Eternal Rebirth
Eternal Rebirth
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Days in China: beautiful places, body dysmorphia, yummy vegan + non vegan food 🎑
hi frens :) it’s been a while
happy new year! tis the year of the wood dragon 🐉🪵
I wanted to practice speaking mandarin, I know I have a bit of an American accent when I speak haha. I hope that watching this you were able to feel comforted and more compassionate with yourself- that it left you feeling more tender and kind and open hearted. Maybe a lil sentimental too. I felt sentimental making this video. I’m glad I recorded all this footage and even though it’s 30 minutes, it’s 30 minutes of memories that mean a lot for me and helped me appreciate perhaps what I couldn’t when I was on the trip. There’s something about documenting your life in this way, i feel it makes me more grateful. I appreciate you so much, please take a deep long breath if you see dis 😌
(Also I am not 100% vegan, I eat intuitively, and for me that looks like listening to my body’s wisdom and guidance moment to moment. I used to eat completely vegan but it wasn’t working for me anymore. I do prefer eating plant based most of the time, but if I feel my body wants meat or fish or eggs, then I listen. I had some fish on my trip here I just didn’t record it. Please listen to what truly feels best for your body, what digests well, what sustains and nourishes you 🫶🏼)
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Відео

healing is subtle
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Hi frens, it’s been a while 🦦 I apologize about the audio quality, not sure why it’s so bad. I tried uploading it three times but the audio stayed the same. Hopefully it doesn’t deter your viewing experience too much and you can still take in the messages. I hope this video can bring some comfort and lightness to your heart today :)
How I Set Boundaries w/ men (+ ppl in general) from a recovering people pleaser
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💌I hope you’re all practicing self acceptance and compassion - t i m e s t a m p s - 00:13 why I’m making this 00:27 this video still for everyone ! regardless of gender identity 02:43-03:07 compassion forgiveness 03:20-03:35 remember you can personalize your wording 03:35-05:13 you’re not responsible for other people’s reactions 05:13-08:12 How To Decline Hugs 08:12-11:02 How To Tell Someone T...
tree talk therapy: avoiding life & falling back into old habits [an honest conversation]
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Hallo, I’ve procrastinated filming this because I knew that I’d have to talk about what I’ve been avoiding. at least I’m being honest about it though, so that’s a good place to start. thank you for being patient and joining along side me as we find our way back to the most loving and kind parts of ourselves. You are loved, just as you are🌼
tending to my sanctuary [a peaceful vlog]
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I hope this video gently encourages you to tend to your sanctuary too :) (You can find the music I used in this video on my Spotify playlist called “pretty instrumentals”, as well as other similar music. The reason I don’t list it is because some of the music title name is in another language) Spotify: lydiafu123 instagram: 3ternalrebirth Letterboxd: tofusworld
sharing poetry at an open mic in nyc [healing vlog]
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this was scary… but fun ! I know my filming quality isn’t the best here because i really wasn’t planning on recording that night so I didn’t bring my tripod. But I feel like the filming style made it feel more realistic as if you were right along side me heh Sharing my poetry on Instagram too: @3ternalrebirth Spotify: lydiafu123 Letterboxd: tofusworld
Inspiration is Nothing Without Action
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do something that makes you feel just a little bit more free today :) Music in this video: Rising with the ashes by Yatao and Alexander Mercks Instagram: 3ternalrebirth Spotify: lydiafu123 letterboxd: tofusworld
cleaning my depression room and taking care of myself [mellow vlog]
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hello frens of the internet :) Depression can manifest differently for everyone and can look different depending on the season of your life. I hope that anyone struggling with their mental health does not compare what my mental health looks like to theirs. Especially since this video does not capture accurately what I go through. We all battle and navigate through it uniquely. I do hope that th...
tree talk therapy: when you fight with love, you can never lose
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just some therapeutic ramblings in the forest. take what resonates with you, leave what doesn't ya know ? this is really just me talking through my internal monologue and trying to make sense of things and my life. and also not make sense :) tbh i thought i wasn't going to ever post another video but here i am. this is pretty fun ! music in this video: blu by diana lopez instagram: @3ternalrebi...
A Year and a Half of Celibacy - what I’ve learned
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if you’re reading this take a deep long breath :) jus posting up my expression for fun and sharing love. These lessons are not necessarily profound but it really changed my life for my personal growth as an ~ ever evolving soul living inside the body of a human bean ~ hehe I loveee art, poetry, and music! posting my other forms of expression on instagram too ig: @3ternalrebirth spotify: lydiafu...

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  • @piu7865
    @piu7865 4 години тому

    R u Indian??

  • @ndotl
    @ndotl 13 годин тому

    122524: Merry Christmas 💖☮🌎🌈💖

  • @ariel7488
    @ariel7488 День тому

    Omg we have the same guitar ❤❤❤ I'll take this as a sign to start playing again. And to slowly clean my depression room as well ❤️‍🩹

  • @almondmilk1659
    @almondmilk1659 День тому

    your videos and words always help me feel so seen and inspire me to reflect and heal more. thanks as always for sharing your journey

  • @420Tigr
    @420Tigr 2 дні тому

    Thank you for sharing❤❤

  • @Sekk9
    @Sekk9 3 дні тому

    أريح مكان واكثر مكان أشعر به بالامان واشعر اني طبيعي ومسترخي هو حينما اكون بالسرير

  • @gelatmm
    @gelatmm 7 днів тому

    I can see myself in you and you inspire me a lot ilysm I hope ur doing well

  • @Alina-x4r
    @Alina-x4r 8 днів тому

    I am so proud of you❤ we love you so muchh❤❤❤

  • @Bl00pybl00p-eee
    @Bl00pybl00p-eee 8 днів тому

    I know this video was made a year ago, but good job! :D

  • @Mimilukichii
    @Mimilukichii 8 днів тому

    12:30 is so adorable!

  • @HemletAKASH
    @HemletAKASH 9 днів тому

    गायत्री मंत्र ❤🇮🇳

  • @lalruatfelitlau1026
    @lalruatfelitlau1026 10 днів тому

    Jesus can heal your pain sister .He is always there for you.Luke 24:46-48,“The Christ will suffer and rose from the death on the third day.Repentance and forgiveness of sin will be preached in his name,”Turn to him ,he is always waiting for you 🤍

  • @theadvocate8306
    @theadvocate8306 10 днів тому

    What book is that poetry from? I’d love to read it 🙌❤️

  • @Pixelstuck
    @Pixelstuck 12 днів тому

    Heyyy, how are you? I can’t express how much I love your videos, they transmit such a peaceful and nostalgic feeling. It’s been nine months since you last posted here, I hope you’re alright and we can see you again soon! Love and greetings from Spain 💚

  • @pravishaabajpai2858
    @pravishaabajpai2858 13 днів тому

    Are u from India 🇮🇳

  • @maureenbennett809
    @maureenbennett809 15 днів тому

    Love this 😁

  • @mchoong520
    @mchoong520 15 днів тому

    This video reminds me... how I lived out my university life in London. It was hard. I never knew. The days when you can sleep for days. The nights are never ending. Terrifying. The inabiity to get out of bed for days. The levels of sane-insanity!! And then living back home again. Cleaning is one thing. Throwing out things is the hardest for everything we do has an emotional attachment to it. For nearly two decades. THANK YOU for this ❤MDD needs to be talked and shared about more widely. No one needs to feel alone. 11/12/2024 xxx

  • @mansibidhuri8822
    @mansibidhuri8822 15 днів тому

    that keeping pic of your younger self opened my eyes tysm ;) ps; pls share your recommended booklist [poetry]

  • @frommyperspective156
    @frommyperspective156 15 днів тому

    Hey, I've been binge watching your videos, i just love them, I'm just concerned, are you alright? Its been 9 months since you posted. I hope you are okay ❤

  • @rissa6125
    @rissa6125 15 днів тому

    Thank you for this cute blog. This is so funny because this is exactly what I did today. :)

  • @IGNITEYOURPOTENTIAL-mq6do
    @IGNITEYOURPOTENTIAL-mq6do 16 днів тому

    I stayed at home always...and even when tried to go out even for studying purpose my family never allowed me...fights,blame game etc always followed my wish to leave home for better resources...i didnt get the chance to join coaching,cllg outside of my place...4 years after graduation still at home struglling and studying by my own for variois exams and even got ocd..and i think its a severe one...hope one day i can get job and move out of this hell...i will update it surely if i will heal😊😊

  • @diaryofpayton
    @diaryofpayton 16 днів тому

    I’m so proud of all of you, I love you all

  • @amberauckram319
    @amberauckram319 16 днів тому

    Please make your room a joy room honey, with all the things you love in it , the things that bring you joy and fill your soul that bring comfort, and make you happy , rest in God's love , tell him how you feel and then live in the light honey , sleep in the sunshine ❤ bless you

  • @Starstruck-v2u
    @Starstruck-v2u 17 днів тому

    The day i overcame being a people pleaser, way the day my shoulders felt lighter. I was surrounded by people that didnt share the same values as me, and i was trying to fit in, ended up spending a shit ton of time and money. Realized i f*cked up my life, the start of next semester, i came clean with those people and told them i didnt wanna be in the friend group and wanted time alone and to focus on my life. Best decision everrrr, i surrounded myself with new people that shared the same values as me, even if i dont have best friends, i only needed to listen to myself. I became more aware that my actions affected my life, and changed bit by bit, now i have a clear goal and am going ahead. Even after that i was not satisfied with my mindset, i turned to spirituality and god, i was never lonely to begin with.

  • @Starstruck-v2u
    @Starstruck-v2u 17 днів тому

    Id really recommend reiki healing

  • @AliciaIannarella-vr8fg
    @AliciaIannarella-vr8fg 19 днів тому

    I have been having anxiety attacks everyday, for absolute anything, this made me slip back into a depressive episode, and every time this happens I go back to wacth this video which somehow makes me feel see, not alone and comfort. Thank you❤

  • @my_dream234
    @my_dream234 19 днів тому

    Это выглядит нереалистично

  • @adriannefluet5980
    @adriannefluet5980 19 днів тому

    😢 feeling lost myself tonight whats the reson ?

  • @ShubhaGupta-yw4lh
    @ShubhaGupta-yw4lh 22 дні тому

    Just remember you're amazing (the older you). love - shubha

  • @selenophile5256
    @selenophile5256 22 дні тому

    As an indisn it males me so happy to see someone FINALLY take the sanskrit name of asans and not call them dog pose pf something !! Also pleasantly surprised to see you not remove the spiritual aspect of yog

  • @angkasa0ne
    @angkasa0ne 23 дні тому

    can anyone tell me what's the title of music that being used in this video? please 😢

  • @Nana-vc2iu
    @Nana-vc2iu 24 дні тому

    can someone pls tell me wich sofa is this? i want someting like that alguem sabe que sofá é esse? queria muito um igual

  • @Itssminaacinnamoroll
    @Itssminaacinnamoroll 26 днів тому

    There are many things I would like to comment on, starting with the fact that you are really incredible, I love your videos, the peace you transmit, how you open up with your feelings, I feel like I am listening to a friend. I'm not having the best time of my life and I found you just when I needed to, talking about body dysmorphia I think we are capable of seeing beauty in everything and everyone except ourselves, when you talked about not feeling well With the way you look my first thought was that in my eyes you are beautiful, I hope one day you can look yourself like that too. I also hope you are well, you have helped me a lot and if I can do anything to make you feel the same I would love it.💗

  • @Cupcake518-l4d
    @Cupcake518-l4d 27 днів тому

    Thankyou .so much.❤

  • @fatimaromero4862
    @fatimaromero4862 28 днів тому

    Very nice job! Keep going! You can do it😊

  • @bluelemon25
    @bluelemon25 29 днів тому

    This was lovely, made me feel all warm and cozy inside ❤ I can't wait to tidy up my room now and concentrate on studying after I'm done

  • @The-Jettisoned
    @The-Jettisoned 29 днів тому

    I cleaned up my depression room this past week! ❤

  • @nupxr
    @nupxr 29 днів тому

    I'm so grateful for your existence and the content you put out here <3 Your videos are a breath of fresh air and they've helped me be kinder to myself. I come back to the guided breathwork whenever I'm feeling anxious or overwhelmed and it always helps me calm down. Thank you and take care 🌻✨

  • @evan50748
    @evan50748 Місяць тому

    This video made me feel less alone, also you have a really warm, soothing voice I was really enchanted when you where reading in the beginning ❤

  • @Melih-e1q
    @Melih-e1q Місяць тому

    I know this is an old video but I was feeling really depressed and watching this made me feel so much better!

  • @adriannefluet5980
    @adriannefluet5980 Місяць тому

    I am blessed to have shared this along with you thank you so very much your beautiful and a very caring person ❤️

  • @Parkerslyrics
    @Parkerslyrics Місяць тому

    Why don't you share anything? Please come back

  • @lunakim-m9k
    @lunakim-m9k Місяць тому

    I watched this while finishing up my bedroom ❤

  • @ViolaGirl2008
    @ViolaGirl2008 Місяць тому

    I discovered Hafiz because of your video; right when I needed it so. Thank you, friend.

  • @ZainabJaveed-kt1mu
    @ZainabJaveed-kt1mu Місяць тому

    Could you please create more vids like this it's so relatable and enjoyable

  • @Your.Love_Hanni
    @Your.Love_Hanni Місяць тому

    This made me feel so freshed up, it's a blessing how some people get to have their own room and can feel free in it. I have a shared room, and i can't decorate it because of the strict rules in the house, but if i had the chance, I'd definitely do it, i feel like, around things that make you feel yourself, it's definitely cozier, i hope that when I'll get my own room, I'll be able to decorate it and feel myself

  • @jasmiineleonaa
    @jasmiineleonaa Місяць тому

    I have been in this weird state of mind lately. A state of mind full of nostalgia from my past, agony from my present, and fear of the future. These thoughts and my current mindset led me to almost end my relationship, my 3 1/2 year streak of sobriety, and many many years of hard work in overcoming trauma. While I am at an understanding that our issues and pain from the past never truly go away, I can't help but wish it did. Because when I slip into this state of mind, when I begin to spiral into the negative habits and personality of who I used to be, it is like climbing Mt Everest to get out. I appreciate this video in the fact that I relate to it on a very mindful level. I am grateful to understand and recognize that others go through similar experiences. We are all just trying to figure it out. thank you.

  • @tklllllllllll
    @tklllllllllll Місяць тому

    it's amazing to see us love ourselves as God does. as a Christian with lots of trauma and gets into (i guess what could be called) depressive episodes, i want to share with you a little bit about mytestimony and faith. i grew up in a family who didn't go to church but "believed"- God usually was used to justify actions or defend arguments, but my mother was trying faithfully and her best despite everything. after i got separated from my abuser temporarily, i wasted a large amount of my life on "sin"- what could be summarized as beinginsecure and confused- but instead of seeking God, i sought anger and several relationships where my toxic behavior grew exponentially. but after many events in my life that exposed my nature to me, how loving i wanted to be yet how terrible i was to others (though i didn't realize it at the time,) i truly realized what it meant to be saved. and Who the God i served really was. a loving, selfless and kind God that won't force us to choose His way, but wants us so very much to spend eternity with Him. He is not a God of rules, like the Bible is not a rule book but a book of principles. my God is a loving God. and the greatest commandment of them all is to love God and love others- which you can only do properly if you love yourself as He does. forgiving, caring and being honest with your actions and the consequences. while no one is perfect, or will ever be enough, God justifies us in the face of eternity- lovingly and patiently. so i find myself at times trying to have more mercy on myself- if God died for me, why couldn't i love myself just a little more? i know you said you're not religious, but i hope you can perhaps find faith in Jesus, who saves us from hell + guides us :3 ps. i put up a baby picture of me too, hopefully that inspires me to say nice stuff to myself as well (^_^)

  • @ck_423
    @ck_423 Місяць тому

    this video meant to much to me and came at the perfect time i’ve been miserable and it helped ease my pent up anxiety and despair i burst into tears from this and how i resonate

  • @Vvniiiiiicvk
    @Vvniiiiiicvk Місяць тому

    Please do another video like this. I loved it ❤