I’m 39 spent half my life in max sec prison , heavily involved with the prison gang life , drugs alcohol etc . Just now making all the changes needed to keep my family (it’s been a slow long path back) and regain my health . This is just so motivating!!!! Simply fantastic
Glad you turned corners and on the way up. I worked with my family selling property, using cocaine most weekends and with some people met socially through work. Dad found out and sacked me, set up on my own by new business partner got bought out and I didn't carry on. Arrested for a few frauds and money laundering, crack, heroin. Ten years later, not had a proper job in 10 years and still messing with heroin. Hate my life!!
This man is amazing. So much respect. Every sentence is on the point. This doc. should be send out on every high school. These are the most important lessons, we unfortunately don’t get taught.
It is not taught for a reason. People in power don't want the masses to tap into massive potential. Humanity would be so powerful that the top societies which dominate (builderberg, committee 300, bohemian grove, etc) & control could not do it.
I've literally watched this 100 times, especially lately. Its so on point, i try and listen every day to certain points, 17:00 and start are extremely powerful
Meeting my biological mother who left town one day on me and my brother 46 years ago due to unhealthy drug and alcohol addiction. Wow, seeing her in 2 hours... why this showed up in my feed today. Perhaps this will help. Love this video! Thank you Rich and Tom
Rich - you are a true inspiration to me. I’ve been following you for over 4 years now and you have transformed my life in more ways than you will ever know. Thank you.
Successful people don't become that way overnight. What most people see at a glance-wealth, a great career, purpose-is the result of hard work and hustle over time.
@@tianalucas8147 People come here with the aim of chasing money more than knowledge and that will damage your progress, trust me. Chase knowledge first and I promise! The money will follow you just like it's following some of us now.
@@henrycarl8097 That's very correct And that is why most of them end up losing they money don't be in a haste to invest. Know what and who you are investing to and be sure that the person will deliver before I n v e s t I n g. Learn and get the knowledge first before investing..
@@sabrinaslime4493 Investment is the quickest path to financial freedom, the rich stays rich by spending like the poor yet investing! While the poor stays poor by spending like the rich yet not investing.
Truly Inspirational video. I'm well into my sports as a form of meditation so really connected with his story. Never heard of Rich Roll before but will follow his story from now on. Thanks
Absolutely love this guy. Huge inspiration and he’s so humble. I can totally relate to a lot of it and am in the process of changing my health and fitness. I had that moment of clarity and knew I needed to change, now I am. Lost 12 kg already and am doing more exercise.. Thanks for posting and thank you Rich…
Self awareness is fundamental to understanding your purpose in life. It's about being prepared to accept and embrace those moments when you have the opportunity to take advantage to follow that purpose. Great video
This video hits hard.. very relatable looking back now.. im 33 and quit drinking a year and a half ago and is the best descision ive ever made.. and like rich says its about making a descision! And thats final! Everything he said hit so hard with my story .. Thanks for this great video God Bless 🙏
the human mind and body is capable of so much more than we think, Rich roll your truly inspirational i have read your book wow what a journey,keep up the great work
You are great.What you gone through and did to raise your standards are just extraordinary.You came to realise that life is not how it comes but its about discipline actions and push up.Thanks a lot..you made it and showing others Its never the end as long as You have the will power and no giving up attitude...
I don't know how I got here but I'm glad thank you...this is but now WAS my life ..I could never find anyone to relate to what I'm going thru... Then I started looking for inspirational motivation only why I clicked on here I don't know....but it do let me know I'm on the right path and it's NEVER TOO LATE...THANK YOU
"I spent half my life in a bottle or a pipe, now that past is done, ime ready despite. The hell i was in, now i am free, sober 15 years, now i see me" E.C
I've been following you for the past few months as I continually search for inspiring like-minded people. This particular podcast just lit me up hearing your rise from dysfunction and addiction to extreme wellness. I have 2 teenage boys I constantly draw in to model good daily habits. You are a tremendous role model. Thank you
Thank you for sharing with us your story , there are many people out there who need to here this , we are insecure of many things, we let them break us again and again, I am so thankful for sharing with us again , I will work on myself
Very eloquent speaker ... I liked his idea on pushing yourself and accept pain ... I know this because I run pro amazing video ... I put it as my top 10 videos that i have ever watched
Am right there. Am making my way back up the elevator. 47 yrs old. SO many problems. Poverty beyond most people's imagination, health problems and so on. I want to get better. I have been asking for help for a long time but have not found it. Gave up on other people ling before they gave up on me. My own mother asked me where she had gone wrong with me. It broke my heart. We have hardly spoken since and she doesn't even have a ckue how badly that hurt. I have worked really really hard yet have no results to show for it. I do not know how to get out of my financial problem. I admit that. I am open to help. I like the video, but it's just another video that is motivational but I still need to find my own path. Nobody can tell me what that is. I need to make money, but most jobs make me feel like I'm dying inside and my autoimmune problems mean that for entire life, just walking has been painful. I struggled from a young age with bronchitis, and asthma It is very tough man. I wish I could tell you that the video had given me an idea of what I need to do. It is good to know that someone has found a way out. I have no idea how to solve this. I tried all my life and now I am nearly 50. I will keep searching dude. I have no home, no job, no pension, not even a state pension because I was so sick for most of my life, yetam not eligible for any state aid at all and no vehicle. Yet I have worked so hard that I burned out at 28,and then again at 33 and again at 42 and I have spent last five years trying to find an answer inside me because I no longer believe that action or external effort will help, it will just leave me unable to get out of bed for a few years again. I am very clear that I need to know what action I should take and go slow and steady. I was a consultant to large publishing companies, then a brand strategy consultant. My clients did well. Then I tried to ditch all that, moved to a foriwgn country, learned another language and found myself working with sick people as a healer and body worker and brought other people back from serious illnesses and accident. There was an article in a local paper about me and how I got a guy with a broken back to win a semi-pro golf competition within one year of an accident that left him with titanium plates in his back, smashed ribs, punctured lung and a whole host of other issues,in another case a woman with anemia followed my dietary program and was off iron supplements within 4 weeks, her Dr asked to neet me and ask how. I did it because I wanted them all to get better, I never thought of myself, I left the self serving me behind with the branding/marketing career ling before. I put my faith in God and set about helping others. I never made enough to put a deposit on a home though. I have no children...I always felt I must solve this first. I am desperate to find a new approach and have started a gradual stepping up with bramachayra(semen retention), quitting alcohol, (I was not a big drinker, but nevertheless, I am going all in because I have no better ideas). Almost stopped coffee, occasionally I have a weak one in the morning. I began to chant OM to help build nitrous oxide, and CO2 reserves, I started consiounsess breathing to (see WIM HOF), just started a little cold water therapy...just gently to start. Its cold in winter with no heating but I am considering going to raw veganism as well because I need every chance I can get. Am still penniless and feel deeply worthless. I got married three years ago in Colombia My wife is wondering what she has got herself into with me, I can tell when she looks at me. I die of shame when she asks me how my search for an income is going because I have nothing and no real prospect of solving it. Nevertheless I am determined to do everything I can think of to be better. Ideas welcome. I have some serious talents, yet I live with no idea of how to make them pay...not that I haven't nearly killed myself trying. I used to think I could do it. People would say 'your time will come'. I looked for the break. I am 47. It never came and although I am not really a quitter, there is only so much I can take and now it is affecting my wife too. I have not quit. However,I do not have any sense that outward action, planning or commitment can help. I have tried so hard,so many times that I have come to accept that I am not wanted by this world and have recently often considered ending my life. I have prepared my documents to send my body home so that it will be easier for my wife, saved enough for the cheapest cremation possible and have determined the method. I called various suicide help lines. They would not talk to me. The Samaritans would only talk to me if I was based in the UK and another suicide line said that they only talk to people under 45! So they affirmed that my life is not worth saving and that kinda confirms it when when suicide councellers refuse help based on being in the wrong place or time. I tend to agree with them. I really do not have any other options. Your video says ask for help. What denied repeatedly? I don't even know why I bothered to write this, because it will likely attract ridicule or derision from trolls and not much else. Still,I cling on in case help actually arrives one day or crack the code somehow. Shit. Sorry about this downer people. I wish I was not like this. But I am.
@@sebastiankloiber5842 Appreciate that man. I am back from the edge. Suicidal thoughts subsided. Still no idea how to solve it, but feeling a little better.
@@sebastiankloiber5842 I found that doing breathwork, a detox, semen retention and some meditation is helping a lot. I am feeling a little more optimistic, started feeling like working out again, am now looking for a job that is inspiring to me, no matter how much it pays. I wish you well. The light is still there, even if you can't see it right now.
At age 17 I went to prison for robbery, never went to college, I was a drug addict, I never had many friends but I'm happy to be in business and still chasing my dreams, it's it's so surreal seeing everything around me change,,
I’m 39 spent half my life in max sec prison , heavily involved with the prison gang life , drugs alcohol etc . Just now making all the changes needed to keep my family (it’s been a slow long path back) and regain my health . This is just so motivating!!!! Simply fantastic
Proud of you
Idrees Gafar thank you
May all the powers with you 👍🏼🤍
Glad you turned corners and on the way up. I worked with my family selling property, using cocaine most weekends and with some people met socially through work. Dad found out and sacked me, set up on my own by new business partner got bought out and I didn't carry on. Arrested for a few frauds and money laundering, crack, heroin. Ten years later, not had a proper job in 10 years and still messing with heroin.
Hate my life!!
Hope this worked out for you man, we all deserve a second chance.
“when the mind is controlled and spirit aligned with purpose, the body is capable of so much more than we realize.”
― Rich Roll
MulliganBrothers you guys spelt failure wrong, y’all forgot the “L” .
REAL NIGGAZ EAT ASS
Everytime I feel broken inside, I come to watch this video once again.
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Same!!!!
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Hello I don't think if we know each other I saw your Instagram profile in a list of suggested friends and I added you do an unknown request bother you
I do too, a lot here lately
Thank you Tom for not interrupting rich roll with questions. His talk is so engaging that questions would have broken the trance.
Spot on Ms Jess👌🏾
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Hello I don't think if we know each other I saw your Instagram profile in a list of suggested friends and I added you do an unknown request bother you
Tom is a great interviewer. Listening is one of his hallmarks and he is not afraid to ask difficult questions.
This man is amazing. So much respect. Every sentence is on the point. This doc. should be send out on every high school. These are the most important lessons, we unfortunately don’t get taught.
I'm inspired, thank you Rich.
These are all principles of a 12 step program, believe it or not.
I click like , to change 69 into 70
It is not taught for a reason. People in power don't want the masses to tap into massive potential. Humanity would be so powerful that the top societies which dominate (builderberg, committee 300, bohemian grove, etc) & control could not do it.
I've literally watched this 100 times, especially lately. Its so on point, i try and listen every day to certain points, 17:00 and start are extremely powerful
Meeting my biological mother who left town one day on me and my brother 46 years ago due to unhealthy drug and alcohol addiction. Wow, seeing her in 2 hours... why this showed up in my feed today. Perhaps this will help. Love this video! Thank you Rich and Tom
Hello 👋
Hello I don't think if we know each other I saw your Instagram profile in a list of suggested friends and I added you do an unknown request bother you
So how did it go? Have you seen her again since? Addiction is a terrible thing and so powerful it can make humans do horrible things
Rich - you are a true inspiration to me. I’ve been following you for over 4 years now and you have transformed my life in more ways than you will ever know. Thank you.
He just helped...you changed your own life
Well done Alan!
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Hello I don't think if we know each other I saw your Instagram profile in a list of suggested friends and I added you do an unknown request bother you
Same
Successful people don't become that way overnight. What most people see at a glance-wealth, a great career, purpose-is the result of hard work and hustle over time.
Yeah! I agree with you sir.If you want to be successful have the mindset of the rich, spend less and invest More. Don't give up your dreams.
@@tianalucas8147 People come here with the aim of chasing money more than knowledge and that will damage your progress, trust me. Chase knowledge first and I promise! The money will follow you just like it's following some of us now.
@@henrycarl8097 That's very correct
And that is why most of them end up losing they money don't be in a haste to invest. Know what and who you are investing to and be sure that the person will deliver before I n v e s t I n g.
Learn and get the knowledge first before investing..
People wants to do what the 99% does but wants to get results that are fit for the 1%, but it doesn't work that way
@@sabrinaslime4493 Investment is the quickest path to financial freedom, the rich stays rich by spending like the poor yet investing! While the poor stays poor by spending like the rich yet not investing.
Man, what an inspiration... From zero to hero; this man has truly dealt with adversity.
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I have lost absolutely everything, but today I take the first step to recover, I can't keep going on like this anymore
“We must accept finite disappointment, but we must never lose infinite hope.” -Martin Luther King Jr.
Great quote
This !
Didnt help him, his dead
@@l3n221and you wonder why you’re broke in your parents basement…
@@TeeTV22yep, but im still alive 😂
You stay so relaxed speaking on camera. So many people can relate to your story and will use this as inspiration.
Truly Inspirational video. I'm well into my sports as a form of meditation so really connected with his story. Never heard of Rich Roll before but will follow his story from now on. Thanks
I had such a different impression of this man, and this interview has truly humbled and inspired me. Much love and respect.
Hello 👋
Hello I don't think if we know each other I saw your Instagram profile in a list of suggested friends and I added you do an unknown request bother you
Absolutely love this guy. Huge inspiration and he’s so humble. I can totally relate to a lot of it and am in the process of changing my health and fitness. I had that moment of clarity and knew I needed to change, now I am. Lost 12 kg already and am doing more exercise.. Thanks for posting and thank you Rich…
What an amazing human being you are Rich Roll 🤗❤️…. Thankyou for this 🙏
Thank you Mulligan Bros and thank you Rich Roll
What a guy!
He has what to say and knows how to say it. It's an 'open heart' talk.
Thanks for that!
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Hello I don't think if we know each other I saw your Instagram profile in a list of suggested friends and I added you do an unknown request bother you
Very wise man. Sorry you had that much pain to push yourself to being your best self. Brought tears to my eyes
Amazing story. He has been such an inspiration to me.
Self awareness is fundamental to understanding your purpose in life. It's about being prepared to accept and embrace those moments when you have the opportunity to take advantage to follow that purpose. Great video
Happy Facts Lifestyle like your assessment. It accounts for the reality of disappointments, but has that hope for progress.
Practical Inspiration very well said!
I just literally finished this video and I felt as if he was talking to me. Great video, you've got me thinking about myself today.
You are truly an inspiration. I appreciate your uplifting and peaceful interviews. Thank you.
This video hits hard.. very relatable looking back now.. im 33 and quit drinking a year and a half ago and is the best descision ive ever made.. and like rich says its about making a descision! And thats final! Everything he said hit so hard with my story .. Thanks for this great video God Bless 🙏
“Around 5 cups of coffee a day..” 🤣 I’ve done that by 10AM
Rich, I've been listening to your Rich Roll podcast and I'm a big fan. You are an inspiration. Thank you for sharing your story!
Rich Roll is the greatest, thank you for sharing
I listen to this often. It helps remind me to steady the course of my journey mindfully.
Enlightening. Great work.
Very moving! 😢 Many thanks! ✨👏
Stay motivated People! much Love......
rich do u know what keeps me awake...animals and their suffering...i cant shake these thoughts...i admire you
I feel exactly the same as you I just can’t bear the thought of it
Wow, utterly speechless
I never get tired of this video. Ever!
Rich is such an inspiration to me! Thank-you!
23 minutes of pure truth of being a Human 👌🏻❤️
Fantastic !
This is well done. Thank you MBs
The open water swim was a great shot. A great metaphor for his message. Hope he's still sober.
Getting comfortable with pain - accepting it for what it was and what it is 🙏
Great interview, I love Rich Roll. He is such an inspiration 🙂
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Hello I don't think if we know each other I saw your Instagram profile in a list of suggested friends and I added you do an unknown request bother you
This really resonates with me, great video. Thanks.
So good! This should be shown to senior high school students and freshmen in college.
Di C I agree I’m in high school
Great to hear from another person that inspires others ✝️
Total truth! So well articulated it gave me chills.
Hello Amy
Thank you for your wisdom, I try to encourage a family member that all is not lost. He needs to ready to make a positive change.
the human mind and body is capable of so much more than we think,
Rich roll your truly inspirational i have read your book wow what a journey,keep up the great work
Very inspiring! We all have our pain. This has me ready to face mine finally.
This was fabulously inspiring to me. Thank you.
It was a pleasure to be introduced Rich roll through this video. I like your style man
Thank you!
You are great.What you gone through and did to raise your standards are just extraordinary.You came to realise that life is not how it comes but its about discipline actions and push up.Thanks a lot..you made it and showing others Its never the end as long as You have the will power and no giving up attitude...
"we all are spritual beings, having human experience"
Hello 👋
That was amazing! Thank you!
Thankyou !!
Awesome advice as always!! :) You are the driving force for your subscribers!!
Testimony ✌🏿 peace I love your channel too @Testimony
Great info - Thanks 👍
I loved your autobiography on Audible. Especially the Montgomery donuts escapade, been there,done that,once was enough.
This is truly the most important speech ever. It's about the foundation for everything in our lives. Thank you, Sir. I owe you one.
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Hello I don't think if we know each other I saw your Instagram profile in a list of suggested friends and I added you do an unknown request bother you
Great words. Thank you :)
YOUR BEAUTIFUL BRO!!! GOD BLESS U AMEN!!!
Mahmoud Michael Ajaj - you’re
Your story is inspiration, thank you
I don't know how I got here but I'm glad thank you...this is but now WAS my life ..I could never find anyone to relate to what I'm going thru... Then I started looking for inspirational motivation only why I clicked on here I don't know....but it do let me know I'm on the right path and it's NEVER TOO LATE...THANK YOU
Thanks for sharing this - Vulnerable and honest
This is my favorite video on UA-cam. Thanks
Still my favorite video 📹 ❤️
"I spent half my life in a bottle or a pipe, now that past is done, ime ready despite.
The hell i was in, now i am free, sober 15 years, now i see me"
E.C
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Bless you
I feel you - been there, I'm with you 💯👈 blessings
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Hello I don't think if we know each other I saw your Instagram profile in a list of suggested friends and I added you do an unknown request bother you
I stopped this video and went to run for 1 hour and 8 minutes
breathtakingly inspiring. No words, just wow wow wow. Thank you!
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Hello I don't think if we know each other I saw your Instagram profile in a list of suggested friends and I added you do an unknown request bother you
Love this
Brilliant speaker... thank you
really great!
Like that he talks about all facets of his life, using the principles of his programming.
I've been following you for the past few months as I continually search for inspiring like-minded people. This particular podcast just lit me up hearing your rise from dysfunction and addiction to extreme wellness. I have 2 teenage boys I constantly draw in to model good daily habits. You are a tremendous role model. Thank you
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Hello I don't think if we know each other I saw your Instagram profile in a list of suggested friends and I added you do an unknown request bother you
@@lisasteve77 Hello. I am not on social media so that can be me.
Such an inspiring story
Best video with perfect strategies to deal with the failures and bounce back. 🔥🔥
Thank you for sharing with us your story , there are many people out there who need to here this , we are insecure of many things, we let them break us again and again, I am so thankful for sharing with us again , I will work on myself
Very humble guy and strong too.
Profoundly impacted.
I had never heard of this man until today and I will come back to him as well as Tony Robbins.
documented with beauty and power this is an inspiration, on who we want to become! thank you!
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Rich Roll is such a beautiful human being….
Awesome !
Very empowering...ty.
Beautifully filmed video! Nice work guys.
I enjoyed his story - thank you
Very eloquent speaker ... I liked his idea on pushing yourself and accept pain ... I know this because I run pro amazing video ... I put it as my top 10 videos that i have ever watched
He is amazing.
Most inspiring athlete of the year
Am right there. Am making my way back up the elevator. 47 yrs old. SO many problems. Poverty beyond most people's imagination, health problems and so on. I want to get better. I have been asking for help for a long time but have not found it. Gave up on other people ling before they gave up on me. My own mother asked me where she had gone wrong with me. It broke my heart. We have hardly spoken since and she doesn't even have a ckue how badly that hurt. I have worked really really hard yet have no results to show for it. I do not know how to get out of my financial problem. I admit that. I am open to help. I like the video, but it's just another video that is motivational but I still need to find my own path. Nobody can tell me what that is. I need to make money, but most jobs make me feel like I'm dying inside and my autoimmune problems mean that for entire life, just walking has been painful. I struggled from a young age with bronchitis, and asthma It is very tough man. I wish I could tell you that the video had given me an idea of what I need to do. It is good to know that someone has found a way out. I have no idea how to solve this. I tried all my life and now I am nearly 50. I will keep searching dude. I have no home, no job, no pension, not even a state pension because I was so sick for most of my life, yetam not eligible for any state aid at all and no vehicle. Yet I have worked so hard that I burned out at 28,and then again at 33 and again at 42 and I have spent last five years trying to find an answer inside me because I no longer believe that action or external effort will help, it will just leave me unable to get out of bed for a few years again. I am very clear that I need to know what action I should take and go slow and steady. I was a consultant to large publishing companies, then a brand strategy consultant. My clients did well. Then I tried to ditch all that, moved to a foriwgn country, learned another language and found myself working with sick people as a healer and body worker and brought other people back from serious illnesses and accident. There was an article in a local paper about me and how I got a guy with a broken back to win a semi-pro golf competition within one year of an accident that left him with titanium plates in his back, smashed ribs, punctured lung and a whole host of other issues,in another case a woman with anemia followed my dietary program and was off iron supplements within 4 weeks, her Dr asked to neet me and ask how. I did it because I wanted them all to get better, I never thought of myself, I left the self serving me behind with the branding/marketing career ling before. I put my faith in God and set about helping others. I never made enough to put a deposit on a home though. I have no children...I always felt I must solve this first. I am desperate to find a new approach and have started a gradual stepping up with bramachayra(semen retention), quitting alcohol, (I was not a big drinker, but nevertheless, I am going all in because I have no better ideas). Almost stopped coffee, occasionally I have a weak one in the morning. I began to chant OM to help build nitrous oxide, and CO2 reserves, I started consiounsess breathing to (see WIM HOF), just started a little cold water therapy...just gently to start. Its cold in winter with no heating but I am considering going to raw veganism as well because I need every chance I can get. Am still penniless and feel deeply worthless. I got married three years ago in Colombia My wife is wondering what she has got herself into with me, I can tell when she looks at me. I die of shame when she asks me how my search for an income is going because I have nothing and no real prospect of solving it. Nevertheless I am determined to do everything I can think of to be better. Ideas welcome. I have some serious talents, yet I live with no idea of how to make them pay...not that I haven't nearly killed myself trying. I used to think I could do it. People would say 'your time will come'. I looked for the break. I am 47. It never came and although I am not really a quitter, there is only so much I can take and now it is affecting my wife too. I have not quit. However,I do not have any sense that outward action, planning or commitment can help. I have tried so hard,so many times that I have come to accept that I am not wanted by this world and have recently often considered ending my life. I have prepared my documents to send my body home so that it will be easier for my wife, saved enough for the cheapest cremation possible and have determined the method. I called various suicide help lines. They would not talk to me. The Samaritans would only talk to me if I was based in the UK and another suicide line said that they only talk to people under 45! So they affirmed that my life is not worth saving and that kinda confirms it when when suicide councellers refuse help based on being in the wrong place or time. I tend to agree with them. I really do not have any other options. Your video says ask for help. What denied repeatedly? I don't even know why I bothered to write this, because it will likely attract ridicule or derision from trolls and not much else. Still,I cling on in case help actually arrives one day or crack the code somehow. Shit. Sorry about this downer people. I wish I was not like this. But I am.
Wish you the best man!
@@sebastiankloiber5842 Appreciate that man. I am back from the edge. Suicidal thoughts subsided. Still no idea how to solve it, but feeling a little better.
@@manreclaimed232 i hope it get's better for you,feeling kinda like the same right now
@@sebastiankloiber5842 I found that doing breathwork, a detox, semen retention and some meditation is helping a lot. I am feeling a little more optimistic, started feeling like working out again, am now looking for a job that is inspiring to me, no matter how much it pays. I wish you well. The light is still there, even if you can't see it right now.
God can heal your hurt. Try him. He will never fail you.
You are truly inspiring
This is so amazing
I love Rich Roll
You work with people the way I do, Rich...asking them deep questions while holding a space for them to become the person they were meant to be. :)
At age 17 I went to prison for robbery, never went to college, I was a drug addict, I never had many friends but I'm happy to be in business and still chasing my dreams, it's it's so surreal seeing everything around me change,,
it was fantastic!
Awesome
Had no idea he had that background. Wow!!!
Great video.. wow.. love it.
Nice movie, I especially like the music 💪
xx I did that with food. I ate my way into a fat blobby depressed state. PRAYING NEVER AGAIN :( Thankyou for your story amazing runner GRATEFUL