I'm turning 28, new job, new field, no lover, constant no name sadness... My only goal in live is finding peace but I have no idea. Everytime it becomes either hold on to everything or giving up everything. Most of the time, I know I feel sad, really sad, I want to cry but I can't... it feels like crying and screaming but no tears. There only 1 thought that keep me going is there is a chance, maybe... that life could be better... To anyone who read this, I can't say I understand your sadness or your struggle, but please, keep trying and held hope that we find a way to appreciate and enjoy life. Maybe not today, not tomorrow... but someday, it must be.
Your words resonate deeply. 🌱 Navigating sadness is hard, but holding onto even the smallest hope can light the path forward. You’re not alone in this journey. One day, the peace you seek may come, gently and quietly. Keep going. 💫
I read this and started to tear up. Same boat but, different paths. I just started recovering from severe depression that lasted 8 years and just a week ago had a strong realization (really strong) that this false narrative I'm telling myself is true but it doesn't have to be this way. You said you couldn't cry anymore, I thought so too, but last week the tears came flowing and it felt like I finally have myself back. I started going to the gym, trying to eat healthier, meditating and exploring my hometown more. I'm better than I was a couple years ago. It does get better but there are some hard days. But we deserve happiness, not loneliness and grief. I hope you find your happiness soon, stranger! ✌
How to be happy. Choose “seems more happy” “heart lightening choice”at all options in your life. Doesn’t it seem really simple? Good luck from Japan (^_^)/
When I reached a certain age, I began to realize certain things about life. Although social exclusion forced me to become more closed off, I started learning more about myself every day. Starting fitness became the best tool for me in this regard. It's been 8 months since I started, and my friend, every time I looked in the mirror, I used to hate myself. But now, looking in the mirror gives me courage. Seeing my physical progress shows me that I’m not stagnant, that I am improving every day. My advice to any man reading this who feels insecure or like an empty shell is to start fitness. Trust me, it will change your life in every way.
this comment section is like a therapist that doesn't ask you for money, they're only there to help. you just get to vent your feelings like into a pillow
ive recently have realized why i care about people so much, and why i think being lonley is a crucial heartbreaking part in all of our lives, sometimes its good to be alone. but to feel like no one cares about you or love you just cause you exist is such an unbearable pain to feel. when i was growing up i loved to do so many things, everyone made me feel like i was an outcast, not loved, and nobody asked me if anything was wrong, so i really wanted to grow up and be that inspiration and hope in people lifes, but sometimes people dont care about you and thats not something you can change. thanks for reading have a wonderful day
Your heart is so beautifully big, and your reflections show true strength. Remember, not everyone will see your light, but that doesn’t make it any less radiant. 🫂💜
Oh… I feel that… I feel so lonely even when Im with my "friends" I feel like I could dissapear and they wouldnt notice, so I try to do what I would want others to do to me… But I feel tired, interacting with people is hard A part of me wants to stay alone, another desperately wants attention and care I dont know how to go about it… I should probably let go and see where it gets me but thats so hard
Im almost there into my adult self. My life hasn’t been the greatest though it had its ups and downs. The feeling of loneliness, passing unexpectedly, and being stuck in the past alongside with a overthinking mind made me suffer for many years hoping to go back and relive the days where I wasn’t surviving but having a hell of a time with others. But now and days, I used to rot in my room all day ruining myself, letting life itself pick a path for me. All I know now is that a special somebody came into my life and lifted me off the ground, now im trying everything to support myself alongside of making my own path and being able to do more. Its not bad to have people pick you up from time to time but only you can change your life and you must be able to pick yourself up too. Stay safe out there and im always here to listen to you rant whenever you need!
Also, Jesus payed for it when I gave his life in trade for yours. ❤ You are bought free from your sin, and can safely rest in it. 😊 I recommend reading in Matteus' book. He wrote down what he saw and what Jesus said back when he was here. Also, "Chosen" is a good visual series I recommend. Have a nice day, and hopefully a nice eternity. God only wants good for you, but good isn't always what you want. But it's what you need, and what really is good for you. So it's like receiving a loving parent, who listens and takes care of you lovingly, and are in control (thankfully) and tells you turn from sin.
@@user-oj3om6oz5nI'd rather not believe in that guy. Considering he wants to torture me for all eternity simply because I'm trans. Not the kinda guy I think deserves worshiping.
I'm 16, and I just feel so alone an miserable, I don't have any friends and I feel like everyone hates me because most people act like im annoyingor weird. My family is great by I feel like I can't believe them when they say they love me because I don't feel like anyone could love me. I suppressed my entire personality to avoid being bullied and now I feel so empty, and even I don't know who I am anymore. I'm just trying to make it through each day hoping someday I'll find people who care I'll love myself enough to believe they actually do. Thank you for the relaxing song and a place to vent.
I hear your pain, and it’s okay to feel lost sometimes. Your worth goes beyond others’ opinions. Let your true self breathe, even if it’s scary. In time, you’ll find people who genuinely care.
In my opinion self love is one of the most important aspects of one's. Take a second to think about your situation. "What does this teach me? I've been in a similar situation before. This can teach you to love others beyond measure because for all you know they maybe in the same situation. There is sunshine awaiting you on the other side of this storm you just have to make it through. Stay strong brother.
Well, I was extremely anxious and stressed yesterday and this video appeared in my recommendations, the name of the video caught my attention and I clicked without much expectation. It was totally worth it
Sometimes my life feels like a broken record… every day I wake up and do my best to give my best but it’s just never enough. I don’t know if it’s not enough for myself or for others, maybe both. I have a partner and I really hope she is the one but dating is scary. I’ve been hurt in the past in awful ways and although I want to move past it, my mind just never does… I feel myself running through the same cycle almost every day. Wake up, try to get out of bed, try to feel happy and give my best, but ultimately just try to get through another day with a looming raincloud hovering over me… the only thing that really helps me keep going is hope for a better day in the future, a day without rain clouds. If you decided to read this, stay hopeful. The world is a better place with you here. I believe in you
🌦️💜 You’re doing more than you realize-every step is progress, even in the rain. Your hope is your light. Trust it, and lean on those who love you. 🫂☯️ You’re enough, always. Better days are waiting. 🌈💤
Honestly, it's been so long now... that the rainclouds almost feel like part of who I am. Like I should just stay in this place, and I guess there's some comfort in that, yaknow?
@Oni-Joshu I understand that it is nice to stay comfortable, but that is no way to live or grow. If you always stay comfortable, if you stay under those clouds, things may never get any better than they are. Don't ever settle on anything that can be better. Step by step, do some things that make you uncomfortable it will help a lot as long as you take it slow. You have so much potential don't limit yourself just because you might feel a little uncomfortable.
@goocrafting6926 The only person you should try to be better for is yourself. Trying to meet someone else's expectations is like trying to catch up to a car that is slowly always out running you. When you think that you are never enough, ask yourself if you are giving your all. If the answer is yes, then you are enough for yourself, and that's all that matters. Remember, the harder the storm, the more beautiful the rainbows.
I saw other people posting about their lives, so I guess I will too. I'm 23, but my entire life has been a mess. Not because of anyone, just me. I couldn't learn from my mistakes due to my anxiety and fears, which caused so many people to become distant with me. I've lost so many friends and those who enjoyed what I've done on the internet, and it doesn't feel fair to keep on going, in a way. Depression sucks because its so easy to hide your feelings away from those that actually love you. I miss what I used to do. I miss being young. I miss the spark I had that allowed me to create, and yet, I'm trying. I'm still gonna try for the sake of others. It's always been for others and not myself. I have plans to create a story game, but its gonna take quite some time to finish it. I created some characters for my game and I hope I can finally finish something for once, because I care about these characters I've created, and want to give that story to others to enjoy. I just hope that when I finish it, people will enjoy it, no matter how small of an amount that might be.
I'm not exactly a poet with words, but just a man with experience. I have also pushed people away because of my mental state, and to this day, it is the one thing I regret the most in my life. You do learn to accept it, though. You must realize your past self was done the best he could. So are you know. Losses are just lessons in disguise. Also, what's your game going to be called, and what is it going to be about if you're willing to share.
I'm 21, and I know where I am, who I am, who I want to be, where I want to go, etc. Yet I'm still regularly hitting an unexplainable wall of empty feeling at night even though I feel fulfilled with the way my life is going during the day. It's like as soon as I'm alone I get floating at sea, but when I am distracted by life, nothing's wrong.
Turning 21 in a couple weeks myself, and I feel you, man. But hey, think about it like this, with that empty feeling at night, now you have room to make it into something that's worth striving for. Use those moments to reflect and search for the thing that truly fills that hole in a way that makes you feel content. And if nothing fits that hole, you have the room to create a purpose all your own. Stay stong brother. We'll all make it through this shithole, one day at a time.
It's okay to feel that way. Sometimes, when we're alone, we face parts of ourselves we might not fully understand yet. You're doing great, and this is just a part of the journey. 🫂💜☯️
Sometimes or even most of the time, not knowing the next step in life is a good and refreshing yet scary thing. But we all need a suprise every once and a while❤
Im currently 29 and turning 30 next year currently trying to find work and go back to uni and move out. It’s been hell especially while dealing with toxic family. I really hope I move out before I turn 30 next year
I just randomly stumbled across this .... and I don't regret it. The first song playing is exactly how I think feeling at peace would sound like. When there is so much static, noise, and distractions we often forget and take for granted the peaceful & silent times. We forget that we don't have to pretend to be what others and society wants us to be. Our real self is the ideal. The darkness tries to surround us, it will try to dye us in it's colors. Don't surrender to it. Remember!!! You are a canvas, your heart the brush, your hopes, dreams, and wishes are the paint. Your fate is in your own hands not theirs.
This is beautifully said. Your strength and clarity shine through. Keep holding the brush, painting with your dreams, and creating the life you truly desire. You’re unstoppable. 🫂💜
Just gonna share a bit of my philosophy here. I think that life is about personal pleasure. To me, I am the only person that matters, I am the center of my life. It's my belief that eternal pleasure comes with heaven. It is also my belief that, by bringing happiness to others, you bring happiness to yourself, in this world, and helps you achieve that eternal pleasure. Share when you have little. Help others even if you are in trouble. Give more than you receive. And if you cant give help others, help yourself. A little break from everything can go a long way. Go for a walk, lay in the grass and look at the sky.
23, just finished university (like top 5 of my generation), jobless at the moment, having some personal issues with some relations over there. I currently installing mods for Civilization VI and found this to put on background, with a cup of milk tea with honey, just after excersizing and bathing to relax myself. Thank you so much, its awesome to find this rare gems.
We all are on a Boat on an endless sea we call life some pepole we meet on our way are also on a boat some and abandon their boat to join yours for example your family are Always with you in that boat of yours and as you get older this boat becomes bigger and more pepole can join you and these pepole we call friends come and go but these you know for a long time won't just leave you and the others will but than you know these that stayed are true friends these pepole are a big part of your life and won't bail on you that easily and if some of them leave your boat they will stay on your wave maybe to far to touch but you still can see eachother and remember we all start as a castaway but like i said we all have the same journey and Destination some of us will reach it faster than the others but in the end we are not alone And with that i wish you all the best in life❤ And this playlist is calming just like a light breeze on a summer night gentle and comforting and this breeze takes all the stress and doubt with it
23, new place, got a job, unresolvable loneliness cause I'm unable to make friends or keep someone I care about close to me. I am constantly stressed out and on the verge of exploding, I don't know how to truly relax. It feels like I'm constantly running away from everything, but the present has too much pain to properly enjoy it. I missed some important phases of my life, now I yearn for them but I have no energy or time anymore. I don't know how much longer I will last before crashing out. I always hope things will get better and keep telling myself to suck it up, but man I'm tired.
A lot of things are happening in this world, some good, some bad. Just thinking about it makes me anxious. In these moments, this kind of music helps me calm down and concentrate on my work. Even if it's just for a few moments I'm grateful. So thank you. I hope y'all have sweet moments in your life. ✨
I so wish I could experience inner peace. I get the feeling that I'll never stop hating myself and never be able to handle my emotions, no matter how much I achieve, I'll never be good enough for me. I'll always be a burden on those I love.
Even in your hardest moments, know that you're doing your best. Self-love takes time-let yourself grow gently. You’re more loved and valuable than you realize, one step at a time. 🌱
@@heartbroken_club Question is how to self love when we are subconsciously sabotaging it without knowing. The harder we try the harder it get to actually made some progress
You need to let go of all the worries in the world. Forgive and accept who you are, how you feel, and how you look. Say positive words to yourself. Hug yourself. Be grateful for how far you've come. Be grateful for what you have. The more you want the less you'll be happy. You are stronger than you think. Your body loves you just the way you are. And we love you for you so be yourself. Love yourself and you'll find peace within. I hope this message helps and guides you on your journey of loving yourself.
I hope at least something can bring your some peace at a moment, u deserve it, and damn it feel so good to calm our mind and just breath quietly for few sec, love ya
this music really is comforting, i somehow feel like i have always heard this? yet i know i haven't which makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside hehe!.
I love this playlist so much. My mind is often so busy and scary, full of thoughts and worries and feelings turned to a painful frequency. This group of songs feels like a soft hug and, like the title says, inner peace. As a disabled 23 year old without a job or an obvious future, I don't get to feel much peace or calm so this respite is... it's amazing. If anyone is reading this, you deserve this space for yourself. You deserve a moment of calm in this storm of a life. We all do. Remember to breathe
this is actually crazy, IM always that calm dude never opening up and when I saw the vid I thought nothing of it but Im listening to it right now and I havent been this truly relaxed and calm in many many years PS: even tho life can be hard all suffering in the world ends with beauty
I am glad that this showed up on my recommend. This makes me feel at peace, I feel like I can take a break and actually relax.. My mind isn't covered in all the worries I have, It's like you're in a floating cloud and as calm as can be. Thank you for this.
turning 18 this year and honestly I've always wanted to become old enough to have my own job, get my own place and do something I've always dreamed of. But now that I'm older it doesn't feel right to do what I've dreamed and being with a family that expects you to do everything like your some kind of robot makes me feel like I'm just a item to be used. I don't know what I want to do as dating kinda sucks this generation as I've dated only once and it sucks as they use for temporary or until they'er bored of you. I'm completely lost at the moment and don't know if I should continue or completely stop.
"If you can't fly, run, if you can't run, walk, if you can't walk crawl, but by all means, keep moving forward." MLK. You may lose your direction in life sometimes, but always remember the main goal of life is to better ones self. You must find independence from your family. Don't abandon them just try to get away from them. Even with your family you must keep chase your dreams. Every day your older self regrets that you didn't start yesterday. Keep going brother I believe in you.
For a while, i felt i made peace with myself. i felt truly happy again for the first time in a while, but recently, again, i am just hit with an unexplainable sadness and just feel so exhausted, but ive also found it so hard to fall asleep too so i can wake up for work at night. I just wish i knew why this was happening so i could help myself feel better again.
I’m sorry the sadness returned. It’s okay to feel that way. Life often moves in waves. Let yourself breathe, even when sleep feels far away. Your body and mind need gentle compassion right now. This darkness will pass, and you’ll find your light again. 🫂💜
You're amazing! I'm so glad this resonates with you. Keep spreading that kindness-it's like a ripple of positivity! Wishing you peace and joy always. 🫂💜
This “one day” is closer than you think. If you can think about that “one day”, maybe you can imagine how it will be. What you will look like. The people you will be surrounded by. The things you will be doing. The qualities of character you will have, the skills you will possess. Things you will believe in. This better, stronger you will look at the world differently to enjoy it. Maybe you can imagine how you reach out your hand in that “some day”. Feel how it is to be that person, live that life. Let this feeling be your guiding star. Maybe, at times when you’re sad and lost, you can remember of your guiding star. Maybe then, however dark the times, your star will allow you to feel a bit less lost, a bit less disoriented. For now you will have somewhere to move. The light that guides you.
Enough emotional pain and you can lose control of your body as it starts shaking and your eyes start leaking and your teeth start chattering. Even if you ignore the way others treat you, your body cant. The way others treat you matter to your own health and how you treat yourself, more so than how you treat yourself. You are not the master of your fate, no matter how much an enemy you make of your body in trying to stop it from doing what it naturally does, until you change the way others treat you to where your actions do finally matter.
Your emotions are deeply felt, and it’s okay to release them. 🫂💜 Your body has its wisdom, and it tells you when it’s overwhelmed. Don’t ignore the importance of kindness, from others and yourself. 💖
because many are posting their age and feelings i will too. i’m 15 and i got my permit back in november. i have a lot of goals in my life and a future planned ahead for me. but sometimes i feel that i just want to give up when things get tough. i get impatient and want to quit waiting to be happy. right now, i have an amazing girlfriend of 3 months that was also my first body. ever since i met her, i knew it was love and i have been my happiest ever. i am scared that i will be left for somebody better because i feel like im such a loser and sometimes i can be really mean. i know it’s not toxic but i just get anxious. she somehow can still love me and hold my face in her hands and call me handsome. i hope she sees me the way i see her. i feel that she is so perfect and beautiful, far out of my league. i’ve always dated ugly mean girls because i felt that’s what i deserve, and the only people that would wanna date someone like me. she has taught me so much and i have definitely been a better person. but there is an issue, i have lied to her about very important things in my past and experiences with other women thay i know she would view as important. i don’t know what to do or how to live with that secret because i think about it even more everyday and how i shouldn’t of lied from the start. when we first met, i had sculpted myself out to be this innocent, lovely man but i am not that. i don’t know how to tell her and i honest to god don’t think i ever will and the urge to speak will pass. i just hope she doesn’t find this comment because her and i share many interests. if someone cares to read all of this, please i advise you to be an honest person from the start. i made the mistake of making a habit of lying and deep down i am a horrible person. i have never told anyone this. the reason i am on this video is because i need to make peace with things, i have had nothing but nightmares the past few months i’ve known her, it might be my lies haunting me in my sleep. these videos are the only things keeping my dreams tame and somewhat normal. thank you
Damn this always hits home so I guess I’ll throw out there what’s on my mind. I’m dating an amazing dude who I truly love but every day I wonder if he truly love me and if I’m horrible to him. Some days even when he’s there I just want to blast my brains out… but some days I feel fine… I don’t know
There is no way in knowing if he truly loves you or not. But that's the part about love I love the most. The uncertainty, putting yourself all out there for one person and hoping they except you or love you. If he truly doesn't love you and / or doesn't really want you, it's his loss. Don't try to shine brighter for the people with sunglasses on.
I didn’t expect all the positivity XC Thanks you two! For the first guy the dating going really good! For the second one I truly appreciate it and that is a great way to think of it
Maybe, I'll come back after i'm heartbroken for some reason. Right now, my life is good without any particular problems. I''m really happy, appreciating each second of life. See ya guys soon.
In the grand scheme of things, our existence is but a breath, yet within that breath lies the power to create and destroy. Every action, every thought, ripples through the universe, shaping the reality we experience. *To be, is to become, and to become is to be eternal. Endlessly so.* Buddha and the Universe is with all of us.
I'm just 17, and not like my life is a wreck like most other people in these comments say, you could say I'm rather successful instead, but I really don't feel like it despite what everyone around me says. Screw what I just said, it is a wreck the last 3-4 years. I don't feel like I know where I'm going or what I'm doing... I come back to feeling sad every time and just spill it out in work, which is effective but in the end just delays the causes of my problems. I hardly feel like keeping going, every time I stand up I want to sit on the floor, but then my clothes will get dirty, so I don't do it.
It’s okay to feel lost sometimes, even when things seem to be going well on the outside. 🫂 Life isn’t a straight path, and it’s okay to sit down, take a breath, and let yourself feel. 💜 You’ll find your way, just take it one step at a time.
I'm 19, currently attending college sophmore year, with one lover atm. I feel like the only thing keeping me running is my friends, and I don't want to leave their side. Nothing interests me besides drawing (side of ADHD), games, and my friends. I wanna communicate, maybe hell we even share a house together for a time being, figured it'd be cool. I realize other people have their own lives to live and I want to help keep them going. I have no idea what's gonna happen when they slip away. I guess that's why I want to make games (It's my major). So that people can enjoy the time they have playing my future game with their friends, heck even if its one of those pick a random steam game and forget it type of nights. Anyway, thought everyone was sharin' their thought so I might as well. A nice calm december night, about to sleep. Thanks.
Two weeks after breaking up with the love of my life, and I'm realizing now that life is... Unfair. Sometimes bad things just happen, and despite my efforts to make things work I find myself in a difficult spot of not being able to grasp my surroundings and truly move forward in life. I was wronged, yet it has only been two weeks and they've seemingly already moved on entirely with someone else they're interested in. I cannot stop grieving, and it feels like a large chunk of my soul is missing. I wish I cared about people less.
My love is in jail for 4 years and i couldnt talk to him, any communications or even saw him for weeks, and since im in a constant panic x despair.. And tonight, suddently, i was just as usual wasting my time on youtube after hard day of work and fakin smile, and then, just got a call from stranger number, answerin it, to hear HIM ! It was bout one minute or less, but this one minute gave me so much peace and calm my whole entire body. Im gonna be strong for him, because he is for both of us. This stupid world can be so hard to breath in, I barely understand the half of it and strugglin everyday tryin to find à lill space for me somewhere, but i take and keep deep in my heart this quiet moment where I can live instead of survive. Hope u can find a moment like this tonight, I think bout you, wherever you r lill human made of stars.
That one minute was pure magic, a spark of life in the chaos. 🫂💜 Stay strong, because love like yours lights up even the darkest places. Wishing you more moments of peace and strength. ☔
Since some peoples are sharing their lifes, I'll do it too !! Well, I'm 16, turning 17 soon and even if some peoples might think that "you're so young, you can't know what reak life is", life sucks. I can't remember much of my life but I can tell that I've never lived in a happy and rich familly. Now, I'm sixteen, I have a job, I can have some money, I have a car (alsmost a car, it's not like a big car but it's one that I can have at my age) and I don't know why I'm doing all of this. I don't want to work so early but it's the only way to escape. I'm in pastry right now but I'l planning on leaving soon. My mind is kinda messy, I've veen diagnosed with depression a year ago and I like to draw and to write to explain how I feel. I don't know how to express my feelings in another way that art, I feel like an actor, making their movie, playing a role on a stage, not fully in control with themselves. Every time I think that I feel better, life always sends something awfull to put me back on the ground. I'm sort of used to it now. The feeling of never ending pain. I like to represent myself wearing a mask. I feel more comfortable with a mask on my face. But, hey, there's hope ! So, for anybody reading this, follow your dreams, make your way in life, I believe in you ! ❤
I read your comment and I get curious. Can you share a few more details ? I can t help you but I like to read or hear about other people struggles. I believe it gives more perspective on life and can help one realise they are not alone in this or that their situation is not that bad compared to others. What catched my atention is that you work at 16. In my country you can t work until 18, at least not legally. And even then most just continue with their studies or wathever for a while.
@andyangel9818 I understand, I used to be very curious about people struggles too but I guess I just had enough of it ahah ! I'm am french so in my country, it's legal to work at 16, you are still in some type of school but only a week by month, the rest of the time you work ! And sometimes we don't even have a week by month due to Christmas for exemple ! It's nice from you to be interessed into my life, thank you ❤️
Whenever you have a couple bad days just look back sometime. Remember how far you've come. And the. Try to imagine how far you can go. These bad days, weeks, months, all help you become a better person in the future. The fact that you draw is amazing too finding ways to express yourself is amazing in challenging times.
Look, I'm 15 and I'm trying to just find my purpose... Sure I may be a little weird and immature for my age but nothing I do seems to satisfy anyone. I try my best to make people happy. Even if it means clowning myself and making myself seem dumb. I constantly get people telling me to (off myself) and I've seriously considered it. I just don't have the strength to do it. I just don't know what to do anymore. And recently, my life has been a living hell. I was accused of saying something racist in school and no one, even my "friends" never wanted to hear me out. Everyone always said, "You're not trustworthy". Even my own parents never believe anything I say anymore. I seriously think I have short term memory loss but every time I tell my parents they say, "No you don't, stop lying for attention." The only person who believes me and accepts me is my sister. I just don't know what to do and I've found out that I'm a chronic over apologizer. (Sorry for writing a novel😅)
Dude, live to satisfy yourself and no one else. If you try to satisfy everyone you'll only find the people disapointed in you. I really wish i could hug you and be there for you because you remind me of my younger self. Don't de-grade yourself for people aproval. The fact that you have your sister is amazing. Hold onto that, make her the reason your heart beat everyday. If you really lost all hope think about how sad she would be. Make sure she can never say i HAD a brother. Keep living things will get better. They always do. It may take years or months or could be tomorrow but it will get better. Just realized how much I'm yapping 😅. Just please please pleaseee never do anything to yourself. Hang on
Today was terrible day for me as I saw my parents fighting and my mom acting berserk hitting the walls and screaming her lungs out. It's just one of those days asking if is it worth it. I cut myself knowing life falls apart
If you are still in this situation. There is nothing you can really do but try to find happiness in the everyday. Be glad the bus picked you up, be glad that your heating turned on. Things like that. Make sure you take care of your don't do anything that would put your mom in more distress
@@heartbroken_club most individuals are defined by their moments of self-doubt or moments of happiness- or just moments in general. so, i cant help but think that experiencing self-doubt will definitely have an impact on how you act around others.
Everyone keeps talking about how you have to accept yourself. But I don't understand, the only way im going anywhere is personal growth. My weakness can't be who I am, this can't be l am.
🫂 Personal growth is important, but embracing your current self is also part of the journey. 💜 You’re not defined by your weaknesses, but by your ability to rise from them. 🌸
Sometimes I really wish I had never discovered my identity and stayed ignorant of the worlds' evils... Everyone has been against me just for who I am and for wanting a better and freer world. I so desperately want to help my fellow lgbt brothers, sisters, and enbies, but how can I when I cant even help myself... I want to make my positive mark on the world so badly. I know im still young but everything seems so bleak. The only good thing that has happened to me this year was finding my amazing girlfriend and I am never letting go of her. Despite me losing everything, she is the sole reason I'm still alive and going. Remain defiant and keep pushing for that dream. I believe in you. 💙
I'm in a similar position. Just know that you are not a problem. I am glad you found someone who mutually loves you. Sometimes, that's all we need. Constant grasping. Trying to go through everyday life, but you are just in chaos in your head. Wanting to scream and cry out but not knowing when or maybe even sometimes how. However, at least from my expirience, giving empathy and love to those feelings will help. I scream at the world and wonder why it doesn't answer, but everything inside me is screaming at me and I don't answer. Everyone has stuff affecting them that hurts weather that be lack of acceptance, greed, drive for more, or even external things like poverty, ect. I often think about how sometimes the more we know about eachother the more it tears us apart. Look at this comment section everyone is free of fear and judgment because no one knows anything about them. You are not special, you are unique, just like everyone else discovering this world in their own individual way, that is beauty in my eyes. Anyway sorry this was just a dump of ideas. I hope you will find peace, and who knows, maybe peace will just find you.
Same here, I became aware too young. Which only brought me the sorrows of the world. Despite me being alone for my whole life, I love seeing people in couples. I really hope you two have a great life together ❤️
I’m so proud of your strength. 🫂💜 Even on the toughest days, remember your light is still shining bright, and you're not alone. Stay strong for yourself and your dream. ☯️🫂
I’m a teen almost done with middle school and my mom judges everything even my friends one of them wrote a horror story and it had me dying so does it mean I’m hated? My mom thinks it does….
No. It doesn't mean your hated. Your mom judges because she cares about you very much. Your friend may have just thought killing you wasn't a big deal. No body hates you
Im only 18, and i have everything figured out for the next four years, but i lack companionship... Ik, ik, 'Youre 18, you shouldn't worry about that', but it is hard living everyday without someone to hold me. Im heavily oriented on physical touch and affection, and without it i feel empty. So night time is hard... The day is easy, but the night? Not at all.
Apparently we’re venting in here so haha here’s mine I’m 20, live with my family, and am expected to graduate college in May of this coming year (2025). I have one friend, who’s been my friend since we were toddlers, and a boyfriend I’ve been dated for a year. I love both of them a lot, but I never want to see them. When I’m not with them I feel fine. Miserable, but a familiar kind of miserable. I feel miserable when I’m with them too, like I’d rather be alone and doing nothing but doom scroll. No matter what I’m doing I hate it and want to be doing something else. I always feel lonely no matter how much time I spend with others and how much I open up so I never feel like trying. I never have motivation to do the things I used to enjoy. The only time I feel like my life is exciting is when things are going wrong. It sucks but it’s something that takes me out of this stupid routine I’ve been stuck in all my life. Get up, go to class, study, go to the next class, rot in bed or hang out with people, go to bed way to late, wake up early, and so on. Life feels like it’s going way to fast and yet so slow. So much happens but nothing interesting. Sometimes I just want to cut everyone off and run away. I know my life will never be without pain, but I’m just so sick of the same pain and the same problems and the same tasks to complete. I always hope that the next milestone will give me some relief but it never does. Maybe graduating college and moving out will help me? Idk. Idk. Idk. I don’t know what I want so I don’t know what to do. I don’t feel like I love anything or anyone. The only way I know I love people is because I feel pain when my brain tries to convince me they don’t care about me. That’s a feeling. I like that feeling. That’s the only way I can connect with anyone anymore: by anxiety. I just feel so empty. I need help but no one can help me because no one knows what’s wrong.
Jesus Christ is the Way the Truth and the Life ✝❣ John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
Are only the first and last songs in this playlist available on Spotify, I can't seem to find the others and I'd love to put them into my lofi playlist.
I don't want to be an adult. They're not to be trusted, they say they listen, but doesn't adapt their "advices" to your problems, they invalidate your feelings, they share those amazing moments with you only for those moments to not actually matter, they ignore your pain or just don't see it, they're grumpy and doesn't seem to find joy in anything, why would I wanna be any of this? To be respected? Look, I know, they don't have bad intentions, but why are they forcing us to wear a mask around them when they don't even bother to wear one around us? Why do I have to face punishment for my true feelings? And why is it such a bad thing if... If I decide that I don't want to be part of this world?
in my opinion, i agree that so many adults are horrible. i myself am about to go from my home and never see my family again, i will lose so much. and i feel like you may feel the same about losing so much, as our childhood guides are future, but if it is filled with liers calling others liers then were do we fit in?. maybe you and i can be the true adults, we can be honest even when lets face it, it hurts sometimes. there is a thing i used to tell my only friend when she would ask me a question that would have been better for a lie rather then the truth. i told her my honest thoughts and said that the way i see it, i could lie and let someone else tell the truth in a cruel and horrible way, or i could be the one to say the truth, but in a kind manner. one that does not come from hate or ego or even spite. just my honest thoughts. life sucks, it truly does. and i have only ever found that i can be me when i fight for it. i imagine you are the same. i imagine you have hopes and dreams that you may have shared with someone, and i imagine that while they didn't say no. they most certainly didn't say yes. and i also agree with not wanting to be part of this world. i am sorry that i am not going to say it will be better. i too am trying to work out why i belong in a world that clearly made its own choice to were i should or shouldn't be... a lot of the time our dislikes of people come from pain forced on us, and not just physical pain but mental too. so for that i am sorry, i truly am. i can only hope you choose to be a better adult then all the rest. an adult that does not care for what others may think of them, they do what they know is right. i want to do such, and if you do want to be the better human, then that makes us the same!. and while we may be far away from each other or right next to each other, i would feel better knowing that i am not the only one who wants to make a better life, not just for me, and not just for you. but for everyone. imagine killing unkindness with love and care. to be the villains villain that is the peoples legend!
I know life can be tough at times but stay strong soldiers I hope for your sakes that it’ll get better. I may not relate to your guys problems but I hope that everything will get better for the both of you even if it takes years
I see your pain, and it’s okay to feel lost sometimes. 💜 It’s hard when the world feels cold and unkind. 🫂 You don’t have to wear a mask. Your feelings matter, and so do you.
bro its 5 am and its 2025 and found that piece of art
💜🫂☯️ Thankyou so much
I'm turning 28, new job, new field, no lover, constant no name sadness... My only goal in live is finding peace but I have no idea. Everytime it becomes either hold on to everything or giving up everything. Most of the time, I know I feel sad, really sad, I want to cry but I can't... it feels like crying and screaming but no tears. There only 1 thought that keep me going is there is a chance, maybe... that life could be better... To anyone who read this, I can't say I understand your sadness or your struggle, but please, keep trying and held hope that we find a way to appreciate and enjoy life. Maybe not today, not tomorrow... but someday, it must be.
Your words resonate deeply. 🌱 Navigating sadness is hard, but holding onto even the smallest hope can light the path forward. You’re not alone in this journey. One day, the peace you seek may come, gently and quietly. Keep going. 💫
I read this and started to tear up. Same boat but, different paths. I just started recovering from severe depression that lasted 8 years and just a week ago had a strong realization (really strong) that this false narrative I'm telling myself is true but it doesn't have to be this way. You said you couldn't cry anymore, I thought so too, but last week the tears came flowing and it felt like I finally have myself back. I started going to the gym, trying to eat healthier, meditating and exploring my hometown more. I'm better than I was a couple years ago. It does get better but there are some hard days. But we deserve happiness, not loneliness and grief. I hope you find your happiness soon, stranger! ✌
How to be happy. Choose “seems more happy” “heart lightening choice”at all options in your life. Doesn’t it seem really simple? Good luck from Japan (^_^)/
@@ralecty1481 thank you, that's an interesting thouhts. I'll try that
@@jjtehdude8868 yeah, I need to hear that, thank you so much
When I reached a certain age, I began to realize certain things about life. Although social exclusion forced me to become more closed off, I started learning more about myself every day. Starting fitness became the best tool for me in this regard. It's been 8 months since I started, and my friend, every time I looked in the mirror, I used to hate myself. But now, looking in the mirror gives me courage. Seeing my physical progress shows me that I’m not stagnant, that I am improving every day. My advice to any man reading this who feels insecure or like an empty shell is to start fitness. Trust me, it will change your life in every way.
this comment section is like a therapist that doesn't ask you for money, they're only there to help. you just get to vent your feelings like into a pillow
lowkey i think its corny i js clicked on the video cause for some music 😭
ive recently have realized why i care about people so much, and why i think being lonley is a crucial heartbreaking part in all of our lives, sometimes its good to be alone. but to feel like no one cares about you or love you just cause you exist is such an unbearable pain to feel. when i was growing up i loved to do so many things, everyone made me feel like i was an outcast, not loved, and nobody asked me if anything was wrong, so i really wanted to grow up and be that inspiration and hope in people lifes, but sometimes people dont care about you and thats not something you can change. thanks for reading have a wonderful day
yeah bro speak wisdom
Your heart is so beautifully big, and your reflections show true strength. Remember, not everyone will see your light, but that doesn’t make it any less radiant. 🫂💜
@@heartbroken_club 💙 🖤
A true human
Oh…
I feel that…
I feel so lonely even when Im with my "friends"
I feel like I could dissapear and they wouldnt notice, so I try to do what I would want others to do to me…
But I feel tired, interacting with people is hard
A part of me wants to stay alone, another desperately wants attention and care
I dont know how to go about it…
I should probably let go and see where it gets me but thats so hard
Im almost there into my adult self. My life hasn’t been the greatest though it had its ups and downs. The feeling of loneliness, passing unexpectedly, and being stuck in the past alongside with a overthinking mind made me suffer for many years hoping to go back and relive the days where I wasn’t surviving but having a hell of a time with others. But now and days, I used to rot in my room all day ruining myself, letting life itself pick a path for me. All I know now is that a special somebody came into my life and lifted me off the ground, now im trying everything to support myself alongside of making my own path and being able to do more. Its not bad to have people pick you up from time to time but only you can change your life and you must be able to pick yourself up too. Stay safe out there and im always here to listen to you rant whenever you need!
I wish i could feel peace for one full day again. Im so tired.
Give you a hug🫂💜
If you forgive and accept everything about yourself, you will be freed from all suffering.
thankyou💜☯️🫂✨
Also, Jesus payed for it when I gave his life in trade for yours. ❤ You are bought free from your sin, and can safely rest in it. 😊 I recommend reading in Matteus' book. He wrote down what he saw and what Jesus said back when he was here. Also, "Chosen" is a good visual series I recommend. Have a nice day, and hopefully a nice eternity. God only wants good for you, but good isn't always what you want. But it's what you need, and what really is good for you. So it's like receiving a loving parent, who listens and takes care of you lovingly, and are in control (thankfully) and tells you turn from sin.
@@user-oj3om6oz5nI'd rather not believe in that guy. Considering he wants to torture me for all eternity simply because I'm trans. Not the kinda guy I think deserves worshiping.
this comment actually helped me a little, thanks.
@ignacyprzygoda3362
I helped by UA-cam, speeches by Hitori Saito. He talks about how to be happy.
Good Luck.
from japan
im proud of you
just scrolling through the comments i see so many of your replies cheering those people up
you're doing great
Thank you so much for noticing! 🫂💜
1AM, just bathed, it's quiet and my house is dark and calm. 😌
I'm so glad you can enjoy a quiet moment in the dark.💤🫂💜
I'm 16, and I just feel so alone an miserable, I don't have any friends and I feel like everyone hates me because most people act like im annoyingor weird. My family is great by I feel like I can't believe them when they say they love me because I don't feel like anyone could love me. I suppressed my entire personality to avoid being bullied and now I feel so empty, and even I don't know who I am anymore. I'm just trying to make it through each day hoping someday I'll find people who care I'll love myself enough to believe they actually do. Thank you for the relaxing song and a place to vent.
I hear your pain, and it’s okay to feel lost sometimes. Your worth goes beyond others’ opinions. Let your true self breathe, even if it’s scary. In time, you’ll find people who genuinely care.
In my opinion self love is one of the most important aspects of one's. Take a second to think about your situation. "What does this teach me? I've been in a similar situation before. This can teach you to love others beyond measure because for all you know they maybe in the same situation. There is sunshine awaiting you on the other side of this storm you just have to make it through. Stay strong brother.
The key to happiness is to have the courage to be disliked. For you to stop worrying about what others think of you, is when you will start to bloom.
Well, I was extremely anxious and stressed yesterday and this video appeared in my recommendations, the name of the video caught my attention and I clicked without much expectation.
It was totally worth it
I’m so glad this video found you at the right time! 🫂💜
Sometimes my life feels like a broken record… every day I wake up and do my best to give my best but it’s just never enough. I don’t know if it’s not enough for myself or for others, maybe both. I have a partner and I really hope she is the one but dating is scary. I’ve been hurt in the past in awful ways and although I want to move past it, my mind just never does… I feel myself running through the same cycle almost every day. Wake up, try to get out of bed, try to feel happy and give my best, but ultimately just try to get through another day with a looming raincloud hovering over me… the only thing that really helps me keep going is hope for a better day in the future, a day without rain clouds. If you decided to read this, stay hopeful. The world is a better place with you here. I believe in you
🌦️💜 You’re doing more than you realize-every step is progress, even in the rain. Your hope is your light. Trust it, and lean on those who love you. 🫂☯️ You’re enough, always. Better days are waiting. 🌈💤
Honestly, it's been so long now... that the rainclouds almost feel like part of who I am. Like I should just stay in this place, and I guess there's some comfort in that, yaknow?
@Oni-Joshu I understand that it is nice to stay comfortable, but that is no way to live or grow. If you always stay comfortable, if you stay under those clouds, things may never get any better than they are. Don't ever settle on anything that can be better. Step by step, do some things that make you uncomfortable it will help a lot as long as you take it slow. You have so much potential don't limit yourself just because you might feel a little uncomfortable.
@goocrafting6926 The only person you should try to be better for is yourself. Trying to meet someone else's expectations is like trying to catch up to a car that is slowly always out running you. When you think that you are never enough, ask yourself if you are giving your all. If the answer is yes, then you are enough for yourself, and that's all that matters. Remember, the harder the storm, the more beautiful the rainbows.
I saw other people posting about their lives, so I guess I will too.
I'm 23, but my entire life has been a mess. Not because of anyone, just me. I couldn't learn from my mistakes due to my anxiety and fears, which caused so many people to become distant with me. I've lost so many friends and those who enjoyed what I've done on the internet, and it doesn't feel fair to keep on going, in a way. Depression sucks because its so easy to hide your feelings away from those that actually love you.
I miss what I used to do. I miss being young. I miss the spark I had that allowed me to create, and yet, I'm trying. I'm still gonna try for the sake of others. It's always been for others and not myself.
I have plans to create a story game, but its gonna take quite some time to finish it. I created some characters for my game and I hope I can finally finish something for once, because I care about these characters I've created, and want to give that story to others to enjoy.
I just hope that when I finish it, people will enjoy it, no matter how small of an amount that might be.
I'm not exactly a poet with words, but just a man with experience. I have also pushed people away because of my mental state, and to this day, it is the one thing I regret the most in my life. You do learn to accept it, though. You must realize your past self was done the best he could. So are you know. Losses are just lessons in disguise.
Also, what's your game going to be called, and what is it going to be about if you're willing to share.
make sure you remind me, I want to be one of the first people to enjoy said game. Much Love
looking forwart to experience the game youll make
I love story games, and would love to see yours when its done! Keep going, and hold onto your passion for the characters you've created.
I'm 21, and I know where I am, who I am, who I want to be, where I want to go, etc. Yet I'm still regularly hitting an unexplainable wall of empty feeling at night even though I feel fulfilled with the way my life is going during the day. It's like as soon as I'm alone I get floating at sea, but when I am distracted by life, nothing's wrong.
Turning 21 in a couple weeks myself, and I feel you, man. But hey, think about it like this, with that empty feeling at night, now you have room to make it into something that's worth striving for. Use those moments to reflect and search for the thing that truly fills that hole in a way that makes you feel content. And if nothing fits that hole, you have the room to create a purpose all your own. Stay stong brother. We'll all make it through this shithole, one day at a time.
It's okay to feel that way. Sometimes, when we're alone, we face parts of ourselves we might not fully understand yet. You're doing great, and this is just a part of the journey. 🫂💜☯️
Sometimes or even most of the time, not knowing the next step in life is a good and refreshing yet scary thing. But we all need a suprise every once and a while❤
Im currently 29 and turning 30 next year currently trying to find work and go back to uni and move out. It’s been hell especially while dealing with toxic family. I really hope I move out before I turn 30 next year
This is fricking nice listening to after the gym… truly inner peace.🕊️
So glad the music brings you true inner peace after your gym sessions! 🕊️
I just randomly stumbled across this .... and I don't regret it. The first song playing is exactly how I think feeling at peace would sound like. When there is so much static, noise, and distractions we often forget and take for granted the peaceful & silent times. We forget that we don't have to pretend to be what others and society wants us to be. Our real self is the ideal. The darkness tries to surround us, it will try to dye us in it's colors. Don't surrender to it. Remember!!! You are a canvas, your heart the brush, your hopes, dreams, and wishes are the paint. Your fate is in your own hands not theirs.
This is beautifully said. Your strength and clarity shine through. Keep holding the brush, painting with your dreams, and creating the life you truly desire. You’re unstoppable. 🫂💜
Another night another vibe
I enjoyed every single moment of this night with your music thank you so much, just keep going and going 💜💜💜
THANKYOU💜🫂
Just gonna share a bit of my philosophy here. I think that life is about personal pleasure. To me, I am the only person that matters, I am the center of my life. It's my belief that eternal pleasure comes with heaven. It is also my belief that, by bringing happiness to others, you bring happiness to yourself, in this world, and helps you achieve that eternal pleasure. Share when you have little. Help others even if you are in trouble. Give more than you receive.
And if you cant give help others, help yourself. A little break from everything can go a long way. Go for a walk, lay in the grass and look at the sky.
Keep sharing your light-it’s inspiring. 🫂💜
23, just finished university (like top 5 of my generation), jobless at the moment, having some personal issues with some relations over there. I currently installing mods for Civilization VI and found this to put on background, with a cup of milk tea with honey, just after excersizing and bathing to relax myself. Thank you so much, its awesome to find this rare gems.
I'm so glad this brings you comfort 💜
We all are on a Boat on an endless sea we call life some pepole we meet on our way are also on a boat some and abandon their boat to join yours for example your family are Always with you in that boat of yours and as you get older this boat becomes bigger and more pepole can join you and these pepole we call friends come and go but these you know for a long time won't just leave you and the others will but than you know these that stayed are true friends these pepole are a big part of your life and won't bail on you that easily and if some of them leave your boat they will stay on your wave maybe to far to touch but you still can see eachother and remember we all start as a castaway but like i said we all have the same journey and Destination some of us will reach it faster than the others but in the end we are not alone
And with that i wish you all the best in life❤
And this playlist is calming just like a light breeze on a summer night gentle and comforting and this breeze takes all the stress and doubt with it
23, new place, got a job, unresolvable loneliness cause I'm unable to make friends or keep someone I care about close to me. I am constantly stressed out and on the verge of exploding, I don't know how to truly relax. It feels like I'm constantly running away from everything, but the present has too much pain to properly enjoy it. I missed some important phases of my life, now I yearn for them but I have no energy or time anymore. I don't know how much longer I will last before crashing out. I always hope things will get better and keep telling myself to suck it up, but man I'm tired.
A lot of things are happening in this world, some good, some bad. Just thinking about it makes me anxious. In these moments, this kind of music helps me calm down and concentrate on my work. Even if it's just for a few moments I'm grateful. So thank you. I hope y'all have sweet moments in your life. ✨
You're so thoughtful! 💜so grad that my music can help bring peace amidst chaos. ✨
I so wish I could experience inner peace. I get the feeling that I'll never stop hating myself and never be able to handle my emotions, no matter how much I achieve, I'll never be good enough for me. I'll always be a burden on those I love.
Even in your hardest moments, know that you're doing your best. Self-love takes time-let yourself grow gently. You’re more loved and valuable than you realize, one step at a time. 🌱
@@heartbroken_club Question is how to self love when we are subconsciously sabotaging it without knowing. The harder we try the harder it get to actually made some progress
You need to let go of all the worries in the world. Forgive and accept who you are, how you feel, and how you look. Say positive words to yourself. Hug yourself. Be grateful for how far you've come. Be grateful for what you have. The more you want the less you'll be happy. You are stronger than you think. Your body loves you just the way you are. And we love you for you so be yourself. Love yourself and you'll find peace within. I hope this message helps and guides you on your journey of loving yourself.
I hope at least something can bring your some peace at a moment, u deserve it, and damn it feel so good to calm our mind and just breath quietly for few sec, love ya
Just work on yourself, accept the thing you cant change and improve the things you can change, and spend time with yourself and your thoughts.
this music really is comforting, i somehow feel like i have always heard this? yet i know i haven't which makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside hehe!.
☯️💤🫶💫
Got goosebumps in hearing first few notes
Спасибо вам огромное за плейлист. Помогает расслабиться. Успехов и мира вам!
Thank you for your kind words! 💜 I’m so glad this playlist brings you peace.
I love this playlist so much. My mind is often so busy and scary, full of thoughts and worries and feelings turned to a painful frequency. This group of songs feels like a soft hug and, like the title says, inner peace. As a disabled 23 year old without a job or an obvious future, I don't get to feel much peace or calm so this respite is... it's amazing. If anyone is reading this, you deserve this space for yourself. You deserve a moment of calm in this storm of a life. We all do. Remember to breathe
I'm so glad this music brings you peace in the storm. 🫂 You are truly deserving of moments of calm, no matter where life takes you. 💜
Yes. this is the way i understand. The peace in the Heart and Innocence.
💜✨🫂
was really looking for such peaceful music like this, thank you for this, for giving my heart such peace.
I'm so glad this music could bring peace to your heart. Sometimes, a gentle melody is all we need to reset and breathe. You deserve this calm. 🫂💜
you're doing your best and that's okay
this is actually crazy, IM always that calm dude never opening up and when I saw the vid I thought nothing of it but Im listening to it right now and I havent been this truly relaxed and calm in many many years
PS: even tho life can be hard all suffering in the world ends with beauty
Oh, welcome December 🎉
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I am glad that this showed up on my recommend.
This makes me feel at peace, I feel like I can take a break and actually relax.. My mind isn't covered in all the worries I have, It's like you're in a floating cloud and as calm as can be.
Thank you for this.
I’m so happy this offered you a gentle escape. Sometimes we need a quiet corner of peace to remember who we are beyond life’s rush.
@heartbroken_club I 100% agree
turning 18 this year and honestly I've always wanted to become old enough to have my own job, get my own place and do something I've always dreamed of. But now that I'm older it doesn't feel right to do what I've dreamed and being with a family that expects you to do everything like your some kind of robot makes me feel like I'm just a item to be used. I don't know what I want to do as dating kinda sucks this generation as I've dated only once and it sucks as they use for temporary or until they'er bored of you. I'm completely lost at the moment and don't know if I should continue or completely stop.
"If you can't fly, run, if you can't run, walk, if you can't walk crawl, but by all means, keep moving forward." MLK. You may lose your direction in life sometimes, but always remember the main goal of life is to better ones self. You must find independence from your family. Don't abandon them just try to get away from them. Even with your family you must keep chase your dreams. Every day your older self regrets that you didn't start yesterday. Keep going brother I believe in you.
Need to find my inner peace soon before I loose my self. This year had started very chaotic for me but this Playlist has help a bit.
This fills up the hole where my heart was.
Let the music heal your soul. 💜☯️🫂✨
Oh purple komari of peace 💜 thank you for the healing company
Your words are a warm hug to the soul. 💜☯️
Thanks for this. This list is vibes. ❤️💛💚
Let's Get It
🫂💜 Thankyou
For a while, i felt i made peace with myself. i felt truly happy again for the first time in a while, but recently, again, i am just hit with an unexplainable sadness and just feel so exhausted, but ive also found it so hard to fall asleep too so i can wake up for work at night. I just wish i knew why this was happening so i could help myself feel better again.
I’m sorry the sadness returned. It’s okay to feel that way. Life often moves in waves. Let yourself breathe, even when sleep feels far away. Your body and mind need gentle compassion right now. This darkness will pass, and you’ll find your light again. 🫂💜
Inner peace comes from within find peace within yourself dont let anyone take your chancevof freedom away happy new year to everyone
we came as strangers, we left as strangers
wonder why i still miss her
I miss every strangers who s become any part of my life, and Ill miss them forever
You're amazing! I'm so glad this resonates with you. Keep spreading that kindness-it's like a ripple of positivity! Wishing you peace and joy always. 🫂💜
This “one day” is closer than you think. If you can think about that “one day”, maybe you can imagine how it will be. What you will look like. The people you will be surrounded by. The things you will be doing. The qualities of character you will have, the skills you will possess. Things you will believe in. This better, stronger you will look at the world differently to enjoy it.
Maybe you can imagine how you reach out your hand in that “some day”. Feel how it is to be that person, live that life. Let this feeling be your guiding star.
Maybe, at times when you’re sad and lost, you can remember of your guiding star. Maybe then, however dark the times, your star will allow you to feel a bit less lost, a bit less disoriented. For now you will have somewhere to move. The light that guides you.
☯️🌟 🫂💜
Another amazing playlist, thank you for still being here 🖤
Thank you for listening. Your presence here means a lot. 🖤✨
Very pleasant music, pleasant vibe💙💜✨
Thanks for the music and the channel itself you created ❤
Your support means everything! 💜☯️🫂 Keep enjoying! 🎶✨
Enough emotional pain and you can lose control of your body as it starts shaking and your eyes start leaking and your teeth start chattering. Even if you ignore the way others treat you, your body cant. The way others treat you matter to your own health and how you treat yourself, more so than how you treat yourself. You are not the master of your fate, no matter how much an enemy you make of your body in trying to stop it from doing what it naturally does, until you change the way others treat you to where your actions do finally matter.
Your emotions are deeply felt, and it’s okay to release them. 🫂💜 Your body has its wisdom, and it tells you when it’s overwhelmed. Don’t ignore the importance of kindness, from others and yourself. 💖
happy new year
Happy new year🎉🎊
because many are posting their age and feelings i will too.
i’m 15 and i got my permit back in november. i have a lot of goals in my life and a future planned ahead for me. but sometimes i feel that i just want to give up when things get tough. i get impatient and want to quit waiting to be happy. right now, i have an amazing girlfriend of 3 months that was also my first body. ever since i met her, i knew it was love and i have been my happiest ever. i am scared that i will be left for somebody better because i feel like im such a loser and sometimes i can be really mean. i know it’s not toxic but i just get anxious. she somehow can still love me and hold my face in her hands and call me handsome. i hope she sees me the way i see her. i feel that she is so perfect and beautiful, far out of my league. i’ve always dated ugly mean girls because i felt that’s what i deserve, and the only people that would wanna date someone like me. she has taught me so much and i have definitely been a better person. but there is an issue, i have lied to her about very important things in my past and experiences with other women thay i know she would view as important. i don’t know what to do or how to live with that secret because i think about it even more everyday and how i shouldn’t of lied from the start. when we first met, i had sculpted myself out to be this innocent, lovely man but i am not that. i don’t know how to tell her and i honest to god don’t think i ever will and the urge to speak will pass. i just hope she doesn’t find this comment because her and i share many interests. if someone cares to read all of this, please i advise you to be an honest person from the start. i made the mistake of making a habit of lying and deep down i am a horrible person. i have never told anyone this. the reason i am on this video is because i need to make peace with things, i have had nothing but nightmares the past few months i’ve known her, it might be my lies haunting me in my sleep. these videos are the only things keeping my dreams tame and somewhat normal. thank you
I like this, this make me feels calm
I’m so happy this brings you peace. 🫂💜
Yo estaba buscando música y me sale esto, es verdad es una obra de arte, lo escucho todos los días ( a cada hora). 💗💗
I’m so glad this music found its way into your life! It’s funny how the right tune can appear just when our heart needs it most.
te amoooo
These background animations always make the video more cozy and beautiful. ❤🇧🇷
So glad you enjoy it! 🌸✨ Your kindness means a lot 💖😊
Is the background animations from an anime? Or just made by Heartbroken club?
@@Idkwhattoname890 It's from an anime called Little Busters!
Very worth the click!
Thankyou🫂💜
is great while working
Thank you💜💜💜
Enjoy🥺🫂
Damn this always hits home so I guess I’ll throw out there what’s on my mind. I’m dating an amazing dude who I truly love but every day I wonder if he truly love me and if I’m horrible to him. Some days even when he’s there I just want to blast my brains out… but some days I feel fine… I don’t know
How is the Dating going?
There is no way in knowing if he truly loves you or not. But that's the part about love I love the most. The uncertainty, putting yourself all out there for one person and hoping they except you or love you. If he truly doesn't love you and / or doesn't really want you, it's his loss. Don't try to shine brighter for the people with sunglasses on.
I didn’t expect all the positivity XC
Thanks you two!
For the first guy the dating going really good!
For the second one I truly appreciate it and that is a great way to think of it
Thanks for the new upload I appreciate it
THANKYOU💜🫂
Let me be your therapist I think I'm in peace to help others.
calming af
Maybe, I'll come back after i'm heartbroken for some reason. Right now, my life is good without any particular problems. I''m really happy, appreciating each second of life. See ya guys soon.
Good, always remember there is no good without the bad nor there bad without the good
In the grand scheme of things, our existence is but a breath, yet within that breath lies the power to create and destroy. Every action, every thought, ripples through the universe, shaping the reality we experience. *To be, is to become, and to become is to be eternal. Endlessly so.* Buddha and the Universe is with all of us.
Every breath you take connects you to infinite love and wisdom.
I'm just 17, and not like my life is a wreck like most other people in these comments say, you could say I'm rather successful instead, but I really don't feel like it despite what everyone around me says. Screw what I just said, it is a wreck the last 3-4 years. I don't feel like I know where I'm going or what I'm doing... I come back to feeling sad every time and just spill it out in work, which is effective but in the end just delays the causes of my problems. I hardly feel like keeping going, every time I stand up I want to sit on the floor, but then my clothes will get dirty, so I don't do it.
The way of thinking about dirtiness of clothes that will bring you more chores is so relatable
It’s okay to feel lost sometimes, even when things seem to be going well on the outside. 🫂 Life isn’t a straight path, and it’s okay to sit down, take a breath, and let yourself feel. 💜 You’ll find your way, just take it one step at a time.
@@heartbroken_club these are the words i needed, thank you
I do quantum, and I can vouch for our existence. We're in over our heads. The world can quickly become science fiction if we let it.
It’s a profound realization. Embrace the unknown, trust your journey, and remember, you’re never alone in this. 🌌💫
Very nice, calming, just right. 👍🏽
I’m glad it resonated with you!
Just here for the vibes
Glad you’re here soaking in the vibes! 🫂💜
2:30 am listening to this while doing cool stuff lol
🫂💜💫☯️ Thankyou
has conseguido una nueva leal suscriptora
thankyou💜☯️🫂✨
love the music
🥺🫂
I'm 19, currently attending college sophmore year, with one lover atm. I feel like the only thing keeping me running is my friends, and I don't want to leave their side. Nothing interests me besides drawing (side of ADHD), games, and my friends. I wanna communicate, maybe hell we even share a house together for a time being, figured it'd be cool. I realize other people have their own lives to live and I want to help keep them going. I have no idea what's gonna happen when they slip away. I guess that's why I want to make games (It's my major). So that people can enjoy the time they have playing my future game with their friends, heck even if its one of those pick a random steam game and forget it type of nights.
Anyway, thought everyone was sharin' their thought so I might as well. A nice calm december night, about to sleep. Thanks.
It’s beautiful that you want to create something that brings people joy. 🫂💜 Your friends and passions are your anchors.
Inner peace is very easing
Inner peace is your gentle power 🌿✨
if this music isnt ai then i will subscribe so hard to find real lofi anymore 😭
I came across this vid last night and I'm glad I did because it was so peaceful listening to this. :)
I'm so happy this brought you peace. 💜✨
Two weeks after breaking up with the love of my life, and I'm realizing now that life is... Unfair. Sometimes bad things just happen, and despite my efforts to make things work I find myself in a difficult spot of not being able to grasp my surroundings and truly move forward in life. I was wronged, yet it has only been two weeks and they've seemingly already moved on entirely with someone else they're interested in. I cannot stop grieving, and it feels like a large chunk of my soul is missing. I wish I cared about people less.
👍nice play list
My love is in jail for 4 years and i couldnt talk to him, any communications or even saw him for weeks, and since im in a constant panic x despair..
And tonight, suddently, i was just as usual wasting my time on youtube after hard day of work and fakin smile, and then, just got a call from stranger number, answerin it, to hear HIM !
It was bout one minute or less, but this one minute gave me so much peace and calm my whole entire body.
Im gonna be strong for him, because he is for both of us.
This stupid world can be so hard to breath in, I barely understand the half of it and strugglin everyday tryin to find à lill space for me somewhere, but i take and keep deep in my heart this quiet moment where I can live instead of survive.
Hope u can find a moment like this tonight, I think bout you, wherever you r lill human made of stars.
That one minute was pure magic, a spark of life in the chaos. 🫂💜 Stay strong, because love like yours lights up even the darkest places. Wishing you more moments of peace and strength. ☔
Since some peoples are sharing their lifes, I'll do it too !!
Well, I'm 16, turning 17 soon and even if some peoples might think that "you're so young, you can't know what reak life is", life sucks.
I can't remember much of my life but I can tell that I've never lived in a happy and rich familly. Now, I'm sixteen, I have a job, I can have some money, I have a car (alsmost a car, it's not like a big car but it's one that I can have at my age) and I don't know why I'm doing all of this. I don't want to work so early but it's the only way to escape. I'm in pastry right now but I'l planning on leaving soon.
My mind is kinda messy, I've veen diagnosed with depression a year ago and I like to draw and to write to explain how I feel. I don't know how to express my feelings in another way that art, I feel like an actor, making their movie, playing a role on a stage, not fully in control with themselves.
Every time I think that I feel better, life always sends something awfull to put me back on the ground. I'm sort of used to it now. The feeling of never ending pain. I like to represent myself wearing a mask. I feel more comfortable with a mask on my face.
But, hey, there's hope ! So, for anybody reading this, follow your dreams, make your way in life, I believe in you ! ❤
I read your comment and I get curious. Can you share a few more details ? I can t help you but I like to read or hear about other people struggles. I believe it gives more perspective on life and can help one realise they are not alone in this or that their situation is not that bad compared to others. What catched my atention is that you work at 16. In my country you can t work until 18, at least not legally. And even then most just continue with their studies or wathever for a while.
@andyangel9818 I understand, I used to be very curious about people struggles too but I guess I just had enough of it ahah ! I'm am french so in my country, it's legal to work at 16, you are still in some type of school but only a week by month, the rest of the time you work ! And sometimes we don't even have a week by month due to Christmas for exemple ! It's nice from you to be interessed into my life, thank you ❤️
Whenever you have a couple bad days just look back sometime. Remember how far you've come. And the. Try to imagine how far you can go. These bad days, weeks, months, all help you become a better person in the future. The fact that you draw is amazing too finding ways to express yourself is amazing in challenging times.
@Miniranger588 thank you so much, you are so sweet !! I don't really know what to say but thanks for cheering me up, it really means a lot to me !
@laiakamisato your welcome. Kinda curious what do you draw?
True peace is the Lord. :3
Look, I'm 15 and I'm trying to just find my purpose... Sure I may be a little weird and immature for my age but nothing I do seems to satisfy anyone. I try my best to make people happy. Even if it means clowning myself and making myself seem dumb. I constantly get people telling me to (off myself) and I've seriously considered it. I just don't have the strength to do it. I just don't know what to do anymore. And recently, my life has been a living hell. I was accused of saying something racist in school and no one, even my "friends" never wanted to hear me out. Everyone always said, "You're not trustworthy". Even my own parents never believe anything I say anymore. I seriously think I have short term memory loss but every time I tell my parents they say, "No you don't, stop lying for attention." The only person who believes me and accepts me is my sister. I just don't know what to do and I've found out that I'm a chronic over apologizer. (Sorry for writing a novel😅)
Dude, live to satisfy yourself and no one else. If you try to satisfy everyone you'll only find the people disapointed in you. I really wish i could hug you and be there for you because you remind me of my younger self. Don't de-grade yourself for people aproval. The fact that you have your sister is amazing. Hold onto that, make her the reason your heart beat everyday. If you really lost all hope think about how sad she would be. Make sure she can never say i HAD a brother. Keep living things will get better. They always do. It may take years or months or could be tomorrow but it will get better. Just realized how much I'm yapping 😅. Just please please pleaseee never do anything to yourself. Hang on
@Miniranger588 Thanks. This really helps. I'm super grateful.🥲
You are enough just as you are. 💜 Life can be really tough sometimes, but don’t let the darkness define you. 🫂
Today was terrible day for me as I saw my parents fighting and my mom acting berserk hitting the walls and screaming her lungs out. It's just one of those days asking if is it worth it. I cut myself knowing life falls apart
I’m so sorry you had to go through this-it’s heavy, I know 🫂💜
If you are still in this situation. There is nothing you can really do but try to find happiness in the everyday. Be glad the bus picked you up, be glad that your heating turned on. Things like that. Make sure you take care of your don't do anything that would put your mom in more distress
Still getting over some things its gonna take some time so for now ima just focus on myself
Taking time to focus on yourself. Healing isn’t rushed; it’s a journey. 🫂💜 Be gentle with yourself, and let each day bring you closer to peace. ☔
my fav
thankyou💜☯️🫂✨
@@heartbroken_club Keep it up
"The distant vistas are hazy, but must surely hold beauty..." - Acheron
Yes, the beauty is always there, even in the uncertainty. 💜
inner peace.. inner peace.. dinner please.. dinner with peas, in a seasame soy glaze~
everyone else is posting about their lives, so i guess i will too.
I LIED haha im a terrible person :3
You’re not terrible at all! 🫂 We all have moments of self-doubt, but that doesn’t define us. 💜
@@heartbroken_club most individuals are defined by their moments of self-doubt or moments of happiness- or just moments in general. so, i cant help but think that experiencing self-doubt will definitely have an impact on how you act around others.
Who is the girl on the cover? Reminds me of Madoka from magical girls :D
Everyone keeps talking about how you have to accept yourself. But I don't understand, the only way im going anywhere is personal growth. My weakness can't be who I am, this can't be l am.
🫂 Personal growth is important, but embracing your current self is also part of the journey. 💜 You’re not defined by your weaknesses, but by your ability to rise from them. 🌸
Sometimes I really wish I had never discovered my identity and stayed ignorant of the worlds' evils... Everyone has been against me just for who I am and for wanting a better and freer world. I so desperately want to help my fellow lgbt brothers, sisters, and enbies, but how can I when I cant even help myself... I want to make my positive mark on the world so badly. I know im still young but everything seems so bleak. The only good thing that has happened to me this year was finding my amazing girlfriend and I am never letting go of her. Despite me losing everything, she is the sole reason I'm still alive and going.
Remain defiant and keep pushing for that dream. I believe in you. 💙
I'm in a similar position. Just know that you are not a problem. I am glad you found someone who mutually loves you. Sometimes, that's all we need. Constant grasping. Trying to go through everyday life, but you are just in chaos in your head. Wanting to scream and cry out but not knowing when or maybe even sometimes how. However, at least from my expirience, giving empathy and love to those feelings will help. I scream at the world and wonder why it doesn't answer, but everything inside me is screaming at me and I don't answer. Everyone has stuff affecting them that hurts weather that be lack of acceptance, greed, drive for more, or even external things like poverty, ect. I often think about how sometimes the more we know about eachother the more it tears us apart. Look at this comment section everyone is free of fear and judgment because no one knows anything about them. You are not special, you are unique, just like everyone else discovering this world in their own individual way, that is beauty in my eyes. Anyway sorry this was just a dump of ideas. I hope you will find peace, and who knows, maybe peace will just find you.
Same here, I became aware too young. Which only brought me the sorrows of the world. Despite me being alone for my whole life, I love seeing people in couples. I really hope you two have a great life together ❤️
@Miniranger588 Awwww thank you
I’m so proud of your strength. 🫂💜 Even on the toughest days, remember your light is still shining bright, and you're not alone. Stay strong for yourself and your dream. ☯️🫂
I’m a teen almost done with middle school and my mom judges everything even my friends one of them wrote a horror story and it had me dying so does it mean I’m hated? My mom thinks it does….
No. It doesn't mean your hated. Your mom judges because she cares about you very much. Your friend may have just thought killing you wasn't a big deal. No body hates you
Im only 18, and i have everything figured out for the next four years, but i lack companionship... Ik, ik, 'Youre 18, you shouldn't worry about that', but it is hard living everyday without someone to hold me. Im heavily oriented on physical touch and affection, and without it i feel empty. So night time is hard... The day is easy, but the night? Not at all.
Lovely music lovely animation goes well with a late night session of thinking why the human race exists
🫂💜 Thank you so much
Apparently we’re venting in here so haha here’s mine
I’m 20, live with my family, and am expected to graduate college in May of this coming year (2025). I have one friend, who’s been my friend since we were toddlers, and a boyfriend I’ve been dated for a year. I love both of them a lot, but I never want to see them. When I’m not with them I feel fine. Miserable, but a familiar kind of miserable. I feel miserable when I’m with them too, like I’d rather be alone and doing nothing but doom scroll. No matter what I’m doing I hate it and want to be doing something else. I always feel lonely no matter how much time I spend with others and how much I open up so I never feel like trying. I never have motivation to do the things I used to enjoy. The only time I feel like my life is exciting is when things are going wrong. It sucks but it’s something that takes me out of this stupid routine I’ve been stuck in all my life. Get up, go to class, study, go to the next class, rot in bed or hang out with people, go to bed way to late, wake up early, and so on. Life feels like it’s going way to fast and yet so slow. So much happens but nothing interesting. Sometimes I just want to cut everyone off and run away. I know my life will never be without pain, but I’m just so sick of the same pain and the same problems and the same tasks to complete. I always hope that the next milestone will give me some relief but it never does. Maybe graduating college and moving out will help me? Idk. Idk. Idk. I don’t know what I want so I don’t know what to do. I don’t feel like I love anything or anyone. The only way I know I love people is because I feel pain when my brain tries to convince me they don’t care about me. That’s a feeling. I like that feeling. That’s the only way I can connect with anyone anymore: by anxiety. I just feel so empty. I need help but no one can help me because no one knows what’s wrong.
t’s okay to not know the way forward yet 🫂💜 You will figure out in the right time
Jesus Christ is the Way the Truth and the Life ✝❣
John 3:16
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
Thankyou🫂💜
43:11 peace.
🫂 💜
Bro, you were really cooking with this mix. A man can really vibe to any situation with this... thank you... 💜@heartbroken_club
Were eating good.
heartbroken office
Are only the first and last songs in this playlist available on Spotify, I can't seem to find the others and I'd love to put them into my lofi playlist.
I totally get that, the other tracks might not be on Spotify yet, but keep an eye out! 🎶
I don't want to be an adult. They're not to be trusted, they say they listen, but doesn't adapt their "advices" to your problems, they invalidate your feelings, they share those amazing moments with you only for those moments to not actually matter, they ignore your pain or just don't see it, they're grumpy and doesn't seem to find joy in anything, why would I wanna be any of this? To be respected? Look, I know, they don't have bad intentions, but why are they forcing us to wear a mask around them when they don't even bother to wear one around us? Why do I have to face punishment for my true feelings? And why is it such a bad thing if... If I decide that I don't want to be part of this world?
in my opinion, i agree that so many adults are horrible. i myself am about to go from my home and never see my family again, i will lose so much. and i feel like you may feel the same about losing so much, as our childhood guides are future, but if it is filled with liers calling others liers then were do we fit in?. maybe you and i can be the true adults, we can be honest even when lets face it, it hurts sometimes. there is a thing i used to tell my only friend when she would ask me a question that would have been better for a lie rather then the truth. i told her my honest thoughts and said that the way i see it, i could lie and let someone else tell the truth in a cruel and horrible way, or i could be the one to say the truth, but in a kind manner. one that does not come from hate or ego or even spite. just my honest thoughts.
life sucks, it truly does. and i have only ever found that i can be me when i fight for it. i imagine you are the same. i imagine you have hopes and dreams that you may have shared with someone, and i imagine that while they didn't say no. they most certainly didn't say yes.
and i also agree with not wanting to be part of this world. i am sorry that i am not going to say it will be better. i too am trying to work out why i belong in a world that clearly made its own choice to were i should or shouldn't be...
a lot of the time our dislikes of people come from pain forced on us, and not just physical pain but mental too. so for that i am sorry, i truly am. i can only hope you choose to be a better adult then all the rest. an adult that does not care for what others may think of them, they do what they know is right. i want to do such, and if you do want to be the better human, then that makes us the same!. and while we may be far away from each other or right next to each other, i would feel better knowing that i am not the only one who wants to make a better life, not just for me, and not just for you. but for everyone. imagine killing unkindness with love and care. to be the villains villain that is the peoples legend!
I know life can be tough at times but stay strong soldiers I hope for your sakes that it’ll get better. I may not relate to your guys problems but I hope that everything will get better for the both of you even if it takes years
I see your pain, and it’s okay to feel lost sometimes. 💜 It’s hard when the world feels cold and unkind. 🫂 You don’t have to wear a mask. Your feelings matter, and so do you.
eh im just drawing with this as background music 😭
Let the music guide your heart and your art. 🌸
who is the artists of the animation?