss I’m sure. I belong to a group for parents who have lost a son and it has helped me beyond measure. Perhaps a group for losing a child due to an accident would help? Only those who have walked in your shoes can truly understand. I will keep you in all my prayers for the Lord to give you grace to know there is nothing to forgive. Bless you all as you travel this new life together and draw strength from each other.🙏
Thank you for your sweet and loving words
Honestly (and I mean this as a true gift from God, the fact that she stayed conscious long enough for momma and daddy hold her and kiss her is a miracle in itself. Kids bleed out very quickly from a detached femoral artery.
I hope sooner rather than later this brings you both peace, strength and love.
Thank you for taking the time to comment on the video. We hope peace for you too.
I think the second child is always the most fearless lol 😊😊
Neither parent states how many kids & adults were in the boat ? This could help explain how she was left in the water ? Not to be cruel but to teach others how this can happen with experienced boaters. Poor little girl I hope she passed quickly 😢❤
Thank you for taking the time to comment on this video.
CAMILLE... SUNNI WOULD NOT WANT U TO EVER BLAME YOURSELF SHE WOULD COMFORT YOU AND ASK YOU NOT TO DO THAT AND SHE LOVES YOU . U SPOKE OF HOW SHE MAKES EVERYONE FEEL BETTER WHEN THEY WERE SAD WELL SUNNI WANTS YOU TO KNOW ITS NOT YOUR FAULT AND TO STOP SHE LOVES YOU BU THE WAY GOD PUT THIS ON MY HEART TO SAY THESE WORDS TO YOU I HOPE U SEE THIS ALL US MOMMAS LOVE U. GOD AND MOST OF ALL SUNNI LOVES YOU
I almost caused the death of my daughter, she is fine today but I struggle with anxiety and depression. I am anxious to be alone with her thinking I might not react fast enough if she slips, or not catch her when she falls off the couch or or or. Intellectually I know perfectly well that these thoughts and my depression harm her more than anything. She does not get the mum she deserves and needs.
My situation is nowhere comparable to yours but perhaps it helps you to realize that it’s imperative for you to forgive yourself (if not for your own sake (that should be enough but I know first hand it might not be) for the sake of your sons)
We are sorry for the situation that happened with you and your daughter. We are sorry for the impact it has had on your life. We are glad that she is still here today. Thank you for taking the time to comment on multiple of our videos/podcasts. Hope you have a wonderful day.
I agree about being mindful of the situation. When our daughter gained her wings, I didn’t feel I could talk to people because I felt I had to be something that I couldn’t be. I couldn’t just talk like everything was ok. I couldn’t listen to them trying to be sincere. At the same time, I felt guilty that I couldn’t feel the same way that I had always felt being around people. I struggled with everything of the day to day milestones. Our daughter was only 15 days old when she passed, some of the comments that the people said was hard to stomach. Such as at least she was so little that you didn’t come so attached! You are better off since she would have so many medical issues. People are so inconsiderate. But eventually my prayers were answered, and I had the opportunity thru prayer, and a lot of love and really appreciating the Word of God. I know now they were trying to be comforting and they did have the best intentions. His Grace and Mercy are sufficient.
With my experience Jesus healed me from losing Jen after 10 years with the coming of grandaughter Ella.
Sorry for your loss, and we join you in your joy with having a granddaughter. Hope you have a wonderful day.
May I ask what MP school is?
Yeah, it is NP school or Nurse Practitioner.
It's not your fault it was an accident 😢💔
I have a fear of boats and water, someone probably should have done a head count.
RIP Sunny 🩷🌈🩷💐🩷
Thank you for your support.
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Are they married ?? GOD BLESS THEM INCREASE THEIR FAITH DEAR JESUS
Personal boats need sensor warnings.
Maybe a medium can help to join you together with her to help with the healing. We live in pain and with God she will live forever with Love and peace.
Do you even understand how offensive it is to a Christian to suggest a medium? The Bible says it is utterly evil. Have some respect for that family.
We appreciate your feedback, thank you for your suggestions.
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How did the the lady in the purple sweater lose a child?
Great question. It was in a fluke UTV accident. She tells her full story right here: ua-cam.com/video/4FES_YFdC7E/v-deo.html
Is sunny the girl in the photo behind the interviewer ?
Yes
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I fell stupid but what’s a MP
It is NP. Nurse Practitioner.
GIRL, God is working THROUGH you during this most difficult time. When you were talking about the mean comments from people, you said that you have to remember that it's daggers in satan's tool belt, that when people say things to cause contention and make people feel terrible, that it's satan, those things come from satan, the ugliness of the world is from satan, that is NOT from GOD, and those people are living miserable lives and want to put their hate and misery onto other people to make themselves feel better and that is just evil trying to find root anywhere it can. satan knows just where to sow the evilness.. to use your grief and anger at yourself to sow seeds of doubt and regret and shame and embarrassment and self loathing to try to sever your relationship with God. he knows that he only has a limited time to rule here and build his army for a battle that he he is conceited enough to think he can win, when it has already been foretold that JESUS has already won... Continue to be strong in your Faith in God and stay prayed up. Don't let satan get to you through your devastating loss. Remember that God knows the very number of hairs on your head, just as he knows the exact days and hours that we each have on this earth. He has all the answers you are seeking and when you stand before Him, you will surely understand His plan. He knows you are hurting and He knows you feel guilty and He understands. Because how must our Heavenly Father have felt, sending His only Son, to this hateful place, to die for undeserving people ... and He knew what Jesus would endure here, but still He sent Him to save us... God knows... and He has caught all your tears...and He has His arms around your family. He said He will never leave us or forsake us, especially in our toughest times, when we cant see Him, hear Him or feel Him... it's then that He carries us..
When people say anything, it isn't coming from God or satan, or whatever; it's coming from themselves! What anyone says it's solely their responsibility, not some demonic possession!
When her femoral artery was cut she only had 2-3 minutes if that long to live.
True, that’s why we knew it was final when we were still on the boat. Thank you for watching the podcast.
What's MP?
NP. It is nurse practitioner.
Nurse Practitioner
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What is MP school
Great question. It is NP school. NP stands for Nurse Practitioner.
How does something like that happen?🥺
Why?
Accidents just happen, unfortunately. Why? If you don't believe in God, there's no reason for anything and things just randomly happen; if you believe in God, you believe that He has some kind of plan, or you just think that He doesn't interfere with people's lives much. The whys and what ifs are pointless, at this moment; what's important is that the whole family find some kind of piece and stick together!
Is this channel LDS based?
This is not an LDS based channel. Though we are members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day-Saints. Also many of the guests belong to the same church. This channel is all based around child loss and grief. Many guests have referenced their faith as something that helped them through these trying times. Our hope is to have many different people on the podcast to share their stories to help others understand those who have lost a child, or to help those in similar circumstances. Thank you for your question.
I am not religious, but I will pray for you and your daughter, just in case. Take care momma 💕
Thank you for your prayers.