You're very self aware of where you're at. I hope you can figure out where you wanna go with this. Using a tripod that runs out of battery is a funny touch.
Yooo holy shit nuni it's been fucking ages I used to do those random ass vids on tsc and did the ytp for the Christmas special a while back I think the last time we talked I was having a dysphoria moment after losing my job (sorry if this is random to mention lol). This video popped up in my recommended and I got hit with a wave of memories. I've been dealing with a lot of the same problems of artist block and feeling endlessly stuck. It took me a long time to realize I didn't want to make videos with my face and voice (dysphoria moment) and those blocks stopped me from continuing my projects. I'm currently working on music again as the community I've found in my irl music scene has made me realize I want to make art for community. I've also drastically changed as a person and still have been recently as my life has been a bit crazy with a lot of changes (moved to a big city a month ago and have been learning how to live for the first time). Idk exactly where I'm going with this but it's great to see you're still around and doing better it would be cool to chat about life sometime! I hope your day is going well too!
Thank you for making a video that is honest about the duality of wanting to create and it being a burden.
You're very self aware of where you're at. I hope you can figure out where you wanna go with this. Using a tripod that runs out of battery is a funny touch.
Yooo holy shit nuni it's been fucking ages I used to do those random ass vids on tsc and did the ytp for the Christmas special a while back I think the last time we talked I was having a dysphoria moment after losing my job (sorry if this is random to mention lol). This video popped up in my recommended and I got hit with a wave of memories. I've been dealing with a lot of the same problems of artist block and feeling endlessly stuck. It took me a long time to realize I didn't want to make videos with my face and voice (dysphoria moment) and those blocks stopped me from continuing my projects. I'm currently working on music again as the community I've found in my irl music scene has made me realize I want to make art for community. I've also drastically changed as a person and still have been recently as my life has been a bit crazy with a lot of changes (moved to a big city a month ago and have been learning how to live for the first time). Idk exactly where I'm going with this but it's great to see you're still around and doing better it would be cool to chat about life sometime! I hope your day is going well too!
@@AmbyIsVeryTired Hey it's been a while! It's good to hear from you again! If you ever get back on discord I'd love to catch up