【Touhou Vocal】A Desire to Disappear【Takamachi Walk】

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  • Опубліковано 24 гру 2024

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  • @xCepheid
    @xCepheid 4 роки тому +463

    Nothing like a good, cold, hard, groovy riff in your ears.

    • @daemon7013
      @daemon7013 4 роки тому +10

      Not to take attention from the masterpiece we're both watching, but I love your work too. Can you help make another song like Chronos? I think the way it was made accomplished something unique; something beautiful.

    • @shachimu
      @shachimu 4 роки тому +21

      sigh

    • @MSDK_DARKDRAGON
      @MSDK_DARKDRAGON 4 роки тому +3

      Heyo ^^

    • @akhmadyani7944
      @akhmadyani7944 2 роки тому +1

      Ikr

    • @ykm205
      @ykm205 Рік тому

      You'd know a think or two about great riffs eh?

  • @shachimu
    @shachimu 4 роки тому +137

    my ears came

  • @wasi39
    @wasi39 4 роки тому +69

    TAKAMACHI WALK!!!!

  • @DJJKMusicMaster
    @DJJKMusicMaster 4 роки тому +130

    Quarantine day 21:
    I began to hallucinate, this time I see notification that Xandu uploaded a mf'ing Touhou cove-hold up

    • @hinsakosa8702
      @hinsakosa8702 4 роки тому +13

      I guess we are sharing this hallucination then

  • @sirgrem2988
    @sirgrem2988 3 роки тому +29

    Lyrics (Romaji):
    kasukana kioku nokoru shiawase nante
    ima utsutta jibun ni mo uso o tsuiteru
    subete no bi emi wa tada no nisemono
    kodoku akogareruga dōshite tsuraino ?
    Happiness isn’t meant to be nostalgic
    And longing for a purpose should bring meaning not feel tragic
    Every helping hand reaching out is growing colder
    This hell is one I made myself and mine alone to shoulder
    seijaku atama no naka de hibīte eien ni
    My heart and soul sukoshi zutsu otoroeteitteru
    kibō to yume ryōhō kowareru tomaritai , dakedo dō yatte ?
    boku wa dono kurai tsuzuku no kana
    In a flash my senses crash
    My mind’s connecting dots from present to past
    As a storm, it begins to form
    The reason I've grazed those pearly gates before
    No shape no cure
    How much anguish can one endure?
    So what the fuck am I supposed to do
    When the one day comes where I can't pull through?
    Faced with a choice do I run away and hide
    or should I give into desire gut myself and rip out what’s inside?
    mawarimawaru kieteiku nozomi o
    nemurenai yoru no omoi ga kurushimeru
    ikiru imi o sagashi ga , nani mo nai mitsukerarenai
    kōfuku no kenri wa nozomenai no ka ?
    nigera nai nda nigera nai nda
    My mind is my greatest enemy
    ikitaiyo shinitakunaiyo
    shinen ga boku o yonderu
    Even in my darkest hour
    I won’t let it overpower me

  • @rektmaster1749
    @rektmaster1749 2 роки тому +25

    2:39this is why I never skip this song

    • @seika5663
      @seika5663 Рік тому

      my man knows wassup!!
      love that part too!!

    • @lelandstevenson6263
      @lelandstevenson6263 Рік тому

      it was so good that now I gotta clean my headphones, they bare sticky

  • @riguruma
    @riguruma 4 роки тому +84

    Thank you for having me!! Everything turned out so cool
    I hope to hear more of your touhou songs!

  • @KanaChiiiiiiii
    @KanaChiiiiiiii 4 роки тому +116

    This is such a beautiful song! Thank you for letting me sing, it is such an honor! QuQ Thank you for your hard work~

    • @willisrose9756
      @willisrose9756 4 роки тому +5

      You did a wonderful job on this song!

    • @arcaniade6607
      @arcaniade6607 4 роки тому +4

      @@willisrose9756 I agree !

    • @noboru16andanko1216
      @noboru16andanko1216 3 роки тому +2

      By far one of my favorite songs in recent years.. you did AMAZING! I cant wait to hear more from you in the future..

    • @boshii_
      @boshii_ Рік тому +1

      Your singing is beautiful!!

  • @Soruwu
    @Soruwu 4 роки тому +12

    TAKAMACHI WALK!!

  • @darkskyxMusic
    @darkskyxMusic 4 роки тому +74

    I seriously need a tutorial of every aspect of this video (vocals, screams, artwork, animation, effects...) THIS IS GOLD

  • @RandomBruh
    @RandomBruh Рік тому +18

    I found Takamachi Walk through the recommendations, but I found that every single member posesses immense talent. Good work!
    PS: It is funny that no matter what it is you can always recognise a Touhou song.

  • @ExoticBankai
    @ExoticBankai 10 місяців тому +3

    Freaking awesome track, really fire !

  • @boshii_
    @boshii_ Рік тому +2

    2:23 this shit just hits different

  • @ironeli9170
    @ironeli9170 4 роки тому +42

    Hey xandu the notification actually appeared this time also this sounds good man

    • @XanduIsBored
      @XanduIsBored  4 роки тому +15

      It's a quarantine miracle!

    • @ironeli9170
      @ironeli9170 4 роки тому +3

      Yes

    • @sparktwochristopher7240
      @sparktwochristopher7240 4 роки тому +2

      @@XanduIsBored Do you have the lyrics to the Japanese parts?

    • @XanduIsBored
      @XanduIsBored  4 роки тому +4

      @@sparktwochristopher7240 The lyrics are included with the instrumental download

  • @un3hcorn
    @un3hcorn 4 роки тому +37

    ears and eyes are blessed on this evening

  • @ashu_438
    @ashu_438 Рік тому +5

    Kasukana kioku nokoru shiawase nante
    Ima utsutta jibun ni mo uso wo tsuiteru
    Subete no hohoemi wa tada no nisemono
    Kodoku akogareru ga doushite tsurai no ?
    Happiness isn't meant to be nostalgic
    And longing for a purpose should bring meaning not feel tragic
    Every helping hand reaching out is growing colder
    This hell is one I made myself and mine alone to shoulder
    Seijaku atama no naka de hibiite eien ni
    My heart and soul sukoshi zutsu otoroeteitteru
    Kibou to yume ryouhou kowareru
    Tomaritai, dakedo dou yatte ?
    Boku wa dono kurai tsuzuku no ka na
    In a flash my senses crash
    My mind's connecting dots from present to past
    As a storm it begins to form
    The reason I've grazed those pearly gates before
    No shape, no cure
    How much anguish can one endure ?
    So what the fuck am I supposed to do
    When the one day comes where I can't pull through ?
    Faced with a choice, do I run away and hide
    Or should I give into desire, gut myself and rip out what's inside ?
    Mawari mawaru kieteiku nozomi wo
    Nemurenai yoru no omoi ga kurushimeru
    Ikiru imi wo sagashi ga, nani mo nai mitsukerarenai
    Koufuku no kenri wa nozomenai no ka ?
    Nigeranainda nigeranainda
    My mind is my greatest enemy
    Ikitai yo shinitakunai yo
    Shinen ga boku wo yonderu
    Even in my darkest hour
    I won't let it overpower me

  • @yurajarowoy6856
    @yurajarowoy6856 3 роки тому +48

    Русский перевод:
    -
    Слабеют воспоминания мои о любом счастье
    Я забываю кем я была и продолжаю лгать себе
    Вокруг меня все улыбки всего-лишь маски
    Скучаю в одиночестве, почему так тяжело?
    -
    Счастье не должно быть ностальгичным
    И стремление к цели не должно быть столь трагичным
    Всякого рука помощи всё ледянее
    Это тот ад что я создала и мне он по плечу
    -
    Тишина бьется эхом в моей голове, навечно
    Моё сердце и душа каждый день медленно затухают
    Надежды и мечты сыплются сквозь пальцы, хочу всё прервать но не знаю, как?
    Сколько же это будет ещё продолжаться
    -
    В один момент сошла с ума
    Мой разум связал точки из сейчас в тогда
    Как шторм это начинается
    Рассудком я задевала райские врата
    -
    Нет обличия, нет панацеи
    Сколько мучений можно терпеть?
    Какого хера мне сейчас делать
    Когда настанет день в котором я не оклемаюсь?
    -
    Перед выбором мне сбежать и спрятаться
    или поддаться жажде выпотрошить себя вырвав всё внутри?
    -
    Надежда продолжает блуждать по кругу
    Бессонными ночами мысли мучают меня
    О поиске смысла жизни, но ответа не найти никак
    Мне правда нельзя надеяться на счастье?
    -
    Мне не сбежать, мне не сбежать
    Мой разум мне единственный враг
    Хочу я выжить, я боюсь смерти
    Но бездна зовёт меня к себе
    -
    Даже в самый тёмный час
    Я не дам этому пожрать меня

    • @Kris_P108
      @Kris_P108 Рік тому +3

      О, чел, спасибо. Как раз искал

    • @keetycandy6666
      @keetycandy6666 4 місяці тому

      Офигеть. Искал на английском, ибо перевожу сам, читая. Получается, искал медь, нашёл золото

  • @Tyler-bp4md
    @Tyler-bp4md 11 місяців тому +3

    I really like how the only English lyrics by the female singer are, “My heart and soul” and “My mind is my greatest enemy”
    It reminds me of the Great Commandment in the Bible.

  • @TheChrono87Show
    @TheChrono87Show 4 роки тому +17

    That breakdown is absolutley BRUTAL... Wow.

  • @extenify
    @extenify 4 роки тому +17

    Why doesn't this have more views? It's the most godly, hardcore, epic, beautiful, etc. music ever!

  • @kyanilcauli9002
    @kyanilcauli9002 2 роки тому +2

    0:29 THAT RIFF. I'D DIE FOR THAT. FUCKING BEAUTIFUL.

  • @joseschmidt8377
    @joseschmidt8377 3 роки тому +22

    【歌詞】 Lyrics
    微かな記憶 残る 幸せなんて
    今映った自分にも 嘘をついてる
    全ての微笑みは ただの偽物
    孤独憧れるが どうして辛いの?
    Happiness isn’t meant to be nostalgic
    And longing for a purpose should bring meaning not feel tragic
    Every helping hand reaching out is growing colder
    This hell is one I made myself and mine alone to shoulder
    静寂頭の中で響いて 永遠に
    My heart and soul少しずつ衰えていってる
    希望と夢両方壊れる 止まりたい、だけどどうやって?
    僕はどのくらい続くのかな
    In a flash my senses crash
    My mind’s connecting dots from present to past
    As a storm it begins to form
    The reason I've grazed those pearly gates before
    No shape no cure
    How much anguish can one endure?
    So what the fuck am I supposed to do
    When the one day comes where I can't pull through?
    Faced with a choice do I run away and hide
    or should I give into desire gut myself and rip out what’s inside?
    回り回る消えていく 望みを
    眠れない夜の思いが苦しめる
    生きる意味を探しが、何もない見つけられない
    幸福の権利は望めないのか?
    逃げらないんだ 逃げらないんだ
    My mind is my greatest enemy
    生きたいよ 死にたくないよ
    深淵が僕を呼んでる
    Even in my darkest hour
    I won’t let it overpower me

  • @ykm205
    @ykm205 Рік тому +3

    I keep coming back for 4:00 holy shit

    • @DTaze
      @DTaze 18 днів тому

      Hey bro have seen BALLS?

  • @SketchesByKev
    @SketchesByKev 4 роки тому +6

    I heard this back in December. Still gives me chills.

  • @HeroCraftVNZL
    @HeroCraftVNZL 4 роки тому +5

    i love it. I love takamachi walk.
    Pls give me more

  • @ykm205
    @ykm205 Рік тому +3

    Well that's it, I'm going to listen to all the songs possible of this group tonight.

  • @Lord_Rasel
    @Lord_Rasel 4 роки тому +23

    Это труд, который недооценён. Я просто глазам не верю что тут так мало просмотров, так мало внимания в целом к всем видео на канале. Желаю тебе успехов и продвижения. Очень красиво поёшь.\\\\\\
    This is a work that is underestimated. I just can’t believe my eyes that there are so few views, so little attention in general to all the videos on the channel. I wish you success and advancement. You sing very beautifully.
    P.s
    I review and listen to your songs for the hundredth time, and I’m not enough ^^

    • @arseniikaurov1686
      @arseniikaurov1686 4 роки тому +5

      Интересно, насколько много русскоязычных слушают эту музыку и почему?
      P.S. Обожаю эту музыку, и эту песню особенно.

    • @yurajarowoy6856
      @yurajarowoy6856 3 роки тому +3

      хз сколько слушает, но количество явно не нулевое)
      такамачи в принципе кучу классного музла сделали, которое видимо дальше тоухоу cumюнити не ушло
      эта несправедливость на уровне, ну хз...
      GroTTesque, Power Tale или оперы Орфей. последняя вроде популярна, но не настолько, насколько заслуживает

    • @ventian_chareen
      @ventian_chareen 3 роки тому

      Мало таких, но они существуют, не волнуйся

    • @Soraromaru
      @Soraromaru Рік тому

      @@yurajarowoy6856 слушай, ты такой прошаренный, можно тебя про "тоухоу cumюнити" пораспрашивать? Больше некого спросить, но очень интересно :о

    • @yurajarowoy6856
      @yurajarowoy6856 Рік тому

      @@Soraromaru я за тоху не шарю. только две-три песни по вселенной перевёл и всё. так что извини, но помочь не смогу

  • @Hereson
    @Hereson 4 роки тому +11

    Dang, powerful vocals + quality instrumental. Those screams o.o!!

  • @maiko4237
    @maiko4237 4 роки тому +6

    Oh lord there needs to be more songs like this, I DEMAND IT?! ;-;

  • @ThatTsukuya
    @ThatTsukuya 4 роки тому +2

    Oh hell yes

  • @sakudaira_
    @sakudaira_ 3 роки тому +5

    This is one of the best songs I have ever heard.The screaming is insanely amazing.. PLEASE MAKE MORE MUSIK

  • @SilverAlex92
    @SilverAlex92 Рік тому +2

    Holy crap this is a good video! o.o I knew the song from before, amazing stuff, but wow the video itself is a work of art!

  • @navy460
    @navy460 4 роки тому +6

    You deserve to be famous THIS IS SO GOOD OMG

  • @sakamotoyorigami1997
    @sakamotoyorigami1997 4 роки тому +3

    Holy shit, this SONG is very very very AWESOME, AWWWWW

  • @fakumdos7499
    @fakumdos7499 4 роки тому +4

    I need it's been so long metal cover.

  • @catarin_01
    @catarin_01 4 роки тому +2

    This song brings me joy

  • @lyunahal
    @lyunahal 4 роки тому +4

    YES!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!! A BLESSED DAY

  • @Licaim
    @Licaim 4 роки тому +4

    I can feel the beauty of this mix 🎶

  • @kai_butsu6642
    @kai_butsu6642 4 роки тому +2

    So glad to see the notification appeared, since there was no video appearing in April fools xD
    Love it as always! 💞💞💞
    I just knew since yesterday, that Takamachi Walk is a circle, even though it was from Smule

  • @kinnyk2884
    @kinnyk2884 4 роки тому +3

    Wow, new song? Aye really impressed ya can do song cover even in dis intense (coronavirus) situation.

  • @futon3159
    @futon3159 4 роки тому +3

    Not only your face melt
    *My face's melting too.*

  • @LocalRedMist
    @LocalRedMist 4 роки тому +2

    ITS A MIRACLE MATES!!

  • @akiyamach
    @akiyamach 2 роки тому +3

    This is absolutely powerful. Pure gold. I demand more!

  • @vampii_real
    @vampii_real 3 роки тому +2

    Just the hammer you've got much much more attention worthy of super voice and super layrics videos. ❤️

  • @MoTwon
    @MoTwon 4 роки тому +5

    nice work sir its really give me instant goosebumps . . . love it

  • @superpineappleoverlord3391
    @superpineappleoverlord3391 4 роки тому +3

    It hits all of the things I look in a song amazing!

  • @strawbeecake
    @strawbeecake 4 роки тому +7

    • @sparktwochristopher7240
      @sparktwochristopher7240 3 роки тому +10

      A faint memory of happiness
      I'm lying to myself
      All smiles are just fake
      I yearn for loneliness, but why is it so painful?
      Happiness isn’t meant to be nostalgic
      And longing for a purpose should bring meaning not feel tragic
      Every helping hand reaching out is growing colder
      This hell is one I made myself and mine alone to shoulder
      Resonating in my head, forever
      My heart and soul is declining little by little
      Both hope and dreams are broken I want to stop, but how?
      How long will i last
      In a flash my senses crash
      My mind’s connecting dots from present to past
      As a storm it begins to form
      The reason I've grazed those pearly gates before
      No shape no cure
      How much anguish can one endure?
      So what the fuck am I supposed to do
      When the one day comes where I can't pull through?
      Faced with a choice do I run away and hide
      or should I give into desire gut myself and rip out what’s inside?
      The hope that goes around and disappears
      The feelings of a sleepless night afflict
      Looking for a meaning to live, but nothing. Can't find
      Can't we hope for the right to happiness?
      I won't run away I won't run away
      My mind is my greatest enemy
      I want to live I don't want to die
      The abyss is calling me
      Even in my darkest hour
      I won’t let it overpower me

    • @dandanthedandan7558
      @dandanthedandan7558 Місяць тому

      Thank you!

  • @Crowcrowcrowcrowcrowcrow
    @Crowcrowcrowcrowcrowcrow 4 роки тому +3

    Omg, that sounds so beautiful!!!!!

  • @sionjacobs5131
    @sionjacobs5131 Місяць тому

    All of hes songs are bangers

  • @摩卡是天才呀
    @摩卡是天才呀 9 місяців тому +1

    あなたは私にとってまさに神です!毎日この曲を聴いています!

  • @jarijaaskelainen2532
    @jarijaaskelainen2532 4 роки тому +3

    The word amazing can't even describe how freaking amazing this song is!
    Thanks for another great moment!

  • @degurechaff1446
    @degurechaff1446 4 роки тому +3

    i feel so BLESSED this is amazing!!!

  • @isabella-go8ie
    @isabella-go8ie 4 роки тому +1

    I came here asap. Love you Xandu!!!

  • @Evewantssleep
    @Evewantssleep Рік тому +1

    I should've known about this before

  • @МаксимНауменко-ш5ж
    @МаксимНауменко-ш5ж 4 роки тому +2

    happy to see you're uploading ! Amazing as always!

  • @marus_master
    @marus_master 4 роки тому +2

    *So cool*

  • @virtue1993
    @virtue1993 4 роки тому +2

    praise to xandu-sama, another amazing video

  • @Zouna92
    @Zouna92 4 роки тому +2

    Im so glad I subscribed to you. I love your work and that riff... that riff my man. I wish I knew what her lyrics were saying, maybe a english subtitle in the future? You know... for all us lvl 1 Mafia boons out there.

  • @ordinaryfreddy_sfm5838
    @ordinaryfreddy_sfm5838 4 роки тому +3

    ngl very good cover bro 10/10 man

  • @germanrincon3641
    @germanrincon3641 4 роки тому +3

    ERES EL MEJOR HACIENDO MUSICAAAA

  • @bariloaf
    @bariloaf 4 роки тому +3

    YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

  • @kiraxfortress8822
    @kiraxfortress8822 4 роки тому +2

    I'm always waiting for your new release!! ❤️

  • @spaceshot6179
    @spaceshot6179 4 роки тому +7

    Блин, парень, как же ты крут!

    • @Kris_P108
      @Kris_P108 3 роки тому +2

      To comment some english video with non-english words- it’s quite unpolite, because you force autor to use translator to understand you.
      Russian language for russian videos, english- for international.
      But I’m agree with your words in comment))

  • @Jawbonejack1997
    @Jawbonejack1997 4 роки тому +1

    Realy enjoing this

  • @Kreliho
    @Kreliho 4 роки тому +2

    Holy hell this is amazing!

  • @小品微光
    @小品微光 Рік тому +1

    微かな記憶 残る 幸せなんて
    今映った自分にも 嘘をついてる
    全ての微笑みは ただの偽物
    孤独憧れるが どうして辛いの?
    Happiness isn’t meant to be nostalgic
    And longing for a purpose should bring meaning not feel tragic
    Every helping hand reaching out is growing colder
    This hell is one I made myself and mine alone to shoulder
    静寂頭の中で響いて 永遠に
    My heart and soul少しずつ衰えていってる
    希望と夢両方壊れる 止まりたい、だけどどうやって?
    僕はどのくらい続くのかな
    In a flash my senses crash
    My mind’s connecting dots from present to past
    As a storm it begins to form
    The reason I've grazed those pearly gates before
    No shape no cure
    How much anguish can one endure?
    So what the fuck am I supposed to do
    When the one day comes where I can't pull through?
    Faced with a choice do I run away and hide
    or should I give into desire gut myself and rip out what’s inside?
    回り回る消えていく 望みを
    眠れない夜の思いが苦しめる
    生きる意味を探し、が、何もない。見つけられない
    幸福の権利は望めないのか?
    逃げらないんだ 逃げらないんだ
    My mind is my greatest enemy
    生きたいよ 死にたくないよ
    深淵が僕を呼んでる
    Even in my darkest hour
    I won’t let it overpower me

  • @timhenson864
    @timhenson864 4 роки тому +2

    oh shit!!!this guy is fking sick!!

  • @J--Dubs
    @J--Dubs 4 роки тому +2

    Xandu, your music is gorgeous. Fucking love it.

  • @nicolsd4413
    @nicolsd4413 2 роки тому +5

    I don't know there's such a metal scene in Japan, The producion is insane and the song is amazing!!! Any other artist anybody can recommend?? And that blegh was nasty

    • @jadenthesuperior
      @jadenthesuperior Рік тому +4

      Takamachi Walk is western I’m pretty sure, the singer was Mexican or something.

    • @xiax__
      @xiax__ Рік тому +1

      @@jadenthesuperior xandu is swedish and kanachi is philippine

    • @jadenthesuperior
      @jadenthesuperior Рік тому

      @@xiax__ right, the mexican singer did other songs for the band.

  • @EmderDZ
    @EmderDZ Рік тому

    HOLY MOLY

  • @Papitora
    @Papitora Рік тому +2

    1:25

  • @missblank3887
    @missblank3887 4 роки тому +8

    Wait... I’m really confused.... there’s no way The goddess Cepheid and God Xandu. Like. WHAT ARE THE CHANCES?! I can now die peacefully.

  • @maths-ouh448
    @maths-ouh448 4 роки тому +1

    Respect !

  • @lovesickfairy
    @lovesickfairy 4 роки тому +2

    Amazing 👁️👄👁️

  • @LangSleepy
    @LangSleepy 4 роки тому +3

    Saudades s2

  • @luisbarbosa9931
    @luisbarbosa9931 4 роки тому +1

    great videos, I love you !!

  • @adolfoangelmoramartinez1892
    @adolfoangelmoramartinez1892 4 роки тому +1

    Nices cover and song in general

  • @sayuri_sam356
    @sayuri_sam356 4 роки тому +2

    Amei a nova música e o novo clipe

  • @kaos5383
    @kaos5383 4 роки тому +2

    Epico

  • @hiimkagekao7320
    @hiimkagekao7320 4 роки тому +1

    Love you xandu

  • @sudasu23
    @sudasu23 6 місяців тому +1

    Ho
    ly
    fuck
    this is an amazing song dang

  • @eiyana1341
    @eiyana1341 4 роки тому +1

    Good job is my favourite

  • @bruh-kj9ye
    @bruh-kj9ye 2 місяці тому

    i wish the subtitles were turned on 😭 in general, song is amazing.

  • @MrSHADOWANGEL999
    @MrSHADOWANGEL999 4 роки тому +1

    mmm, a feast for the ears

  • @OnsuVensa
    @OnsuVensa 2 роки тому +1

    Goes hard af

  • @meltisdead
    @meltisdead 4 роки тому +2

    BOOM!!!>.

  • @kaousworld4501
    @kaousworld4501 4 роки тому +1

    yessssss ^^

  • @blu3b3rrych33secake
    @blu3b3rrych33secake 3 роки тому

    Sooooooooooooooooooooo good.

  • @yamiliyuu4092
    @yamiliyuu4092 3 роки тому

    Why i just find it now? Eargasm....

  • @mahumia
    @mahumia 3 роки тому

    This song is so awesome! I have to be careful when driving and this song comes up in order to not get speeding XD Weeb metal ftw!

  • @ItadoriYuHuhji
    @ItadoriYuHuhji 3 роки тому +2

    2:44 and 4:56 Hit harder than my step dad bro xD

  • @hellothere-ms3ob
    @hellothere-ms3ob 4 роки тому +2

    Water is broken ice

  • @KilerMansters
    @KilerMansters 2 роки тому

    great :D

  • @euoplo1007
    @euoplo1007 4 роки тому +5

    what do ou mean with happyness isnt meant to be nostalgic?
    Is it something along the lines of it shouldnt have to end?

    • @XanduIsBored
      @XanduIsBored  4 роки тому +11

      The idea is that happiness isn't something that you should have to look back on as a fond memory that isn't occurring anymore. You should be able to feel happiness no matter where you are in life, but sometimes depression and anxiety (which this song is about) prevents us from doing just that, thus making happiness something we can simply look back on and think "man, it sure was nice when I could actually feel that way"

    • @euoplo1007
      @euoplo1007 4 роки тому +3

      @@XanduIsBored ah got it, what a nice message

  • @Claimed1
    @Claimed1 4 роки тому +12

    English subtitles?:(

    • @sparktwochristopher7240
      @sparktwochristopher7240 3 роки тому +1

      Here's what I found, dunno if they accurate or not
      A faint memory of happiness
      I'm lying to myself
      All smiles are just fake
      I yearn for loneliness, but why is it so painful?
      Happiness isn’t meant to be nostalgic
      And longing for a purpose should bring meaning not feel tragic
      Every helping hand reaching out is growing colder
      This hell is one I made myself and mine alone to shoulder
      Resonating in my head, forever
      My heart and soul is declining little by little
      Both hope and dreams are broken I want to stop, but how?
      How long will i last
      In a flash my senses crash
      My mind’s connecting dots from present to past
      As a storm it begins to form
      The reason I've grazed those pearly gates before
      No shape no cure
      How much anguish can one endure?
      So what the fuck am I supposed to do
      When the one day comes where I can't pull through?
      Faced with a choice do I run away and hide
      or should I give into desire gut myself and rip out what’s inside?
      The hope that goes around and disappears
      The feelings of a sleepless night afflict
      Looking for a meaning to live, but nothing. Can't find
      Can't we hope for the right to happiness?
      I won't run away I won't run away
      My mind is my greatest enemy
      I want to live I don't want to die
      The abyss is calling me
      Even in my darkest hour
      I won’t let it overpower me

  • @ИвановОлег-п1ч
    @ИвановОлег-п1ч 4 роки тому +3

    More metal songs pls

  • @song_of_the_phoenix2010
    @song_of_the_phoenix2010 Рік тому +1

    ...I genuinly thought it was Rengoku on the thumbnail.

  • @zamoriansreign
    @zamoriansreign 4 роки тому +1

    Excuse meh friendo but do you think you will ever put some of your work on Spotify or platforms of the such?
    preferably echo? if u don’t dats fine but would appreciate a answer :3

    • @XanduIsBored
      @XanduIsBored  4 роки тому +2

      Some of my songs are available on Spotify and other online platforms. Echo is sadly not one of them due to policies put in place by Crusher-P, the original author of the song.

  • @mohdsaari1780
    @mohdsaari1780 4 роки тому +1

    :OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

  • @njayhuang
    @njayhuang 4 роки тому +10

    No one:
    Xandu: BLEGH