First, I want to thank everyone who has left comments. I appreciate your feedback and feel extremely honored to be reading some of your personal stories. While some people have been able to relate to this film, I know others feel that it doesn't portray their personal thoughts of depression. I just want to clarify that depression takes many different forms. What someone experiences during their journey through depression might not reflect your journey at all, and that's okay. Everyone's story is different, and just because someone's experience with depression isn't the same as yours, it doesn't mean their stories aren't valid. This is just one story of depression being portrayed in the span of a few minutes while the effects of depression can last a lifetime. Everyone's personal experience is valid, and the best way we can help each other not feel alone is by listening to and understanding each other. The great thing is that I already see some of that happening in the comments down below. I am so thankful to see some people being able to open up and others listening to and talking to them. I ask that you please keep up this positive support for everyone in the comments and to not be afraid to reach out for help. There are people out there who are happy to help you as long as you let them know you need help. It's hard to summarize all of my thoughts in this one comment alone, but I felt like it was important to say something after reading so many of your comments. I made this short film to bring awareness to the fact that depression can take many forms and can build up due to so many different factors. It's a message to be kind and to be aware that others might be going through something alone and in silence. Be there for someone if they ask for help or seem like they need someone. Friends are an important part of living a happy life, and you could make a huge positive impact in someone's life by being there for them when they need it. Feel free to reply to this comment if there's anything you'd like clarification on or if you'd like for me to reply to a comment you have directly. I'll do my best to respond as soon as I can.
For me, this is the most valuable comment. Thank you, I always used to think in the way you think but due to the lack of people with whom I feel comfortable sharing this I kept my thoughts inside me but I found you and I'm very grateful to you. And yes friendship can change this world, we should be happy with every little thing we have in our life no need to smile always as if you are wearing a mask learn to be happy for every little thing you have got. For me sitting alone and in silence, discussing your problem with you(as no one knows you better than you.) is the best way to solve depression. I can't express all my thoughts and feelings with this single comment, every time I write a comment about life or something else there always seems something is missing, and hope with you same happens.
Think about it People with Depression don't have one bad day, every day is bad. Edit: Please ignore this, I think I wrote this in middle grade and had no idea what the hell Depression actually was. I know it's a lot more complicated than that now and actually understand it better.
yes indeed i have had lots of bad days. it is very hard. waking up numb. everythings a haze now. i can't think. im lonely every darn flipping day! i feel like the days are on repeat. everyday is bad, everyday is miserable.its like this. wake up, eat breakfast, catch bus, go to school, catch bus home, eat dinner, sleep repeat. its the same everyday, a ongoing cycle. im anxious and numb most of the time now. im running low on motivation. feeling alone and lonely. i have friends but only see them in class. im lonely at lunchtimes. every lunchtime. due to this. i started hating being around people. i started islolating myself more, i couldn't take it being around people, i don't want to feel there judgement on me, i dont want them to look at me. i started to talk less to my friends. i feel more emptyness than ever, everything goes down. its all going down. it hasnt really gone up, always down for me. I wish i was still friends with her. i miss her. its unbearable, i wish i was a better friend. i cant. i miss her. i can't do it without her. its painful everyday. i wish i could move on. shes moved on. why cant i. i want to die. but don't worry about me. i won't die. cause im scared to die but tired of living. its just so darn hard, i want to get better, i am getting help, but still i just want to be better, feel happy again, have a good life, i want to be able to go out in public again and do fun activites, i don't want to stay at home all the time, but im too scared to leave the house. at school i want to do well, but im either too anxious and can't concentrate, or numb and sad and low on motivation and end up not doing well. its bad everyday. i just want it to end.
It's the fact that now...people dont take this seriously. I can say im depressed and like you said, people will jokingly say "same" Like do you even really have depression???
@@tfootball779 No joke. When I was a kid I was told by a parent to "lighten up". WOW!!!! What great advice. It's like i never thought of it. I guess I'll pretend everything's sunshine and rainbows then. Screw that advice.
I’m a new teacher and this video helped me realize that I should always show my students that I care about each one of them, individually. They all matter for me. They might have a hard life, but they must know that there’s someone who cares
Thank you for this, you know upon listening a teacher saying this I'm relieved for some reasons, though I'm 21 now and glad that I completed my school but the thing is I really don't want our future generation feel the same the way we felt, in our time, we thought that teachers are someone we could look up to, never thought that somehow they will become the reason of my depression, after completing the school, now after years I'm in a much better place mentally but cannot forget the fact that school life system gave me a terrible depression which I'm still overcoming, a teacher like you is very needed, I'm so happy our future generation will going to have a real educated open minded teacher like you.
Please do it would really help and it makes me feel happy that some students like me some where in the world have someone to help. Thank you! I really appreciate you!
We’ve All Heard These: “You’re Just Being *Dramatic!”* “You”re Just Faking It For *Attention!”* “Get Over It! Its Not *That Bad!”* Haha! Yeah! Because When We’re Cutting Ourselves, Feeling Like Nothing And Crying Ourselves To Sleep, We’re Just *SO* Dramatic! We Just Want *SO* Much Attention! Its Not *SO* Bad!
Omg the teacher part where she put her hand up, I can’t relate more. At my school if the teachers notice we don’t understand it from all the wrong answers they’ll be like “don’t be afraid to ask for help” then when we do they’ll be like “I’ve explained 1000 times, do I need to explain slower so you understand?” Like omg
I grew up through the special Ed classes in America. When I got to the middle school I failed the 6th grade, basically every class. They still passed me, failed the 7th grade and they passed me. 8th grade we moved and I was in a good school that I liked and actually helped me, I passed about every class with A's or B's. 9th grade we moved again and I was put into a basically an inner city city school, about 30 minutes outside of Atlanta Georgia, I failed every single class, I didn't even pass PE. Got tired of going to school for nothing so I did online school but never actually did it. the 10th grade I moved again to another school, and they actually helped me and I held like a 3.7 or 3.8 GPA and made up some classes for more credits. I moved again to another school for the last 2 years of my high school career and I graduated from that school with Honors. And I hardly ever, Ever did any homework at any school. I'm starting a 2 year college program this Monday on 8-22-16. I have a very interesting learning style, I know it's something few people can do. But the point is, I'm a firm believer it is 99.9% the schools and teachers you get that really make you succeed. The US Education system is a joke. I'll tell you that much. Putting 30 kids in a class with 1 teacher isn't gonna allow everyone to get the help they need. I'm not a people person and I don't like talking in front of people, so I never really asked questions either. I would be a hypocrite and say just do it, ask questions, which you should it sounds like that's where you're struggling. But, if I can't take my own advice I can't expect anyone else to. So the 2nd best option is here on UA-cam there are many people that make tutoring videos explaining everything in every subject, the best part is you can stop and re-watch the lectures again and ask questions and just find someone that makes videos that you understand, because the hardest part about learning is being able to understand different teaching styles. That's another reasons schools fail, because if you can't learn how something is being taught, there's no other teacher in the room to explain it differently. But anyway, Don't feel dumb. The smartest people learn from others, because they know they can't learn everything themselves. Ask questions if you feel comfortable, you can even ask questions in the UA-cam comments.
Well yeah and I wouldn't be sad if my friends don't ask me again because it is my fault I always show them that I'm in a good day and they ALMOST NEVER see me in a bad mood....but guess what....i still get sad 🙂💔because only because i'm a positive person doesn't mean i don't ahve problems lol
“I'm okay, just a bit tired“ “No haha it just looks like self harm“ “No, it's okay you don't have time to talk“ “No I wasn't crying, I washed my face “ “It's okay if you leave me to meet them“
When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life.” John Lennon
Thanks for this mate. The only main achievement in life is to be happy, doesn't matter if you have a lot of money but don't know to be happy whereas a beggar beside you can be happy while having nothing.
One time my teacher saw something was wrong and she was like “hey are you okay? You’re so quiet and you didn’t really do anything in the last few lessons.” “Oh yea... just tired...” I responded. I had to fight back my tears. “Are you sure?” “Yeah” and that was our conversation. I went to the bathroom and just broke down crying, and walked out like nothing happened.
My teacher saw me cry, like twice. I don't have depression, but I've been crying a lot more frequently over the past month or so. I can get stressed out a lot and I compare myself to others often (people who I think are better than me), which hasn't been helping with my self esteem and image. I've also sometimes had pessimistic thoughts, but less so.
That always happens to me it got worst when my dad died and my friends didn't even know that the words that they say about me is very hurtful you know words hurt more that your punches and kicks
That happened earlier today. My headteacher called me in to her office, she said she noticed I wasn’t as happy as I used to be, I don’t participate when she comes over and I generally walk slowly and do my actions slower than I used to. Her daughter, who is my maths teacher, also said the same. I wish I could tell her.
"Place your hand over your heart" "Can you feel it?" No. "That is called purpose" "You're alive for a reason so don't ever give up." I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING GODDAMNIT
+Lynkin Park i feel depressed sometimes, but i never, never , never in my life think or thought about killing myself. Cuz i know Im here for a purpose. People have gift whether is bad or good things, but we have something in ourselves. I learned that in this world there's gotta be bad people so we can be stronger and not become like them, i know i know you re thinking its hard, but nobody said that life was going to be easy. To me Music is my passion and I made videos as you can go and see them in my UA-cam channel. I decided to do good things but not for me but for everybody, cuz i know how it feels to be alone. I have seen short movies like this one, and thats not what i expected from the short movies, i mean those short movies they're good but something is missing. So I decided to make one, this is gonna be my first time making a short movie, I made the script already but its not easy to make movies cuz i barely know about filming. The point is you have to do something in your life and for everybody. I will make short movies and composes it, too. There is a saying: "The two most important days in your life are the day you were born and the day you find out why" Let's Find out why we are here. Don't pay attention what people say anything bad about you, just ignore them. Don't wish for anything that you wanna do this and that or whatever in life because i'ts not gonna help u. MAKE IT HAPPEN!! Because we have unlimited things to do in life.
+Arodi Cifuentes I feel the same way but someone in my class says that I am not here to live I am here to die and I can't help feeling that they are right
+Abbi Garcia Dont listen to them, they dont know about your life, they dont know what you are capable of. Show them what you got no matter how hard it is. We all are here to live and die no matter how but we are alive for a reason, nobody is here for a coincidence. The more you pay attention to them the more will be difficult to get rid of them. Just do what I do when i feel bad in situations , I always keep in my mind these words and say ," we have a special purpose in life"
When someone says "you're not alone" and then is never there when you say you need to talk or a shoulder. They just say it in the moment to keep you safe, but don't mean it. I don't know how many times I have had this happen and is why I quite reaching out for help.
I know what you mean. My parents always told me, that they are there for me, but when i am really talking to them, they don't understand me. And now they are sad, because i don't come to them and tell them about my problems.
Depression is something only people who have gone through it understand but you’ll not find people who’s going through it because People who are going through it don’t say it to anyone . Idk what I’m talking 😭
Depression comes in different forms and sometimes Symptoms are explainable, everyone's struggle is unique so donnot expect from even the people who going through depression to understand u
Kate - Criminal - Female player - Sneaky suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem. I suffer form depression too I know how you feel . You will get better believe me
This really made me think of my friend. He has so many friends, he lives in a mansion, he has a black belt in Taekwondo, he gos on vacations all the time, he's great at dancing and all the girls love him. Yet he told me everyday he stops, zones out and just starts thinking, thinking of horrible things and he just starts crying. Check on your friends, no matter how "cringe" or "awkward" it would be, check on them sometimes, it can be a little as asking how their day has been, but at least do something to make sure they know you care. Also don't ever be afraid to ask for help, there's always someone you can talk to on the other end of a suicide hotline. "Everyone is fighting a battle that you have no idea about, be kind to others."
I was alone from the start...... due to autism. From preschool i was bullied and then 4 grades stil having no frends And in 6th grade 2016 i broke a phone on acsident and I was really sad since i almost got beaten up by my parents and my classmates! \:( And even now........im alone.............................
My mother hit me for having borderline and left me My boyfriend broke up with me on New Year’s Eve I don’t have friends I‘m in therapy for at least 2 years now It doesn’t help Nothing helps Nothing matters I don’t matter Why am I even here People say you’re not alone But you are Edit (After 1 year): I‘m feeling much better now. I reconnected with my family and friends, I have my own place now and I met someone who’s really nice to me and treats me with patience and respect. I am still healing but I’m on a good path. I hope this is a sign for anyone who needs it that it CAN get better even tho I was so sure it couldn’t. One day at a time Be nice and loving to yourself Don’t depend on others for your happiness You’re your own source of joy Treat yourself like you’d treat someone you deeply love and respect You deserve that ❤️
Borderline can be so hard just wait it takes longer time than any other illness but dbt makes it better and it can be treated in 8-10 years Ik its long but just hold on more power to you
Yeh, its true..., i wasn't bullied &kinda popular too but suffered from deppression........i bet no one in ma school knows about it, i never showed them actually but it had me..... I was always considered as the cool bold fearless one &sometimes the damn motivator!!!..... U may say i don't have good frnds to notice that but thats not d case, most deppressed people dont look lyk deppressed i guess... 🍂
Friend:are you okay?You look upset. What I *want* to say: *No,every second I waste on crying makes me feel horrible and I need someone to help me and can you please help me?* What I say:Of course I’m fine,I’m not upset.
I have been 2 hours late at home and my mom asked where have you been in a nice way I said that I had 2 hours of my new subject I'm happy that I have a nice mom but not a nice life :(
Everyone here reading this right now listen. I know most of you clicked on this video or similar videos to not feel so alone. But I promise you that you’ll never be alone. These feelings you feel right now there’s people who want to hear you, understand you and help out of the hole you’ve been going deeper into since these emotions began. Even though you don’t know it there’s people there waiting to listen, whether it be a friend a family member or a doctor they want to understand they want sympathise I encourage you to open up, I encourage you to challenge yourself and I challenge you to try and not be so afriad. Life is a bitch life throws obstacles in the way, but sometimes those obstacles are too far of a walk to get around, that’s why we need a vehicle to push its way around that vehicle is your voice, speak ask for guidance let out all your problems and be free. Stop holding it in and sinking deeper, I believe there’s always light at the end of the tunnel, it may take days months years, but don’t give up keep striving keep fighting see it to the end. I guarantee after time you’ll feel stronger and feel rewarded that you fell to the bottom got buried and found your way back up.
@@diamondshinyrings your welcome stay strong 💪 I promise it’ll get better I promise. Don’t give up on a fight with out retaliating. Keep on going. There’s always a happy ending, just give it time , it could be days months or years but keep going!
so it's nearly 5 in the morning and i watched several short movies of depression but it never made me cry like this one did. I never saw something so accurate in my life than in this movie. Well done! Depression is so underrated in this society.
I think you might mean its underexposed. Like, people don't really talk about it and there's a stigma that people somehow *can't* talk about it (for instance, by fear of being called names or made fun of). I think this video does a really great job of showing what it feels like to have depression - that everything from getting to school to paying attention in class is really, really difficult to do and feels overwhelming. That's the part that I think they did the best on.
@@nailalteefa2191 I feel you. I have the same problem as you. But listen I don't know you and you don't know me, but I still care about you. You feel left out, that's what your mind does to you at those moments. But there are millions of people that would wanne be your friend, including me. If I knew you in real life, I would hug you tightly, no matter who you are. Please just know that I love you. Sometimes people are fucked up.
The film was great, and I can see why it won awards, but not all of us people with depression try to commit suicide. I do appreciate that (unlike other films) this film confronts the fact that school has a major role. The system gives students the choice between sleep and grades, and wears down on them until they either reach a breaking point, at which they have a violent outburst or a nervous breakdown, or decend into the depths of depression and suicide. This film speaks truth, in that it does not blame over-expectant children or video games, but instead says the truth, which is that it is caused mostly by the school system.
I don’t know u, and I would love to genuinely care about u but I can not. I care about how u feel though and I can relate, ik how it is, is there is anyone, any friend u can talk to? Anyone u still trust, cause just to pour ur heart out to them is a good feeling. And I guess that feeling will always be ther
What I love about this is it doesn’t show cutting as a “requirement” of being depressed. It frustrates me so much when people only care once they see cuts on your wrists. I never cut but have idealized suicide many times and attempted once. I got bullied because I “wasn’t depressed enough” and that I “didn’t follow through” which makes everything ten times worse. Everyone will say they care and say they are there for you but in the end it’s just a hollow phrase. I have trust issues with people due to problems with therapists and counselors who were hollow. They didn’t care about me personally, just treated me like part of a spectrum. I feel like I just have to put on this “makeup” for friends because I don’t want them getting into my mess. I talked to a friend and felt like I was throwing my problems on her. I’m sealed off because I’m afraid of hurting people I know. It’s easier to just keep quiet then to accidentally burden someone you love. (No this isn’t a comment seeking attention or pity, it’s a vent, so chill)
I know that this is like, a year late 😅 but I just wanted to let you know that I hope you finally found someone you can trust, and if not, I hope you will find someone soon, because just by reading this comment, you seem like a pretty cool person :3 Just remember, if you do find that person, don't hide, don't put on your "makeup" because they can help you, and I really really hope that everything turns out alright for you whether you find anyone or not. Take care (^^) and stay safe
I'm depressed and bullied, and I have one friend online and that's it. I am nice to everyone, even my bullies and they still hate me. My step brother committed suicide a while ago and he wrote me a letter saying: "You did nothing to deserve this world. I am sorry I have to do this to you. I am going to miss you, and I want you to know that no matter how awful this world is, carry on. Help others and show kindness when they show you hatred. I hope you live a long and happy life. I am sorry I couldn't fix my problems in another way. I'll see you someday" Those are the words I live off of. They are what make me get up in the morning. I think these words could help others.
Dancer Girl ( a huge hug to you ) I wouldn’t say things will be alright soon but It’ll be alright someday . No matter how long it takes please don’t lose hope. 💚
I never had a friend who committed suicide but I was gonna do it my self but see if couldn't my friends ddnt let me. I have a friend Frank. I told him tht one day I would like to do it but thn this is wat he said " Tina dnt hurt urself" thn I asked him y not thn he said " cuz thn I will blame myself for it" thn I asked him y he would do tht thn he said " cuz ur an amazing friend. I like to be around u. So plz dnt hurt urself"
Yeah people can be depressed without everyone around them being terrible or them having whats considered a "great life" to them, reason why lots of rich people can still be miserable
Gloss &SwaG Oh wow this is so relatable! I'm homeschooled and feel very lonely but I want to be alone and feel awkward around other people. Didn't know people felt the same as I do!
My friends are backstabbing me, saying words I can't even believe that came from their own mouths, i hate when i am in the crowd, I don't know how to speak to them or communicate, they end up judging me, and I literally feel what you're feeling.
As someone who suffers, I can honestly say that this film is a good representation of how this disorder starts, things go wrong, you get sad and then like a snowball things progressively get worse. It is different for everyone but one thing is for curtain suicide is not a joke and to blatantly tell them their just sad is adding fuel to their desire to commit, so great work also amazing for a first film
exactly because I my one of the top students and I have family who loves me and a nice home but I still feel depressed and have thoughts about killing myself
I used to be depressed in high school. Then I had good moments in my late 20’s to early 30’s. I looked back at the sad times and thought I was just young and going through growing pains. I’m about to turn 37 and I’m even more depressed than I was in high school, at least I had a few friends back then. I feel so lost...like I’ve not grown or accomplished anything. I have a job and money...but what’s the point when you have no one to share it with. Lord...take me tonight.
you’re not alone, we’re all struggling. you know what though? we’re all gonna get through this together! try to meditate, or spiritually ground yourself. It helped me for a while. I’m only in high school and I can’t say I know your pain, but I hope there is a positive outcome to all of this. I hope your days get brighter and I hope everything will be ok for you :)
This video is not about the mental problem, its about bullying and normal sadness. But this is my evaluation of what mental depression (the actual mental problem, not the regular sadness everyone experiences in life)feels like from my experience: Mentally: It feels like you've sunken into a pit 1,000 000 000 000 000 000 metres down of inescapable heavy grey-blue where you can never see the bright yellow of happiness again, sinking deeper as the voices inside your head shovel more and more grey-blue onto you until you are completely covered but you're still sinking, your positive voice losing and being beat down by the ever-so-much-more-powerful negative voices. Physically: You can't be bothered even twitching your hand you're so sunken down into the blue depths. Not even a milligram of depression forms into a teardrop and escapes out your eye so you feel even a little bit better, because you're so depressed. Mentally(again): Although you may feel depressed, your positive voice does do something. If you dig down into your emotions, you'll find a golden ball of sad warmth and strength. You hug it to yourself and feel that your sadness somehow cheers you up.*You know in the movie Inside Out how Joy is bewildered when Sadness gets Bing Bong to stop crying when her silly, funny jokes just makes him cry harder?*Well, the way Sadness cheers him up is what I'm talking about. So that just says that there is a way out of a mental illness, even if, like I was, felt like you couldn't do anything.I just found that golden ball somehow and used it,wierdly. All of what ive said is all serious and i'm talking the truth. Although this is my experience and everyone's mental illnesses are all different,i think there will always be that golden ball in some form for *everyone*
Potato Potato THANK YOU I told everyone this (in less detail) when I had taken my overdose and everyone said that I was being stupid and should buck up my ideas im glad that we can relate to eachothers feelings xxx
How everyday every minute every year i always say why im late its a lie they can tell its a lie when i say the truth why im late ... nobody cares if im suicidal and just says "ur not depressed" they dont get it
I'd like to help you in some ways, if you wanna chat or I dunno. If you don't here's the suicide helpline: 1-800-273-8255 I have a discord ask for it I'll be there.
Everyone. Don't let anything get to you. Yall are amazing people in a world thats filled with jerks. Yall aren't alone. Yall are *NEVER* alone. I am here for *anyone* and *everyone* here. I know life can be difficult and hurtful, but everything is gonna be okay. Nothing lasts forever. Your bad situation in life right now *WILL* get better. Sure, things get bad again sometimes, but things also get better again. I have been in my own rough patches, but I've gotten through them. Just like I know that *each and every single one of yall can! :) * Stay strong. Things *ALWAYS* get better :)
I really want to go somewhere outside my bubble, I just used to wake up,study,eat and sleep straight for a year (as the competitive course I am preparing for requires this much dedication only) uptill I realise that I don't have any friend!.. I just cutoff my social media,and friend circle,and even with outer world!..and that was the reason of my mental breakdown!.. I went into deep anxiety and frustration with how my life is going and afraid whether I am living it right?!
I found my mother deceased on Thanksgiving Day 2015. After just seeing her an hour before. She went to her room why my sister and I cooked my son was 7yrs old. He came in and said I can't get grandma to wake up. We went in and my mom was blue. She had overdosed on prescription pills. Thanksgiving will never be the same again and my son has been traumatized and so have I. Now I have severe depression. I lost my father Feb. 2016 to cancer he died in my arms. All I have is God, my kids and sister. Please get help if you have depression and let your loved ones who suffer from depression and or addiction know how much you love them and need them in your life.
Denise McDuffie my mom tried to commit suicide on christmas eve 2010 after pulling myself my newborn baby and lil sister to the side and telling us she loved us. Luckily ambulance got there just in time to save her. That day will forever haunt me.
Having someone to actually say “your not alone” helps a bit. It helps step by step. Depression isn’t something that just last for 2 weeks. Depression could last for weeks,months or even years. Some people just need a little motivation to get through the day.
:) Yeah, people dont care, but your pets care, since you give them food, that's why they care about you and make you feel ok cause they want you to think of what will happen if u die, cause if u die they will die, but fortunately I dont have pets. But i already gave up ON EVERYTHING except art and comic books. I like imagining that's what keeps me alive and um i kinda half gave up on life since everyone in my school suck cause they're as mean as monsters, i mean monsters are kinda better than them, but i have a best friend she....SHE NEVER HANGS OUT WITH ME SO NOW WHEN SHE TELLS ME TO HANG OUT I DONT FEEL LIKE IT CAUSE I GOT HOMESICK all I ever do is go to school at 7:30 AM and go home at 4 PM and PLAY ROBLOX WITH MY Online Friends AT LEAST THEY MAKE ME FEEL WELCOME, they treat me nicely, idk if they are nice irl but online I'm not who I am irl cause irl I'm the person who's always quiet and when I feel like saying something funny and punny I keep it to myself cause im scared people will laugh AT me and NOT WITH me so i just dont talk to anyone except my bestfriend...idk if i am a best friend to her...but online i can say anything, they'll understand or not...and then they can unfriend me...but i'm used to it, when i was younger i was always happy and i had almost all the school as my friends but then i slowly became lonely even when im with my bestfriend i feel lonely because of her friend cause her friend always tells me shut up when i try saying something...one time i couldnt handle it cause i was already angry the whole day because of something i accidently lost it and punched her...BUT before that she was really nice but started to be so rude and mean and i tried to get back to how we were cause we were nice to each other but she kept on being more mean so then i became mean to her cause she became mean to me for no reason cause i was always kind to her but when i punched her...SHE SAID "Get away from me, you're disgusting, I don't want to get dirty" and i told her that the only dirty person is her and my bff is trying to make us get along or she will leave both of us, so i was frustrated and i told her to leave me and that it's ok cause i can live without her and actually I CAN. I DONT NEED ANYONE I CAN STAY WITH MY ONLINE BFFS FOREVER. Oh btw there's a boy i met online he's like a brother to me cause we met in a toilet in roblox, we fight sometimes but we always come back to each other just like siblings XD
This was literally my life first two years in uni. Commuting,home situation, socialising in school and studying. But I managed so far, I don’t know how I did it but I pushed through ❤️
As a witness of depression I know how it feels, I'm 14 and before I was born my dad left me calling me a mistake, my mom was there half time until she left me to my old grandma who can't drive or do much. I know how hard it is just people should stay strong at these moments. Depression is not a joke it's a serious matter. We all should help people who say they truly have depression.
TrinTrinTheCookie :3 I kind of have depression. It started in grade 6/5. My mom sometimes tells me she hates me. And I have no friends. I feel very lonely. Whenever people ask me how are you i say I'm fine. But they never ask again. They leave with a smile on there face while I'm smiling but inside I'm depressed. I never actually had a friend in real life. All of them never lasted long. I'm going to school tomorrow in grade 8 and I'm very scared. The depression got a little better in the holidays. But who knows? I bet it's gonna start tomorrow since I have school.
TrinTrinTheCookie :3 Hey i used to have deppresion,This is weird and akward but can we be friends?Its the little things that tell me your a great person
I have severe depression. I don't have any problems with my family. other than my sister being a complete retarded, bratty asshole with no way to feel any sort of empathy towards me because she's pretty and acts like shes kind and perfect and she was never bullied ever in her life and always receives compliments, There are no problems in my family. The problem is, I'm useless. I cant do anything by myself, I waste money, I'm a pain in the butt to be around, I'm annoying, ignorant, feeble, obnoxious, and cruel. I look at all of that as a fact, but when I told my sister that I felt that way and that I was having suicidal thoughts, she told me to "get my shit together, get over it, and be happy like a normal civilized fucking human, idiot. Suicide is dumb." This caused me to punch her right in the nose and start crying in my closet for an hour. She calls me ugly too, the videos I have showing my face proved that to be true. A lot of other people in my class call me ugly too. I hate my class, its full of dumb, extroverted, immature busybodies that can never shut up and they just annoy me so fucking much. I have friends at school, they're the only people that aren't assholes to me, so I can look to them for advice. I have no one to talk to but them. Someone help, please.
WILKO it will change .Just mail if you ever want a conversation partner ... ( No homo though 😋) .... Don't freak out .not a creepy stalker , who prays on depressed people ... Comradevsd100@gmail.com .
WILKO the feeling won’t change but what matters is how you deal with it. Things like meditation can really help. I’m going through it too, I have for as long as I can remember. Sometimes it can feel like life isn’t worth living but in them moments you must relax the mind. The brain is like any other muscle, you can train it.
My depression began in my teenage years as well. With counseling and medication I am doing much better. I was also given 5 truths that I will share with you because they are most certainly true. Here they are: You have a community of fellow suffers that support you. You have angels that are watching over you. You have a friend who is writing this to you. You have a Heavenly Father who adores you. You have a Savior who gave his life for you. Know this, friend. Embrace this. Reach out. Please take care.
I know how you feel man I went throught depression since i was 5 and im now 13 Nothing feels like it has changed but your friends or family or at least the police to confide in ❤️❤️
Okay stop with the hate because all the creators of this tried to do was raise awareness and tell other people they have a purpose. If you choose not to believe you have a purpose, cool. Find another video or get a therapist. You think this isn't a good representation? Cool. Write a book on what you think is right. And her 'popping pills' is not saying 'all depressed people just take pills' obviously this girl has been through more than just that day, but if they went through her whole life leading up to the attempt, then the video would be 2 days long. Instead they go with just the day of her attempt. Also it's a high school video and the audience of this video especially should know better than to hate on it. They tried, and for your sake too so be a bit grateful.
GREAT COMMENT! Some of these kids need help. They need to understand they are causing their own issues. Even that's apparent from a view across the internet... very sad that some are even bullying others. I mean are you kidding me right now? GROW UP!!!! VERY GOOD JOB ON THIS BY THE CREW!
I'm not familiar with bad parents like these, I can say I live in a place where more parents are strict but still care for their child.. I'm sorry for those who have to deal with their old people who are like this. Y'all are strong asf. Thanks for being alive and still surviving. I really wish y'all didn't have to go through this cuz I know it sucks, and its probably worser for y'all who've experience this since words aren't as strong as actions. Love y'all :') Keep that strength you have left and make it stronger. It's hard to find someone that understands you but you'll get out of it.. you'll find nice people who'd care about you and you won't have to deal with the same shit anymore.. that's all I can say. I sincerely wish y'all the best 💞
All the ppl in the comment section suffering from depression .... hear me out ok ? I don’t know what depression feels like. I don’t fully know how you feel and will never unless I step in your shoes. I don’t know what its like and I can’t relate. I hate that I can’t. I really do sometimes. I feel like I don’t understand the world completely sometimes and that I feel I live in a bubble and I don’t fully know what is outside and think that my problems are big. I feel lost and confused when I watch videos like these or read your guys comments about it. But then I realise that reading your guys comments and putting my best foot forward to lift ur mood and live perspective is what I can do. I care about you guys and I know that that still doesn’t help and I know it’s not easy... I can’t sugarcoat it and it breaks my hearts that you guys are suffering. My heart goes out to all of you. I really mean it. If any of you read this, good day or night or morning evening :) lots of love to all of you and don’t hesitate to talk to me and let out ur thoughts ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Soumya Prasad you're too young to be curious about bad things of life. enjoy your life and don't feel like this just cause you haven't been through this. noone should go through this. be happy and look forward to being happier. btw thanks for such a considerate comment.
Well first off I wanted to thank you for this very wonderful and beautiful comment. I also wanted to give a big cheers 🍻 to people like you who are always willing to help strangers who you will probably never meet in real life. I hope you continue to inspire others to value their lives and learn to love life and themselves 🙂 And please don't call yourself weird for loving anime and kpop. I as a HUGE anime fan as well salutes you for having a great taste in life! Ciao! 🍷
Stingy's Hairline thnx 😊 I really needed this 🤗 despite the comment I wrote, Ive been feeling like utter trash these couple of days and I don’t know why and lost it today and had a meltdown like an hour ago. Feeling much better now and just want to let you know that ur comment helped ❤️
I used to watch A LOT of short films about sh and depression in middle school. I’m not depressed, but I struggle with numbness and anxiety. They comforted me a lot when I was younger.
My friend: "Hey man, you okay?" Me: "No, everyday is pure agony I'm in constant mental torture, nothing matters." "I'm good! Splendid! Never been better! Thanks for asking!" *Please ask again, please ask again.*
Asking the same question while making solid eye contact would have me spit it out a little bit. I was used to hiding my emotions at a young age. Still good at it.
I don't have any friends and I don't have a dad. My mom is struggling to pay the bills so i didn't get anything for Christmas (which I'm not that bothered about because i know my moms situation). My mum works two jobs and is never home so I have to walk to the shops and get food to cook for dinner most nights. I'm pretty much alone 24/7. No one at school knows any of this. I try really hard at school so i can get a good job and make me and my mom rich. I want to move when I'm older and travel the world, making loads of friends along the way.
In 2021 if you have depression and you actually open up to friends and family about it, they'll just say that people have it worse than you and that you should be thankful for what you have. When did I ever say I wasn't thankful?
My story: I grew up in a pretty privileged home and everything was perfect. As I started growing up (when I was approximately 8) my life was kinda ruined. I had recently found out I had fake friends. My parents kept pushing me to be perfect and if not, they would hit me and yell at me all night. My siblings pushed me around a lot since I was the youngest. No one knew how I was feeling because I seemed to have a perfect life, when in reality, my life was a nightmare. Keeping my feelings in made me hurt more. I got suicidal and thought about killing. I had anxiety and had daily mental breakdowns. I had anger issues and had so much anger inside me. I’m now ten. This is the age where I should be having fun as a girl. Trust me, I’m more mature then most ten year old girls.
So tough for a 10 year old. No one has a perfect life, we need to understand that people can’t always understand you. You have to understand yourself, I think you don’t understand yourself because you said your life is ruined. You life is not ruined, you just think it is.
People need to understand that depression doesn't just mean sitting around all day crying. It means that we go about our days with apathy or sadness and we can be happy. Even with severe depression you can go about your day but it is a hell of a lot more difficult.
dead inside I KNOW this probley better than anyone..all I'm doing is sleeping so I can hurry up and die hopefully in my sleep I have no hope left at EVER being happy again I no longer feel LOVE for anyone anymore my soul is dead gone a day now is like a year to me in HELL no where can I see any hope for me why was I even born OH I forgot mom said I was a mistake...i haven't even been hugged or touch in 8 years and I'm afraid how it might feel if it ever happens to me AGAIN....the worst part is not being able to tell ANYONE who suffers as I have that it gets better with time....
you wanna know the worse part of this video and its not the quality... its that how people acted like they care and then talk about when your not around and make you feel unwanted
My teacher gets angry when I ask for help, not just on me. Whoever asks for help calls us incompetent and then when we don't ask for help she says: who is to blame! You could have asked for help!
I went to the wrong lunch once and my teacher just shrugged it off and I still had to got to the other lunch, I didn't get written up or sent to detention, I have a good English teacher.
That is so true I would always say “I’m fine” but the truth is I’m not. I am dying on the inside and slowly dying on the inside. People do this and pressure me to do so much… it kills me so much. And just people giving me food and stuff I always turn it done. I starve myself because I feel like I should be punished I don’t know if anyone else can relate.. but it just feels like everybody does this they push you over the edge and then they finally care when it is too late. Like teachers when you don’t understand something they think that you just chose not to understand but really you are suffering you are dying you are struggling but nobody sees it until it’s too late. It’s unfair… but as soon as you put a rope around your neck, cut yourself till blood pours out then they finally UNDERSTAND!! ❤ I feel bad for this girl how she walks around the school is like how I walk around to places
Shakira Hamerlinck same here it feel like its getting heavy on me and i really don't know how to control it. I'm becaming lazy day by day just stay in room all day and this thing making me depressed. I don't i'm in depression or i'm just became lazy?
Hey Shakira Hamerlinck. My name is Tina. I'm almost 18. I've been in the same thing for a while. Don't get angry. Being angry doesn't help anything. Whn I always got angry I would punch something hard. But I'm not telling u to do any of tht. I'm telling u don't get angry.
The only time I feel my heart beating, I’m doing the pledge of allegiance (Note: I’m not making fun of you, it’s true. I’m trying to add humor in your life.... I’ve suffered too ( ◠‿◠ ) (*´꒳`*))
Oh my gosh. Whoever made this film thank you. My best friend and only friend just texted me last night saying she doesn't want to be my friend anymore. I didn't go to school today and was really thinking about it. But then I saw this film and now I'm thinking that just maybe there is hope. Thank you. This video has meaning. It really does.
Exactly On the outside I laugh a lot, make jokes, try to hang out with friends as much as I can, and am generally happy No one knows what's going on inside; i haven't even told my best friend and I trust her with everything Every so often I'll not laugh for an entire class period (oh no the horror!) and everything is asking "omg what's wrong" "are you ok" "stop being depressed" and other crap like that I say I'm fine but......I'm just not
If a person is depressed his "reasons" seems to be "Excuses" everytime. I am passing from it for 2 years, I feel no one to feel bad, everytime I compromise, everytime I sacrificed, I was a happy child now I am the most silent boy, everyone saw this difference in my personality but "no one asks", " no one cares*. Anyone more like me????❤️
First, I want to thank everyone who has left comments. I appreciate your feedback and feel extremely honored to be reading some of your personal stories. While some people have been able to relate to this film, I know others feel that it doesn't portray their personal thoughts of depression. I just want to clarify that depression takes many different forms. What someone experiences during their journey through depression might not reflect your journey at all, and that's okay. Everyone's story is different, and just because someone's experience with depression isn't the same as yours, it doesn't mean their stories aren't valid. This is just one story of depression being portrayed in the span of a few minutes while the effects of depression can last a lifetime.
Everyone's personal experience is valid, and the best way we can help each other not feel alone is by listening to and understanding each other. The great thing is that I already see some of that happening in the comments down below. I am so thankful to see some people being able to open up and others listening to and talking to them. I ask that you please keep up this positive support for everyone in the comments and to not be afraid to reach out for help. There are people out there who are happy to help you as long as you let them know you need help.
It's hard to summarize all of my thoughts in this one comment alone, but I felt like it was important to say something after reading so many of your comments. I made this short film to bring awareness to the fact that depression can take many forms and can build up due to so many different factors. It's a message to be kind and to be aware that others might be going through something alone and in silence. Be there for someone if they ask for help or seem like they need someone. Friends are an important part of living a happy life, and you could make a huge positive impact in someone's life by being there for them when they need it. Feel free to reply to this comment if there's anything you'd like clarification on or if you'd like for me to reply to a comment you have directly. I'll do my best to respond as soon as I can.
holyyy man. This was uploaded in 2015 and you’re still coming back to read comments. We need more people like you, man.
@@ultimateships I appreciate it :) Just trying to make sure no one feels ignored or unimportant
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Ok bro I got a quote:you can never have a bad day in your life.sometimes you’ll never be able to live life or be happy again.
For me, this is the most valuable comment. Thank you, I always used to think in the way you think but due to the lack of people with whom I feel comfortable sharing this I kept my thoughts inside me but I found you and I'm very grateful to you. And yes friendship can change this world, we should be happy with every little thing we have in our life no need to smile always as if you are wearing a mask learn to be happy for every little thing you have got. For me sitting alone and in silence, discussing your problem with you(as no one knows you better than you.) is the best way to solve depression. I can't express all my thoughts and feelings with this single comment, every time I write a comment about life or something else there always seems something is missing, and hope with you same happens.
*The secret to depression:*
Cry, and they’ll know.
Smile, and it’ll never show.
True
Yup
True
Cat Lady yeah... but mostly even if you cry they will never know
😂😂😂
Think about it
People with Depression don't have one bad day, every day is bad.
Edit: Please ignore this, I think I wrote this in middle grade and had no idea what the hell Depression actually was.
I know it's a lot more complicated than that now and actually understand it better.
As someone suffering from depression who almost killed themself, this is true.
yes indeed i have had lots of bad days. it is very hard. waking up numb. everythings a haze now. i can't think. im lonely every darn flipping day! i feel like the days are on repeat. everyday is bad, everyday is miserable.its like this. wake up, eat breakfast, catch bus, go to school, catch bus home, eat dinner, sleep repeat. its the same everyday, a ongoing cycle. im anxious and numb most of the time now. im running low on motivation. feeling alone and lonely. i have friends but only see them in class. im lonely at lunchtimes. every lunchtime. due to this. i started hating being around people. i started islolating myself more, i couldn't take it being around people, i don't want to feel there judgement on me, i dont want them to look at me. i started to talk less to my friends. i feel more emptyness than ever, everything goes down. its all going down. it hasnt really gone up, always down for me. I wish i was still friends with her. i miss her. its unbearable, i wish i was a better friend. i cant. i miss her. i can't do it without her. its painful everyday. i wish i could move on. shes moved on. why cant i. i want to die. but don't worry about me. i won't die. cause im scared to die but tired of living. its just so darn hard, i want to get better, i am getting help, but still i just want to be better, feel happy again, have a good life, i want to be able to go out in public again and do fun activites, i don't want to stay at home all the time, but im too scared to leave the house. at school i want to do well, but im either too anxious and can't concentrate, or numb and sad and low on motivation and end up not doing well. its bad everyday. i just want it to end.
Right
It's like you just described my whole life with one sentence...
Yea and they are stupid.
2010: I’m depressed, “what no don’t be sad I’m here for you”
2019: I’m depressed “lol same”
☹☹☹😭😭😭
Cut the "lol"
It's the fact that now...people dont take this seriously. I can say im depressed and like you said, people will jokingly say "same"
Like do you even really have depression???
this is so true, I literally told my "friend" how sad I feel all the time and all she replies with is "same lol"
The only difference is that there is a lot of the fakers who pretend to be depressed in 2019
I hate the way schools teach us so many usseles stuff but they never teach how to love yourself...
Ya
Truth
that's just how life is these days. Just wish ppl especially parents should realise mental health is not a joke
@@tfootball779 No joke. When I was a kid I was told by a parent to "lighten up".
WOW!!!! What great advice. It's like i never thought of it. I guess I'll pretend everything's sunshine and rainbows then. Screw that advice.
I know I always get in trouble :(
I’m a new teacher and this video helped me realize that I should always show my students that I care about each one of them, individually. They all matter for me. They might have a hard life, but they must know that there’s someone who cares
Ya, I agree with u
Thank you for this, you know upon listening a teacher saying this I'm relieved for some reasons, though I'm 21 now and glad that I completed my school but the thing is I really don't want our future generation feel the same the way we felt, in our time, we thought that teachers are someone we could look up to, never thought that somehow they will become the reason of my depression, after completing the school, now after years I'm in a much better place mentally but cannot forget the fact that school life system gave me a terrible depression which I'm still overcoming, a teacher like you is very needed, I'm so happy our future generation will going to have a real educated open minded teacher like you.
Agreed
Please do it would really help and it makes me feel happy that some students like me some where in the world have someone to help. Thank you! I really appreciate you!
I'm one of ur students henlo
"yOur Not AlOnE"
I feel lonely
there's a difference
being alone
and feeling alone
even when you're around people
Show me evidence that you asked for it
Ya I have the same feeling...
@@sinasml2186 why are you saying my username who are you
Can someone tell me why they are yelling at me
@@wingzu14 why did you deleted your comments tho
*I DONT WANNA HURT OTHERS OR MYSELF, I JUST WANT THE PAIN TO GO AWAY...*
Unicorn Floof same
Same I am broken no one can fix me
cat plays , that is the way i feel
The only reason i am still here is because i made a promise not to make a 14th try
@@thecraykrays9600 I made a promise after my thirtieth try and I'm 13
cat plays i just turned 15 last moth
We’ve All Heard These:
“You’re Just Being *Dramatic!”*
“You”re Just Faking It For *Attention!”*
“Get Over It! Its Not *That Bad!”*
Haha! Yeah!
Because When We’re Cutting Ourselves, Feeling Like Nothing And Crying Ourselves To Sleep, We’re Just *SO* Dramatic! We Just Want *SO* Much Attention! Its Not *SO* Bad!
Some people will never understand
My brother say that to me some days ago, and I answer this second part of your comment. He just didnt say nothing anymore... 😒
Fr, just stop it lol xd
Wow this hits hard
They just think we're on of those "fakers" who act depressed
Omg the teacher part where she put her hand up, I can’t relate more. At my school if the teachers notice we don’t understand it from all the wrong answers they’ll be like “don’t be afraid to ask for help” then when we do they’ll be like “I’ve explained 1000 times, do I need to explain slower so you understand?” Like omg
That’s why I’m crying
UGLY crying
Right. And teachers wonder why they get paid less...
Jasey Rae my teacher once told me no wonder I get bullied and kick my foot
Exactly wth 🤦
Jasey Rae SO FUCKING RELATABLE
I started crying at the math class part because that is me. I can't even put my hand up in class because I'm scared people will think I'm dumb
I feel you.
fuck the world buddy always remember that this world is yours And fuck every fucking humanbeen in this fucking world
I used to be like you bt den I changed
Same here bro
I grew up through the special Ed classes in America. When I got to the middle school I failed the 6th grade, basically every class. They still passed me, failed the 7th grade and they passed me. 8th grade we moved and I was in a good school that I liked and actually helped me, I passed about every class with A's or B's. 9th grade we moved again and I was put into a basically an inner city city school, about 30 minutes outside of Atlanta Georgia, I failed every single class, I didn't even pass PE. Got tired of going to school for nothing so I did online school but never actually did it. the 10th grade I moved again to another school, and they actually helped me and I held like a 3.7 or 3.8 GPA and made up some classes for more credits. I moved again to another school for the last 2 years of my high school career and I graduated from that school with Honors. And I hardly ever, Ever did any homework at any school. I'm starting a 2 year college program this Monday on 8-22-16. I have a very interesting learning style, I know it's something few people can do. But the point is, I'm a firm believer it is 99.9% the schools and teachers you get that really make you succeed. The US Education system is a joke. I'll tell you that much. Putting 30 kids in a class with 1 teacher isn't gonna allow everyone to get the help they need. I'm not a people person and I don't like talking in front of people, so I never really asked questions either. I would be a hypocrite and say just do it, ask questions, which you should it sounds like that's where you're struggling. But, if I can't take my own advice I can't expect anyone else to. So the 2nd best option is here on UA-cam there are many people that make tutoring videos explaining everything in every subject, the best part is you can stop and re-watch the lectures again and ask questions and just find someone that makes videos that you understand, because the hardest part about learning is being able to understand different teaching styles. That's another reasons schools fail, because if you can't learn how something is being taught, there's no other teacher in the room to explain it differently. But anyway, Don't feel dumb. The smartest people learn from others, because they know they can't learn everything themselves. Ask questions if you feel comfortable, you can even ask questions in the UA-cam comments.
Fact: The most used lie in the world is “I’m Fine”.
Russel Raagas no shit
Well yeah and I wouldn't be sad if my friends don't ask me again because it is my fault I always show them that I'm in a good day and they ALMOST NEVER see me in a bad mood....but guess what....i still get sad 🙂💔because only because i'm a positive person doesn't mean i don't ahve problems lol
“I'm okay, just a bit tired“
“No haha it just looks like self harm“
“No, it's okay you don't have time to talk“
“No I wasn't crying, I washed my face “
“It's okay if you leave me to meet them“
i say "im okay" because i feel like if i say I'm fine it seems too obvious :/
Also it’s I have read and agree to the terms of service
When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life.” John Lennon
Thanks for this mate. The only main achievement in life is to be happy, doesn't matter if you have a lot of money but don't know to be happy whereas a beggar beside you can be happy while having nothing.
teacher: detention!
@@Spxrk0300 ong for saying sum simple like dat to
@shivigarg4158 yeah, thanks
One time my teacher saw something was wrong and she was like “hey are you okay? You’re so quiet and you didn’t really do anything in the last few lessons.” “Oh yea... just tired...” I responded. I had to fight back my tears. “Are you sure?” “Yeah” and that was our conversation. I went to the bathroom and just broke down crying, and walked out like nothing happened.
Finn I felt that😭 I can relate to you
My teacher saw me cry, like twice. I don't have depression, but I've been crying a lot more frequently over the past month or so. I can get stressed out a lot and I compare myself to others often (people who I think are better than me), which hasn't been helping with my self esteem and image. I've also sometimes had pessimistic thoughts, but less so.
That always happens to me it got worst when my dad died and my friends didn't even know that the words that they say about me is very hurtful you know words hurt more that your punches and kicks
Finn O MY GOD he same exact thing happened to me in 6th grade
That happened earlier today. My headteacher called me in to her office, she said she noticed I wasn’t as happy as I used to be, I don’t participate when she comes over and I generally walk slowly and do my actions slower than I used to. Her daughter, who is my maths teacher, also said the same. I wish I could tell her.
"i dont give people like you rides home" that broke my heart
Rokaia & Nora ik right , she was such a bitch by saying that
Had me Rollin 😭
This is nothing like depression, nothing is accurate
At least she has got someone to sit in the cafeteria..
Lmao ik
ASRAFUL AMBIA honestly true ;(
Ikr
Sofia Hernandez ill sit with you
Me sitting alone everyday at school
Schools: (overworld kids)
Kids:(stress and depretion)
School:why are kids depressed and stressed
Not my school. But definitely my darn motherfucking stupid friends.
The girl: 3 minutes late
Teacher: *dO yOu knOw wHat tiMe iT iS?!
Me: 2 hours late
Teacher: Well atleast your earlier than yesterday
Sleeping Koalas same lol
Teacher:atleast u came to school today
Lol same here
Sleeping Koalas lol
This is a cool joke but don’t even feel smiling 😔
"Place your hand over your heart"
"Can you feel it?"
No.
"That is called purpose"
"You're alive for a reason so don't ever give up."
I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING GODDAMNIT
TwisterLord OMG ME NEITHER I THINK IM A VAMPIRE
TwisterLord nEITHER
Stardust Princess Please tell me Gerard wasn't lying when he said vampires wouldn't hurt me?!?!
TwisterLord THE HEARTBEAT DONT YOU FEEL IT?
CAN YOU FEEL
CAN YOU FEEL MY HEEEAAAAARRRRRRRT
I was feeling suicidal and depressed, so I naturally watch sad short films when I feel this way, but did not expect the inspiration at the end.
*****
Thank you.
+Lynkin Park i feel depressed sometimes, but i never, never , never in my life think or thought about killing myself. Cuz i know Im here for a purpose. People have gift whether is bad or good things, but we have something in ourselves. I learned that in this world there's gotta be bad people so we can be stronger and not become like them, i know i know you re thinking its hard, but nobody said that life was going to be easy. To me Music is my passion and I made videos as you can go and see them in my UA-cam channel. I decided to do good things but not for me but for everybody, cuz i know how it feels to be alone. I have seen short movies like this one, and thats not what i expected from the short movies, i mean those short movies they're good but something is missing. So I decided to make one, this is gonna be my first time making a short movie, I made the script already but its not easy to make movies cuz i barely know about filming. The point is you have to do something in your life and for everybody. I will make short movies and composes it, too. There is a saying:
"The two most important days in your life are the day you were born and the day you find out why"
Let's Find out why we are here. Don't pay attention what people say anything bad about you, just ignore them. Don't wish for anything that you wanna do this and that or whatever in life because i'ts not gonna help u. MAKE IT HAPPEN!! Because we have unlimited things to do in life.
+Arodi Cifuentes I feel the same way but someone in my class says that I am not here to live I am here to die and I can't help feeling that they are right
+Abbi Garcia Dont listen to them, they dont know about your life, they dont know what you are capable of. Show them what you got no matter how hard it is. We all are here to live and die no matter how but we are alive for a reason, nobody is here for a coincidence. The more you pay attention to them the more will be difficult to get rid of them. Just do what I do when i feel bad in situations , I always keep in my mind these words and say ," we have a special purpose in life"
+Arodi Cifuentes thank you so much those words ment a lot to me
When someone says "you're not alone" and then is never there when you say you need to talk or a shoulder. They just say it in the moment to keep you safe, but don't mean it. I don't know how many times I have had this happen and is why I quite reaching out for help.
Even when you feel like you're all alone, God is always there with you. He loves you💜 And you're important.
I know what you mean. My parents always told me, that they are there for me, but when i am really talking to them, they don't understand me. And now they are sad, because i don't come to them and tell them about my problems.
Yeah they’re there for you to tell you why your feelings are invalid and you should just get over it
Exactly!!!!!
I'm sorry to hear that... it is true that people use words that action doesn't follow
Depression is something only people who have gone through it understand but you’ll not find people who’s going through it because People who are going through it don’t say it to anyone .
Idk what I’m talking 😭
absolutely right
You are talking truth
right
Sad dark truth
Depression comes in different forms and sometimes Symptoms are explainable, everyone's struggle is unique so donnot expect from even the people who going through depression to understand u
I'm really suffering from depression and depression is worse than that, believe me
Thioro Diop i know, because me too....
*I have depression and anorexia. I cry everyday. I tried suicide 15 times already. It didn't work, sadly..*
Kate - Criminal - Female player - Sneaky suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem. I suffer form depression too I know how you feel . You will get better believe me
Wish u the best 💕 went through this either
A video will never show how this actually feels
Lee Brook true
when the girl in the end said "you're not alone" I lost it.
same
Me too
phandom spotted
Tears rolled down...
Bella Rodriguez same. I broke down even more when I realized no one gives a shit about me :-)))))
This really made me think of my friend. He has so many friends, he lives in a mansion, he has a black belt in Taekwondo, he gos on vacations all the time, he's great at dancing and all the girls love him. Yet he told me everyday he stops, zones out and just starts thinking, thinking of horrible things and he just starts crying. Check on your friends, no matter how "cringe" or "awkward" it would be, check on them sometimes, it can be a little as asking how their day has been, but at least do something to make sure they know you care. Also don't ever be afraid to ask for help, there's always someone you can talk to on the other end of a suicide hotline.
"Everyone is fighting a battle that you have no idea about, be kind to others."
This is me
Alone in lunch
Alone in school projects
Alone in hallways
Alone in school celebrations
Alone at my school desk
And no one cares
I am so sorry for u I wish I could be with you in your hard times at school
Same😢😢
im sorry :(
I was alone from the start...... due to autism. From preschool i was bullied and then 4 grades stil having no frends
And in 6th grade 2016 i broke a phone on acsident and I was really sad since i almost got beaten up by my parents and my classmates! \:(
And even now........im alone.............................
i care
My mother hit me for having borderline and left me
My boyfriend broke up with me on New Year’s Eve
I don’t have friends
I‘m in therapy for at least 2 years now
It doesn’t help
Nothing helps
Nothing matters
I don’t matter
Why am I even here
People say you’re not alone
But you are
Edit (After 1 year): I‘m feeling much better now. I reconnected with my family and friends, I have my own place now and I met someone who’s really nice to me and treats me with patience and respect. I am still healing but I’m on a good path. I hope this is a sign for anyone who needs it that it CAN get better even tho I was so sure it couldn’t.
One day at a time
Be nice and loving to yourself
Don’t depend on others for your happiness
You’re your own source of joy
Treat yourself like you’d treat someone you deeply love and respect
You deserve that ❤️
Lia Rose bro i feel you let’s talk :(
I just want to give you a hug but I'll give you a like
Try this ----> :)
Oh god 🥺😔
Borderline can be so hard just wait it takes longer time than any other illness but dbt makes it better and it can be treated in 8-10 years Ik its long but just hold on more power to you
not everyone that's bullied has depression, and not everyone with depression is bullied. There is just so much more to it than that
Jasmine Curia It has been put into words
Jasmine Curia It would be really hard though to capture all of that in one video so she chose to do this.
Jas's Skye
Sisisisi no se que dices pero eso es mentira :v
Help me please !
:v hola que hace!
Yeh, its true..., i wasn't bullied &kinda popular too but suffered from deppression........i bet no one in ma school knows about it, i never showed them actually but it had me..... I was always considered as the cool bold fearless one &sometimes the damn motivator!!!..... U may say i don't have good frnds to notice that but thats not d case, most deppressed people dont look lyk deppressed i guess... 🍂
I was bullied and thinking about it makes me laugh instead of being depressed lol
You know you're in that place again when you start watching these.
how you doing now dude
Well, here I am again.
Yup depression just run around in circles.
Yup
"yep"
I'd be like "WHO TOLD YOU I DIDNT LIKE PIZZA?!?!?!" And take a huge bite out of the pizza
Addison Stone Lmao that's so me
Addison Stone same😂😂
Addison Stone MEEEEE AHAHAHAHAHAA
I want a juice box. 🐢
...I don't like pizza
anybody: don't be sad
me: wow great idea, I am not depressed anymore
What can i say then?
Why does everyone say that lmao
Ya, "totally" not depressed...
Friend:are you okay?You look upset.
What I *want* to say: *No,every second I waste on crying makes me feel horrible and I need someone to help me and can you please help me?*
What I say:Of course I’m fine,I’m not upset.
Same
can someone hug me please :'(
Ian Mon.
*gives u a huge bear hug* 🤗
@@victoriacook1725 thanks
Me too..
Why are you home so late?
*tells them why*
I DONT WANT EXCUSES
Typical.
xdd
Her mom didnt even let her finish
Some people are better off not being parents if they gonna fuck up their kids
Well they had the realism in that part
I feel alone all the time even in a room full of people but sometimes there's a certain since of strength in the lonlyness.
YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE HOME 10 MINUTES AGO
U WERE SUPPOSE TO BE AT CLASS 3 MINUTES AGO
Ohmygodmomimsodamnsorrythatyoumademefuckingwalkfivemilesbackhome!!
I have been 2 hours late at home and my mom asked where have you been in a nice way I said that I had 2 hours of my new subject I'm happy that I have a nice mom but not a nice life :(
@@foodislife6425 poeple can't get all the things at the same time
@@Adamazen yea true that was what I was trying to say but didn't know how to explain it
Everyone here reading this right now listen. I know most of you clicked on this video or similar videos to not feel so alone. But I promise you that you’ll never be alone. These feelings you feel right now there’s people who want to hear you, understand you and help out of the hole you’ve been going deeper into since these emotions began. Even though you don’t know it there’s people there waiting to listen, whether it be a friend a family member or a doctor they want to understand they want sympathise I encourage you to open up, I encourage you to challenge yourself and I challenge you to try and not be so afriad. Life is a bitch life throws obstacles in the way, but sometimes those obstacles are too far of a walk to get around, that’s why we need a vehicle to push its way around that vehicle is your voice, speak ask for guidance let out all your problems and be free. Stop holding it in and sinking deeper, I believe there’s always light at the end of the tunnel, it may take days months years, but don’t give up keep striving keep fighting see it to the end. I guarantee after time you’ll feel stronger and feel rewarded that you fell to the bottom got buried and found your way back up.
@@diamondshinyrings your welcome stay strong 💪 I promise it’ll get better I promise. Don’t give up on a fight with out retaliating. Keep on going. There’s always a happy ending, just give it time , it could be days months or years but keep going!
so it's nearly 5 in the morning and i watched several short movies of depression but it never made me cry like this one did. I never saw something so accurate in my life than in this movie. Well done! Depression is so underrated in this society.
Madame Misery how? Its not even sad.
I think you might mean its underexposed. Like, people don't really talk about it and there's a stigma that people somehow *can't* talk about it (for instance, by fear of being called names or made fun of). I think this video does a really great job of showing what it feels like to have depression - that everything from getting to school to paying attention in class is really, really difficult to do and feels overwhelming. That's the part that I think they did the best on.
Madame Misery same, I started crying so hard.
Madame Misery Hey its 5 for me too.. I haven't slept yet.. :[
only 2:30 for me so far
"I don't understand this part"
"No, you never did"
wUt KiNd Of TeAcHeR iS tHiS?
Squidy YT it’s called high school math
@@@MY MATH TEACHER
It like mine :):
My last year math teacher actually
One like mine and im only in 6th grade
Anyone else constantly wishing someone would ask them if they are okay
But when they do you just reply with “yea” and a fake smile
Yup
Lexi Johnson Yeah
yep
It's the truth
"You never walk alone, i promise"
Spring day
I walked alone a few times
@@nailalteefa2191 I also did, I thought I did. You maybe go through it alone, but there are always people who are always there with you and love you.
@@jmlvrr09 but i still feel left out i would always walk alone at school Everytime I talk they would ignore me
@@nailalteefa2191 I feel you. I have the same problem as you. But listen I don't know you and you don't know me, but I still care about you. You feel left out, that's what your mind does to you at those moments. But there are millions of people that would wanne be your friend, including me. If I knew you in real life, I would hug you tightly, no matter who you are. Please just know that I love you. Sometimes people are fucked up.
Omg one of the eighth graders in my school committed suicide yesterday so I'm kinda emotional already so this really hit home
anjana thats so sad
Bleach Fuck off kid.
Bleach You're a dead meme
I am very sorry to hear about that.
Bleach stop, this kid was hurt.
The film was great, and I can see why it won awards, but not all of us people with depression try to commit suicide. I do appreciate that (unlike other films) this film confronts the fact that school has a major role. The system gives students the choice between sleep and grades, and wears down on them until they either reach a breaking point, at which they have a violent outburst or a nervous breakdown, or decend into the depths of depression and suicide. This film speaks truth, in that it does not blame over-expectant children or video games, but instead says the truth, which is that it is caused mostly by the school system.
DerpsterGaming 123 the government values grades more than students value learning
Friend: u okay?
"No I'm alone and I hate myself and every second I'm living I want you to ask me again hug me."
"Yea I'm fine"
Do you need someone to talk to?
@@caseyocean2390 yeah
My email is friendnamedcasey@gmail.com if you ever need me.
I don’t know u, and I would love to genuinely care about u but I can not. I care about how u feel though and I can relate, ik how it is, is there is anyone, any friend u can talk to? Anyone u still trust, cause just to pour ur heart out to them is a good feeling. And I guess that feeling will always be ther
Weeeeee
What I love about this is it doesn’t show cutting as a “requirement” of being depressed. It frustrates me so much when people only care once they see cuts on your wrists. I never cut but have idealized suicide many times and attempted once. I got bullied because I “wasn’t depressed enough” and that I “didn’t follow through” which makes everything ten times worse. Everyone will say they care and say they are there for you but in the end it’s just a hollow phrase. I have trust issues with people due to problems with therapists and counselors who were hollow. They didn’t care about me personally, just treated me like part of a spectrum. I feel like I just have to put on this “makeup” for friends because I don’t want them getting into my mess. I talked to a friend and felt like I was throwing my problems on her. I’m sealed off because I’m afraid of hurting people I know. It’s easier to just keep quiet then to accidentally burden someone you love.
(No this isn’t a comment seeking attention or pity, it’s a vent, so chill)
I know that this is like, a year late 😅 but I just wanted to let you know that I hope you finally found someone you can trust, and if not, I hope you will find someone soon, because just by reading this comment, you seem like a pretty cool person :3 Just remember, if you do find that person, don't hide, don't put on your "makeup" because they can help you, and I really really hope that everything turns out alright for you whether you find anyone or not.
Take care (^^) and stay safe
I've probably attempted like 20 times
3 minutes late...
*WOW IT'S A CRIME*
Iron Snut 72.0 yeah such a crime
ikr
Yeah I come 30 minutes or even an hour late
Dude, some teachers think that even being a second late is a crime. 😂🙄😬😭🤦
To be fair she must’ve ran fast as shit. 5 miles in 33 minutes. That’s almost a constant 10 mph pace
I'm depressed and bullied, and I have one friend online and that's it. I am nice to everyone, even my bullies and they still hate me. My step brother committed suicide a while ago and he wrote me a letter saying:
"You did nothing to deserve this world. I am sorry I have to do this to you. I am going to miss you, and I want you to know that no matter how awful this world is, carry on. Help others and show kindness when they show you hatred. I hope you live a long and happy life. I am sorry I couldn't fix my problems in another way. I'll see you someday"
Those are the words I live off of. They are what make me get up in the morning. I think these words could help others.
Half-Living Trash ❤❤❤sending light and love to you
This should have more likes honestly, I'll remember your comment, it inspired me :)
Here’s me
Alone at lunch
Alone in classes
Alone in dance
Alone in my house
No one cares
(Thx for the 4 likes)
Dancer Girl ( a huge hug to you )
I wouldn’t say things will be alright soon but
It’ll be alright someday . No matter how long it takes please don’t lose hope.
💚
Dancer Girl I care don’t worry you can talk to me if you need too😊
Oh ik 😔
Don't worry, my name is no one
Here's me
a million people and I'm still alone
I love watching these short films knowing im not alone in this depression state
I have anxiety
I have depression
I don’t have friends
I look ugly
People avoid me
Tall girl: You think your life is hard? I wear size 13 Nike’s
Well, you have at least 1 friend...me
{•Melanie•} oop
I'll be your friend,
But only if I can keep up with life
MENS, size thirteen Nikes..
@@StrawberryMatchaTea same tbh..
My purpous of living stopped as soon as my friend committed suicide. I now feel the pain he went through
awww. i’m sorry to hear that. if you ever need someone to talk to, i’m here. i bet your friend wants to see you happy and only wants the best for you.
I never had a friend who committed suicide but I was gonna do it my self but see if couldn't my friends ddnt let me. I have a friend Frank. I told him tht one day I would like to do it but thn this is wat he said " Tina dnt hurt urself" thn I asked him y not thn he said " cuz thn I will blame myself for it" thn I asked him y he would do tht thn he said " cuz ur an amazing friend. I like to be around u. So plz dnt hurt urself"
@@yahaira9315 thank you. I really appreciate it! Its not often you find people that tell you theyre there for you. I really do appreciate it.
@@elizabethfroese5416 your friend is absloutly right. Though sometimes, you feel that low, you just gotta do something about it.
@@sukoavakingang2391 I knw he is.
I get the intent and what they were trying for.
However, depression is a great deal darker than this.
Hmm
True
Yeah people can be depressed without everyone around them being terrible or them having whats considered a "great life" to them, reason why lots of rich people can still be miserable
@@desireandfire right
There are different types of depression, some are milder than others, but everyone deserves help.
*"Sometimes words can cut you deeply than blades"*
Friend : “You okay?”
*My mind* Yeah I wanna kill myself, nobody loves me.”
“Yeah I’m good”
I am here for you. You are important in my life.
Many many people have suicidal thoughts
Haha nice joke
Me too, me too.
I'm a monster.
That's me.
Yes I’m alone
Alone with ur memories
Alone with my thoughts
Alone with my tears
Alone crying
Alone satisfying myself
Alone:)
Ik how u feel
Like what 😫
I am so sorry :( I hope that everything has changed so far ...
Why can’t we fix the world for a better place
Ik how it feel
I want to be alone but I hate to be lonely. It's obvious that these two are different.
Tell me if I m wrong.
Gloss &SwaG Oh wow this is so relatable! I'm homeschooled and feel very lonely but I want to be alone and feel awkward around other people. Didn't know people felt the same as I do!
accurate. same here. just wanting the presence of many people, but never want to engage with them and be attached.
My friends are backstabbing me, saying words I can't even believe that came from their own mouths, i hate when i am in the crowd, I don't know how to speak to them or communicate, they end up judging me, and I literally feel what you're feeling.
it sucks, i hate it, i hate when i felt my heart breaking to pieces, I can't..take everything, I'm giving up.
Murdina66 6 no one understands, they're judging me, no one understands, no one listens, no one.
As someone who suffers, I can honestly say that this film is a good representation of how this disorder starts, things go wrong, you get sad and then like a snowball things progressively get worse. It is different for everyone but one thing is for curtain suicide is not a joke and to blatantly tell them their just sad is adding fuel to their desire to commit, so great work also amazing for a first film
“You’re not alone.”
Me: Like that’s gonna help and cure people 😒
Exactly. Same shit over and over again.
It makes me feel worse
I want money Rip
I want money Then surround yourself with money 💰
John Laurens, The OBSESSED HAMILTON FAN! And if it cures someone irl, then that person is definitely faking it and it pisses me off
everyone says "your not alone, im here for you!" but when you need them they don't put any effort into you.
"Award winning" *TEACHER GOES CRAZY OVER SOMEONE BEING 3 MINUTES LATE TO CLASS*
And also for only 10min late at home
Yeah
As someone who puts on a smile every day and says “I’m doing good” when asked how I’m feeling, I felt this message way too hard.
People often hide depression
When you are depressed you are living a difficult life and people around you make it even more worse.
Depression feels way different. You can feel horrible even if everyone is perfectly nice tot you... this is not how I feel
Exactly
That's exactly what I thought
exactly because I my one of the top students and I have family who loves me and a nice home but I still feel depressed and have thoughts about killing myself
Same
Menno Wieringa that's a bit fucked up
Well.... there's a tear on my homework now....
edit: make that two
Same except it's on my drawing
I used to be depressed in high school. Then I had good moments in my late 20’s to early 30’s. I looked back at the sad times and thought I was just young and going through growing pains. I’m about to turn 37 and I’m even more depressed than I was in high school, at least I had a few friends back then. I feel so lost...like I’ve not grown or accomplished anything. I have a job and money...but what’s the point when you have no one to share it with. Lord...take me tonight.
you’re not alone, we’re all struggling. you know what though? we’re all gonna get through this together! try to meditate, or spiritually ground yourself. It helped me for a while. I’m only in high school and I can’t say I know your pain, but I hope there is a positive outcome to all of this. I hope your days get brighter and I hope everything will be ok for you :)
a person thank you.
Are you ok?
-Mind... No I'm not... I'm lonely, and hurt, no one cares no one needs me...
*I'm fine*
@XxDønut CøffeexX im not actually depressed
This video is not about the mental problem, its about bullying and normal sadness.
But this is my evaluation of what mental depression (the actual mental problem, not the regular sadness everyone experiences in life)feels like from my experience:
Mentally:
It feels like you've sunken into a pit 1,000 000 000 000 000 000 metres down of inescapable heavy grey-blue where you can never see the bright yellow of happiness again, sinking deeper as the voices inside your head shovel more and more grey-blue onto you until you are completely covered but you're still sinking, your positive voice losing and being beat down by the ever-so-much-more-powerful negative voices.
Physically:
You can't be bothered even twitching your hand you're so sunken down into the blue depths. Not even a milligram of depression forms into a teardrop and escapes out your eye so you feel even a little bit better, because you're so depressed.
Mentally(again):
Although you may feel depressed, your positive voice does do something. If you dig down into your emotions, you'll find a golden ball of sad warmth and strength. You hug it to yourself and feel that your sadness somehow cheers you up.*You know in the movie Inside Out how Joy is bewildered when Sadness gets Bing Bong to stop crying when her silly, funny jokes just makes him cry harder?*Well, the way Sadness cheers him up is what I'm talking about.
So that just says that there is a way out of a mental illness, even if, like I was, felt like you couldn't do anything.I just found that golden ball somehow and used it,wierdly.
All of what ive said is all serious and i'm talking the truth. Although this is my experience and everyone's mental illnesses are all different,i think there will always be that golden ball in some form for *everyone*
Potato Potato Normal sadness?Man then i think im surviving
Potato Potato THANK YOU I told everyone this (in less detail) when I had taken my overdose and everyone said that I was being stupid and should buck up my ideas im glad that we can relate to eachothers feelings xxx
I agree, I was wondering why I felt so happy and comfortable when I was sad.
So so true
Potato Potato I agree
How everyday
every minute
every year
i always say why im late
its a lie
they can tell its a lie
when i say the truth why im late
...
nobody cares if im suicidal and just says
"ur not depressed"
they dont get it
Sheeze feel u...
Same
I'd like to help you in some ways, if you wanna chat or I dunno.
If you don't here's the suicide helpline: 1-800-273-8255
I have a discord ask for it I'll be there.
Everyone. Don't let anything get to you. Yall are amazing people in a world thats filled with jerks. Yall aren't alone. Yall are *NEVER* alone. I am here for *anyone* and *everyone* here. I know life can be difficult and hurtful, but everything is gonna be okay. Nothing lasts forever. Your bad situation in life right now *WILL* get better. Sure, things get bad again sometimes, but things also get better again. I have been in my own rough patches, but I've gotten through them. Just like I know that *each and every single one of yall can! :) * Stay strong. Things *ALWAYS* get better :)
You’re not alone, You’re important, you’re beautiful and you’re loved.
I really want to go somewhere outside my bubble, I just used to wake up,study,eat and sleep straight for a year (as the competitive course I am preparing for requires this much dedication only) uptill I realise that I don't have any friend!.. I just cutoff my social media,and friend circle,and even with outer world!..and that was the reason of my mental breakdown!.. I went into deep anxiety and frustration with how my life is going and afraid whether I am living it right?!
I found my mother deceased on Thanksgiving Day 2015. After just seeing her an hour before. She went to her room why my sister and I cooked my son was 7yrs old. He came in and said I can't get grandma to wake up. We went in and my mom was blue. She had overdosed on prescription pills. Thanksgiving will never be the same again and my son has been traumatized and so have I. Now I have severe depression. I lost my father Feb. 2016 to cancer he died in my arms. All I have is God, my kids and sister. Please get help if you have depression and let your loved ones who suffer from depression and or addiction know how much you love them and need them in your life.
Denise McDuffie I'M SO SORRY 😭💔 RIP 🌹
Rejected Potatoe thank you. Hugs
I'm so sorry. God bless you and your family. 🎈
Denise McDuffie PLEASE don't give up sister,!!!!have CORUAGE!!!!!!!
Denise McDuffie my mom tried to commit suicide on christmas eve 2010 after pulling myself my newborn baby and lil sister to the side and telling us she loved us. Luckily ambulance got there just in time to save her. That day will forever haunt me.
Having someone to actually say “your not alone” helps a bit. It helps step by step. Depression isn’t something that just last for 2 weeks. Depression could last for weeks,months or even years. Some people just need a little motivation to get through the day.
Idk you tell yourself your not alone but you wish you never dared
The cat's the only good character in this.
Prabh Sangha. The cat needs more screen time.
Glad someone said it! Horrible..
my cats are the only reason why im still alive here in this miserable planet
|x|
:) Yeah, people dont care, but your pets care, since you give them food, that's why they care about you and make you feel ok cause they want you to think of what will happen if u die, cause if u die they will die, but fortunately I dont have pets. But i already gave up ON EVERYTHING except art and comic books. I like imagining that's what keeps me alive and um i kinda half gave up on life since everyone in my school suck cause they're as mean as monsters, i mean monsters are kinda better than them, but i have a best friend she....SHE NEVER HANGS OUT WITH ME SO NOW WHEN SHE TELLS ME TO HANG OUT I DONT FEEL LIKE IT CAUSE I GOT HOMESICK all I ever do is go to school at 7:30 AM and go home at 4 PM and PLAY ROBLOX WITH MY Online Friends AT LEAST THEY MAKE ME FEEL WELCOME, they treat me nicely, idk if they are nice irl but online I'm not who I am irl cause irl I'm the person who's always quiet and when I feel like saying something funny and punny I keep it to myself cause im scared people will laugh AT me and NOT WITH me so i just dont talk to anyone except my bestfriend...idk if i am a best friend to her...but online i can say anything, they'll understand or not...and then they can unfriend me...but i'm used to it, when i was younger i was always happy and i had almost all the school as my friends but then i slowly became lonely even when im with my bestfriend i feel lonely because of her friend cause her friend always tells me shut up when i try saying something...one time i couldnt handle it cause i was already angry the whole day because of something i accidently lost it and punched her...BUT before that she was really nice but started to be so rude and mean and i tried to get back to how we were cause we were nice to each other but she kept on being more mean so then i became mean to her cause she became mean to me for no reason cause i was always kind to her but when i punched her...SHE SAID "Get away from me, you're disgusting, I don't want to get dirty" and i told her that the only dirty person is her and my bff is trying to make us get along or she will leave both of us, so i was frustrated and i told her to leave me and that it's ok cause i can live without her and actually I CAN. I DONT NEED ANYONE I CAN STAY WITH MY ONLINE BFFS FOREVER. Oh btw there's a boy i met online he's like a brother to me cause we met in a toilet in roblox, we fight sometimes but we always come back to each other just like siblings XD
OH GOD I DIDNT NOTICE HOW MUCH I WROTE
This was literally my life first two years in uni. Commuting,home situation, socialising in school and studying. But I managed so far, I don’t know how I did it but I pushed through ❤️
As a witness of depression I know how it feels, I'm 14 and before I was born my dad left me calling me a mistake, my mom was there half time until she left me to my old grandma who can't drive or do much. I know how hard it is just people should stay strong at these moments. Depression is not a joke it's a serious matter. We all should help people who say they truly have depression.
TrinTrinTheCookie :3 I kind of have depression. It started in grade 6/5. My mom sometimes tells me she hates me. And I have no friends. I feel very lonely. Whenever people ask me how are you i say I'm fine. But they never ask again. They leave with a smile on there face while I'm smiling but inside I'm depressed. I never actually had a friend in real life. All of them never lasted long. I'm going to school tomorrow in grade 8 and I'm very scared. The depression got a little better in the holidays. But who knows? I bet it's gonna start tomorrow since I have school.
Why me
TrinTrinTheCookie :3 Hey i used to have deppresion,This is weird and akward but can we be friends?Its the little things that tell me your a great person
I have severe depression. I don't have any problems with my family. other than my sister being a complete retarded, bratty asshole with no way to feel any sort of empathy towards me because she's pretty and acts like shes kind and perfect and she was never bullied ever in her life and always receives compliments, There are no problems in my family. The problem is, I'm useless. I cant do anything by myself, I waste money, I'm a pain in the butt to be around, I'm annoying, ignorant, feeble, obnoxious, and cruel. I look at all of that as a fact, but when I told my sister that I felt that way and that I was having suicidal thoughts, she told me to "get my shit together, get over it, and be happy like a normal civilized fucking human, idiot. Suicide is dumb." This caused me to punch her right in the nose and start crying in my closet for an hour. She calls me ugly too, the videos I have showing my face proved that to be true. A lot of other people in my class call me ugly too. I hate my class, its full of dumb, extroverted, immature busybodies that can never shut up and they just annoy me so fucking much. I have friends at school, they're the only people that aren't assholes to me, so I can look to them for advice. I have no one to talk to but them. Someone help, please.
ITS RAINING TACOS 0_0 YES YES WE CAN!! IVE BEEN WAITING FOR A FRIEND!!!
I've lived with depression since 17 I'm now 25 and nothing has change.
WILKO it will change .Just mail if you ever want a conversation partner ...
( No homo though 😋) ....
Don't freak out .not a creepy stalker , who prays on depressed people ...
Comradevsd100@gmail.com .
WILKO the feeling won’t change but what matters is how you deal with it. Things like meditation can really help. I’m going through it too, I have for as long as I can remember. Sometimes it can feel like life isn’t worth living but in them moments you must relax the mind. The brain is like any other muscle, you can train it.
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My depression began in my teenage years as well. With counseling and medication I am doing much better. I was also given 5 truths that I will share with you because they are most certainly true. Here they are: You have a community of fellow suffers that support you. You have angels that are watching over you. You have a friend who is writing this to you. You have a Heavenly Father who adores you. You have a Savior who gave his life for you. Know this, friend. Embrace this. Reach out. Please take care.
I know how you feel man
I went throught depression since i was 5 and im now 13
Nothing feels like it has changed but your friends or family or at least the police to confide in
❤️❤️
Okay stop with the hate because all the creators of this tried to do was raise awareness and tell other people they have a purpose. If you choose not to believe you have a purpose, cool. Find another video or get a therapist. You think this isn't a good representation? Cool. Write a book on what you think is right. And her 'popping pills' is not saying 'all depressed people just take pills' obviously this girl has been through more than just that day, but if they went through her whole life leading up to the attempt, then the video would be 2 days long. Instead they go with just the day of her attempt. Also it's a high school video and the audience of this video especially should know better than to hate on it. They tried, and for your sake too so be a bit grateful.
GREAT COMMENT! Some of these kids need help. They need to understand they are causing their own issues. Even that's apparent from a view across the internet... very sad that some are even bullying others. I mean are you kidding me right now? GROW UP!!!! VERY GOOD JOB ON THIS BY THE CREW!
SchoolShooter yez that's what I'm feelinb
Deathly Hallows Tell that to my mother.
Deathly Hallows our supposed to write comments, not novels but I totally get what your saying
Deathly Hallows I
I'm not familiar with bad parents like these, I can say I live in a place where more parents are strict but still care for their child.. I'm sorry for those who have to deal with their old people who are like this. Y'all are strong asf. Thanks for being alive and still surviving. I really wish y'all didn't have to go through this cuz I know it sucks, and its probably worser for y'all who've experience this since words aren't as strong as actions. Love y'all :') Keep that strength you have left and make it stronger. It's hard to find someone that understands you but you'll get out of it.. you'll find nice people who'd care about you and you won't have to deal with the same shit anymore.. that's all I can say. I sincerely wish y'all the best 💞
All the ppl in the comment section suffering from depression .... hear me out ok ?
I don’t know what depression feels like. I don’t fully know how you feel and will never unless I step in your shoes. I don’t know what its like and I can’t relate. I hate that I can’t. I really do sometimes. I feel like I don’t understand the world completely sometimes and that I feel I live in a bubble and I don’t fully know what is outside and think that my problems are big. I feel lost and confused when I watch videos like these or read your guys comments about it. But then I realise that reading your guys comments and putting my best foot forward to lift ur mood and live perspective is what I can do. I care about you guys and I know that that still doesn’t help and I know it’s not easy... I can’t sugarcoat it and it breaks my hearts that you guys are suffering. My heart goes out to all of you. I really mean it.
If any of you read this, good day or night or morning evening :) lots of love to all of you and don’t hesitate to talk to me and let out ur thoughts ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Soumya Prasad you're too young to be curious about bad things of life. enjoy your life and don't feel like this just cause you haven't been through this. noone should go through this. be happy and look forward to being happier. btw thanks for such a considerate comment.
Neffex for life thnx for ur comment
Well first off I wanted to thank you for this very wonderful and beautiful comment. I also wanted to give a big cheers 🍻 to people like you who are always willing to help strangers who you will probably never meet in real life. I hope you continue to inspire others to value their lives and learn to love life and themselves 🙂
And please don't call yourself weird for loving anime and kpop. I as a HUGE anime fan as well salutes you for having a great taste in life! Ciao! 🍷
We need more people like you in this world, but you don't wanna get roped up into this hell hole. Your young, live your life
Stingy's Hairline thnx 😊 I really needed this 🤗 despite the comment I wrote, Ive been feeling like utter trash these couple of days and I don’t know why and lost it today and had a meltdown like an hour ago. Feeling much better now and just want to let you know that ur comment helped ❤️
And the worst thing is when you have nobody to talk to about this...
I want to give her a big hug and say "Everything is going to be ok"
Jamie Howard that's exactly how I feel
She should have a hug.Around the neck.With a noose
CommonNonSense stop
Breanna Thompson drop and roll
Jamie Howard me too
I used to watch A LOT of short films about sh and depression in middle school. I’m not depressed, but I struggle with numbness and anxiety. They comforted me a lot when I was younger.
When someone says "Leave me alone" what they really mean is "I'm not fine stay with me"
So true!!!!!😭😭
Omg ! That's true I say the same thing and I feel the same way you said
@Caio Marconsin yea sometimes it’s not
Broo so true
Right
My friend: "Hey man, you okay?"
Me: "No, everyday is pure agony I'm in constant mental torture, nothing matters."
"I'm good! Splendid! Never been better! Thanks for asking!"
*Please ask again, please ask again.*
Same.. and that’s only when I am asked, which is incredibly rare
Aww, sorry, how r u? Wanna talk?
@@jadeisla5421 r u related?
Hey you okay if not you can talk to me am here bro
Asking the same question while making solid eye contact would have me spit it out a little bit. I was used to hiding my emotions at a young age. Still good at it.
I don't have any friends and I don't have a dad. My mom is struggling to pay the bills so i didn't get anything for Christmas (which I'm not that bothered about because i know my moms situation). My mum works two jobs and is never home so I have to walk to the shops and get food to cook for dinner most nights. I'm pretty much alone 24/7. No one at school knows any of this. I try really hard at school so i can get a good job and make me and my mom rich. I want to move when I'm older and travel the world, making loads of friends along the way.
Aw i hope you and your mom find a way to get more money. I hope you and your mom are also safe from covid.
I'm so sorry, I hope you get some hope, im here for you if you need it
I'm so sorry for you. I hope your situation becomes better. Stay strong, you got this ❤
Be proud you have a mom
@LP - 07KR 924201 David Leeder MS I understand, stay safe bro
In 2021 if you have depression and you actually open up to friends and family about it, they'll just say that people have it worse than you and that you should be thankful for what you have. When did I ever say I wasn't thankful?
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I feel like this film didn’t correctly portray suicidal thoughts _or_ depression correctly...
I thought exactly the same thing
That’s due to the writing..
Bescumber Like, what do you mean?
@@ctraye6293 He is saying that the Writers are shit.The people who made the film dont know how to make films.
_Yugen
Yeah, fair point
Exactly how I feel
Team L Lawliet OMG ITS L !!!
Mee to
Me too
Team L Lawliet same here
Team L Lawiet
SAME
My story:
I grew up in a pretty privileged home and everything was perfect. As I started growing up (when I was approximately 8) my life was kinda ruined. I had recently found out I had fake friends. My parents kept pushing me to be perfect and if not, they would hit me and yell at me all night. My siblings pushed me around a lot since I was the youngest. No one knew how I was feeling because I seemed to have a perfect life, when in reality, my life was a nightmare. Keeping my feelings in made me hurt more. I got suicidal and thought about killing. I had anxiety and had daily mental breakdowns. I had anger issues and had so much anger inside me. I’m now ten. This is the age where I should be having fun as a girl. Trust me, I’m more mature then most ten year old girls.
Same. I can relate to u
🖤
Same like my mom that keep making me underpressured on being perfect
I'm so sorry
So tough for a 10 year old. No one has a perfect life, we need to understand that people can’t always understand you. You have to understand yourself, I think you don’t understand yourself because you said your life is ruined. You life is not ruined, you just think it is.
People need to understand that depression doesn't just mean sitting around all day crying. It means that we go about our days with apathy or sadness and we can be happy. Even with severe depression you can go about your day but it is a hell of a lot more difficult.
Actually I am alone always have been ...
dead inside edgy much
dead inside I KNOW this probley better than anyone..all I'm doing is sleeping so I can hurry up and die hopefully in my sleep I have no hope left at EVER being happy again I no longer feel LOVE for anyone anymore my soul is dead gone a day now is like a year to me in HELL no where can I see any hope for me why was I even born OH I forgot mom said I was a mistake...i haven't even been hugged or touch in 8 years and I'm afraid how it might feel if it ever happens to me AGAIN....the worst part is not being able to tell ANYONE who suffers as I have that it gets better with time....
Billy Kidd oh wow
dead inside same 😢
Billy Kidd Be strong dear
you wanna know the worse part of this video and its not the quality... its that how people acted like they care and then talk about when your not around and make you feel unwanted
Maya willis are you saying the people in this video acted like they cared ? I didnt see it. But i know what you mean in general.
When I saw the pills.....
I'm like plz no dont do it!
ASuperMario Wiggler same...I was screaming ' NO PLS DON'T DO IT!!!" I'm glad that girl at the end told her she wasn't alone
Great to see all the actors in this film helping to make a poweful movie. Well done to all those involved in making and producing this film.
Like is you have one of these
Anxiety
Depression
Trust issues
ADHD
Addicted to (drugs/alcohol exc)
Bipolar disorder
Well i have Anxiety a kinda of Depression maybe? Who knows?
I have 4 or those I am not bipolar and never have done drugs
I won’t self diagnose
Depression and adhd
ADHD
Teachers: if you don't understand just tell me!
Also teachers:
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My teacher gets angry when I ask for help, not just on me. Whoever asks for help calls us incompetent and then when we don't ask for help she says: who is to blame! You could have asked for help!
@@boredperson1185 she is sick and you are not so let her be, you enjoy her.💙
Lol I'm always like 10-15 minutes late to class and my teacher just tells me to sit down 😂
same
LPS Candy Lover same
Same
LPS Candy Lover my English teacher really doesn't care how late I am. I was 15 minuted late and he said "ayeeee" and high fived me. love him
I went to the wrong lunch once and my teacher just shrugged it off and I still had to got to the other lunch, I didn't get written up or sent to detention, I have a good English teacher.
That is so true I would always say “I’m fine” but the truth is I’m not. I am dying on the inside and slowly dying on the inside. People do this and pressure me to do so much… it kills me so much. And just people giving me food and stuff I always turn it done. I starve myself because I feel like I should be punished I don’t know if anyone else can relate.. but it just feels like everybody does this they push you over the edge and then they finally care when it is too late. Like teachers when you don’t understand something they think that you just chose not to understand but really you are suffering you are dying you are struggling but nobody sees it until it’s too late. It’s unfair… but as soon as you put a rope around your neck, cut yourself till blood pours out then they finally UNDERSTAND!! ❤ I feel bad for this girl how she walks around the school is like how I walk around to places
Every time I hear my hart beating
I get angry
Shakira Hamerlinck same here it feel like its getting heavy on me and i really don't know how to control it. I'm becaming lazy day by day just stay in room all day and this thing making me depressed. I don't i'm in depression or i'm just became lazy?
Hey Shakira Hamerlinck. My name is Tina. I'm almost 18. I've been in the same thing for a while. Don't get angry. Being angry doesn't help anything. Whn I always got angry I would punch something hard. But I'm not telling u to do any of tht. I'm telling u don't get angry.
Shakira if u want to say something to me thn go right ahead
The only time I feel my heart beating, I’m doing the pledge of allegiance
(Note: I’m not making fun of you, it’s true. I’m trying to add humor in your life.... I’ve suffered too
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Shakira Hamerlinck I too☺️
Oh my gosh. Whoever made this film thank you. My best friend and only friend just texted me last night saying she doesn't want to be my friend anymore. I didn't go to school today and was really thinking about it. But then I saw this film and now I'm thinking that just maybe there is hope. Thank you. This video has meaning. It really does.
Changing Perspectives Why doesn't she want you to be her freind no more ? I hope evrething is ok
Changing Perspectives srsly? Thats pathetic.
Okay Carl Grimes, I can see one person being an asshole (you) but three people liked your comment. What a bunch of losers.
Carl Grimes Stop bein pathetic you're self !
agree
People just don't know if people are hurt inside they just see the outside of people and that is the issue!
Exactly
On the outside I laugh a lot, make jokes, try to hang out with friends as much as I can, and am generally happy
No one knows what's going on inside; i haven't even told my best friend and I trust her with everything
Every so often I'll not laugh for an entire class period (oh no the horror!) and everything is asking "omg what's wrong" "are you ok" "stop being depressed" and other crap like that
I say I'm fine but......I'm just not
*everyone
If a person is depressed his "reasons" seems to be "Excuses" everytime.
I am passing from it for 2 years, I feel no one to feel bad, everytime I compromise, everytime I sacrificed,
I was a happy child now I am the most silent boy, everyone saw this difference in my personality but "no one asks", " no one cares*.
Anyone more like me????❤️