🇺🇸My Country Feedback🦅 My goodness. Those Satanists, and I know that Satanists have a very large following, in fact a whole movement in my hometown and around the world and on every continent. Satanists are nototious for trying to "upstage" Jesus Christ. Satanists are notorious for trying to "overshadow" the Virgin Mary. Satanist are notorious for trying to steal the press attention and limelight from the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost. Satanists are notorious for for trying to cancel Christmas. Satanist are notorious for trying to de-legitimize the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost. Satan is notorious for trying to take Gods place. And I have had two, "incorporial apparitions" last night and one this morning as soon a I woke up. I cannot take any personal credit fir these "incorporial 👻 apparitions. They come out of thin air. And becsuse I have come to know how extremely clever and tricky 🎩 Magicians are. So I have give all the credit to the Devil. But I know that the goal and objectives of these incorporial apparitions is to cause a "Panic". "Pan" is the name of a Greek God. Pan has the a human torso, his lower extremities is that of a goat with cloven hoofs. He is found in Greek mythology. Yes, I had heard of Pan in children stories. Then during my ordeals and tribulations in middle adulthood, I was introduced to Pan in a different way, most poignantly through a book entitled "Magic In Theory and Practice" written by Alister Crowley. I had never heard of him. I had never heard of his movement. Alister Crowley was a famous magician, a credible mountain climber, and the author of a book called, "The Book of The Law". There is a lot of back story, but I won't go into that at this time. Living in a Theological community which focused on Jesus we shunned everything else. We lived by very disciplined and restricted, and prudent and dogmatic, and judgmental Christian lives. So we shunned other religion in the world, and everything but our own theological doctrine. I was introduced to the study and philosophy of Jewish "Qabalah". Sucinctly stated, Qabalah is "Jewish Mysticism. And within this study of Jewish Mysticism, I was introduced to the "Yitzahara", also known as the "Evil Inclination". I studied with several different orthodox and Lubavich Chadidic Rabbis for a few years. I explored other Jewish cultural movements, and had talks with Jews For Jesus at their offices in the Westwood Village. I kept a completely Kosher house at 2951-2953 Halldale Avenue, Los Angeles, California, Lit the Sabboth Candals, praye in the Hebrew Language from the Torah, attended the synagogue. I would have gone on in this trend had, but someone "panicked" and drugged me and three of my children in the San Fernando Valley, in 1985 at a movie ranch where a religious convocation was being held, and then kidnapped the children. They stole our luggage and clothing and valuables, and my mother's jewelry which I had with me at the time.This of course an illegal violation of State and Federal Criminal Statutes. There is a lot of back story, but I shan't go into that now. They yielded to the the Yitzahara by violating our rights, and ever since that day there has been ongoing "domino effect". It was an interruption of my Jewish Qabalah Religious Studies which plotted and schemed. There is more back story to this as well, but I won't go into it here. Becsuse I was trying to describe the most recent "incorporeal apparition". The intention of "Panic" and "Pandemonium" And the unlawful and forbidden intention to interfere with my free will. The entry in my Columbia Desk Encyclopedia says: "Pan In the Greek religion and mythology, pastoral god of fertility. He was worshiped principly in Arcadia, and one legend states that he was the son of Hermes another Arcadian god. Pan was supposed to make flocks fertile; when he did not, his image was flogged to stimulate him. He was depicted as a merry, ugly man with horns, pointed ears, and legs of a goat. Occasionally ill-tempered, he loved to frighten unwarry travlers, hence the word "panic". All of his myths deal with amours affairs. In a famous tale, he pursued the nymph Syrinx, but before she was overtaken, her sister nymphs changed her into a reed. Thus Pan plays the reed, or syrinx in memory of her. Later when Pan was worshiped in other parts of Greece and in Rome, he became associated with the Greek Dionysus and identified with Roman. Faunus, both Gods of fertility." That's is called Crash Course "Shame The Devil." Tell the truth, and shame the Devil." A little bit of detective work will also reveal that in Milton's "Paradise Lost" The city that Satan, whose armies had been routed and defeated by Michael the Archangel, as they lay wounded on a sea of fire, there rose up a city called, "Pandemonium". This again refers to the Greek god "Pan". Paradise Lost is one of my very favorite pieces of English Literature." Hail the Light Jesus is Lord Greetings! Merry Christmas Happy Kwanza Happy Chanukah Happy Rhamadan Hare Krishna In my kindergarten class Our teacher taught us you be in our seats on time at our desks and we sang this little son At the beginning of each day. "Good morning to you. Good morning to you. We're all in our places. With bright shining faces. And this is the way We start a new day." In my kindergarten class. Our teachers taught us the Pledge of allegiance. And we recited this pledge each morning. "I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States of America. And to the Republic for which it stands, One nation, under God Indivisable With Liberty and Justice for all. Merry Christmas 💖
I believe that one of the priests shown sings Come, My Way on a Blackfriar's Music video. That video is so beautifully done and the priest has such a beautiful and moving voice.
I am interested in becoming a catholic priest I love to preach and to give people faith when they have doubt I love to give people hope when they are lost but most of all I feel I am called to preach to preach to thousands of people to evangelize am I called to be a Dominican? please help
Work History 1.My first part job time after school job, summer, and seasonal, was sales girl at May Company Department Store. In Baldwin Hills, Ca 2. My first full time job was for the County of Los Angeles Department of Adoptions. My position was Transcriber Typist I. In Inglewood, California 3.My next full time job was also for the County of Los Angeles Old Age Security Transcriber Typist I.450 Grand Avenue Los Angeles 4. Got married to Donald Level, and we moved to San Francisco because my husband was hired there. 5.My name at birth; Judy Carol McFarland Born in Houston Texas My Parents are Eugene McFarland and Oreal Alexander I change my name during the 1980s. To Ruth Judith Goldberg-Ives. 6. In San Francisco I worked first Union Pacifica Railroad, or Southern Pacific Railroad. I don't remember which, as a claims adjuster. 7. Then I worked for Bank of America as a Travlers Check checker. San Francisco 8. Then I worked for the Federal Government at the Oakland Naval Base or Army Base as a Clerk Typist 9. I gave birth to a little girl, 4 lbs. 12 Oz at Kaiser Permanente on Sunset Blvd in Los Angeles.March 24, 1970. 9. I moved to Richmand, CA. After the marriage broke up. 10. Then I moved back to Los Angeles with my mother. 11. I became a welfare mother after that. 12. I returned to California State University at Los Angeles to complete my BA. I2. I Moved into an apartment on 10th Avenue. Continued going to Cal- State Los Angeles Homemaker, student, welfare mother. That was my vocation . 13. I married again had two more children. Two boys 1974, born at Cedars Saint Medical Center on Sunset Blvd.and 1977 born in Casablanc Morocco, in the French section at Clinuque Moulay Abdul Hasan,, I think.North Africa. The contract marriage broke up in Morocco and the United States Consulate Diplomatic Service. Consul Reed J. Fendrick, repatriated me and my three children, Donna, Israfell and Mahmoud back to the United States. I kisses the ground when we finally landed back in Los Angeles. My mother took us in. 14. It too me ten years to get my BA. 15. I immediately entered Graduate School in the Education Department at Cal State Los Angeles, Master Degree Program in Special Education Vocational Rehabilitation of Developmentally Disabled Adults, with a double major and worked on two teaching credentials Elementary K-6, and Learning Handicaps Credentials K-12. 16. This I did while raising three young children alone. In Pasadena, CA. We lived on El Molino in an apartment near Del Mar. It was exhausting, yes. But fun. I had persecutors, and naysayers.But I also had the help of friends. 16. I moved to a house on Navarro in Altadena. 17. Got into a contract-marriage with a person I knew during the Black Cultural Awakening,Black Heritage, Black Power, days of the early 1970s in Los Angeles, Jefferson Park, Leimert Park, USC, Exposition Park, Watts Fesfival, my BA is in Black Studies. He was the Imam of that little community back in the day. Saudi Arabia sent the tiny little mosque community on Vernon Avenue 5, 000 Holy Quarans in Arabic.. From this brief relationship I gave birth to my fourth child. A little girl, premature. She was born in the 6th month. At Huntingtin Memorial Hospital .1lb. 15 Oz.was her birth weight. Luckily, this was this we the only hospital on the west cost which had a Neonate Intensive Care ward. She survived.. My daughter was there for four months and thrived and gained weight until she reached over 5lbs. when she could come home to her family. The relationship broke up before the baby was born. 1982. The father had two other sons Muhamnad and Isa by his first wife Hasanna, from New Jersey. The father was originally from Mississippi by way of New York. I was on my own with four children now. The father Passed away of drug overdose. I didn't know anything about dope or drugs. I didn't even know he was involved in that. I moved to Inglewood, CA. To teach at an all Black Christian School on Prarie and 104th. I lived in an apartment building near the school. It was a very oppressive environment. The job was oppressive, it was a terrible place to live or work, it was stifling, prejudiced, bigoted, vicious, malicious,hostile, and they hated us. 1983 my mother died. In 1985 my family was targeted. My daughter arrested in Westwood. I and my three younger children were drugged and the children were kidnapped at a Black Religious Conviction in Lake View Terrace California in the San Fernando Valley. At that point I am Saud to have had a nervous breakdown But as I recall, all of the information on which the case was based to have my children placed in a foster home in Watts, California was fake news. Lies and calumny. It took me five years and over a hundred thousand dollars to dig us out from under all of the mess that those Evil Black Community leaders, church leaders, and professionals had put us into. It has always been Black or Jews or other people of color who hate us and try to sink us. My worst enemies of all time have always been Black ⚫People down through the years of my adult life. It seems that Black ⚫People are always trying to drag me down to the gutter. I Can't explain why I find Black Culture very oppressive, and stifling, and ruinous, and hazardous, and betrayal, malice, hatred, enmity, hostility, calumny, violence, dope, insanity,greed, avarice, pitiless murder, rape, repine, drunkenness, naughtiness, crude, rude, lewd, filth, and profane, Evil and cursing, immoral.. All of this is repulsive to me and repugnant to my sensibilities. Of course as Christian I had to forgive them for crucifying us, for drugging us, for all the evil that the Black Community. But forgetting about it is another matter. It just isn't going to happen. Because the Black Community and their non-Black constituencies persist in recalcitrant, persevere efforts to repeat their crimes and their persecution, their harm, their injury, their damge against me, and my children and now my grandchildren. I have 11 grand children I vowed never to become like the people who had done such terrible evil to us with the intention of destroying us, obliterating us, annihilating us, exterminating us, killing us, murdering us, their causeless hatred burning within them. Yet, even to this day, these agents plot, and schem to harm us, spiritually, psychologically, physically, economically, academically, socially, medically, and in every way possible. My duty is to jealously, and zealously protect and defend my self and my beloved and loved ones from all plots, and conspiricies of Evil persecutors and agents. That is my function. Law degree or no law degree, this is my function. Head Grand Master of California if you desire further details of this continuing conflict I make regular journal entries about this. My monthly income is Social Security A little more than a $1,000 per month. This is my only source of income. Yes I did have some hopes that in life the joining Illuminati could help me up grade every aspect of my life and make improvements. This includes my interests in world peace and humanitarianism. Improved living standards, improved associations, my projects, hobbies, and interests, improved marriages and family relationship for the adults , and as the grandchildren grow up into adulthood, and middle age direction for their honest careers and vocation, the purchase of their homes, the raiding of their children.Yes. I did imagine that I could pin some of my hopes on the illuminati brotherhood organization My homeless period lasted from 1985-1988
HOW PEOPLE'S LIVES ARE ADMINISTERED 1st choice: comfortable life (human contacts, fun, relationships, easy work) 2nd choice: remedy the one made by the first choice (all the opposite of the life of the first) 3rd choice, etc.: no personality suitable to survive, probable life as a tramp (in the middle of the street), absolutely no human contact, fun, future, precious things, relationships. With the personality they give you to do all these things it will be too complicated. Probable acts of violence or discrimination, no work or if there is very hard. High probability of suicide. Procedure: there comes a time when suddenly Christ and Satan show up in front of the mirror and by deception force to choose one of the two. By choosing the first, the following things happen: Christ, the Virgin Mary and in case some saints show up and in case you are playing or having fun in any way they force you to work and toil helping someone always with their voice and their words inside your head. Their procedure consists of this: prevent you from having fun, drinking, masturbating, etc. and getting sledding like a mule. Being as they say second choice, you should only work from morning to night and nothing else. Anything else is not good for them. At first Christ pretends to be God and shows you how he pretends to give you gifts by putting for a moment a kind of white glow at the height of the navel and telling you that they give a "gift" to everyone and no more than one but in reality, they are all lies that as you go on, they come out on their own. They try to frame you with vague promises, rewards and various scum once in what they call "paradise", but once they verify that the element in question doesn't take the bait (because he’s not a moron!) they begin to reveal their infamous procedures that they have implemented to try to ruin his life. As a second choice you are given a very antisocial, extreme and stray personality so that you cannot have any kind of contact with other people (friendships, relationships) because you see everyone else as if they came from another planet and there is no kind of compatibility. In addition to this your physique is damaged with the following things and for the following reasons: first you will have few or no muscles at all as having been damaged at birth you will be sick and you will have a disposition to make revenge and war against everyone; per second you will have some knee problems that will prevent you from practicing any type of sport in a serious way and third you will have some kind of defect or imperfection in intimate parts such as various spots, in, strange shapes, etc. so as to prevent you from having any kind of relationship. The second choice should according to their infamous system try to remedy the wrong things that someone who died 40 years ago or more has combined. In paradise a kind of personal "circle" is created where there are the spirits of all the people who have had some kind of importance in your life: family members, sports idols, musicians, actors or characters compatible with your personality or with the life you have to make. All these characters are obliged to show up and say certain phrases with the purpose of deceiving and doing things that the person in question would not do in itself. They also take advantage of the relationship of admiration you had for them when they were alive to get you to have a conversation, but it's all a lie, the real purpose is to analyze your way of thinking and acting and your personality to see if you can overcome certain obstacles, cheating and lies that will try to get you on the road. Of all the characters you see the Virgin Mary is the most annoying of all. She talks all the time saying a lot of lies to see if someone is so stupid to believe in it (like their altar boys) and she always and constantly repeats the same things until nausea (procedure). She cries all the time and says she's the most beautiful woman in the world. Their way of speaking is to repeat in your head their phrases that irritate and provoke and annoy you to the point of nausea as the angriest you are, the more your nerves jump and the more vulnerable you are to them because you could lose control of your actions and do what they want. They never believe in threats to make them stop until they are put into practice. At the beginning of the journey if you rebel against their infamous system, they can resort to making the devil appear. Not having chosen him appears much poorer than he appears to his followers. He can appear in many different forms but usually appears with red eyes and the stick it uses to subdue its followers. Among the things he does to you we find: images of spiders quite credible in the head, temptations of various kinds very treacherous. At first it makes you think he wants to take you into his group by always making you trawls to try to frame yourself (for example women you might have, things that might happen to you, etc.) and then tries to bother you at night by showing you his red eyes, goat legs, strange faces and telling you to come to his group. To try to submit use a kind of feeling of great warmth at the height of the navel that is transmitted throughout the body and that almost gives the feeling of fainting. It is overcome by always being in the company of someone, as it must be stealthy and cannot leave traces. During submission attempts, every thought, everything read and seen, and every memory will be used as a weapon against you. On some occasions it may go so far as to tell you to give him your soul, that is, to perform the following ritual: to write explicitly your intention on a sheet of paper, to bring blood out of your body and sign with it. As a final act burn the sheet (which is absolutely to be avoided as then you do not go back). Their followers to get any kind of role in hell must sacrifice everything they have in life and kill someone, better if someone they care about or some complete stranger and as a final gesture themselves. Demons cannot bring anything out and it must be the adept who performs certain rituals to learn new things and improve level, but at each of these acts their lives are ruined more and more. Hell consists of 9 levels. The souls of people who commit suicide are struck by the eyes little by little until they get their eyes ripped, a process that lasts years and they have to turn 15 turns before they can be saved.
I spent many years in a Dominican parish. The homilies were incredible. It was very uplifting.God bless the Dominican friars.
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My goodness. Those Satanists, and I know that Satanists have a very large following, in fact a whole movement in my hometown and around the world and on every continent.
Satanists are nototious for trying to "upstage" Jesus Christ. Satanists are notorious for trying to "overshadow" the Virgin Mary. Satanist are notorious for trying to steal the press attention and limelight from the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost. Satanists are notorious for for trying to cancel Christmas. Satanist are notorious for trying to de-legitimize the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost.
Satan is notorious for trying to take Gods place.
And I have had two, "incorporial apparitions" last night and one this morning as soon a I woke up. I cannot take any personal credit fir these "incorporial 👻 apparitions. They come out of thin air. And becsuse I have come to know how extremely clever and tricky 🎩 Magicians are.
So I have give all the credit to the Devil. But I know that the goal and objectives of these incorporial apparitions is to cause a "Panic".
"Pan" is the name of a Greek God. Pan has the a human torso, his lower extremities is that of a goat with cloven hoofs. He is found in Greek mythology.
Yes, I had heard of Pan in children stories.
Then during my ordeals and tribulations in middle adulthood, I was introduced to Pan in a different way, most poignantly through a book entitled "Magic In Theory and Practice" written by Alister Crowley. I had never heard of him. I had never heard of his movement. Alister Crowley was a famous magician, a credible mountain climber, and the author of a book called, "The Book of The Law". There is a lot of back story, but I won't go into that at this time.
Living in a Theological community which focused on Jesus we shunned everything else. We lived by very disciplined and restricted, and prudent and dogmatic, and judgmental Christian lives. So we shunned other religion in the world, and everything but our own theological doctrine.
I was introduced to the study and philosophy of Jewish "Qabalah". Sucinctly stated, Qabalah is "Jewish Mysticism. And within this study of Jewish Mysticism, I was introduced to the "Yitzahara", also known as the "Evil Inclination". I studied with several different orthodox and Lubavich Chadidic Rabbis for a few years. I explored other Jewish cultural movements, and had talks with Jews For Jesus at their offices in the Westwood Village. I kept a completely Kosher house at 2951-2953 Halldale Avenue, Los Angeles, California, Lit the Sabboth Candals, praye in the Hebrew Language from the Torah, attended the synagogue. I would have gone on in this trend had, but someone "panicked" and drugged me and three of my children in the San Fernando Valley, in 1985 at a movie ranch where a religious convocation was being held, and then kidnapped the children. They stole our luggage and clothing and valuables, and my mother's jewelry which I had with me at the time.This of course an illegal violation of State and Federal Criminal Statutes. There is a lot of back story, but I shan't go into that now.
They yielded to the the Yitzahara by violating our rights, and ever since that day there has been ongoing "domino effect". It was an interruption of my Jewish Qabalah Religious Studies which plotted and schemed. There is more back story to this as well, but I won't go into it here.
Becsuse I was trying to describe the most recent "incorporeal apparition". The intention of "Panic" and "Pandemonium" And the unlawful and forbidden intention to interfere with my free will.
The entry in my Columbia Desk Encyclopedia says:
"Pan
In the Greek religion and mythology, pastoral god of fertility. He was worshiped principly in Arcadia, and one legend states that he was the son of Hermes another Arcadian god. Pan was supposed to make flocks fertile; when he did not, his image was flogged to stimulate him. He was depicted as a merry, ugly man with horns, pointed ears, and legs of a goat.
Occasionally ill-tempered, he loved to frighten unwarry travlers, hence the word "panic". All of his myths deal with amours affairs. In a famous tale, he pursued the nymph Syrinx, but before she was overtaken, her sister nymphs changed her into a reed. Thus Pan plays the reed, or syrinx in memory of her. Later when Pan was worshiped in other parts of Greece and in Rome, he became associated with the Greek Dionysus and identified with Roman. Faunus, both Gods of fertility."
That's is called Crash Course "Shame The Devil." Tell the truth, and shame the Devil."
A little bit of detective work will also reveal that in Milton's "Paradise Lost"
The city that Satan, whose armies had been routed and defeated by Michael the Archangel, as they lay wounded on a sea of fire, there rose up a city called, "Pandemonium". This again refers to the Greek god "Pan".
Paradise Lost is one of my very favorite pieces of English Literature."
Hail the Light
Jesus is Lord
Greetings!
Merry Christmas
Happy Kwanza
Happy Chanukah
Happy Rhamadan
Hare Krishna
In my kindergarten class
Our teacher taught us you
be in our seats on time
at our desks and we sang this little son
At the beginning of each day.
"Good morning to you.
Good morning to you.
We're all in our places.
With bright shining faces.
And this is the way
We start a new day."
In my kindergarten class.
Our teachers taught us the
Pledge of allegiance. And we recited this pledge each morning.
"I pledge allegiance
to the flag of the United States of America.
And to the Republic for which it stands,
One nation, under God
Indivisable
With Liberty and Justice for all.
Merry Christmas 💖
DOMINICANS ARE THE BEST! Thank you, brothers for you incredible witness to the Catholic Faith
I'm so proud of them💜💜💜 Lord, bless them with all your heart, please. 🙏🙏🙏🙏
Wow! Laudare, benedicere et praedicare. Praying for the domincan family
I believe that one of the priests shown sings Come, My Way on a Blackfriar's Music video. That video is so beautifully done and the priest has such a beautiful and moving voice.
I pray to Jesus, with the intercession of St. Dismas, for more vocations to the Dominican Order worldwide.
I didn’t ask
I saw a quick shot of St Louis Bertrand toward the beginning!! So blessed to attend there!!
I am interested in becoming a catholic priest I love to preach and to give people faith when they have doubt I love to give people hope when they are lost but most of all I feel I am called to preach to preach to thousands of people to evangelize am I called to be a Dominican? please help
FPJ Jonah Take your time. And talk to someone at your parish for sure :)
Amen
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Always go by God's laws which don't change.
Man's laws can change.
Wish i found my calling early in life. Maybe ill still find it in time.
You thought the culture was bad 9 yrs, its crazy how bad it is now. May more step up and pick up God’s call to serve the Church
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Can you make a spanish's Videos
Anyone know the name of this song?
Running Through Tunnels
How am I suppose to come up with that kind of cash...?
All is vanity
Anyone else forced to watch this shite for school
forced?
yes, the world hungers for truth, not static ideologies.
Work History
1.My first part job time after school job, summer, and seasonal, was sales girl at May Company Department Store. In Baldwin Hills, Ca
2. My first full time job was for the County of Los Angeles Department of Adoptions. My position was Transcriber Typist I. In Inglewood, California
3.My next full time job was also for the County of Los Angeles Old Age Security Transcriber Typist I.450 Grand Avenue Los Angeles
4. Got married to Donald Level, and we moved to San Francisco because my husband was hired there.
5.My name at birth;
Judy Carol McFarland
Born in Houston Texas
My Parents are
Eugene McFarland and
Oreal Alexander
I change my name during the 1980s. To Ruth Judith Goldberg-Ives.
6. In San Francisco
I worked first Union Pacifica Railroad, or Southern Pacific Railroad. I don't remember which, as a claims adjuster.
7. Then I worked for Bank of America as a Travlers Check checker. San Francisco
8. Then I worked for the Federal Government at the Oakland Naval Base or Army Base as a Clerk Typist
9. I gave birth to a little girl, 4 lbs. 12 Oz at Kaiser Permanente on Sunset Blvd in Los Angeles.March 24, 1970.
9. I moved to Richmand, CA.
After the marriage broke up.
10. Then I moved back to Los Angeles with my mother.
11. I became a welfare mother after that.
12. I returned to California State University at Los Angeles to complete my BA.
I2. I Moved into an apartment on 10th Avenue.
Continued going to Cal- State Los Angeles
Homemaker, student, welfare mother. That was my vocation .
13. I married again had two more children. Two boys 1974, born at Cedars Saint Medical Center on Sunset Blvd.and 1977 born in Casablanc Morocco, in the French section at Clinuque Moulay Abdul Hasan,, I think.North Africa. The contract marriage broke up in Morocco and the United States Consulate Diplomatic Service. Consul Reed J. Fendrick, repatriated me and my three children, Donna, Israfell and Mahmoud back to the United States. I kisses the ground when we finally landed back in Los Angeles. My mother took us in.
14. It too me ten years to get my BA.
15. I immediately entered Graduate School in the Education Department at Cal State Los Angeles, Master Degree Program in Special Education Vocational Rehabilitation of Developmentally Disabled Adults, with a double major and worked on two teaching credentials Elementary K-6, and Learning Handicaps Credentials K-12.
16. This I did while raising three young children alone.
In Pasadena, CA. We lived on El Molino in an apartment near Del Mar.
It was exhausting, yes. But fun. I had persecutors, and naysayers.But I also had the help of friends.
16. I moved to a house on Navarro in Altadena.
17. Got into a contract-marriage with a person I knew during the Black Cultural Awakening,Black Heritage, Black Power, days of the early 1970s in Los Angeles, Jefferson Park, Leimert Park, USC, Exposition Park, Watts Fesfival, my BA is in Black Studies. He was the Imam of that little community back in the day. Saudi Arabia sent the tiny little mosque community on Vernon Avenue 5, 000 Holy Quarans in Arabic.. From this brief relationship I gave birth to my fourth child. A little girl, premature. She was born in the 6th month. At Huntingtin Memorial Hospital .1lb. 15 Oz.was her birth weight. Luckily, this was this we the only hospital on the west cost which had a Neonate Intensive Care ward. She survived.. My daughter was there for four months and thrived and gained weight until she reached over 5lbs. when she could come home to her family.
The relationship broke up before the baby was born. 1982. The father had two other sons Muhamnad and Isa by his first wife Hasanna, from New Jersey. The father was originally from Mississippi by way of New York.
I was on my own with four children now. The father Passed away of drug overdose.
I didn't know anything about dope or drugs. I didn't even know he was involved in that.
I moved to Inglewood, CA. To teach at an all Black Christian School on Prarie and 104th. I lived in an apartment building near the school. It was a very oppressive environment. The job was oppressive, it was a terrible place to live or work, it was stifling, prejudiced, bigoted, vicious, malicious,hostile, and they hated us.
1983 my mother died.
In 1985 my family was targeted. My daughter arrested in Westwood. I and my three younger children were drugged and the children were kidnapped at a Black Religious Conviction in Lake View Terrace California in the San Fernando Valley.
At that point I am Saud to have had a nervous breakdown
But as I recall, all of the information on which the case was based to have my children placed in a foster home in Watts, California was fake news. Lies and calumny. It took me five years and over a hundred thousand dollars to dig us out from under all of the mess that those Evil Black Community leaders, church leaders, and professionals had put us into. It has always been Black or Jews or other people of color who hate us and try to sink us. My worst enemies of all time have always been Black ⚫People down through the years of my adult life. It seems that Black ⚫People are always trying to drag me down to the gutter. I Can't explain why I find Black Culture very oppressive, and stifling, and ruinous, and hazardous, and betrayal, malice, hatred, enmity, hostility, calumny, violence, dope, insanity,greed, avarice, pitiless murder, rape, repine, drunkenness, naughtiness, crude, rude, lewd, filth, and profane, Evil and cursing, immoral.. All of this is repulsive to me and repugnant to my sensibilities.
Of course as Christian I had to forgive them for crucifying us, for drugging us, for all the evil that the Black Community.
But forgetting about it is another matter. It just isn't going to happen. Because the Black Community and their non-Black constituencies persist in recalcitrant, persevere efforts to repeat their crimes and their persecution, their harm, their injury, their damge against me, and my children and now my grandchildren. I have 11 grand children
I vowed never to become like the people who had done such terrible evil to us with the intention of destroying us, obliterating us, annihilating us, exterminating us, killing us, murdering us, their causeless hatred burning within them.
Yet, even to this day, these agents plot, and schem to harm us, spiritually, psychologically, physically, economically, academically, socially, medically, and in every way possible.
My duty is to jealously, and zealously protect and defend my self and my beloved and loved ones from all plots, and conspiricies of Evil persecutors and agents.
That is my function. Law degree or no law degree, this is my function.
Head Grand Master of California if you desire further details of this continuing conflict I make regular journal entries about this.
My monthly income is
Social Security
A little more than a $1,000 per month.
This is my only source of income.
Yes I did have some hopes that in life the joining Illuminati could help me up grade every aspect of my life and make improvements.
This includes my interests in world peace and humanitarianism. Improved living standards, improved associations, my projects, hobbies, and interests, improved marriages and family relationship for the adults , and as the grandchildren grow up into adulthood, and middle age direction for their honest careers and vocation, the purchase of their homes, the raiding of their children.Yes. I did imagine that I could pin some of my hopes on the illuminati brotherhood organization
My homeless period lasted from 1985-1988
HOW PEOPLE'S LIVES ARE ADMINISTERED
1st choice: comfortable life (human contacts, fun, relationships, easy work)
2nd choice: remedy the one made by the first choice (all the opposite of the life of the first)
3rd choice, etc.: no personality suitable to survive, probable life as a tramp (in the middle of the street), absolutely no human contact, fun, future, precious things, relationships. With the personality they give you to do all these things it will be too complicated. Probable acts of violence or discrimination, no work or if there is very hard. High probability of suicide.
Procedure: there comes a time when suddenly Christ and Satan show up in front of the mirror and by deception force to choose one of the two. By choosing the first, the following things happen: Christ, the Virgin Mary and in case some saints show up and in case you are playing or having fun in any way they force you to work and toil helping someone always with their voice and their words inside your head. Their procedure consists of this: prevent you from having fun, drinking, masturbating, etc. and getting sledding like a mule.
Being as they say second choice, you should only work from morning to night and nothing else. Anything else is not good for them. At first Christ pretends to be God and shows you how he pretends to give you gifts by putting for a moment a kind of white glow at the height of the navel and telling you that they give a "gift" to everyone and no more than one but in reality, they are all lies that as you go on, they come out on their own. They try to frame you with vague promises, rewards and various scum once in what they call "paradise", but once they verify that the element in question doesn't take the bait (because he’s not a moron!) they begin to reveal their infamous procedures that they have implemented to try to ruin his life.
As a second choice you are given a very antisocial, extreme and stray personality so that you cannot have any kind of contact with other people (friendships, relationships) because you see everyone else as if they came from another planet and there is no kind of compatibility. In addition to this your physique is damaged with the following things and for the following reasons: first you will have few or no muscles at all as having been damaged at birth you will be sick and you will have a disposition to make revenge and war against everyone; per second you will have some knee problems that will prevent you from practicing any type of sport in a serious way and third you will have some kind of defect or imperfection in intimate parts such as various spots, in, strange shapes, etc. so as to prevent you from having any kind of relationship.
The second choice should according to their infamous system try to remedy the wrong things that someone who died 40 years ago or more has combined.
In paradise a kind of personal "circle" is created where there are the spirits of all the people who have had some kind of importance in your life: family members, sports idols, musicians, actors or characters compatible with your personality or with the life you have to make. All these characters are obliged to show up and say certain phrases with the purpose of deceiving and doing things that the person in question would not do in itself. They also take advantage of the relationship of admiration you had for them when they were alive to get you to have a conversation, but it's all a lie, the real purpose is to analyze your way of thinking and acting and your personality to see if you can overcome certain obstacles, cheating and lies that will try to get you on the road.
Of all the characters you see the Virgin Mary is the most annoying of all. She talks all the time saying a lot of lies to see if someone is so stupid to believe in it (like their altar boys) and she always and constantly repeats the same things until nausea (procedure). She cries all the time and says she's the most beautiful woman in the world.
Their way of speaking is to repeat in your head their phrases that irritate and provoke and annoy you to the point of nausea as the angriest you are, the more your nerves jump and the more vulnerable you are to them because you could lose control of your actions and do what they want. They never believe in threats to make them stop until they are put into practice.
At the beginning of the journey if you rebel against their infamous system, they can resort to making the devil appear.
Not having chosen him appears much poorer than he appears to his followers. He can appear in many different forms but usually appears with red eyes and the stick it uses to subdue its followers. Among the things he does to you we find: images of spiders quite credible in the head, temptations of various kinds very treacherous. At first it makes you think he wants to take you into his group by always making you trawls to try to frame yourself (for example women you might have, things that might happen to you, etc.) and then tries to bother you at night by showing you his red eyes, goat legs, strange faces and telling you to come to his group. To try to submit use a kind of feeling of great warmth at the height of the navel that is transmitted throughout the body and that almost gives the feeling of fainting. It is overcome by always being in the company of someone, as it must be stealthy and cannot leave traces. During submission attempts, every thought, everything read and seen, and every memory will be used as a weapon against you.
On some occasions it may go so far as to tell you to give him your soul, that is, to perform the following ritual: to write explicitly your intention on a sheet of paper, to bring blood out of your body and sign with it. As a final act burn the sheet (which is absolutely to be avoided as then you do not go back).
Their followers to get any kind of role in hell must sacrifice everything they have in life and kill someone, better if someone they care about or some complete stranger and as a final gesture themselves.
Demons cannot bring anything out and it must be the adept who performs certain rituals to learn new things and improve level, but at each of these acts their lives are ruined more and more.
Hell consists of 9 levels.
The souls of people who commit suicide are struck by the eyes little by little until they get their eyes ripped, a process that lasts years and they have to turn 15 turns before they can be saved.