She’s addicted to EVERYTHING. She eats food in excess. She buys clothes, earrings, candles in excess. She buys gifts in excess. She does EVERYTHING in excess.
As a former accounting assistant, I want to introduce Amber to the wild world of Excel spreadsheets. The writing and rewriting of that list by hand is going to give me an aneurysm.
A few modules on my biology course taught me to use excel really well and honestly I now use it for everything in my daily life, it's the best thing ever
As someone who has been diagnosed with Bipolar and OCD ( which Amber claims to have), I actually COMPLETELY understand and can relate to the writing and re-writing of lists. It is one of the things that makes me believe that she may actually have those conditions. The re-writing of lists fits her compulsions in a way that typing in an Excel spreadsheet never could. And the planning, re-planning, and adjusting of plans has major manic or hypomanic vibes.
THIS !!! I distinctly remember her having a male therapist, she talked about how he made her feel more comfortable bc he was gay….Even though they never discussed -her-orientation 🫠
Her reaction to that titanic was SO bizarre. (Not just this clip, but the full reaction). I totally understand being super excited, but that was strange. It was like a person who doesn't understand genuine human emotions trying to imitate the way they think people are supposed to react. Same as how she pretended to cry when Becky proposed because she thought that was how she was supposed to react.
It's kind of insane that a woman who has spent hundreds and hundreds of dollars on journals is tracking her weigh-ins on a loose leaf piece of paper. This is apparently very important to her(for now) based on how crazy she's been about it with all the changes and re-writes, you'd think she'd use one of those special journals she loves so much.
It’s a classic hoarder mentality. You want to get these things and you want to have them, not use them. The idea of using them seems like a waste to her. She’s just sick.
It's not a binge. there's absolutely no way she's eating a normal sized fast food meal and that's what's keeping her in the 500s. It's just not possible.
What’s keeping her overweight is the constant snacking. She ate a huge plate for thanksgiving (which is fine, holiday stuffing is meant for stuffing heh) but before that she was eating chips and dip. How can you do those two things in quick succession? That seems like a lot of food to me.
@@BeckBeckGo absolutely. It’s not just the big meals, it’s the nonstop snacking. The 2,000 calories of chips and ice cream and candy she slowly consumes over 8 hours of tv and UA-cam every night. If she could just stick to three meals a day, even big meals, she would lose weight. But she’s a food addict and wants a constant fix.
@@BeckBeckGo absolutely the full fast food meal is 2000 calories. ALR should be at least 300 lbs if she is eating that every day. The truth is she has one grocery haul which she uses to file her taxes with (the healthy haul) and the hidden groceries (the one with the chip ahoy and candies). lol
You would think Amber would have gotten up to go look and give a hug and kiss. But she can’t. Wifey in the back “you knew this is what I was giving you!” ALR is like will yea I paid for it, I mean I had no clue ha ha ha.
@@VeddaMidura You're right, and that's so scary. All I can think of is Jennifer Gwen Ann, and her enabling bf Gene. Immobility is a guranteed death sentence for super morbidly obese people; and as much as Amber gets on my nerves, it's a really sad thing to think about.
“You knew this is what I was getting you” is the beginning of the end of Amber and Wifey. Mark my words. She’s no longer putting up with Becky’s ex’s shenanigans and she’s not playing along anymore.
@@bernbern77 Thank you! I finally got caught up with Zach and heard about the little hole in his dog bed! I don't own a dog so of course my mind went to Thanksgiving and completely skipped logic. Happens more than I'd like, lol but thank you for the explanation! Much appreciated!
this explains the mental patient doodles too, wipey was just like here please do this instead of bother me while i’m working. pretty colors, have fun lol
that is definitely the vibe I got. personally I'd rather have moved out and never looked back than spend 700 dollars on a laygo set, but ok. you do you, wipey, you do you 🤠
@@abbyz13 hey man, drawing at whichever level is good for everybody's mental health. No need to be mean about therapeutic doodling to keep yourself busy. Adult colouring books are a thing for a reason.
Has anyone else ever opened gifts before Christmas or birthdays? I think I remember doing that one time in my whole life on a ski trip with my family over Xmas and I got my husband some new goggles but by Xmas the trip would already be half over so it didn’t make sense for him to wait. This bish is out here doing this with every partner every year. It’s actually scary how AL needs everything NOW without thinking about tomorrow.
I bought my husband the colosseum Lego and he cried too…..kidding 😝 does anyone else think it’s funny ALR cries about a Lego but has to fake cry about her engagement lolol ETA: the Lego was more $ than the engagement ring
I’m just at awe at all the things that ALR does not do for herself. She says she can’t for whatever reason but homegirl really just sits there and watches other people (wifey) to do things for her
Going on a weight loss journey with an “open-ended” goal is a recipe for failure. In any endeavour where progress needs to be tracked, there needs to be a specific, measurable goal to understand what works and ensure accountability. So far, the only item being well documented is Amber’s lack of self-control related to food (multiple days of overeating/binging, which are basically the same thing). The pattern should make it apparent to Amber that she needs to go for in-patient treatment
Her whole speech about ‘this professional is telling me to do keto… but this one is telling me to eat intuitively…. And this one is telling me to to eat low fat.. so what should I do?’ Should have been an indication to her that she needs one care team who are all on the same page and can treat all of the individual issues she has (ie INPATIENT TREATMENT) But I just get the sense nothing is going to change her mind.
@@amandarobbins2530 She's too far gone. Nothing's gonna change her mind. Even if something major (God forbid, not wishing anything on her) happens, she'll find some way to make it someone else's fault or our fault. "You pushed me to this heart attack! I was su-ho stressed out from this"
I was about to say I've been losing weight with no goal, but I guess that's actually not true. My goal is to just be losing week to week. Two years to lose 60 pounds is kind of a long time, but I've been focused on just steadily losing, not regaining, and learning healthier habits. Now, I work down in ten pound increments to keep myself motivated. So, you're right. Realistic goals are great!
“the fit of a binge” my @$$. she was behaving calmly and rationally. she was speaking normally, was not upset or out of control.. she’s trying convince herself of this crap at this point but stuffs not adding up.
YES. I don't care if she's mad about those comments. I have BED and I have never acted so rationally like this or binged every single day or been so "I mean, yeah, I'm just binging right now." Maybe she just doesn't have the same shame I've always had or the sneaking or the eating whatever is there because I just need to shove food in my mouth right now.
Gorl just calls 5 time a day snacks binges now. Its just an excuse to use on wifey... Since its 'diagnosed' its not her fault. Randy marsh from southpark alcoholism vibes
Oh, I'm so sorry! Hang in there. I had that hyperemisis gravidarum during two of my three pregnancies and it was the absolute worst. Sips of water--nope. Food---absolute not. I eventually had a gastric tube put in to get some nutrition and took massive amounts of Zofran (miracle drug when you're constantly vomiting) and basically camped out in our bathroom with a comforter. I would rather have a migraine, give birth twenty times over, anything other than feel constant nausea and vomiting. You can get through this, I promise! And the gift is worth the struggle (although I definitely had moments where I reconsidered that, lol!). Please know you're on my heart and in my prayers and please make sure to take care of YOU, even with everything else going on. Go to the hospital to get rehydrated if and whenever necessary. Dehydration will cause your BP to get higher, which can also cause dangerous complications so be careful, okay? This is nothing to take lightly. You know your body so don't let people tell you "it's normal" morning sickness etc if it's not. Listen to YOU. Your body will tell you what is needed and don't be afraid to ask your doctors for help. Constant vomiting is NOT normal, especially after the first trimester. I'll be thinking of you! ❤
Did anyone notice when she’s talking about her bad quality camera at 37:28 she says “I’m gonna be getting a new for…” and then stops. Let me guess. She bought herself one for Christmas from Wifey and she’ll act surprised
Her psychologist told her to take pictures. NOT TO POST IT ONLINE. I can see why they would ask her. It slows you down and reflect. That's the reason I suspect.
Julianna get on that homework so you have a back up plan if a potentially famous youtube career doesn't pan out😘just kidding partly...We want you prepared for the real world💝🕊🌞
Say it again. I'm doing the same. 5 page essay due on the 2nd 😒.I have nothing written down or typed.🤭I'm glad I know what I'm going to write about. I'm about to watch this and eat tacos my husband made for me and our son (due in March)
I use to see a nutritionist that specialized on EDs. I told her I would sometimes bidge. She recommended I track my food on an app so she can see what I was eating and help me with coming up with a plan. She also suggested I take pics of it so I won't have to spell everything out. Also it's was supposed to keep me accountable because I can say I had eggs and toast but really I had eggs, toast, cake, chips.....etc. taking pics can also help with becoming more self aware of all the things you eat.
Interesting. I was always afraid that might fuel my obsessions. That advice wasn't common years ago. Maybe it does actually help. I certainly tried a million things that definitely didn't work, lol.
A real genuine question: What HAS ALR achieved in her life? I don't mean that in a nasty way or in a 'this is a list of things you have to achieve by a certain age to be successful way. What I mean is ALR has all these 'goals' she wants to achieve: the weight loss, the travel, the condo, the living in whatever city it is she decides on at the time, marriage, being a big successful UA-cam. Like honestly out of her personal list of life goals what has she achieved?
I was so convinced that Po had eaten stuffing - like thanksgiving turkey stuffing - and was so confused about why it got him so sick...i kept wondering what you might've put in it 😆
Holy shit, Zach!! You’re so brave!! I canNOT believe that you admitted to us that you own a STOVE!! Your intimacy with your audience is simply unmatched!! EDIT: Stupid fucking autocorrect.
I'm not going to hold you, the second she mentioned astrology, I had to come back into frame to stare at her😆Astrology is actually really complex, and it irks me to hear people who don't know or care bring it up. Also, as a Black person from the South? Seeing that mac & cheese broke my heart
Idk how Amberlynn can write down her weigh ins every day and see the number increase and doing the math to determine how much she needs to lose but the number goes up every day. Does this not inspire her to change? This would make me so upset if I were her. She doesn't care about losing weight. She likes the aesthetic of losing weight
So they bought each other 25 gifts all before December even started? They need schedule, structure, something to do in life. ALR nearly completing that thousand dollar Lego is wild. It's like buying crafts and toys to keep your kid busy. And is the new Titanic obsession some kind of thing with Becky's Kate Winslet obsession? 😂
Amber has very important paperwork, writing and re-writing her weight, the dates for the last month, digits up to twenty... hard stuff here, and important, important work. Zach, this is her full time job, her 40 hours a week, Amber will rewrite it at least once a day everyday until she gets it just right, and then, Amber will do it write it out again on some nice heavy, coloured cardstock!
She really has out of control OCD. I doubt she'd actually follow through with ADD meds but they might genuinely help her. For someone who almost NEVER moves, she sure causes me massive anxiety at times with her repetitive lists and obsessive behavior.
@@pandaw2727I'm disappointed she's getting attacked the way she is in the comments for having OCD. I'm not excusing her behavior or defending her not helping herself but at the same time she's sick. Let's be a little kinder here.
I thought MAYBE Amberlynn seeing lifebyJenn passing away from health issues related to obesity would get her in check...but no. She didn't even blink with her poor lifestyle.
13:51 Relating to the video of the binge she filmed, as a psych student, I truly don’t believe it would’ve been classified as a binge but i could be wrong (because i’m still a student). But from what i’ve learned a binge is classified in the dsm-5 as occurring when some one is alone, and it’s followed by guilt and disgust. Taking out the camera with the intent to post it should’ve made her rethink what was going on in that moment. I DO believe her psychologist recommended her to take a picture of her binge before it begins, because that should help disrupt the binge and act as another person. I believe it’s possible it was just an instance of overeating or that it’s possible she may have ordered the food in a binge episode, took out her camera and it possibly disrupted it, but she already had to food so she ate it anyways. Like i said though, i could certainly be wrong and that’s just my opinion.
you've got no idea what your videos do for me !!!!! i am always looking forward to your tea spilling, they really do brighten my day!!! you go gorl i hope you're doing super duper well amidst amberlynns mess of a life rn😅
Does she really think this way? That taking a quick picture of the food before you binge is the same as sitting down, ordering fast food, waiting for it, turning in the camera, telling everyone what you're eating and that it's a binge, and say they've a mouthful of food "this is accountability"??
To Amberlynn’s defense Zach, my mom loved paper! She was obsessed with using nice paper, finding different textures and colors. May she rest in peace 🤍
I'm the same to be honest. I have a number of notebooks I use for poems or scribbles or lists with stuff I need to do. nice paper feels so ...well nice. I'm sorry to hear about your mom
I love that shes building in her get out of jail free card with the male therapist. All of her issues and stories of her being neglected, abused, or hated on have all been related to women in her life not men so unless shes going for a 'I was *insert whatever* by my dad' then this is so just another excuse.
@@hannahxx17 ok sorry to hear that? I've heard her mention it many times and it sounds like she's hinting at sexual trauma, so it makes sense that she wouldn't want to go into detail about that.
Girl, they told you to take a pic before you binge so you would STOP THE BINGE BEFORE YOU STARTED EATING. Not for you to post videos online. Ding ding ding!
Zach you need to know that I’ve started working out again, while listening to your videos. But I’m following in amberlynns foot steps and writing my progress on loose leaf paper. We’ll see how it goes… 😂
The whole male therapist thing is a lie. She had a whole video in the past about how she had a gay male therapist and they bonded over their sexuality.
05:40 - another lah. She had a male therapist when she was younger. Talked about it in a video in 2018 titled Torrid Haul Try-On & Therapist Update!!!!! around the 08:45 mark. 🙄🙄🙄🙄
Okayy GREAT point that it’s important for ALR to give the whole context of her environment when she talks to her mental healthcare providers about photographing / videoing her binges- It’s one thing to document those molments for your own use but it’s a whole other thing to post them on the internet for thousands of other people to see:/
Second comment: I appreciated the mini tutorial in the winged eyeliner. Been watching a few recently and this was the one that moved me from student to winged liner practitioner! I think it turned out well for a newbie! 😁
the shirt I'm wearing is from my twitch mod's merch shop: slakermerch.com/collections/shae206
Are the colours pansexual or is that a coincidence?
@@goingunder2548 isn't that rainbow eyeshadow?
I bought the Take Up Space pin from her shop a while back. So flippin' cute!
@@YesDutchess I dont think so, it's pink, yellow and blue. Just wondering because it didn't say on the website
@@goingunder2548 they are the Pan colors, and it’s not a coincidence ☺️✨💖💛💙
She’s addicted to EVERYTHING. She eats food in excess. She buys clothes, earrings, candles in excess. She buys gifts in excess. She does EVERYTHING in excess.
She even gives up in excess.
She doesn’t succeed in excess tho
She can't succeed in excess, that'd make to much sense.
@@dead_vibes that would be excessive 🤣
500 bucks on a Lego set.
“You knew this is what i was getting you”
Wifey calling our Gorl out on her fake surprise is hilarious to me
Our gorl loves doing surprised face
Imagine having to date Amberlynn. The way she treats people...
she thinks shes an amazing actress but i think jade was fed up with it
That shit was so cringe lmao
fr😭
As a former accounting assistant, I want to introduce Amber to the wild world of Excel spreadsheets. The writing and rewriting of that list by hand is going to give me an aneurysm.
i think shes doing it cause every time she rewrites it on another sheet of paper cause it gives her another feeling of “day 1”
A few modules on my biology course taught me to use excel really well and honestly I now use it for everything in my daily life, it's the best thing ever
If she can't be bothered to figure out how to do a proper reaction video, exel might as well be on mars
As someone who has been diagnosed with Bipolar and OCD ( which Amber claims to have), I actually COMPLETELY understand and can relate to the writing and re-writing of lists. It is one of the things that makes me believe that she may actually have those conditions. The re-writing of lists fits her compulsions in a way that typing in an Excel spreadsheet never could. And the planning, re-planning, and adjusting of plans has major manic or hypomanic vibes.
Lol, I take your excel and raise you R
Amber almost squeezed out a tear faster for a Lego than when Becky proposed
She’s like hold on let me get emotional lol so cringe
I was thinking the same thing! 🤣🤣🤣
Quirky Alert has a video out where in 2018 Amberlynn ALSO had a male therapist "for the very first time" 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
THIS !!! I distinctly remember her having a male therapist, she talked about how he made her feel more comfortable bc he was gay….Even though they never discussed -her-orientation 🫠
I'll have to check it out. Quite a few people are saying this happened, and I vaguely remember it happening
She probably lied about it lol, she likes to make her life look fabulous and shit😅
This is the problem with lying on the internet, the internet never forgets
Her reaction to that titanic was SO bizarre. (Not just this clip, but the full reaction). I totally understand being super excited, but that was strange. It was like a person who doesn't understand genuine human emotions trying to imitate the way they think people are supposed to react. Same as how she pretended to cry when Becky proposed because she thought that was how she was supposed to react.
That’s such a sad thought.
@@heatherlindsey971 It truly is. I could be way off, I don't know with her sometimes. It just felt really disingenuous.
She seemed off, in an altered way. Boy, I can't wait to see Disembodied Hands open presents for Vlogmas!
I think because she actually bought it but had wifey act like she did.
She really did seem like she was trying to work up some tears. So weird.
It's kind of insane that a woman who has spent hundreds and hundreds of dollars on journals is tracking her weigh-ins on a loose leaf piece of paper. This is apparently very important to her(for now) based on how crazy she's been about it with all the changes and re-writes, you'd think she'd use one of those special journals she loves so much.
There is no commitment if it's a piece of paper. Certainly doesn't want to throw away a whole journal...
It’s a classic hoarder mentality. You want to get these things and you want to have them, not use them. The idea of using them seems like a waste to her. She’s just sick.
@@mynameisix Agreed!
Until she quits..
that shouldn’t take long 😒
And it'll be all of our faults because we don't encourage her
Lol
Exactly I give it until Saturday.
Or dies
your face after she put the two Titanic pieces together had me DYING 🤣🤣🤣 also I love when you say BAR when you read her video titles hahahaha
haha! love the "BAR" callouts too!!
😂
Haha yes! It's the little things ZM does that are the best. ❤️
It's not a binge.
there's absolutely no way she's eating a normal sized fast food meal and that's what's keeping her in the 500s. It's just not possible.
What’s keeping her overweight is the constant snacking. She ate a huge plate for thanksgiving (which is fine, holiday stuffing is meant for stuffing heh) but before that she was eating chips and dip. How can you do those two things in quick succession? That seems like a lot of food to me.
@@BeckBeckGo absolutely. It’s not just the big meals, it’s the nonstop snacking. The 2,000 calories of chips and ice cream and candy she slowly consumes over 8 hours of tv and UA-cam every night. If she could just stick to three meals a day, even big meals, she would lose weight. But she’s a food addict and wants a constant fix.
I’m not defending alr here but it’s totally possible with her lipedema diagnosis. Also if she ate a regular 3 meals in addition to that fast food.
@@BeckBeckGo absolutely the full fast food meal is 2000 calories. ALR should be at least 300 lbs if she is eating that every day. The truth is she has one grocery haul which she uses to file her taxes with (the healthy haul) and the hidden groceries (the one with the chip ahoy and candies). lol
The math isn't mathing 🤣
You would think Amber would have gotten up to go look and give a hug and kiss. But she can’t. Wifey in the back “you knew this is what I was giving you!” ALR is like will yea I paid for it, I mean I had no clue ha ha ha.
Exactly!
She hardly moves when Jade's around. She's getting less mobile now.
@@VeddaMidura You're right, and that's so scary. All I can think of is Jennifer Gwen Ann, and her enabling bf Gene. Immobility is a guranteed death sentence for super morbidly obese people; and as much as Amber gets on my nerves, it's a really sad thing to think about.
“You knew this is what I was getting you” is the beginning of the end of Amber and Wifey. Mark my words. She’s no longer putting up with Becky’s ex’s shenanigans and she’s not playing along anymore.
Let's hope.
I’m only 3 min in and her getting emotional over a $500 LEGO set is sending me. That and the scene of her desk slowly going up so she can look at it 🤣
I think it is more like $750+
It's a thousand
The lego store near me sells it for about 680 but then sells the effiel tower which has a thousand pieces more than the titanic set for less
Take a shot every time Amberlynn rewrites her 100 days of weighing in
No thanks, I choose life 🤣
I’m allergic to alcohol, i’ll wait to take a shot when she gets to day 100 :)
*Gets alcohol poisoning*
a whole 3 😆
@@mhmmokayL great way to avoid your allergy, ay? 😂👍🏻
zach reading her video titles with so much enunciation and the BAR ✋ motion every time just kills me 🤣🤣
Glad to hear Po is done eating stuffing and is feeling better 💕
At first I thought he meant that Po ate the stuffing from the turkey. Which could make him sick too, I guess! Glad he’s fine too 😊
@@lornarettig3215 me too. I guess he ate furniture?
Should probably watch the vid, huh?
@@pandaw2727 Po was munching on his doggy bed
@@bernbern77 Thank you! I finally got caught up with Zach and heard about the little hole in his dog bed!
I don't own a dog so of course my mind went to Thanksgiving and completely skipped logic. Happens more than I'd like, lol but thank you for the explanation! Much appreciated!
She probably got her “present” so early bc Amber was driving Wipey insane staying home all day everyday
this explains the mental patient doodles too, wipey was just like here please do this instead of bother me while i’m working. pretty colors, have fun lol
that is definitely the vibe I got. personally I'd rather have moved out and never looked back than spend 700 dollars on a laygo set, but ok. you do you, wipey, you do you 🤠
@@abbyz13 hey man, drawing at whichever level is good for everybody's mental health. No need to be mean about therapeutic doodling to keep yourself busy. Adult colouring books are a thing for a reason.
Honestly, I'd do that if I was stuck in an apartment with her 24hr a day. If she's doing Legos she's not bothering me or crying about stupid shit.
@@marlydthey’re clearly not helping
Has anyone else ever opened gifts before Christmas or birthdays? I think I remember doing that one time in my whole life on a ski trip with my family over Xmas and I got my husband some new goggles but by Xmas the trip would already be half over so it didn’t make sense for him to wait. This bish is out here doing this with every partner every year. It’s actually scary how AL needs everything NOW without thinking about tomorrow.
I mean. At most I've done it the night before
I bought my husband the colosseum Lego and he cried too…..kidding 😝 does anyone else think it’s funny ALR cries about a Lego but has to fake cry about her engagement lolol
ETA: the Lego was more $ than the engagement ring
I’m just at awe at all the things that ALR does not do for herself. She says she can’t for whatever reason but homegirl really just sits there and watches other people (wifey) to do things for her
Going on a weight loss journey with an “open-ended” goal is a recipe for failure. In any endeavour where progress needs to be tracked, there needs to be a specific, measurable goal to understand what works and ensure accountability. So far, the only item being well documented is Amber’s lack of self-control related to food (multiple days of overeating/binging, which are basically the same thing). The pattern should make it apparent to Amber that she needs to go for in-patient treatment
She's lost 100 pounds and you don't think she can do this??? You're doubting our gorl.
Her whole speech about ‘this professional is telling me to do keto… but this one is telling me to eat intuitively…. And this one is telling me to to eat low fat.. so what should I do?’ Should have been an indication to her that she needs one care team who are all on the same page and can treat all of the individual issues she has (ie INPATIENT TREATMENT) But I just get the sense nothing is going to change her mind.
@@StudentoftheABC oh please....
@@amandarobbins2530 She's too far gone. Nothing's gonna change her mind. Even if something major (God forbid, not wishing anything on her) happens, she'll find some way to make it someone else's fault or our fault. "You pushed me to this heart attack! I was su-ho stressed out from this"
I was about to say I've been losing weight with no goal, but I guess that's actually not true. My goal is to just be losing week to week. Two years to lose 60 pounds is kind of a long time, but I've been focused on just steadily losing, not regaining, and learning healthier habits. Now, I work down in ten pound increments to keep myself motivated. So, you're right. Realistic goals are great!
“the fit of a binge” my @$$. she was behaving calmly and rationally. she was speaking normally, was not upset or out of control.. she’s trying convince herself of this crap at this point but stuffs not adding up.
YES. I don't care if she's mad about those comments. I have BED and I have never acted so rationally like this or binged every single day or been so "I mean, yeah, I'm just binging right now." Maybe she just doesn't have the same shame I've always had or the sneaking or the eating whatever is there because I just need to shove food in my mouth right now.
Gorl just calls 5 time a day snacks binges now. Its just an excuse to use on wifey... Since its 'diagnosed' its not her fault. Randy marsh from southpark alcoholism vibes
I can’t stand her trying to force emotion when wifey comes in with the Lego set. So fake.
My fur baby, Molly, is having an inflamed joints attack, so she is on the mend as well. She sends her love to little Poseph
Molly I hope you feel better soon 💝🕊💝
Aww, sending her love! Good courage little Molly!
That sounds like Lyme disease. Have you gotten her tested?
@@dragonsky799 we have. This just happens from time to time. She’s 12 so expected but it kills me when it happens
@@LauraCraycraft That's good news at least. Lyme is evil! I'm so sorry about your fur baby though. I hope she feels better soon. 💜🐶❤
Pregnant and super sick over here - you’re the only thing that’s been getting me through!
hope you feel better soon whitney!
Awe! I remember those days! Hope u start feeling better!
You got this! Not sure if this is your first, but your mind does forget that horrible nausea after the pregnancy 😂 thank god
Oh gosh! I hope you feel better soon! God bless you and you're little bundle of joy!
Oh, I'm so sorry! Hang in there. I had that hyperemisis gravidarum during two of my three pregnancies and it was the absolute worst. Sips of water--nope. Food---absolute not. I eventually had a gastric tube put in to get some nutrition and took massive amounts of Zofran (miracle drug when you're constantly vomiting) and basically camped out in our bathroom with a comforter. I would rather have a migraine, give birth twenty times over, anything other than feel constant nausea and vomiting. You can get through this, I promise! And the gift is worth the struggle (although I definitely had moments where I reconsidered that, lol!). Please know you're on my heart and in my prayers and please make sure to take care of YOU, even with everything else going on. Go to the hospital to get rehydrated if and whenever necessary. Dehydration will cause your BP to get higher, which can also cause dangerous complications so be careful, okay? This is nothing to take lightly. You know your body so don't let people tell you "it's normal" morning sickness etc if it's not. Listen to YOU. Your body will tell you what is needed and don't be afraid to ask your doctors for help. Constant vomiting is NOT normal, especially after the first trimester. I'll be thinking of you! ❤
With all the notebooks she has, please explain why she is tracking the weigh ins on LOOSE LEAF PAPER?!?!
i'm holding out hope that she might finally show faline during vlogmas
If she does, it will probably be from the back as she's leaving with her bags.
@@pandaw2727 rip
Did anyone notice when she’s talking about her bad quality camera at 37:28 she says “I’m gonna be getting a new for…” and then stops. Let me guess. She bought herself one for Christmas from Wifey and she’ll act surprised
Her psychologist told her to take pictures. NOT TO POST IT ONLINE. I can see why they would ask her. It slows you down and reflect. That's the reason I suspect.
Thank you for helping my procrastinate my college work yet again Zach ❤️
don't procrastinate! do your homework!!!
Julianna get on that homework so you have a back up plan if a potentially famous youtube career doesn't pan out😘just kidding partly...We want you prepared for the real world💝🕊🌞
Some of my best work was done after some expert level procrastinating… but apparently its my neurodivergence showing itself
Say it again. I'm doing the same. 5 page essay due on the 2nd 😒.I have nothing written down or typed.🤭I'm glad I know what I'm going to write about. I'm about to watch this and eat tacos my husband made for me and our son (due in March)
I'm with you on the procrastination. Got an assignment due for Software Dev and I really hate coding.
"Did you see that million dollar tongue going to work on Thanksgiving?!" I'M DONE WITH YOUUUUUUU! 🤣😭
"...It looks anemic"
I am fucking DEAD!!! 💀💀💀 Idk why that got me so good, but I seriously hate myself for how hard I laughed at that! 😂 +1 Zach.
"Oh my God, Zach, you can't just ask chicken why it's white."--Mean Gorls, 2022
When I tell you I HOLLERED imagining Amber on that door instead of Kate Winslet- "Jack! It's an I'll never let go situation type deal" 😆
Did Zach really say he was concerned that if she puts that giant model on her desk, she won't have room to 'work'?
I did yes
I use to see a nutritionist that specialized on EDs. I told her I would sometimes bidge. She recommended I track my food on an app so she can see what I was eating and help me with coming up with a plan. She also suggested I take pics of it so I won't have to spell everything out. Also it's was supposed to keep me accountable because I can say I had eggs and toast but really I had eggs, toast, cake, chips.....etc. taking pics can also help with becoming more self aware of all the things you eat.
Interesting. I was always afraid that might fuel my obsessions. That advice wasn't common years ago. Maybe it does actually help. I certainly tried a million things that definitely didn't work, lol.
Thanks for sharing im gonna do this. Great idea 👍
Judie is extra cute in this video 🥺 I'm also glad that Po is getting better! sending the best of energy to him 💕
ONG, especially that little stretch/semi upward dog move! 😻She’s trying to fit in three times the cuteness while ZM reviews three videos.
A real genuine question: What HAS ALR achieved in her life? I don't mean that in a nasty way or in a 'this is a list of things you have to achieve by a certain age to be successful way. What I mean is ALR has all these 'goals' she wants to achieve: the weight loss, the travel, the condo, the living in whatever city it is she decides on at the time, marriage, being a big successful UA-cam. Like honestly out of her personal list of life goals what has she achieved?
She lost 50 pounds once…. That’s all I know 😂
Absolutely nothing 😅😅😅
honestly 200k subscribers is an achievement, but i cant confidently say that for her when i assume that a portion of them dont care for her 😅
@@n.andkirby It may be if she didnt categorise herself the same as people like Shane Dawson and Trisha Paytas
I was so convinced that Po had eaten stuffing - like thanksgiving turkey stuffing - and was so confused about why it got him so sick...i kept wondering what you might've put in it 😆
Holy shit, Zach!! You’re so brave!! I canNOT believe that you admitted to us that you own a STOVE!! Your intimacy with your audience is simply unmatched!!
EDIT: Stupid fucking autocorrect.
It's so stupid that she uses her standing desk only to get in and out of her chair so she doesn't have to walk around it. Does she have any shame??
“On track”???!!!! How do you gain weight and still be on track??!!
Can't wait to tell Santa what a bad gurrrlll Amberlynn has been 😌
Every time she says "you guys" my soul feels a little bit violently sick.
Better than pluviophile or i need food to survive, or THANK YOU BABEEE...
@@sotirzvanidjubre4109 SHE SAID THANK YOU BABEE AS I READ THIS.. HARROWING!!
@@elilivizfan 😂
When their relationship inevitably sinks just like the titanic did. AND she’s a LAH. She knew she was getting it 🚢 we can tell gorl
Wifey didn’t seem to hype to give her that present it’s almost like amber bought it for herself for content .
I'm not going to hold you, the second she mentioned astrology, I had to come back into frame to stare at her😆Astrology is actually really complex, and it irks me to hear people who don't know or care bring it up. Also, as a Black person from the South? Seeing that mac & cheese broke my heart
The mac & cheese was so depressing!!
Idk how Amberlynn can write down her weigh ins every day and see the number increase and doing the math to determine how much she needs to lose but the number goes up every day. Does this not inspire her to change? This would make me so upset if I were her. She doesn't care about losing weight. She likes the aesthetic of losing weight
Her losing weight inspires her to treat her self with MacDonald's.
So they bought each other 25 gifts all before December even started? They need schedule, structure, something to do in life. ALR nearly completing that thousand dollar Lego is wild. It's like buying crafts and toys to keep your kid busy.
And is the new Titanic obsession some kind of thing with Becky's Kate Winslet obsession? 😂
Thank you for always brightening my day, Zack. Life is hard. You are a nice break.
Thank you for summarizing, I felt overwhelmed at how many videos she's been posting.
She just posted again, just think about how AmberLynn feels! She is working hard for the money
My favourite part of her videos is Rarity cat's appearances, such a cutie 🥰
She really is adorable. 💜🐱💜
Amber has very important paperwork, writing and re-writing her weight, the dates for the last month, digits up to twenty... hard stuff here, and important, important work.
Zach, this is her full time job, her 40 hours a week, Amber will rewrite it at least once a day everyday until she gets it just right, and then, Amber will do it write it out again on some nice heavy, coloured cardstock!
She really has out of control OCD. I doubt she'd actually follow through with ADD meds but they might genuinely help her. For someone who almost NEVER moves, she sure causes me massive anxiety at times with her repetitive lists and obsessive behavior.
@@pandaw2727I'm disappointed she's getting attacked the way she is in the comments for having OCD. I'm not excusing her behavior or defending her not helping herself but at the same time she's sick. Let's be a little kinder here.
🎺On the fourth day of Christmas ALR gave to meeee....
"I'm shooooo done. Vlogmas, I feel like, ironically, is dehumanizeeenn!"
🙌 👏 👏 👏
When she was scrolling through those videos they weren't just videos of people binge eating they were videos about "how to stop binge eating"
“Her pappy had a heart attack today. Life is so short.”
*schluuurrrrrrpp*
This made me literally laugh out loud 😂
12:55 Its so off putting to see her so giddy to talk about her disorder. Talking about my disorder just makes me feel awful!
Thank you for being so brave and vulnerable while sharing that you have a stove
Sees titanic LEGO set...
un-ironically says “Its going down...”
I hope Po starts feeling better soon. I had a dog eat my WHOLE couch one time. 😣 His tummy was a MESS for dayyys.
The way I screamed when you said "invasive questions about whether i have a stove or not"
The binge pictures are a pause technique........ a moment to think before she acts
Ambers over here getting more emotional from a fucking Lego set than she did to an actual engagement…..
I thought MAYBE Amberlynn seeing lifebyJenn passing away from health issues related to obesity would get her in check...but no. She didn't even blink with her poor lifestyle.
When I saw that h3 meme on the subreddit, I nearly fell out of my chair. Two worlds colliding in the weirdest way
13:51 Relating to the video of the binge she filmed, as a psych student, I truly don’t believe it would’ve been classified as a binge but i could be wrong (because i’m still a student). But from what i’ve learned a binge is classified in the dsm-5 as occurring when some one is alone, and it’s followed by guilt and disgust. Taking out the camera with the intent to post it should’ve made her rethink what was going on in that moment. I DO believe her psychologist recommended her to take a picture of her binge before it begins, because that should help disrupt the binge and act as another person. I believe it’s possible it was just an instance of overeating or that it’s possible she may have ordered the food in a binge episode, took out her camera and it possibly disrupted it, but she already had to food so she ate it anyways. Like i said though, i could certainly be wrong and that’s just my opinion.
Zach you announcing “BAR” is healing my depression
you've got no idea what your videos do for me !!!!! i am always looking forward to your tea spilling, they really do brighten my day!!! you go gorl i hope you're doing super duper well amidst amberlynns mess of a life rn😅
Ahhh. Thank the lordt you posted. I could not handle even watching a regular ALR video at this moment.
Right? She's over 500 again and yet the smugness and attitude is just dripping these days. I'm actively starting to dislike her.
"A /HO/ MADE THAT??" KILLED me 😂😂😂
First thing I thought about that mac n cheese was that looks soooo dry.
I just pictured Amber on the titanic calling Jack “BAAAAAAAABYYYYYTYYYY” 😂
He would have shoved her off the ship so fast 😂😂😂
The way you have me stumbling to your uploads Zach😩🙌🏼
I’m convinced amberlynn bought that Lego and she gonna write ✍️ it off on her taxes as apart of her job
lol Amber's 'badly' wrapped gift still looking better than my 'best ever' wrapped gift xD (I'm HORRIBLE at gift wrapping)
"You knew this was what I was getting you. "
NOOOOOO 😭there's no way she kept that in the video, not after her putting on a whole ass act 💀
Does she really think this way? That taking a quick picture of the food before you binge is the same as sitting down, ordering fast food, waiting for it, turning in the camera, telling everyone what you're eating and that it's a binge, and say they've a mouthful of food "this is accountability"??
That Mac and cheese looks so dry I can’t! but you know our dry gorl 😂
To Amberlynn’s defense Zach, my mom loved paper! She was obsessed with using nice paper, finding different textures and colors. May she rest in peace 🤍
I'm the same to be honest. I have a number of notebooks I use for poems or scribbles or lists with stuff I need to do. nice paper feels so ...well nice.
I'm sorry to hear about your mom
I took some archival courses in college and once we went to a museum to handmake paper. After that, I've been a little obsessed too. It was so cool.
I love that shes building in her get out of jail free card with the male therapist. All of her issues and stories of her being neglected, abused, or hated on have all been related to women in her life not men so unless shes going for a 'I was *insert whatever* by my dad' then this is so just another excuse.
Good catch!
This is something she's actually hinted at many times over the years, so I kinda believe her with this one
@@devinjoseph3895 I've never heard her hit at this unless its been a convenient embellishment for sympathy that doesnt add up in her timeline.
@@hannahxx17 ok sorry to hear that? I've heard her mention it many times and it sounds like she's hinting at sexual trauma, so it makes sense that she wouldn't want to go into detail about that.
@@devinjoseph3895 Its ALR she goes into detail over everything she thinks will gain her any kind of attention
"in the mist of" 🤣 20:44 Grammerlynn
Girl, they told you to take a pic before you binge so you would STOP THE BINGE BEFORE YOU STARTED EATING.
Not for you to post videos online.
Ding ding ding!
being a Canadian and watching american youtubers talk about thanksgiving feels so weird loll
People take it SERIOUSLY here, lol.
Zach you need to know that I’ve started working out again, while listening to your videos. But I’m following in amberlynns foot steps and writing my progress on loose leaf paper. We’ll see how it goes… 😂
Not Amberlynn getting more emotional about Lego than what was depicted about Becky's proposal
37:10 leeway in to the reason wifey buys her a new expensive camera for Xmas. (you’re predictable gurl)
I thought her collapsed lung was about to give out the way she was straining so hard to cry.
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The materialism is sad. So much crap consumerism that will all end up in a landfill. She doesn't have any self awareness
The whole male therapist thing is a lie. She had a whole video in the past about how she had a gay male therapist and they bonded over their sexuality.
oh gosh, I'm vaguely remembering that now that you mention it. any idea what video that's in?
@@ZacharyMichael
Torrid Haul & Therapist Update
August 8 2018
BAR!
Read this right as he said it 😂
05:40 - another lah. She had a male therapist when she was younger. Talked about it in a video in 2018 titled Torrid Haul Try-On & Therapist Update!!!!! around the 08:45 mark. 🙄🙄🙄🙄
Okayy GREAT point that it’s important for ALR to give the whole context of her environment when she talks to her mental healthcare providers about photographing / videoing her binges- It’s one thing to document those molments for your own use but it’s a whole other thing to post them on the internet for thousands of other people to see:/
So happy that Po seems to be out of the woods now, sending all my love to your family ❤
LMAO the way Judy left at the beginning of the reaction 😂
The way Judy is laying in the chair about 20 min in is showing her true queen status! 👑🐶
Have I got a presentation due in a few hours.... yes. Am I sat here just looking at Zach's shirt....yes
do your presentation!!!
“December months” I love a good callback 😂
I try haha
Second comment: I appreciated the mini tutorial in the winged eyeliner. Been watching a few recently and this was the one that moved me from student to winged liner practitioner! I think it turned out well for a newbie! 😁
I love you Zach| You are so consistent| You are a vibe| You are a queen 👸
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