Day 32: 30th January 2022 - Part 2 - My pain levels are high and my mood is low..

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide and self harm is mentioned in this video.
I feel flat, and in pain and constantly reading about about how all people who haven't had the covid vaccine are 'anti vaxxers' who get their news from Facebook, is driving me INSANE!
I don't even have social media, yet am lumped into the same category as 'stupid' because I haven't had it due to my very many health conditions, is becoming harder and harder to ignore. I am choosing to trust myself and the original information I was given by my doctor before the mandates came into play. Yet, that apparently makes me a stupid person who doesn't deserve the same respect as the next person. This is absolute bullshit.
But judge away if you feel you must, since that's what everyone does anyway right?! Who cares how much harder it is for people like me to keep feeling like we matter in this world.
I have to walk away, making this video and now typing this has me literally fighting tears.