You know it's hopeless. You know it, but still...still...You can't help but feel your heart jump everytime they walk by... Watching from afar, making up fake scenario in your head...it never hurt anyone to dream a bit. Timestamps... 0:03 -- In love with someone by Maika 1:31 -- Bubblegum by clairo 4:22 -- Wish you were gay by Billie Eilish 7:56 -- Hurts me (alone at prom) by Tory Lanez 10:12 -- Heather by Conan Gray 13:25 -- My kind of woman by Mac Demarco 16:36 -- First love/late spring by Mitski 21:11 -- Puppy Princess by Hot freaks 25:30 -- I love you so by the Walters 28:11 -- Cupid by Jack Stauber
OK SO WHY IS EVERYONE TALKING ABOUT THEIR LOVE LIFE BUT not asking how you don’t get copyrighted for your playlists?! PLEASE HELP IM BEGGING YOU 😭🙏🙏 I literally spent hours on my playlist and stupid UA-cam won’t let me post it because it’s “blocked” for copyright! HOW DO YOU NOT GET COPYRIGHTED 😭😭
@@zamzam313m I know you truly love her. But sometimes people dont understand love like us. I bet you will find someone better, that makes you more happy
She makes me so happy, but I know I'm not good enough for her. She deserves so much better than me. I don't deserve her in any sense. She's so kind, she talks to me every day. And I don't want to lose her. I want to hold her hand, lay my head on her chest, and tell her how much I care, how much she means to me. She's one of the only things keeping me going nowadays. She's my best friend, the kindest person I've ever met. She never left me for someone else, for someone better. Everything about her is amazing. The way she hides her smile when she laughs, the way she constantly teases me, the way she does everything. And I know I'll never have anything more than to be a friend to her. edit: we got together so yeah-
I feel the same way about my best friend. They’re amazing and I want so badly to just grab their hand and dance around. I wish to lay with them as we listen to the rain together on an average Saturday night. But as much as a day dream of us growing up together, I know that they will never look at me the way I look at them as we play monopoly, or as we ride our bike to go get ice cream.
There’s nothing and no one in the World that you don’t deserve. Someone thinks the same way about you for sure. That’s not (!) your fault but sometimes people are just not meant to be
@@charkie129 wow so creative and original, also hilarious because me and her got together. maybe you're so miserable to the point that you just shit on people for their profile picture because you can even spell the word maybe.
I love *her.* I love how tough *she* is. I love *her* laugh. I love *her* smile. I love how *she* stands up to others. I love how *she* loves sports. I love how *she's* athletic. I love how pretty *she* is. I love *her* hair. I love *her* eyes. I love every inch of *her.* I love how *she* doesn't know how much I love *her.* I love how *she* wont ever love me. I love how *she* loves him..
I'm proud of you for waking up I'm proud of you for brushing your hair I'm proud of you for breathing I'm proud of you for making your bed I'm proud of you for eating I'm proud of you for trying to eat I'm proud of you for drinking water I'm proud of you for being here I'm proud of you for being you I'm proud of you for smiling I'm proud of you for continuing uneven when things get difficult for you I'm proud of you for standing up I'm proud of you for blinking I'm proud of you for getting out of your bed after spending the whole day in bed I'm proud of you for standing up I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth I'm proud of you for sitting down I'm proud of you for defending yourself I'm proud of you for believing in yourself I'm proud of you for simply trying I'm proud of you for being alive I'm proud of you for going to school or work I'm proud of you for not ending it all yet and having hope there will be a better day or a better tomorrow I'M PROUD OF YOU ♥️😊♥️
Everyone…. Each and every one of us has felt the pain of loving someone from afar hoping and wishing that they find happiness………… but hoping and wishing that we gave them that happiness. Our love transcended our use of words therefore we could not express ourselves to said person except we faded away in the background………… and forever lost the ones we loved.
At first i really thought he liked me,just the way he smiles when he looked at me…but then,i found out that he only see me as a “friend”…it hurt me more then I expected. The saddest part is,i still cant move on…i still like him:(
we're in the same situation, but I just get rejected. I don't know what to do he's in my class, and the music club... That will be so hard, my heart is hurting fucking bad
He likes my best friend and he told me because we are close friends as well. I cried every night for a week, I've loved him for two years and he likes my best friend
Same. It’s been three years. I’ve never told him. He’s the best man I’ve ever met and I know I’ll never be good enough for him. He’s just so upright and principled I could listen to him talk for hours. I know he doesn’t care, to him I’m just a friend, not even a close one. He treats me well, he’s sweet and funny but that just makes everything worse.😅
Since everyone is sharing about their one sided love ig i will too. This boy at my school has caught my attention since two months ago which is not that long ago. But ever since I noticed him, my days have brightened and I actually have something to look forward to when going to school. I’ve known him since last year but didn’t pay much attention. He has this sort of aura like this presence that just makes people around him smile. He’s a nice student, always paying attention in class, listening to the teachers, respecting them and his classmates as well. He’s so kind I don’t think I deserve someone that good. Just as good of a student he is, he is an amazing person with great personality. He’s extroverted and like I mentioned has ways to lighten up the mood all the time. He’s a really great friend to his friends. We’re not close friends but because we have mutual friends, we talk here and then. He’s attentive and I really enjoy talking to him. Except I barely do because being just being near him makes me nervous. You know? It’s like I know he’s a great person but I think he’s too good for me. All my thoughts about him aside, in the end, this is a one-sided love, an unrequited love. He likes another girl, or at least I think he still does. There’s this girl whom he’s been liking since almost a whole year ago and ai think he still likes her. I’m very sure of this because even she is aware. He’s asked her out to parties before and maybe even to date. I’m not even that mad that he likes her. He can like her, that’s fine. But it’s the fact that the girl is not that good of a person. I know her personally and she has a very high ego and is narcissistic. It could have been anyone but it had to be someone like that. In the end, that’s his decision. I can’t compete with her and I can’t ever meet to his standards. I won’t stop liking him just for that though. Until I find solid reasons to move on, I will stay loyal. Maybe one day we’ll work out :)
Pov : its was the first day of your school. You were in the bus with earphones on.. Then she/he came and sat beside you. You ignore them but then you decided to ask their name. You get to know them better only to know that they are exactly the same as you. Same trauma, same wounds , same habits etc. But you accidentally hurt them. They will never see you as the same again. But after this you fell for them more. They started talking to you again but its not the same as it was. You see the same pain , tears , wounds in their eyes. There smile gives you butterflies and inner peace. When they cry, you feel ache in your heart. You dont feel like smiling when they're crying.
I'm inlove with a guy who barely even talks to me or even knows me in general, though i keep seeing him taking quick glances at me.. i know I'm being delusional but i still hope there's a chance between me and him, I'm loving him from afar while he loves someone else
If he loves someone else then it's no way,well in my situation,i started developing feelings for my distant cousin....idk even if I want her to be my love..but I am happy if she is
same except im trans and mainly just in the closet using my dead name cuz idk what to name myself i look masculine, but he's a guy and i cant tell if he's gay(or just likes guys in general) or not and im scared to even talk to him. i barely know him but im alr crushing on him for half a year, which is crazy bc i barely even know him
My situation is similar as yours. He acted so warm towards me and make me happy. And me being the delulu dumbass i'm fell smashing down for him. And today a friend of mine told me he's a player and he has a gf. What a happy ending...
Honestly everything looked so golden at first. Until i asked them out and they only wanted to be friends. Now they are hanging out with me joking around. I dont know how to feel about it.
I loved him with every fiber of my being but he never loved me, no matter how hard i tried, he was in love with someone else while being with me. I know i have to let go but i cant help but worry about him everyday, i get this mix of sickness and butterflies when he passes by...i pray me and anyone else in a similar situation get to heal/move on, thanks for taking some time to read this stranger :,)
Im a bisexual girl. I had only ever dated a girl once and it was when I was a freshman , back then I had no clue what a relationship should've looked like so it didn't last. After going through sophmore year I dated 4 different guys and they all failed terribly. I was left with a lot of trust issues and pain. Now a junior, I started working at a Starbucks in Target and I ended finding one of the girls really pretty. I didn't think too much of it though. I also learned she was a lesbian and in a relationship so It was something I knew could never happen anyway. Instead of distancing myself from her I started talking to her a lot more, I texted her and rarely, we'd call for a couple minutes at most. I was realizing I was only falling deeper for her and my feelings kept growing. She's touchy with everyone and treats us all the same but deep down I knew she noticed I liked her. I never really tried to hide it but I also never stated it. She purposely teased me, it was almost like tormenting me. Yesterday, we had a shift together and she was a lot more touchy then usual, I got an unusual feeling. later that night we text and I blurt something that crosses her line, she cornered me with "do you like me?" I played dumb but she then tells me she has a girlfriend. I told her I knew, and we go back to normal. I later looked over her instagram, I found her story dedicated to her girlfriend and it was eye opening. Her girlfriend was a senior at my school. They were comepletely serious and infauted with one another. They were truly in love. I cried hard that night, the pain was so bad I skipped school today, I knew it, but seeing it before my own eyes crushed me. I don't know how to act now, and im scared for our next few shifts this weekend. My heart hurts so much.
@@strayperson.5099 I’m still talking to her and we text everyday. I’ve started coming to terms with my bittersweet situation. She still teases me and acts the same at work I think I’m getting over her slowly but surely. She’s becoming more like a sister in my eyes so I think with a little more time I’ll be comepletely over her. I have a shift with her on the 23rd being my trainer at the Pizza Hut connected to Starbucks. It’ll just be us and our manager. I’m a little anxious but I think it’ll be okay.
Something similar is happening to me rn. Basically my bff has a boyfriend(I’m omni and she’s bi) and she just recently broke up with him cause she likes another guy so now they’re a thing. I’m questioning a lot on whether or not I like her and I’m pretty sure I do. Like you she’s also kinda touchy but it’s only really with me I think and she told me her love language was physical touch (same with me). Today she grabbed my face twice to get my attention and both times she looked down at my lips. She also demonstrated to me how she almost kissed her bf and she got really close to me and I started getting butterflies and kind of having a gay panic. I don’t really know what to do about it cause I mean I kinda wanna kiss her but I don’t know if I do at the same time. I’m also not even allowed to date rn cause my parents don’t want me dating but I really do like her.
He has long blonde hair, mine is short and brown. He has brown eyes, mine are green. He is very fit and sporty, just like her, and I hate sports and am overweight. He plays the clarinet, I don’t play any instruments. He’s popular and loved by so many people, I’m know as either the smart kid or the gay kid, no matter how many friends I have. He always knows what to do in social situations, I have no clue. He’s religious, she even said she would probably convert for him, I’m not at all religious. He doesn’t even talk to her, I could make my way to her house blindfolded and walking backwards. I buy her flowers and chocolate, he just laughs at her jokes. I tell her she’s like a goddess and she’s beautiful every day. I’m so much better, but it’s all him.
I just gave my crush a letter today and we won’t see each other or really talk to each other for the next week since we’ll both be out of town with little to no reception. I’m terrified that I’ve ruined our friendship but maybe.. just maybe there’s a chance. This playlist just feels perfect, and I love all the songs in it. Update: It didn’t really go through but the delulu is strong. He ended up mentioning that he doesn’t know about the future but he’s happy we’re friends now. So even if it’s not the best outcome I’m glad I’m still his friend. (:
No one has ever understood how much i appreciate this girl. They think i will just easily move on from unrequited love by telling me "there's always more fish in the sea". They don't understand how she makes me feel. They don't understand how thinking of her made me survive through rough situations. I love her unconditionally to the point i find myself praying for her. She doesn't understand how much i care for her too. I'll just suck this unrequited love up
It hurts, but that’s so amazing that someone makes you feel that way. Many people’ve never experienced that for their whole life. Happy for you no matter what
considering my bf just ghosted and cut off all contact with me and one of my friends, and ive sent him multiple paragraphs, called multiple times and left multiple messages, none of which he's responded to, this is the PERFECT playlist for me. tbh he probably just realized that he's WAY out of my league lol. anyway, thank yoouuuu!! OMG I DIDN'T KNOW HEATHER WAS ON HERE THANK YOU SO MUCH YALL I GOT A NEW BF AND HES THE BEST
I've never commented on playlists like this, but everything has a first. It's been three years, and as time passes I get more and more hooked. She's beautiful, she's so caring that I don't know what I will do if I ever lose her. I can't believe a person can be this flawless. I'm so happy that we met. I know she sees me as an important person, too, but I know that she wouldn't even think about a relationship, especially with me. She's told me this so many times, yet I still can't get this thought off my mind. I never confessed, and I probably never will, but I just want to write this here. Maybe she will come across this video. My beautiful, thoughtful, sweet, caring girl, I will always be there for you. Even if you don't feel the same way, I'll always treasure this friendship we have. You really are all I have. I want to spend eternity with you. I love you so much. I didn't know how people felt when they fell in love, I've always thought it was stupid. How can your knees get weak when you see another person? Oh, it was a mistake to question it. My knees get weak when I see you, I blush when I think about you, and you're on my mind 7/24. People think I have a fever sometimes. I want to give you the world, I wanna do everything to make you happy. I hope someday you will feel the same for me. I love you.
For all the people who's sharing their stories in comments for these playlists - Thank you so much❤ Sometimes it is the only thing that keeps me going. And I believe we'll get through it. Telling myself that 'even if he likes someone entirely different from me, he has the right to be happy with them. That I can be grateful for him just for inspiration to live and go forward. And he doesn't have to know, I don't have to tell him. Because he's already done so much. And the worst thing I could do is to make him confused by a confession. And he doesn't have to know how much i love his smile and voice, his passion for literature and superpower of telling stories. That i can listen to them for hours. Maybe months. And years. But I'm not gonna say. Cause my heart os gonna break. It was broken once. And if it would happen again, i'd lost myself entirely'. And other coward lies that I tell myself.
read this until the end -I love his brown hair -I love his pretty brown eyes -I love the way that he is just a inch taller then me -I love that he matches my energy -I love that he's so kind -I love his style -I love that he respects me -I love the way he looks at me -I love the way he writes -I love his smile -I love that he plays football -I love the way he respects his friends -I love how funny he is -I love how he can cheer me up always -I love how he compliments my fits all day long -I love that he still rememberd my fav animal -I love the way he hold the door for me -I love the way he looks at me -I love the way that he loves his family so much -I love the his cheeks turn red when he talks to me -I love when i think of him that there is a smile on my face -I love when he walk by -I love when he sad my name when i walk by -I love the way he talks to me -I love when he talks to me -I love him but i HATE that you love her
I've known him for so long. It hurts every time I am near him because I know that every word I say is just bringing me closer and closer to someone I could never deserve to have. He stares at a girl I once considered a friend, but now I am filled with this awful jealousy every time I see her. It isn't even her fault, and I feel horrible about it. I just want him to see the way I look at him. I just want him to at least let me down so I know that it will never exist between us. I am longing for an acknowledgment of my feelings. He has spoken to me so intimately and told me that he truly trusted me. But why? What am I? I can't live like this forever. I know I'm not worth it, and perhaps this is my punishment. He has inspired me and guided me, I want to show him what he means to me. I wish I could, but I can't. I am him and he is me. My mind can't focus in his presence, I am consumed with everything that will never be. I am drowning. I went too deep into the water and I can't touch the bottom anymore. I just want somebody to pull me out.
I was struggling with not feeling romantic love anymore. Then I met this person, and it hit me like a fuckjng semi truck. I've known them for two days. Two days. But I like them a lot...
This is my first time writing this so have patience with me. 1st POV: You watched as he started to smile at her/him with love in his eyes. You started to wonder when you will get that same treatment from him. But it was pointless to even think about that since he started to distance himself from you. You tried everything to gain his attention to see him smile at you as he did when you were someone to him. Even if, that someone was his friend that he only talked about his problems too. You didn’t care you wanted his love even though his love was so far away… Look at me, Look this way I promise you I won’t disappoint you… you were desperate but it didn’t matter, nothing mattered than the heart when he was there. But how can you keep giving your heart to someone who never wanted it. You cried, and begged for simple attention but did she/he?? Did she/he have to cry for his attention or time?? The answer is no, because she/he already had it the first time they met. She/he isn’t you that’s it… that’s all there was to it. She/he was his world and not you.. It’s sad isn’t but this wasn’t your fairytale or your book… and to everyone else you were not the character worth caring or writing about. The nameless character that’s you. Hope you enjoyed this and this playlist is so beautifully well made❤😊
Oh my god you are so talented ! You really desctibed just how awful it felt to feel like being on a onr sided love, that's pure writing talent right there !
@@asillythatisverylonely Don’t worry, this isn’t your love story, It will hurt now but focus on yourself and your goals and you will find a person who loves you for you ❤😊
If any of you have read Warrior Cats, this reminds me of Ashfur and Squirrelflight's relationship. The moment Brambleclaw got into the BiG aRgUmEnT with Squilf, she went straight to Ashfur. It was even mentioned that one point in the series Squilf even slept in the same nest with Ashfur, and it was obvious he truly loved her. Brambleclaw was also pretty abusive during the whole thing, and Squilf had every right to love Ashfur, as much as Brambleclaw hated it. Then the moment Squilf and Brambleclaw forgave each other, they fell in love immediately. Ashfur must have felt like a second choice, probably as if he were backstabbed or cheated on, so he also had every right to dislike "her" kits. All I'm saying is that Ashfur would relate to this playlist. (I don't hate Bramble x Squilf, its just that the relationship dynamic never really worked out.)
I do feel bad for Squirrelflight. I think her and Brambleclaw/star wasn't very good, and no way was Ashfur and her good either. (I don't know how much you've read, I've personally read up to book 5 of TBC). Ashfur, while I definitely feel bad for him, took it wayy too far. There are other instances of cats getting rejected and they dealt with it fine, which further proves the point that Ashfur was probably a mixture of bad and morally gray. Ashfur definitely also thought that Squirrelflight ''loved him'' which I personally think there was a huge misunderstanding between all of them haha.
She was perfect, how she looked, how she acted, how she smiled at people... Oh how it felt like a competition... us wanting her love... i was the first to give up... I was the one she never liked... I was the hated one... but yet I still miss the time where we first met... back in 1st grade... How i wished i could've improved in time... how I could've removed my short-temperedness... and yet I don't know how she still makes me feel complete... thanks mich 💔
Everyone else is sharing their love story, I will too bc why not. One of my freinds. I've known her for just over a year now, and have been having on-and-off feelings for her for that entire time. I would do anything just for her to give me some hope here. I want hold her hand and stay in her embrace forever, but I'm 90 percent sure that she has feelings for my ex. Even if she didn't, I still have no chance with her. She's cool and popular, so creative and kind and the most amazing person I have ever met... but she hardly sees me as a best friend, let alone a lover. I wish my brain would stop making me feel this. I have no chance so what's the point?
The fact that my crush was my rival before but now, 2 years later, i know i like him. Today in history class, the teacher (who loves gossip) started talking about crushes then , a girl shouted loudly a name, it was the name of the crush of the person i liked. I almost cried, but now i rethink about it i just cry. The name was one of those popular girl. I know i can't compete with a popular girl while being a nerd. I just hope he'll get rejected or it was fake. I just hope. edit: He got himself a girlfriend and i'm trying to move on.
The first song hit hard, I have a crush on a guy with the cutest smile ever, my close friend try hooking us up, we talked but he never liked me as he likes my close friend the one that was helping me. The way he looks at her is so sweet, today I found out she likes him too, now I'm slimming for her but it hurts
i loved him so much. i miss the way he use to text me. some months after we broke up we talked again, and we called all day. i thought i gave him enough signs i still like him but he ignores them all. i confessed and he say he've had a gf for abt 4 months. but God, i would be the happiest women if he still cares a little. i mention him in all my prayers, i wish he did too. but life is life, he chosed his path so i have to go to mine now... I pray that God protect him "If someday we ever meet again, I'll know it's faith and I'll date you"
I reached out to my crush first last night... we talked till 1am. I'm so happy that I finally got the chance to talk to him even if it's just through chat. I had fun, I really did. But then, i'm kinda feeling sad and I don't understandㅠㅠ
I been flirting with my crush for a month now due to my confident xD now he said he has sth to tell me when we see each other (we know each other for 6 years now)
Update: I'm gonna give him a gift tom at the event... anonymously HAHAHAHA That's gonna be the last time... I won't bother him anymore and probably gonna stop this feeling coz he seems interested with someoneㅠㅠ
I’ve never even have talked to him but I swear I think of him everyday the story’s about him I hear from other people make him sound even more beautiful. I watch him pass by all the time at this point I look for him everywhere and it sad he’s probably never going to be looking for me 😅
It took me a year to realize Other people are tiring to be around even when I like them, but not her. She rambles but from her heart and gets so excited. She is so passionate about the things she likes, tea, Bluey, music, poetry. She doesn’t make me feel like I am supposed to be being someone, I am allowed to just exist quietly around her. She has the prettiest smile, it is hard to not be happy when she smiles or when you make her laugh. I realized this after a year of being her friend. The next day she told me how excited she was because that night she was going on a date with her boyfriend. She met him at an orchestra camp. We bonded over orchestra. He plays violin. I play violin. It hurts a lot but I still get so happy whenever I get to see her.
Me and my girlfriend have been together for more than 1 year and I've started to get the feeling that she doesn't want to talk to me anymore. Whenever I ask her how her day was she just answers my question without trying to continue the conversation and I always see her online talking to other people but not answering my questions. She also never tries to start a conversation with me. And now i feel like i'm the only one who puts any effort into our realtionship.
Dude literally- we’ve been childhood friends. Since first grade- our sisters are best friends. They graduated- and now we don’t talk that much now. But when we do it’s like- all the stars are aligned. the perfect amount of awkwardness- and then whenever he glances at me- and then looking away embarrassed when i catch him. and then he’s dating someone else :/
i’ve liked him for 2 years. He’s gorgeous. i always stare at him from afar in class, sometimes we make eye contact. He knows i like him my friends made it obvious and always embarrasses me, one time i cried even cried. one time i told my friend who just started liking him to back off and that i was mad at her for talking to her. i knew it was wrong and i shouldn’t let my jealousy ruin our friendship but then she told her other friend what i said then she told my crush. I always feel like my friend has a better chance to get with him because they have been friends since babies and she’s prettier than me and an extrovert. Im an introvert. i get so nervous even just standing near him and my self confidence is low. i just wish he would say his feelings first. I can’t handle rejection.
My story idk So I went to an extremely small elementary, like everyone knew everyone, so I knew him and his whole family. He was one of my best friends growing up and as we grow up, we slowly split a part. (just casually nothing bad happened) It wasn’t until late middle school/early high school, that I realized that I had feelings for him, but at the time he was with someone else, so I waited. Once they broke up, I spent forever working up the courage to ask him/tell him,(my best friend ended up telling him, with permission) but when he was told I found out that he was in another relationship. Months later, we share glances but nothing more. I wish my feelings left, but alas my brain hates me and they haven’t. TLDR: childhood best friend turned into my crush, but nothing more.
She' drives me crazy. Dancing in the rain while a crowed runs inside for fun? Laying in a field in the dark alone and just fucking around like toddlers? The things she says to me. I can't, how is she so perfect? Sometimes I sit there and I think how, how am I this lucky yet so unlucky at the same time? Yelling up at the sky when its storming at Zeus and jumping into her arms when the thunder claps, getting ready together and doing one another's makeup, laying in her bed and laughing at silly videos.. how? How do I deserve her? And yet she's still just my best friend, the girl across the street. She's sunlight incarnate, and yet it feels like I'm in a completely different galaxy sometimes, watching her glow from lightyears away.
Ive already written my story abt my crush in one of your other playlist. so if u wanna know it heres a recap. I was at my year/grades camp and he wrote his crushes name on a wet table and i saw it wasnt my name.(if you want the full story its on this persons playlist called 'you fell too deep in love... a deep love playlist' Anyways im here to vent how perfect he is and how i can never get him. Jett if your reading this your perfect.your smile makes my day better. i adore how nice you are to everyone and respect them. When i walk past you i get this butterfly feeling that i wish i could feel over and over again. Youre so talanted in your soccer skills and i just wished you liked me.everyday when i see you i know its gonna be a good day. Why cant my dreams come true and you finally notice the hints.but i guess the day you finally realise ,will be the day i die Update: I don't like him anymore. I got into soccer and got to see how he throws tantrums like a toddler when he doesn't get the soccer field he wants. I now love my bestfriend but I have to suppress my feelings for him because I don't want to ruin our friendship. Tbh id rather break my heart than what we have now 👍
Update update: I'm dating my best friend and we couldn't be happier, apparently he's liked me since grade 1. We've been dating for a while now and I can't express how much we love each other. I can't believe I thought I had no chance.
I feel like my heart belongs here, I look at someone in love but they look at me like a "best friend." My mind goes farther than that. Thank you for making this. It describes me well
I'll share mine too So there was this girl i liked (I'm a girl) take her name as 'x' and when i asked my friends to guess who she is they gave many names and when they mentioned the girl 'y' she entered inside the classroom and when i looked at her she was pretty. I told my friends about the girl 'x' and yeah they supported me but whenever i came across the girl 'y' in class corridors i could not help but keep looking at her and feel something. After liking the girl 'x' for a week or so i found she had bad behavior and left her. Then i found a guy to like at my church i liked him for two months and left him after hearing he had a girlfriend. The girl 'y' was grabbing my attention too much and I knew she would be someone special to me. I started liking her she was just so pretty her personality was good and matched my type a lot she could sing, she was tall, she is just so beautiful. After liking her for a month i decided to tell her that i like her (i confess right away if i think he/she is the one) . My friend helped me in doing so she rejected me saying that she doesn't know me personally . Iwas disappointed but yeah we only talked for 4 times. Then i texted her we were talking good when one day she texted me saying that she doesn't plan on dating soon. Now its been 2 years since I liked her. She said she was not planning to date but now she is dating a gay guy i was mad but yeah if she is happy then i am also happy. She was the one for me but i guess I was not the one for her
Okay.. today at school i'm in myanmar (burma) so that we have an festival call "War so" where we pray monks at any time. we didn't have to learn today so everyone was free. My friends push me to my crush.. which i thought he also likes me (Cuz he was staring at me days by days) and after sch on school bus, one of his friend told me that he didn't like me anymore.. i was heartbroken and want to cry but i was on school bus so i couldn't cry.. I liked him for 3 months 2 weeks and 4 days.. i remembered.. he liked me but anymore.. But but.. I can't move on.. he is just.. so cute.. handsome.. kind.. like an angel... i have to see him on every weekdays.. I can't..
Ive litarally had a huge crush on this dude in my grade for over a year, but we barely ever talked and a bunch of shit happened and now hes flirting w my friend while i moved schools so all i can do is listen to how he flirts with her😭😭
Knowing someone for almost a year now, I still really like her. She loves someone else, but I try to let go bittersweet knowing that I am letting go. There is this side of me that I still like her as we became closer as friends. At first, I was in denial because I wanted to be only friends with you until I am here typing all of my closed feelings in this comment section. It has been 5 months, and that feeling remains the same as I felt the first time we went out for coffee. I jokingly only like her because of how beautiful she is, and she does not know that it is deeper than that. If you are reading well, this is awkward. I am here holding onto something I cannot hold onto anymore. In some way, I am still holding on. It is nice that we became friends Gabrielle.
What I would do for that boy. His straight yet soft hair, his cold yet loving eyes, his respectful and patient attitude, his smile whenever I make a joke good enough for him to at the least crack a smirk, his little affectionate moments where he can put his arm around me or the little handshake he gives me every time we depart from each other. I know it’s one sided, I know the things he does is just friendly gestures, I know the smiles are rare occasions he can actually see me as good enough. I know I’m not good enough for my love.
Thank you for teaching me loving u unconditionally All I need u to be happy and shine I love you sm that it's okay not to choose me and I'm happy that I love u Ik u will never choose me but I choose this path... it hurts but at the same time it's a silly love of mine for u makes me feel butterflies too
Family, you will love unconditionally, even if something bad happened, you cant lose that tiny bit of love Friend-- You will love until the day they backstab you Lovers--- You will love them, with every fiber of your being, even if they break your heart, you may hate them, but still rememmber them and miss them sometimes
Omg I like don’t know my feelings anymore. This girl makes my whole world dull compared to her smile, and I can’t tell if I love her or just have a simple crush. It sucks when she has her mood swings too, and I don’t even know if she can fall for people or not
When you love them but they don’t know you exist… but they are best friends maybe more with the person you admire but that person you admire loves them… and because they are closer you feel like she has first dibs… and that you should give up since you didn’t have a chance in the beginning
i know i shouldn't fall for him, i knew, but god! i told myself im not doing love shit there but the first fucking day that i saw him i couldn't keep my fucking eyes off him and then after one month the realisation drew up on me. that i had started to feel something for him, and then almost after 6 months this shit keeps getting bad, i am starting to desire to hug him. god. to him i do not even exist, but i still cannot stop hoping. hoping for something ik is impossible.
We used to be together but that was 2 years ago now and it just hurts knowing how someone else has broken his heart while I sit here unable to communicate that I want to try again with us. I’ve never stayed so hung up on a relationship before. This is a first. Neither of us were stable at the time, and now he’s going through a break up and I hate seeing him like this. It hurts.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
I would go back to a specific day. A September Saturday, to be exact. The air was crisp, cold even, but it was sunny; it was always sunny. It hadn't been the best weekend in the world, I had spent the evening before sobbing in front of strangers in the city centre, the weight and pressure of it all too much, too hard, too sad; a weekend to determine if the feelings were reciprocated, a chance to see you, a break from missing you, the last hoorah- asking you to love me. We hadn’t spent all that much time together as it turned out, a chat here or there, a shared moment of laughter, a cup of tea, and nothing more. I had battled with myself all weekend, whether I should ask for your number, whether I should tell you how I felt. I was far too cowardly to do either. But I walked away with a sense of clarity and closure; we had said goodbye, we had hugged and wished the other well, as we always did. But as I adjusted my backpack and walked further from you, I just knew; it wouldn’t be overstepping, or weird if I got your number from dad, texted you, sent you some notes we were talking about the day before. It would be ok, you wouldn’t mind. As it turned out- you didn't. But nothing has changed in the last eleven months, except for the fact that I can, to a greater degree, accept that you just didn't feel the same way. I found a way to be ok with that. And here you are, nearly a year on, with a beautiful girl on your arm. And it’s what I've said to all my girls, my mother, what I’ve told myself- that was the best outcome. You were lonely, for so long my friend. You longed for someone to love, and you have a lot of it to give. All I wanted was your happiness, truly- until now, I think a small part of me held on to the ‘what-if’ lingering in the back of my mind. What if we met when I was a little older? What if we had friends in common, if you could only know me better, what if you loved me the way I love you? I suppose what I feel now isn't sadness exactly, because I’m not sad you found someone lovely- I was never ready for a relationship anyway. I would have found a way to ruin it. Maybe it’s more- melancholy. Nostalgia, even. I have this book sitting on my dresser, ‘before the coffee goes cold’, which I haven’t read yet. I will, one day, maybe today I will start. I just loved the premise- if you could go back in time, but you had to return before the coffee goes cold- what would you do? What would you change? Knowing what I know now, my dear friend, here is what I would say to you, that strange September Saturday, that beautiful autumn morning I didn’t want to say goodbye, knowing that it was the last time I’ll ever see you- this is what I would do. stop, in my tracks. close my eyes, and just breathe. there are always birds singing in the little trees next to the dock, and though it’s so built up now with looming buildings, the air was always so fresh and clean. I would feel the sun, stand up straight, and with all the confidence I could muster, walk back over to you, feeling the urgency I would start to run. ‘hey. sorry, we’re about to leave, I ju-just’- breathe, look up at your confused, lovely face, and smile, say to you, breathlessly still ,‘It was really nice to see you this weekend. And I know we don't see each other often, but I’m just really glad we’re friends. You make me laugh, and I hope whatever you do next, wherever you go, you're happy. Thanks for being my friend. Take care’. And he would probably laugh at how clipped, how ‘English’ and formal I sounded, something he always teased me about, pat me on the head and give me a hug, tell me he wants me to be happy too, call me a friend, seal it off with an awkward fist bump or handshake, send love to my dad and tell me to get home safely. And that would be it. Nothing about the way we did say goodbye was negative, maybe just incomplete. I think it was fitting though, it was simple, and though these words weren't spoken, I don't think he is in any doubt that I loved being his friend. That he could make me laugh like a child again, like no one else. It doesn't matter that I had loved him since I was 19, that I have never seen eyes so beautiful, it doesn’t matter that he will never know. That over the years I’ve observed the way he treats children like they were his own, his genuine kindness, his generosity and big heart. How he always offered me a bite of his food, how I saw that he cheats in board games, that he lies about not being competitive. That being called a ‘cloud person’ remains the most lovely thing anyone has said to me. That his little gestures and dancing, though awkward, made him warm, like the way he clapped when he really laughed, he would almost put his head on your shoulder. I would play Chopin’s Romance Larghetto on my out of tune piano, my terrible posture intact, tears forming in my eyes, you would hum along while I shut my eyes, trying to listen to the sound of your hums while you recorded me, sent it to your parents. You had no idea I was thinking of you the whole time, I was thinking of you every time I played that piece. You were a very easy person to fall in love with. This rose coloured lens wasn't real, but it was mine and it was true. And for little while, he was a reminder that there was true beauty in being 32 and still figuring yourself out, slightly tainted, slightly broken by past loves gone wrong and life’s disappointments, but still landing on your feet, being grateful for the life you’ve been given, and just being a wonderful, wonderful human being. Meeting him was a lesson in a love unrequited, complicated and scary, a love I could only have experienced by witnessing his beautiful chaos, and I am so thankful I did. If I could travel in time, but return before the coffee went cold, I wouldn’t repaint a single moment we shared, I wouldn’t change a thing- I’d just take one last look in those blue eyes, know that he would be ok, he would find the girl he dreamt of all these years, someone to calm the chaos. I would smile, tell him goodbye. And finally mean it.
@@SunshineMelody0thank you so much, it does make me feel lighter. It’s all the unexpressed love I never got to tell him, it will stay my little secret. But what a wonderful privilege it was to be so hopelessly in love with someone so kind, I’ll always remember him as the sweet boy with the crooked smile who smelled of peppermint I loved far too long, far too soon. It was never right with us and yet, all is well. All is well. I hope you’re doing okay too friend, thanks for your response x
Dude, I'm crying rn- It was very worrying, exactly what I'm afraid of. That was just so beautiful, I wish I could write like that. Good luck with your life and all that stuff, just, really, you're cool.
@@xx_neon_the_fox_xx3292 thanks so much my friend. I understand the fear, I’ve felt it a lot this year myself. But having been through it, this unrequited love, this burden I never wanted to carry, let me tell you that you will be okay. Being okay is enough. As much as you want, you just can’t force someone to love you. But that doesn’t mean your love wasn’t real, or anything less than beautiful. It was yours. The man I loved in secret is now married, he married her the day after I wrote this, I think I needed to get it in writing. And though I would have been his in a heartbeat, had he felt the same way, I truly believe now that everything is how it should have been. I like to think someone out there will love me, one day, the way I’ve loved him. I can’t think of a more lovely thing, and though I don’t think I’d admit it to anyone, I long for it, to be loved. And I wish the same for you too friend, if you have the same longing. Take care now, believe in ‘one day’, for the both of us x
I get so happy when she talks to me but she doesn't even consider me as a friend let alone a lover.... Shes not even at least bisexual And ik im not good enough for her because she deserves someone better
I’ve only known him for about a month and I’ve “liked” other guys this quickly too but it was never that type of like. It was mainly just an obsession and it was unhealthy and addictive but with him as cringy and cliche as it might sound I felt a spark between the two of us but never expected I’d fall for him until about three weeks of talking to him that I realized that I do like him and it’s not like any of my other “crushes” this one’s completely different which is scary because it makes the pain 10x worse than the other people I’ve “liked” and I couldn’t even find an exact reason as to why I “liked” the other guys but with him I could name a whole bunch of reasons as to why I like him and at first he was very dry and short because he apparently hates texting and isn’t much of a texter but I would suggest him movies and he would watch it almost right away when he got the chance to so we had a lot to talk about then I found out we both loved the same anime and the same character but then a week ago he started to open up a lot to me and even started messaging me first and tried to keep a convo going himself when usually I had to he even started watching videos of the place I’m from because it’s not a well known country and even asked me to teach him our language as well and watched the movies I suggested to him (that’s when I realized he’s more someone who does than just says he’ll do) we also had a short moment when he told me that if it wasn’t for me he would’ve been bored in college (he’s 18 I’m 17) but today I realized he was following this girl and I had weird feelings about it and it’s been bothering me so much all day today and not only that but he didn’t bother to start a conversation first today so my only bet is that he definitely found someone else. So now I’m here trying to listen to these playlists to let out all my emotions then move on because I can’t be stressing when I have exams coming up next week and I’ve barely studied🥲
Since everyone is sharing their stories, I feel welcome to share mine as well. Here it goes :) (ps English isn't my first language ) So it all started 5 years ago when I was in middle school. I had gotten out of a relationship and I wasn't really looking for anyone at the moment, my ex had moved to another town and I was feeling fine, I noticed him for the first time in English class . He wasn't like any other guy in my class , he was dedicated to his studies , very mature for his age , and he was overall a veru good guy . How I noticed him is a bit funny since the only way I did was when I accidently saw he had a better grade than me in English and well I felt a bit competitive against him . Ever since that moment I started to observe him . The way he had an odd way of stretching , the way he drew doodles in his notebook when he was bored , how stubborn he was , how much he hated to lose and would curse under his breath during dodgeball . I pretended to hate him but deep down I had a very big crush on him . Unfortunately I wasn't the kind to really talk to guys when I was younger , so instead of trying to talk to him and stuf , I kinda stared into his soul instead lol . After all that , I gathered the courage to tell him , and I wrote him a letter , but he didn't respond and he lowkey started to ignore me . ( I do realise that I may have scared him off but still ) He didn't really talk to me afte that and this contined for 2 more years , my feelings becoming deeper . In my country , you move to diffrent school's after the 7th grade and him and I moved to two diffrent schools , not talking ot each other whatsoever. It's been officially 5 years since this has happened and I am still not over him since I bump into him sometimes :( . To anyone feeling this way , I get you compleatly , and I am so sorry you feel that way . But it will get better eventually :)
I have never met anyone like you, it's sappy, but it's the truth. I'm glad we're still friends, that I can still keep you in my life even if you can't love me back. The way you treat me so sweetly even after knowing how I feel about you, I'm thankful that you didn't distance yourself from me, but at the same time, it's only fueling my buried feelings. You are so kind, so thoughtful. And I.. do not deserve your kindness. I wish you the best, and I will always be here... It's devastating, but in time, this will pass. Hopefully.
But god damn it... We talk every day, how can I move on from you? You always approach me, you always check up on me, buy me food when I'm hungry. We have the same personality, same experiences, same interests. Not only that but we understand each other so well. I am so heartbroken but I can't show it. When I told you I like you but it wasn't that serious, I was lying. I wish to hold your hand. I wish to be a part of your life for a long, long time. I wish that you see me the way I see you. But you love someone else, and I don't think I can ever heal, even if years pass. I love you, Kiel. So I will let you go. We are friends after all, and I don't want to ruin this precious bond that we've built. Thank you for everything. :)
I finally fell in love🙂...I've fallen in love with someone who doesn't even know I exist... And I'm already engaged to a person whom I never wanted to marry. There is a big age difference and yet my family don't care. He was like a big brother to me.I don't know what to do... I'm loosing my mind and myself. And the person I love is already in love with someone else💔.
I love him....."there's more fish in the sea"... I know.... but... I just want "that" fish..... I only need him... But..... He looks at her.... the way I look at him.... and I wish I could tell cupid to take out my arrow.... but he won't.... I wish my pillow smelled like a warm summer day... and not a rainy cold winter.....
I think the ability to be enjoying life yet still want to kill your self is a unique quirk of humans. I can enjoy life and the people around me yet only 3 people I know really make me want to stick around. My dad, step-dad and my crush and they keep me going and help ouch the thoughts away yet when I have the crush I still struggled with my suicidal thoughts every once in a while. Yet I still was enjoying life. Was I enjoying just being alive, the luxury of being able to fight my demons another day? Or was I genuinely just enjoying life? Or could it have been a mix of the 2? Who knows, all the matters now it that my mental state has drastically improved due to this cool thing we call love. A thing many of us experience from a parental figure in our lives but not in a romantic way with a lover yet a crush is usually all some of us need which is weird. Just being in their life completes our life. Many people say you can’t define love yet I believe you can as you live your life. The definition is fluid so it changes as you do and as you live your life with the people in it. You only have 1 life so you should try to make the most of it from the smallest actions to the biggest of gestures. Enjoying the small things make the big things so much more special. I write this so everyone can look back at what I wrote and hopefully can I can relate just a little bit so everyone can come together and have fun and enjoy life. As what’s the point of living a life alone when you’re meant to have atleast 1 person to always have in your life no matter what. Hopefully you can be that for someone else and someone can be that for you. Anyway Happy Holidays and hope everyone has a amazing day and just know someone out there loves you wether it’s a parent, sibling, or other family member, or a crush who hasn’t built the courage to confess yet, or the special person in your life.
Story time: I had a formal and i was going to ask this guy who was showing signs and everyone knew i liked him and he liked me. Or so we thought Everyone told me to ask him to the formal so the day of the formal i finally had enough guts to go and ask him and he was with his friends.i walked up to him and before i got to even say a word he just looked me and said no i don't like you i never did. I have never cried so bad in my life all the boys were laughing and joking and asking me if i was okay as a joke and making fun of me. But this story isn't over I was sad but still decided to go to the formal and i got there and the guys jaw dropped and the boys thought i looked great.But my boy bestfriend or we became best friends came up to me and said OMG HWY DO YOU LOOK LIKE THAT you look so much prettier without makeup (he took my hand and held it)>HE proceeded to tell me how good i looked without makeup and how i still looked good.We danced and hung out the whole night and he made be have a great time. PS:find someone who will love you for who you really are and how you will be without all the makeup and all the fakeness. PSS:(this happened last night)
I think I'm in love with someone at my school and to make matters worse, he's a boy too. We are from different classes and it is my first time feeling something like this. He's the most beautiful person I've ever seen and the only time we talked, he was so kind to me (something no one else was) and since the day I signed up at the new school I noticed him. Not all the stars in the world reflect the glow that lights up in me when I see him or hear his name. It hurts a lot to know that he must be straight and that someone incredible like him must already have a girlfriend. And I'm so ugly around him that I hate myself just thinking that I almost thought I thought I wanted him to be my friend. We never see each other at recess and... High school sucks. I handed him an origami once (my way of showing affection) and everyone who saw it gave me this uncomfortable look, making me and my confused ass sooooooo uncomfortable and UGH!!! I want to believe that I don't love him. That I'm Aromantic. No, I don't love him. I've been thinking about him for over a month now and damn. Okay, maybe I think he's cool... And since almost no one will read this, and since he won't ever find it: Dal Pizzol, look... I know we didn't talk much or see each other for more than two seconds but man... I- (Aaaaaahhh) I think you're cool, u know? (How embarrassing) I think you're really cool. I wish I could be close to you, in the same class, just listening to you talk, to your voice, because I don't see myself as having the right to interact with you. I have always affected the people around me since I was a child and I don't want to affect you. You are beautiful and I know that beauty is something temporary but I don't care if your beauty disappears, For me you are beautiful anyway. You will forever be "Mona Lisa" for me. I don't want you to be sad about anything, just thinking about you crying makes my heart heavy. And I want you to be happy, even far from me, with someone else and never knowing how I feel about you and why I'm always making origami and handing them to you randomly... I want to hug you, but I'm afraid you'll disappear in a puff of smoke because that's what happens with dreams. You look like a dream. I know you don't know about my existence... And I think it's even better that way.
Everything, every single detail of her personality makes me so happy. She is kind, sooo witty and beautiful. And adorably clumsy. I love her like I have never loved someone before. Even if it is unrequitedly, the pleasure just to chat with her a bit is worth all the pain of broken heart. Usually I don't leave comments, but now I am on that stage of falling in love when I want to talk about her endlessly and with everyone, what a shame, actually Cool playlist, by the way
Well at least it feels good to know everyone here is in the same boat. Their my partner but I love them more passionately, and I have more space in my heart for them, than them me.
My friends tell me to not give up but im just a stranger to him while just seeing him makes me so happy. Just do i have a chance, when all the other girls are way prettier, more confident.. This is all so sudden ive never felt like this for anyone and its been so long, i dont know anything about him tho im too scared to say hi to him hes just too cool to notice me
Been in truly deep love 3 times and got rejected each time since they looked at me as nothing more than a friend. I have never once in my life been together with someone that I was truly in love with and as I now are getting close to my mid 30's I don't think I ever will. Been in several relationships before and I am sure I will find new ones but they will likely be like my last ones, born out of a necessity to not be alone rather than true love.
Even knowing our paths diverge, my love for you remains a constant melody in my heart. You are a sunrise I can't hold, a dream I can't grasp. Yet, the way your laughter chases away shadows and your mind ignites mine leaves an imprint no distance can erase. Though I may have to love you from afar, the echo of your brilliance will forever paint my world in vibrant hues and sometimes it feels like a cruel twist of fate. We fit together like the missing pieces of a puzzle I never knew existed, our conversations sparking like fireworks on a summer night. The ache of wanting more than stolen glances and whispered words is a constant dull throb. But even with the knowledge that forever might be out of reach, cherishing the moments we have feels like the sweetest rebellion. So I'll keep this love tucked away, a precious secret that makes my ordinary days shimmer with a touch of extraordinary. I make short love POVs check them out🙃
I love the way he looks at me I love the way his hair looks when he gets on the bus in the morning.. wet and yet fluffy I love how he smiles I love his voice.. its comforting to me I love his eyes I love his face I love his clothing style I love how he stares at me I love when he laughs I love when he talks to me, even though i have to say sm first I love the way we look at eachother.. but idk if hes another player or actually likes me I love when i see him in the halls I love listening to him talk when its not even to me I love his body I love his gaze I love the way he talks to his friends I love how he says things I love how weird and cringe he is I love him I love everything.. I love how he doesnt know I love him
Idk why do I still love her? Since the first time I saw her, I've fallen for her already and as time goes the feelings start to get deeper and deeper. Even though I know I'll never have her. She's too perfect to be mine. I tried to move on but I couldn't. It's been 2 years and I'm still here admiring her from afar.
I like this guy... i met him in november in the train for a school trip, we were playing with some of my friends and some of his friends, after that day i havent seen him anymore Until a week ago A week ago we went for a 4 day school trip with an airplane and he was here too, i dont know if he remembers about me, i was too shy to ask, we made eye contact a few times, i dont think he loves me back, i dont think ill see him anymore, i just want him to know that i love him.
My heart hurts, it hurts a lot i wish you could've seen this. It hurts so much seeing you ignore my texts hours on end. It hurts seeing ur texts get dryer and dryer. It hurts a lot.
I fell in love with him accidentally, he’s just a virtual friend. Plus he’s way too old for me, I’m a minor and he’s not. We only met bc of his small YT channel that I decided to support! I don’t even know what he looks like, but he understands me in a way no other person could! We’re basically the same person, and he’s smart and funny, and so very unserious! But IK he’ll never look at me that way, he sees me as a little sister. It’s just not possible, he’s way older. To him I’m just a cool 13 year old who could be his little sister! I didn’t mean to fall for him, we don’t even know each other that well yet, we just met not too long ago! Why does my heart keep choosing people that will never love me?
I love her so much but she’s so much better than me. And I just can’t ever be good enough for her. She doesn’t get that I love her, and she likes this boy and said she might get in a relationship with him. (Heather playing frfr)
Don't worry sweetheart, you're a wonderful person. There is no such thing as being less good than someone ♥︎ be confident, not for anyone but for yourself, because you need to love yourself before loving someone ♡
This made me cry, because I can’t make him love me back, I don’t know why am I still trying to get his attention, I have humilliated myself for 5 years, but I can’t help it, I wish I didn’t love him the way I do, but in the same time I want to him to love me back so bad it hurts, it makes me insecure, what am I lacking? Beauty? Personality? I want to be his perfect girl, I just want him to see me the way I see him, I just want to stop listening to my heart, I don’t want to be in love with him anymore
I just… dear god I love her… It’s soon will be a year of pining. And it’s fine mostly but once she talks with other men I feel so jealous yet she isn’t even mine. But I can’t just confess cus our friend will be triggered, but oh boy it’s hard
Here is a story I felt One Day I was walking by and then I saw a girl who speaks English just like me and we became besties but then one day I liked her but it was one sided D: I Was About to tell her that I liked her but she came up to me and then said she is dating a girl I was soo sad I throw the flowers that I bought for her and went with my black hoodie. She tried to text me and call me and tried to say sorry but she was still dating it was soo hard to let it go. Although we had a good time I will still miss her 💔
hes the most perfect man i've ever met, ive never looked at someone quite like this. everything about him is enchanting, his big smile, pretty eyes, messy hair, his perfect facial hair, his incredible body, the way he talks is addicting, i want to stare at him forever, be able to lay on his chest and listen to his heartbeat, hold his pretty, beautiful hands, taste his soft lips, put my hands around his waist, and hold his face as he looks into my eyes. i want him to tell me all of his thoughts and tell me all about his interests and his life. i want to know everything about him and keep his secrets that he cant tell anyone else. i want to breathe in his scent of sweat and detergent, i would live and breathe him if i could. but he'll never ever focus on the little things about me like i do him, he'll never want to stare into my eyes and tell me everything hes thinking. he'll only ever see me as a friend who can't get over him. he'll care about me but never as much as i care about him.
He deserve so much..I know he can never feel anything There’s was nothing but I feel everything so much… He made me alive again like when I was younger
I have this friend, he's a really cool guy, and even though he's not perfect, so isn't anyone else. I don't know why I like him, but i really want to know him better and get closer to him. I want to listen to him vent. I want him to trust me, i want him to rant to me about his interests, i want him to be happy i'm around as much as i am that he's around. I want to talk more often. I want him to go look for me as much as i go look for him. I want to be more than just another friend from a different class. I wish he texted first, other than to cancel hanging out last minute. I wish he saw how much i want and try to talk to him. I forget about everything else when I'm with him, i genuinely have so much fun, but i'm not much more than another friend. He says he has a gf, but I don't believe him. He's told me that when he likes a girl, he's really quick to get over it and doesn't want anything like that anymore. How can a guy like that suddenly like someone and have a gf not even a month later? I've liked him for months. I used to be really confused about if he liked me or not, because i'd think he like me because of the stuff he does for me and says to me. But if he liked me, he would think of me when I'm not around. I'm tired of pretending I don't see him that way. I'm tired of having to go look for him. I'm tired of liking him. I've tried to forget about him and at some point i thought i was getting over it, but i really wasnt. I often get the urges to send him a huge text or letter telling him how much I like him. Typing this, I'm not feeling anything. I still think about him very often. Last night i felt upset that i couldnt do everything i wanted to do with him, that he wasn't there with me and that i couldnt tell him how i really felt. I'm considering telling him. I don't want to ruin the friendship, though. Looking Out For You - Joy Again
waitttt im kinda in a similar situation. except mine ended pretty sadly. we used to message each other a lot and we're on the same running team so i still have to see him three days a week, unfortunately. he used to like me and i know he did for some time and it was the best thing ever to kind of have an inkling that he did like me as much i did him. but things aren't like they were back then. basically, he doesn't want to "date in high school", he made me feel rlly inferior and unworthy of anything and we had a talk (over text) last year, the day before thanksgiving actually, and i explained everything to him and about how i felt and how im a very sensitive person and that when i start to care about someone it isn't just something and i can automatically put a stop to, it takes time for me to get over it. but yeah, basically, i ended up blocking him (i've unblocked him now but he prob didn't even [1] notice, or [2] care) and we don't rlly talk anymore and we haven't exactly talked in a while. i see him all the time at track and field practice but i know he doesn't care about me anymore. and to make things even better, he likes someone else on our team who's technically already graduated and is taking a gap year but still running with our team and she's a year older than him. he's apparently asked her out to prom and they work at the same place (a training facility for athletes) and they sometimes go the gym early in the morning together. im still getting over him. and even though i should be over him by now bc of how immature and annoying he is.......i still miss him. well, the old him, i guess. i miss when he used to be a lot more reserved and quiet and polite but still so charismatic and lightly teasing and funny and subtly caring. but he's not rlly like that anymore and it breaks my heart every time i think about it. anyway, sorry for going on such a long rant! i swear, i didn't even mean for it to be this long, but it just kind of came out. but thank you if you somehow managed not to be bored by my sob story lol. i hope you're doing well and that things will turn out okay for you
I love him so much and he will never notice me. He is too blind to see I’ve been here this whole time and I always will be. He keeps going back to this one girl who hurts him. Dragonfruit please open your eyes and see I’m right here! I just want you to notice I’ve stayed the whole time. I really hope you would open your eyes and see I won’t hurt you like she did.. Please.
I'm not her cuz of a romantic love, I'm here cuz i miss my bestie, we were literally everything to each other but after summer break everything fall out and she ignored me which hurt me so bad , but after a week she tried to talk with me but I just can't forgive , i just .. miss the feeling, it was so good to be true . No matter what i still love you bestie and i wish you the best ❤ .
He once compete against me in a MTAP test,saw him. Every year. Years passed by. I am in high school, the universe is good , we were classmates out of 1000+ students. He was the first one whom I made close with. I've liked him. He avoided me. I moved on. Maybe. Years and months passed. We're classmates again. Many months passed by, we're friends. We were close, again. Feeling the same years ago, but it's not the same. Longing his attention. Then we both fell. He's sweet,funny,always accompanied me, makes sure I am not alone, makes sure I don't feel alone. Then,he avoided me. We never talked, again . He was afraid. I was afraid. Not ready. He's my first in everything.
You know it's hopeless. You know it, but still...still...You can't help but feel your heart jump everytime they walk by...
Watching from afar, making up fake scenario in your head...it never hurt anyone to dream a bit.
Timestamps...
0:03 -- In love with someone by Maika
1:31 -- Bubblegum by clairo
4:22 -- Wish you were gay by Billie Eilish
7:56 -- Hurts me (alone at prom) by Tory Lanez
10:12 -- Heather by Conan Gray
13:25 -- My kind of woman by Mac Demarco
16:36 -- First love/late spring by Mitski
21:11 -- Puppy Princess by Hot freaks
25:30 -- I love you so by the Walters
28:11 -- Cupid by Jack Stauber
OK SO WHY IS EVERYONE TALKING ABOUT THEIR LOVE LIFE BUT not asking how you don’t get copyrighted for your playlists?! PLEASE HELP IM BEGGING YOU 😭🙏🙏 I literally spent hours on my playlist and stupid UA-cam won’t let me post it because it’s “blocked” for copyright! HOW DO YOU NOT GET COPYRIGHTED 😭😭
@@_.shay._ I do actually TvT I currently have 5 playlists that I worked very hard on just so they get blocked....I don't have any advice sadly♥︎
“I’d do anything for you, but would you do that for me too?” I felt that
While I was looking through the comments, I saw yours and then the music played the exact same lyric of the song😭
she won't do anything for me..:(
@@zamzam313m Dont worry... I'm sure you can find hope and courage to move on--- if you cant--- You always have these comments, and you can vent to us
@@Aoi_Was_here_8788 thank you bro but the sad thing i come back to her but she is so cold with me
@@zamzam313m I know you truly love her. But sometimes people dont understand love like us. I bet you will find someone better, that makes you more happy
"I love you, but you're not mine."
Goddamn that part in corpse bride crushed me everytime😭😭😭
tweek supremacy
He’s got the most dazzling, warm and beautiful smile I’ve ever seen in my life.
She makes me so happy, but I know I'm not good enough for her. She deserves so much better than me. I don't deserve her in any sense. She's so kind, she talks to me every day. And I don't want to lose her. I want to hold her hand, lay my head on her chest, and tell her how much I care, how much she means to me. She's one of the only things keeping me going nowadays. She's my best friend, the kindest person I've ever met. She never left me for someone else, for someone better. Everything about her is amazing. The way she hides her smile when she laughs, the way she constantly teases me, the way she does everything. And I know I'll never have anything more than to be a friend to her.
edit: we got together so yeah-
I feel the same way about my best friend. They’re amazing and I want so badly to just grab their hand and dance around. I wish to lay with them as we listen to the rain together on an average Saturday night. But as much as a day dream of us growing up together, I know that they will never look at me the way I look at them as we play monopoly, or as we ride our bike to go get ice cream.
Welcome to reality
There’s nothing and no one in the World that you don’t deserve. Someone thinks the same way about you for sure. That’s not (!) your fault but sometimes people are just not meant to be
mabey because your picture is anime
@@charkie129 wow so creative and original, also hilarious because me and her got together. maybe you're so miserable to the point that you just shit on people for their profile picture because you can even spell the word maybe.
I love *her.*
I love how tough *she* is.
I love *her* laugh.
I love *her* smile.
I love how *she* stands up to others.
I love how *she* loves sports.
I love how *she's* athletic.
I love how pretty *she* is.
I love *her* hair.
I love *her* eyes.
I love every inch of *her.*
I love how *she* doesn't know how much I love *her.*
I love how *she* wont ever love me.
I love how *she* loves him..
and i love everything bout her
you should tell her and be proud of it, no matter the outcome because you were honest. You should right all these to a letter and give that to her.
His smile, reserved for me, but around his friends I don't even exist,
HOW IMPOSSIBLE IS THAT ?
I'm proud of you for waking up
I'm proud of you for brushing your hair
I'm proud of you for breathing
I'm proud of you for making your bed
I'm proud of you for eating
I'm proud of you for trying to eat
I'm proud of you for drinking water
I'm proud of you for being here
I'm proud of you for being you
I'm proud of you for smiling
I'm proud of you for continuing uneven when things get difficult for you
I'm proud of you for standing up
I'm proud of you for blinking
I'm proud of you for getting out of your bed after spending the whole day in bed
I'm proud of you for standing up
I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth
I'm proud of you for sitting down
I'm proud of you for defending yourself
I'm proud of you for believing in yourself
I'm proud of you for simply trying
I'm proud of you for being alive
I'm proud of you for going to school or work
I'm proud of you for not ending it all yet and having hope there will be a better day or a better tomorrow
I'M PROUD OF YOU ♥️😊♥️
this hit me harder than it was supposed to thank you
Yw🙂 your worth it.
comments like these make me cry thank you
This means so much to me
This really made me cry
Everyone…. Each and every one of us has felt the pain of loving someone from afar hoping and wishing that they find happiness………… but hoping and wishing that we gave them that happiness. Our love transcended our use of words therefore we could not express ourselves to said person except we faded away in the background………… and forever lost the ones we loved.
At first i really thought he liked me,just the way he smiles when he looked at me…but then,i found out that he only see me as a “friend”…it hurt me more then I expected. The saddest part is,i still cant move on…i still like him:(
we're in the same situation, but I just get rejected. I don't know what to do he's in my class, and the music club... That will be so hard, my heart is hurting fucking bad
@@susuucre6220 im so sorry to hear that babe☹️
He likes my best friend and he told me because we are close friends as well. I cried every night for a week, I've loved him for two years and he likes my best friend
@@user-qy8tf9cg7s ouch,that hurt a lot..how are you feeling now?
Same. It’s been three years. I’ve never told him. He’s the best man I’ve ever met and I know I’ll never be good enough for him. He’s just so upright and principled I could listen to him talk for hours. I know he doesn’t care, to him I’m just a friend, not even a close one. He treats me well, he’s sweet and funny but that just makes everything worse.😅
Since everyone is sharing about their one sided love ig i will too.
This boy at my school has caught my attention since two months ago which is not that long ago. But ever since I noticed him, my days have brightened and I actually have something to look forward to when going to school. I’ve known him since last year but didn’t pay much attention. He has this sort of aura like this presence that just makes people around him smile. He’s a nice student, always paying attention in class, listening to the teachers, respecting them and his classmates as well. He’s so kind I don’t think I deserve someone that good. Just as good of a student he is, he is an amazing person with great personality. He’s extroverted and like I mentioned has ways to lighten up the mood all the time. He’s a really great friend to his friends. We’re not close friends but because we have mutual friends, we talk here and then. He’s attentive and I really enjoy talking to him. Except I barely do because being just being near him makes me nervous. You know? It’s like I know he’s a great person but I think he’s too good for me. All my thoughts about him aside, in the end, this is a one-sided love, an unrequited love. He likes another girl, or at least I think he still does. There’s this girl whom he’s been liking since almost a whole year ago and ai think he still likes her. I’m very sure of this because even she is aware. He’s asked her out to parties before and maybe even to date. I’m not even that mad that he likes her. He can like her, that’s fine. But it’s the fact that the girl is not that good of a person. I know her personally and she has a very high ego and is narcissistic. It could have been anyone but it had to be someone like that. In the end, that’s his decision. I can’t compete with her and I can’t ever meet to his standards. I won’t stop liking him just for that though. Until I find solid reasons to move on, I will stay loyal. Maybe one day we’ll work out :)
Pov : its was the first day of your school. You were in the bus with earphones on.. Then she/he came and sat beside you. You ignore them but then you decided to ask their name. You get to know them better only to know that they are exactly the same as you. Same trauma, same wounds , same habits etc. But you accidentally hurt them. They will never see you as the same again. But after this you fell for them more. They started talking to you again but its not the same as it was. You see the same pain , tears , wounds in their eyes. There smile gives you butterflies and inner peace. When they cry, you feel ache in your heart. You dont feel like smiling when they're crying.
I'm inlove with a guy who barely even talks to me or even knows me in general, though i keep seeing him taking quick glances at me.. i know I'm being delusional but i still hope there's a chance between me and him, I'm loving him from afar while he loves someone else
):
If he loves someone else then it's no way,well in my situation,i started developing feelings for my distant cousin....idk even if I want her to be my love..but I am happy if she is
same except im trans and mainly just in the closet using my dead name cuz idk what to name myself i look masculine, but he's a guy and i cant tell if he's gay(or just likes guys in general) or not and im scared to even talk to him. i barely know him but im alr crushing on him for half a year, which is crazy bc i barely even know him
My situation is similar as yours. He acted so warm towards me and make me happy. And me being the delulu dumbass i'm fell smashing down for him. And today a friend of mine told me he's a player and he has a gf. What a happy ending...
Honestly everything looked so golden at first. Until i asked them out and they only wanted to be friends. Now they are hanging out with me joking around. I dont know how to feel about it.
I loved him with every fiber of my being but he never loved me, no matter how hard i tried, he was in love with someone else while being with me. I know i have to let go but i cant help but worry about him everyday, i get this mix of sickness and butterflies when he passes by...i pray me and anyone else in a similar situation get to heal/move on, thanks for taking some time to read this stranger :,)
Im a bisexual girl. I had only ever dated a girl once and it was when I was a freshman , back then I had no clue what a relationship should've looked like so it didn't last. After going through sophmore year I dated 4 different guys and they all failed terribly. I was left with a lot of trust issues and pain. Now a junior, I started working at a Starbucks in Target and I ended finding one of the girls really pretty. I didn't think too much of it though. I also learned she was a lesbian and in a relationship so It was something I knew could never happen anyway. Instead of distancing myself from her I started talking to her a lot more, I texted her and rarely, we'd call for a couple minutes at most. I was realizing I was only falling deeper for her and my feelings kept growing. She's touchy with everyone and treats us all the same but deep down I knew she noticed I liked her. I never really tried to hide it but I also never stated it. She purposely teased me, it was almost like tormenting me. Yesterday, we had a shift together and she was a lot more touchy then usual, I got an unusual feeling. later that night we text and I blurt something that crosses her line, she cornered me with "do you like me?" I played dumb but she then tells me she has a girlfriend. I told her I knew, and we go back to normal. I later looked over her instagram, I found her story dedicated to her girlfriend and it was eye opening. Her girlfriend was a senior at my school. They were comepletely serious and infauted with one another. They were truly in love. I cried hard that night, the pain was so bad I skipped school today, I knew it, but seeing it before my own eyes crushed me. I don't know how to act now, and im scared for our next few shifts this weekend. My heart hurts so much.
How are you now?!
hope ur doing ok☹
@@strayperson.5099 I’m still talking to her and we text everyday. I’ve started coming to terms with my bittersweet situation. She still teases me and acts the same at work I think I’m getting over her slowly but surely. She’s becoming more like a sister in my eyes so I think with a little more time I’ll be comepletely over her. I have a shift with her on the 23rd being my trainer at the Pizza Hut connected to Starbucks. It’ll just be us and our manager. I’m a little anxious but I think it’ll be okay.
@@jebu_rahman I’m much better now, slowly but surely getting over her. Time will heal
Something similar is happening to me rn. Basically my bff has a boyfriend(I’m omni and she’s bi) and she just recently broke up with him cause she likes another guy so now they’re a thing. I’m questioning a lot on whether or not I like her and I’m pretty sure I do. Like you she’s also kinda touchy but it’s only really with me I think and she told me her love language was physical touch (same with me). Today she grabbed my face twice to get my attention and both times she looked down at my lips. She also demonstrated to me how she almost kissed her bf and she got really close to me and I started getting butterflies and kind of having a gay panic. I don’t really know what to do about it cause I mean I kinda wanna kiss her but I don’t know if I do at the same time. I’m also not even allowed to date rn cause my parents don’t want me dating but I really do like her.
I look at her the way she looks at him
Same
He has long blonde hair, mine is short and brown. He has brown eyes, mine are green. He is very fit and sporty, just like her, and I hate sports and am overweight. He plays the clarinet, I don’t play any instruments. He’s popular and loved by so many people, I’m know as either the smart kid or the gay kid, no matter how many friends I have. He always knows what to do in social situations, I have no clue. He’s religious, she even said she would probably convert for him, I’m not at all religious. He doesn’t even talk to her, I could make my way to her house blindfolded and walking backwards. I buy her flowers and chocolate, he just laughs at her jokes. I tell her she’s like a goddess and she’s beautiful every day. I’m so much better, but it’s all him.
( ͜. ㅅ ͜. )
I just gave my crush a letter today and we won’t see each other or really talk to each other for the next week since we’ll both be out of town with little to no reception. I’m terrified that I’ve ruined our friendship but maybe.. just maybe there’s a chance. This playlist just feels perfect, and I love all the songs in it.
Update: It didn’t really go through but the delulu is strong. He ended up mentioning that he doesn’t know about the future but he’s happy we’re friends now. So even if it’s not the best outcome I’m glad I’m still his friend. (:
Omg! I hope everything goes okay for you. Even if it doesn't, I believe you'll have the strength to pick yourself up.
any update?
@@jebu_rahman just updated it (:
No one has ever understood how much i appreciate this girl. They think i will just easily move on from unrequited love by telling me "there's always more fish in the sea". They don't understand how she makes me feel. They don't understand how thinking of her made me survive through rough situations. I love her unconditionally to the point i find myself praying for her. She doesn't understand how much i care for her too. I'll just suck this unrequited love up
It hurts, but that’s so amazing that someone makes you feel that way. Many people’ve never experienced that for their whole life. Happy for you no matter what
It's not that you can decide to move on, it's that it's your only choice left
considering my bf just ghosted and cut off all contact with me and one of my friends, and ive sent him multiple paragraphs, called multiple times and left multiple messages, none of which he's responded to, this is the PERFECT playlist for me. tbh he probably just realized that he's WAY out of my league lol. anyway, thank yoouuuu!!
OMG I DIDN'T KNOW HEATHER WAS ON HERE THANK YOU SO MUCH
YALL I GOT A NEW BF AND HES THE BEST
nah ur out of his league fs. ghosting ppl is really not classy
@@jeanstephens9843 thank you so much, i realize now he prob had another girl or something
It's not your fault!! I'm so sorry you're going through this. Don't think like that about yourself :( I hope you're doing OK now ❤️
I've never commented on playlists like this, but everything has a first. It's been three years, and as time passes I get more and more hooked. She's beautiful, she's so caring that I don't know what I will do if I ever lose her. I can't believe a person can be this flawless. I'm so happy that we met. I know she sees me as an important person, too, but I know that she wouldn't even think about a relationship, especially with me. She's told me this so many times, yet I still can't get this thought off my mind. I never confessed, and I probably never will, but I just want to write this here. Maybe she will come across this video.
My beautiful, thoughtful, sweet, caring girl, I will always be there for you. Even if you don't feel the same way, I'll always treasure this friendship we have. You really are all I have. I want to spend eternity with you. I love you so much. I didn't know how people felt when they fell in love, I've always thought it was stupid. How can your knees get weak when you see another person? Oh, it was a mistake to question it. My knees get weak when I see you, I blush when I think about you, and you're on my mind 7/24. People think I have a fever sometimes. I want to give you the world, I wanna do everything to make you happy. I hope someday you will feel the same for me. I love you.
She doesn’t deserve u bro ❤
@@simsweety That's a really gross mindset. She isn't obligated to accept his feelings. She just wanted a friend.
"would you ever love me the way you love her?"
For all the people who's sharing their stories in comments for these playlists - Thank you so much❤ Sometimes it is the only thing that keeps me going. And I believe we'll get through it.
Telling myself that 'even if he likes someone entirely different from me, he has the right to be happy with them. That I can be grateful for him just for inspiration to live and go forward. And he doesn't have to know, I don't have to tell him. Because he's already done so much. And the worst thing I could do is to make him confused by a confession. And he doesn't have to know how much i love his smile and voice, his passion for literature and superpower of telling stories. That i can listen to them for hours. Maybe months. And years. But I'm not gonna say. Cause my heart os gonna break. It was broken once. And if it would happen again, i'd lost myself entirely'.
And other coward lies that I tell myself.
I hope you feel better now. So proud of you for sharing this story❤️
read this until the end
-I love his brown hair
-I love his pretty brown eyes
-I love the way that he is just a inch taller then me
-I love that he matches my energy
-I love that he's so kind
-I love his style
-I love that he respects me
-I love the way he looks at me
-I love the way he writes
-I love his smile
-I love that he plays football
-I love the way he respects his friends
-I love how funny he is
-I love how he can cheer me up always
-I love how he compliments my fits all day long
-I love that he still rememberd my fav animal
-I love the way he hold the door for me
-I love the way he looks at me
-I love the way that he loves his family so much
-I love the his cheeks turn red when he talks to me
-I love when i think of him that there is a smile on my face
-I love when he walk by
-I love when he sad my name when i walk by
-I love the way he talks to me
-I love when he talks to me
-I love him
but i HATE that you love her
IKEH IKEH
YOU GOT FAKE HOPE......MOVE ON ....LOTS GIRL OUT THERE
I've known him for so long. It hurts every time I am near him because I know that every word I say is just bringing me closer and closer to someone I could never deserve to have. He stares at a girl I once considered a friend, but now I am filled with this awful jealousy every time I see her. It isn't even her fault, and I feel horrible about it. I just want him to see the way I look at him. I just want him to at least let me down so I know that it will never exist between us. I am longing for an acknowledgment of my feelings.
He has spoken to me so intimately and told me that he truly trusted me. But why? What am I? I can't live like this forever. I know I'm not worth it, and perhaps this is my punishment. He has inspired me and guided me, I want to show him what he means to me. I wish I could, but I can't. I am him and he is me. My mind can't focus in his presence, I am consumed with everything that will never be. I am drowning. I went too deep into the water and I can't touch the bottom anymore. I just want somebody to pull me out.
I was struggling with not feeling romantic love anymore. Then I met this person, and it hit me like a fuckjng semi truck. I've known them for two days. Two days. But I like them a lot...
This is my first time writing this so have patience with me.
1st POV: You watched as he started to smile at her/him with love in his eyes. You started to wonder when you will get that same treatment from him. But it was pointless to even think about that since he started to distance himself from you. You tried everything to gain his attention to see him smile at you as he did when you were someone to him. Even if, that someone was his friend that he only talked about his problems too. You didn’t care you wanted his love even though his love was so far away… Look at me, Look this way I promise you I won’t disappoint you… you were desperate but it didn’t matter, nothing mattered than the heart when he was there. But how can you keep giving your heart to someone who never wanted it. You cried, and begged for simple attention but did she/he?? Did she/he have to cry for his attention or time?? The answer is no, because she/he already had it the first time they met. She/he isn’t you that’s it… that’s all there was to it. She/he was his world and not you.. It’s sad isn’t but this wasn’t your fairytale or your book… and to everyone else you were not the character worth caring or writing about. The nameless character that’s you.
Hope you enjoyed this and this playlist is so beautifully well made❤😊
Oh my god you are so talented ! You really desctibed just how awful it felt to feel like being on a onr sided love, that's pure writing talent right there !
@@SunshineMelody0 oh thank you so much 😊🥹. I also love your playlist its so beautiful
How is this so accurate to my situation- literally made me cry TT
@@asillythatisverylonely Don’t worry, this isn’t your love story, It will hurt now but focus on yourself and your goals and you will find a person who loves you for you ❤😊
If any of you have read Warrior Cats, this reminds me of Ashfur and Squirrelflight's relationship. The moment Brambleclaw got into the BiG aRgUmEnT with Squilf, she went straight to Ashfur. It was even mentioned that one point in the series Squilf even slept in the same nest with Ashfur, and it was obvious he truly loved her. Brambleclaw was also pretty abusive during the whole thing, and Squilf had every right to love Ashfur, as much as Brambleclaw hated it. Then the moment Squilf and Brambleclaw forgave each other, they fell in love immediately. Ashfur must have felt like a second choice, probably as if he were backstabbed or cheated on, so he also had every right to dislike "her" kits.
All I'm saying is that Ashfur would relate to this playlist. (I don't hate Bramble x Squilf, its just that the relationship dynamic never really worked out.)
I do feel bad for Squirrelflight. I think her and Brambleclaw/star wasn't very good, and no way was Ashfur and her good either. (I don't know how much you've read, I've personally read up to book 5 of TBC). Ashfur, while I definitely feel bad for him, took it wayy too far. There are other instances of cats getting rejected and they dealt with it fine, which further proves the point that Ashfur was probably a mixture of bad and morally gray. Ashfur definitely also thought that Squirrelflight ''loved him'' which I personally think there was a huge misunderstanding between all of them haha.
Ashfur was overprotective, but it was obvious he cared for Squirel, and Bramblestar became cold and distant and rude when he became mates with her
It's been 12yrs for me, we stopped being friends years ago but damn do I miss her so much.
She was perfect, how she looked, how she acted, how she smiled at people... Oh how it felt like a competition... us wanting her love... i was the first to give up... I was the one she never liked... I was the hated one... but yet I still miss the time where we first met... back in 1st grade... How i wished i could've improved in time... how I could've removed my short-temperedness... and yet I don't know how she still makes me feel complete... thanks mich 💔
Knowing that I will never be their first option. And how I chased a dream that chased something that didn't want it.
Love the playlist btw
Everyone else is sharing their love story, I will too bc why not.
One of my freinds. I've known her for just over a year now, and have been having on-and-off feelings for her for that entire time. I would do anything just for her to give me some hope here. I want hold her hand and stay in her embrace forever, but I'm 90 percent sure that she has feelings for my ex. Even if she didn't, I still have no chance with her. She's cool and popular, so creative and kind and the most amazing person I have ever met... but she hardly sees me as a best friend, let alone a lover. I wish my brain would stop making me feel this. I have no chance so what's the point?
The fact that my crush was my rival before but now, 2 years later, i know i like him.
Today in history class, the teacher (who loves gossip) started talking about crushes then , a girl shouted loudly a name, it was the name of the crush of the person i liked.
I almost cried, but now i rethink about it i just cry.
The name was one of those popular girl. I know i can't compete with a popular girl while being a nerd.
I just hope he'll get rejected or it was fake. I just hope.
edit: He got himself a girlfriend and i'm trying to move on.
DONT BE FOOLED JUST BECAUSE OF THE GOOD LOOKING
STUPID SCHOOL LOVER...FOCUS STUDY...OR...YOU WILL REGRET IN FUTURE
The first song hit hard, I have a crush on a guy with the cutest smile ever, my close friend try hooking us up, we talked but he never liked me as he likes my close friend the one that was helping me. The way he looks at her is so sweet, today I found out she likes him too, now I'm slimming for her but it hurts
i loved him so much.
i miss the way he use to text me.
some months after we broke up we talked again, and we called all day.
i thought i gave him enough signs i still like him but he ignores them all.
i confessed and he say he've had a gf for abt 4 months.
but God, i would be the happiest women if he still cares a little.
i mention him in all my prayers, i wish he did too.
but life is life, he chosed his path so i have to go to mine now... I pray that God protect him
"If someday we ever meet again, I'll know it's faith and I'll date you"
I reached out to my crush first last night... we talked till 1am. I'm so happy that I finally got the chance to talk to him even if it's just through chat. I had fun, I really did. But then, i'm kinda feeling sad and I don't understandㅠㅠ
I been flirting with my crush for a month now due to my confident xD now he said he has sth to tell me when we see each other (we know each other for 6 years now)
Bruhh that's coolㅠㅠ I hope you guys will end up together♡
Update: I'm gonna give him a gift tom at the event... anonymously HAHAHAHA That's gonna be the last time... I won't bother him anymore and probably gonna stop this feeling coz he seems interested with someoneㅠㅠ
@@chim6414 he's my bf now and yea!! I held his hand for half an hour today while watching movie!
@@chim6414 damnn I used to think like that too
I’ve never even have talked to him but I swear I think of him everyday the story’s about him I hear from other people make him sound even more beautiful. I watch him pass by all the time at this point I look for him everywhere and it sad he’s probably never going to be looking for me 😅
He sees me as a sister 🥲
It took me a year to realize
Other people are tiring to be around even when I like them, but not her. She rambles but from her heart and gets so excited. She is so passionate about the things she likes, tea, Bluey, music, poetry. She doesn’t make me feel like I am supposed to be being someone, I am allowed to just exist quietly around her. She has the prettiest smile, it is hard to not be happy when she smiles or when you make her laugh. I realized this after a year of being her friend. The next day she told me how excited she was because that night she was going on a date with her boyfriend. She met him at an orchestra camp. We bonded over orchestra. He plays violin. I play violin. It hurts a lot but I still get so happy whenever I get to see her.
Me and my girlfriend have been together for more than 1 year and I've started to get the feeling that she doesn't want to talk to me anymore. Whenever I ask her how her day was she just answers my question without trying to continue the conversation and I always see her online talking to other people but not answering my questions. She also never tries to start a conversation with me. And now i feel like i'm the only one who puts any effort into our realtionship.
Dude literally- we’ve been childhood friends. Since first grade- our sisters are best friends. They graduated- and now we don’t talk that much now. But when we do it’s like- all the stars are aligned. the perfect amount of awkwardness- and then whenever he glances at me- and then looking away embarrassed when i catch him. and then he’s dating someone else :/
i’ve liked him for 2 years. He’s gorgeous. i always stare at him from afar in class, sometimes we make eye contact. He knows i like him my friends made it obvious and always embarrasses me, one time i cried even cried. one time i told my friend who just started liking him to back off and that i was mad at her for talking to her. i knew it was wrong and i shouldn’t let my jealousy ruin our friendship but then she told her other friend what i said then she told my crush. I always feel like my friend has a better chance to get with him because they have been friends since babies and she’s prettier than me and an extrovert. Im an introvert. i get so nervous even just standing near him and my self confidence is low. i just wish he would say his feelings first.
I can’t handle rejection.
My story idk
So I went to an extremely small elementary, like everyone knew everyone, so I knew him and his whole family. He was one of my best friends growing up and as we grow up, we slowly split a part. (just casually nothing bad happened) It wasn’t until late middle school/early high school, that I realized that I had feelings for him, but at the time he was with someone else, so I waited. Once they broke up, I spent forever working up the courage to ask him/tell him,(my best friend ended up telling him, with permission) but when he was told I found out that he was in another relationship.
Months later, we share glances but nothing more. I wish my feelings left, but alas my brain hates me and they haven’t.
TLDR: childhood best friend turned into my crush, but nothing more.
She' drives me crazy. Dancing in the rain while a crowed runs inside for fun? Laying in a field in the dark alone and just fucking around like toddlers? The things she says to me. I can't, how is she so perfect? Sometimes I sit there and I think how, how am I this lucky yet so unlucky at the same time? Yelling up at the sky when its storming at Zeus and jumping into her arms when the thunder claps, getting ready together and doing one another's makeup, laying in her bed and laughing at silly videos.. how? How do I deserve her? And yet she's still just my best friend, the girl across the street. She's sunlight incarnate, and yet it feels like I'm in a completely different galaxy sometimes, watching her glow from lightyears away.
Oh heavens, I love your playlists!
Ive already written my story abt my crush in one of your other playlist. so if u wanna know it heres a recap.
I was at my year/grades camp and he wrote his crushes name on a wet table and i saw it wasnt my name.(if you want the full story its on this persons playlist called 'you fell too deep in love... a deep love playlist'
Anyways im here to vent how perfect he is and how i can never get him.
Jett if your reading this your perfect.your smile makes my day better. i adore how nice you are to everyone and respect them. When i walk past you i get this butterfly feeling that i wish i could feel over and over again. Youre so talanted in your soccer skills and i just wished you liked me.everyday when i see you i know its gonna be a good day. Why cant my dreams come true and you finally notice the hints.but i guess the day you finally realise ,will be the day i die
Update: I don't like him anymore. I got into soccer and got to see how he throws tantrums like a toddler when he doesn't get the soccer field he wants. I now love my bestfriend but I have to suppress my feelings for him because I don't want to ruin our friendship. Tbh id rather break my heart than what we have now 👍
Update update: I'm dating my best friend and we couldn't be happier, apparently he's liked me since grade 1. We've been dating for a while now and I can't express how much we love each other. I can't believe I thought I had no chance.
I choose to love you in silence; for in silence there is no rejection.
I feel like my heart belongs here, I look at someone in love but they look at me like a "best friend." My mind goes farther than that. Thank you for making this. It describes me well
I'll share mine too
So there was this girl i liked (I'm a girl) take her name as 'x' and when i asked my friends to guess who she is they gave many names and when they mentioned the girl 'y' she entered inside the classroom and when i looked at her she was pretty. I told my friends about the girl 'x' and yeah they supported me but whenever i came across the girl 'y' in class corridors i could not help but keep looking at her and feel something. After liking the girl 'x' for a week or so i found she had bad behavior and left her. Then i found a guy to like at my church i liked him for two months and left him after hearing he had a girlfriend. The girl 'y' was grabbing my attention too much and I knew she would be someone special to me. I started liking her she was just so pretty her personality was good and matched my type a lot she could sing, she was tall, she is just so beautiful. After liking her for a month i decided to tell her that i like her (i confess right away if i think he/she is the one) . My friend helped me in doing so she rejected me saying that she doesn't know me personally . Iwas disappointed but yeah we only talked for 4 times. Then i texted her we were talking good when one day she texted me saying that she doesn't plan on dating soon. Now its been 2 years since I liked her. She said she was not planning to date but now she is dating a gay guy i was mad but yeah if she is happy then i am also happy.
She was the one for me but i guess I was not the one for her
Okay.. today at school i'm in myanmar (burma) so that we have an festival call "War so" where we pray monks at any time. we didn't have to learn today so everyone was free. My friends push me to my crush.. which i thought he also likes me (Cuz he was staring at me days by days) and after sch on school bus, one of his friend told me that he didn't like me anymore.. i was heartbroken and want to cry but i was on school bus so i couldn't cry.. I liked him for 3 months 2 weeks and 4 days.. i remembered.. he liked me but anymore.. But but.. I can't move on.. he is just.. so cute.. handsome.. kind.. like an angel... i have to see him on every weekdays.. I can't..
Ive litarally had a huge crush on this dude in my grade for over a year, but we barely ever talked and a bunch of shit happened and now hes flirting w my friend while i moved schools so all i can do is listen to how he flirts with her😭😭
Knowing someone for almost a year now, I still really like her. She loves someone else, but I try to let go bittersweet knowing that I am letting go. There is this side of me that I still like her as we became closer as friends. At first, I was in denial because I wanted to be only friends with you until I am here typing all of my closed feelings in this comment section. It has been 5 months, and that feeling remains the same as I felt the first time we went out for coffee. I jokingly only like her because of how beautiful she is, and she does not know that it is deeper than that. If you are reading well, this is awkward. I am here holding onto something I cannot hold onto anymore. In some way, I am still holding on. It is nice that we became friends Gabrielle.
What I would do for that boy. His straight yet soft hair, his cold yet loving eyes, his respectful and patient attitude, his smile whenever I make a joke good enough for him to at the least crack a smirk, his little affectionate moments where he can put his arm around me or the little handshake he gives me every time we depart from each other. I know it’s one sided, I know the things he does is just friendly gestures, I know the smiles are rare occasions he can actually see me as good enough. I know I’m not good enough for my love.
Thank you for teaching me loving u unconditionally
All I need u to be happy and shine
I love you sm that it's okay not to choose me and I'm happy that I love u
Ik u will never choose me but I choose this path... it hurts but at the same time it's a silly love of mine for u makes me feel butterflies too
Family, you will love unconditionally, even if something bad happened, you cant lose that tiny bit of love
Friend-- You will love until the day they backstab you
Lovers--- You will love them, with every fiber of your being, even if they break your heart, you may hate them, but still rememmber them and miss them sometimes
Omg I like don’t know my feelings anymore. This girl makes my whole world dull compared to her smile, and I can’t tell if I love her or just have a simple crush. It sucks when she has her mood swings too, and I don’t even know if she can fall for people or not
When you love them but they don’t know you exist… but they are best friends maybe more with the person you admire but that person you admire loves them… and because they are closer you feel like she has first dibs… and that you should give up since you didn’t have a chance in the beginning
i know i shouldn't fall for him, i knew, but god! i told myself im not doing love shit there but the first fucking day that i saw him i couldn't keep my fucking eyes off him and then after one month the realisation drew up on me. that i had started to feel something for him, and then almost after 6 months this shit keeps getting bad, i am starting to desire to hug him. god. to him i do not even exist, but i still cannot stop hoping. hoping for something ik is impossible.
We used to be together but that was 2 years ago now and it just hurts knowing how someone else has broken his heart while I sit here unable to communicate that I want to try again with us. I’ve never stayed so hung up on a relationship before. This is a first. Neither of us were stable at the time, and now he’s going through a break up and I hate seeing him like this. It hurts.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
I would go back to a specific day. A September Saturday, to be exact. The air was crisp, cold even, but it was sunny; it was always sunny. It hadn't been the best weekend in the world, I had spent the evening before sobbing in front of strangers in the city centre, the weight and pressure of it all too much, too hard, too sad; a weekend to determine if the feelings were reciprocated, a chance to see you, a break from missing you, the last hoorah- asking you to love me.
We hadn’t spent all that much time together as it turned out, a chat here or there, a shared moment of laughter, a cup of tea, and nothing more. I had battled with myself all weekend, whether I should ask for your number, whether I should tell you how I felt.
I was far too cowardly to do either.
But I walked away with a sense of clarity and closure; we had said goodbye, we had hugged and wished the other well, as we always did. But as I adjusted my backpack and walked further from you, I just knew; it wouldn’t be overstepping, or weird if I got your number from dad, texted you, sent you some notes we were talking about the day before. It would be ok, you wouldn’t mind. As it turned out- you didn't. But nothing has changed in the last eleven months, except for the fact that I can, to a greater degree, accept that you just didn't feel the same way. I found a way to be ok with that.
And here you are, nearly a year on, with a beautiful girl on your arm. And it’s what I've said to all my girls, my mother, what I’ve told myself- that was the best outcome. You were lonely, for so long my friend. You longed for someone to love, and you have a lot of it to give. All I wanted was your happiness, truly- until now, I think a small part of me held on to the ‘what-if’ lingering in the back of my mind. What if we met when I was a little older? What if we had friends in common, if you could only know me better, what if you loved me the way I love you?
I suppose what I feel now isn't sadness exactly, because I’m not sad you found someone lovely- I was never ready for a relationship anyway. I would have found a way to ruin it. Maybe it’s more- melancholy. Nostalgia, even. I have this book sitting on my dresser, ‘before the coffee goes cold’, which I haven’t read yet. I will, one day, maybe today I will start. I just loved the premise- if you could go back in time, but you had to return before the coffee goes cold- what would you do? What would you change?
Knowing what I know now, my dear friend, here is what I would say to you, that strange September Saturday, that beautiful autumn morning I didn’t want to say goodbye, knowing that it was the last time I’ll ever see you- this is what I would do.
stop, in my tracks. close my eyes, and just breathe. there are always birds singing in the little trees next to the dock, and though it’s so built up now with looming buildings, the air was always so fresh and clean. I would feel the sun, stand up straight, and with all the confidence I could muster, walk back over to you, feeling the urgency I would start to run.
‘hey. sorry, we’re about to leave, I ju-just’- breathe, look up at your confused, lovely face, and smile, say to you, breathlessly still ,‘It was really nice to see you this weekend. And I know we don't see each other often, but I’m just really glad we’re friends. You make me laugh, and I hope whatever you do next, wherever you go, you're happy. Thanks for being my friend. Take care’.
And he would probably laugh at how clipped, how ‘English’ and formal I sounded, something he always teased me about, pat me on the head and give me a hug, tell me he wants me to be happy too, call me a friend, seal it off with an awkward fist bump or handshake, send love to my dad and tell me to get home safely.
And that would be it.
Nothing about the way we did say goodbye was negative, maybe just incomplete. I think it was fitting though, it was simple, and though these words weren't spoken, I don't think he is in any doubt that I loved being his friend. That he could make me laugh like a child again, like no one else. It doesn't matter that I had loved him since I was 19, that I have never seen eyes so beautiful, it doesn’t matter that he will never know. That over the years I’ve observed the way he treats children like they were his own, his genuine kindness, his generosity and big heart. How he always offered me a bite of his food, how I saw that he cheats in board games, that he lies about not being competitive. That being called a ‘cloud person’ remains the most lovely thing anyone has said to me. That his little gestures and dancing, though awkward, made him warm, like the way he clapped when he really laughed, he would almost put his head on your shoulder.
I would play Chopin’s Romance Larghetto on my out of tune piano, my terrible posture intact, tears forming in my eyes, you would hum along while I shut my eyes, trying to listen to the sound of your hums while you recorded me, sent it to your parents. You had no idea I was thinking of you the whole time, I was thinking of you every time I played that piece.
You were a very easy person to fall in love with.
This rose coloured lens wasn't real, but it was mine and it was true. And for little while, he was a reminder that there was true beauty in being 32 and still figuring yourself out, slightly tainted, slightly broken by past loves gone wrong and life’s disappointments, but still landing on your feet, being grateful for the life you’ve been given, and just being a wonderful, wonderful human being.
Meeting him was a lesson in a love unrequited, complicated and scary, a love I could only have experienced by witnessing his beautiful chaos, and I am so thankful I did.
If I could travel in time, but return before the coffee went cold, I wouldn’t repaint a single moment we shared, I wouldn’t change a thing- I’d just take one last look in those blue eyes, know that he would be ok, he would find the girl he dreamt of all these years, someone to calm the chaos.
I would smile, tell him goodbye. And finally mean it.
I really hope writing that beautiful paragraph made you light up a bit, that is absolutely beautiful. You can both be proud of what you lived then♡
@@SunshineMelody0thank you so much, it does make me feel lighter. It’s all the unexpressed love I never got to tell him, it will stay my little secret. But what a wonderful privilege it was to be so hopelessly in love with someone so kind, I’ll always remember him as the sweet boy with the crooked smile who smelled of peppermint I loved far too long, far too soon. It was never right with us and yet, all is well. All is well.
I hope you’re doing okay too friend, thanks for your response x
Dude, I'm crying rn-
It was very worrying, exactly what I'm afraid of. That was just so beautiful, I wish I could write like that. Good luck with your life and all that stuff, just, really, you're cool.
@@xx_neon_the_fox_xx3292 thanks so much my friend. I understand the fear, I’ve felt it a lot this year myself. But having been through it, this unrequited love, this burden I never wanted to carry, let me tell you that you will be okay. Being okay is enough. As much as you want, you just can’t force someone to love you. But that doesn’t mean your love wasn’t real, or anything less than beautiful. It was yours.
The man I loved in secret is now married, he married her the day after I wrote this, I think I needed to get it in writing. And though I would have been his in a heartbeat, had he felt the same way, I truly believe now that everything is how it should have been. I like to think someone out there will love me, one day, the way I’ve loved him. I can’t think of a more lovely thing, and though I don’t think I’d admit it to anyone, I long for it, to be loved. And I wish the same for you too friend, if you have the same longing. Take care now, believe in ‘one day’, for the both of us x
This was a beatiful letter, an art of poetry. It truly brought me to tears. I hope only the best for you.
I get so happy when she talks to me but she doesn't even consider me as a friend let alone a lover....
Shes not even at least bisexual
And ik im not good enough for her because she deserves someone better
As much as you feel sad, please don't think that about yourself sweetie. You're an amazing person, if not, you wouldn't be here ♥︎
He is so cool and every time I see him he makes me happy but it’s obvious he likes someone else
I’ve only known him for about a month and I’ve “liked” other guys this quickly too but it was never that type of like. It was mainly just an obsession and it was unhealthy and addictive but with him as cringy and cliche as it might sound I felt a spark between the two of us but never expected I’d fall for him until about three weeks of talking to him that I realized that I do like him and it’s not like any of my other “crushes” this one’s completely different which is scary because it makes the pain 10x worse than the other people I’ve “liked” and I couldn’t even find an exact reason as to why I “liked” the other guys but with him I could name a whole bunch of reasons as to why I like him and at first he was very dry and short because he apparently hates texting and isn’t much of a texter but I would suggest him movies and he would watch it almost right away when he got the chance to so we had a lot to talk about then I found out we both loved the same anime and the same character but then a week ago he started to open up a lot to me and even started messaging me first and tried to keep a convo going himself when usually I had to he even started watching videos of the place I’m from because it’s not a well known country and even asked me to teach him our language as well and watched the movies I suggested to him (that’s when I realized he’s more someone who does than just says he’ll do) we also had a short moment when he told me that if it wasn’t for me he would’ve been bored in college (he’s 18 I’m 17) but today I realized he was following this girl and I had weird feelings about it and it’s been bothering me so much all day today and not only that but he didn’t bother to start a conversation first today so my only bet is that he definitely found someone else. So now I’m here trying to listen to these playlists to let out all my emotions then move on because I can’t be stressing when I have exams coming up next week and I’ve barely studied🥲
Since everyone is sharing their stories, I feel welcome to share mine as well. Here it goes :) (ps English isn't my first language )
So it all started 5 years ago when I was in middle school. I had gotten out of a relationship and I wasn't really looking for anyone at the moment, my ex had moved to another town and I was feeling fine, I noticed him for the first time in English class . He wasn't like any other guy in my class , he was dedicated to his studies , very mature for his age , and he was overall a veru good guy . How I noticed him is a bit funny since the only way I did was when I accidently saw he had a better grade than me in English and well I felt a bit competitive against him . Ever since that moment I started to observe him . The way he had an odd way of stretching , the way he drew doodles in his notebook when he was bored , how stubborn he was , how much he hated to lose and would curse under his breath during dodgeball . I pretended to hate him but deep down I had a very big crush on him . Unfortunately I wasn't the kind to really talk to guys when I was younger , so instead of trying to talk to him and stuf , I kinda stared into his soul instead lol .
After all that , I gathered the courage to tell him , and I wrote him a letter , but he didn't respond and he lowkey started to ignore me . ( I do realise that I may have scared him off but still ) He didn't really talk to me afte that and this contined for 2 more years , my feelings becoming deeper . In my country , you move to diffrent school's after the 7th grade and him and I moved to two diffrent schools , not talking ot each other whatsoever.
It's been officially 5 years since this has happened and I am still not over him since I bump into him sometimes :( .
To anyone feeling this way , I get you compleatly , and I am so sorry you feel that way . But it will get better eventually :)
I have never met anyone like you, it's sappy, but it's the truth. I'm glad we're still friends, that I can still keep you in my life even if you can't love me back. The way you treat me so sweetly even after knowing how I feel about you, I'm thankful that you didn't distance yourself from me, but at the same time, it's only fueling my buried feelings. You are so kind, so thoughtful. And I.. do not deserve your kindness. I wish you the best, and I will always be here... It's devastating, but in time, this will pass. Hopefully.
But god damn it... We talk every day, how can I move on from you? You always approach me, you always check up on me, buy me food when I'm hungry. We have the same personality, same experiences, same interests. Not only that but we understand each other so well. I am so heartbroken but I can't show it. When I told you I like you but it wasn't that serious, I was lying. I wish to hold your hand. I wish to be a part of your life for a long, long time. I wish that you see me the way I see you. But you love someone else, and I don't think I can ever heal, even if years pass. I love you, Kiel. So I will let you go. We are friends after all, and I don't want to ruin this precious bond that we've built. Thank you for everything. :)
I finally fell in love🙂...I've fallen in love with someone who doesn't even know I exist... And I'm already engaged to a person whom I never wanted to marry. There is a big age difference and yet my family don't care. He was like a big brother to me.I don't know what to do... I'm loosing my mind and myself. And the person I love is already in love with someone else💔.
I love him....."there's more fish in the sea"... I know.... but... I just want "that" fish..... I only need him... But..... He looks at her.... the way I look at him.... and I wish I could tell cupid to take out my arrow.... but he won't.... I wish my pillow smelled like a warm summer day... and not a rainy cold winter.....
I think the ability to be enjoying life yet still want to kill your self is a unique quirk of humans. I can enjoy life and the people around me yet only 3 people I know really make me want to stick around. My dad, step-dad and my crush and they keep me going and help ouch the thoughts away yet when I have the crush I still struggled with my suicidal thoughts every once in a while. Yet I still was enjoying life. Was I enjoying just being alive, the luxury of being able to fight my demons another day? Or was I genuinely just enjoying life? Or could it have been a mix of the 2? Who knows, all the matters now it that my mental state has drastically improved due to this cool thing we call love. A thing many of us experience from a parental figure in our lives but not in a romantic way with a lover yet a crush is usually all some of us need which is weird. Just being in their life completes our life. Many people say you can’t define love yet I believe you can as you live your life. The definition is fluid so it changes as you do and as you live your life with the people in it. You only have 1 life so you should try to make the most of it from the smallest actions to the biggest of gestures. Enjoying the small things make the big things so much more special. I write this so everyone can look back at what I wrote and hopefully can I can relate just a little bit so everyone can come together and have fun and enjoy life. As what’s the point of living a life alone when you’re meant to have atleast 1 person to always have in your life no matter what. Hopefully you can be that for someone else and someone can be that for you. Anyway Happy Holidays and hope everyone has a amazing day and just know someone out there loves you wether it’s a parent, sibling, or other family member, or a crush who hasn’t built the courage to confess yet, or the special person in your life.
Story time:
I had a formal and i was going to ask this guy who was showing signs and everyone knew i liked him and he liked me.
Or so we thought
Everyone told me to ask him to the formal so the day of the formal i finally had enough guts to go and ask him and he was with his friends.i walked up to him and before i got to even say a word he just looked me and said no i don't like you i never did.
I have never cried so bad in my life all the boys were laughing and joking and asking me if i was okay as a joke and making fun of me.
But this story isn't over
I was sad but still decided to go to the formal and i got there and the guys jaw dropped and the boys thought i looked great.But my boy bestfriend or we became best friends came up to me and said OMG HWY DO YOU LOOK LIKE THAT you look so much prettier without makeup (he took my hand and held it)>HE proceeded to tell me how good i looked without makeup and how i still looked good.We danced and hung out the whole night and he made be have a great time.
PS:find someone who will love you for who you really are and how you will be without all the makeup and all the fakeness.
PSS:(this happened last night)
Ty for making videos like these ❤️🩹
I think I'm in love with someone at my school and to make matters worse, he's a boy too. We are from different classes and it is my first time feeling something like this. He's the most beautiful person I've ever seen and the only time we talked, he was so kind to me (something no one else was) and since the day I signed up at the new school I noticed him. Not all the stars in the world reflect the glow that lights up in me when I see him or hear his name. It hurts a lot to know that he must be straight and that someone incredible like him must already have a girlfriend. And I'm so ugly around him that I hate myself just thinking that I almost thought I thought I wanted him to be my friend. We never see each other at recess and... High school sucks. I handed him an origami once (my way of showing affection) and everyone who saw it gave me this uncomfortable look, making me and my confused ass sooooooo uncomfortable and UGH!!! I want to believe that I don't love him. That I'm Aromantic. No, I don't love him. I've been thinking about him for over a month now and damn. Okay, maybe I think he's cool... And since almost no one will read this, and since he won't ever find it: Dal Pizzol, look... I know we didn't talk much or see each other for more than two seconds but man... I- (Aaaaaahhh) I think you're cool, u know? (How embarrassing) I think you're really cool. I wish I could be close to you, in the same class, just listening to you talk, to your voice, because I don't see myself as having the right to interact with you. I have always affected the people around me since I was a child and I don't want to affect you. You are beautiful and I know that beauty is something temporary but I don't care if your beauty disappears, For me you are beautiful anyway. You will forever be "Mona Lisa" for me. I don't want you to be sad about anything, just thinking about you crying makes my heart heavy. And I want you to be happy, even far from me, with someone else and never knowing how I feel about you and why I'm always making origami and handing them to you randomly... I want to hug you, but I'm afraid you'll disappear in a puff of smoke because that's what happens with dreams. You look like a dream. I know you don't know about my existence... And I think it's even better that way.
Everything, every single detail of her personality makes me so happy. She is kind, sooo witty and beautiful. And adorably clumsy. I love her like I have never loved someone before. Even if it is unrequitedly, the pleasure just to chat with her a bit is worth all the pain of broken heart.
Usually I don't leave comments, but now I am on that stage of falling in love when I want to talk about her endlessly and with everyone, what a shame, actually
Cool playlist, by the way
Well at least it feels good to know everyone here is in the same boat.
Their my partner but I love them more passionately, and I have more space in my heart for them, than them me.
My friends tell me to not give up but im just a stranger to him while just seeing him makes me so happy. Just do i have a chance, when all the other girls are way prettier, more confident.. This is all so sudden ive never felt like this for anyone and its been so long, i dont know anything about him tho im too scared to say hi to him hes just too cool to notice me
You're amazing too honey ♥︎ be confident and go at it !
@@SunshineMelody0 thank you so much ❤️
Been in truly deep love 3 times and got rejected each time since they looked at me as nothing more than a friend.
I have never once in my life been together with someone that I was truly in love with and as I now are getting close to my mid 30's I don't think I ever will.
Been in several relationships before and I am sure I will find new ones but they will likely be like my last ones, born out of a necessity to not be alone rather than true love.
I love ur playlist sm!!!❤❤❤❤❤ remember me when ur famous!
Tysm♥︎
Even knowing our paths diverge, my love for you remains a constant melody in my heart. You are a sunrise I can't hold, a dream I can't grasp. Yet, the way your laughter chases away shadows and your mind ignites mine leaves an imprint no distance can erase. Though I may have to love you from afar, the echo of your brilliance will forever paint my world in vibrant hues and sometimes it feels like a cruel twist of fate. We fit together like the missing pieces of a puzzle I never knew existed, our conversations sparking like fireworks on a summer night. The ache of wanting more than stolen glances and whispered words is a constant dull throb. But even with the knowledge that forever might be out of reach, cherishing the moments we have feels like the sweetest rebellion. So I'll keep this love tucked away, a precious secret that makes my ordinary days shimmer with a touch of extraordinary.
I make short love POVs check them out🙃
I always thought we would work but now you don't even talk to me like the same friend. I'd do anything to go back to Duluth.
Me listening: oh this is perfect to get me into the mood I need for this story
UA-cam: NOPE! *blasts me with an ad*
I'm so sorry for this experience ToT ♥︎
@@SunshineMelody0 ay it’s alright, the playlist is great and you can’t control what youtube does :)
"I would do anything for you, but would you do even do anything for me?"
I love the way he looks at me
I love the way his hair looks when he gets on the bus in the morning.. wet and yet fluffy
I love how he smiles
I love his voice.. its comforting to me
I love his eyes
I love his face
I love his clothing style
I love how he stares at me
I love when he laughs
I love when he talks to me, even though i have to say sm first
I love the way we look at eachother.. but idk if hes another player or actually likes me
I love when i see him in the halls
I love listening to him talk when its not even to me
I love his body
I love his gaze
I love the way he talks to his friends
I love how he says things
I love how weird and cringe he is
I love him
I love everything..
I love how he doesnt know I love him
Idk why do I still love her? Since the first time I saw her, I've fallen for her already and as time goes the feelings start to get deeper and deeper. Even though I know I'll never have her. She's too perfect to be mine. I tried to move on but I couldn't. It's been 2 years and I'm still here admiring her from afar.
I like this guy... i met him in november in the train for a school trip, we were playing with some of my friends and some of his friends, after that day i havent seen him anymore
Until a week ago
A week ago we went for a 4 day school trip with an airplane and he was here too, i dont know if he remembers about me, i was too shy to ask, we made eye contact a few times, i dont think he loves me back, i dont think ill see him anymore, i just want him to know that i love him.
This hits so much harder when you don’t know the true feeling of truly falling in love
My heart hurts, it hurts a lot i wish you could've seen this. It hurts so much seeing you ignore my texts hours on end. It hurts seeing ur texts get dryer and dryer. It hurts a lot.
I fell in love with him accidentally, he’s just a virtual friend. Plus he’s way too old for me, I’m a minor and he’s not. We only met bc of his small YT channel that I decided to support! I don’t even know what he looks like, but he understands me in a way no other person could! We’re basically the same person, and he’s smart and funny, and so very unserious! But IK he’ll never look at me that way, he sees me as a little sister. It’s just not possible, he’s way older. To him I’m just a cool 13 year old who could be his little sister! I didn’t mean to fall for him, we don’t even know each other that well yet, we just met not too long ago! Why does my heart keep choosing people that will never love me?
I love her so much but she’s so much better than me. And I just can’t ever be good enough for her. She doesn’t get that I love her, and she likes this boy and said she might get in a relationship with him. (Heather playing frfr)
Don't worry sweetheart, you're a wonderful person. There is no such thing as being less good than someone ♥︎ be confident, not for anyone but for yourself, because you need to love yourself before loving someone ♡
This made me cry, because I can’t make him love me back, I don’t know why am I still trying to get his attention, I have humilliated myself for 5 years, but I can’t help it, I wish I didn’t love him the way I do, but in the same time I want to him to love me back so bad it hurts, it makes me insecure, what am I lacking? Beauty? Personality? I want to be his perfect girl, I just want him to see me the way I see him, I just want to stop listening to my heart, I don’t want to be in love with him anymore
You are an amazing person honey, don't ever change yourself for anyone ♥︎
I just… dear god I love her… It’s soon will be a year of pining. And it’s fine mostly but once she talks with other men I feel so jealous yet she isn’t even mine. But I can’t just confess cus our friend will be triggered, but oh boy it’s hard
Here is a story I felt
One Day I was walking by and then I saw a girl who speaks English just like me and we became besties but then one day I liked her but it was one sided D: I Was About to tell her that I liked her but she came up to me and then said she is dating a girl I was soo sad I throw the flowers that I bought for her and went with my black hoodie. She tried to text me and call me and tried to say sorry but she was still dating it was soo hard to let it go. Although we had a good time I will still miss her 💔
Love it ⭐⭐⭐
hes the most perfect man i've ever met, ive never looked at someone quite like this. everything about him is enchanting, his big smile, pretty eyes, messy hair, his perfect facial hair, his incredible body, the way he talks is addicting, i want to stare at him forever, be able to lay on his chest and listen to his heartbeat, hold his pretty, beautiful hands, taste his soft lips, put my hands around his waist, and hold his face as he looks into my eyes. i want him to tell me all of his thoughts and tell me all about his interests and his life. i want to know everything about him and keep his secrets that he cant tell anyone else. i want to breathe in his scent of sweat and detergent, i would live and breathe him if i could. but he'll never ever focus on the little things about me like i do him, he'll never want to stare into my eyes and tell me everything hes thinking. he'll only ever see me as a friend who can't get over him. he'll care about me but never as much as i care about him.
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FANTASY STORIES ?
I ACTUALLY REALLY IMPRESSED WITH YOUR STORIES
I love her. She loves him. He love someone other. That someone loves me
He deserve so much..I know he can never feel anything
There’s was nothing but I feel everything so much…
He made me alive again like when I was younger
I felt that first one 💔
I have this friend, he's a really cool guy, and even though he's not perfect, so isn't anyone else. I don't know why I like him, but i really want to know him better and get closer to him.
I want to listen to him vent. I want him to trust me, i want him to rant to me about his interests, i want him to be happy i'm around as much as i am that he's around. I want to talk more often. I want him to go look for me as much as i go look for him. I want to be more than just another friend from a different class. I wish he texted first, other than to cancel hanging out last minute. I wish he saw how much i want and try to talk to him.
I forget about everything else when I'm with him, i genuinely have so much fun, but i'm not much more than another friend.
He says he has a gf, but I don't believe him. He's told me that when he likes a girl, he's really quick to get over it and doesn't want anything like that anymore. How can a guy like that suddenly like someone and have a gf not even a month later? I've liked him for months.
I used to be really confused about if he liked me or not, because i'd think he like me because of the stuff he does for me and says to me. But if he liked me, he would think of me when I'm not around.
I'm tired of pretending I don't see him that way.
I'm tired of having to go look for him.
I'm tired of liking him.
I've tried to forget about him and at some point i thought i was getting over it, but i really wasnt. I often get the urges to send him a huge text or letter telling him how much I like him.
Typing this, I'm not feeling anything. I still think about him very often. Last night i felt upset that i couldnt do everything i wanted to do with him, that he wasn't there with me and that i couldnt tell him how i really felt.
I'm considering telling him. I don't want to ruin the friendship, though.
Looking Out For You - Joy Again
waitttt im kinda in a similar situation. except mine ended pretty sadly. we used to message each other a lot and we're on the same running team so i still have to see him three days a week, unfortunately. he used to like me and i know he did for some time and it was the best thing ever to kind of have an inkling that he did like me as much i did him. but things aren't like they were back then.
basically, he doesn't want to "date in high school", he made me feel rlly inferior and unworthy of anything and we had a talk (over text) last year, the day before thanksgiving actually, and i explained everything to him and about how i felt and how im a very sensitive person and that when i start to care about someone it isn't just something and i can automatically put a stop to, it takes time for me to get over it.
but yeah, basically, i ended up blocking him (i've unblocked him now but he prob didn't even [1] notice, or [2] care) and we don't rlly talk anymore and we haven't exactly talked in a while. i see him all the time at track and field practice but i know he doesn't care about me anymore.
and to make things even better, he likes someone else on our team who's technically already graduated and is taking a gap year but still running with our team and she's a year older than him. he's apparently asked her out to prom and they work at the same place (a training facility for athletes) and they sometimes go the gym early in the morning together.
im still getting over him. and even though i should be over him by now bc of how immature and annoying he is.......i still miss him. well, the old him, i guess. i miss when he used to be a lot more reserved and quiet and polite but still so charismatic and lightly teasing and funny and subtly caring. but he's not rlly like that anymore and it breaks my heart every time i think about it.
anyway, sorry for going on such a long rant! i swear, i didn't even mean for it to be this long, but it just kind of came out. but thank you if you somehow managed not to be bored by my sob story lol. i hope you're doing well and that things will turn out okay for you
@@anniemccormick3339 thank you and oh my god, i hope you get over him soon enough, you don't deserve him
I love him so much and he will never notice me.
He is too blind to see I’ve been here this whole time and I always will be.
He keeps going back to this one girl who hurts him.
Dragonfruit please open your eyes and see I’m right here!
I just want you to notice I’ve stayed the whole time.
I really hope you would open your eyes and see I won’t hurt you like she did..
Please.
FAKE HOPE
I'm not her cuz of a romantic love, I'm here cuz i miss my bestie, we were literally everything to each other but after summer break everything fall out and she ignored me which hurt me so bad , but after a week she tried to talk with me but I just can't forgive , i just .. miss the feeling, it was so good to be true .
No matter what i still love you bestie and i wish you the best ❤ .
I'ɱ ιɳ LOVE ɯιƚԋ ʂσɱҽσɳҽ, ɯԋσ'ʂ ιɳ 𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴, ɯιƚԋ ʂσɱҽσɳҽ, αɳԃ ƚԋαƚ ʂσɱҽσɳҽ,
𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓐𝓛𝓦𝓐𝓨𝓢 𝓑𝓔 𝓜𝓔.! ⏤͟͟͞͞♡⏤͟͟͞͞♥⏤͟͟͞͞♡⏤͟͟͞͞♥
(i love you so much rollin 💕💕)
He once compete against me in a MTAP test,saw him. Every year. Years passed by. I am in high school, the universe is good , we were classmates out of 1000+ students. He was the first one whom I made close with. I've liked him. He avoided me. I moved on. Maybe. Years and months passed. We're classmates again. Many months passed by, we're friends. We were close, again. Feeling the same years ago, but it's not the same. Longing his attention. Then we both fell. He's sweet,funny,always accompanied me, makes sure I am not alone, makes sure I don't feel alone. Then,he avoided me. We never talked, again . He was afraid. I was afraid. Not ready.
He's my first in everything.