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guys i even text her look i know you see me as a brozone' just rember i used to ilke you when my was a lil kid i had a crush on u' them she so sory" then i told her its okay but i ask why u dont ilke no more' then she said bc i see you as a bro fr' and i was ilke what i been knowing u longer!? she ilke so u still ilke a brother to me them i was ilke ur right" just ilke kai cenat💔them i got mad at her for being in brotherzone which i didnt care about that no more so i text a full sory text' And them how i treated her when i used to hate the brotherzone so now i can fix my mistakes.

Dealing with things is easier with others, just don't put all your struggles on them or theyll feel like you too. Everyone has their limits...

these audio's are the only thing that has made me feel relaxed and actually a slight precent of happiness, even if it's just a slight bit of happiness it doesn't matter, do i even care to begin with? idk bc i never cared to notice, the only thing processing through my head r regrets, hatred towards myself and needles destroying my sanity bit by bit. i want to ask for help but havent bc im going through this bc i deserve it.

lost my chance cause I didn't choose to... say what I know was true I never knew you felt the same no one made a move so you didn't choose me too now you moved on yet I'm stuck clinging on to the past, you're now far from I guess my words will never reach neither my feelings for you

The most hurtful thing or toxic to yourself is. afraid of everyone thought on you when you do something even though that thing is very interesting for you.😢😢😢😢😢

please please dont stop making more this type of video . because this keeps me hopeful everyday

4 am. Wish my mind would stop hating me. The thoughts of harm are too loud. If I could just fall asleep…

Shes getting married but i fell in love with her.

Is this from an anime?

estoy por terminar la secundaria, este es mi ultimo año, pude haber tenido la oportunidad de mejorar ampliamente en una gran acamia con un amigo hace 2 años, sin embargo, no la tomé, y hoy en día tengo algunos arrepentimientos, porque de haber aceptado estaria preparado para ingresar a una muy buena universidad y tener varias oportunidades, no me gusta hacer cosas a medias, si queria llegar alto, tenia que meterme de lleno en los estudios y llegar alto. Pero temia hacer eso, porque si lo hacia tendria q dejar de lado todo lo q me gusta hacer, porq lo q me gusta hacer es un ancla para mi nivel academico, es como que te guste comer y comer sin parar, obvio no en exceso, pero eso no te va a beneficiar en nada, si quieres tener un gran cuerpo y mantenerte con ello, tienes que meterte de lleno en el ejercicio y alcanzar tu objetivo, cuando este ahí, ya no podrás hacer las cosas como antes, por que si lo haces volveras atrás. Algo así lo veo yo. si llego a alcanzar mis metas a futuro y me esfuerzo para obtener una buena vida, ya no podré disfrutar de las cosas que me gustan hacer de la misma manera, no se si me hago entender. En conclusión si quiero llegar alto, tendré q dejar atrás muchas cosas que me gustan hacer y no podré disfrutar de ello más adelante por se convertirian en un obstaculo, y si decido quedarme con lo que me gusta hacer, la pasaria muy mal, porque no podria vivir comodamente como quisiera y la gente me veria como alguien que no quiso esforzarse y se dejo llevar por algo simple. *suspiro* es como tener una bala y 2 objetivos. con una visión general talvez mi problema parezca muy simple, la gente tiene altas expectivas sobre mi, debo cargar con una gran responsabilidad al ser ahora el hijo mayor, deseria tener a mi hermano nayor aquí, para contarle todo sobre mí, pero eso no va poder ser posible, me siento presionado, siento que mis conocimientos y lo que se hacer no son para nada suficientes para salir al mundo, ya vi mas o menos el nivel que necesito para cumplir mis metas y no es sufuciente lo que tengo, tengo que aprender muchas cosas por mi cuenta, se nadie nace sabiendo, pero quisera tener a alguien que me guie. Intenté hablar con mi familia, pero solo pude contarles un pequeña parte, me dijeron que no sobrepiense demasiado en mi futuro y que no me haogue en preocupaciones, que preocuparme tanto es demasiado para alguien de mi edad, que soy joven y que aun hay tiempo, que me van a a apoyar aun asi falle, no pude decir nada mas despues eso, no quiero preocupar a nadie. Sigo sobrepensado demasiado, a pesar de estar entre los poriemros puestos en la escuela, siento como q no encajo, como si hubiese nacido en una epoca que no me corresponde, a pesar de ser querido por mi familia, y tener una hogar donde no me falta lo necesario, siento..... q me falta algo, a veces me gustaria vivir en algun mundo de fantasia como en un anime o algo así, pero tampoco quisisese dejar a mi familia por mis deseos, por q sin mi les hiria muy mal, no quisiera que mi hermana menor (solo fuimos 3 hijos) cargase con todo. *suspiro* llevo con estos pensamientos y más cosas en mi mente desde hace medio año, y ahora me queda muy poco, me dijeron que deberia preparme desde ya, solo quedan 2 mesese y medio, y cada vez más se acerca el momento de descidir que es lo que debo hacer. Ahhhhh...... que deberia hacer. Parece que si quiero que mi familia prospere, tendré q dejar de ser yo mismo, usar una mascar que diga q todo está bien y q me siento feliz, aunque no lo esté. No se si en algún punto encontrara a alguien que permanezca a mi lado y que me haga feliz, alguien con quien podria ser yo mismo cuando nadie mas lo sepa, alguien a quien contarle para no cargar con toda la presión, pero cada vez más este mundo se fija más en cosas como la apariencia y el dinero, que sejan llevar por sus desesos y no piensan antes de actuar, se dañan a si mismos y a los demás y no quierne ver la realidad. A veces quisiera ser alguien común como los demás y no preocuparme por nada. Solo espero tomar las deciones correctas.

I sit here in my college dorm… alone after 4 years… my last relationship was freshman year of high school…. In those 3 years after the break up I learned so much about myself. My religious beliefs changed, my maturity changed, I tried becoming a better person. I still try and be better to other people. I just feel hollow. Nothing fills that hole she left. I wish I could have done more to save it, but she let her friends dictate the relationship. I got no free time or ability to be around friends. I still want the best for her. I just wish this empty space would go away.

she broke up with me today. she send this to me today: "this is not something that i want to do, but i have to. its completely natural to lose things. things come and go, the best ones are the quickest to go. love you for a million years.", then she blocked me. this is the first time i've actually wanted to kill myself. i don't know what i should do, she was my best friend, she was my world. do i deserve this or something? we were always so happy together hold up i've just thought of something. she was depressed and suicidal a few months ago, maybe she wants to...? what do i do? i cant lose her

I can’t remember a single time in my life that I’ve found my way around and it just makes me feel so sad. It’s like endless pain felt over and over again, and that is what makes me feel so lost.

I don't really want to care...but that's living, I guess.

I had a friend who didn't want to talk about his problems, I always talked to him and asked how he was doing, but he always replied that everything was fine, after which he committed suicide. I want to say to all those friends who support their loved ones, and those who are having a hard time right now, don't be afraid to speak out in front of your friends, please, they will be very hurt without you, believe me, I would rather listen to my friend all night long. than... standing at his funeral and watching his family cry.

I was born to be a man but I chose the opposite……… I’m so stupid I wish I could turn back time_

Today I woke up tired and unwilling. Unwilling to fulfill my goals, Unwilling to be present, Unwilling to do anything that involves thinking. with the consequences in mind Some days you have the strength to dream, to believe there's something you can achieve Today my strength has evaporated leaving me with only myself an unimpressive deception my dreams (if I can call them that) are a fools errand. I'm usually with people but when I'm alone, I get hugged with the feeling of shame, Why do I do things I know I shouldn't? Is there something I can give? Is there something I can do? Broken confidence, All I do is watch the clock tick by filling me with self loathing

i just don't want to grow up. my only true and sincere wish regarding my life is to go back to the beginning of the 7th grade and relive all the happy moments again. I have no desire or interest in going further, because there will be nothing as simple, warm, carefree as that time. But then I didn't appreciate it at all, on the contrary, I wanted to be more mature, I wanted to be in the moment in which I am now. And now I, completely broken and shattered, look at that happy time, and it simultaneously distracts me from reality and the ominous cold of death, which unfortunately still won't take me, and deprives me of all strength and desire to live on. I'm stuck in this past, and these memories is the only thing that makes me happy.

What anime is this

Which anime is the wallpaper from?

Plastic memories<3

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no way that's sora, nice

man i feel good listening to this when i just finished a very stressfull week

anime ?

yo where do i buy that indefinitely spinning chair

Good songs

its sad that people get around here because they are sad, to everyone of you i just hope your life is going well since your comment... The goodpart is that they can find hope in here too. Keep up friends, never giveup

Everything just hurts…

Wow, its Sora. I like your relax mix and backgrounds❤

Feel the rain on your skin, listen to the wind through the trees, watch the city lights, breathe.

Did you use Suno to make this music? Be honest

Damn starting to get ghosted by all my friends i knew… coping mechanism not working anymore, tomorrow got an appointment for the school health and well being, hopefully they give me some recommendations and do psychotherapy because my mind and body is starting to give up even faster. Unable to chill about it anymore, even thought i made 1-2 friends in university, I’ afraid of them thinking I’m too annoying or sticking so I’m always keeping a sort of distance from them while chatting and everything else. But in the afternoon, evening or during the night, when I’m alone my mind just go in crisis and have multiple breakdowns. yesterday even thought we had 6 hours of lesson together i still felt being rejected in-differentially even though we spoke together and having similar hobbies and logic. After finishing the last lesson and say bye to them for the next day, i just went to the gym to realise the mind and still not worked. Just ended up calling my dad and check with him, since i got nobody else to talk to. (Discord friends where i usually play together they are sleeping because of the time zones.) This Friday the club i joined which is the Italian society told me that they got an sort of dinner out which is likely an aperitivo” mostly a greet and meet with different Italian students in different universities , but still feel like i might just end up being excluded by the group even thought i will try to join the conversation. I don’t know what to think about anymore everything is related with the having shitass social relationship and problems with trust issues…. I fucking literally got this note of entire depressing quotes, reality and explanation lemme just send it here : Can’t trust no one, no more. yeah just ended up doing nothing and still being in my fucking roome.

Did you use Suno to make this music? Be honest

Did you use Suno to make this music? Be honest

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