This video was for me. I was honestly mad/frustrated at God yesterday for the situation/season I’m in. It’s also a strange thing to be mad at God, because I know He is good and that He loves me as His child. I know to come to Him, but sometimes it’s hard when it’s the same thing that hasn’t changed and I’ve prayed so many prayers yet no answer. At the end of the day God wants me to grow deeper in my relationship with Him and I’m just thankful for how patient He is with me when I’m upset. This video is a gem. Thank you!
@@inkonp-Able I think that’s the case for majority of us, God preparing us for what’s next and teaching us what true relationship with Him is like, even if it doesn’t line up with our past or current view 🤎
I needed this! I was just struggling to pray and the guilt was eating me. So I told God I don’t feel like praying cause I have anger lingering in my heart towards him. But I reminded myself that God is still God in every situation. I started praising and worshiping and it felt like a door opened and I prayed.
As the Word says, "Enter through the narrow gate. Narrow is the gate that leads to salvation and broad is the gate that leads to hell" (Matthew 7:13). Remember that if everyone is doing something, taking the latest jab, blindly following what others (esp. leaders), etc., it is very likely not for their good. Those who are walking by TRUTH will ALWAYS be the MINORITY, so choose to be the odd one for your SALVATION. I would highly suggest listening to Dr. Kevin Zadai, Pastor Stephen Darby, & Life Is Spiritual with Erica Documentaries (esp. Parts 1 to 8) on UA-cam. They teach the Word in practical ways to empower Christians. In addition, they talk about current events and how they tie in with Biblical prophecies, such as our gov't; the church; witchcraft being practiced in families & many churches (by members/leaders); Hollywood; our food; meds & more. Knowing the Lord, reading His Word regularly, praying often, & living for Him is the #1 MOST INCREDIBLE decision that a person could make in their life. When you have a relationship with Christ, you will be protected from all harm (Psalm 91). Having a relationship with Him brings SALVATION, PEACE, & JOY that no amount of money or relationship can buy. If you do not know the Lord as your personal Savior, I pray that you will choose to do so today; tomorrow isn't promised to anyone (Isaiah 55:6-9). He will come as a thief in the night, so may we all make sure that we are living for Him (1 Thessalonians 5:2). In Yeshua, the U.S.A.
Its like 3:45am in South Africa, I can't sleep because of the anger of the same confusion , the past months have been very dark and leading me to be confused who God is in my life. Opportunities come but when the deal is literally close to be give to me or my partner something happenes to stop that, I pray God reveals what I am meant to learn in times like this because, this doesn't feel like him, so heart broken. I pray for wisdom in times like these Thank sis Deanna, God bless you 🙏❤️
For God called you to do good, even if it means suffering, just as Christ suffered for you. He is your example, and you must follow in his steps. 1 Peter 2:21
I know it will sound counterproductive, but in times like these it helps to be as near to God as possible. Just being with Him will give you the necessary peace about a situation and the resolve to get through it, whatever that may look like to God. Just like Peter, we take our eyes off Jesus and focus on the wind around us, causing us to drown. Love A fellow 🇿🇦
As the Word says, "Enter through the narrow gate. Narrow is the gate that leads to salvation and broad is the gate that leads to hell" (Matthew 7:13). Remember that if everyone is doing something, taking the latest jab, blindly following what others (esp. leaders), etc., it is very likely not for their good. Those who are walking by TRUTH will ALWAYS be the MINORITY, so choose to be the odd one for your SALVATION. I would highly suggest listening to Dr. Kevin Zadai, Pastor Stephen Darby, & Life Is Spiritual with Erica Documentaries (esp. Parts 1 to 8) on UA-cam. They teach the Word in practical ways to empower Christians. In addition, they talk about current events and how they tie in with Biblical prophecies, such as our gov't; the church; witchcraft being practiced in families & many churches (by members/leaders); Hollywood; our food; meds & more. Knowing the Lord, reading His Word regularly, praying often, & living for Him is the #1 MOST INCREDIBLE decision that a person could make in their life. When you have a relationship with Christ, you will be protected from all harm (Psalm 91). Having a relationship with Him brings SALVATION, PEACE, & JOY that no amount of money or relationship can buy. If you do not know the Lord as your personal Savior, I pray that you will choose to do so today; tomorrow isn't promised to anyone (Isaiah 55:6-9). He will come as a thief in the night, so may we all make sure that we are living for Him (1 Thessalonians 5:2). In Yeshua, the U.S.A.
I believe this was God speaking to me, it feels so wrong to be mad at God but sometimes in our little understanding we cant help but question God why we have to go through these things cause it seems so cruel. So many doors of opportunities keep opening up only to get shut infront of my face and I've asked God why, failures piled up and to no avail I cant find success in anything that I do. But if God calls this good, then it is good cause this brings me all the more closer to Him. Praises always belong to You Jesus and no other else!!
As the Word says, "Enter through the narrow gate. Narrow is the gate that leads to salvation and broad is the gate that leads to hell" (Matthew 7:13). Remember that if everyone is doing something, taking the latest jab, blindly following what others (esp. leaders), etc., it is very likely not for their good. Those who are walking by TRUTH will ALWAYS be the MINORITY, so choose to be the odd one for your SALVATION. I would highly suggest listening to Dr. Kevin Zadai, Pastor Stephen Darby, & Life Is Spiritual with Erica Documentaries (esp. Parts 1 to 8) on UA-cam. They teach the Word in practical ways to empower Christians. In addition, they talk about current events and how they tie in with Biblical prophecies, such as our gov't; the church; witchcraft being practiced in families & many churches (by members/leaders); Hollywood; our food; meds & more. Knowing the Lord, reading His Word regularly, praying often, & living for Him is the #1 MOST INCREDIBLE decision that a person could make in their life. When you have a relationship with Christ, you will be protected from all harm (Psalm 91). Having a relationship with Him brings SALVATION, PEACE, & JOY that no amount of money or relationship can buy. If you do not know the Lord as your personal Savior, I pray that you will choose to do so today; tomorrow isn't promised to anyone (Isaiah 55:6-9). He will come as a thief in the night, so may we all make sure that we are living for Him (1 Thessalonians 5:2). In Yeshua, the U.S.A.
The notification for this video popped up as I was having an internal conflict because I was feeling disappointed by God. He’s amazing and intentional and I’m glad that you’re here to tell us these amazing revelations
I’m very angry with God at this point in my life. We shouldn’t have to beg and plead and constantly cry to our spiritual parent. I don’t think God hears us all. I don’t think he wants to.
@@myapapya11How is she being entitled? It’s a VERY valid point. If God wants a personal relationship, if a Father in a worldly sense ignored their child’s pleas (or didn’t at the least grant them clarity) would you not say that’s cruel and neglectful parenting? You can say God doesn’t owe us anything (and we’re just being bratty/entitled) but a parent owes care towards their child.
I love how God speaks to His children ❤️ I had similar conversation with our Father in the beginning of my Christian walk. I was so upset that I "gave up" "everything" yet I found myself homeless with a new born baby. I couldn't understand how my life was getting worse, but God came through so gentle and patient and gave me insight. Didn't understand everything at that time, but it gave me peace and strength that He was with me❤ 13 years later, I look back and see His faithfulness
Wow this is so good. I was praying to God for a job and I finally found one. I thought it was Him, I was excited in the morning but along the day, I realised it was a scam I became so angry with God, He knew I needed a job, I praised Him that He finally answered my prayers but I ended up disappointed and hurt.
I feel the same way right this minute. I’m struggling so hard right now but not a prayer answered not even for work. I don’t think k I believe anything anymore.
Wow Father this has really relieved so much pressure being rejected unvalued lied about misused betrayed damaged disabled isolated from a big family has really made me get to know you in a very intimate level my tears directed to you my complaints directed to you my joys directed to you my praise directed to you at this point all that gives me hope is your constant intervention nudging me to help you win soul has taken my eye's off of my situation and placed on your harvest most of the time We love you Father God Messiah ❤️
I was just thinking of this. Not so much angry, but just confused. Frustration as well. This is a very imperfect, evil, divided, and broken world. But I do believe God works in the midst of this brokenness. I’m thankful for my many blessings and His protection. 🙏🏾
When I'm getting close to be in this position I always remember that I'm not only alive, but safe, healthy, with a roof over my head and people who loves me, I'm being bless every single day in this way even when I don't deserve it, if God wants to bless me with something else that's great but he doesn't own me anything, and if people abuse me or takes advantage of me, it's because they choose it, they have free will same as I do, I'm not responsible for other people's action but only for how I react to it.
Job was so angry he cursed the day he was born then went on to accuse God. We must strive to continually repent of our anger towards God in such seasons 😢 I am in such a season myself
AMEN🙏🏾 spending time in HIS WORD will change how you see things. The enemy is after your thought life, so when you spend time in GOD’s WORD, by HIS grace and great mercy GOD will transform your mind, in JESUS MIGHTY NAME 🙏🏾🙏🏾❤️
I feel the hurt and anger. I had started feeling resentful for a moment when things started to fall away. I became more now understanding why I had so much pain, why God allowed my family to baptize me but I wasn't properly guided and willing to be serious about Him. He did not think anything was wrong of me, but I felt something wrong that was not of Him in my life that wasn't explained by my peers and family. I looked down for too long. I need to really take this anger to Him.
Omg you're so anointed and loved. I got to the end of this video like, "Sis... who are you? We need more of it" LOL ❤ this is the exact part of the pain season I'm at with Christ. He just had this talk with me after a few weeks of physical sickness, after obeying something He asked of me. This is one of those deep lessons only experience teaches you. Grateful for you 🎉 May Jesus keep guiding and empowering you.
thank you for this video, and thank you Father God for your mercy and grace!! Bless you for this message, it’s an honor to have a Sister in Christ so connected and willing to share the gospel! i almost gave up today
I struggle with this because God is letting me die out here in my homelessness. I've had jobs but the people take them away from me. I was almost out of here and He keeps letting them hurt me. If that is care for me, it sure doesnt look like it
Oh my. I needed this word. I have felt so abandoned by God. In the rejection etc. I didn't go to him initially with it and now I have a while heap of anger to process and to deal with as I tried to do it on my own. I want to be able to work through this backlog before the next heap comes in.
"Perfect" means complete in the Koinonia Greek and that's what makes her revelation even the more beautiful. The world lied to us about a lot, including what it actually means to be complete.
Thank you so much for sharing this. I really needed this today. Sometimes it’s hard to understand what gods plan is and I start to feel defeated but i know that he is with me.
Thank you so much for this video. I was so angry and felt so unfair about my situation and I found this and it actually made total sense. It hurts but I understand now. It made me cry so hard. But I’m ok now knowing he is faithful God and he is next to me. He told me it’s ok. It’s not bad as I think.
Yeah, me too, but I also blamed Satan in the world because I went through a lot, but I’m sorry. I just don’t know what to do right now. Thank you I needed this.
It’s been preached that “God will call you to do greater things” at the evangelical church I attend with my covenant. I fell in love with my covenant because I saw Jesus in him. I started losing sleep. I became a step mom… We moved in together, I gave more than 10% of tithing. I used almost all of my 9 years of savings just so my covenant can be debt free from his ex marital debt… I got pregnant, My step daughters are so rebellious I can’t even do anything just make sure they don’t get hurt… I don’t make anything now, I feel like I failed, A lot anger towards God because I thought I can always count on Him. I had the mentality that “doing it for Jesus, Jesus is worthy!!!” It lead me to this dark place. Lots of tears. Lots and lots of tears. I still HOPE that LORD will turn this around. I don’t know how, but I know HE will. He is FAITHFUL to keep 🙌🙌 Thats the only thought that brings me somewhat peace and comfort.
Oh my goodness, just wow. This video has put all of things into prospective for me. It’s almost like an answered prayer. I can only glorify God for answered prayers❤️❤️
This is great insight and a powerful perspective. I was just struggling with my anger towards God and it’s a really hard emotion to express but I’m trying to practice coming to Him in those moments anyway. Im halfway through Unraveled and loving it ❤️ thank you for the work you do!
I feel like GOD sucks..idk how to truly want to be like him. I know he is real..has helped me get thru things..but man..I don’t have the same lighthearted disposition y’all have towards god. Why am I this way? Why does God make me so angry…the thought of coming to him with all this confusion in the world angers me more. My upbringing..past..my loneliness…why run to him? I pray and pray and try to do better..but why do all that when he could treat me like Job. I don’t want to be here anymore..I’m trying to quit cigs..trying to be a better version on myself..trying to love..but it’s all so hard..I feel so damn weak. I’ve asked god to take this taste away..but he hasn’t…he takes his sweet time. I don’t want to be on this earth anymore….I don’t want it.
same here man, me neither. i dont have that for god either and its due to the times u just know god gonna come thru n help u thank n praise em everyday and still...u cant seem to find any way out of the painful situation. ok i have no control as usual now what???help me god......*crickets)........Now he may be helping just taking his sweet lil time. i just get angry at god and say "Im god!! cause aint no real god gonna do me like this, I MYSELF wouldnt do me like this so IM GOD lol
I am mad at God for allowing me to suffer so much in life. I feel unappreciated in a country that I do not fit in. I feel like I was born in a wrong country with the wrong people. I tend to compare myself with those who are liked and appreciated by people. There was a time wishing that I do not exist because I do not see myself having a fulfilling life. Please pray for me. 😢😭
WHO ARE YOU😂? Ohh my goodness. It seems like God is telling you everything I want Him to tell me. This just blows my mind. Pray for me. If I could talk to you I would. I know I need to go to the Lord, cause I’m holding in some things about my past. I can’t move forward.
Amen 🙏🏼🩸✝️💗🕊 "The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit, A broken and a contrite heart- These, O God, You will not despise." Psalms 51:17 NKJV "And lest I should be exalted above measure by the abundance of the revelations, a thorn in the flesh was given to me, a messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I be exalted above measure. Concerning this thing I pleaded with the Lord three times that it might depart from me. And He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in needs, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ’s sake. For when I am weak, then I am strong." II Corinthians 12:7-10 NKJV "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Philippians 4:13 NKJV "I now rejoice in my sufferings for you, and fill up in my flesh what is lacking in the afflictions of Christ, for the sake of His body, which is the church, of which I became a minister according to the stewardship from God which was given to me for you, to fulfill the word of God, the mystery which has been hidden from ages and from generations, but now has been revealed to His saints. To them God willed to make known what are the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles: which is Christ in you, the hope of glory." Colossians 1:24-27 NKJV
I run to Him and He doesn’t answer, what’s wrong with me that He’s told you these things but not me? Am I not good enough for Him to speak to? I talk to Him alllll day long, everyday but all I get is silence, that’s where my frustration is
God promised life isn't easy. God also says to lean on his understanding and not our own. God breaks us on purpose to build us and prepare us for his purpose. Also our own choices is the cause of our own pain when God gives us red flags and the exit. God will shake our world upside down when we refuse to let go of things that's no longer best for us or when God is elevating your life. Learn to be still and know God is in control he works on his time and understanding. When you understand this you will surrender and trust his process trust you'll see his greatness unfold in your life. When ppl are leaving your life LET THEM God exposes the enemy where God is taking you those ppl are not allowed to eat at the table God is preparing for you. Surrender in the end you'll understand it was to better you and others.
This video was for me. I was honestly mad/frustrated at God yesterday for the situation/season I’m in. It’s also a strange thing to be mad at God, because I know He is good and that He loves me as His child. I know to come to Him, but sometimes it’s hard when it’s the same thing that hasn’t changed and I’ve prayed so many prayers yet no answer. At the end of the day God wants me to grow deeper in my relationship with Him and I’m just thankful for how patient He is with me when I’m upset. This video is a gem. Thank you!
Same. This season has been overwhelming for me. Nothings making sense.
@@inkonp-Able I think that’s the case for majority of us, God preparing us for what’s next and teaching us what true relationship with Him is like, even if it doesn’t line up with our past or current view 🤎
@@inkonp-Ablewith God it wont make sense. For his thoughts are not our thoughts and his ways are not are ways. Isaiah 55:8-9
Sister, I'm going through the #Same thing 🎉
Same. Sometimes, I just want to throw in the towel and live life on my own terms.
I am soooo angry that I cannot even LISTEN to this vid.
Same here!!
Likewise 😢
I totally understand
Same
It's here when you're all ready.
He doesn't want you to come to Him through obligation. But because *you* want to come to Him.
I needed this! I was just struggling to pray and the guilt was eating me. So I told God I don’t feel like praying cause I have anger lingering in my heart towards him. But I reminded myself that God is still God in every situation. I started praising and worshiping and it felt like a door opened and I prayed.
As the Word says, "Enter through the narrow gate. Narrow is the gate that leads to salvation and broad is the gate that leads to hell" (Matthew 7:13). Remember that if everyone is doing something, taking the latest jab, blindly following what others (esp. leaders), etc., it is very likely not for their good. Those who are walking by TRUTH will ALWAYS be the MINORITY, so choose to be the odd one for your SALVATION.
I would highly suggest listening to Dr. Kevin Zadai, Pastor Stephen Darby, & Life Is Spiritual with Erica Documentaries (esp. Parts 1 to 8) on UA-cam. They teach the Word in practical ways to empower Christians. In addition, they talk about current events and how they tie in with Biblical prophecies, such as our gov't; the church; witchcraft being practiced in families & many churches (by members/leaders); Hollywood; our food; meds & more.
Knowing the Lord, reading His Word regularly, praying often, & living for Him is the #1 MOST INCREDIBLE decision that a person could make in their life. When you have a relationship with Christ, you will be protected from all harm (Psalm 91). Having a relationship with Him brings SALVATION, PEACE, & JOY that no amount of money or relationship can buy.
If you do not know the Lord as your personal Savior, I pray that you will choose to do so today; tomorrow isn't promised to anyone (Isaiah 55:6-9). He will come as a thief in the night, so may we all make sure that we are living for Him (1 Thessalonians 5:2). In Yeshua, the U.S.A.
Always a “feeling”, did it happen though? Was the breadcrumb called a blessing sufficient enough or a pivotal change in your life?
Its like 3:45am in South Africa, I can't sleep because of the anger of the same confusion , the past months have been very dark and leading me to be confused who God is in my life. Opportunities come but when the deal is literally close to be give to me or my partner something happenes to stop that, I pray God reveals what I am meant to learn in times like this because, this doesn't feel like him, so heart broken.
I pray for wisdom in times like these
Thank sis Deanna, God bless you 🙏❤️
For God called you to do good, even if it means suffering, just as Christ suffered for you. He is your example, and you must follow in his steps. 1 Peter 2:21
When you see patterns like this you are under a spiritual attack and should do a fast for God to reveal the root cause so you can break it.
I know it will sound counterproductive, but in times like these it helps to be as near to God as possible. Just being with Him will give you the necessary peace about a situation and the resolve to get through it, whatever that may look like to God. Just like Peter, we take our eyes off Jesus and focus on the wind around us, causing us to drown.
Love
A fellow 🇿🇦
I feel you on this. I feel the same.
As the Word says, "Enter through the narrow gate. Narrow is the gate that leads to salvation and broad is the gate that leads to hell" (Matthew 7:13). Remember that if everyone is doing something, taking the latest jab, blindly following what others (esp. leaders), etc., it is very likely not for their good. Those who are walking by TRUTH will ALWAYS be the MINORITY, so choose to be the odd one for your SALVATION.
I would highly suggest listening to Dr. Kevin Zadai, Pastor Stephen Darby, & Life Is Spiritual with Erica Documentaries (esp. Parts 1 to 8) on UA-cam. They teach the Word in practical ways to empower Christians. In addition, they talk about current events and how they tie in with Biblical prophecies, such as our gov't; the church; witchcraft being practiced in families & many churches (by members/leaders); Hollywood; our food; meds & more.
Knowing the Lord, reading His Word regularly, praying often, & living for Him is the #1 MOST INCREDIBLE decision that a person could make in their life. When you have a relationship with Christ, you will be protected from all harm (Psalm 91). Having a relationship with Him brings SALVATION, PEACE, & JOY that no amount of money or relationship can buy.
If you do not know the Lord as your personal Savior, I pray that you will choose to do so today; tomorrow isn't promised to anyone (Isaiah 55:6-9). He will come as a thief in the night, so may we all make sure that we are living for Him (1 Thessalonians 5:2). In Yeshua, the U.S.A.
I believe this was God speaking to me, it feels so wrong to be mad at God but sometimes in our little understanding we cant help but question God why we have to go through these things cause it seems so cruel. So many doors of opportunities keep opening up only to get shut infront of my face and I've asked God why, failures piled up and to no avail I cant find success in anything that I do. But if God calls this good, then it is good cause this brings me all the more closer to Him. Praises always belong to You Jesus and no other else!!
As the Word says, "Enter through the narrow gate. Narrow is the gate that leads to salvation and broad is the gate that leads to hell" (Matthew 7:13). Remember that if everyone is doing something, taking the latest jab, blindly following what others (esp. leaders), etc., it is very likely not for their good. Those who are walking by TRUTH will ALWAYS be the MINORITY, so choose to be the odd one for your SALVATION.
I would highly suggest listening to Dr. Kevin Zadai, Pastor Stephen Darby, & Life Is Spiritual with Erica Documentaries (esp. Parts 1 to 8) on UA-cam. They teach the Word in practical ways to empower Christians. In addition, they talk about current events and how they tie in with Biblical prophecies, such as our gov't; the church; witchcraft being practiced in families & many churches (by members/leaders); Hollywood; our food; meds & more.
Knowing the Lord, reading His Word regularly, praying often, & living for Him is the #1 MOST INCREDIBLE decision that a person could make in their life. When you have a relationship with Christ, you will be protected from all harm (Psalm 91). Having a relationship with Him brings SALVATION, PEACE, & JOY that no amount of money or relationship can buy.
If you do not know the Lord as your personal Savior, I pray that you will choose to do so today; tomorrow isn't promised to anyone (Isaiah 55:6-9). He will come as a thief in the night, so may we all make sure that we are living for Him (1 Thessalonians 5:2). In Yeshua, the U.S.A.
The notification for this video popped up as I was having an internal conflict because I was feeling disappointed by God. He’s amazing and intentional and I’m glad that you’re here to tell us these amazing revelations
I’m very angry with God at this point in my life. We shouldn’t have to beg and plead and constantly cry to our spiritual parent. I don’t think God hears us all. I don’t think he wants to.
You are acting like a spoilt child. Entitled
@@myapapya11How is she being entitled? It’s a VERY valid point. If God wants a personal relationship, if a Father in a worldly sense ignored their child’s pleas (or didn’t at the least grant them clarity) would you not say that’s cruel and neglectful parenting? You can say God doesn’t owe us anything (and we’re just being bratty/entitled) but a parent owes care towards their child.
I agree with you, I need an update, what are your thoughts toward God now?
@ayesha_jane I agree with you, I need an update, what are your thoughts toward God now?
I agree with you, I need an update, what are your thoughts toward God now?
I love how God speaks to His children ❤️ I had similar conversation with our Father in the beginning of my Christian walk. I was so upset that I "gave up" "everything" yet I found myself homeless with a new born baby. I couldn't understand how my life was getting worse, but God came through so gentle and patient and gave me insight. Didn't understand everything at that time, but it gave me peace and strength that He was with me❤ 13 years later, I look back and see His faithfulness
Wow this is so good. I was praying to God for a job and I finally found one. I thought it was Him, I was excited in the morning but along the day, I realised it was a scam
I became so angry with God, He knew I needed a job, I praised Him that He finally answered my prayers but I ended up disappointed and hurt.
Your voice is so calming ....loved this message cause sometimes I am angry with Him especially with how long he takes sometimes 😅
I love that! When God said, "Don't look for life to be perfect, but look for it to be complete!"
sounds good...but if you look closer it means nothing.
We need substance and not nice-sounding words or phrases
I feel the same way right this minute. I’m struggling so hard right now but not a prayer answered not even for work. I don’t think k I believe anything anymore.
Wow Father this has really relieved so much pressure being rejected unvalued lied about misused betrayed damaged disabled isolated from a big family has really made me get to know you in a very intimate level my tears directed to you my complaints directed to you my joys directed to you my praise directed to you at this point all that gives me hope is your constant intervention nudging me to help you win soul has taken my eye's off of my situation and placed on your harvest most of the time We love you Father God Messiah ❤️
I was just thinking of this. Not so much angry, but just confused. Frustration as well. This is a very imperfect, evil, divided, and broken world. But I do believe God works in the midst of this brokenness. I’m thankful for my many blessings and His protection. 🙏🏾
I just don’t know anymore 😞
I feel the same way. I just don't know anymore. I'm tired of reaching for God only to be ignored. After a while you just give up.
I was saying the same thing to God last night. The feelings are valid.
When I'm getting close to be in this position I always remember that I'm not only alive, but safe, healthy, with a roof over my head and people who loves me, I'm being bless every single day in this way even when I don't deserve it, if God wants to bless me with something else that's great but he doesn't own me anything, and if people abuse me or takes advantage of me, it's because they choose it, they have free will same as I do, I'm not responsible for other people's action but only for how I react to it.
Job was so angry he cursed the day he was born then went on to accuse God.
We must strive to continually repent of our anger towards God in such seasons 😢
I am in such a season myself
I curse the parents I was born to because if it wasnt for them my life wouldn't be how it is today.
@@najla4359have you seen the shack tho?
So i am supposed to repent for having the feelings that He gave to me in
the first place. 😂
This came at exact moment. Thank you for posting. All glory to God!
AMEN🙏🏾 spending time in HIS WORD will change how you see things. The enemy is after your thought life, so when you spend time in GOD’s WORD, by HIS grace and great mercy GOD will transform your mind, in JESUS MIGHTY NAME 🙏🏾🙏🏾❤️
I feel the hurt and anger. I had started feeling resentful for a moment when things started to fall away. I became more now understanding why I had so much pain, why God allowed my family to baptize me but I wasn't properly guided and willing to be serious about Him. He did not think anything was wrong of me, but I felt something wrong that was not of Him in my life that wasn't explained by my peers and family. I looked down for too long. I need to really take this anger to Him.
i have had outbursts actually detesting jesus just recently. i do qyestion his love when he has presided over 2000 years of suffering.
You don't know how this video has blessed me because I too was angry with God to be honest, I feel stagnant and just delayed in life
Omg you're so anointed and loved. I got to the end of this video like, "Sis... who are you? We need more of it" LOL ❤ this is the exact part of the pain season I'm at with Christ. He just had this talk with me after a few weeks of physical sickness, after obeying something He asked of me. This is one of those deep lessons only experience teaches you. Grateful for you 🎉 May Jesus keep guiding and empowering you.
Be patient
I just totally had this happen to me tonight. I needed this. Thank you.
I pray Ephesians 3:16-21 over my life and situation. Thank you Lord for hearing and answering my heartfelt prayer, Amen in JESUS name!
Woman.... You're helping me out in so many ways. And you actually speak exactly how I be feeling at times
This video was for me too. My God, my God, my God! So many points made in this approximately 3 minute video - so many points. Thank you for sharing!
I just found the "prayer closet" of UA-cam. Thank you. 🙏🏼✨
thank you for this video, and thank you Father God for your mercy and grace!! Bless you for this message, it’s an honor to have a Sister in Christ so connected and willing to share the gospel! i almost gave up today
Lord knows I needed this❤
Wow what a perspective
That is one thing I have given up on trying to control. I did try, I really did. The price I paid was my sanity
I still feel so much anger!! And I'm really trying not to be😢😢😢
Thank you for this. This is exactly how I’ve been feeling lately. But no matter what, I always run to him even though I’m so broken inside…
I struggle with this because God is letting me die out here in my homelessness. I've had jobs but the people take them away from me. I was almost out of here and He keeps letting them hurt me. If that is care for me, it sure doesnt look like it
Thank you for this I needed to hear this, I have been going through so much that I have been so angry with God.
THIS! Amen
Thank you God for reminding me that everything in my life is through you and for you..!! Thank you 🙏
Oh my. I needed this word. I have felt so abandoned by God. In the rejection etc. I didn't go to him initially with it and now I have a while heap of anger to process and to deal with as I tried to do it on my own. I want to be able to work through this backlog before the next heap comes in.
This is how I feel right now towards God.
im going through the exact same situation and actually cried while you were explaining this. thank you, may God bless you.
"Perfect" means complete in the Koinonia Greek and that's what makes her revelation even the more beautiful. The world lied to us about a lot, including what it actually means to be complete.
Thank you so much for sharing this. I really needed this today. Sometimes it’s hard to understand what gods plan is and I start to feel defeated but i know that he is with me.
Thank you so much for this video. I was so angry and felt so unfair about my situation and I found this and it actually made total sense. It hurts but I understand now. It made me cry so hard. But I’m ok now knowing he is faithful God and he is next to me. He told me it’s ok. It’s not bad as I think.
I saw you on Pinterest snd followed you here. Your content is a blessing dear sister in Christ❤
Thank you for this short but sweet video. I needed this for right now. ❤
This is beautiful! Thank you! God please bless and heal everyone here!!❤🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼
😮💨😮💨 Thank You Lord for this
You have no idea how much this helped me! I hope that God continues to lead you, bless you and keep you to touch more lives
Wow! Such profound Wisdom from our lord!
Thank you🙏🏼
ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL AND ON TIME. WOW!!! AMEN SISTER.
Please help me to understand this better. Thank you for posting this video. This has been a life struggle for me. Shalom.
Yeah, me too, but I also blamed Satan in the world because I went through a lot, but I’m sorry. I just don’t know what to do right now. Thank you I needed this.
It’s been preached that “God will call you to do greater things” at the evangelical church I attend with my covenant.
I fell in love with my covenant because I saw Jesus in him.
I started losing sleep.
I became a step mom…
We moved in together,
I gave more than 10% of tithing.
I used almost all of my 9 years of savings just so my covenant can be debt free from his ex marital debt…
I got pregnant,
My step daughters are so rebellious I can’t even do anything just make sure they don’t get hurt…
I don’t make anything now,
I feel like I failed,
A lot anger towards God because I thought I can always count on Him.
I had the mentality that “doing it for Jesus, Jesus is worthy!!!”
It lead me to this dark place. Lots of tears.
Lots and lots of tears.
I still HOPE that LORD will turn this around. I don’t know how, but I know HE will. He is FAITHFUL to keep 🙌🙌
Thats the only thought that brings me somewhat peace and comfort.
i am so glad i found your message. ❤
This was amazing. Thank you. I needed to hear this.
Oh my goodness, just wow. This video has put all of things into prospective for me. It’s almost like an answered prayer. I can only glorify God for answered prayers❤️❤️
This is great insight and a powerful perspective. I was just struggling with my anger towards God and it’s a really hard emotion to express but I’m trying to practice coming to Him in those moments anyway.
Im halfway through Unraveled and loving it ❤️ thank you for the work you do!
Very well said to God be the glory.
Omg this was so good😩💗
Girl, that's good!🙌🏾
Powerful 🔥🔥🔥
Wow🙌 Thank you Lord🙏🏽💝
I needed to hear this ❤
Spoken with maturity and grace. TFS
Thank you
off topic but you have such a calming voice.
This was so beautiful. I needed to see this ❤
I needed to see this. Thank you for making this video.
Thank you.
Thank you this was righht ❤❤❤on time
I needed this 🙏🏽❤️
I feel like GOD sucks..idk how to truly want to be like him. I know he is real..has helped me get thru things..but man..I don’t have the same lighthearted disposition y’all have towards god. Why am I this way? Why does God make me so angry…the thought of coming to him with all this confusion in the world angers me more. My upbringing..past..my loneliness…why run to him? I pray and pray and try to do better..but why do all that when he could treat me like Job.
I don’t want to be here anymore..I’m trying to quit cigs..trying to be a better version on myself..trying to love..but it’s all so hard..I feel so damn weak. I’ve asked god to take this taste away..but he hasn’t…he takes his sweet time. I don’t want to be on this earth anymore….I don’t want it.
same here man, me neither. i dont have that for god either and its due to the times u just know god gonna come thru n help u thank n praise em everyday and still...u cant seem to find any way out of the painful situation. ok i have no control as usual now what???help me god......*crickets)........Now he may be helping just taking his sweet lil time. i just get angry at god and say "Im god!! cause aint no real god gonna do me like this, I MYSELF wouldnt do me like this so IM GOD lol
Thanks for this word!
Wow, such a powerful video and it is for me.
This straight Holy Spirt, this is good
I learned to care for nothing, not even my knitting. Then they can perish in their corruption...
I’m angry with God at the moment!!!
This just made me 😢
This 1 was ooooooh sooooooo good!🙌🏽
So good 🫶🏾🫶🏾
I am mad at God for allowing me to suffer so much in life. I feel unappreciated in a country that I do not fit in. I feel like I was born in a wrong country with the wrong people. I tend to compare myself with those who are liked and appreciated by people. There was a time wishing that I do not exist because I do not see myself having a fulfilling life. Please pray for me. 😢😭
Jesus 🙏🏽
Perfect video
HE IS JUST.. HE CHASTENS those HE LOVES stop listening to people tell you HE is supposed to instantly grant you your best life... shalom
Perfect
Amen ❤
WHO ARE YOU😂? Ohh my goodness. It seems like God is telling you everything I want Him to tell me. This just blows my mind. Pray for me. If I could talk to you I would. I know I need to go to the Lord, cause I’m holding in some things about my past. I can’t move forward.
Amen 🙏🏼🩸✝️💗🕊
"The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit,
A broken and a contrite heart-
These, O God, You will not despise."
Psalms 51:17 NKJV
"And lest I should be exalted above measure by the abundance of the revelations, a thorn in the flesh was given to me, a messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I be exalted above measure.
Concerning this thing I pleaded with the Lord three times that it might depart from me.
And He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.”
Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in needs, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ’s sake.
For when I am weak, then I am strong."
II Corinthians 12:7-10 NKJV
"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."
Philippians 4:13 NKJV
"I now rejoice in my sufferings for you, and fill up in my flesh what is lacking in the afflictions of Christ, for the sake of His body, which is the church, of which I became a minister according to the stewardship from God which was given to me for you, to fulfill the word of God, the mystery which has been hidden from ages and from generations, but now has been revealed to His saints.
To them God willed to make known what are the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles: which is Christ in you, the hope of glory."
Colossians 1:24-27 NKJV
Wow.
I’m just fed up something happened I’m not gonna say
I run to Him and He doesn’t answer, what’s wrong with me that He’s told you these things but not me? Am I not good enough for Him to speak to? I talk to Him alllll day long, everyday but all I get is silence, that’s where my frustration is
what makes you believe that she "got the answers"???
Don't be naiv...at best, these are thought reflections that she presents as God's answer.
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This is good
God promised life isn't easy. God also says to lean on his understanding and not our own. God breaks us on purpose to build us and prepare us for his purpose. Also our own choices is the cause of our own pain when God gives us red flags and the exit. God will shake our world upside down when we refuse to let go of things that's no longer best for us or when God is elevating your life. Learn to be still and know God is in control he works on his time and understanding. When you understand this you will surrender and trust his process trust you'll see his greatness unfold in your life. When ppl are leaving your life LET THEM God exposes the enemy where God is taking you those ppl are not allowed to eat at the table God is preparing for you. Surrender in the end you'll understand it was to better you and others.
The world isn’t good, walk among the people of this world as an alien.
I feel like i just stumbled across an unintentional ASMR video.