How Ellie Became Her Own Worst Enemy (The Last of Us Video Essay)

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  • Опубліковано 28 тра 2024
  • With The Last of Us TV show right around the corner, I figured it’s time to look at one of the greatest video game characters and character arcs we’ve ever seen in Ellie Williams. How close will the show stay to Ellie’s video game counterpart? How different, and how will an inevitable season 2 tackle Ellie’s story?
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    0:00 - 0:59 - Ellie Williams
    1:00 - 5:58 - Part 1
    5:59 - 7:06 - Interlude
    7:07 - 12:09 - Part 2
    12:10 - 15:09 - Ellie's Journey (So Far)
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  • @_Devil
    @_Devil Рік тому +666

    Ellie fed into the cycle of hate that Joel was trying to prevent her from going down. When he died she pretty much lost the last of her humanity and it came at a great cost. Now, she's dark, and depressed, and lost her fingers and she can no longer do one of the main things that Joel himself taught her to do: Play guitar.

    • @thethriftytypewriter
      @thethriftytypewriter  Рік тому +113

      100%. I actually think it’s really great symbolism that she lost her fingers and can’t play guitar. It’s the cycle of hate that led her to losing that last part of Joel she still had with her.

    • @betrayouhana
      @betrayouhana Рік тому +32

      I feel like her issue isn't that, it's that she didn't do what Joel did, Joel changed and opened his heart again, she did the complete opposite of what Joel maybe tried inspiring her to do, and that's the meaning behind her losing her finger and ability to play guitar

    • @Loha2005
      @Loha2005 Рік тому +4

      Spot on

    • @andrewp1653
      @andrewp1653 Рік тому +17

      I think it's more like every time someone dies Joel just moves on, when tess died he never brings her up or talk about her the same with Henry and Sam like he said "things happend and we move on" He probably wanted Ellie and Tommy to do the same thing, which they should've... But then again... If it was Ellie that was killed... Joel would've probably been halfway to Seattle

    • @slickstar96
      @slickstar96 Рік тому +7

      @@andrewp1653 Would he? or would he just suppress it with his other traumas.
      Ellie became joel but she couldnt take it, just like tommy couldnt take it, remember "he had nightmares of those years" Its the same reason why when dina gives her advice to get through the pain it hurts and feels weird because she has only been taught to suppress pain and cover it with violence by joel.

  • @higuysitseli
    @higuysitseli Рік тому +501

    I feel terrible for Tommy. Seeking revenge for Joel cost practically everything for him, including half his sight, and his wife, and all he has left is a burning hatred he can’t do anything about, so he tries to guilt Ellie into acting on it. If there is a part 3, I hope it gives a chance for both tommy and ellie to achieve some sort of redemption

    • @brandonsantiago2298
      @brandonsantiago2298 Рік тому +61

      Yeah I honestly had no problem with any of the characters endings except for Tommy’s. He basically lost an eye, is a cripple, lost his brother and wife and just ends up as a bitter man filled with revenge and hatred. He was the good brother and the one who had truly found peace and happiness and lost everything

    • @65firered
      @65firered Рік тому +4

      *American Venom intensifies*

    • @michael2134c
      @michael2134c Рік тому

      @@brandonsantiago2298 you didn't say he lost his life? I haven't played the game

    • @brandonsantiago2298
      @brandonsantiago2298 Рік тому +12

      @@michael2134c she didn’t die. They got like divorced. They just say his wife like threw him out for seeking vengeance instead of staying and protecting his home

    • @DudePeace101
      @DudePeace101 Рік тому +15

      I found the scene where he tries to guilt Ellie into going one of the most heartbreaking for the exact reason you described. When he said him and Maria were taking a break it almost made me tear up. Ellie Abby and Tommy got dragged into a maelstrom together and it took a piece of them all and broke them

  • @simonarpin2311
    @simonarpin2311 Рік тому +349

    I’ve always loved that Ellie and Abby are perfect opposites in their paths throughout the game. Abby begins the game at her worst and has to push to be a good person again. Ellie starts the game at her best, and slowly gets worse and worse until she reaches the point abby is at the beginning.

    • @qsr1776
      @qsr1776 Рік тому +18

      yeah they're very different, but there are a few moments where their arcs parallel.

    • @theunskilledshinigami7623
      @theunskilledshinigami7623 Рік тому +29

      I love how Abby starts her 3 days in Seattle at the same emotional place Joel was in at the beginning of the Boston segment in the first game and goes through a similar character arc of finding new meaning by helping a kid.

    • @PastelN01r
      @PastelN01r Рік тому +15

      I feel like she ALMOST got to Abby's level but she managed to stop short of killing Abby, unlike Abby unable to stop herself

    • @Ori_Kohav
      @Ori_Kohav Рік тому +5

      @@theunskilledshinigami7623 I think Abby’s struggle was shown in a slightly bolder way with those dreams. I won’t be surprised if it’d go the same way with Ellie in part 3. It did start that way in the farm.
      It also felt easier to relate to Abby when she rebelled, because the WLF, minus Abby’s group, were made much less likable than the fireflies, due to more selfish motives, and their leader, Isaac, acting without thinking (easily the character I hate the most in this game).

    • @sayo2409
      @sayo2409 Рік тому

      @@Ori_Kohav He thought A LOT about how to end the conflict with the Scars. Finally he came to the conclusion that he had to wipe them out. Not sure how u missed that.

  • @PastelN01r
    @PastelN01r Рік тому +143

    Few things I hate about how people hate the game:
    1. Ellie wasn't forgiving Abby, she was forgiving Joel through Abby. She pushed all her emotions onto this one person who deprived her of closure, until she finally had her hands on her neck and let her go.
    2. There's a secret happy ending, Ellie gets to overcome her grief and start the process of healing, and in Santa Barbara she doesn't have Dina's bracelet, but in the farm she does hinting at, at the very least, they are on not-hostile terms
    3. It isn't really about the cycle of violence but more so the impact of family and forgiveness on us

    • @Ori_Kohav
      @Ori_Kohav Рік тому +7

      I think she started seeing the light during her fight with the rattlers. Otherwise, she’d kill Abby right on that post, rather than releasing her and letting her release Lev. There wouldn’t be anything Abby could do about it, being hung up and exhausted.

    • @chadmann2724
      @chadmann2724 Рік тому +5

      Only thing I hate about people who like 2 is they don’t realize Neil Drunkwoman didn’t even write the first game. He got jealous the writer of the first game did so great.

    • @mrrobluxo2369
      @mrrobluxo2369 Рік тому +9

      @@chadmann2724 he did write the first game stop spreading misinformation

    • @chadmann2724
      @chadmann2724 Рік тому

      @@mrrobluxo2369 he had a team. If you think 1 was gold because he wrote it himself you are the one spreading democrat buzzwords.

    • @mrrobluxo2369
      @mrrobluxo2369 Рік тому +8

      @@chadmann2724 no need to unnecessarily bring politics into this u weirdo 🤣

  • @thebatmanofneo-gotham5667
    @thebatmanofneo-gotham5667 Рік тому +141

    As someone who's played TLOU Part 2 since its release, it always bugged me that people didn't understand Ellie's seething anger towards Joel. Her being so distant from him in the sequel is literally a direct response to him lying to her about other immune people like her and taking the choice of what to do with her life away from her. This is why she blew up on him that she should've died in that hospital and that her life would've mattered.
    Ellie is literally the victim of a circumstance that she didn't get to have a say in, and it's been eating her up from the inside since the ending of the first game. Part 1's ending clearly foreshadowed how Ellie would react to Joel's lie, and Part 2 capitalized on that very foreshadowing. Naughty Dog couldn't have been more obvious about this plot element if they tried their damn hardest.

    • @clarence2485
      @clarence2485 Рік тому +8

      True. I still think part 2 could’ve done some things better but that isn’t something I have a problem with

    • @onlychaosmatters
      @onlychaosmatters Рік тому +2

      Ellie is a pure cringe. Abby is miles ahead better character overall.

    • @thebatmanofneo-gotham5667
      @thebatmanofneo-gotham5667 Рік тому +5

      @@onlychaosmatters Eh. To each their own.

    • @onlychaosmatters
      @onlychaosmatters Рік тому

      @@thebatmanofneo-gotham5667 Yep, cringe people like cringe characters

    • @euclidesoliveira3034
      @euclidesoliveira3034 Рік тому +2

      @@onlychaosmatters this is actually a FAT FACT... but its a conversation people are not even remotly ready to have... 👀😂

  • @dalepr69
    @dalepr69 Рік тому +115

    My understanding of the game is that its not 'revenge is bad' its about forgiveness, not Ellie forgiving Abby but being able to forgive Joel. In their final cutscene together she said she didn't know if you could ever forgive him but she would try, after Joel was killed she went on an absolute rampage, travelling most of the way across America and killing hundreds of people all for someone who was already dead. Joel done what he done to actually save her, while Ellie was wiling to do everything she done in part 2 just to avenge him.... she finally understood why he did what he did to keep her alive, she finally forgave him.

    • @bug688
      @bug688 Рік тому +3

      My understanding of the game is that it's about the cyclical nature of hate and vengeance and how it eventually comes to destroy all. The main story is basically the embodiment of this idea: Joel kills Jerry (and all the Fireflies), Abby and her friends hunt him, Ellie and Tommy go after Abby's friends, Abby goes after Ellie and Tommy. The only way this cycle is sort of hindered is for somebody to eventually realise the futility of it all and just stop e.g. Abby sparing Ellie and Dina. But even that is not enough to end it all because one side is still ridden with the trauma of this cycle. It's only until both sides come to this realisation of the futility of the cycle and choose to forgive is when the cycle is broken.
      But what I love is that it's not just the main story that embodies this idea. We can see this idea prevalent in the WORLD of The Last Of Us Part 2. Look at the conflict between the WLF and the Scars - or Seraphites. It only took one act of violence to kickstart a war.
      Or look at the environmental storytelling through the notes we find scattered in the world. My favourite story from those notes is the story of Boris. Boris lost his daughter because she rebelled against the WLF and they retaliated and in turn he wanted vengeance. He does one of the most horrifying things we've seen from anyone in this world and drags all his former comrades into a spored garage so they can watch each other lose their minds all because they wouldn't support his mission of fighting the WLF. Then Ellie kills Boris after he turns into a stalker and picks up his bow to spill more WLF blood. It's so goddamn brilliant.
      But there are tons of other themes and ideas in this game like you mentioned the power of forgiveness. And it's so mindboggling how anyone can play this game and just take the surface level lesson of "revenge bad" because it's just so reductive. Anyways, it's a contender for my favourite game but I'm going to play red dead redemption 2 next week so that might change.

    • @Gamfluent
      @Gamfluent 5 місяців тому

      And yet in the end why was it it TLOU? Tlou was never about “muh revenge bad 🤓” it’s about family and how you can find hope in a apocalypse, no one liked tlou1 because of “muh revenge bad” people liked it because of Joel and Ellie’s relationship, and also people who say “Ellie didn’t forgive Abby” or “it isn’t about revenge” yes tf it is, Ellie by then legit kills everyone what’s stopping her from killing Abby (bad writing) it also would’ve been nice if Abby suffers more but in the end she legit loses nothing and gains a son, Ellie loses her father figure her uncle figure her gf her stepdaughter her ability to play Joel’s guitar, her community, the message isn’t “revenge is bad” the message is “revenge is only bad if you’re Ellie because apparently Abby can do it and not feel any repercussions”

    • @Gamfluent
      @Gamfluent 5 місяців тому

      @@bug688but how is it literally anything but dogshit? What do you mean “cynical nature of hate and vengeance” that’s RDR2 (peak btw) TLOU2 is legit just “how much can we demonize Joel and Ellie while bringing Abby up”
      Abby tortured Joel after he helped her all because her father was killed yet every player and Abby fails to realize Joel legit told the guy to leave when the surgeon pulled a scalpel and threatened Joel

    • @bug688
      @bug688 5 місяців тому

      @@Gamfluent cmon dude, I know you love Joel but "pulled a scalpel and threatened Joel" lmfao

    • @Gamfluent
      @Gamfluent 5 місяців тому

      @@bug688 threaten a soldier with a glass shard during war and you’ll still be shot

  • @johncorretjer4267
    @johncorretjer4267 Рік тому +19

    Also little detail I noticed is that Ellie’s hairstyle in LoU2 is very similar to Tess’s hairstyle

  • @slickstar96
    @slickstar96 Рік тому +42

    Ellie became the same exact person she grew to hate. She loved joel dearly but was left confused by his lie, breaking her trust with him.
    It makes even more sense when you realise she has never been loved like that before adding to her confusion thats why she goes on this long journey of revenge/closure and then is forced to confront those feelings during the abby fight because there is nothing beyond that...

  • @JustDen1_
    @JustDen1_ Рік тому +42

    Its really complicated, I think the writers did an amazing job. As the player, were feeling all these different emotions, sad, angry upset, confused, even playing as Abby we feel uncomfortable, fighting with Abby was uncomfortable and I think that's exactly what the writers wanted to portray. They wanted us to feel the way ellie feels, and how her revenge story wasn't a satisfying one based on how she and us as the player feel and I think that's so indept and really cool to portray your video game like that hence why I feel like that's why it got a lot of hate and stuff

    • @odemenaasaba2341
      @odemenaasaba2341 Рік тому +5

      In a lot of ways I see Abby's story as its own separate thing and it mirrors Ellie's story in different ways. While Ellie is falling into the cycle of revenge, Abby is trying to get out of it and she does this by finding purpose. This is exactly what Ellie needs; a sense of purpose and the motivation to be a better person in a world that is so unforgiving

  • @toughmilk
    @toughmilk Рік тому +21

    You hit the nail on the head with pinpointing how we as the player gradually learn the motivation of Ellie's actions and what state her relationship with Joel was before he died. By Ellie Day 3, I knew she had gone over the edge and lost herself in her quest when she chose to pursue Abby instead of going with Jesse to help Tommy. It really hurts to play as Ellie in TLOU part 2 and I think that brings into focus her growth by the end of the game (though I feel like she still is not done with her journey at that point).

    • @Ori_Kohav
      @Ori_Kohav Рік тому +2

      She’s clearly not done yet. She needs a redemption arc.

  • @7orotv3
    @7orotv3 Рік тому +46

    Seeing Ellie’s plummet into darkness was so sad to me. I missed her part 1 self so much in the sequel. But it showed how darkness can take anyone down to hell 😔

    • @PedroLucas-mg5je
      @PedroLucas-mg5je Рік тому +5

      She evolved from a naive and innocent girl to a traumatized and depressed woman playing, what Arthur Morgan would say, a "fool's game"!

  • @TheMarine316
    @TheMarine316 Рік тому +49

    Great video dude, Ellie is my favorite female protagonist in games, she definitely became the worst version of herself but by the end of part 2 I think she sees that herself & is going off to reclaim who she was, looking forward to seeing her journey in part 3.

  • @Rubi0o0
    @Rubi0o0 Рік тому +10

    Jesus christ it is so refreshing to see a well-thought out analysis of this game. I love the way you covered this!

  • @jasongrayson4945
    @jasongrayson4945 Рік тому +29

    You should do a video on Tommy as well once the Abby video is out. I think his arc in Part 2 is very interesting and really wish we got a DLC about his time in Seattle, intercut with flashbacks to he and Joel during the beginning years of the outbreak

    • @thethriftytypewriter
      @thethriftytypewriter  Рік тому +7

      I’ve been thinking about it and it would be a bit tough because compared to Joel,Ellie, and Abby, there’s actually very little about Tommy to actually cover. I could still do it but it would just be significantly shorter than the others 😂

    • @PedroLucas-mg5je
      @PedroLucas-mg5je Рік тому +1

      @@thethriftytypewriter I like to think of Tommy and Joel as like this:
      Tommy = Rick Grimes after the All Out War
      Joel = Shane Walsh during Season 2

  • @angla3383
    @angla3383 Рік тому +18

    I hope Ellie can heal and find happiness and something or someone to keep fighting for
    I’m my head she goes back to Jackson and helps raise jj 💔💔💔

  • @saircron3160
    @saircron3160 Рік тому +14

    Yeh Ellie's story arc is a real masterpiece.

  • @chaos1061
    @chaos1061 Рік тому +28

    Joel was selfish killing all those people and saving Ellie against her request , but he also cared about Ellie, over the game Joel slowly starts to see Ellie as a daughter and in part 2 after Joel died Ellies disappointment and anger towards Joel goes out the window and she gets overwhelmed with anger and and guilt for pushing away the only person left that truly cared for her and helped her live a life she has been missing is her young life

    • @Ares99999
      @Ares99999 Рік тому +5

      Except she would have preferred to give her life for something greater than herself. Joel took that away from her and then outright lied about it. So Joel was self-centered two times. One: taking away the choice that Ellie clearly would have made differently than he wanted and two: lying about it because he couldn't bear to have her hate him for it.
      Sure, Joel cared about Ellie (although there was a lot of projection involved), but her desires always were secondary to his own.

  • @lilliebobson3146
    @lilliebobson3146 Рік тому +8

    This is why I really love the story of the game. Its gut wrenching and doesnt pull any punches. The world they live is ruthless and not even kids are immune to hate and destruction. Joel lost his life due to his actions and ellie lost her relationship and fingers. I personally like stories that dont hold back to appease a whiny audience but stays true to the world in which it lives.

  • @unioneye1087
    @unioneye1087 Рік тому +7

    A theme of redemption/forgiveness revolving around Ellie and Abby would go hard ngl

  • @Joannathegirlgamer3
    @Joannathegirlgamer3 Рік тому +12

    " If she kills Abby, then she also becomes exactly like Joel, destroying the one thing in this world that Lev has left " Ellie never found out, as far as we know at least, that the exact reason as to why Abby killed Joel was because Joel killed her father. She thinks it all happened because Joel stopped the cure and now there isn't another chance. Still though she forgave Joel through it because she realised why Joel did what he did, which was because she was everything to him and wanted her to live and probably also because she felt bad for Lev being left alone like she feels now after Joel is gone and indeed doesn't want to become like Abby and also follow down Joel's road.

    • @DawnsHuntress
      @DawnsHuntress Рік тому +1

      Oooh that’s probably my only one critique of the game - the fact that Ellie never knew that Joel killed Abby’s father and was under the impression that it was because she was immune and he took that chance away. Though I’m sure Abby was able to figure out that Joel was important to Ellie due to her reaction to his death, there’s still the chance if Abby knowing if Joel was that father figure to Ellie. They both lost dads essentially and I wish that last part in Santa Barbara had a little more dialogue revolving around that common factor since they’re literally two sides to the same coin.
      But in hindsight, keeping Ellie in the dark about Abby’s true reason for killing Joel aligns with the theme of her immunity being wasted because of Joel’s actions and how she ends up forgiving him.

    • @Joannathegirlgamer3
      @Joannathegirlgamer3 Рік тому +1

      @@DawnsHuntress If there's actually a third game they'll hopefully clear these out. They maybe didn't do it so Ellie has more of a reason to get revenge for Joel since she wouldn't know the real reason behind his death

  • @ZombieKiller2019
    @ZombieKiller2019 Рік тому +12

    Wait, who thought that he saves her because she didn't give consent? That's laughable! She talked the ENTIRE game about how it is all supposed to mean something and she WANTED to make the journey. Joel only did it cuz she wanted him to take her there but when they got there he couldn't let her die even to save the world, he loves her like a daughter. She gave consent the entire game! Ooo I can't wait for this show!

    • @Ori_Kohav
      @Ori_Kohav Рік тому +7

      Yes, as laughable as it is, there are people who actually said that. Specifically those who put Joel on a pedestal, and are in denial of his flaws.

    • @onlychaosmatters
      @onlychaosmatters Рік тому +1

      @@Ori_Kohav Why is that his flaw? Let the kid to decide what it wants? How can Ellie make that decision as a child even if she consented? Meaning? To save all those animals they were fighting all the time? All this is pointed out in the ending of part 2 where tribes kill each other. This game shows what people really are. Still same animals who 200 000 years ago crushed ones skull for a piece of meat. Sacrificing for those is pointless. Joel knew that and concluded that life without those people you care about is not worth living. Ellie is in fact villain who refuse to accept the truth. That Joel made good decision.

    • @Ori_Kohav
      @Ori_Kohav Рік тому +2

      @@onlychaosmatters this kid has been through more than enough, and she was clearly old enough to make her own decisions. Also, most adults in her shoes would act the same way. Ellie was right to be upset after learning the truth about what Joel did, because his motives were undeniably selfish. All he really wanted was to be a daddy again, no matter who dies, and no matter how his new kid feels about it.

    • @onlychaosmatters
      @onlychaosmatters Рік тому +1

      @@Ori_Kohav So you would let your 14 year old decide to sacrifice herself? Undeveloped, optimistic and idealistic human? I think that there is a good reason why are parents legally responsible for the children under 18. (for the shake of argument I will ignore two things; 1) that vaccine was only probability, but her death was certain and 2) that it wouldn't matter much since the instability and suffering would continue anyway, clans vs clans, and so on..)
      Even if he was selfish that doesn't mean that he didn't do it also for her own shake. She is right to be mad at him the same way children are right to be mad at the parents for bringing them to dentist.

    • @Ori_Kohav
      @Ori_Kohav Рік тому +2

      @@onlychaosmatters so you would deny her of her rightful choice just because she’s not 18? even though she’s been through more than enough to make her own choices? Not to mention the fact that, again, most adults in her shoes would do the same, because it was for a good cause, and it meant everything to her. Doesn’t matter if she’s not 18. She’s clearly more in the right mind than Joel was, and has more than enough experience to understand consequences.
      and no, Joel didn’t do that for Ellie. He did that for himself. He knew how much this meant to her and why. That’s why he didn’t let her decide, and why he lied to her face. He pretty much treated her like a toddler.
      P. S.
      That old claim from your previous comment that other people are not worth saving is a typical excuse of Joel bias.

  • @Someguy_97
    @Someguy_97 Рік тому +3

    Neil Druckman once said “if the first game was about the love between these two characters, then part two is about hate.”
    I get what he was trying to get across but my take on part 2 would be if part 1 is about this growing love, then part 2 is a story about the cost of that love.
    Everything the characters go through in part 2 can be traced back to that key decision Joel made to save Ellie because of the love he had for her.

  • @christopherpeccorini9592
    @christopherpeccorini9592 Рік тому +4

    I used to be a total tlou2 hater, for the usual biased reasons the other haters have too. But then I actually PLAYED IT, and everything you said in this video is so true.

    • @thethriftytypewriter
      @thethriftytypewriter  Рік тому +4

      I was the same way. I let the internet decide my opinion on the game and then I actually played it. If you go into it with an open mind, willing to let yourself experience the story without preconceived notions, then I bet you 90% of the haters would actually like it:

  • @pixelatedowls
    @pixelatedowls Рік тому +1

    i started watching not too long ago with walking dead related videos, it makes so happy to see you covering more topics ESPECIALLY the last of us. it’s such a cinematic masterpiece with so many small details that can easily be missed. i’d love to see you cover tlou more with the show coming out soon!

  • @rob_patrick1
    @rob_patrick1 Рік тому +3

    I'm here to say something about the video length.. Idk about everyone else but I don't mind longer youtube videos like maybe 1 hour, especially delivered by you, Thrifty. You have such a nice voice, the kind that I don't mind listening to you while I'm doing something else, and you always deliver valid objective points, and your personal opinions in a sincere way, coupled with your narration speed and voice, just chef's kiss..

  • @ZombieKiller2019
    @ZombieKiller2019 Рік тому +7

    You nailed part 2 and the way I saw that too. Ellie doesn't want to be a killer and is tired of all the violence and revenge. In the end she let Abby go because Abby and lev reminded her of her and Joel. And they did have a similar experience where they traveledand killed and fought and bonded and became close. It was really a beautiful story of emotion and death and friendship and how people react if you don't live up to what's expected of you in some ways with Tommy getting passed at Ellie for not wanting to go after her again. And how will he react to Abby still being alive? Will Eillie tell him? Will she take a page out of Joel's book and lie about it to protect him? Ugh it'll be years before we see part 3!

  • @michaelt7852
    @michaelt7852 Рік тому +3

    I don't think the previous video was too long. You did a great job with the last one and this one. I enjoy your content a lot!

  • @d1nae
    @d1nae Рік тому +5

    i think a lot of people, all the ones who think she should have killed abby, despite literally playing ellie, didnt realize how cruel she had become and how it gradually impacted her.

    • @Ori_Kohav
      @Ori_Kohav Рік тому

      I think they do, but are in denial of it, because they put Joel on a pedestal

  • @channel45853
    @channel45853 Рік тому +6

    Saddest part is when she returns to see her family is gone. Rdr2 coming before where it shows the family being there and ready for John and that not happening in this game is an unintentional subversion that I like.

  • @darcybhaiwala7057
    @darcybhaiwala7057 Рік тому +2

    You hit the nail on the head - Ellie wants Joel to be lying so that her life could mean something, and wants Joel to be telling the truth so their relationship could mean something. It frames her resentment towards him AND her revenge quest for him as a perfect messy paradox, mirroring the journey of Joel discovering his own life's meaning and journey to selflessness in Part I (coming to complete fruition in his scenes in Part II). Joel's life meant something again when he found a daughter in Ellie. Ellie thought her life would mean something again if she avenged Joel, but the problem is she hasn't adequately addressed her resentment towards him yet. (I think the order of when the flashbacks come to her represent her coming to terms with her resentment and forgiveness, but I don't think this transformation is complete, even with that final cutscene.)
    If there is a Part III it should address how Ellie chooses to address the past, letting go? Embracing it? Atoning for it? Forgiving it? Or even darker: in forgiving Joel did Ellie learn the wrong lessons from him?

  • @jimmygangster4453
    @jimmygangster4453 Рік тому

    This is my first time watching one of your videos; you have no idea how surprised I was to see the golden time travel sphere from DARK in your intro and outro!

  • @frythatchick78
    @frythatchick78 Рік тому

    I loveeeeed your video essay on this! Thank you !!! This game is so much deeper than what most players were able to take away from it. You hit all the points on the nose!!

  • @Maxb0-__-
    @Maxb0-__- Рік тому +11

    The amount of copium on some people over the clear flaws/bad decisions of a character they like is crazy but i you do make really good analysis videos, big ups

    • @jamesloucks2562
      @jamesloucks2562 Рік тому +2

      The word you want is *cognitive dissonance*
      "Abby is Evil because she does such violent things, but every violent thing Ellie does is justified....cause fuck Abby"
      It's honestly sad to watch.

  • @williamfernandez1022
    @williamfernandez1022 Рік тому

    Loved the video man!

  • @aeh5109
    @aeh5109 Рік тому +6

    Ellie is my favorite character of all times.

  • @jonl13
    @jonl13 Рік тому +5

    People were mad at Joel’s death because they’re used to Hollywood giving beloved father figures Gandalf/Last Samurai-ish final stands before dying (though not a father see how people responded to Luke Skywalker’s death).
    Let’s not glorify it either: Joel’s death sentence was set after the ending of part 1.
    You could argue he wouldn’t have let his guard down in front of strangers but he had 4+ years of a peaceful town life at Jackson by that point.
    Even if you un-Tarantino it and go chronological the game wouldn’t work pacing wise with all the flashbacks up front. You needed that out the gate to set drive and the flashbacks to fill the gaps and give comfort during the ongoing struggles and horrors of Seattle.

    • @yazzieyaz740
      @yazzieyaz740 Рік тому +1

      Exactly , they wanted too much , like emotional music playing in the background , Joel makes a heroic sacrifice , him having his last words , and goin out like a badass . I felt this was more realistic approach and it matched up with the games story , his fate was sealed after saving Ellie , his actions had consequences.

    • @Ori_Kohav
      @Ori_Kohav Місяць тому

      Let’s not forget that Joel and Tommy were chased by a horde of infected in a blizzard. Going with Abby’s group was literally their only choice, otherwise they’d both be dead, or worse

  • @alexwilliams2276
    @alexwilliams2276 Рік тому +11

    I guess it depends on your interpretation of the ending. I saw the ending as Joel giving her hope into her life. Never personally thought that Ellie for a second believed in Joel. I believe she didn’t want to lose him, or be alone and went with the lie even though she knew there was something more to what he was saying.
    The Fireflies aren’t innocent either because of their mantra. They are better than FEDRA, but as Part 2 showed their once followers became part of the WLF. And it’s not hard to see why. The reformation of the Fireflies is promising though.
    Many feel that the flashbacks should be Part 2 due to the pacing of the Last of Us. We learn of Abby though these flashbacks and as once comentar explains Abby then kills him in Part 3.

    • @IronheartvsMiles
      @IronheartvsMiles Рік тому

      Joel is selfish, ellie wanted her life tomean something. Riley would have die for nothing if ellie didnt do anything to help people, joel took that from her

  • @MeMelon
    @MeMelon Рік тому +8

    What a fantastic video dude. I'm writing a video about Part 2 and have been watching other peoples thoughts on the story and characters and man your writing is really smooth and thorough

  • @Erftan57
    @Erftan57 Рік тому +1

    I knew I recognized your intro music. It's the round change sound for Dead of the Night in Black Ops 4 zombies. Love that it's getting used, just found your channel too

    • @thethriftytypewriter
      @thethriftytypewriter  Рік тому +1

      I’m always surprised at the amount of people who recognize it. From what I gathered people hated that map yet everyone who recognizes it says they love it 😂 welcome to the channel!

  • @joelpatricklota5989
    @joelpatricklota5989 Рік тому +5

    Tlou 2 is a very unique story that not all the main character deserve a happy ending, tlou 2 leave you with a broken heart with emotional trauma even me i cant move on

  • @rrice3142
    @rrice3142 Рік тому

    Great video. Thanks !

  • @dckaroundylan
    @dckaroundylan Рік тому +2

    yo man this video changed my perspective entirely on part 2 i recently played it finally after putting it off after how distraught i was about abby killing joel and we having to play as her it made me never even want to play it but now i’ve been thinking about it and actually playing the game plus this video it’s really help me see what they were doing with this and makes me love the series even more

  • @ALPHAX336
    @ALPHAX336 Рік тому

    Fantastic video!

  • @urlittlewindmill6162
    @urlittlewindmill6162 Рік тому

    Loved this so much!

  • @olekcholewa8171
    @olekcholewa8171 Рік тому

    I found your channel and i just finished watching the video about the Conjuring universe (my favourite horror franchise) and then bro drops this (The last of us is my favourite game). I see you're a man of culture my friend, you have earned a new subscriber.

  • @nikolasbelus5262
    @nikolasbelus5262 Рік тому

    Again Amazing keep doing this type of videos

  • @XBlaqKrowX
    @XBlaqKrowX Рік тому

    Very good video, looking forward to future last of us breakdown videos if you happen to make more in the future

  • @amayzinrayzin8783
    @amayzinrayzin8783 Рік тому

    I really enjoy the content you put out you have covered a lot of topics I and Many people enjoy I can't wait for more man keep it up great stuff here

  • @theoutsiderjess4869
    @theoutsiderjess4869 Рік тому +3

    what I like about the end of the Last of us 2 is when Ellie lost her fingers she lost her final connections to Joel as she couldn't play the guitar anymore. To me that felt like she can finally get a fresh start yeah she lost everything including herself for a while but now it feels like she can finally breathe and move on and quite possibly get her family back. Maybe Dina doesn't take her back but maybe she does and Ellie can finally be the parent she wanted to be at the end of the game

  • @RealKame
    @RealKame Рік тому

    Awesome video bro

  • @rikorobinson
    @rikorobinson Рік тому +4

    I agree about Joel's motivations. He knew that if they woke her up and gave her a choice, she'd choose to give up her own life. But it's still abundantly clear that they were NOT giving her that choice. So I think the ending is a little more complicated than you think, as well. I don't think it's so one sided. I think Joel and the Fireflies are both meant to seem selfish and wrong.

    • @jemazondo9331
      @jemazondo9331 Рік тому +2

      What would be the point of getting Ellie's consent? The fate of the human race was on the line. They believed they had the cure to save humanity in their hands. What if she said no? What then?
      "Welp, she said no guys. I guess we're doomed. Nothing we can do."

    • @rikorobinson
      @rikorobinson Рік тому +2

      @@jemazondo9331 Hey, Jemazondo. Hope you're doing well. That's the conversation the game is creating. It's quite obviously the Trolly Problem. Personally, I couldn't do it. I think she's the only person allowed to decide to give up her life. So we differ there.

    • @crazyinsane500
      @crazyinsane500 Рік тому

      @@jemazondo9331 If a cure was so important, why didn't they notify FEDRA about her?
      FEDRA had orphanages, a logistic infrastructure to distribute supplies, and infection scanners. Not only could they research it, they could distribute a cure.
      The Fireflies had people in doctor costumes in a dirty lab looking to kill the golden goose.

  • @sirusbertram4188
    @sirusbertram4188 Рік тому

    Very great video, great commentary content creator

  • @mikailjungling5346
    @mikailjungling5346 Рік тому

    You just earned a new subscriber - 100%

  • @nickymo
    @nickymo Рік тому +3

    Never considered how shitty it is no matter which truth Ellie finds, neither is one she wants to confront. Either Joel was right and she can’t save the world, or he murdered all those people and lied to her.

  • @theunskilledshinigami7623
    @theunskilledshinigami7623 5 місяців тому +5

    I'm still waiting for that Abby video.

  • @ScenariosOfDrea
    @ScenariosOfDrea Рік тому

    love it and the premier was amazing

  • @RatedRLoquender
    @RatedRLoquender Рік тому +2

    I liked that TLOU2 went in a AoT S4 direction where you actions have consequences and you have to experience those consequences from the other side of the coin.

  • @brandonsantiago2298
    @brandonsantiago2298 Рік тому

    I’m seriously loving your channel man. Try to do a character analysis for Lee, Kenny and Clementine of telltales the walking dead

  • @wodidos
    @wodidos Рік тому +2

    Two things can be true at once my friend. It’s possible that it’s true that joe acted selfishly saving ellie, while at the same time it is true that they never did get consent from ellie und could not even ethically get consent from a 14 (!) year old to let herself get killed.

  • @bronmill33
    @bronmill33 Рік тому +6

    Its such a great example of how the actions and trauma of the older generation pass down to the next. Although Joel did everything for her, his decisions and influence played a huge influence on Ellie’s downfall throughout part 2. Hopefully in part 3, Ellie can overcome her trauma, loss and guilt and take to heart the good things Joel passed down to her while learning to deal with the results of his actions

  • @Ori_Kohav
    @Ori_Kohav Рік тому

    Your analysis is very accurate, other than the one thing I pointed out in my other comment.
    How about analyzing characters from Ghost of Tsushima?
    Even the non-playable characters there have a lot of story for them, specifically Jin’s allies, my personal favorite of them being Norio.
    It’s also worth noting that it had a very good impact in actual Tsushima, as fans of the game donated a lot to a fundraiser made by one of the priests to rebuild a monument in Tsushima that was destroyed by a typhoon.

  • @herndonhimself2567
    @herndonhimself2567 Рік тому +4

    your Last of Us videos bring me such joy, i think both games are practically flawless beginning to end and I believe i have found someone who agrees with all my points. Please keep up with any more last of us videos, maybe even one on Abby? might get the haters away from the channel 😂

    • @Ori_Kohav
      @Ori_Kohav Рік тому +1

      Hopefully 😅
      Though there are multiple characters that are worth expanding on in this series, including those that are already dead. Owen, Jesse, and a few from the side stories in the scattered notes, like Boris.

  • @melanievigueria
    @melanievigueria Рік тому

    lbh you have nuanced thoughts that's what ruffles people's feathers, it's not all black and white and you know it and you express it beatifully in your videos!

  • @1kbmahan
    @1kbmahan Рік тому +8

    Imagine being just mad at a game after 3 years

  • @alteredstates3316
    @alteredstates3316 Рік тому +1

    Love the videos dude! Is there a chance that we could get one exploring Abby next? Or at least exploring the parallels between her and Ellie's arcs.
    Edit: didn't finish the video before commenting lol whoops. Can't wait for that Abby video!

  • @MCChibby
    @MCChibby Рік тому +2

    I think its problematic to say that because she says much later that she would have been ok dying that the fireflys were ok to kill her without informed consent. The fact that they were going to murder her rather than risk her saying no makes them as bad as or even worse than Joel.

  • @ciaranclark8312
    @ciaranclark8312 Рік тому +3

    I agreed with everything said in this video. This is what I’ve been saying since it came out. You get it man

  • @bcfcjames1875
    @bcfcjames1875 Рік тому +1

    To me TLOU is about the things we humans are capable of doing to survive and the depth of emotion we experience from our joy and pain.
    The first game is about love and the power of that emotion to override everything else. the way that Joel will do whatever it takes to keep Ellie from harm even if his actions at the end of the game seem morally dubious. He lost one daughter to this world he’s not about to let it happen again.
    The second game is about hate and obsession. The lengths we would go to hurt someone who had killed/hurt someone we love, but also the toll that mowing down anyone who stood in our way would take on us. This is how Ellie begins to lose herself. Blinded by pain and grief oblivious to the lives she is destroying and the danger she is putting her friends in.
    Both games are amongst the finest narrative story telling in any form of media.

  • @mahega128
    @mahega128 Рік тому +3

    Nothing wrong with the recap imo. For example I liked how in the Joel video you would describe little moments throughout the story that would reinforce your analysis on Joel’s character; like how he was slightly peeved when Bill would smacktalk Ellie as one example. Also makes the video longer to sit down and relax. That’s just my take 👍

  • @mikailjungling5346
    @mikailjungling5346 Рік тому

    Love your little obi wan quote

  • @Animorpha1
    @Animorpha1 Рік тому +1

    That’s what death is…it happens when you don’t want it to. It changes you to a extreme sense.

  • @justcurious..3580
    @justcurious..3580 Рік тому +1

    This is one of the only game that I enjoyed replaying it at least four times..✌️

  • @gayaf22
    @gayaf22 9 місяців тому +4

    Still waiting for you to release the Abby breakdown video😞

  • @Ori_Kohav
    @Ori_Kohav Рік тому +1

    9:52 - actually, it seems more like Nora DIDN’T give Abby up, and that Ellie got the info by either interrogating or overhearing the other soldiers (who were already searching for Abby, and they knew she was involved with Owen, and that he lived in that aquarium for years). For one thing, Ellie feeling horrified can very well be from interrogating someone and getting nothing from it, as we see that same horror on her after she kills Owen and Mel. Another factor is where Abby *actually* was at the time, at least to Nora’s knowledge (in that same hospital, not the aquarium). We also know Ellie has a reason to lie to Dina and Jesse about it (to keep them from getting cold feet, since Dina already tried to reason about it a day before).
    P. S.
    A lot of people insist that this theory is factually false, and that Nora did give Abby up, but since we don’t actually see the full interrogation, we don’t know what ACTUALLY happened there, we don’t see any proof of that, and it honestly made more sense that something else got her to the aquarium.

  • @LunaBeth97
    @LunaBeth97 Рік тому +1

    Just found this channel through your walking dead video😂 But this video made me change my mind about the game. I was fully expecting the game to start with Joel's death and that the game would be about Ellie dealing with the results. However, spending so much time with what's her name made me think we were going to get a story with the conclusion of tentative forgiveness since we grew to be fully aware of the impact of our actions and had empathy for the other female. I thought that through Ellie biting her during the big fight, they'd find some sort of cure/ preventative measure that wasn't perfect but was something that forced them to need to work together and that would be the conclusion. I'm not necessarily mad about what we got as I have come around to understanding character motivations. But it doesn't help that I've experienced a lot of shit irl and have PTSD from it so I'd view it as regressing if I chose to give up a more peaceful existence for revenge especially when the revenge is so pitiful in the end. Like I understand that it sucks having an uncertainty out there that has directly caused you a lot of pain but you can't control everything and sometimes you have to just focus on moving on for your own wellbeing.

  • @UnderscoreAd
    @UnderscoreAd Рік тому +1

    Reading these comments you can really feel the love for the video game series. I have only played the second one once mainly for the fact that you play as Abby for 10-15 hours. I almost didn’t finish it because to me it felt way too long. Still one of the greatest stories though. Watching this video (and as time goes on) it really makes me want to play it again. I just finished part 1 grounded not too long ago and I think it’s time for me to embark on part 2 grounded

    • @sayo2409
      @sayo2409 Рік тому +1

      Part 1 is wayyyyyyyy harder on grounded so u got this.

    • @Ori_Kohav
      @Ori_Kohav Рік тому +1

      I already finished grounded mode in part 2. Brief summary:
      The hardest parts of it were the defend-your-position encounters as Abby. Once you’re past those, you’re pretty much set.
      The rat king fight may be the hardest on other difficulties, but it doesn’t spike too much on grounded.
      Also, in the Santa Barbara part, releasing the chained up infected made the final 2 rattler encounters much easier than I expected, since those 2 infected I released were clickers. They did almost all the job for me 😅

  • @storiesbybrittney
    @storiesbybrittney Рік тому +2

    Joel is a bad/selfish guy who does good things. He's one of my favorite characters across all media, but he IS a bad guy. He literally says so a few times IN the game lol. And the tragedy of LOU2 was not his death, that should've/could've happened at any point in time by one of the MANY familes/groups he's hurt over the 20+ yrs he's been doing his thing. It was that Ellie BECAME Joel in Seatle. Everystep she took right down to torturing, killing without mercy, getting friends killed, and killing innocent ppl is exactly like him. Ellie rose above Joel (in terms of merit) when she stopped the fight with Abby and allowed her and Lev to leave. She did something Joel would never do.
    How ppl can defend Joel with a straight face is beyond me (don't get me wrong, if it was my kid I would have done the same thing) but other than saving Ellie for his selfish reasons, he's a fucked up dude you can empathize with . That's the whole point lol

  • @A-MANANALYZES
    @A-MANANALYZES Рік тому +3

    Dumb people still saying ellie's motivation was not clear

  • @Jarino507
    @Jarino507 Рік тому +1

    The creators explicitly said the cure would have worked.
    Also thank you for this. I'm sick of butthurt people hating on part 2.

  • @pro_154
    @pro_154 Рік тому +9

    Joel wanted a second chance to save his daughter, and he took it at the cost of Ellie's dream. Crazy how people can politicize that fact.
    Ellie learned from Joel very, very well, and picked up on the rage, shame and mistakes that Joel made up until his death. Dina and Tommy ironically were everything Joel wanted. His wife, child and brother, and Ellie walked away from it.

  • @RealKame
    @RealKame Рік тому +1

    The title had me thinking it's an interesting title it's like wow

  • @HomelanderHL2
    @HomelanderHL2 Рік тому +2

    Ellie is a great and strong character despite what happened the second part of the franchise. He lost everything to the point that revenge is no longer enough. I have ups and downs towards the entire franchise but Ellie still stands out.

  • @stanleylee3329
    @stanleylee3329 Рік тому

    Ellie went down the path that Joel went down in the decades before the first game, and Abby was going down leading up to the second and it was so tough to see. She begins the first game as so full of light and unlike what some fans think ND never forget that-but she isn’t that person anymore. She grew up, her reason for existing and her life’s purpose had been taken from her by her father of all people, and that father’s life is taken in front of her eyes. I think the interesting thing about Ellie in this game is when you started to say “it’s enough, go home.” The same thing I personally said when Joel was going to rescue Ellie and what Owen told Abby, I started thinking to Ellie when Dina got sick. It was obvious that Dina couldn’t go on this journey while dealing with morning sickness and her health should’ve been number one. But it wasn’t. And then saving Tommy should’ve been the priority but again, it wasn’t. Throughout this game at nearly every turn she takes the decision to delve further and further into the abyss and give into her hatred. But some people don’t feel the need to turn back even when she leaves her peaceful life with Dina for another chance at vengeance. Some people’s first time saying “wait no, don’t do this” is when Ellie lets Abby go and that’s what makes her character and the games in general so compelling. As far as she goes, as much as she forsakes for her goal, as much humanity she loses, you understand why she’s doing it. Hopefully there’s a second game though, because this game was so fucking depressing

  • @maytalacedo2942
    @maytalacedo2942 Рік тому

    It does makes me excited on in the TV series if season 2 happened I want to see her character progression of this while hard to watch but to see her grow.

  • @iliasVoolgaris
    @iliasVoolgaris Рік тому +1

    I hate that she left the guitar behind. Joel's last gift to her, i understand "starting anew" but not by forgetting about her father completely

  • @benmoutela4348
    @benmoutela4348 Рік тому +1

    I'm not sure if the anyone noticed this but in Ellie and Abby's first fight Ellie bites Abby. So I'm not sure if Abby is also immune or the devs overlooked the fact that Ellie is immune but still infected so her biting Abby should have infected Abby as well just like in the first game when Ellie fights David and bites him then tells him that now he's infected too.

  • @FiAt1Le
    @FiAt1Le 2 дні тому

    Wrong, she didn't have time to consent because they simply didn't ask for her consent. And playing the game recently, she told to Joel that they will leave the place together and go where they want. She gave him split signs of her truly intentions. In the end, Joel realizes his mistake and lies to her, which was obviously wrong.

  • @drtoothpickman
    @drtoothpickman Рік тому +1

    I played all of TLOU2 and despise the story, but I understand why people like you like the game and I appreciate this kind of analysis. Excited for your videos about the show

    • @thethriftytypewriter
      @thethriftytypewriter  Рік тому +8

      See this is all people have to do 😂 you don’t like the game, I do, those are our differing opinions and we can 🤝 with respect to each other. But not how the internet works I suppose 😂 appreciate your comment!

    • @drtoothpickman
      @drtoothpickman Рік тому +2

      @@thethriftytypewriterikr!i t’s a shame what we’ve turned into as a community😂😂but seriously I love your videos TWD and TLOU bro so please keep creating!

    • @thethriftytypewriter
      @thethriftytypewriter  Рік тому +3

      @@drtoothpickman thank you very much! I certainly will!

  • @docroy4317
    @docroy4317 Рік тому

    watch out UA-cam, he’s gonna be the next big channel frfr 🔥

  • @matthewct8167
    @matthewct8167 Рік тому +1

    The fire flies aren’t that much better because they really did not give Ellie a choice, even though she most likely would have consented.

  • @user-qt1nu1fg3t
    @user-qt1nu1fg3t 3 місяці тому +1

    Ellie is a dark protagonist, and in all reality, Abby isn't nearly as bad as she is through out TLOU2

  • @MakiMadara
    @MakiMadara Рік тому

    W video as always

  • @sea_buggy
    @sea_buggy 11 місяців тому

    11:01 wait there’s an actual flashback in the game of her thinking of joel when abby gets lev???? i need to replay

  • @RelaxedKoi
    @RelaxedKoi Рік тому +1

    Thankfully this video exists so for anyone who bitches about the 2nd part. this explains why the story turned out the way it did. It’s human and raw.

  • @stonecoldranblesfan862
    @stonecoldranblesfan862 Рік тому +2

    The world was a lot safer when Ellie wasn’t alone

  • @cinespov
    @cinespov Рік тому

    Hey ik this isn’t a cloverfield video, but I think “Sweetheart” a Horror/Thriller directed by joe roth is definitely part of the paradox or whatever you call it if you haven’t watched it I highly recommend. 🙏😭

  • @RealKame
    @RealKame Рік тому

    The thumbnail reminds me of like a Pokemon evolution

  • @saintturbo12
    @saintturbo12 Рік тому

    This shi wild. I jus watched the Joel video. Now I’m on this one. And for a review for the upcoming show, man I hope they get it right. 🍃

    • @thethriftytypewriter
      @thethriftytypewriter  Рік тому

      Unfortunately I wasn’t given an advance screening like a lot of people so the review will be after all episodes come out 😓

  • @denimchicken887
    @denimchicken887 Рік тому +1

    ellie had no right to be made about Joel saving her, if she wanted to die she should have went with Tommy she pushed Joel into dropping that last wall and love her as his own. she can be mad at him for lying to her but not saving her. anyone that says he should have let her die doesn't understand what it is to be a parent, there is literally nothing that can convince you to let your babies life be taken on an off chance. furthermore her life did have meaning she saved Joel.

  • @300Spartan03
    @300Spartan03 Рік тому

    I would love to see Part 3 focus on Tommy and see more of his story, they could possibly show some of the nightmares that Tommy said he'd been having from their past days. It'd be interesting

    • @thethriftytypewriter
      @thethriftytypewriter  Рік тому +1

      Some flashbacks would be great if they could work it into the overall story. If Tommy wasn’t hurt I’d say he would be a great second playable character for a part 3.

    • @Ori_Kohav
      @Ori_Kohav 6 місяців тому

      @@thethriftytypewriter late comment, but I just thought of Maria, Tommy’s now ex wife. She already seemed badass enough in the first game, and I think giving her more moments would be great, especially with flashbacks that would shed some light on her relationship with Tommy, since I have a feeling that their break-up wasn’t as peaceful as he claims.