After Michael's five-year-old son died, he lost everything and crashed into homelessness.

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  • Michael is a homeless man in Traverse City, Michigan. After Michael's five-year-old son had died, he lost everything and crashed into homelessness.
    Michael has been sleeping outside for over ten years now. He says he finds work when he can, but finding a place to stay is hard.
    Listening to Michael share his story is heartbreaking. You can feel his pain! Relationships play a significant role in the cause homelessness. When someone goes through trauma, we need to be there to provide support.
    Special thanks to Ryan Hannon and Goodwill Northern Michigan's Street Outreach www.goodwillnmi...
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  • @1SGCarter
    @1SGCarter 4 роки тому +3675

    When he offered him 3 wishes and he said he only need one to bring back his son. That hits different.

    • @slickspike126
      @slickspike126 4 роки тому +77

      You know he doesn’t have greed in his heart.

    • @davey700
      @davey700 4 роки тому +95

      My heart aches for him. God help this man

    • @anushaperera2787
      @anushaperera2787 4 роки тому +32

      May God help him !!!
      May God Bless him !!!

    • @josephnovich2968
      @josephnovich2968 4 роки тому +24

      And that's the moment which I got some tears in my eyes.RIP.

    • @rickedyentertainment
      @rickedyentertainment 4 роки тому +2

      It did 😢

  • @MLSoll
    @MLSoll 7 років тому +7025

    His eyes....So beautiful yet with so much hurt in them

    • @lauras.2032
      @lauras.2032 7 років тому +136

      A.M Lash
      I think he is very beautiful being homeless made him look the way he looks right know.
      He looks like a model in the face.
      I hope he will find shelter and gets a better life.

    • @andrereyes917
      @andrereyes917 7 років тому +111

      Gotthatgoin4me you would do drugs and alcohol if you lost your 5 year old child I have a 5 year old I would kill myself if it happened to me

    • @martinez1701a
      @martinez1701a 7 років тому +99

      Andre reyes People dont realize what losing a child does to a father it totally destroys them, I know I wouldnt be as strong as this guy if I lost my son hes only 16 months old I would just lay down and die.

    • @jaredbaker9061
      @jaredbaker9061 7 років тому +9

      salute andre! your the man stay positive

    • @jaredbaker9061
      @jaredbaker9061 7 років тому +15

      gotthatgoin4me have little bit of love and compassion!

  • @HOMER122767
    @HOMER122767 3 роки тому +864

    I was a police officer in a small town in south ga. There was a woman that walked the street. She wasn't a prostitute. She had a drinking problem. I always gave her respect. One day, I found out the history of this woman. She was highly educated. College degreed. Found out her baby died in her younger yrs. She lost her mind. Before you jumped to conclusions of someone. Look outside the box. Because inside is a heart ❤ that may had been broken.

    • @daleparfitt8078
      @daleparfitt8078 3 роки тому

      ❤️🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿

    • @sandrasierra2195
      @sandrasierra2195 3 роки тому +3

      Beautifully said

    • @hughhoang908
      @hughhoang908 3 роки тому

      Thank you for sharing the story.

    • @cinemaparadiso-c6p
      @cinemaparadiso-c6p 3 роки тому

      ❤️❤️❤️

    • @nadou760
      @nadou760 3 роки тому +5

      ​@B Annoying Well that was rough and cold !!!!! .Thanks god not all the people share your opinion.

  • @DerekSeguin
    @DerekSeguin 3 роки тому +844

    As a father of two boys, I don’t ever want to touch that kind of pain, but equally wish I could give this man a hug.

    • @chrisfragomeni6744
      @chrisfragomeni6744 3 роки тому +18

      Hey brother, I've got two boys too ( and two girls), and just hearing him talk about his son, made my throat close up. I couldn't even fathom what he's gone and is going through

    • @chrisfragomeni6744
      @chrisfragomeni6744 3 роки тому +7

      @PapDahl DahlPap I believe he passed away from Cancer. This poor thing just couldn't catch a break. I hope God gave him his son back and took care of this wonderful soul.

    • @umahope
      @umahope 3 роки тому +3

      I know, that would ruin me as well. Feel his pain.

    • @ouledasfi7789
      @ouledasfi7789 3 роки тому +9

      @@umahope As a father of 2 boys I don't know if I would have the energy or the Will to survive what this father is going through. This level of pain should not exist.

    • @mrchitown21
      @mrchitown21 3 роки тому +5

      Tears fell from My eyes

  • @deeforty
    @deeforty 4 роки тому +2580

    If I had one wish, Id give this man his son back,

    • @deathblow9565
      @deathblow9565 4 роки тому +52

      Same. God bless

    • @denisemayosky1955
      @denisemayosky1955 4 роки тому +42

      @D C If I had one wish, it would be for you to shut up and leave.

    • @XantroyX
      @XantroyX 4 роки тому +8

      What a waste of a wish...

    • @firecatcher91
      @firecatcher91 4 роки тому +50

      @@XantroyX oh yeah, imagine having someone's dead son back, what a fucking waste it would be.

    • @OnAMoonlitPath
      @OnAMoonlitPath 4 роки тому +12

      @@firecatcher91 I think Stylez meant D C's bitch ass comment.

  • @_lslc
    @_lslc 3 роки тому +1431

    His son would be so lucky to have such a loving father.

    • @seattleguy7900
      @seattleguy7900 3 роки тому +29

      Don’t be disrespectful man. This guy has dealt with a lot and compassion for people is what we need.

    • @_lslc
      @_lslc 3 роки тому +5

      @@seattleguy7900 Thank you for your kind words 🙏

    • @_lslc
      @_lslc 3 роки тому +6

      @EL CHOLO LOCO Sorry for your pain. Sending love your way❤

    • @lorraineforte9175
      @lorraineforte9175 3 роки тому +9

      LSLC
      Actually you would be wrong,this guy had major problems even before he lost his son. This man is a drug addict,that needs to face his problems and get cured before he can be a Father to anyone. You sound young and naive. Don't fall for a pair of sad blue eyes.

    • @countdracula2094
      @countdracula2094 3 роки тому +6

      @Prince Vlad the Impaler this goes to show where you’re at in life and where you’ll end up lol . if you were in his shoes you wouldn’t be talking like that little buddy .

  • @thethinkingman9338
    @thethinkingman9338 3 роки тому +792

    I wish we could help this man. He’s not homeless because he’s useless, he’s homeless because he’s broken hearted. It’s a complete tragedy.

    • @cmck2021
      @cmck2021 3 роки тому +3

      I agree.

    • @pabloyuste1294
      @pabloyuste1294 3 роки тому +6

      So very sad that this man has been lost to heartbreak with no solution

    • @vivdoolan6846
      @vivdoolan6846 3 роки тому +22

      Nobody is homeless because they are useless......

    • @Raven77844
      @Raven77844 3 роки тому +24

      @Mr. CHARLIE its quite clear you're not a parent. Take your comments elsewhere.

    • @256alexdt
      @256alexdt 3 роки тому +10

      @skierbaz That's not how it works ... I live in Canada where tax are way higher than USA and there's plenty of Homeless ... People seem to think that money can cure everything ... that's not how it works ... that men need love but I don't know if there's enough love to fill the hole in his heart, after such a lost.

  • @pvitaljr1
    @pvitaljr1 3 роки тому +1925

    Clearly couldn’t get over losing his son. May God help him.

    • @terezka663
      @terezka663 3 роки тому +35

      Yeah sure god will definitely help him 👍🏻

    • @lavern1402
      @lavern1402 3 роки тому +27

      I have walked in his shoe... sending prayers for this beautiful father!

    • @cjuare123
      @cjuare123 3 роки тому +4

      Don’t I could either

    • @ishtiaque7414
      @ishtiaque7414 3 роки тому +15

      Poor guy passed away. Rip

    • @christy49534c
      @christy49534c 3 роки тому +7

      @@ishtiaque7414 How do you know he died?

  • @angelavillanueva7568
    @angelavillanueva7568 4 роки тому +5095

    Never judge a man until you walk a mile in his shoes

    • @cosmindumea6090
      @cosmindumea6090 4 роки тому +7

      I read 2Pac in here

    • @user-pw9wm5ng8o
      @user-pw9wm5ng8o 4 роки тому +7

      Yeah he's homeless his shoes must be worn out and uncomfortable

    • @adamhaldir6727
      @adamhaldir6727 4 роки тому +3

      This is absolutely true...

    • @victorcoleman949
      @victorcoleman949 4 роки тому +25

      That way when you judge him, you're a mile away and, you have his shoes.

    • @angelavillanueva7568
      @angelavillanueva7568 4 роки тому +6

      Victor Coleman lol, I guess after walking a mile in their shoes rather than judge you may try to help 🤔

  • @carlosgabin5215
    @carlosgabin5215 3 роки тому +1279

    “I only need one... I want my son back” 😭💔

    • @keishamontoya8531
      @keishamontoya8531 3 роки тому +39

      That part made me cry.. 😭

    • @carlosgabin5215
      @carlosgabin5215 3 роки тому +10

      @@keishamontoya8531 yup

    • @antoninmorin4564
      @antoninmorin4564 3 роки тому +1

      😭

    • @boysareboys7457
      @boysareboys7457 3 роки тому +15

      That moment in the video destroyed me. I wish I could help him and end all the suffering in the world.
      I was ashamed of myself... as I felt so small, sad, helpless, and insignificant. Sorry, my brother! 😭😭😭

    • @carlosgabin5215
      @carlosgabin5215 3 роки тому

      @@boysareboys7457 makes u wish u can time travel

  • @ricknovak4006
    @ricknovak4006 3 роки тому +45

    I lost my only son 1266 days ago. He was 19 and just beginning to spread his wings. He was killed by an 80 year old driver who “thought he had enough time to cross the Hwy). I too have lost my mind. My heart is shattered into a million pieces. I wake every single day, wishing it were over before it even begins. You spend most of the day trying to process the pain until you fall asleep, to then wake up to the very same misery. I don’t wish this on anyone, not even my worst enemy.

    • @jitrapornpha5104
      @jitrapornpha5104 3 роки тому +2

      I hope you see him in heaven soon

    • @mandi7930
      @mandi7930 3 роки тому +3

      Sorry for your loss. 🤍

    • @ricknovak4006
      @ricknovak4006 3 роки тому +3

      Jitraporn Pha thank you me too

    • @ricknovak4006
      @ricknovak4006 3 роки тому +2

      Amanda D. Thanks so much

    • @sunshine9122
      @sunshine9122 3 роки тому +6

      I'm so terribly sorry, Rick. Your comment made me tear up because I can relate to your pain... I lost my husband when I was 34 (he was 38). He was literally my world. When I lost him, I lost everything. It's been 7.5 years since he died and I still feel the way you describe you feel about your son. May God bless our loved ones. Sending you a big hug.

  • @weirdviking3481
    @weirdviking3481 4 роки тому +1576

    The pain in his eyes are crushing. Just wants his son back. Choked me up.

    • @jacobdzik6238
      @jacobdzik6238 4 роки тому

      🤝🏻

    • @jacobdzik6238
      @jacobdzik6238 4 роки тому

      @Unknown Gamer 0 🤝🏻💙

    • @DougMarv
      @DougMarv 4 роки тому

      Don't worry, he is very happy with his son and family now =)

    • @jacobdzik6238
      @jacobdzik6238 4 роки тому

      @@DougMarv [☆]

    • @WHYJ35
      @WHYJ35 4 роки тому +8

      I would just kill myself, fuck I couldn’t handle that. This guy is already doing better than I would have

  • @nathanielstephenbaue
    @nathanielstephenbaue 3 роки тому +910

    That’s what real pain looks like. People complain so much everyday, and then there’s this guy. Still going.

    • @darrensmith8730
      @darrensmith8730 3 роки тому +27

      So true. Makes you realise just how lucky you are.

    • @BenjaminButton6573
      @BenjaminButton6573 3 роки тому +4

      Very true

    • @marciabernard3820
      @marciabernard3820 3 роки тому +3

      Stay strong 💪

    • @nasconasconasco
      @nasconasconasco 3 роки тому +27

      He is not still going... This broke him inside and he could not keep doing a normally functional life anymore.. But totally agree, this is what real pain looks like.

    • @joseperera6724
      @joseperera6724 3 роки тому +1

      @@nasconasconasco really, really sad. This is heartbreaking. I cant imagine how much it hurts 😭

  • @jimkofron8638
    @jimkofron8638 3 роки тому +1622

    I lost my son 6 1/2 years ago after a long illness. He was 24. I can't imagine losing a five year old. Today has been a little difficult. I dreamed about Nick last night and been thinking about him all day. Incredible that I stumbled across this video today..

    • @dannymccoy1783
      @dannymccoy1783 3 роки тому +78

      My condolences to you sir..I lost BOTH my young sons..Now ive been homeless over 2 years..I pray for death now.

    • @Marvel937
      @Marvel937 3 роки тому +42

      @@dannymccoy1783 don't wish that bruh hope u could help but...... Love you

    • @shifty2755
      @shifty2755 3 роки тому +8

      Praise the Lord.

    • @stoner_vinny
      @stoner_vinny 3 роки тому +18

      @@dannymccoy1783 I’m sorry for your loss my friend. But I know that God is able to restore you through Jesus Christ. I used to be depressed, and lost man. But let me tell you that God changed my whole life. I follow Christ now, and I’m not ever turning back. I hope you find God my friend. Seek Him with all your heart and you will find Him. ❤️

    • @aNdzel0t
      @aNdzel0t 3 роки тому +8

      Thats Gods synchronicity... stay strong, rip to your boy.

  • @farrelchinnappa9484
    @farrelchinnappa9484 3 роки тому +239

    As a father, looking into his eyes when he said he lost his son. I cried gosh that's difficult, God be with you brother.

  • @doctorevil3326
    @doctorevil3326 4 роки тому +1449

    Losing a child is the worst thing anyone could go through period. People need to stop judging people when you have no idea what they are going through.

    • @marcobracamontes1424
      @marcobracamontes1424 4 роки тому +17

      Yes you are totally right

    • @doctorevil3326
      @doctorevil3326 4 роки тому +44

      @@TakumiKhashi yikes, did you really watch this video then decide to become the grammar police? Sad.

    • @timnelson7689
      @timnelson7689 4 роки тому +4

      I agree with you, but it's built into us to make split second judgements about people. And we do it not because we are assholes but for our own survival.

    • @doctorevil3326
      @doctorevil3326 4 роки тому +8

      @Google It Yourself oh my god!! Let me go correct that right away!! You noticed how I didn't correct it right? LOL, get a life kid.

    • @pauldeol3141
      @pauldeol3141 4 роки тому +2

      Doctor Evil please learn to spell DOCTOR

  • @cajunvikingrecords
    @cajunvikingrecords 4 роки тому +813

    I lost my little girl to cancer. My heart felt his every word. God bless him.

    • @butterkaffee910
      @butterkaffee910 4 роки тому +28

      God bless you, too

    • @artistportal7744
      @artistportal7744 4 роки тому +8

      Im so sorry i recently lost someone i care about to cancer too....time wont heal anything....but it'll get more tolerable as time moves on..but the deep set wound is still there bleeding ever so slightly...

    • @jons2936
      @jons2936 4 роки тому +9

      My condolences and stay strong my brotha ✊🏻

    • @beekau5009
      @beekau5009 4 роки тому +4

      Cajun Viking Sami & Company I'm incredibly sorry for your loss and that society has been extremely insensitive and unrealistic. I want you to know that you do not need to do things on your own. Jesus wants you to lean on Him. He wants you to repent and trust in Him. He loves you, He is continually knocking on the door of your heart, open up to Him and He will change your life, I promise you. He is not about a religion, knowing Him is about having a relationship. Repentance and trusting in the Lord is the greatest thing we can do because Ge not only gives you peace, friendship, love, faith, happiness, joy but He gives you everlasting life. I love you and I care about where you'll spent your eternity. Today is the spray of salvation.
      Jesus said "come to me all you who are weary and heavy burdened and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light. "
      Be blessed 💛

    • @emmanuelle8438
      @emmanuelle8438 4 роки тому +4

      Bee Kau Amen 🙏🏾💪🏾. Sorry for your loss, I send you all my support in Jesus Name from 🇫🇷. Be encouraged !!

  • @wanaraz
    @wanaraz 7 років тому +688

    I almost cried when he asked for just one wish.

    • @tumble0weed
      @tumble0weed 7 років тому +14

      i did cry, woops..

    • @jerryanstey7058
      @jerryanstey7058 6 років тому +3

      he is a strong soul

    • @mccc4559
      @mccc4559 6 років тому +18

      Hiccum Blurpaedius please share with us what you mean. I am genuinely interested in learning what your message is about. Thanks.

    • @auv461
      @auv461 6 років тому +24

      Hiccum Blurpaedius .... u r the idiot not them

    • @mccc4559
      @mccc4559 6 років тому +4

      Hiccum Blurpaedius is that a solution? Why angry towards 👮 police?

  • @tuxillo
    @tuxillo 3 роки тому +141

    Almost every father is just one step away from this. Remember that everyday, stay honest and humble, love your kids.

  • @Ghostlver5
    @Ghostlver5 3 роки тому +739

    10 years have gone by and the man still drops to tears if asked about his son. Heartbreaking :(

    • @mr.timjohnston546
      @mr.timjohnston546 3 роки тому +42

      THAT DOES NOT GO AWAY!!! THAT GOES TO THE LAST BREATH YOU TAKE!!! REMEMBER THAT PAL!!

    • @Szarko32c
      @Szarko32c 3 роки тому

      It helps if you have more than one. You've list a son, but you still have kids to take care of.

    • @frankiethefrog1752
      @frankiethefrog1752 3 роки тому +19

      @@Szarko32c I’m going through it first hand. The only thing you can try to do is be there for your other kids. Lost my youngest 10/22/20. His big sisters are 2-4 , I don’t have an option but to keep going as hard as it is. Hopefully this man finds some type of peace.

    • @octaviakf
      @octaviakf 3 роки тому +2

      Yes because he’s still hurting it’s called heartbreak he doesn’t have closure

    • @saadboutabssil4106
      @saadboutabssil4106 3 роки тому +2

      @@frankiethefrog1752 i am so sorry for your loss, i hope you'll have a happy life

  • @DiscoDickJones
    @DiscoDickJones 3 роки тому +1922

    "I lost my son, I lost everything." Hit me hard because he wasn't talking about things. He's broken inside. God this sucks.

    • @mt3388
      @mt3388 3 роки тому +12

      It really hurts.

    • @lavern1402
      @lavern1402 3 роки тому +25

      Scott, I applaud you for your sensitivity, your empathy and your understanding... it’s very rare that ordinary people who hasn’t suffered this kind of pain, really understands the language 🌺🙏

    • @hihikatamari
      @hihikatamari 3 роки тому +5

      Bless you Scott. Dear Michael, I hope you find happiness again.

    • @GS-st9ns
      @GS-st9ns 3 роки тому +13

      I lost my son 8 years ago last month. Just a young guy in college . Suddenly. It never goes away. It's the only time I died but I'm still living and haven't fallen over yet. I do know that pain. You are not alone but you will see him again

    • @lavern1402
      @lavern1402 3 роки тому +7

      @@GS-st9ns I feel for you sweetheart 🙏🙏I’ve lost 16 years old son in 2008. The gaping wound still has a cunning way of remaining raw! Our hearts ache and our lives won’t even be the same again.... Learning to “cope” is our new norm... it’s hurts! I know it.... and your words ring so truthful to me... I’m sending you love ❤️

  • @michaelo2535
    @michaelo2535 4 роки тому +206

    If you had three wishes:
    "I only need one. I want my son back."
    Broke me

  • @sharlondsilva
    @sharlondsilva 4 роки тому +402

    As a father myself .. The only way i can feel his pain is that when i look at my kids, i pray to God let them bury me.. I couldnt live any other way

    • @AR-cx5yf
      @AR-cx5yf 4 роки тому

      @Just Me how about people like this men who been killed the war that your family involved

    • @scottshanahan3827
      @scottshanahan3827 3 роки тому

      Amen.

    • @Majtaism
      @Majtaism 3 роки тому

      ❤️

    • @poisonivy6477
      @poisonivy6477 3 роки тому +13

      I had suicidal ideations and never understood why my parents felt so distraught about it. I told them I’d rather die instead of having to bury them. But my family assured me that is not the way it should ever be. My parents told me if anything were to ever happen to my siblings and I, they wouldn’t know what to do anymore. So I’ve convinced myself to get help immediately so that my family don’t feel the pain of losing a loved one... it’s tough. But I must try hard to live for them. I just question the world a lot and feel like everyone is against me. I can’t ever sleep... o well.

    • @Majtaism
      @Majtaism 3 роки тому +2

      @@poisonivy6477 you are loved 🥰

  • @jeffbeaudoin4544
    @jeffbeaudoin4544 3 роки тому +108

    God bless this man. lost my only son 4 years ago and came very close to ending up homeless also. The pain is beyond comprehension.

    • @pl5778
      @pl5778 3 роки тому +5

      Hope you are staying strong!

    • @louangesaves3481
      @louangesaves3481 3 роки тому +5

      I’m so sorry 😢. May God bless you with strength and purpose 🙏

    • @sunshine9122
      @sunshine9122 3 роки тому +3

      God bless you and your son, Jeff. Sending you a big hug.

    • @layne7742
      @layne7742 3 роки тому +2

      Sorry to hear that Jeff, I pray that you find peace, and for your son as well. God bless you.

    • @clarewelter2207
      @clarewelter2207 3 роки тому +1

      I am so sorry to hear of your loss and Michael's loss. Life can be so cruel. Where are family members when you need them? I pray for all to have the strength to go on. Keep the faith in our Lord. He sees everything!

  • @RubyOnyxx
    @RubyOnyxx 3 роки тому +673

    The wishes part broke me, such a powerful way to answer that question.

    • @bigtuga4ever
      @bigtuga4ever 3 роки тому +22

      I want to hug this man, tell him it will be alright... But anyone that has ever lost anyone knows that to be a lie, nothing will ever be alright, ever again.
      Whichever path you choose to woe... They are all irrelevant, and meaningless. As is everything else now.

    • @None_of_your_business666
      @None_of_your_business666 3 роки тому +4

      So true... Ive lost children too and its worse than death. How i wish they were here.

    • @lbars
      @lbars 3 роки тому +4

      @@None_of_your_business666 I am sorry to hear that. I hope somehow, you are okay.

    • @edgarmolina8754
      @edgarmolina8754 3 роки тому

      Indeed!

    • @joetrident9503
      @joetrident9503 3 роки тому +2

      I felt real pain in his heart. But would never truly know what to go through what be has would be like until it would happen to me. I pray to the Lord i never do. God bless this man and all that he does. Truly. 🙏♥️♥️♥️🙏

  • @athensmajnoo3661
    @athensmajnoo3661 3 роки тому +291

    His eyes tell how sad he is....no parent should ever bury his child... God grant this man peace of mind.

    • @punjabifoodie7774
      @punjabifoodie7774 3 роки тому +4

      I lost my sister in 2012 , in June 2017 my dad was crying while missing her on 2nd July 2017 he died from heart attack now I can't bear this much pain :(

    • @ΝικόλαοςΘεοδωρίδης-γ6λ
      @ΝικόλαοςΘεοδωρίδης-γ6λ 3 роки тому +2

      @@punjabifoodie7774 I hope you're doing better now. I'm sorry for your loss. I personally believe they are in a better place now in God's arms. I'll always be here if you want to talk to anyone.

    • @punjabifoodie7774
      @punjabifoodie7774 3 роки тому +1

      @@ΝικόλαοςΘεοδωρίδης-γ6λ I hope they are in better place now I just keep myself busy so that I don't have time to think but time heals nothing in my case

    • @ΝικόλαοςΘεοδωρίδης-γ6λ
      @ΝικόλαοςΘεοδωρίδης-γ6λ 3 роки тому +1

      @@punjabifoodie7774 I'm very sorry to hear that. Even if I don't have the best relationship with my family I still love them and can't imagine them gone. To be honest I don't know what to tell you, I haven't been in your shoes. But what I imagine them saying is that you shouldn't allow their passing to hold you back from the rest of your life. You don't need to forget someone to make peace with their absence. People are only truly gone when they are no longer remembered. Remember your family, always keep them in your heart, the lessons they teached you they joy they gave you and walk the path of life in their honour.

    • @punjabifoodie7774
      @punjabifoodie7774 3 роки тому

      @@ΝικόλαοςΘεοδωρίδης-γ6λ thankyou so much for your kind words its really very sweet of you for writing down such words , I just don't want to accept the reality that I can't talk with them I have had many health issues which always made me end up in ER , before my dad was always there holding my hand making me feel ok when I was going through such things but now it's difficult to handle everything alone , may be one day I will be strong enough to cope up with the pain :)

  • @EldritchTeacup
    @EldritchTeacup 3 роки тому +1066

    I hope there really is an afterlife, so he and his baby can see each other again. I really do.

    • @ameriqbal1226
      @ameriqbal1226 3 роки тому +24

      Ameen!!!

    • @vishveshtadsare3160
      @vishveshtadsare3160 3 роки тому +43

      Of course there is.

    • @newagecinematics
      @newagecinematics 3 роки тому +15

      @@vishveshtadsare3160 oh boy, you have faith there is, is what you mean, you can’t know for certain, i have faith there is but i can’t prove it

    • @newagecinematics
      @newagecinematics 3 роки тому +5

      @Chirrut Imwe i mean everyone and there mom knows this lol. it’s common sense. kinda redundant

    • @mfzoom5401
      @mfzoom5401 3 роки тому +24

      Religious bullshitters abound.

  • @whatsupfoo4592
    @whatsupfoo4592 3 роки тому +54

    You have 3 wishes. “Only need one...I just want my son back “
    Damn bruh, that hit me hard 🥲. I have an 8yo son. I can’t imagine being here without him.
    I pray for you Michael and wish you well 🙏

    • @arfatkhan8723
      @arfatkhan8723 3 роки тому +2

      Same mate.

    • @AmitKumar-te6vw
      @AmitKumar-te6vw 3 роки тому +1

      I too have a 6 year old boy and can't imagine life without him.

    • @princeyem2684
      @princeyem2684 2 роки тому +1

      He passed away in 2018 of stages 4 cancer. May your soul rest in peace.

    • @erichartwig
      @erichartwig Рік тому +1

      Same. I have 2 sons and one is 5.5 right now. I can literally feel this man’s pain. Puts things in perspective. We really need to live a life of gratitude.

  • @rachelbullies2131
    @rachelbullies2131 7 років тому +220

    The pain in his eyes when he talks about his son, it's absolutely heartbreaking.

  • @JL-hf6mr
    @JL-hf6mr 3 роки тому +437

    The pain of losing a child is a pain no one should have to endure. His pain is palpable. God bless him and I pray he finds peace

    • @rhon715
      @rhon715 3 роки тому +4

      Amen

    • @josuebrown6001
      @josuebrown6001 3 роки тому +6

      I’d blow my brains out if somthing ever happen to my baby I couldn’t live with it I’d die with him right there

    • @marinarosa8599
      @marinarosa8599 3 роки тому

      Amen 🙏

    • @marshmallow167
      @marshmallow167 3 роки тому

      An animal's children usuat get taken from them every single day on the scale of millions to billions

    • @zoeyh.675
      @zoeyh.675 3 роки тому +4

      @@rhon715 Instead of freaking interviewing him they should freaking do something about it. They took time out of his day just to talk about something he didnt want to. This is retarded

  • @sogno_di_carta6430
    @sogno_di_carta6430 7 років тому +660

    This man broke my heart. After losing his son he just gave up. I understand him. I have a 2 year old and I can't imagine wanting to do anything, work, socialize, anything at all if I lose him. I think Ill lose my mind. And that's probably what happened to this man.

    • @irinaadi4194
      @irinaadi4194 6 років тому +2

      very sorry to hear that but i wish u happiness

    • @Angry.General1461
      @Angry.General1461 6 років тому +1

      LandofJadeNRocco Journals and Planners This guy is full of shit!!! He probably never had a son!!! He can't even remember what year it is, he's another a lying drug addict!!! There's no way a death in the family could make you lose everything, if so over half of the world would be homeless!!!

    • @WESSERPARAQUAT
      @WESSERPARAQUAT 6 років тому

      I feel exactly the same about my Cat

    • @Seekyourtruth777
      @Seekyourtruth777 6 років тому +19

      The Angry General you’re cruel and I think you don’t know what your talking about .

    • @WESSERPARAQUAT
      @WESSERPARAQUAT 6 років тому +1

      the general HAS a point we do not know for sure about this man if what he says is true then yes it is very very sad , but DRINK AND DRUGS are always part of the situation , ALWAYS, it is there in the background in most of these homeless cases , not nice being homeless but look at all the animals in the world?

  • @sire5582
    @sire5582 3 роки тому +79

    If you setup a go-fundme for this man i will happily donate $100. This is heartbreaking. Lets help this poor man get his life back together.

    • @mrdm7820
      @mrdm7820 3 роки тому +6

      In April 2018 he was dying of cancer. He lost another son as well. I don't know what's happened to him. He may have left this world, but he could still be here.

    • @buckplug2423
      @buckplug2423 3 роки тому +20

      no point. no amount of money will help him. he looks like a solid, no-bs guy and he's still homeless after 10 years? got a family? his life, the very meaning of life, is gone. he's just waiting to die now (if he's still alive). that's my take on it anyway. i may be wrong, but those eyes speak "end me" quite clearly to me.

    • @mrdm7820
      @mrdm7820 3 роки тому +3

      @@buckplug2423 the last video of him, he had terminal cancer so he might have died as that was in 2018.

    • @grog3514
      @grog3514 3 роки тому +3

      I don't think its grief that put him in that place. I think it's guilt. I suspect he is punishing himself.

  • @O.C_babee
    @O.C_babee 7 років тому +558

    out of all your videos this one hurt me the most

    • @jayvie9117
      @jayvie9117 6 років тому +3

      same :(

    • @mackztynne
      @mackztynne 6 років тому +2

      same here, i'm actually crying right now :-(

    • @claudiobaeta9021
      @claudiobaeta9021 6 років тому +2

      I busted into tears with him :/

    • @anagarcia-fx3ne
      @anagarcia-fx3ne 4 роки тому +2

      I thought so too... Until I watched his second video.

    • @MICKEYISLOWD
      @MICKEYISLOWD 4 роки тому +3

      Also the video where the elderly lady had her dog kicked to death. That was truly harrowing because the puppy was everything to her. If someone hurt my dog I would not be able to control myself. Being cruel to animals who cannot defend themselves is the lowest any human can stoop to.

  • @WarkingII
    @WarkingII 4 роки тому +840

    He's totally broken inside, 10 years later

    • @gabriele1134
      @gabriele1134 3 роки тому +36

      I lost my daughter this month 30 yrs ago the pain never goes away I learned to not more let it eat me up this man has not been able to and it will destroy him if he not can put an stop to it I know I tried taking my life and only because of my oldest daughter I be still here and put the pieces back it takes a lot I hope god gives him some kind of piece

    • @Annarocks1969
      @Annarocks1969 3 роки тому +7

      I feel for him. He has cancer as well I heard, hope he is able to beat it.♥️

    • @mecolayposting9315
      @mecolayposting9315 3 роки тому +4

      @@Annarocks1969 well, this might be heartbreaking... But by now he's probably up there. In his last interview he said he has maybe 1 more year to live, probably less, and it's been two years so yeah... It may be crushing but it is the truth

    • @pbj4338
      @pbj4338 3 роки тому +6

      @Random Hero : You're totally sure they are the one that is the moron?

    • @Redboy4
      @Redboy4 3 роки тому +1

      @@pbj4338 Lol. His picture explains it all.

  • @JonasNeuenfeld
    @JonasNeuenfeld 4 роки тому +690

    "The day is good because I get to see my friends"
    -A guy that has nothing

    • @TheReapersSon
      @TheReapersSon 4 роки тому +31

      I think there a lot of people in this sick world that could stand to lose everything to help them see what is really important. None of this technology or lifestyle crap is important.

    • @mave143
      @mave143 4 роки тому +7

      @@TheReapersSon you are so right!!

    • @timnelson7689
      @timnelson7689 4 роки тому +2

      @@TheReapersSon technology isn't important eh? Tell that to all the people in the hospital whose survival depends on that equipment. I couldn't resist, I know what you mean, lmao.

    • @davidfernandez9791
      @davidfernandez9791 4 роки тому +9

      In Spain we have a say: " quién tiene un amigo tiene una tesoro" which means "who has a friend has a treasure"

    • @utpalninjajedi
      @utpalninjajedi 4 роки тому

      Or has everything

  • @marioyamasaki1925
    @marioyamasaki1925 3 роки тому +63

    I lost my son when he was 12 years old. If you haven’t experienced losing a son or daughter than you couldn’t comprehend the hurt it puts on you. 9 years ago and even thinking about it brings tears to the eyes and I’m not one to express emotions. If you have kids , hold them close because you never know when it’s time to part ways!

    • @princeyem2684
      @princeyem2684 2 роки тому +1

      He passed away in 2018 of stages 4 cancer. May your soul rest in peace.

  • @URL2356
    @URL2356 3 роки тому +337

    Nothing can be more painful than a father losing his son. The sorrow in his eyes was heartbreaking.

    • @lavern1402
      @lavern1402 3 роки тому +8

      Same thing with some mothers... The bond between some mamas and their sons are super strong! Loss of a child overall, whether sons are daughter, is overwhelmingly painful. The only difference I’m aware of, is that it’s much easier for us women to “open up” about our pain! When it comes on to a father, he may feel obligated to show strength, instead of his pain. Therefore it can be extremely painful when the pain is there trapped on the inside, brewing.... I’m sending love to anyone who’s lost a child 💕💙🙏🦋

    • @justinphillips1197
      @justinphillips1197 3 роки тому +5

      I can vouch. September 3rd 2016 my 8 yr old son passed after a swing tipped and fell on him. Every day is a battle mentally and physically. If not for my family I’d be on the street. Drink a lot, but slowing down. Work from paycheck to paycheck and live at my parents. But I’m trying. I wish I could meet this guy and hug him. Worst lot in life ever, living without your kids. Keep your head up brother

    • @lavern1402
      @lavern1402 3 роки тому +3

      @@justinphillips1197 Hello Justin, my heart hurts for you.... I’m so sorry, I don’t even have words. I’m a grieving parent myself. If I say there are no words, believe me, there are no words 😢.
      Lost my son too. He was 16 years old. But it’s 12 years ago, so my head is just a little bit more calmer. The pain has nowhere going, so I just have to live with it.
      Please remember love never dies... continue loving your son... 💙🌺❤️
      I know your life will never be the same, just like mine ... Just know that I’m thinking about you and I’m thinking of your precious child, who visited for 8 years and went back to continue his life as the Angel he was, before he came and visited you.... Sending you warm-precious-beautiful-loving-caring-hugs 😍💙🦋🙏

    • @jb-qi8fz
      @jb-qi8fz 3 роки тому +2

      @@justinphillips1197 We can never get over it. We can never accept it. We can only try to live with it. It takes a great deal of effort to put one foot in front of the other in that situation but it is all that we can do. Time will not make it go away either. 43 years ago and it still seems like yesterday.

    • @nofilter.906
      @nofilter.906 3 роки тому

      There are things far more painfull

  • @anniemacleod
    @anniemacleod 3 роки тому +287

    That's the shortest interview that's ever caused me to burst into tears.

    • @samuelmurphy8692
      @samuelmurphy8692 3 роки тому +1

      For real... I was hoping not to cry too much and did well until the last few moments. WOW

    • @ronintraveller415
      @ronintraveller415 3 роки тому +2

      Yes same here.

    • @kristenmazziott6492
      @kristenmazziott6492 3 роки тому +4

      It's like you can look right into his soul, through those piercing blue eyes. The pain, sorrow and loss just jumps right out at you. This just cut right through my heart. God bless

    • @sebtogo9905
      @sebtogo9905 3 роки тому

      Same here...couldn't even think about loosing my little angle.

    • @aobembracelife
      @aobembracelife 3 роки тому +1

      Ditto xo

  • @ChristianW1975
    @ChristianW1975 3 роки тому +64

    Oh the hurt in his eyes. Every parent on earth fears what this man is living.

  • @Im_Still_LightSpeedLayne
    @Im_Still_LightSpeedLayne 3 роки тому +332

    I’m a grown ass man and that made me cry like.... I have no words.

    • @maxipaw-dc5xj
      @maxipaw-dc5xj 3 роки тому +15

      You are a real man. God bless you.

    • @stevethedonful
      @stevethedonful 3 роки тому +11

      Yeah got me too brother

    • @Anal_Flute
      @Anal_Flute 3 роки тому +6

      Made me cry too, nothing to be ashamed about bro, it's all good

    • @bellswings9495
      @bellswings9495 3 роки тому +8

      @Edmond shut up, you dumb child

    • @Anisimeria
      @Anisimeria 3 роки тому +1

      @Edmond your name is Edmond what the hell do you know about being a man

  • @g.h.5190
    @g.h.5190 6 років тому +527

    When I was a cop there was a tweaker that we dealt with a lot that we nick named Richard Ramirez, cause he looked like the infamous serial killer. I always thought he was just a pain in the ass until one night I met his brother in law. I learned that at one time he was a successful business and family man who lost his son and wife in a car accident while he was driving. The brother in law (Her brother) tried to help him but the loss was too much and sent him over the edge. Talk about feeling like an asshole. I apologized to him and always made it a point to never judge anyone after that. He died a few years later. I’d like to think that he finally found peace. You never know what struggles people are going through in their lives. Good channel, keep up the good work! 🙏🏼

    • @rsohlich1
      @rsohlich1 4 роки тому +31

      no one does heroin or meth or other hard drugs and gets severely addicted unless there's something that sparked it. I'm glad you were able to have compassion on him.

    • @cryptosquall3535
      @cryptosquall3535 4 роки тому +7

      Thanks.

    • @michaelgilroy1277
      @michaelgilroy1277 4 роки тому +22

      Everybody has a story, problem is we don't always listen.

    • @g.h.5190
      @g.h.5190 4 роки тому +14

      sennadasilva11 That’s an ignorant way of thinking. There are bad people in every walk of life. Most are just normal people trying to provide for their family.

    • @g.h.5190
      @g.h.5190 4 роки тому +11

      sennadasilva11 That’s false, that’s just your perception. Until you’ve done that job, or any job, don’t try to comment on what they do. I’ve never tried framing, I would never criticize a carpenters work.

  • @samkurz
    @samkurz 6 років тому +335

    I understand what it like to lose a child. Lost my only child 13 years ago and stopped working because I was in so much grief.
    Now I'm fighting to get on with my life. Hard to do and I have a little place.

    • @imonlytellingthetruth6562
      @imonlytellingthetruth6562 4 роки тому +20

      Hi Sami, I lost a daughter and mentally I broke down because I couldn’t find answers, life brings thing you just shouldn’t have to deal with, my wife has never really opened up so god knows how she feels.

    • @bhimsenluchooman4046
      @bhimsenluchooman4046 4 роки тому +9

      @Sami & Company. Keep a good memory of your dear child in your heart. Your lovely child want you to be strong and courageous. Do not lose faith in God and humanity. Read the Bible. God is a good God.

    • @titania145
      @titania145 4 роки тому +13

      One learns to live with it.... Takes time to move on... But, in my case, I got many little signs that he was fine and happy where he is... A white pigeon used to come and sit on my balcony 🕊️ several times I would be overwhelmed...🕊️🕊️🕊️and just look at me sometimes 30.minutes , sometime 6 hours...until I realized it was a sign of the peace he was in and eventually that peace came I to me and I could finally move on.... With it, but no longer overcomed with the sorrow🕊️ 😥💔🙏🏼✝️let the peace be with you 🕊️🙏✝️

    • @HomerJLeafs
      @HomerJLeafs 4 роки тому +2

      💗❤️

    • @DominicvH
      @DominicvH 4 роки тому +4

      Know that childrens souls goes with invisible angels to eternity, you will meet them again!
      See videos on Dead experiences, even pets go to heaven!
      Keep faith hope love 😇💖

  • @jol284
    @jol284 3 роки тому +28

    I'm a 35 year old man and don't mind saying cried my eyes out watching this...it is now 2021 and my only wish,is that this man got sorted and is living a better life.

    • @masterkc
      @masterkc 3 роки тому +3

      He died 2 years ago unfortunately

    • @varunqumar1
      @varunqumar1 3 роки тому +1

      @@masterkc Really? So sorry to hear.. any news link ?

    • @masterkc
      @masterkc 3 роки тому

      @@varunqumar1 ua-cam.com/video/J5djHKXkc6E/v-deo.html

    • @varunqumar1
      @varunqumar1 3 роки тому

      @@masterkc thanks buddy👍🏻

    • @sephjy1370
      @sephjy1370 3 роки тому +2

      @@masterkc Well, I guess we should be happy because his suffering has ended. I'm not a religious person myself, but I guess just the thought of this man meeting his son finally in heaven at least soothes my sadness.

  • @landscapes5720
    @landscapes5720 4 роки тому +162

    After my mom died 5 years ago and I experienced a grief that was so overwhelming and devastating that I could barely function, I began to wonder how many people who are homeless have been shattered by grief, unable to put the pieces of themselves together again. Compassion is everything

  • @DomLang
    @DomLang 7 років тому +157

    I think all his son's spirit wants is for his father to live happily again

  • @litiviousspartus4611
    @litiviousspartus4611 4 роки тому +575

    Whoever coined that phrase "Time heals all wounds" didn't know what the hell they were talking about.

    • @JourneyofBella331
      @JourneyofBella331 4 роки тому +11

      100%

    • @markbeetham5118
      @markbeetham5118 4 роки тому +37

      They told me time makes it easy... But they never told me time stands still

    • @vanessamcallister4235
      @vanessamcallister4235 4 роки тому +5

      True

    • @beekau5009
      @beekau5009 4 роки тому +31

      Litivious Spartus society has been extremely insensitive and unrealistic. I want you to know that you do not need to do things on your own. Jesus wants you to lean on Him. He wants you to repent and trust in Him. He loves you, He is continually knocking on the door of your heart, open up to Him and He will change your life, I promise you. He is not about a religion, knowing Him is about having a relationship. Repentance and trusting in the Lord is the greatest thing we can do because Ge not only gives you peace, friendship, love, faith, happiness, joy but He gives you everlasting life. I love you and I care about where you'll spent your eternity. Today is the spray of salvation.
      Jesus said "come to me all you who are weary and heavy burdened and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light. "
      Be blessed 💛

    • @karolinutza
      @karolinutza 4 роки тому +9

      But they did, actually.
      You forget, eventually. The only variable is when you stop clinging on the pain. If you let it go sooner, you heal sooner. Otherwise, the pain can last a lot, there is no limit to this 'time'.

  • @GIguy
    @GIguy 3 роки тому +16

    That’s what a broken soul looks like, my heart breaks for this man😰

  • @SinjinCerasani
    @SinjinCerasani 6 років тому +73

    "I only need one" I'm without words.

  • @ashishkiift
    @ashishkiift 4 роки тому +335

    Everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about. Be kind. Always.
    -Brad Meltzer

    • @thephoenix6237
      @thephoenix6237 4 роки тому +3

      I usually try to trigger people because I'm somewhat evil and broken inside but. . . . This is true. True words. Thanks.

    • @ashishkiift
      @ashishkiift 4 роки тому +2

      Thanks Masked Man .. really appreciate if this quote brought even a small difference in your thoughts.. personally it has been transformational for me.

  • @outdoorslife4style831
    @outdoorslife4style831 3 роки тому +321

    Poor guy, heavenly father guide this man on his journey. Give him peace and keep only the cherished thoughts of his son alive in his heart.

    • @mondox6481
      @mondox6481 3 роки тому +3

      Amen

    • @maverickasmr2124
      @maverickasmr2124 3 роки тому +2

      Amen

    • @uncleboy7423
      @uncleboy7423 3 роки тому +2

      Amen

    • @stevecroft3973
      @stevecroft3973 3 роки тому +1

      If god was real his son would still be here

    • @outdoorslife4style831
      @outdoorslife4style831 3 роки тому +4

      @@stevecroft3973 eyes can't see when the mind is blind, take that saying light heartedly bud. Having a faith in somthing bigger then yourself gives you an optimistic hope for tomorrow. somtimes it keeps the right foot infront of the left.

  • @empizzle8
    @empizzle8 3 роки тому +20

    Never forgot this interview, when he said he wants his son back it forever ingrained it in my memory. Thank you for bringing his story to light

  • @Sanchez_369
    @Sanchez_369 7 років тому +314

    This pisses me off more than anything, seeing good decent people living on the streets, you really never know what someone is going through. This has to be tremendously hard, I really can't even fathom the pain in this man's heart.

    • @enabler2456
      @enabler2456 6 років тому +2

      I have my son beside me right now healthy and all and I still teared up... can't imagine how HE feels.

    • @burdy2959
      @burdy2959 4 роки тому +2

      @@Angry.General1461 Have you ever considered that maybe they drink and do drugs BECAUSE, they are homeless? Now, I'm not saying many homeless people don't do this, but to assume that they're all crooks looking for the next high is wrong. Many of them are just good people dealt a bad hand, stop being so insensitive to the lives of others.

    • @Angry.General1461
      @Angry.General1461 4 роки тому

      @@burdy2959 There you go feeling bad for this liar...... You seriously don't understand people like this or what it's like to put up with them!!! Stop looking at him like he's an innocent angel!!!

    • @burdy2959
      @burdy2959 4 роки тому +3

      @@Angry.General1461 I see what you mean, and it's very possible he's lying. However, I never treated him as some saint, I was just making a general statement about homeless people. I honestly don't know what to tell you though, as you sound like such a scumbag. Not saying you're wrong, but based on what you've said so far, I'm guessing you're the sort of person who supports making life worse for homeless people ten times worse, just because you don't feel like having to deal with their reality, which mind you, could become yours. So, maybe stop being such a lil bitch and have a heart.

    • @Garland.Greene2296
      @Garland.Greene2296 4 роки тому +1

      @@burdy2959 I don't feel sorry for these lazy bums let them suffer! They are a bunch of lazy drug addicts and alcoholics disowned by family and friends. They think money and jobs are supposed to come to them! They will make up fake stories of their lives trying to get you to feel sorry for them! They will take their lies to the grave! I bet you he doesn't have kids! They blame everybody but themselves for their lifestyle! You seriously want to get rid of the homeless? Load them all on a ship and drop them off on a remote island! They'll probably kill each other in their withdrawals and end up turning into cannibals eating off of each other's dead bodies!

  • @jojobee42
    @jojobee42 7 років тому +229

    Poor man... Homelessness can happen to ANYONE. One big tragedy in life and that's it. My heart goes out to him.

    • @123lowp
      @123lowp 7 років тому +9

      fuck your heart... send him your money... but you won't, because you don't have a "heart"

    • @nesshs9405
      @nesshs9405 7 років тому +1

      SixOfNine if I met homeless person I give money plus maybe they need a kind word from us

    • @francescoavila598
      @francescoavila598 6 років тому +1

      jojo bee nobody ends up homeless cause their kid died,the man is an alky and or a druggie

    • @francescoavila598
      @francescoavila598 6 років тому

      Hiccum Blurpaedius can't I express an opinion without being threatened?

    • @francescoavila598
      @francescoavila598 6 років тому

      Hiccum Blurpaedius there's extreme rage and anger in your words,perhaps you were molested as a child?

  • @haddonfieldradio666
    @haddonfieldradio666 3 роки тому +285

    His eyes are endless wells of relentless pain. He is tethered forever to a child who is gone. His suffering is so intense to observe. I wish him rest and I hope he finds life again someday.

    • @orphansparrow2
      @orphansparrow2 3 роки тому +2

      Thank you for saying that. I really hope so too.

    • @furryrupert3739
      @furryrupert3739 3 роки тому +6

      Amen. I really pray God will help him to start a new life and have happiness again even though it is now 2020.

    • @haddonfieldradio666
      @haddonfieldradio666 3 роки тому +1

      @@furryrupert3739 2021. ha.

    • @furryrupert3739
      @furryrupert3739 3 роки тому

      @@haddonfieldradio666 ......Yes, 2021. How the time flies.

    • @SilencedButNotForgotten
      @SilencedButNotForgotten 3 роки тому +2

      @@furryrupert3739 Sadly he passed away two years ago. There is another video about him, his story gets only worse and worse... He lost his fiancée after he found a home with her and some other guys... Then his son died to an IED at war serving the country... And he was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer to the pancreas and the whole body...

  • @theplantbasedsaffer6235
    @theplantbasedsaffer6235 3 роки тому +3

    I want to give him a hug so badly. Poor man.

  • @matthewsantos6551
    @matthewsantos6551 3 роки тому +221

    Holy fuck I am going to continue appreciating every moment with my dad.

    • @keystonedaytrip238
      @keystonedaytrip238 3 роки тому +11

      Be so thankful 😌

    • @300IQPUG
      @300IQPUG 3 роки тому +7

      please do

    • @jayanandhini9941
      @jayanandhini9941 3 роки тому +12

      I lost my dad and now I miss all the time I could have spent with him. All the conversations I could have had with him. Now it’s only in my dreams that I am able to do all that. Lucky you. Please make the most of it.

    • @keystonedaytrip238
      @keystonedaytrip238 3 роки тому

      @@ddanex
      Right ?
      I never met the man

    • @andreaac4499
      @andreaac4499 3 роки тому +2

      Please do, you don't know how much I miss him.

  • @jakeyjervis
    @jakeyjervis 3 роки тому +128

    That poor man would really benefit from some kind love and therapy. I was once homeless living in the woods on constant drugs and alcohol from lifelong trauma until my wife met me and gave me tender love and care. And therapy. And today im a new man.

    • @Christandnature
      @Christandnature 3 роки тому +6

      I hope that happens to me.I'm the same, newly sober. I need love. I'm learning to love me back to health, but man would it be great to have human help doing so. -my name is halli

    • @gk6
      @gk6 3 роки тому +2

      So happy for you. I wish my brother finds someone soon.

    • @roxyr2597
      @roxyr2597 3 роки тому +2

      😭😭😭🤝🤝🤝🤝👏👏👍👍 now if you can , help to those that are using drugs .talk or something , may God bless u n ur Amazing wife

    • @lovebug8482
      @lovebug8482 3 роки тому

      it was sweet how you said your wife met you and not the other way around...as though she was a gift given to you🙂

    • @ТанечкаОкатова
      @ТанечкаОкатова 3 роки тому

      @@Christandnature hallli, I wish you all the best, and try to connect with some psychological crisis centers, where you can ask for free therapy and support. Also, wherever you are struggling with, try to connect with People, who are going through the same for support each other and share. May God bless you... 🌿

  • @hellothere3097
    @hellothere3097 5 років тому +69

    My son is laying next to me, fast asleep, I just cried my heart out watching this. It hurts. God bless this man, he deserves a miracle.

    • @lucca101able
      @lucca101able 4 роки тому

      Hello There me too ..

    • @Zzzzalazar
      @Zzzzalazar 4 роки тому

      @GYPSY KING FURY you are such a fucking IDIOT

    • @thomasstaffer
      @thomasstaffer 4 роки тому

      @@Zzzzalazar Truth hurts huh.

    • @Zzzzalazar
      @Zzzzalazar 4 роки тому

      @@thomasstaffer Well... then your God is an asshole

    • @thomasstaffer
      @thomasstaffer 4 роки тому

      @@Zzzzalazar Assuming you're Christian/muslim your God is indeed responsible for all suffering.

  • @macp4864
    @macp4864 3 роки тому +14

    The pain in his eyes is seriously hearbreaking.

  • @juantejeda6613
    @juantejeda6613 4 роки тому +155

    This beautiful human being lost his soul when his son lost his soul wow

    • @RoboBreaker
      @RoboBreaker 4 роки тому +13

      His son lost his life. Not his soul

    • @MrLouboy999
      @MrLouboy999 4 роки тому

      @@RoboBreaker Agreed, his son's beautiful sole resides in Heaven.

  • @sonofagun00
    @sonofagun00 4 роки тому +81

    Why the hell is UA-cam’s algorithm making me cry today. I’m gonna go hug my 4 year old son now. Life is too short man. God bless this guy. May he be reunited with his son in the next life.

    • @adityastrcoep
      @adityastrcoep 3 роки тому +1

      He is with his son, his other son, his brother and his wife now

    • @ronin7354
      @ronin7354 3 роки тому

      @@adityastrcoep did he pass?

  • @gamekid2420
    @gamekid2420 4 роки тому +1202

    You are more handsome than any hollywood over rated actors

    • @ladybyronpoe9954
      @ladybyronpoe9954 3 роки тому +9

      True

    • @adityastrcoep
      @adityastrcoep 3 роки тому +28

      He's sadly no longer with us 😔

    • @ladybyronpoe9954
      @ladybyronpoe9954 3 роки тому +6

      @@adityastrcoep really ? That's very sad

    • @EphemeralProductions
      @EphemeralProductions 3 роки тому +6

      @@wandak3025 he is likely dead by now because he had stage 4 cancer.

    • @m.e.b.255
      @m.e.b.255 3 роки тому +14

      Yesssssssssss. A real man. For sure, husband material. Imagine him all stylish, all his teeth back in place... A bomb! I would drool. I mean, I drool now, so think of him all dolled up.

  • @rodzandz
    @rodzandz 3 роки тому +26

    "I lost my son, and I just lost everything" As a father myself, I can understand the incredible heartbreak, pain and guilt he must feel. 10 years and it still won't leave him. I wish I could help him somehow.

  • @Mr.FawadAmin
    @Mr.FawadAmin 4 роки тому +102

    Oh man.. U made me cry like a child. Being a father of a beautiful son muself, i can feel your pain. I pray to Allah to give u all the happiness in this world. U have been theough so much. Love you bro.

    • @adityastrcoep
      @adityastrcoep 3 роки тому

      He passed away years ago.

    • @michaeldonaldson8508
      @michaeldonaldson8508 3 роки тому

      @@adityastrcoep this video was from 2017 so didn’t pass away years ago. 2 at most...that’s a couple

    • @busk8159
      @busk8159 3 роки тому

      @@michaeldonaldson8508 no he passed away 13 years ago because this video was uploaded 3 years ago and he became homeless after his son passed with was 10 years ago in 2017

  • @dannymccoy1783
    @dannymccoy1783 3 роки тому +257

    I feel him 100%...I lost my 2 young boys..Both..Matt 17...Dyl 19...Now ive been homeless over 2 years...When he said he only needs one wish i said it at the same time he said it...I myself need only one also.........................

    • @ArtKeefe
      @ArtKeefe 3 роки тому +16

      I’m so sorry Danny. ❤️

    • @tonyredgrave3839
      @tonyredgrave3839 3 роки тому +14

      Lots of love your way brother if you wanna talk reach out , stay strong

    • @dannymccoy1783
      @dannymccoy1783 3 роки тому +5

      I ask no one for nothing also

    • @DaBradders
      @DaBradders 3 роки тому +8

      I'm so sorry. I hope you find something in your life to keep going

    • @britany_lmp5112
      @britany_lmp5112 3 роки тому +2

      I'm so sorry for you loss..., may God bless you abundantly Danny ❤

  • @marleyeuliano6718
    @marleyeuliano6718 7 років тому +132

    This one made me tear up. You will see your son again. I pray your pain subsides.

    • @amberosburn2941
      @amberosburn2941 6 років тому

      Marley Euliano Wow this is a very touching comment. Yes it's true he will see his son again.

    • @They_all_lie
      @They_all_lie 6 років тому +1

      How so ?

    • @zilchnilton
      @zilchnilton 6 років тому +2

      he will definitely see his son again. Nothing is lost or forgotten in the universe for everything is within Cosmic Mind (Brahman).

    • @jmarshallstein9791
      @jmarshallstein9791 6 років тому

      Death is final for only the living.

    • @joesnow9673
      @joesnow9673 6 років тому

      Ray D-V . How do you know that

  • @luv4da80s
    @luv4da80s 3 роки тому +56

    I just felt like crying all through this. As a father of a 6yo boy I can totally understand never being able to get over this pain. God forgive me for ever complaining about anything in life. I have it infinitely better. Wish I could console this man. God Bless him.

    • @masterkc
      @masterkc 3 роки тому +3

      My ex left with my kid but I still get to see her everyweek. When ever life hits me hard with bills, car repairs, rude Co-workers ,health problems , I always think about situations such as the man in the video. I begin to smile a little...atleast I still have my kid. It's funny how children can hold your mind and soul hostage.

    • @luv4da80s
      @luv4da80s 3 роки тому

      @@masterkc really hope things get better for you.

    • @rs-vl2im
      @rs-vl2im 3 роки тому +1

      I have a 2 year old son. He means the world to me. couldn't Imagine

    • @erichartwig
      @erichartwig Рік тому +1

      Perfectly said. I have a 9 & 5 year old. I make damn sure I’m thankful for them every day, despite life’s struggles. We all need to practice gratitude. This man’s broken spirit literally had me in tears.

  • @antonremaneb9659
    @antonremaneb9659 4 роки тому +55

    I lost my five year old too, it hurts
    I understand his feelings .

    • @xOGxSE7ENx
      @xOGxSE7ENx 4 роки тому +7

      I'm so sorry for your loss..my deepest condolences 🙏

    • @CKatze-tx9wf
      @CKatze-tx9wf 3 роки тому +3

      I'm so sorry for you... can't imagine the pain

    • @rhon715
      @rhon715 3 роки тому +1

      My sincere condolences

    • @inigopetersen2486
      @inigopetersen2486 3 роки тому +2

      May God bless you, your baby will come to check on you, when you least expect it.

    • @marinarosa8599
      @marinarosa8599 3 роки тому +2

      It's not a goodbuy ,
      you will meet with him again 🙏

  • @danielpurcell7395
    @danielpurcell7395 4 роки тому +63

    God have mercy on this man. His pain is overwhelming.

    • @MMORPGFreaky
      @MMORPGFreaky 4 роки тому

      God did that to him in the first place why have mercy now?

  • @chiaracaniaticarlucci4779
    @chiaracaniaticarlucci4779 4 роки тому +50

    "I just want my son back..." As a mother this is the moment when my heart broke,just like glass against a wall...

  • @tonymegapowers2776
    @tonymegapowers2776 3 роки тому +12

    I would have given that man a hug after he said he only needed one wish!😥🙏

  • @bettyboop4634
    @bettyboop4634 4 роки тому +57

    I know exactly how he feels. I lost my only child also a son at the age of 27, four years ago. Since he left all I see is darkness and the pain is so intense that it feels as if I cannot breathe. When you suffer such a loss there is no such thing as moving on. My heart goes out to him.

    • @diannee1076
      @diannee1076 4 роки тому +5

      I’m so So sorry 😢😢😢

    • @tonyabomia7217
      @tonyabomia7217 4 роки тому +4

      My heart goes out to both of you. I don't have any children so I don't know what it's like to lose one. I have lost a lot of family and friends. I hope at some point your pain lessens and you get a little bit more light back into your life.

    • @jpetrullo6890
      @jpetrullo6890 4 роки тому +5

      I can only imagine what that must feel like. I hope you are able to find peace in your life

    • @GeraldPUR
      @GeraldPUR 4 роки тому +5

      This life that we have is just a test. Temporary. Stay strong

    • @xOGxSE7ENx
      @xOGxSE7ENx 4 роки тому +2

      I'm sorry for your loss..my deepest condolences 🙏

  • @joserosas399
    @joserosas399 4 роки тому +253

    When the time comes you'll see him in heaven for sure Michael. God bless you.

    • @adityastrcoep
      @adityastrcoep 3 роки тому +1

      He passed away years ago.

    • @joserosas399
      @joserosas399 3 роки тому +3

      @@adityastrcoep May he be in God's presence and Glory. Thank you

    • @stancusilviu159
      @stancusilviu159 3 роки тому +4

      @A D i am really sorry you believe that. There is really no point in living and in life itself if there is nothing after phisical death. Actually your idea may be true for the hell theory. WE either continue to live in heven or perish, end of journey, nothingness in "hell".

    • @tomsim22
      @tomsim22 3 роки тому +4

      @@stancusilviu159 that's true. If there isn't an after life then there is no reason for anyone to exist to begin with

    • @stancusilviu159
      @stancusilviu159 3 роки тому +6

      @Nihal H Someone had to create this Universe too, all the plantes, all the life, evolving from nothing to super-complex, with no external energy, well... that's just impossible.

  • @TallSilentGuy
    @TallSilentGuy 3 роки тому +415

    He must have gone crazy with grief. I bet he doesn't even remember how he ended up homeless and estranged from the boy's mother.

    • @AmitThakorlovemeorhateme
      @AmitThakorlovemeorhateme 3 роки тому +27

      yes totally..he seems like a very a good man and loved his son more than anything in life and here we are ripping the covid relief fund when these are people who actually need it

    • @MountainJohn
      @MountainJohn 3 роки тому +5

      Why didnt you just say wife?

    • @NarasimhaDiyasena
      @NarasimhaDiyasena 3 роки тому +13

      Zenmaster6 does it look and sound like he still got a wife? There’s a reason he avoids it

    • @MountainJohn
      @MountainJohn 3 роки тому +12

      @@NarasimhaDiyasena ​
      Literally any literature, movie, video game, play, story, or tale.
      people always say "My late wife" "my ex wife" "my previous wife"
      Literally no one says
      "my boy's mother."

    • @TexterEX
      @TexterEX 3 роки тому +9

      @@NarasimhaDiyasena Why would he say "my boys mother" does it look and sound like he still has his boy?

  • @RohitSharma-de7jx
    @RohitSharma-de7jx 3 роки тому +29

    Being homeless is not so heartbreaking but loosing your son really is. Just want to hug that man.

  • @morgandebruler9281
    @morgandebruler9281 3 роки тому +19

    As soon as he said "I only need one" I was gone 😢

  • @avp1728
    @avp1728 4 роки тому +394

    When u think you're having a bad day....

  • @MultiPizzapizza
    @MultiPizzapizza 4 роки тому +20

    If I lost a child I would never be the same.....a part of me would die inside.
    So sorry for the loss of your child! My heart goes out to you!

  • @kellymarie6031
    @kellymarie6031 3 роки тому +6

    That is exactly what a broken heart looks like.... so so sad....😥

  • @dragonballspaghetti154
    @dragonballspaghetti154 3 роки тому +29

    He lost the one thing he cared about that was his everything. God bless this amazing and beautiful man. ❤️🙏

  • @locc132
    @locc132 3 роки тому +20

    His eyes say it all. He's lost the will to live and the motivation to continue.

  • @timtam7626
    @timtam7626 3 роки тому +20

    He’s still grieving for his son. He needs support.

  • @vincentack1323
    @vincentack1323 3 роки тому +4

    Not only his son back and home and money, just his son. I brings tears to my eyes

  • @oddities-whatnot
    @oddities-whatnot 3 роки тому +31

    Ten years of never ending pain, poor man, I feel so sorry for him.

  • @joanneroper5682
    @joanneroper5682 3 роки тому +14

    I can only imagine losing everything is nothing compared to losing his 5-years old son. God bless him

  • @FreeSpiritMom
    @FreeSpiritMom 3 роки тому +37

    “I want my son back” mannnn I’m hurt for him.

  • @tauanaoliveira7886
    @tauanaoliveira7886 3 роки тому +7

    Im 24, brazilian, and ALMOST lost my son while taking a shower... hes 3 and a half. Man... watching this made me cry. It was 1 week ago and I just cant stop imaginating that, just cant... he stills with me, healthy and happy, but I cry every fu***** day.

  • @blankitagino9442
    @blankitagino9442 4 роки тому +352

    If you had three wishes what would they be ??
    Homeless: “ I only need 1, I want my son back “ 🥺💔

    • @proloftz
      @proloftz 4 роки тому +12

      I find myself tearing up watching this video. If only there was some kind of help he could have received early on in his loss, but sadly I think some things are just too hard to bear. I wish him the best.

    • @jellyroll5247
      @jellyroll5247 4 роки тому +14

      I new the answer before he said it. The hurt in this man is so deep. No father should ever have to bury his son. Ive always told my kids to never judge a homeless person you don't know their story.

    • @kerrystone7375
      @kerrystone7375 4 роки тому +5

      Omg, when he said he only needs one wish to have his son back knowing that wish can't be given to him, my heart stopped for a second. Reality sets in for him every second that his boy is gone. I wish I could give him a hug. 😔💔

    • @livelaughlove9775
      @livelaughlove9775 4 роки тому +2

      Heart breaking god bless you 🙏

    • @Kaiten32
      @Kaiten32 4 роки тому +1

      it broke my heart 🥺 how i wish i can hug this guy ❤️

  • @kenkunz1428
    @kenkunz1428 6 років тому +20

    As a Father, I just can't imagine the pain.

  • @freetheminimtz7435
    @freetheminimtz7435 3 роки тому +112

    wow, he would give anything to have his son back, when there’s men out there giving up on their child 😭

    • @alantinoalantonio
      @alantinoalantonio 3 роки тому +18

      and women aborting. Shame.

    • @CP-ir3ft
      @CP-ir3ft 3 роки тому +4

      @@alantinoalantonio there are multiple reasons why women choose abortion. "abortion is cool" is not one of them.

    • @YoutubeCensorsYou
      @YoutubeCensorsYou 3 роки тому +4

      ​@Trumptard Jr Aka Your Mama's Boo Because that would incentivize single motherhood. That's shoving just another problem under the rug because resposibility is an inconvenience, just like we are doing with abortions. It's never woman's responsibility. It's always somene else who has to pay. The problems are always solved in the root - and that's asking questions like: "Why are they single in the first place?" Reduce sexual immorality, and you'll reduce single motherhood. Don't blame Republicans because some women want to try every dick in the neighbourhood.

    • @bunnieskitties293
      @bunnieskitties293 3 роки тому

      @Trumptard Jr Aka Your Mama's Boo You get more of whatever you incentivize. Giving more money to single moms will make more single moms. Better to give them nothing, force them to give up the children and make better life choices. THen very, very few women will have children they cant support on their own or with their partner. Theyll try harder to make their relationships work. The world is better off for it.
      10% of couples are infertile so its really useful to keep the number of out of wedlock/unsupportable children down to a number theyre willing to adopt.

    • @uncovidvaxxforthestrongand3582
      @uncovidvaxxforthestrongand3582 3 роки тому

      @Trumptard Jr Aka Your Mama's Boo then theres dems and rep who are friends who say fk the peasants they can have crumbs. You being played by the establishment. Btw the dems hold both chambers and including the presidency and like what are you talking about? Sound like a damn fool.

  • @midwestpoolbuilder
    @midwestpoolbuilder 3 роки тому +5

    As a father of 4 boys I would be lost too... He needs a hug and a good friend.....

  • @emjaix1149
    @emjaix1149 7 років тому +28

    This was heartbreaking. Our son is 5 and a half and the thought of losing him brings me to tears. If people truly want to help they should offer him some love in action and a bed. We have a homeless person staying now who was spending winter in his car. He does whatever he can to help out and we have him as a part of our family. It is not because we are special, it was simply that we saw someone trying their hardest who simply needed a helping hand. Bless this man. May he find some peace in this life still.

    • @benstr8156
      @benstr8156 7 років тому +2

      Em Jaix - "well done my good and faithful servant", God has recorded what you have done for Him. Your reward is waiting for you.

    • @christinenewhouse1264
      @christinenewhouse1264 6 років тому

      Compassion comes in all sizes...GOD IS PLEASED..

  • @raymondphillips7107
    @raymondphillips7107 3 роки тому +101

    Whenever you think you have troubles, there’s always someone who has it worse than you do.

  • @jencastro
    @jencastro 3 роки тому +67

    “You never know what someone is going through, BE KIND, ALWAYS.” This quote should be in everyone’s mind always.... don’t judge people, just listen, understand and always show kindness.

  • @eaterofworlds8894
    @eaterofworlds8894 3 роки тому +5

    My son is 10 years old and if I lost him I’d go insane god bless this man where ever he may be.

  • @claudiubabusca4810
    @claudiubabusca4810 3 роки тому +37

    This is how I see a real man, being tough but with a kind soul.

    • @SpathiTS
      @SpathiTS 3 роки тому +2

      No one asked for your input. How incredibly rude of you to say such a thing.

    • @claudiubabusca4810
      @claudiubabusca4810 3 роки тому +1

      @@SpathiTS dude you are so dumb I can't even put on a scale.

    • @SpathiTS
      @SpathiTS 3 роки тому +3

      @@claudiubabusca4810 Nice coherent sentence, the man in question is living a fucking nightmare and you dare use him as some form of example of your "ideal man." Yes he's a real man, but it's not about being fucking tough, how could you expect anyone to be "tough" after losing their fucking child. You wanna call me dumb? Sure I'll accept that I guess. You're having trouble putting it on the scale? Let's start with you, you'll be our fucking bench mark, the prime example. Take your toxic masculinity somewhere else.

    • @Blahants
      @Blahants 3 роки тому +3

      Why people equate being a "real man" to bearing tragedy with a hardened disposition I'll never truly understand. It suggests that if he were to break down and cry you wouldn't consider him a real man. That despite his position, you're proud he didn't show anymore vulnerability as a male. You don't care about what he went through, you care he upheld your image of hegemonic masculinity.

    • @vancouverpoy
      @vancouverpoy 3 роки тому

      everyone has different interpretation and points of view, I know that you were merely saying something like being scruffy and enduring emotional pain but still being able to show vulnerability and authenticity, unlike others who get tough but rude.

  • @fuadhuskic234
    @fuadhuskic234 4 роки тому +38

    Im sorry man it’s very shame of the country who didn’t take care to find out how to help people like you really sorry

  • @vvolfbelorven7084
    @vvolfbelorven7084 7 років тому +110

    This is heartbreaking. My deepest condolences. I do wonder how he lost his son. He clearly meant the world to him.

    • @savedbyhismercyandlove
      @savedbyhismercyandlove 6 років тому +7

      It doesn't matter-He lost Him and it destroyed Him--what kind of hearless family does He have that they don't help Him?Only in America

    • @RangerCaptain11A
      @RangerCaptain11A 6 років тому +6

      SCAN IMAL only in america do we let fools like you run your mouth. you judged his family as heartless and wouldn't help, but you really don't know about that . . . his missing teeth say HEROIN. no amount of family love can overcome that. disclaimer: i lost both of my sons. i also spend mondays feeding homeless folks for the past 13 years.

    • @beanbag6906
      @beanbag6906 6 років тому

      SCAN IMAL watch his next video. He claims his fiance, brother and 2nd son died. He also now has terminal cancer. He also gets caught lying. Says his brother waa murdered, then in next sentence says his brother is suppose to come visit him next week. Catches his mistake and says oh but he is dead so he can't. Come on gullible people. Lol
      This is commom for addicts. Woe is me and everything in life went wrong.

    • @beanbag6906
      @beanbag6906 6 років тому +1

      RangerCaptain11A he is also homeless in his next video because his fiance died.

    • @bobwayne3453
      @bobwayne3453 6 років тому

      Nina Jefferson you got a point

  • @marcell.9766
    @marcell.9766 3 роки тому +7

    Oh my God, I’ll be praying for you Michael. His son is up there in heaven.

  • @ДмитрийЛатышев-ш2ы
    @ДмитрийЛатышев-ш2ы 4 роки тому +29

    Its terrible, my eyes are filled of tears...
    I dont know what to say...
    Condolence for your loss, man. From Russia.

    • @LiftedBuddha
      @LiftedBuddha 3 роки тому +1

      I honestly wasnt aware that russians were capable of emotions.

    • @Z3t487
      @Z3t487 3 роки тому

      @@LiftedBuddha Come on, shut up 😂

    • @LiftedBuddha
      @LiftedBuddha 3 роки тому

      @@Z3t487 just being honest brother!

    • @ДмитрийЛатышев-ш2ы
      @ДмитрийЛатышев-ш2ы 3 роки тому

      @@LiftedBuddha We are capable. We survived in the most terrible war in the world, we understand the meaning of the words "pain", "poverty" and "compassion". Therefore, my heart with that man, I wish him only the best in his life.
      From Balakovo City, from Russia, with love!