Everytime I slip back into a bad depressive episode I come back and watch this video I don’t know why but it’s extremely comforting. Thank you for helping me
Turn to Jesus He loves you, He is the healer of the body And savior of the soul, There is True Hope in Jesus, God protects Psalms 91, He is the God of miracles Acts 2:21 And everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved Jesus alone saves Trust Him with your salvation John 3:16 1 Corinthians 15 1-4 Moreover Brethren, i declare unto you the gospel which i preached unto you, which also ye have received, and with wherein ye stand By which also ye are saved, if you keep in memory what i preached unto you, unless ye have believed in vain, By which also ye are saved, if you keep in memory what i preached unto you, unless ye have believed in vain, And that He was buried, and that He rose again the third day according to the scriptures, Take care
I don't really comment on social media, but this resonated with me so deeply, especially the part about returning to unhealthy habits after you've been around family for extended periods of time. Watching this was like watching myself last week- finding by (seeming) accident a small part of someone's life so similar to yours shared is such a profound connection. Thank you for sharing this, stranger. I wish you all the best and I hope your struggles lessen. Take care
Wow, such reflections. Thank you so much for taking the time to write your sweet message. I love knowing we are not alone in our experiences and how mirrored they are. I am sending you lots of love and courage as you navigate through the challenges in your life. 🫂❤️
I started tearing up when you showed that photo you keep of your younger self as a reminder of who you're talking to when speaking unkindly to yourself. What a great reminder to keep. I realize I might not be able to change the past, but that doesn't mean it has to keep following me in the form of sniping, uncharitable self-criticism. Thank you; this was a lovely video for you to share.
I wanted to comment this as well I started trauma therapy which is a heavy topic in itself... but all those harsh thoughts and feelings towards myself puts unnecessary weight on top of it all. I want to try to remind myself through that photograph to be mindful and give myself space and time to heal from that dark past... and give myself understanding and that safe space that I needed all along. thanks for sharing! I hope you're doing well!
09:08 nooooo plase I broke into tears just days ago a found a video saying something like "the person you are right now is the person you would've felt safe with as a kid" I just want her to be happy, safe and complete. Thank you so much for this video.
Omg no that's such a heartbreaking quote. I definitely feel that way. I love looking after kids now because I'm helping them to have the person I never had
i had a horrible couple of days to the point that I didn't get out of bed until 6pm today and i figured i would go sit in my chair instead and go on my laptop instead of my phone (baby steps) this was the first video that came up in my recommended and it is exactly what I'm going through today. it helped a lot, i really needed this thank you
I cried during this. This might seem like just a calm video to some but I realized the pain that you’ve been going through is like mine. You were able to not give up and truly give it your all and it’s inspiring. It’s truly hurts me that you also seem like an amazing person who’s super beautiful and no one should have to go through this. You might have inspired me to clean my disaster of a room that could take a month to clean. When you read the poem your voice was so soft and comforting and the poem you shared was truly beautiful. I know you probably won’t see this, but from the bottom of my heart, thank you for this little bit of paradise.
I do love the fact that now people are more interested in realistic videos then in videos with high quality, expensive picture and etc. Nowadays such videos are aprecciated. While watching this, I felt so calm and peaceful, I often try to find something like that to relax. Thank you!
the poem I read is from the book “The Gift” by Hafiz it’s truly such a wonderful collection of poems by a 13th century Persian poet :) [edit: I want to acknowledge that I’m aware my depression room is very mild in this video. My room truly has seen so much messier, and it just so happened that when I decided to film this video my room wasn’t that cluttered. I actually was debating if I should make it more “messy” so it was more realistic for how my room usually looks when I’m deep in a depressive episode, but I chose to keep it the way it is because that is what my room truly looked liked at that time. Please do not compare how your depression looks to mine, especially since this video doesn’t accurately capture the totality of what my depression can look like. Wherever you’re at on your mental health journey and whatever that looks like for you is so valid and so lovable ❤]
that’s really cool that you like hafiz! i’m persian and my family’s obsessed with hafiz so we have like 4 books lol. so i was surprised to see you reading it but im glad you like it!
@@helili yeah I'm Persian & i felt the same too من خودم خیلی دیوان حافظ رو دوست داشتم همیشه، ولی نمیدونستم کتابهای دیگه ای هم داره فک میکردم فقط همین دیوانش مجموعه همه شعراییه که گفته
Thank you for your video. It made me realize lots of things, such as talking kind words to myself. And OMG the poem was the highlight for me. I also was wondering which song you are playing at the end? It's so calm and it feels like a lullaby 💕 And thank you for loving yourself enough to take care of yourself, I know how much energy it takes to do something as "simple" as having some water in those days. So thank you, you are loved and appreciated, and I fully believe we all are here for a reason. Being happy and living our best life is such a great way to start, right? May God keep your heart close to His, so full of warmth and joy. Because no matter what the world says against you, you may never forget God loves you immensely.
Don't ever say "my depression" ever again, don't give depression room to stay in your life.. depression is not yours it's just an uninvited guest that needs to leave. Don't own it
This made me go into tears because of how raw and real this video is for me. Everything that you bring up about making your bed, doing laundry and cleaning takes so much effort for any one that suffers from depression…
I struggle with self depricating thoughts and your idea to keep a photo of you as a child to remind yourself that's who you're talking to struck such a chord with me. Because I couldn't imagine myself saying those things to her, but here I am! I might try that myself. Lots of love and prayers for your journey!
If your are good and loving to yourself, remember that at the same time you are being loving to the entire world. What you do to yourself gets extended to the whole world, energetically, and eventually throughout your life too. So, you are helping us all by being kind to yourself. I send you all my love.
Ikr! I heard of it before but forgot about it. Now I'm going to make myself some tea, search for my old photo albums and cherish my (child)-self more :)
Sometimes I really need to remind myself that the simplest things are enough when the going gets tough. Managing to clean up or making some food for yourself or messaging a friend takes so much energy when there's a low. This video is so delightfully real and gentle. Thank you and I wish you and everyone in the comments all the best
This found me at the right time, I’ve been going through another depression slump these past few weeks, and I especially relate about using sleep as a coping mechanism. But I think I’m ready to start trying again, to continue trying even through the bad days. Because there’s always a chance that tomorrow will be better. Thank you for giving me a boost of motivation and comfort knowing I’m not going through this alone. Sending you healing and positive energy
hello love, I am smiling on the other side of the screen, knowing that you are feeling the hope of better days. I absolutely love what you shared about trying even through the bad days. We may fall often, but we’ll just keep getting back up, by then we’ll be such pros that getting back up is just an automatic response :) Sending you courage and compassion as you move through both the positive and negative days. the light is already shining onto your reality ☺️
I sometimes find that videos online to help people 'get out of depression ruts' are very full on and can feel really overwhelming when you just want some motivation to do better but this video felt like a gentle hug and like it was coaxing me out of my unhealthy habits. Thank you for being such a gentle being and thank you for sharing your gentleness with the world.
Ugh it was probably a good thing your video came into my recommended because the title of the video, “depression room”, really reminded me how my room was a complete mess and how I never bothered to clean it and I’m always just sitting around using my phone when I should be doing my homework that has been piling up, and I feel just so overwhelmed, but this gives me hope encourage to get through it
hey, i’ve been in ur situation and i want u to know that you can do it. i believe in you okay? just take things slowly, like doing a little bit of hw first and then cleaning parts of your room. you can do it!
I've been struggling with and learning from depression and anxiety a lot recently, and it is so lovely to see someone else being vulnerable and intentional like this online. It is clear that you are doing your best to be gentle with yourself and keep moving forward, just wanted to say that you're doing great!!!! Keep going and thank you for sharing!!!
I'm honestly so proud of you. I know I dont know you and you probably think I'm just some random person who doesn't know much. But just getting up and deciding to make it better for yourself is such a big step. I know what its like to feel so full and lethargic and tired and just stuck in a never ending cycle. Your going to have some bad days but keep on going.
i know this is just your cleaning and self care … but god this video is beautiful and almost made me cry. i want you to know you are not alone, and when hard times come, please PLEASE don’t give up… you are a lovely soul. take care ❤
imma cry myself reading your comment 😭 thank you so much. You remind me that there is so much to be felt in simplicity. that things don’t need to look so extravagant in order to strike a chord in someone’s heart❤️much love to you my sweet friend
It’s really good to see you doing laundry, stretching, reading and cleaning. Motivates me. Actually it seems easy when I see other people doing those simple things. But only you know what you have been through. Keep going. We all have good days and bad days. Hope you’re getting better little by little 💛
when you said you kept that photo of your younger self to remind you who you are talking to when being unkind to yourself I just found myself crying cause I deeply resonated with it
Thank you for sharing this masterpiece. This is another solid evidence that we should not force ourselves to do something just to be labelled as "productive" It is INDEED OKAY to take things slowly. In fact, being on bed all day is a productive/healthy routine for us. We should all be gentle in ourselves, in that way we can see what beauty we can do tomorrow.
seeing the words "loving myself out of a depressive slump" really put my own recoveries in persepctive for me. loving yourself gently enough to ease you back into routine is so so important so thank you for bringing it to light :)
I am glad to see that you are also adapting the benefits of Indian culture by doing Yoga and Gayatri Mantra. Hope you stay happy and healthy. Love from India. ❤
Got out of a 7 month long depressive slump few days back. It was a gradual, excruciating process that pushed me to the edge many times, but I cleaned out my room today. Felt the breeze after months, slept well after months, enjoyed the taste of my favourite food after months, listened to music after months. Thank you for this video. May we be blessed with find ourselves truly living.
Its exam season for me, and the past few days have been extremely stressful to say the least. Sleepless nights, all-nighters, driving away sleep with caffeine, feeling guilty for dozing off, always feeling that you’re not doing enough, you know how it is. All these videos that were coming up in my recs were of people going shopping, a day in “insert an Ivy League college”, college acceptance reactions and how i got into “insert another Ivy League college” videos. While i love it for them, the videos weren’t resonating with me because here i was having a hard time sleeping and scolding myself if i did sleep by chance. This one did. It reminded me that i’ve scolded myself a bit too much. Perhaps i’ll try not to for a little while. Thanks.
I'm so glad this video reached me today. You helped me clear my mind from the many things that are going on right now, and inspired me to be kind to myself this evening. I'm gonna go shower now and take time for myself instead of trying to ignore the problems. Thank you so much for this and sharing this part of your life with us. I hope you're well :)
i've been trying recently to get my life back into shape and this video made me feel great and more motivated to get through it so thank you so much for this!! Keep going, you are doing great dear~
that is so so sweet, I love poetry and sharing it is honestly one of my love languages. So it means so much you and many others have enjoyed the poem🥹🥹
hey, I pray that you, me, and all of us who are suffering from something will get over it. we will find a way to get our spark back and come back even stronger. we shouldn't forget that every time we fell into that slump, we came out of it and this time too we will. that book from which you read that poem was pleasing enough for me i just want to know that book's name. thank you for reading this so long.
wow thank you for sharing your prayer with all of us here. Yes I fully believe we all will, and i have no doubt that our resiliency will triumph all the hardships. also sooo happy to know you enjoyed the poem as much as I did, please check my pinned comment for the book title :)
If you have any media online, just know that they use A.I to make you suck black ****s for black people to jack off and to use against white people to ruin their lives... Literally every single video has some white/asian girl sucking a black ****. It doesn't matter what language or country. People are fucking sick trash.
Being totally alright alone or in good terms with yourself is powerful and shows Bravery. Ive been alone and felt lonely but also been in a Relationship also felt lonely. I think being by yourself is okay because being labeled as having a Boyfriend or partner or girlfriend doesn't necessarily mean that you will not feel lonely or taken for granted. Being alone means you can be in control
9:08 ooh the trigger, I am not crying, you are (thanks for the video, I am currently working and studying from home and fighting to not fall into my coping habits, the work pressure keeps me going and I also have my bf, an angel, who gives his best to not let me fall into the hole, but sometimes nothing works, it is this endless cycle of giving up and gathering courage to pull myself back again, this video motivated me to think that today is the day of pulling not falling, thank you, the vibes are imaculate and the comment ses passed the vibe check)
I learned that is a good habit to reward ourselves after doing a great thing even if it is a small thing, we should reward ourselves. Thank you! Your content makes my Friday evening perfect. Take care and wish you all good things happen to you.
Im dealing with this and this was refreshing to see other people deal with it too since social media can only display the good and make u feel like ur missing out :C Im trying to get better but its been rough
ah i am literally full on crying rn but i am so proud of you for taking care of yourself. I guess what touched me the most was the part where you speak about how being with you family can trigger you sometimes. and also the poem. it was beautiful. Thank you for sharing this
This video reminds me of my dark days when i just wanted to escape reality... But somehow i manged to overcome that darkness. Now also sometimes i feel like m worthless and feel like sleeping and never confront the reality. Your video was so relatable for many ppl and thanx for the video and thanx for sharing ur experience to us... Keep smiling because u put a smile in many faces like mine. 😃
It was quite touching.. I saw a reflection of the feelings that I had experienced many times especially in the last month. I can understand how much energy it takes to be able to do small things, especially in a depressive moment. That's why I want you to know that the time and care you give to yourself, your effort, and the fact that you touch many people who have similar feelings are very valuable. 🌿💚
I wake up today literally feeling like this.. and seeing this quiet loving video made me feel better. So at least I cried, wake up, clean up a bit and made my bed. I hope it gets better.
I really enjoyed watching your video. I feel grateful that there are people like you who exist and make me feel less alone in my current life issues. thank you so much.
I have been in this weird state of mind lately. A state of mind full of nostalgia from my past, agony from my present, and fear of the future. These thoughts and my current mindset led me to almost end my relationship, my 3 1/2 year streak of sobriety, and many many years of hard work in overcoming trauma. While I am at an understanding that our issues and pain from the past never truly go away, I can't help but wish it did. Because when I slip into this state of mind, when I begin to spiral into the negative habits and personality of who I used to be, it is like climbing Mt Everest to get out. I appreciate this video in the fact that I relate to it on a very mindful level. I am grateful to understand and recognize that others go through similar experiences. We are all just trying to figure it out. thank you.
I had such a hard time when I had to move back in with my parents after graduating from college. Having to re-adjust, becoming seen as a child simply by living under the same roof again, the guilt and shame surrounding it. I would stay up all night sometimes and sleep half or more of the day away others. My eating was irregular, I wasn't able to take care of myself like I had before for quite a while. It takes time, but things will absolutely change. Sometimes all it takes is one good opportunity that makes you want to take a leap, something that pushes you to get up and be passionate about life again. It happened for me, and I've been a lot happier ever since I was able to get back on the path I wanted for myself. Taking it slow, taking better care of myself, that is truly what helped me through that low time of my life. Wishing you the best!!
this is so real as I relate as well. and very much resonate with that one good opportunity that makes you feel passionate about life again. I am so happy to hear that you have found what makes you light up, and that you are giving yourself the grace to go at your own pace. Thank you for taking the time to share this, I’m celebrating the both of us :)
you’re my favourite youtuber rn. i hate watching those productive routines because i feel like i’ll never actually be able to be like them. watching this made me feel better
hi eternal rebirth! i just wanted to say thank you for making this video. i was having one of the worst depressive episodes of this year so far & your video gave me something to live for for the next 5 minutes then it became 15 then 30 then an hour and now i’m still here. i know those days will come back and hopefully i’ll find another reason to get by like you did for many of us here. ur a hero!!! ❤️ it’s not even the will to live yet that you’ve gifted me today but it’s just the will to keep going
hi bea, I’m so incredibly glad you’re still here. I know how challenging it can be to want to keep going. But I am no hero, you are your hero love, for it was your decision to keep watching my video. it was your choice to open yourself up to hope. Anything you felt from this video was because it was something you already deep down knew, that you are deserving of being here, that you are worthy, simply because you exist ! Your presence on this earth adds so much to the community around you and to the collective of all beings everywhere. please don’t ever forget how precious you are, I’m sending you the biggest hug 🫂❤️
I come back to watch this vid every time I feel like… not in the best mood, but it really comforts me. Thank you so much for sharing this part of yourself. Ily 💗
Watching this video really not only hit some very touching valleys in my own inner self, but moved me in a way. I just felt something special watching it, something beautiful…important. The words and poem expressed in this were truly beautiful. I also felt a heart string when you showed your old pic and why you kept it around. I felt moved to say that for all the negative you may struggle with or will struggle with, you are really special. I can’t explain it. Something about you just feels remarkably soulful and beautiful. You are someone special and I really love to know more. I’m just a guy on this side of a screen but thank you for these kinds of vids. They mean something amazing. I only hope that you know they are so amazing because of you being some awesome. Don’t be so hard on yourself if you can’t, and remember beauty is not in perfection, but rather in imperfection. Thus it is in our imperfections where we grow our gardens of reflection and presentation. Accept and love ever scar and don’t be afraid. You matter. The world is better because of it I am sure :)
yesterday i cleaned my room to, i was feeling very down with my energies and thoughts. and all the dust and dirty just makes me feel worse and worse every day. but when i clean my room everything seems better :)
This video reminds me... how I lived out my university life in London. It was hard. I never knew. The days when you can sleep for days. The nights are never ending. Terrifying. The inabiity to get out of bed for days. The levels of sane-insanity!! And then living back home again. Cleaning is one thing. Throwing out things is the hardest for everything we do has an emotional attachment to it. For nearly two decades. THANK YOU for this ❤MDD needs to be talked and shared about more widely. No one needs to feel alone. 11/12/2024 xxx
I relate so much to this video. Everytime I watch it, I cry, thinking how your depression is the same as mine. This video is now my way to cope for me, thank you so much. I just hope nothing but peace for you. :( I hope you'll be okay
I really needed this,,, not sure how this video made it's way into my recommendations but I haven't felt so seen in such a while. the part about the manifestation into the physical surroundings especially, hope you're doing better and thank you for giving me the motivation to clear my own room and in a way my cluttered mind too
wow i’m speechless. i’m so glad youtube recommended this video for me. you inspired and motivated me sm throughout this video in a way i can’t explain it :(
this video meant to much to me and came at the perfect time i’ve been miserable and it helped ease my pent up anxiety and despair i burst into tears from this and how i resonate
this video was so calming, it made me happy to see that you took the time to make this. it was real, and such a great reminder that sometimes you need to step back and relax yourself. take care love, and remember good days are to come.
I feel so proud of you, and I mean that, I know how hard it is to get yourself out of a slump like that (especially during winter omg), it's so relatable. But you did so good, and your room looks so clean and cutesy, and even that can bring so much joy. You did a good job at taking care of yourself and I think your younger self loves you very much for doing so ❤
This made me feel so freshed up, it's a blessing how some people get to have their own room and can feel free in it. I have a shared room, and i can't decorate it because of the strict rules in the house, but if i had the chance, I'd definitely do it, i feel like, around things that make you feel yourself, it's definitely cozier, i hope that when I'll get my own room, I'll be able to decorate it and feel myself
I had this video in my watch later playlist but didnt get around to watching until now. I like how realistic and vulnerable this was and i love the part about speaking kindly as a reminder to your younger self. I've had moments were ive felt down and talk down about myself and i have think about how younger me would still be proud of who i am today. Thank you for sharing this (loved the totoro set!) :)
the video found me at the best possible time. i have never felt as much dread and sadness as i do right now, and i have tried so hard to will it away. i’m trying to surrender to God and believe he really is there and cares. it feels like everything in my life is crashing and flooding over me like waves and i can’t help but tumble under. may we all feel great comfort and stableness in my weeks coming.
I have been having anxiety attacks everyday, for absolute anything, this made me slip back into a depressive episode, and every time this happens I go back to wacth this video which somehow makes me feel see, not alone and comfort. Thank you❤
i cried when it said "your dance within God's arms is already perfect" i subscribed immediately. then when you explained why you have a pic of your younger self on your desk, it made me bawl because ???? same 😭😭😭imme start doing that. this could be my new fav channel, don't stop posting !!!! 🖤
a gentle soul you are🤍 I’m so happy to know you were touched by those lines just as I was. and yes let’s start remembering that precious child within us heh, thank you so much for your encouragement :)
I don't usually do long comments, but this video came to me at just the right time , i am a person who keeps their tears to themselves and only my really close family or friends hv seen me cry , i try not to cry in front of them too but if they try to talk to me , i just remember how grateful i should be that i hv people in life that comfort me and immediately start bawling out , my younger self is my own idol bcoz she wasn't an unproductive person that sat in her room staring at a glowing rectangular box and was really active ,but then u said abt tht photo and realized that my younger self being my idol is okay but treating myself unkindly while being treated unkindly by others is not helping me 1 bit, i hv a math exam tmrw and this video somehow motivated me to go and study maths and realized how calming it is to spend time with your own self and it made me remember my love for studying, you just gained a new subscriber, bye , i have to study for the exam tmrw Heal 😇❤️🩹✌🏻🫂
I searched "I'm not okay" and the results were not satisfying. So I refreshed and this popped up. I really am not okay and your video was so amazingly relaxing. Thank you 🧡
hello gentle soul, i'm so glad this video found you at a time where you needed soothing. i sincerely hope you are feeling better, and that you can take deep breaths to help you return to your center. you are so loved
This video was lovely. It made me cry. Blessings to you, your wisdom, and your ability to rise out of old patterns and show yourself love. 💕 I love your cozy and safe space.
You're such an inspiration..I do hope that you'd reach more people especially those currently undergoing depression. Please continue inspiring us and may God bless you and your family always..❤❤
Thank you for making me feel that I'm not alone. When My depressive phase starts I don't even leave my Bed, often skip food. But Nowadays I clean my room to start a new cycle. Cleaning is one of my depression therapy ❤️
Getting to this point, where you can a achive this AND film and edit it. Is really admirable. I really hope you get better every new day and find more things that make you happy. Just know that I really admire you.
This is so calming. Your voice and the entire video was so relaxing. This past month has been really tough and i have been stuck in a depressive episode. It has been so hard getting out of bed and doing anything. Seeing you taking time to take care of yourself , even just cleaning up your desk and bed, made me feel a bit better and motivated. I feel I just wanted to say that . I wish you all the best and I hope you do more of videos like this.
giving you a big hug through the screen, I know how challenging it can be to do even the simplest of things. You got this love, break down tasks to the most micro level and start there. patience and compassion are your best friends. I believe in you, one step at a time :)
Ooooh ..the photo of yourself as a child! To remind you that this is who you are speaking to when you speak unkindly to yourself. Ooooooh THAT was so deeply touching to my heart. For don't we all have that dear innocent child with a heart full of love and good will inside us? I think we do. How BEAUTIFUL that you do not want to hurt her, this dear innocent child ..... for she is you. That is profound, and you have taught me a special lesson in my journey. To always speak with kindness and love to myself. THANK YOU for sharing this deep insight with us all. Wishing you well and bless you xx
i think i found my comfort video which im going to watch over and over again whenever i feel bad or i need to clean my room>i love it so much and u r so good at playing guitar! keep going 3>
Awww, thank you so much that means a lot to me ;; I’ve just been struggling with making irl friendships, most people either take advantage or don’t reciprocate.. it’s just been really lonely, I’ve been through a lot of surgeries in 20 years so it forced me to grow up pretty much. I appreciate your comment
hello sweet one, I’m giving you a cozy warm hug through the screen. I know how isolating and challenging it is when navigating through the fluctuations of our mental health. I’m so glad you are still here, and so proud of you for still standing despite all the storms. thank you for being just as you are
i really appreciate this video and i really appreciate you for posting it as well. you seem like you have such a gentle soul. the little caption commentary was such a lovely touch as well, i feel like i know a little part about you :) it was very comforting and inspiring. thank you!! 🩷
I was feeling very depressed recently and I got this video on my UA-cam recommendation I absolutely loved this, I feel like I'm not the only one feeling this out of the world 🥺❤️ Thank you for sharing such a great video✨🦋
Hi thank you so much for sharing this . Even though I cannot relate exactly because I struggle with anxiety this feels so comforting to watch . To know that I’m not the only one in the world who struggles with things that other people do so easily . So really thank you , glad this appeared in my recommendations .
I am an avid mental health awareness advocate and spoken word performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my UA-cam channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates. 💚❤️
For me, it's crazy how my bad habits changed after my SO passed away early this year in January. I used to sleep a lot before, eat a lot, and snap at my loved ones so easily. After his passing, I started pushing everyone away, stopped sleeping, stopped eating, and just stopped taking care of my body. He always said I was stronger than anyone he knew, but I didn't want to be strong. He was my everything but one day he wasn't there anymore. I stopped doing lots of things I used to enjoy; I hated my life and how this world took away the most beautiful man I knew. We even dreamed about our kids, their names and a life together with our family... He was the first person to know how I felt, and more than a friend, I trusted him with my everything. I was so lost, but today I understand what he meant when he said I was strong. I remember him today with a smile full of love and gratitude. He made me realize that I am capable of loving and being loved in return. And I know he wouldn't want to see me crying or attempting anything against the most beautiful treasure I have, my life. Last night, I took my first sleeping pill, and I felt defeated and ashamed... But I need to do this for myself. I might not be able to love him anymore, but I can love myself in return, not because of him, but because I deserve my own love, so big and pure. I deserve to laugh and dream about a happy life. I want to be a better person, not for him anymore, but for myself. I want to smile, not for him, but for myself. And I want to respect myself just as much, also for me. I deserve every smile on my face, and I deserve a better life because I am worth it. Gratitude has pulled me out of that darkness. I can see how beautiful flowers bloom every year and smell their fragrant scent, and I can feel the sunshine like a hug on my skin, and I can taste all the sweet words coming from my mouth, inspired by my heart. And I can hear the sweet words of the world from its heart too. You are all beautiful. And I'm grateful for you being alive and here. May God never take that from me, and may my curiosity for His creation always stay close to my heart. When I'm at my lowest, I try to remember that it all passes. I heard that song from RM (everythingoes) and I hold onto it. Everything needs to go through pain. And I'm grateful, I am what I am today thanks to that pain. Like the knight in a rusty armour, I cried all those walls up, and I am a woman with a tender heart now. I'm grateful for God putting him in my life and letting me experience love to its fullest. I know myself more, and each time I walk away from that darkness, it's by God's hand holding mine and Him reassuring me that everything goes, and that He will take me out of there as many times as I need until I can stand strong on my own legs and walk a steady path away from what once made me sad. May you all find God or your reasons to live. And may you realize it was always inside you all this time. For my sweet man, Enzo. And for my Lord, thank you. I'm so excited about what this world has for me, and until my last breath, I shall rest assured that I was loved from the very beginning. ❤S.
This video is so comforting, I rewatch so often when I feel down or anything in that category. Thank you so much for it, it truly helps and means so much🤍
Everytime I slip back into a bad depressive episode I come back and watch this video I don’t know why but it’s extremely comforting. Thank you for helping me
I'm so proud of you
You're dealing with it and you're trying your best
Don't ever give up❤
please go see a psy
i think just knowing that you're not alone in what you're going through helps a lot sometimes
Turn to Jesus He loves you, He is the healer of the body And savior of the soul, There is True Hope in Jesus, God protects Psalms 91, He is the God of miracles Acts 2:21 And everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved Jesus alone saves Trust Him with your salvation John 3:16
1 Corinthians 15 1-4
Moreover Brethren, i declare unto you the gospel which i preached unto you, which also ye have received, and with wherein ye stand
By which also ye are saved, if you keep in memory what i preached unto you, unless ye have believed in vain,
By which also ye are saved, if you keep in memory what i preached unto you, unless ye have believed in vain,
And that He was buried, and that He rose again the third day according to the scriptures, Take care
I don't really comment on social media, but this resonated with me so deeply, especially the part about returning to unhealthy habits after you've been around family for extended periods of time. Watching this was like watching myself last week- finding by (seeming) accident a small part of someone's life so similar to yours shared is such a profound connection. Thank you for sharing this, stranger. I wish you all the best and I hope your struggles lessen. Take care
Wow, such reflections. Thank you so much for taking the time to write your sweet message. I love knowing we are not alone in our experiences and how mirrored they are. I am sending you lots of love and courage as you navigate through the challenges in your life. 🫂❤️
@@EternalRebirth333 ❤❤
Same
Take care of yourself too, it's the most important thing right now 😊
Diddo my friends, Diddo
I started tearing up when you showed that photo you keep of your younger self as a reminder of who you're talking to when speaking unkindly to yourself. What a great reminder to keep. I realize I might not be able to change the past, but that doesn't mean it has to keep following me in the form of sniping, uncharitable self-criticism. Thank you; this was a lovely video for you to share.
I’m giving you and your inner a child a warm cozy hug, sending lots of love to you both 🫂💓
Meetoo! Was about to comment this lol
I wanted to comment this as well
I started trauma therapy which is a heavy topic in itself... but all those harsh thoughts and feelings towards myself puts unnecessary weight on top of it all. I want to try to remind myself through that photograph to be mindful and give myself space and time to heal from that dark past... and give myself understanding and that safe space that I needed all along.
thanks for sharing!
I hope you're doing well!
09:08 nooooo plase I broke into tears
just days ago a found a video saying something like "the person you are right now is the person you would've felt safe with as a kid" I just want her to be happy, safe and complete.
Thank you so much for this video.
Omg no that's such a heartbreaking quote. I definitely feel that way. I love looking after kids now because I'm helping them to have the person I never had
dude sleeping as a way to avoid everything is so fucking relatable. thanks for sharing :' )
I just love how this video is so realistic and we all can relate to it
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It is so comfy to see realistic videos. I feel like I'm being embraced
yes it’s comforting
Totally cannot relate to this in any way. I hope she recovers. God Bless.
i had a horrible couple of days to the point that I didn't get out of bed until 6pm today and i figured i would go sit in my chair instead and go on my laptop instead of my phone (baby steps) this was the first video that came up in my recommended and it is exactly what I'm going through today. it helped a lot, i really needed this thank you
So proud of you! ♡
You can do this!! Start small theres no rush your a beautiful person and alot of people love you
I hope you get better
Keep going!! 💗💗💗
I cried during this. This might seem like just a calm video to some but I realized the pain that you’ve been going through is like mine. You were able to not give up and truly give it your all and it’s inspiring. It’s truly hurts me that you also seem like an amazing person who’s super beautiful and no one should have to go through this. You might have inspired me to clean my disaster of a room that could take a month to clean. When you read the poem your voice was so soft and comforting and the poem you shared was truly beautiful. I know you probably won’t see this, but from the bottom of my heart, thank you for this little bit of paradise.
I do love the fact that now people are more interested in realistic videos then in videos with high quality, expensive picture and etc. Nowadays such videos are aprecciated.
While watching this, I felt so calm and peaceful, I often try to find something like that to relax. Thank you!
the poem I read is from the book “The Gift” by Hafiz
it’s truly such a wonderful collection of poems by a 13th century Persian poet :)
[edit: I want to acknowledge that I’m aware my depression room is very mild in this video. My room truly has seen so much messier, and it just so happened that when I decided to film this video my room wasn’t that cluttered. I actually was debating if I should make it more “messy” so it was more realistic for how my room usually looks when I’m deep in a depressive episode, but I chose to keep it the way it is because that is what my room truly looked liked at that time. Please do not compare how your depression looks to mine, especially since this video doesn’t accurately capture the totality of what my depression can look like. Wherever you’re at on your mental health journey and whatever that looks like for you is so valid and so lovable ❤]
that’s really cool that you like hafiz! i’m persian and my family’s obsessed with hafiz so we have like 4 books lol. so i was surprised to see you reading it but im glad you like it!
@@helili yeah I'm Persian & i felt the same too
من خودم خیلی دیوان حافظ رو دوست داشتم همیشه، ولی نمیدونستم کتابهای دیگه ای هم داره
فک میکردم فقط همین دیوانش مجموعه همه شعراییه که گفته
Thank you for your video. It made me realize lots of things, such as talking kind words to myself. And OMG the poem was the highlight for me. I also was wondering which song you are playing at the end? It's so calm and it feels like a lullaby 💕 And thank you for loving yourself enough to take care of yourself, I know how much energy it takes to do something as "simple" as having some water in those days. So thank you, you are loved and appreciated, and I fully believe we all are here for a reason. Being happy and living our best life is such a great way to start, right? May God keep your heart close to His, so full of warmth and joy. Because no matter what the world says against you, you may never forget God loves you immensely.
May I know the bgm used in this vdo 😊
Don't ever say "my depression" ever again, don't give depression room to stay in your life.. depression is not yours it's just an uninvited guest that needs to leave. Don't own it
I watch this video every time I need motivation. I have no idea why, but this video gives me so much comfort. ❤️
This made me go into tears because of how raw and real this video is for me. Everything that you bring up about making your bed, doing laundry and cleaning takes so much effort for any one that suffers from depression…
I struggle with self depricating thoughts and your idea to keep a photo of you as a child to remind yourself that's who you're talking to struck such a chord with me. Because I couldn't imagine myself saying those things to her, but here I am! I might try that myself. Lots of love and prayers for your journey!
im gonna try that haha i hope it works
If your are good and loving to yourself, remember that at the same time you are being loving to the entire world. What you do to yourself gets extended to the whole world, energetically, and eventually throughout your life too.
So, you are helping us all by being kind to yourself.
I send you all my love.
Ikr! I heard of it before but forgot about it. Now I'm going to make myself some tea, search for my old photo albums and cherish my (child)-self more :)
Sometimes I really need to remind myself that the simplest things are enough when the going gets tough. Managing to clean up or making some food for yourself or messaging a friend takes so much energy when there's a low. This video is so delightfully real and gentle. Thank you and I wish you and everyone in the comments all the best
This found me at the right time, I’ve been going through another depression slump these past few weeks, and I especially relate about using sleep as a coping mechanism. But I think I’m ready to start trying again, to continue trying even through the bad days. Because there’s always a chance that tomorrow will be better. Thank you for giving me a boost of motivation and comfort knowing I’m not going through this alone. Sending you healing and positive energy
hello love, I am smiling on the other side of the screen, knowing that you are feeling the hope of better days. I absolutely love what you shared about trying even through the bad days. We may fall often, but we’ll just keep getting back up, by then we’ll be such pros that getting back up is just an automatic response :)
Sending you courage and compassion as you move through both the positive and negative days. the light is already shining onto your reality ☺️
@@EternalRebirth333 ❤❤❤❤
how are we so similar?
Same and i feel so bad because of it
@@thebearwithheadphoneson 🍂
I sometimes find that videos online to help people 'get out of depression ruts' are very full on and can feel really overwhelming when you just want some motivation to do better but this video felt like a gentle hug and like it was coaxing me out of my unhealthy habits. Thank you for being such a gentle being and thank you for sharing your gentleness with the world.
Ugh it was probably a good thing your video came into my recommended because the title of the video, “depression room”, really reminded me how my room was a complete mess and how I never bothered to clean it and I’m always just sitting around using my phone when I should be doing my homework that has been piling up, and I feel just so overwhelmed, but this gives me hope encourage to get through it
hey, i’ve been in ur situation and i want u to know that you can do it. i believe in you okay? just take things slowly, like doing a little bit of hw first and then cleaning parts of your room. you can do it!
I've been struggling with and learning from depression and anxiety a lot recently, and it is so lovely to see someone else being vulnerable and intentional like this online. It is clear that you are doing your best to be gentle with yourself and keep moving forward, just wanted to say that you're doing great!!!! Keep going and thank you for sharing!!!
I'm honestly so proud of you. I know I dont know you and you probably think I'm just some random person who doesn't know much. But just getting up and deciding to make it better for yourself is such a big step. I know what its like to feel so full and lethargic and tired and just stuck in a never ending cycle. Your going to have some bad days but keep on going.
thank you so much 🥺 don’t even have words tbh, just grateful to receive your kind message. sending you lots of love and abundance sweet one
@@EternalRebirth333 Its np. I hope you have a good day
i know this is just your cleaning and self care … but god this video is beautiful and almost made me cry. i want you to know you are not alone, and when hard times come, please PLEASE don’t give up… you are a lovely soul. take care ❤
imma cry myself reading your comment 😭 thank you so much. You remind me that there is so much to be felt in simplicity. that things don’t need to look so extravagant in order to strike a chord in someone’s heart❤️much love to you my sweet friend
@@EternalRebirth333 much love, thank u sm :)
It’s really good to see you doing laundry, stretching, reading and cleaning. Motivates me. Actually it seems easy when I see other people doing those simple things. But only you know what you have been through. Keep going. We all have good days and bad days. Hope you’re getting better little by little 💛
when you said you kept that photo of your younger self to remind you who you are talking to when being unkind to yourself I just found myself crying cause I deeply resonated with it
Thank you for sharing this masterpiece. This is another solid evidence that we should not force ourselves to do something just to be labelled as "productive" It is INDEED OKAY to take things slowly. In fact, being on bed all day is a productive/healthy routine for us. We should all be gentle in ourselves, in that way we can see what beauty we can do tomorrow.
seeing the words "loving myself out of a depressive slump" really put my own recoveries in persepctive for me. loving yourself gently enough to ease you back into routine is so so important so thank you for bringing it to light :)
I am glad to see that you are also adapting the benefits of Indian culture by doing Yoga and Gayatri Mantra. Hope you stay happy and healthy. Love from India. ❤
Got out of a 7 month long depressive slump few days back. It was a gradual, excruciating process that pushed me to the edge many times, but I cleaned out my room today. Felt the breeze after months, slept well after months, enjoyed the taste of my favourite food after months, listened to music after months.
Thank you for this video. May we be blessed with find ourselves truly living.
Its exam season for me, and the past few days have been extremely stressful to say the least. Sleepless nights, all-nighters, driving away sleep with caffeine, feeling guilty for dozing off, always feeling that you’re not doing enough, you know how it is. All these videos that were coming up in my recs were of people going shopping, a day in “insert an Ivy League college”, college acceptance reactions and how i got into “insert another Ivy League college” videos. While i love it for them, the videos weren’t resonating with me because here i was having a hard time sleeping and scolding myself if i did sleep by chance. This one did. It reminded me that i’ve scolded myself a bit too much. Perhaps i’ll try not to for a little while. Thanks.
I'm so glad this video reached me today. You helped me clear my mind from the many things that are going on right now, and inspired me to be kind to myself this evening. I'm gonna go shower now and take time for myself instead of trying to ignore the problems. Thank you so much for this and sharing this part of your life with us. I hope you're well :)
this made my heart so warm 🥹🥹 Thank you thank you thank you ❤️ I hope you continue anchoring the voice of compassion into your day
i've been trying recently to get my life back into shape and this video made me feel great and more motivated to get through it so thank you so much for this!! Keep going, you are doing great dear~
ahh I’m so proud of you and touched to hear it brought motivation to keep going. thank you for your presence here, we growing through it together :)
@@EternalRebirth333 yessss exactly! Also thank you again :)
9:07 had me in tears
this video is so comforting
I don't know why is this video in my recommended but you have a BEAUTIFUL voice while u reading that poem.
that is so so sweet, I love poetry and sharing it is honestly one of my love languages. So it means so much you and many others have enjoyed the poem🥹🥹
@@EternalRebirth333what’s the book of poems that you were reading? It was so lovely that i teared up
@@bunnyboo888 i would like to know as well!!
@@bunnyboo888 it is called The Gift: Poems by Hafiz
@@Eli-gl1fp it is called The Gift: Poems by Hafiz
hey, I pray that you, me, and all of us who are suffering from something will get over it. we will find a way to get our spark back and come back even stronger. we shouldn't forget that every time we fell into that slump, we came out of it and this time too we will. that book from which you read that poem was pleasing enough for me i just want to know that book's name. thank you for reading this so long.
wow thank you for sharing your prayer with all of us here. Yes I fully believe we all will, and i have no doubt that our resiliency will triumph all the hardships.
also sooo happy to know you enjoyed the poem as much as I did, please check my pinned comment for the book title :)
If you have any media online, just know that they use A.I to make you suck black ****s for black people to jack off and to use against white people to ruin their lives...
Literally every single video has some white/asian girl sucking a black ****. It doesn't matter what language or country. People are fucking sick trash.
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it was surprising for me to see an foreigner chanting gyatri mantra and naming yogaa poses as its original version. loved this vlogg
Being totally alright alone or in good terms with yourself is powerful and shows Bravery. Ive been alone and felt lonely but also been in a Relationship also felt lonely. I think being by yourself is okay because being labeled as having a Boyfriend or partner or girlfriend doesn't necessarily mean that you will not feel lonely or taken for granted. Being alone means you can be in control
9:08 ooh the trigger, I am not crying, you are (thanks for the video, I am currently working and studying from home and fighting to not fall into my coping habits, the work pressure keeps me going and I also have my bf, an angel, who gives his best to not let me fall into the hole, but sometimes nothing works, it is this endless cycle of giving up and gathering courage to pull myself back again, this video motivated me to think that today is the day of pulling not falling, thank you, the vibes are imaculate and the comment ses passed the vibe check)
Your room looks so comfortable and cozy and would give good vibes to be in
So thankful for this video’s existence
Your video is a gift. You are truly wise beyond your years and a blessing.
This feels so comforting to watch
your presence here is so comforting heh :)
@@EternalRebirth333 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Such a beautiful soul, thank you for making this video. The guitar at the end was enough to make me burst into tears. Sending you loads of love.
This was lovely, made me feel all warm and cozy inside ❤ I can't wait to tidy up my room now and concentrate on studying after I'm done
I learned that is a good habit to reward ourselves after doing a great thing even if it is a small thing, we should reward ourselves. Thank you! Your content makes my Friday evening perfect. Take care and wish you all good things happen to you.
Im dealing with this and this was refreshing to see other people deal with it too since social media can only display the good and make u feel like ur missing out :C Im trying to get better but its been rough
"But knowing I can create the most loving safe space in my room"- I love this as much as I relate to this
ah i am literally full on crying rn but i am so proud of you for taking care of yourself. I guess what touched me the most was the part where you speak about how being with you family can trigger you sometimes. and also the poem. it was beautiful. Thank you for sharing this
you are a gentle soul, thank you for receiving, giving you a big cozy virtual hug 🫂🥰
This video reminds me of my dark days when i just wanted to escape reality... But somehow i manged to overcome that darkness. Now also sometimes i feel like m worthless and feel like sleeping and never confront the reality. Your video was so relatable for many ppl and thanx for the video and thanx for sharing ur experience to us... Keep smiling because u put a smile in many faces like mine. 😃
It was quite touching.. I saw a reflection of the feelings that I had experienced many times especially in the last month. I can understand how much energy it takes to be able to do small things, especially in a depressive moment. That's why I want you to know that the time and care you give to yourself, your effort, and the fact that you touch many people who have similar feelings are very valuable. 🌿💚
I wake up today literally feeling like this.. and seeing this quiet loving video made me feel better. So at least I cried, wake up, clean up a bit and made my bed. I hope it gets better.
I really enjoyed watching your video. I feel grateful that there are people like you who exist and make me feel less alone in my current life issues. thank you so much.
I have been in this weird state of mind lately. A state of mind full of nostalgia from my past, agony from my present, and fear of the future. These thoughts and my current mindset led me to almost end my relationship, my 3 1/2 year streak of sobriety, and many many years of hard work in overcoming trauma.
While I am at an understanding that our issues and pain from the past never truly go away, I can't help but wish it did. Because when I slip into this state of mind, when I begin to spiral into the negative habits and personality of who I used to be, it is like climbing Mt Everest to get out.
I appreciate this video in the fact that I relate to it on a very mindful level. I am grateful to understand and recognize that others go through similar experiences. We are all just trying to figure it out. thank you.
I'm really in love with this video. no crazy cuts or loud talking. just a very very chill, real cleaning vid. thank you
I had such a hard time when I had to move back in with my parents after graduating from college. Having to re-adjust, becoming seen as a child simply by living under the same roof again, the guilt and shame surrounding it. I would stay up all night sometimes and sleep half or more of the day away others. My eating was irregular, I wasn't able to take care of myself like I had before for quite a while. It takes time, but things will absolutely change. Sometimes all it takes is one good opportunity that makes you want to take a leap, something that pushes you to get up and be passionate about life again. It happened for me, and I've been a lot happier ever since I was able to get back on the path I wanted for myself. Taking it slow, taking better care of myself, that is truly what helped me through that low time of my life. Wishing you the best!!
this is so real as I relate as well. and very much resonate with that one good opportunity that makes you feel passionate about life again. I am so happy to hear that you have found what makes you light up, and that you are giving yourself the grace to go at your own pace. Thank you for taking the time to share this, I’m celebrating the both of us :)
you’re my favourite youtuber rn. i hate watching those productive routines because i feel like i’ll never actually be able to be like them. watching this made me feel better
hi eternal rebirth! i just wanted to say thank you for making this video. i was having one of the worst depressive episodes of this year so far & your video gave me something to live for for the next 5 minutes then it became 15 then 30 then an hour and now i’m still here. i know those days will come back and hopefully i’ll find another reason to get by like you did for many of us here. ur a hero!!! ❤️ it’s not even the will to live yet that you’ve gifted me today but it’s just the will to keep going
hi bea, I’m so incredibly glad you’re still here. I know how challenging it can be to want to keep going. But I am no hero, you are your hero love, for it was your decision to keep watching my video. it was your choice to open yourself up to hope. Anything you felt from this video was because it was something you already deep down knew, that you are deserving of being here, that you are worthy, simply because you exist ! Your presence on this earth adds so much to the community around you and to the collective of all beings everywhere. please don’t ever forget how precious you are, I’m sending you the biggest hug 🫂❤️
@@EternalRebirth333 your comment just made me cry 🥺🥹🥹
I come back to watch this vid every time I feel like… not in the best mood, but it really comforts me. Thank you so much for sharing this part of yourself. Ily 💗
Watching this video really not only hit some very touching valleys in my own inner self, but moved me in a way. I just felt something special watching it, something beautiful…important. The words and poem expressed in this were truly beautiful. I also felt a heart string when you showed your old pic and why you kept it around. I felt moved to say that for all the negative you may struggle with or will struggle with, you are really special. I can’t explain it. Something about you just feels remarkably soulful and beautiful. You are someone special and I really love to know more. I’m just a guy on this side of a screen but thank you for these kinds of vids. They mean something amazing. I only hope that you know they are so amazing because of you being some awesome. Don’t be so hard on yourself if you can’t, and remember beauty is not in perfection, but rather in imperfection. Thus it is in our imperfections where we grow our gardens of reflection and presentation. Accept and love ever scar and don’t be afraid. You matter. The world is better because of it I am sure :)
yesterday i cleaned my room to, i was feeling very down with my energies and thoughts. and all the dust and dirty just makes me feel worse and worse every day. but when i clean my room everything seems better :)
Thank you ❤❤💫
It's been a week I was in a depression. Now I am going to clean my room.
this video found me somehow and it was really peace to watch
Oh my I'm just cried the whole video. I didn't expect it to make me feel such a strong emotions. And you're voice is so beautiful and calming
This video reminds me... how I lived out my university life in London. It was hard. I never knew. The days when you can sleep for days. The nights are never ending. Terrifying. The inabiity to get out of bed for days. The levels of sane-insanity!! And then living back home again. Cleaning is one thing. Throwing out things is the hardest for everything we do has an emotional attachment to it. For nearly two decades. THANK YOU for this ❤MDD needs to be talked and shared about more widely. No one needs to feel alone. 11/12/2024 xxx
I relate so much to this video. Everytime I watch it, I cry, thinking how your depression is the same as mine. This video is now my way to cope for me, thank you so much. I just hope nothing but peace for you. :( I hope you'll be okay
I really needed this,,, not sure how this video made it's way into my recommendations but I haven't felt so seen in such a while. the part about the manifestation into the physical surroundings especially, hope you're doing better and thank you for giving me the motivation to clear my own room and in a way my cluttered mind too
wow i’m speechless. i’m so glad youtube recommended this video for me. you inspired and motivated me sm throughout this video in a way i can’t explain it :(
this video meant to much to me and came at the perfect time i’ve been miserable and it helped ease my pent up anxiety and despair i burst into tears from this and how i resonate
this video was so calming, it made me happy to see that you took the time to make this. it was real, and such a great reminder that sometimes you need to step back and relax yourself. take care love, and remember good days are to come.
I feel so proud of you, and I mean that, I know how hard it is to get yourself out of a slump like that (especially during winter omg), it's so relatable. But you did so good, and your room looks so clean and cutesy, and even that can bring so much joy. You did a good job at taking care of yourself and I think your younger self loves you very much for doing so ❤
This made me feel so freshed up, it's a blessing how some people get to have their own room and can feel free in it. I have a shared room, and i can't decorate it because of the strict rules in the house, but if i had the chance, I'd definitely do it, i feel like, around things that make you feel yourself, it's definitely cozier, i hope that when I'll get my own room, I'll be able to decorate it and feel myself
I had this video in my watch later playlist but didnt get around to watching until now. I like how realistic and vulnerable this was and i love the part about speaking kindly as a reminder to your younger self. I've had moments were ive felt down and talk down about myself and i have think about how younger me would still be proud of who i am today. Thank you for sharing this (loved the totoro set!) :)
the video found me at the best possible time. i have never felt as much dread and sadness as i do right now, and i have tried so hard to will it away. i’m trying to surrender to God and believe he really is there and cares. it feels like everything in my life is crashing and flooding over me like waves and i can’t help but tumble under. may we all feel great comfort and stableness in my weeks coming.
Almost 395,000 views. You have hit a nerve with people. Many depressed and trying to cope.
I have been having anxiety attacks everyday, for absolute anything, this made me slip back into a depressive episode, and every time this happens I go back to wacth this video which somehow makes me feel see, not alone and comfort. Thank you❤
I don't know what do I like these videos. I love to see people being happy. Hope you the best, you are so strong 💘
this video was so comforting and relaxing to watch
it really does warm my heart knowing this brought some comfort and peace to you, thank you for your presence here☺️
i cried when it said "your dance within God's arms is already perfect" i subscribed immediately. then when you explained why you have a pic of your younger self on your desk, it made me bawl because ???? same 😭😭😭imme start doing that. this could be my new fav channel, don't stop posting !!!! 🖤
a gentle soul you are🤍 I’m so happy to know you were touched by those lines just as I was. and yes let’s start remembering that precious child within us heh, thank you so much for your encouragement :)
Hi macy :> i love you 💕
@@tminus21 hello! i love you
I don't think i've ever resonated so deeply with someone before. So glad i came across your video
I don't usually do long comments, but this video came to me at just the right time , i am a person who keeps their tears to themselves and only my really close family or friends hv seen me cry , i try not to cry in front of them too but if they try to talk to me , i just remember how grateful i should be that i hv people in life that comfort me and immediately start bawling out , my younger self is my own idol bcoz she wasn't an unproductive person that sat in her room staring at a glowing rectangular box and was really active ,but then u said abt tht photo and realized that my younger self being my idol is okay but treating myself unkindly while being treated unkindly by others is not helping me 1 bit, i hv a math exam tmrw and this video somehow motivated me to go and study maths and realized how calming it is to spend time with your own self and it made me remember my love for studying, you just gained a new subscriber, bye , i have to study for the exam tmrw
Heal 😇❤️🩹✌🏻🫂
I searched "I'm not okay" and the results were not satisfying. So I refreshed and this popped up. I really am not okay and your video was so amazingly relaxing. Thank you 🧡
hello gentle soul, i'm so glad this video found you at a time where you needed soothing. i sincerely hope you are feeling better, and that you can take deep breaths to help you return to your center. you are so loved
This video was lovely. It made me cry. Blessings to you, your wisdom, and your ability to rise out of old patterns and show yourself love. 💕 I love your cozy and safe space.
You're such an inspiration..I do hope that you'd reach more people especially those currently undergoing depression. Please continue inspiring us and may God bless you and your family always..❤❤
Girl your voice is so soothing mashallah💕 I can listen to u all day
I honestly felt like watching a short film. I really like that some parts had no music too, this made me take a step back and relax. Such a comfy vibe
so glad to hear it felt cozy watching the vid ☺️ heh thanks for appreciating the no music, I like it too. :)
Thank you for making me feel that I'm not alone. When My depressive phase starts I don't even leave my Bed, often skip food. But Nowadays I clean my room to start a new cycle. Cleaning is one of my depression therapy ❤️
Getting to this point, where you can a achive this AND film and edit it. Is really admirable. I really hope you get better every new day and find more things that make you happy. Just know that I really admire you.
This is so calming. Your voice and the entire video was so relaxing.
This past month has been really tough and i have been stuck in a depressive episode. It has been so hard getting out of bed and doing anything. Seeing you taking time to take care of yourself , even just cleaning up your desk and bed, made me feel a bit better and motivated. I feel I just wanted to say that . I wish you all the best and I hope you do more of videos like this.
giving you a big hug through the screen, I know how challenging it can be to do even the simplest of things. You got this love, break down tasks to the most micro level and start there. patience and compassion are your best friends. I believe in you, one step at a time :)
Ooooh ..the photo of yourself as a child! To remind you that this is who you are speaking to when you speak unkindly to yourself. Ooooooh THAT was so deeply touching to my heart. For don't we all have that dear innocent child with a heart full of love and good will inside us? I think we do. How BEAUTIFUL that you do not want to hurt her, this dear innocent child ..... for she is you. That is profound, and you have taught me a special lesson in my journey. To always speak with kindness and love to myself. THANK YOU for sharing this deep insight with us all. Wishing you well
and bless you xx
i think i found my comfort video which im going to watch over and over again whenever i feel bad or i need to clean my room>i love it so much and u r so good at playing guitar! keep going 3>
You really inspire me idk the vibe of your videos is really cozy and I feel less stressed because of it ❤
This was really resonating for me, I’ve been going through a really bad depression episode recently, thank you for uploading this
if you ever need to vent im here
Awww, thank you so much that means a lot to me ;; I’ve just been struggling with making irl friendships, most people either take advantage or don’t reciprocate.. it’s just been really lonely, I’ve been through a lot of surgeries in 20 years so it forced me to grow up pretty much. I appreciate your comment
hello sweet one, I’m giving you a cozy warm hug through the screen. I know how isolating and challenging it is when navigating through the fluctuations of our mental health. I’m so glad you are still here, and so proud of you for still standing despite all the storms. thank you for being just as you are
Aww, thank you so much
i really appreciate this video and i really appreciate you for posting it as well. you seem like you have such a gentle soul. the little caption commentary was such a lovely touch as well, i feel like i know a little part about you :) it was very comforting and inspiring. thank you!! 🩷
I was feeling very depressed recently and I got this video on my UA-cam recommendation I absolutely loved this, I feel like I'm not the only one feeling this out of the world 🥺❤️
Thank you for sharing such a great video✨🦋
Hi thank you so much for sharing this . Even though I cannot relate exactly because I struggle with anxiety this feels so comforting to watch . To know that I’m not the only one in the world who struggles with things that other people do so easily . So really thank you , glad this appeared in my recommendations .
I am an avid mental health awareness advocate and spoken word performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my UA-cam channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates. 💚❤️
For me, it's crazy how my bad habits changed after my SO passed away early this year in January. I used to sleep a lot before, eat a lot, and snap at my loved ones so easily. After his passing, I started pushing everyone away, stopped sleeping, stopped eating, and just stopped taking care of my body. He always said I was stronger than anyone he knew, but I didn't want to be strong. He was my everything but one day he wasn't there anymore. I stopped doing lots of things I used to enjoy; I hated my life and how this world took away the most beautiful man I knew. We even dreamed about our kids, their names and a life together with our family... He was the first person to know how I felt, and more than a friend, I trusted him with my everything. I was so lost, but today I understand what he meant when he said I was strong. I remember him today with a smile full of love and gratitude. He made me realize that I am capable of loving and being loved in return. And I know he wouldn't want to see me crying or attempting anything against the most beautiful treasure I have, my life. Last night, I took my first sleeping pill, and I felt defeated and ashamed... But I need to do this for myself. I might not be able to love him anymore, but I can love myself in return, not because of him, but because I deserve my own love, so big and pure. I deserve to laugh and dream about a happy life. I want to be a better person, not for him anymore, but for myself. I want to smile, not for him, but for myself. And I want to respect myself just as much, also for me. I deserve every smile on my face, and I deserve a better life because I am worth it.
Gratitude has pulled me out of that darkness. I can see how beautiful flowers bloom every year and smell their fragrant scent, and I can feel the sunshine like a hug on my skin, and I can taste all the sweet words coming from my mouth, inspired by my heart. And I can hear the sweet words of the world from its heart too. You are all beautiful. And I'm grateful for you being alive and here.
May God never take that from me, and may my curiosity for His creation always stay close to my heart.
When I'm at my lowest, I try to remember that it all passes. I heard that song from RM (everythingoes) and I hold onto it. Everything needs to go through pain. And I'm grateful, I am what I am today thanks to that pain. Like the knight in a rusty armour, I cried all those walls up, and I am a woman with a tender heart now. I'm grateful for God putting him in my life and letting me experience love to its fullest. I know myself more, and each time I walk away from that darkness, it's by God's hand holding mine and Him reassuring me that everything goes, and that He will take me out of there as many times as I need until I can stand strong on my own legs and walk a steady path away from what once made me sad.
May you all find God or your reasons to live. And may you realize it was always inside you all this time.
For my sweet man, Enzo. And for my Lord, thank you. I'm so excited about what this world has for me, and until my last breath, I shall rest assured that I was loved from the very beginning.
❤S.
i love how this is slow paced and calm, i love this🫶🏼
Thanks for sharing. I feel myself slipping into a depressive slump so it is nice to be reminded of ways to get through.
your voice is so soothing and comforting.
I can relate to this so much. I am also practising taking better care of myself and my belongings. Good luck on your journey.
This video is so comforting, I rewatch so often when I feel down or anything in that category.
Thank you so much for it, it truly helps and means so much🤍
thank you 🥺 thank you for making this space on the internet cozy :)
You have helped me get out of bed today and shower. Thank you ❤️