if life was meant with a friend, am i really alive?
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- Опубліковано 15 вер 2024
- finding a friend for your own is hard. i’ve struggled with it my whole life. but living in a world where life will never forgive you without one, is the hardest thing of them all.
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VIDEO CREDITS (warning: spoilers ahead!!!)
A short film written, directed, edited, and animated by pigchefer (me!)
👒 💛 Life voiced by Riifushi: @riifushi / riifushi / riifushi
- My classmate played my actual classmate (lol) Danica Tabiola: / dan.tabiola
🎻 Thank you to everyone who composed original music for this video! Check them out here: 🎻
-Kuukiko: @kuukiko x.com/Kuukiko4 / xhnepeztr2dtwhxd7 open.spotify.c...
-Kwabzy: @kwabzycomposer / kwabzycomposer / kwabzycomposer
-Eva: @slayertron x.com/evangeli... / eva-nge-line
-Blue Thicc Fish: @BlueThiccFish open.spotify.c...
-Zeth: @MrAflac_1
🪙 DONATE TO THE TEAM!!!: ko-fi.com/pigc... I’d like to continue making these videos and supporting everyone who helps me so tips are greatly appreciated! I’ll give all the money that has “+music” in the message to my music team :)
🎵 Listen to the opening theme “A Friend is All You Need” on streaming platforms everywhere!
-Spotify: open.spotify.c...
-Apple Music: / a-friend-is-all-you-need
-UA-cam: • A Friend is All You Ne...
-Soundcloud: soundcloud.com...
Performed by Riifushi!!!
Produced by Kuukiko and Zeth
Written by pigchefer :0 (you can find the original demo here: • A Friend Is All You Ne... )
(With additional help from Eva and Kwabzy thank you xoxo)
🎵 Listen to the full original soundtrack of the video here!
-Spotify: open.spotify.c...
-Apple Music: / if-life-was-meant-with...
-UA-cam: • If Life Was Meant with...
-Soundcloud: / if-life-was-meant-with...
Tracks produced by Kuukiko, Kwabzy, Eva and Blue Thicc Fish, thank you so much!
- Live action cinematography by me and Kuukiko :0
- Additional VFX and sound design help from @stcubing: x.com/stcubingg
-Translation help from @kosmobold 🇵🇱 @justagdplayer 🇷🇺 @pastapalads5598 🇩🇰 @HumanMoth + @pineappledasher4902 🇫🇷 @dlovansl2 🇸🇪🇮🇶 @nothinglee 🇰🇷 @JacobPolicediez 🇵🇭 @BlueoBerry + @Fatal. + @PexezFps + @Klaux 🇧🇷 @ElectrifyXD + @tofu211 🇪🇸 @AlimiciousGD 🇯🇵 @MattTacc 🇮🇹 @daniel17352🇷🇴 @artisticlion 🇩🇪 @goaldoesstuff2936 🇻🇳
Thank you to all my members who have supported me in the long months I’ve been working on this video! I hope you liked all the drawings I made of you here :)
If you would like to support me (and also be drawn in videos), please consider donating through my Ko-fi (link above) or becoming a member! This video took over 1000 hours and 3 years to complete and I would like to continue making more productions like this in the future: / pigchefer
If you are interested in helping produce music or lending your voice for future roles for my channel, please contact me through my email (pigchefer@gmail.com) or Discord server! I need all the help I can get if I keep this up lol
Discord server: / discord (I also post regular updates and accept fan art to put in videos here! :3)
If you’ve made it to the end of this description, I sincerely thank you all once again :) I know this video took so much longer than usual but I hold the message of this video so dear to my heart and I wanted to give it the love it deserves just in case others also struggle with the same problems I do. If this video touched you in any way, that’s all the reason I need to keep going. I love you all 💖
#animation #shortfilm #storytime #art
ever since i picked up writing, i wanted to talk about how hard it is to be alone. now, over three years later, i’ve finally gotten the courage to tell you.
if you’ve ever felt abandoned, or lonely, or anti-social, or completely blocked out of life because of it, this video is for *you*. i see you. i get you. you are not alone in what you feel. and i hope this video helps even a little.
also i should say that if you're not one of these people and you don't really understand the message of this video, that's perfectly fine too just wanted to try something different! i'll go back to my regularly scheduled funny haha content next time :0
are you chefin on your pig tho?
@@pigchefer u chefin that pig cuz????????
big bro are you bouta chefer
ok but do u chef on ur pig
everyone say thank you pigchefer for writing one of the most difficult songs i could have sang for my first VA attempt!! B)
thank you pigchefer for oiling up in general vc
And thank YOU riifushi for taking on this project I’m so grateful!! 🐷 You were the perfect voice for Life you made this project so much more funnnnn
please never stop singing that was amazing
maybe pigchefer WAS riifushi all along...
thank you pigchefer, we all say in unison
Wow, this is absolutely insane, this is one of the highest quality videos I’ve ever seen that isn’t from a huge studio
yoooo what the heck thank you jesse parker!
Yes.
Its true, its really like a mini movie combined With a video in a Way! (😅sorry for the amount of words strong together here, thats what the emoji means!)
it was an honor to make a song for pigchefer that 99% of people wont recognise 🔥🔥
jokes aside it was great working and helping out the pigchef with this project through minor suggestions and motivation, im so glad i was a part of its creation, youve made something great pig
i love you fish thank you for being a hawaii part ii intellectual we all love hawaii part ii inspired media
ngl i'm happy i couldn't text pig back in time to make the music. because my god you would have done such a better job than I did 😭
i remember thinking "hmm this track sounds like stranded lullaby" and GUESS WHAT??? really cool rendition btw
im so honoured to be able to help with a project as artistically expressive and stylistically cinematic as this film, remarkable work as usual pigchefer 🔥
Thank you so much mister cuber for your help!!! Honestly your tiny segment might genuinely be one of my favorite parts of the video even though it's just like 5 seconds LOL
im so honored to watch pig chefer oiled up in general vc
NO WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I THOUGHT I RECOGNIZED THAT STYLE
@@pigchefer which part is this that you are talking about?
i've messaged you all my praises already but this is genuinely a work of art you poured everything into with so much emotion and a really nice message. never in my life has a youtube video given me as much chills and has been so memorable. i hope you keep making the art you want to make man
oh my gosh thank you craftymasterman i hope you pass craftee in subscribers
Good to see you here CraftyMasterman
I feel like I always find crafty commenting on smaller creators’ videos, lol (like in a wholesome way not an attention seeking way).
WATAHEL HI CRAFTY I DIDN'T EXPECT TO SEE U HERE, I love your buildssssss and I'm also trying to learn redstone rn so MAYBE one day I can build megacoolsuperdupercomputers like u do
take my money; i cannot describe how this video felt. every second looks like it would take like a week to animate and draw, the music felt like it was straight from disney, and the storytelling felt so eventful i could probably watch this video without the animation. no wonder you have 'chef' in your name, holy, you and everyone that helped you absolutely cooked.
Hahaha thanks a lot!! I cook very hard sometimes
@@pigcheferand your a Hawaii part ii fan so I respect u even more
i obviously knew this was going to be a really great video but genuinely this blew me away. i don't think i have ever seen anything on youtube with this much character and charm. amazing : )
Thank you Nifty I love you xoxoxo
dude, this isn't just one of the most well-scripted, filmed, animated, and edited videos; its not just some of the most relatable and compelling storytelling; this is an authentic, vulnerable, unique piece of multimedia art! And it will do well! Even if I have to watch it a million times myself!
also 12:58 car seat headrest
aaaa thanks so much mister lego for watching i didn't think you would ever find my channel again after the xo mobile days were done lol but i'm glad you're here i enjoy reading ur comments haha. i'm happy you liked what i made!!!! also yes car seat headrest a girl i liked while i was animating that part told me to listen to that album so i drew it in the video lol she rejected me but i still kept it in
@@pigchefer glad to come across this video :) I know you'll go far with that passion and I know this video will do well.
This video was actually really really relatable for me in college now, cause I'm good at fitting in but I hate it because I don't feel like myself. I've seen the narrative so many times in other people of being hurt when you're vulnerable around someone but they go silent on you. Pro tip: get guy friends! friends that are girls are not meant for you to reveal all your secrets and emotions to, no matter how much they say they wanna hear it. But again, props to the effort that went into this absolute movie
noted. simp mode off. thank you mister lego i'm gonna be the biggest sigma this world has ever seen
Ahahaha I did kinda think this video was a little on the side of “rise of the fallen sigma” at times. But I just meant if you want to confide, guys can be there for you. Or don’t confide at all. Life does have meaning without constant self-expression aka an audience, and secrets are cool.
Glad to have worked on this project! It was an absolute blast helping with the music and cinematography of this 😌 Hope you guys enjoy this video as much as I and the team enjoyed making it!
fun fact the entire idea for the OST of this video comes from kuukiko asking me if i wanted a theme song
Epik
3rd year uni student, no friends made from uni, noone to support my initiatives, noone to take out for burger king, just a guy youd ask for homework. This video sounds similar, yet its entirely different for me - i had friends in school, but they left for other cities in pursuit of a better life, and they probably found more interesting people to talk to. I have no abmitions or achievments, no huge interests either, besides some that just arent a thing in my country.
It was interesting to watch how one could get to the same result in a different way though, great video
well I hope you find ways to stay positive/hopeful 🙏and there will always be people out there that will support your interests and initiatives, even if it doesn't seem that way at the moment. Stay well! :D
A lot you just described feel relatable to me 😢, I hope this video shall unite us all to have friends (the right ones).
maybe a companion pet would help…?
If UA-cam emmy's were a thing, this would be the Mona Lisa. This is astonishing!!
Aaaa thank you!!
oh my god.
the filmmaking
the directing
everything about this is on point.
as someone who relates to stuff here, this really struck me deep.
pig, you are friggin amazing. no normal person can do this, i agree, if you were like everyone else you wouldn't be able to do this. but i see this as something only a higher up, smart, intelligent, soul can do. thank you, pig, thank you. you have a beautiful bright future. I believe it.
thank you so so so much
@@pigchefer
Oh my god this is actually amazing. I have no words. This isn’t a UA-cam video
its a pig that chefs
FR LETS GO HACK
True this video just blew me away
This is amazing. I loved every part of it. The animation and the story telling are PERFECT and the soundtrack complements the video beautifully. Thank you for making this; its so complex that i think i should watch it again to truly understand what it means.
Thank you so much!!! Yes hopefully this video does get better on rewatch hahaha
This video makes me want to feel emotions as much as you do. The small things in what you make are really the best part. The attention to detail is incredible.
Thank you MattTacc I love you
📞☎️ Missed 100 calls from disney's music department
LOL
@@pigcheferseriously though, your video was incredible, I hope I can find my own goal in life just like you
im putting all those calls on HOLD screw you disney
lmaoooo
this video made me cry, no joke. the animation, the music, the narrative, all perfect.
Aw thanks a bunch for watching!!
If this is why you haven't uploaded in 9 months, I'm surprised this video came out this fast. The quality is so great on this one and the effort that seems to have gone into crafting every sentence seems to be breathtaking!
Thank you sir prometheus!!! I love my singapore gamers
I'm so happy to see you succeeding man :)
Holy smokes it’s shagrot’s cave thank you!!
I’ve watched 10s of thousands of videos on silly little UA-cam, and of all, I find this the most beautiful.
Aaaaa thank you!!! It is an honor
This might unironically be single-handedly THE best UA-cam video I have EVER seen, and I know it's probably not gonna get in the 2024 GD awards because well.. its not a gd video, but if it is, yeah ur gonna win easily, the thing is, I am able to relate to LITTERALLY EVERYTHING in this vid so thats prob part of why i loved it so much, its like somebody told me how my own life went. Anyways AMAZING MASTERPIECE.
Aaaa I’m honored thank you! I’m not submitting it for this year’s awards but maybe other people can and we’ll see what happens lol
This is unlike any video I've ever seen. Your story is an inspiration and the talent of you and the team is unmatched. Beautiful work of art.
thank you groundflower i hope you ground some flowers
My god bro. You got me sobbing after all that bc of how much I relate to you man. You and everyone else who made this possible absolutely killed it with this and I actually can’t thank you enough for making this with such a sensitive topic, bc no one else did, and I kinda wanted to, but I for sure did not have enough courage nor talent, nor money to have some of that talent to even make something like that in the first place. But yea, I can relate to almost EVERYTHING you said in that video. It feels like you’re alone, your friends may treat you like a friend but in reality they hate you. It always makes me question myself if I’m even in the right place in life, if I’m with the right people, or even if I’m not doing what God wanted me to do. I was in a state of depression over that for months, almost a year, and it got so bad, that I eventually got those thoughts and questions pop up into my head like, “Am I worthless to others?” “Would people not care if I wasted my life?” Like it got that bad. And eventually, I got over it, and I’m still here today, but my god that was something I absolutely hated goin through, and hell I wish not to see ANYONE go through the same thing I went through. With all that to say, thank you so so so much, for talkin about that topic, loneliness in general can easily ruin your life if you let it get to you, so to other people that are also reading this, you’re not alone, we are all here for you, even if we have no contacts with each other, we are here for you and always will be til the very end, bc even if we don’t meet here on Earth, we’ll definitely see each other in Heaven. Again, thank you Pigchefer, so much for making this, amazing job to you and everyone who made it possible and helped, because my god you made me sob almost the entire time. ❤️
Thank you for the kind words loneliness really is sad and I am glad I get to help people with it even a little!!!
@@pigchefer yea it’s such an awful thing to go through, but it’s inevitable. It sucks but it’s the truth, it has to happen at some point, and it could last forever. But I will say if you do start talking to more people, you will find someone and connect with them, and it may sound tough, but it’s really simple. If one person tries to make fun of ya, just don’t let it get to ya, bc that’s gonna make things 1000x harder and you’ll end up failing which is the worst thing to happen. (that also goes out to everyone) Seriously tho, thank you to you and your team for making this. You guys killed it! :)
This comment says everything I could've wished to say in a comment on this video.
@@minizeequeen711 :)
Seriously, it means so much to me that I got to work on this wonderful project. I am so glad to have bumped into you on your Discord server and we got to talking, as you have such an immense passion and care for your own art. This felt like the perfect project for me and the music I love to create, and you were so incredibly kind, patient, and eager to discuss everything to get everything just right! Thank you so much for letting me collaborate with you, I'll always treasure this one :)
let's go i love you kwabz thank you for carrying the entire last half of the soundtrack
@@pigchefer cheffing my pig to this comment
I spend a lot of time watching UA-cam and thanks to that my home page is filled with beautiful gems in a lot of different genres but when I say this one touched me, I mean it. Never has anything ever felt as personal to me as this film has. This is the only video on UA-cam that has made me genuinely cry, so thank you for this!
And thank youuu for watching it means a lot!
I dont know what to say. This masterpiece is something I can just, click on? And watch??? THIS IS AMAZING
Actually felt tears forming near the end. This was very much worth the wait.
Also TYSM for putting my little cube guy at 5:44! Made me really happy :)
Yayy thank you greeny thank you for referring me to the voice actor for Life love you
i flipping L:OVE Grenie One Zero 9
OH MY PIG!!! IM BOUT TO CHEFER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she pig on my chefer til i beat xo on mobile
no but actually youre so talented i absolutely love your art style and storytelling and the amount of dedication you put into your work is amazing.
please never stop doing what you do
Thanks so much! I’ll try to never stop :)))
OH MY GOD THIS IS AWESOME. You took storytime animation to the NEXT LEVEL
GET THIS PIG A MILLION VIEWS!!!
I'm stunned by how beautiful this whole video is. You're a phenomenal artist. (shout out to the composers as well!)
Thanks!! Also yeaaaaaah let’s gooooo the composers are goated
Thank you for the shoutout🙏❤️
Pigchef is goated
This has to be a sign. I was living my life as, something to laugh at, that was who I was. And I didn't want it to be, I wanted to be someone who can talk and be confident and have lots of caring friends. But I never could push myself to do it, I was to scared of failure, so I never tried. I let myself be no one. I was practically begging myself to be someone and have emotions, but I denied in fear. I always wanted someone to comfort me, and The only person who comforted me was me, because that's all I let comfort me. I was scared if I told anyone my emotions, they would leave. But then when I felt most down, I heard a song. It was called "hey" by egg, it put me to tears. It is exactly what I was going through, I wasn't alone on this. Then, not long after, I found this randomly on my feed, i didn't know you, I didn't do anything for this video to show up on my feed, but it did.
Thank you so much, pigchefer. So much.
I hope things get better for you mister max
@@pigchefer thank you.
this was beautiful, tears were shed and I dont even entirely know why. incredible job as always ^^
Yoooo thanks billeh the bawb I’m so glad to hear!! Big up to the gym for showing you this channel
As expected from pigchefer, we got another masterpiece! I am really grateful that I was able to see this because I will start college in a few weeks and I am afraid of going to a place where I don't know anyone. This video came at the perfect time! Thank you again for making this
I wish you luck mister u3 I’m sure you will do much better than I have lol
@@pigchefer Thank you!
THOSE WHO CHEF: 🍷🐷🍷🐖🍷🐽
Thanks for giving me an opportunity to be part of the music production team. It was a super fun project
man, again you cooked up a masterpiece, the art is just amazing and the story telling is as always amazing. I feel how you feel man. this video hits hard but it's the perfect amount of hard. Mate you crushed it again and I support u all the way.
Love you carrot 🥕 thanks for watching
@@pigchefer love u too mate, keep making these masterpieces and let nobody stand in ur way
This is truly brilliant, one of the most genuine and heartfelt things I have seen in ages. Tears were shed, feels were felt. Don't give up on your storytelling!
Yo thanks so much!!!
that was genuinely such an incredible film, i could not imagine how long it took to produce this with how many different scenes there were. the writing was also Phenomenal you have improved So Much since the past few videos. this is indeed a work of art and i can not fathom the Effort poured into this by both you and everyone else that helped even after looking at the number of hours spent. the music too was Amazing, it really added So much to the atmosphere and helped make it straight up feel like a movie, it is amazing.
hello celeste man formerly known as geometry dash man
I’ll forward this to the music team mister seaze also thank you so much I’m so happy you like!! I value ur feedback very muchhh
You are criminally underrated. The storytelling, art, EVERYTHING was on point. Felt like I was watching an entire film, the fact that this is free on UA-cam is amazing. Good stuff, love your uploads and can’t wait to see what you’ll do :)
Yayyyu thank you my stuff will always be free!! (I think)
Made me reflect on my own life, thanks.
are u cheffing ur pig cuz
what the heck thank you so much!!!!!!
wow, clicked expecting just a regular video essay, but this was so magical and connected with me on so many levels
Aaaa I’m glad!! I really like trying to surprise my viewers with new things every now and then haha
With time comes effort, and effort comes results. I can see all of that in this, and I am truly impressed as to the end result. Great job, Pig.
Thanks paperclip 📎
Genuinely one of the best, well made films i've ever seen, Pigchefer the quality of what you produce is unfathomable, keep up the excellence!
Aw thanks so muchhhhh
@@pigchefer you and the team deserve all the praise they can get for these films, they just work so well, and truly make me feel emotional, just so well done.
This is genuinely a good video, I hope for everyone to find love, because we all deserve it. Thank you for making this and make so many people feel understood
Thanks so much!!
im genuinely crying this is so beautiful youve made me cry literally twice to your videos how do you do this
I love you febreze gayest man on earth
thank you i love you too platonically
@@febrezegamin liar liar pants on fire we all know that you want to homosexually kiss him on the lips
This is the purest form of amazing that there can be, the most beautiful that art can be
words cannot describe how blown away i am after watching this whole video. the animation, the cinematography, the voice acting, everything!
as someone who can semi-relate, i really enjoyed watching and listening to whatever you had to say. you inspire me so much pigchefer, this was an absolute masterpiece.
Yay thanks aerialshard I hope you fly in many aerial planes soon ✈️
omg is that areialshard
@@pigchefer haha thanks for the sweet reply :D
quite coincidentally, while i haven’t travelled in about 5-7 years, this year i’m going on a school trip
dunno where i’m going yet but i’m hoping it’ll be fun
@aerialshard let’s go hope it goes well
11/10 video, it really puts into perspective of how people really feel lonely. Thanks so much Pigchefer. 😊
Man.. this is so good, i'm literally crying a little bit. thank you so much for making this video a reality
thank you so much!!!!
almost as good as the time pig chefer oiled up in general vc
Absouletly BEUATIFUL! I enjoyed every second of it, the animating had so much care out into it and the writing was some of the best i've seen! I felt real emotion every single second ofbthis video. Thank you for this great animation. I cant overstate how amazing it is.
thank you so much ethan gipanao
pigchefer you're my glorious king holy
My goat klaux
I love this video so much. It’s clear this video had a lot of thought put into it. The music, the SINGING EXCUSE ME?!? what in the world! I’d never leave without giving a reason. Also, I really like how it’s clear you are different since you are the only green pig. No, it seriously sounds like you got Jon Williams on this. (He made the soundtrack for tons of movies. Like star wars, or Harry Potter or jaws). The storytelling is beautiful, the art is beautiful, the live action is amazing, and I love it so much!
Hahaha I’m glad to hear! Thank you for your kind words!!
Thank you for the kind words about the music, we all loved working on this so much🙏
@@kwabzycomposer :D
The Writing And Animation Is Absolutely PHENOMENAL.
This video is beautiful dude. The song, the soundtrack, the animation and editing, your story. All of it is absolutely amazing.
Thank you very much
This is one of the best videos you've done and im really glad that i helped with the translations as well, would love to see a whole movie :D
im not even a minute and 30 seconds in and im getting chills i can tell this one’s gonna be good
This isn't just a UA-cam video anymore. It's an experience --- one I will never forget. Actual tears are being shed as I type this.
You've created a fucking masterpiece.
thank you i hope you recover from your tears by dusk or dawn
This is the first time I've seen your channel and so this is the first video of yours that I've watched, but I must say that wow, I'm genuinely impressed. This is honestly one of the best things I've seen in a long while and this video is also just really relatable for me and I really felt everything you said. This really invoked some feelings in me, I'm glad that UA-cam just randomly decided to recommend this to me. Good job on you as well, those three years were certainly not in vain.
Yay thank you !!!
6:57 You're clever, Pigchefer.
Although seriously - the parts of the video I watched so far was absolutely wonderful. The last thing I was expecting was a musical! Incredible job and I look forward to any of your future work.
Let’s go my secrecy of the musical paid off thank you ghast
Thank you so much for this. I've never heard or watched anything that struck as close to home. Your work is amazing, and I hope you know that your messages are reaching people. Best wishes for what's to come :)
I’m glad thanks so much!
That was cool, I'd like to see this again except the next time I want it played in a movie theater.
You are braver than me, I wish I could create so freely. I loved this and I thank you for all the effort you put in to create something so grand and meaningful.
And thank you for watching and commenting your kind words!!
Honestly this video is soo relatable to me. Ive known your channel since all the gd stuff but the why I stopped trying video was the thing that made me admire u and follow u the most. I really don't comment a lot on videos but I wanted to let u know all the words and situations u shared in the vid really hit me and made me feel better, ur work is truly amazing.
thank you saul i will call you whenever i am in legal trouble
as soon as a saw this in my recommended, i instantly clicked on this video. i’m going to watch this entire video very soon, can’t wait to watch it.
edit: watched the entire thing, i can’t say i’m not impressed. even the tiniest details looked like they took weeks to make. i’m amazed how you can stay motivated for 3 years on making this project. i really didn’t expect to almost cry at the end of this video, but this was so heartwarming and emotional i couldn’t help myself. i’m so glad that i found your channel and so glad that i was able to watch this video. keep doing what you love, we love you ❤
Aw I am glad to hear thank you for watching!!!!
This is a masterpiece, with phenomenal songwriting and storytelling. This really touched me, and I believe that with enough motivation, those that hide within the shadows, those that are lonely and yet have big dreams, would reach them. Good luck to you, pigchefer, and anyone out there lonely and talented, to believe in yourselves, achieve your dreams, and find happiness. Thank you for making this
Let’s go sean thanks a lot!!! I believe so too 🔥
oh my god this was crazy
ok first of all if this doesnt blow up in a week youtube is actually broken
all of the music was so well done and some of the artists i even recognized lmao
life's voice i can actually imagine being like that and the drawing is so cute tooo 🥰
as for the story i feel u so much istg 😭
right before this i saw the growing up video and that line about affording a hug was so unexpected ive never seen someone capture that loneliness better i thought it was weird before to, idk want to have physical connection w someone?? i mean as a MAN who [in my moms own words] 'should only be crying or emotional at my parents funeral' 💀
idk if it was a joke or not that flash of u talking to someone on discord if u remember what im talkign about but that was one of my biggest fears just someone subtly rejecting my feeble attempt at intimacy because i knew then it would be so awkward after and it would be because i was as SELFISH (ikr we were actually that stupid 💀) to want a friend like that
it was only like 6 months ago when i was also just trying to appease someone into being my best friend for like another 6 months AFTER i had already took two years to even get to talk to her
like, that feeling of trying so hard to make them happy and to be kind to them and give them your attention and hoping maybe she would do the same to me back but then it just slowly fades for some reason
like you're boring or retarded (which like yk i am kinda a adhd bipolar scared of abandonment boi) or not kind enough or weird but just for some reason you're never their first priority or their best friend or whatever and it kinda fucking sucks???
anyways it actually turned out that was really REALLY unhealthy and she wrote death threats and shit to one of the people i would probably consider a friend now (keep in mind i have like 2) and she thought i actually made another gc to write the same type of shit and exclude her like she did to my friend AND she told everything i told her (like stuff my shy ass built up 2 years of courage in order to tell anyone) to her parents which promptly told everyone else's
soooo i guess its a p good thing that's done with now
weeeell NOW ive done the same thing as u and immidietly tried obsessing to be someone else's best friend or whatever 💀💀
who also happens to be *her* best friend who for some reason she now starts trying to lovebomb her (not gay for her but like still) with all these hugs n stuff after making her feel abandoned by leaving the fg and *i* get to witness it all 😭
okokok theres a good ending trust me okay
after like a lot of bipolar ahh crying and cutting myself i just slowly learnt things after just having time for myself to think and just like, figuring out how things work for me
i think in the end (and by that i mean now of course the point is there never is an end but its gonan keep getting better), like fuck everyone else i do what i want and then i get to be in control of things i coudlnt have even imagined before
i thought honesty was everything but like, the truth fucking sucks????
*I* get to decide how this goes and this whole time weve all just been slowly learning how
like, how to know what you really want deep down inside and having the confidence to get it
and about the imagining conversations thing, that's literally your brain adapting and trying it's best to survive and be happy and like, *dont* u when u imagine those things??
imagine what life will be like for u one year ahead and everything goes perfect, and try your fucking best to get there for yourself because you fuckign want it so like, it doesnt matter if nobody else cares about it or you it'll work out
like emily said to u and how someone else said to me, its gonna be okay, do this for yourself and YOU are gonna feel good
and again thsi video is so good thank uu ✨️
Very epic comment thank you for sharing 🐖 that’s quite unfortunate but I am glad you figured it out in the end and thank you for watching!!
@pigchefer ever since this video ive actually found books on stuff like this and i think it proabably *does* just take a lot of time being alone - like, thinking and stuff
im a pretty literal person or at least the way i think so i guess it was just finding what works for me and what makes me more happy and just always trying to appreciate your life RIGHT NOW and even though everyone tries that at some extent it never ends really, so you should always keep trying harder to
sorry i had to put this in a second comment i couldnt really finish what i was going to say before
wooaaaaah this amazing. this should have way way more views. if i wasn't in riifucord i would have seen this masterpiece
and the amount of times this video hit me, made me feel like i was a punching bag. i also really love the art style it fits in so well
Riifushi is in my top 10 favorite UA-camrs very honored the riifucord blessed me with her grace
You made art that resonates with other people. Art that makes connections and inspires people to try again instead of giving up. Thank you, I love it, and I'm so grateful you put in all the time to make this real.
Thanks so much!
HOT FUCKING DAMN this actually so good. The freaking storyttelling the editing, you did such a GREAT DAMN WORK and i definitely think your message got across through this masterpiece! this video actually makes me feel better dude. Keep creating bro
thank you so much I'm glad
those who chef 😂😂😂
Got this video 3 times, didnt wanna watch it and i regret it now. This video is actually so well done i cant even put it to words.
Thank you for watching
@@pigchefer nono, thank YOU for making this amazing video!
Cant believe this video is free
They’ll always be free my gamer
Just stunned by this video, the production quality compared to ur previous vids is night and day. I rlly hope this vid gets the attention it deserves
Let’s go thank you!!!!
This may single-handedly be the best UA-cam video I’ve EVER watched. This video deserves so much more attention, keep up the good work!
Woah I’m honored thank you!
made me cry
wow, mabye feeling like you don't fit in is fitting in more than anything. rejection is hard and it sucks to leave and be left time and time again, and I've felt that too. it hurts so bad, and sometimes, I too just don't want to go anywhere anymore. i want to try but I'm afraid. i think this is a video that ill keep with me for a long time, to come back to whenever I feel afraid or sad, not just from rejection, but for friends (which you displayed amazingly, I feel like in today's world, the term "friend" is so generalized with just people you know and so I loved how you portrayed friends in this film) and for finding new people to put into your own life. Thank you pigchefer and a big thank you to the entire team who participated in this video for helping me make a realization. you helped me, and probably many others with this.
I’m glad you liked the video thank you!!! I was quite afraid my portrayal of friends and rejection would seem too “romanticized” to people but your comment made me feel a bit less left out about it so thank you
2:48 OH MY GOD IS THAT A REFRENCE TO MY FAVOURITE _Video Game_ *GEOMETRY DASH1?1!?2*
Ewwww
too good! I loved this so much, your storytelling is incredible ❤❤❤
Thanks a lot!!
Mythical youtube homepage pull. I watched the entire video full-screened on my primary monitor not even eating food.
I hope you continue to nurture your kindness and empathy towards others even while knowing that they won't stay forever. Speaking from experience, staying isolated will hide those bad feelings but it will also wither your ability to be as kind and thoughtful as you used to be.
Thanks for making this short film :). It has given me lots to think about.
That’s something I will keep in mind now thank you!!! glad you enjoyed btw
that was incredible, thank you for making such a masterpiece.
I saw your channel 6 months ago and I was blown away by your animation, your scripts and videography but this, this is a work of art! This is amazing and I can see you be an amazing person who can change lives in the near future so never give up because you can do whatever you want, *follow your dreams*
Thanks so much love you uwu
I cannot even start to tell you how amazing this is, everybody who worked on this , from Voice Acting, to Music knocked it out of the park. YOU completely knocked it out of the park too, pigchef!!! The style and the cinematography, it's all impecable. You continue to inspire me. Hopefully I can make something as Grand as this too, I'll try my best I guess!!!
Thanks a bunch!!! I believe you can make something epic tooooo
3 years in production thats insane!
I watched every single second of it,
I loved every second of it,
Thank you for making this,
I'm glad that I saw this in my notifications today.
You're awesome ❤
yay i'm glad mister fantastic thank you!!! that's fantastic!!
This is a masterpiece in all possible aspects from start to finish. I am impressed
Thanks so much!!!!! I love mastering my pieces
This is an incredible video in every aspect, but the second half was really something else, something I've never seen before, anywhere.
Just how much of an impact you made with it is incredible. The first half was an interesting, emotional and visual discussion of yourself, and your experiences and struggles with this world. But it was carried out through a mask. Like pretending to be an indifferent narrator of your own story, hiding behind the veil of an animated character.
In the second half, the removal of that mask was, just undescribably impactful. To show qualities of yourself that could be so easily mocked, by so many people, in such a public environment, really, I cannot describe how not only brave this is practically speaking, but also emotionally and narratively powerful. It changed the feel of everything about this video so much, so instantly just by removing the little stand in for yourself, the mask used to shield yourself in a public environment, and now it shows your struggle in such an immensely personal, and intimate way.
For a second I was repulsed when the veil was lifted, but just a second later the weight of why I was repulsed for that moment hit me so hard. These mechanisms of what is and what is not acceptable. Sometimes intentionally malicous, sometimes just misfortunate, are the cause behind so much of the loneliness and turmoil you felt within yourself. I felt that repulsion because I saw some part of me in it, weakness that everyone has, that we all chose to hide, for fear of mockery, to lie to oneself to feel better, to fit some requirement imposed on you.
This is the ultimate narrative message. To use the very format of how you presented this, to hit this message on every level possible, where the weight of this message is encountered everywhere, from any form of interpretation
Unfortunately, I lack the vocabulary to describe just how incredible this work of art is, and how it made me feel, or even to describe how masterfully everything was placed and made, to convery a message, so I end the comment here
Oh my gosh you described this video so beautifully I’m so glad you liked the how different I portrayed myself between the first and second half! I was very worried no one would appreciate the second half because like I’ve never done anything remotely similar to it before, but you hit it right on the head and I am so happy you enjoyed it! Thanks so much
This is incredible. An absoulute piece of art. Well done Pigchefer
do u know he oiled up in general chat
@@ConeComrade what
oh my god this entire video is so beautiful it hits me so deep im still crying
the amount that i relate to this video is insane to me and i cant say enough, being a complete rando who found this video off of youtubes recommendations not even half an hour ago, this is a MASTERPIECE and i APPLAUD you for making this. you have earned a well-deserved sub ❤
Thank you I’m so happy you like it!
THIS IS AN ABSOLUTE MOVIE WTF, Y'ALL DID PHENOMENAL.
thanks gamer!!
God this video hits so hard. Just the feeling of being so entirely unloveable after every person you’ve ever cared about in your life has left you. To the point where you don’t even want to try anymore. I’m starting college in a few days and fighting through a lot of these feelings. Amazing work, what a great film
Thank you for watching!! Yes even now it’s still quite hard to get myself to try again, there’s a lot of people I’ve met from this project even that I’ve wanted to be a little closer to but told myself nothing good would ever come out of that so idk fjfjdksj I do hope college goes well for you though, you will do epic!!!!
@@pigchefer Not sure if you're into musicals, but I was in a production of the show Hadestown recently and its story has helped me work through a lot of these really difficult feelings. Its a story about abandonment, yet about being willing to try again, to try over and over again even though it might seem pointless in the end. Even if the person leaves in the end, there is a time where it's beautiful, and you can always start over again. Its about the journey, not the end, you know. Don't give up hope man. Always keep trying. There's beauty in the struggle. And keep making art, goddamn this goes hard
@ItsDesca yo maybe I will watch hadestown I think I have heard about it from my goat schaffrillas (also thank you!!! )
Somehow the art you create always resonates so much with me and it's exactly what I've been needing to see and hear whenever I watch your videos. This is truly incredible and you're very talented, you inspire me to create things myself and I'm sure I'm not the only one. Thanks for being who you are, man.
Love you JW I’m glad you can relate to my work I always think no one will ever relate xd
WTHHHHG HOW DOES THIS VIDEO ONLY HAVE 7k VIEWS?!?!! this is incredible. wtf this is the most beautiful video I've ever seen! No wonder it took 3 years to make
thank you avocado xoxo
as a film student, i know how hard it is to make these kinds of passion projects and the amount of people you need and the sheer will and determination to even get it done. but i could only dream of making smth with this level of quality. the animation alone is award worthy, but holy shit everything works so well together. so well made dude. keep making bangers!!!! this is easily up there for one of the best yt vids ever!
Yooo thanks vink all my film school homies are goated
A cinematic masterpiece in 25 minutes ♡
oh my gosh thank you!!!!
As one of your early subscribers, Seeing how far you've come along as a person is worth shedding a tear. I'm very proud of u, Pig. ❤️
Your video was a complete masterpiece, it felt like you were right next to me just talking about your life struggles and i was all ears. Every single detail u put on this video was astonishing, i know you already saw tons of comments like this one but so you know that those 3 years of work were 100% worth it and i'm really proud of what you achieved, i have been following you for almost a year now and you grew up in popularity like crazy and i wish the best for the future.
And remember, even though you might be not very socially fit irl, you have tons of pals and friends here, in the internet that will always support you no matter what and i'm part of that group, keep it up pigchefer, ily ❤
thank you coralone i don't feel cor-alone anymore
That was SO CUTE !!! I literally smiled all the way through. Very interesting to think about that I’m kind of going through a similar thing… surrounded by too many people but no one feels truly close. Very good video, thanks for this experience
my goat substra
Thank you for being my biggest inspiration
love this video pig!!! you did so great with showing how you feel about friends
The composition, the masterfully produced music, the editing, and the storytelling-everything was so masterfully crafted! I've never seen such high quality on UA-cam, and I've been here for 10+ years!
yoooo what the heck thank you jake from adventure time i am happy you liked it!!!!!
ayy thanks man, didnt know you watched my videos :)
This video gave me both a mental breakdown and reformation. This is truly a work of art. ❤❤❤
NEEDS MORE FILIPINO SPIRIT! 🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭
Thank you I’ll be more filipino someday