I don’t want ppl near me anymore. I’ve used to be social but I think I prefer to be completely isolated now. I’ve gotten abused and burned so bad by friends, colleagues, just in general, and people like me may not realize until it’s too late how many bad people there are out there. I think I am autistic and I have bad adhd, depression, anxiety and a lot of my triggers are from other people being cruel. If friends are too clingy it’s prob a red flag anyways.
sending you so much love! as cliché as it sounds you are not alone in feeling that way. it’s difficult to trust when you’re constantly being betrayed. i was evaluated for ASD but i did not meet the criteria. i have depression, anxiety, a personality disorder and some ADHD traits. hope you get the answers you are seeking.
Thank you for saying out loud how u feel!!!!!! Im 53 and have felt soooooo guilty for feeling the way you describe in this video. Thank you very much for not making me feel so alone!!! I think you have a great personality for making these videos and you should keep going with it. I admire your ambition and the leap of faith doing what you are doing to make yourself successful in life. God bless. Take good care. Big hugs❤
Girl, this is why I love u. I am the same way. I literally have one friend, and we text once a week or so, but we only see each other once every few years. I have tried to have close friends, and it just does not work. Thank u for sharing. Helps me to know I am not alone. This also reminds me of Anita Sirene's dark feminine vs light feminine video. This is her latest video. U might want to check it out. I found it to be very interesting.
love you too! grateful we connected. it’s difficult to navigate friendships being this way, happy that you relate. that’s why we get a long so well. currently watching her video. ✨
@@bbmadeline exactly ❤️ I hope u enjoy the video. I watched the first part of it yesterday. I will finish the rest today, but what I liked was how Anita described that being a dark feminine is often a response from the way we are treated by people. It made me feel understood.
Don’t feel bad. I don’t have friends because I feel like people are so fake… I hate the small talks being fake nah I dislike that.. I’m also an introvert and I can tell when someone is being fake with me… even family. So imagine… yeah I rather just be around true genuine people or just my own company.. which I love.💕
I get you. 34 yo. no friends. Most people don't know about it, and the ones who do usually see it as a big red flag. The prejudgment sucks, but at least people filter themselves out of my life in that way.
People suck friends are fake same here i hate ppl they look at you or stare or send bad energy im good off ppl and thy always wanna argue or fight im not foing back to jail so id rather stay home away from ppl but i can perform infront of 300 ppl easy but away from them 😅😂 your 30 grow up and go put sometimes stop making excuses like i did
I appreciate your transparency and openness. It’s refreshing.
I don’t want ppl near me anymore. I’ve used to be social but I think I prefer to be completely isolated now. I’ve gotten abused and burned so bad by friends, colleagues, just in general, and people like me may not realize until it’s too late how many bad people there are out there. I think I am autistic and I have bad adhd, depression, anxiety and a lot of my triggers are from other people being cruel. If friends are too clingy it’s prob a red flag anyways.
Have you looked into women masking in autism…the outcast stuff you brought up makes me wonder.
sending you so much love! as cliché as it sounds you are not alone in feeling that way. it’s difficult to trust when you’re constantly being betrayed. i was evaluated for ASD but i did not meet the criteria. i have depression, anxiety, a personality disorder and some ADHD traits. hope you get the answers you are seeking.
Friendships take energy . And I have trust issues. 😅 I rather keep to myself .
*small minds discuss people, great minds discuss ideas* 🙌
Thank you for saying out loud how u feel!!!!!! Im 53 and have felt soooooo guilty for feeling the way you describe in this video. Thank you very much for not making me feel so alone!!! I think you have a great personality for making these videos and you should keep going with it. I admire your ambition and the leap of faith doing what you are doing to make yourself successful in life. God bless. Take good care. Big hugs❤
I love this. I feel normal after hearing you say this. Thank you!
Girl, this is why I love u. I am the same way. I literally have one friend, and we text once a week or so, but we only see each other once every few years. I have tried to have close friends, and it just does not work. Thank u for sharing. Helps me to know I am not alone. This also reminds me of Anita Sirene's dark feminine vs light feminine video. This is her latest video. U might want to check it out. I found it to be very interesting.
love you too! grateful we connected. it’s difficult to navigate friendships being this way, happy that you relate. that’s why we get a long so well. currently watching her video. ✨
@@bbmadeline exactly ❤️ I hope u enjoy the video. I watched the first part of it yesterday. I will finish the rest today, but what I liked was how Anita described that being a dark feminine is often a response from the way we are treated by people. It made me feel understood.
I am watching the second half now.. I don't do hexes or curses, so I think I am a combo of the dark feminine and light feminine.
totally see you as a combo! the video is very informative. i feel like both too.
I appreciate how real you are, all the points you are listing are hitting, thank you for being so vulnerable.
Girl I don’t blame you!
I resonate with everything you're describing 😮
Don’t feel bad. I don’t have friends because I feel like people are so fake… I hate the small talks being fake nah I dislike that.. I’m also an introvert and I can tell when someone is being fake with me… even family. So imagine… yeah I rather just be around true genuine people or just my own company.. which I love.💕
@@Wenndylao thank you for watching, you get it. proud introverts. ⭐️ just subscribed to your channel!
@ thank you love
You read my mind.
love your videos can relate alot!
I'm the same need my own space
Love your honesty
Me the same! However, I could pretent and tolerate it! That is how I could do my job in customer service! They make me so drained of energy! 😂
Oh, looks like there are people like me too. But we don't know about the existence of each other because we don't need a lot of communication :)
I'm the same way
I get you. 34 yo. no friends. Most people don't know about it, and the ones who do usually see it as a big red flag. The prejudgment sucks, but at least people filter themselves out of my life in that way.
exactly! it's important to live our authentic truth. thanks for sharing. 🙂
Let’s be friends… 😊 you’re cute too
Don’t worry I am 69 and single and happy.Go your way.
There are no introverts who speak in a video
You mean suppressed in life
lol i’m just like u!
12:06 is me! 🚩
People suck friends are fake same here i hate ppl they look at you or stare or send bad energy im good off ppl and thy always wanna argue or fight im not foing back to jail so id rather stay home away from ppl but i can perform infront of 300 ppl easy but away from them 😅😂 your 30 grow up and go put sometimes stop making excuses like i did
Who needs them??
@@aguilar69 real ones are rare.
damn are we the same person
yes🖖
Am that guy. Lol
Hi beautiful ❤