She Developed Dissociative Identity Disorder After Years Of Trauma
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- Опубліковано 9 кві 2024
- Today on Unfiltered Stories, discover the profound journey of Elizabeth Gerrity, who endured years of torment, neglect, and unrelenting physical abuse. As a means of self-protection amidst the trauma, Beth developed Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID), leading to the creation of a complex system of alternate personalities.
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I remember waking up in the bed...(had to be 5-8 yrs old, ) surrounded by ppl in chairs...i dont remember anything of what happened but i started having flasbacks in my early 20's...at 38 now, i do know i was drugged...my healing journey started years ago and i remember certain things that happened to me as a child. Im now a true crime junkie, and real stories junkie...to help me remember, (less of a shock when i DO get the full visual of what happened to me) to learn that alot ppl on this planet are evil, to keep me on toes....
This story isn't unbelievable. It's reality for most ppl on this planet.
I'm sorry this happened to you...over and over again...i wish you nothing but a life full of peace and self love. Thank you for sharing your truth with us...
Your awareness and description of what happened to you and WHY (our whys makes us wise) and your "disorder" just validate what ive had in my heart....
Thats is, innocent, good ppl at heart, will do anything to hold onto SELF...even if the brain HAS TO dissociate...its fighting for SELF!!!
Yes, DID is a gift. We are fearfully and wonderfully made. ☀
I went through repetetive childhood abuse as well. I hope everyone in my situation will heal.
Complying with extreme abuse in early childhood has A LOT to do with dissociative identity disorder. I believe her story is 100% true.
I’m her “daughter” she tried killing me when I was 7 months old. Don’t believe anything she says she suffers from bipolar and dissociative identity
Your idiotic
It was very selfless for you to give up your children in order for them to have a chance at life.
Yeah, it's clear that all of her trauma have made her loose it completely. Her soul is completely dead. You can tell through her eyes and also by how she talks about everything like it was weathertalk... 😔
I’m her “daughter” and she didn’t do anything selfless. She tried killed me and her mental illness doesn’t allow her to accept that. She has no goodness in her
@NikkiFarley-ge8xo really? Are you okay?
@@NikkiFarley-ge8xoI'm sorry you had to go through that. How old were you when she put you up for adoption? I'm a little confused now.
@@isabellapettersson9047 Thats called dissociation. Sometimes it makes you feel nothing or feel weird emotions when talking about abuse. It's usually a temporary symptom.
It seems like folks are missing the title, she has D.I.D. formerly referred to as Multiple Personalities. From what I understand it's a way to distance oneself from horrific trauma that may be impossible to overcome, it's a flight or flight mechanism, survive. Im not saying she created her own reality to cope, but it certainly would track with such abuse. I don't mean to make it sound like her entire life or reality is false, but it's really hard to understand. So many comments, people are shocked and confused like WTF did I just hear!? So much going on, so much trauma, so much to filter through to try and comprehend. In my opinion, she experienced immense abuse, neglect, and trauma at such a young age and for so long, and as a way to survive she developed D.I.D. and I just don't know how she can decipher her truth, what she remembers, how she sorted her trauma with reality. Parts sound impossible, but we know that people are capable of mind blowing evil, so it's quite possible there's a lot of truth here, just distorted depending on who was driving the bus while trying to deal with this level of abuse. People do evil shit, and when you start involving woo woo shit, voodoo, sacrifice, satanic shit, stuff gets really MFN real quick. Ugh. Crazy. Poor soul, I how she's found peace
I’m so sorry to hear how you’ve been treated. You have a good heart and I pray for your healing and that God will bless you with the peaceful and joyful life that you’ve always deserved 🙏🏿💖
So sorry for the trauma you suffered, Elizabeth. I know I can’t understand, not having gone through something similar, but I just don’t see how people can bring themselves to do such evil acts-even if they were abused. I’m glad you found a way to survive what your mother and others did to you, and that you ended the cycle of abuse. I pray you continue to heal and find peace and solace.🩵
I hope you have found peace Elizabeth, I'm so sorry for all you've endured. Love to you,
Elizabeth I see a strong lady who has lived a life that you never chose. I live in Scotland, diagnosed with CPTSD from prolonged trauma throughout childhood, teenage years onto adulthood. We are very strong and clever that we disassociated from our real life, we survived with wounds buried deep inside us. I now have physical pain and severe fatigue etc which has been connected to my trauma.
How cruel these people were too you, you must have been petrified for your life daily. I'm so sorry. Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
WHAT???!!!! People are SICK! 🤬
This is very hard to watch. The editing. It’s like it cuts after every couple words. I’m only 4:00 in and I’ve had to rewind it about 20 times trying to understand what’s going on. Smh
what did I just listen to?!! 🥺
The truth of SRA and how to overcome it.
I got lost and the cooking and eating the child part 👀👀👀
Probably satanic ritual abuse
None of that was your fault. God bless you and give the shame & guilt of that Satanic Ritual Abuse back to the abusers. You're a strong victorious survivor. 🌻
You are right to about the company you keep bad company corrupts good morals..May you continue to be healthy and loving. You are definitely doing a good job with sharing thank you 💞
The world is sick
Yup more than just a little. The truth is still greater and more wonderful than all this sh*t. The Redeemer is here, patient, understanding more than we can and available to restore what our enemies have done, including one of the most confusing and sabotaging ones - shame.
@carlie5894 Shame & guilt feel like a heavy coat. We need to shed those "coats," unless the Creator has bestowed a season of that to correct us.
@BethGerrity-21akjaq 🌻
@BethGerrity-21akjaq I understood, and held no ill-will. The beauty of your response was an answer to prayer for me, today.
@BethGerrity-21akjaq A bouquet of happiness for you 💐.
Thank you so much for sharing your story, Elizabeth. You did great in relating a whole lotta stuff in such a short amount of time! You have "grace" and "miracle" all over you. As someone who has been working through DID it's so encouraging to see someone shine with such sweetness. I've run across a number of people who like to wear their condition as a badge to show how "special" - actually superior demanding accolades, and my quest has been to be the one person our Creator beautifully designed to reveal a distinct aspect of Him to complement his precious body (all of us receiving his wonderful redemption). I know he made only one of me so have been blessing these parts and dismissing the ungodly ones that got in with all the trauma and vulnerability. I lived in the SFV a long time, too! but about a decade ahead of you. Much continued Shalom!!
I was abused and neglected as a child too. Sending love ❤
How disgusting
Im sorry😢ty for sharing
I’m so sorry❤
LORD HAVE MERCY!!!!!
He does, in all ways.
I believe her,every bit. You have to remember the brain keeps you from trauma that's to severe to cope with. Her memory is doing it's best to tell the story or stories of her abuse. She is very traumatized. Jesus please send her peace that surpasses all understanding. I pray she turns to GOD, i pray for her strength and endurance to stay well. She is very strong and courageous. May God bless you 🌹✨🌹
BethGerrity-21akjaq you're welcomed ❣️🌹❣️
Listen to how she says I gave up my kids then oh I lost my kids. Yes we were taken from this psychopath
What IN THEE entire F $#@!!!!!!
So the babysitter just admitted and told her mom she was electrocuting her to eat her???? And her mom said go ahead? And she remembered all this from age 3??? I believe something happened to her but not sure about all the details.... Memories can be easily influenced and warped. Her brain injury could be an issue with distortion too. But I think she really thinks this happened.
Plus she’s been diagnosed as delusional. I am also curious to know how they got away with murdering and eating the other baby.
There is a cycle of craziness when people are connected by fear and being controlled. sounds impossible unless your generations are familiar with it
@@tinamurphy1234It happens globally, daily. There are rituals being performed as I type. You need to WAKE UP.
I dont believe it either
@@ceceprincess4758 Your eyes will soon be opened by the MILLIONS of survivors who tell nearly identical accounts.
13:02 Is no-one picking up on this? Hmmm....
picking up on what . I didn't catch it.Due tell
Diagnosed as delusional
@@somethinggood-sy1ed you seem to use that one adjective to discredit her altogether. You’ve been delusional before, we all have in temporary circumstances, not dealing with reality.. That’s not her identity. It truly is difficult for those who haven’t experienced it to believe this shit is a reality, unfortunately it is.. many of us have experienced this or similar abuse extended periods throughout our early years, which is not the same as being whole first and then dealing with a trauma. these things happen in our formative years and you may have also try to cope anyway you can if you had been subjected similarly
That mean shes lying
@@ceceprincess4758 You're not very bright. It's possible to be both delusional and diagnosed with DID. She's not "lying." You're PROJECTING.
🙏❤️😞
Wow. So sad.
I am sorry u had lived this way
For anyone who disbelieves this woman, you need to listen to Katy (Dylan) Groves and many other survivors of SRA. Svali is another survivor who can fill in the blanks of "why?". Hint: the root of this is the "Catholic Church."
Horrifying!
How can this Woman still laugh?
I so worry for the human race.
She really needs HELP
She needs unconditional support.
I’m not trying to be mean but is it even possible to remember all of this at 3years old?
I was thinking the same thing. Her daughter commented on here saying she's lying
Many people remember vivid things from that young, if you're developing DID it enhances your memory capability.
This account is one of the worst ever. I am so sorry to think of all she has been through and yet come out the other side as an empathetic human.
People are so evil
People are evil, pure, and everything in-between.
I didn't listen to that, no... it's not possible....
I think the whole thing about you being her mother reincarnated is total bull she came up with as an excuse to abuse you. Please stop making excuses for this woman.. mother or not as a third point of view she is vile and evil and you need to release her from your life entirely.
I see you still blaming yourself for things that where never your fault and still making excuses for the behavior of an evil and psychopathic woman. Please don’t do that.
You deserve to be happy and free from that suffering.
Thank you so much for this response. She is vile and evil she is my biological mother and how she is she’s speaking of saying she “gave” us away after feeding me contact lense solution. We were TAKEN FROM HER not GIVEN. She isn’t capable and is psychopathic. My brother was traumatized of baths when we were taken from her and watching this now makes me realize why
This is the first story I don’t believe
Good for you. Have you recalled all your own trauma? I don't think so. This story is mild compared to others. This happens globally, daily. It is Satanic Ritual Abuse, and culling/eating infants is a major part of it. WAKE UP.
When you are traumatized (and you will be, at some point), you may not be believed. It's a discrediting of someone's life that is so obscene.
You could’ve edited that comment one more time so that it didn’t exist at all. Are you looking for people to back you up? You need validation? You’re on the wrong UA-cam channel and it is dangerous for someone like you to have access to these injured people who deserve support, not your armchair psychologist opinion.
@@mfdinak Well this lady daughter is in the comment section saying she abused them and she's lying
@@MzRealrightThe daughter could easily be lying, if she's been influenced by the sra group.
I don't know about this. It sounds delusional and off.
Tell us a story about abuse that sounds normal and not off?
Why's it matter of the sitter's race?
who cares? She said the race of every person she’s talked about.
because there was an identification of the native American part of HER AND the sitter's native American ID, It's not racIST but shows how it unfortunately has flowed across many ethnicities.
@@myb4208 you don't care, don't respond.
@@bodaciousbethany0 saying “she’s white” is a just descriptor. If you get offended by someone just saying the race of another, you have an issue.
@@myb4208 she didn't say she's white.
Maybe big maybe the story is part of her dissociative disorder manifesting, we can’t tell what’s true. Though the abuse is real. How can we tell the narrative is real and occurred the way she narrated and not part of her disorder
That sounds a great project for you to go and research on your own so that you can better understand the disorder
You need Jesus to help heal you from past trauma
Absolutely, and he has been helping her! It’s not a quick snap of the fingers because the web of deceit was so in so deeply even as her God-designed personality and soul where under mind consistently in those very fall vulnerable years. Psalm 139 Is a most wonderful passage of identification and comfort. There are other passages that reveal he understands even this condition, he made it available as a temporary coping mechanism.
Another scripture I know he has allowed me to personalize “He drew me out of many waters” 🌸
Amen we can do all things through Christ Jesus who strengthens Us.
Yes
@@ceceprincess4758 You're a Christian? Calling a traumatized SRA survivor a liar?
You NEED to mind your own business and let however they want to and you NEED to stop telling people they NEED to do things :) 🤡
What the hell am I listening to? This needs to be a longer video. She's going way too fast. How can you still be being abused at 34 when it started from 2 or 3 yrs old?!? 9ne would think Once you get grown you get away and let your mother rot in hell. I would need more details. Not about abuse specifically but how she stayed around her
Trauma bonds
Easy to say, extremely difficult to do. She did convey a whole lot and just a few minutes, which is amazing. I could follow it because experienced some of the same.. You put different experiences into “ cubbies “ Those wooden boxes they have in schools or post offices. Then you move on to a new reality where you can think more clearly. You’ve been made to grow up super fast before your time and obedient Well, still holding a bunch of cards you don’t really know what to do with. Unfortunately, it’s very easy to be comfortable with the familiar in order to survive.. Beth has done amazing work. Grace and miracle are all over her
Yes, you move from situation to situation
There is a survivor named Svali who can explain the psychic terror her mother visited upon her. Satanists travel telepathically, and can, and have deleted survivors. You need to listen more carefully.
@@carlie5894 Yes, compartmentalization. I learned to do that as a child. However, Beth's mother was/is attacking her telepathically. See: Svali Speaks Again.
I don't know. Are these stories made up? Some of them seem extremely exaggerated 😒
So, because it's horrific, it must be made up? They have DID. That only happens with extreme prolonged abuse before the age of 9, I believe. If this person is lying, they're damn good at it.
It takes extreme trauma to create DID. Stories like this aren't far-fetched, just mainly kept in psychology books and studies. We have the internet now.
it's true, and it's so difficult the only way you survive is to "keep starting all over again" when you are being shamed for not eliciting the correct responses you're supposed to give. It occurs when traumas begin prior to about 6-7 years old. A coping mechanism. Evil is real. People's desire for power/control enables them to do things they wouldn't do if they were healthy in their souls. It's not fun and it's not for attention but a condition that may be worked through if pursuing wholeness.
there are ungodly practices that go on for many generations and get glossed over and swept under. Ugliness and shame keep these things hidden. And when people DONT believe you, you have to try harder to figure out what's normal. They sound extreme and they are. Unfortunately lots of this ugliness is sicker than what you see in the movies. All it takes is a few subtle lies to believe you have entitlement to use others.
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Im not sure about this story
There are a lot of edits/cuts. It's choppy.
@BethGerrity-21akjaq oh dang. I'm sorry about that then. The internet is full of misleading people. My apologies.😊 Thanks for sharing your story.
She doesn't have to prove you anything, whether you are sure or not...
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