never good enough
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- Опубліковано 7 кві 2013
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This one is a bit special, i'm aware it sucks and it absolutely didn't turned out like i wanted it to but this idea was stuck in my head and here it is anyway
Sorry about the weird flashes at the end, i have no idea where they come from
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The song is an instrumental version of Mad World
Fandoms : grey's anatomy, the secret circle, the vampire diaries, nikita, one direction, teen wolf, cyberbully, gossip girl
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The worst feeling is when u have learnt to cry silently and can hid all ur feelings and put a good fake smile on 🥺
it's like pushing down the trash in a trash bin, never taking it out or anything u just keep pushing till u can't shove the garbage down anymore and it overflows
me all day everyday
Yes that me for years I want to not wake up but I can’t my son need me I’m the only one holding him down
Me everyday
"... and I try, so hard and Im never the one." - this sentence just described my whole life
Me too☺.i fell in love twice in my life nd both time i was the only one to fall in love and was trying so hard to make other one fall in love with me but it just didn't happen.now i know i deserve the kind of love that i give to others. I deserve to feel loved if they can't make me feel like that than i am better alone☺
I'm a young kid and I feel this way... I know it's bad, but I feel like I can never be good enough for my parents, vs my sisters are treated like queens for doing nothing
Oh same
@@mitakshrabhargav9530 i felt that:( thats so good to hear, that u finally realised your worth
@@loveroses4556 Im so sorry:( ive been there, felt like shit for a long time, but dont let them make u feel any less, youre gorgeous i know from here
I wish I could wrap my arms around all the hurt of this world and make everyone feel better.
I'd like that i need a hug rn
I wish I had a hug from anyone I dont care who...I just want to feel loved, happy, normal, and safe....Just once..Thats all i ask in this world......Just once
I wish I could get a hug from anyone. Anyone other than my fake friends anyways..
I wish you could, I wish we all could...
Well you can’t soo....😞
this whole video is describing what's happening to me. I'm at the edge.
+cheweka don't give up there is a spacial man just for u and it's your promise husband there's a saying ''just because you can't see it, it doesn't mean it doesn't exist' which is true so wait patiently your promise husband will come one day alright just wait and beside you're beautiful and don't let nobody take that away from u alright just wait
cheweka lawson same with me some part of my life is a mess i wish it could stop but it wont *cries*
cheweka lawson your not alone
we all been their..stay strong
cheweka lawson Stay safe my love
I'm never good enough. I'm not as confident and social as others so everyone ends up replacing me 😞
Same
It sucks so bad :(
TSFleming I'm trying to get u to realise that moping about feeling sorry for yourself isn't going to help you, or anyone else. in fact it's going to do the exact opposite of that, it's going to hurt u and the people around u. you HAVE to rise up and constantly work to improve yourself and your situation if you're ever going to do so. GROW THE FUCK UP.
tom bibby swearing and saying bad things about other won't improve neither your life or hers.You can grow up yourself and stop saying such.she didn't ask for your judgement
nana nana hers? im a guy...
“I feel like screaming cause i don’t have anyone to talk to.” That’s so true for me.
Me too😥
I’m hear to listen if ever you need it
Same! I have a sister and my mom for some reason they don’t check up on me, they don’t call, text me, no friends plus a partner who abvoids me😭😭😭
I'll lend an ear for you. We all need someone to talk with.
I love to talk and I never mind helping anybody don't hesitate to call if you need to talk as I walk this path alone as well. . .
The worst feeling is when you hoped he'd feel the same way, but no --- Straight up rejected.....
the worst feeling is when he cares so much about you, but you're so messed up that eventually just gave up on trying to help you...
the exact same thing happened to me, i asked a guy out, which i thought liked me, and he BAM rejected me. i felt horrible. not good enough
Omg today I told my crush how I felt about him I had a crush on him for 2 years and today is the day I decide to tell him...yeah he said I wasn't good enough for him... idk get he would always flirt with me and make me feel so much better fuck love I'm right? Yes I'm right tbh
The worst feeling is not feeling anything at all, for no reason. You're sad. Grieving. Miserable. For no visible reason. And you think you're crazy, you think that the "problems" in your life are small and unnecessary. You think you're over dramatic, and yet you still feel like you can't breathe. You try to hide it, try to tell yourself you have no reason to be sad, but it doesn't work.
Superelectra Superheroe the worst feeling is that you think he loves you, you tell him your feeling he says he likes you too, you guys date then one day he decides to tell that everything was a dare and says he never liked you.
I think that i 'm depressed. I feel so down every day . Everything goes wrong in my life. And I feel that no one cares about me. Sometimes I just want to be dead. Away from all the misery that now happened in my life. Life is so unfair...
I posted this video 3 years ago and i thought the same thing. I thought things would never get any better but they do. I promise you things will get better and I'm happier as I've ever been now. Don't give up, you're worth it, your life is worth it. It will get better.
Funandblood Thanks for writing me back. I hope it...
i feel like this too just remember you are worth it
Same here
The Gaminggodx12 i dont matter
The worst feeling is not being lonely but being forgotten by someone you can’t forget 😔
Love is like a dark chocolate,however dark it maybe you still want it because it’s chocolate 🍫
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I hope you are feeling better now
That's exactly what I'm doing right now.
There is always someone to listen. Never give up!
katy crazy you not alone
I'm not good enough because every day when I wake up I look at myself in the mirror and think how it's my fault for the things that have happened to me and that's it's my fault that no one cares about me
Alyson Gilghrist whatever happened dont blame yourself! there will always be someone to care about you, dont hesitate to talk about it with your friends or family they can help!
me too
Alyson do you want to talk? Am here for you if you do. I have instagram and snapchat
Stay strong! We love you! Im here for you! Here's a list of some suicide hotlines in the US: www.suicide.org/suicide-hotlines.html Here's a list of some outside of the US: www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html If you don't see your country/state on any of these lists, I would recommend finding ones for nearby countries or contacting any hotline. I recommend this one: www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help-you/contact-us
That one has a number of ways you can contact them. You can contact them through email or texting or calling or any way you're comfortable with.
You’re amazing
I gave him 110% and I still wasn’t good enough 😔💔
Holly J I get you and nearly 2 years ago I was raped and the first person I let in cheated on me and I think that Im not enough ☹️😭💔
Even i try So hard i never be the one.. I love him so much but he left me with nothing.. But still waiting for him.
His behavior is not a reflection upon you. Good people end up with cheaters and people who cannot be in a relationship no matter what. everyone reading this you are a good person you are worthy and God truly loves you because he didn't make any junk. I love the song playing in the background the video to it is well worth watching
0:28 I broke down completely. "I want to know what it's like to wake up in the morning, and not feel sad". The girls voice breaking just destroyed me because I feel that so much. Just waking up to start the same horrible mediocre daily cycle and there's no getting away from it. To never being anyone's first choice or feeling good enough for anyone. To always getting yelled at and feel completely worthless. To looking into the bathroom mirror and just seeing all my imperfections. To feeling inferior due to the color of my skin. To always be stuck feeling where the only place I'm safe is in my room/bed and away from everyone else. In public with my friends, I'm the happiest and funniest dude but as soon as I'm alone, it all just seeps away.
I was feeling sad, remembered this vid exists and went to the comments to see if anyone relates with my feels i guess. I'm currently sobbing cuz it makes me so sad that people, like me, don't know what they're here for, can't find their purpose in life even though we're always being told each one of us has a purpose. I guess it's worse knowing someone else is having a hard time with nobody to help them than me. I hope the statements related to happiness always finding it's way into your life are true, because I'm still hoping to find mine someday, and I wish you do too. I know you won't see this prolly but worth a shot
:(
OMG, i feel the exact same way. you just spoke about me. How is it we can both be so broken? Tonight is hard for me - again I wasn't chosen by someone i love. I wish I was good enough for just one person. Just one person who cares. I don't think ill ever find happiness it's like I don't deserve it.
I wish you all the best even though I don't know you, we feel the same way. if you ever need to talk leave me a way to kit. Stay Strong
i know this feeling all too well. ive never been good enough. i tell everyone that im fine but deep down inside, im screaming.
Don't worry dear i know the feeling but wat should keep you moving should be that one thing that you ever felt to do again bcoz you felt good about it
Look u have to have hope
I feel you. I hope you come out of it
"How come the guys that I want never want me?" I can relate so much
I ask the same about women. It's fine I'll just continue to not exist.
I can relate
Cos they are the wrong ones, I feel the same I hate being alone but people just want to play games
Sending a big hug to each and every one of you who needs a hug and lots of love my dear friends 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
Thank you
@@420countrybrooke9 good morning u most welcome
Thank you
Wendy Singh ty 🥺💔
@@amenaab u most welcome 😊
what matter what I do it's always wrong, I could be sitting in a corner being quiet and out of the way and everyone would still find something to be mad at me about.
Is it coz your naughty
It's other people that are wrong
there is nothing I want to add to this. this is everything I'm thinking and feeling at the moment.
This video hits home so deeply... not ever feeling enough no matter what you do.
You know what hurts me the most? When i try no one cares no one ever notices but whenever i make even the smallest mistake everone throws it in my face. My best is never enough giving everything is never enough. My only options are try hard and be frowned on or not try and be frowned on
I hate cutting but I can't stop😞
I know me asking you to stop won't immediately help, or probably even help at all, but please. I can't imagine how hard it is to quit a habit like that but you've gotta take it one day at a time, I believe in you. Hopefully you're doing much better, and remember, you have people in your life that care about you and love you.
Kryslaveryxo I'm in recovery. it's soooo hard. I stopped because I got tired of having to explain myself
Me neither it sucks and i need to but cant...
i know its hard but believe me, its so good when u quit, ive stopped cutting for around 8 months now and i have scars on my legs from it that no one knows about..
I can relate to how that feels. I need to stop but I can't either, it's how I survive
“I feel like screaming because I have no one to talk to”. right there describing how I feel, and it hurts so much, physically and emotionally. How much longer?
You didn't say the same to me again, you can talk to me
"Its like you're screaming but no one can hear...
And I try so hard and I'm never the one"
I'll be feeling like this , there's days were I feel like its over and suddenly is back
This is so relatable...
the worst feeling in the world when you're with the person you know you'll be with forever...and then they stop loving you ...💔
Yeah
'You told me I was funny, pretty, skinng enough but the reality struck when I saw you with her , and she was everything more💔' ,..
In a lot of cases it is not you who has the problem it is them. I'd love to find someone that suits me, but I gave up after my last relationships.
I think of this every night... I always feel I'll never be good enough
I cried sooo much because I know that its true like every guy I want never wants be back like I try and try but never good enough that they would want me and I try to be pretty but when I look at other girls I say to myself are you serious right now look at those girls I could never be as Beautiful as they are. 😂😂😂😣😣😥😥😥😫😫😫😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Esemaiai Lemusu sameee
Esemaiai Lemusu I know how u feel I wish I could be beautiful to but I'll never be
Stay strong! We love you! Im here for you! Here's a list of some suicide hotlines in the US: www.suicide.org/suicide-hotlines.html Here's a list of some outside of the US: www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html If you don't see your country/state on any of these lists, I would recommend finding ones for nearby countries or contacting any hotline. I recommend this one: www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help-you/contact-us
That one has a number of ways you can contact them. You can contact them through email or texting or calling or any way you're comfortable with.
Listen.. I'm not the one who's gonna tell you that you are beautifull because I feel the same.. but don't think you're not good enough.. because you are! Just not in the way those girls are. Yes they get the boy first. But one day a boy wil look at you and think: ' wow, that girl is different, she's not the same as the other girls. And then you have a friend and boyfriend for life. Dont be as other girls, its you're own personality that makes you so special! Please understand me! I understand how hard this is to believe but try it, even when its just for ones. Try it and beautiful things happen. I promise!
Love, a girl❤
Esemaiai Lemusu I feel you. I feel not pretty. I feel ugly. Guys are blind. But girls are like apples on a tree. The higher up, the better the apples are. Like you. The lower the apples are, the harsh girls. I’m not judging the pretty girls, they might have a great heart. But, a guy climbs the tree and takes an apple. He doesn’t climb high because he doesn’t want to get hurt, so he takes the rotten apples below. But just wait for the perfect guy to be brave enough to climb up a tree and get you, a perfect apple.
i feel this so much, my parents don’t get it. they think that they can compare me to them and it’s the same. my stress is different from theirs because of my anxiety and they don’t get that.
I feel like these people a lot. I try so hard to be positive around people in public, on social media, at home and everywhere. To my friends, I am known as the girl who is happy and go free with the perfect life, little do they know that I hide a lot from them. I don't want people to see the real pain I feel and how sometimes I just want to be negative and cry. Ugh.... This is something I really don't like to show because there is so much negativity in the world already that I don't want to add to it. I know that there is hope and light and joy and I try so hard to hold to that, but sometimes I just feel like no one cares about me because I am just not that important in the whole scheme of things to them.
What keeps me going though, is that I know that I matter to God. I may never matter to the world or to anyone, but I know that no matter what happens, God sees me as someone who is good enough, and that means everything to me. And to all those who struggle with this same thing, always remember that you matter to Him too and that is what matters the most!!
Kenzie J this is literally me. God is the only reason im not suicidal. Ive gotten so good at putting on a mask that I don’t even know who I am anymore. Everyone thinks I’m amazing but im not. Im lazy, im not a hardworker. Im smart, but I don’t apply myself. I don’t know whats wrong with me. I keep losing friends and im down to 2. And only one of them really cares about me, but even then Im not sure. Everyday I try to be grateful that I don’t have to wake up in fear of dying, but I still can’t breathe under the sadness that is suffocating me. I am trying so hard to find happiness, and its not working. I would tell my mom but I don’t want to hurt her more after the divorce. I would tell my friends but they aren’t serious and they won’t take me seriously.
The worst feeling in the world than a break up is losing your bff that you basically grew up with your whole childhood....
wow all these scenes out of shows are so amazingly sad. i cant believe how amazing the edit is. im a subscriber rn
i just love this it just describes me in everyway
This whole video is describing what’s happening to me and how I feel it’s so relatable it scares me😭🥺😔💔.
"I wanna learn what it's like to wake up in the morning and not be sad" - I felt that
This is amazing. The way you choose to express yourself. I love them.
I feel like everyone is better than me
.......I was abused for 11 months by my ex even though we had broken up. She blamed me for everything without listening to my side of the story or how I felt and I was always scared to tell her how I felt because she got mad at how I felt so I was actually scared of saying anything. she always said that she wanted me more than life. but if she wanted me that much why would she corner and yell at me every day and verbally and emotionally and psychologically abuse me. she twisted everything I said and used it all against me. I still break down and hit myself and cut myself because of her actions. why would she do that if she loved me more than anything else? someone please help me......
Simon Mc Connon she does not love you. Get away from her please. Get therapy, find help from relatives and friends.
I'm sorry but who is this?
let her read this send it to her from a different account if you are afraid or let someone else tell her all of that or you go and tell her to fuck out from your life and never talk to you
Simon Mc Connon
Most abusers do that it's part of how the "keep control" no matter what she had no right to hurt you or abuse you for any reason what so ever no one deserves that most abusers are bullys because they hate themselves and they put others down to build them selves up but don't let her guilt you it's not your fault and no one should ever put up with anything like that someone who truly loves someone should never want to hurt them in any way no matter what it's that simple and I hope you realise she was in the wrong not you I hope you no there's someone a lot better out there for you and that in time you can find happiness again
Stay strong! We love you! Im here for you! Here's a list of some suicide hotlines in the US: www.suicide.org/suicide-hotlines.html Here's a list of some outside of the US: www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html If you don't see your country/state on any of these lists, I would recommend finding ones for nearby countries or contacting any hotline. I recommend this one: www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help-you/contact-us
That one has a number of ways you can contact them. You can contact them through email or texting or calling or any way you're comfortable with.
Just watching this made me cry
I had a guy I liked and he liked me. But I kept feeling like I wasn’t gonna be enough and that one day he would wake up and realize that he could find someone so much more better, prettier, smarter. So I rejected him, just like everyone that has ever loved me because I feel like I’ll never be able to satisfy them completely. I feel like I’m not even enough for my family, society, everyone. I think soon might be the end of me, I can’t handle feeling like im never enough.
Definitely me right now especially the parts when I want to scream and cry and there's no one to talk to
I just failed my exam ofc i have to repeat. Probably my life is messed up before this happens. I... I'll never be good enough for my parents... I just hate myself right now... Im.... A.... Terrible.... Accident...
Pizza Luna don't say that!! I was in a bad place when i made that video, i was a freshman in college and i failed my exams too. I had to repeat too but i took it as a chance to start over. I'm doing a master's degree now and I'm doing so much better in life in general! don't give up on yourself, things do get better
I just feel like it's not even worth trying anything in life. I always end up in failure.
Stay strong! We love you! Im here for you! Here's a list of some suicide hotlines in the US: www.suicide.org/suicide-hotlines.html Here's a list of some outside of the US: www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html If you don't see your country/state on any of these lists, I would recommend finding ones for nearby countries or contacting any hotline. I recommend this one: www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help-you/contact-us
That one has a number of ways you can contact them. You can contact them through email or texting or calling or any way you're comfortable with.
I relate. Never good enough for anyone. Then I realized that I'm too good for them. I deserve better. Still dread waking up every day.
oh god this makes me cry.. its so me, im screaming inside cos i feel so so so alone , my confidence self esteem and way i feel about myself gets worse and its gone on for so long that it is beginning to feel normal
i love the secret circle my favorite 2 people in there are Jake and Cassie
I don't feel loved. People comfort me. They don't really want to comfort me. They do it because they force themselves to. Even online comments make me feel nervous.
Samantha UwU
Sweetie 😊 you are loved and you are special🦋.
I don't know if you will ever read this message or not but I hope you will. I use to feel the same way about people, about life because of where I was in my life and past rejection growing up. But see we all were made special, we seek the approval of other's to identify who we really are, so we basically become clones to what others want us to be or see in us and we don't to even go under the knife. I had to learn to love myself but I couldn't love myself because I was looking for the love of others and it stopped the true love I needed and that was to love myself. But how could I love myself if I didn't learn how to, was never taught as a child to love myself and know that being on top for all the wrong reasons wasn't my victory. I couldn't understand love sweetie until one day I met a friend who totally changed my life. That friend was Jesus, but I didn't meet Him in a church, or a Sunday School classroom or women's Retreat. I met Him when I was broken, my heart was shattered because of what was happening to me at that time. Sometimes we have to go through something so devastating that it brings us to our lowest point in life, to where we have nothing to hold onto, we have to call out on God and reach for His hand. I was drowning in my emotional tears and Jesus was my life support. His hand took mine and He pulled out of my drowning place and brought me to shore. God loves you, and He is never too far to hear you. Life doesn't have to be what you're going through. You can see life in a whole new realm. Give God a chance and see what He does for you👈
You will love LIFE in a whole new way😊🦋
Sometimes you feel like your not enough but you are more then your insecurities you are one of a kind ❤
I'm never gonna be good enough for him. I liked this guy and he's a year older than me, but so is my sister. My sister didn't know I liked him, so she's trying to date him and they're "talking" whatever that means. They're so close to dating and I still like him. It kills me everytime I see him, I'm never gonna be good enough. I beat myself up over it. Everytime they go on a date, my mom makes me go to "watch over them" all I see this him. I keep falling for him. He's perfect. I've tried so hard to be happy for my sister, but she's taking him for granted. I wish I wasn't like this, I wish I never met him, and most of all.. I wish I'd never fallen for him... I wanna die..
Uni_ Life I know this feeling....it hurts so much that you can't breathe. I can't bear to look at him.
Autum Cavins Why should I? Everyone around me hates me, and if they knew me, they wouldn't care if I left.
+Uni_Life calm down i know how u feel but look everyone has there promise wife and husband to get married with so just wait for your promise husband he'll be with u in the future ok don't be sad because time will tell when you're going to get married so wait, we all want to be loved by someone but we must wait so don't be sad pick your head up and be happy talk to other guys or talk to your friends alright everything is going be alright don't worry just remember this you're beautiful and u must know that and there is someone out there is looking for u and u must believe that. there is a saying ''just because you can't see it, it doesn't mean it doesn't exist'' which is true because there is a special husband just for you, you just have to wait for him so try your best to move on because your promise husband will come one day alright. good luck
you must be happy even no one love u , don't care about anyone, love yrself , and be trust that one day you find yr endless love 😊
Love will fuck you up
im hurt.
"What if it's agony now then it's just hell later on." Story of my life.Story of my fuxking life.
i wish i can hug yall who are feeling like this then patted your head and say,"it's okay you've done well"
*hugs*
This video is a whole mood.....
I’m so fed up of never being enough for him, every single time without a doubt he says it won’t work but I can’t hear it I generally can’t allow myself to hear it, so yet again I’m in the same position that I have been in about 100 times I have told him I like him and he’s said he dk if it will work
ONWARD AND UPWARD💕💕💕
My heart and soul has been summed up in one little video. ♥
"I try so hard and I'm never the one" so true
Honestly I'm tired and hopeless
I want a hug. I want a hug from someone who hasn’t lied to my face. Someone who means the things they say to me. A hug from that person that can last a lifetime. But I’ll never get that hug. It’s okay tho.
Come here I'll hug you - I don't wan't one back though :)
this is so true it has gotten worse for me.......this video describe me in a many ways I'm unperfect,ugly,hate my self
Everyone is imperfect, your beautiful, and I care about you. Please contact me if you ever want to talk to someone
I love this,it represents my life:(
i don’t know how much longer i can take this
"and i try, so hard
Im never the one"
I'm afraid to be happy again I can't deal with the pain of getting hurt left anymore
This hits hard
When you realize that you are broken and you’re too old to mend, that is when the decision to stay or go isn’t so difficult anymore. Who would ever know or care to know I was here? No one actually. Not even me!
It’s sad when your boyfriend that you love more than anyone else on this earth tells you that your bestfriend is his dream girl because of her looks and her personality and you know that she’s prettier than you and they joke around and act like a couple when you’re right there and you feel like you’ll never be good enough and you’ll never be as pretty as her Because every guy you’ve been with has always liked her before you and you just feel like their second choice
I feel the same way, I’m here for you things will get better I promise
I fight everyday , I wake up and tell myself that today I am not gonna feel sad but all the pain all this feeling of loneliness conquers and I lose to it everyday. People hurt you , damage you , use you , abuse you mentally and they get to live a happy life and I suffer because I cared , because I was always there but when I needed support I am all alone. Don't know how to deal with this, I am unable to trust anyone. Because if I will and if this life will fail me again then I would not have any wish to continue. It's already tiring dragging myself through everyday. I want to scream , smash everything but need to put up a good face for people 😓😥😞😖
"I have been acting like every thing is ok but its not" and "Thats what im afraid of not being good enough not smart enought not pretty enough." thats like my life.
Oooih the feels of this. Days of dread. Beautifully done. Makes me feel a sort of tear jerking comfort there are others like me. But hurts even worse when you find someone that you put every spec of strength within to show and give love and to be betrayed after all and done by someone who knows how this feeling feels is the ultimate death to my soul which has died several times. Maybe itll rebirth in this lifetime again or not. Either way. This I wouldn't wish on anyone to go thru life like this. It just you feel the physical pain as if you are literally in a boxing ring body blow after body blow. Only thing I can think of is how if I lose my humor I will become unresponsive.
I don't want to feel sad or alone
All the guys I was with left me and just stopped talking to them like I meant nothing to them....ive been cheated on....used....lied to....replaced....left behind....called names....all i feel as if I'm not worth being loved....i have all these happy things planned when I was with my last 2 ex's....but they left me....ive been replaced and lied to so much that its hard to count how many times its happened....whenever anyone stays....im surprised....im not surprised if someone leaves me....i say I'm used to it..i say I'm fine..i say don't worry about me, ill be ok...but in reality I'm I don't want to be used to it..im not fine..yes I don't want ppl to worry about me..but its hard to let ppl worry when i feel I'm burdening others when they do...ik I'm a burden, IK I'm ugly, IK I'm fat..ik i don't deserve anyone..ppl say otherwise...but they don't know me...im judged..hated for how I am...yes I love tmnt figures..i take one to school, which happens to be my favorite turtle..and I'm criticized for it..just because I'm in high school..
Ill stop ranting..im just crying rn and I don't like how a girl at my school can say mean things and without getting to know me..calls me annoying when I already feel like I'm annoying. I can relate to waking up and feeling sad..i wish life was different
"Its like your screaming, and no one can hear"
"I wanna be happy. Normal. I wanna learn what its like to wake up in the morning and not feel sad"
"And I try, so hard, and I'm never the one"
"I feel like screaming because, I don't have anyone to talk to"
"Ive been acting like I'm okay, but I'm not"
"Thats what I'm afraid of. Not being enough. Not good enough. Not smart enough. Not pretty enough"
All sound like how I feel...
Thank you for these videos! We're not alone!
This whole video is literally me , who's always trying so hard to stay alive
😭 I try so hard, but every day Is a struggle, I feel like I'm not good enough
I'm here looking for things I can relate to because no body really cares, nor understand, I'm about to give up
I feel the same. We have to keep going. Sending hopeful thoughts 💗
This video has described me at the moment I feel like I can’t talk any friends about how I’m feeling. I worry a lot about everything which is sad and I hate it recently I have been getting better but still feel down and ik there is so many people out there who feel the same I wish life was more fair 😔
There’s this guy that I like and he always says he loves me, but I honestly doubt it sometimes. I feel like I’m a horrible person, and that I can never help him, all I ever do is crush his heart. I don’t want to but I can’t help but keep saying to myself “You’re not good enough, your ugly and heartless”. I want those voices to go away... But they just get louder and louder each time I screw up and trust me I screw up a lot. I’m only young... And I feel like I’m depressed... I just want to die, maybe the world would be a better place without me. But at the same time I know it won’t... I have done good things, I have made people smile, and people do care about me. I am strong and confident, and so are you, even when you think you’re weak and defenceless, you are brave and true to yourself. Don’t let those voices take over you, or they’ll take over your life and the way you live it. Smile, be happy, don’t think about the potential bad things, think about everything that could go right. You’re young, and you have an entire life ahead of you. Don’t let it go to waste.
Look up girls are like apples on google. 😀 please.
I always drag mtself back to being depressed.....eveb if im starting to feel ok....im afraid to leave my depression cause its been my company for so long... i dont lnow who i am with out it....
Harry my baby...
Naomi Styles it hurts so much
My cupcake..
this is what I needed aw
How I feel everyday one day you're living good you got a beautiful home you thought you had somebody that loved you turned out to be nothing but abuse and torment and now the loneliness has got me I'll never be good enough for nobody when you've been tortured and battted down so bad sometimes you don't even want to live you just lay on the couch existing not even living that's how I feel
I have one friend who care a lot about me...She lives far away. .But that's the only thing that I have..Before she came into my life, I was empty with nothing left. I know she will help me but it still feels numb
I just got out of an amazing relationship.. And ever since then I feel like I wasnt enough for him. That I was so ugly and that's why he lost feelings for me.. My best friend tells me what I think is bull shit.. But I think it's true.. I am not good enough.. and it kills me every time I think about it.. sometimes I just want it all to end..
Relationships don't always work, don't blame yourself! maybe you guys weren't meant to be, but you /are/ enough, you /are/ worth it and someday someone will come along and see that and love you for who you are. Don't give up!
I have a guy friend we we're pretty close when I first met him last year we texted we hanged out but this summer he started ignoring me and then at school it's not the same.. and I can't even get one text from him but he has time texting other girls... weird
those guys are not worth it. all they want is girl after girl, you could find so much better.
not every guy's the same👍 I've been played by girls alot never actually let anyone in only two girls but when they got in.. ow well
i done my best i spoiled her emotionally and physically everything i even spend all of the money i have on her but what do i get? always a fuckin rejection no matter how much i try there's always this guy who's way better than me i try my best you know? but my best is NEVER good enough~
Wow this hits home.
This relates so well to how I feel every day
I wish November 2018 never happened.
I'm not good enough either
"I've been acting like I'm okay, but I'm not... Those words hit deep 💔
I relate to this so much. I know what these characters went through. Still currently going through it.
Describes me all the way.
Please help me Lord
I'm tired of this pain
I'm tired of my anxiety
I'm tired of thinking that people don't care about me
My friend's boyfriend hates me
I'm scared that my closest friend will leave me like the last time
I'm scared my closest friend will give up on me and lose interest
I'm scared my closest friend regrets things that she does or says sometimes that mean alot to me
I'm scared of rejection
I'm scared of everything
Lord help me please make everything ok
Help my closest friend too please if shes feeling down
Help me
Please
Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh, the innocence of believing it will ever get better.
Of trusting medications, treatments, relationships, "friendships", "love"...
Then the beautiful and greatest realization that none of that matters unless you want it to, that you make your own path beyond what any construct of social emotional or lawful life can have any effect, YOU, make your path, and everything else be damned.
Depression isn't a choice man...It's a serious mental health problem that is extremely hard to cure/ solve.
I feel this video deeply
No one understands. This video describes me.
could someone tell me the name of the background song,?
it's in the description box, it's an instrumental version of mad world by Gary Jules
Rhea Navik sound of silence
sometimes i look at some people and everything they do is perfect, they are loved and admired by everyone, and i feel so jealous because i want to be as good as them. i want people to love me as much as they love them, but i'm useless and good enough.
My world is falling apart..... Without you 😢😢
song?
stephany tatis description box
Mad world
all thru my elementary years. I've felt I wasn't good enough..was struggling fr elementary school thru highschool. my parents keep telling me why Im not like the other kids or my cousins..then I have a relationship a guy while I was in highschool. I was with him for the first few years we dated was well..I thought he could help me be the better me. Then, he's telling me I'm not good enough, why Im like this and that. all my life...why I deserve this life..why should I live..why I have all this pain that I'm feeling..How can I be happier...I wished life becomes better than this..
J Patajo
Sweetie 😊 you are beautiful 💗 and just because I don't know you or have ever seen you doesn't mean that I don't know you're Beautiful 🌺
I know this because God created you and God doesn't make junk🦋
I experienced the same things you did as I was growing up. I got compared to my brother by my father when we were in grade school, he was the braniac between both of us. I was bullied at school, I was either too ugly or too dumb to be anyone's friend or part of the group. Rejected by my own family marked as the black sheep of the family, I hated who I was, I wanted to be somebody else, anybody but me. I hated life, couldn't understand it, couldn't cope with it, so I thought suicide was my answered, attempted it and thank God I never succeeded☝️
See sweetie when we are born, we are created wonderfully, beautiful in every way. God doesn't make junk, it's the world that puts labels on us, or tells us we have to be a certain way in order to be accepted or approved in life. We begin to listen to the lies and we try and try to gain status from others, whether it be from family, friends, coworkers, spouses, boyfriend's or whomever. We become so fixated on what what they are saying about us, we don't really see who we are from the get go hon. God loves His creations darling🦋
See I had to learn to discover who I was and what I was gifted with and run with that. I had to focus on all the good qualities God blessed me with and show others that we are not all the same, that would be boring. I had to see how smart I was, how unique I was and love me, the wonderful me I was because God don't make junk. I love who I am, for who God made me. Am I perfect? No, no, no...oh no, not by far. Please, God is still working on me, you know working on my heart. My actions speak louder than any words I have ever spoken. I don't know if you believe in God or not sweetie but He is real. Life doesn't have to be dreary, or dark. It's not going to be perfect either, but I'll tell you what.....the days don't always seem down, and there is sunshine even on cloudy days🌞🌈🌞💖🦋😊🌈
Remember, God is waiting for you to reach out to Him☝️
God bless you😊🦋
Literally every quote explains where I’m at right now 😔 I’m trying to focus on my mental health this year but it’s so hard
thanks for all the video....I got strength when ever I watch it