How I Went From Engineer to Full-Time Artist | Healing Through Art | Studio Vlog
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Bruuuhhhhhhh, I'm an engineer wanting to be an artist too, what kind of UA-cam algorithm is this-
Omg me too!
Daym, what the heck me too!
Go ahead man , trut me it's so good for soul
Me too!!! I still do art while doing engineering but not very often. My job makes it hard to do art projects because I’m always busy and super tired all the time.
Me too!, we are in the same boat
As Jim Carrey said: "You can fail in life doing the things you hate so you might as well take a chance doing what you love". Very well done to you - it takes courage to follow your dreams despite what is happening around you. I wish you all the success!
Jim Carrey is fabulous. Glad u mentioned him.
I feel you 100%. I was born in 88, and growing up then without social media being what it is today, the "Starving Artist" comments were stronger than ever. Now that we have all of these platforms, it has really helped the creative community grow and share their creations for everyone to enjoy and see! I am glad you realized early what your true passions are. Always love seeing the behind the scenes.
Absolutely! I am so happy that there are so many resources now available for all artists and creatives! I love the art community and how supportive and helpful everyone is ❤️ Thank you for watching!
Whooaa me too! It is something about our generation?
@@RedLalita 100% Our generation went through the quickest, most massive technological jumps within a blink of an eye. Our parents/mentors could not keep up, thus, keeping us instilled with the old beliefs.
It's a wild generation to grow up in. I remember having no internet! Then good ol' AOL.
starving artist is a very real thing. there are exceptions that won the litteral luck lottery and made it. don't let that fool you. Now AI is about to take a huge blow on the creatives on top of that.
she said it herself: she has worked for a year full time day and night to learn, create, besides all the investments in tools.. and - it has not made a living income yet - !
Omg! The " starving artist" things was definitely the reason why I didn't pursue art. My art teacher even pulled me to the side one day to tell me the only real money in art was teaching and I was like if that's the case, no thank you! But now I'm slowly working on an art business 😊! I'm a biologist turned artist l😎
ALSO THANK YOU FOR THE VIDEO!😆
OMG! i am also a biologist and want to be an artist. Hope the best for you!!
Unfortunately, many art teachers are notorious for saying things like that because they're jealous of others that "made it" while they simply became a teacher, though teaching is an admirable profession. My high school art teacher had the same attitude and said something similar to me. However, I'm essentially an artist. Though I'm not an artist in the traditional sense, I do get paid to illustrate every day, and I make a great living doing it, far more than my art teacher was making.
If you make art in your free time, you're still an artist. Keep those skills up and sell your works online. It's incredibly rewarding!
Same. Alongside being told that I 'should not even pursue art as a hobby because it is an insult to the materials I would waste'. (The guy was an asshat who is currently in jail because of some of the stuff he had done with female students.)
The irony is on the real money thing. It is usually from people who claim digital art isn't real art. It seems that they are their own worst enemies when it comes to success.
Congratulations! Sometimes to loose a job may not be the bad thing 🙂 I am also going through a stage of life deciding what I want to do for the rest of my life. I am a creative person as well, lope photography and drawing.
I'm the opposite - I started in art and now I'm transitioning to computer science. Lately, I feel that I see a lot of engineers switching to art, which is very nice. However for me, art is just not a livable income and I need to switch to a job that can help support my parents and myself. I thinks it's great that you're going back into the arts and pursuing something that makes you happy. Glad your boyfriend is also very supportive to your career switch as well! It's not easy to find others who can support you switching to a job in the arts. I've noticed that if you're not some top tier artist with a large amount of followings or a crazy job resume, a lot of people just view you in a negative light. Seeing you say that you're happy with your switch makes me happy. I'll be following your artistic journey! C:
Ya bro sometimes we need to give up our passion for earning Money for our family and parents... wish u best bro
I’m the same way. Currently looking into web development because the financial stress of being an artist is getting to me. With the way the economy is and the ever changing algorithm on social media it’s hard sometimes to make sales. Good luck!
@@YarnGeek good luck to us both cuz even finding a job in tech be looking hard too :')
Amazingly that's the same case for me. I have a background in Civil engineering and transitioned to art full time about 5 years ago. What I didn't realize is that the financial strain that would come from that switch would end up making me put so much pressure on myself to create and gain a living from art, which consequently led to me being less motivated to create and depressed. Disclaimer is that doesn't happen to everyone, but with the country that I'm from, art pays next to nothing, and I legitimately tried it all, from teaching to commissions to applying for jobs in game companies. I've recently transitioned to learning web dev and other programming languages just so that i can ease that burden, be able to support myself and my family. More and more i feel the urge to create just for fun and just for myself because that pressure is off. I do wish you the best in your art journey, and to everyone looking to go into it. For me, the best thing was to keep art as a therapy and creative outlet just for me.
"Lately, I feel that I see a lot of engineers switching to art"
I understand you 100%, I am a mechanical engineer. I studied to make my parents happy, it has been a family career, my grandfather, my father, my cousins are mechanics. But I always wanted to be a filmmaker and write. Now I'm focused on what I want to do with my life, sometimes I'm frustrated because I don't work in what I like, but step by step I'm sure I'll find my way.
I'm an Electrical Engineer turned artist/photographer 15 years ago, I'm making good money and have my own photography studio. Following my passion gave me all the strenght and endurance needed to build an artist career, you doing great by listening to yourself and following your heart.
Wow! Thanks for this!!
I became a doctor, giving in to societal and familiar pressures. It was devastatingly depressing, and I've been lost and adrift for over a decade since leaving the profession. In school I used to have a knack for art, but my family was so against it that I...well, I'm totally without skills and don't know what to do now. But thanks for your story. It's encouraging.
Do you know who Karl Gnass is? He switched to an art career after being a script writer for 25 years. He took his 6month unemployment and used it to draw 8 hours a day. If you practice with purpose as he calls it, knowing what you are trying to improve on, you can improve very quickly
You say you've been lost and adrift for over a decade since leaving your profession. What is it you do now and is it still art that you want to get into? I spent years working as a musician/teacher but then started writing stories and songs for kids. I then illustrated them (had no background in art other than a little in school) but I practised over 6 months. I got into a top university to do an MA in animation but honestly didn't think I had much chance (applied regardless) given that others applying had a background in art. I stayed uo literally all night drawing and creating digital effects etc etc. When I was offered a place, I couldn't wait to tell my family but the reaction I got was totally unexpected..you're too old to go to uni, you're not good enough, you'll never get a job in the industry, you'll accrue debt..blah blah. Sadly I ended up with burnout from working full-time with no sleep due to my sheer determination to change paths and follow my dream. My point is..many people go through what you're going through and often feel it's too late to change direction or have too many other responsibilities etc. Even though I was unable to do the course due to exhaustion, I still don't regret it since it taught me an important lesson..there's no failure in trying and you may just surprise yourself. Maybe you're already doing the one thing you love now:)
Civil Engineer here who discovered a passion for art 2 years ago and trying on making it work. I still have my full time job so I try to squeeze art whenever I can. Your story is very inspiring. Keep up the good work!
I'm so happy to hear that your discovered your passion! Its so great and I hope that whatever avenue you want to approach that it all goes well! Thank you so much for sharing and for watching! ❤️
Yes her story inspires to get the right boyfriend to pay all the bills so she can stay home... yeah ok.
I’m on my third year of Civil Engineering and so afraid of the future as I have been pursuing photography for 3 years now and can’t imagine ever dropping photography but still I want to make a sustainable income. How exactly are you doing it(work-passion balance)
My people 😢😢
@@JohnsonEjim As a Civil Engineer, what type of branch or type of CivilE do you specialize in?
I connect to your story so much. I wish society just let us be our true selves instead of making us feel like we have to get a 'good paying' job to be successful. I'm so glad you took the leap to start your own art business. I'm in the process of doing the same. I quit my job at the end of last year and I'm so thankful my husband is able to support us both at the moment. Thank you for sharing your story and tips because it really makes me think I have a chance at making an art business too. ♥
🙌 Yes! I really wish there was a shift in this thinking because to me happiness is a big part of success. Good paying or high paying isn't the whole equation! Plus now there are so many ways artists and creatives can have all that! So happy to hear that you too are pursuing your passions and that you have a great support system! I feel so fortunate that my partner is not only financially supporting me but that he also encourages me to find happiness through my dreams! I wish you all the best with your endeavors and I'm rooting for you! Thank you for sharing and thank you for watching! :)
Oh wow! It's nice to hear stories same as me! Thank you for sharing yours! It's heart warming to know that I am not alone on this❤ Sometimes I feel like I'm being stupid quitting my 'nice job' to do what I truly love but seeing this video and the comments makes me motivated and inspired to keep going!❤
I was a software engineer for around 10 years. I quit and started re-learning art at the age of 31.
It's been a couple of years since then. Now, i freelance and make 2d and sometimes, 3d art assets for game companies. Also have my own store at the side.
Life is an uphill battle, still. But it's a battle i enjoy partaking in. You can do this!
After listening to your story, my heart was filled with admiration and respect for your bravery in pursuing your passion for art despite the pressure to conform to a traditional STEM career. Your journey is a powerful reminder that we should never compromise our dreams to please others, and instead strive to create a life that is true to ourselves.
🥹 thank you so much for leaving such a sweet comment! I appreciate it! Thank you so much for watching! ❤️
No Jen thank you for being brave enough to tell your story. I appreciate it.
Ah, relatable, my parents were supporting my art interests until it came to choosing a career and then suddenly it wasn't an option. It took me until my 30s to actually pursue art professionally through game development. And now almost 5 years later I'm also trying to move into self-employed space, even though working in an office is a much better fit for me (and pays better) but ultimately it's not really scalable or sustainable long term.
Girl … Solution Engineer here…. Supporting family, me and the world 🌎 ❤…my group is not great. It is stressful, anxious… I love arts ….always have. Thank you for this video
Cried watching because of how relatable this is and what a difficult journey it is through typical college and careers when you are an artist at heart. Proud of you for being brave and chasing your dream
I feel this story. I spent years trying to make an art career work. Finally I gave up and transitioned into IT. But I still have a need for art. Even if it's for a side job, I'm still struggling to find out how to make it work.
It's interesting that this popped up on my feed when it did. I've been seriously considering making the art side-job happen. I'm also focusing on healing childhood trauma at this point in my life.
Thanks for the message of strength and inspiration!
“I’m becoming exactly who I’m supposed to be” this. This is also the same feeling learning art gives to me! It’s just…right. :)
I studied art in university, but I needed to make money straight after graduation to pay off debt. I started working at a software company last year (lucky hire), and already feel burn out on the horizon. For last few weeks I've been searching for a workspace to finally give myself a shot at making art as a career. If all goes according to plan, I move in to my studio next week. I anticipate some long days of 9-5 work, and 5-12 artwork, but it feels like something I owe to myself to do. Like you, I just can't see myself working that job for the rest of my life! To me it's okay to try and fail, but not acceptable to fail to even try.
I love finding videos like this since it's so relatable, pursuing my passions while working full time makes me feel like I'm living a double life
I'm blessed to have a loving mother, mom knew everything what was going on, been enrolled Civil engineering failed, enrolled to Computer engineering quit, mom knew everything what her little boy was going through, then she quietly, secretly been showing me art stuff to help me be inspired again, I quit art when I was 4th grade my teacher threw my notebook across the class room, my bad, but now I'm studying Perspective, Anatomy, and watercolor.
Hi Jen,
I am an intensive care nurse who always wanted to create art. After years of putting off my passion I finally gave in and began to pain watercolors full time. I love it and can’t see myself going back to my old way of life. Thank you so much for sharing your story! It is very inspiring ❤
Hi! I love your post and love your courage. Thanks for all you did, all you do, and all that is yet to come.
After 25 years of home care and hospice, I stepped away 6 days ago. Now it’s time to finally heal myself through my art too!!
Best wishes to you, Jen, and all the artists following their heart! ❤
@@KorriWass Hi Korri,
Thank you for sharing your story! It is time to heal though art indeed. I used to work in homecare as well and I can relate to your experiences. Hospice nurses are special people 💖 Thank you the work you had done for your patients!
I wish you all the best in your new beginnings, Korri!
Happy art creations ✨
I worked as an engineer for 2.5 years and I also had the realization that I can't see my future working as an engineer. Its hard to start at 0 but the good thing is that people like my artstyle! And the universe help me work it out,. Clients are always there.. im amazed by how smooth everything is going now. My dream is to be a legit illustrator where I work with other professionals for their needs like album art, book cover etc. And to establish my own merch brand 💕💕💕 all this will happen if I focuse on my goal. So fighting to us!!!
This gives me courage that maybe one day I can follow my dreams too. I wanted to go to art school but my dad shot me down and said how I would amount to nothing if I pursued it. I got a random degree (in an area I do love) but am now working at a job I absolutely hate. I want out so bad but don't know what to do. I have been wanting to open up my own art shop for so long, and this helps me to see that maybe it is possible :)
I'm sorry to hear about your early experience but I totally get it. Its tough to feel like you have to put your own wants and desires aside. Working a job you hate is absolutely draining so I hope you find some time and energy to try out other options on the side. I feel so grateful that you feel that my story helps you see other possibilities and I am rooting for you and whatever you do! And if you have any questions, ask away !
Despite the many many deaths of the pandemic it was a massive blessing in disguise for a lot of people too. Many new businesses were spawned from that awful time. Many new talents have surged from that reality check. So glad you're one of those success stories. I await to see how much further you develop.
Wow❤ I admire your courage on doing this! It took me 10 years of engineering job to finally quit and pursue my passion for art! Like you there is a lot of pressure from my family to have a 'stable job' that would provide constant support for my parents and my siblings but through the years I realized that I am doing things to make other people happy but totally disregarding my own feelings and aspirations. Making art is what makes me wake up excited everyday, not earning a bunch of money. I don't want to be crazy rich, I just want to make enough living and do the things that I love the most. I saved everything that I could and estimated I could live enough for a year or two without working then I quit, started a youtube channel and have never regretted every moment of it❤
It's a difficult and slow process but it's definitely worth it I know and feel it in my heart!🧡🧡🧡 You go girl!! Thanks for inspiring us more!
This video hits hard because of how relatable it is! I'm currently in architecture and growing up, being an architect has always been my goal because I thought I could put art in this career but it didn't fully turn out to be that way as I just end up using more of my logical brain and barely using my creative brain. I'm currently in that phase where I really want to pursue art as a career but I'm so anxious and scared on how it'll turn out as it will not financially support me as much as my career is now. I also don't want to disappoint my family and myself as I've spent so much time and money on my degree. Honestly, it's so sad to think that pursuing what I enjoy and love might disappoint them. But like you said, I can't see myself doing this for the rest of my life... I hope to one day build the courage to pursue my passion and be happy with it. Thank you for this video!
Thank you for sharing your story and experience 🫶🏻 its definitely a tough situation to be in and its not a fun crossroads to be in. Perhaps you might be able to work up to changing your careers. I worked my last job to save up so that once I took the leap I could put my full focus into and not worry too much about the finances. I know the family support part is hard to deal with too. I hate that I have to prove myself to them but after a while they finally starting coming around because they see how much more happy I am in my life. I wish you all the best and I truly hope you find a way to achieve your goals and reach a new level of happiness! 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
Architecture and architectural design go hand in hand, I decided to not become a licensed architect because I realized what I really wanted to do was build megalithic castles lol. Not happening. After reflection I came to know I’m way more interested in the elements and design which go into a building, like the ones you see throughout Budapest. The art I do right now is both logical and creative; I want to learn how to weld and work wood so that I can make things which would be used as pieces of a home, whether they’re installed during construction, used as replacements for the stock parts in a building, or furniture.
As an architect you can easily slip into the field of architectural design because each piece of a building needs to look good and actually hold up physically. There are many architectural design studios which cannot legally call themselves consultable “architects” because no members are fully licensed to actually create the blueprints for a structurally stable building in compliance with 🔥government regulation🔥, instead people looking to build something like a home, or architects themselves, come to them with a project and they are paid for finalizing a design, aka how the building will actually look inside and out. And then when that design is finalized they come to someone like me who’ll make the parts. You could easily find yourself working with one of these studios or even starting your own after some time. Hell you don’t even have to make real buildings, you can make them in video games or for cgi renders
YEAH to full-time artist! I am happy that you are at least not alone in taking this step out of the comfort stable job, at least your loved one is supporting your decision. All the way girl! Fighting!
Yes! I am so thankful for the support my partner gives me! He is my biggest fan and is always encouraging me! So happy to have him and people like you in my life! Your kindness really makes my heart feel full! ❤️
Respect for allowing your audience to know about your partners support most times that I’ve heard a story like yours they tend to leave that crucial part out.
I fully relate to this, can't believe how much I myself had veered off course with being an artist and yet my interests had always been within arms reach.
I can relate to your story : I began my life with the desire to be a musician/singer and felt I couldn’t do it due to my religious upbringing, and the whole starving artist motif that everyone around me had. Even though people thought I was talented I was talked out of doing anything remotely creative. I went to college and earned a degree in Journalism. This is well before the start of all the Internet and computerized everything that we have now. I think people should do what they wanna do they will never know who they are without going through that journey the earlier they do it in life the easier it is and if they start when you’re young their ideas fresh and they have not been bombarded by all the pressures of life right away, I became a reset your channel I like your art and I encourage you to keep going.
I relate to this story SO MUCH. I started out my career in criminal justice / law because art was not an option financially for me straight out of high school and everyone steered me away from it. I worked two part time jobs (coming from a strict immigrant family) in college and didn't enjoy my time AT ALL studying criminal justice. I got a full time law related job but I'm only recently starting to pursue art again and try to steer my career towards art. I LOVE SEEING OTHER ARTISTS SUCEED ! Thank you for sharing your story! 💖💖💖
This is the kind of video that hits me close to home. See, I'm a Gen Xer who actually majored from Arts school, but ended up doing IT jobs because I've always had a hand with computers, and jobs and money came in easier that way. The instilled fear of the "starving artist" has made deep cuts in many of us, forcing us to shelve our true passions for years to play it safe in the job market. Anyways after 20+ years of IT experience I was let go from my last office job mid-2022, and since then I've been living off my savings, taking in on lots of online courses and looking how to reinvent myself as a children's illustrator and comics / character designer. I know things are tough out there (the rampant assault of AI further complicating things on top) and I'm not writing off IT completely for financial reasons, but some times in life you need to look deep inside yourself, face the person in the mirror, and ask him or her what it is what really, absolutely wants. I know what mine does. And that it is also my full responsibility to make it happen for real. Thanks for sharing.
Your content is my new addiction, thanks for putting it out there!
I had no idea until after I posted this comment (and watched the video) that I'm going through the same career transition as you 🖤
Omg! Yeah, I feel that I've been seeing a lot of people go from STEM related careers to art! Its so interesting! I'm so happy that you enjoy my content and I wish you all the best with your transition!❤️
We have such similar stories! Electrical Engineer turned artist here 👋 I worked in the industry for about 5 years (including as an intern) before I got furloughed in early 2020. Just like you, I asked myself if my engineering career was really the direction I wanted to pursue. Considering the crippling stress and mandatory constant overtime it came with, I decided that was no way to live. I just launched my shop earlier this year and am also on the journey to become full time. Keep it up! Despite what we were told when we were younger, we CAN do this! And people have successful art careers all the time. So proud of you and your boyfriend! 😊
I remember when I was 4 years old I told my parents I wanted to be an actor. They were very supportive at the time, and for a while throughout childhood I did pursue it seriously (some of my fondest memories honestly). But like a lot of other people, when it came time to think about college, societal pressure led me to engineering. Now that I’m working full time, I’m trying to find ways to rekindle my love of performance through streaming, but it’s a process and I’m just at the beginning. Hearing your journey so far is really inspiring, thank you
This is universe telling me to pursue my passion as an artist. I have a Masters degree in electronics engineering, and like other research oriented scholars I was also applying for PhD programs. As I said, universe is giving me hints, I started moving away from pursuing PhD. It was like I was never meant to do it. I started drawing suddenly all after 15 years. I felt a sense of relief. The first art I made after 15 years healed a part of me, it was like magic. My heart melted, and I was in tears, it took a huge burden from my heart, I felt so light. It was like experiencing true love, my passion❤️
I am working right now on the 1st steps of trying to open my own art business. Your videos are very helpful. Thank you for sharing.
Only 1 item is showing up in your shop.
Thank you for watching and best of luck!
Oh and about my shop, thats weird. I just checked and everything should be active.
Your story hits hard. I'm turning 22 this year and going down the path of a computer engineer. I love programming but many nights I try to start an art hobby on the side. I've tried many times and failed quite a lot. I'm still trying but honestly I question if I can really have both STEM and ART in the same life. I'm terrified of moving forward. What if I can't manage a STEM career? What do I do with this inner child of mine? What if the path I'm on is the wrong one??
I'm glad to have heard your story. It's nice to know that there are others with the same struggle, especially while living in a family where you're expected to make good money.
Its a tricky situation truly but I think you're asking the important questions. When i was finishing college, I was feeling the same things and I felt miserable. But I realized that I didn't want feel so exhausted all the time so I started to change what I was telling myself. Instead of saying focusing on what felt wrong, I started to focus on seeing a career in STEM as a stepping stone to what I wanted to do next. My goal was to save enough money so that I could one day make the shift and see if it was possible. I can't say that this works for everyone and its not quite that simple but I hope that you find a path that you can feel happy and heal your inner child. Since I have left STEM and focused on creating a career out of art, I have truly become a much happier person. I wish you all the best and whatever you do I'm here to root you on! 😊😊😊😊
I can so relate to your story. I have immigrant parents who struggled financially, so I ended you studying economics and has worked in the field for many years. Now I'm studying graphic design.
I gained empathy and strength from your experience, I quit another job that exhausted me and am currently trying to embark on a career as a character artist that I truly love. Although there will be anxiety, I believe we have a very bright future ahead of us.
Shout out to your boyfriend too🎉 I’m fortunate to also have a partner who supports my passion And they deserve all the shrine we can give them.
I actually cried 😢 while watching this. Your story lines up so closely to my own while I was growing up, though I never became an engineer. I quit making art after high school, trying desperately not to go down that rabbit hole, but stay focused on "real work". Your an inspiration, I wonder if I can find some way to make art my career even though I have no savings right now. 🤔
What a talent. Very inspirational. Wild how well you can paint on a screen like on paper! Thank you for sharing your story!
Great video. I can relate to some of this my family didn't support my art studies as a child. It lead me to make decisions in careers in anything other than art. Even though coworkers who would see my art always asked why I didn't go to art school, or why I wasn't working where I could make money with this skill. Fast forward to now the pandemic knocked me clean out of my field, due to health issues caused by the virus. Now I'm researching starting a career in making money from my art. I'm still doing more studies to get my art, where I'm comfortable asking people to pay for it. Hopefully sometime this year I will reach that goal and start to go from what I'm doing to provide for me, and get me where my art can provide for me regularly.
Only few have the guts to leave the secure job and follow their passion congratulations u made it
Your story resonates with me so much. I was an art major, but all the backlash from my family and friends planted seeds of doubt. Eventually I quit doing art completely and abandon my passion. 10 year later I found a path into the medical field. After 3 years in the medical field, I started doing cartoons again for fun last year. I uploaded it on UA-cam and I blew up.
I got more serious about it and sacrificed all my time outside of my job to try to make it a future income. I don't want to have regret on my deathbed that I didn't give everything in art. Now I have a second income and someday I will quit my medical job and go full time on UA-cam.
Keep going and give everything you have. Good luck.
bro u are already a successful youtuber now
Thanks for sharing your story. Mine is a bit different, I am still a bit afraid to create my own art youtube channel and begin my journey in this career but you make me feel less alone. I will manage to follow my passion too one day.
Starting a youtube channel was super scary for me too. I had wanted to start for so many years but I was growing confident through creating art and starting my business. Its okay to take things at your own pace and when its time for you to post your first video, I know it'll be great! I'm here for you and I'm rooting for you! ❤️
@@fructusillustrations Thank you so much for the encouragement! It means a lot! It really help to watch other videos where poeple talk about their journey, about their fears and how they overcome it to make it happen. I am confident that this year I will overcome my fear and create a youtube channel and maybe an art shop as well.. We will see.. See you around..waiting for more videos 🧡💜
After my first year of engineering in university, I switched to computer science with a minor in visual arts. I did really well in stem in highschool, and that drove me to pursue ‘the hardest thing’ in uni. And I was very good at that too. But it took over my entire life, and I hated it. I realized that the only parts of my engineering projects that i enjoyed was making videos *about* the engineering projects, graphic design/communicating information, and coding.
I’m much happier in comp sci/digital media, where I get to apply my problem solving skills in creative projects and grow my artistic skills. But I’m still learning how to move past the “striving for perfectionism” that I picked up in high school and engineering.
Thank-you for this video. You show us that we are not alone.
Hi, im currently studying an engineering degree and I know I dont really want to pursue a career in it as well, I've started exploring my artistic side more and investing time into it and I enjoy it, so thank you for this video it has been really encouraging!
I’m in healthcare and just declared my new major for studio arts and finally going back to art as originally planned before I entered the other industry. I’m so scared but excited weirdly for the change!
When I’m having a hard day, I watch this video and it makes me happy. Thank you so much for sharing!
Thank you for sharing your story and for sharing your art with the great intention to make others smile 😊
Beautiful story, thank you for sharing and inspiring others on their own journey
I'm a Biotechnology Engineer, dad family full of artist that "didn't succed" as society tell us has to be. And my mom side, all engineers. I think I'm kinda blessed to have my mom. She told me that in science does need to study -I did wanted to study it- and with art was more flexible, not need to former study. And cause of that I know I can do science not directly -have a business in the future, but not necessarily me there like work office- and have my art business♡
Thank you so much for sharing your story! It’s encouraging to hear that you took the leap and continue to power through your artist path.
Great video. I think what separates successful artists is usually consistency and administration. Being consistent is hard for a lot of people. Saying you want to be successful and actually doing the work is completely different things.
Absolutely!
Congrats for taking the leap into doing what you love.
This got into my recommendations. Nothing kills passion and soul more than STEM/tech fields. I wish I could be an artists too but I realized I have no artistic talent lol.
I feel you big time!! ❤
The freakin’ “starving artist myth” and other bullsh⚡️t lies were,conditioned to believe early on.
My introduction to art was when I had a major burn out that rendered me unable to work because my health was on a decline.
One day I was in bed, in pain and had to distract myself so I grabbed the remote control and checked Netflix. That’s when I found Bob Ross and started my healing journey too. The pain that I’ve struggled for years and doctors couldn’t diagnose went from 10-3. I’m still working on my healing process and will continue to have fun creating art because it brought me back joy, peace, creativity, happiness, excitement to live again, and play more now that my inner child is back to feeling safe, secure, and abundantly loved.
I’m counting my blessings everyday and look forward to starting my own business as well.
Congrats on your 1st year anniversary and continued success on your art business. ❤
Thank you so much for sharing your story! Bob Ross was an incredible artist and I very much admire his works too! I hope you continue to heal your body, mind and soul! I wish you the absolute best and I'm proud of you for your strength and for doing the things that make you feel such peace and joy! Rooting for you always, friend!😊❤
Thank you so much for sharing your art journey! And it means a lot to me (And I believe to you as well) That we all have struggles. The same struggle, some that slightly bit different since we are all different people. But the most surprising how many similar thoughts, anxiety, and insecurity we have that's always been really really really hard to share with everyone! But you're a really amazing person, inspiring and motivating and positive! And congrats on your first anniversary! I hope you get to bloom and grow as you move forward on your art journey and build your own art business! It's hard but just keep at it! You're doing great! Looking forward to more videos and also seeing you grow as a brighter happier version of yourself! Stay creative and don't stop doing what you love!
This feels very relatable to me. I've been drawing since forever, I enjoy drawing and considered applying into art major. What you said about "How other's opinions on what could be better for me" really hit me. I was really influenced by other's opinions and thoughts. I initially want to apply to a full art major but I didn't. Maybe it was partially my fault because I did say to myself that the entrance exam is hard and I had to study social science from the start (I was in natural sciences class at high school, to apply to art major you need to take the social science exam instead even though it has nothing to do with it).
That's why back then I chose architecture instead because technically it's still "drawing", natural sciences exam results are accepted, and I know someone that has amazing art skills who chose architecture. When I did the test and got my results, it was fortunately really good, I believe way above average. That I was lucky, but that also pushed me to go on another major completely different from architecture. It's really easy for me to blame my father for pushing me (indirectly) into Computer Science, but I was also at fault. I saw that Computer Science was filled with all the super duper smart kids and my result was enough to enter that major in a really good university too. I also wouldn't lie that with how technology has been going and the prospective paycheck I could get... I was interested with it. It was also the ego in me that, "Look at me! Even someone like me can enter this so-called really hard to enter major!". I was, basically, trying to prove to no one that I was a reaaaallly amazing person for entering that major. At the start, yes! People did praise me because it really is famously known for hard to enter, but... that's it. Nothing else.
Currently I'm in my 4th year, last semester, the final few months. For the past few years, I did meet with amazing people and heard what their goals in life are. Sometimes I feel down because I don't know what to do. I basically chose CS major last minute when I submitted my test results, not because of some long time research (at least, like what I did with architecture). They all had amazing ideas, planning to establish their own start-ups, and career goals but I'm just here stressing out about these subjects I know I will probably never use in the future.
I don't want to feel regretful for the years I spent in computer science, because frankly, I personally believe that drowning in the feelings of regret will get me nowhere, the only thing I could do this step forward. Looking at the bright side, I met with amazing people and know what I enjoy in life, I'm drawing again now! Although, it might be too fast for me to say that because I'm not sure what I want to do later in life, maybe I'll go back with programming ahaha~
One thing that I probably regretted the most is that, letting other people's word influence my personal life decisions. The people that voiced that opinions, I'm not actually that close to them. That's the biggest lesson I've had from this entire journey so far. Now, when I hear people's opinions that make my decisions waver, I always say to myself "Are these people truly the important ones in my life? Do they think the same way about me?" and if the answer is no, then there is no need for me not to do what I truly want :)
This is quite the long comment-- xD But to anyone that reached down here, good luck on your journey! And---! I also need that bit of good luck wishes so hopefully I can finish university in just a few more months! xD )b
Wow, I'm truly moved and touched by your story so first thank you for sharing. Our stories, thoughts and feelings were very similar so its great to know someone who can relate so well. It amazes me that I wasn't the only one that went through this kind of experience even though at the time, I felt like it was just me and no one would understand. I've also learned the same lesson of no longer letting those unimportant people have such a hold on my own life choices. Its a hard lesson to learn but it makes life feel so much lighter and bright. I am so happy to hear that you have found your people and that you're finding enjoyment through art again! I wish you the best of luck and the best of wishes on the next chapter of your journey! I know being in school surrounded by individuals who are so passionate and ambitious with the next career goals makes you feel kinda lost but there's no rush. Take things one thing at time and you'll figure out what you want to do next! I am huge believer that everything happens for a reason and that everything has its timing so I'm optimistic for your journey! Best of luck again and thank you for watching! Good luck on finishing your studies!
Your story hits so close to home. I've been studying and have been working in an education field for at least the past 7 years and I don't find it in my heart to be a teacher anymore. I've made a decision to leave my job before the next school year starts because I just can't see myself being in this profession for the rest of my life. I've always loved making art and doing creative things and I'm finally stepping out to pursue it. Until my last day I'm going to be saving up money and just working on the next step in my life.
As a kid I grew up with no freedom or anything beautiful and unique, so now I nurture my individuality and freedom and also slowly buy beautiful unique things for myself and my home.
That is so amazing and I'm so happy to hear that you are doing things that make you happy now :)
What a lovely story. So pleased you found your way x
Thank you so much for sharing the process! It's very inspiring for someone who's investigating, or making the first steps. Hope your work and the creative community will inspire you daily and make you happy/comfortable about each action you take.
You have a really soothing voice -- love hearing your experience and thank you for inspiring me . Hope you achieve all your goals.
Absolutely love this. So inspirational!
This video was amazing and very inspirational! Thank you for being so brave to share your story (it’s not easy)! Art is becoming my therapy as well as an older sibling too so I get it!! This is my first time watching on of your videos, so I’m hoping you were able to go full time!❤
I wish you good luck! Thanks for sharing with us your story! your art is very beautiful and has positive and nostalgic vibes to it. All the best!
Thank you for sharing your story! Too relatable.
such an inspired story. i’m on my way to change from a stable marketing job to full time artist. your sharing makes me have more gut and give me more motivation to do so ❤
I SO relate to ur story!!! Same. Thank u for sharing!!!! ❤️
Giiiirl, same here. I graduated as an engineer like 8 months ago, super tired, burned out and all of that sheesh. I really didn’t like it and I can’t see myself doing it anymore, so I’ve decided to move to arts again too. I was super happy to hear your story, thanks for sharing it! 🥹💖✨
Yesss! You got this and I believe in you!! ❤️ Rooting for you over here!
thank you for sharing your story. it really is beautiful and congratulations on finding something that you truly love to do!
Wow! I relate to your story so much. I recently dropped out of engineering because I felt that I was only doing it to get validation from everyone and I was told by a family member that I should never pursue art fulltime, so I didn't and did the thing that would be more valuable in society I guess. Like you I always had an affinity towards art or any creative pursuits because it brought me joy. It's not that I didn't enjoy engineering, in fact I loved maths, physics and programming parts of engineering, I guess those were the things that kept me pursuing engineering. But then sometime last year I found myself questioning whether or not this was the right path I took because I was so unhappy. So here I am now pursuing art fulltime feeling better than I did last year.
Thank you for sharing your story it's very inspiring to me especially now more than ever.😊✨
This video resonates a lot with me. I also loved painting and illustrating while growing up, put that aside to get a STEM degree, got a job as Systems Engineer, lost that job, found my passion for art again, found a new job as a Systems Engineer, and now use the income from there to fuel my passion.
I don’t see myself opening an art shop soon, but I definitely love spending my free time doing art.
Loved seeing this video, and amazing work!
I hate how real this is for me, I'm almost through my first year of engineering college but I still related to every word you said
This is rad and inspirational! Congrats to you and thank you for sharing.
Love your work - it looks amazing.
I've been running into a lot of videos like yours lately. Just as you, I've always loved art, since I was a little child. However, life, money and a ton of external circumstances pushed me into studying international relations, which I was ridiculously good at, but didn't make me happy at all. Right now, I'm working on a huge U.S financial firm 40 hours a week, wishing I had the time and courage to finally pursue my dream of having my own shop and pursuing an art carreer. I know for sure I just cannot quit my job. Unfortunately that's not an option for me since I no longer have any support from my parents since I finished college and I don't have a partner to rely on. So...the ultimate goal is to try my best to live an enjoyable life while I try to do both things at the same time. This video might be a sign to push my fears aside and just do it. Thank you for sharing your story. You've got a new subscriber right here ❤
Love your story and I can definitely relate. It's a leap of faith to follow a path that everyone tells you is unstainable. I have found myself on a similar path and just trying to connect the dots of making a living while pursuing what I love to do. Keep doing what you're doing!
Majorly relateable! Thanks for expressing this, I also started my full time engineering job in Feb 2020, and everything you've said is so validating!
Good for you! Be Happy!
I can relate to your story a lot. It's super hard to be true to your calling when there's external pressures pushing the opposite way. Thanks for sharing and giving hope to many others who are in similar shoes!
I am so happy for you to have found a path in art at such a young age. I started the same path but at a much later age and after 20+ years in engineering (semiconductor R&D). Keep it up. You'll do even more wonderful things than you already have. I just know it :)
So well made and spoken - very relatable
In my path to heal and let my inner child have fun.
Bravo, Jennifer! You are very courageous and lucky! Life is not easy - your courage and dedication will bring success and that would be sweet! You are already better than those of us who have not reached where you have. Best of luck!
Im so glad that I came across with your channel. This is a really great help as I am planning to delve deeper with my creativity and hopefully soon make it to business. Thanks a lot!
Totally relatable. Thanks for sharing your story. If you have a creative soul, don't let it go to waste. You made the right decision.
Thank you for sharing your experiences with us! I'm finding myself in a similar situation with my unfulfilling job and I so hope to be in a position to go full time with art one day. It is super inspiring to see you making it work! I wish you all the best and I'm looking forward to following along as your business grows!
Its super tough to have that realization and want to transition but I truly hope that day comes soon for you! I know it will be all worthwhile! I wish you the best of luck and thank you so much for watching! I am so happy to have you here❤️
Jen,
Thank you for sharing your story, and more importantly, thank you for showing such courage.
Following your passion and listening to your heart is the greatest act of self respect and self love there is.
As a nurse for 25 years, I spent a lot of time specializing is hospice. And I can tell you that the one consistent thing I hear, is the laments and regrets people have over the things they DIDN’T do.
Hats off to you! Keep doing what you’re doing and you won’t regret it! 💕
PS I love your fun, whimsical , and happy artwork!!
You go girl! ❤ 🎨🖌️
Loved it to hear your story. It gives me hope and courage
I can totally relate to you. It's really important that you choose yourself as well and surround yourself with great people that will support and help you achieve your dreams. I truly believe that everything happens for a reason and the algorithm brought me to your videos and channel. thanks for this vid. very inspiring ;)
Thank you so much for sharing your story, that was inspiring💖
Never give up sis, you are a true pusher to develop enthusiasm among teens and everyone who's confused with career choice. Love your work in sticker and Good luck for your business.
AMEN!!! It's an amazing thing to feel your purpose is being fulfilled. Love these stories
Thank you! This is very inspiring!
Very honest and inspiring. Thank you for sharing!