2:26 This part makes me so sad because in other videos Jaiden says this was a hard time for her with her anorexia and I can't help but feel this is us seeing it. It also makes me happy to see how far Jaiden has come! Keep going Jaiden! You're a queen!
Knowing what she was going through, and hearing her say "I already ate" is really sad. I'm so glad she pulled through and is in a better place now. I'm rooting for you Jaiden. You're one of the best UA-camrs out there. You're so kind and pure and I look forward to every video you upload. I love you, we all love you, and we want you to be happy. Keep being awesome
Personally I think she is the best UA-camr along with Jacksepticeye. They are equal in my opinion, so I wasn't wrong in saying she's one of the best UA-camrs. She IS the best UA-camr, but she's not the only one. However if you believe she is the only best UA-camr, I will not argue with you.
Felix, she didn't say "I already ate" just because of the pepperoni, she said it because she had anorexia. She was starving herself. And that's why it's sad
Felix Xu the fact is she said "I just ate" instead of "I'm vegan" showing her being vegan had nothing to do with it plus I'm pretty sure that they knew she was vegan
He didn’t even know about the anorexia, she specifically says in the face reveal vid that she hadn’t told anyone except the one guy making the vidcon video
I feel like he could tell something was up with his best friend if this happened to my bff I would know if she was acting weird as well so that’s how u know James is a good friend.
If you’ve watched the face reveal video, you can tell her voice. The time she was like “I already ate.” And when she said “you deserve it more than me.” Really tore me into shreds, when you realize what she was going through at that time. And the thumbnail. Just realizing it makes me torn..I love you Jaiden. 💖❤️
I agree it didn't seem like she was acting herself and she just putting on a mask... it's really sad to think she was going through this at the time. even, when she trying to entertain her viewers... it felt so forced... you are truly amazing, Jaiden don't ever forget that !!!
She's vegan, she can't eat pizza. Also she said that as a joke because she didn't have tumblr and James did, she meant for this to be a happy funny video and it is so don't twist it into something else
Guys ik it hits u in the feels but stop commenting about her eating disorder. It's very annoying to be spammed with people remind you that you had anorexia. Please don't start arguing with me in the comments. Thx for listening.
I agree 100% as someone with an eating disorder. I'm currently mid-relapse and I already hate when it gets mentioned. I can't imagine what it'd be like to make it through that shit just for people to keep bringing it up.
@@pyuku5842 We're both aware that this is very old news, but people are coming back to this video just to comment about her eating disorder and its just rude
@@sm92127 she had a eating disorder, watch "Why i dont have a face reveal." She said herself she went there when she had an eating disorder, so yes, she is vegan, and had an eating disorder then.
I’m surprised a lonely person didn’t comment “I have no friends,” which is not true unless you literally talk to no one like ever in your entire life and or a dick
This video hits way different after knowing what she was dealing with. James is really one of the best people to have as a friend; you could tell even though he was having a good time he was concerned for Jaiden every time she said something that hinted at what she was going through. And so good on her for pushing through and making it out the other end!
The thumbnail makes more sense too like... Her face is covered by doge because she is self conscious Her fake face is easily seen with the thumbs up like the oh its really good
you can really tell that the way she speaks and how she is “happy” isn’t the same as in for example when boyinaband and jaiden made the empty music video, boyinaband recorded their experience and you can tell jaiden was actually really happy
@sneeks leeks have you watched the face reveal video yet? its not because they’re calling her fat or anything. it’s because jaiden starved herself and had depression and anxiety.. so thats why that line “that’s for you guys, i already ate” is so disturbing now :(
“You deserve it more than I do” “I’m not worthy of it” “I already ate” “I don’t know what I’m doing here” “The lowest point of Dom’s life” “Let’s see if I cry again” “You guys are really the ones helping me” “You guys make me feel happy as I’ve ever been”
@Spaghetti Pasta she said it was the lowest she had ever felt in her entire life, and that she wasnt back to normal yet. i also think that she wasnt vegan at the time
Shawn H. Watch her video titled ‘Why I don’t have a face reveal’ (or something like that). She mentions how at this VidCon she was being fake and hiding the fact that she was starving herself. When she said ‘that’s for you guys I already ate’ she was lying. She talked about how depressed she was at the time this was filmed and how she didn’t want to disappoint her fans by not coming or being miserable. After this VidCon she asked someone who she took a video and photos with to let her blur out her face because she didn’t want people to see the mask she was wearing. The person agreed but later changed their mind and posted the video showing her face. Shortly after that she started having really dark thoughts, and she didn’t tell anyone because she didn’t want to hurt them.
Now I understand how you felt at this time. When you said "I already ate," I know you probably didn't. You sound so happy and normal that nobody couldn't guessed the things you were feeling. I'm glad you got through it. I'm glad you didn't give up on your life. You make people, including me, smile every day :)
The first time I watched this, I had to idea (or forgot) about her anorexia. I'm here, a year later, just watched her face reveal video (not the first time), and came to this. It makes me feel so bad, how she was in such a depressive state, and her friends were all visibly concerned. All the little signs, like "No, that's for you, I already ate," and, "You deserve it more than I do", really break me. Jaiden, im here to support you no matter what. I'm happy you're here with us. You are the most amazing person just the way you are.
I saw this when I was nine. I thought Jaiden was actually happy, but she’s just pretending. I’m eleven now and I feel awful to see Jaiden pretending to be happy. I can see that Jaiden is much more happier now! And not pretending to be happy. I will support Jaiden no matter what! :)
But it's painfully obvious that James is really worried for her. I mean, it looks like he's trying to hide it. Because it probably hurts to see your best friend doing that, if you know what I mean. I feel bad for them. They both shouldn't go through that.
One of the most wholesome, but also one of the most genuinely fucking terrifying videos on UA-cam with the right context. The thumbnail on Jaiden hiding herself “with a mask”. “That’s for you guys, I already ate.” All the other quotes of Jaiden that might seem humorous at first, but in reality are just her reflecting on the state of her mental health. I’d say that the part I’m most chilled by is the fact that she hides her anxiety, fear, sadness, and pain so damn well. I remember having my own bout of extreme anxiety, not anorexia but school related, and even in that whirlwind of emotion I knew when to stop and express myself. I’m horrified and saddened at how much anxiety Jaiden must have been feeling as of that time to the point where all of her ability to express her emotions essentially shut off. I have had a similar experience after my own bout of anxiety-in fact, me and my friends have a running joke that I’m the one dude in that meme who doesn’t cry during Titanic-so it makes me genuinely fucking terrified to think just how much anxiety you would have to feel to genuinely be able to seal in all your emotions during the trauma. I’m glad she’s recovered, and I will forever support her videos.
@Annabella Peana this was during the time she had an eating disorder called anorexia. Yes, she’s vegan now, but that was because she was starving herself.
Edmund Ng She had anorexia, which is an eating disorder. She was starving herself so she could become skinny and she was lying to them, "I already ate"
Everyone’s talking about the “I just ate” thing but I haven’t seen anyone point out the fact that in her Why I Don’t Have A “Face Reveal” video, she said that she “was wearing a mask” at VidCon and when you look at this video’s thumbnail, sure enough...
jaiden: that's for you guys, i already ate. james: *worried smile* edit: y'all i don't think she was vegan when she was anorexic. edit 2: ok i was wrong-
I just, they are so adorable together. Regardless of wether they are friends or not, or how Jaiden was really feeling. She's better now and I just FanBoy all the time when I see/watch them together.
Uh.. are you referring to her and James, or her and Tony?Just fyi, James has a girlfriend, you see her when James meets Captain Sparklez and she moves out of the camera. Tony also has a girlfriend. I'm shaking my head. It's never going to be cannon, and unless Jaiden finds someone, she might even keep that life private, maybe, maybe not. Please be more considerate. I bet she's still annoyed with all these #shipping comments.
I know you guys are worried for Jaiden and the line “I already ate” but let’s just focus on the positivity of this video! I feel like this is supposed to be a fun video, and us obsessing over her eating disorder is like betrayal (Lol idk). I’m not saying I don’t care about Jaiden, I’m worried as well. But two years later she’s recovering well! :)
I mean.. you aren't wrong! yes you are very much correct omg i felt that *eternal crying* because you could hear the depression in her voice and all the sadness. :c
Nadia Keiller she legit explained in her “why I don’t have a face reveal” vid that she has anorexia and she explained that it was during this time period
NoobOf2020 yes, that’s is 2 months before VidCon. So I read somewhere that in order to become fully vegan you have to have a certain set before becoming vegan, and that can take 3-5 months. But whatever idk
It's honestly just so scary and sad that Jaiden sounds so happy and normal during this. I'm literally crying so hard. PLEASE take care of yourself. There's only one of you, and that's legendary.
@@VanNessy97 Not all of it. Like some where she laughed with the other UA-camrs was real. But most of it had strain, was high-pitched, was unenthusiastic, et cetera. And the "I already ate" thing. Yeah.
@@neon4959 yes true but people are just sad, because in that time this got released, everyone said: "ah, she just ate before" but now, whan we know the problems she had, people get sad over it
Jude Kempany no need to be rude, they’re trying to support jaiden. jaiden went through some tough stuff and you’re being ignorant and a huge asshole. grow up.
2:26 actually managed to instill instant sadness in me. It's so weird to think that if she wouldn't have said anything, nobody here would know, and really the only person would be the one who refused to let her censor herself out. It feels wrong.
Me: laughing at how goofy jaiden and james are James: gets pizza Jaiden: I already ate Me: *remembers she had an eating disorder during vidcon 2016* DANG IT JAIDEN NO
Safety Doggo no, if she looks back on this video and sees the comments that are literally 90% about her struggling from an ED, she may become triggered and relapse
Melat G I actually made a test where I showed someone random in my family a video of them together (especifically the "complains about arizona" video) and I asked them "what do you think they are? Brothers? Friends? Couple?" Spoiler alert they said couple. Me (aka shiping machina): INSPIRATION IS COMING TO MEEEEEEEE
as a person who knows how it feels to hide all your true emotions for a long time, I can feel exactly what she's feeling in this video and it hurts to know that everyone thinks your happy and fulfilled when sometimes you want them to look a little deeper but they will never know. For the most part, you are happy with your friends having a great time but it's like you not fully there it's like your on autopilot but you're trying so hard to be yourself but you. at certain times you just want to crawl into a hole and cry (kinda like when Jaiden was eating at restaurants or ordering food) but I can't say for sure that's whats she was feeling but that's the just of it there's way more that's going through a person's head and you can never tell your friends because they already have their lives and problems and you don't want to drag them down with you. It is scary to know that anyone even you can hide their whole life and feelings, so if you ever think somethings off please don't be afraid to look a little deeper.
Ah that's also kinda me. I mean I look happy with my friends (more like sound happy, I have pretty much 0 facial expression), and I guess it's with my more mature friends (we're 13-14, don't expect too much from us) have this as well, we just keep our more depressive thoughts to ourselves. While I don't let people my thoughts, I'm always cold, as I'd like to know the people around me before I let those who I can trust (which is like only a couple of people) know about me, my other friends do show a lot of emotions. We know inside, we're all kinda depressed and stressed, but we don't want people to see it, so we just act like rowdy teens.
That outro really broke my heart, seriously, after knowing what she was going through, you can hear the hesitation in her voice, how lower her tone was compared to everything else in the rest of the video even compared to the quiet bits, ugh, it hurts
you can hear that if she had no self control, then she would've burst out in tears. But she is who I consider strong. Like, shes able to go through tough times and still be able to talk about it. I have mental issues and even talking to my family about THAT is hard. so.. GG Jaiden! You Trooper! But, seriously, about that outro, it hurts to hear it, you can hear the sadness in her voice, the trauma, the thoughts in her head, everything she was going through at the time! that is a true trooper! GG Jaiden! well, to show that.. I like, I'm saying that uhh, *heh he* *Behind the scenes of every conversation being wrecked by my social anxiety* xD
After watching “Why I Don’t Have A ‘Face Reveal’ ” and “Empty” when James brings the pizza and Jaiden says she already ate, I felt so bad, because I knew that wasn’t true.😢
Looking at this video and comparing it to now, you can tell Jaiden is trying to be enthusiastic here but there isn't a whole lot of emotion behind her voice at times, like she's just going through the motions. I'm happy she's doing better now.
Like she said in her face reveal, (I know that this isn’t exactly what she said) “several months seemed to blur together and all I focused on was what I ate, and how many calories I was consuming”
Jaiden: “I already ate” *flashbacks of her saying she had a disorder during this* :( are you sure you ate? :(((( it’s honestly inspiring knowing everything that she’s been through and she’s still this happy, positive person on the internet!
I ALREADY CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT YEAR!!
JaAaAaAames
TheOdd1sOut oh hi james
You obviously can't wait for next year to go to VidCon even though this is 2018
NERD...
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I love you
TheOdd1sOut me two james
i hope my video edits make it more interesting because i know it's a long video lol sorry there was too much fun
Epic vid
Yeah definitely better than watching a 2 hour long video
Jaiden FACE REVEAL! FACE REVEAL!
Jaiden today is my birthday
It was a great video! :D
“That’s for you guys, I already ate.”
That line is haunting knowing what she was going through at this time.
JackieRonasaurus Gaming & More yeah 😭
your right
I was about to say that you're so right
it was pizza and shes vegan anyway.
*A N O R E X I A* (eating disorder, and jaiden has that)
The sad thing is that she wasn't happy in this video. It's scary when you realize backstories of people at times when you thought they were okay
What happened
@@dolfinthesecond no yeah I knew I was confused why poeple where tasking it about it now but I know why
Yea...
@@navi6962 ya that’s sad... I hope she’s happy now after 3 years
No she didn’t say
James' *worried smile* when Jaiden said "I already ate" made me ball into tears
Why
Watch the vid. were is my face revile
I did. She is fine now
Timestamp??
3 years ago
2:26 This part makes me so sad because in other videos Jaiden says this was a hard time for her with her anorexia and I can't help but feel this is us seeing it. It also makes me happy to see how far Jaiden has come! Keep going Jaiden! You're a queen!
It also made me very sad 😞
And james had pizza and she just said no "I just ate"
That was from the music video if you didn't know that 😛
I didn’t even think about that. 😨😰😫
Ranger Ruby made me sad to
"no I’m not hungry I just ate!"
Blake TheGr8 And anorexia.
I just realized James is the tall one even though he’s always drawn short.
Finding such a nice comment in this sea of sadness is a gem
Hahahahah
I tough James just lie but it real
He's 6'2
James has short fetish
They didn’t realize Jaiden would be making an anime in 4 years
so true
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Knowing what she was going through, and hearing her say "I already ate" is really sad. I'm so glad she pulled through and is in a better place now. I'm rooting for you Jaiden. You're one of the best UA-camrs out there. You're so kind and pure and I look forward to every video you upload. I love you, we all love you, and we want you to be happy.
Keep being awesome
Incorrect. She IS the best UA-camr.
Personally I think she is the best UA-camr along with Jacksepticeye. They are equal in my opinion, so I wasn't wrong in saying she's one of the best UA-camrs. She IS the best UA-camr, but she's not the only one.
However if you believe she is the only best UA-camr, I will not argue with you.
Felix Xu she didn't eat through is the sad thing she was starving herself
Felix, she didn't say "I already ate" just because of the pepperoni, she said it because she had anorexia. She was starving herself. And that's why it's sad
Felix Xu the fact is she said "I just ate" instead of "I'm vegan" showing her being vegan had nothing to do with it plus I'm pretty sure that they knew she was vegan
It's so sad when Jaiden says she is the happiest she's ever been, when really she was the worst she'd ever been
Guess who sameeee
Guess who yea...
What timé?
Guess who yeah :(
Guess who yup :(
2:26 James seems worried when she said that
He didn’t even know about the anorexia, she specifically says in the face reveal vid that she hadn’t told anyone except the one guy making the vidcon video
Nah fam he seems happy coz he can eat more pizza
MihaiCreeper she had Anorexia watch her face reveal
idk whatever did we ever figure out who that was?
@@Elle-cy3eu probably because Jaiden didn't want us to find his social media and give him loads of hate, because she's so nice
James and Jaiden friendship and overall life is something I'd die for 🤧 such a dream come true
2:28 that worried smile with the "yeah" that James said literally put me into tears.
Same here... literally this whole video’s sad now...
I feel like he could tell something was up with his best friend if this happened to my bff I would know if she was acting weird as well so that’s how u know James is a good friend.
Mia's World101 yeah he’s a really nice guy
that part gave dark flashbacks to dat anorexia for some reason, maybe since it was related to food? \__(">)__/
@@despair_ful3347
do you are have stupid
My guy that's what this is all about.
If you’ve watched the face reveal video, you can tell her voice. The time she was like “I already ate.” And when she said “you deserve it more than me.” Really tore me into shreds, when you realize what she was going through at that time. And the thumbnail. Just realizing it makes me torn..I love you Jaiden. 💖❤️
I know that video was very sad but i like it cause she got through it all
I agree it didn't seem like she was acting herself and she just putting on a mask...
it's really sad to think she was going through this at the time.
even, when she trying to entertain her viewers...
it felt so forced...
you are truly amazing, Jaiden don't ever forget that !!!
She's vegan, she can't eat pizza. Also she said that as a joke because she didn't have tumblr and James did, she meant for this to be a happy funny video and it is so don't twist it into something else
Yeeee
@@sm92127 she was at her lowest state during vidcon as she said herself. she wanted everyone to still see her as happy and 100 percent okay.
You can clearly hear her struggling in her outro.. it’s really sad but I’m happy that she’s okay now
15:26 can we all take a moment to appreciate Jaidens phone case? 😂
Yes
My gosh yess lol
Why indeed we can 😂
OMG her phone case is so cute!
Doge
Jaiden: I already ate
Everyone then: Oh shes just full
Everyone now: *cries*
**Sighs**...ya
What do u guys mean?
Oh ok thanks
Can yall stop be depressing please??
@shortcake_ She said during that time she was deppersed
the "i just ate" now breaks my heart into a hundred pieces with a sadness punch .But i'm glad she got better over time, she even sings now! :)
Well, yes and no. She was going through something awful at the time, but she is also a vegan, and there was pepperoni on the pizza.
@@bobby-pg5wf Lol
she is not vegan
@@notyourbruh Lol, she said on twitter that she is
@@bobby-pg5wf My bad I throught she was joking about being vegan
@@notyourbruh lol, s'all good
It really sucks knowing what Jaiden was going through at this time
Ikr its so saaadddd 😭😭😭
ya
Yah ;/
Wait..what?
@@Herrmit see jaidens face reveal video. It'll make sense. "I already ate" will also make sense. (You'll see)
Guys ik it hits u in the feels but stop commenting about her eating disorder. It's very annoying to be spammed with people remind you that you had anorexia. Please don't start arguing with me in the comments. Thx for listening.
I agree 100% as someone with an eating disorder. I'm currently mid-relapse and I already hate when it gets mentioned. I can't imagine what it'd be like to make it through that shit just for people to keep bringing it up.
@@neon4959 Thank you for having common cense. I hope you get better soon my friend.
@@gingerbreadguy6764 I'm going to try to recover when I can but due to my situation, It'd make things worse if I brought it up to anyone. Thank you
3 years behind Buddy
@@pyuku5842 We're both aware that this is very old news, but people are coming back to this video just to comment about her eating disorder and its just rude
When she said "I already ate" it broke my heart...
I am so sorry that someone so pure had to go through that amount of pain...
She's vegan, and she could have already ate
LowKeyOut she is vegan
@@sm92127 she had a eating disorder, watch "Why i dont have a face reveal." She said herself she went there when she had an eating disorder, so yes, she is vegan, and had an eating disorder then.
@@sm92127 She wasn't vegan yet. But she just ate so whatever.
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James is that one friend we all had in elementary school.
I'm kind of that one friend, *kind of*
@Necalli Campos also, please tell me the story **pshicologist Mode on**
This is the only normal comment I could find after 20 minutes of scrolling
i wish they would still collab, i miss the old animation squad
I’m surprised a lonely person didn’t comment “I have no friends,” which is not true unless you literally talk to no one like ever in your entire life and or a dick
I love how James is just in the background struggling xD
9:09
Don’t steal my toast
This video hits way different after knowing what she was dealing with. James is really one of the best people to have as a friend; you could tell even though he was having a good time he was concerned for Jaiden every time she said something that hinted at what she was going through. And so good on her for pushing through and making it out the other end!
Knowing what she went through...
this video has a very disturbing context to it that can't be undone
The thumbnail makes more sense too like...
Her face is covered by doge because she is self conscious
Her fake face is easily seen with the thumbs up like the oh its really good
Yea... :(
@@wild.berryz she's vegan
you can really tell that the way she speaks and how she is “happy” isn’t the same as in for example when boyinaband and jaiden made the empty music video, boyinaband recorded their experience and you can tell jaiden was actually really happy
I know... after what Jaiden has been through... I can’t watch her older videos without crying...
"That's for you guys, I already ate"
I can't see that sentence the same way after she publish the face reveal video
Choco Tzu same😭
@sneeks leeks how \_"/_/
same
Same
@sneeks leeks have you watched the face reveal video yet? its not because they’re calling her fat or anything. it’s because jaiden starved herself and had depression and anxiety.. so thats why that line “that’s for you guys, i already ate” is so disturbing now :(
“You deserve it more than I do”
“I’m not worthy of it”
“I already ate”
“I don’t know what I’m doing here”
“The lowest point of Dom’s life”
“Let’s see if I cry again”
“You guys are really the ones helping me”
“You guys make me feel happy as I’ve ever been”
Its awful to know how she was feeling at this time, but its amazing to see how much she has improved and how much better she is doing.
hold up lemme just cry
spongebob square pants I have to hold back tears watching it
B)
“Jokes” ;-;
13:29 I like how James starts bobbing his head to the “It’s a Small World After All” music.
The man has good taste
James is THE BEST
It's a whole new perspective after watching the Face reveal video...
But we love you Jaiden. You are beautiful, inside and out. ❤️
No she's not.
Have you not learned anything from her video? You must NOT LIE.
Snow Globe wut
Snow Globe But we're not lying
Cherbear hey I thought no one would go to the comments of this vjeeo and comment stuff like that
“im proud my my *deck* “
jaiden: “you’re proud if your wHat?”
“my deck.”
jaiden: “...yeah.”
Lmfao
only takes one New Zealander to change that sentence
When
@@DiegoGames-yf5vr
En el 6:50 :v
@@61O_42 gracias
"I already ate.."
Cut to the new Empty song by Jaiden en Dave..
Damn.. She used that line in the first verse..
I love you Jaiden!
DuckGames I
Yea this is when she had the disorder
KUMA GAMES no she had it in collage
@@ghalaalotbi858 in her face reveal she mentioned vidcon 2016 was her lowest point.
I don’t think I have ever heard the phrase “oh my god” so many times.
It's funny
cuz I say it a lot
It's weird how that you know what she was going through at the time
Jaiden: "I already ate"
I just hope you don't go through that again
What part of the vid was that?
It was at 2:25 ): watching that now was sad):
@Spaghetti Pasta but in the video she still had her eating disorder, she wasn't vegan yet and i don't think she ate yet :(
@Spaghetti Pasta she said it was the lowest she had ever felt in her entire life, and that she wasnt back to normal yet. i also think that she wasnt vegan at the time
Nooo sad
*"that's for you guys I already ate"*
That has I whole new meaning to me now, bit I'm glad to see that she's actually happy now, I love her channel
Shawn H. Anorexia.
Shawn H. Basically starvation. It’s an eating disorder. I can’t explain it entirely because I don’t know. But jaiden made a video about it
Shawn H. Watch her video titled ‘Why I don’t have a face reveal’ (or something like that). She mentions how at this VidCon she was being fake and hiding the fact that she was starving herself. When she said ‘that’s for you guys I already ate’ she was lying. She talked about how depressed she was at the time this was filmed and how she didn’t want to disappoint her fans by not coming or being miserable. After this VidCon she asked someone who she took a video and photos with to let her blur out her face because she didn’t want people to see the mask she was wearing. The person agreed but later changed their mind and posted the video showing her face. Shortly after that she started having really dark thoughts, and she didn’t tell anyone because she didn’t want to hurt them.
@@bloops1615 She's bulimic
That line that my mother always says cuz she wants us (my siblings) to be full
2016- Zooms from across the room on Anthony Padilla
2019- Wins a Mr. Beast challenge with Anthony Padilla
2020- everyone died
2021- politics implodes on itself
A NORMAL COMMENT YES
And have more subs than him
@@Oceanius7871 what do you consider an anormal comment? no sarcasm intended ,I am just curious.
Now I understand how you felt at this time.
When you said "I already ate," I know you probably didn't. You sound so happy and normal that nobody couldn't guessed the things you were feeling.
I'm glad you got through it. I'm glad you didn't give up on your life. You make people, including me, smile every day :)
Dude it made me real sad when I heard that
clean your mouth when your dine
I can never watch this the same, after knowing all the pain that she was dealing with. Anorexia. Anxiety. Depression.
Its worst than anxiety wach her fave reveal again
Pacific Gaming I will, but I just cried the whole time...
iluvtiffany mrharrybut -dared by friend Anxoria
@@kazy.2936 Anorexia* bro
@@akhtarramsha what is anorexia? Everybody is using that word
James looks so happy talking to CaptainSparklez it just makes me happy lmao.
Anyone else?
*Me trying to brighten the comment section* :(
It made me explode in happiness
FoxesFlyFurReal I
You just made it worst by that last part
FoxesFlyFurReal ii
FoxesFlyFurReal It made me so happy!!!!
i literally cried when she said “I just ate”
I just ate. A sentence from her music video
I developed a taste for this
Your profile picture says it all
Fareed Izuagie I DONT GET IT
Joe jaiden starved herself because she was not confident about her weight before
The first time I watched this, I had to idea (or forgot) about her anorexia.
I'm here, a year later, just watched her face reveal video (not the first time), and came to this.
It makes me feel so bad, how she was in such a depressive state, and her friends were all visibly concerned.
All the little signs, like "No, that's for you, I already ate," and, "You deserve it more than I do", really break me.
Jaiden, im here to support you no matter what. I'm happy you're here with us. You are the most amazing person just the way you are.
I saw this when I was nine. I thought Jaiden was actually happy, but she’s just pretending. I’m eleven now and I feel awful to see Jaiden pretending to be happy. I can see that Jaiden is much more happier now! And not pretending to be happy. I will support Jaiden no matter what! :)
But it's painfully obvious that James is really worried for her. I mean, it looks like he's trying to hide it. Because it probably hurts to see your best friend doing that, if you know what I mean. I feel bad for them. They both shouldn't go through that.
Same here, she went through a lot, and she did not deserve the struggles she went through
It doesn’t make you weak if you ask someone for help. That’s what she should have done.
tdollison5 it's not easy to ask though
True but if you get past the brain then it can rille help you but yes it’s hard.
2:27 "That's for you guys, I already ate"
*heart breaks*
She's vegan she wouldn't have eaten pizza anyways. Don't worry ;) she got out of it.
Boogieman 88k no you don't get it. It's about her video on depression
I'm not the only one!
Watching this after that video and it's so obvious now...
Anthony529 I
Jaiden hiding her pain for 17 mins... I came here after her face reveal and I was like "oh damn"
Same
17 minutes? More like 48 hours. (it's three days right?)
More than 15 minutes
Ezion same 😭
same
One of the most wholesome, but also one of the most genuinely fucking terrifying videos on UA-cam with the right context. The thumbnail on Jaiden hiding herself “with a mask”. “That’s for you guys, I already ate.” All the other quotes of Jaiden that might seem humorous at first, but in reality are just her reflecting on the state of her mental health. I’d say that the part I’m most chilled by is the fact that she hides her anxiety, fear, sadness, and pain so damn well. I remember having my own bout of extreme anxiety, not anorexia but school related, and even in that whirlwind of emotion I knew when to stop and express myself. I’m horrified and saddened at how much anxiety Jaiden must have been feeling as of that time to the point where all of her ability to express her emotions essentially shut off. I have had a similar experience after my own bout of anxiety-in fact, me and my friends have a running joke that I’m the one dude in that meme who doesn’t cry during Titanic-so it makes me genuinely fucking terrified to think just how much anxiety you would have to feel to genuinely be able to seal in all your emotions during the trauma. I’m glad she’s recovered, and I will forever support her videos.
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recording this on camera made my voice sound annoying, I’m sorry.
Pillow_Soft_Gamer oh no :(
Welp..
oh gosh please no
Empty (the song): “No im not hungry i just ate"
Jaiden: Thats for you, i already ate
😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢noooooooo😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
Mini Furious it’s true though it’s true
Gotcha_girls1 I know its true but its still saaaaaaad 😢
She's vegan...
@Annabella Peana this was during the time she had an eating disorder called anorexia. Yes, she’s vegan now, but that was because she was starving herself.
2:28
If I were there, I would've given her the biggest hug.
That line hit me like a truck
Wait what what what what?
What's happening please explain.
Edmund Ng Watch her face reveal video and you will understand
You wouldn't have known, so I don't think you would
;-;
Edmund Ng She had anorexia, which is an eating disorder. She was starving herself so she could become skinny and she was lying to them, "I already ate"
Everyone’s talking about the “I just ate” thing but I haven’t seen anyone point out the fact that in her Why I Don’t Have A “Face Reveal” video, she said that she “was wearing a mask” at VidCon and when you look at this video’s thumbnail, sure enough...
It was a metaphor. The "mask" was her hiding her actual feelings at the time
A “mask” to a depressed person means faking a smile when deep down you’re drowning in darkness. Not a literal mask.
@@DesM3 I know but it’s a visual expression of a metaphor
@@DesM3 I know it wasn’t a literal mask
@@DesM3 Do you not know what symbolism is or what metaphors are?
jaiden: that's for you guys, i already ate.
james: *worried smile*
edit: y'all i don't think she was vegan when she was anorexic.
edit 2: ok i was wrong-
the wolf pack oh, I guess only you feel her pain, especially post her face revealation video...
James, you're so...nice
@@gabrielmahutasoit8953 what?
@the wolf pack in her face reveal video she said she had anorexia and eating disorders
@@silver_sword1271 ik.
I just, they are so adorable together. Regardless of wether they are friends or not, or how Jaiden was really feeling. She's better now and I just FanBoy all the time when I see/watch them together.
Who?
Katherine Croft Jaiden and food
Chip dont make fucking jokes, leave.
MagicMoth no
Uh.. are you referring to her and James, or her and Tony?Just fyi, James has a girlfriend, you see her when James meets Captain Sparklez and she moves out of the camera. Tony also has a girlfriend. I'm shaking my head. It's never going to be cannon, and unless Jaiden finds someone, she might even keep that life private, maybe, maybe not. Please be more considerate. I bet she's still annoyed with all these #shipping comments.
2:29,
James: gets pizza
Jaiden: that’s for you guys, I already ate.
James: nervous/suspicious smile
sigh.... when u remember she had an eating disorder.....
Jorge Infante no need to bring it up again
She is also vegan
But still sad.......
Safety Doggo how ?
Ma - 1AJ yeah, I mean it was kind of obvious something was wrong though.
my heart when she went "I already ate" and James went "yeah" and then he gave a worried smile
I know you guys are worried for Jaiden and the line “I already ate” but let’s just focus on the positivity of this video! I feel like this is supposed to be a fun video, and us obsessing over her eating disorder is like betrayal (Lol idk). I’m not saying I don’t care about Jaiden, I’m worried as well. But two years later she’s recovering well! :)
Calico Bunny SHE SUFFERD
Calico Bunny I just was talking about that I'm so glad there are more future supporters
XZloom Faloon Another word, face the future not the past.
She recovered!!!! She said she recovered
Hearing “I already ate” after me watching her face reveal video did make me feel bad, but the video was still great.
Before 2017:
Everyone: This is a nice vid :D
After 2017:
Jaiden: 'I already ate'
Everyone: Eternal crying
^-^
I mean.. you aren't wrong! yes you are very much correct omg i felt that *eternal crying* because you could hear the depression in her voice and all the sadness. :c
Nightmare Games yes it’s sad
x X Jazzie X x yeah..
Uhhh sadly yes :c
"dont walk away from us!"
*pRoCEeDs To WaLk AwAy FrOm Us*
That ending is a lot more powerful looking back and knowing that it was a turning point in her despair. Im truly lucky that I have found her content
"I already ate" god I wonder what was going through her head must have had to be hard
SHE'S A VEGAN
@@annabellaapean leave please
Annabella Peana at this time she was anorexic...
Nadia Keiller she legit explained in her “why I don’t have a face reveal” vid that she has anorexia and she explained that it was during this time period
@@annabellaapean yes because a pizza with cheese and tomato sauce is very non-vegan dumpass he had anorexia
Jaiden: You deserve that a lot more than I do
Me: *head cracks*
Jaiden: That's for you guys. I already ate.
Me: *head shatters*
Same
She said the first one as a joke because she didn't have tumblr but James did, and she's vegan....she couldn't eat that pizza even if she wanted to
Siri M she became vegan after the incident
Katalina Films you do realize she was vegan since April of 2016, right?
NoobOf2020 yes, that’s is 2 months before VidCon. So I read somewhere that in order to become fully vegan you have to have a certain set before becoming vegan, and that can take 3-5 months. But whatever idk
This is so hard to watch when you know how Jaiden felt during it
I know. This was so upbeat before she said what was happening during vidcon
I know right...
My heart especially broke when she said she didn’t deserve the hat
Also she said she already ate when in reality
OoF
And the idiots who assume
Not u tho
It's honestly just so scary and sad that Jaiden sounds so happy and normal during this. I'm literally crying so hard. PLEASE take care of yourself. There's only one of you, and that's legendary.
her happiness in this ideo is so different to me after her face reveal
Can you tell her happiness is an act?
@@VanNessy97 Not all of it. Like some where she laughed with the other UA-camrs was real. But most of it had strain, was high-pitched, was unenthusiastic, et cetera. And the "I already ate" thing. Yeah.
Yeah, it’s so different after realizing that she was faking it, she was going through a rough time.
Face reveal?
I agree
Jaiden: *Gets polaroid.*
James: Film with it.
ikr!
Hahaha😂
*f l i p b o o k*
Film with a Polaroid
Set ice on fire
Well she is vegan
6:51 : but I'm proud of my deck...
Jaiden: You are proud of what?!!!
dirty mind Jaiden XD
@@willowjade9087 dick
? Whyyyyyyy ?
XD
@@bluerhyno2710 ask her
Lols
The worried smile on Jame's face when Jaiden said: "I already ate" Brought me to tears
🥺
Copied but true
I respect that
stop commenting about it. its in the past. please just let her move on
@@neon4959 yes true
but people are just sad, because in that time this got released, everyone said:
"ah, she just ate before"
but now, whan we know the problems she had, people get sad over it
You know why James hand was bleeding
HE TOOK OUT THE SLAPPY THING FROM THE SLAP BAND
GAMES R FUN yes
YES
SLAPPITY SLAP SLAP.
Yeaaaa You a true odd1sout fan
The slappy thing was probably a recycled measuring tape
After the face reveal video...
that "I already ate"
Takes on a whole new connotation.
I hope you're doing well Jaiden. Stay strong.
Can you guys please stop copying other people it's so annoying loser
Jude Kempany no need to be rude, they’re trying to support jaiden. jaiden went through some tough stuff and you’re being ignorant and a huge asshole. grow up.
Jude Kempany
Dude dont be rude they are trying to support Jaiden and wish her well
Also dont call people LOSERS its very rude
Jude Kempany: Bro she had an eating disorder so people aren’t copying they are trying to make Jaiden happier
@Jude Kempany they are not copying.
Watching Jaidens new video really changes the persepective of the video
lukaatthetime 2:26 stabs in the heart
lukaatthetime truuuuu
lukaatthetime ikr. My heart just broke into small little pieces
2:26 actually managed to instill instant sadness in me. It's so weird to think that if she wouldn't have said anything, nobody here would know, and really the only person would be the one who refused to let her censor herself out. It feels wrong.
Ya I know. Be still my heart. It burns from those cries from her last video.
"I already ate"
I actually cried hearing that... she's so brave for getting through that dark time in her life
Me: laughing at how goofy jaiden and james are
James: gets pizza
Jaiden: I already ate
Me: *remembers she had an eating disorder during vidcon 2016* DANG IT JAIDEN NO
*happyness had left the chat*
She's vegan tho so like she couldn't have eaten the pizza
ok we don’t have to keep bringing it up...
I thought that ended =(
Safety Doggo no, if she looks back on this video and sees the comments that are literally 90% about her struggling from an ED, she may become triggered and relapse
When she said she already ate...
olivia cruz it was the food thing right 😰
I was so sad when she said that
wait what happen?
Juststaychill _07 food thing what?
McCallaghan Existed watch her video why in don't have a face reveal its really sad
2:27
“I all ready ate.”
Me: *makes a sad deflating balloon sound*
Kawaii potato :3. I completely relate
@T-Hive what?
Heheheeeeeeee
it's scary how good people are at pretending they're okay in their darkest times. The sad part is when we don't realize it
I feel kinda guilty knowing what she was going through at this time. And now guilty bringing this up now that this was in the past
Stay stellar!
Read the desc
Pro Games what about it
nvm
James and Jaiden are such good friends
Melat G I actually made a test where I showed someone random in my family a video of them together (especifically the "complains about arizona" video) and I asked them "what do you think they are? Brothers? Friends? Couple?"
Spoiler alert they said couple.
Me (aka shiping machina): INSPIRATION IS COMING TO MEEEEEEEE
Melat G yea
Vveeerrrrryyyyy
both of them start with the word j
Aren’t they in the same family?
"James' wearing my hat, cuz' I'm not worthy of it" Jaiden:((
Xebastian I can kind of understand why she said that because at the time she didn’t have a tumblr and James had a tumblr
who knows,, maybe ur right, maybe she's struggling at that time that's why she said it, who knows?? ryt.
Yeah, she only didn't have a tumblr, otherwise, she would be the worthiest.
I think that bit was more of a joke, but damn this is hard to watch
that was clearly just a joke
Looking back at this,I’m so proud of her,I’m genuinely so proud and so happy for her growth as a UA-camr and as a person
*tears*
"You deserve it more than I do"
" I'm not worthy enough for it"
"That's for you guys I already ate"
Those sentences makes my heart break...
😭
Same bro
But look how sad James sounds/looks when she says that
IKR 😢😢😢
F in the chat
People who didn't go to vidcon because they are too far away club assemble!
right here!!
same
Is to hot here
I live in cali
;-;
Nice hyper realistic animation
Lol
Me trying to be an idiot: *ItS nOt An AnImAtIoN yOu IdIoT*
@@dankdoge4860 me also trying to be an idiot: *_r/WhOoOoSh_*
me being "funny": OmG YoUR sO STuPiD lIkE ThATS ThE JoKE
I know Great quality looks so real!
as a person who knows how it feels to hide all your true emotions for a long time, I can feel exactly what she's feeling in this video and it hurts to know that everyone thinks your happy and fulfilled when sometimes you want them to look a little deeper but they will never know. For the most part, you are happy with your friends having a great time but it's like you not fully there it's like your on autopilot but you're trying so hard to be yourself but you. at certain times you just want to crawl into a hole and cry (kinda like when Jaiden was eating at restaurants or ordering food) but I can't say for sure that's whats she was feeling but that's the just of it there's way more that's going through a person's head and you can never tell your friends because they already have their lives and problems and you don't want to drag them down with you. It is scary to know that anyone even you can hide their whole life and feelings, so if you ever think somethings off please don't be afraid to look a little deeper.
Coool:)
Idk
That comment looks and is big i read this only thing
Ah that's also kinda me. I mean I look happy with my friends (more like sound happy, I have pretty much 0 facial expression), and I guess it's with my more mature friends (we're 13-14, don't expect too much from us) have this as well, we just keep our more depressive thoughts to ourselves. While I don't let people my thoughts, I'm always cold, as I'd like to know the people around me before I let those who I can trust (which is like only a couple of people) know about me, my other friends do show a lot of emotions. We know inside, we're all kinda depressed and stressed, but we don't want people to see it, so we just act like rowdy teens.
16:17 "You guys make me the happiest I've ever been"
I swear this is depressing
HammerTheGamer//Tips&Gaming have you not seen her face reveal video? Almost everythkng in this video is forced.
Especially cause she liked bout it
That outro really broke my heart, seriously, after knowing what she was going through, you can hear the hesitation in her voice, how lower her tone was compared to everything else in the rest of the video even compared to the quiet bits, ugh, it hurts
She Did have anorexia but it was late at night you can see how it is dark
A lot of youtubers have a "stage voice" and a normal voice, with the stage voice usually being higher in pitch. She's likely just tired.
@Ava G Varrette i know
you can hear that if she had no self control, then she would've burst out in tears. But she is who I consider strong. Like, shes able to go through tough times and still be able to talk about it. I have mental issues and even talking to my family about THAT is hard. so.. GG Jaiden! You Trooper!
But, seriously, about that outro, it hurts to hear it, you can hear the sadness in her voice, the trauma, the thoughts in her head, everything she was going through at the time! that is a true trooper! GG Jaiden! well, to show that.. I like, I'm saying that uhh, *heh he* *Behind the scenes of every conversation being wrecked by my social anxiety* xD
Jaiden: keep it up friends!
A wind mill in the background: (stopped functioning)
Exotic The Great nice profile ❤️
Yup lol
"I already ate."
Those three words broke my heart..
Who else was from the face reveal video...
Well done jaiden you have to be strong to do that
nah it was a different video, she was talking about vidcon 2016 in that face reveal vid
@@moonriverx00 this is vidcon 2016
2:27 :(
Ik it’s so sad
sniff pepper at 2:29 am I the only one who head that...
After watching “Why I Don’t Have A ‘Face Reveal’ ” and “Empty” when James brings the pizza and Jaiden says she already ate, I felt so bad, because I knew that wasn’t true.😢
Whole time i was thinking "ten cheerios isnt a meal"
Ikr
Me too
I know!!!! That's exactly what I thought.
EXACTLY, WHEN SHE SAID THAT MY HEART DROPPED.
I hope at the next vidcon, she's finally okay. Be strong, Jaiden! ♥
Looking at this video and comparing it to now, you can tell Jaiden is trying to be enthusiastic here but there isn't a whole lot of emotion behind her voice at times, like she's just going through the motions. I'm happy she's doing better now.
Like she said in her face reveal, (I know that this isn’t exactly what she said) “several months seemed to blur together and all I focused on was what I ate, and how many calories I was consuming”
5:36 did anyone see that girl dab lol
Yup XD
we got us a detective
It was 2016 she gets a pass
I thought I was Alone!
Yep
Jaiden: Windmill foressssssssttttttt!
Me: *dies of laughter*
The only comment not about her anorexia
@@kingcraft3936 So true man
@@kirishima6495 it's quite an important subject unfortunately :(
I wish ppl would stop talking about it bc it makes ppl sad :(
I'd probably say the same thing too if I saw the windmills
No one:
Literally no-one ever:
Jaiden: WINDMILL FOREEEEEEST
wiiiiiiiindmiiiiiiiiiiill foreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeest
keep it up friends
coronavirus wont hurt u~
Īêł
I laughed so hard and than I remembered those are wind turbines😂😂.
I totally thought she was gonna start singing Feel Good Inc. on the first time I watched this (I'm doing a quarantine animation channel binge)
YAsSsSs
No one:
James every five seconds : 👍👍
"Maybe you should film on that now."
The camera: *meant for taking instant printed pictures*
Stop motion
That’s the joke
u missed the joke lol
@@birbbeh105 Polaroids printing every s e c o n d s
Some say James is still drinking orange juice til this day
Edit: thanks everyone for liking this comment I made 2 years ago
Yes
Chugging one glass every hour
Yur Coffee oh yaaaaaaaaa
Koffie is niet lekker het is heel vies
😭
Jaiden: “I already ate”
*flashbacks of her saying she had a disorder during this*
:( are you sure you ate? :((((
it’s honestly inspiring knowing everything that she’s been through and she’s still this happy,
positive person on the internet!
Can we not talk about that, that’s like ptsd for her
Its a thing you have to push away and leave it in the past. Its not a great memory
Yes
She's also vegan,I don't think vegans eat pizza
•Shadow8bit • this video was a while ago I doubt she checks the comments of it. Plus she said she’s past it now and much better.
Jaiden: “I already ate”
Me: **Ugly Sobbing**
*"Thats for you guys, i already ate"*
Poor Jaiden
when they ask u if ur fine and u say ur fine but ur not really fine
Derpow yeah don’t joke about that, moron
@@derpow9253 That does not make any sense, also dont joke about that
しょうこ
THE FUCK YOURE EVERYWHERE-
しょうこ stop commenting to every comment that mentions it
The tumblr hat perfectly matches James’ outfit like that aesthetic man
Hey I have the same picture of Gerard in my Facebook!
Jaiden: some say he’s still rolling today.
Me: wow 4 years!
"I'm proud of my Deck"
Jaiden: You're proud of your what?
LOL!