Same to both my parents "and you don't even understand the things I feel or who I am" And "things will never be the same it's over now and you're to blame" And to just my mom "I don't need your sympathy "
I can describe the feeling though It kinda feels like you're above the clouds but for some reason its melancholy up there... maybe its above rainclouds and the feeling has a bit of pity for the people below who are stuck in the rain At least that's the feeling it gives me, different people might feel different feelings
I know this is gonna sound really cliche and edgy but... I felt this. Straight up whenever I listen to this song I almost cry and that doesn't happen often with me
I don't really know how it feels to relate to this by yourself, but I know my friend can relate... ...and the person who hurts her is me... And she won't let me go, she says I'm important to her, but it's not possible
Ikr the feeling some people will somehow think this is a sad love story because the line your gone so long that's fine with me but really is miku hiding her feelings because she's afraid at least that's what I think of this song
for those people who thinks people here who vents about their problems are edgy , and the people that can relate, no theyre not. this is happening to people in different parts of the world...
Eeehhhhhhhhhh I need to be more convinced, they seem to be a tad edgy, I know people have they's problems, but a lot also are edgy. Again, I need more convincing
The translation is just beautiful. It's a shame though nekobolo isn't using the same kind of tuning in Miku's voice as usually, but anyway, she sounds just beautiful and understandable :)
2:47 is the best part (meme) Edit 1: Also, 616 likes?! Bro just enjoy da music, lmao Edit 2: bro 896 likes?!? Tysm!! This is the most I've ever gotten! (I added "meme" and changed the timestamp cause y'all didn't like 2:46) Edit 3: 929?!? OMG!!! Thank you!!! I might get 1k on my birthday- Edit 4: I GOT 1K LIKES TYSM 🥺
this song...its been with me for 4 years now and i listen to it everytime im suicidal. since i was 10. im almost 15 now and i still feel mentally hopeless. i do pray for a brighter future
@Sage_okay I don't know what your home life is like right now but I promise you will reach a brighter future where you feel comfortable with yourself and you feel happy regularly. I can't promise it'll be soon, but please do stick around, there will be people who love you unconditionally and stand by you every day (if you don't have any already, of course). I support you, and I hope life starts to brighten for you soon ❤️
Hey, I just returned to this song, saw your comment. I want to know if you’re okay? You haven’t given up yet surely? I know life is hard, trust me I know. My father is an alcoholic and abuses my mother, not trying to sound narcissistic but I can understand a fraction of this pain. So, how are you? :)
As someone who came from a lot of long-term pain when I was your age, and even a bit younger, I was free at 17. It does get better, but life will drag you down every chance it gets. Please, enjoy being a kid without adult responsibilities, you'll regret it if you don't. Make the most out of right now before it's gone
I try to ignore the hurt inside And bit, by bit Part of me dies The smile on my face is just a lie A lie, a lie I just can't hide The blade of a knife that cuts so deep The pain, the pain I don't dare speak I can't let you know the way I feel A secret I will keep I don't need your sympathy Your vicious lies they're killing me And you don't even understand The things I feel or who I am Try so hard to bring you joy My heart is cold the flame has died I hide behind the lie that has become the new me I toss and I turn, I just can't sleep You're gone, so long, that's fine with me I won't turn around, my mind is clear but the wounds that you leave never heal Now I know you'll never change You've got the same look on your face And things will never be the same It's over now and you're to blame Twist the knife, I feel the pain You hurt me but I won't complain And like a fool I'm smiling through the tears A fool, for you A trick of the light where am I Time fades away like yesterday I don't need your sympathy Your vicious lies they're killing me And things will never be the same It's over now and I'm to blame Can you do one last thing for me? Put me out of my misery I hide behind the lie that has become the new me, the real me
Don't mind me.. just a 2020 person here....I can to relate to this honestly. From my pov it's about a girl being depressed about life and everything that's been happening in her life Making her feel this way... Sadness... It's ok your not alone.
Honestly i thought the same, for some reason the tune of the song gives me nostalgic vibes The most crazy part is that i thought that this was a happy song until i saw the lyrics ._.
my god. how could i forget this song. i feel like I'm flashing back to middle school. such nostalgia... It is so impossible, the utter feeling that some songs are able to bring to you.
Something about this song makes it old. Not in the way that it is outdated, but it tells a story about pain that occured long ago. The images absolutely play into this, specifically the fan at 3:26, due to the fact that when I grew up that was the fans my house had. That feeling is so weird yet so perfect
I wonder how the creator is now doing. They helped us understand ourselves better by making this song. I just hope he's happy and healthy or at least fine.
I’m listening to this song and all I can think about is my relationship. I’m scared that he’ll leave and I don’t want him to leave. All my other relationships have failed so why not this one..I just need to wait for it to happen eventually...
I hope you feel better, although I can't relate, I want my friend to go away for her own safety, I hurt her my every step and I can't handle it same as I can't do anything about that
I really relate to this song so badly… but I change for people that I love just to see them happy and I hide my feelings so they don’t have to worry about me… so yeah I’m still at it… to this day.
I can relate to this so freaking much. My interpretation of the song is that The singer is nervous to come out and get help and is dealing with some what if a trauma at home causing herself to cut and hurt herself and is feared of getting rejected so she stays quiet while is dealing with a heart break. That’s my opinion on it
I also think that the pain parts are more of a metaphor instead of actual pain. I think she's in a toxic relationship and she doesn't want the other to know...
I really have to thank this song, the song that inspired me to admit to my friends about my depression. The song that made me feel understood when I couldn't even make sense of my own thoughts. The song that got me through my suicidal depressions.
My parents will never love me no matter how hard I try. they love to see me hurt. When I was happy they hate it but when I was miserable they love abusing me. Narcs
I have a friend that you remind me of. We consider each-other sisters and I give her the love and appreciation that her parents never did. Maybe all you need is a good friend or a lover to stay by your side.
Dude you need to tell someone! You don't know me but I believe that what you should do is set up a camera and record some evidence so that way if you decide to tell someone you can trust you can show them the video!
I hate how much i relate to this- Its honestly so relateble to the relationship I have a this one person And I relate to some of the lines in other ways aswell-
3:18 "it's over now and I'm to blame." This lyric is the only one I can relate to. Gosh do I miss them, Cas (er, aerion), Kovu, and Chaotis especially I wonder if I could find them again
2:47 Oof I thought it said, I'll drink off the light where if I times fade no way while used to redeem XD Also this is a nice song and love the transitions with the board!
Darn. If you watch the iceberg video there's actually a part where chara might be abusing Asriel... This song fits their entire relationship pretty well.
AAAAH I FINALLY FOUND THIS VERSION THAT WHERE ALL THE MAGIC HAPPENS USED FOR THEY'RE PMV AAAAAAAAAAAH (wheres chapter like 13 or 14 i haven't read they're internet book in a while)
I always come here and listen when I'm feeling down or like when I feel giving up this song is so important to me i could always express my feelings here
It took over 7 years? But I noticed only now that it's written as hastune miku and not hatsune. Just wanted to point that out. I really like the song though.
This is one hell of a wake-up call. I look fine from the outside but I've been lying to everyone, especially myself. Worst part is, I've gotten so good at it. Time to be honest. Don't lie about how you feel.
![[初音ミク] オノマトペメガネ × nekobolo ねこぼーろ (ササノマリイ)](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/YqNUVaKnCs8/mqdefault.jpg)
I hate how some parts are so relatable to my relation with my mother, I don't know why
It’s relatable to me with my relationship with society and my sister
Me too
Same to both my parents "and you don't even understand the things I feel or who I am" And "things will never be the same it's over now and you're to blame" And to just my mom "I don't need your sympathy "
For me it’s my friend and my brothers.
My dad and me.
1:54 the sound went ⬅️➡️ when ur on earphones
Lmfao-
True
Uhhhhh weird!!
Ikr lol
Its cool
Woah
She kinda sounded Scottish when she said "behoind". I still love it though. •w•
Trash Panqa no
@an angry scoop of cookies and cream aka ruv isn’t it closer to scot-ish?
@your being held hostage by a roblox cashier WHEN THERE'S BRI'ISH, THERE'S SCO'ISH HAHAHAHKSJSJS (I'm sorry)
@your being held hostage by a roblox cashier I'm glad I made your day lmao. _Do you need an inhaler-_
This is one of those songs that give you an emotion that doesn't exist.
You have no emotions already you imposter
*i dont have emotions*
@@OrcaTheDorka who asked
@@suicidalgaming3425 *you* lol
I can describe the feeling though
It kinda feels like you're above the clouds but for some reason its melancholy up there... maybe its above rainclouds and the feeling has a bit of pity for the people below who are stuck in the rain
At least that's the feeling it gives me, different people might feel different feelings
Everyone: the lyrics make me cry
Me: crying at the instrumental parts bc they’re so beautiful
Darn. Can relate.
The instrumentals are just absolutely incredible ❤
It describes all of it
That’s what makes it a great song.
yeah
I know this is gonna sound really cliche and edgy but... I felt this. Straight up whenever I listen to this song I almost cry and that doesn't happen often with me
I don't really know how it feels to relate to this by yourself, but I know my friend can relate...
...and the person who hurts her is me...
And she won't let me go, she says I'm important to her, but it's not possible
me who cries every time:
You arent edgy, this isnt cliche. If you relate to this. Then you do
sorbet shark sorbet shark
Guys is no one gonna talk about the tuning on Miku? It's from 7 years ago, and it's pretty crisp
This song is too close on how I feel. ;_;
Ikr the feeling some people will somehow think this is a sad love story because the line your gone so long that's fine with me but really is miku hiding her feelings because she's afraid at least that's what I think of this song
+Jade Wolfie is actually way more than I just said
Jade Wolfie
This song is basically about depression.
Maybe it has something to do with trauma, but I’m not sure.
@@kiraly_stuff Oh hey
I'm depressive. What a coincidence.
zDynxsty
Coincidence ? U sure?
Tbh I think this song is way more relatable if you ever had depression.
I hope u feel better soon though
for those people who thinks people here who vents about their problems are edgy , and the people that can relate, no theyre not. this is happening to people in different parts of the world...
*_y e s, t h a n k y o u_*
nice profile picture
Respect gained
yush. I agwee
Eeehhhhhhhhhh I need to be more convinced, they seem to be a tad edgy, I know people have they's problems, but a lot also are edgy. Again, I need more convincing
peeps who just discovered this song: damn i feel this. i can relate to this bla bla-
vocaloid fans: *first time?*
do you know how can I search for the original one?
That cause vocaloid can sing about stuff that is truly controversial without any lash back.
@@fernandaestrella5774 nonsense speaker is what the original is call
This is my comment right here
@@asahi.w like gomenne gomenne?
The translation is just beautiful. It's a shame though nekobolo isn't using the same kind of tuning in Miku's voice as usually, but anyway, she sounds just beautiful and understandable :)
Didn't know this was by Miku and dubbed honestly
2:47 is the best part (meme)
Edit 1: Also, 616 likes?! Bro just enjoy da music, lmao
Edit 2: bro 896 likes?!? Tysm!! This is the most I've ever gotten! (I added "meme" and changed the timestamp cause y'all didn't like 2:46)
Edit 3: 929?!? OMG!!! Thank you!!! I might get 1k on my birthday-
Edit 4: I GOT 1K LIKES TYSM 🥺
*• χтჃуχ *•
Yes it is TwT
Ah ye ty
Yeees!!!
Yas
That part reminds me of a game I had for some reason
2:45 from wingedwolf94
D1N3Y Thank you! :D
D1N3Y nice
It's wingedwolf94..
@@juliao.2103 thanks
Yas
I feel like I’ve heard this before, it sounds so familiar to me
it sounds like self-inflicted achromatic but the judyphonic version
Personally got reminded of some parts from undertale
If you listened to sasunomaly before it's an english vocaloid cover of one of his existing songs
Crap, me too jinxed.
@@af2547 100% - It feels like Chara & Asriel's relationship
Vocaloid never fails in personally attacking my ass
this song...its been with me for 4 years now and i listen to it everytime im suicidal. since i was 10. im almost 15 now and i still feel mentally hopeless. i do pray for a brighter future
Ehm sorry to tell you but life gets harder and harder. But you can still do it so enjoy you days as a kid !
@Sage_okay I don't know what your home life is like right now but I promise you will reach a brighter future where you feel comfortable with yourself and you feel happy regularly. I can't promise it'll be soon, but please do stick around, there will be people who love you unconditionally and stand by you every day (if you don't have any already, of course).
I support you, and I hope life starts to brighten for you soon ❤️
Hey, I just returned to this song, saw your comment. I want to know if you’re okay? You haven’t given up yet surely? I know life is hard, trust me I know. My father is an alcoholic and abuses my mother, not trying to sound narcissistic but I can understand a fraction of this pain.
So, how are you? :)
As someone who came from a lot of long-term pain when I was your age, and even a bit younger, I was free at 17. It does get better, but life will drag you down every chance it gets.
Please, enjoy being a kid without adult responsibilities, you'll regret it if you don't. Make the most out of right now before it's gone
❤❤❤
10 years and this is still my favorite vocaloid song, dang 😭
I try to ignore the hurt inside
And bit, by bit
Part of me dies
The smile on my face is just a lie
A lie, a lie
I just can't hide
The blade of a knife that cuts so deep
The pain, the pain
I don't dare speak
I can't let you know the way I feel
A secret I will keep
I don't need your sympathy
Your vicious lies they're killing me
And you don't even understand
The things I feel or who I am
Try so hard to bring you joy
My heart is cold the flame has died
I hide behind the lie that has become the new me
I toss and I turn, I just can't sleep
You're gone, so long, that's fine with me
I won't turn around, my mind is clear
but the wounds that you leave never heal
Now I know you'll never change
You've got the same look on your face
And things will never be the same
It's over now and you're to blame
Twist the knife, I feel the pain
You hurt me but I won't complain
And like a fool I'm smiling through the tears
A fool, for you
A trick of the light where am I
Time fades away like yesterday
I don't need your sympathy
Your vicious lies they're killing me
And things will never be the same
It's over now and I'm to blame
Can you do one last thing for me?
Put me out of my misery
I hide behind the lie that has become the new me, the real me
@MrsDum I know
Thanks! It makes it much easier to follow along!
Anyone else... *Not* here from wingedwolf94?
Moi
Me lol
Me
ya
Me lol
Its been years and this song still comes back to me every now and then
Me too my gosh
Don't mind me.. just a 2020 person here....I can to relate to this honestly. From my pov it's about a girl being depressed about life and everything that's been happening in her life Making her feel this way... Sadness... It's ok your not alone.
@Anime Person
piano really helps me, so i decided to try to learn this.
I hope you get well but just remember there are people who care for you^v^
I feel alone
Not to bother but are you depressed...?
@Marrie cutie cat oi
this sounds amazing with my headphones on...this version sounds to have more base. I love it.
Gamzee Makara I don’t have any headphones 😫
This song is relatable. I can’t believe how close i feel to this song
I thought it said
I’ll drink off the weight
Where am I
Time fades away like yesterday
Honestly, it makes sense.
I thought it was "I'll drink of the light"
yours truly, chloe meza exactly!
I heard cursive
@@SenkaBandit i hear minecraft enchanting table
That translated version it's sooo beathiful i hope that nekobolo keep doing beathiful songs :')
“beathiful”? lol. Edit: oh damn I didn’t realize this comment was 7 years old! How ya doin’ now?
2:46 is my favorite part :"00
Mine too. I saw awesome FlipaClip animations with it
Me too :'0
@GalacticEve dmsan,dasdadas idk :"D
Mine too!!!
@Crino Chiron Wait... There's a meme? Just asking.
This makes me feel nostalgic for something I never had.
Honestly i thought the same, for some reason the tune of the song gives me nostalgic vibes
The most crazy part is that i thought that this was a happy song until i saw the lyrics ._.
this song makes me think of how the origami king made me cry twice
Darn, me too, pastel.
my god. how could i forget this song. i feel like I'm flashing back to middle school. such nostalgia...
It is so impossible, the utter feeling that some songs are able to bring to you.
history repeats itself
currently in middle school listening to this(I won’t say what grade but not sixth)
Something about this song makes it old. Not in the way that it is outdated, but it tells a story about pain that occured long ago. The images absolutely play into this, specifically the fan at 3:26, due to the fact that when I grew up that was the fans my house had. That feeling is so weird yet so perfect
This is such a great point I agree, it’s timeless
@@mikuifyanasty Timeless is exactly the word I was looking for
I wonder how the creator is now doing. They helped us understand ourselves better by making this song. I just hope he's happy and healthy or at least fine.
From his newest song, it seems that there's happier tones in it. He's also gotten more confident singing in his songs, so that's great to hear :)
@@otakudoug3663yay
I’m listening to this song and all I can think about is my relationship. I’m scared that he’ll leave and I don’t want him to leave. All my other relationships have failed so why not this one..I just need to wait for it to happen eventually...
I hope you get better :D
I hope you feel better, although I can't relate, I want my friend to go away for her own safety, I hurt her my every step and I can't handle it same as I can't do anything about that
子供の頃にこの曲を初めて知ってからずっと大好きな曲です。ありがとう。
2014:good song!
2023:that kaaatie'svideo before fpe and after gets removed...
As someone who has a mother who constantly forces me to open up and invalidate the way i feel, This hits close to home.
like 2 yrs ago I listened to this
Now im obsessed with vocaloid music
same lol
I really relate to this song so badly… but I change for people that I love just to see them happy and I hide my feelings so they don’t have to worry about me… so yeah I’m still at it… to this day.
i need this version on spotify
"I hide behind the lie that has become the new me"
If people knew my struggles they would not take it well
man I'm back here at age 16... it's been a crazy 3 years
I’m here after WingedWolf but i just wanna appreciate how good this song is
I love the little shots of the outside world. It gives me a relating feeling I can't describe.
I can relate to this so freaking much.
My interpretation of the song is that
The singer is nervous to come out and get help and is dealing with some what if a trauma at home causing herself to cut and hurt herself and is feared of getting rejected so she stays quiet while is dealing with a heart break.
That’s my opinion on it
Darn. That's pretty good. I think of it that way, too.
I also think that the pain parts are more of a metaphor instead of actual pain. I think she's in a toxic relationship and she doesn't want the other to know...
I can just relate to this whole song.
Like it's creepily similar to what is basically my life right now.
2:46 for people who came from wingedwolf
Thx
yes
Very nice use of Miku English, probably the best I've heard :D
I really have to thank this song, the song that inspired me to admit to my friends about my depression. The song that made me feel understood when I couldn't even make sense of my own thoughts. The song that got me through my suicidal depressions.
I need to do a proper cover for this.
My parents will never love me no matter how hard I try. they love to see me hurt. When I was happy they hate it but when I was miserable they love abusing me. Narcs
Goodness me..
* hug you tightly * someone will love you more than your parents and I’m sure there will be one for you
I'm so sorry. You don't deserve that
I have a friend that you remind me of. We consider each-other sisters and I give her the love and appreciation that her parents never did. Maybe all you need is a good friend or a lover to stay by your side.
Dude you need to tell someone! You don't know me but I believe that what you should do is set up a camera and record some evidence so that way if you decide to tell someone you can trust you can show them the video!
I remember watching this years ago. Vocaloid is very good at making me cry, this is no exception.
Even after 9 years this still hits very hard...
I’m not trying to sound edgy or anything, but I honestly relate to this an unhealthy amount.
Oh my god...
This song makes me feel things, it actually does. This is a first.
I felt this video in a spiritual level and it's freaking me out a little
this song is.... its just speaks what i cant say to other people, a sadness that i'll cope alone
Darn me too.
the nostalgic hit so badly
2:41
Here you go :3
I hate how much i relate to this-
Its honestly so relateble to the relationship I have a this one person
And I relate to some of the lines in other ways aswell-
I love this song so much since it came out..
God I remember listening to this a long time ago, like a lot.
Still a banger
3:18
"it's over now and I'm to blame."
This lyric is the only one I can relate to. Gosh do I miss them, Cas (er, aerion), Kovu, and Chaotis especially
I wonder if I could find them again
there are about 27 emotions, and I think my heart just created a new one listening to this
The more I listen to these songs, the more I begin to understand them
2:47
Oof I thought it said,
I'll drink off the light where if I times fade no way while used to redeem
XD
Also this is a nice song and love the transitions with the board!
XD
The simplicity of the video clips are giving it a powerful nostalgic feeling. Simple, and so beautiful!
This hits much harder,
When your right next to the person that hurts you...🥺
1:39 makes me nostalgic for a life I never lived (tbh this entire song does)
Me too, man. Doesn't give me shivers like most good songs do but DARN, I still really love listening to it!
@@tuffcat8572 yeah same here. i love it when music can do this
This song gives me mass amounts of nostalgia! I love it! I remember listening to it during night driving with my dad.
I- every part of the song is just so relatable for me...
2:47 this is for the people who came from Wingedwolf94 and want to find the part of the song from the lip sync test
Yep
I mean no i just want enjoy the music
I used to listen to this in one of the lowest parts of my life, hearing it again now that things are better is just dhfisfuf idk, I love this song
This relates to me so much, Also this is prefect for Chara from Undertale.
Or Azzy, you can watch WingedWolf94's video about a part of the song.
yes
I’m actually gonna make an animation for chara and azzy/asriel lol
Darn. If you watch the iceberg video there's actually a part where chara might be abusing Asriel... This song fits their entire relationship pretty well.
@@tuffcat8572 Ohh crap, I didn't know that.
Dammit Chara. :'))
this song is how ive felt for the past six years
So are we just going to ignore how catchy this song is
this is really hitting hard for me this year…
All my trauma in one song
AAAAH I FINALLY FOUND THIS VERSION THAT WHERE ALL THE MAGIC HAPPENS USED FOR THEY'RE PMV AAAAAAAAAAAH (wheres chapter like 13 or 14 i haven't read they're internet book in a while)
I always come here and listen when I'm feeling down or like when I feel giving up this song is so important to me i could always express my feelings here
0:59 I’m slightly related her, had a fake friend, that somehow is still manipulating me
My friendship in a song. I’ve honestly had like 3 real friends that I probably will never see again.
Crap me too. Also the user- I like warrior cats too :>
Tigerclaw hiii
@@supersurprises1313 hii
It took over 7 years? But I noticed only now that it's written as hastune miku and not hatsune. Just wanted to point that out. I really like the song though.
2:47 I love that part uwu
Oh wowie..i found it from an undertale pmv about chara, thank you person who made that pmv
The song reminds me of how I feel
This needs more recognition
damn i really wish this was on spotify
Crap me too.
there is a version on spotify, but it's not the vocaloid version sadly. it's still really good though
I just today realized what this song is about and oh my god it hits so close to home I started crying
there's a favorite child in my family.
and it's not me.
I feel the same :c
Cri OwO so quirky depression
@@fanficanimator7864 ?
diesからのfaceを聞いて「ひえっ良き…」ったなった
i want this song at my funeral
This is just my favorite song in terms of relating
The piano in the beginning sounds so familiar but I can’t recognize it aaghhh
this whole song sounds familiar but i dont remember listening to it
Ashes yeah!! Like I feel some nostalgia I don’t even remember
@@cozmo_Comet the animation meme community
If you feel familiar with the song Probablyy ou've heard this song called Jishou Mushoku
youve probably heard Self-inflicted achromatic then
it feels so nostalgic
*This is my life*
this song make me sleep
God- this fits my sona so well.
i am ashamed that i haven’t found this song earlier
This compared to my life with my parents being an elder brother and do all siblings' work
One of the best... In any version
My boy Asriel showed me this song.
This is one hell of a wake-up call. I look fine from the outside but I've been lying to everyone, especially myself. Worst part is, I've gotten so good at it. Time to be honest. Don't lie about how you feel.
damn now I know why vocaloid is popular