Don’t forget that school mates who bully you relentlessly during your formative years can cause this too. And it’s hard to overcome even with the best parents and positive reinforcement at home.
Actually, it depends on how the person have the idea of that attachement ! 💡 Honestly, I really don’t care ! I have more things to do that I want in my life so I don’t pay attention for all those things !
Ironically, I read in The Guardian that people who were bullies as children go on to have very successful careers and greater success in relationships than their bullied counterparts who tend to be less successful in life and often suffer from depression. The world is not a just place is it. BTW, WE (the human race) make it unjust, not some inviolate law of nature like gravity. Perpetrators and Victims simultaneously, forever and ever, like a boot smashing us in the face for all time.
@@orwellwept7735 teach them to be bullies is all i'm hearing - then when they grow up, they'll look back and feel bad about it and could adjust their behavior. versus, them growing up the whole time feeling sorry for themselves and only becoming more self-absorbed.... bullies for the win?
I feel like a loser because I am 62 and have never had a proper career. I raised a child with autism and he needed me 24/7. My ex’s career went on and he’s done very well. I also had perfectionist parents who acted as if every infraction was a mortal sin. At my age I shouldn’t still feel like this.
Interesting. Because raising an autistic child is a great feat and nothing to be ashamed of. I look at you in admiration at what you’ve chose to do. You’re a true champion. Also what I am interested in knowing is, who made you feel like you needed a career to be successful?
You succeeded in raising a child with autism and supported your ex in his career. To some degree he owes you for that as he didn’t have to shoulder the majority of the burden of raising the child he fathered. To some degree, his success is your success.
@@Douglas77755 my family is very competitive and trophies and success is considered the most important thing. I appreciate your kind words. I have never been told that by my immediate family.
Its in the way you think. Just take the last sentence you said. Totally unnecessary. There are millions of people at your age that feel like you do. Should they, or shouldn't? The world "should" shouldn't even enter your mind in that context. You draw arbitrary requirements for yourself so you can fail to meet them.
You can't be a loser unless you're competing. The reason we feel like a loser is because we compare ourselves to others to see how we measure up, and there's always going to be someone who has more than you in some regard. When we see life as a competition between ourselves and others, that's when we feel like a loser. You don't have to be a winner or a loser. Don't compete. Don't compare. Just accept yourself as you are and live YOUR life, not someone else's... and don't worry about the judgments of others.
At the end of the day, the only person you're competing against in life is yourself. If you set expectations of *yourself* and fail to at least try to achieve them, then I'm sorry to say that you are *indeed* a loser.
It’s a tad naive to say “don’t compete”. Our society is built on competition and its evolution depends on it. Our very existence is the product of genealogical competition.
I've just begun to stop hating myself... it's amazing to realize how much of my life has been self-sabotaged or broken because I hated myself so much. What's really helped is truly, objectively looking at the love of family/friends. The past year I've come to like myself so much more than I ever have. Thank you you to this channel.
You've really struck a nerve. I'm 65 yrs old & your video has brought me to tears. Evidentally, I need to work on my self-worth, telling the little child within that i am okay the way i am, that i have a right to my feelings, that i am not unloveable. Thanks for helping me focus on the need.
This week I asked myself sincerely "What happens if the people you want to prove wrong view you as an idiot? Do you get no food? Less money? Are you kicked out of your house? Do people throw tomatoes on you when you go out?"... Apart from finding a partner and finding a job, it really doesn't matter if people don't talk positively about you and say you're an idiot. This was very liberating.
@johndavies7626 confidence isn't deluding yourself into believing something about yourself. it's about experience.. Confident people know themselves and don't get injured out of pride.
I agree, but I’ll also add that a large part of confidence comes from competence. If you’re a competent public speaker, chances are you’re good at it. You may have been good at it first, or the other way round, but they both feed one another. As you say, knowing your limitations (or being aware of shortcomings and or strengths) and getting rid of the ego, in my opinion, is the quickest way of becoming competent and therefore, confident.
Alain de Boton is such a gift to the world and one of my favorite philosophers... his content has gotten me through many crises for years now. From the bottom of my heart - thank you!
Another reason for feeling like a loser, that this video didn't cover, is comparison. I'm 24 right now, and I try to keep in mind I still have plenty of time to get to my biggest goals in life, but when I hear about girls even younger than me having already achieved most of my goals before they're even my age (advanced college degrees, amazing careers, married with kids, etc) that's when I feel like I'm falling behind. Watching other people in your age range be much more successful and advanced than you can make you feel like a loser, not everything stems from childhood trauma.
I feel you. I had a caar crash and have life long pain and mobility issues. |It;s okay...but i used to have a career and a future, now i feel i am being passed. Take care JustJayPee.
(I'm sorry in advance for any misspells of my english for it's not my first languaje) Yeah, I'm 24 too, just starting the career I wanted. But sitting next to adolescents of 18 years old makes me think "who will they be when they have 24 years old like me? Why would I spend so much time studying this, meanwhile they will have so so much knowlage to start with when they have my age?" I mean, how would I compete with someone who has so much time to keep up than me, yk... and then I try to remember that I actually spend those years between 18-24 and they weren't steel from me. So, what was I doing when I was their age? Surely not studing, maybe just wasting my time going arround. So how do I cope with this feeling? How do I gain a sense of "I'm doing it the right way, what I'm doing it's worth my time". I don't know. Really don't know. And it haunts me every day. So, if you wanted to know if there was someone worse than you, here I am.
Comparison is the thief of joy! I've stopped comparing myself to others, knowing that the path to success is very different for everyone, and that "success" means something different for everyone. Every time you catch yourself comparing, say that their path isn't your path. (L)
Yes, but why do you feel the need to compare yourself to others? That anxious fantasy may well have its roots in childhood. One of the points in the video is that children have no tools to work out what is happening to them and so they react as they can; that is the trauma.
I KNOW that any other person with my life would get nothing but compassion and understanding from me. I simply can’t allow myself the same grace. That voice inside me has also been the primary driving force for a lot of accomplishments. Its part of me. It tortures me, but also pushes me to esteemable moments.
especially with the imagery of the ill-fitting puzzle piece. The answer doesn't belong there, and may even bend and damage surrounding puzzle pieces, but it's better than nothing according to adolescent brains
As someone who felt like this for a long time because I had a parent who constantly compared me to my family members-I have to tell you this video speaks volume. A few years back I came to the conclusion that no matter what I did it was never good enough and that was ok. As long as you love yourself and are compassionate to yourself that’s all that matters.
Still not healed. I hear his voice when I dress, walk, look in the mirror. I hear my brother calling me a nerd. Dad just said I didn’t have any common sense. But bro never held back.
mean siblings don't just grow in a vacuum. i'd guess something else was happening in that household - or wasn't happening that should've been happening
The happiness of your life depends upon the quality of your thoughts: therefore, guard accordingly, and take care that you entertain no notions unsuitable to virtue and reasonable nature. Marcus Aurelius
This. As much as life sucks at times, you need to always be a good friend to yourself. Of course the more you got screwed over in the past, the longer the journey of healing yourself with positive thoughts. Don't expect things to change overnight. It's like going to the gym everyday to get physically healthy - go to the "mental gym" and keep being positive/constructive towards yourself. And at somepoint, that becomes your way of thinking.
That's my only critique of this channel - too much of an emphasis on that. For example, the negative view of oneself is also explained by the "Negativity Bias" we all have. The old, fight/flight part of our brain is wired to pay more attention to threats, so we usually let compliments bounce off of us but internalize criticism. Same idea in terms of why most political ads focus on the negative aspects of the other candidate - we're more motivated by fear than we are by positivity
I feel like this all the time. I really needed that. I am an autistic person and I always felt the need to perfect things and would get upset over one slip up.
Stumbled across this video at random, and after reading vast majority of the comments. I must say "thank you, to everyone ". Each and every last one of you 💯💝🥰❤ . We're all humans at the end of the day, navigating through this thing called life. One's success doesn't necessarily mean that should be your path or timing. So I'm going to end it with a quote. "Everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about. Be kind. Always."-(They say Robin Williams said this. But, nobody is for certain)... 😅
Throughout the childhood, I had to figure out what things can trigger the parents and consciously avoid them to keep myself safe from all the repercussions. Now, When I am in my 20's , my self esteem never allows me to courageously do things or be proud of something. There's always this anxiety that ruins the entire thing.
Thank you for this. Personally, I do not feel like a loser, but only recently I realized that I keep distance from people because of how much I suffered as a kid because of my mother's insanity and my terrible experiences in school... It's weird when something so obvious about ourselves goes unnoticed for so many years.
I don't know you personally but I've heard that we tend to latch onto external things that confirm beliefs we have about ourselves and filter out the ones that don't match what we already believe.
It could be confirmation bias. But some things might also be true. That's not to say you are a bad person though. You may just have some not so great characteristics, which can be changed. You can always change and improve and evolve, no matter who or where you are in life. This video kinda makes it seem like we are all great and just victims of circumstance. Which is partly true. But I like to believe life happens *for* you, not to you. Everything, even the most terrible, is an opportunity to learn and grow. All it takes is a bit of a shift in perspective.
One of the things that would boost my self-esteem immediately and allow me to feel like a capable adult is literally having enough money to buy a house whenever. I feel like what really makes someone a capable adult nowadays is how much money you have because everything is so fucking costly right now.
my goals align strickly with my career after having used so much energy developing dead-end friendships. The return is so far acceptable. Financial freedom I can forsee will be as "boosting" as you say.
If you ain't rich, you ain't nothin'. 💪😎✌️ That's how society rolls, and it's how it's always been. Only now, in 2024, there are EIGHT billion people on the planet instead of a whole helluvalot less. Every day that goes by means you're further away from becoming part of the successful, triumphant elite (the wealthiest). For some, they'll never achieve this; they weren't born to be leaders.
i had money, i had the house, a decent one! 4 bedrooms, pool, ten person sauna, enough undercover parking for several cars on a quarter acre block, two cars, a daily and a nice flashy sports car.... from someone that has had all the stuff that everyone thinks they need in life.. money isnt everything, and it wont make you happy. I know it might certainly feel like such a bullshit thing to say, but nobody ever feels like they are where they really wish they were. Life is suffering, but heres the thing... You get to choose your suffering! choose wisely..
Don’t let others tell you what you can’t do. Don't let the limitations of others limit your vision. If you can remove your self-doubt and believe in yourself, you can achieve what you never thought possible.
If it's that easy for you, you should be endlessly grateful. Most of us aren't that lucky. My self-doubt has been crippling me for the last 47 years, and the more I'm working on it, the worse it gets.
As someone elsewhere said re: a similar topic: why does it take someone until they're 70 to realize that agonizing over feeling not good enough is because of trauma from decades ago, and your part is that you continue to tell yourself that same lie all these years later. The self-sabotage, feeling you have to justify your taking up space on the planet, procrastination, perfectionism, feeling you don't deserve success or love or accolades--all come from trauma, produce low self-esteem, lack of self-confidence. The only remedy I've found is to do work on yourself and to use your experience to help others. Learning to love and accept yourself for exactly who you are--while working at changing those things you can--is the only path I've found to self-acceptance. And connection to a power greater than yourself. Thank you for this.
Sometime its the lack of appreciation one wanted and when we didn't got, instead got compared to others, we always felt that we are not as good as we think it is. We have to be our own cheerleader in life, people may come and go! This is what I am at least trying to practise!
2:59 "Better to insist that one sucks than to have to believe in an amoral chaotic senseless universe" Because assigning blame gives you understanding, and assigning it to yourself gives you control (both things we crave in all aspects of life), or at least the illusion of having those things. I feel the way out of that is a change of perspective, realizing full control is impossible, and ignorance is (to some extent) something we all need to deal with (omniscience is not a human trait).
I often start these videos with curiosity and a desire to learn. By the end I feel seen as a person and have a desire to cry. These videos are powerful indeed. Thank you, school of life.
Thank you ❤ Today’s particularly tough and having self doubt and this is what exactly I needed. Hope this blesses a lot more people who needs to hear this today.
My parents divorced and my mom, siblings and I moved to a different city where my mom's side of the family lives. My looks took after my dad's side of the family and I look really different compared to my siblings and mom's side and my mom and grandma always treated me and told me I was ugly. I always felt and still feel sometimes like a really ugly person and I remember my husband laughed in disbelief when I said I hated myself and felt really ugly and gross then he got really worried when he realized I wasn't joking. No matter how much I worked out, how nicely I dressed or how much effort I put into myself. I was/sometimes am a failure in my own eyes and when people compliment me I always thinking it's them being polite and never take them serious. This channel is so helpful, thank you so much for your content 🙏🏼🫂 now I can hug my inner child and heal.
I recently a year ago experienced trauma after an unkind breakup. After searching for help on UA-cam from videos like these noticed I had a habit of putting myself down, and speaking unkindly to myself. I also noticed that my mother did the same, and would also put me down at times. I started speaking encouragingly to myself and stopped putting myself down. I also told my mother not to put herself down, and not speak down to me. I have noticed that the behaviour has stopped, and I also now call people out and tell them that I won't be spoken harshly to. It may be a bit intimidating at first, but I find it greatly improves self esteem and inner calm. Treat yourself well, and expect to be treated well by others.
Even as a child, I don't ever recall taking personal responsibility for my parents unhappy marriage and automatically telling myself it was my fault and therefore I'm bad. Instead, I tried my best to 'fix' the situation by being Mr. Perfect (to not make the circumstances already harming me even worse), and also by becoming the unofficial marriage guidance counsellor & otherwise general support person to the entire family. No, all the inner critic stuff came later when my other parents (society) told me I was disgusting because I was (still am I'm afraid), gay. My real parents were far from perfect (are any?), but they were just the opening act to my de facto society ones... But as it says, time to let that all go...and time to let my inner critic go too. I'm not bad...and I never was. All I ever actually was, was damaged...by ALL my parents in combination, not just by my biological ones. I think, perhaps, I'm finally on the road to my recovery...
I had a pretty rough childhood. And it wasn't until I became an adult, and went to therapy. That I learned by genetics we do still carry a fiber of both parents. Psych wise and in physical features. But, at the end of the day, "we are not are parents". And we/you should no longer continue, to carry the burden bestowed onto us!. Learning that in therapy, has helped me to some degree.
Abandoned by my father and constantly reminded, neglected by my mother in desperation of men, and the death of my step dad in front of us, plus a shit ton of other stuff, was too much for me not to protect myself that way. I will say this with therapy and going back and healing yourself, ty mushrooms, you can recover. The critic will always be there but much quieter and less often
@@Novastar.SaberCombat it was rhetorical, but I do see a lot of fruitless conflicts, meaningless dilemmas and lost hopes. Maybe I'm a mere spectator, and I'll take it as a compliment.
i don’t think of myself as a loser but people have been calling me a loser since i was a child. i think society has a “loser” problem and community is a win.
WoW! I really loved this one. Especially the metaphor of letting the inner critique float away like a note in a bottle. That is is a very good example.
I’m 28, got laid off, been looking for a new job for months, been dealing with physical issues for 4 years that are just now getting better, gained a ton of weight, haven’t dated in almost 2 years and still live at home. I feel like a huge loser and constantly compare myself to my sister and friends and family and sometimes I just think I’m not meant to succeed but I’m still going. I do stand up which has been one thing that I’ve really enjoyed and am good at and I have skills in my field of work that will allow me to do well but I feel like I’m so behind everyone and just want for myself and others to be proud of me
Great insights on silencing the inner critic. One effective method entrepreneurs can apply is the 'five why's' technique-keep asking 'why' to each answer to drill down to the root cause of self-criticism, which can often reveal underlying fears that can be addressed more constructively.
The world is not rationally ordered, it's chaos, and our lives are chaos too. That doesn't mean we should not have any expectations in order not to be disappointed, on the contrary, we should expect anything and everything. And that's when we start living.
It is challenging to do, but I agree with the part about thanking that part of us that might be annoying or debilitating now, because it helped us get through some tough times.
Psychopaths and sociopaths feel nothing about the world. The rest of us suffer because we feel it all. In sport they say that it's not who wins or loses that's important but the taking part. Thats why nobody remembers who came second. But on the positive side, a nice person once said that its not what you say that people remember but how you make them feel about themselves. In life a smile and a kind word go a long, long way.
Most importantly: don't reduce your value to work. The idea that you contribute to society. You ARE society, your own happiness is valuable, it as the goal of society. Meditate until you can feel unapologetcally happy, no matter how many (spelling) mistakes you make
Weeks ago, I made my new I.D. document, in which I stated that I do approve the donation of internal organs if I may be dead. After a couple of days, I felt down and worthless, like almost the time I am, and I tought that I'm such a piece of s*it the hospital has to remove the organs from me right now and without any kind of anesthetic, leaving myself dying of torture. I always said that I'm ugly, stupid, antisocial, inept. That day I almost started to cry right after thinking that bad thing about myself, but not a tear dropped off my eyes. In that exact moment I promised I'd never talk badly about myself again: I was really angry because of all that perverted mechanism I was subjugated that made me feel like that. Still, I am angry not because I am recalling that moment - by the way this is the first time I write or talk about this episode of my life - but because in every second of my days after that breakdown, I acknowledge how limitated I was in studying, speaking with other people and basically in doing things, just because I didn't feel enough. It's not that now is simplier getting a girlfriend, a good grade at the exams, but for example if I see a girl I've always liked with a guy who's a douchebag and even not so handsome, I don't think I am a piece of shit because I am inferior since she didn't choose me (even because I never tried to approach her since I was also very shy), but I am angry because I should have been at least trying; also if there's an exam which is said to be very difficult among the other students, I once was scaried about that but now I am giving a chance to study it with calm. I am angry because of how this mental complex and the subsequent lack of self-esteem made me waste years of my life and most of all it precluded me lots of beautiful experiences. I just wanted to talk about the consequences of those bad and false inner voices. Hope there're not any mistakes regarding the grammar of my comment and also I hope someone appreciates that, thank you.
My inner critic does something invaluable for me: it offers a complete, unsympathetic evaluation of my failures. It provides me ample situational examples where others do far better even in much more complex or daunting situations. It lets me ruminate and determine situations where I should apply more effort or simply remove myself to prevent further damage or distress. No one else is as well equipped to condemn my thoughts and motives, nor do they have the time. No one else has the bandwidth to even notice, much less remember, what I or anyone else says or does unless it's especially heinous or impactful. Why would I dismiss the only comprehensive critic that I have, however biased it may be?
I like this more positive take on such an aspect of personality. It can be important to listen to yourself even when self-help culture itself can give you the impression that it's not a trustworthy voice in your head among the others. Though, I think the reason you might want to dismiss it in some way would be so that you actually recognize your successes. One might fall into the trap of thinking that something that could be done better wasn't already done well.
I took nearly 60 years to find out I wasn't the error in the system. But the good news is that only that early assumption got me to where I am now. Having spent my whole life improving I can only smile at the daily challenges that make other people despair.
For every trait, there is an upside... trying harder to be "good" does have its rewards. I've "made it" and have lots of varying skills as well as financial success, but still feel terrible.
It can be so difficult to accept that we didn't get what we needed in childhood. This very situation may cause us to view people as either good or bad, and we seldom want to view our parents as bad. But learning what was missing and giving it to ourselves now can help us to accept that nobody has to be good or bad, that we all have the potential to help and harm, and that we can live meaningful, fulfilling lives without blaming ourselves or others.
Basically, if you weren't born into coin, connections, crews, clout, computer code, control, communities, and opportunities... it's super hyper unlikely that you'll end up on the opposite end of the playing field (the WINNING side) later on. Birth and environment equate to how achievements and death will play out. Yes, there are rare exceptions, but it's close to one in eight billion, and that probably ain't you! 💪😎✌️
Thank you! This video, which I found by pure coincidence, convinced me to finally go to a psychologist. The idea is that, when I was around the age of 4, my father left my mom, my older brother and me. Ever since then, I have convinced myself that it did NOT affected me, that it did NOT made me feel lonely and sad. Not a long time ago, I turned eighteen, and, even tho I have a prosper life, a helpful and caring mother, a beautiful and loving girlfriend, a good friend, which he would do many things for me, I feel somehow unhappy, unwanted and also, a big loser. I often have depressive episodes where I lose motivation, hope, and rejecting any help given by anyone around me. Ever since my father left, I had this social anxiety, even when I was a child. I started to question myself when I first remember to have had this feeling, respectively at around the age of 7, and I still couldn't find the answer nor accept it. I want to be grateful for my life, but those feelings are tremendously hard to deal with, especially for a melancholic temperament person, like I am.
This film is massive for the the South Asian community! Never seen anything like this in Hollywood (talkkng about stereotype taxi indian driver here). Dev had loads of issues with production, covid, budgets & still got it to cinemas. Some of the interviews he did talks about it. Can't wait to watch it!
My childhood has been well explained in this video. I am writing a story about it. It’s very critical in one’s development. Achieved a lot but I still feel like a loser.
I was a Christmas puppy, beloved and pampered and always the center of attention till people got tired of me and I became a burden and a drain instead. Then they remembered that I was unplanned and unwanted and so I learned to minimize myself because people wanted to forget I existed at all. So I tried not to. From this, I of course concluded that I am the most horrible possible thing. What else could I conclude? And to this day, I feel the same way, although on a good day, I can remember that I have good points too. But that inner critic can be awfully loud.
Because our world as we know it is no longer up for grabs (like in the past); everything has an owner today. And the more we continue the more losers we produce, as the hierarchies at the top will NEVER relinquish their wealth & power. Enjoy your futures.
I think for me it happened most because of the bullying and relentless negative comments from my classmates growing. Sure my parents and for sure my relatives made negative comments about me but most of the criticism I received growing up came from my classmates starting in elementary school and going all the way up to my senior year in high school.
It's only now at the age of nearly 50 that I'm able to "rationalise" my parents, and understand what truly dreadful human beings they were. My father was an autistic, alcoholic, cowardly control freak with the emotional maturity of a "Carry On" film. My mother was an intellectually subnormal, spiteful, male hating bully, too stupid to understand why she was constantly frustrated (...because she was being manipulated ("gas lit", as we would term it today) by my father), who took that frustration out on her children. Both were utterly unpredictable, and provided no sense of "stability" or "constancy" whatsoever. I can only "rationalise" it. Emotionally, I will never get over the constant stress, anxiety and isolation of being brought up in such an antagonistic and dysfunctional environment. I was effectively and irreparably "crushed" before I even had a chance to live.
I actually am one.😢 literally. It’s not really my fault but then again it’s not anyones fault. It just happened because this world is mostly toxic for whatever reason but mostly greed and lust. No one is responsible for who they are in my opinion. We don’t choose our parents, circumstances growing up or our genes. It’s all just how lucky you are. We are all just playing roles, some people have to be the losers, some the winners and everything in between. Life is just a fleeting process of experience to me. I accept the way I am and maybe one day I can change things around for myself. but the older I get the harder it gets to see a better future. Life sucks for me and I know I’m not alone in that feeling. Prayers and good vibes to anyone out there feeling down and out.❤
During my whole childhood I was the target of bullying. In the eyes of others I was never good enough. Now as an adult I tried it overcome those feelings and find new friends. But it is very hard. The few friends I have are in relationships and don't seem to have time. Every time I receive a No, the feeling feeling of not beeing worthy to spend time with comes up again. And I fall in the same mechanism I learned as a child: Hiding and withdrawing.
@sdrawkcabUKand who are you to say such things? Put a smothering thought into another’s head out of what? I can tell you as a trauma specialist that we are incredibly resilient, nothing is set in stone, and we can track growth on multiple planes with imaging technology if it’s not enough to you to just believe those who describe how they found their way say.
I’ve been told many times I’m an idiot by many. And when I ask them why or what I did so that I can hopefully learn from my mistakes, they don’t tell me and or just don’t care and let me continue to question myself on it all day long. It’s given me a sense of well; I’m an idiot to everyone about everything and yet no one teaches me what they saw or heard so that I can learn from the mistakes. Or in a different light, they just wanted to put me down just to put me down for it and it’s taken a very long time to realize my own mother rather if she knows or doesn’t know what she’s doing to me has always been bullying me and ignoring me for my entire life in this way and telling me subtly and unsubtly that I’m an idiot and a coward and that anything I say will be used against me or scrutinized in such a way to put me down further
It's healthy to think you're a loser, you need a starting point, you can't go around thinking you're this amazing person when your not. You need to tell yourself how much of a piece of shit you really are, and that you're a rock bottom loser, once you admit this, you can now forward and build yourself up, because from here on out, everything you do has to be a win. In order to build self-esteem, you have to do esteem things.
What made me feel like a loser was the grades and results I have achieved all the time. Even at nearly achieving my masters, I still envy others who gained better grades than me even at this stage.
We live in a society of absolute weaklings, where people need to be given participation ribbons and hear something like this. How about a much simpler explanation? We feel like losers because we are losers. We feel like failures because we are failures. Most of people are losers and failures.
This can be true, but some people feel like losers and are rational in their assessments. There's a beautiful song in the show Hazbin Hotel, "Loser, Baby," that has the following lines: 'There was a time I thought that no one could relate/To the gruesome ways in which I'm damaged." Later it goes "It's time to lose your self-loathin'/Excuse yourself, let hope in." So many of us, when we look at our lives, do consider ourselves losers, and saying "you're wrong," isn't always correct. Sometimes what we need to remember is we're not the only person in this situation, and maybe we can do better.
When I was 7 whenever my dad went on a business trip (high officer coastie) my mom would try to commit suicide, and I’d find her and have to get the neighbors to call 911. It was tough. Ofc since I was in kid mode I thought it was my fault. I’ve been stupidly self critical and avoided intimacy with girls at a laughable degree, to the point people think I’m gay even though a real relationship with a girl is all I’ve ever really wanted. I’m a musician and novelist now, and hope to tell the story so kids with similar thoughts/feeling can see they’re not alone and there’s a way out. It’s the least I can do.
My husband died and I've never had luck at relationships since. My mom and my sister killed themselves and I have stupid cancer at 41 and can't seem to just get right. I have consistently dropped a level of comfortable living and I feel like no matter how hard I work I cannot get ahead. I feel like I'm honestly meant to suffer... or as I euphemistically reframe it, get a lot of character building experiences ..
Don’t forget that school mates who bully you relentlessly during your formative years can cause this too. And it’s hard to overcome even with the best parents and positive reinforcement at home.
Actually, it depends on how the person have the idea of that attachement ! 💡
Honestly, I really don’t care ! I have more things to do that I want in my life so I don’t pay attention for all those things !
Bullies are not mates
@@Samuel-bg7xo well, for me, it was definitely my parents lol they tried, but they didn't have the right stuff - so they used the wrong stuff
Ironically, I read in The Guardian that people who were bullies as children go on to have very successful careers and greater success in relationships than their bullied counterparts who tend to be less successful in life and often suffer from depression. The world is not a just place is it. BTW, WE (the human race) make it unjust, not some inviolate law of nature like gravity. Perpetrators and Victims simultaneously, forever and ever, like a boot smashing us in the face for all time.
@@orwellwept7735 teach them to be bullies is all i'm hearing - then when they grow up, they'll look back and feel bad about it and could adjust their behavior. versus, them growing up the whole time feeling sorry for themselves and only becoming more self-absorbed.... bullies for the win?
I feel like a loser because I am 62 and have never had a proper career. I raised a child with autism and he needed me 24/7. My ex’s career went on and he’s done very well. I also had perfectionist parents who acted as if every infraction was a mortal sin. At my age I shouldn’t still feel like this.
Interesting. Because raising an autistic child is a great feat and nothing to be ashamed of. I look at you in admiration at what you’ve chose to do. You’re a true champion.
Also what I am interested in knowing is, who made you feel like you needed a career to be successful?
You succeeded in raising a child with autism and supported your ex in his career. To some degree he owes you for that as he didn’t have to shoulder the majority of the burden of raising the child he fathered. To some degree, his success is your success.
You're not a loser, your kid is
@@Douglas77755 my family is very competitive and trophies and success is considered the most important thing. I appreciate your kind words. I have never been told that by my immediate family.
Its in the way you think. Just take the last sentence you said. Totally unnecessary. There are millions of people at your age that feel like you do. Should they, or shouldn't? The world "should" shouldn't even enter your mind in that context. You draw arbitrary requirements for yourself so you can fail to meet them.
You can't be a loser unless you're competing. The reason we feel like a loser is because we compare ourselves to others to see how we measure up, and there's always going to be someone who has more than you in some regard. When we see life as a competition between ourselves and others, that's when we feel like a loser. You don't have to be a winner or a loser. Don't compete. Don't compare. Just accept yourself as you are and live YOUR life, not someone else's... and don't worry about the judgments of others.
At the end of the day, the only person you're competing against in life is yourself. If you set expectations of *yourself* and fail to at least try to achieve them, then I'm sorry to say that you are *indeed* a loser.
@@RobertFalconer1967 That's just mean and untrue
Whewwww I had to gasp after the first sentence. That’s a word indeed 🤝🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
Well put
This is my conclusion, too. Even if we live in a world where competition is valued
It’s a tad naive to say “don’t compete”. Our society is built on competition and its evolution depends on it. Our very existence is the product of genealogical competition.
I've just begun to stop hating myself... it's amazing to realize how much of my life has been self-sabotaged or broken because I hated myself so much. What's really helped is truly, objectively looking at the love of family/friends. The past year I've come to like myself so much more than I ever have. Thank you you to this channel.
Let's gooo
Just dont become a narcissist.
You just started to inhale copium.
You've really struck a nerve. I'm 65 yrs old & your video has brought me to tears. Evidentally, I need to work on my self-worth, telling the little child within that i am okay the way i am, that i have a right to my feelings, that i am not unloveable. Thanks for helping me focus on the need.
This week I asked myself sincerely "What happens if the people you want to prove wrong view you as an idiot? Do you get no food? Less money? Are you kicked out of your house? Do people throw tomatoes on you when you go out?"... Apart from finding a partner and finding a job, it really doesn't matter if people don't talk positively about you and say you're an idiot. This was very liberating.
I don't want people to live with a lie about me.
I have been dealing with self hatred since I was a child, and hearing those words of encouragement made me tear up. Thank you.
True confidence is knowing your limitations and being at peace with yourself for them.
True and that’s a fact !
But that does not equal confidence, it means you just know who you are.
@johndavies7626 confidence isn't deluding yourself into believing something about yourself. it's about experience.. Confident people know themselves and don't get injured out of pride.
I agree, but I’ll also add that a large part of confidence comes from competence. If you’re a competent public speaker, chances are you’re good at it. You may have been good at it first, or the other way round, but they both feed one another. As you say, knowing your limitations (or being aware of shortcomings and or strengths) and getting rid of the ego, in my opinion, is the quickest way of becoming competent and therefore, confident.
@soldierside365 what the world lacks is a someone with a good word of encouragement
Alain de Boton is such a gift to the world and one of my favorite philosophers... his content has gotten me through many crises for years now. From the bottom of my heart - thank you!
Another reason for feeling like a loser, that this video didn't cover, is comparison. I'm 24 right now, and I try to keep in mind I still have plenty of time to get to my biggest goals in life, but when I hear about girls even younger than me having already achieved most of my goals before they're even my age (advanced college degrees, amazing careers, married with kids, etc) that's when I feel like I'm falling behind. Watching other people in your age range be much more successful and advanced than you can make you feel like a loser, not everything stems from childhood trauma.
I feel you. I had a caar crash and have life long pain and mobility issues. |It;s okay...but i used to have a career and a future, now i feel i am being passed. Take care JustJayPee.
(I'm sorry in advance for any misspells of my english for it's not my first languaje)
Yeah, I'm 24 too, just starting the career I wanted. But sitting next to adolescents of 18 years old makes me think "who will they be when they have 24 years old like me? Why would I spend so much time studying this, meanwhile they will have so so much knowlage to start with when they have my age?" I mean, how would I compete with someone who has so much time to keep up than me, yk... and then I try to remember that I actually spend those years between 18-24 and they weren't steel from me. So, what was I doing when I was their age? Surely not studing, maybe just wasting my time going arround. So how do I cope with this feeling? How do I gain a sense of "I'm doing it the right way, what I'm doing it's worth my time". I don't know. Really don't know. And it haunts me every day.
So, if you wanted to know if there was someone worse than you, here I am.
Comparison is the thief of joy! I've stopped comparing myself to others, knowing that the path to success is very different for everyone, and that "success" means something different for everyone. Every time you catch yourself comparing, say that their path isn't your path. (L)
Strangely (?) I became more ok with myself when I compared. The issue was who to compare to.
Yes, but why do you feel the need to compare yourself to others? That anxious fantasy may well have its roots in childhood.
One of the points in the video is that children have no tools to work out what is happening to them and so they react as they can; that is the trauma.
I KNOW that any other person with my life would get nothing but compassion and understanding from me. I simply can’t allow myself the same grace. That voice inside me has also been the primary driving force for a lot of accomplishments. Its part of me. It tortures me, but also pushes me to esteemable moments.
"better some answer than a void" uuuuuh that hits hard.
especially with the imagery of the ill-fitting puzzle piece. The answer doesn't belong there, and may even bend and damage surrounding puzzle pieces, but it's better than nothing according to adolescent brains
As someone who felt like this for a long time because I had a parent who constantly compared me to my family members-I have to tell you this video speaks volume. A few years back I came to the conclusion that no matter what I did it was never good enough and that was ok. As long as you love yourself and are compassionate to yourself that’s all that matters.
Don’t forget mean siblings can cause low self-esteem.
Absolutely. Over time, abuse by a Narcissistic sibling can strip you of your identity. You heal way later than you should.
Still not healed. I hear his voice when I dress, walk, look in the mirror. I hear my brother calling me a nerd. Dad just said I didn’t have any common sense. But bro never held back.
mean siblings don't just grow in a vacuum. i'd guess something else was happening in that household - or wasn't happening that should've been happening
It will pass and they gonna be your most imporant ppl in ur life
@@armita7215 I’m 54. Pass? When? I avoid him. Me and sis do great, though.
The happiness of your life depends upon the quality of your thoughts: therefore, guard accordingly, and take care that you entertain no notions unsuitable to virtue and reasonable nature.
Marcus Aurelius
This.
As much as life sucks at times, you need to always be a good friend to yourself.
Of course the more you got screwed over in the past, the longer the journey of healing yourself with positive thoughts.
Don't expect things to change overnight. It's like going to the gym everyday to get physically healthy - go to the "mental gym" and keep being positive/constructive towards yourself. And at somepoint, that becomes your way of thinking.
@@uafiewnthank you friend 🫂
it's also important not to blame yourself for having those negative thoughts in the first place
@@TheEnergizer94 true
@@TheEnergizer94 I think about how often trying to "Think positive" feels like ordering my brain to believe 2+2=3 and expecting results.
Basically everything everywhere about everyone boils down to their childhood and relationship with parents.
That's my only critique of this channel - too much of an emphasis on that. For example, the negative view of oneself is also explained by the "Negativity Bias" we all have. The old, fight/flight part of our brain is wired to pay more attention to threats, so we usually let compliments bounce off of us but internalize criticism. Same idea in terms of why most political ads focus on the negative aspects of the other candidate - we're more motivated by fear than we are by positivity
I feel like this all the time. I really needed that. I am an autistic person and I always felt the need to perfect things and would get upset over one slip up.
Yes. Same
Stumbled across this video at random, and after reading vast majority of the comments. I must say "thank you, to everyone ". Each and every last one of you 💯💝🥰❤ . We're all humans at the end of the day, navigating through this thing called life. One's success doesn't necessarily mean that should be your path or timing. So I'm going to end it with a quote. "Everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about. Be kind. Always."-(They say Robin Williams said this. But, nobody is for certain)... 😅
4:14 yes, it makes me cry. Thank you dear de Botton and team. 🙏
Throughout the childhood, I had to figure out what things can trigger the parents and consciously avoid them to keep myself safe from all the repercussions. Now, When I am in my 20's , my self esteem never allows me to courageously do things or be proud of something. There's always this anxiety that ruins the entire thing.
Thank you for this. Personally, I do not feel like a loser, but only recently I realized that I keep distance from people because of how much I suffered as a kid because of my mother's insanity and my terrible experiences in school...
It's weird when something so obvious about ourselves goes unnoticed for so many years.
Well, for me, my inner critic was matched by plenty of real-world critics.
I must be tough to still be around.
Yes i think if enough people criticise me, they cant all be wrong, so it must be me
hmmmm i usually get praise from my peers. it's just hard to believe they're not just being polite lol
I don't know you personally but I've heard that we tend to latch onto external things that confirm beliefs we have about ourselves and filter out the ones that don't match what we already believe.
@@TenHo-g9wYes this sounds like confirmation bias in action.
It could be confirmation bias. But some things might also be true. That's not to say you are a bad person though. You may just have some not so great characteristics, which can be changed. You can always change and improve and evolve, no matter who or where you are in life. This video kinda makes it seem like we are all great and just victims of circumstance. Which is partly true. But I like to believe life happens *for* you, not to you. Everything, even the most terrible, is an opportunity to learn and grow. All it takes is a bit of a shift in perspective.
One of the things that would boost my self-esteem immediately and allow me to feel like a capable adult is literally having enough money to buy a house whenever.
I feel like what really makes someone a capable adult nowadays is how much money you have because everything is so fucking costly right now.
my goals align strickly with my career after having used so much energy developing dead-end friendships. The return is so far acceptable. Financial freedom I can forsee will be as "boosting" as you say.
It’s a lot tougher now. Be kind to yourself.
it helps a lot. but it's not everything
If you ain't rich, you ain't nothin'. 💪😎✌️ That's how society rolls, and it's how it's always been. Only now, in 2024, there are EIGHT billion people on the planet instead of a whole helluvalot less. Every day that goes by means you're further away from becoming part of the successful, triumphant elite (the wealthiest). For some, they'll never achieve this; they weren't born to be leaders.
i had money, i had the house, a decent one! 4 bedrooms, pool, ten person sauna, enough undercover parking for several cars on a quarter acre block, two cars, a daily and a nice flashy sports car.... from someone that has had all the stuff that everyone thinks they need in life.. money isnt everything, and it wont make you happy. I know it might certainly feel like such a bullshit thing to say, but nobody ever feels like they are where they really wish they were. Life is suffering, but heres the thing... You get to choose your suffering! choose wisely..
Don’t let others tell you what you can’t do. Don't let the limitations of others limit your vision. If you can remove your self-doubt and believe in yourself, you can achieve what you never thought possible.
If it's that easy for you, you should be endlessly grateful. Most of us aren't that lucky. My self-doubt has been crippling me for the last 47 years, and the more I'm working on it, the worse it gets.
As someone elsewhere said re: a similar topic: why does it take someone until they're 70 to realize that agonizing over feeling not good enough is because of trauma from decades ago, and your part is that you continue to tell yourself that same lie all these years later. The self-sabotage, feeling you have to justify your taking up space on the planet, procrastination, perfectionism, feeling you don't deserve success or love or accolades--all come from trauma, produce low self-esteem, lack of self-confidence. The only remedy I've found is to do work on yourself and to use your experience to help others. Learning to love and accept yourself for exactly who you are--while working at changing those things you can--is the only path I've found to self-acceptance. And connection to a power greater than yourself. Thank you for this.
Sometime its the lack of appreciation one wanted and when we didn't got, instead got compared to others, we always felt that we are not as good as we think it is. We have to be our own cheerleader in life, people may come and go! This is what I am at least trying to practise!
"Discipline. Consistency. Deadlines. Creativity. Reflection. Repeat." --an award-winning artist
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2:59 "Better to insist that one sucks than to have to believe in an amoral chaotic senseless universe" Because assigning blame gives you understanding, and assigning it to yourself gives you control (both things we crave in all aspects of life), or at least the illusion of having those things. I feel the way out of that is a change of perspective, realizing full control is impossible, and ignorance is (to some extent) something we all need to deal with (omniscience is not a human trait).
I often start these videos with curiosity and a desire to learn. By the end I feel seen as a person and have a desire to cry. These videos are powerful indeed. Thank you, school of life.
Thank you ❤ Today’s particularly tough and having self doubt and this is what exactly I needed. Hope this blesses a lot more people who needs to hear this today.
My parents divorced and my mom, siblings and I moved to a different city where my mom's side of the family lives.
My looks took after my dad's side of the family and I look really different compared to my siblings and mom's side and my mom and grandma always treated me and told me I was ugly.
I always felt and still feel sometimes like a really ugly person and I remember my husband laughed in disbelief when I said I hated myself and felt really ugly and gross then he got really worried when he realized I wasn't joking.
No matter how much I worked out, how nicely I dressed or how much effort I put into myself. I was/sometimes am a failure in my own eyes and when people compliment me I always thinking it's them being polite and never take them serious.
This channel is so helpful, thank you so much for your content 🙏🏼🫂 now I can hug my inner child and heal.
Iosif Andriasov Quote: "Do not think about yourself - then all your personal problems disappear."
I recently a year ago experienced trauma after an unkind breakup. After searching for help on UA-cam from videos like these noticed I had a habit of putting myself down, and speaking unkindly to myself. I also noticed that my mother did the same, and would also put me down at times.
I started speaking encouragingly to myself and stopped putting myself down. I also told my mother not to put herself down, and not speak down to me. I have noticed that the behaviour has stopped, and I also now call people out and tell them that I won't be spoken harshly to. It may be a bit intimidating at first, but I find it greatly improves self esteem and inner calm.
Treat yourself well, and expect to be treated well by others.
I really needed this today. Perfect timing. I greatly appreciate all your videos! Thank you infinity times! Greetings from Miami, Florida!
this channel never fails to upload videos at the right time that i needed it the most
Even as a child, I don't ever recall taking personal responsibility for my parents unhappy marriage and automatically telling myself it was my fault and therefore I'm bad. Instead, I tried my best to 'fix' the situation by being Mr. Perfect (to not make the circumstances already harming me even worse), and also by becoming the unofficial marriage guidance counsellor & otherwise general support person to the entire family.
No, all the inner critic stuff came later when my other parents (society) told me I was disgusting because I was (still am I'm afraid), gay.
My real parents were far from perfect (are any?), but they were just the opening act to my de facto society ones...
But as it says, time to let that all go...and time to let my inner critic go too. I'm not bad...and I never was. All I ever actually was, was damaged...by ALL my parents in combination, not just by my biological ones. I think, perhaps, I'm finally on the road to my recovery...
I had a pretty rough childhood. And it wasn't until I became an adult, and went to therapy. That I learned by genetics we do still carry a fiber of both parents. Psych wise and in physical features. But, at the end of the day, "we are not are parents". And we/you should no longer continue, to carry the burden bestowed onto us!. Learning that in therapy, has helped me to some degree.
I don’t believe I suck, despite people berating me. I believe they suck to be so negative and hateful.
Very true.
This needs a part 2. So, is this why so many are driven for awards, money, fame, power, attention? Is it all an attempt to prove we are not a loser?
Abandoned by my father and constantly reminded, neglected by my mother in desperation of men, and the death of my step dad in front of us, plus a shit ton of other stuff, was too much for me not to protect myself that way. I will say this with therapy and going back and healing yourself, ty mushrooms, you can recover. The critic will always be there but much quieter and less often
I struggle with this one, thank you ❤
winning involves ego and ego diminish compassionateness, therefore here i am as a brilliant loser, who am I if I got nothing to lose?
If you've nothing to lose, then you're merely a spectator.
@@Novastar.SaberCombat it was rhetorical, but I do see a lot of fruitless conflicts, meaningless dilemmas and lost hopes. Maybe I'm a mere spectator, and I'll take it as a compliment.
Thanks
Who I am and who I want to be cannot connect.
Love the NF reference
Some are born to succeed, and thus, they will no matter what they do or do not do. Others are not, and once again, their actions won't really matter.
i don’t think of myself as a loser but people have been calling me a loser since i was a child. i think society has a “loser” problem and community is a win.
WoW!
I really loved this one. Especially the metaphor of letting the inner critique float away like a note in a bottle. That is is a very good example.
My dad always quoted Eleanor Roosevelt, "No one can make you feel inferior without your consent".
I’m 28, got laid off, been looking for a new job for months, been dealing with physical issues for 4 years that are just now getting better, gained a ton of weight, haven’t dated in almost 2 years and still live at home. I feel like a huge loser and constantly compare myself to my sister and friends and family and sometimes I just think I’m not meant to succeed but I’m still going. I do stand up which has been one thing that I’ve really enjoyed and am good at and I have skills in my field of work that will allow me to do well but I feel like I’m so behind everyone and just want for myself and others to be proud of me
Great insights on silencing the inner critic. One effective method entrepreneurs can apply is the 'five why's' technique-keep asking 'why' to each answer to drill down to the root cause of self-criticism, which can often reveal underlying fears that can be addressed more constructively.
The world is not rationally ordered, it's chaos, and our lives are chaos too. That doesn't mean we should not have any expectations in order not to be disappointed, on the contrary, we should expect anything and everything. And that's when we start living.
I grew up in poverty and serious dysfunction. My name was S.O.B., always. Thank you, your channel is really really helpful!!!
It is challenging to do, but I agree with the part about thanking that part of us that might be annoying or debilitating now, because it helped us get through some tough times.
I just listened to this 3 times and bawled each time 😢 This one hit home. Thank you for the meaningful content.
Psychopaths and sociopaths feel nothing about the world. The rest of us suffer because we feel it all.
In sport they say that it's not who wins or loses that's important but the taking part. Thats why nobody remembers who came second.
But on the positive side, a nice person once said that its not what you say that people remember but how you make them feel about themselves.
In life a smile and a kind word go a long, long way.
Most importantly: don't reduce your value to work. The idea that you contribute to society. You ARE society, your own happiness is valuable, it as the goal of society. Meditate until you can feel unapologetcally happy, no matter how many (spelling) mistakes you make
Weeks ago, I made my new I.D. document, in which I stated that I do approve the donation of internal organs if I may be dead.
After a couple of days, I felt down and worthless, like almost the time I am, and I tought that I'm such a piece of s*it the hospital has to remove the organs from me right now and without any kind of anesthetic, leaving myself dying of torture.
I always said that I'm ugly, stupid, antisocial, inept.
That day I almost started to cry right after thinking that bad thing about myself, but not a tear dropped off my eyes.
In that exact moment I promised I'd never talk badly about myself again: I was really angry because of all that perverted mechanism I was subjugated that made me feel like that.
Still, I am angry not because I am recalling that moment - by the way this is the first time I write or talk about this episode of my life - but because in every second of my days after that breakdown, I acknowledge how limitated I was in studying, speaking with other people and basically in doing things, just because I didn't feel enough.
It's not that now is simplier getting a girlfriend, a good grade at the exams, but for example if I see a girl I've always liked with a guy who's a douchebag and even not so handsome, I don't think I am a piece of shit because I am inferior since she didn't choose me (even because I never tried to approach her since I was also very shy), but I am angry because I should have been at least trying; also if there's an exam which is said to be very difficult among the other students, I once was scaried about that but now I am giving a chance to study it with calm.
I am angry because of how this mental complex and the subsequent lack of self-esteem made me waste years of my life and most of all it precluded me lots of beautiful experiences.
I just wanted to talk about the consequences of those bad and false inner voices.
Hope there're not any mistakes regarding the grammar of my comment and also I hope someone appreciates that, thank you.
Thank you giovanni. I feel the same . I will copy your comment in my diary
Thanks for sharing this. That took courage and honesty. Appreciate it. Wish you well.
My inner critic does something invaluable for me: it offers a complete, unsympathetic evaluation of my failures. It provides me ample situational examples where others do far better even in much more complex or daunting situations. It lets me ruminate and determine situations where I should apply more effort or simply remove myself to prevent further damage or distress.
No one else is as well equipped to condemn my thoughts and motives, nor do they have the time. No one else has the bandwidth to even notice, much less remember, what I or anyone else says or does unless it's especially heinous or impactful. Why would I dismiss the only comprehensive critic that I have, however biased it may be?
I like this more positive take on such an aspect of personality. It can be important to listen to yourself even when self-help culture itself can give you the impression that it's not a trustworthy voice in your head among the others. Though, I think the reason you might want to dismiss it in some way would be so that you actually recognize your successes. One might fall into the trap of thinking that something that could be done better wasn't already done well.
Thank you for this. I really and desperately needed this. You opened my eyes. Thank you so much.
I took nearly 60 years to find out I wasn't the error in the system. But the good news is that only that early assumption got me to where I am now. Having spent my whole life improving I can only smile at the daily challenges that make other people despair.
For every trait, there is an upside... trying harder to be "good" does have its rewards. I've "made it" and have lots of varying skills as well as financial success, but still feel terrible.
@@spinnetti Maybe being a little proud of what you achieved would help?
It can be so difficult to accept that we didn't get what we needed in childhood. This very situation may cause us to view people as either good or bad, and we seldom want to view our parents as bad. But learning what was missing and giving it to ourselves now can help us to accept that nobody has to be good or bad, that we all have the potential to help and harm, and that we can live meaningful, fulfilling lives without blaming ourselves or others.
Basically, if you weren't born into coin, connections, crews, clout, computer code, control, communities, and opportunities... it's super hyper unlikely that you'll end up on the opposite end of the playing field (the WINNING side) later on. Birth and environment equate to how achievements and death will play out. Yes, there are rare exceptions, but it's close to one in eight billion, and that probably ain't you! 💪😎✌️
Thank you!
This video, which I found by pure coincidence, convinced me to finally go to a psychologist.
The idea is that, when I was around the age of 4, my father left my mom, my older brother and me. Ever since then, I have convinced myself that it did NOT affected me, that it did NOT made me feel lonely and sad.
Not a long time ago, I turned eighteen, and, even tho I have a prosper life, a helpful and caring mother, a beautiful and loving girlfriend, a good friend, which he would do many things for me, I feel somehow unhappy, unwanted and also, a big loser. I often have depressive episodes where I lose motivation, hope, and rejecting any help given by anyone around me.
Ever since my father left, I had this social anxiety, even when I was a child. I started to question myself when I first remember to have had this feeling, respectively at around the age of 7, and I still couldn't find the answer nor accept it.
I want to be grateful for my life, but those feelings are tremendously hard to deal with, especially for a melancholic temperament person, like I am.
This film is massive for the the South Asian community! Never seen anything like this in Hollywood (talkkng about stereotype taxi indian driver here). Dev had loads of issues with production, covid, budgets & still got it to cinemas. Some of the interviews he did talks about it. Can't wait to watch it!
My childhood has been well explained in this video. I am writing a story about it. It’s very critical in one’s development. Achieved a lot but I still feel like a loser.
im crying but thank you.
i just love short, simple and direct explanations for things ❤
Education and Environment both are responsible for the way we think. Explained very well mate! We are programmable beings.
Such an awesome way to view our inner mechanics. Forgivness is key!
I needed to hear this. Thank you. Here's to hoping my show goes well.
Thanks. I really needed that ❤
I was a Christmas puppy, beloved and pampered and always the center of attention till people got tired of me and I became a burden and a drain instead. Then they remembered that I was unplanned and unwanted and so I learned to minimize myself because people wanted to forget I existed at all. So I tried not to. From this, I of course concluded that I am the most horrible possible thing. What else could I conclude? And to this day, I feel the same way, although on a good day, I can remember that I have good points too.
But that inner critic can be awfully loud.
Because our world as we know it is no longer up for grabs (like in the past); everything has an owner today. And the more we continue the more losers we produce, as the hierarchies at the top will NEVER relinquish their wealth & power. Enjoy your futures.
This video came at an absolute perfect time in my life
I think for me it happened most because of the bullying and relentless negative comments from my classmates growing. Sure my parents and for sure my relatives made negative comments about me but most of the criticism I received growing up came from my classmates starting in elementary school and going all the way up to my senior year in high school.
It's only now at the age of nearly 50 that I'm able to "rationalise" my parents, and understand what truly dreadful human beings they were. My father was an autistic, alcoholic, cowardly control freak with the emotional maturity of a "Carry On" film. My mother was an intellectually subnormal, spiteful, male hating bully, too stupid to understand why she was constantly frustrated (...because she was being manipulated ("gas lit", as we would term it today) by my father), who took that frustration out on her children. Both were utterly unpredictable, and provided no sense of "stability" or "constancy" whatsoever.
I can only "rationalise" it. Emotionally, I will never get over the constant stress, anxiety and isolation of being brought up in such an antagonistic and dysfunctional environment. I was effectively and irreparably "crushed" before I even had a chance to live.
Yes, mine was not nearly so dreadful as yours, but definitely we and many others were "raised wrong."
Wow... I needed therapy like this while I took care of my mother. Thanks for the video!
I actually am one.😢 literally. It’s not really my fault but then again it’s not anyones fault. It just happened because this world is mostly toxic for whatever reason but mostly greed and lust. No one is responsible for who they are in my opinion. We don’t choose our parents, circumstances growing up or our genes. It’s all just how lucky you are. We are all just playing roles, some people have to be the losers, some the winners and everything in between. Life is just a fleeting process of experience to me. I accept the way I am and maybe one day I can change things around for myself. but the older I get the harder it gets to see a better future. Life sucks for me and I know I’m not alone in that feeling. Prayers and good vibes to anyone out there feeling down and out.❤
During my whole childhood I was the target of bullying. In the eyes of others I was never good enough. Now as an adult I tried it overcome those feelings and find new friends. But it is very hard. The few friends I have are in relationships and don't seem to have time. Every time I receive a No, the feeling feeling of not beeing worthy to spend time with comes up again. And I fall in the same mechanism I learned as a child: Hiding and withdrawing.
This, absolutely. I just fear that, like riding a bike, it can't be unlearned, only made unsteady with wine.
@sdrawkcabUKand who are you to say such things? Put a smothering thought into another’s head out of what? I can tell you as a trauma specialist that we are incredibly resilient, nothing is set in stone, and we can track growth on multiple planes with imaging technology if it’s not enough to you to just believe those who describe how they found their way say.
@@thereligion4169 Of topic. Have you done research on ketamine treatment for trauma? It looks really promising.
@sdrawkcabUK Prove your claim.
@@thereligion4169 i was trying to follow what you wrote, but do you need medical attention?
try psychedelics
Thank you for uploading this video!
I am a loser. My imaginary character tells me everyday.
I’ve been told many times I’m an idiot by many. And when I ask them why or what I did so that I can hopefully learn from my mistakes, they don’t tell me and or just don’t care and let me continue to question myself on it all day long.
It’s given me a sense of well; I’m an idiot to everyone about everything and yet no one teaches me what they saw or heard so that I can learn from the mistakes.
Or in a different light, they just wanted to put me down just to put me down for it and it’s taken a very long time to realize my own mother rather if she knows or doesn’t know what she’s doing to me has always been bullying me and ignoring me for my entire life in this way and telling me subtly and unsubtly that I’m an idiot and a coward and that anything I say will be used against me or scrutinized in such a way to put me down further
I hate feeling this way.
It's healthy to think you're a loser, you need a starting point, you can't go around thinking you're this amazing person when your not. You need to tell yourself how much of a piece of shit you really are, and that you're a rock bottom loser, once you admit this, you can now forward and build yourself up, because from here on out, everything you do has to be a win. In order to build self-esteem, you have to do esteem things.
What made me feel like a loser was the grades and results I have achieved all the time. Even at nearly achieving my masters, I still envy others who gained better grades than me even at this stage.
Thank you so much for this❤
We live in a society of absolute weaklings, where people need to be given participation ribbons and hear something like this. How about a much simpler explanation? We feel like losers because we are losers. We feel like failures because we are failures. Most of people are losers and failures.
Seems like you need a hug.
Thanks for reminding me of the idea my psychiatrist and counselor taught me. I will keep trying to title the inner critic part for his retirement.
I feel like a loser because I am physically disabled, never dated and don’t have a job. I am 38 now and it is getting unbearable.
As a new mother i constantly think im a loser for not being able to get my child to sleep or for leaving the dishes to pile or laundry. Its terrible.
This can be true, but some people feel like losers and are rational in their assessments. There's a beautiful song in the show Hazbin Hotel, "Loser, Baby," that has the following lines: 'There was a time I thought that no one could relate/To the gruesome ways in which I'm damaged." Later it goes "It's time to lose your self-loathin'/Excuse yourself, let hope in."
So many of us, when we look at our lives, do consider ourselves losers, and saying "you're wrong," isn't always correct. Sometimes what we need to remember is we're not the only person in this situation, and maybe we can do better.
When I was 7 whenever my dad went on a business trip (high officer coastie) my mom would try to commit suicide, and I’d find her and have to get the neighbors to call 911. It was tough. Ofc since I was in kid mode I thought it was my fault. I’ve been stupidly self critical and avoided intimacy with girls at a laughable degree, to the point people think I’m gay even though a real relationship with a girl is all I’ve ever really wanted. I’m a musician and novelist now, and hope to tell the story so kids with similar thoughts/feeling can see they’re not alone and there’s a way out. It’s the least I can do.
I'd like to read your story if it's ever published ❤
Me too!!
Actually, everyone is a loser. So I fit right in. In fact I'm better because I recognize that.
My new insult to throw off my enemies - “You are a piece of nonsense”
My husband died and I've never had luck at relationships since. My mom and my sister killed themselves and I have stupid cancer at 41 and can't seem to just get right. I have consistently dropped a level of comfortable living and I feel like no matter how hard I work I cannot get ahead. I feel like I'm honestly meant to suffer... or as I euphemistically reframe it, get a lot of character building experiences ..
Great video. Thank you 🙏
I've honestly felt this way throughout decades of life overall
Instead of denying we're losers, let's recognize and take comfort in the fact that most people are.
🎶I’m a loser, honey
A schmoozer and a dummy
But at least I know I’m not alone
You’re a loser just like me!🎶
Thanks school of life, videos are soothing and insightful, and provide much needed sustenance in this starved world
This hit hard. Thank you
Thank you for this🥺
My Elder Brother Always Make Me Feel Like a Loser! He says I have Theoritical Knowledge but I am not Practical!
I have empirical evidence that I'm a loser. It's just the way it is. I haven't decided this for myself, and no one has.
I am afraid that I won't be able to improve myself if I don't have an inner critic. How does one have a balance between the two?
I love that you guys dontt blame it all one someone specific or at parents, stuff happened and you can say it as it is..