Thanks for the update, been praying for you most every morning. A vision the Lord gave me keeps coming up. It’s from a teaching Chuck Smith gave talking about getting old and being able to look back and see God working throughout your life that you didn’t see at the moment. I wanted to look back and see how I started an orphanage, a homeless gospel center that equipped people and discipled people or a Christian school centered on the Bible (among other things) funded by things I did at home and starting and selling businesses. Instead of this I was lead to get a job at the airport. As I was praying the Lord showed me I wanted to create my own path and He showed me the pride that was in everything I wanted to do. He showed me a man climbing a path up a mountain and when he looked back the path was a stream of water. He told me “you want to walk and look back and see the works you did for Me, what if you simply walk with me and when you look back all you see is that I was with you, wouldn’t that be enough?”
Thanks for the update, been praying for you most every morning. A vision the Lord gave me keeps coming up. It’s from a teaching Chuck Smith gave talking about getting old and being able to look back and see God working throughout your life that you didn’t see at the moment. I wanted to look back and see how I started an orphanage, a homeless gospel center that equipped people and discipled people or a Christian school centered on the Bible (among other things) funded by things I did at home and starting and selling businesses. Instead of this I was lead to get a job at the airport. As I was praying the Lord showed me I wanted to create my own path and He showed me the pride that was in everything I wanted to do. He showed me a man climbing a path up a mountain and when he looked back the path was a stream of water. He told me “you want to walk and look back and see the works you did for Me, what if you simply walk with me and when you look back all you see is that I was with you, wouldn’t that be enough?”
Praying! God is going to do a work beyond your imagination. You need to let Him. Love you!