You know how frustrating it is to pray , tithe , knock and seek out God for blessings and wisdom , only to get knocked backwards in life , while others who don't seek , pray or give tithes are doing much better in life and seem to have the things I've been praying for for years ?
Right there with you Ben! If you scroll up you can see the state of mind I am in right now. Pissed does not even begin to cover it. .. but perhaps for your benefit (maybe?) .. start going through Pslams and see what a shit time some of the psalmists got for following God. That has helped me in the past.
"O God, who is like you? You, who have shown me great and severe troubles, Shall revive me again, And bring me up again from the depths of earth. You shall increase my greatness, and comfort me on every side." Psalm 71 19-21
@@OnSafari247 that's it! Exactly. Just what I needed to hear. Since I wrote my post above, I have started praying and reading the Word again. I had a break through in prayer one night when I basically said, "you know Lord, sometimes you really piss me off". He was awesome in His response. He IS Amazing!
William WALLIS! , well I don't want this life to last i don't wanna eats this world's food o don't wanna build big house i.dont wanna car i want a true person but I can't find everyone is against me but why I don't understand even God is watching me like a movie he keeps silence why why why
Yeshua OnlySavior , God speaks every second no one listen to him if u want to u can lestin to him day and night,do u speak to God ya every single time my parents and my friends don't listen to me onky God Jesus listens so I talk to him when I'm mad when I'm sad and when I'm happy,do u love for God that's the o kybreason why ik living if he wasn't in my life I swear I would have been dead sucide or else God is my food water shelter friend brother father mother sister the only friend I have ,do u love God I can't say it I'm word I.mean.no word can express my love for him so take it as a yes
Yeshua OnlySavior ,what has God say to me is if the world was paper and all osouan or sea was pen I can't right it all I can is I can't stop talking i about him I love him he buy me from the devil's hand with his blood i belive that even if I was the only person in this world Jesus would die for my sin Jesus is my God Lord and saviour even when I call his name I coutch tear in my eyes...
boring names ! i never though of someone having the some feeling ! for so many nights i actually been asking to God to take me , i am a christian and i believe in God and Jesus but life as been so hard for me with so many problems that ive been asking in my prays for God take me , but i guess things they not work like that , also many of those days i feel very angry with God as i could put my suffering an end and just take me with him and i feel so angry , i know ive been a coward and possibly death is easier than life but i guess there is things he would not do
In the business space that i am in ,there are people who got up in arms seeking to destroy my business.They did all sorts of bullying and harassment tactics, they used deceiving tounges, corruption and force,they were acting out of jealousy,being threatened and envy. They eventually managed to take me out of business.These are people who don't serve the God that I have been serving for all these years,it's the people who're into cults and witch doctors.After they took me out of business, then more misfortunes came as my money making assets started breaking down because accidents. As a follower of Jesus Christ, I have fervently prayed,continually fasted etc but my enemies continued to win over me and the thing is themselves they are really prospering, God didn't answer me.Right now I am angry at God, I can't even pray.I get to wonder,so darkness can win over light?why is God not answering me? In the end i experienced stress, rage and anger that i even cursed(wishing death on them) and spoke insults about my attackers ,because I was like "what's the use of "be angry but do not sin". I am out of business right now and the having finances problems,at some point someone told be that we must consult other people who use other sources and I nearly went there
@@msharris2319 though it doesn't seem like it now, God is preparing you for something bigger. every hardship you endure is to shape who God means you to be. You are like clay that he is molding to be someone he wants to accomplish his holy plan. The pain you feel is tenporary. Jesus Christ is a joy for eternity.
Seems like devil attacks those who pray to God and want to do his will. He doesn't bother those who doesn't care about god. I thought I would pray and will get strong protection from God, but why devil's attacks keep continuing??why God letting devil bother his people a lot???if we would be over tested we just can become angry jealous people who hates their self and everybody.
My mom and siblings into witchcraft. Dad is a two timing abusive wicked man Guess what. They have the best life. Married...travel the world..good jobs......but im homeless. 5 years. No hope. Nothing but evil. No break. Everyday. No break.
@@defcon1africa676 keep praying JESUS will make away just when you THINK its over JESUS show up but you have to have faith you have to keep praying you have to cry out to JESUS and doors will open cry out and leave every issue in his hands and he will deliver you
Right now I am angry at God. I feel so abandoned and ignored and I just don’t know what to do again. I even feel like not living because I feel as if everything is pointless. I’m crying out to him and asking him for guidance and he’s just ignoring me. I feel forsaken and I’m just tired of feeling like this 😭😭😭
Hebrew12: 7 Endure Hardship as discipline; God is treating you as his children. For what children are not disciplined by their father James1:3-4 because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete not lacking anything
@@daniellequinn5756 same but notice how u said sometimes because u only feel like that because things are not going good in those times but I bet you when your having fun with life you are thankful for life just member you are a gift to humanity and to life itself your beautiful inside and out no matter what the fact you are breathing and have a heart beat is because god loved you made you and belived in you and YOU HAVE A HUGE PURPOSE AND ONLY YOU CAN FULFILL THAT PURPOSE member how important and needed and precious you are
I honestly think God is very selective about who he chooses to bless. Because for the past 6 months I have dealt with the no source of income, opportunities that within my grasp only for them to be snatched, and loneliness cold, dark loneliness... and I see friends getting new jobs, getting married and " living their best life". Meanwhile, I sit here stagnant while time passes by, reaching to God, begging, screaming and what to get... Absence and Silence
I totally understand Zach. It grows harder each day to praise a God that doesn't seem to want good for you. I've been attacked my whole life (I am in my 50s). When I think I have finally started seeing a glimpse of a better situation, it is yanked away. I am trying to hang on to my faith, but there isn't much joy left. I hope things have improved for you, and just keep hanging in there. My bible verse is Proverbs 3:5-6
I got angry with God...I forgave everyone who hurt me as I grew older, but still could not understand the ongoing pain. I cried and screamed and asked God to show me what he sees in the world...then I saw that the pain was to rescue someone else....my pain brought someone else out of harm's way.....it was my children who were in danger. Now I am thankful and trusting God for everything. Because my children mean more than my own life.
Well said.Truly said. 👍👍👍💯💯💯.I cannot compare my own life to job.Job had wealth/abundance,before god stripped him of everything.And then gave him,more than he had before.God took things from me,that I didn’t even know,I had,to be taken away.I do not care about why he is doing it,I demand payback.
@julien villagrana I'm SO sorry. Life is VERY agonizing, but suffering now, for a brief moment (which doesn't seem very brief at all, Lol), is better than suffering for eternity. May the Lord Bless You, comfort you and put gladness in your heart. 1 Peter 1:7 (NKJV) that the genuineness of your faith, being much more precious than gold that perishes, though it is tested by fire, may be found to praise, honor, and glory at the revelation of Jesus Christ,
I am extremely angry at God. He ruined my whole life...he brought people into my life to mess up my life, to hurt me, to insult me... while all those people continue to live an amazing life
I’ve never asked to be born and have had this life pushed upon me and now have to work hard to meet Gods needs so i don’t go to hell when I die. I also did not ask to die or have people around me die.
I struggle with thinking this as well. In fact I get super mad at God when I think like this too. But the thing is, God accepts us for who we are. He has given us right standing with himself. You don’t need to do anything in order for him to love you so much. “And so we know and rely on the love that God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in them.” (1 John 4:16). “Dear friends, we should love each other, because love comes from God.” (1 John 4:7-9). Think about that. Love COMES from God, He’s the source of all love! If it sounds too good to be true that you can have salvation and peace with God without working, it’s because it is so good, but yet it’s true... that’s who God is. Praise our Father.
@@donutdressin I feel this way too sometimes my friend. But the truth is God isn’t holding you to the standards you think He’s holding you to. He expects nothing from you. There’s nothing you have to do to earn His love, it’s already there because you believe in what Jesus did. “for the Father himself loves you dearly because you love me and believe that I came from God.” (John 16:27). www.bible.com/reading-plans/823/day/9?segment=0 hey I think the Day 9 devotional in this plan on the Bible plan could really help you. ua-cam.com/video/Vgp1DhJLUyI/v-deo.html maybe this video could help as well. It really opened my eyes because sometimes I feel myself thinking this way too. God loves you unconditionally, He will take care of you, and He is with you right here looking at you with so much love. ❤️❤️
Waiting on a dream for 13 years. I feel like I'm a camel that's dying of thirst. God promises me water, then doesn't deliver. I cry, so then I get more thirsty. Then I rage and scream, then I get even more thirsty. I've had enough water for survival only. My reward for faithfulness is to wait longer. I've been the good girl all my life, yet I see other believers have great things happen to them because they didn't behave/needed more grace. Why do I have to be upset for God to do anything? I can't risk thinking that there's an oasis because mirages exist. I feel alone. I can't afford to rely on God because I can't afford to get more thirsty. I can't afford to be still either because there's nothing but dunes here. I don't want to steal from other camels either. I just want to be numb-to never hope again so that I'm never disappointed again. He's supposed to be my best friend...This hurts more deeply than even losing a loved one.
I came across this reply today. I feel the same way as you have so eloquently described. I am so angry at God I cannot pray or even talk to him. I cannot stand going to church & rarely open my Bible. I have some good days but 85% of my life just feels like a never ending struggle. Today I give up & lay down my life before God & say to Him...do with me what you will. I cannot fight any longer, I have nothing left. Today I am going to make a list of things I have to do for just today not worrying about tomorrow. I am going to do my absolute best to make good decisions no matter the problems that are crushing my entire being. I have no idea how all this is going to turn out...all I can do is say to "God, I have no idea what is going on & I am going to do my best to have a good day-a day of making good decisions, getting things done & trying to turn those awful, negative thoughts into energy to improving my day. I am done with fighting. I have no strength left. I am going to be real honest with God-I don't know how to even move forward with my life-everything is just gone. All I can do is push forward with what is in front of me. I cannot control my circumstances or people. I cannot control anything. I can make the best decisions with what I have. I can rest with the knowledge at least knowing that I tried my best. I cannot carry these burdens any longer & I won't. I am going to do what I know that I can do. I cannot pretend to have all the answers for my mountain of problems. I don't. I wont anguish over them anymore. I cannot control most of them anyway. I can control my own decisions & make the best of those-the rest I lay at the feet of Jesus. I have no joy on most days. I am giving that to God as well as I don't believe He sent His son to die for me so that I have no joy. I don't know but I am laying it all down today.
@@saquinnb Sure. At least I know that other believers have had similar experiences. In my case, I'm still waiting (15 years now) because the dream requires so much out of me. It's not so much resisting the enemy as much as it is figuring out what to do, how to survive on little for long periods of time. I've received a night dream recently indicating that I'm at least heading in the right direction. My lament mostly came from questioning whether I'm going in the right direction, or if I'm crazy. For my sanity, I must focus on building skills. Maybe that was the point. But, some physical indicator would be nice, because it would keep me going a lot longer. Holy Spirit is the best trainer, but it is very painful. Hopefully, two years from now, I'll have a different answer for you.
@@daughteroftheking1222 Your first reply was so intriguing to me because out of all the animals you could've selected, you chose a camel - one that can survive/retain water which shows a form of strength. You. Have. Strength. And I love reading how even though this is a rough patch, you have not given up on God. If I may ask, have you verified through Christ that your dream is in line with the will of God for your life? If so, I always bear in mind how long Abraham had to wait - and that the measure of your pain & discomfort must be preparation for something magnificent (as with Job, Joseph)...
@@s.c.7159 Whoa: your reply kinda blew my mind... I am in wonder at how God is going to work in your life through Christ. This newfound place where you're going to simply trust God, rest in His Sacrifice, march forward taking it one day at a time, speaks such volumes I need to take note for myself. This is going to be a wondrous Chapter of your life. You're going to experience our Father's Love in a mighty way.
For like 3 years I couldn't accept that people could be mad at God... then it happened, and I was so mad at God and would read the passage from Jeremiah where Jeremiah was saying he thought God forced him into it and I could relate to it and I was so bitter towards God and I couldn't admit it but now I finally can and I don't feel mad at him now.
Duncan Murphy i think its ok to be honest with God. for the past 2 years ive come across so many people angry at God. i thought they were over reacting but now i know how they feel
How did you get over being mad at him? Do you come across the blessing you wanted or did you just get over whatever was bothering you? I’m afraid I’ll won’t become un-angry anytime soon and it is a painful feeling.
Do you guys believe on Jesus Christ? Jesus Christ can give you peace. Make it a point to stop sinning. Ask for forgiveness and help with repentance. Don't you know that it's Lucifer and his angels that want to destroy your faith? He wants to put you in this position to dissuade your faith! (I'm talking to myself here too), but I've come to realize, feel, and see that there is power in Jesus Christ's name, so hold on! Turn away from the world and it's cares and give your life to Christ! Read the bible and pray everyday, ask the Holy Spirit to lead you, EVEN ASK GOD TO GIVE YOU MORE FAITH! Be honest with God! He knows everything, but He wants you to spill it out to Him, 'cause then He can open up to you since you trust Hkm with your problems. Ask God to help you love Him more! Ask God "where and what do you wa t me to do next"? God is for you! Not against you!
I'm looking for encouragement in my time of pain once again. Honestly you lost me with job. I lost a son. Watched him almost die several times before he actually died. Idc if I'm blessed with 10 kids. It won't erase that trauma and pain. I need something better brother
Isaiah 57 1. Good people pass away; the godly often die before their time. But no one seems to care or wonder why. No one seems to understand that God is protecting them from the evil to come.❤
Gods not totureing you. Its the people and the environment you are in. Maybe he lets you experience that to try and make you realise you should be somewere else.
Idk about what anyone else has to say but in my opinion it does (at least in a way) Pain/suffering (almost always) produces strength physical/emotional/spiritual
@@brooklynsilas9279 He understands because He became human so He felt everything we could feel in the flesh. You can blame God for your experiences cause most do but I will say that you're not the only one who has suffered and if we don't suffer how will ever see our need for Him. We can't know Him until He's made certain things known to us. Suffering/pain produces endurance and if we can't endure this life then we aren't fit for the kingdom. Almost everything (or at least what I've read) Jesus spoke about He was referring to the spirit and if you don't have spiritual strength (and don't seek him to strengthen you, cause all of us are weak- literally the only difference between Christians and non Christians is that Christians realized they need Him and rested in Him and gave themselves to Him- then what is there besides a life of death. He's love because He wants ALL of us to have a chance for repentance and life with Him that's why He forgives ALL sin. His love goes beyond all understanding and it took me a while to get that. Take this how you like. Everyone has issues and many have had crap dealt to them their whole lives and the only difference is how we deal. Seek help if you need to but most of all seek Him. He's OUR only hope.
I am a Christian, but for years I have experienced a burning rage towards God. I feel neglected by him, and I am deeply troubled by the pain and suffering that I see in the world around me. It seems like all of this pain and suffering is unnecessary as God is unlimited. Please pray for me. This anger towards God has stolen my joy for 14 years, and sometimes I long for death because of the discouragement that I feel in this area. Edit: I am writing this comment a long time after I wrote the original comment, I am no longer a Christian. I've come to believe that it is just another false religion, along with the other est. 4,200 religions in the world.
I know how you feel. Lord, please help Brenton come to peace. Cover him with Your wing & help him feel Your presence. Also, please resolve the issues of his life & help him know even if it's a hard path, it's the right one. Sending hugs, Brenton
Thank you all for your support! However, in the ~year since I wrote my original comment, I have become completely convinced that Christianity is not the truth. Looking back, I'm astonished that I couldn't see it before, but now it seems so obvious to me. I suppose that back then, the arguments in favor of Christianity seemed so strong to me, but once I really dove into researching them, I realized that they weren't as impressive as they had seemed at first. I learned that: 1.) The Bible is flawed, and often contradicts itself. It often contradicts historical accounts. One example of a historical discrepancy is the fact that Herod was dead before Quirinious called the census that supposedly brought Mary and Joseph to Bethlehem, afterwhich Herod (dead by this point) tries to kill Jesus. 2.) The voice of the Holy Spirit is really just your own internal monologue, not actually a communication with a divine being. I was placed into a rare and unique situation that confirmed this for me. 3.) While a case could be made for a historical man named Jesus, there is no significant evidence of a divine Jesus. 4.) The martyr accounts of the apostles are suspicious at best, and can't necessarily be trusted as historically accurate. 5.) In all probability, the gospels simply lied about Jesus' divinity. We can find blatant lies in some of them, which reveals the author's lack of knowledge about things that eyewitnesses should have known. 6.) Prophecies, personal miracles, and personal god-human relationships can be found in the other world religions. Human beings are just easily fooled, and the parlor tricks of religion can be very persuasive if you don't know what to watch out for. There are no forms of supernatural proof that can't be found elsewhere in another incompatible religion. In the end, I simply ran out of good reasons to believe that Christianity is true. On the bright side, I'm no longer mad at God (I don't think that he actually exists, at least not in the Christian sense). But I wish you all the best in your lives. =)
@@BrentonSwafford This is gonna sound weird, but I'm kinda glad you're at this place. Because (if you do become Christian again), when you find God, you will be truly finding Him for the first time. The Bible is His word, but He isn't hiding in the Bible. He is everywhere. I am glad you aren't angry anymore, and I hope you have a great life. You are in my prayers, and I truly hope you find the real Jesus. Not the guy some people forced on you, but the embodiment of Love. Be blessed✌🙏
I got raped and I got tested positive for an incurable std. I feel like my life is over but most importantly I’m angry with God because he let me down. I prayed and fasted that everything will go okay. But he did the complete opposite of that and I suffer from the worst depression. He seems like he nowhere to be found.
i’m just so mad at Him. i always ask for direction and his voice and he LITERALLY NEVER answers me. never. even when im in the word and praying every day. i feel so abandoned by him. like salvation and Gods mercy and help and guidance isn’t allowed for me. i pray for a good nights sleep for once? i cant sleep all night. i pray my old car to work fine. i get tons of car issues. i pray for direction in a decision, i get pure silence. im genuinely doing this on my own at this point.
God is so unfair😭😭😭 my mind keeps on telling me that God actually made us so He can have someone to play w/, like we are His toys - playing w/ our feelings, struggles, being tested etc He knows we are weak at times yet He allow evils to attack us, He's actually the maker of evils isn't he? Been praying and praying and praying and praying for my brother who's depressed for almost 2 DECADES yet he still allow things to happen..He ignores some people's prayer yet he pour blessings to some...so there is favouritism in Him right, he love other people to suffer yet blessed others generously... some people have everything yet some have nothing...He always answer the prayers of some yet love others to keep on begging...Why am I even here on earth... ain't my choice to be here...It's not my choice!!!!!! It's your choice God not mine...😭😭😭😭
kail pc i know how you feel sister im praying for you. it can get confusing. God does love us. we just have to stay in hope even though it is so difficult
No God never made us as a toy nooo. He made you fearfully and wonderfully made. Go to what God says those thoughts that God made us to play with us that's the devil. Please don't give up on God. We get ourself in things God didn't want us to do those things but we didn't listen to HIM. SAY God I forgive you even you did nothing wrong. And you will get peace I say this too.
I totally agree with you.Why create us,to just suffer and then die.If he does exist,he is the maker of evil.Why would he make such a horrendous world in the first place.
Dave C OMG! This is how my vibes feel too, like he is always mad at me or something for some reason it just like feels this way and it's like well then why was I even born?? What is my purpose in life??
Massiel Acosta Marchena don’t you know God wants you to get back with Him. Go to a Pentecostal Church, Catholic Church, God In Christ Church, and tell pastor you want to give your life to God and serve God The rest of your life by helping others. Tell pastor you want The Baptism Of God’s Holy Spirit. Once you have The Baptism Of God’s Holy Spirit you will feel God’s love, and you will hear God’s voice, and God will lead you in ways to prosper you. You will be the head, and not the tail. Right now you the tail, and you’re walking backwards. God will tell you everything. God will show you things to come, and so much more. God is who you need. Google churches I mentioned and make a appointment to talk to pastor tell pastor you what you said here, and tell pastor you want to give your life to God, and you want The Baptism Of God’s Holy Spirit.
Tina Hampton first off let me start by saying the Catholic church is not of God I mean for goodness sake the pope has a arrest warrant for murder child trafficking child molestation you really think the Catholic church is of God second of all I to am in turmoil in my life God has allowed a lie in my life that has completely destroyed my life does he care no did I put faith in him to save me from this yes and he failed me I to believe God hates me what good is faith when it doesn't help you when you apply it because I did I had full faith that God was going to deliver me that was back in 2004 and he still leis silent he don't care how much pain I'm in or he would have done something about it I love him but yet at the same time I hate him for creating me I didn't ask to live I didn't ask for any of this he forced it on me and now I suffer for nothing for a freaking lie
Something to me happened tonight. It made me enraged and sorrowful at the same time. I want to stop my prayer and Bible reading because of this. I know that it’s useless to do this with Him, but I’m so angry. I don’t know why He ever thought this was a good idea, but I suppose adversity is a gift. Pray for me, brothers and sisters, I’m not in a good place right now.
@@mackenzienordquist2055 the key phrase in your comment is "with his help". Many of us have NEVER RECEIVED IT. So we will not waste MORE of our time waiting. The best predictor of future behavior (including abuse) is to look at past behavior. Did your boyfriend hit you? He will again. Did your dad curse you out for no reason? That will continue too. Did god destroy your life [multiple times]? Well....
There are things will never be able to comprehend but accept God for who He is and choose to be His child saved by God the Son. He wants us to rely on Him there are things that we will know no one but God knows everything. You have his word He'll bring to you understanding oh His word eventually stay faithful and obedient. Keep praying keep reading.
@@eagleeye182 if they really are seeking God if they call on His name and mean God will turn them away I don't remember where it says but it says something along the lines of if you call on His name He will cast you out. I'll find the verse. The reward is grace and a place in Heaven
@@ashleyseay2871 What`s Heaven ? How can you enjoy being in Heaven when your loved ones might be in Hell, tortured for eternity? You can`t have a family, wife, friends or job there. Why would I strive or fight to be there?
Subscribed after watching this video. I am so angry and disappointed with God right now for so many reasons. I try so hard to what God would have me to do and this trial has been going on for so many years. Thanks Alan for posting this.
Hey my new friend. Thank you so much for subscribing and for sharing your thoughts and where you are right now in life. Brother, I have been there which is why I created the video. Stay encouraged because the thing that I was so upset with God about has worked itself out in due time and now I'm on the other side of the trial. I actually see now why He allowed me to stay in it for so long. It would not have been the road I would have chosen for myself but I can see how He will use it in the future to encourage others.
THE BEAT by Allen Parry why doesn't God fix things if he loves us and why does he tell us to pray if he's not gonna answer and why test us if he knows am gonna fail because I don't understand sounds like I have no way out
Can't tell you how refreshing this was to hear. I know God knows I'm angry, frustrated,confused with him so I never hide it. It is idiotic to try and hide ANYTHING from God so why even think, or try to do so. I am living in a state in the South and I hate it. My town burned to the ground in CA in early November 2018. I had nowhere to go but here with a family member. This state really sucks, I have had nothing but misery in these last 4 months. Today was horrible, I was in a car accident and my beautiful care is a wreck. I am utterly sick to my bones as I have no means to get it fixed. Yet my sis steps in and says she will help, I love her. I've been driving for near 40 years never one accident. I am here 4 months with horrific drivers and my beautiful car is smashed. There is a whole other list of things I've dealt with here too from the get go. Everything has been a fight because the state is so utterly backwards in all areas. The trauma just keeps coming, I have been physically, mentally, emotionally to the bone spiritually beat up. I don't get it, when does the testing end. I can't forsake God, I won't. Where else can I flee to, who else will help but God. So no my faith will never end.
I was extremely angry and upset with God when my ex wife left and took my son. I spent years avoiding and ignoring God because of that. I am now putting my faith and trust back in God, it happened for a reason and I cannot question what he allowed to happen.
Lord forgive me but im tired of God constantly depriving me of happiness with his constant denials and trials. It's not fair to be brought into this world just for him to constantly test us with suffering
It's all easier said than done. And as upset as I am now, I know I can't go against God and win and if I run from Him instead of to Him I'd really be screwed. But the lies the enemy tells me match my reality so much it makes fighting hard. But I'ma fight in Jesus name👊🏿
I had a really tough moment today. I've been dealing with an issue for almost 2 years and my wife and I are so unhappy with our situation. The other day, I noticed how in the midst of my anger and contesting my case before him, He showed me that His hand was on the both of us. Even after that, I still had such a hard time. After reading 2 Kings 7, I have to be restored soon or we are in major trouble. all I know is that I have always made God my source. I will be super pure gold. Today was really tough. Psalm 31:3...my heart's cry.
It’s easier said than done especially when you have been living it your whole life. If God wants me to worship him he’s going have to save me from myself, my family and financial hardships. Im tired of crying about it’s now or never for me.
But I've been tested all my life with no letting up! I have autism and was bullied by students and teachers in a so-called "Christian Day School!" And this was back in the 70s when autism was unheard-of! I've been bullied at work by co-workers and supervisors and worked in dead-end jobs because there was nothing else available for me. And I've been a failure in the romance department- men are turned off by my different wiring patterns. Now I'm married to a schizophrenic because there was no one else that wanted me! And I have only one talent- singing. I tried going to school to turn it into something profitable, or at least have a job in some other area in music to fall back on in case I didn't become famous as a singer. But that failed too. If I had known that I was going to spend the rest of my life just singing in church with no pay, I never would have gone to school! I wasted my time and money in that! Don't give me any reason to hope- I'll never be happy in this life! But it's the only life I have, so all I can do is offer it up to the Lord. And I want to be numb all the time so I don't have to feel the pain!
I can relate to your pain my friend. I 've been in hell all my life! This God-damned world is full of people like us...The most unjust thing is that, we don't know what we are being punished for...God is unjust so is this motherfucking life...
I notice all the people who preach why you shouldnt be angry at God have a full stomach. I wonder if they would preach like this if they were living in venezuela with no money, no job, no food, no home, cant feed kids and no social media. for years i never questioned God regardless of any situation because i thought it was not right but lately ive been really looking at the state of the world and the church and im asking God what on earth are you doing? Im sorry but i really dont accept the book of Job. its like God has issues with saints having money or a decent life. Why do all the sinners have ALL the money and the church has to constantly beg and struggle for resources to preach the gospel. look how many christian youtubers have to monetize channels and beg for donations. i know homeless and begging preachers of the gospel who love to do the Lords work yet devil worshipping singers have 100s of millions of $$$ this is ridiculous and its like this year in and year out. i have a right to ask God what is he doing. alot of books in the bible are about people constantly complaining to God about suffering. I dont need a mansion in heaven and im not interested in streets of Gold we need resources on earth now. where are the real miracles and the healings. so many christians are dying. i have a right to ask questions.
Actually the book of Job is great! There God (who was seen by Job, not the Father, but the Word) shows to us that He is in control of all! And God is on OUR side (as He was on the side of His servant Job)! Also Romans 8 confirms that ALL things (including our trials) work for our good in the end! Today the social media is Satanic, do not trust them! The devil (Lucifer) is NOT so mighty as the media presents him... Read Psalms 37 and other Psalms about the prosper of the wicked, and how God works in Mysterious ways... Don't forget that God hardened the heart of the Pharaoh, not the devil! God is Sovereign Lord! And these people who prosper now will be as the rich man from Luke 16, but we (people in misery now) will be as Lazarus (in the bosom of Abraham in the Presence of Jesus Christ our God and Savior) P.s. Can you pray for me? My life is such a mess and i struggle with suicidal thoughts... See you in the air bro/sis to meet together the LORD Jesus Christ our Savior! (Sorry for my English) LOVE in Christ! God bless Venezuela! Greetings from Bulgaria!
What hurts the most is when you feel abandoned by God. Hard as it is I can deal with people abandoning me but not God. I know what His word says but my life says otherwise. Equally painful is that He is our creator thereby He doesn’t owe us an explanation. We just take it no matter how bad. I’m dealing with an injustice that keep getting worse the more I pray and seek God. So I just stopped praying altogether to save myself the feeling of abandonment. I don’t know how many times a heart can break.
@@Ishallnotquit777 Thank you for taking the time to read my plight. At least I know now that someone cares enough to respond. Because I know somebody who doesn't care.
@@wolfgangsebastian8357 Your welcome. I've had a lot of struggles recently & its difficult, but we get there. I do hope you will be ok & your welcome to visit my channel, I will not quit! I'm taking a breather from video making at the moment, but will be around for a chat. God is good.
This video has me in tears. The part where you said "God this Christian thing isn't working for me, praying, obedience, fasting and church attendance isn't getting me anywhere!" And then falling away from God as a result. I'm going through this now. I really wanted to be married and have a family. I haven't met anyone interested in pursing a relationship with me. Spent my entire twenties single. I believed in waiting until marriage to have sex, and only a few non-believers would be interested in me. I would decline dating them because we didn't have the same values. I was holding on, waiting, trying to be obedient. Meanwhile people who don't follow God or didn't wait were getting engaged, married, starting families. It felt like such a punch to the stomach, as if Satan was pointing laughing at me saying "haha you thought God would bless you with a husband and children! You're still alone every year!" I was so embarassed and felt stupid for waiting for what may never come. My faith completely decreased and I turned away from God...gave my virginity away to a guy I wasn't even dating because no one wanted me anyway so what did it matter. I was tired of trying to do the right thing, and live the right way but still be alone year after year with unanswered prayers. I gave up. I failed God's test which is funny because he already knew I would fail so what was the point of the test in the first place. Like putting the tree of knowledge of good and evil, he knew Adam and Eve would fail too. I don't even know what to do or think anymore.
Don’t listen to the person above. The pleasure of sex won’t last forever. It’s only temporary just like everything sin has to offer. There’s really more important things to worry about than sex in this life. Sex is for reproduction not to satisfy our selfish needs. The only thing you might get from giving away your most precious part to some random dude is an unwanted pregnancy. Do you wanna be a single mom ? Your choice. God is trying to protect us.
I'm talking to myself serve Him , repent and allow God to prepare you for your heart desires remember He is a jealous God we can't put anything before Him. God bless you and your family.
I relate so much. You're not alone. I'm in my mid thirties and don't have family anymore. Bren single for years amd I've cried to God that it always seems I'm watching other people build thier families.
Guys I came to this video angry, after watching it I felt better. Then I started scrolling through the messages. Everyone is complaining. Guys I'm also a sinner like you, let's stop complaining and praise God instead. Complaining means unbelief! The children of Israel complained in the desert and never entered the promise land. That's how dangerous complaining is. I too must listen to these Words... God is great! He loves you all!❤ Trust in him! Praise him when things are bad and ask him to restore joy in you through the storm in your life. Amen🙌🏾
That's all life is, PAIN, DEPRESSION, and ANXIETY! I'm sick and tired of being, "tested!" Sick of hanging on for a better tomorrow! I am more than angry at God right now, I seriously have had enough! If he loves me so much then why isn't He hearing my prayers? Have I been kidding myself all these years by believing in Him? And will I get sent to Hell for asking that? I can't win no matter what I do!
I so needed to see this. Thank you so much Allen for making this video and putting it up. I feel like I've been on a trial for over 10 years, and things just keep getting worse. It's so painful.
Dramagirl131 please get with some of your friends who have a relationship with God. Or get to a Pentecostal Church, Catholic Church, or a God In Christ Church, and tell pastor you want to give your life to God, and serve God for the rest of your life. Once you are born again, or fill with the Spirit Of God you will actually feel God’s love, and God will help you to live a royal life. A good life you’re worthy of. Google churches I mentioned and tell pastor what you said here, and be sure you tell pastor you want to give your life to Christ and you want The Baptism Of God’s Holy Spirit. Ask pastor to help you, or get someone to help you. Amen. And all your pain will be turn to joy, joy, joy.
Been going through this all year long. As a failed person in many aspects of my life. Everything seemed to push me back down. Reverting back to my old dark habits. hurting more, sad more. yet I, myself still feel the faith within me. I am exhausted and alone. Angry and not only God but others in my life (the living) and his followers and non followers who rejected my input. If there was a faster way to the promised land, send me on my way.
What I learned was that all those times where I thought God was helping me, it was just me helping myself, the one time where there was something that I knew God could fix I put my entire faith in God as everyone told me and it cost me dearly. I could have saved myself, I should have, Ill never be naive enough to put my trust in God like that again, but I know he's not going to leave me alone and try to do some more bad shit in my life.
Please don’t give up man, I know how you feel, God is with you and for you, I can’t give you all the answers you seek, but God can, have hope, peace be with you
I am angry in the midst of Covid 19 because I have lost literally everything, not by choice. Now, I do not know what He is doing. Before that, I felt like God was doing AMAZING work in my life.
If anyone talking to God and he hears you, tell him Im still waiting and Im over here! I asked him whats the point of waking me up everyday and youve been ignoring and denying me for yeeeaaarrrsss? Ive been doing evsrything and still nothing! Im so pissed right now!!! You took everything I loved from me and that wasnt much, and I still believe and keep the faith! My goals and desires, I never let them go but you never blessed me to achieve none of them no matter if I meditate, stay positive, pray, keep my faith strong the more I do these things the more silent and ignoring you do. That pisses me offff to tbe Max and I still love you!! I hate I was born and ask why was I born? I can go all day with this but itll just piss me off even more because you dont care, I know because you show me e eryday Smh
Can I just tell you that your comment reminds me of a passage in the Bible when David was questioning God when he was not getting blessings compared to the other people that didn't even serve him. Eventually David found out what their Destiny would be. I myself sometimes get frustrated because I question myself why does God bless horrible people compared to us when we do his will but we have to remember that we will go through tribulation. The Bible clearly states that being a Christian will not be easy. You have to give up something you've loved and face trials. But remember your reward is in heaven
@@heartylegend2002 Ok but whats wrong with having Heaven on Earth? A lot of blessed people are going to heaven and having heaven on 🌎! Im tired I can't even pray no more because God is ignoring me! What's the point of being here if youre not living, Im just surviving everyday 💯💯💯
I cant accept the book of Job and I feel guilty about it. I just cannot accept that God would allow all of that to happen to a good man just because of a statement by satan.
Who can say they're anywhere close to Job? When I start to plead my case, it doesn't take long before I know I can't win. I'm guilty! No way anyone can stand before God without guilt to some degree, nullifying your defensive case. Then the silence of God can be so long and torturous. I always think of the scripture in Proverbs 19:3 that says, "A man's own folly ruins his life, yet his heart rages against the Lord." So true, and again, guilty.
Honestly I don’t hate God but I feel like my life is being led a dark pathway and God is slowly abandoning me. I’m still young though so maybe I’m wrong
We're told to be faithful and trust God. Trust is earned. We're told to be in a relationship with Him. How? He's not in a relationship with me. He's abandoned me. This 'relationship' is one way. He gives all I ever wanted to everyone else and forsakes me. My faith is crushed. He hides from us. Demands we worship Him and leaves us cold. That is not a loving relationship. 17 years I've missed out. How much is enough for Him? I am so angry and broken hearted. My life has become worse since receiving Jesus. My heart was healed by Him and now it's hardened again. I'm out of ideas.
He wants to know how fast you're willing to backstab HIM when things don't go your way. Enough is thanking Him everyday because you aren't headed to hell like many people, and because He saved your wretched soul. You realize you could never repay HIM that miracle, right? If you wanted an easy life, then you didn't listen to Christ at all. Christ told us that before we decided to live for Him, we should take note of the cost. It will cost you everything to follow Him. Think you can't take it? Get in prayer and ask for strength or you're not gonna make it
@@mayencyavelar1286 so its either you take this life in which it costs us everything to follow him with the pain and suffering or we don't follow him and face eternal damnation, he is either a cruel and unjust God or he simply doesn't exist
The thing is I had a lot of rage and anger at God. It was directed at God. Then I realized I was just scared and experiencing tramau. I wondered what would become of my life. God is too Perfect and too Good for me to stoop to a level where I can criticize Him or blame Him or pretend that He is not the perfect Judge of my case, that he doesn't understand what I have endured and the damages that were inflicted on me. Then what do you do with the rage if God is too good and too out of this world to judged by a human? What I have found is the answer is that you give Him your tramua and your fear. It can blind you. It makes you weak. For anyone reading, God will let good things happen to you. He has got you.
god has never answered any of my prayers. None. I would rather pray to a fence post. the fence post has never disappointed me. every time I put faith in god, I feel like I get my teeth kicked in
@@boringnames6920 Malachi1:2- I have loved you says the Lord John 3:16 For God so loved the world that he gave his only son Romans 8:35- who shall separate us from the love of God He does all this while he has being whispering loving words to your heart I know it is not easy but Jesus said small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life
Prayer doesn't always seem to work. I saw my mother pray to be healed and never recieved it. I am seeing my father praying now and his condition is getting worse. Why does an all knowing god need to test us anyway? And it it said that god gave job more than he had before his test. Job lost his wife and children along with other people he may have cared about. I would still be unhappy about the wife and children I lost even if I remarried and had more children, especially if they were lost the way the story of job says.
I feel you! I think God tests us to make our faith stronger. I've realized that my faith hasn't been my own for the longest time, and through this challenge I'm facing, I've realized this is where it gets challenging and when some people's faith die. I believe that we are in constant spiritual warfare for our souls, and this is the time that we get stronger or die. It's very tough for me right now, and growing up in a missionary family and still living on the missionary field you'd think I'd be a strong christian, but this wall I'm facing now has shown me how weak my faith really is. I haven't quite given up hope yet but I'm at a loss for what to do and where to go but I have faith I will get out somehow as hard as it is going through what i'm going through. This is the first time in my life i've ever felt truly in a depression and its been like this for a couple months now. My whole body is always tired i'm always hungry i feel crushed and broken and helpless to do anything, and used to cry out for help but I'm too exhausted to even call out for help anymore and I'm just suffering completely alone, I've become isolated and closed up and I feel like the old me has completely died. I don't know how much more of this I can take.
@Priyanka Valecha thank you so much for the verse and the prayer it means a lot! it’s been really encouraging reading everyone’s comments really shows that we aren’t alone in this. thank you again for the prayer 🙏🏼
@@chartmancz3051 I bind and rebuke that depressive force against you in the name of Jesus! I loose peace and the joy of the Lord upon you, in Jesus name!
The hurt that I feel...is so deep that I can feel it from my core. It makes me wince. I...have been thinking about suicide since I was in 6th grade of middle school. I am 17 now in my junior year and I’m really starting to build the courage to just DO IT because I feel like God isn’t answering me...like no matter on how much pain and frustration I talk to him in...I’ll be left alone
Dude i fuckin feel you! This is the first time in my life i've ever felt truly in a depression and its been like this for a couple months now. My whole body is always tired i'm always hungry i feel crushed and broken and helpless to do anything, and used to cry out for help but I'm too exhausted to even call out for help anymore and I'm just suffering completely alone, I've become isolated and closed up and I feel like the old me has completely died. I don't know how much more of this I can take. I feel dead already. I can't imagine goign through this for years on end so i have so much respect for you and i just wanted to tell you im in your fuckin corner man. and pray that we all can get through this. Love you dude keep living man no matter how hard it gets, keep getting up! Do not give up you can do this!
Chase do you listen after you pray? Has anyone told you about doing that? Please watch Dr. Charles Stanley's "The Believer's War Room." God has a specific will for us. Sometimes with how busy our minds and lives are it's too hard to know what it is. Find a quiet, private place to pray in where you won't be distracted. Be very honest about everything, then wait after you pray. Whether it's a spiritual or physical need. He cares for you.
The way I’ve been treated in this life…. And I’ve always tried my hardest to be a good person. Loving, kind, respectful; even when I was practicing spirituality before turning to Christ. I recently followed guidance I received from the Lord and I feel like I’ve just been brutalized ever since… literally. Mistreated, harassed, robbed, attacked… and I followed his guidance. What did I do wrong? Why do I deserve what has been happening?
Honestly, I needed this today. I have been waiting for six months to see if I am going to get my college graduation and today I just found out that I will not be getting my college graduation at all. I am furious with God because I know He ultimately has planned every day of my life. I am mad that He is allowing this pandemic which has brought me pain and suffering. It was my first year living on campus at a Christian University, but my last year of college. I didn't even get to say goodbye to some of my friends and professors. Now, I'll never get to. I know I need to be obedient and not hate Him for this. Please pray for me.
My mother was infertile, I should not have been born, because of this I thought I was special and that God must love me, and all I ever wanted was to raise a Christian family. Then my son died, and I just found out I was born infertile myself, meaning my son's mother was cheating on me and I was grieving for another mans child all these years. God made me exist and put the desire to have a family in me, and then made it so that will never happen. What kind of cruel God would do such a thing?
We live in a fallen world brother, this is all the results of sin, in order for God to be just there cant always be light, darkness must exist as well :(
@@James-cg4jo No, God made me this way, this is GOD's fault, not sin. Psalm 22:10 Upon You I was cast from birth; You have been my God from my mother’s womb. Isaiah 49:5 And now says *the Lord, who formed Me from the womb* to be His Servant, to bring Jacob back to Him, so that Israel might be gathered to Him (For I am honored in the sight of the Lord, and My God is My strength), Jeremiah 1:5 “Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, and before you were born I consecrated you; I have appointed you a prophet to the nations.” Galatians 1:15 But when God, who had set me apart even from my mother’s womb and called me through His grace, was pleased Isaiah 49:1 Listen to Me, O islands, and pay attention, you peoples from afar. *The Lord called Me from the womb; from the body of My mother He named Me* Psalm 139:13 For You formed my inward parts; you wove me in my mother’s womb.
I grew up in the church but have had a rage beyond words towards God. I desperately want tobelieve and trust but the more I want that, the angrier I become. There is no way out...
All Might please watch Dr Charles Stanley's sermon called the Believer's War Room. God doesn't intend you to guess His specific will and do everything yourself. That's not the life He intends for us. God has better ideas and we should go to our prayer rooms and ask Him to keep us from sin and for the very best He has for us. Then we should be quiet to hear Him after. We shouldn't immediately act based on whatever we feel is best. God never intended us to rely on our own decisions. That's exhausting.
When you've been thrashed everyday by God there is no way you can pray. He hates you, when you succeed and thank him for your success. He makes every minute of your life go against you to destroy you more. God loves watching you crumble and be destroyed. God loves you yes but only when he's destroying you. God's love is different from this worldly love which we know of. He loves us in mysterious ways. Don't think Satan is after you. Satan is an archangel with a job to tempt you, a Job given by God. It is like one organization and God is the head of it. You are made for God's pleasure and he has every right to use you as he pleases. You have no right to complain. Don't think abusing the Holy spirit will do you any harm, I've done it a countless number of times and it has no effect, Maybe that's cause God enjoys destroying me everyday so much that he doesn't care about me abusing anyone.
I am just so filled with things that are pushing me back to the dark place that I used to be. I just had another problem and that just made it worse. I got angry with God saying " God why me? Why? Why am I getting this unfair treatment?" and after I cooled down I started regretting getting angry with him.
He won't condemn you. He's not like that. If you call yourself a sinner constantly it's like programming yourself to sin. God doesn't intend that, and your own power won't help you spiritually, let alone with anything else! Do you keep a prayer room? Life can be chaos. That's why Jesus tells us to pray before the day starts in a quiet place. Also, we should wait after we pray to hear Him respond. Before you make decisions, ask Him what He can do, and if that's what He wants. He has better ideas! Ask Him to reveal something to you if He needs to. Please remember He is everywhere, all-knowing, and has all power. He is compassionate, powerful, and kind. Just look at Jesus. Maybe Dr Charles Stanley's sermons will help you?
God has made me go thru so much at such a young age I cannot even cry anymore, I pray for help and he really said "Get in the line. ❤" I'm this close to snapping 🤏 God is really an amazing person, huh? 😼✌
I’ve always been a deeply religious Christian. I was at my last church (231 people) for 20 years before my NPD abusive husband left us for his mistress. To cover his reputation, he started the worst smear campaign imaginable. The things he said I did were despicable. Everyone knew he was lying, but in order to keep his money coming, the elders kicked me out. Not disfellowshipped me ...they literally kicked me out and wouldn’t allow me to come back inside. That was 3 years ago, and I haven’t stepped foot into a church building since. So yeah, I’m FURIOUS that God let that happen. I can’t even pray anymore.
Thank you very much for this. I rejected bad friends and influence, I danced in public for God and I praise him almost all the time but my family continues to live in endless poverty. We can’t even afford basic things- it’s always someone else giving us money or providing food. While that’s a nice thing it’s also sad knowing that we can’t get our own things for ourselves. I want to take my sister out to fun places, I want to have the basic things that other teenagers have but I can’t because there’s no money. For even the gym, cinema, we so poor I just can’t. I find myself so bored to the point where I “crave” for pleasures that I had before I became born again. And I just finished pouring out my emotions to God, I’m 16 years old and I’ve faithfully served him, I pray to him everyday, and I love him. It’s not his will for me to be loving such an idle,unhappy life when I love him so much. I literally complained and told him I’m disappointed. My mother prays nonstop for 2 hours everyday, believing that a change is going to take place but it never happens. I know nothing else can help but him. So I guess I’ll continue to praise, read my Bible , and I believe he’ll come through.
I'm so glad you still choose to serve Him and praise Him! And I wanted you to know that you matter, and what you do for the Lord matters. There is a purpose in your pain. Don't give up. I believe that God has a bright future for you. He loves you, He sees you, and He knows your suffering. He sent His Son to die for you, and He defeated death. God bless you! May God give you a good day and courage. I'd like to pray for you. Is there anything specific you need prayer for?
I needed to see this video. I have been angry at God and feel he is testing my resolve and faith. I am at my wits end. I know God sees and hears me. I just feel defeated.🙏🏼
I need a prayer please if anyone could just ask God to take away my sinful desires so I can grow closer to him in faith that would be much appreciated! I love you guys God bless!
If He is NOT answering you cant blame people for leaving. If I were to meet God one day and I pray so, I'd SERIOUSLY ask this. People pray, go to church, be kind and get crapped on. No! A person gets tired of hearing "Hang-on, Hang-on!" For how darn long?
I've had people make fun of me for expecting God's help. Sometimes they would tell me to help myself. Where in the Bible does it say that? Nowhere! I raged at the time. Then I heard a sermon by Dr. Charles Stanley where he said negative people say "why would God help you, He's not helping me." Suddenly everything clicked. Sometimes people misinterpret God and make you feel like you have to guess God's specific will. But Jesus said to pray early in the day in a quiet place, like a closet. The Bible also says to wait after prayer because prayer is a dialogue. He really does have a specific plan for every area of our lives, and if He isn't ever talking to me I'd ask Him if there's something He needs to reveal to me. God doesn't intend constant defeat. You seriously have to be wary of who you listen to! Some of these people don't really understand that God isn't telling them to do everything themselves and hope for the best, yet that is exactly the advice they give to people who are broken and helpless and sick of their own plan. It's an amazing realization.
I was very anger at myself and god. How my life was trun out and i said some thing that am not proud of. I let my anger and emotions speak for me. I pray that he will forgiven me for my sin. Amen
Whenever you feel as if you are getting the crappy end of the stick and the wicked are handed the golden scepter, you should read Luke Chapter 16 versus 19 through 31. That should put your mind at ease. As for me, I would rather have a bit of a tough and rough time now and then be comforted for eternity; than to live on easy street now and be tormented forever in Hell.
I just fucking want to live HEALED AND FREE life, is that is that so much to ask? I’ve been a Christian for 22 years and I still deal with anger I’m fucking done.
I haven’t even been able to worship the Lord, lately. It’s also hard to read God’s Word, or listen to a sermon, because everything they say comes from the mouth of God - from the mouth of the thing I am upset with. It’s a very difficult position to be in, because the only thing that can save me is God’s Word, but I’m too angry and bitter towards Him to listen to Him, if that makes sense.
I am angry, frustrated and disappointed with God. I still love God, but I hate my life and everything in it. Please pray for me because I really need it in the worst way possible. And may God bless you beyond reason and measure in Jesus name amen
I am alone. I am by myself. I am constantly serving others while no one cares about me or how I feel. No one treats others the way I do. I have and always be alone. No friends, no outlet just go to work and come home that’s it.
My mom died my aunt is paralyzed my grandma almost died my dad hates me my relationship with my sister and me is screwed I got an F on my science exam I'm ugly and fat I pray everyday but nothing good happens. Help. 😫
You are hurting so bad and I am so sorry and pray that God will put people in your life to show you love. You are not ugly and you have the power to get healthy again. Take your frustrations and anger and put them into positive actions (walk, work out with youtube, yoga, meditation, and read your Bible and talk to God). I am 42, lost my twin sister, had both parents walk out on me, and now am taking care of my dying grandparents. But, I am looking at it as: I was blessed to have my twin as my guardian angel, I am closer to God because I needed Him as the dad I so needed and I was blessed to have my grandparents as long as I did and now can take care of them. You are hurting and you need to find someone to serve so that you can see someone hurting more. There is always someone. God bless you and bring you peace. You can make your life better, just choose to. Oh, and delete all social media for a month!
The Bible has everything. The answers. I know I didn't read my Bible I stopped because of phone addiction and paranoid. But it is true the Bible has all the answers.
I have this deep anger towards Jesus because it talks about how perfect he is,and I get some what angry or sad or like a deep anger in my heart, and I’m afraid to come to God with anger because anger doesn’t come from him,so I feel ashamed and question my faith,I don’t wanna be mad at Jesus because it’s true he is a hero,and I get Afraid that when I think this way it hurts him. I even go in tears of thinking this way and a firey cold feeling comes up in my chest
I've been depressed for a long time, maybe most of my life idk. I pray for a better quality life motivation and energy. I often feel like this is where God want's me to be and idk if I should be sad at the situation or tuff it out either way I feel like I've tried it all :/
God is sadistic and a hypocrite. He shouldn’t test our loyalty and faith for him by letting us suffer. For someone who thinks he is all perfect, he is wrong. I might be the first person to prove god that he has made a mistake for the first time
@@Ghostface00007 You're gonna have to live with that blasphemy. He tests us so we don't end up saying filth and trash about Him like what you just did. Why wouldn't HE test us, if we're so quick to backstab Him? He wants loyalty for eternity from us, and only a few are strong enough for that. You're the hypocrite and I'm the hypocrite. He knows how everything works, and you think you can just be emotional and blaspheme Him like this? Wake up for goodness sake I want you to make it. You realize that we're the sadists? Look at yourself trying to manipulate Him into doing something for you, and don't deny it because I can see right through you because I'm a human too. You wanna play hard to get and act all high and mighty like you don't need Him, so that He'll show you something.
I’m literally learning not to question nothing. GOD is the creator of all existence our little human minds can’t even comprehend how wonderful he is. I’ve done wrong in my life a lot I’ve done Good aswell. And God truly gives each and every one of us what we deserve. Keep the faith, it will literally be a strength to you in troubled waters.
On earth turn anger into trust and continued repentance If you find yourself on the wrong side of the door in heaven then being angry at Jesus wont do you any good.
You know how frustrating it is to pray , tithe , knock and seek out God for blessings and wisdom , only to get knocked backwards in life , while others who don't seek , pray or give tithes are doing much better in life and seem to have the things I've been praying for for years ?
Right there with you Ben! If you scroll up you can see the state of mind I am in right now. Pissed does not even begin to cover it. .. but perhaps for your benefit (maybe?) .. start going through Pslams and see what a shit time some of the psalmists got for following God. That has helped me in the past.
Same here.... All I've know Is endless suffering and darkness..
"O God, who is like you? You, who have shown me great and severe troubles, Shall revive me again, And bring me up again from the depths of earth. You shall increase my greatness, and comfort me on every side." Psalm 71 19-21
@@OnSafari247 that's it! Exactly. Just what I needed to hear. Since I wrote my post above, I have started praying and reading the Word again. I had a break through in prayer one night when I basically said, "you know Lord, sometimes you really piss me off". He was awesome in His response. He IS Amazing!
@@OnSafari247 empty shallow words.....all I want from god now is for him to bring me to an end, cause he cursed me from the day I was born.
why other people are so blessed while others like me i cry everyday....m tired😭😭😭😢
Im in the same place,i know he truly loves me yet im so angry at him and yet i love him its really frustrating .
William WALLIS! , well I don't want this life to last i don't wanna eats this world's food o don't wanna build big house i.dont wanna car i want a true person but I can't find everyone is against me but why I don't understand even God is watching me like a movie he keeps silence why why why
Yeshua OnlySavior , God speaks every second no one listen to him if u want to u can lestin to him day and night,do u speak to God ya every single time my parents and my friends don't listen to me onky God Jesus listens so I talk to him when I'm mad when I'm sad and when I'm happy,do u love for God that's the o kybreason why ik living if he wasn't in my life I swear I would have been dead sucide or else God is my food water shelter friend brother father mother sister the only friend I have ,do u love God I can't say it I'm word I.mean.no word can express my love for him so take it as a yes
Yeshua OnlySavior ,what has God say to me is if the world was paper and all osouan or sea was pen I can't right it all I can is I can't stop talking i about him I love him he buy me from the devil's hand with his blood i belive that even if I was the only person in this world Jesus would die for my sin Jesus is my God Lord and saviour even when I call his name I coutch tear in my eyes...
Yeshua OnlySavior ,I love u btw when I right that comment I wanted God to see that the 🤣🤣🤣🤣
Sometimes I pray that he just takes me life. It's just not worth living if I have to be this sad all the time.
I will pray for you, know that he is with you
Read Job and Samuel
Yeah.. who's gonna move on to living if we seem don't know when this experience will ever stop.. but not job.
Same.
boring names ! i never though of someone having the some feeling ! for so many nights i actually been asking to God to take me , i am a christian and i believe in God and Jesus but life as been so hard for me with so many problems that ive been asking in my prays for God take me , but i guess things they not work like that , also many of those days i feel very angry with God as i could put my suffering an end and just take me with him and i feel so angry , i know ive been a coward and possibly death is easier than life but i guess there is things he would not do
Jesus. Please heal our hearts and minds and heal this anger.
thanks for the prayer
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God is so unfair.He let people who have destroyed my life get away but I'm struggling with depression everyday
In the business space that i am in ,there are people who got up in arms seeking to destroy my business.They did all sorts of bullying and harassment tactics, they used deceiving tounges, corruption and force,they were acting out of jealousy,being threatened and envy.
They eventually managed to take me out of business.These are people who don't serve the God that I have been serving for all these years,it's the people who're into cults and witch doctors.After they took me out of business, then more misfortunes came as my money making assets started breaking down because accidents.
As a follower of Jesus Christ, I have fervently prayed,continually fasted etc but my enemies continued to win over me and the thing is themselves they are really prospering, God didn't answer me.Right now I am angry at God, I can't even pray.I get to wonder,so darkness can win over light?why is God not answering me? In the end i experienced stress, rage and anger that i even cursed(wishing death on them) and spoke insults about my attackers ,because I was like "what's the use of "be angry but do not sin".
I am out of business right now and the having finances problems,at some point someone told be that we must consult other people who use other sources and I nearly went there
My QUESTION is why do the people who pray the MOST SUFFER the MOST?
I’m starting to think it’s a BAD THING to be a GOOD PERSON 🤦🏾♀️
William WALLIS! That was a great reply thank you for telling me that I needed to hear that it was a GREAT answer
@@msharris2319 though it doesn't seem like it now, God is preparing you for something bigger. every hardship you endure is to shape who God means you to be. You are like clay that he is molding to be someone he wants to accomplish his holy plan. The pain you feel is tenporary. Jesus Christ is a joy for eternity.
Seems like devil attacks those who pray to God and want to do his will. He doesn't bother those who doesn't care about god. I thought I would pray and will get strong protection from God, but why devil's attacks keep continuing??why God letting devil bother his people a lot???if we would be over tested we just can become angry jealous people who hates their self and everybody.
My mom and siblings into witchcraft. Dad is a two timing abusive wicked man
Guess what. They have the best life. Married...travel the world..good jobs......but im homeless. 5 years. No hope. Nothing but evil. No break. Everyday. No break.
@@defcon1africa676 keep praying JESUS will make away just when you THINK its over JESUS show up but you have to have faith you have to keep praying you have to cry out to JESUS and doors will open cry out and leave every issue in his hands and he will deliver you
Right now I am angry at God. I feel so abandoned and ignored and I just don’t know what to do again. I even feel like not living because I feel as if everything is pointless. I’m crying out to him and asking him for guidance and he’s just ignoring me. I feel forsaken and I’m just tired of feeling like this 😭😭😭
OMGGGGGGGGG...ME TOO. I'M ANGRY AT GOD
Ugh!!! Me too!!!! I'm 55 years old and I just don't see the point in this crazy world! I just want the world to stop and let me off!!!!!!!!
I totally feel like this now in this day
Same I know it’s not his fault for what I’m going through but it’s like we look to him for help 😢I don’t want to question him but what is going on??
I feel your pain 😢
I'm just tired of sitting in dark times and being lonely I asked God to make me a example but I just keep getting broken more
I struggle with the same daily 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Same, im so tired and confuse. I cant help myself from wondering if im really in the right path or not
Hope you feel better 🙏
I hate that us Christians , us good hearted people are suffering 💔😔
Why did he created us just to test us I didn't ask him to create me
He didnt
You were grafted
Hebrew12: 7 Endure Hardship as discipline; God is treating you as his children. For what children are not disciplined by their father
James1:3-4 because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete not lacking anything
Exactly luci. Sometimes I wish i wasn’t even created like idk
@@daniellequinn5756 same but notice how u said sometimes because u only feel like that because things are not going good in those times but I bet you when your having fun with life you are thankful for life just member you are a gift to humanity and to life itself your beautiful inside and out no matter what the fact you are breathing and have a heart beat is because god loved you made you and belived in you and YOU HAVE A HUGE PURPOSE AND ONLY YOU CAN FULFILL THAT PURPOSE member how important and needed and precious you are
@@kennedyliberty1304 grafted??
I honestly think God is very selective about who he chooses to bless. Because for the past 6 months I have dealt with the no source of income, opportunities that within my grasp only for them to be snatched, and loneliness cold, dark loneliness... and I see friends getting new jobs, getting married and " living their best life".
Meanwhile, I sit here stagnant while time passes by, reaching to God, begging, screaming and what to get... Absence and Silence
@William WALLIS! That's bullshit...
I totally understand Zach. It grows harder each day to praise a God that doesn't seem to want good for you. I've been attacked my whole life (I am in my 50s). When I think I have finally started seeing a glimpse of a better situation, it is yanked away. I am trying to hang on to my faith, but there isn't much joy left. I hope things have improved for you, and just keep hanging in there. My bible verse is Proverbs 3:5-6
Are you still alive ? You’ve been through 6 months without any source of income and was still able to survive ? I guess you’re blessed.
@@tokkiiiiiiiiiiiiii Perhaps... When things further change I'll let you know
@@zachampofo4945 did they change
I got angry with God...I forgave everyone who hurt me as I grew older, but still could not understand the ongoing pain. I cried and screamed and asked God to show me what he sees in the world...then I saw that the pain was to rescue someone else....my pain brought someone else out of harm's way.....it was my children who were in danger. Now I am thankful and trusting God for everything. Because my children mean more than my own life.
Your pain rescued someone else?
You didn't explain that at all.
Atleast Job HAD health, wealth & family... some of us NEVER had it to begin with
I definitely can relate to that ,but you will for sure come out stronger
Well said.Truly said.
👍👍👍💯💯💯.I cannot compare my own life to job.Job had wealth/abundance,before god stripped him of everything.And then gave him,more than he had before.God took things from me,that I didn’t even know,I had,to be taken away.I do not care about why he is doing it,I demand payback.
I was thinking the same exact thing. You took the words right out of me.
Right 💯 life is BEYOND uncontrollable for some of us some of us deserve a BREAK I know I do 😫
@julien villagrana I'm SO sorry. Life is VERY agonizing, but suffering now, for a brief moment (which doesn't seem very brief at all, Lol), is better than suffering for eternity. May the Lord Bless You, comfort you and put gladness in your heart.
1 Peter 1:7 (NKJV)
that the genuineness of your faith, being much more precious than gold that perishes, though it is tested by fire, may be found to praise, honor, and glory at the revelation of Jesus Christ,
I am extremely angry at God. He ruined my whole life...he brought people into my life to mess up my life, to hurt me, to insult me... while all those people continue to live an amazing life
I’ve never asked to be born and have had this life pushed upon me and now have to work hard to meet Gods needs so i don’t go to hell when I die. I also did not ask to die or have people around me die.
U don’t need to work hard to meet God’s “needs” so u don’t go to hell. Having faith in His Son saves you, u don’t need to work for it.
I struggle with thinking this as well. In fact I get super mad at God when I think like this too. But the thing is, God accepts us for who we are. He has given us right standing with himself. You don’t need to do anything in order for him to love you so much. “And so we know and rely on the love that God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in them.” (1 John 4:16).
“Dear friends, we should love each other, because love comes from God.” (1 John 4:7-9). Think about that. Love COMES from God, He’s the source of all love!
If it sounds too good to be true that you can have salvation and peace with God without working, it’s because it is so good, but yet it’s true... that’s who God is. Praise our Father.
@@donutdressin I feel this way too sometimes my friend. But the truth is God isn’t holding you to the standards you think He’s holding you to. He expects nothing from you. There’s nothing you have to do to earn His love, it’s already there because you believe in what Jesus did. “for the Father himself loves you dearly because you love me and believe that I came from God.” (John 16:27). www.bible.com/reading-plans/823/day/9?segment=0 hey I think the Day 9 devotional in this plan on the Bible plan could really help you. ua-cam.com/video/Vgp1DhJLUyI/v-deo.html maybe this video could help as well. It really opened my eyes because sometimes I feel myself thinking this way too. God loves you unconditionally, He will take care of you, and He is with you right here looking at you with so much love. ❤️❤️
You really expressed the words and feelings I didn’t know how to.. This is exactly how I feel 😔😰😪😪
@@Mia15239me too
Waiting on a dream for 13 years. I feel like I'm a camel that's dying of thirst. God promises me water, then doesn't deliver. I cry, so then I get more thirsty. Then I rage and scream, then I get even more thirsty. I've had enough water for survival only. My reward for faithfulness is to wait longer. I've been the good girl all my life, yet I see other believers have great things happen to them because they didn't behave/needed more grace. Why do I have to be upset for God to do anything? I can't risk thinking that there's an oasis because mirages exist. I feel alone. I can't afford to rely on God because I can't afford to get more thirsty. I can't afford to be still either because there's nothing but dunes here. I don't want to steal from other camels either. I just want to be numb-to never hope again so that I'm never disappointed again. He's supposed to be my best friend...This hurts more deeply than even losing a loved one.
Daughter of The King: these words you've posted bring 1 Pet 5:9 to mind.... I see this is from a year ago 👉 would you please reply if you're able?
I came across this reply today. I feel the same way as you have so eloquently described. I am so angry at God I cannot pray or even talk to him. I cannot stand going to church & rarely open my Bible. I have some good days but 85% of my life just feels like a never ending struggle. Today I give up & lay down my life before God & say to Him...do with me what you will. I cannot fight any longer, I have nothing left. Today I am going to make a list of things I have to do for just today not worrying about tomorrow. I am going to do my absolute best to make good decisions no matter the problems that are crushing my entire being. I have no idea how all this is going to turn out...all I can do is say to "God, I have no idea what is going on & I am going to do my best to have a good day-a day of making good decisions, getting things done & trying to turn those awful, negative thoughts into energy to improving my day. I am done with fighting. I have no strength left. I am going to be real honest with God-I don't know how to even move forward with my life-everything is just gone. All I can do is push forward with what is in front of me. I cannot control my circumstances or people. I cannot control anything. I can make the best decisions with what I have. I can rest with the knowledge at least knowing that I tried my best. I cannot carry these burdens any longer & I won't. I am going to do what I know that I can do. I cannot pretend to have all the answers for my mountain of problems. I don't. I wont anguish over them anymore. I cannot control most of them anyway. I can control my own decisions & make the best of those-the rest I lay at the feet of Jesus. I have no joy on most days. I am giving that to God as well as I don't believe He sent His son to die for me so that I have no joy. I don't know but I am laying it all down today.
@@saquinnb Sure. At least I know that other believers have had similar experiences. In my case, I'm still waiting (15 years now) because the dream requires so much out of me. It's not so much resisting the enemy as much as it is figuring out what to do, how to survive on little for long periods of time. I've received a night dream recently indicating that I'm at least heading in the right direction. My lament mostly came from questioning whether I'm going in the right direction, or if I'm crazy. For my sanity, I must focus on building skills. Maybe that was the point. But, some physical indicator would be nice, because it would keep me going a lot longer. Holy Spirit is the best trainer, but it is very painful. Hopefully, two years from now, I'll have a different answer for you.
@@daughteroftheking1222 Your first reply was so intriguing to me because out of all the animals you could've selected, you chose a camel - one that can survive/retain water which shows a form of strength. You. Have. Strength. And I love reading how even though this is a rough patch, you have not given up on God. If I may ask, have you verified through Christ that your dream is in line with the will of God for your life? If so, I always bear in mind how long Abraham had to wait - and that the measure of your pain & discomfort must be preparation for something magnificent (as with Job, Joseph)...
@@s.c.7159 Whoa: your reply kinda blew my mind... I am in wonder at how God is going to work in your life through Christ. This newfound place where you're going to simply trust God, rest in His Sacrifice, march forward taking it one day at a time, speaks such volumes I need to take note for myself. This is going to be a wondrous Chapter of your life. You're going to experience our Father's Love in a mighty way.
For like 3 years I couldn't accept that people could be mad at God... then it happened, and I was so mad at God and would read the passage from Jeremiah where Jeremiah was saying he thought God forced him into it and I could relate to it and I was so bitter towards God and I couldn't admit it but now I finally can and I don't feel mad at him now.
Duncan Murphy i think its ok to be honest with God. for the past 2 years ive come across so many people angry at God. i thought they were over reacting but now i know how they feel
How did you get over being mad at him? Do you come across the blessing you wanted or did you just get over whatever was bothering you? I’m afraid I’ll won’t become un-angry anytime soon and it is a painful feeling.
Which chapter (of Jeremiah) brother? May Lord Jesus bless you!
@@MiaCarter7, ask for peace and love for Him. He is a loving God;long suffering
That's good to hear💖
maaan ..so its either we suffer to show our faith or we reeally suffer if we give up...why would anybody want to come to this life?
amen, fuck having children, why bring them here just to groan with the rest of creation?
Alex R Starreveld Seriously?
Can I tell you...
Do you guys believe on Jesus Christ?
Jesus Christ can give you peace.
Make it a point to stop sinning. Ask for forgiveness and help with repentance.
Don't you know that it's Lucifer and his angels that want to destroy your faith? He wants to put you in this position to dissuade your faith! (I'm talking to myself here too), but I've come to realize, feel, and see that there is power in Jesus Christ's name, so hold on!
Turn away from the world and it's cares and give your life to Christ! Read the bible and pray everyday, ask the Holy Spirit to lead you, EVEN ASK GOD TO GIVE YOU MORE FAITH! Be honest with God! He knows everything, but He wants you to spill it out to Him, 'cause then He can open up to you since you trust Hkm with your problems.
Ask God to help you love Him more! Ask God "where and what do you wa t me to do next"?
God is for you! Not against you!
I certainly don't like this life. I fucking hate it. I despise it with every fiber of my being.
I have prayed and fasted,but things kept getting worse; business, work,finances.I literally even stopped prayer because of anger and frustration
I'm looking for encouragement in my time of pain once again. Honestly you lost me with job. I lost a son. Watched him almost die several times before he actually died. Idc if I'm blessed with 10 kids. It won't erase that trauma and pain. I need something better brother
Isaiah 57
1. Good people pass away; the godly often die before their time. But no one seems to care or wonder why. No one seems to understand that God is protecting them from the evil to come.❤
"We are tested so our faith grows stronger."
Not a good enough reason to explain torture.
Chastiment not torture.. try again.
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Torture
Gods not totureing you. Its the people and the environment you are in. Maybe he lets you experience that to try and make you realise you should be somewere else.
Idk about what anyone else has to say but in my opinion it does (at least in a way)
Pain/suffering (almost always) produces strength physical/emotional/spiritual
@@brooklynsilas9279 He understands because He became human so He felt everything we could feel in the flesh. You can blame God for your experiences cause most do but I will say that you're not the only one who has suffered and if we don't suffer how will ever see our need for Him. We can't know Him until He's made certain things known to us. Suffering/pain produces endurance and if we can't endure this life then we aren't fit for the kingdom. Almost everything (or at least what I've read) Jesus spoke about He was referring to the spirit and if you don't have spiritual strength (and don't seek him to strengthen you, cause all of us are weak- literally the only difference between Christians and non Christians is that Christians realized they need Him and rested in Him and gave themselves to Him- then what is there besides a life of death. He's love because He wants ALL of us to have a chance for repentance and life with Him that's why He forgives ALL sin. His love goes beyond all understanding and it took me a while to get that. Take this how you like. Everyone has issues and many have had crap dealt to them their whole lives and the only difference is how we deal. Seek help if you need to but most of all seek Him. He's OUR only hope.
God is silent at the worst times
And wonder why there's atheism
God just is at the worst times
That part is what pisses me off most...
I'm not so good at this . I do everything wrong. Still I can't stop believing in him. :(
Parrot 09
I know exactly how you feel
@@jerpiツ 😂
My whole life in s fucking sentence wow
Same here fam. Don’t feel bad. I struggle to keep faith cause it’s like I live under a curse
I am a Christian, but for years I have experienced a burning rage towards God. I feel neglected by him, and I am deeply troubled by the pain and suffering that I see in the world around me. It seems like all of this pain and suffering is unnecessary as God is unlimited. Please pray for me. This anger towards God has stolen my joy for 14 years, and sometimes I long for death because of the discouragement that I feel in this area.
Edit: I am writing this comment a long time after I wrote the original comment, I am no longer a Christian. I've come to believe that it is just another false religion, along with the other est. 4,200 religions in the world.
ask God to help you.
I know how you feel. Lord, please help Brenton come to peace. Cover him with Your wing & help him feel Your presence. Also, please resolve the issues of his life & help him know even if it's a hard path, it's the right one. Sending hugs, Brenton
I hope you’re trials come to an end friend.
Thank you all for your support! However, in the ~year since I wrote my original comment, I have become completely convinced that Christianity is not the truth. Looking back, I'm astonished that I couldn't see it before, but now it seems so obvious to me.
I suppose that back then, the arguments in favor of Christianity seemed so strong to me, but once I really dove into researching them, I realized that they weren't as impressive as they had seemed at first.
I learned that:
1.) The Bible is flawed, and often contradicts itself. It often contradicts historical accounts. One example of a historical discrepancy is the fact that Herod was dead before Quirinious called the census that supposedly brought Mary and Joseph to Bethlehem, afterwhich Herod (dead by this point) tries to kill Jesus.
2.) The voice of the Holy Spirit is really just your own internal monologue, not actually a communication with a divine being. I was placed into a rare and unique situation that confirmed this for me.
3.) While a case could be made for a historical man named Jesus, there is no significant evidence of a divine Jesus.
4.) The martyr accounts of the apostles are suspicious at best, and can't necessarily be trusted as historically accurate.
5.) In all probability, the gospels simply lied about Jesus' divinity. We can find blatant lies in some of them, which reveals the author's lack of knowledge about things that eyewitnesses should have known.
6.) Prophecies, personal miracles, and personal god-human relationships can be found in the other world religions. Human beings are just easily fooled, and the parlor tricks of religion can be very persuasive if you don't know what to watch out for. There are no forms of supernatural proof that can't be found elsewhere in another incompatible religion.
In the end, I simply ran out of good reasons to believe that Christianity is true. On the bright side, I'm no longer mad at God (I don't think that he actually exists, at least not in the Christian sense). But I wish you all the best in your lives. =)
@@BrentonSwafford This is gonna sound weird, but I'm kinda glad you're at this place. Because (if you do become Christian again), when you find God, you will be truly finding Him for the first time. The Bible is His word, but He isn't hiding in the Bible. He is everywhere.
I am glad you aren't angry anymore, and I hope you have a great life. You are in my prayers, and I truly hope you find the real Jesus. Not the guy some people forced on you, but the embodiment of Love. Be blessed✌🙏
I got raped and I got tested positive for an incurable std. I feel like my life is over but most importantly I’m angry with God because he let me down. I prayed and fasted that everything will go okay. But he did the complete opposite of that and I suffer from the worst depression. He seems like he nowhere to be found.
I'm sorry for your experience. I pray you're holding up okay and that you are filled with peace!
i’m just so mad at Him. i always ask for direction and his voice and he LITERALLY NEVER answers me. never. even when im in the word and praying every day. i feel so abandoned by him. like salvation and Gods mercy and help and guidance isn’t allowed for me. i pray for a good nights sleep for once? i cant sleep all night. i pray my old car to work fine. i get tons of car issues. i pray for direction in a decision, i get pure silence. im genuinely doing this on my own at this point.
God is so unfair😭😭😭 my mind keeps on telling me that God actually made us so He can have someone to play w/, like we are His toys - playing w/ our feelings, struggles, being tested etc
He knows we are weak at times yet He allow evils to attack us, He's actually the maker of evils isn't he?
Been praying and praying and praying and praying for my brother who's depressed for almost 2 DECADES yet he still allow things to happen..He ignores some people's prayer yet he pour blessings to some...so there is favouritism in Him right, he love other people to suffer yet blessed others generously... some people have everything yet some have nothing...He always answer the prayers of some yet love others to keep on begging...Why am I even here on earth... ain't my choice to be here...It's not my choice!!!!!! It's your choice God not mine...😭😭😭😭
kail pc i know how you feel sister im praying for you. it can get confusing. God does love us. we just have to stay in hope even though it is so difficult
No God never made us as a toy nooo. He made you fearfully and wonderfully made. Go to what God says those thoughts that God made us to play with us that's the devil. Please don't give up on God. We get ourself in things God didn't want us to do those things but we didn't listen to HIM. SAY God I forgive you even you did nothing wrong. And you will get peace I say this too.
I totally agree with you.Why create us,to just suffer and then die.If he does exist,he is the maker of evil.Why would he make such a horrendous world in the first place.
I'm feeling the same way.Seems God is always mad at me or something.
Dave C OMG! This is how my vibes feel too, like he is always mad at me or something for some reason it just like feels this way and it's like well then why was I even born?? What is my purpose in life??
I sinned consciously the whole day cuz I am mad at God I m done I giving up it is too much to handle nothing seems to work.
Stay anchored to hope dear.
Massiel Acosta Marchena don’t you know God wants you to get back with Him. Go to a Pentecostal Church, Catholic Church, God In Christ Church, and tell pastor you want to give your life to God and serve God The rest of your life by helping others. Tell pastor you want The Baptism Of God’s Holy Spirit. Once you have The Baptism Of God’s Holy Spirit you will feel God’s love, and you will hear God’s voice, and God will lead you in ways to prosper you. You will be the head, and not the tail. Right now you the tail, and you’re walking backwards. God will tell you everything. God will show you things to come, and so much more. God is who you need. Google churches I mentioned and make a appointment to talk to pastor tell pastor you what you said here, and tell pastor you want to give your life to God, and you want The Baptism Of God’s Holy Spirit.
Tina Hampton first off let me start by saying the Catholic church is not of God I mean for goodness sake the pope has a arrest warrant for murder child trafficking child molestation you really think the Catholic church is of God second of all I to am in turmoil in my life God has allowed a lie in my life that has completely destroyed my life does he care no did I put faith in him to save me from this yes and he failed me I to believe God hates me what good is faith when it doesn't help you when you apply it because I did I had full faith that God was going to deliver me that was back in 2004 and he still leis silent he don't care how much pain I'm in or he would have done something about it I love him but yet at the same time I hate him for creating me I didn't ask to live I didn't ask for any of this he forced it on me and now I suffer for nothing for a freaking lie
That's negative man, think about it, not only God, but people love you too, find support both in God and in your loved ones
Hopefully, 2 years later, you're in a better place, knowing that sin only gives the enemy legal ground into one's life :) May the Lord bless you.
Something to me happened tonight. It made me enraged and sorrowful at the same time. I want to stop my prayer and Bible reading because of this. I know that it’s useless to do this with Him, but I’m so angry. I don’t know why He ever thought this was a good idea, but I suppose adversity is a gift. Pray for me, brothers and sisters, I’m not in a good place right now.
Turning away from God makes things worse, trust me. It’s better to be suffering with His help than without
@@mackenzienordquist2055 the key phrase in your comment is "with his help". Many of us have NEVER RECEIVED IT. So we will not waste MORE of our time waiting.
The best predictor of future behavior (including abuse) is to look at past behavior. Did your boyfriend hit you? He will again. Did your dad curse you out for no reason? That will continue too. Did god destroy your life [multiple times]? Well....
God sometimes doesnt make sense
Not sometimes but most of the time.
There are things will never be able to comprehend but accept God for who He is and choose to be His child saved by God the Son. He wants us to rely on Him there are things that we will know no one but God knows everything. You have his word He'll bring to you understanding oh His word eventually stay faithful and obedient. Keep praying keep reading.
@@ashleyseay2871 Let`s say a person will do what you`ve said. What is going to be a reward for that ?
@@eagleeye182 if they really are seeking God if they call on His name and mean God will turn them away I don't remember where it says but it says something along the lines of if you call on His name He will cast you out. I'll find the verse. The reward is grace and a place in Heaven
@@ashleyseay2871 What`s Heaven ? How can you enjoy being in Heaven when your loved ones might be in Hell, tortured for eternity? You can`t have a family, wife, friends or job there. Why would I strive or fight to be there?
I was so angry with God that I became an Atheist but God saved me and let me know that he has never left my side.
how
How
Explain how
That's amazing 💗
At least he talks to you.
Subscribed after watching this video. I am so angry and disappointed with God right now for so many reasons. I try so hard to what God would have me to do and this trial has been going on for so many years. Thanks Alan for posting this.
Hey my new friend. Thank you so much for subscribing and for sharing your thoughts and where you are right now in life. Brother, I have been there which is why I created the video. Stay encouraged because the thing that I was so upset with God about has worked itself out in due time and now I'm on the other side of the trial. I actually see now why He allowed me to stay in it for so long. It would not have been the road I would have chosen for myself but I can see how He will use it in the future to encourage others.
Thanks Alan. Your ministry has been a true blessing to me.
what if i told you your god is a lie and he doesn't exist
THE BEAT by Allen Parry why doesn't God fix things if he loves us and why does he tell us to pray if he's not gonna answer and why test us if he knows am gonna fail because I don't understand sounds like I have no way out
Parrot 09 And you’re watching a video about God..why?
Can't tell you how refreshing this was to hear. I know God knows I'm angry, frustrated,confused with him so I never hide it. It is idiotic to try and hide ANYTHING from God so why even think, or try to do so. I am living in a state in the South and I hate it. My town burned to the ground in CA in early November 2018. I had nowhere to go but here with a family member. This state really sucks, I have had nothing but misery in these last 4 months. Today was horrible, I was in a car accident and my beautiful care is a wreck. I am utterly sick to my bones as I have no means to get it fixed. Yet my sis steps in and says she will help, I love her. I've been driving for near 40 years never one accident. I am here 4 months with horrific drivers and my beautiful car is smashed. There is a whole other list of things I've dealt with here too from the get go. Everything has been a fight because the state is so utterly backwards in all areas. The trauma just keeps coming, I have been physically, mentally, emotionally to the bone spiritually beat up. I don't get it, when does the testing end. I can't forsake God, I won't. Where else can I flee to, who else will help but God. So no my faith will never end.
Ty beautiful
I was extremely angry and upset with God when my ex wife left and took my son. I spent years avoiding and ignoring God because of that. I am now putting my faith and trust back in God, it happened for a reason and I cannot question what he allowed to happen.
Lord forgive me but im tired of God constantly depriving me of happiness with his constant denials and trials. It's not fair to be brought into this world just for him to constantly test us with suffering
It's all easier said than done. And as upset as I am now, I know I can't go against God and win and if I run from Him instead of to Him I'd really be screwed. But the lies the enemy tells me match my reality so much it makes fighting hard. But I'ma fight in Jesus name👊🏿
I had a really tough moment today. I've been dealing with an issue for almost 2 years and my wife and I are so unhappy with our situation. The other day, I noticed how in the midst of my anger and contesting my case before him, He showed me that His hand was on the both of us. Even after that, I still had such a hard time. After reading 2 Kings 7, I have to be restored soon or we are in major trouble. all I know is that I have always made God my source. I will be super pure gold. Today was really tough. Psalm 31:3...my heart's cry.
It’s easier said than done especially when you have been living it your whole life. If God wants me to worship him he’s going have to save me from myself, my family and financial hardships. Im tired of crying about it’s now or never for me.
Scripture says God disciplines and chastens those who He loves. So if we suffer then that means we’re in the good.
But I've been tested all my life with no letting up!
I have autism and was bullied by students and teachers in a so-called "Christian Day School!" And this was back in the 70s when autism was unheard-of!
I've been bullied at work by co-workers and supervisors and worked in dead-end jobs because there was nothing else available for me.
And I've been a failure in the romance department- men are turned off by my different wiring patterns. Now I'm married to a schizophrenic because there was no one else that wanted me!
And I have only one talent- singing. I tried going to school to turn it into something profitable, or at least have a job in some other area in music to fall back on in case I didn't become famous as a singer. But that failed too. If I had known that I was going to spend the rest of my life just singing in church with no pay, I never would have gone to school! I wasted my time and money in that!
Don't give me any reason to hope- I'll never be happy in this life! But it's the only life I have, so all I can do is offer it up to the Lord.
And I want to be numb all the time so I don't have to feel the pain!
I can relate to your pain my friend. I 've been in hell all my life! This God-damned world is full of people like us...The most unjust thing is that, we don't know what we are being punished for...God is unjust so is this motherfucking life...
At least you were able to get married. I'm 23 and I have never been on a date with a Christian guy:(
@@lindseyrae8598 May The Lord do according to whats best for you and Him.
I notice all the people who preach why you shouldnt be angry at God have a full stomach. I wonder if they would preach like this if they were living in venezuela with no money, no job, no food, no home, cant feed kids and no social media. for years i never questioned God regardless of any situation because i thought it was not right but lately ive been really looking at the state of the world and the church and im asking God what on earth are you doing? Im sorry but i really dont accept the book of Job. its like God has issues with saints having money or a decent life. Why do all the sinners have ALL the money and the church has to constantly beg and struggle for resources to preach the gospel. look how many christian youtubers have to monetize channels and beg for donations. i know homeless and begging preachers of the gospel who love to do the Lords work yet devil worshipping singers have 100s of millions of $$$ this is ridiculous and its like this year in and year out. i have a right to ask God what is he doing. alot of books in the bible are about people constantly complaining to God about suffering. I dont need a mansion in heaven and im not interested in streets of Gold we need resources on earth now. where are the real miracles and the healings. so many christians are dying. i have a right to ask questions.
Actually the book of Job is great! There God (who was seen by Job, not the Father, but the Word) shows to us that He is in control of all! And God is on OUR side (as He was on the side of His servant Job)! Also Romans 8 confirms that ALL things (including our trials) work for our good in the end!
Today the social media is Satanic, do not trust them! The devil (Lucifer) is NOT so mighty as the media presents him...
Read Psalms 37 and other Psalms about the prosper of the wicked, and how God works in Mysterious ways...
Don't forget that God hardened the heart of the Pharaoh, not the devil!
God is Sovereign Lord! And these people who prosper now will be as the rich man from Luke 16, but we (people in misery now) will be as Lazarus (in the bosom of Abraham in the Presence of Jesus Christ our God and Savior)
P.s. Can you pray for me? My life is such a mess and i struggle with suicidal thoughts...
See you in the air bro/sis to meet together the LORD Jesus Christ our Savior! (Sorry for my English)
LOVE in Christ! God bless Venezuela! Greetings from Bulgaria!
@@НатанаилСталев-ф2р God bless you. ua-cam.com/video/nqAGdE6l_Js/v-deo.html
What hurts the most is when you feel abandoned by God. Hard as it is I can deal with people abandoning me but not God. I know what His word says but my life says otherwise. Equally painful is that He is our creator thereby He doesn’t owe us an explanation. We just take it no matter how bad. I’m dealing with an injustice that keep getting worse the more I pray and seek God. So I just stopped praying altogether to save myself the feeling of abandonment. I don’t know how many times a heart can break.
I'm really sorry to hear this.😥
@@Ishallnotquit777 Thank you for taking the time to read my plight. At least I know now that someone cares enough to respond. Because I know somebody who doesn't care.
@@wolfgangsebastian8357 Your welcome.
I've had a lot of struggles recently & its difficult, but we get there. I do hope you will be ok & your welcome to visit my channel, I will not quit! I'm taking a breather from video making at the moment, but will be around for a chat. God is good.
This video has me in tears. The part where you said "God this Christian thing isn't working for me, praying, obedience, fasting and church attendance isn't getting me anywhere!" And then falling away from God as a result. I'm going through this now. I really wanted to be married and have a family. I haven't met anyone interested in pursing a relationship with me. Spent my entire twenties single. I believed in waiting until marriage to have sex, and only a few non-believers would be interested in me. I would decline dating them because we didn't have the same values. I was holding on, waiting, trying to be obedient. Meanwhile people who don't follow God or didn't wait were getting engaged, married, starting families. It felt like such a punch to the stomach, as if Satan was pointing laughing at me saying "haha you thought God would bless you with a husband and children! You're still alone every year!" I was so embarassed and felt stupid for waiting for what may never come. My faith completely decreased and I turned away from God...gave my virginity away to a guy I wasn't even dating because no one wanted me anyway so what did it matter. I was tired of trying to do the right thing, and live the right way but still be alone year after year with unanswered prayers. I gave up. I failed God's test which is funny because he already knew I would fail so what was the point of the test in the first place. Like putting the tree of knowledge of good and evil, he knew Adam and Eve would fail too. I don't even know what to do or think anymore.
Have as much sex as you can, but make sure your partner is clean. I mean, he doesn`t have any STD`s. You`ll feel much better.
Don’t listen to the person above. The pleasure of sex won’t last forever. It’s only temporary just like everything sin has to offer. There’s really more important things to worry about than sex in this life. Sex is for reproduction not to satisfy our selfish needs. The only thing you might get from giving away your most precious part to some random dude is an unwanted pregnancy. Do you wanna be a single mom ? Your choice. God is trying to protect us.
Maybe u just feel insecure. Don't let insecurities became a depression and a paralyzed to u. I relate to u and I'm 23.
I'm talking to myself serve Him , repent and allow God to prepare you for your heart desires remember He is a jealous God we can't put anything before Him. God bless you and your family.
I relate so much. You're not alone. I'm in my mid thirties and don't have family anymore. Bren single for years amd I've cried to God that it always seems I'm watching other people build thier families.
I'm confused with God these days. We shouldn't feel guilty for being upset but he prolongs our blessings because we're upset?
Guys I came to this video angry, after watching it I felt better. Then I started scrolling through the messages. Everyone is complaining. Guys I'm also a sinner like you, let's stop complaining and praise God instead. Complaining means unbelief! The children of Israel complained in the desert and never entered the promise land. That's how dangerous complaining is. I too must listen to these Words... God is great! He loves you all!❤ Trust in him! Praise him when things are bad and ask him to restore joy in you through the storm in your life. Amen🙌🏾
That's all life is, PAIN, DEPRESSION, and ANXIETY! I'm sick and tired of being, "tested!" Sick of hanging on for a better tomorrow! I am more than angry at God right now, I seriously have had enough! If he loves me so much then why isn't He hearing my prayers? Have I been kidding myself all these years by believing in Him? And will I get sent to Hell for asking that? I can't win no matter what I do!
I so needed to see this. Thank you so much Allen for making this video and putting it up. I feel like I've been on a trial for over 10 years, and things just keep getting worse. It's so painful.
Dramagirl131 Don't give up brother/sister, show the lord you have strong faith!
Dramagirl131 please get with some of your friends who have a relationship with God. Or get to a Pentecostal Church, Catholic Church, or a God In Christ Church, and tell pastor you want to give your life to God, and serve God for the rest of your life. Once you are born again, or fill with the Spirit Of God you will actually feel God’s love, and God will help you to live a royal life. A good life you’re worthy of. Google churches I mentioned and tell pastor what you said here, and be sure you tell pastor you want to give your life to Christ and you want The Baptism Of God’s Holy Spirit. Ask pastor to help you, or get someone to help you. Amen. And all your pain will be turn to joy, joy, joy.
...or a church that best lines up with what The Scriptures teach.
Yup
I give up on God I don’t understand if we all have a choice . We’re was my choice to even exists in the first place
It's sad but these comments make me feel safer than praying ...
Been going through this all year long. As a failed person in many aspects of my life. Everything seemed to push me back down. Reverting back to my old dark habits. hurting more, sad more. yet I, myself still feel the faith within me. I am exhausted and alone. Angry and not only God but others in my life (the living) and his followers and non followers who rejected my input. If there was a faster way to the promised land, send me on my way.
What I learned was that all those times where I thought God was helping me, it was just me helping myself, the one time where there was something that I knew God could fix I put my entire faith in God as everyone told me and it cost me dearly. I could have saved myself, I should have, Ill never be naive enough to put my trust in God like that again, but I know he's not going to leave me alone and try to do some more bad shit in my life.
Please don’t give up man, I know how you feel, God is with you and for you, I can’t give you all the answers you seek, but God can, have hope, peace be with you
I am angry in the midst of Covid 19 because I have lost literally everything, not by choice.
Now, I do not know what He is doing. Before that, I felt like God was doing AMAZING work in my life.
my life came crashing down too in these past few months, Gods unfair
@@James-cg4jo God is faithful to make new beginnings. It has been hard, but I was in a bad place 6 months ago.
@@lindstheteacher1611 please I pray
If anyone talking to God and he hears you, tell him Im still waiting and Im over here! I asked him whats the point of waking me up everyday and youve been ignoring and denying me for yeeeaaarrrsss? Ive been doing evsrything and still nothing! Im so pissed right now!!! You took everything I loved from me and that wasnt much, and I still believe and keep the faith! My goals and desires, I never let them go but you never blessed me to achieve none of them no matter if I meditate, stay positive, pray, keep my faith strong the more I do these things the more silent and ignoring you do. That pisses me offff to tbe Max and I still love you!! I hate I was born and ask why was I born? I can go all day with this but itll just piss me off even more because you dont care, I know because you show me e eryday Smh
Can I just tell you that your comment reminds me of a passage in the Bible when David was questioning God when he was not getting blessings compared to the other people that didn't even serve him. Eventually David found out what their Destiny would be. I myself sometimes get frustrated because I question myself why does God bless horrible people compared to us when we do his will but we have to remember that we will go through tribulation. The Bible clearly states that being a Christian will not be easy. You have to give up something you've loved and face trials. But remember your reward is in heaven
@@heartylegend2002 Ok but whats wrong with having Heaven on Earth? A lot of blessed people are going to heaven and having heaven on 🌎! Im tired I can't even pray no more because God is ignoring me! What's the point of being here if youre not living, Im just surviving everyday 💯💯💯
And wonder why certain people become black hearted
@@mistamvptv Please watch Dr. Charles Stanley's sermons called The Believer's War Room and Hearing God's Voice. They're really really helpful
Job is a bad example! He may have received double but he lost his entire family what blessing could take away that pain?
I cant accept the book of Job and I feel guilty about it. I just cannot accept that God would allow all of that to happen to a good man just because of a statement by satan.
This is me today. Needed this message. Didnt know i was allowed to do this freely while still trying have faith. Listened to it 3x
boy I failed this test today
I’ll pray for you!
I have bad grades and I’m asking God to help me but he won’t
Truely. To be a christian is to suffer. Everyday it gets worse. I know that God could fix everything, I just dont know why he decides not to.
Been praying for healing for years and still suffering. Please God heal my body and eyes
Who can say they're anywhere close to Job? When I start to plead my case, it doesn't take long before I know I can't win. I'm guilty! No way anyone can stand before God without guilt to some degree, nullifying your defensive case. Then the silence of God can be so long and torturous. I always think of the scripture in Proverbs 19:3 that says, "A man's own folly ruins his life, yet his heart rages against the Lord." So true, and again, guilty.
So job lost everything but then he gained much more, good for him. Meanwhile his family got killed to prove a point.
Honestly I don’t hate God but I feel like my life is being led a dark pathway and God is slowly abandoning me.
I’m still young though so maybe I’m wrong
We're told to be faithful and trust God. Trust is earned. We're told to be in a relationship with Him. How? He's not in a relationship with me. He's abandoned me. This 'relationship' is one way. He gives all I ever wanted to everyone else and forsakes me. My faith is crushed. He hides from us. Demands we worship Him and leaves us cold. That is not a loving relationship. 17 years I've missed out. How much is enough for Him? I am so angry and broken hearted. My life has become worse since receiving Jesus. My heart was healed by Him and now it's hardened again. I'm out of ideas.
He wants to know how fast you're willing to backstab HIM when things don't go your way. Enough is thanking Him everyday because you aren't headed to hell like many people, and because He saved your wretched soul. You realize you could never repay HIM that miracle, right? If you wanted an easy life, then you didn't listen to Christ at all. Christ told us that before we decided to live for Him, we should take note of the cost. It will cost you everything to follow Him. Think you can't take it? Get in prayer and ask for strength or you're not gonna make it
@@mayencyavelar1286 so its either you take this life in which it costs us everything to follow him with the pain and suffering or we don't follow him and face eternal damnation, he is either a cruel and unjust God or he simply doesn't exist
The thing is I had a lot of rage and anger at God. It was directed at God. Then I realized I was just scared and experiencing tramau. I wondered what would become of my life. God is too Perfect and too Good for me to stoop to a level where I can criticize Him or blame Him or pretend that He is not the perfect Judge of my case, that he doesn't understand what I have endured and the damages that were inflicted on me.
Then what do you do with the rage if God is too good and too out of this world to judged by a human? What I have found is the answer is that you give Him your tramua and your fear. It can blind you. It makes you weak. For anyone reading, God will let good things happen to you. He has got you.
god has never answered any of my prayers. None. I would rather pray to a fence post. the fence post has never disappointed me. every time I put faith in god, I feel like I get my teeth kicked in
its *God not god .
a.k .l. All I know is god has never, ever helped me. Never. If I pray, it only gets worse.
god doesn't care about me.
@@boringnames6920 Malachi1:2- I have loved you says the Lord
John 3:16 For God so loved the world that he gave his only son
Romans 8:35- who shall separate us from the love of God
He does all this while he has being whispering loving words to your heart I know it is not easy but Jesus said small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life
@@boringnames6920 if He does'nt care about then how are you alive ?
Prayer doesn't always seem to work. I saw my mother pray to be healed and never recieved it. I am seeing my father praying now and his condition is getting worse. Why does an all knowing god need to test us anyway? And it it said that god gave job more than he had before his test. Job lost his wife and children along with other people he may have cared about. I would still be unhappy about the wife and children I lost even if I remarried and had more children, especially if they were lost the way the story of job says.
I feel you! I think God tests us to make our faith stronger. I've realized that my faith hasn't been my own for the longest time, and through this challenge I'm facing, I've realized this is where it gets challenging and when some people's faith die. I believe that we are in constant spiritual warfare for our souls, and this is the time that we get stronger or die. It's very tough for me right now, and growing up in a missionary family and still living on the missionary field you'd think I'd be a strong christian, but this wall I'm facing now has shown me how weak my faith really is. I haven't quite given up hope yet but I'm at a loss for what to do and where to go but I have faith I will get out somehow as hard as it is going through what i'm going through. This is the first time in my life i've ever felt truly in a depression and its been like this for a couple months now. My whole body is always tired i'm always hungry i feel crushed and broken and helpless to do anything, and used to cry out for help but I'm too exhausted to even call out for help anymore and I'm just suffering completely alone, I've become isolated and closed up and I feel like the old me has completely died. I don't know how much more of this I can take.
@Priyanka Valecha thank you so much for the verse and the prayer it means a lot! it’s been really encouraging reading everyone’s comments really shows that we aren’t alone in this. thank you again for the prayer 🙏🏼
@@chartmancz3051 I bind and rebuke that depressive force against you in the name of Jesus! I loose peace and the joy of the Lord upon you, in Jesus name!
Why did he put me on this stupid earth to suffer?
@Mr Leg Not if you go to hell.....
You are a Godsend, dude. Literally. Right on time, I see the video I need to see. Stay strong, and keep em coming.
Thanks so much Michelle Sims, I'm so glad you found it helpful! Thanks again for taking the time to watch. God bless Michelle Sims,
The hurt that I feel...is so deep that I can feel it from my core. It makes me wince. I...have been thinking about suicide since I was in 6th grade of middle school. I am 17 now in my junior year and I’m really starting to build the courage to just DO IT because I feel like God isn’t answering me...like no matter on how much pain and frustration I talk to him in...I’ll be left alone
I’m going threw the same thing Rn I also wonder why he’s so quiet but I fight hard for God until my last breath that’s all I could give him Rn tbh...
Dude i fuckin feel you! This is the first time in my life i've ever felt truly in a depression and its been like this for a couple months now. My whole body is always tired i'm always hungry i feel crushed and broken and helpless to do anything, and used to cry out for help but I'm too exhausted to even call out for help anymore and I'm just suffering completely alone, I've become isolated and closed up and I feel like the old me has completely died. I don't know how much more of this I can take. I feel dead already. I can't imagine goign through this for years on end so i have so much respect for you and i just wanted to tell you im in your fuckin corner man. and pray that we all can get through this. Love you dude keep living man no matter how hard it gets, keep getting up! Do not give up you can do this!
Chase do you listen after you pray? Has anyone told you about doing that? Please watch Dr. Charles Stanley's "The Believer's War Room." God has a specific will for us. Sometimes with how busy our minds and lives are it's too hard to know what it is. Find a quiet, private place to pray in where you won't be distracted. Be very honest about everything, then wait after you pray. Whether it's a spiritual or physical need. He cares for you.
Are you ok???
Hey there... hope you're still alive. If you are and you're still suicidal, please seek some therapy and try meds. ❤
The way I’ve been treated in this life…. And I’ve always tried my hardest to be a good person. Loving, kind, respectful; even when I was practicing spirituality before turning to Christ.
I recently followed guidance I received from the Lord and I feel like I’ve just been brutalized ever since… literally. Mistreated, harassed, robbed, attacked… and I followed his guidance. What did I do wrong? Why do I deserve what has been happening?
How do you know the guidance you recieved was from God?
How do you know that the guidance you recieved was from God?
Honestly, I needed this today. I have been waiting for six months to see if I am going to get my college graduation and today I just found out that I will not be getting my college graduation at all. I am furious with God because I know He ultimately has planned every day of my life. I am mad that He is allowing this pandemic which has brought me pain and suffering. It was my first year living on campus at a Christian University, but my last year of college. I didn't even get to say goodbye to some of my friends and professors. Now, I'll never get to.
I know I need to be obedient and not hate Him for this. Please pray for me.
Girl this is not a real problem grow up
My mother was infertile, I should not have been born, because of this I thought I was special and that God must love me, and all I ever wanted was to raise a Christian family. Then my son died, and I just found out I was born infertile myself, meaning my son's mother was cheating on me and I was grieving for another mans child all these years. God made me exist and put the desire to have a family in me, and then made it so that will never happen. What kind of cruel God would do such a thing?
We live in a fallen world brother, this is all the results of sin, in order for God to be just there cant always be light, darkness must exist as well :(
@@James-cg4jo
No, God made me this way, this is GOD's fault, not sin.
Psalm 22:10
Upon You I was cast from birth;
You have been my God from my mother’s womb.
Isaiah 49:5
And now says *the Lord, who formed Me from the womb* to be His Servant, to bring Jacob back to Him, so that Israel might be gathered to Him (For I am honored in the sight of the Lord, and My God is My strength),
Jeremiah 1:5
“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, and before you were born I consecrated you; I have appointed you a prophet to the nations.”
Galatians 1:15
But when God, who had set me apart even from my mother’s womb and called me through His grace, was pleased
Isaiah 49:1
Listen to Me, O islands, and pay attention, you peoples from afar. *The Lord called Me from the womb; from the body of My mother He named Me*
Psalm 139:13
For You formed my inward parts; you wove me in my mother’s womb.
I still struggle at times. But I know God provides. He is always there, and sometimes he will send other people to help.
Good for u. Not sending u people who will put you down
I grew up in the church but have had a rage beyond words towards God. I desperately want tobelieve and trust but the more I want that, the angrier I become. There is no way out...
Why did I feel trapped and burdened when I gave God my life
All Might please watch Dr Charles Stanley's sermon called the Believer's War Room. God doesn't intend you to guess His specific will and do everything yourself. That's not the life He intends for us. God has better ideas and we should go to our prayer rooms and ask Him to keep us from sin and for the very best He has for us. Then we should be quiet to hear Him after. We shouldn't immediately act based on whatever we feel is best. God never intended us to rely on our own decisions. That's exhausting.
When you've been thrashed everyday by God there is no way you can pray. He hates you, when you succeed and thank him for your success. He makes every minute of your life go against you to destroy you more. God loves watching you crumble and be destroyed. God loves you yes but only when he's destroying you. God's love is different from this worldly love which we know of. He loves us in mysterious ways. Don't think Satan is after you. Satan is an archangel with a job to tempt you, a Job given by God. It is like one organization and God is the head of it. You are made for God's pleasure and he has every right to use you as he pleases. You have no right to complain. Don't think abusing the Holy spirit will do you any harm, I've done it a countless number of times and it has no effect, Maybe that's cause God enjoys destroying me everyday so much that he doesn't care about me abusing anyone.
What I have learned is that God doesn't always answer our prayers. Sometimes he does and sometimes he doesn't.
did you hear his answer with your own air???👂😂
I am just so filled with things that are pushing me back to the dark place that I used to be. I just had another problem and that just made it worse. I got angry with God saying " God why me? Why? Why am I getting this unfair treatment?" and after I cooled down I started regretting getting angry with him.
He won't condemn you. He's not like that. If you call yourself a sinner constantly it's like programming yourself to sin. God doesn't intend that, and your own power won't help you spiritually, let alone with anything else! Do you keep a prayer room? Life can be chaos. That's why Jesus tells us to pray before the day starts in a quiet place. Also, we should wait after we pray to hear Him respond. Before you make decisions, ask Him what He can do, and if that's what He wants. He has better ideas! Ask Him to reveal something to you if He needs to. Please remember He is everywhere, all-knowing, and has all power. He is compassionate, powerful, and kind. Just look at Jesus. Maybe Dr Charles Stanley's sermons will help you?
God has made me go thru so much at such a young age I cannot even cry anymore, I pray for help and he really said "Get in the line. ❤" I'm this close to snapping 🤏 God is really an amazing person, huh? 😼✌
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I know how you feel. Much Love!
I’ve always been a deeply religious Christian. I was at my last church (231 people) for 20 years before my NPD abusive husband left us for his mistress. To cover his reputation, he started the worst smear campaign imaginable. The things he said I did were despicable. Everyone knew he was lying, but in order to keep his money coming, the elders kicked me out. Not disfellowshipped me ...they literally kicked me out and wouldn’t allow me to come back inside. That was 3 years ago, and I haven’t stepped foot into a church building since. So yeah, I’m FURIOUS that God let that happen. I can’t even pray anymore.
How are you now? Hope you feel better
Oh God if you would only answer our prayers and guide and protect us ...our faith and praise would greatly increase !!!
Thank you very much for this. I rejected bad friends and influence, I danced in public for God and I praise him almost all the time but my family continues to live in endless poverty. We can’t even afford basic things- it’s always someone else giving us money or providing food. While that’s a nice thing it’s also sad knowing that we can’t get our own things for ourselves. I want to take my sister out to fun places, I want to have the basic things that other teenagers have but I can’t because there’s no money. For even the gym, cinema, we so poor I just can’t. I find myself so bored to the point where I “crave” for pleasures that I had before I became born again. And I just finished pouring out my emotions to God, I’m 16 years old and I’ve faithfully served him, I pray to him everyday, and I love him. It’s not his will for me to be loving such an idle,unhappy life when I love him so much. I literally complained and told him I’m disappointed. My mother prays nonstop for 2 hours everyday, believing that a change is going to take place but it never happens. I know nothing else can help but him. So I guess I’ll continue to praise, read my Bible , and I believe he’ll come through.
I'm so glad you still choose to serve Him and praise Him! And I wanted you to know that you matter, and what you do for the Lord matters. There is a purpose in your pain. Don't give up. I believe that God has a bright future for you. He loves you, He sees you, and He knows your suffering. He sent His Son to die for you, and He defeated death. God bless you! May God give you a good day and courage. I'd like to pray for you. Is there anything specific you need prayer for?
Also, how are you now?
I needed to see this video. I have been angry at God and feel he is testing my resolve and faith. I am at my wits end. I know God sees and hears me. I just feel defeated.🙏🏼
I had 2 businesses go under, my marriage fell apart, and my only son hung him self. That's who god is to me. That is the god that I have experienced
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I'm still angry, sad, frustrated. But I'm here. Thank you for sharing. Have a great weekend. 🙏
I need a prayer please if anyone could just ask God to take away my sinful desires so I can grow closer to him in faith that would be much appreciated! I love you guys God bless!
If He is NOT answering you cant blame people for leaving. If I were to meet God one day and I pray so, I'd SERIOUSLY ask this. People pray, go to church, be kind and get crapped on. No! A person gets tired of hearing "Hang-on, Hang-on!" For how darn long?
I've had people make fun of me for expecting God's help. Sometimes they would tell me to help myself. Where in the Bible does it say that? Nowhere! I raged at the time. Then I heard a sermon by Dr. Charles Stanley where he said negative people say "why would God help you, He's not helping me." Suddenly everything clicked. Sometimes people misinterpret God and make you feel like you have to guess God's specific will. But Jesus said to pray early in the day in a quiet place, like a closet. The Bible also says to wait after prayer because prayer is a dialogue. He really does have a specific plan for every area of our lives, and if He isn't ever talking to me I'd ask Him if there's something He needs to reveal to me. God doesn't intend constant defeat. You seriously have to be wary of who you listen to! Some of these people don't really understand that God isn't telling them to do everything themselves and hope for the best, yet that is exactly the advice they give to people who are broken and helpless and sick of their own plan. It's an amazing realization.
@@snorkchop8134 Very deep. Thanks for this and very much agree!
I was very anger at myself and god. How my life was trun out and i said some thing that am not proud of. I let my anger and emotions speak for me. I pray that he will forgiven me for my sin. Amen
Whenever you feel as if you are getting the crappy end of the stick and the wicked are handed the golden scepter, you should read Luke Chapter 16 versus 19 through 31. That should put your mind at ease.
As for me, I would rather have a bit of a tough and rough time now and then be comforted for eternity; than to live on easy street now and be tormented forever in Hell.
I just fucking want to live HEALED AND FREE life, is that is that so much to ask? I’ve been a Christian for 22 years and I still deal with anger I’m fucking done.
This is me right now.Sometimes,I can’t even find descriptive words for this injustice.
Sariah Lace Psalms 119:28. Proverbs 3:5-6
I haven’t even been able to worship the Lord, lately. It’s also hard to read God’s Word, or listen to a sermon, because everything they say comes from the mouth of God - from the mouth of the thing I am upset with. It’s a very difficult position to be in, because the only thing that can save me is God’s Word, but I’m too angry and bitter towards Him to listen to Him, if that makes sense.
Makes perfect sense to me 💯
I am angry, frustrated and disappointed with God. I still love God, but I hate my life and everything in it. Please pray for me because I really need it in the worst way possible. And may God bless you beyond reason and measure in Jesus name amen
I am alone. I am by myself. I am constantly serving others while no one cares about me or how I feel. No one treats others the way I do. I have and always be alone. No friends, no outlet just go to work and come home that’s it.
Jesus could have said the same thing, Be glad to suffer as he did. I'm ALWAYS alone, but we have the Lord, and that's everything.
I feel ya
My mom died my aunt is paralyzed my grandma almost died my dad hates me my relationship with my sister and me is screwed I got an F on my science exam I'm ugly and fat I pray everyday but nothing good happens. Help. 😫
Lemmon im praying for you.
You are hurting so bad and I am so sorry and pray that God will put people in your life to show you love. You are not ugly and you have the power to get healthy again. Take your frustrations and anger and put them into positive actions (walk, work out with youtube, yoga, meditation, and read your Bible and talk to God). I am 42, lost my twin sister, had both parents walk out on me, and now am taking care of my dying grandparents. But, I am looking at it as: I was blessed to have my twin as my guardian angel, I am closer to God because I needed Him as the dad I so needed and I was blessed to have my grandparents as long as I did and now can take care of them. You are hurting and you need to find someone to serve so that you can see someone hurting more. There is always someone. God bless you and bring you peace. You can make your life better, just choose to. Oh, and delete all social media for a month!
Hey ♡ I will pray for you
I could help you with the physical looks, if you need any gym tips or cosmetic tips let me know, I know a lot
The Bible has everything. The answers.
I know I didn't read my Bible I stopped because of phone addiction and paranoid. But it is true the Bible has all the answers.
I have this deep anger towards Jesus because it talks about how perfect he is,and I get some what angry or sad or like a deep anger in my heart, and I’m afraid to come to God with anger because anger doesn’t come from him,so I feel ashamed and question my faith,I don’t wanna be mad at Jesus because it’s true he is a hero,and I get Afraid that when I think this way it hurts him. I even go in tears of thinking this way and a firey cold feeling comes up in my chest
I've been depressed for a long time, maybe most of my life idk. I pray for a better quality life motivation and energy. I often feel like this is where God want's me to be and idk if I should be sad at the situation or tuff it out either way I feel like I've tried it all :/
Albert Elizondo me too
God is sadistic and a hypocrite. He shouldn’t test our loyalty and faith for him by letting us suffer. For someone who thinks he is all perfect, he is wrong. I might be the first person to prove god that he has made a mistake for the first time
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Vampire Bat I agree
@@Ghostface00007 You're gonna have to live with that blasphemy. He tests us so we don't end up saying filth and trash about Him like what you just did. Why wouldn't HE test us, if we're so quick to backstab Him? He wants loyalty for eternity from us, and only a few are strong enough for that. You're the hypocrite and I'm the hypocrite. He knows how everything works, and you think you can just be emotional and blaspheme Him like this? Wake up for goodness sake I want you to make it. You realize that we're the sadists? Look at yourself trying to manipulate Him into doing something for you, and don't deny it because I can see right through you because I'm a human too. You wanna play hard to get and act all high and mighty like you don't need Him, so that He'll show you something.
I’m literally learning not to question nothing. GOD is the creator of all existence our little human minds can’t even comprehend how wonderful he is. I’ve done wrong in my life a lot I’ve done Good aswell. And God truly gives each and every one of us what we deserve. Keep the faith, it will literally be a strength to you in troubled waters.
I am fed up with Job! I thought God was good, but He can be cruel, can He?
On earth
turn anger into trust
and continued repentance
If you find yourself on the wrong side of the door in heaven then being angry at Jesus wont do you any good.
thats it. I am giving up. I fell a million times but this time I am not gonna stand up. I give up
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Don't give up on God He will provide
@@prisca5417 how long?
Please Don't
If he ( God ) really loves everybody why can't he do us all a big favor and stop our struggles, and our suffering.