especially considering it was reoccurring :( some people just shouldn’t be allowed to be parents (not that i’m blaming the parents for the crimes, but the nightmares certainly were their fault)
Yeah a lot of religious people are cult like. That’s why there have been so many cults in America. Trumps own base who touts themselves as religious and god loving have also said they think he is sent by god and would do anything for him. A lot of religious people are gullible and easily turn to cult like mentality. Organized religion has created a lot of evil. Tv evangelists are also cult like and take advantage of their viewers regularly and we have EVIDENCE of their messed up deeds yet people keep believing them and Making them millionaires
Cults are groups that are led by narcissism, embodied by the isolated, emboldened by groupthink and hysteria, and eventually all fall because of sexual corruption, insatiable greed or government intervention. They are not relegated to any political realm, religious sect, or particular intellectual level in their infancy. In fact, the idealism of their independent camaraderie is what drew so many intelligent hippies to them in the '60-'90s. It is only later in their evolution that things begin to deteriorate. These parents suffered from a form of OCD that is preoccupied with contamination. Also a mitigating factor in the inception or destruction of many cults.
@@y-fj9hh It is always the extremists and the power / fame hungry that try to guile these folks into their cults. Religion itself is not harmful, most, if not all practice and preach peace and harmony. But humans are the ones who take it too far because of their greed and depravity even.
A lot of these serial killers have such toxic childhoods, when I hear about them I'm not surprised they turn out like this. It's not an excuse, but it just doesn't surprise me anymore.
Exactly and it doesn’t excuse it but if you raise your child in a traumatic way and cause them pain then there are very high chances that that child will grow to cause trauma and pain on other people. Of course not every case but it is a big majority
There you are comment I was looking for but found too late. my college dorms had them and it cost $30,000yr. I thought perhaps they had eaten them all or had good prison cats.
Religious trauma is something very few people take seriously. A LOT of people feel trapped by or in a religion. I have an extremely religious father who constantly shoved Christianity down my throat growing up. That's the reason I don't want to ever follow a religion. Religion, no matter the kind, makes me feel trapped. And I know a lot of people who have the same views.
Same for me, my mother shoved religion down my throat as a child. I went to bible school 4 days a week after regular school. Got baptized 3 times. And my mom mentaly and physically abused me from a very young age till I ran away at 11. And she would claim she'd do it because god said so. I respect all religions, I just will never get involved with it ever again.
Ppl need to really be careful with this. It's not only the extremist or cult freaks. Even seemingly open and harmless ideas can go a long way on shaping prejudices, phobias, mind disorders and wrong attitudes. It's a lot safer just not teaching any fcking religion nor philosophy to your kid. It's enough with love, politeness and common sense he will mostly follow your example anyway and behave your wayish. Then as a teenager they can explore and have all the silly phases and ideas they want, but childhood must be free of that.
My mom has been very religious since I was about ten and when I moved in with her I let her know that I wasn't religious and would not like to go to church. Of course she then enrolled me into a Christian School and sent me to the before and after school care and would bring me to church every Sunday. I once begged not to go and got beaten once she got back. She would also use any excuse to pardon her behavior whenever someone called her out on her treatment of me. I either had an awful attitude or I dressed in too tight clothes so I was obviously sleeping around or my room was a mess so I clearly needed to be disciplined. Ever since I feel physically ill being exposed to religions derived from the bible
@@bxttercxp_swxxts I know ):: but don’t worry too much, or worry at all Bad people do come in disguise as good but it can still show, I hope you never ever encounter those people I hope everyone u meet is good ❤️ don’t worry
He was their miracle child, their gift from God, so they decided to treat a gift from God like absolute garbage. I know he's a serial killer but as she's telling his story it's hard for me to see him as anything other than a scared little boy who felt betrayed & unloved.
He is still an evil man, but empathy for him should help us to find and help people out of similar situations before it’s too late for them to recover. His story should be a learning experience for everyone
@@phantasmicmasque I agree with this. I in no way excuse what he did & as an adult he could have stopped himself but maybe if he hadn't been treated like garbage, brainwashed & lied to his entire childhood he wouldn't have ended up the way he did. I do know there are a lot of kids who go through far worse & don't turn out to be killers but that doesn't mean we shouldn't take every opportunity to learn from all the tragedy & suffering he caused.
@@Fatima-rk4wl uhm. Do you know how trauma can affect you especially if you aren't taught empathy or to value others? Murder usually isn't all that excusable but it's obvious that he turned out like that because of abuse. Saying ' so and so had it worse ' is comparing and generalizing that everyone should respond to it the same when that just doesn't happen. That leads to people feeling worse about what they went through and pushes them away from getting help. Thus they take it out in unhealthy manners. There's not a magical switch that fixes these things when you hit 18. So although it was wrong what he did, the reason he did was clear and if you think that was nothing others have killed because of traumatic experiences that were even less.
@@Fatima-rk4wl trauma effects many differently. it depends on how they handle it and how bad it’s really messes with them. i’m not saying “yeah him murdering is okay”. but you have to think, hey trauma is handled in many, many ways.
Hearing about the nightmares made me so sad. I can't imagine what type of parents are able to inflict that much terror in their own child and not even feel bad.
@Demien firreo I meant that since Teacup says that they’re “dying” over the comment that he didn’t know any dead people, he wouldn’t know them either☺️
Let’s just appreciate how much effort Eleanor puts into these videos , going from finding all the details to editing the video to posting them as often as possible Edit: THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH FOR ALL THE LIKES 💞💞
i listen to these when i cook, clean, shower, drive, to homework. i’m literally so obsessed. i like how you have your own opinion and you stick to it. you’re so genuine and i love how you put so much into these videos. ily
Yes indeed, those people wanted to look virtuous while putting their kid through abuse. Sorta reminds me of the pharisees , wanting to look “good” while actually being evil themselves
Hi Eleanor I'm not a member but i have a really interesting case that you could cover. Its an Italian serial killer case who used to use the remains in teacakes and soaps. Her name is Leonarda Cianciulli.
I'm So fascinated in the neuropsychology of these people...love reading about their MRI brain scans etc. Thanks for sharing that strange obsession xo!!
It was actually terrifying to think of this from the point of view of his friend. The poor man never got a chance to even suspect anything. He was hanging out with a friend he trusted. He wasn't suspicious or anything... His life just ended out of nowhere. That was just terribly sad.
@@heeseungbby it’s funny in a messed up sort of way because of the irony it’s not intended to disrespect the victims or anything. Just mocking of the killer for being stupid when he thought he was the smartest person ever
right, it isn't bad enough you're leaving them in there to teach each other but now your sending in outside literature to help? must have been case law not true crime, same thing in the end though.
I don't even consider people like that as "Christians." They're so strict about it that they end up doing the opposite of what they intended to do. I know that sounds a bit strange but seriously, you stopped your child from making friends? There's nothing wrong about being strict about religion but there's still a certain limit to it. My parents are Christian but they don't try to make us fear God or anything. It's about forgiving yourself and accepting the fact that everybody sins. God helps us make the right decisions in life, and that's basically all there is to it. He doesn't want us to fear the consequences of our wrongdoings every second of our lives. Lying to a little kid saying that God gave him that scar for sinning? Seriously?
@@written-postcards777 Like I said, there's still a certain limit to it. Like, in this case, they weren't just strict parents. They were manipulative, unforgiving, and way too harsh on their child. But that's not always the case. Most of the "strict parents" I know, including mine, do it because they love us and want the best for us. Ya know, like giving us an early curfew, not letting us have sweets as often as other kids, and take away our phones from time to time so we're not on it too long. In terms of religion, no sex before marriage, no talking back to parents, and things like that. But even if I did those things, I know they'll eventually forgive me because they're my parents. That's what strict religious parents are from my point of view. Not whatever John's parents were going for, obviously.
In a modern society or enviroment of economic secuirity its tradition, laziness and an inability to parent in a way that builds mutual respect children will want to maintain. Fear is a shortcut that while a useful tool to keep 3 yr olds out of the woods at night, is used as a crutch for behavior modification beyond toddlerhood especially by those that are damaged themselves and/or are too poor to keep an eye on children properly while trying to make money to survive.
Having been on the receiving end, nothing makes a well-meaning kid more afraid than the idea of being punished by God. So if a grownup wants them to listen, they use the God-card.
It's because religion is an easy scapegoat for everything. Murder some bitches? Sorry luv it's my religion. Stab a dog? Love that higher being lmaooo Commit mass genocide? A higher being spoke to me. Murder your son? That higher being do be convincing tho.
@@Fun-K-Board I completely agree I went to a Catholic primary school and so many of the my classmates have some form of prejudice against people. Mostly on the basis that its okay in the bible or to God. Which I don't agree with
Hey Eleanor, I was wondering whether you could cover The Disappearance of basketball player Rico Harris OR The Disappearance of Natalee Holloway OR The Disappearance of Brandon Swanson I hope you see this, Thanks!
@@ibrahimazakaria9953 I'm obsessed with True Crime I have never heard of the RICO case or the Brandon case either Natalee Holloway yes I'm from the states but I'll have to look those up
My dad is Christian and he is a little strict about it. But this "religion" is just abuse, who would want to do this to there own kid. I mean it's so gut wrenching, I wish the world was better and not falling apart. :(
In my dreams Eleanor is my annoying gf that doesn't stop talking about his friends and everything she does but i can't stop listening cause of her accent
Almost seems like he’s putting all that anger onto everybody else. It’s almost like he did the worse to see if he would ever get punished by the devil. I don’t understand how the parents let him stay every time he got back from jail. ALSO HE PUT HUMAN REMAINS SLUDGE IN THE SEWAGE LIKE????
He was told he'd be punished, but as soon as he realized those were lies he went full savage + accustomed to lie since childhood + indulging in pleasures...all that turn him into a desensitized, non empathetic man that lost his life-affirmative self and just lies, kills and gets adrenaline rushes. The drinking blood thing sort of punishing himself compulsion...or maybe felt like a powerful devil himself? maybe tastes good?
God bless! Believe in your heart and confess with your mouth that Jesus Christ is our Lord and Savior and died on a cross for our sins so we can live again in Heaven where there is no pain or suffering! God is our Father and Creator and raised His Son Jesus from the dead! Confess and repent of your sins and God will freely forgive you! Trust in God and live for Jesus as He died for you! 💕 (don’t swear or take God’s name in vain)
@@sakurasfish2115 God bless! Believe in your heart and confess with your mouth that Jesus Christ is our Lord and Savior and died on a cross for our sins so we can live again in Heaven where there is no pain or suffering! God is our Father and Creator and raised His Son Jesus from the dead! Confess and repent of your sins and God will freely forgive you! Trust in God and live for Jesus as He died for you! 💕 (don’t swear or take God’s name in vain)
@@oliviagrace6914 isn't a great thing to comment on a video about how religious trauma was a leading factor into someone's serial killings but i dont believe you care about such a thing
Eleanor: “The family were very, very strict Protestant Christians.” Me: “It’s gonna be the Brethren, isn’t it?” Eleanor: “Of a sect called the Plymouth Brethren.” Me: “Called it.”
I had an English teacher who was brethren in high school, he was wild. Joked about domestic violence and then said he was just trying to stimulate 'healthy debate' (??) and scolded a colleague like a child for moving in with her fiancé before marriage (bit unprofessional there pal). Wacky dude.
Ummm. Please notice this comment, I grew up in the Plymouth Brethren..... its a cult, not a sect, I was beaten, raped, starved and my own father touched me from the age of 6. I got out at age 18, 2 years ago, I'm shaking writing this, I have so many different mental illnesses, I have borderline personality disorder and CPTSD and PTSD. I split my head open doing flips off the couch when I was 4 and every since then I was called a mistake and every single thing that she is saying is true, I hope someone notices this, I hate religion now.
Strict religious people just scares me. They are so brainwashed. And don't really know what humanity is. And they don't even follow what they claim to be following.
My boyfriend while listening to me watching the video: Damn, she must be a CIA agent with all of that information wow! Me: Damn straight shes one of the best true crime youtubers
From my own experience and hearing similar things from friends, I think it must be a relatively common thing to grow up with real trauma as the result of oppressive religion, which is so so sad. Mental illness gang rise up 😂😭 I already knew that anxiety and chronic depression ran in my family but I can't help thinking the aggressive religiosity of my grandparents and the trickle down of that to my parents probably made it worse. Sorry to hear you're in the same boat, friend
My own experience is the same. My adoptive mother was narcissistic and extremely religious and strict and profoundly abusive. absolutely all the kids she's raised are now adults with problems.
@@recklesskili i ramble, i had a similar experience with religion growing up and i can understand his thought process surrounding religion/god, Which feels weird bc he used that thought process to go on to become a serial killer and I’m just mentally ill
Parents sheltered John: *turns into a serial killer* Parents sheltered (and still shelter) me: *me being scared of my own shadow and inability to stand up for myself*
Ummm. Please notice this comment, I grew up in the Plymouth Brethren..... its a cult, not a sect, I was beaten, raped, starved and my own father touched me from the age of 6. I got out at age 18, 2 years ago, I'm shaking writing this, I have so many different mental illnesses, I have borderline personality disorder and CPTSD and PTSD. I split my head open doing flips off the couch when I was 4 and every since then I was called a mistake and every single thing that she is saying is true, I hope someone notices this, I hate religion now.
He was going through something similar. His fear response was fight (or to take control himself). The fact is most killers and abusers are simply coping with their own traumas. To me that makes it even more horrific that they do things like this
@@moonlighttiger5278 simply having access to information doesnt mean you see it digest it or talk about or act on it. There's many ways to change the way people precieve information in order control what information they take on as true and most of them are not simply eliminating the information itself but rather putting up strong us vs them stuctures that cause them to reject information even should they obtain access to it. Look into the BITE model for cults. It explains a lot more.
@@katestravelvideos You've commented this under almost everyone's comment. Now I'm wondering if you're even truthful. What are you gaining from doing this?
@@naiveruse I have been studying murderers in my free time for years. Eleanor has been a pretty helpful resource. When I'm writing about something I'm interested in, I actually enjoy writing.
Aka every single video. It gets annoying. At least put a time stamp where the ‘real’ video starts. All cool she’s making money but she spends minutes talking about something that no one actually cares about.
You have to admire this man's tenacity in a way, it'd probably be easier to have one steady honest job than to concoct and execute this string of increasingly eccentric crimes. I certainly wouldn't have the energy.
Ummm. Please notice this comment, I grew up in the Plymouth Brethren..... its a cult, not a sect, I was beaten, raped, starved and my own father touched me from the age of 6. I got out at age 18, 2 years ago, I'm shaking writing this, I have so many different mental illnesses, I have borderline personality disorder and CPTSD and PTSD. I split my head open doing flips off the couch when I was 4 and every since then I was called a mistake and every single thing that she is saying is true, I hope someone notices this, I hate religion now.
@@katestravelvideos ok and I’m very very sorry for that but what does that have to do with my comment I know that it isn’t PHYSICAL abuse but there are other kinds to so I was speaking to that so why is it a problem that I was saying it
@@katestravelvideos once again that is so horrible I am so sorry hope you get better even though I cannot help you I hope you find or have found someone to help you through it
I’m sorry but how do people have such meaningful, elaborate dreams and remember them I literally dream of the stupidest shit and STILL don’t remember it
Ummm. Please notice this comment, I grew up in the Plymouth Brethren..... its a cult, not a sect, I was beaten, raped, starved and my own father touched me from the age of 6. I got out at age 18, 2 years ago, I'm shaking writing this, I have so many different mental illnesses, I have borderline personality disorder and CPTSD and PTSD. I split my head open doing flips off the couch when I was 4 and every since then I was called a mistake and every single thing that she is saying is true, I hope someone notices this, I hate religion now.
@@katestravelvideos we are both BPD. I am sorry to hear what you went through. So much tragedy put upon you. Try not to hate religion, hate the people who did this. You are definitely not a mistake. Hugs ❤️
@@katestravelvideos I hope you know that you're not a mistake. I'm glad you're here, I'm glad you got away. I'm sorry for what you experienced, no one is deserving of treatment like that. I really do hope things get better for you If you ever walk to talk, I'm here 💛 *hugs*
Wow😮! That's just; wow. I'm so sorry that you, anyone, went through such horrific experiences. I'm a cradled Christian myself but I don't think I've ever heard of, Plymouth Brethren. Maybe I have but it was called by another name or something like that, miscommunication or whatever. Anyway, I don't recall ever hearing of it and seen these few comments about it so I'm just curious if anyone would tell me what it is? A church? A denomination like thing?
@@violetdaze7007 it calls it's self a "church" but I never had a phone, watched tv, read books that didn't have black vivid over the "bad" parts, "church" gathered everyday 3 to 4 times on a Sunday.
I want to be a criminal/forensic psychologist so bad. I want to understand why people do these things and help to possibly get justice for the families of the victims. I'll definitely be listening to that podcast!!
A scary thought, what would have happened if he had paid attention in school? If he was already smart than imagine what could have happened if he had actually learned everything they taught in school... he could have been an even more dangerous man.
That nightmare sounds horrific... even as an adult that would be horrible but as a child that would be traumatic!
especially considering it was reoccurring :( some people just shouldn’t be allowed to be parents
(not that i’m blaming the parents for the crimes, but the nightmares certainly were their fault)
I’m thinking about making an animation about it...
yes
Right! That's the kind of nightmares you see in horror movies. I can't imagine seeing that as a child. I would truly be messed up too.
And that my friend is what religion does to a lot of people, its misinterpreted by different people
21:30 Eleanor: “He was newly single, and...
Me: “Ready to mingle!”
Eleanor: “Disowned from his family.”
Me: “oh...😳”
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HAHAHAHAHA I did the same thing
This would be great cards for cards agaisnt humanity 😂
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Eleanor- “so he eventually left that job and he decided to become a S-“
Me: “erial killer. Right right here we go”
Eleanor: “Salesman”
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Hahahaha oh my god why was this so funny 😂😂😂😂 thankyou
Hahaha! Same.
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The topic she’s talking about: 🩸💀🔪😳👹
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Her vibe is more: 🍂🌝🪐🧡🍁👑
His parents were seriously cult like. There is being religious and there are extremists and cults. It is a true red flag, no matter the "religion".
Yeah a lot of religious people are cult like. That’s why there have been so many cults in America. Trumps own base who touts themselves as religious and god loving have also said they think he is sent by god and would do anything for him. A lot of religious people are gullible and easily turn to cult like mentality. Organized religion has created a lot of evil. Tv evangelists are also cult like and take advantage of their viewers regularly and we have EVIDENCE of their messed up deeds yet people keep believing them and Making them millionaires
@@y-fj9hh couldn't agree more
Cults are groups that are led by narcissism, embodied by the isolated, emboldened by groupthink and hysteria, and eventually all fall because of sexual corruption, insatiable greed or government intervention. They are not relegated to any political realm, religious sect, or particular intellectual level in their infancy. In fact, the idealism of their independent camaraderie is what drew so many intelligent hippies to them in the '60-'90s. It is only later in their evolution that things begin to deteriorate.
These parents suffered from a form of OCD that is preoccupied with contamination. Also a mitigating factor in the inception or destruction of many cults.
@@y-fj9hh It is always the extremists and the power / fame hungry that try to guile these folks into their cults. Religion itself is not harmful, most, if not all practice and preach peace and harmony. But humans are the ones who take it too far because of their greed and depravity even.
@@y-fj9hh yep! It’s definitely a cult!
“A prison full of murders and your giving them ideas 🙄” this had me screaming 😂😭😂😭😂
I read this comment right as she said it 😮
@@LD-2401 that happens to me ALLLL the time!😂
What's the timestamp?
I keep telling myself to stop watching so much true crime for my anxiety’s sake but every time ... back again
same its horrible for my anxiety but like I can't stop watching true crime
Asmr helps alot :)
same I’m so scared of people
Ha ! Same
That’s not healthy. You want to meet somewhere dark and private to discuss this? Oh, and don’t tell anyone...🤓
"..cuz they're gonna be absolutely dissolved in sulfuric acid." AD IMMEDIATELY: "Lindor, made to melt you"
Omfg😳
BRUH
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PAHAHAHAH😭😭😩
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"When children kill" should have been called "killdren"
hmmmm....why do i like that as a name? XD
@@bellale-shamalamadingdong418 exactly
They should be😉
That sounds like the name of a hardcore metal band but it's all kids.
LAMAOAO
Why would you have crime books in prison?!? “Here ya go, this is how they failed, see if you can do better”
I'm fucking dead lmao
@@inactivechannel6365 PLEASE GAHAGHHAG
They be like damn bro you only got two kills? Smh
Back in the 30's-40's I don't think they really cared or put two and two together lol
@@k.c4178 PLSJAJAJ
It never fails to amaze me how you can make something incredibly tragic entertaining but educational...what a queen
Me: “Damn that’s a long video”
Eleanor: “this is part 1”
Me: 🧍🏻♀️
It's the sad truth 😭
Yeah haha 😂
I would like your comment but it has 2^8 likes right now and I don't want to ruin that so just let it be known that you gained another like today
Lol
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Eleanor : “His father, John Senior”
Me: JOHN CENA
Dun nUh nUh Nunnhna NAHHH
i was looking for this comment 😂😂
AND HIS NAME IS JOHN CENA
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You can't see him!!
I actually laughed out loud at this 😂
“Soh today’s videoh “ The best thing to hear EVER
Lol.
Same
More like “Ti-day” than “today”
I loveeee her accent, it makes me so happy and it just turns non-wholesome content... well, wholesome!
Lmfao the soundtrack to my life, driving to work, taking my break between shifts, doing laundry/cleaning. Eleanor is my queeeen everyday!
I always say it with her 💀💀💀
His dreams!! That was so horrible, his childhood def contributed greatly
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I've got chills when the dream was mentioned
I genuinely did not think he'd actually drink the blood of his victims
istg that was the most gruesome part of this entire episode
He really said “no body, no crime”😅
That ain’t how that works. He really needs some education about law
@@coran3249 you don't say
@@coran3249 wow 🤩
@@coran3249 No shit sherlock. 😂
“he wasn’t letting up until the day he died” ha get it, taylor swift? no? ok.
A lot of these serial killers have such toxic childhoods, when I hear about them I'm not surprised they turn out like this. It's not an excuse, but it just doesn't surprise me anymore.
Exactly and it doesn’t excuse it but if you raise your child in a traumatic way and cause them pain then there are very high chances that that child will grow to cause trauma and pain on other people. Of course not every case but it is a big majority
Yeah it explains but doesn’t excuse
*gets caught and imprisoned after more frauds than he can count*
John: *surprised pikachu face*
cult parenting definitely took away his critical thinking... poor man
@@desubysnusnu I wouldn't say he's a poor man
8 minutes in, don't know what this guy did, but if I had parents like that, I'd probably also come out messed up.
Edit: okay, not that messed up.
WHY DID THIS MAKE ME CACKLHSVSHHWHHSHSHD
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Lmfaoooo 🤣🤣🤣🤣
HA I hope youre doing well 💀
They way you came back to correct yourself ,, had me dying LMAOOO😭
John when he realized the police exist: 😯
He got the acid idea from a book... so you’re saying his parents were right keeping him away from books? 👀
plot twist they were actually protecting him from evil
The thing is.... why would people make this book or give someone the idea of killing people because of acid?! Like- ?!!!
Plot twist
@@Taylor-nb9lq and put it in prisons no less
@@Taylor-nb9lq Matter a fact why would they have that book inside their house??
He had to smuggle mice into prison? Must have been a fancy prison in the 1940s to have no rodents scurrying around everywhere.
There you are comment I was looking for but found too late. my college dorms had them and it cost $30,000yr. I thought perhaps they had eaten them all or had good prison cats.
Can we all just take a moment to appreciate how stunning Eleanor is? 😻
She is beautiful i mean just look at her beautiful eyes
Always
She is clapped
And the eyeliner queen😍
yes sis :D
Religious trauma is something very few people take seriously. A LOT of people feel trapped by or in a religion. I have an extremely religious father who constantly shoved Christianity down my throat growing up. That's the reason I don't want to ever follow a religion. Religion, no matter the kind, makes me feel trapped. And I know a lot of people who have the same views.
Same for me, my mother shoved religion down my throat as a child. I went to bible school 4 days a week after regular school. Got baptized 3 times. And my mom mentaly and physically abused me from a very young age till I ran away at 11. And she would claim she'd do it because god said so. I respect all religions, I just will never get involved with it ever again.
@@yoleniartz
Im sorry for what happened to you, but why would you be baptized 3 times lol???
@@318intime3 I was told the devil was still within me so I needed to get baptised again.
Ppl need to really be careful with this. It's not only the extremist or cult freaks. Even seemingly open and harmless ideas can go a long way on shaping prejudices, phobias, mind disorders and wrong attitudes. It's a lot safer just not teaching any fcking religion nor philosophy to your kid. It's enough with love, politeness and common sense he will mostly follow your example anyway and behave your wayish. Then as a teenager they can explore and have all the silly phases and ideas they want, but childhood must be free of that.
My mom has been very religious since I was about ten and when I moved in with her I let her know that I wasn't religious and would not like to go to church. Of course she then enrolled me into a Christian School and sent me to the before and after school care and would bring me to church every Sunday. I once begged not to go and got beaten once she got back. She would also use any excuse to pardon her behavior whenever someone called her out on her treatment of me. I either had an awful attitude or I dressed in too tight clothes so I was obviously sleeping around or my room was a mess so I clearly needed to be disciplined. Ever since I feel physically ill being exposed to religions derived from the bible
*reads title*
“Eww that sounds terrifying!!”
*clicks on video*
That was what my reaction too lol
Can relate!
me too
That’s what I did too 😭😂
Omg same ;^;
Oh god imagine you having a friend and getting close, but all along they were planning to kill you
This is horrific
james who?
(end of the f*cking world fans would know)
No friends needed lol
Aaaand here comes my anxiety. I hate how we have to worry about getting backstabbed.
@@bxttercxp_swxxts I know ):: but don’t worry too much, or worry at all
Bad people do come in disguise as good but it can still show, I hope you never ever encounter those people
I hope everyone u meet is good ❤️ don’t worry
@@bxttercxp_swxxts same
Is it just me who just watches her eyelashes when she’s talking? 😂
SAME, I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE
Ahahah same 😂😂
LOL i do that when i watch
I do too hahag
same lfmaooo
Young John: scared of sinning
Young me: scared of asking my mom if my cousin can stay the night
not the TIME TO LAUGH BUT LMAOO
And her coming back with I bet your room isn't clean 😐
LMAO- “hmm let’s look at those grades” that’s when I know They’re not staying the night 💀
@@jessiemcdonald2457 how you know
He was their miracle child, their gift from God, so they decided to treat a gift from God like absolute garbage. I know he's a serial killer but as she's telling his story it's hard for me to see him as anything other than a scared little boy who felt betrayed & unloved.
He is still an evil man, but empathy for him should help us to find and help people out of similar situations before it’s too late for them to recover. His story should be a learning experience for everyone
@@phantasmicmasque I agree with this. I in no way excuse what he did & as an adult he could have stopped himself but maybe if he hadn't been treated like garbage, brainwashed & lied to his entire childhood he wouldn't have ended up the way he did. I do know there are a lot of kids who go through far worse & don't turn out to be killers but that doesn't mean we shouldn't take every opportunity to learn from all the tragedy & suffering he caused.
Yeah, I feel really sorry for child him but adult him doesn’t deserve an ounce of empathy
@@Fatima-rk4wl uhm. Do you know how trauma can affect you especially if you aren't taught empathy or to value others? Murder usually isn't all that excusable but it's obvious that he turned out like that because of abuse. Saying ' so and so had it worse ' is comparing and generalizing that everyone should respond to it the same when that just doesn't happen. That leads to people feeling worse about what they went through and pushes them away from getting help. Thus they take it out in unhealthy manners. There's not a magical switch that fixes these things when you hit 18. So although it was wrong what he did, the reason he did was clear and if you think that was nothing others have killed because of traumatic experiences that were even less.
@@Fatima-rk4wl trauma effects many differently. it depends on how they handle it and how bad it’s really messes with them. i’m not saying “yeah him murdering is okay”. but you have to think, hey trauma is handled in many, many ways.
My stepdad told me that once an author knocked on his door at his old house and told him that the acid bath murderer was born there
Yeesh.
Well.....I don’t know how to feel about this🌚
Who shows up just to say that, like sir leave my residence or let these hands commence 🙅
@@kallamarsspouse the guy said he was writing a book and wanted to take a couple of pictures and have a look around my stepdad was like nah 😂
@@sksjjsbshsfhdhd2714 and the book never came out thanks to him lol
parents need to realise that children who experience any type of trauma can potentially project it on other people and take it out on them
So true!! Anyone & everyone has potential to do absolutely awful things, and trauma stunts emotional growth and development.
L 🙈
yea,,, i project my trauma back onto my parents HJDHJSHDJH
Exactly. I don’t even spank my kid and he’s just as well behaved.
Abusers don’t care
Hearing about the nightmares made me so sad. I can't imagine what type of parents are able to inflict that much terror in their own child and not even feel bad.
“He didn’t know any dead people, what dead people” I’m dying over here lol
So I’m guessing he doesn’t know you either
@Demien firreo I meant that since Teacup says that they’re “dying” over the comment that he didn’t know any dead people, he wouldn’t know them either☺️
@Demien firreo no worries, me too honestly
@Demien firreo that’s so sweet! Thank you🥺
wholesome
He drank the blood and nobody is talking about it.
Right!
I cried thinking about the mice that got eaten away by acid alive. :(
@@exit_strategy I’ve had rodents as pets.. i cried too
@@Vanessairene21 me too. Aside from the the killing, this was the most disturbing to me 💔
HOLY SHIT THE DREAM AND THIS DRINKING BLOOD SJJSIWJWIW
Just as I was about to get in the bath...
Same lol
watch while you’re in the bath for some extra adrenaline
lol me too
@@brookeharmsworth1703 lets add a little bit of ✨spice✨
@@becca8078 thats one way to think about it xD
I literally stare at her eyeliner throughout every video, it’s just so perfect.
“I’ll be doing my eyeliner like yes Sophie I think it *was* his upbringing”
I have never seen two normal best friends, it's always one of them gotta be a serial killer
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👀👄👀
😂😂😂😂
💀dead
There would be alot of serial killers😳
Let’s just appreciate how much effort Eleanor puts into these videos , going from finding all the details to editing the video to posting them as often as possible
Edit: THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH FOR ALL THE LIKES 💞💞
WARNING I am the unprettiest human YTer worldwide, but somehow I have TWO HOT UA-camR girlfriends. Thanks for being a future subscryber, dear ma
@@AxxLAfriku no such thing as ugly or pretty :) there is no actual conception of pretty or ugly .
That's why I always come to her lol
She’s amazing been binge’n for a week now talk about content for days
She doesn’t edit her videos
i listen to these when i cook, clean, shower, drive, to homework. i’m literally so obsessed. i like how you have your own opinion and you stick to it. you’re so genuine and i love how you put so much into these videos. ily
I think if Jesus was here on earth, he would be calling out John’s parents and their religion big time.
Yes indeed, those people wanted to look virtuous while putting their kid through abuse. Sorta reminds me of the pharisees , wanting to look “good” while actually being evil themselves
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I agree 😬
His parents were the devil
@@XxCOOKEExxMONSTARxX Jesus will be like ‘God’✨‘God’✨‘God’
There aren’t much UA-camrs who’s notifications I would tap but Eleanor is one of Them that I MUST tap😩😩
I've noticed how alot of serial killers are raised in unhealthy extremely religious households
Or jealously
Like cheerleader mired by classmate
I meant to put murder
@@juliannalechuga3179 nah those are rookie killers
@Julissa Lopez how is it cap? Its the tramur, mental health issues, etc
this case is horrific but i keep getting distracted by how beautiful eleanor's hair is ♡
Ikrrr😫
She looks like she gained abit of weight, I hope she’s okay ❤️
Hi Eleanor I'm not a member but i have a really interesting case that you could cover. Its an Italian serial killer case who used to use the remains in teacakes and soaps. Her name is Leonarda Cianciulli.
This sounds so interesting!
even Hawks watches Eleanor 😂😂
Christina Randall did a video on her if you’re looking for something to watch in the meantime :)
Stephanie Harlowe also did a deep dive on her... Totally worth the watch!
@@krissanwich which Video if hers is it? Can you link it? Or just say the Title?
The like to dislike ratio, the eyeliner, the lip product, the hair. GIRL YOU ARE GLOWING!! 💕💕
Me: coming out of my room with the volume up
Eleanor: he drank the blood of his best friend
My parents: 🤭
Lmao 😂
🤣😂
Whoops lol
I was like do you mind if I watch this at work and people's face 🤣
Lol
I'm So fascinated in the neuropsychology of these people...love reading about their MRI brain scans etc. Thanks for sharing that strange obsession xo!!
It was actually terrifying to think of this from the point of view of his friend. The poor man never got a chance to even suspect anything. He was hanging out with a friend he trusted. He wasn't suspicious or anything... His life just ended out of nowhere. That was just terribly sad.
Lmao his justification for killing ppl was “how will they know??” “How will they know?!” 😌
*they’re gonna know*
@@lilli554 ..... *how would they know?*
@@hammyhamster6593👁👄👁 ☕️
Why are u saying lmao? That’s not funny.....
@@heeseungbby it’s funny in a messed up sort of way because of the irony it’s not intended to disrespect the victims or anything. Just mocking of the killer for being stupid when he thought he was the smartest person ever
"just a prison full of murderers and youre given em ideas ? but anyways"-Eleanor Neale 33:30
right, it isn't bad enough you're leaving them in there to teach each other but now your sending in outside literature to help? must have been case law not true crime, same thing in the end though.
PLSS
i was scrolling through the comments while watching and right as i came to this comment she said that exact line
"He was guillotined but John decided not to listen to that bit." i have never giggled so much.
i love how supportive all of eleanors comment sections are :)) so positive in light of all the tragic things this video covers.
Is no one going to talk about how he umm you know DRAINK HIS FRIENDS BLOOOD
Spelling, by melania
✨AIDS✨
I mean serial killers eat their victims flesh and shit so it’s not that surprising
Uhm- the nightmares...
I know we say eat the rich but idk maybe this is a bit too far idk
Okay but why did Eleanor’s lil “walking through the river” make me giggle? 47:44
Thought it was just me 😭
Ahahaha sameee
I always watch her eyelashes or eyeliners and does anyone else like her accent and find it calming?
yes. I’d feel so comfortable around her she seems like the nicest human being ever
I don't even consider people like that as "Christians." They're so strict about it that they end up doing the opposite of what they intended to do. I know that sounds a bit strange but seriously, you stopped your child from making friends?
There's nothing wrong about being strict about religion but there's still a certain limit to it. My parents are Christian but they don't try to make us fear God or anything. It's about forgiving yourself and accepting the fact that everybody sins. God helps us make the right decisions in life, and that's basically all there is to it. He doesn't want us to fear the consequences of our wrongdoings every second of our lives. Lying to a little kid saying that God gave him that scar for sinning? Seriously?
I feel the same way. God is a loving forgiving god. How could you teach somebody the way these parents did it’s awful.
"theres nothing wrong about being strict about religion" how?
@@written-postcards777 Like I said, there's still a certain limit to it. Like, in this case, they weren't just strict parents. They were manipulative, unforgiving, and way too harsh on their child. But that's not always the case. Most of the "strict parents" I know, including mine, do it because they love us and want the best for us. Ya know, like giving us an early curfew, not letting us have sweets as often as other kids, and take away our phones from time to time so we're not on it too long. In terms of religion, no sex before marriage, no talking back to parents, and things like that. But even if I did those things, I know they'll eventually forgive me because they're my parents. That's what strict religious parents are from my point of view. Not whatever John's parents were going for, obviously.
I agree 100%. The father is also so hypocritical because he said he got the scar from sinning but he was lying which is also a sin??
I personally would consider them as christians. Everyone has their own beliefs on religion and how to follow it. (Not saying what they did I s good.)
Never understood those people who use religion as a way of controlling others
In a modern society or enviroment of economic secuirity its tradition, laziness and an inability to parent in a way that builds mutual respect children will want to maintain. Fear is a shortcut that while a useful tool to keep 3 yr olds out of the woods at night, is used as a crutch for behavior modification beyond toddlerhood especially by those that are damaged themselves and/or are too poor to keep an eye on children properly while trying to make money to survive.
Having been on the receiving end, nothing makes a well-meaning kid more afraid than the idea of being punished by God. So if a grownup wants them to listen, they use the God-card.
@@Em_Elizabeth thats horrible and Im sorry if thats what you experienced as a child I hope you're okay now 💕
It's because religion is an easy scapegoat for everything.
Murder some bitches? Sorry luv it's my religion.
Stab a dog? Love that higher being lmaooo
Commit mass genocide? A higher being spoke to me.
Murder your son? That higher being do be convincing tho.
@@Fun-K-Board I completely agree I went to a Catholic primary school and so many of the my classmates have some form of prejudice against people. Mostly on the basis that its okay in the bible or to God. Which I don't agree with
Hey Eleanor, I was wondering whether you could cover
The Disappearance of basketball player Rico Harris
OR
The Disappearance of Natalee Holloway
OR
The Disappearance of Brandon Swanson
I hope you see this, Thanks!
Sorry I ruined the 69
The Rico Harris and Brandon Swanson cases are very eerie
@@ibrahimazakaria9953 I'm obsessed with True Crime I have never heard of the RICO case or the Brandon case either Natalee Holloway yes I'm from the states but I'll have to look those up
@@rachelalcorn5967 When you look into it, let me know what your theories of what happened are!
@@govand7 yeah !!when I'm done here I'll go watch them THANKS 😘😘
My dad is Christian and he is a little strict about it. But this "religion" is just abuse, who would want to do this to there own kid. I mean it's so gut wrenching, I wish the world was better and not falling apart. :(
Christians are not all like that if you sin god will forgive you and I'm not like that
ig it's especially weird since she mentioned that his parents really wanted children
@@sellygoop191 where they talking abt you? In fact, so many Christians are like that.
@@dabi5961 my mom is christian but she's not strict and i believe in god but I'm not really religious
@@dabi5961 they said “not all” Christians are like that, doesn’t mean there aren’t people who are
pfft. everyone who's done high school chemistry knows you use hydrochloric acid to dispose of a body, not sulphuric acid 🙄
fax smh. idiots.
I am trying to figure out why they had acid in prison anyways😭
@@bresoluxe9488 ikr
Smh in Criminal minds
how much would u reccomend using?
in my dreams Eleanor collabs with Bailey Sarian over zoom, like they each tell the other about a case and we all blissfully watch... 💖
Yessssss 😍😍😍😍
In my dreams Eleanor is my annoying gf that doesn't stop talking about his friends and everything she does but i can't stop listening cause of her accent
Sounds like heaven
Yes 💓
from no sponsors to the damn BBC, absolutely stunnning
Almost seems like he’s putting all that anger onto everybody else. It’s almost like he did the worse to see if he would ever get punished by the devil. I don’t understand how the parents let him stay every time he got back from jail. ALSO HE PUT HUMAN REMAINS SLUDGE IN THE SEWAGE LIKE????
He was told he'd be punished, but as soon as he realized those were lies he went full savage + accustomed to lie since childhood + indulging in pleasures...all that turn him into a desensitized, non empathetic man that lost his life-affirmative self and just lies, kills and gets adrenaline rushes. The drinking blood thing sort of punishing himself compulsion...or maybe felt like a powerful devil himself? maybe tastes good?
God bless! Believe in your heart and confess with your mouth that Jesus Christ is our Lord and Savior and died on a cross for our sins so we can live again in Heaven where there is no pain or suffering! God is our Father and Creator and raised His Son Jesus from the dead! Confess and repent of your sins and God will freely forgive you! Trust in God and live for Jesus as He died for you! 💕 (don’t swear or take God’s name in vain)
@@sakurasfish2115 God bless! Believe in your heart and confess with your mouth that Jesus Christ is our Lord and Savior and died on a cross for our sins so we can live again in Heaven where there is no pain or suffering! God is our Father and Creator and raised His Son Jesus from the dead! Confess and repent of your sins and God will freely forgive you! Trust in God and live for Jesus as He died for you! 💕 (don’t swear or take God’s name in vain)
@@oliviagrace6914 bruh
@@oliviagrace6914 isn't a great thing to comment on a video about how religious trauma was a leading factor into someone's serial killings but i dont believe you care about such a thing
Eleanor: “The family were very, very strict Protestant Christians.”
Me: “It’s gonna be the Brethren, isn’t it?”
Eleanor: “Of a sect called the Plymouth Brethren.”
Me: “Called it.”
I had an English teacher who was brethren in high school, he was wild. Joked about domestic violence and then said he was just trying to stimulate 'healthy debate' (??) and scolded a colleague like a child for moving in with her fiancé before marriage (bit unprofessional there pal). Wacky dude.
Ummm. Please notice this comment, I grew up in the Plymouth Brethren..... its a cult, not a sect, I was beaten, raped, starved and my own father touched me from the age of 6. I got out at age 18, 2 years ago, I'm shaking writing this, I have so many different mental illnesses, I have borderline personality disorder and CPTSD and PTSD. I split my head open doing flips off the couch when I was 4 and every since then I was called a mistake and every single thing that she is saying is true, I hope someone notices this, I hate religion now.
@@katestravelvideos That's horrible! I'm very glad you're out.
Strict religious people just scares me. They are so brainwashed. And don't really know what humanity is. And they don't even follow what they claim to be following.
@@katestravelvideos that sounds horrible.. I'm so glad you're out now ♥️
My boyfriend while listening to me watching the video: Damn, she must be a CIA agent with all of that information wow!
Me: Damn straight shes one of the best true crime youtubers
46:51 what if that dream was like- foreshadowing his future? And the man who forced him to drink the cup was his future self.
🤯🤯🤯
Reality surpasses fiction
I think he more likely kept that dream somewhere down in his psyche and it later showed while he was in some murder rampage
🤯🤯🤯🤯
omg that’s crazy-
him: scams people and steals their money
me: fine
him: burns mice in acid
me: NOOO MONSTER!!!!!
John: -has a traumatic childhood and then murders people ruthlessly and murders his friend and has fun doing it-
The comments: aWwW tHe MiCe 😭😭😭
Howww did you edit the comment to cross out🤭
@@spillthetiii2003 add - before and after your text and -it will do this-
-oop-
-the mice-
@@reddog1281 -the ants😡🐜-
this man has had every job there is
I know he’s a serial killer but damn how he was about religion is what happened to me broooooo I’m severely mentally ill
From my own experience and hearing similar things from friends, I think it must be a relatively common thing to grow up with real trauma as the result of oppressive religion, which is so so sad. Mental illness gang rise up 😂😭 I already knew that anxiety and chronic depression ran in my family but I can't help thinking the aggressive religiosity of my grandparents and the trickle down of that to my parents probably made it worse. Sorry to hear you're in the same boat, friend
My own experience is the same. My adoptive mother was narcissistic and extremely religious and strict and profoundly abusive. absolutely all the kids she's raised are now adults with problems.
i read this ten times and i still don’t understand
@@recklesskili i ramble, i had a similar experience with religion growing up and i can understand his thought process surrounding religion/god, Which feels weird bc he used that thought process to go on to become a serial killer and I’m just mentally ill
She’s so pretty it shouldn’t be ✨legal✨
What the hell
Parents sheltered John: *turns into a serial killer*
Parents sheltered (and still shelter) me: *me being scared of my own shadow and inability to stand up for myself*
Ummm. Please notice this comment, I grew up in the Plymouth Brethren..... its a cult, not a sect, I was beaten, raped, starved and my own father touched me from the age of 6. I got out at age 18, 2 years ago, I'm shaking writing this, I have so many different mental illnesses, I have borderline personality disorder and CPTSD and PTSD. I split my head open doing flips off the couch when I was 4 and every since then I was called a mistake and every single thing that she is saying is true, I hope someone notices this, I hate religion now.
You have the internet so you are not that sheltered.
He was going through something similar. His fear response was fight (or to take control himself). The fact is most killers and abusers are simply coping with their own traumas. To me that makes it even more horrific that they do things like this
@@moonlighttiger5278 simply having access to information doesnt mean you see it digest it or talk about or act on it. There's many ways to change the way people precieve information in order control what information they take on as true and most of them are not simply eliminating the information itself but rather putting up strong us vs them stuctures that cause them to reject information even should they obtain access to it. Look into the BITE model for cults. It explains a lot more.
@@katestravelvideos You've commented this under almost everyone's comment. Now I'm wondering if you're even truthful. What are you gaining from doing this?
Eleanor posts whenever I’m about to start writing my essay maybe it is a sign
For me she gives me more topics for my essays.
@@Moo-2310 wow love how you turn procrastination into productivity it’s cool😀 good idea
@@naiveruse I have been studying murderers in my free time for years. Eleanor has been a pretty helpful resource. When I'm writing about something I'm interested in, I actually enjoy writing.
The universe always tests our focus and dedication ,doesn't it
Same here!! Lol. Now I’m in bed not worried about that essay until tomorrow
Don’t you just get so happy when she gets sponsorships? Like secure that bag queen
Aka every single video. It gets annoying. At least put a time stamp where the ‘real’ video starts. All cool she’s making money but she spends minutes talking about something that no one actually cares about.
@@mirandasmith876 your getting all this content from her for FREE. You don’t get to complain.
@@TootieFruutie your comment annoys me.
I love the way you tell these stories. I could listen to these all day.
Same
Eleanor be keeping us ✨F E D✨
Home girl needs to do a case on her eyeliner cause don’t tell me her eyeliner hasn’t stabbed someone
Look how sharp it is
Lol
Elanor: "He filled the cup with the blood"
Me: "Plz don't"
Elanor: "And downed the whole thing. He drank the blood of his best friend"
Me: "NO 😱🤮"
I mean blood taste kinda good the man was just thirsty!!
@@ratemate458 im sorry- sir??? 🤠
@@ratemate458 uh😃
@@ratemate458 woah😩👏🏼
ฉันเพิ่งค้นหาความหมายของ rape. ทำไมชื่อผู้ใช้ของคุณเป็นอย่างนั้น ?? 😭😭😭
Officer I couldn't be the scammer, I was killing someone on that night...
Big brain logic
Sorry random question... but do you deliver to RM9? Lol
@@nunyabizniz1983 is that Dagenham?
Yes dagenham 😆
@@nunyabizniz1983 A little far for us, but I highly recommend my friend Takeaway Chinese Gourmet which should deliver to you 👍
Me: *Gets scared watching Eleanor's videos*
Also me: *Watches anyway*
You have to admire this man's tenacity in a way, it'd probably be easier to have one steady honest job than to concoct and execute this string of increasingly eccentric crimes. I certainly wouldn't have the energy.
“nobody’s gonna know
... they’re gonna know
how are they gonna know”
IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE FOR AGES
TURN IT UP
ME TOOO
The abuse at the beginning is so scary and disturbing and cruel 😞
Ummm. Please notice this comment, I grew up in the Plymouth Brethren..... its a cult, not a sect, I was beaten, raped, starved and my own father touched me from the age of 6. I got out at age 18, 2 years ago, I'm shaking writing this, I have so many different mental illnesses, I have borderline personality disorder and CPTSD and PTSD. I split my head open doing flips off the couch when I was 4 and every since then I was called a mistake and every single thing that she is saying is true, I hope someone notices this, I hate religion now.
@@katestravelvideos ok and I’m very very sorry for that but what does that have to do with my comment I know that it isn’t PHYSICAL abuse but there are other kinds to so I was speaking to that so why is it a problem that I was saying it
@@katestravelvideos once again that is so horrible I am so sorry hope you get better even though I cannot help you I hope you find or have found someone to help you through it
@@kseniyabulavko7836 I just want my story heard
@@katestravelvideos I didn’t say it wasn’t just saying that it’s horrible what they did to that child in the beginning
Eleanore: uploads
Me: CLICKS FASTER THAN THE SPEED OF LIGHT
I make vidz💗
ME LMAO i’m literally in class rn
No offence 🥺but slime is kinda out maybe do more recent type of videos u may get more subscribers:)💞
@@kxti3ma312 I agree slime is kinda out so to the girl that makes vids maybe try and incorporate other things into your channel!
when the moon hits your eyes like a big pizza pie that's Eleanore
@@acarver7722 your name... I love it 🥺😍
Her makeup has improved so much in the 3 years she has been on UA-cam! I have only just found her channel but I am in love
Not me Simping over Elenore while she's talking about a serial killer 😒✋🏽💖
Hope your a chick 😜
omg- same
@@calvinengle2020 ???
@@calvinengle2020 Take your fetishism elsewhere
im not bi or a lesbian butttt eleanor is so beautiful wtf 🥺
I’m sorry but how do people have such meaningful, elaborate dreams and remember them I literally dream of the stupidest shit and STILL don’t remember it
my dreams are also weird, i once dreamed that i got stuck inside a Tuba 😳😂
When I was 8 I had a dream where a bus driver gave me the keys, ran off, and I had to drive the bus for a whole week. I was 8.
my dreams are very elaborate and detailed, usually have 3 distinctive dreams a night or just a really long acid trip.
I dreamed that I saw Justin Bieber in church and he purposely made me trip😅 That was over 10 years ago
I still remember vividly the dream I had about a tiny swimming giraffe with giant human eyes in an aquarium wailing like a ghost four years later.
His parents instilled fear instead of love with Christianity. All wrong!
Ummm. Please notice this comment, I grew up in the Plymouth Brethren..... its a cult, not a sect, I was beaten, raped, starved and my own father touched me from the age of 6. I got out at age 18, 2 years ago, I'm shaking writing this, I have so many different mental illnesses, I have borderline personality disorder and CPTSD and PTSD. I split my head open doing flips off the couch when I was 4 and every since then I was called a mistake and every single thing that she is saying is true, I hope someone notices this, I hate religion now.
@@katestravelvideos we are both BPD. I am sorry to hear what you went through. So much tragedy put upon you. Try not to hate religion, hate the people who did this. You are definitely not a mistake. Hugs ❤️
@@katestravelvideos I hope you know that you're not a mistake. I'm glad you're here, I'm glad you got away.
I'm sorry for what you experienced, no one is deserving of treatment like that. I really do hope things get better for you
If you ever walk to talk, I'm here 💛 *hugs*
Wow😮! That's just; wow. I'm so sorry that you, anyone, went through such horrific experiences. I'm a cradled Christian myself but I don't think I've ever heard of, Plymouth Brethren. Maybe I have but it was called by another name or something like that, miscommunication or whatever. Anyway, I don't recall ever hearing of it and seen these few comments about it so I'm just curious if anyone would tell me what it is? A church? A denomination like thing?
@@violetdaze7007 it calls it's self a "church" but I never had a phone, watched tv, read books that didn't have black vivid over the "bad" parts, "church" gathered everyday 3 to 4 times on a Sunday.
I want to be a criminal/forensic psychologist so bad. I want to understand why people do these things and help to possibly get justice for the families of the victims. I'll definitely be listening to that podcast!!
There are only TWO people who give me joy when they say the word “baby”....
Eleanor Neale
And
Moira Rose
Bebe
i love moiras accent 😂
DAY 3 OF REQUESTING ELEANOR TO COVER THE NOIDA DOUBLE MURDER CASE
Omg we are close to a 100 likes
Thankyou for your support everyone 🤍
what’s it about ??
Ohhh yes
@@jakiabegum6888 an unsolved double murder case including a 14 year old girl named Arushi and her family's domestic help Hemraj
omg, yes!!!!
i believe in u Rashi
This makeup- I M M A C U L A T E and absolutely gorgeous oh my gosh
A scary thought, what would have happened if he had paid attention in school? If he was already smart than imagine what could have happened if he had actually learned everything they taught in school... he could have been an even more dangerous man.
Like the saying if you had brains you’d be dangerous that’s defo a real thing !
That blood drinking. Oh god. That made me feel so sick.
His dad sounds a bit like an evil version of Harry Potter. He had the same scar. Lol.
i believe his dad was actually the one with the scar
@@Boing2699 ... that’s what the comment says
Sometimes I have trouble paying attention to what she’s saying because I’m so mesmerized by how perfect her eyeliner looks in every video 😭😭😭😭
i'm not that affected by stuff like this but him drinking the blood of his friend really got me sick
Excuse me, wha- what!?!
😮
same
That and dissolving the mice alive ... ugh. No appetite anymore 😰
I've never been this early hi everyone and hi eleanor. May these people's souls rest in peace🥺❤